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♪ So you say that I'm your servant, ♪

♪ Well, that's fine,

♪ that's fine,

♪ I just hope you know that I'm observant, ♪

♪ I've gotten under your skin, ♪

♪ you're mine,

♪ So you kill all the witnesses, ♪

♪ 'Cause who wants to remember what they've seen? ♪

♪ And I will project submissiveness, ♪

♪ 'Cause who wants to say what they really mean? ♪

♪ I just wait for you,

♪ I just wait,

♪ I just wait,

♪ I just wait for you,

♪ I just wait, I just wait,

♪ For you to figure out who's in charge now. ♪

♪

♪ So you say that I'm your servant♪

♪ So why should I complain

♪ Cause even though you hurt me,♪

♪ I still keep hoping that will change.♪

♪ So you kill all the witnesses.♪

Deanna Lambert...

You really should speak up in class more often.

You have a lot of important things to say.

Thanks, Mr. North.

Keep on writing, ok?

Ok.

Deanna, your locker smells putrid.

Putrid.

Good word, Spinelli.

Did your SAT tutor teach it to you?

Gross.

You know, we're not in middle school anymore.

Right.

'Cause in middle school I was under the impression

you were my friend.

[ message alert ]

[ Deanna ]: It was three years ago

when the video of me and Tommy Webber went viral.

Holy crap.

What?

Deanna hooked up with Tommy Webber.

No way.

[ phone vibrating ]

Watch me. Hold up.

Yo.

Yo, check this out.

Is that Lambert's little sister?

No way.

Webber, you lucky prick!

[ moaning ]

[ moaning ]

Daddy?

You wanna explain that?!

Daddy, I'm really sorry.

I can't even look at you.

Hang up.

[ on phone ] 911, what's your emergency?

Hi, I'm sorry, um... there's no emergency.

That's what she told you.

Which is, on top of everything else, she lied to us.

No, I'm not saying she lied to us.

How is this guy Darren's best friend?

Jesus Christ, he was sitting at our dinner table

practically every night.

Calm down, sweetie.

Deanna Lambert's such a nympho.

She totally asked for it.

[ groans ]

I don't know what happened, ok?

My phone must have been hacked or something!

You liar!

[ crowd gasps ]

You know my dad saw that video!

I should have never let you near my sister!

She started it.

Is that what you tell yourself?

You sick paedophile loser!

Darren! Darren!

Fight back!

Stop!

It's not worth it! Stop!

It's not worth the trouble!

Dick!

Shhh. Calm down, baby.

Tommy, are you ok?

Listen. The Lamberts are trash.

Everyone had their version of my story.

I deleted everything I could, but some stories just stick.

What did you say?

Nothing.

That's what I thought.

You look hot today, Lambert.

Yeah.

I think your tits got bigger this year.

What up?

Didn't you guys, like, graduate yesterday?

It's kinda pathetic to still be hanging around here.

Who's pathetic?

Get off him!

Didn't you guys have some kittens to torture?

My brother gets off at the fast bar in like ten minutes.

Let's go get the keg.

[ snaps photo ]

Two more long years in this hell hole.

Counting the days.

I feel you.

I'm applying for jobs tomorrow.

Wanna come with?

I don't know, D.

I've got big plans to binge watch every season

of The Walking Dead this summer.

Come on, please?

I'll buy you a beverage.

Oh, beverage incentive.

Now we're talking.

[ deep sigh ]

Did I tell you,

the Spinelli's are doing the 4th of July barbecue again.

No, you didn't tell me.

I'd love to go.

Really?

Yeah.

Hey, sweetheart.

Hey.

You're home late.

You better get started on your homework.

It was the last day of school.

I know. Just sayin'.

Better stay out of trouble this summer.

Is that clear?

As root-beer.

Is Darren home yet?

Oh, no honey, he's still at work.

And Stacey just left for work and to drop off the car.

Or pick up the car.

I can never remember how their schedule works.

She got out of here late as usual.

She's lucky they don't fire her.

She made employee of the month.

Twice.

No excuse to slack off.

Well, I'm sure they give her a little leeway,

being a new mother and all.

You want some beans?

No. Thanks, hon.

Hey, sweetheart, I wanna make you a plate.

Oh, it's ok. I already ate.

How about some ice cream then?

Yeah, maybe later.

I got cherry vanilla.

You'll have some, won't you?

Still my favourite.

Thanks for remembering.

Morning.

We got a busy one ahead of us.

You don't mind staying a little bit late if I need you to?

You don't need to pick up your daughter

from cheerleading camp?

Deanna's not a cheerleader, Bob.

Oh, that's right.

Well, you're lucky,

because between Ashley's cheerleading

and Jason's little league,

sometimes I feel like I'm the family chauffeur.

[ door bell chimes ]

No summer vacation for us, huh?

She needs to get her license.

Morning.

Morning.

Oh my gosh, Mr. Lambert.

Hi, it's good to see you.

Fran.

Mr. Lambert and I worked together at NPC.

Well, I worked for him.

What can I do for you today?

Any chance you could squeeze in a quick oil change?

Uh, let me see.

I've got a 9:00 am staff meeting, you remember,

hell to pay for showing up late.

Sure.

But, I mean, you totally dodged a bullet.

Nobody is making the commissions they used to.

Uh huh.

Actually, uh, why don't you go ahead

and do Fran's oil change first?

It will be 15 minutes.

That's perfect.

Darren?

Your brother went to work already.

Ok.

You look nice.

And clean.

I'm applying for jobs today.

I could totally hook you up with Jiffy Save.

Maybe next month.

Oh, that's ok.

I actually need something sooner.

Hey.

Shit.

I'm leaking again.

