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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:01:27,778 --> 00:01:30,580 - You made it. - I did. 2 00:01:30,613 --> 00:01:33,583 - Hey. - Hey. 3 00:01:33,616 --> 00:01:35,386 - Good to see you. - You too. 4 00:01:37,387 --> 00:01:38,689 Erin, Alex. 5 00:01:38,722 --> 00:01:41,425 Alex, this is Erin. 6 00:01:41,458 --> 00:01:43,161 - Hey. - Hi. 7 00:01:46,229 --> 00:01:48,165 Looking good out there, girl. 8 00:01:48,199 --> 00:01:49,834 Yeah, I know. 9 00:01:49,866 --> 00:01:51,401 Uh, I'm gonna... I'm gonna grab a beer. 10 00:01:51,434 --> 00:01:53,503 Did... did you want anything, can I...? 11 00:01:53,537 --> 00:01:54,939 I don't drink. 12 00:01:54,972 --> 00:01:56,506 Well, how about a Coke? 13 00:01:56,540 --> 00:01:57,741 They're free for me. 14 00:01:57,775 --> 00:02:00,478 Save your $5. 15 00:02:00,511 --> 00:02:02,580 - You got it. - I'll take a... 16 00:02:02,612 --> 00:02:05,715 Uh... okay. 17 00:02:07,884 --> 00:02:10,454 Hello, did you hear me? 18 00:02:10,486 --> 00:02:12,789 I got my final mark on that major paper I wrote 19 00:02:12,823 --> 00:02:14,759 on Paradise Regained, 20 00:02:14,791 --> 00:02:18,962 which I have now read for the third time by the way. 21 00:02:18,996 --> 00:02:21,199 The fucking instructor 22 00:02:21,231 --> 00:02:23,533 says that my interpretation of Milton 23 00:02:23,567 --> 00:02:26,337 doesn't fully explain his continuing role 24 00:02:26,369 --> 00:02:28,838 in Western literature. 25 00:02:28,872 --> 00:02:30,607 Dick. 26 00:02:30,641 --> 00:02:33,644 - What was your grade? - A fucking minus. 27 00:02:38,015 --> 00:02:40,517 Oh, did she show, Erin? 28 00:02:40,551 --> 00:02:42,954 What, does everybody know this girl but me? 29 00:02:42,986 --> 00:02:45,323 Uh, no, I barely know her. 30 00:02:45,355 --> 00:02:46,957 She was in our Philosophy of Literature class 31 00:02:46,991 --> 00:02:48,759 with me and Zack, 32 00:02:48,791 --> 00:02:52,262 and I think he kind of asked her out. 33 00:02:52,295 --> 00:02:53,630 Kind of? 34 00:02:53,664 --> 00:02:55,666 Well, I think he thinks he did. 35 00:02:57,635 --> 00:02:59,003 So, he's into her? 36 00:02:59,035 --> 00:03:01,838 Uh, well, she's a female, 37 00:03:01,872 --> 00:03:03,674 so yeah. 38 00:03:07,044 --> 00:03:09,680 Is she into him? 39 00:03:09,712 --> 00:03:11,581 - Hey, Jules. - Oh, hey, how are you? 40 00:03:11,615 --> 00:03:14,684 Oh, she's devastated, she got an A minus on a paper. 41 00:03:14,718 --> 00:03:16,354 Oh, buddy. 42 00:03:16,386 --> 00:03:18,656 Oh, shut it. 43 00:03:18,688 --> 00:03:21,458 You know, I think I wanna go dance. 44 00:03:21,492 --> 00:03:23,694 Is there anybody I can convince to join me? 45 00:03:23,726 --> 00:03:25,830 - Zack, let's go. - Absolutely. 46 00:03:25,862 --> 00:03:28,565 Oh, yeah, go show me your moves. 47 00:03:28,599 --> 00:03:29,934 Yes, ma'am. 48 00:03:33,604 --> 00:03:35,806 You sure I can't tempt you? 49 00:03:35,838 --> 00:03:37,942 Uh, no, 50 00:03:37,974 --> 00:03:40,010 I mean, the table. 51 00:03:40,044 --> 00:03:42,313 I should watch the table, I... I don't want someone 52 00:03:42,345 --> 00:03:43,781 to take it. 53 00:03:43,813 --> 00:03:45,849 No, we wouldn't want that. 54 00:04:02,633 --> 00:04:03,868 Hey, baby, what's going on? 55 00:04:03,901 --> 00:04:05,368 Ow. 56 00:04:05,402 --> 00:04:08,005 Oh, you're a little feisty, all right. 57 00:04:08,038 --> 00:04:09,674 Okay. 58 00:04:13,043 --> 00:04:14,645 What, it's just a little dance. 59 00:04:14,677 --> 00:04:17,714 - I'm a good dancer. - Ugh, no, you're not. 60 00:04:41,037 --> 00:04:42,672 Hey. 61 00:04:42,705 --> 00:04:44,075 How's the table? 62 00:04:44,108 --> 00:04:46,677 Fine, I just wanted to make sure you're okay. 63 00:04:46,710 --> 00:04:48,945 Oh, yeah, just perils of the dance floor. 64 00:04:48,979 --> 00:04:50,781 Did you come to dance with me? 65 00:04:50,813 --> 00:04:54,351 Uh, no, I don't think I can keep up. 66 00:04:54,385 --> 00:04:57,587 I just... just wanted to check you're okay, that's all. 67 00:04:57,621 --> 00:05:00,858 Well, you did, and I am. 68 00:05:00,890 --> 00:05:02,659 Okay. 69 00:05:04,561 --> 00:05:06,796 And now I need to be making sure 70 00:05:06,830 --> 00:05:08,998 that you're okay. 71 00:05:09,032 --> 00:05:10,835 Jeez. 72 00:05:16,873 --> 00:05:19,976 Thank you. 73 00:05:20,010 --> 00:05:23,546 Hey, uh, have a good night, see you later. 74 00:05:23,580 --> 00:05:24,849 Uh, wait. 75 00:05:27,049 --> 00:05:29,886 - What's up? - Um, do you wanna 76 00:05:29,919 --> 00:05:31,722 share a cab or something? 77 00:05:31,755 --> 00:05:35,159 I live pretty close, so I won't be catching a cab. 78 00:05:35,191 --> 00:05:39,162 Um, do you wanna share a sidewalk? 79 00:05:53,142 --> 00:05:55,546 Oh, shit. 80 00:05:55,578 --> 00:05:57,013 Ah, for fuck's sake! 81 00:06:00,950 --> 00:06:03,820 This is fucked. 82 00:06:03,854 --> 00:06:06,022 - Good morning, sunshine. - Julia, 83 00:06:06,056 --> 00:06:08,625 what the fuck? 84 00:06:08,659 --> 00:06:10,493 Don't take that tone with me. 85 00:06:10,527 --> 00:06:12,695 Beach, let's go. 86 00:06:12,729 --> 00:06:14,899 Dude, you literally just woke me up. 87 00:06:14,931 --> 00:06:17,200 I am not ready for the beach, and it is really early 88 00:06:17,234 --> 00:06:18,868 for your cleavage. 89 00:06:18,902 --> 00:06:22,106 First off, it is not my fault that you slept in, 90 00:06:22,138 --> 00:06:26,075 and secondly, it's never too early for my cleavage. 91 00:06:26,109 --> 00:06:27,611 Let's go. 92 00:06:29,847 --> 00:06:31,981 God, I am so glad I went from 93 00:06:32,015 --> 00:06:33,784 a comfortable laying-down position 94 00:06:33,816 --> 00:06:36,219 to an uncomfortable laying-down position. 95 00:06:36,253 --> 00:06:38,823 Okay. 96 00:06:38,856 --> 00:06:43,127 Try to think of it as full-body exfoliation. 97 00:06:43,159 --> 00:06:45,529 But, I'm more thinking of it as a sunburn, 98 00:06:45,561 --> 00:06:47,864 and sand in my crack. 99 00:06:47,897 --> 00:06:50,934 Are you ever happy about anything? 100 00:06:50,967 --> 00:06:53,136 Hardly ever. 101 00:06:53,169 --> 00:06:54,904 Room for one more? 102 00:06:54,938 --> 00:06:56,873 - Oh, hi. - Hi. 103 00:06:56,907 --> 00:06:58,709 Yeah, sure. 104 00:07:02,678 --> 00:07:04,582 I didn't know you were joining us. 105 00:07:04,614 --> 00:07:06,783 - Is that all right? - Absolutely. 106 00:07:06,816 --> 00:07:09,486 Of course. 107 00:07:09,520 --> 00:07:12,690 Zack likes you, 108 00:07:12,722 --> 00:07:14,724 so you're stuck with us. 109 00:07:14,758 --> 00:07:16,226 Could be worse. 110 00:07:21,698 --> 00:07:23,500 I think I'm gonna go for a dip. 111 00:07:23,534 --> 00:07:25,002 Be right back. 112 00:07:27,104 --> 00:07:29,940 So, is she just, like, our friend now? 113 00:07:29,972 --> 00:07:31,641 I don't know, why? 114 00:07:31,674 --> 00:07:34,044 You don't like her? 115 00:07:34,077 --> 00:07:35,813 No, I... 116 00:07:35,846 --> 00:07:37,748 I don't know her. 117 00:07:37,780 --> 00:07:40,116 I mean, she seems nice. 118 00:07:40,150 --> 00:07:42,753 She's polite, and friendly, and... 119 00:07:42,786 --> 00:07:45,022 Alex, you don't have to convince me. 120 00:07:45,054 --> 00:07:47,525 I don't care if you like her. 121 00:07:47,558 --> 00:07:49,260 I didn't say I didn't like her. 122 00:07:49,292 --> 00:07:51,995 Mhm. 123 00:07:52,029 --> 00:07:54,198 - Oh. - Oh, thank you. 124 00:08:08,745 --> 00:08:10,314 Oh, no, I'm good, thank you. 125 00:08:10,347 --> 00:08:12,181 It's for me. 126 00:08:12,214 --> 00:08:14,084 If you don't mind? 127 00:08:14,116 --> 00:08:16,087 - Please? - Oh, yeah. 128 00:08:18,589 --> 00:08:20,858 Yeah. 129 00:09:14,144 --> 00:09:15,946 Oh, okay, well let's just cover all the bases. 130 00:09:15,978 --> 00:09:18,081 No, none of us are into Zack. 131 00:09:18,115 --> 00:09:20,717 He's like an annoying younger brother. 132 00:09:20,750 --> 00:09:22,819 - Hm. - But, you know, 133 00:09:22,852 --> 00:09:24,722 wouldn't be life without him, though, don't tell him 134 00:09:24,755 --> 00:09:28,125 - I said that. - Lips are sealed. 135 00:09:28,158 --> 00:09:30,728 So, is he not your type, or...? 136 00:09:30,760 --> 00:09:33,262 I don't know, I haven't really thought about it. 137 00:09:33,295 --> 00:09:35,765 What is your type? 138 00:09:35,799 --> 00:09:38,401 Confident, attractive, smart. 139 00:09:38,434 --> 00:09:39,969 How about you? 140 00:09:40,002 --> 00:09:42,038 You, generally. 141 00:09:42,072 --> 00:09:43,907 What? 142 00:09:43,939 --> 00:09:46,242 Oh, I mean, same... same as... as you. 143 00:09:46,275 --> 00:09:48,746 Same as you said just... 144 00:09:48,779 --> 00:09:50,179 Oh, my God, are you okay? 145 00:09:50,212 --> 00:09:52,116 Yeah. 146 00:09:52,149 --> 00:09:55,184 - You're bleeding. - Yeah. 147 00:09:55,217 --> 00:09:57,121 - Come on. - No, that's okay. 148 00:09:57,154 --> 00:09:59,657 - Let me take care of it. - It's totally fine. 149 00:09:59,689 --> 00:10:01,724 It's... yeah. 150 00:10:01,757 --> 00:10:03,726 Ow. 151 00:10:03,760 --> 00:10:05,261 Have a seat. 152 00:10:10,900 --> 00:10:14,737 Wow, this is a real happening place, huh? 153 00:10:14,770 --> 00:10:16,707 We're closed on Sundays. 154 00:10:19,375 --> 00:10:21,712 Have you worked here for a long time? 155 00:10:21,745 --> 00:10:24,881 Uh, yeah, we've had it for a while. 156 00:10:24,914 --> 00:10:27,351 - We? - My family owns it. 157 00:10:29,452 --> 00:10:32,990 Guess I kind of own it. 158 00:10:33,023 --> 00:10:35,359 Oh. 159 00:10:35,391 --> 00:10:37,226 Wow. 160 00:10:39,962 --> 00:10:42,065 Yeah, my dad has this habit of buying businesses, 161 00:10:42,098 --> 00:10:44,801 and he kind of left me in charge of this one, 162 00:10:44,834 --> 00:10:46,469 so. 163 00:10:46,502 --> 00:10:48,438 Hey, that must be nice. 164 00:10:51,107 --> 00:10:53,309 Oh, I... well I didn't... I... 165 00:10:53,342 --> 00:10:56,112 I'm sorry, I didn't mean... 166 00:10:56,145 --> 00:10:59,449 I just meant it must be nice. 167 00:10:59,482 --> 00:11:01,017 Yeah. 168 00:11:01,050 --> 00:11:04,020 Yeah, it's as nice as material things can be I guess. 169 00:11:05,489 --> 00:11:07,324 What do you mean? 170 00:11:09,159 --> 00:11:10,928 I mean that my dad doesn't really get 171 00:11:10,961 --> 00:11:14,965 the whole feelings thing, so he uses his money instead. 172 00:11:14,997 --> 00:11:17,400 But hey, it's not like I'm just some complacent manager. 