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[light orchestral music]

[Lil]I have no doubt you can die of a broken heart.

It's a hell of a lot harder to live with one.

[light acoustic guitar music]

[siren wailing]

You realize you were speeding?

No, sir.

Well, did you happen to see the speed limit sign

that says 55?

Cause I clocked you at 102.

Hmm.

No, sir, my eyes were closed.

Oh, why me?

License and registration please.

Well, I'll be damned, it's current.

All right.

You're free to go.

And thank you for your service.

Highly decorated.

I got to say, I did not see that coming.

[engine revving]

Arrow, awesome job in the kitchen.

Okay, arm.

- Thank you, Maggs. - You're welcome.

Oh, wait, Arrow, did you take your medicine?

- Yeah. - You promise?

Bye.

- [Greg] Hey, Arrow! - Greg!

Buckle the helmet for safety.

That's the boy. You're late. Go go go.

Please be careful on your bike, please, please go slow.

He'll be okay.

I got a break between jobs.

Oh, do you?

Okay. No, no, Greg, no. Greg, put me down.

- Are you serious? - I'm at work.

Why are you looking at me like that?

Because you're beautiful.

[Lil] You coming?

In a minute.

[light guitar music]

Hi, Lil.

Hi, Arrow.

Any good ones?

Yeah, I got a few.

Yeah, here you go.

This is so awesome.

[Lil] What are you doing with those anyway?

A project with scissors.

[Lil] Sounds safe.

[light guitar music]

[sighing]

[whispering]

Tonight.

[bank manager] I'm afraid we are not

going to be able to help you

with a loan Mrs. Lahey

Why not?

[bank manager] Because you just don't have enough

collateral to support it.

Are you sure there isn't anyone who can co-sign?

You said that you were going

to appeal your husband's discharge status

if it's honorable, there would be death benefits.

- It was denied. - [bank manager] I'm sorry?

It remains other than honorable.

[bank manager] Oh, I see. Okay.

Well, I'm sorry, I wish I could help, I really do.

Yeah, wishes don't pay the bills, do they?

[dramatic orchestral music]

[heart beating]

[car approaching]

[car door clicking]

[door clicking]

[light guitar music]

[sighing]

Fuck.

♪ I woke up today ♪

♪ And things weren't the same ♪

How many fingers?

Better make it one, I got a job interview.

Oh, yeah?

You look way past clean and sober.

Where's your interview?

Here.

You ever tend a bar before?

No, never really worked before.

Enlisted right out of high school.

Marine Corps. Iraq.

Army. Afghanistan.

Dog face, huh?

Didn't have the stones to serve?

No, I just had the muscle and the brains,

so I decided to be a soldier.

[laughs]

You're not from around here, are you?

No.

I'm Nat.

David.

It's a pretty small town, there's a lot of Vets.

Tell you what, come by tomorrow around six, showered,

clean, or close to it.

♪ Nothing to borrow ♪

I suppose you want more peanuts.

You got any salted?

[Nat laughing]

[woman] Miss?

[heart beating]

- Miss? - Yeah?

Your card was like denied.

Did you try it again?

Yeah. Like five times.

Let me see if I have cash.

I forgot my tip money,

so I'll have to cancel the order, sorry about that.

Arrow, I will get you a burger at the diner, okay? Let's go.

No, I don't want a stupid diner burger,

you said I could have a flame broiled burger.

Arrow, stop it. Let's go.

No.

- Arrow. - You promised.

Will you just shut up?

[sighing]

Look, I'm really sorry.

It's been a really long day

and I don't have any money to pay for the food.

And I'm really embarrassed about it, so can we please go?

Okay, we can go, thank you. Let's go.

- I bet it tasted like shit! - Hey, Arrow!

[light acoustic guitar music]

Shit.

Damn it, okay.

Oh, my God.

Okay, okay, okay, okay.

Are you, did you win?

Oh, not even a little bit.

[laughs]

How long have you been watching me?

Drug of choice, only one that I can afford anyway.

So, you play the lottery so you can hit the hard stuff?

Mmm, well, a girl can dream.

Go ahead.

Thanks.

[light guitar music]

[heart beating]

I remember we came here on prom night.

Uh-huh.

I remember I was so jealous,

you and Matt in that front seat.

Greg.

No, like I love Matt like a brother,

I never wanted to...

I'm sorry, I didn't mean to--

That's fine, that's fine.

I just have a lot on my mind.

Yeah, actually, I know, that's why I wanted to,

I was actually thinking,

I want you to have this.

Pay off some of the bills.

- Greg, you can't afford, Greg-- - I can.

Please.

It's incredibly sweet, but no.

- Okay. - I'm sorry.

- It's okay. - I can't take that.

That's okay.

I just wanted to help.

I know.

I appreciate it, but...

What we can do,

come on, one hit.

Greg, no. Put that away, stop that!

Oh, my God, Greg, no, we can't.

Greg.

God.

One hit.

- Greg-- - Come on, you have been working so hard!

Get loose, Arrow's getting picked up.

We are not teenagers anymore.