I need some new clothes.

Nothing fits me anymore.

I heard nursing helps you lose the baby weight.

Yeah, why do you think I've been doing it this long?

You are so lucky Tommy didn't get you pregnant.

You know that, right?

Mmmhmm.

I don't even know why I bother getting dressed.

I'll be around later if you need any help.

Yeah.

Bye, baby girl.

[ baby cooing ]

[ Jason ]: I hate it when your parents take you on these long trips.

[ Lee ]: Maybe you could come with us sometime.

I don't know.

Your stepdad likes me much.

That's not true.

Hey.

Hey.

I didn't know you were back from...

From Santa Barbara with my mom.

Right, right, right.

Yeah.

It's like 50 degrees here.

Are you coming with?

Yeah, is... is that ok?

Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah.

Totally fine.

Let's just go before I freeze to death.

Sandwich artist?

Well, you are creative.

[ laughs ]

I'm just here to drop off a resume.

Sure. I'll take a look.

Here.

There you go.

Ok.

My manager will call you.

Ok.

I'm sorry, it's just really bugging me.

I know I know you.

I don't think so.

Wait, did I meet you at Jim Freedland's party?

Guys, come on, let's go.

Your name.

It's just so... familiar.

I'm sure I know you from somewhere.

Was it my viral sex video?

[ fake sexual moaning ]

Does that refresh your memory?

Come on, Jay.

Sorry.

Woah, D, you need to work on your interviewing skills.

He totally knew about me. I could tell.

Your paranoid.

No, I'm not.

It's this pathetic little town.

If this was at my old school no one would even care.

Can't imagine they get much foot traffic out here.

This grease pit could be my last chance for freedom.

Careful, I can smell your desperation.

If they ask about cashier experience tell them

you're really good at math and you're a fast learner.

I'm... I'm just saying.

Good luck.

[ knocking ] Hello?

We're closed.

[ to himself ] Read the sign.

I'm just here to drop off a resume?

Really? Great.

Oh, I can come back.

No, no, no.

Come on. Come right in.

Right this way.

Business has been a little slow.

It seems that pizza doesn't hold the esteemed position

that it once did in the family budget.

Either that or the large chains have succeeded

in pricing me out of the market.

But still, business does pick up a little in the summer

and I like to have another person on board.

So, let's see.

Huh.

Babysitting...

hmm.

English honours?

Impressive.

Yeah, everything looks good, Deanna.

Good.

Michael.

You're not... gluten free, are you?

[ quietly chatting ]

Nailed it!

I start tomorrow.

I knew you'd find something.

Yeah, well, it's just pizza.

Minimum wage.

Well, I still think it's great.

So what're you gonna do with your colossal summer earnings?

Don't buy a car without talking to me first.

I'm moving out.

What? Really?

Seriously? Moving where?

Anywhere but here.

Me, Darren and Stacey.

We're taking April and getting our own place.

Aargh!

It would be really nice to take a hot shower

in my own goddamn house once in a while.

At least you have time to shower.

You have got the same 24 hours as everyone else!

[ baby crying ]

I committed the cardinal sin of doing laundry.

I guess there was no hot water for his shower.

[ baby crying ]

God, why can't she just go one day without crying?

Maybe because she's a baby?

I'm really glad you could be a smart ass about it Deanna, really.

Ok, I'm sorry.

Hey, it's not like we have to be here much longer.

What?

I mean, you won't,

and I won't someday soon, you know?

We'll be out of here.

Look at you, Miss Sunshine looking on the bright side.

I can barely get through today.

[ knocking ]

One minute.

Come in.

You wanna go for a run?

Yeah, let me get my kicks on.

How was work?

Same old, same old.

I got a job.

Hey, that's good.

You can start saving for college.

Ok, yeah. I will.

What? I'm serious.

No, no, no.

I don't want you stuck here after you graduate.

Just because I blew it doesn't mean that-

You could still go one day.

Yeah, maybe.

But you are definitely going.

Oh, what?

You don't want me to get pregnant

and live in mom and dad's basement with my girlfriend

and work at the Jiffy Save my whole life?

Exactly.

Smart ass.

Come downstairs later and hang?

Let me just check my schedule real quick.

Yeah, totally free.

Ok, bye.

Bye.

Morning.

Hey, sweetheart.

I was thinking French toast.

Aren't you working today?

They asked people to volunteer for some days off.

Don't ever work in retail, honey.

What about pizza?

Mmm, what about it?

I got a job.

Craven's Pizza.

Does your father know?

Mom, it's not a tattoo or a nose ring.

It's a job.

[ laughs ]

No, you're right.

It's a job.

That's great.

I- I thought you were gonna babysit this summer.

Well, it's not steady enough.

I mean, Craven's is gonna give me 40 hours a week.

Are you gonna have to work nights?

Some, yeah.

I just wish you would have told me.

Maybe I could have gotten you something at Spinelli's.

Ok, mom. Thanks.

Craven's will be fine.

Ok, well, French toast it is then, huh?

I never get a chance to cook Sunday breakfast

for you kids anymore.

I miss us all eating together at the table.

Grandma would roll in her grave if she knew that I work Sundays

while you all stay home and eat doughnuts,

not one of us in church.

It's ok, mom.

If we can't have church we'll have French toast.

I think grandma would understand.

Hey, sweetheart.

Hey.

Are Stacey and April still asleep, honey?

Sort of.

It's after 10:00.

She should be up.

Can't you drink from a glass?

She was up at 5:00 to feed the baby.

So she wants a reward for being a good mother?

It's part of the deal when you decide to get pregnant.

Hey, who wants French toast?

Me.

Me too.

Ray?

