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(projector whirring)
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♪ ♪
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(Che)Dear dad, it's been15 years since we last met.
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I doubt if you could imaginewhat I look like today,
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but I rememberyour face as clearly
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as the dream I had ofyou last night.
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(fast rewind)
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I wonder if my dad,if he's heard of me.
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Like, I wonder if he knows that,like, I'm Rhymefest.
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(DJ)Hey, y'all make some noise formy man, Rhymefest!
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♪ I don't like it unless it's(Brand-new) ♪
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♪ You might see me inmy (brand-new) whip with my ♪♪ (Brand-new) ♪
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(Carson Daly)He's from Chicago,you might not know
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that he won a, uh, Grammy
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for co-writing "JesusWalks", the Kanye West song.
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(crowd cheering)
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Rhymefest... ♪ I walked through the valley ♪
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♪ Of the shadowof death is ♪
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♪ Top floor the view alone willleave you breathless ♪
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(Che)Dad, I needed you in my life.
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Where were you?
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Did your father abandon you?
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Or had you forgotten thatI'd even existed?
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(laughing)
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I want legacy.
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I owe that to my children sothat they can have legacy.
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I want to give him allthe things I ain't have,
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you know what I'm saying.
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I didn't have a pop todiscipline me.
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I was just offthe chain automatically.
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♪ ♪
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(Che)I hate this.
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(Donnie laughs)
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You look cute.
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No, I don't.
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Aww...
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Oh, yeah, we canhang this one up.
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Solomon was chunky.
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He was so chubby.
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(Donnie laughs)
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Hmm.
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Ow.
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(Che)Very good.Thank you.
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This is mywife, Donnie.
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The angel who came inand saved my life,
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and we finallymoved into our new home.
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(projector whirring)
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♪ ♪
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(Che)I grew up with my mom.
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When my mother had me, you know,she was 15 years old.
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It was like achild raising a child.
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My grandparents took over.
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So, I was going back and forth
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between my motherand my grandparents.
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Basically I met my popsmaybe three times.
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Three or four timesin my whole life.
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(fast rewind)
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And the last time I sawmy father,
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I had to be, like,maybe 12 years old.
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And he wasn't a fresh dude likealcoholic, drug addict,
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you know what I'm saying.
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And I justnever saw him again.
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He faded to black, you know.
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And my wife and I were lookingfor a home to purchase.
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And I rode past the housethat my father grew up in
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and it was for sale.
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And the way my wifelooks at it, is like,
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it's an inheritance,you know, like,
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something that was owed to mefor my pops never being around.
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And hopefully, my children canhave the memories
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in this crib thatI never had, you know?
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This house right here,where my man is.
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♪ ♪
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(Donnie)People need to knowwhere they come from.
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I think that's so important.
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It's almost likeputting a puzzle together,
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exploring the past and tryingto find some resolution.
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(Che)When I was young,
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the few times I met my father,this was his room.
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And all I can remember is himwatching George Clinton videos,
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drinking beer.
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And now it's mine.
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I only met my father a few timesduring my conscious years.
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There was a time hecame over to my mom's house
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to take me to a movie,
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and I can hear him talking tomy mom in the other room.
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He didn't have any money.
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And he had to borrow money fromher to take me to the movie.
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And he hadblood on his pants.
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But none of that mattered,you know what,
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that day I wasjust happy to be around him.
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Around another man.
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(DJ) Give it up for Rhymefest!
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(Che)I know I didgood without my father.
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I got that two million dollarrecord deal.
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I got a chanceto travel the world,
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win Grammys, have fans allaround the country.
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But there's the emptiness.
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There's still anemptiness.
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Babe, I'm about to go.(Che)All right, I'm ready.
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(Donnie)When we first moved in, for Che,it just brought up all of these
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feelings about notgrowing up with his father.
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So many negative thingsthat had happened.
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He justhad all these questions.
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What kind of man was he?
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And why did heabandon me?
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And so, finally I just saidyou have a lot of questions.
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I think that you probablyshould try to find him.
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(phone ringing)
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(Lorna) Hey!
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Hey, Mom, how was church?
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It's all good.
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But, you know what's funnythough,
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now that I,like, got this house?
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I be feeling like something istelling me to go find my father.
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Do you care?
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But how do I knowhe ain't dead yet?
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Mm-hmm.
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So, Trenton is Brian's brother?
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(Lorna) Yeah.
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Give me his phone number,
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and I'mgoing to call him.
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Okay.
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(phone ringing)
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(Trenton) Hello?
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Trenton.
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I'm good, Unc.
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You know,I bought the house right?
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Yeah, and I want to find Brian.
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Do you know where he is?
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Well...
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Tom Willoughby?
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(phone ringing)
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(Tom) Yes?
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How you doing Mr. Willoughby?
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Yeah,I assume you got my message.
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Yeah, how is he doing?
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What is his state?
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Mm-hmm.
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Okay, lock my number in
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and thank youso much Mr. Willoughby.
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No problem.
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(man)In three, two...
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(Che)Hold on, hold on, hold on.
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Have you ever met yourgrandfather before?
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I have never metmy grandfather.
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What do you thinkmeeting your grandfather
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will be like forthe first time?
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I, I don't--I don't know.
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I don't know.
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I don't really feel anyconnection
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because he hasn'treally been in my life.
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♪ ♪
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(Che)Today, I got a phone callfrom Tom Willoughby.
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He was like,I got your father.
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And before I knew it, he justthrew Brian on the phone.
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And it's funny 'causeI don't know whether or not
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to call him Brian or likewhat to call him.
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I really don'tfeel like saying, like-
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like saying Dad is, like, um,a term of endearment.
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And I don't know howendeared I am at this point.
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I mean he had this thing in hisvoice where he was like,
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I'ma be here atthis library until 7:00.
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He's like please, please meetme, like, please don't not come.
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And then I start questioningwas this a mistake?
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'Cause I might noteven like this dude.
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(Donnie)What do you hope toaccomplish today?
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Seeing what I could be.
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I mean at the endof the day...
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I'm a... I'm...if I'm going to be honest,
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I'm a piece of him.
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You know I'm a-I'm a piece of him.
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And maybe part ofwhy I'm here
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is to maybe eventurn that around for him.
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Because maybe that meanssomething for me in the future.
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(Brian)Don't you know who thisis, don't you?
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Don't youknow who this is?
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This is, this is mymain man, my son.
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This is Rhymefest.
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What's up man?
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(laughing)
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Come on, come onwith me, man.
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Oh, come here.
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Can he come with me?
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Yeah, come on.
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I'm going crazy, man.
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What's wrong with you?
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I can't get over this.
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Come on.
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That's your what?
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(Che)Let's go, let's goeat man, hop in.
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You good?
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I'm happy, Che.
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All right.
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(Che)Did you know mewhen you saw me?
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I almost didn't,I almost didn't.
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Or did it takeyou a minute?
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I almost did not recognize youbut then, guess what.
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What?You had my walk,you had my walk.
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(laughing)
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(Wayne)You got a walk?Yes, I got a walk.
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(Wayne)Even with a limp.
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(Che)Let me ask youa question.
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(Brian)What's up?
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Do you gotany more kids?
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Or am I the only one?
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No, that'swhat I knew--
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I knew that was goingto be the first one.
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You the only one.
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Che, youthe only one.
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You is the onlyson I have.
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(Brian)This is the restaurant rightthere, across the street.
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Yeah, right there...
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♪ ♪
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(chatter)
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So how youfeeling, man?Che...
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Tell me how youfeel right now.
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I'm nervous!Why?
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(Wayne)That's true tothe point.
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Why you nervous, man?
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Man...It's all good.
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You-you-you isa billionaire, man.
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I ain't nobillionaire.
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Call-call on up.
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I did, she didn'tanswer the phone.
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I want to see whatshe look like now.
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I can show youa couple pictures.
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That was my boo.
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That's your grandson.
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Oh, no!
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That's what my motherlook like now.
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She didn'tgot fat?!
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(laughing)
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(Wayne)No, she ain't fat.
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That was the best girl Iever, ever, ever, ever,
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ever, ever, ever, ever,ever, ever, ever, ever had.
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Now what do you wantright now, in your life?
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If your man-- if you couldhave anything in the world,
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what would youwant right now?
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A nice job and a-and a nice crib.
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I don't want towork outside.
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I want an inside job,run an elevator.
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They don't dothat no more, man.
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(laughing)
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Run an elevator?
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(Wayne)Something simple, right?
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(Che)I want to pushthe button on the elevator.
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Because that'sall I can do.
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(Brian)Before you takeme home...
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Which store?
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The what?
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Don't buy no liquorwith that, man.
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Listen, I ain't buying,
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I'm just buying me,I'm buying, I'm buying...
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I'll take youstraight to the spot.
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Oh, man.We ain't going tothe liquor store, man.
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I ain't gonnahave no sleep tonight.
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I love you, man,but damn.
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You hurting me man,you hurting me.
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I could buy me one doggonething before I go in tonight.
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At least a pintof something.
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Oh, man, you gonna do me like--you going to make this...
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Do one night,one night without it.
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All right,one night.One night.
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All right,make a left.For me.
266
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All right, all right,all right.
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Can you do it?I can do it.
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(Che)Be good, man.
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All right,all right, man.
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Stay out of trouble.
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You stay up, man.Don't do nothing wrong, man.
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I'm going to seeyou this Thursday.
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I'll see youthis Thursday.
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This Thursday, thisThursday, we gon'-- hey.
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We'll get haircutstogether.
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Yeah.
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Okay, okay,I got you.
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All right.
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I got you.
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Take it easy man,good to meet you. brother.
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(Che)I actually like the dude.
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Like, I want to go wash myhands, take a shower.
283
00:14:30,066 --> 00:14:34,367
But, that's justthe asshole in me talking.
284
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I can't be mad.
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Like, hefell on hard times.
286
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I mean, sometimes it ain'tnobody's fault.
287
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It's just life.
288
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Now, he waiting.
289
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(Donnie)I think that the nightwent a lot better
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00:15:03,567 --> 00:15:07,667
than I wouldhave anticipated.
291
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Like I'm just excited about,for both of us,
292
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being able toexperience a healthy family.
293
00:15:14,000 --> 00:15:17,500
Because Che and I, we hadvery similar childhoods.
294
00:15:17,500 --> 00:15:20,066
Both of our mothers,you know, had drug problems.
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And both of our fathers hadbasically abandoned us.
296
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I think that African-Americanculture can be very secretive
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when it comes to someof our life experiences.
298
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There's a lot of hurtand pain.
299
00:15:34,533 --> 00:15:38,567
And I want my lifeto kind of be an open book.
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00:15:38,567 --> 00:15:41,433
This is an article that talkedabout me and my mom.
301
00:15:41,433 --> 00:15:46,400
Um, it was aboutparents being incarcerated.
302
00:15:46,400 --> 00:15:48,734
My mom was in prison fromthe time I was four
303
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to about ten or11 for armed robbery.
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She was a getawaydriver.
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The closest personto me was my grandmother.
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Because when my momwent to prison,
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00:16:00,734 --> 00:16:03,633
no one includingmy father, would take me.
308
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And if it hadn't been formy grandmother,
309
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I would havebeen in foster care.
310
00:16:08,000 --> 00:16:11,200
And that's why I've alwayswanted to be a mom.
311
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It's like a chance to dodifferent and to do better.
312
00:16:16,333 --> 00:16:18,266
I don't have anychildren.
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I have stepchildren.
314
00:16:20,734 --> 00:16:24,100
But I'm ready to takethe next step to have a baby.
315
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It's my legacywith Che.
316
00:16:30,633 --> 00:16:33,133
I think in orderto break a cycle,
317
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you have to dealwith the pain
318
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of whatever traumathat you've been through.
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♪ ♪
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(Brian)Oh, boy.What?
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This bringsback memories.
322
00:16:47,233 --> 00:16:48,533
What does?
323
00:16:48,533 --> 00:16:50,133
Look at the house.
324
00:16:50,133 --> 00:16:51,166
Where?
325
00:16:51,166 --> 00:16:54,066
Right there.
326
00:16:54,066 --> 00:16:56,200
Let's go in.What?!
327
00:16:56,200 --> 00:16:58,000
Let's go in.Go in?
328
00:16:58,000 --> 00:16:59,767
That's myhouse.That's what?!
329
00:16:59,767 --> 00:17:03,367
I bought the house.You bought the house?!
330
00:17:03,367 --> 00:17:05,300
No.
331
00:17:05,300 --> 00:17:06,633
I bought the house,it's my house now.
332
00:17:06,633 --> 00:17:07,734
You couldn't have.
333
00:17:07,734 --> 00:17:09,567
Come on, man,stop it, man.
334
00:17:09,567 --> 00:17:10,767
There where I grew up.
335
00:17:10,767 --> 00:17:12,233
It's my new house.
336
00:17:12,233 --> 00:17:14,600
(Brian)Get the heckout of here.
337
00:17:14,600 --> 00:17:16,700
Come here, walk in.
338
00:17:16,700 --> 00:17:18,233
Open the door,oh, no, open the door.
339
00:17:21,567 --> 00:17:23,266
Oh, man.
340
00:17:23,266 --> 00:17:24,400
(Donnie)How you doing?
341
00:17:24,400 --> 00:17:25,667
Alright, alright.Good to see you.
342
00:17:29,367 --> 00:17:32,600
What's up, what's up,big guy?
343
00:17:32,600 --> 00:17:34,000
Hey, do you know me?
344
00:17:34,000 --> 00:17:35,333
You know who I am.
345
00:17:35,333 --> 00:17:36,567
(all laughing)
346
00:17:36,567 --> 00:17:38,266
It can't be Lorna?
347
00:17:38,266 --> 00:17:39,300
That you, Lorna?
348
00:17:39,300 --> 00:17:40,734
Yeah, it's me.No!
349
00:17:40,734 --> 00:17:42,133
(laughing)
350
00:17:42,133 --> 00:17:43,400
Yeah.
351
00:17:43,400 --> 00:17:45,066
It's you?It's me.
352
00:17:45,066 --> 00:17:46,500
Oh!
353
00:17:46,500 --> 00:17:48,533
(chuckling)
354
00:17:48,533 --> 00:17:49,767
What's up, Brian?
355
00:17:49,767 --> 00:17:52,166
Oh, man,what the heck.
356
00:17:52,166 --> 00:17:53,467
(Che)Hey, give me yourhat and coat, man.
357
00:17:53,467 --> 00:17:54,667
Ooh, man.
358
00:17:54,667 --> 00:17:56,000
You want to stayfor dinner?
359
00:17:56,000 --> 00:17:57,033
Yes, sir.
360
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(laughing)
361
00:17:59,100 --> 00:18:01,033
Oh, you shocking me.
362
00:18:01,033 --> 00:18:02,600
Oh, okay.
363
00:18:02,600 --> 00:18:06,066
I wouldn't haverecognized you.
364
00:18:06,066 --> 00:18:08,500
I wouldn't haverecognized you either.
365
00:18:08,500 --> 00:18:09,600
Because we wasteenagers.
366
00:18:09,600 --> 00:18:11,500
Yes,yes we were.
367
00:18:11,500 --> 00:18:13,100
Teenagers.Back in the day.
368
00:18:13,100 --> 00:18:15,667
Back in the day,a long time ago.Mmm, mmm, mmm.
369
00:18:15,667 --> 00:18:18,667
(Che)Hey man you want to leave my momalone and get ready to eat.
370
00:18:18,667 --> 00:18:21,467
Stop eyeing my mama.
371
00:18:21,467 --> 00:18:23,300
And in all places,this house.
372
00:18:23,300 --> 00:18:25,467
Uh-huh.What the heck.
373
00:18:25,467 --> 00:18:27,166
Come on, let me show you.You want to see the basement?
374
00:18:27,166 --> 00:18:29,066
Yeah, I got tosee the basement.
375
00:18:31,533 --> 00:18:32,767
Hey, hey, hey,watch that.
376
00:18:32,767 --> 00:18:34,467
Watch out, hey,come on this way, man.
377
00:18:34,467 --> 00:18:36,433
(laughing)
378
00:18:36,433 --> 00:18:38,367
Oh, man!
379
00:18:38,367 --> 00:18:40,000
Yes, sir.
380
00:18:40,000 --> 00:18:41,700
This gon', this gon'be a library.
381
00:18:41,700 --> 00:18:43,533
This gon' be a--this used to a bedroom.
382
00:18:43,533 --> 00:18:45,333
This used to be mylittle brother's.
383
00:18:45,333 --> 00:18:48,734
This is all the people thatI've been hanging with and know.
384
00:18:48,734 --> 00:18:51,233
And this is meand Kanye.
385
00:18:51,233 --> 00:18:54,500
And me and Chuck D fromPublic Enemy, you know?
386
00:18:54,500 --> 00:18:56,467
(Brian)Man, man!
387
00:18:56,467 --> 00:18:59,533
This is me andthe president of England.
388
00:18:59,533 --> 00:19:00,767
The presidentof England?
389
00:19:00,767 --> 00:19:02,266
Yeah, the Prime Ministerof England.
390
00:19:02,266 --> 00:19:03,734
Man.
391
00:19:03,734 --> 00:19:05,333
That's when Iran for office.
392
00:19:05,333 --> 00:19:06,367
That was my sign.
393
00:19:06,367 --> 00:19:09,467
Doggone it,man, man.
394
00:19:09,467 --> 00:19:13,066
♪ ♪
395
00:19:15,066 --> 00:19:16,200
(chatter)
396
00:19:18,533 --> 00:19:20,066
(laughing)
397
00:19:21,533 --> 00:19:23,333
(laughing)
398
00:19:25,333 --> 00:19:26,567
You look good witha haircut man.
399
00:19:26,567 --> 00:19:27,734
Thank you.
400
00:19:27,734 --> 00:19:29,300
I'm so glad tosee both of y'all.
401
00:19:29,300 --> 00:19:31,133
I don't know whatI'd do.
402
00:19:31,133 --> 00:19:33,233
It's a miracle,it's a miracle.
403
00:19:33,233 --> 00:19:35,066
(Lorna)It's a blessing.
404
00:19:35,066 --> 00:19:37,533
I never thoughtthis would happen.
405
00:19:37,533 --> 00:19:40,233
(projector whirring)
406
00:19:51,033 --> 00:19:53,000
(Brian)Yeah, they stillout there, cold.
407
00:19:53,000 --> 00:19:54,567
(Che)All right, I'llpull over up there.
408
00:19:54,567 --> 00:19:56,567
Yeah, see where allthe people at?
409
00:19:56,567 --> 00:20:00,133
Yeah, they gonnacall me again.
410
00:20:00,133 --> 00:20:01,467
Hey, man, yoube good, be safe.
411
00:20:01,467 --> 00:20:02,667
All right, man.
412
00:20:02,667 --> 00:20:04,467
You gon' walk me tothe door, make sure.
413
00:20:04,467 --> 00:20:07,066
Make sure everythingall right.
414
00:20:07,066 --> 00:20:09,033
Hey, did y'alldo the recall yet?
415
00:20:10,700 --> 00:20:13,233
Can I get my nameback on the list?
416
00:20:13,233 --> 00:20:14,100
(shelter supervisor)Doing the wait list right now.
417
00:20:14,100 --> 00:20:15,166
Back up and give us some room.
418
00:20:15,166 --> 00:20:16,567
All right.
419
00:20:16,567 --> 00:20:17,667
Hey.All right, man.
420
00:20:17,667 --> 00:20:19,266
Take it easy.All right, man.
421
00:20:19,266 --> 00:20:21,000
Y'all stay up.
422
00:20:21,000 --> 00:20:23,133
All right, man, y'all stay up,y'all stay up, people.
423
00:20:31,467 --> 00:20:33,300
(Che)I heard my father saysomething earlier
424
00:20:33,300 --> 00:20:36,266
when I was coming downthe stairs, and he said,
425
00:20:36,266 --> 00:20:38,266
"Man, the only thingI did right was Che.
426
00:20:38,266 --> 00:20:40,400
I didn't think I coulddo anything right."
427
00:20:40,400 --> 00:20:41,400
(chuckling)
428
00:20:41,400 --> 00:20:43,333
Like, and Idid that right.