I am an adult, I have responsibilities, I can't get high with you.

- You smoked in high school. - Yeah, well, I am a grown up now.

♪ Raise our banner navy blue And white, always tie ♪

[Greg] Oh, really?

Wait, I have the last part, I have it.

How does it go?

♪ All together ♪

♪ Always high ♪

And then, and then wait.

♪ We can do this together ♪

[Greg] Oh, baby!

The best.

Baby!

[laughing]

You did so good.

Thanks, I'm the best at that.

[laughs]

[light guitar music]

[laughing]

My God, my stomach.

I can't wait to get you inside.

[sobbing]

Oh, my God, Arrow! Oh, my God.

Hey, what are you doing out here, where's your key?

I forgot it, why weren't you home?

I'm so sorry, I didn't think you would

be home until later and I...

[sighing] Come on, let's get inside, I'm so sorry.

I'm so sorry, come on.

[light acoustic guitar music]

I want momma!

Hey, hey, boy.

Hey, it's okay.

I miss her too.

I thought you leave, everybody leaves, Momma, Matt.

No no no, hey, listen to me.

I will never leave you, okay?

I promise.

Pinky swear?

Pinky swear.

Hey, promise me you're never going to leave me either.

I'll never leave you, I promise.

I'll be here forever.

Who's your friend?

The turtle, I won him.

He doesn't get scared because he can never go too far.

Well, that can be scary too.

- What's his name? - Johnny.

Of course. Like Johnny Cash.

Ow.

[heart beating]

You okay?

I'll get used to it.

Are we crazy?

Maybe.

But I don't care.

You sure you want to marry the first girl

you ever slept with?

No, but I do want to marry you.

We had so much fun the other night.

- Well, that was a mistake. - What's up, baby?

You saw Arrow, I have responsibilities.

What does that mean?

It means it's hard being the only adult.

Is that your mom's room?

Yeah. I need the money.

Don't you think we should talk about this first?

My mind's made up.

Lil, come on.

What are you deaf in both ears now?

She doesn't need your permission.

Guess not.

You know what I want?

- Is that a stupid diner burger? - Yes.

- Is it good? - Yes.

- Okay, is that a stupid French fry? - Yes.

- Are all these French fries stupid? - Yes.

Okay, good, I'm having one.

- Hey, Arrow. - Hey.

[Hannah] Hey.

I'm Arrow.

I know, it's Hannah.

Oh, I didn't know that.

What kind of music do you like, Arrow?

- Johnny Cash. - That's cool.

Well, what other kind of music do you like?

Just Johnny Cash.

[laughs] Just Johnny Cash.

[bell ringing]

You want to walk to class?

Yeah, I always walk.

- I meant with me, do you want to walk with me? - Yeah.

You know my Karaoke song is Whitney Houston.

Do you want waffles?

[woman] Yes.

[Lil] Do you need anything else? Are you all good?

Now, who is that guy?

[Lil] I don't know.

But, I'll get on it.

Can I get you something, maybe a razor blade

and a straw perhaps?

Sorry.

Are you stalking me?

Not intentionally.

So, what do you want?

I don't want anything. I just--

I mean food.

I assume you did come here to eat.

Yeah.

- A cup of coffee would be great. - Okay.

And some toast and a side of bacon.

Coffee, toast and bacon.

Coming up.

Psst!

Hey, do you know anything about this sign here?

I know it says room for rent.

That's helpful.

Do you know who the owner is?

[sighing] She's making your bacon.

Ah.

- I got it. Trust me. - No.

Well, what's her name?

How about you? Do you got a name, a social security number I can jot down?

Okay.

[Mac] Thought so.

What was all that about?

I have no idea.

[light acoustic guitar music]

This is my son.

[David's father] And he didn't come home.

You will look at me when I am speaking to you, son.

It used to be last year and a half,

we have been patient,

we have forgiven time and time again.

Okay, I get it.

I am speaking.

You need to find somewhere else to stay.

[chuckling]

I'm your son.

[David's father] Wake up.

[dramatic guitar music]

Hey, rise and shine, make yourself useful.

- Well, hi, babe. - Hey. What's wrong, man?

I'm okay.

- Hey, bud. - Yeah, yeah.

[Arrow laughing]

Hey, baby.

- [Lil] Stop. - What's wrong?

- I missed you. - I missed you too.

Where the hell have you been? You didn't pick Arrow up from school, I had to leave work.

Why didn't you call me?

I have been calling you for two days.

It's a small town and I couldn't find you.

I, I'm sorry.

No, Greg, you are always sorry.

Guys, you think I have laundry?

[Greg laughs]

[humming]

[Greg laughing] Arrow!

[light guitar music]

What's wrong?

The girl.

[gasping] Oh, that's so cute!

I know, right?

[grunts] He's going to get hurt.

[Greg] Come on, let him be a kid.

He's right, you know?

Don't get used to it.

- Fine, I'll just go over there. - Be nice.

Fine, I'll be nice.

Hi, I'm Lil, Arrow's sister.