I hope you're not making any for Stacey.

Or maybe we should make this a hotel.

We could do room service.

Yeah.

You know what? Never mind.

We're gonna go out for breakfast.

Oh no you don't.

Not after your mother's cooked for you.

Oh, it's alright, Ray.

I haven't really started.

No, it's not alright.

Don't be like that to mom just 'cause you hate Stacey.

Excuse me for wanting something better for you than this!

Who died?

Would you like some French toast, honey?

Sure.

No, never mind.

We're gonna go out.

Hi. Come on.

We are?

Yeah.

Ok.

Pick up some orange juice while you're out.

Hi.

Hope I'm not late.

No, you're right on time.

As you can see, we're in the middle of a big rush.

Does it ever get busy?

Yeah, we have our regulars.

Oh, this is Tommy.

Tommy, Deanna.

Deanna, Tommy.

Tommy is a pizza-making Jedi master.

I taught him everything he knows.

Hey, DD.

You two know each other?

Yeah.

In the biblical sense.

Back to work, Webber.

And you come with me.

We got some paperwork to fill out.

And you get a shirt.

Just the essentials.

Wow, I needed that.

I hope you don't smoke, it's a disgusting habit.

I quit last year.

Oh, good for you.

Quitting is on my to-do list.

I have an older brother.

We quit together.

Cool.

Isn't it illegal to smoke in a restaurant?

Oh, technically yes.

I don't know if I can do this.

Don't say that, I'll stop I won't smoke-

Oh, no, actually it's not that.

Oh.

Well, what is it then?

Is he here every night?

Well, no, not... not every night.

Was it a recent break-up?

You're too young to have a past.

It was like three years ago.

Three years?

That would have made you... a felony.

Yeah, it's a long story.

Hmm.

Of all the gin joints...

No? Nothing?

Listen, you never have to be nice to Tommy.

I'm here most of the time anyway.

I have no life.

I'll keep an eye out for you.

You still want the gig, right?

Um...

ok.

Oh, thank god.

Great.

I'm gonna get you a shirt now.

[ music begins ] ♪♪

♪ There's a song that's singing ♪

♪ Find it in the back of your mind ♪

♪

♪ You'll get the rhythm if you listen ♪

♪ The melody don't take much time ♪

♪

♪ When it goes ooooo

♪ Don't yah feel better?

♪

♪ When it sings lalala love ♪

♪ Don't you feel fine?

♪

♪ All of the time to sit and watch the world go by ♪

♪

♪ There's a tune that's humming ♪

♪ Feel it in the pulse of your heart ♪

♪

♪ There's a drum that's drumming ♪

♪ Always was from the start ♪

♪

♪ When it goes ooooo

[ Tommy ]: You're not even gonna say hi to me, DD?

Nobody calls me that anymore.

I wanted to message you a couple times, but...

you're like a virtual ghost.

What happened to community college, Sherlock?

Don't tell me you graduated in just three short years.

Nah, college wasn't for me.

Girls were too stuck up.

Oh, what, they weren't impressed with your erudition?

I like your pony tail.

Oh, you're still here?

Oh, I'm just waiting for my brother.

You take that in every night?

Are you kidding me? This is my third Giuseppe.

I am about to turn into a pumpkin.

Can I give you a lift?

Oh, no, he'll be here.

You don't have to wait.

So, was it awful?

Are you never coming back?

I need the money.

Of course.

I mean, why else would anybody work here?

My brother and I are getting our own place.

Really?

Oh, there he is.

Alright, well, good work today, kiddo.

[ Radio ]: ♪ Dylan doesn't want to party ♪

♪ Don't drink, just pour

♪ I need another whiskey water ♪

Who was that guy?

Michael?

♪

My boss.

He's after you already?

It's not like that.

Yeah, well if he's slimy I want you to quit right now.

I'm pretty sure he's gay.

It just seemed-

It's called affection, you might have heard of it?

Anyway, if you were on time

he wouldn't have needed to wait with me.

Ok, I'm sorry.

Stacey can get you from now on right from work.

How was it, by the way?

You smell so much like onions.

It's bad.

How was your day off?

Uh, it was good.

We, uh, drove into the city

and we checked out some places for rent.

What? I thought you-

I thought you had to save up

like a couple thousand dollars first,

for like first and last and the deposit and everything.

Yeah, we're thinking about asking Stacey's mom for help.

Stacey's barely talked to her mom since April was born.

Why would you ask anything from her?

You'll just owe her forever.

Calm down.

We probably won't ask her.

All we did was talk about it.

But you know we have to get out of the basement.

Yeah, I know.

I do, too.

I got news for you.

You're above ground.

[ baby cooing ]

♪ Lullaby and goodnight,

♪ See the moon on the water, ♪

♪ Close your eyes, shut them tight, ♪

♪ There's a whip-o-will on high, ♪

♪ Lullaby and goodnight,

♪ 'Cause the angels are whisperin' ♪

[ radio ]: Mayor Anderson campaigned on creating more jobs

in the community

He said, "I would like to see

"a greater number of living wage jobs in town."

Blah, blah, blah.

... Growing up, there were more opportunities.

[ turns radio off ]

Where are you going?

Jason's.

With Lee?

No, just me and Jason.

Why?

Because Lee can't come.

Why not?

Because she's busy.

Lee doesn't mind you being alone with her boyfriend?

I think it's the way he flicks his cigarette.

That's not exactly proof of gayness.

Well, like, sometimes he, like, I dunno.

He- he enunciates his words in like a kind of gay way,

but it's not like that over the top queen-y way, you know?

I mean, it's cool you like the people you work with.

Yeah, Michael's cool.

I should get a job.

You?