173 00:11:17,433 --> 00:11:19,770 I do actually work, you know. 174 00:11:21,837 --> 00:11:23,506 Okay. 175 00:11:23,539 --> 00:11:25,842 I mean, I wasn't suggesting that you were. 176 00:11:29,913 --> 00:11:31,914 I think it's very cool 177 00:11:31,948 --> 00:11:34,918 that you're the boss. 178 00:11:34,951 --> 00:11:37,755 - You think so? - Yeah. 179 00:11:42,259 --> 00:11:44,327 How about you, what's your story? 180 00:11:46,462 --> 00:11:49,900 Uh, it was just me and my mom growing up. 181 00:11:49,933 --> 00:11:54,004 She worked a lot, but she got the feelings thing. 182 00:11:54,036 --> 00:11:56,506 - Mhm. - Sounds like you and me 183 00:11:56,539 --> 00:11:59,409 had completely opposite childhoods. 184 00:12:10,986 --> 00:12:13,122 You know, he's not all bad. 185 00:12:13,155 --> 00:12:16,226 - Who, you're dad? - Yeah. 186 00:12:16,259 --> 00:12:18,996 I'm not judging. 187 00:12:19,029 --> 00:12:22,399 Just laid my entire life story out on you. 188 00:12:22,432 --> 00:12:24,433 Sorry about that. 189 00:12:24,467 --> 00:12:27,203 I guess that you're just sort of 190 00:12:27,236 --> 00:12:30,006 easy to talk to. 191 00:12:32,475 --> 00:12:35,445 How about you, what happened to your dad? 192 00:12:35,477 --> 00:12:38,481 Uh, he left when I was 4. 193 00:12:40,549 --> 00:12:42,986 I didn't really know him. 194 00:12:43,019 --> 00:12:46,089 According to my mom, that's a good thing. 195 00:12:46,121 --> 00:12:48,424 You see your mom a lot? 196 00:12:48,457 --> 00:12:50,394 Uh, no. 197 00:12:50,427 --> 00:12:52,196 No, she, uh... 198 00:12:52,228 --> 00:12:55,331 she died. 199 00:12:55,365 --> 00:12:57,601 I'm sorry. 200 00:12:57,634 --> 00:13:00,938 Oh, it's okay. 201 00:13:00,971 --> 00:13:02,840 I mean, it's not okay, 202 00:13:02,872 --> 00:13:05,908 but I'm fine. 203 00:13:10,480 --> 00:13:12,916 There's this, uh... 204 00:13:12,948 --> 00:13:16,553 There's this spot down by the beach 205 00:13:16,586 --> 00:13:18,087 that I like to go to. 206 00:13:20,055 --> 00:13:21,390 It reminds me of her. 207 00:13:31,167 --> 00:13:33,136 Let me see your arm. 208 00:13:33,169 --> 00:13:36,005 I think you got some gravel in it or something. 209 00:13:36,039 --> 00:13:38,140 Yeah. 210 00:13:38,174 --> 00:13:40,077 It's okay, though, just throw a Band-Aid on there 211 00:13:40,110 --> 00:13:42,212 or something. 212 00:13:42,245 --> 00:13:44,414 - I'll be gentle. - Okay. 213 00:13:52,923 --> 00:13:54,524 Are you ready? 214 00:13:54,557 --> 00:13:56,293 I don't know. 215 00:13:59,696 --> 00:14:02,199 That probably hurts. 216 00:14:02,231 --> 00:14:04,601 All good. 217 00:14:14,611 --> 00:14:16,313 - Can you, um...? - Oh. 218 00:14:51,614 --> 00:14:54,985 Does it feel better? 219 00:14:55,018 --> 00:14:57,087 Yeah. 220 00:14:59,688 --> 00:15:01,958 So, did I tell you about my movie idea? 221 00:15:01,991 --> 00:15:03,260 - No. - Yeah, I mean, so I'm writing 222 00:15:03,293 --> 00:15:06,263 this movie, and it's you and me are the leads, 223 00:15:06,295 --> 00:15:10,166 and I play a character named Robin Banks, okay? 224 00:15:10,199 --> 00:15:14,637 No, but wait, you're Greta Waycar. 225 00:15:14,670 --> 00:15:17,373 - You're dumb. - No, it's genius. 226 00:15:19,342 --> 00:15:22,346 - Hey. - Hey, Al. 227 00:15:22,379 --> 00:15:25,015 - Where's Erin? - Ah, she had to work 228 00:15:25,048 --> 00:15:26,549 or something. 229 00:15:26,582 --> 00:15:30,120 Aw, I got her a Coke. 230 00:15:30,153 --> 00:15:32,356 Before you say anything, it wasn't you. 231 00:15:32,389 --> 00:15:34,057 I didn't scare her away? 232 00:15:34,090 --> 00:15:36,160 - No, Zack. - Thank God. 233 00:15:38,560 --> 00:15:40,162 But, like, what'd she say about me? 234 00:15:40,196 --> 00:15:43,133 - Oh, my God, get over yourself. - What? 235 00:15:43,165 --> 00:15:44,667 I need to know. 236 00:15:44,701 --> 00:15:46,603 I don't know, nothing. 237 00:15:46,635 --> 00:15:48,237 Nothing? 238 00:15:48,270 --> 00:15:50,573 At all? 239 00:15:50,606 --> 00:15:52,342 Really? 240 00:15:52,375 --> 00:15:55,111 No, no, I mean, 241 00:15:55,145 --> 00:15:56,413 you're a good guy or whatever. 242 00:15:56,446 --> 00:15:59,016 Just keep doing that. 243 00:15:59,049 --> 00:16:00,449 I don't know about that. 244 00:16:00,482 --> 00:16:02,752 Good guys finish last. 245 00:16:02,785 --> 00:16:06,323 Unless that's what she likes. 246 00:16:06,356 --> 00:16:09,056 I don't know what she likes. 247 00:16:09,058 --> 00:16:11,694 If you wanna ask her out, just ask her out, 248 00:16:11,727 --> 00:16:15,097 and if she says, "No," then you have your answer. 249 00:16:15,130 --> 00:16:18,267 Yeah, true. 250 00:16:18,300 --> 00:16:20,236 Aw, Zackary, 251 00:16:20,270 --> 00:16:23,106 do you need me to ask her out for you? 252 00:16:23,139 --> 00:16:25,308 No, I do not. 253 00:16:25,341 --> 00:16:27,344 It's just, you know, if I ask her out 254 00:16:27,376 --> 00:16:28,811 and she says, "No," then she's not gonna 255 00:16:28,845 --> 00:16:31,048 wanna hang with us anymore. 256 00:16:31,081 --> 00:16:33,517 I kinda like her hanging with us. 257 00:16:33,549 --> 00:16:36,553 Good point. 258 00:16:36,586 --> 00:16:38,789 What, what, it's a good point. 259 00:16:38,822 --> 00:16:40,690 I mean, she's nice. 260 00:16:40,722 --> 00:16:43,159 It's nice to make new friends who are nice. 261 00:16:43,193 --> 00:16:45,761 Why do you need new friends? 262 00:16:45,794 --> 00:16:48,698 Aw, Jule, you need to go to jelly school. 263 00:16:48,731 --> 00:16:50,266 Ew! 264 00:16:50,299 --> 00:16:52,835 Never touch me like that again. 265 00:16:52,869 --> 00:16:54,371 I'll never touch you like that again. 266 00:16:56,606 --> 00:16:59,308 So, Al, can you talk me up to her? 267 00:16:59,342 --> 00:17:02,678 Please, can you talk about literally anything else? 268 00:17:02,712 --> 00:17:04,180 I don't know, what makes you think that 269 00:17:04,214 --> 00:17:06,650 she would listen to me, or that we even talk? 270 00:17:06,682 --> 00:17:09,486 I figured you guys became pals. 271 00:17:09,518 --> 00:17:11,487 Well, I mean, she's... 272 00:17:11,521 --> 00:17:13,390 Nice. 273 00:17:27,370 --> 00:17:29,673 - What time's happy hour? - Oh, shit. 274 00:17:29,706 --> 00:17:31,775 I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to scare you. 275 00:17:31,807 --> 00:17:34,343 No, it's okay... oh! 276 00:17:34,377 --> 00:17:36,847 - Oh, my God, okay. - Okay. 277 00:17:36,880 --> 00:17:39,349 Ah, right. 278 00:17:42,485 --> 00:17:43,887 Uh. 279 00:17:43,919 --> 00:17:46,323 Okay. 280 00:17:48,725 --> 00:17:51,495 - Are you okay? - Uh, yes. 281 00:17:51,527 --> 00:17:54,230 - Yes, hi. - Hi. 282 00:17:54,264 --> 00:17:57,133 - How are you? - I'm good, I'm good. 283 00:17:57,167 --> 00:18:00,704 I, um, came by to see if you're coming out... 284 00:18:00,736 --> 00:18:03,806 uh, to the club, after your shift. 285 00:18:03,840 --> 00:18:08,445 I mean, do you want to come out to the club to dance? 286 00:18:08,477 --> 00:18:10,479 Right, right, um, 287 00:18:10,513 --> 00:18:12,448 I'm off work pretty late, so. 288 00:18:12,482 --> 00:18:14,118 Okay. 289 00:18:15,752 --> 00:18:17,654 Well, I mean, 290 00:18:17,687 --> 00:18:20,256 that was more of a for-your-information 291 00:18:20,290 --> 00:18:22,292 than... than a no. 292 00:18:22,324 --> 00:18:25,294 Okay, so it's a yes then. 293 00:18:25,328 --> 00:18:27,264 Uh, it's a maybe. 294 00:18:27,296 --> 00:18:29,232 Probably. 295 00:18:33,535 --> 00:18:36,773 I mean, I was in the neighborhood. 296 00:18:36,805 --> 00:18:39,308 That's why I'm here, 'cause Julia told me 297 00:18:39,342 --> 00:18:41,210 that you worked here, and I was passing by, 298 00:18:41,244 --> 00:18:43,547 - and so I... - Right, um, 299 00:18:43,580 --> 00:18:45,814 well it's really nice to see you, though. 300 00:18:45,848 --> 00:18:47,584 Thank you. 301 00:18:49,619 --> 00:18:54,591 Okay, so I guess I'll maybe, probably see you later? 302 00:18:54,623 --> 00:18:56,692 - Yeah. - Maybe, probably. 303 00:18:58,727 --> 00:19:01,965 Yes, um. 304 00:19:01,997 --> 00:19:04,433 Thanks for 305 00:19:04,467 --> 00:19:06,369 stopping by. 306 00:19:06,401 --> 00:19:08,237 You got it. 307 00:19:09,738 --> 00:19:12,342 Hey, before I forget, do you have a pen? 308 00:19:12,374 --> 00:19:14,777 Uh, yeah, I think I do, sure. 309 00:19:27,857 --> 00:19:30,260 In case you need me for anything. 310 00:19:31,928 --> 00:19:33,764 I'll see you later. 311 00:19:35,698 --> 00:19:37,534 Uh, see you later. 312 00:20:03,426 --> 00:20:04,961 Okay. 313 00:20:04,994 --> 00:20:06,996 You look good. 314 00:20:07,030 --> 00:20:08,865 You look fine, you're totally overthinking this 315 00:20:08,898 --> 00:20:11,834 'cause nothing's happening. 316 00:20:11,868 --> 00:20:13,770 Oh, God, what if something is happening? 317 00:20:20,342 --> 00:20:21,878 Hey, what are we looking at? 318 00:20:21,910 --> 00:20:23,912 A very happy Zack. 319 00:20:23,946 --> 00:20:26,582 Oh, yeah, is he making friends? 320 00:20:26,615 --> 00:20:29,551 Well. 321 00:20:38,593 --> 00:20:40,529 I have to go. 322 00:20:40,563 --> 00:20:42,564 - Uh. - Yeah, sorry. 323 00:20:44,766 --> 00:20:46,503 Okay. 324 00:20:53,676 --> 00:20:55,445 Alex. 325 00:20:55,477 --> 00:20:57,046 Alex, wait. 326 00:20:59,815 --> 00:21:01,750 I'm sorry. 327 00:21:01,784 --> 00:21:03,652 For what? 328 00:21:03,686 --> 00:21:06,356 I don't usually drink, and I was dancing, 329 00:21:06,389 --> 00:21:08,824 - and I... - You don't owe me anything. 330 00:21:11,593 --> 00:21:13,996 I just don't want you to think I was doing it to hurt you 331 00:21:14,030 --> 00:21:15,699 or something. 332 00:21:17,432 --> 00:21:19,736 I don't know what you mean. 333 00:21:21,536 --> 00:21:24,673 - I'm just nervous. - Nervous? 334 00:21:24,707 --> 00:21:26,810 About what? 335 00:21:26,842 --> 00:21:28,879 You make me nervous. 336 00:21:41,757 --> 00:21:43,625 Erin, where are you going? 337 00:21:43,659 --> 00:21:46,428 I'm all sweaty, I'm going for a swim. 338 00:21:46,461 --> 00:21:47,963 I thought I was walking you home, 339 00:21:47,996 --> 00:21:50,632 not brushing up on my CPR. 340 00:21:50,666 --> 00:21:52,402 So, come in with me then. 341 00:21:54,637 --> 00:21:56,406 That doesn't make any sense. 342 00:22:05,715 --> 00:22:07,984 Are you coming? 343 00:22:17,126 --> 00:22:19,796 Hey, there you are, I was looking for you. 344 00:22:19,829 --> 00:22:21,798 Thought you left. 345 00:22:21,831 --> 00:22:24,767 No, I'm right here. 346 00:22:24,801 --> 00:22:26,002 Did you wanna get dressed? 