- Hi, I'm Hannah. - Hi, Hannah. Arrow.

Can I get you guys something to drink?

Yes, Dr. Pepper please.

You got it, two Dr. Peppers.

[Lil] I don't trust her.

Poor bastard, I know that look.

What do you mean?

A man in love?

Nope. A putz about to trip over his own dick.

You know why, Greg?

- Greg, women are like flowers. - Oh, God, here we go.

They need water, but if you give them too much, they'll wilt and die.

[Greg sighing]

- Is that so? - Yes.

You, Greg, my friend, are a firehose.

Here, kids.

♪ I woke up today ♪

♪ And things weren't the same ♪

♪ It plays in my head ♪

♪ Again and again ♪

Find a place yet?

Maybe.

Well, make it a yes.

You look like shit, you smell worse.

Thanks.

♪ I wish you would stay ♪

They all make it back?

Piece by piece.

♪ I've been here before ♪

♪ Down in the sorrow ♪

I ran track.

I know what I am talking about.

This is a runner's stretch.

Okay, other side.

- Come on, Greg. - Yeah, one minute bud.

Do you really think I'm messing with Arrow?

His heart can't handle intense exercise.

- He should not be doing this. - [Greg] Oh, come on.

Have you seen him run, he's not exactly intense.

And besides, Hannah thinks it's cool.

Yeah, and what's this whole Hannah thing about anyway.

What do you think she wants with him?

What are you talking about? Arrow's awesome.

- You know what I mean. - What? They're just friends, all right?

[Arrow] Let's go, Greg.

Yeah, coming, bud.

Come here, bud.

- See? - Come on, Greg.

Okay, let's do it bud. Let's go.

[light acoustic guitar music]

[Maggs] Oh, your helmet.

Buckle it, buckle it, buckle it.

[Greg] Come on, let's go.

Please be careful. Greg.

- [Arrow] Bye. - [Mac] He'll be okay.

[sighing]

Hey. There she is.

- Hi. - I'll meet you up by the track?

Okay.

[Greg] Warmed up, you ready?

Hey.

Go kill it, buddy!

Oh, smell that?

Um, teen angst?

No, grade C hot dogs.

Want one?

No, thank you, I'm vegan.

What?

You're like 15, how are you vegan?

You are like old and probably have clogged arteries,

how are you not vegan?

[laughs]

I like you Hannah, you are a good kid.

You know who else likes you?

Arrow.

Yeah, he's sweet.

I like him too.

I just think he gets a little confused sometimes

about how you like him.

Oh.

Well, you know, he's so sweet,

especially when we fool around.

When you what?

I said vegan, not virgin.

- Ha, I'm kidding! - [snapping fingers]

- Oh! - It's a joke.

- Right, yeah. - Yeah, you know, Jesus.

[laughs]

Risky joke.

Hey!

Are you sleeping in your car in my parking lot?

No.

You're going to get me ticketed.

If you want to work here, find someplace to stay.

And clean yourself up.

You represent us all, okay?

Remember that.

Yes, ma'am.

[light acoustic guitar music]

[exhaling]

[gasping]

It's the sugar guy.

Forgive me father for I am about to sin.

No, I got this.

Hi.

You going to stick me with more bacon?

Sorry about that.

It's okay, I got your note in the sugar.

No bacon today.

Just some info on the room if it's still available.

Yeah. It is.

I can take you to see it if you like.

Yeah. I would love to see it.

Okay, just give me a minute.

All right.

Maggs, he wants to see the room.

Here we are.

This is the room, 750 a month, you buy your own groceries.

I can bring food from the diner sometimes.

The bathroom here, dresser here,

you have got your separate entrance,

but I think you could use the front door as well.

Any questions?

You live alone?

What are you, like a murderer or something?

I'm just kidding, you don't look like a murderer.

So, it's me, my brother Arrow, he's at school

but he will be back later, and sometimes Greg.

My boyfriend.

I'll take it.

- Really? - Yeah.

Great.

- I'm Lil. - David.

[phone ringing]

Sorry, one--

Hello?

Yeah, Greg, I can't talk right now.

What?

- Arrow, are you okay? - [Greg] Yeah, he's fine.

I told you to keep an eye on him, Greg. What happened?

- I did, I was with him all day. - Don't just touch me.

- [doctor] Are you the mother? - Do I really look like I could be his mother?

Sister.

- Our mother is deceased. - Father?

I am the legal guardian.

You know that the lungs in the children

with Down's aren't as developed

as the rest of the population?

That causes a lack of oxygen, and that coupled

with a congenital heart defect makes running a bad idea.

I'm sorry, I shouldn't have let him.

Well, I am going to suggest we do some tests.

We don't have insurance.

I still need to do the tests.

Right. Of course. Thank you.

See you later, Row.

[Lil] Hi.

Hi, Lil.

Oh, okay.

Just go easy, okay?

You had a big day.

He did so good out there.

Can I get ice cream, please?

- Not today, bud. - Yes.

No, not today.

That good ice cream?

- [Arrow] Yeah. - Yeah?

