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[My Dear Guardian]

[Episode 38]

I'm fine.

Don't worry about me.

Really, I'm fine.

I didn't expect

I'd be the one

to send him to the police station.

Right after he said

he wanted to take me to his mother.

Why did things end up like this?

Why?

It's not your fault, Mi Gu.

I know.

It's not my fault.

It was him who'd been lying to me.

He's guilty.

He deserves to die.

He should be punished.

But I'm very sad.

Xia Chu,

I'm envious that

you met the 18-year-old Zhuo Ran

instead of the current Pei Yu.

But they look alike.

They really do.

I think I'm dying.

You won't die, Mi Gu.

Life always has ways to hurt us

but these wounds

will eventually become our strongest bit.

I pulled through.

I'm sure you'll make it.

♫ Let it be, I'm once again close to tears ♫

♫ An unfamiliar street, a cruel heartbeat ♫

♫ Time stops, tears are meaningless in this moment ♫

♫ All I want is a hug ♫

♫ Drunk on your lips ♫

♫ It's the trickery played by hormones ♫

♫ The best would be mutual affection, having good feelings, hiding nothing ♫

♫ The best would be not answering, anticipating, avoiding misery ♫

♫ Whether we argue or show love, it does not matter ♫

♫ The best would be being on the same page ♫

♫ Occasionally romantic, impervious to joy and sorrow ♫

♫ The best would be getting along naturally ♫

♫ Sometimes curious, wanting to learn about the word ♫

♫ Perhaps real happiness is simple after all ♫

♫ The best would be mutual affection, having good feelings, hiding nothing ♫

♫ The best would be not answering, anticipating, avoiding misery ♫

♫ Whether we argue or show love, it does not matter ♫

♫ The best would be being on the same page ♫

♫ Occasionally romantic, impervious to joy and sorrow ♫

♫ The best would be getting along naturally ♫

♫ Sometimes curious, wanting to learn about the word ♫

♫ Perhaps real happiness is simple after all ♫

[Outpatient Department]

♫ We'll have ups and downs ♫

♫ The journey to happiness is bound to be filled with waves ♫

♫ I'm glad we came through the obstacles that time has brought upon us ♫

♫ My hands are still eager to hold you tight ♫

♫ Nothing matters as long as our smiles outweigh our tears ♫

♫ Others can doubt me as long as I have your trust ♫

♫ Our souls cross paths as our gaze meet ♫

Does it look nice?

A living person

killed himself while

killing others.

He can only live

as another person for the rest of his life.

What kind of feeling is this?

No love and hatred,

no relief,

until time consumes him totally.

No one can really

understand this kind

of feeling except the person themselves.

Liang Mu Ze,

do you remember what you promised me?

It was on this same roof.

Never give me a chance to revive you.

Don't break your promise again,

Liang Mu Ze.

♫ It could be the destiny but it is not practical ♫

♫ Your expression popped up on my mind ♫

♫ I learn to face the music instead of evading it ♫

♫ Remembering your interests, getting closer to you ♫

♫ If I can't predict the future, I'll leave it up to fate ♫

♫ I can't remember when I fell in love with you ♫

♫ I am afraid that I might lose you one day ♫

Liang Mu Ze,

what do you like about me?

I like you

when you sing off-key

but you're comfortable with it.

What about you?

What do you like about me?

I like how you're being fearless.

Actually, I'm afraid.

What are you afraid of?

Take a guess.

Being on a mission?

Getting hurt?

Killing people?

I'm afraid of...

I'm afraid of losing you.

We're made for each other.

Dr Xia,

thank you.

Thanks for letting me know

it's great to be alive.

Liang Mu Ze, I want to sing a song.

Go ahead.

But what if I sing out of tune?

I'll accompany you.

♫ I am afraid that I might lose you one day ♫

♫ Every minute, every second, how do I resist? ♫

♫ I can't help but look forward to your return ♫

♫ To relive the moment my heart skipped a beat ♫

What's the time now?

He keeps asking the time.

We predict that

he might have a deal with Old Master

on when and how they make the drop.

Have anyone contacted him from

last night until now?

No.

But at the scene where we arrested him,

he was logging in to the City of Desire

and had posted on the forum.

What was the content?

"I've got the stuff,"

"waiting for the wind."

The stuff he meant

might be the information he wants to get

or

the related clues.

What did he mean by

"waiting for the wind"?

Old Master.

Zhuo Ran succeeded.

But

he asked you to hand his mother

and Tian Yong over to him.

We got news from Dong'an,

It's impossible that he got the information of the project.

The narrative of "he got the stuff"

must be false.

Why did he lie

to Old Master?

For all I know,

his mother disappeared

with him back then.

I'd asked Xia Chu.

It's true that his mother is not well.

Looks like she's got a heart condition.

I'm thinking if it's possible that

Old Master forces him to work for him

by threatening him with his mother.

The reason why he's refused to

denounce Old Master

is probably because

of his mother's safety.