429
00:20:48,133 --> 00:20:50,133
I want my dadin my life.
430
00:20:50,133 --> 00:20:52,233
But I grew up with addicts,
431
00:20:52,233 --> 00:20:57,100
and I know how addictscan tear a home apart.
432
00:20:57,100 --> 00:20:59,200
So now he's got a chance.
433
00:20:59,200 --> 00:21:01,133
He's got to makethis happen.
434
00:21:01,133 --> 00:21:02,734
♪ This is your life ♪
435
00:21:02,734 --> 00:21:04,667
♪ Yo look at here ♪
436
00:21:04,667 --> 00:21:06,400
♪ These the thingswe all go through ♪
437
00:21:06,400 --> 00:21:08,467
♪ It's everydaylife for me and you ♪
438
00:21:08,467 --> 00:21:09,600
♪ Don't feel bad ♪
439
00:21:09,600 --> 00:21:11,266
Don't feel bad.
440
00:21:11,266 --> 00:21:12,567
Can you get inthe car?
441
00:21:12,567 --> 00:21:14,367
Come on.♪ Things that happen every day ♪
442
00:21:14,367 --> 00:21:16,567
♪ Around the worldor around the way ♪
443
00:21:16,567 --> 00:21:18,700
♪ We just tell a story ♪
444
00:21:18,700 --> 00:21:20,567
♪ Tell the story... ♪
445
00:21:20,567 --> 00:21:22,266
(Che)Good afternoon, Chicago.
446
00:21:22,266 --> 00:21:26,700
This is Che Rhymefest Smith onthe "Speak Up" show, WVON.
447
00:21:26,700 --> 00:21:29,066
I want to talk toyou about something today
448
00:21:29,066 --> 00:21:31,166
that has been heavyon my mind.
449
00:21:31,166 --> 00:21:33,600
I'm looking atnews stories all week.
450
00:21:33,600 --> 00:21:35,400
You know black mengetting shot.
451
00:21:35,400 --> 00:21:38,200
Yesterday, nine-year-oldboy killed in our city,
452
00:21:38,200 --> 00:21:40,066
and I started to think
453
00:21:40,066 --> 00:21:43,200
where doesfathering come in?
454
00:21:43,200 --> 00:21:45,467
We got Jimmy on the line.What do you think, Jimmy?
455
00:21:45,467 --> 00:21:47,667
(Jimmy) It's just one of those things that we have to ask ourselves
456
00:21:47,667 --> 00:21:50,033
on a personal level, what are we doing to help our community?
457
00:21:50,033 --> 00:21:51,400
Mm-hmm.
458
00:21:51,400 --> 00:21:52,600
I mean if we don't fight for our own,
459
00:21:52,600 --> 00:21:54,133
then nothing can help us.
460
00:21:54,133 --> 00:21:55,333
You know, whenwe look at violence,
461
00:21:55,333 --> 00:21:57,300
when we look atincarceration.
462
00:21:57,300 --> 00:21:59,600
We've got young people,they don't have a father,
463
00:21:59,600 --> 00:22:02,100
they don't have a mother,and in fact,
464
00:22:02,100 --> 00:22:03,300
when you lookat many gangs,
465
00:22:03,300 --> 00:22:04,667
that's why youngpeople join them,
466
00:22:04,667 --> 00:22:07,000
because they believe thisis the support system.
467
00:22:07,000 --> 00:22:09,233
So, we have to bebetter role models.
468
00:22:09,233 --> 00:22:12,100
We have to be evenmore than mentors.
469
00:22:12,100 --> 00:22:15,300
We have to be the fathersand the mothers
470
00:22:15,300 --> 00:22:18,767
of the children whodon't have them at home.
471
00:22:18,767 --> 00:22:21,333
Thank you for tuninginto the "Speak Up" show.
472
00:22:21,333 --> 00:22:25,166
This is Che Rhymefest Smithsigning out.
473
00:22:25,166 --> 00:22:26,633
What up, brotha?
474
00:22:26,633 --> 00:22:29,467
Rhymefest! Oh, shit!What's up, baby?
475
00:22:29,467 --> 00:22:31,767
Man, how you feeling, man?Welcome to the Chi, baby.
476
00:22:31,767 --> 00:22:33,166
I live upthe block.
477
00:22:33,166 --> 00:22:35,133
Hey, what you doin'out here, man?
478
00:22:35,133 --> 00:22:37,066
Turnin' up thepositive movement, man.
479
00:22:37,066 --> 00:22:38,500
I love that inyou, bro.
480
00:22:38,500 --> 00:22:39,667
Alright.
481
00:22:39,667 --> 00:22:41,200
Alright, take it easy.
482
00:22:41,200 --> 00:22:43,033
What up, what up,what up, what up, man?
483
00:22:43,033 --> 00:22:44,367
(man)Hey, how y'all's doin'?
484
00:22:44,367 --> 00:22:46,100
(Che)Growing up in Chicago,
485
00:22:46,100 --> 00:22:49,000
I was that kid hangin' outon the corner.
486
00:22:49,000 --> 00:22:50,633
Gangbanging,with no purpose.
487
00:22:52,633 --> 00:22:57,000
I felt like a failure becauseI didn't have a father.
488
00:22:58,533 --> 00:23:00,166
(student)♪ This is backwards ♪
489
00:23:00,166 --> 00:23:01,333
♪ I'm not supposed tobe the man of the house ♪
490
00:23:01,333 --> 00:23:02,500
♪ It's not like she triedto trap you ♪
491
00:23:02,500 --> 00:23:03,700
♪ You played by the mouse... ♪
492
00:23:03,700 --> 00:23:05,400
(Che)When you become a teenager
493
00:23:05,400 --> 00:23:06,767
and you realize that
494
00:23:06,767 --> 00:23:10,133
none of your friendshave fathers around,
495
00:23:10,133 --> 00:23:12,266
You become angry.
496
00:23:12,266 --> 00:23:13,600
♪ The fatherless ♪
497
00:23:13,600 --> 00:23:15,533
♪ How does it feelto be kidless? ♪
498
00:23:15,533 --> 00:23:16,700
Mmm.
499
00:23:16,700 --> 00:23:18,033
(applause)
500
00:23:18,033 --> 00:23:19,433
Thank you.
501
00:23:21,333 --> 00:23:22,533
(Darrius)♪ Welcome tothe strip of death ♪
502
00:23:22,533 --> 00:23:24,233
♪ Where you see the reaperat his best ♪
503
00:23:24,233 --> 00:23:26,233
♪ Black hood isstrapped up with his TEC ♪
504
00:23:26,233 --> 00:23:27,667
♪ 'Cause I'm lost gotnothing to lose ♪
505
00:23:27,667 --> 00:23:29,567
♪ So I mappedout my best move ♪
506
00:23:29,567 --> 00:23:32,400
♪ I'll put you on your kneeswhile my guys grab everything ♪
507
00:23:32,400 --> 00:23:34,133
♪ 911 emergency ♪
508
00:23:34,133 --> 00:23:37,300
♪ Hurry before they buryme because I can't sleep ♪
509
00:23:37,300 --> 00:23:38,567
♪ There's somethingwrong with me ♪
510
00:23:38,567 --> 00:23:40,367
(applause)
511
00:23:40,367 --> 00:23:41,567
(Che)Let me ask you a question.
512
00:23:41,567 --> 00:23:43,166
What is that about?
513
00:23:43,166 --> 00:23:46,233
It's about basically,this is what is it's come to.
514
00:23:46,233 --> 00:23:49,200
Robbing somebody and maybetaking their life.
515
00:23:49,200 --> 00:23:51,700
Your daddy diedwhen you was young.
516
00:23:51,700 --> 00:23:53,433
Your brother justdied, right?
517
00:23:53,433 --> 00:23:56,233
Yeah.
518
00:23:56,233 --> 00:23:59,433
I ain't heardthat story.
519
00:23:59,433 --> 00:24:00,734
It's sittingin there.
520
00:24:00,734 --> 00:24:03,467
That's your mostprofound rap
521
00:24:03,467 --> 00:24:05,700
sitting inside of you.
522
00:24:05,700 --> 00:24:08,767
And you're talking aboutkilling somebody else.
523
00:24:08,767 --> 00:24:11,433
(sobbing)
524
00:24:11,433 --> 00:24:13,667
It's hard.
525
00:24:13,667 --> 00:24:15,400
You see all thesepeople right here.
526
00:24:15,400 --> 00:24:17,400
When we ain't here, we-we-we your family.
527
00:24:17,400 --> 00:24:18,734
Ain't we family?
528
00:24:18,734 --> 00:24:20,166
(all)Yes, sir.
529
00:24:20,166 --> 00:24:21,333
We gon' take careof each other.
530
00:24:21,333 --> 00:24:22,700
You always gotsomebody to call in here.
531
00:24:22,700 --> 00:24:24,433
It's just like growingup with no parents,
532
00:24:24,433 --> 00:24:26,133
you don't really knowwho you are some days.
533
00:24:26,133 --> 00:24:27,734
It's like youdon't know...
534
00:24:27,734 --> 00:24:29,200
you don't know whoyou get this from.
535
00:24:29,200 --> 00:24:30,333
You don't knowwho you get that from.
536
00:24:30,333 --> 00:24:32,734
And then it's just likeI keep losing people.
537
00:24:32,734 --> 00:24:34,734
Everybody around youis dropping
538
00:24:34,734 --> 00:24:37,033
and you got tobeat whatever that is.
539
00:24:37,033 --> 00:24:40,033
You got to be the leader thatleads your family out of that.
540
00:24:40,033 --> 00:24:41,467
You gotta conquerwhatever that is man.
541
00:24:46,333 --> 00:24:49,467
Do you got somebodyto talk to?
542
00:24:49,467 --> 00:24:51,066
Who you gotto talk to?
543
00:24:51,066 --> 00:24:52,533
Nobody.
544
00:24:52,533 --> 00:24:54,200
You got a phone?
545
00:24:54,200 --> 00:24:56,567
Put my numberin your phone.
546
00:24:56,567 --> 00:24:58,033
We gon' talk,alright?
547
00:24:58,033 --> 00:25:00,600
But you could callme whenever, man.
548
00:25:00,600 --> 00:25:01,667
Stay consistent.
549
00:25:08,367 --> 00:25:13,100
(Che)One thing I realized todayis that everybody has a story.
550
00:25:13,100 --> 00:25:15,500
And my personal experiencesare not unique.
551
00:25:19,700 --> 00:25:24,700
75% of black children are borninto single parent homes.
552
00:25:24,700 --> 00:25:26,734
75%.
553
00:25:26,734 --> 00:25:28,100
That's crazy.
554
00:25:29,567 --> 00:25:35,100
But we have the same goalfinding out who we are.
555
00:25:40,333 --> 00:25:43,000
(Che)Do you think meand you look alike?
556
00:25:43,000 --> 00:25:45,300
Well, I think we do.
557
00:25:45,300 --> 00:25:47,133
You got-you gotmy eyes, bro.
558
00:25:47,133 --> 00:25:48,767
I got togive you that.
559
00:25:48,767 --> 00:25:50,200
You got my eyes.
560
00:25:50,200 --> 00:25:52,200
Did you likeyour father?
561
00:25:52,200 --> 00:25:53,633
Yeah, but he crazy.
562
00:25:53,633 --> 00:25:56,066
He was kindof abusive.
563
00:25:56,066 --> 00:26:01,066
Like beat on you?Yeah.
564
00:26:01,066 --> 00:26:02,567
It was like atorture chamber.
565
00:26:06,333 --> 00:26:08,066
You're a veryemotional guy.
566
00:26:08,066 --> 00:26:09,166
You're asensitive man.
567
00:26:09,166 --> 00:26:10,333
Yes, I am,very sensitive.
568
00:26:10,333 --> 00:26:12,133
(laughing)
569
00:26:12,133 --> 00:26:13,433
I be watching "Little House onthe Prairie", man, a lot.
570
00:26:13,433 --> 00:26:14,767
Mm-hmm.
571
00:26:14,767 --> 00:26:16,533
That gets to me,you know?
572
00:26:16,533 --> 00:26:22,066
That's the kind of guyI wanna be like, you know.
573
00:26:22,066 --> 00:26:23,700
I just...
574
00:26:26,333 --> 00:26:28,266
I just wish youwere there more man,
575
00:26:28,266 --> 00:26:29,633
when I was growing up,you know?
576
00:26:29,633 --> 00:26:31,767
I wish I wasthere more, too.
577
00:26:31,767 --> 00:26:35,266
But Che...
578
00:26:35,266 --> 00:26:37,567
I really wasn'tgrown up, man.
579
00:26:37,567 --> 00:26:40,300
I really wasn't.
580
00:26:40,300 --> 00:26:42,333
We got to get youa place to stay.
581
00:26:42,333 --> 00:26:44,033
You got-you gotto get off the street.
582
00:26:44,033 --> 00:26:45,433
Yeah.
583
00:26:45,433 --> 00:26:48,433
Well, that's whatI'd like to do.
584
00:26:48,433 --> 00:26:49,600
And I'm doing...
585
00:26:49,600 --> 00:26:51,133
But you gotta,you gotta stop drinking.
586
00:26:51,133 --> 00:26:52,400
I got to what?
587
00:26:52,400 --> 00:26:54,100
You got tostop drinking.
588
00:26:54,100 --> 00:26:56,166
Whoa, now...
589
00:26:56,166 --> 00:26:57,367
You telling abird not to fly.
590
00:26:57,367 --> 00:26:59,300
You tell a fishnot to swim.
591
00:26:59,300 --> 00:27:03,433
(laughing)
592
00:27:03,433 --> 00:27:06,300
I mean, I've beendoing this for so long.
593
00:27:06,300 --> 00:27:07,767
How can youchange now?
594
00:27:15,066 --> 00:27:16,667
You know?
595
00:27:18,166 --> 00:27:19,233
Shit.
596
00:27:24,066 --> 00:27:26,400
(Solomon)So what you do isyou open it up.
597
00:27:26,400 --> 00:27:27,333
You putthe clothes in here.
598
00:27:27,333 --> 00:27:28,400
(Brian)Okay.
599
00:27:28,400 --> 00:27:29,567
After you put theclothes in here.
600
00:27:29,567 --> 00:27:31,500
It's gel packsright here.
601
00:27:31,500 --> 00:27:32,600
Uh-huh.
602
00:27:32,600 --> 00:27:34,200
Put the gel packsin there.
603
00:27:34,200 --> 00:27:35,600
Power and then start.Power and then start.
604
00:27:35,600 --> 00:27:37,467
Okay, got it,thank you.
605
00:27:37,467 --> 00:27:38,567
See you later, man.
606
00:27:38,567 --> 00:27:41,400
Alright, right on,right on.
607
00:27:41,400 --> 00:27:45,133
Alright,alright, okay.
608
00:27:45,133 --> 00:27:47,467
So many messedup clothes.
609
00:27:47,467 --> 00:27:52,734
Okay, I knowI got to wash that.
610
00:27:52,734 --> 00:27:55,033
Well, I haven't been doingthis for a long time.
611
00:28:07,667 --> 00:28:09,133
(Che)♪ I want to see my father ♪
612
00:28:09,133 --> 00:28:11,000
♪ I think I got to save him ♪
613
00:28:11,000 --> 00:28:14,033
♪ Yep, I already love him,I already forgave him ♪
614
00:28:14,033 --> 00:28:16,767
♪ I do my thing,I save the children ♪
615
00:28:16,767 --> 00:28:21,467
♪ I'm like a hero running intoburning buildings ♪
616
00:28:21,467 --> 00:28:24,600
♪ Except I'm runninginto shelters ♪
617
00:28:24,600 --> 00:28:27,000
♪ To save people whoare related they my elders ♪
618
00:28:31,767 --> 00:28:33,266
There he isright there.
619
00:28:33,266 --> 00:28:34,400
(Brian)Hey, man!What's up, man?
620
00:28:34,400 --> 00:28:35,667
We have anappointment today
621
00:28:35,667 --> 00:28:38,100
'cause he's supposed to be goingto a transitional home.
622
00:28:38,100 --> 00:28:40,166
Yeah.
623
00:28:40,166 --> 00:28:41,133
(man)You're going to go around thatway, sign your name over here.
624
00:28:41,133 --> 00:28:43,400
(Che)Yes, sir.
625
00:28:43,400 --> 00:28:44,633
Oh, oh, oh, oh.
626
00:28:44,633 --> 00:28:45,667
I got it,I got it.
627
00:28:45,667 --> 00:28:46,667
Man, come on man.
628
00:28:46,667 --> 00:28:47,700
You're going upthe steps, man.
629
00:28:47,700 --> 00:28:49,166
You gimme that bag.
630
00:28:49,166 --> 00:28:51,333
Give it here.
631
00:28:51,333 --> 00:28:52,533
Don't thatfeel better?
632
00:28:52,533 --> 00:28:53,734
Man, itfeels great.
633
00:28:53,734 --> 00:28:55,600
(laughing)
634
00:28:55,600 --> 00:28:57,100
(Che)So basically, they said that
635
00:28:57,100 --> 00:28:58,533
they're goingto give him a shower.
636
00:28:58,533 --> 00:28:59,767
They going to do some thingsto make sure
637
00:28:59,767 --> 00:29:03,100
you don't have no bedbugs or stuff like that.
638
00:29:03,100 --> 00:29:05,333
And, um, they're goingto keep you.
639
00:29:05,333 --> 00:29:06,433
Yeah, they gonna...
640
00:29:06,433 --> 00:29:07,767
How youfeel about that?
641
00:29:07,767 --> 00:29:10,033
Well...
642
00:29:10,033 --> 00:29:15,500
It's cold out here so it betterthan being outside in the cold.
643
00:29:15,500 --> 00:29:17,233
When you get settled,you got a phone.
644
00:29:17,233 --> 00:29:18,600
Charge your phone.
645
00:29:18,600 --> 00:29:19,567
And make sureyou call me, man.
646
00:29:19,567 --> 00:29:21,066
All right.
647
00:29:21,066 --> 00:29:22,233
(Che)They ain't goingto keep you prisoner.
648
00:29:22,233 --> 00:29:23,633
(Brian)Well, I hope not!
649
00:29:23,633 --> 00:29:27,233
(both laughing,door buzzing)
650
00:29:27,233 --> 00:29:30,000
(Che)♪ It's for all my blue collarniggas in the Midwest ♪
651
00:29:30,000 --> 00:29:31,400
♪ Going through our struggle ♪
652
00:29:31,400 --> 00:29:33,266
♪ We know thingscould be better ♪
653
00:29:33,266 --> 00:29:34,633
♪ And we just want alittle more ♪
654
00:29:34,633 --> 00:29:37,567
♪ No matter howmuch I get I want more ♪
655
00:29:37,567 --> 00:29:40,300
♪ Even when I talk my shitI want more ♪
656
00:29:40,300 --> 00:29:42,033
♪ Every party on every list ♪
657
00:29:42,033 --> 00:29:44,133
♪ And everybodywant a life like this ♪
658
00:29:44,133 --> 00:29:47,100
♪ And I ain't going for theoki-doke you owe me dough ♪
659
00:29:47,100 --> 00:29:49,166
♪ You better pay me likeyou know we broke ♪
660
00:29:49,166 --> 00:29:51,667
♪ This industry be trying tostrangle niggas in the choke ♪
661
00:29:51,667 --> 00:29:53,033
♪ You think these rappers rich ♪
662
00:29:53,033 --> 00:29:54,533
♪ These niggas out hereselling dope ♪
663
00:29:54,533 --> 00:29:56,567
♪ You think it's crazylike more ♪
664
00:29:56,567 --> 00:29:58,767
♪ No matter howmuch I get I want more ♪
665
00:29:58,767 --> 00:30:01,600
♪ Even when I talk my shitI want more ♪
666
00:30:01,600 --> 00:30:04,266
Hello, I'm a little baby!
667
00:30:04,266 --> 00:30:07,200
I don't really do things,and I move side to side.
668
00:30:07,200 --> 00:30:09,300
And I can't controlmy neck right now.