[light acoustic guitar music]

- What is the problem? - [Lil] The problem is I feel like I have two kids

when I didn't sign up for any.

[Greg] Where's your car, why didn't you drive?

[Lil] I was showing the room when you called me.

The guy who is renting it drove me.

[Greg] A guy?

[Lil] Yes, his name is David.

[Greg] David, a guy, David.

- [Arrow] Who's David? - [Greg] He's the strange guy who you are living with now.

- [Arrow] What? - [Greg] Yeah.

[Lil] Arrow, I need some help with some money

to pay for bills so I rented mom's room, okay?

- [Greg] I offered to help. - [Arrow] Yeah, Greg can help.

[Lil] I appreciate that, Greg, but I can take care of us myself.

[laughing]

Do you like the room?

Yeah.

My mom died.

Oh, I am sorry to hear that.

Who are you?

I'm David.

I'm Arrow.

Nice to meet you.

This bed is magic.

[laughs] I can see that.

Hey, Row, oh, my God. I'm so sorry.

Hey, Arrow, can we please go rest up,

it's been a huge day, okay?

Thanks, bud.

[laughs]

Sorry.

He can get a little excited.

That's fine, he seems great.

[Lil] He is.

You're lucky to have him.

What?

No, I am lucky to have him.

It's just that people usually say he's lucky to have me.

He is.

- Hi, I thought you went home. - No.

- Oh, I'm sorry. David, Greg. Greg, David. - Hey.

Lil's boyfriend.

Cool, all right, well, I will let you get settled.

- Are you good? - [David] Yeah.

[Lil] Okay.

Subtle. I'm surprised you didn't pee on me.

There's a guy living in your house I knew nothing about,

how am I supposed to react?

I'm tired, and I don't want to fight.

Well, I don't want to fight.

Okay?

Okay.

[light guitar music]

[water running]

[grunting]

- You need some help? - [gasping] Oh, my God!

- [David laughing] - Oh, you have got to stop doing that.

You did give me the key.

Well, clearly I have really poor judgment.

- Let me see it. - Thank you.

I must have loosened it.

- Ugh. - What?

It's just disgusting! What the hell is that?

It's not that bad, it's a face mask.

You put this on your face?

Yeah, it's good for you.

Takes all the crap off your face,

makes you look young and relaxed and refreshed.

Cures cancer.

Totally.

[light guitar music]

Chip?

So, he really slept with his ex-wife's sister's stepdaughter?

Yep.

♪ Stop wait a minute for me ♪

♪ 'Cause this is definitely A moment ♪

♪ That I want to keep And remember forever ♪

- Arrow, do you want to try something? - Yes.

But you don't even know what it is yet.

Well, you have really good ideas.

I'm going to kiss you.

What do I have to do?

You don't have to do anything.

You just sit there.

Okay?

[laughs]

♪ All right, all right ♪

♪ I got so much to say ♪

♪ But I'm totally speechless ♪

Can we do that again?

[laughing]

[light acoustic guitar music]

♪ Stay with me My own true love ♪

♪ Stay with me Till morning comes ♪

♪ Keep me in your warm embrace ♪

I come here in the morning sometimes.

Yeah, peanuts are really good.

They pack a lot of protein in them.

- Can I grab that? - Do I look like some goddamned damsel in distress to you?

- What the hell happened to you? - Nothing.

You look almost human.

I don't know, I got this face mask.

[laughs] Well, don't fucking ask.

Well, don't fucking tell.

♪ If tomorrow takes its toll. ♪

Natalie, huh?

Call me that again, I dare you.

All right.

[laughs] Fucker.

♪ Hand in hand You won't let go ♪

Okay, just one more.

All right, I think we are ready.

- Are you ready? - [Arrow] I like the way you talk.

Thank you.

[laughing]

[beeping]

Is something wrong?

[Arrow] What's wrong?

[shushing] No.

No, nothing's wrong, Arrow.

You have a very special heartbeat,

your heart beats like nobody else's.

[Arrow] Cool.

Take a listen, Lillian.

Okay, thanks.

[heart beating]

Do you hear that?

[doctor] Lillian?

- Lillian? - Sorry.

Yeah, what does that mean?

It means we'll have to keep a close eye on him,

monitor any changes.

Okay.

[Arrow] I like your hair.

[laughs]

- Can I borrow some of yours? You've got plenty of it. - [Arrow] Yes.

Thank you, you are such a good friend.

[laughs]

[light acoustic guitar music]

Are you okay?

Yeah, just couldn't sleep.

Hey...

[heart beating]

...I know that you are scared,

but your mom is a fighter.

[crying]

I don't know what I'm going to do.

Arrow's never going to be able to live on his own.

I'm never going to go to school and leave this place.

He's going to be my burden.

I'll be your brother, hey.

I'll be your brother.

Okay.

[David] Can't sleep?

[gasping] Jesus.

No.

You?

No.

You know, I am actually thinking what's up there.

I don't know.

I used to, now I'm not so sure.

Well, I am.

You and your boyfriend have a fight?

