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I wish I could've lived my life without any missteps along the way.

I wish I could've lived in a kinder world.

One without any unease or fear,

where I didn't hurt anyone, and no one hurt me.

I wish I could've taken the shortest path

to the kinder world I want,

without ever doing anything "wrong."

"Fruits Basket"

"Student Council Room"

Yun-Yun. "Student Council Room"

Yun-Yun.

Is Honda-san really in the hospital?

Huh? How did you know that?

Someone in your class told me.

And I hear the redheaded hottie has been absent for days!

Is he okay?

Don't know, don't care.

Hey!

I've been wondering forever. What is that Honda girl to you, Yun-Yun?

His mom.

That's not even funny!

Yun-Yun, Kakeru's saying creepy stuff!

Why's that creepy?

She protected Yun-Yun when he was weak as a baby deer. Right?

You piss me off!

Huh? So, like, does that mean she's his girlfriend?

--No! I told you, she's Mom! --Do your jobs! Argh!

What? I don't get it.

Just drop it!

Hey, President.

You have guests.

"Soma General Hospital"

I can't believe Kyon ran away from home. "Soma General Hospital"

I can't believe Kyon ran away from home.

He hasn't shown his face here, either. What's up with him?

Good question, especially since Tohru-kun refuses to talk about him.

What the hell happened between those two?

Tohru gave us the one-minute summary of what happened

between her and Akito Soma.

I don't know what she told you, but it's my fault she got hurt.

Tohru-kun doesn't think it's anyone's fault.

Also... I heard about you and Kureno.

Kureno is a patient here right now, too.

Because...

...I stabbed him.

I tied him down and trampled on him.

But he won't blame me, so what do I--

You're...

...female, aren't you?

When Kureno-san said he had "someone he needs to stay with,"

he meant you.

It wasn't just her existence that stung me.

It was more about the fact...

...that I got left in the cold.

That I was barely even a participant in Kureno-san's 26 years.

I was polishing a single day's memories like they were some diamond,

and it made me feel a little pathetic.

That stung.

I thought you wouldn't come.

Why?

I... don't deserve you.

You spoke with Akito, right?

There's something else I still need to do for her.

Which is?

Leave her sight.

If I stay, she'll feel bad about me forever.

Right up until the very end...

Well, then. Go wherever you want.

Doesn't matter to me.

I'll go with you.

Do you know why?

If you don't, I'm not telling you.

It's fine.

I don't mind.

I can wait, for now.

But that thing where I'm not a participant? That's over.

Convenience store breakfast? What a miserable life!

What else would we do? We don't have rice, bread, or anything else.

Yeah, we've only gotten worse at adulting since Tohru-kun moved in.

But today she's being released! What should we ask her to cook?

Don't overwork her during recovery.

I wonder where Kyo-kun is, though...

Welcome home.

H-Haru? What?

Huh, did I forget to lock the door again?

--Shigure... --Yep.

Lucky for me. Easy conquest.

I could slide right between--

Don't be crass!

How's Honda-san?

The hospital is releasing her this afternoon.

Oh. That's good.

Rin was impressively worried.

"Impressively"?

She turned blue, white, then brown. It's a must-see.

She's not a movie, Haru.

Also...

...her boobs got bigger.

Are you trying to lighten the mood, brag, or sexually harass me?!

All three?

All three, huh...

Is that Kyo-kun?

Eh... Maybe he unlocked the door?

Kyo never visited the hospital, right?

He...

...has his own pain and his own reasons.

But...

They don't matter right now.

See you later.

Where were you?

Why didn't you visit her?

Honda-san is being released today, you know.

Gonna run away?

Say what you want.

Me being here would hurt her.

I can't protect her.

It's better if you're with her.

I see. So that's how it is.

This is why I didn't want boys.

Hey, can I order pizza?

You "can't protect her"?

What does that mean?

Should you be able to catch her before she falls off a cliff?

Or brilliantly save her from getting hit by a car--would that satisfy you?

That'd be impressive.

Who do you think you are, some kind of superhero?

You're just a stupid cat.

Shut up! When I did I say that?!

Yeah, sure, you're probably that great.

But if I could be like you, I already would be!

I wanted to!

I wanted to be you!

Fight all you want--I don't care anymore.

Can I get nuggets, too?

Screw you.

Screw you! Screw you! Screw you!

Screw--

So did I!

I wanted to be like you!

I admired you so much.

Why the hell did you have to say it before I did?! Easily, like it's nothing!

Screw you!

Screw you!

But...

You're only you. And I'm only me.

We can only be ourselves.

We have to accept ourselves, and... face ourselves.

You did protect her!

You did protect her, dumbass.

Maybe gladness and happiness don't mean much...

Maybe it's not like a hero's supernatural power...

But you made Honda-san smile when you were with her!

Do you seriously think I could do the same thing?

Cut the crap!

Get a clue and realize there are things only you can do!

Don't make her cry! Get your damn act together!

Don't just sit there.

Me, the guy you admire, just gave you a pep talk. Dumb cat.

Damn it.

I hate that guy.

Things only I can do...

That's right. Before I see her...