669
00:30:09,300 --> 00:30:10,767
And my fingers liketo throw up gang signs.
670
00:30:10,767 --> 00:30:12,033
Throw up a gang sign.
671
00:30:12,033 --> 00:30:13,066
Pow!
672
00:30:13,066 --> 00:30:14,467
Look at that, lookat that... folks.
673
00:30:14,467 --> 00:30:16,300
Ha!
674
00:30:16,300 --> 00:30:18,300
(doing baby talk)
675
00:30:18,300 --> 00:30:20,000
That's my baby girl.
676
00:30:20,000 --> 00:30:22,066
See all these yearsof being a womanizer,
677
00:30:22,066 --> 00:30:23,500
and you see whathappens?
678
00:30:23,500 --> 00:30:25,166
You see what happens?
679
00:30:25,166 --> 00:30:29,266
When men become womanizers,they have little women.
680
00:30:29,266 --> 00:30:31,633
And I gotto chill out.
681
00:30:31,633 --> 00:30:33,333
I got to chill out andshow you the game.
682
00:30:36,266 --> 00:30:40,033
(Che)When I first got my record deal,I became selfish.
683
00:30:40,033 --> 00:30:43,700
I forgot about Solomon,I forgot about Essence.
684
00:30:43,700 --> 00:30:45,133
I had to go offand be Rhymefest.
685
00:30:51,000 --> 00:30:52,367
I was 29.
686
00:30:52,367 --> 00:30:53,633
And I was goingthrough this thing
687
00:30:53,633 --> 00:30:57,133
where I felt like Iwas getting old.
688
00:30:57,133 --> 00:30:59,467
I tried to fuckeverything.
689
00:30:59,467 --> 00:31:00,567
I did fuck everything.
690
00:31:02,400 --> 00:31:03,633
(man) Rhymefest!
691
00:31:05,500 --> 00:31:07,367
(Che)Everything thatI worked for in my life
692
00:31:07,367 --> 00:31:10,000
was to not be like my father.
693
00:31:10,000 --> 00:31:11,567
I mean when Solomon'smom got pregnant,
694
00:31:11,567 --> 00:31:13,600
I was like,"I'm gonna be different
695
00:31:13,600 --> 00:31:15,033
"than the father I had.
696
00:31:15,033 --> 00:31:17,066
I'm going to bethe greatest father."
697
00:31:17,066 --> 00:31:18,400
Say, "Mama."
698
00:31:18,400 --> 00:31:22,000
But, boy howthe universe works.
699
00:31:22,000 --> 00:31:24,333
(phone ringing)
700
00:31:24,333 --> 00:31:25,500
(Joli) Hello?
701
00:31:25,500 --> 00:31:27,166
(Che)Hey, what's up?
702
00:31:27,166 --> 00:31:30,667
So what's, what's all of thisyou telling me about, like,
703
00:31:30,667 --> 00:31:32,667
you know, when I'm done.
704
00:31:34,266 --> 00:31:35,700
The text message youjust sent me.
705
00:31:35,700 --> 00:31:39,500
"What are yourintentions on raising Amina?"
706
00:31:39,500 --> 00:31:41,300
And it's just like...
707
00:31:50,533 --> 00:31:53,133
Hold on, but why--but, Joli, Joli, Joli.
708
00:31:53,133 --> 00:31:57,066
Number one, we have toget a DNA test.
709
00:31:57,066 --> 00:32:00,600
I-- that-that's something thatyou don't feel is important.
710
00:32:00,600 --> 00:32:02,033
You describe it as...
711
00:32:04,300 --> 00:32:06,767
No, I don't, becauseI'm looking at-- Joli.
712
00:32:06,767 --> 00:32:10,233
Joli, you gota brand-new ba--
713
00:32:10,233 --> 00:32:11,433
(disconnect beeping)
714
00:32:14,233 --> 00:32:16,033
(operator) Please leave your message for...
715
00:32:16,033 --> 00:32:17,367
(Joli) Joli.
716
00:32:19,567 --> 00:32:22,467
(Che)Joli is a womanthat I was dating
717
00:32:22,467 --> 00:32:25,000
right before I met Donnie.
718
00:32:25,000 --> 00:32:27,166
And when Joli gotpregnant,
719
00:32:27,166 --> 00:32:29,567
I was going throughstruggles, I was poor.
720
00:32:29,567 --> 00:32:32,300
I didn't want a baby.
721
00:32:32,300 --> 00:32:34,166
You know, and I told her, Isaid, you had this baby.
722
00:32:34,166 --> 00:32:36,066
This baby isgoing to be fatherless.
723
00:32:36,066 --> 00:32:38,300
You're going to go throughthis alone.
724
00:32:38,300 --> 00:32:40,734
But she hadthe child anyway.
725
00:32:40,734 --> 00:32:45,200
And so, for the first year,I wasn't there.
726
00:32:45,200 --> 00:32:47,667
But I called her and I said,okay, I'm going to do better.
727
00:32:47,667 --> 00:32:49,600
Try to come seethe baby.
728
00:32:49,600 --> 00:32:52,000
You know, I hadto explain it to my wife.
729
00:32:52,000 --> 00:32:54,066
Because during this yearand nine months
730
00:32:54,066 --> 00:32:56,400
I got married to Donnie.
731
00:32:56,400 --> 00:33:00,367
But, I found out some thingsthat made me not trust
732
00:33:00,367 --> 00:33:02,467
when she evensaid it was my child.
733
00:33:02,467 --> 00:33:04,734
(fast rewind)
734
00:33:04,734 --> 00:33:07,700
Like Amina doesn'tlook like me.
735
00:33:07,700 --> 00:33:11,133
And she doesn't movelike me or act like me.
736
00:33:11,133 --> 00:33:14,467
I mean, when I look at Essence,when I look at Solomon,
737
00:33:14,467 --> 00:33:16,767
I see myself,I feel myself.
738
00:33:16,767 --> 00:33:21,166
But when I look at Amina,I don't see me.
739
00:33:21,166 --> 00:33:23,667
But I'll tell you sinceI reunited with my father,
740
00:33:23,667 --> 00:33:25,700
I'm trying to do thingsdifferently,
741
00:33:25,700 --> 00:33:28,767
and I need to know,is she mine?
742
00:33:33,500 --> 00:33:35,233
(woman)Good morning, everybody.
743
00:33:35,233 --> 00:33:40,000
We're going to start thismorning with our earth science.
744
00:33:40,000 --> 00:33:44,100
And if you will turnto page 239.
745
00:33:44,100 --> 00:33:46,467
Do youhave it, Brian?
746
00:33:46,467 --> 00:33:47,734
No, not yet.
747
00:33:47,734 --> 00:33:52,500
Page 239.
748
00:33:52,500 --> 00:33:56,500
The earth science areais very, very enriching.
749
00:33:56,500 --> 00:34:00,333
And it is about rocksand mountains.
750
00:34:00,333 --> 00:34:02,367
And we're goingto be talking about
751
00:34:02,367 --> 00:34:06,333
the oceans of the worldand meteorology.
752
00:34:06,333 --> 00:34:08,667
I know you'venoticed on television
753
00:34:08,667 --> 00:34:11,000
that they aremeteorologists...
754
00:34:11,000 --> 00:34:14,533
♪ ♪
755
00:34:23,400 --> 00:34:26,166
(water running)
756
00:34:29,066 --> 00:34:30,133
(Kevin)Hey, Che, how are ya?
757
00:34:30,133 --> 00:34:31,266
(Che)Good, good.
758
00:34:31,266 --> 00:34:32,734
I want to talk to youabout my father.
759
00:34:32,734 --> 00:34:34,567
(Kevin)Health-wise, he'sin good shape.
760
00:34:34,567 --> 00:34:38,166
Mentally, he seems to be comingout of the fog and he's sharper.
761
00:34:38,166 --> 00:34:40,700
He just finished, uh, GEDclass so, uh, he knows
762
00:34:40,700 --> 00:34:43,200
that the next step he'scloser to getting that job.
763
00:34:43,200 --> 00:34:45,700
He's really looking forwardto finally being
764
00:34:45,700 --> 00:34:47,433
in his own littleone-bedroom apartment.
765
00:34:47,433 --> 00:34:48,600
He is.He really wants that so...
766
00:34:48,600 --> 00:34:50,667
He really wants that.
767
00:34:50,667 --> 00:34:52,734
Coming from 20years being homeless
768
00:34:52,734 --> 00:34:54,400
and being onthe streets,
769
00:34:54,400 --> 00:34:56,700
it is overwhelming, buthe's eager to get back to work.
770
00:34:56,700 --> 00:34:58,300
Yep.
771
00:34:58,300 --> 00:34:59,734
When I come around him, hedoesn't smell like alcohol.
772
00:34:59,734 --> 00:35:01,433
I know the difference ofwhen he's been drinking
773
00:35:01,433 --> 00:35:02,567
and when he hasn't.
774
00:35:02,567 --> 00:35:03,600
Something'smotivating him.
775
00:35:03,600 --> 00:35:04,567
Mm-hmm.
776
00:35:06,700 --> 00:35:08,300
(Brian)Come in!
777
00:35:08,300 --> 00:35:09,767
(Kevin)Hello, Brian....
778
00:35:09,767 --> 00:35:11,166
(Che)I brought you somestuff, man.
779
00:35:11,166 --> 00:35:12,166
Oh, man.
780
00:35:12,166 --> 00:35:13,166
Now, which bedis yours?
781
00:35:13,166 --> 00:35:14,333
That's my bedhere, man.
782
00:35:14,333 --> 00:35:15,600
Okay, okay.
783
00:35:15,600 --> 00:35:18,166
Hey, man, where, where'dyou get this here from?
784
00:35:18,166 --> 00:35:19,567
Somebody stoleyour mug.
785
00:35:19,567 --> 00:35:21,233
Yes, they did,they stole--
786
00:35:21,233 --> 00:35:23,467
Oh, man, this is better thanthe mug that they took, man.
787
00:35:23,467 --> 00:35:24,734
Yeah.And you can't have that
788
00:35:24,734 --> 00:35:25,734
without something to drink.
789
00:35:25,734 --> 00:35:27,066
So I brought yousome of these.
790
00:35:27,066 --> 00:35:29,000
Now this ain'tHawaiian Punch, but...
791
00:35:29,000 --> 00:35:31,200
Oh, hey, man, that'sjust as good.
792
00:35:31,200 --> 00:35:32,667
Deodorant, soap.
793
00:35:32,667 --> 00:35:34,700
Oh, man, man,thank you, son.
794
00:35:34,700 --> 00:35:36,200
Always.
795
00:35:36,200 --> 00:35:39,333
Oh, man, I just gotme a-a CD yesterday.
796
00:35:39,333 --> 00:35:41,133
That's from the damn'90s, man!
797
00:35:41,133 --> 00:35:42,467
Don't nobodyuse that no more.
798
00:35:42,467 --> 00:35:44,066
It only cost me,it only cost me $3.
799
00:35:44,066 --> 00:35:46,600
Three-- that's why,because nobody use it.
800
00:35:46,600 --> 00:35:48,066
I want to throw that shitout the window, man.
801
00:35:48,066 --> 00:35:49,200
Don't do it!
802
00:35:49,200 --> 00:35:50,333
(laughing)
803
00:35:50,333 --> 00:35:51,500
Where arewe going, man?
804
00:35:51,500 --> 00:35:52,600
Well, I wasthinking this.
805
00:35:52,600 --> 00:35:54,066
Me and you playchess, eat lunch.
806
00:35:54,066 --> 00:35:55,567
Yeah, let's do that.All right.
807
00:35:55,567 --> 00:35:57,467
Man, I been wanting to playyou for the longest, man.
808
00:35:57,467 --> 00:35:59,300
Let's get it.
809
00:35:59,300 --> 00:36:01,333
You beenavoiding me.You've been avoiding me!
810
00:36:01,333 --> 00:36:02,667
Ain't no moreavoiding.
811
00:36:02,667 --> 00:36:04,400
When was the last timeyou beat me, man?
812
00:36:04,400 --> 00:36:05,734
(Che)Today.Yee!
813
00:36:05,734 --> 00:36:07,100
(Che laughing)
814
00:36:07,100 --> 00:36:09,633
♪ ♪
815
00:36:09,633 --> 00:36:10,700
Scaring me, man.
816
00:36:10,700 --> 00:36:12,667
Don't be scared,just be ready.
817
00:36:12,667 --> 00:36:14,000
I gotta befocused.
818
00:36:14,000 --> 00:36:17,533
Let's see what happenswhen you focus.
819
00:36:17,533 --> 00:36:18,667
Oh, no, no.
820
00:36:18,667 --> 00:36:19,633
I got totake that.
821
00:36:21,400 --> 00:36:22,433
Holy!
822
00:36:22,433 --> 00:36:24,233
(laughing)
823
00:36:24,233 --> 00:36:26,767
(Brian)I learned how to playchess at an early age.
824
00:36:26,767 --> 00:36:29,633
And that's my favoritegame, chess.
825
00:36:29,633 --> 00:36:30,667
Out of check.
826
00:36:30,667 --> 00:36:32,266
Chess is like life.
827
00:36:32,266 --> 00:36:34,133
It's like youthe king and whatnot.
828
00:36:34,133 --> 00:36:36,467
And every piece onthat chessboard
829
00:36:36,467 --> 00:36:38,667
is supposed toprotect the king.
830
00:36:38,667 --> 00:36:40,200
Every piece.
831
00:36:40,200 --> 00:36:41,567
I ain't gonnaplay with you.
832
00:36:41,567 --> 00:36:43,333
And every piece isyour family.
833
00:36:43,333 --> 00:36:47,567
Your family can help youor your family can kill you.
834
00:36:47,567 --> 00:36:51,300
But, uh, I'm defending myselfat the same time.
835
00:36:51,300 --> 00:36:55,133
I'm protectingmyself at all costs.
836
00:36:55,133 --> 00:36:58,266
♪ ♪
837
00:37:04,600 --> 00:37:07,266
(Che)♪ Straight out of high schoolwe didn't know what to do ♪
838
00:37:07,266 --> 00:37:10,000
♪ Wanted to go to collegebut no money was nothing new ♪
839
00:37:10,000 --> 00:37:14,066
♪ Wanted to get away go see theworld and do something new... ♪
840
00:37:14,066 --> 00:37:15,400
Hey, do you thinkI'm famous?
841
00:37:15,400 --> 00:37:17,433
Yeah!
842
00:37:17,433 --> 00:37:19,467
Like, when my album first cameout, I couldn't go nowhere, man.
843
00:37:19,467 --> 00:37:21,066
Oh, man.
844
00:37:21,066 --> 00:37:23,633
Now see, that's why--that's why I got that CD.
845
00:37:23,633 --> 00:37:26,667
I know you got some, some,some of your first, uh,
846
00:37:26,667 --> 00:37:28,433
rapping thingsand whatnot.
847
00:37:28,433 --> 00:37:31,667
I want to hear, I want to beable to hold on one of your CDs.
848
00:37:31,667 --> 00:37:33,033
Man, you're noteven going to understand
849
00:37:33,033 --> 00:37:34,433
what I'm talking about.
850
00:37:34,433 --> 00:37:36,633
I want to be able to singthe song just like you do.
851
00:37:36,633 --> 00:37:38,734
I want to play that thingover and over and over
852
00:37:38,734 --> 00:37:40,367
and over andover and over.
853
00:37:40,367 --> 00:37:42,500
Until I say I don't wantto hear no more, you know.
854
00:37:42,500 --> 00:37:43,667
That's what I done did.
855
00:37:43,667 --> 00:37:46,033
(laughing)
856
00:37:46,033 --> 00:37:49,166
♪ ♪
857
00:37:49,166 --> 00:37:50,533
(Brian)"Blue Collar", aye?
858
00:37:50,533 --> 00:37:54,033
(Che)That was the nameof my first album.
859
00:37:54,033 --> 00:37:55,133
This, like, allthe crowds,
860
00:37:55,133 --> 00:37:58,066
all the peopleI performed for.
861
00:37:58,066 --> 00:37:59,300
And that's me andEminem battling.
862
00:37:59,300 --> 00:38:02,667
Yeah, yeahI seen this one.
863
00:38:02,667 --> 00:38:05,266
Rhymefest...
864
00:38:05,266 --> 00:38:06,300
You know who that is?
865
00:38:06,300 --> 00:38:08,367
Kanye West.
866
00:38:08,367 --> 00:38:10,433
(Che rapping)
867
00:38:14,066 --> 00:38:19,166
I've known Kanyesince I was like 16, 17.
868
00:38:19,166 --> 00:38:21,333
...throw them up in the air
869
00:38:21,333 --> 00:38:25,200
Let them all come down... right there...
870
00:38:25,200 --> 00:38:28,400
(Che)I met Kanye because hecame up to me and was like,
871
00:38:28,400 --> 00:38:31,266
yo, you one of the toprappers in the city.
872
00:38:31,266 --> 00:38:32,767
The one thingyou're missing is tracks.
873
00:38:32,767 --> 00:38:35,767
You need beats and I gottracks and I got beats.
874
00:38:35,767 --> 00:38:38,200
♪ Kanye to the unh West ♪
875
00:38:38,200 --> 00:38:41,000
♪ Said you from the outfit I told her yes ♪
876
00:38:41,000 --> 00:38:43,433
(Che)And I tell my friendsabout him, and I be like,
877
00:38:43,433 --> 00:38:46,100
there's this really arrogantdude named Kanye.
878
00:38:46,100 --> 00:38:48,033
And he's crazy and he's...
879
00:38:48,033 --> 00:38:50,400
And Kanye heard that I wastalking mess about him.
880
00:38:50,400 --> 00:38:52,400
And he came over myhouse, he called me one day.
881
00:38:52,400 --> 00:38:54,100
He said, "Yo, I'm going tocome pick you up,
882
00:38:54,100 --> 00:38:55,433
let's go out and kick it."
883
00:38:55,433 --> 00:38:57,367
And we havelike the best time.
884
00:38:57,367 --> 00:39:01,100
Went girl hunting, and laughedand rapped and all of this.
885
00:39:01,100 --> 00:39:03,400
And when he droppedme off, he said, you know,
886
00:39:03,400 --> 00:39:05,767
"We picked you up 'cause we weregonna jump you and beat you up,
887
00:39:05,767 --> 00:39:07,333
"and leave you somewhere.
888
00:39:07,333 --> 00:39:09,734
But, like, you'reactually a cool dude."
889
00:39:09,734 --> 00:39:13,100
We've been friends likebrothers ever since.
890
00:39:13,100 --> 00:39:15,367
("Jesus Walks" playing)
891
00:39:15,367 --> 00:39:18,467
Somebody had gaveme a tape.
892
00:39:18,467 --> 00:39:21,066
And the tape hadthis gospel song on it.
893
00:39:21,066 --> 00:39:24,000
(singing with song)And it was, like,♪ Jesus walks ♪
894
00:39:24,000 --> 00:39:28,000
♪ Jesus walkswith me, with me ♪
895
00:39:28,000 --> 00:39:30,300
It really shookme up.
896
00:39:30,300 --> 00:39:33,133
Brought me to tears.
897
00:39:33,133 --> 00:39:35,233
And I said Kanye,I called him up.
898
00:39:35,233 --> 00:39:37,200
I said yougotta hear this song.
899
00:39:37,200 --> 00:39:39,100
♪ Jesus Walks... ♪
900
00:39:39,100 --> 00:39:40,734
He said, "Oh, my God."
901
00:39:40,734 --> 00:39:43,200
♪ Because the devil tryingto break me down... ♪
902
00:39:43,200 --> 00:39:45,000
We must writethis immediately.
903
00:39:45,000 --> 00:39:46,467
♪ Harass and arrest us ♪
904
00:39:46,467 --> 00:39:48,400
♪ Saying we eat pieces ofshit like you ♪
905
00:39:48,400 --> 00:39:49,633
♪ For breakfast unh ♪
906
00:39:49,633 --> 00:39:51,133
♪ Y'all eat pieces of shit... ♪
907
00:39:51,133 --> 00:39:52,000
(Che)He said,I want you to know
908
00:39:52,000 --> 00:39:53,433
this is for my album.