347 00:22:26,034 --> 00:22:27,836 I mean, I can wait. 348 00:22:27,870 --> 00:22:30,439 Are you sleeping with me tonight? 349 00:22:32,842 --> 00:22:34,977 Uh. 350 00:22:35,011 --> 00:22:36,678 I just meant 'cause my bed's more comfortable 351 00:22:36,711 --> 00:22:40,416 than the couch, so. 352 00:22:40,449 --> 00:22:42,151 Oh, right. 353 00:22:42,185 --> 00:22:44,921 No, cool, um. 354 00:22:44,954 --> 00:22:47,957 No, I was just gonna head home soon. 355 00:22:47,989 --> 00:22:49,625 Okay. 356 00:22:49,659 --> 00:22:50,893 Sure. 357 00:22:52,829 --> 00:22:54,097 Wait, I'm sorry. 358 00:22:54,130 --> 00:22:56,966 Oh, my God, I am so sorry. 359 00:22:56,998 --> 00:22:59,701 Oh, my God. 360 00:22:59,735 --> 00:23:02,472 It's okay. 361 00:23:02,505 --> 00:23:04,474 Hey, it's okay. 362 00:23:13,716 --> 00:23:15,717 Um, listen, 363 00:23:15,751 --> 00:23:18,221 I... I... 364 00:23:18,254 --> 00:23:19,688 I don't know what's happening, and I don't wanna 365 00:23:19,721 --> 00:23:21,824 misread anything. 366 00:23:21,858 --> 00:23:24,494 I don't think that you're misreading anything. 367 00:23:27,897 --> 00:23:30,066 Will you look at me, please? 368 00:23:54,090 --> 00:23:56,192 Do you want me? 369 00:24:05,967 --> 00:24:08,537 Yes. 370 00:26:56,805 --> 00:26:58,240 Erin? 371 00:27:01,043 --> 00:27:02,911 Shit. 372 00:27:15,357 --> 00:27:17,694 Alex, what are you doing here? 373 00:27:17,726 --> 00:27:19,996 Oh, well you weren't there when I woke up, so. 374 00:27:20,028 --> 00:27:23,965 I was, uh... I needed to get to work. 375 00:27:23,998 --> 00:27:25,400 Right, I... 376 00:27:25,434 --> 00:27:28,171 Uh, could we...? 377 00:27:28,204 --> 00:27:29,906 Sure. 378 00:27:36,946 --> 00:27:38,180 What's up... ah. 379 00:27:40,416 --> 00:27:42,150 Okay, um, 380 00:27:42,184 --> 00:27:44,120 can we talk about what happened last night? 381 00:27:44,152 --> 00:27:46,389 - No. - What, are you serious? 382 00:27:46,421 --> 00:27:48,056 Yeah, something happened, 383 00:27:48,090 --> 00:27:51,260 I don't know what, and I... 384 00:27:51,293 --> 00:27:52,928 You... you don't... you don't know... 385 00:27:52,961 --> 00:27:54,463 - Erin, we slept together. - Okay, can you please 386 00:27:54,496 --> 00:27:56,032 keep your voice down, because we are at 387 00:27:56,064 --> 00:27:57,332 my work right now? 388 00:27:57,365 --> 00:27:58,867 - So, uh... - It's not fricking illegal. 389 00:27:58,900 --> 00:28:00,236 - I mean... - Okay, I need you to 390 00:28:00,268 --> 00:28:01,770 forget about this. 391 00:28:03,872 --> 00:28:06,241 What? No, no. 392 00:28:06,275 --> 00:28:08,977 No, Erin, it was amazing, and you were right there with me 393 00:28:09,011 --> 00:28:11,114 and I know that you felt the same way. 394 00:28:11,147 --> 00:28:12,814 - Stop. - You came on to me. 395 00:28:12,848 --> 00:28:14,283 - I wasn't gonna do anything. - Please, I need you to 396 00:28:14,315 --> 00:28:17,853 fucking stop, I need you to fucking stop, Alex! 397 00:28:17,887 --> 00:28:19,856 Can you please fucking stop? 398 00:28:23,292 --> 00:28:24,794 Can you please go? 399 00:28:26,795 --> 00:28:28,397 I need you to go, please. 400 00:29:10,272 --> 00:29:12,942 - Hey, Jule. - Hey, you. 401 00:29:12,975 --> 00:29:16,111 - What's up? - How are you? 402 00:29:16,144 --> 00:29:18,313 Yeah, I'm fine. 403 00:29:18,346 --> 00:29:21,449 Great, but how are you actually? 404 00:29:21,483 --> 00:29:23,519 - What do you mean? - Don't play dumb, 405 00:29:23,552 --> 00:29:25,021 you completely bailed last night. 406 00:29:25,053 --> 00:29:28,190 - Where'd you go? - Yeah, sorry. 407 00:29:28,224 --> 00:29:29,457 Well, don't be sorry, just tell me 408 00:29:29,490 --> 00:29:30,926 what's going on with you. 409 00:29:33,495 --> 00:29:36,299 Hello? 410 00:29:36,332 --> 00:29:40,268 Can you just trust that I'll tell you when I'm ready? 411 00:29:40,302 --> 00:29:43,171 Okay. 412 00:29:43,205 --> 00:29:44,439 Should I be worried? 413 00:29:47,508 --> 00:29:49,978 No. 414 00:29:50,012 --> 00:29:51,313 Okay. 415 00:29:51,346 --> 00:29:53,014 Come for a drink tonight? 416 00:29:55,316 --> 00:29:58,153 Uh, yeah, sure. 417 00:29:58,187 --> 00:29:59,388 I mean, I'll meet you down there. 418 00:29:59,420 --> 00:30:01,591 Cool, see you soon, pal. 419 00:30:06,160 --> 00:30:07,462 Fuck. 420 00:30:25,915 --> 00:30:27,082 Where have you have been? 421 00:30:27,115 --> 00:30:30,118 You almost missed happy hour. 422 00:30:30,151 --> 00:30:31,286 I'm sorry. 423 00:30:33,354 --> 00:30:36,525 Anyway, so as I was saying, I was on a date with this dude, 424 00:30:36,557 --> 00:30:38,660 and he asks me what I like to do for fun. 425 00:30:38,694 --> 00:30:40,496 I hate that question. 426 00:30:40,528 --> 00:30:44,232 So, I start telling him about this book that I'm reading. 427 00:30:44,265 --> 00:30:47,202 Alex, have I told you about this, book guy? 428 00:30:47,236 --> 00:30:49,639 Uh, yeah, sure, I think... I think so. 429 00:30:49,671 --> 00:30:51,339 Anyway, 430 00:30:51,372 --> 00:30:53,008 so I'm telling him about this book, 431 00:30:53,042 --> 00:30:55,410 and he gets this look on his face, 432 00:30:55,444 --> 00:30:58,614 like either he's never heard the word "book" before, 433 00:30:58,647 --> 00:31:01,250 or the idea of a woman reading 434 00:31:01,283 --> 00:31:04,419 is way too much for his tiny brain to comprehend. 435 00:31:04,453 --> 00:31:07,123 I really don't get it, I mean, guys say that they want a girl 436 00:31:07,156 --> 00:31:09,358 that's smart and interesting, but I mean, 437 00:31:09,390 --> 00:31:10,993 really they actually don't. 438 00:31:12,024 --> 00:31:13,129 - Right? - Yeah. 439 00:31:13,161 --> 00:31:16,131 Hey, how's the weather where you are? 440 00:31:16,165 --> 00:31:19,068 - What? - Where are you right now? 441 00:31:19,101 --> 00:31:21,370 Uh, I think I'm gonna get a drink. 442 00:31:21,402 --> 00:31:22,604 Actually, you know, I should go. 443 00:31:22,638 --> 00:31:25,073 I have this thing that I gotta do. 444 00:31:25,107 --> 00:31:26,575 Uhh, like what? 445 00:31:26,608 --> 00:31:28,411 It's Friday night during the summer. 446 00:31:28,444 --> 00:31:30,980 What do you have to do? 447 00:31:31,013 --> 00:31:33,316 Early inventory. 448 00:31:33,349 --> 00:31:37,285 Like you've never done inventory hungover. 449 00:31:37,319 --> 00:31:39,655 Erin, please explain to her 450 00:31:39,688 --> 00:31:43,124 why she needs to stop pretending to be so responsible. 451 00:31:43,158 --> 00:31:45,428 You really gotta stop it. 452 00:31:48,130 --> 00:31:50,366 Okay. 453 00:31:50,399 --> 00:31:52,668 Alex! 454 00:31:52,700 --> 00:31:56,271 Alex, what the hell? 455 00:31:56,304 --> 00:31:58,673 I just can't. 456 00:32:01,709 --> 00:32:03,278 Hey, Al 457 00:32:05,447 --> 00:32:08,316 All right. 458 00:32:08,350 --> 00:32:10,119 What's wrong with her? 459 00:32:10,151 --> 00:32:12,354 - I don't know. - Are you sure? 460 00:32:12,388 --> 00:32:15,757 Yeah, Julia, I don't even know her. 461 00:32:15,791 --> 00:32:18,727 - I don't believe you. - Hey. 462 00:32:18,761 --> 00:32:21,063 What the fuck was that about? 463 00:32:21,095 --> 00:32:23,298 I have no idea. 464 00:32:23,332 --> 00:32:25,200 - I should go after her. - No. 465 00:32:25,234 --> 00:32:27,436 Stop mothering her, okay? 466 00:32:27,468 --> 00:32:30,305 Storming off like that, she needs some time alone. 467 00:32:30,339 --> 00:32:32,308 She went to the beach, just... 468 00:32:32,341 --> 00:32:34,577 she'll be fine. 469 00:32:34,610 --> 00:32:36,611 You know, I think I'm gonna head out. 470 00:32:36,644 --> 00:32:38,179 Honestly, I wouldn't worry about her. 471 00:32:38,213 --> 00:32:40,282 She seems like a really tough girl. 472 00:32:40,314 --> 00:32:42,418 I'm sure she's gonna be fine, so. 473 00:32:44,419 --> 00:32:45,653 - Erin. - Hm? 474 00:32:45,687 --> 00:32:48,024 Alex has been through a lot of shit. 475 00:32:48,056 --> 00:32:51,026 If she is messed up in something, please tell me. 476 00:32:51,060 --> 00:32:53,596 Yeah, honestly, I'm sorry, but I don't know. 477 00:32:53,629 --> 00:32:57,466 Jule, why would she know anything? 478 00:32:57,498 --> 00:32:59,101 Well, have a good night, guys. 479 00:33:11,780 --> 00:33:14,683 Alex. 480 00:33:19,321 --> 00:33:23,458 No, you don't get to come here and look at me like that. 481 00:33:23,492 --> 00:33:26,361 I didn't mean to hurt you, I'm sorry. 482 00:33:29,331 --> 00:33:32,333 I don't understand. 483 00:33:32,367 --> 00:33:35,104 We didn't do anything wrong. 484 00:33:35,137 --> 00:33:37,505 You're acting like we've done this terrible thing. 485 00:33:37,538 --> 00:33:39,842 Are you in a relationship or something? 486 00:33:39,874 --> 00:33:42,243 You don't get it, do you? 487 00:33:42,276 --> 00:33:43,578 No, I don't get it. 488 00:33:43,611 --> 00:33:46,415 I need you to explain it to me. 489 00:33:46,448 --> 00:33:48,184 I fucking can't. 490 00:33:58,226 --> 00:33:59,562 Did you like it? 491 00:34:03,564 --> 00:34:05,333 You had fun with me? 492 00:34:05,367 --> 00:34:06,669 Yes. 493 00:34:08,269 --> 00:34:09,771 And you like me? 494 00:34:11,840 --> 00:34:14,443 Do we really have to talk about it all night? 495 00:34:20,349 --> 00:34:22,684 What are you so scared of talking about? 496 00:34:22,718 --> 00:34:24,220 Are you scared of the way you feel? 497 00:34:26,188 --> 00:34:28,756 Do we really have to do this? 498 00:34:30,791 --> 00:34:33,428 - Are you scared of being gay? - Okay, shut the fuck up. 499 00:34:33,461 --> 00:34:35,697 I'm not fucking scared. 500 00:34:35,731 --> 00:34:37,600 You're just wrong. 501 00:34:37,633 --> 00:34:39,568 I need to go. 502 00:34:39,601 --> 00:34:40,903 - Wrong? - Yeah, you're just 503 00:34:40,936 --> 00:34:42,470 fucking wrong, Alex! 504 00:34:42,503 --> 00:34:44,372 I'm leaving. 505 00:34:44,405 --> 00:34:45,807 Erin! 506 00:35:14,202 --> 00:35:16,438 Hey. 507 00:35:16,470 --> 00:35:18,206 It's Erin. 508 00:35:20,242 --> 00:35:22,144 What are you doing? 509 00:35:34,256 --> 00:35:35,758 What are you doing here? 510 00:35:35,791 --> 00:35:39,628 That's seriously what you wanna say to me right now? 511 00:35:39,660 --> 00:35:42,697 Alex, what the fuck is going on? 512 00:35:44,633 --> 00:35:46,468 Just having a drink. 