He wants to wait for the wind.

Just let him wait and

send the video of Tian Yong going through withdrawal to him.

Let's see who lasts longer.

-Yes. -Let's go.

This is a video on City of Desire

our comrade at the technical team

had seized last night.

Upon initial analysis,

it's a reply to

Pei Yu's post from Old Master.

But it remains unclear

why they filmed Tian Yong.

Based on the image detail capturing

and the manor's floor plan provided

by the local police,

we guess

Tian Yong might be detained in the

basement of the manor

and it's possible

that he's been injected with drugs.

Commander Dong,

listen to me.

We've reported the current situation

to our superiors and

we've intensified the interrogation of the accomplices.

After we get the statements,

the orders from the superiors

and set up cooperation with Willick's police,

we'll conduct the

extraction immediately.

I'll apply to my superiors for joint operations too.

This is a debt

they can't ever repay.

This is

Tian Yong?

What's wrong with him?

He's being controlled by the drug dealers.

Brigade Commander sent me this video.

The drug dealers drugged him.

Then

what now?

Waiting for the notice of the superiors.

Waiting for the notice of the superiors.

I can't do a thing!

Liang Mu Ze.

Calm down.

Morse code?

I'm wondering

if we should have some

unexpected

methods for communication.

You know, just in case

-you're taken captive someday. -Get lost.

[Why aren't you the one taken captive?]

Okay.

Okay.

I understand.

Xiao Qiang,

-contact the expert on telegraph now. -Yes.

Play it again.

Slow down.

What did he mean?

Three Hundred Tang poems.

Rao Zhi, is the message

related to the Three Hundred Tang poems?

Three Hundred Tang poems.

Tian Yong is back!

What are you doing? Tian Yong gave me this.

It's going to save Tian Yong's life.

[Rao Zhi,]

[I found the clue that Tian Yong left in the book.]

These might be the username and password.

Try typing them in.

I got the evidence.

Old Master's records.

He got the evidence.

Old Master,

Tian Yong is dying.

Any word from Zhuo Ran?

No.

Tell him

I'll kill every single one

he wished to protect

when the time comes.

Yes.

[You have to go.]

[No one can cover you.]

You sure?

[Yes.]

[They're coming for you.]

Understood.

How is it?

It has been decoded.

[That's great.]

Xia Chu, I'll park my car at the hospital.

You drive it home after work.

What about you?

[I need to return to the unit.]

So soon?

You're still recovering.

You have a mission?

Time is running out, Xia Chu.

Just go.

I'll wait for you.

[Once again,]

[I lost track of Liang Mu Ze.]

[Just like every parting before,]

[I don't know where he was headed,]

[and I don't know when]

[we will meet again.]

[I didn't even have energy left to feel sad.]

[While he's fighting for his comrades,]

[I'm fighting my own battles as well.]

[The border between China and Willick]

How is it going?

When we arrived,

Old Master had already run away.

Lieutenant!

Who did this?

Xiao Teng!

Tell me who did this!

Who did this?

Calm down!

I'd kill him myself

if I know who did this!

Lieutenant!

Willick's police said

Old Master was gone

when they arrived.

What do you think about

this treatment programme?

Sir.

There are two seriously wounded in the Emergency Department.

We found a tumour on the heart of one of them.

We need to you check on her.

Xia Chu!

Xia Chu.

Xia Chu!

Patient, Zhuo Mei Qin.

Her electrocardiogram shows

sinus rhythm,

ST-segment elevation

on V4 to V6 leads.

Class II to III on classification of cardiac functional.

Combining with CT scan, we found that she has

enlarged heart with left ventricular aneurysm.

Have you had any treatment before?

Son.

I want to see my son.

Who is her son?

Is he here?

We haven't seen him.

Her son is Zhuo Ran.

Rao Zhi,

am I supposed to tell you

about Zhuo Mei Qin's condition?

Yes.

How is she?

The patient

has been diagnosed with

brain death.

What do you mean?

She is currently under precarious conditions.

The initial diagnosis

might be ischemic cardiomyopathy.

It's the most serious stage

of coronary heart disease.

And she has old myocardial infarction

with left ventricular aneurysm.

She may die anytime.

We've used every

resuscitation methods

we have on him.

But he was

in shock for too long,

so his

advanced neural center

is gradually dying.

Next,

his brain stem function

is going to waste away

until irreversible termination

appears.

There's only one way now.

Heart transplantation.

Heart transplant?

She wants to see her son.

So it's

meaningless to

keep reviving him,

it would only make him suffer.

You need to decide as soon as possible.

I...

I need to ask my leader.

[Is there no other way?]

[Does Tian Yong]

[have someone he wishes to see]

[or]

[does he have an unfulfilled wish?]

Mu Ze.

Mu Ze, what's wrong?

Who is that?

Tian Yong.

What's wrong with him?

Go in and take a look.

Where are you taking me?

To the hospital

to see your mother.

Tian Yong.

Tian Yong.