Nah, you're right.

It would totally cut into my binge watching schedule.

I should get home.

I don't wanna go.

Just crash here.

Yeah, I don't think so.

My mom won't care.

My dad would.

He thinks we're making out and snorting coke

and piercing each other's nipples or something.

Imagine how disappointed he'd be to know the truth.

[ birds cawing ]

DD?

Hey, DD?

Wanna hang out after closing?

I have some killer kush.

You think guys like that?

You wanna know the thing that's really nice?

When a girl is clean.

Like, fresh.

Like she just got out of the shower.

Yeah, just like that.

[ Darren ]: Did Tommy get the beer?

[ Friend ]: I think so.

[ Darren ]: Webber, hurry up, game's about to start.

Do you see how beautiful you are?

[ Friend ]: Darren, are your parents home?

[ Darren ]: No, just my little sister.

Come on, DD, it'll be fun.

I know you don't have a boyfriend.

How do you know that?

Just a hunch.

Don't call me DD.

And besides, Stacey is picking me up after work

and if she sees you she'll tell Darren and he'll kick your ass.

[ laughs ]

I'm scared.

Tommy, you're supposed to be on the register.

Sometime today, I'm hoping.

Yeah, yeah, yeah, gotcha.

Is he bothering you?

Tell me if he's bothering you.

No, he's nobody.

You sure?

Yeah, thanks.

Ok.

Hey.

Hey honey.

You know, it just pisses me off that she didn't ask permission.

She's been such a good girl.

She got practically straight A's.

Did you see her report card?

Her honours English teacher told me she might be eligible

for a merit scholarship.

Doesn't that place serve alcohol?

Yes, but what-

Seems like a good way to get into trouble.

Hanging around there at night?

And whatever happened to babysitting?

I guess she changed her mind.

I'm sure she was planning to mention it.

Yeah, like you mentioned Stacey

getting pregnant three weeks after you find out?

I mean, don't I have a right to know what goes on

in my own house?

Maybe if you asked questions, talked to them more,

they would tell you things.

I ask questions.

You interrogate.

Well, you would too if you had seen what I did.

You need to let it go.

It was so long ago.

Thirteen years old, you know?

It was a crime.

She was a child.

That is the point!

And so was he.

Well, that's debatable.

I can't keep doing this.

♪

♪ And the good times

You don't want any of this.

You're too young and sweet.

[ laughs ]

You have no idea what happens in junior high, do you?

It's been a while.

[ coughing ]

Give me that.

You can't tl your brother about this.

You promise?

It's none of Darren's business.

I have my own life.

Come here.

I want to see your pretty face up close.

You're prettier than any other girls in high school.

They're all so made up and fake.

Not like you.

Ok.

You started it, remember?

[ phone vibrating ]

[ birds cawing ]

So, we're leaving tomorrow.

My church organized this family camping thing

for, like, two weeks.

Sounds fun.

Eh, I know, it's kinda... weird.

No, really. It sounds nice.

Your whole family together.

So DD doesn't love me any longer.

I'm wondering, do you have a boyfriend?

Shut up. She's way too old for you.

Um, why are you so mean to him?

He's not bad.

Never mind him.

Advice?

It's about sex, right?

Ok, you don't have to say it so loud.

Like, he wants to have it and you don't, right?

Yeah.

Well, if you don't want to, then don't.

It's not like Jason's gonna force you or anything.

I know, Deanna.

Like...

Well, so then what's the problem?

I don't know.

Maybe I kinda want to.

Kinda want to... what?

Go on a date with me?

As if I'd let her ruin her life.

Can you please leave us the hell alone?

Fine. I think I can take a subtle hint.

How about you come back and see me some other time?

If you can't see through a jerk like Tommy,

you shouldn't even be thinking about having sex.

I'm talking about Jason.

Wait... that's, like, Tommy?

Like, Tommy, Tommy?

Yes.

Why didn't you tell me he worked here?

I was going to.

Woah. He's not like I pictured.

But, I mean, I get it.

He kinda has this energy-

You want my advice?

I can't believe you want my advice.

But you asked, so...

My advice is you're not missing anything.

And in a couple years you'll be in college

and Jason and I will be here working crap-ass jobs

and hanging at the strip mall

so why waste your time on either of us?

Why are you saying this?

Deanna...

Have fun on your spiritual camping quest or whatever.

Maybe you'll find the answers you're looking for.

Deanna, are you serious?

Like...

Tommy, can you Twitter

or whatever it is you do on that thing

to all your millions of adoring fans and tell them

we're having a two-for-one pizza sale, pepperoni pizza,

next Saturday?

I need a new marketing strategy.

New?

Mmmhmm.

Catch you on the flip side, DD.

You know, I'd ask you to do the same,

but look at this thing.

I mean, come on.

My god, it's like a dinosaur.

Hello?

It's for you.

The '90's are calling.

Shut up.

It's all I need.

I don't do Twitter or any of that.

Doesn't that make you like a freak of nature in high school?

Yeah.

Oh.

I gotta fix this thing.

Can I ask you a question?

I'm an open book.

You're like an adult with freedom and money, right?

In theory, yes.

So then why would you choose to live here?

Are you kidding me?

I love this place.

Really? Why?

It's got everything I need.

It's got the beach, it's got Jiffy Save, Starbucks,

rent I can almost afford.

And the fog.

Don't you love the fog?

When you say "love",

you mean hate with the white hot passion of a thousand suns,

then yeah, I love the fog.

Oh Deanna, you are so adorably cynical.

Oh, there's your ride.

Have a great night.

See ya.

♪ This is something else.

♪ Shit, I'm still young myself, ♪

♪ Haven't figured out what this whole living thing's about... ♪

Hey.