513 00:35:46,501 --> 00:35:49,905 You won't answer my calls and you won't talk to me. 514 00:35:49,938 --> 00:35:51,974 What's happening here, Al? 515 00:35:52,006 --> 00:35:54,209 You're the one with straight As. 516 00:35:54,242 --> 00:35:55,910 I'm sure you can figure it out. 517 00:35:55,943 --> 00:35:58,680 Why are you being a smart ass? 518 00:35:58,713 --> 00:36:01,282 Look, I just came here to have a drink, okay, alone. 519 00:36:01,316 --> 00:36:04,687 You don't get to come here and start yelling at me. 520 00:36:04,720 --> 00:36:06,889 Besides, 521 00:36:06,921 --> 00:36:08,923 no one else wants to fucking talk, 522 00:36:08,956 --> 00:36:11,626 - so why the fuck should I? - Because there's obviously 523 00:36:11,660 --> 00:36:13,596 something going on. 524 00:36:13,628 --> 00:36:15,363 - So? - So, I'm your best friend 525 00:36:15,396 --> 00:36:18,266 and I wanna help you. 526 00:36:18,300 --> 00:36:20,635 Yeah, I bet you do. 527 00:36:20,668 --> 00:36:22,637 - Alex. - I bet you wanna dance in here, 528 00:36:22,671 --> 00:36:24,273 looking all pretty, and fuck everything up, 529 00:36:24,305 --> 00:36:26,909 and then pretend like nothing ever happened. 530 00:36:26,941 --> 00:36:28,843 - What the fuck...? - Well, it did happen! 531 00:36:28,876 --> 00:36:30,478 - It happened! - What happened? 532 00:36:30,512 --> 00:36:32,615 Leave me alone, don't touch me! 533 00:36:34,048 --> 00:36:37,253 You know what, Alex? 534 00:36:37,285 --> 00:36:39,621 Fuck you. 535 00:36:39,655 --> 00:36:41,857 You know I just wanna help. 536 00:36:48,063 --> 00:36:51,432 Sorry, I can't offer you anything fun to drink. 537 00:36:51,465 --> 00:36:53,268 That's okay. 538 00:36:53,302 --> 00:36:54,903 Are you all right? 539 00:36:54,936 --> 00:36:57,805 You sounded kind of upset on the phone. 540 00:36:57,838 --> 00:37:01,543 I didn't invite you over here to talk. 541 00:37:01,575 --> 00:37:05,813 I am so done talking. 542 00:37:05,847 --> 00:37:07,582 Okay. 543 00:37:15,890 --> 00:37:18,559 Sorry, I thought that was my cue. 544 00:37:18,593 --> 00:37:19,861 Are you saying, "No"? 545 00:37:19,894 --> 00:37:22,497 No. 546 00:37:22,530 --> 00:37:25,400 Uh. 547 00:37:25,434 --> 00:37:26,901 Just... just wait a minute. 548 00:37:26,934 --> 00:37:28,770 Just a sec. 549 00:37:37,713 --> 00:37:40,916 Okay, so you're saying, "Yes"? 550 00:37:40,948 --> 00:37:44,452 I'm saying, "Just fuck me." 551 00:38:22,858 --> 00:38:25,093 Jesus, I'm coming. 552 00:38:33,702 --> 00:38:35,638 I'm sorry. 553 00:38:37,171 --> 00:38:39,574 I'm sorry. 554 00:38:39,608 --> 00:38:41,510 I'm an asshole. 555 00:38:41,543 --> 00:38:42,845 None of that was meant for you. 556 00:38:42,878 --> 00:38:45,013 Don't ever speak to me like that again. 557 00:38:45,046 --> 00:38:46,515 Just the whiskey. 558 00:38:46,548 --> 00:38:47,950 I'm serious. 559 00:38:50,017 --> 00:38:52,086 I know, I know. 560 00:38:52,119 --> 00:38:54,756 I'm sorry. 561 00:38:54,789 --> 00:38:56,958 I didn't mean any of it. 562 00:39:16,177 --> 00:39:18,646 What am I going to do with you? 563 00:39:20,581 --> 00:39:22,884 Fix my broken heart. 564 00:39:22,918 --> 00:39:24,986 - What? - What? 565 00:39:25,019 --> 00:39:27,456 - Why do you have a broken heart? - Why do you have...? 566 00:39:27,488 --> 00:39:29,490 Alex. 567 00:39:33,961 --> 00:39:35,430 Okay. 568 00:39:38,767 --> 00:39:41,503 Okay, so I am very drunk, 569 00:39:41,535 --> 00:39:43,704 so I think I'm gonna tell you something right now 570 00:39:43,738 --> 00:39:45,474 that sober Alex definitely wouldn't tell you 571 00:39:45,506 --> 00:39:47,809 because sober Alex is scared shitless. 572 00:39:47,843 --> 00:39:49,812 Well, drunk Alex and sober Alex need to start 573 00:39:49,845 --> 00:39:52,448 trusting their best friend. 574 00:39:52,481 --> 00:39:55,883 They do... I mean, I... I do. 575 00:39:55,916 --> 00:39:59,020 It's nothing to do with not trusting you. 576 00:39:59,053 --> 00:40:00,889 Then, what is it about? 577 00:40:03,992 --> 00:40:06,061 - I think I need a cigarette. - Uh, no. 578 00:40:08,497 --> 00:40:10,132 Speak. 579 00:40:15,970 --> 00:40:17,171 You love me, right? 580 00:40:17,204 --> 00:40:19,073 Like... 581 00:40:19,106 --> 00:40:21,610 Like no matter what? 582 00:40:21,642 --> 00:40:24,545 Of course I love you, you idiot. 583 00:40:24,579 --> 00:40:26,582 Nothing you can say will change that. 584 00:40:32,621 --> 00:40:34,722 Dude, I will help you bury the body. 585 00:40:34,756 --> 00:40:37,659 I will destroy the evidence. 586 00:40:37,691 --> 00:40:40,661 It honestly can't be that bad. 587 00:40:40,695 --> 00:40:43,731 Whatever it is, man, 588 00:40:43,764 --> 00:40:45,066 it's me. 589 00:40:52,740 --> 00:40:53,976 I'm gay. 590 00:41:05,320 --> 00:41:07,722 Well, I mean, you weren't hiding that very well. 591 00:41:16,731 --> 00:41:18,800 I'm in love, too. 592 00:41:22,070 --> 00:41:24,673 I'm sorry you were so scared to tell me that. 593 00:41:26,575 --> 00:41:29,077 I'm so sorry it took me so long to tell you. 594 00:41:29,110 --> 00:41:31,178 No. 595 00:41:31,211 --> 00:41:32,947 You told me when you were ready. 596 00:41:35,749 --> 00:41:38,019 So, Romeo, 597 00:41:38,052 --> 00:41:40,088 who's the lucky lady? 598 00:41:43,592 --> 00:41:45,059 Are you okay? 599 00:41:51,166 --> 00:41:53,901 - Erin. - I'm fine. 600 00:41:53,934 --> 00:41:57,338 - If you wanna talk about... - I don't. 601 00:41:57,372 --> 00:41:59,575 Okay, just consider this a freebie. 602 00:41:59,608 --> 00:42:01,610 You're off the hook. 603 00:42:01,642 --> 00:42:04,211 What? 604 00:42:04,244 --> 00:42:07,281 Look, I know I may seem like I'm that kind of guy, 605 00:42:07,314 --> 00:42:09,818 but I'm not that kind of guy. 606 00:42:11,653 --> 00:42:13,221 - Erin. - Look, Zack, 607 00:42:13,253 --> 00:42:16,023 it doesn't really matter what kind of guy you are, okay? 608 00:42:16,057 --> 00:42:18,961 Fuck, why is it that when a guy wants to have casual sex, 609 00:42:18,994 --> 00:42:21,196 it's totally fine, and when a girl wants to, 610 00:42:21,229 --> 00:42:22,731 there must be a fucking problem. 611 00:42:22,764 --> 00:42:24,765 I never said there was a problem. 612 00:42:24,798 --> 00:42:26,735 You just seemed upset. 613 00:42:26,767 --> 00:42:28,202 Sorry. 614 00:42:28,235 --> 00:42:30,338 Look, I know we may have done things 615 00:42:30,372 --> 00:42:34,309 a little backwards here, but I like you. 616 00:42:34,342 --> 00:42:36,077 - I'd like to... - No. 617 00:42:36,110 --> 00:42:38,313 - What? - Whatever you'd like to do 618 00:42:38,345 --> 00:42:40,681 is a fucking terrible idea. 619 00:42:40,715 --> 00:42:42,249 Taking you on a date's a terrible idea? 620 00:42:42,282 --> 00:42:44,752 - Oh, yeah. - Why? 621 00:42:44,785 --> 00:42:47,021 Just, fuck, I'm giving you an easy out here. 622 00:42:47,055 --> 00:42:48,624 I'm not looking for an easy out. 623 00:42:48,657 --> 00:42:52,093 This was just a distraction. 624 00:42:52,126 --> 00:42:53,728 Okay? 625 00:42:53,762 --> 00:42:56,164 This isn't gonna turn into a whirlwind romance. 626 00:42:56,197 --> 00:42:58,700 It's just sex. 627 00:42:58,733 --> 00:43:01,202 Jesus. 628 00:43:01,235 --> 00:43:03,671 Well, 629 00:43:03,704 --> 00:43:05,306 that's why I don't do this. 630 00:43:07,675 --> 00:43:09,010 Goodnight, Erin. 631 00:43:49,483 --> 00:43:51,786 This is Alex, leave me one. 632 00:43:51,820 --> 00:43:53,354 Alex. 633 00:43:55,923 --> 00:43:57,692 I'm so sorry. 634 00:44:21,349 --> 00:44:23,351 - What happened? - Ugh, whoa. 635 00:44:33,128 --> 00:44:34,930 Are you gay, or was that a dream? 636 00:44:37,131 --> 00:44:39,233 Gay. 637 00:44:39,267 --> 00:44:40,836 Not a dream. 638 00:44:40,869 --> 00:44:42,204 Okay. 639 00:44:43,972 --> 00:44:46,807 Cool. 640 00:44:48,876 --> 00:44:50,911 Ugh. 641 00:44:50,945 --> 00:44:52,180 I need a shower. 642 00:44:52,213 --> 00:44:54,850 Mhm. 643 00:44:54,883 --> 00:44:58,086 You stink like a dirty bar. 644 00:44:58,119 --> 00:45:00,088 Yeah. 645 00:45:00,121 --> 00:45:03,224 Probably 'cause I was at a dirty bar. 646 00:45:03,258 --> 00:45:05,127 Mhm. 647 00:45:09,030 --> 00:45:10,932 Are you okay? 648 00:45:13,034 --> 00:45:15,104 Yeah, I will be. 649 00:45:19,039 --> 00:45:21,744 I love you very, very much. 650 00:45:24,211 --> 00:45:28,249 I have to pee very, very much. 651 00:45:37,291 --> 00:45:39,360 I am so hungover. 652 00:45:41,095 --> 00:45:42,865 It's your own fault. 653 00:46:03,383 --> 00:46:06,021 Erin! 654 00:46:15,329 --> 00:46:18,232 Alex, what are you doing here? 655 00:46:18,265 --> 00:46:19,834 Nice. 656 00:46:19,867 --> 00:46:21,570 - Wait. - No, you made it quite clear 657 00:46:21,602 --> 00:46:24,238 that you don't want me to do that. 658 00:46:24,271 --> 00:46:26,440 Why did you call me last night? 659 00:46:27,541 --> 00:46:29,143 Were you... 660 00:46:31,012 --> 00:46:33,849 Were you apologizing for fucking someone? 661 00:46:34,916 --> 00:46:35,984 I don't know. 662 00:46:36,017 --> 00:46:38,520 I don't know why I called you. 663 00:46:38,552 --> 00:46:40,188 I'm sorry. 664 00:46:49,564 --> 00:46:51,867 What are you doing? 665 00:46:53,233 --> 00:46:55,369 I don't know. 666 00:46:55,403 --> 00:46:57,639 Look, I don't know what I'm doing. 667 00:46:57,671 --> 00:46:59,573 Okay? 668 00:46:59,606 --> 00:47:01,642 I don't know what this means. 669 00:47:03,144 --> 00:47:04,946 Okay. 670 00:47:06,981 --> 00:47:09,517 I know what it means, okay? 671 00:47:09,550 --> 00:47:11,986 Great, so I'm just supposed to pretend 672 00:47:12,019 --> 00:47:14,355 like this is normal. 673 00:47:14,389 --> 00:47:16,992 I don't know, Erin. 674 00:47:17,025 --> 00:47:19,327 But I mean, 675 00:47:19,360 --> 00:47:20,495 you should have some fucking idea 676 00:47:20,528 --> 00:47:22,296 of what you're doing. 677 00:47:22,329 --> 00:47:24,298 Do you give a shit about me at all? 678 00:47:24,331 --> 00:47:27,134 Yes. Yes. 679 00:47:29,369 --> 00:47:31,005 Okay. 680 00:47:33,508 --> 00:47:37,012 Then how could you have sex with someone else? 681 00:47:38,079 --> 00:47:40,682 Look, I was just trying to... 682 00:47:42,249 --> 00:47:45,387 I needed to figure out whether I... 683 00:47:45,419 --> 00:47:47,655 Yeah, okay. 684 00:47:49,356 --> 00:47:52,393 I know what you needed. 685 00:47:54,695 --> 00:47:56,597 Hope you feel better. 686 00:47:56,631 --> 00:47:59,067 It's not like it was just someone random, Alex. 687 00:48:07,742 --> 00:48:10,678 My God. Making the rounds, huh? 688 00:48:10,711 --> 00:48:13,314 No, wait. Alex... 689 00:48:13,347 --> 00:48:14,615 You know what? 690 00:48:14,648 --> 00:48:19,053 Don't touch me ever again. 