909
00:39:53,433 --> 00:39:55,467
But, I'm going togive you credit on it.
910
00:39:55,467 --> 00:39:57,300
And we're going to writeit together.
911
00:39:57,300 --> 00:39:59,066
'Cause it wasoriginally for my demo
912
00:39:59,066 --> 00:40:00,133
for me to get arecord deal.
913
00:40:00,133 --> 00:40:02,467
Kanye West.
914
00:40:02,467 --> 00:40:05,100
(Che)It was up forBest Rap Song of the Year.
915
00:40:05,100 --> 00:40:08,000
And everybody who helped writethe rap song gets a Grammy.
916
00:40:08,000 --> 00:40:11,033
And I was likeyo, it's dope, dope.
917
00:40:11,033 --> 00:40:12,567
Yo, this is Rhymefest.
918
00:40:12,567 --> 00:40:14,300
Right now you need to dropwhat you're doing.
919
00:40:14,300 --> 00:40:16,266
Punch out and goclock my new album.
920
00:40:16,266 --> 00:40:18,000
"Blue Collar."
921
00:40:18,000 --> 00:40:21,333
Time magazine named this albumof the six summer albums
922
00:40:21,333 --> 00:40:24,700
to play nice and loud with thesong "Fever" from his debut CD.
923
00:40:24,700 --> 00:40:27,033
Rhymefest!
924
00:40:27,033 --> 00:40:29,200
♪ ...Stuffy head coldleaving you aching... ♪
925
00:40:29,200 --> 00:40:31,767
I put out Blue CollarJuly of 2006.
926
00:40:31,767 --> 00:40:34,300
♪ Rhymefest coming through ♪
927
00:40:34,300 --> 00:40:37,066
♪ Jimmy Kimmel next timelet me sit on the couch yo ♪
928
00:40:37,066 --> 00:40:39,333
It was highly anticipated.
929
00:40:39,333 --> 00:40:40,433
♪ Fever ♪
930
00:40:40,433 --> 00:40:41,633
♪ Put your hands in the sky ♪
931
00:40:41,633 --> 00:40:44,367
♪ Fever ♪
932
00:40:44,367 --> 00:40:49,200
And we came out withthe album, and it bombed.
933
00:40:49,200 --> 00:40:51,633
It-- it bombed.
934
00:40:51,633 --> 00:40:54,734
(sighing)
935
00:40:54,734 --> 00:40:57,400
♪ This isthe story of a comeback ♪
936
00:40:57,400 --> 00:41:00,033
♪ Know a lot of hatersdon't want that ♪
937
00:41:00,033 --> 00:41:02,633
♪ Now I don't actI overreact ♪
938
00:41:02,633 --> 00:41:05,533
♪ That is the shitthey wanted me back ♪
939
00:41:05,533 --> 00:41:07,266
♪ In the streets... tell 'em. ♪
940
00:41:07,266 --> 00:41:10,233
♪ Don't tell 'em...Tell 'em... ♪
941
00:41:10,233 --> 00:41:13,033
(phone ringing)
942
00:41:13,033 --> 00:41:14,533
Hey, what's up.
943
00:41:14,533 --> 00:41:15,467
(woman) I was returning your phone call
944
00:41:15,467 --> 00:41:16,700
from the other day.
945
00:41:16,700 --> 00:41:19,533
Yeah, uh, doI have court Friday?
946
00:41:23,066 --> 00:41:25,433
'Cause, you know,I paid last month.
947
00:41:25,433 --> 00:41:27,300
But when it went up,
948
00:41:27,300 --> 00:41:30,333
like it had kind of made mefall behind in child support.
949
00:41:30,333 --> 00:41:33,200
So right now, I'm a,I'm a month behind.
950
00:41:33,200 --> 00:41:35,467
But, I'm going tocatch that up pretty soon.
951
00:41:40,233 --> 00:41:43,033
All right, well, thank youfor your help, goodbye.
952
00:41:43,033 --> 00:41:44,667
Bye, Che.
953
00:41:44,667 --> 00:41:47,166
You know, people ask whathappened to all your money.
954
00:41:47,166 --> 00:41:49,233
Where is all your money?
955
00:41:49,233 --> 00:41:51,266
When these recordlabels give you a check,
956
00:41:51,266 --> 00:41:54,433
the one thing they don't giveyou is-- and a lot of rappers
957
00:41:54,433 --> 00:41:57,433
and young guys fromthe hood never had,
958
00:41:57,433 --> 00:42:00,300
was financial training.
959
00:42:00,300 --> 00:42:01,467
You know what I mean?
960
00:42:01,467 --> 00:42:04,166
I bought housesthat got foreclosed on.
961
00:42:04,166 --> 00:42:05,400
I bought cars.
962
00:42:05,400 --> 00:42:07,734
You know, Iinvested in my career.
963
00:42:07,734 --> 00:42:11,734
You know, there were times whenthere was no record label.
964
00:42:11,734 --> 00:42:14,567
I had to press upCDs and give them away.
965
00:42:14,567 --> 00:42:20,133
Pay to go on tours and you know,try to get things restarted.
966
00:42:20,133 --> 00:42:22,166
And I had to keepup that reputation
967
00:42:22,166 --> 00:42:26,133
that nothing's wrong,everything is good.
968
00:42:26,133 --> 00:42:29,300
I got it.
969
00:42:29,300 --> 00:42:30,533
That's a partof being a man.
970
00:42:37,567 --> 00:42:41,066
This is Che Rhymefest Smithfilling in for Matt McGill.
971
00:42:41,066 --> 00:42:45,667
And it is truly a family affairas we discuss black fatherhood.
972
00:42:45,667 --> 00:42:49,000
And in this discussion with me,I got my father and my son.
973
00:42:49,000 --> 00:42:50,700
Three generationsof black men.
974
00:42:50,700 --> 00:42:53,166
We're going to go toa caller on the South side.
975
00:42:53,166 --> 00:42:55,333
David, you have a quick--you there, David?
976
00:42:55,333 --> 00:42:57,100
(David) Yeah, how you doing Rhymefest?
977
00:42:57,100 --> 00:42:59,700
I'm a first generation father because my father,
978
00:42:59,700 --> 00:43:02,533
I consider him a bum because he didn't do
979
00:43:02,533 --> 00:43:06,433
what he needed to do as a man to raise his child.
980
00:43:06,433 --> 00:43:08,300
I'm not trying to put your father on the spot,
981
00:43:08,300 --> 00:43:09,400
but I would like to ask him,
982
00:43:09,400 --> 00:43:10,700
what does it take for a man
983
00:43:10,700 --> 00:43:12,200
to walk away from his child?
984
00:43:12,200 --> 00:43:15,600
It-it wasn't notmeant for me to do that.
985
00:43:15,600 --> 00:43:17,700
The thing was thingswas hard, and David,
986
00:43:17,700 --> 00:43:20,467
I'm sorry thatyour-- father, you know,
987
00:43:20,467 --> 00:43:22,600
didn't come through foryou but you know what?
988
00:43:22,600 --> 00:43:26,734
You need to go see him andfind him like my son found me.
989
00:43:26,734 --> 00:43:29,033
I just want to sayto David,
990
00:43:29,033 --> 00:43:31,700
you can never have a properrelationship with your children
991
00:43:31,700 --> 00:43:33,467
until you learnto forgive.
992
00:43:33,467 --> 00:43:35,166
(beep)
993
00:43:35,166 --> 00:43:36,667
I want to take anothercaller, let's go to Faheem.
994
00:43:36,667 --> 00:43:40,133
(Faheem) God meant for boys to have fathers.
995
00:43:40,133 --> 00:43:42,233
Boys need fathers.
996
00:43:42,233 --> 00:43:43,633
Father knows best.
997
00:43:43,633 --> 00:43:45,166
(woman) My father was an alcoholic
998
00:43:45,166 --> 00:43:46,467
but he was still there for his family.
999
00:43:46,467 --> 00:43:48,066
And that's why I'm making that statement.
1000
00:43:48,066 --> 00:43:50,100
We need our men in our lives.
1001
00:43:50,100 --> 00:43:54,667
(man) There are no excuses for any man to abandon their children.
1002
00:43:54,667 --> 00:43:59,500
If you can survive on the street and homeless,
1003
00:43:59,500 --> 00:44:01,600
then you could have survived with your children.
1004
00:44:09,367 --> 00:44:11,066
(Che)See, you knewyour dad, man.
1005
00:44:11,066 --> 00:44:12,500
You spent timewith him.
1006
00:44:12,500 --> 00:44:16,133
You grew up with him, badgood, whatever the times was.
1007
00:44:16,133 --> 00:44:17,500
Y'all have.
1008
00:44:17,500 --> 00:44:21,266
But see, if you'd seenhow my dad was, man...
1009
00:44:21,266 --> 00:44:23,033
He wasn't apretty picture.
1010
00:44:23,033 --> 00:44:24,266
Why?
1011
00:44:24,266 --> 00:44:26,266
Some things he-- youknow done to me man,
1012
00:44:26,266 --> 00:44:27,700
I wouldn't do tomy enemy.
1013
00:44:27,700 --> 00:44:30,767
Man, he put, he put, youknow, shotguns to your head.
1014
00:44:30,767 --> 00:44:32,233
Not his kids?
1015
00:44:32,233 --> 00:44:34,166
Oh, yeah.Over what?
1016
00:44:34,166 --> 00:44:37,100
About 45 cents was missing outof his pockets and whatnot.
1017
00:44:37,100 --> 00:44:38,233
And he don'tknow what happen--
1018
00:44:38,233 --> 00:44:41,233
45 cents?45 cents.
1019
00:44:41,233 --> 00:44:42,633
Oh, man.
1020
00:44:42,633 --> 00:44:44,400
Back in the days
1021
00:44:44,400 --> 00:44:47,266
we used to have to hangfrom these pipes and whatnot.
1022
00:44:47,266 --> 00:44:48,767
All night long.
1023
00:44:48,767 --> 00:44:50,400
That was yourpunishment?
1024
00:44:50,400 --> 00:44:51,500
That wasmy punishment.
1025
00:44:51,500 --> 00:44:53,567
How could you love somebodylike that, man.
1026
00:44:53,567 --> 00:44:55,266
There you go,tell me that.
1027
00:44:55,266 --> 00:44:56,233
You tell me that.
1028
00:44:59,233 --> 00:45:00,266
Yeah.
1029
00:45:04,633 --> 00:45:05,767
Daddy.
1030
00:45:05,767 --> 00:45:07,033
(Che)Hey, boo.
1031
00:45:07,033 --> 00:45:08,166
(Brian)Hey, hey.
1032
00:45:08,166 --> 00:45:09,233
You know whothis is?
1033
00:45:09,233 --> 00:45:12,300
This my dad,this my dad.
1034
00:45:12,300 --> 00:45:13,700
Grandpa!
1035
00:45:23,233 --> 00:45:25,000
(Brian reading quietly)
1036
00:45:26,367 --> 00:45:27,600
(Brian)Yeah, I goto school.
1037
00:45:27,600 --> 00:45:28,667
(Che)What kind of fishyou want?
1038
00:45:28,667 --> 00:45:30,400
Uh, get mecatfish.
1039
00:45:30,400 --> 00:45:31,667
(Essence)I didn't know youlike catfish.
1040
00:45:31,667 --> 00:45:33,533
I love catfish, too.
1041
00:45:33,533 --> 00:45:35,333
You do, you gonna havesome catfish with me?...
1042
00:45:35,333 --> 00:45:37,567
Uh-huh.I see.
1043
00:45:37,567 --> 00:45:42,266
(Che)If this is true, that like hegets a GED, he stops drinking,
1044
00:45:42,266 --> 00:45:44,633
it's the most amazing thingI've ever seen,
1045
00:45:44,633 --> 00:45:46,467
like thatI never expected.
1046
00:45:46,467 --> 00:45:49,000
And-and, man I gota father.
1047
00:45:49,000 --> 00:45:50,133
Like a real father.
1048
00:46:04,600 --> 00:46:06,300
(Judith)I don't thinkwe've officially met.
1049
00:46:06,300 --> 00:46:08,567
My name is Judith Ball, Centerfor Workforce Development.
1050
00:46:08,567 --> 00:46:11,166
Um, Kevin was kindenough to give me your resume,
1051
00:46:11,166 --> 00:46:13,667
so can you just answer a coupleof these questions
1052
00:46:13,667 --> 00:46:15,033
for me real quick?(Brian)Sure, sure will.
1053
00:46:15,033 --> 00:46:16,200
What's your date of birth?
1054
00:46:16,200 --> 00:46:18,500
11-24-58.
1055
00:46:18,500 --> 00:46:19,700
Are you a veteran, sir?
1056
00:46:19,700 --> 00:46:21,166
No.
1057
00:46:21,166 --> 00:46:22,700
And do you havea driver's license?No.
1058
00:46:22,700 --> 00:46:25,367
When was the last time thatyou had a job interview?
1059
00:46:25,367 --> 00:46:30,767
Well, I... I mean, I've beenout of a job for about 20 years.
1060
00:46:30,767 --> 00:46:33,166
Right, so you didn't get a lotof interview chances, huh?
1061
00:46:33,166 --> 00:46:34,667
(laughing)
1062
00:46:34,667 --> 00:46:36,500
No, I didn't get--I didn't have too many chances.
1063
00:46:36,500 --> 00:46:38,066
Do you have a criminalbackground of any kind?
1064
00:46:38,066 --> 00:46:39,200
No, no criminal...
1065
00:46:39,200 --> 00:46:40,433
You've never beenin trouble?
1066
00:46:40,433 --> 00:46:41,633
I've been in trouble,
1067
00:46:41,633 --> 00:46:43,066
but I don't haveno criminal background.
1068
00:46:43,066 --> 00:46:45,433
I never been convictedof any crime.
1069
00:46:45,433 --> 00:46:47,300
Okay.
1070
00:46:47,300 --> 00:46:49,066
So how much clean timedo you have right now?
1071
00:46:49,066 --> 00:46:50,433
Clean time?
1072
00:46:50,433 --> 00:46:52,700
Well, uh, fromthis day to here.
1073
00:46:52,700 --> 00:46:55,467
So, you got about two--2-1/2 months.
1074
00:46:55,467 --> 00:46:56,500
Right.
1075
00:46:56,500 --> 00:46:58,133
Okay, that's great!
1076
00:46:58,133 --> 00:47:00,066
It's like, you know,I'm still dreaming.
1077
00:47:00,066 --> 00:47:01,767
(Kevin)Right.(laughing)
1078
00:47:01,767 --> 00:47:03,066
(Judith) Have a great day.(Brian) All right, you too.
1079
00:47:11,600 --> 00:47:14,233
I've been heretwo months man, ooh-wee.
1080
00:47:14,233 --> 00:47:17,633
It only seem likeabout two weeks.
1081
00:47:17,633 --> 00:47:19,433
I ain't drinking.
1082
00:47:19,433 --> 00:47:21,266
I'm clearing up,my skin is clearing up.
1083
00:47:21,266 --> 00:47:23,133
I'm gaining weight.
1084
00:47:23,133 --> 00:47:25,500
Man, if I go around people that,you know, that I hang around,
1085
00:47:25,500 --> 00:47:28,400
they wouldn'teven recognize me.
1086
00:47:28,400 --> 00:47:32,000
They'd say..."Brian is that you?!"
1087
00:47:32,000 --> 00:47:33,600
(laughing)
1088
00:47:33,600 --> 00:47:36,633
Man, they say... you lookingbetter and better every day.
1089
00:47:36,633 --> 00:47:39,567
Every day youlooking better and better.
1090
00:47:39,567 --> 00:47:43,200
I say and youcould, too.
1091
00:47:43,200 --> 00:47:47,000
All you got to dois follow the rules.
1092
00:47:47,000 --> 00:47:49,533
Man, it's hard, butthis is the thing
1093
00:47:49,533 --> 00:47:51,734
that gets me alongfrom not drinking.
1094
00:47:51,734 --> 00:47:54,533
You know, I fillthis up with with pop.
1095
00:47:54,533 --> 00:47:59,066
And... hey,I'm cool.
1096
00:47:59,066 --> 00:48:00,300
I'm straight.
1097
00:48:00,300 --> 00:48:04,133
♪ ♪
1098
00:48:07,700 --> 00:48:10,200
(Brian)I'm going to pickup my boy, Wayne.
1099
00:48:10,200 --> 00:48:12,133
One of my best friends.
1100
00:48:12,133 --> 00:48:14,667
Me and him, you know, we-we-we hanged out a long, long--
1101
00:48:14,667 --> 00:48:17,600
It's like,we like Laurel and Hardy.
1102
00:48:17,600 --> 00:48:19,000
(horn honking)
1103
00:48:19,000 --> 00:48:20,133
Right there.
1104
00:48:20,133 --> 00:48:21,033
Hey, buzz buzzin!
1105
00:48:35,400 --> 00:48:39,133
(Brian)Man, you can't be doingthat shit, man, damn.
1106
00:48:39,133 --> 00:48:41,166
You fucking me up, man.
1107
00:48:41,166 --> 00:48:44,166
Shit. If I hadn't known you beenlike this here man, damn.
1108
00:48:44,166 --> 00:48:45,300
Hey, man!
1109
00:48:45,300 --> 00:48:47,433
Hey, hold on,hold on, hold on.
1110
00:48:47,433 --> 00:48:49,166
Don't come inhere, man.
1111
00:48:49,166 --> 00:48:50,500
I got to check what'sin that cup first.(laughing)
1112
00:48:50,500 --> 00:48:51,700
All right.It's agua.
1113
00:48:51,700 --> 00:48:53,000
You in here.
1114
00:48:53,000 --> 00:48:54,033
It's agua.
1115
00:48:54,033 --> 00:48:55,433
(laughing)
1116
00:48:55,433 --> 00:48:58,266
Come on, man, don'tbe scared.
1117
00:48:58,266 --> 00:48:59,300
Come on, man.
1118
00:48:59,300 --> 00:49:00,700
Come toyour buddy's crib.
1119
00:49:00,700 --> 00:49:02,166
How you feelin', man?
1120
00:49:02,166 --> 00:49:03,633
Hey, do me a favor.
1121
00:49:03,633 --> 00:49:05,600
Uh, go back andwash your hands
1122
00:49:05,600 --> 00:49:06,700
so we can get readyto eat, y'all.
1123
00:49:06,700 --> 00:49:08,767
(Brian)Yeah, yeah.
1124
00:49:08,767 --> 00:49:11,667
Let me show you wherethe washroom at.
1125
00:49:11,667 --> 00:49:13,433
Man, controlyourself man.
1126
00:49:13,433 --> 00:49:15,200
I know, you knowwhat I...
1127
00:49:15,200 --> 00:49:17,433
Oh man.
1128
00:49:17,433 --> 00:49:19,166
I should haverolled them back
1129
00:49:19,166 --> 00:49:21,066
to see how my boyWayne was doing.
1130
00:49:21,066 --> 00:49:22,600
How hewas feeling.
1131
00:49:22,600 --> 00:49:24,600
I didn't know he wasfeeling that good today.
1132
00:49:29,734 --> 00:49:31,467
That's my boy.
1133
00:49:31,467 --> 00:49:37,667
And I used to, I used to actlike that boy back in the days.
1134
00:49:37,667 --> 00:49:42,133
Man, that's somedifferent day, though.
1135
00:49:42,133 --> 00:49:43,500
(Che)What's goingon with you, man?
1136
00:49:43,500 --> 00:49:45,133
I'm just, I'm just..
1137
00:49:45,133 --> 00:49:47,467
What's the wordI'm looking for?
1138
00:49:47,467 --> 00:49:48,600
I don't know whatthe word is.
1139
00:49:48,600 --> 00:49:52,000
What's the wordyou're looking for?
1140
00:49:52,000 --> 00:49:57,734
Situation, it ain't-it ain't-it ain't...
1141
00:49:57,734 --> 00:49:59,667
Okay, what I'mtrying to say--
1142
00:49:59,667 --> 00:50:03,367
Why youquestioning me?