Hey.

It's still early, we should go out.

Girl's night, you know?

We never do that.

Like, drinks and karaoke and acting stupid, right?

I'm working on getting you a fake I.D.

What about April?

Darren put her down before I left.

And your parents are home.

Come on, it'll be fun.

You can invite your friend.

What's her name? Lee?

No, we...

she's away.

♪

Ok.

Fine.

Shit.

I guess we're going home.

[ soft music plays ] ♪♪

♪ So,

♪ part the dark and chase it gone, ♪

♪ You're the sweet and sunny one, ♪

♪ As bright as any star

♪ tonight,

♪ You smile like a beam of light, ♪

♪ You can show me a ray,

♪ Show me a ray

What're you doing?

Laundry.

Want me to do your nails?

Hell yeah.

Ok.

What colour do you want?

Um, I think there's a blue in there.

Oh my god, did you know you have a box

of hot pepper red in here?

Oh, yeah.

I remember I got that a while ago

'cause I thought I needed a change.

Then I got pregnant and I figured that was enough change.

Maybe you can exchange it for blonde highlights or something.

Yeah.

Or maybe Darren can come home to a hot redhead

in his bed tonight.

♪

Yeah, let's do it.

♪ There's a war inside of me, ♪

♪ Do I cause new heartbreak, ♪

♪ I'll write a new broken song, ♪

♪ Do I push it down,

♪ Or let it run me right into the ground ♪

♪ I feel like I wouldn't like me? ♪

♪ If I met me

♪

♪ Well I can't stop talking? ♪

♪ For fear of listening to unwelcome sound? ♪

♪

♪ And you haven't called me in weeks? ♪

♪ And honestly it's bringing me down? ♪

♪ I feel like I wouldn't like me if I met me? ♪

♪ I feel like you wouldn't like me if you met me? ♪

♪ And don't you worry, there's still time ♪

♪ There's nothing to live for when I'm sleeping alone ♪

Oh my god.

Darren is gonna freak.

You totally do not look like you.

I know, I could be anyone.

I hear Darren's car!

You're home!

Yeah, so?

Just come downstairs.

Why... why are you still up?

I have to show you something.

♪

Hey, baby.

What's your name?

Hey, that looks great, babe.

That's all you're gonna say?

[ turns tv on ]

What?

I said you look great.

You do.

You look hot, I mean.

Forget it. It's just hair.

[ turns tv off ]

You know, while you guys were playing dress-up

I was working.

I gotta take a shower.

Screw you, Darren.

rafor table three.

We're running low on pepperoni.

Push the salad bar.

I think they're gonna know the difference.

Great. Thank you.

You're welcome.

Here you go.

Let me know if you guys need anything else.

[ laughing ]

Oh, my god!

No way.

Deanna Lambert works here?

He's delusional.

I guess Tommy must be as good as he says he is.

Hey, Spinelli.

Tommy, we've got a keg at Suzette's.

You should come by after work.

Yeah, I gotta work late.

How much do we owe you?

Uh, this one's on the house.

Oh, big shot in an apron.

I look good, right?

You ok?

Yeah, yeah. I'm fine.

I'm fine.

Were you crying?

I just have a headache is all.

The mean girls just left, just so you know.

Ok.

Alright, I'm driving you home.

I can just imagine explaining to your parents

why I let you walk home alone

when they find your blood-soaked body lying in a ditch.

Come on.

Wow, such a pleasant thought.

Not sure they'd care.

Have you always been such an optimist?

Trust me, that's the G-rated version.

I grew up on a steady diet of B horror movies.

Wes Craven classics.

Oh, Craven Pizza.

Got it.

Really? Just now?

Ok, can you take me to the Jiffy Save?

That's where my brother's girlfriend works.

Sure, no problem.

And trust me, your parents would care.

Excuse me?

Excuse me, um, have you seen Stacey?

She left early, wasn't feeling well.

Are you sure?

'Cause her car's still here.

I'm sure she left at 9:30, probably got a ride.

[ heavy rock music ] ♪♪

Stacey!

It's been so long since you partied with us, girl.

Dude, she's practically married now with a baby.

Ha!

If he liked it then he should have put a ring on it.

The guy's a clown.

In the doghouse.

♪

Your hands are so soft.

They smell so good.

What's that?

It's probably diaper cream.

What's happened to you?

That's Darren's sister.

I was supposed to pick her up.

Here quick, put your head down, ok?

She's not gonna see you.

♪

[ honks horn ]

Hey, pretty lady.

Need a ride?

I'm not gonna jump you or anything.

Unless you want me to.

Stacey didn't show up, huh?

Obviously.

She always was kind of a flake.

Seriously, get in.

Come on.

Seatbelt.

The place looks exactly the same.

Your old man still wanna kill me?

He'll take that to his grave.

Oh, right.

Still crazy.

He's not crazy.

He was unemployed.

But not anymore.

Ok, well...

Goodnight.

Hey. Nice of you guys to finally show up.

What're you talking about?

I waited 45 minutes and Stacey never came.

You mean she isn't with you?

No.

Wha-

The car is still at the Jiffy Save.

They said she left at 9:30.

Oh, Jesus.

Hey, where could she be?

[ phone vibrating ]

[ voice mail ] Hey, you reached Stacey.

Leave me a message.

[ baby cooing ]

Nothing?

Not even a note?

No.

What kind of mother just leaves her baby?

Don't jump to conclusions, Ray.

She could be in trouble.

She's just looking for attention.

I don't wanna hear it, guys.

Are you sure you don't wanna call the police, honey?

Yeah, I did.

And the hospital.

Let's just hang out for now.