691 00:48:19,086 --> 00:48:22,523 And for the record, you can't fuck yourself straight. 692 00:48:31,631 --> 00:48:33,300 She fucked Zack! 693 00:48:36,104 --> 00:48:37,572 Why the fuck do you care that I was with Erin? 694 00:48:41,209 --> 00:48:42,677 Alex! 695 00:48:44,345 --> 00:48:45,613 Alex, what the fuck? 696 00:48:48,615 --> 00:48:51,619 You fucked her and she let you because she's scared! 697 00:48:54,488 --> 00:48:57,057 What the fuck are you talking about? 698 00:49:00,327 --> 00:49:02,429 I'm in love with her, Zack! 699 00:49:02,463 --> 00:49:04,566 Alex, I didn't... I didn't know. 700 00:49:04,599 --> 00:49:07,202 Yeah, well now you do. 701 00:49:25,619 --> 00:49:27,655 Can I help you? 702 00:49:29,456 --> 00:49:31,425 What are you doing? 703 00:49:31,459 --> 00:49:33,628 What does it look like I'm doing? 704 00:49:38,398 --> 00:49:41,168 Erin... 705 00:49:52,079 --> 00:49:54,515 Kiss me. 706 00:50:14,769 --> 00:50:17,205 No. No, no. No. 707 00:50:17,238 --> 00:50:19,240 No. 708 00:50:19,273 --> 00:50:20,575 No, I can't wake up in the morning again 709 00:50:20,608 --> 00:50:22,142 and have you not be there. 710 00:50:22,175 --> 00:50:24,311 I can't be this mistake that you keep making. 711 00:50:24,345 --> 00:50:28,183 Look, I don't know how to be with you for real, Alex, so... 712 00:50:28,215 --> 00:50:31,218 You just be with me, Erin. 713 00:50:31,251 --> 00:50:32,586 There's nothing in the way. 714 00:50:32,619 --> 00:50:33,720 I'm all yours. 715 00:50:33,753 --> 00:50:35,522 Yeah. 716 00:50:35,555 --> 00:50:38,559 What am I supposed to do with that, hm? 717 00:50:38,593 --> 00:50:40,628 I don't know what to do with that. 718 00:50:40,660 --> 00:50:43,197 And what does that even mean, Alex? 719 00:50:43,231 --> 00:50:45,867 You don't know what my life is like. 720 00:50:45,900 --> 00:50:47,802 Okay, so tell me. 721 00:50:49,202 --> 00:50:50,204 Yeah, I fucking can't. 722 00:50:52,240 --> 00:50:55,209 Yeah, so... so that's just it? 723 00:50:57,378 --> 00:50:59,814 God. 724 00:50:59,847 --> 00:51:01,682 You're so fucking void of emotion 725 00:51:01,715 --> 00:51:03,117 that you can't even see love 726 00:51:03,151 --> 00:51:04,553 when it's staring you in the face. 727 00:51:06,253 --> 00:51:09,223 God, your dad really did fuck you up, huh? 728 00:51:09,256 --> 00:51:11,459 Oh! 729 00:51:11,492 --> 00:51:13,628 I'm sorry. I'm sorry, I'm sorry. 730 00:51:13,660 --> 00:51:17,331 No, I mean, at least you're feeling something. 731 00:51:20,800 --> 00:51:23,470 Look, I... 732 00:51:23,503 --> 00:51:25,639 Before I met you, I... 733 00:51:27,707 --> 00:51:32,213 I would never have thought that this would be me, okay? 734 00:51:32,246 --> 00:51:34,715 And I don't know how to... 735 00:51:34,749 --> 00:51:36,451 I don't know how to process this. 736 00:51:36,483 --> 00:51:40,654 I don't even know how to begin to process this. 737 00:51:40,688 --> 00:51:44,659 Okay, well, let's process it together. 738 00:51:44,691 --> 00:51:47,294 I mean, you're not alone in this. 739 00:51:47,327 --> 00:51:50,797 Julia knows, Zack knows. God. 740 00:51:50,831 --> 00:51:54,302 I mean, who gives a fuck what anybody else thinks? 741 00:51:55,936 --> 00:51:57,471 You told them? 742 00:51:57,505 --> 00:52:00,608 Yeah, I needed to talk about it. 743 00:52:03,343 --> 00:52:05,380 Okay, Erin, I know that you're scared. 744 00:52:05,412 --> 00:52:08,182 I know that this... 745 00:52:08,215 --> 00:52:09,550 ...that this derailed you a bit 746 00:52:09,584 --> 00:52:11,186 and it took you by surprise, 747 00:52:11,218 --> 00:52:14,289 but you can't pretend like this doesn't exist. 748 00:52:14,322 --> 00:52:17,624 Hmm, I, uh, I wish that you'd met somebody else 749 00:52:17,657 --> 00:52:19,293 that night on the dance floor 750 00:52:19,327 --> 00:52:21,662 and I wish that she could give you what you need 751 00:52:21,695 --> 00:52:23,464 because I can't. 752 00:52:25,465 --> 00:52:28,936 That's how you feel? You wish you'd never met me? 753 00:52:32,506 --> 00:52:34,676 Say something! 754 00:52:36,876 --> 00:52:38,445 Fine. 755 00:52:38,479 --> 00:52:41,216 Fine, uh, right, you want me to forget. 756 00:52:41,249 --> 00:52:42,784 Sure, let's forget, let's put it all behind us, 757 00:52:42,816 --> 00:52:45,753 one big fucked up mistake. 758 00:52:45,785 --> 00:52:48,423 I can't believe you told them. 759 00:52:49,624 --> 00:52:52,227 Yeah, well, I had to! 760 00:52:52,260 --> 00:52:55,729 I can't just bury this like you can! 761 00:52:55,762 --> 00:52:57,731 God, it's like... 762 00:52:57,764 --> 00:53:00,667 It's like you... you're living in this fantasy land 763 00:53:00,700 --> 00:53:02,403 where you think you can fuck whoever you want 764 00:53:02,436 --> 00:53:03,938 and not have to worry about the consequences. 765 00:53:03,970 --> 00:53:07,474 It's like you don't think any of this is real. 766 00:53:07,508 --> 00:53:08,543 Huh. 767 00:53:08,575 --> 00:53:10,911 Whether we talk about it or not, 768 00:53:10,945 --> 00:53:12,981 and whether people know about it or not, 769 00:53:13,014 --> 00:53:15,282 the way that you're feeling is fucking real, Erin, 770 00:53:15,316 --> 00:53:16,684 it's real! 771 00:53:25,358 --> 00:53:27,794 That's the part that scares me. 772 00:53:27,827 --> 00:53:29,496 Alex. 773 00:53:29,530 --> 00:53:31,466 It's my feelings. 774 00:53:31,499 --> 00:53:33,368 Okay, how am I supposed to just one day decide 775 00:53:33,401 --> 00:53:34,969 that I like women? 776 00:53:35,001 --> 00:53:37,738 It wasn't a decision, Erin. 777 00:53:37,771 --> 00:53:41,008 It was a realization. 778 00:53:41,041 --> 00:53:42,809 It's always been there. 779 00:53:42,843 --> 00:53:44,045 You've just been hiding 780 00:53:44,077 --> 00:53:45,813 this part of yourself for so long. 781 00:53:45,845 --> 00:53:48,416 Erin, this is... this is who you are. 782 00:53:48,448 --> 00:53:51,785 This is who you've always been before you ever even met me. 783 00:53:51,818 --> 00:53:53,387 No. 784 00:53:55,356 --> 00:53:57,792 Look, I'm here, okay? 785 00:53:57,825 --> 00:53:59,060 I'm here. 786 00:53:59,093 --> 00:54:02,630 We can do all of this together. 787 00:54:02,662 --> 00:54:06,066 Just... just let me love you. 788 00:54:08,968 --> 00:54:11,673 Sorry, but this just isn't me. 789 00:54:13,374 --> 00:54:15,843 Please, Erin. 790 00:54:15,876 --> 00:54:17,678 No, this isn't me. 791 00:54:17,711 --> 00:54:21,481 - No, come here. - Don't touch me. 792 00:54:21,514 --> 00:54:23,417 I'm sorry I came here today. 793 00:54:24,985 --> 00:54:26,887 Do you love me? 794 00:54:26,921 --> 00:54:30,058 Yeah, it doesn't fucking matter, does it? 795 00:54:40,034 --> 00:54:42,537 I come in peace. 796 00:54:46,139 --> 00:54:48,075 How's your face? 797 00:54:48,108 --> 00:54:49,943 You punched it. It hurts. 798 00:54:56,983 --> 00:55:00,954 Oh, uh, this is my cue. 799 00:55:03,490 --> 00:55:06,360 Don't fucking wreck the place. 800 00:55:16,771 --> 00:55:18,973 I'm really sorry. 801 00:55:21,409 --> 00:55:24,646 I was just so mad. 802 00:55:26,012 --> 00:55:28,982 Yeah, I got that part. 803 00:55:30,785 --> 00:55:32,687 You didn't deserve that, though. 804 00:55:34,053 --> 00:55:35,021 You're right. 805 00:55:35,055 --> 00:55:36,524 I didn't. 806 00:55:40,961 --> 00:55:45,033 I'm also sorry because I know that you were into her first. 807 00:55:47,168 --> 00:55:50,704 I don't think our feelings compare. 808 00:55:50,738 --> 00:55:54,041 I had no idea. You know that, right? 809 00:55:54,073 --> 00:55:56,077 Yeah. Of course. 810 00:55:56,110 --> 00:55:57,577 Of course I know that. 811 00:55:57,610 --> 00:56:00,647 It was just one of those things. 812 00:56:00,680 --> 00:56:03,117 It was late. We were drunk. 813 00:56:03,150 --> 00:56:05,686 - She told me to... - Okay. 814 00:56:05,718 --> 00:56:09,624 No, I don't need any of those details. 815 00:56:09,657 --> 00:56:12,126 My imagination is on overdrive as it is. 816 00:56:12,159 --> 00:56:13,994 Sorry. 817 00:56:14,028 --> 00:56:15,530 If it makes you feel any better, 818 00:56:15,563 --> 00:56:18,633 I don't think I rocked her world or anything. 819 00:56:18,666 --> 00:56:21,535 It doesn't make me feel any better. 820 00:56:21,568 --> 00:56:23,704 Are you okay? 821 00:56:25,939 --> 00:56:28,108 No. 822 00:56:28,142 --> 00:56:29,844 I'm not. 823 00:56:41,822 --> 00:56:43,992 We're closed. 824 00:56:49,262 --> 00:56:51,665 So... 825 00:56:51,698 --> 00:56:53,733 Riddle me this. 826 00:56:53,767 --> 00:56:57,705 I've now found both of you separately 827 00:56:57,738 --> 00:57:00,140 in your respective places at work 828 00:57:00,173 --> 00:57:04,111 getting drunk alone over each other. 829 00:57:06,713 --> 00:57:08,248 I don't know what you're talking about. 830 00:57:09,749 --> 00:57:11,084 Okay. 831 00:57:11,117 --> 00:57:12,619 If we're gonna get drunk in a cafe, 832 00:57:12,653 --> 00:57:15,657 let's have some class, shall we? 833 00:57:37,177 --> 00:57:39,046 To Alex. 834 00:57:49,155 --> 00:57:51,692 So let's have a chat. 835 00:57:53,626 --> 00:57:55,929 I can wait all day. 836 00:58:00,166 --> 00:58:02,135 You don't fucking get it. 837 00:58:03,938 --> 00:58:09,075 Okay, do you have any idea what my father would say? 838 00:58:09,108 --> 00:58:12,112 Or even worse, what he would think? 839 00:58:14,180 --> 00:58:18,218 I couldn't be affectionate with her in public. 840 00:58:18,251 --> 00:58:22,222 People would be looking at us and making comments. 841 00:58:23,890 --> 00:58:28,162 I don't know how to make this work, Jules. 842 00:58:31,097 --> 00:58:32,166 And I don't know how to love her 843 00:58:32,198 --> 00:58:34,834 without hurting her. 844 00:58:36,836 --> 00:58:39,273 I didn't realize that the entire world 845 00:58:39,305 --> 00:58:42,108 had such a big influence on who you love. 846 00:58:46,146 --> 00:58:48,783 I'm sorry, Jules. 847 00:58:50,284 --> 00:58:51,718 I know what I've put her through, 848 00:58:51,751 --> 00:58:53,887 but I just... I just can't fucking do it. 849 00:58:53,921 --> 00:58:56,957 - I can't. - Then let her go. 850 00:58:59,660 --> 00:59:02,129 How's Zack? 851 00:59:02,162 --> 00:59:04,198 Which part? 852 00:59:04,231 --> 00:59:07,635 His feelings, his ego, or his nose? 853 00:59:07,668 --> 00:59:10,604 His nose? 854 00:59:10,637 --> 00:59:12,139 Oh, God, did Alex... 855 00:59:12,171 --> 00:59:14,976 Fuck, I'm such a fucking asshole. 