1143
00:50:03,367 --> 00:50:05,233
Brian?Yes?
1144
00:50:05,233 --> 00:50:06,400
What's up withyour man?
1145
00:50:06,400 --> 00:50:08,033
(laughing)
1146
00:50:08,033 --> 00:50:11,133
Yeah, he want to, hewant to know the truth.
1147
00:50:11,133 --> 00:50:12,633
Why nigga is tripping.
1148
00:50:12,633 --> 00:50:15,033
Che, he's a nut,man, you know.
1149
00:50:15,033 --> 00:50:16,567
I know he a nutfrom day one.
1150
00:50:16,567 --> 00:50:18,266
Now you feel me.
1151
00:50:18,266 --> 00:50:19,367
(laughing)
1152
00:50:19,367 --> 00:50:20,500
Now you feel me.
1153
00:50:20,500 --> 00:50:21,500
This your bestfriend.
1154
00:50:21,500 --> 00:50:22,500
This my bestfriend.
1155
00:50:22,500 --> 00:50:23,600
He's confused.
1156
00:50:23,600 --> 00:50:25,000
I'll tell youwhat though.
1157
00:50:25,000 --> 00:50:25,767
What that?
1158
00:50:25,767 --> 00:50:27,300
I'm glad youmy father.
1159
00:50:27,300 --> 00:50:28,667
Yeah, oh, man.
1160
00:50:28,667 --> 00:50:30,033
You know what I'mtalking, you know...
1161
00:50:30,033 --> 00:50:33,066
Would you shut up.
1162
00:50:33,066 --> 00:50:34,233
I got to get somepaper towels, man.
1163
00:50:34,233 --> 00:50:35,700
Yeah.
1164
00:50:35,700 --> 00:50:37,233
Boy, you are lostin space, ain't you?
1165
00:50:39,100 --> 00:50:40,100
Wasted.
1166
00:50:40,100 --> 00:50:41,700
Yeah.
1167
00:50:41,700 --> 00:50:44,100
Man, you, yousomething else, man.
1168
00:50:44,100 --> 00:50:46,333
(Wayne)But, you know, I gon',you know...
1169
00:50:46,333 --> 00:50:47,533
(mumbling)
1170
00:50:55,266 --> 00:50:57,033
(Kevin)The first step youhave to realize that
1171
00:50:57,033 --> 00:51:00,100
you're not in control ofyour life anymore.
1172
00:51:00,100 --> 00:51:03,033
Alcohol, cocaine, drugs,whatever your disease is.
1173
00:51:03,033 --> 00:51:06,033
It's biggerthan you.
1174
00:51:06,033 --> 00:51:07,400
When youfirst get sober,
1175
00:51:07,400 --> 00:51:10,133
you have this feelingof, I got this.
1176
00:51:10,133 --> 00:51:12,533
I'm never going togo back to that lifestyle.
1177
00:51:12,533 --> 00:51:14,367
But at the endof the day,
1178
00:51:14,367 --> 00:51:17,667
the age that you start usingmarijuana, cocaine, and alcohol
1179
00:51:17,667 --> 00:51:21,000
is the age that you stopdeveloping mentally.
1180
00:51:21,000 --> 00:51:22,567
I mean, that's why yousee a lot of these people
1181
00:51:22,567 --> 00:51:24,000
that are older andimmature.
1182
00:51:24,000 --> 00:51:26,133
But how is it thathe's going cold turkey.
1183
00:51:26,133 --> 00:51:27,600
And I'm concernedabout that.
1184
00:51:27,600 --> 00:51:29,166
Like he goes andhangs with the guys
1185
00:51:29,166 --> 00:51:31,166
that he was hanging withwhen he was drinking
1186
00:51:31,166 --> 00:51:32,433
and they'restill homeless.
1187
00:51:32,433 --> 00:51:34,133
And they're drinkingand he says,
1188
00:51:34,133 --> 00:51:37,233
"Well, I just pretendthat my Hawaiian punch is,
1189
00:51:37,233 --> 00:51:39,433
is the Richards,you know? "
1190
00:51:39,433 --> 00:51:41,300
How is thisworking that he's not--
1191
00:51:41,300 --> 00:51:43,300
It seems like he's a littleahead of his time on this.
1192
00:51:43,300 --> 00:51:45,567
He hasn't gone through theups and downs and the emotional.
1193
00:51:45,567 --> 00:51:47,333
Yeah.Everything's calm, cool.
1194
00:51:47,333 --> 00:51:48,667
I'm gonna get a job,I'm gonna get an apartment.
1195
00:51:48,667 --> 00:51:50,033
Does thatworry you?
1196
00:51:50,033 --> 00:51:52,700
It's-it's...
1197
00:51:52,700 --> 00:51:54,433
mind boggling at somepoint, I mean, Che.
1198
00:51:54,433 --> 00:51:55,734
Yeah.
1199
00:51:55,734 --> 00:51:57,734
But it can happen,it's not unheard of.
1200
00:51:57,734 --> 00:52:00,033
I mean, maybe there'ssomething going on deeper,
1201
00:52:00,033 --> 00:52:02,233
peeling back the layers ofthe onion with him.
1202
00:52:02,233 --> 00:52:04,500
He's got some stuff that hewants to get off his chest
1203
00:52:04,500 --> 00:52:06,133
that he's harboring.
1204
00:52:06,133 --> 00:52:08,000
But you can't readanother person's mind.
1205
00:52:08,000 --> 00:52:08,700
Yeah.
1206
00:52:13,233 --> 00:52:14,633
Let me show you,let me show you.
1207
00:52:14,633 --> 00:52:16,200
Look at my wheelsout there.
1208
00:52:16,200 --> 00:52:17,200
That's youright there?
1209
00:52:17,200 --> 00:52:18,767
That be me, man.
1210
00:52:18,767 --> 00:52:20,266
Aw, this niceright here, man.
1211
00:52:20,266 --> 00:52:21,333
This up, man.
1212
00:52:21,333 --> 00:52:22,433
Brakes aregood?
1213
00:52:22,433 --> 00:52:23,467
Yes, sir.
1214
00:52:23,467 --> 00:52:25,200
And thegears work.
1215
00:52:25,200 --> 00:52:26,600
So how'd you getyour bike?
1216
00:52:26,600 --> 00:52:28,467
Over there by whereWayne be at.
1217
00:52:28,467 --> 00:52:30,100
Sold it for $15.
1218
00:52:30,100 --> 00:52:31,600
Keep it locked up sodon't nobody try to get it.
1219
00:52:31,600 --> 00:52:33,433
Yes, sir, man,I got to.
1220
00:52:33,433 --> 00:52:35,266
Let me get out of herebefore it rains, man.All right, man.
1221
00:52:35,266 --> 00:52:37,600
Walk me to this back door,if you don't mind.I sure will.
1222
00:52:37,600 --> 00:52:40,000
I'll make sure thatthey don't jump you, man.
1223
00:52:40,000 --> 00:52:41,333
(laughing)
1224
00:52:41,333 --> 00:52:45,133
♪ ♪
1225
00:52:45,133 --> 00:52:47,734
(Brian)What a day,what a day.
1226
00:52:47,734 --> 00:52:49,734
This is great,this is beautiful.
1227
00:52:59,600 --> 00:53:01,233
(phone ringing)
1228
00:53:03,300 --> 00:53:04,500
(Che) Hello?
1229
00:53:14,266 --> 00:53:17,200
(Brian) And I'm scared to go outside now, you know how come?
1230
00:53:17,200 --> 00:53:20,333
If I go outside, man, the way I'm feeling.
1231
00:53:20,333 --> 00:53:24,066
Man, I'm, I'm ready to get my groove on, man.
1232
00:53:24,066 --> 00:53:25,767
(Che) You get your groove on,
1233
00:53:25,767 --> 00:53:28,166
and I think you know what happens, man.
1234
00:53:28,166 --> 00:53:30,033
You-you lose everything.
1235
00:53:30,033 --> 00:53:31,600
(Brian) Oh, man.
1236
00:53:31,600 --> 00:53:33,400
(Che) Everything that me and you been building,
1237
00:53:33,400 --> 00:53:35,533
it don't mean shit if you relapse.
1238
00:53:35,533 --> 00:53:38,000
I'm asking you not to have a drink.
1239
00:53:38,000 --> 00:53:41,400
I will get you a bike, man, I will get you a bike.
1240
00:53:41,400 --> 00:53:44,000
Just relax.
1241
00:53:44,000 --> 00:53:46,567
(water running)
1242
00:53:46,567 --> 00:53:48,700
(Brian) All right, all right.
1243
00:53:48,700 --> 00:53:50,467
(Che) Listen, man.
1244
00:53:50,467 --> 00:53:53,133
I love you, I love you, I love you with all my heart.
1245
00:54:13,533 --> 00:54:14,567
(Brian)What's up, Craig?
1246
00:54:14,567 --> 00:54:15,333
Hey, what's up,man.
1247
00:54:18,367 --> 00:54:19,233
All right.
1248
00:54:25,333 --> 00:54:27,266
They're gonna workthe heck out of me today.
1249
00:54:27,266 --> 00:54:28,300
Oh, Heavenly Father, God.
1250
00:54:28,300 --> 00:54:29,433
We come giving you thanks.
1251
00:54:29,433 --> 00:54:31,166
Thank you foranother day's journey.
1252
00:54:31,166 --> 00:54:33,100
Lord, I ask that you show mybrother how to work unto you
1253
00:54:33,100 --> 00:54:35,600
and restore all that hasbeen taken away from him.
1254
00:54:35,600 --> 00:54:38,100
Amen, amen, amen.Amen, amen.
1255
00:54:41,000 --> 00:54:42,066
(Kevin)Hey, Brian, comeon in.
1256
00:54:42,066 --> 00:54:43,233
(Brian)What's up, what's up?
1257
00:54:43,233 --> 00:54:45,033
How is the housekeepingjob going along?
1258
00:54:45,033 --> 00:54:47,700
It's-it's-it'sdoing all right.
1259
00:54:47,700 --> 00:54:49,700
You know, I don't haveno complaints.
1260
00:54:49,700 --> 00:54:52,100
Well, I have asurprise for you here.
1261
00:54:52,100 --> 00:54:54,133
Since you worked,this is your...
1262
00:54:54,133 --> 00:54:55,567
your firstpaycheck, Brian.
1263
00:54:55,567 --> 00:54:57,200
Oh, it is?!
1264
00:54:57,200 --> 00:54:58,567
Compliments of the housekeepinga Safe Haven Program.
1265
00:54:58,567 --> 00:55:00,100
Okay.
1266
00:55:00,100 --> 00:55:01,600
Don't spendit all today.
1267
00:55:01,600 --> 00:55:03,200
I can't spend it all today,
1268
00:55:03,200 --> 00:55:05,467
but I guess I'll get me abirth certificate with it.
1269
00:55:05,467 --> 00:55:07,000
Good, that's whatI want to hear.
1270
00:55:07,000 --> 00:55:08,567
All right, soI wanted to talk.
1271
00:55:08,567 --> 00:55:10,734
We have a copy of the Chicagopolice department background.
1272
00:55:10,734 --> 00:55:12,600
Oh, oh, oh,oh, oh...
1273
00:55:12,600 --> 00:55:14,333
Okay.
1274
00:55:14,333 --> 00:55:16,200
You had said that youhad never been in trouble.
1275
00:55:16,200 --> 00:55:19,567
I have, I've never been toprison, that's what I said.
1276
00:55:19,567 --> 00:55:21,133
Ohh...
1277
00:55:21,133 --> 00:55:22,300
Now see it's a lot--Okay.
1278
00:55:22,300 --> 00:55:23,734
There's a lotof arrests on here.
1279
00:55:23,734 --> 00:55:26,333
Oh, yeah, but do youknow what it was for?
1280
00:55:26,333 --> 00:55:28,066
Drinking.
1281
00:55:28,066 --> 00:55:31,166
You know I can't, I can'topen up a-a-a-a can of beer
1282
00:55:31,166 --> 00:55:32,633
without going tojail, you know.
1283
00:55:32,633 --> 00:55:34,333
There's a lotof aliases.
1284
00:55:34,333 --> 00:55:36,033
You've used a lot of fakenames when you get locked up.
1285
00:55:36,033 --> 00:55:39,033
Well, sometimes I'm alittle bubbly, you know.
1286
00:55:39,033 --> 00:55:40,633
Who remembers theirname when they're--
1287
00:55:40,633 --> 00:55:41,633
(laughing)
1288
00:55:41,633 --> 00:55:43,233
Right.
1289
00:55:43,233 --> 00:55:44,734
There's a robberyon here, though.
1290
00:55:44,734 --> 00:55:46,233
A robbery?A robbery.
1291
00:55:46,233 --> 00:55:48,500
Well, I was neverconvicted of it.
1292
00:55:48,500 --> 00:55:50,233
Well, hopefully thisis where it ends.
1293
00:55:50,233 --> 00:55:52,033
The staple'sin it, and hopefully
1294
00:55:52,033 --> 00:55:53,100
this is it forthe lifetime.
1295
00:55:53,100 --> 00:55:54,133
This is it forthe records.
1296
00:55:54,133 --> 00:55:55,266
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
1297
00:55:55,266 --> 00:55:56,500
I think you'redoing so good.
1298
00:55:56,500 --> 00:55:58,100
I'm so proud of you.Oh, yeah?
1299
00:55:58,100 --> 00:55:59,500
You're halfway there,do you realize that?
1300
00:55:59,500 --> 00:56:01,200
You have fourmonths sober.
1301
00:56:01,200 --> 00:56:03,100
One foot overthe halfway mark.
1302
00:56:03,100 --> 00:56:05,233
Yeah, well,I tell ya...
1303
00:56:05,233 --> 00:56:08,367
Don't get me-- hey,I'm grateful for it.
1304
00:56:08,367 --> 00:56:11,300
But believe me, man.
1305
00:56:11,300 --> 00:56:14,033
A cold one would surefeel good right about now.
1306
00:56:14,033 --> 00:56:15,300
(laughing)
1307
00:56:15,300 --> 00:56:17,433
But you know,I'm biting the bullet.
1308
00:56:17,433 --> 00:56:20,166
You know, I'm bitingthe bullet, man, you know.
1309
00:56:20,166 --> 00:56:21,266
I'm proud of you,all right?
1310
00:56:21,266 --> 00:56:22,467
Keep it up, okay?
1311
00:56:29,400 --> 00:56:30,734
(laughing)
1312
00:56:30,734 --> 00:56:31,767
What up, man?
1313
00:56:31,767 --> 00:56:33,066
What's up, man?
1314
00:56:33,066 --> 00:56:34,066
How you doing,brother?
1315
00:56:34,066 --> 00:56:35,600
Oh, pretty good, man.
1316
00:56:35,600 --> 00:56:37,400
Pretty good.
1317
00:56:37,400 --> 00:56:39,333
Last time we was here.Yeah.
1318
00:56:39,333 --> 00:56:40,533
I said, man, you gon'stop drinking, man,
1319
00:56:40,533 --> 00:56:42,233
so you can getyour thing together.
1320
00:56:42,233 --> 00:56:43,633
You was like, no.
1321
00:56:43,633 --> 00:56:45,333
(laughing)
1322
00:56:45,333 --> 00:56:48,233
You said, would youask a fish not to swim?
1323
00:56:48,233 --> 00:56:49,367
(laughing)
1324
00:56:49,367 --> 00:56:50,567
Or a birdnot to fly?
1325
00:56:50,567 --> 00:56:52,467
Yeah, I rememberthem words.
1326
00:56:52,467 --> 00:56:54,467
It was like you tradedone life for another one.
1327
00:56:54,467 --> 00:56:55,667
I did, man.
1328
00:56:55,667 --> 00:56:57,266
And you madethe decision.
1329
00:56:57,266 --> 00:56:59,100
All right, I want tobe with my son.
1330
00:56:59,100 --> 00:57:00,734
How youfeeling now, man?
1331
00:57:00,734 --> 00:57:02,033
Hey, man.
1332
00:57:02,033 --> 00:57:02,734
Are you missing it?
1333
00:57:02,734 --> 00:57:04,433
Yeah.
1334
00:57:04,433 --> 00:57:07,033
I'm, yeah, I ain't gon',I'm not gonna sit up there
1335
00:57:07,033 --> 00:57:08,100
and tell no lie,yeah, I'm missing-
1336
00:57:08,100 --> 00:57:11,100
I'm missing my cocktail,you know.
1337
00:57:11,100 --> 00:57:13,133
I seen my boy Wayneyesterday, you know.
1338
00:57:13,133 --> 00:57:14,400
How was that?
1339
00:57:14,400 --> 00:57:17,433
Man, he was toastedlike a big dog.
1340
00:57:17,433 --> 00:57:19,000
(laughing)
1341
00:57:19,000 --> 00:57:20,233
Yesterday?
1342
00:57:20,233 --> 00:57:21,200
I don't know,maybe because of me.
1343
00:57:21,200 --> 00:57:22,300
Maybe, 'cause Iwas high,
1344
00:57:22,300 --> 00:57:24,500
I see him in adifferent light now.
1345
00:57:24,500 --> 00:57:26,200
You want to get yourown apartment.
1346
00:57:26,200 --> 00:57:27,333
I'm aboutto, man.
1347
00:57:27,333 --> 00:57:28,533
They said itwon't be long.
1348
00:57:28,533 --> 00:57:29,700
Hey.
1349
00:57:29,700 --> 00:57:31,667
There's an apartmentright next door to me.
1350
00:57:31,667 --> 00:57:33,233
$400 a month.
1351
00:57:33,233 --> 00:57:34,433
You can come over,cut my grass.
1352
00:57:34,433 --> 00:57:35,533
Yeah.
1353
00:57:35,533 --> 00:57:37,133
If you lived nextdoor to me,
1354
00:57:37,133 --> 00:57:38,633
that'd be incredible.
1355
00:57:38,633 --> 00:57:39,767
Well, yeah.
1356
00:57:43,734 --> 00:57:48,500
♪ I found youI found me ♪
1357
00:57:48,500 --> 00:57:52,734
♪ This is howit was supposed to be ♪
1358
00:57:52,734 --> 00:57:55,133
(rapping over beat of song)♪ Never had a fatherso I blamed my mama ♪
1359
00:57:55,133 --> 00:57:57,333
♪ She -- she had bad karma ♪
1360
00:57:59,667 --> 00:58:01,333
(music stops)
1361
00:58:01,333 --> 00:58:03,367
♪ Never had a fatherso I blamed my mama ♪
1362
00:58:03,367 --> 00:58:06,266
♪ She made bad choicesand had horrible karma ♪
1363
00:58:06,266 --> 00:58:09,667
(music starts again)♪ She couldn't even pick a realman to have honor... ♪
1364
00:58:09,667 --> 00:58:12,100
♪ The street thatwas my alma mater ♪
1365
00:58:12,100 --> 00:58:14,667
(music stops)♪ She couldn't even finda real man to have honor ♪
1366
00:58:14,667 --> 00:58:18,300
♪ I got my degree from thestreets that was my alma mater ♪
1367
00:58:18,300 --> 00:58:19,767
♪ Call myhomies my brothers ♪
1368
00:58:19,767 --> 00:58:21,333
♪ Call the hustlersmy cousins ♪
1369
00:58:21,333 --> 00:58:23,066
Call my homiesmy cousins.
1370
00:58:23,066 --> 00:58:26,400
Call the hustlers 'causethe two 'H' thing is dope, too.
1371
00:58:26,400 --> 00:58:27,633
♪ Call my homiesmy cousins ♪
1372
00:58:27,633 --> 00:58:29,500
♪ Call the hustlersmy brothers ♪
1373
00:58:29,500 --> 00:58:31,133
♪ We made our own family ♪
1374
00:58:31,133 --> 00:58:32,600
♪ We were right foreach other ♪
1375
00:58:32,600 --> 00:58:35,233
Whoo, you know whatI'm saying there?
1376
00:58:35,233 --> 00:58:37,100
Please go and tell me ifyou think it's weak, though.
1377
00:58:37,100 --> 00:58:38,033
I will.