His heart is beating.

He is currently on life support.

Then just keep supporting him!

♫ Requires no validation ♫

♫ It is our shared secret ♫

♫ Keeping it close to the heart ♫

♫ The embrace I long for ♫

♫ Comes up in my dreams often ♫

Get up.

I'll read you poetry.

I've finished memorizing three hundred Tang poems

by using the method you taught me.

I memorize one poem each time

the sand in the hourglass finish flowing.

The time really does pass quickly.

Guess what.

I like Bai Ju Yi the most.

His poems are very simple.

Even I can understand what he wrote.

What about you?

Who do you like the most?

I guess it must be Li Bai.

You are both passionate and sincere.

You're the reason I'm able to know

this many poets.

You must be joking with me,

right?

Mu Ze,

did I do something wrong?

It shouldn't be.

I did as you said.

I've been staying in the military camp!

Why is he still lying here?

♫ The embrace I long for ♫

♫ Comes up in my dreams often ♫

♫ If I hang in there ♫

♫ I know love will surely come, someday ♫

Currently, there has no

beds in the Cardiac Surgery ICU.

So we put the patient in here

to closely

monitor her condition.

Dad.

How could he be like this?

He didn't even say goodbye!

It's okay.

It's okay.

Dr Xia,

please get him changed.

Okay.

Follow me.

Mu Ze,

I'll take Xiao Xue outside.

Let's go.

What did he

experience along the way?

I don't dare to think about it.

Then stop thinking.

I'd rather you know nothing.

I can't do it, Dad.

I can't do it anymore.

You're lucky, Captain Liang.

The one lying in there

is not so lucky.

Liang Mu Ze!

Liang Mu Ze!

I'm warning you.

Don't mess with my man

if you want to save your mother!

Sun Xiao Mo.

Are you all right?

Pull yourself together!

He deliberately provoked you

just to see you lose control.

It's a liberation for him

if you beat him to death.

Is it worth to commit a crime for

that kind of person?

I'm going back to the department.

Liang Mu Ze.

Just cry it out

if you're sad.

What does death feel like?

Does it hurt?

Or does it feel cold?

It's like

being sent off by the people in the world

and picked up by the heavens.

It's a problem that

everyone of us has to face.

We've got to face it.

Just that we are

destined to face more of it

and be influenced by it

than others.

[Give me back my OK!]

-I have to go in and find OK! -Stop your ruckus!

OK!

I'm here to pick you up!

I warn you. Do not make loud noises!

♫ Sadly, I always have delusions ♫

♫ Let it be, I'm once again close to tears ♫

♫ An unfamiliar street, a cruel heartbeat ♫

♫ Time stops, tears are meaningless in this moment ♫

♫ All I want is a hug ♫

Tian Yong?

Are you all right?

♫ Drunk on your lips ♫

♫ It's the trickery played by hormones ♫

Will you kiss me within five minutes?

♫ The best would be mutual affection, having good feelings, hiding nothing ♫

Absolutely not!

♫ The best would be not answering, anticipating, avoiding misery ♫

I guarantee it with my ethic as a soldier.

Then do you

want to

try the taste of my lip balm?

♫ Whether we argue or show love, it does not matter ♫

♫ The best would be being on the same page ♫

It's a lead-based product.

I'll get poisoned if I eat it.

♫ Occasionally romantic, impervious to joy and sorrow ♫

♫ The best would be getting along naturally ♫

♫ Sometimes curious, wanting to learn about the word ♫

♫ Perhaps real happiness is simple after all ♫

♫ Sadly, I always have delusions ♫

♫ Let it be, I'm once again close to tears ♫

♫ An unfamiliar street, a cruel heartbeat ♫

♫ Time stops, tears are meaningless in this moment ♫

♫ All I want is a hug ♫

♫ Drunk on your lips ♫

♫ It's the trickery played by hormones ♫

♫ The best would be mutual affection, having good feelings, hiding nothing ♫

♫ The best would be not answering, anticipating, avoiding misery ♫

♫ Whether we argue or show love, it does not matter ♫

♫ The best would be being on the same page ♫

♫ Occasionally romantic, impervious to joy and sorrow ♫

♫ The best would be getting along naturally ♫

♫ Sometimes curious, wanting to learn about the word ♫

♫ Perhaps real happiness is simple after all ♫

♫ The best would be mutual affection, having good feelings, hiding nothing ♫

♫ The best would be not answering, anticipating, avoiding misery ♫

[Let's take a photo.]

[Right here?]

Yes.

Or you want to go to the Civil Administration?

♫ Whether we argue or show love, it does not matter ♫

Hold on.

♫ The best would be being on the same page ♫

♫ Occasionally romantic, impervious to joy and sorrow ♫

♫ The best would be getting along naturally ♫

♫ Sometimes curious, wanting to learn about the word ♫

♫ Perhaps real happiness is simple after all ♫

[Are you home?]

Dad.

It looks like Tian Yong has been sending me messages.