856 00:59:15,008 --> 00:59:17,378 Yeah, I mean, you could've worked out 857 00:59:17,410 --> 00:59:20,847 your internalized homophobia literally any other way. 858 00:59:20,881 --> 00:59:22,283 Jules... 859 00:59:22,316 --> 00:59:24,785 Listen... 860 00:59:24,818 --> 00:59:28,789 I know you're going through a lot of shit right now, 861 00:59:28,822 --> 00:59:31,092 but try not to drag the people you care about 862 00:59:31,124 --> 00:59:34,061 through the shit with you. 863 00:59:34,093 --> 00:59:35,729 I'm sorry. 864 00:59:36,963 --> 00:59:38,865 I know two other people who deserve that 865 00:59:38,898 --> 00:59:39,967 much more than I do right now. 866 00:59:42,669 --> 00:59:45,238 I'll see you at school, okay? 867 01:00:11,064 --> 01:00:15,702 No, it was seriously inside the lettuce bag. 868 01:00:15,735 --> 01:00:16,903 Sorry. I'm sorry, what? 869 01:00:19,039 --> 01:00:22,176 Yeah, no, I'm serious. 870 01:00:22,209 --> 01:00:24,211 You ever think they're gonna close this place down? 871 01:00:24,244 --> 01:00:27,081 No. Julia. That's blasphemy. 872 01:00:27,113 --> 01:00:29,684 Well, seriously, you can't work here forever. 873 01:00:29,717 --> 01:00:31,017 What are you gonna do when you graduate? 874 01:00:31,050 --> 01:00:33,220 Oh, I need to graduate first. 875 01:00:35,021 --> 01:00:36,090 Pardon me? 876 01:00:36,122 --> 01:00:38,391 I have this killer stats class. 877 01:00:38,425 --> 01:00:40,260 I don't think I'm gonna survive it. 878 01:00:40,293 --> 01:00:42,896 Ooh, I have a friend. 879 01:00:42,930 --> 01:00:44,865 I'm so proud of you. 880 01:00:44,898 --> 01:00:46,133 Shut up. 881 01:00:46,166 --> 01:00:47,735 No, she's a science major. 882 01:00:47,767 --> 01:00:50,271 She TAs a lot and loves stats. 883 01:00:50,303 --> 01:00:51,972 I'll ask her to tutor you. 884 01:00:52,005 --> 01:00:53,740 That makes me sound like a real winner. 885 01:00:53,773 --> 01:00:55,375 Alex, it's okay to ask for help 886 01:00:55,409 --> 01:00:58,746 when you don't understand something. 887 01:01:00,814 --> 01:01:02,349 Help. 888 01:01:02,381 --> 01:01:05,052 Ugh. 889 01:01:05,084 --> 01:01:08,354 Let her do what she's gonna do. 890 01:01:08,387 --> 01:01:13,059 She's gonna walk into my bar with some dude. 891 01:01:13,093 --> 01:01:15,129 It's not your problem. 892 01:01:19,133 --> 01:01:21,102 Well... 893 01:01:21,135 --> 01:01:22,270 I never thought I'd say this, 894 01:01:22,302 --> 01:01:26,439 but I think I should go study before I get too drunk. 895 01:01:26,472 --> 01:01:28,875 Music to my ears. 896 01:01:28,909 --> 01:01:30,144 Funny. 897 01:01:30,177 --> 01:01:31,879 - I'll see you later. - Bye. 898 01:01:37,151 --> 01:01:39,186 Hi. 899 01:01:39,218 --> 01:01:40,354 What are you doing? 900 01:01:40,387 --> 01:01:41,921 Um, saying hi. 901 01:01:41,954 --> 01:01:44,057 In Alex's bar with a guy? 902 01:01:44,090 --> 01:01:45,291 He's my boyfriend. 903 01:01:45,325 --> 01:01:47,828 Super. 904 01:01:47,860 --> 01:01:50,130 Just trying to move on with my life, Julia. 905 01:01:50,164 --> 01:01:51,765 Wouldn't it be interesting 906 01:01:51,798 --> 01:01:54,034 if instead of moving on with your life, 907 01:01:54,066 --> 01:01:55,969 you actually just lived it? 908 01:01:56,003 --> 01:01:57,071 I just came to say hi. 909 01:01:57,104 --> 01:01:59,140 I'm not looking for a lecture. 910 01:01:59,173 --> 01:02:00,941 Have you talked to somebody? 911 01:02:00,974 --> 01:02:03,309 Like a counselor? 912 01:02:03,343 --> 01:02:05,813 Okay, I'm gonna go get back to my date. 913 01:02:05,845 --> 01:02:07,247 Oh, he's your date now. 914 01:02:07,280 --> 01:02:09,182 I thought he was your boyfriend. 915 01:02:09,215 --> 01:02:11,317 Yeah, um, well, he's... 916 01:02:11,351 --> 01:02:13,253 A man. 917 01:02:13,287 --> 01:02:17,892 Which is the only part that actually matters, right? 918 01:02:17,925 --> 01:02:20,361 Listen, just talk to somebody. 919 01:02:20,394 --> 01:02:22,196 This is not your life. 920 01:02:22,229 --> 01:02:23,831 It's not who you are. 921 01:02:29,936 --> 01:02:32,572 Hey, are you Alex? 922 01:02:32,606 --> 01:02:34,475 Uh, yeah. 923 01:02:37,410 --> 01:02:38,445 Billie. 924 01:02:40,981 --> 01:02:43,217 - Hi. - Hi. 925 01:02:43,249 --> 01:02:45,485 Julia texted me and told me to meet you in the library. 926 01:02:45,519 --> 01:02:47,188 She said that you needed a tutor. 927 01:02:47,220 --> 01:02:50,890 And you have no idea what I'm talking about. 928 01:02:50,923 --> 01:02:53,893 Ah, no, yes, I do, I do. 929 01:02:53,927 --> 01:02:55,229 God, she acts fast. 930 01:02:55,262 --> 01:02:57,363 - What do you mean? - Nothing. 931 01:02:57,396 --> 01:02:58,398 Yes, please. 932 01:02:58,432 --> 01:03:00,334 Uh, save me from the numbers. 933 01:03:00,367 --> 01:03:02,570 Okay, so where are you at? 934 01:03:02,602 --> 01:03:07,173 Well, I'm somewhere between 935 01:03:07,206 --> 01:03:09,943 I have no idea what I'm doing and I want to quit school. 936 01:03:09,977 --> 01:03:12,146 Okay, look, 937 01:03:12,178 --> 01:03:15,883 I find it easier to write out the whole formula. 938 01:03:25,626 --> 01:03:28,229 Does that make sense? 939 01:03:28,262 --> 01:03:31,030 Uh, yeah. 940 01:03:31,064 --> 01:03:32,533 Yeah, I think... I think it does. 941 01:04:14,707 --> 01:04:16,577 I'm sorry, I made a mistake. 942 01:04:16,610 --> 01:04:20,113 Wait. Why do you think you've made a mistake? 943 01:04:22,115 --> 01:04:23,317 I... I... 944 01:04:23,349 --> 01:04:27,287 Just come in and listen, meet some people. 945 01:04:27,320 --> 01:04:28,655 I wouldn't know what to say. 946 01:04:28,689 --> 01:04:30,257 You don't have to say anything. 947 01:04:30,289 --> 01:04:32,358 You can even sit in the back if you want to. 948 01:04:32,392 --> 01:04:35,629 It's at your own pace, and there's free coffee. 949 01:04:35,662 --> 01:04:37,398 I don't have to say anything? 950 01:04:37,430 --> 01:04:38,499 Nothing. 951 01:04:38,532 --> 01:04:39,633 - Just listen? - Mm-hm. 952 01:04:45,005 --> 01:04:46,974 Okay. 953 01:05:04,992 --> 01:05:06,427 Um... 954 01:05:07,660 --> 01:05:10,164 Did you... 955 01:05:10,197 --> 01:05:13,166 Did you want to get a drink with me? 956 01:05:13,200 --> 01:05:14,234 Right now? 957 01:05:14,267 --> 01:05:16,203 - Is that okay? - Yeah. 958 01:05:16,235 --> 01:05:18,671 Actually, I know the perfect place. 959 01:05:24,043 --> 01:05:25,345 Hello? 960 01:05:28,514 --> 01:05:30,516 Billie? 961 01:05:54,307 --> 01:05:56,410 Hello? 962 01:05:56,443 --> 01:05:59,046 Sorry, I was getting us refreshments. 963 01:05:59,079 --> 01:06:01,481 This place is crazy. 964 01:06:01,514 --> 01:06:03,082 I know, it's pretty great, right? 965 01:06:03,115 --> 01:06:05,151 - Do you work here? - No, 966 01:06:05,184 --> 01:06:09,389 I just live in the basement waiting for my Christine. 967 01:06:09,423 --> 01:06:11,125 Not a theater person? 968 01:06:11,157 --> 01:06:13,459 Oh, no, not at all. 969 01:06:13,492 --> 01:06:14,695 Phantom of the Opera? 970 01:06:14,727 --> 01:06:16,563 Oh, I know that one. 971 01:06:28,508 --> 01:06:30,511 - So, did we just break in? - Technically, yes, 972 01:06:30,543 --> 01:06:33,646 but I have a key, so they can't prove anything. 973 01:06:33,680 --> 01:06:34,648 I'm friends with the manager. 974 01:06:34,680 --> 01:06:36,717 He owed me a beer. 975 01:06:36,749 --> 01:06:38,217 What about you? 976 01:06:38,251 --> 01:06:40,053 Tell me all about Alex. 977 01:06:40,086 --> 01:06:43,423 - What are your aspirations? - Business school. 978 01:06:43,456 --> 01:06:45,825 - That's sexy. - Thank you. 979 01:06:45,858 --> 01:06:48,461 Um, I want to start my own business. 980 01:06:48,494 --> 01:06:50,830 - Ooh, that's ambitious. - Yeah, I mean, I work 981 01:06:50,863 --> 01:06:52,365 at this little dive bar across town 982 01:06:52,398 --> 01:06:54,300 and we have regulars 983 01:06:54,334 --> 01:06:56,370 and everybody knows everybody else, 984 01:06:56,403 --> 01:07:00,407 and it's just this, you know, chill, safe place 985 01:07:00,439 --> 01:07:03,443 for people to hang out and, I don't know, 986 01:07:03,477 --> 01:07:05,079 I just want to create something like that. 987 01:07:05,111 --> 01:07:07,247 Like a dyke bar. 988 01:07:07,280 --> 01:07:08,348 Are you okay? 989 01:07:11,284 --> 01:07:13,186 - Yeah. - Have you never heard 990 01:07:13,220 --> 01:07:15,789 the word "dyke" before? 991 01:07:15,822 --> 01:07:17,524 I mean, not in that context. 992 01:07:17,557 --> 01:07:19,693 What? Where have you been? 993 01:07:19,726 --> 01:07:21,095 Uh, in the closet. 994 01:07:21,128 --> 01:07:23,729 Oh, Alex. 995 01:07:23,762 --> 01:07:26,432 Have you never been to a gay bar? 996 01:07:26,465 --> 01:07:27,601 I have not. 997 01:07:27,633 --> 01:07:29,802 Okay, it is official. 998 01:07:29,836 --> 01:07:34,140 I am now your tutor in stats and in being gay. 999 01:07:36,209 --> 01:07:39,213 And I have a confession to make. 1000 01:07:40,680 --> 01:07:42,382 - It's okay. - You don't even know 1001 01:07:42,414 --> 01:07:45,384 what I was gonna say. 1002 01:07:45,418 --> 01:07:49,222 That Julia purposefully asked her lesbian friend 1003 01:07:49,256 --> 01:07:52,126 who happens to be good at stats to tutor me 1004 01:07:52,159 --> 01:07:53,827 in hopes of us hitting it off. 1005 01:07:53,860 --> 01:07:56,329 So, did we? 1006 01:07:56,363 --> 01:07:58,565 Well, I followed you into a deserted theater, 1007 01:07:58,597 --> 01:08:02,570 so, uh, I would say yes. 1008 01:08:05,604 --> 01:08:07,675 Do you want to follow me somewhere else? 1009 01:08:10,843 --> 01:08:12,445 How was that for you? 1010 01:08:12,479 --> 01:08:15,448 - Overwhelming. - That's okay. 1011 01:08:15,481 --> 01:08:17,750 Do you think you might want to come back? 1012 01:08:17,784 --> 01:08:20,320 Possibly. 1013 01:08:20,353 --> 01:08:22,623 Are you a one-word woman? 1014 01:08:22,656 --> 01:08:26,860 I don't know, I just never really... 1015 01:08:26,893 --> 01:08:28,629 That's okay. 1016 01:08:28,661 --> 01:08:30,597 It's baby steps. 1017 01:08:30,629 --> 01:08:32,698 You can sit at the back as long as you like. 1018 01:08:32,732 --> 01:08:33,901 I mean, you can even sit on the floor 1019 01:08:33,933 --> 01:08:36,302 if you really want to. 1020 01:08:39,572 --> 01:08:42,242 How do you know when to... 1021 01:08:44,510 --> 01:08:46,312 I think there just comes a point 1022 01:08:46,345 --> 01:08:50,351 where it's harder to not say it than to say it. 1023 01:08:52,818 --> 01:08:56,356 I don't even know how to say it to myself. 