1378
00:58:38,033 --> 00:58:40,734
♪ I found you... ♪
1379
00:58:40,734 --> 00:58:44,266
(Che)You know, music for me is likea soundtrack to life.
1380
00:58:44,266 --> 00:58:48,200
And as my life evolves,so does that soundtrack.
1381
00:58:48,200 --> 00:58:52,300
That's why my newer stuff iscoming from a different place.
1382
00:58:52,300 --> 00:58:55,433
Very intimate,not so angry.
1383
00:58:55,433 --> 00:58:59,166
Because of what I've learned,how I've matured,
1384
00:58:59,166 --> 00:59:02,033
like I'm growing up.
1385
00:59:02,033 --> 00:59:04,533
♪ It's easy to make them andit's hard to raise them ♪
1386
00:59:04,533 --> 00:59:06,667
♪ Why did Daddy leavewho created the mayhem ♪
1387
00:59:06,667 --> 00:59:09,500
♪ Don't even matter no moreI already forgave him ♪
1388
00:59:09,500 --> 00:59:11,467
♪ I got kids of my ownand I currently raise them ♪
1389
00:59:19,467 --> 00:59:21,667
(Che)So you thinkyou're pregnant?
1390
00:59:21,667 --> 00:59:24,000
Yes, I do.
1391
00:59:24,000 --> 00:59:25,533
Is thatthe pee pee dance?
1392
00:59:25,533 --> 00:59:27,166
Now, you're going tomake me go.
1393
00:59:27,166 --> 00:59:28,767
This is Donnie doingthe pee pee dance.
1394
00:59:28,767 --> 00:59:30,633
To come out anddo the baby dance.
1395
00:59:30,633 --> 00:59:32,100
I'll be out in a moment.
1396
00:59:32,100 --> 00:59:33,133
Can I come in?
1397
00:59:33,133 --> 00:59:34,433
No, not withyour camera.
1398
00:59:34,433 --> 00:59:35,633
(laughing)
1399
00:59:35,633 --> 00:59:37,333
(Che)Where is the thing at?
1400
00:59:37,333 --> 00:59:38,367
(Donnie)It's on the thingover there.
1401
00:59:38,367 --> 00:59:39,633
Right here?Yeah.
1402
00:59:39,633 --> 00:59:41,500
If it's pregnant whatwill it say?
1403
00:59:41,500 --> 00:59:42,767
Pregnant.
1404
00:59:42,767 --> 00:59:44,367
And if it's notpregnant what will it say?
1405
00:59:44,367 --> 00:59:45,533
Not pregnant.
1406
00:59:45,533 --> 00:59:46,734
It's says you'renot pregnant.
1407
00:59:46,734 --> 00:59:48,734
Oh, all right.
1408
00:59:48,734 --> 00:59:49,734
Let me turn this off.
1409
01:00:00,300 --> 01:00:04,433
(Donnie)This is the baby bookthat covers my first pregnancy
1410
01:00:04,433 --> 01:00:07,667
that lasted five months.
1411
01:00:07,667 --> 01:00:10,500
I asked the Lord to pleasetake control of my womb,
1412
01:00:10,500 --> 01:00:12,767
help me to befertile, ripen my eggs,
1413
01:00:12,767 --> 01:00:15,567
and create inside of mean environment
1414
01:00:15,567 --> 01:00:18,233
that will safely andhealthily house a child.
1415
01:00:25,533 --> 01:00:28,200
(Che)Donnie and I are tryingto have a baby,
1416
01:00:28,200 --> 01:00:31,600
which will be her firstand potentially my fourth.
1417
01:00:35,600 --> 01:00:38,266
The doctor told her she'dnever have a baby.
1418
01:00:38,266 --> 01:00:40,567
So, Donnie had an operation
1419
01:00:40,567 --> 01:00:43,667
where she's able to carrya baby to term.
1420
01:00:43,667 --> 01:00:46,066
You got a bighump right here.
1421
01:00:46,066 --> 01:00:47,633
I want to do thingsdifferent with Donnie,
1422
01:00:47,633 --> 01:00:51,600
like this woman is my chanceto not mess it up.
1423
01:00:51,600 --> 01:00:54,033
To have thisbaby intentionally,
1424
01:00:54,033 --> 01:00:56,433
it makes me feel likeI'm doing it right
1425
01:00:56,433 --> 01:00:59,767
for the first time,in 35 years.
1426
01:00:59,767 --> 01:01:01,266
(Che)How do you feel now?
1427
01:01:01,266 --> 01:01:03,066
Like, do you feel inside,
1428
01:01:03,066 --> 01:01:06,467
in your spirit and soul, like"Yo, I can have a baby now?"
1429
01:01:06,467 --> 01:01:08,066
I do, I do.
1430
01:01:08,066 --> 01:01:10,066
Although, I dofeel like until
1431
01:01:10,066 --> 01:01:14,233
I pass the period wherewe lost the first baby,
1432
01:01:14,233 --> 01:01:15,767
I'm going to benervous, you know?
1433
01:01:15,767 --> 01:01:18,233
Mm-hmm.So...
1434
01:01:18,233 --> 01:01:20,667
We'll seewhat happens.
1435
01:01:20,667 --> 01:01:22,700
I'm going to have atotally normal pregnancy.
1436
01:01:34,533 --> 01:01:38,033
(Brian)Yes.
1437
01:01:38,033 --> 01:01:40,700
Oh-- shot.
1438
01:01:40,700 --> 01:01:42,433
Man.
1439
01:01:42,433 --> 01:01:45,367
A lot of work.
1440
01:01:45,367 --> 01:01:46,667
(sighing)
1441
01:01:52,400 --> 01:01:54,734
Can't go nowhere withoutmy trusted thing here.
1442
01:02:01,300 --> 01:02:03,200
Aw, shit.(Brian)What?
1443
01:02:03,200 --> 01:02:05,333
(laughing)Yeah, man.
1444
01:02:05,333 --> 01:02:07,467
It's movein time.
1445
01:02:07,467 --> 01:02:09,633
It's time tohead for the hills.
1446
01:02:09,633 --> 01:02:11,000
(laughing)
1447
01:02:15,333 --> 01:02:16,567
(man)Take care ofyourself.
1448
01:02:16,567 --> 01:02:17,734
(Brian)Oh, I'm goingto try, man.
1449
01:02:17,734 --> 01:02:18,667
I'm going todo the best.
1450
01:02:22,400 --> 01:02:24,266
I see-- I--you know what?
1451
01:02:24,266 --> 01:02:27,066
I ain't never had an apartmentwhere I had to sign for a lease.
1452
01:02:27,066 --> 01:02:29,033
Really? What'd you do withyour other apartments?
1453
01:02:29,033 --> 01:02:30,100
I rent outa room.
1454
01:02:30,100 --> 01:02:31,333
Mm-hmm.
1455
01:02:31,333 --> 01:02:33,100
Now that'sanother thing.
1456
01:02:33,100 --> 01:02:36,033
I don't know no soupkitchens around 79th street.
1457
01:02:36,033 --> 01:02:37,500
Well, you ain't goingto need none.
1458
01:02:37,500 --> 01:02:40,100
Oh, well, I'm usedto the streets, man.
1459
01:02:40,100 --> 01:02:41,467
That's the thing,man.
1460
01:02:41,467 --> 01:02:42,667
Like you not inthe streets no more.
1461
01:02:42,667 --> 01:02:44,533
So you don't have tolive like that.
1462
01:02:44,533 --> 01:02:46,166
You got to get out ofthat way of thinking,
1463
01:02:46,166 --> 01:02:47,333
you know what I'm saying?Okay, okay.
1464
01:02:52,100 --> 01:02:53,166
Shoreline.
1465
01:02:53,166 --> 01:02:54,500
Right here.
1466
01:02:54,500 --> 01:02:55,667
(woman)This the application.
1467
01:02:55,667 --> 01:02:57,533
I got your ID,you fill it out.
1468
01:02:57,533 --> 01:02:59,233
All right.
1469
01:02:59,233 --> 01:03:01,166
What the hell?
1470
01:03:01,166 --> 01:03:02,166
What is this?
1471
01:03:02,166 --> 01:03:03,333
Look at this.
1472
01:03:03,333 --> 01:03:05,400
Hey hey, man,don't, don't...
1473
01:03:05,400 --> 01:03:08,500
This is, this isridiculous, man.
1474
01:03:08,500 --> 01:03:10,166
(woman)I need yourinitials here.
1475
01:03:10,166 --> 01:03:11,400
Okay.
1476
01:03:11,400 --> 01:03:12,400
Okay?
1477
01:03:12,400 --> 01:03:13,433
All right, thank you.
1478
01:03:13,433 --> 01:03:15,100
That's yours.
1479
01:03:15,100 --> 01:03:16,166
Thank you.
1480
01:03:16,166 --> 01:03:17,567
Okay.Thank you very much.
1481
01:03:17,567 --> 01:03:19,266
No problem,nice meeting you.
1482
01:03:19,266 --> 01:03:20,467
Shake the lady's hand.Good luck.
1483
01:03:20,467 --> 01:03:22,600
Okay, thank you,thank you.
1484
01:03:22,600 --> 01:03:23,600
What the heck is this.
1485
01:03:23,600 --> 01:03:24,633
Oh, this is mine?
1486
01:03:24,633 --> 01:03:27,600
(laughing)
1487
01:03:27,600 --> 01:03:29,100
(coughing)
1488
01:03:29,100 --> 01:03:30,400
Whee!
1489
01:03:30,400 --> 01:03:31,500
You look likeyou got Tourette's.
1490
01:03:31,500 --> 01:03:32,467
You going to gethit by a car.
1491
01:03:32,467 --> 01:03:35,433
(Brian)Oh, man.
1492
01:03:35,433 --> 01:03:37,367
(Che)You got a nicelittle red fern tree.
1493
01:03:37,367 --> 01:03:38,633
(Brian)Whoo!
1494
01:03:38,633 --> 01:03:40,400
All right, now tofind my place.
1495
01:03:40,400 --> 01:03:42,266
All the wayto the top.
1496
01:03:42,266 --> 01:03:45,367
Yes, sir.
1497
01:03:45,367 --> 01:03:49,433
Okay, open sesame.
1498
01:03:49,433 --> 01:03:52,100
Oh, man, oh, man.
1499
01:03:52,100 --> 01:03:54,467
I got anair conditioner.
1500
01:03:54,467 --> 01:03:56,433
Oh, man, look atthe ceilings.
1501
01:03:56,433 --> 01:03:58,266
They're clean.
1502
01:03:58,266 --> 01:04:00,400
This is mybedroom, man.
1503
01:04:00,400 --> 01:04:01,633
Hey, can I useyour bathroom?
1504
01:04:01,633 --> 01:04:02,767
No!
1505
01:04:02,767 --> 01:04:05,667
Go ahead, usethe bathroom, man.
1506
01:04:05,667 --> 01:04:07,333
Oh, look at thishere.
1507
01:04:07,333 --> 01:04:09,433
Look at this here,look at this here.
1508
01:04:09,433 --> 01:04:10,700
Oh man,is it Christmas?!
1509
01:04:13,100 --> 01:04:14,567
Yeah.
1510
01:04:14,567 --> 01:04:17,333
That stays on there.
1511
01:04:17,333 --> 01:04:20,500
♪ ♪
1512
01:04:20,500 --> 01:04:23,000
I can't believethis.
1513
01:04:23,000 --> 01:04:27,667
Oh man, this is,this is, this is dynamite.
1514
01:04:27,667 --> 01:04:29,633
Man, ooh, I'm aboutto blow up.
1515
01:04:29,633 --> 01:04:31,100
(laughing)
1516
01:04:31,100 --> 01:04:33,233
Thank you, thank you,thank you.
1517
01:04:37,066 --> 01:04:38,133
(Che)I want you to dome a favor.
1518
01:04:38,133 --> 01:04:39,533
(Brian)What's that?
1519
01:04:39,533 --> 01:04:41,033
I want to throwout some things.
1520
01:04:41,033 --> 01:04:42,667
Hold it, holdit, man.
1521
01:04:42,667 --> 01:04:45,266
Some of the things you talkabout throwing away, man,
1522
01:04:45,266 --> 01:04:47,200
have been with mesince I've been... man.
1523
01:04:47,200 --> 01:04:48,767
You about to starta whole new life.
1524
01:04:48,767 --> 01:04:50,166
Start over.
1525
01:04:50,166 --> 01:04:51,467
Throw outsome of that shit
1526
01:04:51,467 --> 01:04:53,467
that was with you on thestreet and homeless.
1527
01:04:53,467 --> 01:04:55,033
You don'tneed that.
1528
01:04:55,033 --> 01:04:56,467
Like this bag,torn up.
1529
01:04:56,467 --> 01:04:57,600
It don't smell good.
1530
01:04:57,600 --> 01:04:59,333
That was my houseon wheels.
1531
01:04:59,333 --> 01:05:01,633
Throw this bag away.
1532
01:05:01,633 --> 01:05:03,533
Man, I lovethis bag.
1533
01:05:03,533 --> 01:05:05,433
This bag got methrough the winter.
1534
01:05:05,433 --> 01:05:07,300
Well, not no more.
1535
01:05:07,300 --> 01:05:09,400
You don't needthem bags.
1536
01:05:09,400 --> 01:05:10,400
I got them in here.
1537
01:05:10,400 --> 01:05:11,533
What is that?
1538
01:05:11,533 --> 01:05:14,000
I don't know,memories.
1539
01:05:14,000 --> 01:05:15,533
Ain't nothingin there.
1540
01:05:15,533 --> 01:05:17,400
You don't knowwhat's in here...Trash.
1541
01:05:17,400 --> 01:05:19,667
...until you lookin here, man.
1542
01:05:19,667 --> 01:05:23,700
Okay, look,garbage can.
1543
01:05:23,700 --> 01:05:27,000
Man, some of my friends mightbe sleeping in there, man.
1544
01:05:27,000 --> 01:05:29,066
(both laughing)
1545
01:05:29,066 --> 01:05:30,166
(Che)Well, not you.
1546
01:05:30,166 --> 01:05:31,734
Okay...oh, man.
1547
01:05:39,700 --> 01:05:41,767
(TV chatter)
1548
01:05:50,600 --> 01:05:53,300
(Brian)I've been living onthe streets a long time.
1549
01:05:53,300 --> 01:05:56,400
A good-a good20 years.
1550
01:05:56,400 --> 01:06:01,066
And I'm coming backbut, you know, it's hard.
1551
01:06:05,700 --> 01:06:07,734
I'm kind of lonely, you know,I'm-- I mean,
1552
01:06:07,734 --> 01:06:11,033
I'm here bymyself and whatnot.
1553
01:06:11,033 --> 01:06:15,500
You know, I go out andjust walk around.
1554
01:06:15,500 --> 01:06:17,467
Then I, you know,come back, turn right on in,
1555
01:06:17,467 --> 01:06:22,433
and you know, do the thingsI do and whatnot.
1556
01:06:22,433 --> 01:06:24,600
Call it a day,wait for the next morning.
1557
01:06:32,400 --> 01:06:35,600
(music playing on TV)
1558
01:06:47,600 --> 01:06:50,433
(distant siren blaring)
1559
01:07:03,767 --> 01:07:05,533
Hey, buddy!
1560
01:07:05,533 --> 01:07:07,200
Buddy!
1561
01:07:07,200 --> 01:07:08,433
Hold it, hold it,hold it.
1562
01:07:08,433 --> 01:07:10,233
Come here.
1563
01:07:12,667 --> 01:07:14,333
You, you readyfor your drink?
1564
01:07:14,333 --> 01:07:15,633
Yes, sir.
1565
01:07:15,633 --> 01:07:19,700
Man, we're going to walkdown there and get one.
1566
01:07:21,233 --> 01:07:22,367
Hi, Brian.
1567
01:07:22,367 --> 01:07:23,633
What's up,what's up Rosemary.
1568
01:07:23,633 --> 01:07:24,767
How you been?
1569
01:07:24,767 --> 01:07:26,333
I've been okay.
1570
01:07:26,333 --> 01:07:27,467
Oh, yeah?
1571
01:07:29,734 --> 01:07:32,233
That, that, that'sa good thing ain't it.
1572
01:07:32,233 --> 01:07:33,667
How about 50 cents then?
1573
01:07:33,667 --> 01:07:34,667
Yeah.
1574
01:07:34,667 --> 01:07:36,133
Let me see if Igot 50 cents.
1575
01:07:36,133 --> 01:07:37,400
You got a dollar?
1576
01:07:37,400 --> 01:07:38,500
I don't gotno money.
1577
01:07:38,500 --> 01:07:39,500
I'm zero broke.
1578
01:07:39,500 --> 01:07:42,533
Here.
1579
01:07:42,533 --> 01:07:45,700
There baby,get to hook you up.
1580
01:07:45,700 --> 01:07:47,734
Man, Wayne can'tyou let a friend
1581
01:07:47,734 --> 01:07:50,000
watch the bags while wetake care of the business?
1582
01:07:50,000 --> 01:07:51,266
I'm going to pass,I'm going to pass.
1583
01:07:51,266 --> 01:07:52,367
All right, bro,
1584
01:07:52,367 --> 01:07:53,467
I'll stay herewith you, man.
1585
01:07:56,000 --> 01:07:57,533
Hey, I don't want tosee you neither G.I. Joe.
1586
01:07:57,533 --> 01:07:59,266
(man)I'm draggingthe bill on this one.
1587
01:07:59,266 --> 01:08:01,033
All right, then,all right, man.
1588
01:08:01,033 --> 01:08:02,333
Wayne, I'll be backwith you man.
1589
01:08:06,100 --> 01:08:08,133
(Brian)Yeah?
1590
01:08:08,133 --> 01:08:09,333
That's cool.
1591
01:08:22,600 --> 01:08:24,266
(Che)There's a lot ofstuff happening, man,
1592
01:08:24,266 --> 01:08:26,300
that I'm not happy with, youknow what I'm saying?
1593
01:08:26,300 --> 01:08:28,367
Like, you say youwant a job.
1594
01:08:28,367 --> 01:08:31,500
But you sit and watch movies allday and sleep in your clothes.
1595
01:08:31,500 --> 01:08:34,166
Don't nobody want toget you a job if you smell.
1596
01:08:34,166 --> 01:08:35,700
You got to getyour hair cut.
1597
01:08:35,700 --> 01:08:38,567
Get back to when youfirst got cleaned up.
1598
01:08:38,567 --> 01:08:41,133
How much money do yougot on you right now?
1599
01:08:41,133 --> 01:08:43,133
What, about $8.
1600
01:08:43,133 --> 01:08:45,166
Go get a haircut,man.
1601
01:08:45,166 --> 01:08:46,200
Tell methe truth, man.
1602
01:08:46,200 --> 01:08:48,333
You been drinking?
1603
01:08:48,333 --> 01:08:49,734
Tell me, no, don't...No, I ain't been drinking.
1604
01:08:49,734 --> 01:08:51,066
Look at me, man.
1605
01:08:51,066 --> 01:08:52,200
I'm looking atyou, man.
1606
01:08:52,200 --> 01:08:53,400
And I ain'tbeen drinking.
1607
01:08:53,400 --> 01:08:55,166
Do I smell like I'vebeen drinking, man?
1608
01:08:55,166 --> 01:08:57,500
From what I'm hearing,you're not taking AA seriously.
1609
01:08:57,500 --> 01:09:00,066
Oh, well, see-see,that's what it is.
1610
01:09:00,066 --> 01:09:02,066
You hear, youhearing from them,
1611
01:09:02,066 --> 01:09:03,300
but you ain'thearing from me.
1612
01:09:03,300 --> 01:09:05,667
I'm doing somethingevery day.
1613
01:09:05,667 --> 01:09:07,000
I want you todo better, man.
1614
01:09:07,000 --> 01:09:08,500
I feel like you'regoing backwards.
1615
01:09:08,500 --> 01:09:11,033
And if you don'tdo nothing about it,
1616
01:09:11,033 --> 01:09:14,433
you going to be right back therein fucking Franciscan, man.
1617
01:09:14,433 --> 01:09:17,333
Or you going be right backin the street with Wayne.