Ok.

Did you call her mom?

They didn't hear anything.

I suppose she's just taking a little break.

It's hard.

Hormones.

They make a young mother crazy.

What're you gonna do?

I don't know.

[ quietly sobbing ]

I'm sorry.

It's ok.

You know, she was acting kinda funny the other night.

And she wanted to go out, like, partying or something.

Maybe she just decided to blow off some steam, you know?

Like you guys used to do before the baby.

Yeah, well why does she have to go out all night?

Why didn't she call?

Or text?

Or send me a message.

I... I need to...

drive around the neighbourhood.

Check out some friend's houses.

I can't just stand around and wait.

Shoot.

Hey.

Oh, I thought you went to work already.

I did.

When I got there I told them I had a family emergency

and I came home.

Let me take the baby while you make a bottle.

No, it's ok. I can do it.

I'm sure you can, but I do know how to hold a baby.

Where are you going?

Down the hallway, if that's ok.

Yeah, Deanna's gonna fix you a bottle.

Right now.

Gonna fix it right up.

Soon daddy's gonna be back,

and did I tell you grandma needs a new windshield?

A little pebble smacked it on the highway.

Ever since, the crack has been growing bigger and bigger,

just like you.

Growing bigger and bigger.

But a cracked windshield, that's not a good thing.

Not like you, April.

♪ Lullaby and goodnight,

♪ See the moon on the water, ♪

♪ Close your eyes, shut them tight, ♪

♪ As the whip-o-will on high, ♪

Hey, what's going on?

I was just about to give her a bottle.

♪ There's a light in the eyes, ♪

♪ Of my beautiful daughter,

♪ There's a star in the sky, ♪

♪ For my little baby girl. ♪

I think she's ready for her nap.

What're you doing?

I think I know where Stacey went.

Where?

You know how she is about lighthouses?

I'm gonna check out that hostel where I took her

for her birthday last year.

Ok, well I've already called into work

and told them that I'm not coming in today, so I-

You're not coming with me.

You seriously think you're gonna drive three hours

with April screaming her head off in the back?

You haven't slept for like 24 hours.

Don't be such a drama queen.

I deal with April all the time.

Anyway, she likes car rides.

Fine, go without me.

Come on, Deanna.

Don't be like that.

You're not even packing the right stuff for her!

Dude, she needs like twice-

Look!

This is definitely something that I have to do alone.

You and me?

We can't do everything together anymore.

Why?

Couldn't I live with you guys?

Shit, Deanna!

Don't do this right now!

I'm serious!

I could- I can watch April in the afternoons

and I could clean the house and help with rent and everything!

[ laughs ]

It's not a joke!

We're not playing house, Deanna!

This is our life!

This is April's life!

I know!

I could help you guys, I really could.

I take better care of that baby than her own mother does!

Hey, listen!

Ok, I know you're miserable right now, ok?

I know.

I-

I know.

You're gonna have to find your own way out.

Ok?

Stop.

I have to go.

I'll be back soon.

Ten minutes, ok?

No problem.

Bye bye.

My niece is having car trouble.

You guys good closing up without me?

I think so.

It's not rocket science.

Lucky for you.

Are you ok alone with him?

Yeah.

Because if not you can leave now.

Go. We've got it covered.

Ok.

Hey, DD,

give me that friend of yours's phone number, will ya?

Stop calling me that.

I mean it.

If you're talking about Lee, she's taken.

Oh, you're jealous, huh?

You don't want to see me with another lady, I get that.

Seriously though, why did you and your friend get in a fight

the other night?

None of your business.

Ok, fine.

I'm just trying to be nice.

I guess I'm just mean old Tommy,

the guy who ruined your life.

It wasn't a fight, exactly.

I was just a total bitch for no good reason.

Glad to hear I'm not the only one

who brings out the best in you.

You need a ride?

Don't wanna drain the battery.

So...

Ok, stop.

Can you just...

I don't want to right now.

What? You used to love doing that.

Hey!

What's wrong?

I didn't used to love doing that.

Ok, it seemed like you did.

I thought I made you feel good, too.

I don't remember feeling anything.

What'd I do?

Tommy, I was 13!

I know, ok?

I never meant to hurt you.

What was I to you, Tommy?

What did you think of me?

I- I liked you.

I thought you were cute.

You thought I was an easy target.

No!

I mean, you started it.

Remember?

Yeah.

I just wanted to kiss you.

Come on.

We were having fun.

It's not like you said "no" or anything.

I never said "yes", either.

You know, this whole situation messed with my head, too, ok?

Your dad and your brother threatening me?

And I lost my best friend.

I'm sorry, ok?

I guess I should have been more careful.

Can you get back in the car?

Please?

[ voice mail ] Hey, it's Jay.

Uh, just leave me a message

and I'll get back to you as soon as I can.

[ beep ]

Jay, I really need to talk to you.

Please call me back as soon as possible.

I'm cold.

Do you have a shirt?

Yeah.

Thanks.

[ heavy rock music plays ] ♪♪

[ heavy rock music plays ] ♪♪

Hey.

If that stuff with Tommy never happened

would you have asked me out?

You know there's no good answer to that question, right?

Right.

I'd be a great girlfriend.

Yeah.

I know.

♪

♪

No...no.

♪

No, D.

Like, seriously.

I can't.

Why?

You need to go.

Oh my god.

Oh my god, are you ok?

Where have you been?

Kim's.

Is Darren with you?

No.

Isn't he at work?

No, he's been driving all over the place looking for your ass!

God, you look and smell repulsive.

Where were you?

At Kim's.

Who the hell is Kim?

You remember, Corvette Kim?

She came to Jiffy Save for beer.