1024 01:08:56,388 --> 01:08:58,758 Well, then that's a really good place to start 1025 01:08:58,791 --> 01:09:00,660 because the only person who really matters 1026 01:09:00,693 --> 01:09:02,963 in all of this is you. 1027 01:09:04,464 --> 01:09:06,767 So you've never been here before? 1028 01:09:06,799 --> 01:09:10,469 No. No, I didn't know this place existed. 1029 01:09:10,503 --> 01:09:12,973 Or that there were other lesbians in town. 1030 01:09:13,005 --> 01:09:16,410 Oh, honey, you just wait. 1031 01:09:21,580 --> 01:09:22,748 Hey. 1032 01:09:22,781 --> 01:09:24,817 You don't have to hide anymore. 1033 01:09:39,665 --> 01:09:41,968 Thank you for not pushing me. 1034 01:09:42,001 --> 01:09:43,637 We're all here for whenever you're ready 1035 01:09:43,670 --> 01:09:45,272 to find your voice. 1036 01:09:45,304 --> 01:09:46,606 I know it's in there. 1037 01:09:46,639 --> 01:09:48,374 Trust it. 1038 01:09:48,407 --> 01:09:50,977 - I'm really scared. - And that's okay. 1039 01:09:51,010 --> 01:09:54,281 That probably won't go away anytime soon. 1040 01:09:54,313 --> 01:09:56,582 But I promise that when you do find those words, 1041 01:09:56,616 --> 01:09:58,318 everything will change. 1042 01:10:06,593 --> 01:10:07,760 You know, I appreciate the respect, 1043 01:10:07,794 --> 01:10:10,497 but you can touch me. 1044 01:10:12,531 --> 01:10:15,501 - You are so cute. - I'm nervous. 1045 01:10:15,535 --> 01:10:18,372 We don't have to do anything you don't want to do. 1046 01:10:18,405 --> 01:10:19,939 No, I'm good. 1047 01:10:19,973 --> 01:10:21,875 - Yeah? - Yeah. 1048 01:10:28,615 --> 01:10:30,416 - So, you have fun, then? - Yes! 1049 01:10:30,450 --> 01:10:32,352 Oh my God, I want to go there every week. 1050 01:10:32,384 --> 01:10:33,352 It was incredible. 1051 01:10:33,385 --> 01:10:34,787 - It felt so... - Free? 1052 01:10:34,821 --> 01:10:36,290 Yes! 1053 01:10:36,322 --> 01:10:38,392 Like nobody cared what you were doing 1054 01:10:38,424 --> 01:10:40,059 - or who you were doing it with. - Yeah, it's called 1055 01:10:40,093 --> 01:10:42,696 being inclusive and non-judgmental. 1056 01:10:42,728 --> 01:10:45,064 Right, yeah, guess I haven't really experienced 1057 01:10:45,098 --> 01:10:46,300 all that much of that. 1058 01:10:46,332 --> 01:10:48,669 Ugh, that makes me really sad. 1059 01:10:48,701 --> 01:10:50,070 But it's probably because 1060 01:10:50,103 --> 01:10:51,405 you've only ever been to straight clubs 1061 01:10:51,437 --> 01:10:54,407 and you can't be yourself. 1062 01:10:54,441 --> 01:10:57,077 Anyway, this is me. 1063 01:10:57,110 --> 01:10:59,612 Oh, well, thanks. 1064 01:10:59,646 --> 01:11:01,048 I had a really good time tonight. 1065 01:11:01,080 --> 01:11:02,348 Good. 1066 01:11:02,381 --> 01:11:04,485 We should do this again sometime. 1067 01:11:06,920 --> 01:11:08,689 Do you want to come up? 1068 01:11:10,055 --> 01:11:11,857 Like to your apartment? 1069 01:11:11,890 --> 01:11:14,494 Like to my bedroom? 1070 01:11:17,129 --> 01:11:19,432 Oh. 1071 01:11:21,735 --> 01:11:23,704 What happens next? 1072 01:11:23,737 --> 01:11:25,605 Whatever you want. 1073 01:11:41,153 --> 01:11:43,557 So, what's going on? 1074 01:11:44,957 --> 01:11:46,727 Sorry. 1075 01:11:48,728 --> 01:11:50,430 I just... 1076 01:11:50,463 --> 01:11:53,599 I needed to talk to you and I wanted to do it alone 1077 01:11:53,633 --> 01:11:57,871 without your backup, so thanks for coming over. 1078 01:11:57,903 --> 01:12:00,107 You know, she's probably watching. 1079 01:12:00,139 --> 01:12:02,375 She's everywhere. 1080 01:12:02,409 --> 01:12:03,777 Yeah. 1081 01:12:05,144 --> 01:12:08,013 So what do you need to say? 1082 01:12:08,046 --> 01:12:09,715 I'm sorry. 1083 01:12:11,084 --> 01:12:14,988 I guess that's pretty long overdue. 1084 01:12:15,021 --> 01:12:18,759 I just didn't really have the courage before now. 1085 01:12:18,791 --> 01:12:20,393 But I'm not gonna make excuses. 1086 01:12:20,427 --> 01:12:22,661 I... 1087 01:12:22,695 --> 01:12:25,732 That night that we, uh... 1088 01:12:27,000 --> 01:12:28,001 Yeah. 1089 01:12:28,034 --> 01:12:30,871 Look, what I did, 1090 01:12:30,903 --> 01:12:34,140 what I said, it was wrong, 1091 01:12:34,174 --> 01:12:36,042 and I'm sorry. 1092 01:12:36,075 --> 01:12:37,911 You didn't deserve that. 1093 01:12:37,943 --> 01:12:39,780 I was a dick. 1094 01:12:39,812 --> 01:12:41,180 Wow. 1095 01:12:41,214 --> 01:12:43,582 Um... 1096 01:12:43,616 --> 01:12:45,051 Thank you. 1097 01:12:45,084 --> 01:12:47,019 I appreciate it 1098 01:12:47,053 --> 01:12:48,921 because you were a dick. 1099 01:12:50,522 --> 01:12:54,860 But I should've asked more questions. 1100 01:12:54,893 --> 01:12:57,930 I knew something was up. 1101 01:12:57,964 --> 01:13:00,167 So, I'm sorry too. 1102 01:13:00,200 --> 01:13:02,803 You needed a friend, not a quickie. 1103 01:13:04,237 --> 01:13:07,007 I would take a friend, though. 1104 01:13:08,607 --> 01:13:09,909 You got it. 1105 01:13:13,112 --> 01:13:15,482 You're such a nerd. 1106 01:13:17,584 --> 01:13:18,652 - Hey. - Hi! 1107 01:13:20,987 --> 01:13:23,523 So, uh, last night... 1108 01:13:23,555 --> 01:13:26,125 Was fun and spontaneous. 1109 01:13:26,159 --> 01:13:28,995 Absolutely, uh, 1110 01:13:29,027 --> 01:13:30,763 and I think that we should talk about it. 1111 01:13:30,796 --> 01:13:32,933 Sure! 1112 01:13:32,965 --> 01:13:34,468 Okay. 1113 01:13:34,500 --> 01:13:36,035 Okay, so we, um... 1114 01:13:36,068 --> 01:13:38,071 - Had sex. - Yes. 1115 01:13:38,103 --> 01:13:40,506 And, uh... 1116 01:13:40,540 --> 01:13:41,842 What does that mean? 1117 01:13:41,875 --> 01:13:45,011 It means that we had sex. 1118 01:13:45,044 --> 01:13:46,646 Right. Right, right. 1119 01:13:46,679 --> 01:13:48,882 But... but what does that... what does that mean? 1120 01:13:48,915 --> 01:13:51,551 Like, um, like, are we dating? 1121 01:13:51,584 --> 01:13:53,954 Uh, are you my girlfriend? 1122 01:13:53,987 --> 01:13:56,723 - Uh... - Do we talk about it? 1123 01:13:56,755 --> 01:13:57,957 Do you not want to talk about it? 1124 01:13:57,991 --> 01:14:00,894 Okay, okay, okay, you are so cute. 1125 01:14:00,927 --> 01:14:03,563 Okay, first of all, we can talk about everything 1126 01:14:03,595 --> 01:14:05,698 and anything, okay? 1127 01:14:05,732 --> 01:14:07,000 And, secondly, I think 1128 01:14:07,032 --> 01:14:09,503 that you might be panicking a little. 1129 01:14:09,536 --> 01:14:12,539 We had sex last night and it doesn't have to be 1130 01:14:12,571 --> 01:14:14,106 anything more than that. 1131 01:14:14,139 --> 01:14:15,976 - It doesn't? - No. 1132 01:14:16,009 --> 01:14:19,713 Two people can find each other attractive and just have sex. 1133 01:14:19,745 --> 01:14:23,115 I mean, do you want a relationship? 1134 01:14:23,148 --> 01:14:27,019 No, I don't, actually. 1135 01:14:27,053 --> 01:14:29,155 Okay, so are we just friends, then? 1136 01:14:29,187 --> 01:14:30,689 Absolutely. 1137 01:14:30,723 --> 01:14:33,793 And we can be whatever we want to be. 1138 01:14:33,826 --> 01:14:35,829 Does that work for you? 1139 01:14:35,862 --> 01:14:38,031 Yes, that works for me. 1140 01:14:39,765 --> 01:14:41,101 I still really need a tutor, though. 1141 01:14:41,134 --> 01:14:43,670 Yeah, you do really need a tutor. 1142 01:14:45,604 --> 01:14:47,107 Okay, where are you at today? 1143 01:14:47,139 --> 01:14:49,608 Oh my God, not much further than I was last time. 1144 01:14:49,642 --> 01:14:51,044 What is this? 1145 01:14:54,880 --> 01:14:58,050 You know, you don't have to knock every time. 1146 01:14:58,084 --> 01:15:00,253 I wasn't really sure if I was gonna go in. 1147 01:15:00,286 --> 01:15:02,289 Well, you showed up, so that's a good start. 1148 01:15:02,321 --> 01:15:04,256 - Is it? - Do you want to hang out here, 1149 01:15:04,290 --> 01:15:06,092 or you can follow me in? 1150 01:15:06,125 --> 01:15:09,262 I'll pretend not to notice. 1151 01:15:09,295 --> 01:15:12,198 I guess I can keep the back row warm. 1152 01:15:12,231 --> 01:15:14,067 You're very kind. 1153 01:15:19,938 --> 01:15:23,209 Here we have your premium back row seat. 1154 01:15:29,781 --> 01:15:32,052 Hey, how's it going? Thank you. 1155 01:15:37,924 --> 01:15:39,192 Hello, everyone. 1156 01:15:39,224 --> 01:15:42,294 Thank you so much for coming tonight. 1157 01:15:42,327 --> 01:15:44,764 Would anyone like to start us off? 1158 01:15:48,300 --> 01:15:49,936 I would. 1159 01:15:49,969 --> 01:15:52,306 Awesome. Please do. 1160 01:16:02,048 --> 01:16:03,148 Should I stand up? 1161 01:16:03,182 --> 01:16:05,152 You can do whatever you want. 1162 01:16:15,094 --> 01:16:16,196 Okay. 1163 01:16:16,228 --> 01:16:18,063 Um... 1164 01:16:18,097 --> 01:16:20,265 So I'm Erin. 1165 01:16:20,299 --> 01:16:22,235 And, uh... 1166 01:16:24,970 --> 01:16:27,206 This is all very new for me. 1167 01:16:29,008 --> 01:16:30,943 I guess I've never really allowed myself 1168 01:16:30,977 --> 01:16:34,147 to feel these feelings before... 1169 01:16:39,852 --> 01:16:41,220 ...until I met this person 1170 01:16:41,254 --> 01:16:44,290 that shifted my entire outlook on the world 1171 01:16:44,322 --> 01:16:46,726 and on everything. 1172 01:16:48,960 --> 01:16:51,063 I tried really hard to bury it, 1173 01:16:51,097 --> 01:16:55,835 but I just haven't been able to keep ignoring it. 1174 01:16:59,738 --> 01:17:04,878 I tried so hard to not, you know, to not be... 1175 01:17:06,978 --> 01:17:08,682 You know... 1176 01:17:10,383 --> 01:17:12,986 God, I'm scared. 1177 01:17:13,018 --> 01:17:17,956 I'm so fucking scared. 1178 01:17:17,990 --> 01:17:21,995 And I just haven't been able to even say the words or... 1179 01:17:25,330 --> 01:17:28,333 ...or be able to even really 1180 01:17:28,366 --> 01:17:32,438 let myself be this way. 1181 01:17:36,776 --> 01:17:38,111 And I just can't do this anymore. 1182 01:17:38,143 --> 01:17:39,713 And... 1183 01:17:42,314 --> 01:17:45,751 I've never been able to admit this, but I just... 1184 01:17:47,487 --> 01:17:49,456 God, I feel like I'm suffocating. 1185 01:17:49,488 --> 01:17:52,424 I feel like I can't breathe... 1186 01:17:54,059 --> 01:17:58,363 ...like I can't keep up this lie anymore, and... 1187 01:18:00,433 --> 01:18:02,902 I think this is it. 1188 01:18:02,934 --> 01:18:07,874 I think this is it, I think this is my coming out story. 