1618
01:09:17,333 --> 01:09:18,500
You don't wantto be that.
1619
01:09:18,500 --> 01:09:19,467
Uhh...
1620
01:09:19,467 --> 01:09:20,500
You don't wantto be that.
1621
01:09:20,500 --> 01:09:21,734
What's the problem?
1622
01:09:21,734 --> 01:09:23,734
I got-I got thingsto do, too, man.
1623
01:09:23,734 --> 01:09:25,333
All right, giveme my money, man.
1624
01:09:25,333 --> 01:09:26,567
That's what that'sfor, a haircut.
1625
01:09:26,567 --> 01:09:27,700
I'm done, man.
1626
01:09:27,700 --> 01:09:29,100
That's what I wassaying, man.
1627
01:09:29,100 --> 01:09:30,400
Holla at me whenyou get right, man.
1628
01:09:30,400 --> 01:09:32,600
Shoot I told you, man,I can't-I can't-- look.
1629
01:09:32,600 --> 01:09:34,700
I'm tired of you doggoneaccusations of me.
1630
01:09:34,700 --> 01:09:36,133
You're not takingthis serious, man.
1631
01:09:36,133 --> 01:09:37,734
I'm taking it too serious,but you ain't--
1632
01:09:37,734 --> 01:09:39,600
You not takingit serious.You ain't taking me serious.
1633
01:09:39,600 --> 01:09:42,700
I want a father that I'm proudto walk down the street with.
1634
01:09:42,700 --> 01:09:46,033
You have to be betterthan what you was.
1635
01:09:46,033 --> 01:09:48,433
You got tobe better.
1636
01:09:48,433 --> 01:09:51,433
(car alarm blaring)
1637
01:09:51,433 --> 01:09:53,233
(car starts)
1638
01:10:06,333 --> 01:10:10,233
♪ ♪
1639
01:10:12,533 --> 01:10:14,667
(whispers)Okay.
1640
01:10:24,400 --> 01:10:26,667
(Che)Everything that needto be done with my father,
1641
01:10:26,667 --> 01:10:31,433
we have to oversee and makesure that it's done.
1642
01:10:31,433 --> 01:10:34,033
(Donnie)He can't be trained,but he can be controlled,
1643
01:10:34,033 --> 01:10:37,066
the same way that when he was atSafe Haven, there was control.
1644
01:10:37,066 --> 01:10:39,000
Even when hewas on the street,
1645
01:10:39,000 --> 01:10:43,066
if you don't get to the shelterby 7:00, you sleep outside.
1646
01:10:43,066 --> 01:10:44,367
You knowwhat I'm sayin'?
1647
01:10:44,367 --> 01:10:46,000
Like, that's whathe understands.
1648
01:10:46,000 --> 01:10:48,000
Mm-hmm.I know his apartmentis paid for
1649
01:10:48,000 --> 01:10:49,400
for two yearsthrough that program,
1650
01:10:49,400 --> 01:10:51,367
but that time is goingto come quickly.
1651
01:10:51,367 --> 01:10:53,633
In two years,if he's not employed,
1652
01:10:53,633 --> 01:10:55,166
he's going to have tocome and live here.
1653
01:10:55,166 --> 01:10:56,166
Mmm-mmm.
1654
01:10:56,166 --> 01:10:57,567
Or...Mmm-mmm.
1655
01:10:57,567 --> 01:10:59,133
But after two years,you're not gonna want him
1656
01:10:59,133 --> 01:11:00,567
to go back ontothe streets.
1657
01:11:00,567 --> 01:11:03,233
So, you have tostart now, like, now.
1658
01:11:03,233 --> 01:11:04,467
Yeah, you're right.Getting him prepared.
1659
01:11:04,467 --> 01:11:06,133
So, how do we control him?
1660
01:11:06,133 --> 01:11:07,233
Let's justmake a list.
1661
01:11:15,633 --> 01:11:20,033
So, Brian, your apartment iscovered for two years, right?
1662
01:11:20,033 --> 01:11:21,033
Right.
1663
01:11:21,033 --> 01:11:23,166
So, what wewant to do is
1664
01:11:23,166 --> 01:11:26,633
develop a plan so that oncethat two years is up...
1665
01:11:26,633 --> 01:11:27,767
Uh-huh.
1666
01:11:27,767 --> 01:11:29,567
You'll be able topay your bills
1667
01:11:29,567 --> 01:11:31,667
and maybe even stayin the same apartment.
1668
01:11:31,667 --> 01:11:32,767
Uh-huh, okay.
1669
01:11:32,767 --> 01:11:34,266
So what'sthat plan?
1670
01:11:34,266 --> 01:11:35,533
Just tell methe plan.
1671
01:11:35,533 --> 01:11:36,600
Okay, so, Che do youwant to go over it?
1672
01:11:36,600 --> 01:11:38,200
Yes.
1673
01:11:38,200 --> 01:11:40,233
Number one, youknow you got to attend
1674
01:11:40,233 --> 01:11:42,333
Heartland Allianceevery Thursday.
1675
01:11:42,333 --> 01:11:43,533
Right.
1676
01:11:43,533 --> 01:11:45,467
But, we alsohave to find you a job.
1677
01:11:45,467 --> 01:11:48,300
A five day a week,janitorial job.
1678
01:11:48,300 --> 01:11:49,333
Because that'swhere you want to work.
1679
01:11:49,333 --> 01:11:50,433
Right.
1680
01:11:50,433 --> 01:11:52,433
The next one,food stamps.
1681
01:11:52,433 --> 01:11:54,300
It has togo into the pot,
1682
01:11:54,300 --> 01:11:57,166
because I know you'regoing to go buy beer.
1683
01:11:57,166 --> 01:11:58,567
No, no.With your food stamps,you will.
1684
01:11:58,567 --> 01:11:59,667
I want to buy foodwith my food stamps.
1685
01:11:59,667 --> 01:12:01,266
No, no, no.
1686
01:12:01,266 --> 01:12:03,166
Uh, the next one, attenda rehabilitation program.
1687
01:12:03,166 --> 01:12:05,033
And I think that...That's AA.
1688
01:12:05,033 --> 01:12:07,633
No, you gotta go to aplace that got counselors.
1689
01:12:07,633 --> 01:12:09,000
They got programs...
1690
01:12:09,000 --> 01:12:11,633
No, no, no...
1691
01:12:11,633 --> 01:12:13,433
I've...
1692
01:12:13,433 --> 01:12:15,367
That's-that's takingtoo much of my time.
1693
01:12:15,367 --> 01:12:16,633
No.Yes.
1694
01:12:16,633 --> 01:12:18,000
No, listen, listen.
1695
01:12:18,000 --> 01:12:19,166
I already spoketo your counselor.
1696
01:12:19,166 --> 01:12:20,400
If you don't dothis stuff...
1697
01:12:20,400 --> 01:12:21,500
Uh-huh.
1698
01:12:21,500 --> 01:12:23,367
You won'thave an apartment.
1699
01:12:23,367 --> 01:12:26,367
So these are things you-you,hold on-- you have a-- hold on.
1700
01:12:26,367 --> 01:12:27,467
You gotta listen.
1701
01:12:27,467 --> 01:12:29,633
I have to go to mydoggone GED classes.
1702
01:12:29,633 --> 01:12:31,400
No, no, no, no!
1703
01:12:31,400 --> 01:12:34,400
You wasn't worried about youreducation for 40 fucking years.
1704
01:12:34,400 --> 01:12:36,600
Hold on, hold on!Listen to what I'm saying.
1705
01:12:36,600 --> 01:12:38,233
You got to go torehabilitation.
1706
01:12:38,233 --> 01:12:39,333
Uh-huh.
1707
01:12:39,333 --> 01:12:40,567
Dad, look at me.Huh?
1708
01:12:40,567 --> 01:12:42,333
Do you understandwhat I'm saying?
1709
01:12:42,333 --> 01:12:45,500
Do you understand thatyou have an alcohol problem?
1710
01:12:45,500 --> 01:12:47,633
Uh, no, youseem like...
1711
01:12:47,633 --> 01:12:50,600
You think that I havean alcohol problem.
1712
01:12:50,600 --> 01:12:53,667
But-but I mean,hey, you know.
1713
01:12:53,667 --> 01:12:56,300
Hold it.
1714
01:12:56,300 --> 01:12:58,767
Well, listen, this righthere is non-negotiable.
1715
01:12:58,767 --> 01:13:00,633
If it's not done,
1716
01:13:00,633 --> 01:13:03,266
the apartment goes away and youjust go back to the West side.
1717
01:13:03,266 --> 01:13:05,100
How, how can youdo that?
1718
01:13:05,100 --> 01:13:06,100
You want to see?
1719
01:13:06,100 --> 01:13:07,300
How can you...
1720
01:13:07,300 --> 01:13:08,367
Don't ask me,do you want to see?
1721
01:13:08,367 --> 01:13:10,633
You want to test me?
1722
01:13:10,633 --> 01:13:14,133
Until you get a job, you'retotally dependent on me.
1723
01:13:14,133 --> 01:13:15,400
Right.
1724
01:13:15,400 --> 01:13:17,266
I need you tosign that.
1725
01:13:17,266 --> 01:13:18,734
Where it sayBrian Tillman.
1726
01:13:18,734 --> 01:13:21,200
Mm-kay, sure.
1727
01:13:21,200 --> 01:13:24,700
Now remember,no drinking, man.
1728
01:13:24,700 --> 01:13:26,000
Mm-hmm.
1729
01:13:31,767 --> 01:13:34,300
Can you file thatin the super important?
1730
01:13:34,300 --> 01:13:35,700
Uh, that's his copy?Yeah.
1731
01:13:44,767 --> 01:13:49,734
Oh, that contractthing just got me all mad.
1732
01:13:49,734 --> 01:13:51,233
What-what the hell.
1733
01:13:51,233 --> 01:13:55,000
He's saying, hey manwhatever you get,
1734
01:13:55,000 --> 01:13:57,533
give it to me!
1735
01:13:57,533 --> 01:13:59,500
You know, I don'twant you-I don't want...
1736
01:13:59,500 --> 01:14:04,700
If I see you with a penny inyour pocket, give it to me!
1737
01:14:04,700 --> 01:14:05,433
You know?
1738
01:14:09,433 --> 01:14:12,200
But-but, uh, can I?No.
1739
01:14:12,200 --> 01:14:14,633
He's gonna-he'sgonna keep it where I'll,
1740
01:14:14,633 --> 01:14:17,200
I'll never have anickel or dime.
1741
01:14:17,200 --> 01:14:21,433
If I want something Igotta-I gotta act like a kid.
1742
01:14:21,433 --> 01:14:22,433
I gotta act likea kid.
1743
01:14:22,433 --> 01:14:24,066
Hey man,can I have that?
1744
01:14:24,066 --> 01:14:25,066
Can I have that?
1745
01:14:25,066 --> 01:14:26,533
No!No, no.
1746
01:14:26,533 --> 01:14:28,200
You know, I getall that all the time.
1747
01:14:28,200 --> 01:14:31,700
No, no, no,no, no.
1748
01:14:31,700 --> 01:14:33,667
(groaning)
1749
01:14:36,667 --> 01:14:41,233
Uh, something says,something tell me
1750
01:14:41,233 --> 01:14:47,567
that I moveda little bit too close.
1751
01:14:47,567 --> 01:14:49,467
A little bittoo close.
1752
01:14:52,767 --> 01:14:56,700
Damn.
1753
01:14:56,700 --> 01:14:58,333
Ugh.
1754
01:15:07,200 --> 01:15:08,633
On 47th andKing Drive.
1755
01:15:12,100 --> 01:15:14,000
Man, why in thehistory of you working
1756
01:15:14,000 --> 01:15:15,667
couldn't you reallyjust keep a job?
1757
01:15:15,667 --> 01:15:17,233
I can keep a job.
1758
01:15:17,233 --> 01:15:20,667
I had that garbage truckjob over 5 years.
1759
01:15:20,667 --> 01:15:23,767
So, why you ain't come lookingfor me when you had a job?
1760
01:15:23,767 --> 01:15:25,400
I did!
1761
01:15:25,400 --> 01:15:26,500
You didn't.
1762
01:15:26,500 --> 01:15:28,500
Man, believe me.
1763
01:15:28,500 --> 01:15:30,033
I don'tbelieve you.
1764
01:15:30,033 --> 01:15:31,066
Believe me, man.
1765
01:15:31,066 --> 01:15:32,467
'Cause I wasright over,
1766
01:15:32,467 --> 01:15:35,133
you knew where I was rightover at Aunt Dale's house.
1767
01:15:35,133 --> 01:15:36,633
You knew Iwas over there.
1768
01:15:36,633 --> 01:15:39,667
Well, how come you didn't comeover-over, uh, to my house?
1769
01:15:39,667 --> 01:15:42,133
I was ten!
1770
01:15:42,133 --> 01:15:43,367
Uh-huh.
1771
01:15:43,367 --> 01:15:47,033
It's not the child's jobto go find the parent.
1772
01:15:47,033 --> 01:15:49,667
Usually... usually.
1773
01:15:49,667 --> 01:15:52,500
Uh, well...
1774
01:15:52,500 --> 01:15:54,667
(mumbling)
1775
01:15:57,667 --> 01:16:01,533
What the hey.Forget it, man.
1776
01:16:01,533 --> 01:16:03,767
♪ I found you ♪
1777
01:16:03,767 --> 01:16:06,500
♪ I found me ♪
1778
01:16:06,500 --> 01:16:10,333
♪ This is howit was supposed to be ♪
1779
01:16:10,333 --> 01:16:12,433
♪ When I was 16I started to add ♪
1780
01:16:12,433 --> 01:16:15,233
♪ I subtracted the painand divided the bad ♪
1781
01:16:15,233 --> 01:16:17,734
♪ Multiplied my grind withthe fraction I had ♪
1782
01:16:17,734 --> 01:16:22,166
♪ And all the multiple mennever equaled to dad, dad, dad ♪
1783
01:16:22,166 --> 01:16:23,633
♪ I found youI found me ♪
1784
01:16:23,633 --> 01:16:26,533
♪ This is howit was supposed to be ♪
1785
01:16:26,533 --> 01:16:28,633
Hey, start over.
1786
01:16:28,633 --> 01:16:31,567
What you thinkabout this song, man?
1787
01:16:31,567 --> 01:16:33,200
It's...
1788
01:16:33,200 --> 01:16:34,767
You don't like this song?
1789
01:16:34,767 --> 01:16:37,300
I don't like thebeginning of the song.
1790
01:16:37,300 --> 01:16:39,633
Why not?
1791
01:16:39,633 --> 01:16:45,166
Well, it's uh, you know, it-it-it depicts me, man.
1792
01:16:45,166 --> 01:16:46,500
As what?
1793
01:16:46,500 --> 01:16:50,166
As a no-good, as,as a beat-down dad.
1794
01:16:50,166 --> 01:16:53,033
You don't thinkyou's a deadbeat?
1795
01:16:53,033 --> 01:16:54,300
No, man,I wasn't...
1796
01:16:54,300 --> 01:16:56,734
I didn't start offa deadbeat dad.
1797
01:16:56,734 --> 01:16:58,367
You know.
1798
01:16:58,367 --> 01:17:01,667
(laughing)
1799
01:17:01,667 --> 01:17:03,266
(Brian)I just wantto hear it.
1800
01:17:03,266 --> 01:17:04,600
But you don't even knowwhat you're listening to.
1801
01:17:04,600 --> 01:17:08,367
I'm just saying, it's sayinglost and found, ain't it?
1802
01:17:08,367 --> 01:17:09,700
What'd I'd loseand what I'd find?
1803
01:17:09,700 --> 01:17:12,166
You lost your-your-your father.
1804
01:17:12,166 --> 01:17:14,233
And you found yourfather, ain't it?
1805
01:17:14,233 --> 01:17:16,266
Yeah, I guess.Okay, what the hey.
1806
01:17:16,266 --> 01:17:18,567
♪ I found you ♪
1807
01:17:18,567 --> 01:17:21,066
♪ I found me ♪
1808
01:17:21,066 --> 01:17:25,233
♪ This is howit was supposed to be ♪
1809
01:17:25,233 --> 01:17:27,734
♪ My mama boyfriend taught mehow to womanize ♪
1810
01:17:27,734 --> 01:17:30,333
♪ How to work fromthe truth to tell women lies ♪
1811
01:17:30,333 --> 01:17:32,600
♪ Never had a fatherI blame my mama ♪
1812
01:17:32,600 --> 01:17:35,200
♪ She made bad judgmentto have horrible karma ♪
1813
01:17:40,066 --> 01:17:42,000
Do you hear that,Mr. Tillman?
1814
01:17:42,000 --> 01:17:43,600
Yeah, yeah.
1815
01:17:43,600 --> 01:17:45,734
What am I saying inthis song, Mr. Tillman?
1816
01:17:45,734 --> 01:17:49,467
Hey, man, you-you makingit on your own, man.
1817
01:17:49,467 --> 01:17:52,200
That's what you'resaying in the songs.
1818
01:17:52,200 --> 01:17:54,567
And what does that meanto you to hear this?
1819
01:17:54,567 --> 01:17:59,433
You know, wait,you-you, uh...
1820
01:17:59,433 --> 01:18:02,033
Where was you at, nigga?
1821
01:18:02,033 --> 01:18:03,467
I was around.
1822
01:18:03,467 --> 01:18:05,066
Oh, all right,let me finish this verse.
1823
01:18:05,066 --> 01:18:07,400
Second verse.
1824
01:18:07,400 --> 01:18:11,033
♪ This is howit was supposed to be ♪
1825
01:18:11,033 --> 01:18:13,400
♪ If I said that I loved youI be telling the truth ♪
1826
01:18:13,400 --> 01:18:16,000
♪ If I told you I hatedyou I'd be telling the truth ♪
1827
01:18:16,000 --> 01:18:18,500
♪ So when I call you a cowardI'm just letting it loose ♪
1828
01:18:18,500 --> 01:18:21,000
♪ Don't look shockedyou being gone is proof ♪
1829
01:18:21,000 --> 01:18:23,667
♪ Yeah it's easy to make themand it's hard to raise them ♪
1830
01:18:23,667 --> 01:18:26,266
♪ Why did daddy leavewho created the mayhem? ♪
1831
01:18:26,266 --> 01:18:29,033
♪ Don't matter no moreI already forgave him ♪
1832
01:18:29,033 --> 01:18:31,166
♪ I got kids of my own andI currently raising them ♪
1833
01:18:33,333 --> 01:18:35,166
(fast rewind)
1834
01:18:36,367 --> 01:18:37,667
(phone ringing)
1835
01:18:41,266 --> 01:18:42,633
(woman) ...clinic.
1836
01:18:42,633 --> 01:18:44,266
(Che)Hey, how you doing?This is Che Smith.
1837
01:18:44,266 --> 01:18:50,000
I had the, uh, paternity testdone for Che and uh, Joli.
1838
01:18:50,000 --> 01:18:53,633
Yes, I have those results.
1839
01:18:53,633 --> 01:18:56,533
(food sizzling)
1840
01:19:03,700 --> 01:19:05,166
I made it, a lot.
1841
01:19:05,166 --> 01:19:06,567
What's that?
1842
01:19:06,567 --> 01:19:09,567
The, This is the,this is the DNA letter.
1843
01:19:09,567 --> 01:19:10,767
(Donnie)You know youhaven't told me.
1844
01:19:10,767 --> 01:19:12,233
I know,I was waiting.
1845
01:19:12,233 --> 01:19:13,433
Let me see.
1846
01:19:13,433 --> 01:19:14,667
All right, well here.
1847
01:19:14,667 --> 01:19:15,567
Okay.
1848
01:19:22,033 --> 01:19:25,033
Wow.
1849
01:19:25,033 --> 01:19:26,433
(laughing)
1850
01:19:26,433 --> 01:19:28,200
Now we knowthe truth.
1851
01:19:28,200 --> 01:19:29,667
Right?
1852
01:19:29,667 --> 01:19:32,000
How do you feel?
1853
01:19:32,000 --> 01:19:35,166
I mean, you know, I wasalready paying on the package.