I just went to a party with her.

Wait a minute, you went to a party for two days?

Two days,

and you didn't think to call or text or even try-

I know! I know!!

I lost my phone.

I feel really bad.

But I'm back, so it's ok.

No, it's not ok.

Mom thought you were dead.

We were all really scared.

That's awful.

I feel awful.

God, I have to go talk to Darren.

♪

We got the grizzly in the back, right?

What does he go and do?

What does he go and do?

Hey, cutie.

You from around here?

Strong silent type.

I like that.

Pepperoni.

Thank you.

Pepperoni.

You guys all good?

Delicious.

Hey, all you gotta do is be nice to me and my buddies,

have a good time, we're gonna leave you a real big tip.

Just the tip, Johnny boy?

Why don't you give her the whole thing?

[ laughs ]

Very generous. Very generous.

That's not very generous, I've seen it.

Oh, dude.

What'd you do?

Honey, a little clean up here?

Thank you.

Oh, thank you, sweetheart.

Probably be needing another one of those.

Thank you.

Yeah.

Cheers.

[ Howling ]

Alright boys, let's hit it.

Hey, sweetie.

Here's my number.

Text me yours.

Hey.

I'm just trying to be friendly.

Why are you being such a bitch?

What is up?

I'm the bitch?

Yeah.

I'm a bitch?

I'm the bitch!

You've been acting like a goddamn dog in heat

all afternoon, but I'm the bitch?!

Hey, hey.

Are you bothering my waitress?

Was I talking to you?

Get out.

Who the hell are you-

GET OUT!

Let's go.

Now!

Move it!

Michael, Michael, they haven't paid their bill yet.

That's alright.

Don't come back.

Your pizza sucks!

You ok?

Yeah.

Alright, back to work.

You want to talk about what happened?

That guy was such a jerk.

Mmmhmm.

I should get going.

Yeah, you look like you can't wait.

I'm not in a hurry, you know.

Have you ever done something really shitty to a friend?

Yes.

No, I mean really shitty?

You doubt me?

Let's examine the facts.

I dropped out of Stanford in my sophomore year

for no good reason, mind you,

other than I just did not like doing homework.

You can imagine what that did to my parents.

Then I got married and divorced twice.

I loved both my wives dearly

and I knew the whole time I was gay.

Talk about doing something shitty to a friend.

Yeah, that's pretty bad.

Thank you.

You're next.

I just need to get out of this town.

And you will.

You will.

Eventually.

But don't confuse a new place with a new you.

I've made that mistake more than once.

You know, you asked me before why I stick around here.

Maybe that's why.

Might as well face myself right here.

It's as good a place as any.

And as for your friend,

it might be worth it to say "I'm sorry".

Just sayin'.

[ birds cawing ]

Hey.

You're- you're back.

Obviously.

How was the trip?

Oh, it was fine.

If you like getting bitten by swarms of mosquitos.

It was a nightmare.

Hey, um, we got a lot of fish and chips,

um, you can share some of mine if you want.

Oh, that's ok.

Thanks.

How's work and the whole Tommy situation?

Oh, we're working it out.

Oh, really?

Mmmhmm.

That's good.

Yeah.

So you, um, still moving out, or are you looking for-

Nah.

I'm not moving out this year.

[ crying ]: I have to go.

Oh my god, Lee, I'm so sorry.

It's ok.

I- I'm gonna go grab some salmon thanks.

I'm really, really hungry.

Lee-

It's ok. I'll be right back.

Don't be mad at me.

What?

I'm the one who's sorry.

I just felt like I was gonna puke all the time

until I told her.

[ sent message alert ]

Oh, hey honey, you're up.

We didn't hear you come in last night.

You must have been asleep already.

I suppose so.

Are April and Stacey here?

Oh, honey, it's a- it's a long story.

Um, why don't you have some breakfast first?

How about some oatmeal?

I'm not hungry.

I just want to know where they are.

Well, Darren's still sleeping.

And uh, well, I'll let-

I'll let him tell you the details.

Do you want some-

Mom, I don't want any oatmeal.

Where were you last night?

Work.

I didn't hear you come in.

We must have been asleep, honey.

How'd you get home?

My boss gave me a ride.

I was just telling Deanna it's a good morning for oatmeal.

Do you want some?

It'll just take me about five minutes.

Your boss's name is?

Michael.

How old is this Michael?

50-something?

And what's he doing giving you rides?

He's nice.

Plus, I screwed him.

Deanna!

You think that's funny?

Hey, I'll have some oatmeal.

Not now, Darren.

I don't think it's funny.

I think it sucks.

I think it sucks that you think I would sleep with my boss.

Hey, isn't your boss gay?

Is he?

Isn't he?

Why didn't you just say so?

And if he wasn't?

What would you think?

That I let him feel me up for free pizza?

It's not like I don't have reason to wonder.

You will always hate me for something I did

when I was 13!

Your father does not hate you.

What...

that's what you think?

You think I hate you?

Yeah, well what's she supposed to think, Ray?!

Say something.

What?

What am I supposed to say?

Tell her you love her.

Tell her.

[ door slams ]

You shouldn't have talked to your father like that, Deanna.

I know.

But that's no excuse, is it?

Hey. Come on.

Where are Stacey and April?

They are at Stacey's mom's.

I thought they hated each other.

Yeah, they do.

Well, when are they coming back?

I don't know.

April will be back tomorrow for a couple of days.

Stacey wants to come back, too,

but I told her I'd think about it.

What do you mean, you'll think about it?

She left for two days so she could party.

That's not the kind of girl I want for the mother of my baby.

Well, too late, dumbass.

She is the mother of your baby.