No.

Sometimes I have dreams about my husband.

We got married really young.

Too young.

It's weird, you know, looks so momentous on TV

it only took them three minutes

to tell me my husband was dead.

I'm so sorry.

After he was deployed, oh, I missed him so much,

I would cry myself to sleep.

But other times I felt almost free.

One night I wrote him a really awful letter.

I was so mad, I was angry,

I don't know if it was at him

or being stuck in this house or this town,

and I told him I wanted a divorce.

And the next week, there was a knock on the door.

I just keep feeling like it was my fault.

[dramatic orchestral music]

I'm sorry, I don't know why I'm telling you all this.

It's okay.

First session is free.

[laughs]

Yeah.

Thanks.

Good night.

Night.

[door clicking]

[light acoustic guitar music]

I think after we're going to Nikki Swanson's house.

- Really? - Yeah.

What house are we going to?

Do you know the address?

- Hey, Hannah. - Hey, What's up?

Can I come home tomorrow after school?

- I don't think so, I have to study for a Science exam. - Please.

I know, I'm sorry.

- Hey, Hannah. - Hey.

[girl] My god, he said hi to you.

Check on Ginny.

Let's get you a cab.

- Come on, it's late. - Don't touch me.

- Let's go. - You should stay where you are.

- Let's go. - I said don't touch me!

- Jesus Christ! - Oh, shit, shit, I'm sorry.

Come here, come here.

It's his birthday today,

it's always really hard on his birthday.

I know, I know.

Come on, let's get you home.

[light acoustic guitar music]

What the fuck was that?

You know, if you need something for that,

there's tampons in the ladies bathroom.

[Lil] Does it hurt?

Goddamn.

They got a chunk of my head.

Well, good thing you have a lot of hair. [chuckling]

Here, come on, let's clean the wound first.

Look at me.

This might sting a little. Yeah.

Aw, come on, you're fine, don't be such a baby.

Really, you got hit in the head.

You're complaining about this?

I think you'll live.

It's nice bedside manner.

Yeah.

You would make a great nurse.

Well, my last patient died so...

You know, I actually thought about being a nurse.

Yeah? What happened?

I don't know, life, death.

Here, hold still.

There we go.

Huh.

Huh.

What?

[laughs]

You need to shave.

Yeah?

Yeah.

All right.

You know my mom used to say that shaving a man

was like peeling an onion,

you have to get past all the layers of bullshit.

[shaving cream spraying]

[laughs]

How does it feel?

[David] Nice.

Okay.

Hold still.

Pink, huh?

Yeah. You got a problem with that?

Kind of like it.

[light acoustic guitar music]

♪ Pretty baby where'd You go for tonight ♪

♪ All I really want to Do is make you smile ♪

♪ Remember when we met ♪

♪ Still taste the cigarette ♪

♪ When you pressed Your lips to mine ♪

♪ Pretty baby when you Going to come around ♪

♪ You're the only one That doesn't bring me down ♪

♪ Dinner is waiting ♪

♪ So stop all the chasing ♪

♪ Cake is still baking ♪

♪ I'm yours for the taking ♪

♪ Pretty baby ♪

♪ Won't you take me away From this cruel world ♪

♪ I'll be your true girl ♪

♪ I'll be your good Girl for life ♪

Ready?

♪ Night after night ♪

[Arrow] Good pass!

One more, one more.

[David] Nice.

It's easy, you just put your fingers

between the laces and...

Nice.

Like this?

[Arrow laughs]

Touchdown!

[David laughs] Yes!

[light acoustic guitar music]

♪ Can I be your ♪

I like this song.

- It's awesome. - Yeah.

♪ My lips are cracked I'm on my knees ♪

♪ I'm thirsty for your charity ♪

This is my secret project with scissors.

♪ Can I stay a little longer ♪

Your turtle, he moves pretty slow huh?

Yeah, but he's not dumb, he's totally smart.

Oh, I don't think he's dumb.

He might be slow, but he's not dumb [laughs].

He's smart.

[David] What's his name?

Johnny, like Johnny Cash.

- [David] Johnny Cash. - Yeah, Johnny Cash.

He's a singing turtle.

He's a singing turtle? What?

- Are you serious? - Yeah.

[laughs]

That's awesome.

I think I want to show you something.

[light acoustic guitar music]

♪ You're such a cold-hearted Woman all alone ♪

[laughing]

♪ With nobody in your Life to call your own ♪

[Arrow] He sounds like Cash.

Oh, my God, Johnny Cash.

[David] Yeah, man.

♪ So you leave me no Choice but to tell you ♪

♪ To walk out that door ♪

♪ Well, I thought what we Had for each other was real ♪

♪ But I forgot that ♪

- [David] Hey. - Hey.

- You look really nice. - Thanks.

Am I interrupting? I can--

No, Arrow is having dinner with Hannah tonight.

And Greg and I had dinner plans but you know.

Are you hungry?

- Yeah, actually. - Yeah?

There's plenty of food, all right, come on.

- Okay. - How was your day?

- It was great. - Yeah?