1189 01:18:07,906 --> 01:18:09,875 Right now. 1190 01:18:15,180 --> 01:18:17,349 So, I, uh... 1191 01:18:22,287 --> 01:18:23,923 ...can't keep doing this anymore, 1192 01:18:23,955 --> 01:18:27,793 so I'm gonna... I'm gonna finally say this. 1193 01:18:31,363 --> 01:18:33,299 I'm gay. 1194 01:18:42,441 --> 01:18:43,943 I'm gay. 1195 01:18:45,210 --> 01:18:47,446 Do you have a Jack? 1196 01:18:47,479 --> 01:18:50,150 Read 'em and weep, motherfuckers. 1197 01:18:50,183 --> 01:18:52,318 I win again. 1198 01:18:52,351 --> 01:18:53,786 I think you're making up the rules. 1199 01:18:53,820 --> 01:18:55,854 It's bullshit. 1200 01:18:55,888 --> 01:18:57,957 Hey, y'all should be used to it by now. 1201 01:18:57,990 --> 01:18:59,992 I win every time. 1202 01:19:00,026 --> 01:19:03,062 I live in hope. 1203 01:19:03,094 --> 01:19:04,496 Hey, get me more beer, please. 1204 01:19:04,530 --> 01:19:06,331 Beer, yes, definitely. 1205 01:19:10,369 --> 01:19:15,474 So, any more sexy time rendezvous with Billie lately? 1206 01:19:17,043 --> 01:19:19,379 Maybe. 1207 01:19:19,411 --> 01:19:21,380 No, you know, this is actually a really cool feeling, 1208 01:19:21,414 --> 01:19:24,951 not being heartbroken, no obligations, 1209 01:19:24,983 --> 01:19:26,919 not worrying about Erin. 1210 01:19:28,353 --> 01:19:29,923 I think I finally feel like myself, you know, 1211 01:19:29,955 --> 01:19:32,191 like who I'm supposed to be. 1212 01:19:32,224 --> 01:19:33,425 Does that make sense? 1213 01:19:33,459 --> 01:19:36,162 Yeah, it makes a lot of sense. 1214 01:19:36,195 --> 01:19:38,097 I'm happy for you. 1215 01:19:40,031 --> 01:19:41,601 - All right, there you go. - Yes. 1216 01:19:41,634 --> 01:19:43,369 Wait, that's yours. 1217 01:19:44,903 --> 01:19:47,607 I don't trust you. I want that one. 1218 01:19:47,639 --> 01:19:50,410 - No. - What do you mean? 1219 01:19:50,442 --> 01:19:52,077 You did something, I know it. 1220 01:19:52,111 --> 01:19:53,580 Cheers, cheers. 1221 01:19:53,612 --> 01:19:56,348 Drink your own spit. 1222 01:20:13,933 --> 01:20:16,069 Hi. 1223 01:20:16,102 --> 01:20:17,903 What are you doing here? 1224 01:20:17,937 --> 01:20:20,273 I needed to talk to you. 1225 01:20:20,305 --> 01:20:22,442 Wow, well, you could call me. 1226 01:20:22,474 --> 01:20:25,344 I needed to see you as well. 1227 01:20:28,647 --> 01:20:31,383 What's going on, Erin? It's late. 1228 01:20:31,416 --> 01:20:32,451 I missed you. 1229 01:20:32,485 --> 01:20:35,921 Mm, okay. 1230 01:20:35,955 --> 01:20:37,591 Are you drunk? 1231 01:20:40,492 --> 01:20:43,463 Okay, come on. Come on. 1232 01:20:59,978 --> 01:21:01,647 Okay, what's up? 1233 01:21:06,518 --> 01:21:09,521 No, no, no, no. 1234 01:21:09,554 --> 01:21:11,189 No. 1235 01:21:16,594 --> 01:21:18,597 Just listen to me for a minute, please, 1236 01:21:18,630 --> 01:21:21,467 'cause there's something that I need to say. 1237 01:21:21,500 --> 01:21:23,336 Okay. 1238 01:21:26,171 --> 01:21:29,241 I've been thinking and learning a lot about myself, 1239 01:21:29,275 --> 01:21:33,312 and I came here tonight because... 1240 01:21:34,647 --> 01:21:37,317 ...because, 1241 01:21:37,349 --> 01:21:41,120 because I needed to tell you something. 1242 01:21:44,089 --> 01:21:48,226 I needed to tell you that I figured it out. 1243 01:21:48,259 --> 01:21:50,495 Figured what out? 1244 01:21:50,528 --> 01:21:53,131 That I can't hide anymore. 1245 01:21:53,165 --> 01:21:54,500 I can't hide who I am. 1246 01:21:54,532 --> 01:21:57,536 I came out today to complete strangers 1247 01:21:57,570 --> 01:22:00,106 and it felt really good. 1248 01:22:01,773 --> 01:22:03,675 I realized that this entire time 1249 01:22:03,709 --> 01:22:07,213 I thought that I was afraid of you and of us, 1250 01:22:07,245 --> 01:22:09,681 but really, I was just afraid of things 1251 01:22:09,714 --> 01:22:11,351 that I couldn't control. 1252 01:22:11,384 --> 01:22:12,685 So I'm ready. I'm ready. 1253 01:22:12,718 --> 01:22:16,356 I'm ready for... for us. 1254 01:22:16,388 --> 01:22:19,092 I'm ready for you to give me 1255 01:22:19,125 --> 01:22:20,360 all the things you wanted to give me. 1256 01:22:20,393 --> 01:22:22,762 I'm ready for you to love me. 1257 01:22:26,432 --> 01:22:28,067 Wow. 1258 01:22:29,602 --> 01:22:32,738 Um, that took a lot. 1259 01:22:34,139 --> 01:22:36,342 I know that. 1260 01:22:36,375 --> 01:22:38,044 But you can't expect that we can just pick up 1261 01:22:38,076 --> 01:22:39,711 like nothing happened. 1262 01:22:39,745 --> 01:22:42,148 No, I know, I know. I, um, 1263 01:22:42,180 --> 01:22:47,186 I was really selfish and unfair, 1264 01:22:47,219 --> 01:22:49,622 and I'm so sorry. 1265 01:22:49,655 --> 01:22:52,125 And if you'll just, uh, 1266 01:22:52,157 --> 01:22:55,327 if you'll just let me prove to you that I... 1267 01:22:55,361 --> 01:22:59,098 Erin, I'm not looking for an apology, okay? 1268 01:22:59,130 --> 01:23:00,732 And I'm not saying this to try and punish you. 1269 01:23:00,765 --> 01:23:04,070 I'm genuinely happy for you. 1270 01:23:04,103 --> 01:23:05,204 Okay. 1271 01:23:05,237 --> 01:23:07,740 So give me another chance. 1272 01:23:07,772 --> 01:23:10,809 No, it's... it's not about giving you another chance. 1273 01:23:10,843 --> 01:23:12,577 Okay, then what is it? 1274 01:23:12,611 --> 01:23:14,280 What is it about? 1275 01:23:18,416 --> 01:23:21,286 It's been months, Erin. 1276 01:23:23,089 --> 01:23:27,427 You haven't spoken to me in months. 1277 01:23:27,460 --> 01:23:28,628 Okay? 1278 01:23:30,129 --> 01:23:32,497 A lot has changed. 1279 01:23:34,400 --> 01:23:36,736 But you still love me, right? 1280 01:23:40,638 --> 01:23:43,342 This is what you wanted! 1281 01:23:43,375 --> 01:23:44,744 I am giving you what you wanted. 1282 01:23:44,777 --> 01:23:47,180 No, I wanted you to be yourself. 1283 01:23:47,213 --> 01:23:49,182 For you. 1284 01:23:49,214 --> 01:23:51,784 You've taken this amazing step. 1285 01:23:51,817 --> 01:23:54,687 But you need to do it for you, 1286 01:23:54,719 --> 01:23:56,421 not because you think it's what I want. 1287 01:23:56,455 --> 01:23:58,224 I mean, I'm not the one who suffers here. 1288 01:23:58,256 --> 01:24:01,227 If you can't accept yourself... 1289 01:24:01,259 --> 01:24:02,494 I've been down that road. 1290 01:24:02,527 --> 01:24:03,695 I'm not... 1291 01:24:03,728 --> 01:24:06,098 I can't do that again. 1292 01:24:07,532 --> 01:24:09,634 I don't understand. 1293 01:24:09,668 --> 01:24:12,772 I don't understand, I thought that you'd be happy. 1294 01:24:12,804 --> 01:24:16,741 I thought that you would be... 1295 01:24:18,376 --> 01:24:19,411 Waiting for you? 1296 01:24:27,286 --> 01:24:28,121 Oh my God. 1297 01:24:29,687 --> 01:24:31,389 Oh my God. 1298 01:24:34,759 --> 01:24:36,862 I can't breathe. 1299 01:24:39,464 --> 01:24:41,700 I don't know what to do. 1300 01:24:43,768 --> 01:24:45,570 I... 1301 01:24:45,603 --> 01:24:49,207 I need you, I can't do this without you. 1302 01:24:49,241 --> 01:24:50,776 I don't know how to do this without you. 1303 01:24:53,912 --> 01:24:56,314 It's okay. 1304 01:24:56,348 --> 01:24:57,750 It's okay. 1305 01:24:59,751 --> 01:25:01,687 It's okay. 1306 01:25:03,388 --> 01:25:05,624 It's okay, it's okay, it's okay. 1307 01:25:21,240 --> 01:25:23,742 Good morning. 1308 01:25:23,776 --> 01:25:25,811 Did you sleep on the couch? 1309 01:25:25,844 --> 01:25:26,746 Yeah. 1310 01:25:29,415 --> 01:25:31,551 Thanks. 1311 01:25:31,584 --> 01:25:33,653 How are you? 1312 01:25:36,688 --> 01:25:39,424 Embarrassed. 1313 01:25:39,457 --> 01:25:42,228 Sad. 1314 01:25:42,260 --> 01:25:44,830 Mostly embarrassed, yup. 1315 01:25:44,862 --> 01:25:47,465 Yeah. 1316 01:25:47,499 --> 01:25:49,736 That was, um... 1317 01:25:51,870 --> 01:25:54,207 Um... 1318 01:25:54,240 --> 01:25:55,707 I'm sorry. 1319 01:25:55,741 --> 01:25:58,778 Coming over like that last night, it was shitty. 1320 01:25:58,811 --> 01:26:03,782 And, um, do you think that maybe we could try and have 1321 01:26:03,816 --> 01:26:06,419 that conversation again? 1322 01:26:06,451 --> 01:26:07,820 Um... 1323 01:26:07,853 --> 01:26:09,589 Erin... 1324 01:26:11,656 --> 01:26:15,660 You may have been drunk and upset, but... 1325 01:26:16,995 --> 01:26:19,731 ...my words aren't gonna change. 1326 01:26:26,772 --> 01:26:31,477 I will never forget... 1327 01:26:33,411 --> 01:26:36,915 ...that you're the first person that I ever loved... 1328 01:26:40,052 --> 01:26:42,955 ...and you're the first woman I ever slept with. 1329 01:26:45,723 --> 01:26:47,392 But... 1330 01:26:48,760 --> 01:26:50,896 I need to move forward. 1331 01:26:53,799 --> 01:26:57,503 What we had, it was... 1332 01:26:57,536 --> 01:27:01,841 ...intense and terrifying... 1333 01:27:03,909 --> 01:27:06,711 ...and unhealthy. 1334 01:27:06,745 --> 01:27:08,347 And... 1335 01:27:09,881 --> 01:27:13,786 And perhaps maybe you think you need to be with me 1336 01:27:13,818 --> 01:27:14,687 because I was your first, 1337 01:27:14,719 --> 01:27:16,354 but it doesn't need to be that way, 1338 01:27:16,388 --> 01:27:19,725 it doesn't need to be all or nothing 1339 01:27:19,758 --> 01:27:23,362 or painful or dramatic. 1340 01:27:25,630 --> 01:27:29,768 I think, for me, 1341 01:27:29,802 --> 01:27:33,673 I need stability... 1342 01:27:36,474 --> 01:27:37,942 I need to explore, 1343 01:27:37,976 --> 01:27:40,946 and I need to learn who I am. 1344 01:27:40,978 --> 01:27:42,647 And... 1345 01:27:45,451 --> 01:27:47,019 I just... 1346 01:27:49,354 --> 01:27:50,955 I just don't... I just don't think 1347 01:27:50,988 --> 01:27:53,491 that I could do that with you. 1348 01:27:55,794 --> 01:27:57,028 I'm sorry. 1349 01:27:58,429 --> 01:28:00,799 I'm sorry. 1350 01:28:00,832 --> 01:28:04,070 I know that you wanted this to go a different way. 1351 01:28:06,839 --> 01:28:10,743 No, I, uh, I get it, yeah. 1352 01:28:12,878 --> 01:28:14,580 But, um... 1353 01:28:16,147 --> 01:28:17,949 Maybe one day? 1354 01:28:19,617 --> 01:28:22,487 Maybe one day. 1355 01:28:25,557 --> 01:28:27,660 But not now. 1356 01:28:28,960 --> 01:28:30,795 Right. 1357 01:28:35,701 --> 01:28:37,770 We're going to be okay. 1358 01:28:37,803 --> 01:28:39,438 Okay? 1359 01:28:42,607 --> 01:28:46,578 You are gonna be okay. 1360 01:29:13,638 --> 01:29:15,740 Hey, Jule. 1361 01:29:15,773 --> 01:29:17,642 Do you think we can meet up later? 1362 01:29:17,675 --> 01:29:19,745 There's something I want to tell you. 90673