What, you think you're gonna go out and round up

some other chick to be April's mom?

Maybe.

No.

You need to call her and tell her to come back.

I don't want to do that.

She wanted you to notice how amazing and...

and different and mysterious she looked.

What're you talking about?

Her hair.

Remember how she dyed her hair?

She was mad about her hair?

It's like she said when she looked into the mirror.

She could be anyone, you know?

No, I honestly don't know.

Well, what if she hadn't had April?

She could-

She did have April.

Ok, well what if she didn't

and what if she was in college?

What if she was backpacking through Europe?

She looked like a different kind of girl

and she wanted you to see all the possibilities.

Yeah, ok.

So shoot me.

Because all I can see right now are responsibilities.

Oh my god, you sound just like dad.

[ sobbing ]

[ sobbing ]

[ sexual moaning ]

Hang up.

Hang up.

[ ringing ]

911, what's your emergency?

I'm sorry, there's no emergency.

You need to hear the whole story.

You look so pretty when you do that, DD.

Really pretty.

What're you doing?

Stop, Tommy. Turn that off.

It's not porn if that's what you're thinking.

Tommy.

Stop, Tommy, I can't see.

I just want you to see how beautiful you are.

[ giggles ]

That felt so good.

I gotta take a leak.

[ message sent alert ]

Holy crap.

What?

Deanna hooked up with Tommy Webber.

No way.

Did someone post this?

No, she just sent it.

Send it to me.

Me too.

You wanna explain that?!

You can't go to high school as a virgin.

You know that, right?

There you are.

How was Jason's?

Deanna?

[ knocking ] Deanna...

I'm coming in.

[ birds cawing ]

Hey.

Hey.

What?

Why are you looking at me like that?

I just figured something out.

What's that?

That it's your day off?

No.

I don't hate you anymore.

I mean, something about you still pisses me off

but I don't hate you.

Wow. I feel so special.

Thank you.

Is that what you came all the way down here to say?

Yeah, it is.

Seriously.

Look at me.

What?

It's ok.

I mean, you said you were sorry

and now I'm saying I'm sorry, too.

Ok.

Do you feel any different?

Yeah.

I feel horny.

Be serious for one second.

Do you feel any different?

I dunno, maybe.

Really?

Well, you mean it, right?

You're not just yanking my chain?

Yeah.

I mean it.

Yeah, I think I do feel different.

How?

Different like I don't feel like a piece of shit

every time you look at me, Deanna.

Well, that's good, right?

Yeah.

It's very good.

Thanks.

School starts soon.

Yeah, two more weeks.

Your mom says you've been saving your paycheques.

Yeah.

One of the guys down at the shop tipped me off to a good deal.

This one's a beauty.

My person would have no problem

sending my little girl out in her.

Wanna take her for a quick spin?

I can't afford this car.

We'll take her out.

I'll get the keys.

Promise you'll never let anyone else drive.

I mean, I'd just feel better

if I know that you'll always be the one in the driver's seat.

Ok, I promise.

A little bit father.

That was good.

Hmm.

My first car was this beat up old Dodge Dart.

But after I re-built it, she was a beauty.

My old man was pissed I had a nicer car than him.

I mean, I don't know. I...

I never really knew my dad.

I never wanted it to be that way with you.

I know.

Your first car is a big responsibility.

You gotta treat it with respect.

I understand.

Do you?

Because she is precious.

Hey, you ok?

[ crying ] Yeah.

Who's that?

Who's that?

Hey.

We found a place.

It's a bit of a dump but we're taking it.

Ok.

Well, I've saved up a couple thousand dollars

and, um, I want to give it to you guys.

I can wait to buy a car.

No.

Well, it's my money.

Yeah, it's her money.

Yeah, and it's staying her money.

Come here.

You don't have to pay us not to forget about you.

You can keep a toothbrush at our place.

Yeah, think about all the free babysitting you'll do.

Yeah, we'll see.

Woo hoo.

Here, I got this babe.

Thanks for talking to him.

He really listens to you.

He respects your opinion.

He does?

Yeah.

He said you really helped him understand

what I was going through.

I'm really gonna miss you.

You got a car?

Yeah.

Sweet wheels, D.

Yeah, my dad hooked me up with a really good deal.

That is amazing.

Except now I'm the only one without a ride.

Well, just say the word.

Word. Word!

[ laughs ]

The shotgun seat has your name on it.

Nice.

Awesome D!

You have no idea how happy this makes me.

Isn't it great?

Oh my goodness, I don't have to-

♪ You said, Girl you gotta dream, ♪

♪ give it everything

♪ Gotta make em see it was meant to be ♪

♪ Don't you think you ought to give it one more shot ♪

♪ You've seen the glory and the shame ♪

♪ beauty and the pain

♪ Weakness and the strength ♪

♪ Waiting for the fame

♪ Don't you think you ought to give it all you got ♪

♪ Because

♪ This is your life

♪ you can fall down or fly ♪

♪ you can burn out or shine ♪

♪ if you want

♪ yeah

♪ This is your life

♪ you can live it or die

♪ You can quit now or try if you want ♪

♪ But don't you give up,

♪ don't give up

♪

♪ You said,

♪ What is there to lose?

♪ Do it if you chose

♪ I got faith in you, everything you do ♪

♪ I know you are gonna make it to the top ♪

♪ I can see it in your heart

♪ You have come far

♪ It's everything you are,

♪ everything you are

♪ Don't you think you ought to give it all you got? ♪

♪ Because

♪ This is your life

♪ you can live it or die

♪ You can quit now or try if you want ♪

♪ But don't you give up

♪ don't you give,

♪ don't you give

♪ Don't you give up,

♪