Yeah.

Granted, we are not usually this fancy, but you know.

It was great though, thank you.

You got a second profession, a chef.

I'm already a waitress, I'm halfway there.

Moving up the ladder.

Ask me something.

What's your favorite color?

Not that, because that's a really stupid question.

It's blue by the way. No, it's a game, it's a game and the only rules

are that you have to answer honestly.

What... What happened to your mom?

Yikes, just right to that.

Did you not play games as a kid? Do you know how games work?

- Sorry. - [laughs]

It's a bad question.

You don't have to answer that.

No, not a bad question.

Let's see, uh... what do you want to know?

How did she die?

I mean, like of what?

Well, those are two different questions.

But why was terminal cancer,

and how was a lethal dose

of morphine at the hand of her only daughter.

So, there you go.

[laughs]

You are not what I expected.

[laughs]

Well, I didn't expect you at all.

[water running]

What?

Oh, my God.

What?

Stop, stop.

Why, no, no, why do you have those?

I was with him, I was there.

Were you there when...

[light acoustic guitar music]

Yeah.

[car approaching]

Shit.

[crying]

I can't.

Shit.

[Greg] Baby?

[door slamming]

- Hi. - Hey!

Oh, my God, I am so hungry.

You look good.

Please.

Oh, my God, you smell good.

[laughs]

- You eat without me? - Uh, yeah.

Oh, shoot, we were going to have dinner together.

Yeah, but--

Oh, babe!

I completely forgot!

Don't worry, it's okay.

- Are you okay? - Yeah.

Cutting onions or something?

Yeah, exactly. Yeah.

Do you mind if I crash here?

That's fine.

Did you leave any for me?

Yeah, top shelf.

Yes!

Chicken!

How was your day?

It was good.

Where's Arrow?

Hey, Arrow!

Is he here?

I think he's out with Hannah.

Do you think he kissed her again?

[laughs] Maybe.

[Greg] Can I eat this in your room?

[sobs]

Well, I am.

Oh, my God.

[light acoustic guitar music]

[sobbing]

Fucked up.

What the fuck are you doing?

It should have been me, it should have been me.

[Matt] It's me, holmes.

I'm sorry, man, I'm sorry.

It still hurts.

Fuck.

Fuck!

[water running]

[bottle shattering]

Arrow?

Oh, my God.

Ow, fuck!

Oh, you son of a bitch.

[grunting]

Jesus, what the fuck were you thinking?

I'm sorry.

I need you to know that--

What?

I need to make you understand what happened.

[grunting]

You okay?

Yeah, fine.

[sighing]

Well, you need to know that,

I'm...

...sorry.

- [Greg] What's going on here? What... - Nothing.

It doesn't look like nothing. What did you do?

She fell trying to help me.

[David] It was an accident dude.

[Lil] Arrow is asleep in the other room,

I just stepped on some glass, okay?

It's not a big deal. It's fine.

[David] Sorry.

- [Greg] What happened? - [Lil] Nothing happened.

[sighing]

[Greg] I want him out of the house, it's getting ridiculous.

- What is this guy doing here? - [Lil] Stop.

- Why is he still here? - [Lil shushing]

Arrow, he's asleep. We are not having this conversation.

- No, we are talking about this now. - No, we're not, Greg.

- Lil-- - No, Greg, we're not.

[Greg] Oh, my God, are you fucking serious?

- How long are you in town for? - [man] Three weeks.

Three weeks. What are you going to do around here for three weeks?

[sighing loudly]

Would you hold on just one sec?

Greg?

Greg?

Greg, is something bothering you?

You might want to check with your friend, 'cause she decided to open her house up

to a raging alcoholic.

Oh, so the sugar was just a gateway drug.

Gosh, kids today.

I just don't understand what she wants anymore.

I don't think she knows.

I just think she doesn't want to be the tough one all the time.

Oh, come on, that's a load of crap. Okay?

I was there when she needed it the most, you don't have to be in a uniform to be tough.

Okay, that's not what I meant.

I would have gone you know.

- Oh, yeah. - I would've!

- I just can't hear shit in this ear. - Yeah.

- Oh, come on, Mac, we are fucking catering for you. - Hey. Hey!

Not everyone is meant to be a soldier.

[knocking on door]

Greg, I swear to God, I don't have it in me to deal with this right now.

Greg, I said--

He never got the letter.

That's what I wanted you to know.

How do you know that?

Matt would have told me.

[dog barking]

Outside, we need to go outside.

Arrow is asleep.

There's something else you need to know.

I wasn't just there, it was me.

[David sighs] It was my fault.

That last day.

It's me, holmes.

I didn't mean to scare you.

[David] It was my fault.

But was that last day, we had been doing Recon

after another unit had been hit

and I saw one of them and I didn't think of anything

but putting a bullet in his head.

[man on radio] Lahey, what the fuck are you

two still doing out there?

Sorry, sir, we got caught up, it was my call.

[man on radio] You guys get your asses back to camp, immediately!

I'm tired of this fucking shit show, that's an order!