...there's something I have to do first.

It's okay.

Nobody will hate you, Hiro-chan. I'm sure.

I'm happy to be the first one you told about your curse breaking.

Kisa...

Kisa, does me not being a zodiac member anymore bother you?

What about you?

Does it bother you to have a possessed person with you?

Of course not--

Big Brother Kyo?

I heard he hasn't been home since the incident...

Um, sir?

Who said you could let him in?!

B-But sir--

Why did you come here? What do you want?!

You have some nerve, setting foot in this house with no guilt on your face!

Isn't it early in the day to start drinking?

--I bet you're not working like--

--Shut up! --I bet you're not working like--

I work plenty hard! I'm just...

I'm just taking a vacation because I haven't been feeling well.

And whose fault is that?!

You think it's mine.

You bet I do! So how about you finally admit that you killed Mom?!

--You can't get away with it just because you didn't physically hurt her.

--I feel sick. --You can't get away with it just because you didn't physically hurt her.

--I feel sick. --Your own mother's death is your fault! You'll never be forgiven!

--It's as if all these emotions, like hatred and fear and grief, --Your own mother's death is your fault! You'll never be forgiven!

--got tossed into a pot and boiled like stew. --You have to atone for your crimes!

--got tossed into a pot and boiled like stew. --You have to spend the rest of your life apologizing to your mother and to me!

--Gotta get my act together. --You have to spend the rest of your life apologizing to your mother and to me!

--Atone for your crimes forever--

--You're right. --Atone for your crimes forever--

It's my fault.

He admitted it! He finally admitted it!

I heard it. You did, too, right?!

--Yes... --Call the main family.

Make them come get him right now!

Y-Yes, sir!

You can stay jailed for your crime for the rest of your life!

I refuse.

I won't go in there.

I'll live outside.

No matter what.

I came here to tell you that.

There's someone I want to be with.

Forever, from now on...

No.

What are you talking about? You're unforgivable.

Obviously, you're unforgivable.

You? Live normally?

I won't let you! I'll never forgive you!

You need to atone for your crime! You need to make amends to me!

Do you know how badly I've been shamed?! How my life's been wrecked?!

All because you were born!

All because she birthed you!

"You bore this disgusting child."

I'll never forgive you! Never, dammit!

"Get out of my sight."

Do you two just enjoy disgracing me?!

I never want to see either of you again!

You...

Did you say that?

To Mom?

Are you trying to pin your crime on me?

It's not my fault. You drove her to depression.

It's your fault she died, not mine!

It's not my fault!

It's not my fault a monster like you was born!

I didn't do anything wrong. It's all your fault!

Were you lonely?

Were you suffering because you had to bottle up your pain?

I was too young to understand that.

I won't claim "I would've realized as I got older," like I'm so great, but...

But...

...I'll never know now. We never got another chance, because you died.

I wanted you to stay alive.

I wish you hadn't died.

I wish you hadn't thrown yourself away.

While you were alive... Mom...

I won't throw myself away. Not anymore.

I'll try. While I'm still alive, I'll... try living.

For real.

I won't allow--

Let go--

He'll kill me!

Someone-- Someone come help! He'll kill me!

He'll kill me! He'll kill me!

Shall I have someone go fetch the Cat, like his father wants?

No, I'll go.

I have something to tell his father anyway.

Kyo is free. And I'm destroying that cottage.

You're serious?

Yes.

You think his father will accept that?

No. But I've made up my mind.

I envy the young.

They can change their whole way of life so easily.

I was born and raised on the Soma estate.

I don't know any life outside of this place.

But it's too late for me to change the way of life

that I've spent 40... 50... 60 years building!

I'm... I'm too old to change!

Then stay where you are. As long as you want.

But I'm going.

The answer and the method are both simple.

So simple... but difficult as hell. It was so hard for me to get them.

And that's exactly why I treasure them.

I'll visit again.

W-Wait! I...

Oi! I won't allow this! I'll never, ever forgive you!

I wish I could've lived my life without any missteps along the way,

but that's not humanly possible.

We fail, we stumble, we get lost, we make missteps...

We just have to keep walking the path anyway, one step at a time.

On our own two feet, however much we get hurt.

We have to move toward that something...

...or that someone at our destination.

Hello? Machi, what's wrong?

U-Um, I'm sorry. I know this is sudden, but...

...there's something I want to give you.

Machi, where are you?!

Huh?

Um, one station away from the school.

Wait for me! I'm headed your way!

I want to see you right away, Machi!

Time to say a prayer and start walking.

But...

After what I said...

...will she still accept me?

And me?

Do I still really love her?

Why do I love her?

What do I love about her?

How much do I...

Oh.

None of that matters.

I love her.

I just... love her. Like crazy.

Toh--

She ran away like a bat out of hell.

No choice but to laugh.

I'd like to laugh until my belly hurts.

Dammit, I'm faster than you are!

I won't let you go.

It's crazy how much...

Seriously--

--you shouldn't be sprinting the second you get out of the hospital!

...I want her.

"Goodbye"

Goodbye. "Goodbye"

"Goodbye"