1854
01:19:35,166 --> 01:19:36,333
I know.
1855
01:19:36,333 --> 01:19:37,767
Good thing Iwas, right?
1856
01:19:37,767 --> 01:19:39,433
Yeah.
1857
01:19:39,433 --> 01:19:41,567
It's a goodthing.
1858
01:19:41,567 --> 01:19:43,033
Mmm...
1859
01:19:43,033 --> 01:19:47,100
The truth.
1860
01:19:47,100 --> 01:19:49,066
It's not like Iwasn't doing nothing.
1861
01:19:49,066 --> 01:19:50,300
Right.
1862
01:19:50,300 --> 01:19:52,033
And it's not likeI didn't, like,
1863
01:19:52,033 --> 01:19:54,667
try to go downand do the things
1864
01:19:54,667 --> 01:19:56,700
that I was supposedto do anyway.
1865
01:19:56,700 --> 01:19:58,133
Right.
1866
01:19:58,133 --> 01:19:59,200
And so, uh...
1867
01:19:59,200 --> 01:20:02,333
I's hot andI'm sweating, um...
1868
01:20:02,333 --> 01:20:04,700
But that's okay.
1869
01:20:04,700 --> 01:20:07,166
I mean, I don't seeit being a problem.
1870
01:20:07,166 --> 01:20:08,567
Or why it shouldbe a problem.
1871
01:20:08,567 --> 01:20:10,000
Uh-huh....
1872
01:20:10,000 --> 01:20:12,600
I'm not saying it'sa problem, I'm just...
1873
01:20:12,600 --> 01:20:14,333
Mm-hmm.
1874
01:20:14,333 --> 01:20:15,734
What do you mean,mm-hmm?
1875
01:20:15,734 --> 01:20:17,066
I was saying,yeah, okay.
1876
01:20:21,433 --> 01:20:24,300
Can I have a hug?
1877
01:20:24,300 --> 01:20:28,500
What's wrong?
1878
01:20:28,500 --> 01:20:30,200
(Donnie crying)
1879
01:20:36,200 --> 01:20:39,533
What's wrong?
1880
01:20:39,533 --> 01:20:42,367
Nothing...(crying)
1881
01:20:42,367 --> 01:20:44,400
It's gonna burn.
1882
01:20:44,400 --> 01:20:46,233
(sniffing)
1883
01:20:46,233 --> 01:20:48,266
(food sizzling)
1884
01:21:02,600 --> 01:21:04,500
(alarm clock beeping)
1885
01:21:13,633 --> 01:21:18,767
♪ ♪
1886
01:21:30,500 --> 01:21:32,367
(Brian)That's what you got to do.
1887
01:21:32,367 --> 01:21:34,367
You got to go to rollcall and whatnot.
1888
01:21:34,367 --> 01:21:35,600
They got to be shined.
1889
01:21:39,667 --> 01:21:42,667
♪ ♪
1890
01:21:44,600 --> 01:21:46,033
(recorded voice) 79th street.
1891
01:21:46,033 --> 01:21:47,667
(Brian)I'm working,I'm trying to, you know,
1892
01:21:47,667 --> 01:21:50,033
make it so that I can have atleast another place,
1893
01:21:50,033 --> 01:21:52,133
you know, when thistwo years is up and whatnot.
1894
01:22:00,633 --> 01:22:03,567
But, it's, it's kindof cold out there.
1895
01:22:03,567 --> 01:22:06,767
The way I heard,you know from my boy, Blue,
1896
01:22:06,767 --> 01:22:09,467
most of my friends died,you know.
1897
01:22:09,467 --> 01:22:10,633
I'm surprisedI ain't dead.
1898
01:22:16,567 --> 01:22:20,200
But to tell you the truth,I'm still in the streets.
1899
01:22:20,200 --> 01:22:24,433
I'm still doing the things thatI was doing when I was homeless.
1900
01:22:24,433 --> 01:22:25,533
Picking up trash.
1901
01:22:25,533 --> 01:22:27,700
(horn honking)
1902
01:22:28,700 --> 01:22:30,300
That's what I do.
1903
01:22:39,633 --> 01:22:42,567
So, apparently, uh,
1904
01:22:42,567 --> 01:22:47,333
apparently...my sister just called me
1905
01:22:47,333 --> 01:22:52,033
and told me that, uh,my father called my mother,
1906
01:22:52,033 --> 01:22:55,100
and he had been drinking,so she thinks he's drunk.
1907
01:22:55,100 --> 01:22:58,233
I'm at his apartment, andI'm going to walk in and see.
1908
01:23:03,133 --> 01:23:05,500
(voices from TV)
1909
01:23:12,734 --> 01:23:14,467
(Che)What you doing?
1910
01:23:14,467 --> 01:23:16,200
You scaring the hellout of me, man.
1911
01:23:16,200 --> 01:23:18,600
What you doing, man?
1912
01:23:18,600 --> 01:23:20,333
What you doing?
1913
01:23:20,333 --> 01:23:22,567
Why are you in thedark with your coat on?
1914
01:23:22,567 --> 01:23:24,400
You scaring me, man.
1915
01:23:24,400 --> 01:23:25,734
Coming to my house, man.
1916
01:23:25,734 --> 01:23:27,467
You didn't ringthe bell, nothing.
1917
01:23:27,467 --> 01:23:28,500
I got a key.
1918
01:23:28,500 --> 01:23:29,400
Turn the TV off.
1919
01:23:36,100 --> 01:23:39,667
What is this,what the fuck is this, man?
1920
01:23:39,667 --> 01:23:42,500
Pour it in the toilet.
1921
01:23:42,500 --> 01:23:44,166
Pour it in the toilet.
1922
01:23:45,600 --> 01:23:50,033
Do you see whatI'm doing?
1923
01:23:50,033 --> 01:23:52,100
This is for you, and...
1924
01:23:58,066 --> 01:24:00,100
(splashing)
1925
01:24:01,200 --> 01:24:02,400
I'm disappointed in you.
1926
01:24:02,400 --> 01:24:06,467
No, no, no,no, no.
1927
01:24:06,467 --> 01:24:08,433
Listen, listen!
1928
01:24:08,433 --> 01:24:10,133
I helped fixyou up.
1929
01:24:10,133 --> 01:24:12,100
I gotyou in programs.
1930
01:24:12,100 --> 01:24:13,667
I helped get youan apartment.
1931
01:24:13,667 --> 01:24:15,533
I broughtyou in the family.
1932
01:24:15,533 --> 01:24:16,467
And this is how yourepay me.
1933
01:24:20,000 --> 01:24:21,633
Hold it, man,let me tell you something.
1934
01:24:21,633 --> 01:24:23,266
I'm-I'm-I'm the daddy!
1935
01:24:23,266 --> 01:24:24,533
I am the daddy!
1936
01:24:24,533 --> 01:24:25,734
So whatdoes that mean?
1937
01:24:25,734 --> 01:24:29,400
It means this ismy house.
1938
01:24:29,400 --> 01:24:30,600
You going tolose your apartment.
1939
01:24:30,600 --> 01:24:31,600
I pay-I pay-I pay...
1940
01:24:31,600 --> 01:24:32,667
Hey, hey, hey, hey
1941
01:24:32,667 --> 01:24:33,667
Hey, hey!
1942
01:24:33,667 --> 01:24:35,066
When you, hey!
1943
01:24:35,066 --> 01:24:36,467
When you end upback on the-- listen!
1944
01:24:36,467 --> 01:24:38,166
When you-- listen!
1945
01:24:38,166 --> 01:24:39,667
When you end up backon the street...
1946
01:24:39,667 --> 01:24:41,233
That's the firstthing I do...
1947
01:24:41,233 --> 01:24:43,066
When you, when youend up on the street,
1948
01:24:43,066 --> 01:24:45,000
I'm not going to comeget you again.
1949
01:24:45,000 --> 01:24:46,367
You're going to come getme, you're gonna find me...
1950
01:24:46,367 --> 01:24:47,533
No, I'm not.
1951
01:24:47,533 --> 01:24:50,000
You go to lostand found.
1952
01:24:50,000 --> 01:24:51,600
You're going tofind me.
1953
01:24:51,600 --> 01:24:53,033
And I'ma find you.
1954
01:24:53,033 --> 01:24:58,033
No.
1955
01:24:58,033 --> 01:24:59,333
All right, I'm done.
1956
01:24:59,333 --> 01:25:01,000
Yo, yo, yo, yo,I'm done.
1957
01:25:01,000 --> 01:25:02,300
Che!
1958
01:25:02,300 --> 01:25:03,400
Don't come tomy house.
1959
01:25:03,400 --> 01:25:04,467
Che!
1960
01:25:04,467 --> 01:25:05,700
You don't need it.
1961
01:25:05,700 --> 01:25:09,300
♪ ♪
1962
01:25:38,633 --> 01:25:40,734
(distant dog barking)
1963
01:25:48,133 --> 01:25:51,734
(Che)After I saw myfather drinking,
1964
01:25:51,734 --> 01:25:55,567
it was like a spark wentout inside of me.
1965
01:25:55,567 --> 01:26:01,200
It was him choosingalcohol over me again.
1966
01:26:01,200 --> 01:26:03,066
And it was too much pain.
1967
01:26:07,734 --> 01:26:11,467
I came into an understandingof why my father
1968
01:26:11,467 --> 01:26:15,500
had been gonefor 28 years.
1969
01:26:15,500 --> 01:26:17,533
And that pain nevergoes away.
1970
01:26:21,300 --> 01:26:24,033
And I had tomake a decision on
1971
01:26:24,033 --> 01:26:27,000
could he be in my lifefrom this point on.
1972
01:26:27,000 --> 01:26:29,166
Did I lose him again?
1973
01:26:32,734 --> 01:26:37,500
And the first time I was-I was young, so he abandoned me.
1974
01:26:39,033 --> 01:26:41,700
This time...I abandon him.
1975
01:27:01,533 --> 01:27:04,066
I was delusionalabout what a father was.
1976
01:27:08,000 --> 01:27:11,667
I was trying to make Brianbe something that
1977
01:27:11,667 --> 01:27:17,266
I dreamed of as a child,instead of accepting who he is.
1978
01:27:21,133 --> 01:27:25,000
I have to love my fatheras an alcoholic.
1979
01:27:27,333 --> 01:27:30,600
I started somethingthat I can't turn back.
1980
01:27:33,166 --> 01:27:34,600
Hey!Hey!
1981
01:27:34,600 --> 01:27:35,633
What's up dog?
1982
01:27:35,633 --> 01:27:36,667
What's up, man?
1983
01:27:36,667 --> 01:27:37,633
You, man.
1984
01:27:37,633 --> 01:27:38,667
How you feeling, man?
1985
01:27:38,667 --> 01:27:40,033
Aw, pretty good.
1986
01:27:40,033 --> 01:27:40,700
You watchingJerry Springer?
1987
01:27:40,700 --> 01:27:42,033
Yeah.
1988
01:27:42,033 --> 01:27:43,700
I got my cable on, man.
1989
01:27:43,700 --> 01:27:45,200
I got somethingfor you.
1990
01:27:45,200 --> 01:27:47,233
What's that?
1991
01:27:47,233 --> 01:27:49,166
I got a goodold-fashioned ass whooping.
1992
01:27:49,166 --> 01:27:50,133
Oh, no!
1993
01:27:50,133 --> 01:27:51,200
Right now.
1994
01:27:51,200 --> 01:27:52,300
Here, you grabit, old man.
1995
01:27:52,300 --> 01:27:53,633
Old man?
1996
01:27:53,633 --> 01:27:55,233
Stop your madness.
1997
01:27:55,233 --> 01:27:56,567
Because I'm gon'sure put it on you.
1998
01:27:56,567 --> 01:27:58,567
(Che laughing)
1999
01:27:58,567 --> 01:28:01,166
Yeah.
2000
01:28:01,166 --> 01:28:04,133
Okay, I gotsomething for you now.
2001
01:28:04,133 --> 01:28:06,300
Oh, no.Oh, yeah.
2002
01:28:09,533 --> 01:28:13,133
(Donnie)When Che went looking for Brian,he just had a lot of questions.
2003
01:28:13,133 --> 01:28:15,300
Man, you got mein a pickle here.
2004
01:28:15,300 --> 01:28:17,066
(Donnie)And many of thosehave been answered.
2005
01:28:20,166 --> 01:28:21,233
(dog barking)
2006
01:28:21,233 --> 01:28:22,333
(Brian)Merry Christmas!
2007
01:28:22,333 --> 01:28:24,233
(Che)Happy holiday.
2008
01:28:24,233 --> 01:28:27,700
(Donnie)Brian's presence hasreally helped make Che feel
2009
01:28:27,700 --> 01:28:31,200
like a more whole person.
2010
01:28:31,200 --> 01:28:34,734
And because ofthat he's more engaged
2011
01:28:34,734 --> 01:28:37,300
in every other familymember's life.
2012
01:28:37,300 --> 01:28:38,700
Here we go.
2013
01:28:38,700 --> 01:28:41,500
Almighty God, thank youfor keeping us healthy
2014
01:28:41,500 --> 01:28:43,066
and safe on this day.
2015
01:28:43,066 --> 01:28:45,200
And thank you forthe best gift of all,
2016
01:28:45,200 --> 01:28:47,633
which is bringing ustogether as family, amen.
2017
01:28:47,633 --> 01:28:48,600
(all)Amen.
2018
01:28:48,600 --> 01:28:49,667
(man)All right!
2019
01:28:49,667 --> 01:28:51,600
(laughing)
2020
01:28:51,600 --> 01:28:55,033
(chatter)
2021
01:28:55,033 --> 01:28:58,667
(Che)What I needed in knowingwho my father was,
2022
01:28:58,667 --> 01:29:01,200
I received that.
2023
01:29:01,200 --> 01:29:02,633
And he's a partof this house now.
2024
01:29:05,133 --> 01:29:09,166
My father has someone to lovehim for the rest of his life.
2025
01:29:11,233 --> 01:29:12,567
(fast forwarding)
2026
01:29:13,734 --> 01:29:15,667
(all)Yay!
2027
01:29:15,667 --> 01:29:17,533
Oh, no!
2028
01:29:17,533 --> 01:29:19,233
Oh, no!
2029
01:29:19,233 --> 01:29:20,266
(fast forwarding)
2030
01:29:27,100 --> 01:29:30,000
(Brian)All this is, like,new to me and whatnot.
2031
01:29:30,000 --> 01:29:31,367
All right.
2032
01:29:40,233 --> 01:29:42,033
There's so many things yougot to remember
2033
01:29:42,033 --> 01:29:46,300
and so many thingsyou got to do, it's, ooh...
2034
01:29:46,300 --> 01:29:49,266
Okay, cool, cool,cool, cool, cool, cool.
2035
01:29:52,533 --> 01:29:55,700
When I'm taking one day at atime, slowly but surely,
2036
01:29:55,700 --> 01:29:57,133
until I perfect this stuff.
2037
01:30:00,533 --> 01:30:04,333
We're in a chess gameof life right now.
2038
01:30:04,333 --> 01:30:08,066
It's like we'rein the middle of a game.
2039
01:30:08,066 --> 01:30:12,200
And I'm coming straightat ya.
2040
01:30:12,200 --> 01:30:13,467
(Che)Let me see you smile.
2041
01:30:13,467 --> 01:30:14,734
(laughing)
2042
01:30:14,734 --> 01:30:16,133
Yeah, man.
2043
01:30:16,133 --> 01:30:17,000
That's a beautiful smile.
2044
01:30:17,000 --> 01:30:18,133
I know!
2045
01:30:21,367 --> 01:30:23,233
I feel ten years younger.
2046
01:30:23,233 --> 01:30:28,300
I mean, uh, I'm a lotmore confident in myself.
2047
01:30:28,300 --> 01:30:31,300
I'm seeing if I canget me a better job
2048
01:30:31,300 --> 01:30:34,400
than what I'm doing nowand whatnot, so...
2049
01:30:34,400 --> 01:30:37,734
I hope-- I can't waittill the world see me now.
2050
01:30:37,734 --> 01:30:42,600
♪ When I found you, I found me ♪
2051
01:30:42,600 --> 01:30:47,734
♪ This is how it wassupposed to be ♪
2052
01:30:47,734 --> 01:30:53,133
♪ When I found you, I found me ♪
2053
01:30:53,133 --> 01:30:58,100
♪ This is how it wassupposed to be ♪
2054
01:30:58,100 --> 01:31:02,700
♪ When I found you, I found me ♪
2055
01:31:02,700 --> 01:31:07,467
♪ This is how it wassupposed to be ♪
2056
01:31:07,467 --> 01:31:09,467
♪ ♪
2057
01:31:23,400 --> 01:31:26,166
♪ My mama boyfriendtaught me how to womanize ♪
2058
01:31:26,166 --> 01:31:28,600
♪ How to run from the truthand tell women lies ♪
2059
01:31:28,600 --> 01:31:31,333
♪ Never had a fatherand I blame my mama ♪
2060
01:31:31,333 --> 01:31:33,767
♪ She made bad judgmentsand had horrible karma ♪
2061
01:31:33,767 --> 01:31:36,233
♪ Couldn't even finda decent man for me to honor ♪♪ Nope ♪
2062
01:31:36,233 --> 01:31:37,333
♪ Got my degreefrom the streets ♪
2063
01:31:37,333 --> 01:31:39,066
♪ That was my alma mater ♪♪ Yeah ♪
2064
01:31:39,066 --> 01:31:41,333
♪ Call my homies my cousinsand the hustlers my brothers ♪
2065
01:31:41,333 --> 01:31:43,700
♪ We had our own clique,we roll for each other ♪
2066
01:31:43,700 --> 01:31:46,467
♪ They taught me how topick locks, how to ditch cops ♪
2067
01:31:46,467 --> 01:31:48,700
♪ And how to break the coke downinto small rocks ♪
2068
01:31:48,700 --> 01:31:51,400
♪ And told me if you got apistol, you ain't gotta box ♪
2069
01:31:51,400 --> 01:31:54,033
♪ Put his brains in the streetsand make 'em all wiser ♪
2070
01:31:54,033 --> 01:31:56,533
♪ But at 16 I started to add ♪♪ What? ♪
2071
01:31:56,533 --> 01:31:59,166
♪ I subtracted the painand divided the dad ♪
2072
01:31:59,166 --> 01:32:01,633
♪ Multiply my groundwith a fraction I had ♪
2073
01:32:01,633 --> 01:32:03,567
♪ And all the multiple mennever equaled a dad ♪
2074
01:32:03,567 --> 01:32:07,467
♪ When I found you, I found me ♪
2075
01:32:07,467 --> 01:32:12,567
♪ This is how it wassupposed to be ♪
2076
01:32:12,567 --> 01:32:16,567
♪ When I found you, I found me ♪♪ Oh... ♪
2077
01:32:16,567 --> 01:32:18,000
♪ Yeah, yeah ♪
2078
01:32:18,000 --> 01:32:21,266
♪ This is how it wassupposed to be ♪
2079
01:32:21,266 --> 01:32:24,700
♪ So glad, I'm so gladthat I found you ♪
2080
01:32:24,700 --> 01:32:27,367
BRIAN: I-I just... I just wanted us to get...
2081
01:32:27,367 --> 01:32:29,333
get along, you know, and do some things
2082
01:32:29,333 --> 01:32:31,400
that we haven't done, you know,
2083
01:32:31,400 --> 01:32:34,433
wh-while we was, you know, apart.
2084
01:32:34,433 --> 01:32:36,600
That's what I'm saying. But hey.
2085
01:32:36,600 --> 01:32:40,300
Now, see, the thing is, I-I'm steadily working,
2086
01:32:40,300 --> 01:32:42,500
and I'm trying to be with my grandchildren
2087
01:32:42,500 --> 01:32:44,166
as much as I can.
2088
01:32:44,166 --> 01:32:47,533
You know, I-I live right... right down the street from 'em.
2089
01:32:47,533 --> 01:32:50,266
So that I can visit my grandchildren.
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I got my crib. I'm... you know, I'm-I'm moving on, and...
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you know, th-there... there is no excuses.
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