- Dude, we've got to go back. - What?

It's an order.

Fuck that, he's in there. Come on, take it!

Fuck!

I ignored the order, just wanted to make someone pay.

You know, for all the shit we see.

It's all clear dude, you didn't even have to come.

[David] The fuck, I didn't. My brother.

[gun firing]

[grunting]

Fuck!

I got that fucker.

It happened so fast.

That piece of shit got a few shots off, but I thought I got him.

Come on, Matt, Matt.

Then I saw Matt.

Come on, Matt, Matt!

Matt, Matt.

Let's go buddy, come on!

I tried to make him get up,

he wasn't moving.

It wasn't even until I saw my arm that I knew a bullet had torn him from the inside out.

I took his tags and I don't remember much after that.

Doctor said I was injured trying to save Matt's life.

He gave me a medal, called me a hero.

I don't understand.

Why didn't you say it was you,

that you were the one who disobeyed the order, that Matt didn't do anything wrong?

- You lied! - I didn't know what to do.

I was too scared to tell the truth.

Weren't you scared not to?

I'm so sorry.

My God.

All this time.

I swear to you I have spent every minute

since wishing I had been the one who died.

So sorry.

I came to this town so I could make things right.

Then I saw this girl scratching off lottery tickets and...

...I didn't know who you were then, but I wanted to.

By the time I figured it out

I already had feelings for you.

You had feelings, David?

Feelings?

What about me?

What about Arrow and I?

David, we have no benefits, I have no money,

we are in massive debt, I struggle every single day

just to get us by.

I'm sorry.

These belong to you.

Matt.

[sighing]

[light acoustic guitar music]

[knocking on door]

[humming]

Hey!

Oh, baby, what has gotten into you?

Hey.

What's up?

Where'd you get these?

From David.

How did David have Matt's tags?

He knew Matt in Afghanistan.

How's that even possible?

They were stationed together.

So, this is just some kind of coincidence?

Stop, stop, I don't know.

What does that mean?

I think he just wants to do the right thing.

Well, that's pretty messed up, isn't it?

Greg, I don't know.

You know what, no, I don't want you

to rent from that asshole or anyone else for that matter.

Tell him to go.

Greg.

I want him gone.

- He was Matt's friend. - I was Matt's friend!

Yeah, and I am sure he would be real happy how you stepped right in!

He would probably fuck you in two seconds

if you gave him the chance.

If you haven't already.

[sighing]

Look, I...

I want him gone.

That's not up to you.

Lil, I'm telling you--

Greg, you are not my husband.

[dramatic orchestral music]

Why don't you love me like I love you?

I'm sorry.

[light guitar music]

I'm very disappointed.

Disappointed?

You broke ranks, you accepted a medal you didn't deserve.

That's stolen valor.

That's really fucked up.

Well, I don't know how to fix it.

But I want to.

Okay, I got a friend that I can call at JAG.

Once you admit guilt, they will see it through.

There will be an official inquiry,

you'll be tried in Military Court,

followed by a possible jail sentence.

But that will restore Matt's status.

You got a decision to make.

There's no decision.

Why are you smiling?

Because it's the first time since I met you

that you look like a soldier.

♪ Come with me ♪

♪ Days roll by ♪

♪ And nights still thinking Of what could have been ♪

♪ But oh ♪

What is this?

Oh, my God.

You finally decided to do it.

Go back to school?

No, fly away.

There's just too many ghosts for me here.

You could come.

- Please. - [laughs] No, no.

Small works for me, you know?

I already got my nest.

♪ Coming home ♪

[door clicking]

♪ When you coming home ♪

I'm going to turn myself in today.

I'm sorry.

Don't be.

[sighing]

I'm grateful.

[bag zipping]

[light acoustic guitar music]

I'm with you.

♪ Jesus told me not to hate ♪

♪ But if he saw The mess you made ♪

♪ Probably think that It would be all right ♪

♪ There's just so much A girl can take ♪

♪ Of broken dreams And broken place ♪

♪ I've finally reached my Breaking point tonight ♪

♪ No, you are such a liar ♪

♪ You felt like love But you cut like wire ♪

♪ To watch you burn Is my desire ♪

♪ You better learn ♪

♪ That I've got fuel For the fire ♪

♪ Yeah, I've got fuel For the fire ♪

♪ God, you told me to forgive ♪

♪ But this just ain't No way to live ♪

♪ I never thought that This would hurt so much ♪

♪ I tried to be the better one ♪

♪ But can't you see The devil's won ♪

♪ I'm already burnin' ♪

♪ I don't give a fuck ♪

♪ No, you are such a liar ♪

♪ You felt like love But you cut like wire ♪

♪ To watch you burn Is my desire ♪

♪ You better learn ♪

♪ That I got fuel for the fire ♪

♪ Yeah, I've got fuel For the fire ♪

♪ Let it burn ♪

♪ Let it burn ♪

♪ Let it burn ♪

♪ Just let it burn ♪

♪ Jesus told me not to lie ♪

♪ But where was he When I was crying ♪

♪ Why did he let you Treat me that way ♪

♪ No, you are such a liar ♪

♪ You felt like love But you cut like wire ♪

♪ To watch you burn Is my desire ♪

♪ You better learn ♪

♪ That I got fuel for the fire ♪

♪ Yeah, I got fuel For the fire ♪

Greg, it's awful.

Oh, what are you doing here?

- She's gone. - Who? Lily, is she okay?

No, Hannah. She won't be my buddy anymore.

Okay, look, it's okay, bud.

All right, you are going to make other friends.

I don't want other friends.

I want Hannah.

Greg, there's a girl in your bed and you don't have any clothes on!

Arrow, this isn't what you think. You don't understand.

I do understand. I'm not stupid!

Arrow, shoot!

- Where are my jeans? - [Ginny] I don't know.

Shoot! Row!

[dramatic acoustic guitar music]

Well, that was weird.

[woman vocalizing]

Fuck.

Arrow!

[bike thudding]

Oh, shit.

[Lil] Arrow, please, God,

please, please, please, please God, no, no, no!

Arrow, Arrow, hey, hey, hey.

He's having a heart attack.

Call 911! Call 911!

Hey, it's okay, I'm right here. Just breathe.

[Arrow] Johnny.

Johnny's okay.

I love you so much. Stay with me.

It's just your sweet heart. I love you so much, okay?

I love you.

She broke my heart.

Keep breathing, okay?

I love you, Row, don't leave me, you're my heart.

[Lil] Do you know how many times I've thought or wished--

[Greg] Oh, come on, Lil.

You are the best mother, sister, friend that boy could have.

You're incredible.

You do everything.

He's so lucky to have you.

[Lil] I'm sorry for what I said.

[sobs]

I think we just really miss Matt.

You know?

For a little while, it made sense for Arrow, but...

[nurse] Hey. How are you doing?

- [Lil] Okay, how is he? - [nurse] He's doing great.

- Come on, I'll take you back. - [Lil] Okay.

[light acoustic guitar music]

Coming?

I'm good, I'm going to stay.

[sniffling]

Thank you.

Hey.

Goodbye.

Hey, Row.

Hey, Johnny, you came!

How are you doing?

I thought I was going to lose you.

No way. Remember, we pinky sweared.

We did pinky swear.

Arrow, how would you like to go on a big adventure?

You want to take me with you?

I wouldn't go without you.

- You have more ice cream? - Yeah.

How much ice cream can you eat at the hospital.

You get it when you get a heart attack.

You do? Can I have some?

No.

Missed a little bit. Oh, that's good.

- Mmm. - [laughing]

- All right, Row, are you ready? - Yeah.

[Lil] I love this sign.

It's so awesome.

All right, let's do it.

♪ Out of these bounds ♪

♪ I'm reaching for ♪

♪ Something more ♪

♪ And baby, I would win If God is keeping score ♪

♪ Sending angels back To the clouds ♪

♪ 'Cause I finally found My face in the crowd ♪

♪ Maybe it's beginning ♪

♪ Maybe it's the end ♪

♪ Maybe you're my lover ♪

♪ Maybe you're my friend ♪

♪ Baby, won't you show me ♪

♪ Show me how it feels To be loved ♪

♪ Take me home Take me home ♪

♪ Take me home Take me home ♪

♪ Maybe it's beginning ♪

♪ Maybe it's the end ♪

♪ Maybe you're my lover ♪

♪ Maybe you're my friend ♪

♪ Baby, won't you show me ♪

♪ Show me how it feels To be loved ♪

♪ Baby, won't you show me ♪

♪ Show me how it feels To be loved ♪

♪ Baby, won't you show me ♪

♪ Show me how it feels To be loved ♪

[upbeat country music]

♪ Can I be your refugee ♪

♪ 'Cause my demons Are chasing me ♪

♪ My lips are cracked And I'm on my knees ♪

♪ I'm thirsty for your charity ♪

♪ Can I stay a little longer ♪

♪ The glow of dawn Is coming stronger ♪

♪ Pass the pearls Of morning dew ♪

♪ I watch the sunlight Follow you ♪

♪ And I don't know ♪

♪ What it all means anymore ♪

♪ I don't know ♪

♪ Why I can't walk Out your door ♪

♪ Don't leave ♪

♪ Don't leave ♪

♪ Trumpets in the distance ♪

♪ Broken down my resistance ♪

♪ There was nothing I was Fighting for ♪

♪ Till I was standing At your door ♪

♪ And it's hard to say Just where it hurts ♪

♪ You're standing there In that pale blue shirt ♪

♪ I thought I had It figured out ♪

♪ Till you took The words out of my mouth ♪

♪ And I don't know ♪

♪ What it all means anymore ♪

♪ I don't know ♪

♪ Why I can't walk Out your door ♪

♪ Don't leave ♪

♪ And I don't know ♪

♪ What it all means anymore ♪

♪ I don't know ♪

♪ Why I can't walk Out your door ♪

♪ Don't leave ♪

[light acoustic guitar music]