Original subtitles

♪ Explore...the universe ♪

♪ The sword produces a sand storm, the mortal red dust, it’s epiphany still trapped in the scabbard ♪

♪ Ask...the answers to this mystery ♪

♪ Proceed on the Dao of Heaven and Earth, let the wind carry you and all will be revealed ♪

♪ My tears, clear as crystal ♪

♪ Mercy, will set off war ♪

♪ Stabilize the universe, the torch dragon has appeared in the world ♪

♪ Don’t test me I’m unforgiving to my enemies! ♪

♪ Look how we overcome this grudge, seize the chance to undergo nirvana, reincarnate a few times ♪

♪ Borrow the sorrow and joy from these lifetimes to train my heart, my courage, my love, never regret this happiness ♪

♪ There’s thousands of love tribulations, fight the 3 realms, the 6 paths of Dao, Empyrean Heavens, pledge to be with you in life and death ♪

♪ Even if we drink from the river of forgetting, when we’re reunited, won’t let you down! ♪

LOVE AND REDEMPTION

Episode 46 Subbed by Productive Procrastination

As we managed to save Wu Zhiqi now,

I think my scheme will succeed very soon.

And the truth will come out.

I saw Xuanji’s origins in the Devil’s Capital.

She is the God of War

and the Mosha Star.

Although I don’t know why

but I can guess

that the Heavenly Realm did something to her.

That was why Xuanji has to suffer 9 lifetimes.

Perhaps all of this is related to that.

It’s hard on her,

but has it been easy on you?

She suffered but did you have it easy?

Yu Sifeng.

You suffered 9 lifetimes to get to where you are today too!

Never mind.

Just cut yourself from this.

Don’t entangle yourself with her again.

Next time you’ll die.

In this lifetime

as long as I can stop Chu Xuanji’s two stars from merging

then she won’t become the Mosha Star.

She won’t have to suffer again.

If I die,

we will only miss each other in this lifetime.

But Xuanji...

she can escape from it forever.

Are you truly stupid or are you faking it?

Avoid the merging of the 2 stars?

That is the Heaven’s will,

how can you change its path?

I can’t do it alone.

That’s why

I need someone to help me.

Don’t.

I’m not so capable.

I can’t help you on such a tremendous scheme.

Wu Zhiqi...

Wu Zhiqi?

Are you joking?

He is a mighty demon.

Perhaps it’s his wish to revive the Mosha Star too.

Why would he help you?

Or perhaps...

You have a way to trick him so that he helps you out?

Wu Zhiqi is pure and follows his heart.

If I want his help

I have to be sincere to him.

Brother Liu.

Please prepare some wine and food for me tonight.

I wish to see him.

Xuanji.

Our bridal clothes are ready.

They just delivered it to us.

Aren’t they pretty?

In a couple of days, Xiao Liuzi and I

with you and Senior Hao Chen will marry.

They’ve been so busy.

Xuanji.

What’s wrong?

Are you listening to me?

Xuanji!

Senior Brother.

Why did you lie to me?

Seems like you were unable to kill him.

You used the vermilion bird’s blood.

Yes!

I asked myself thousands of times

but I don’t want to see him dead.

That’s why I chose to use the vermilion bird’s blood to purify him.

I only wish to bring him back

even if I have to imprison him forever.

I never expected that the vermilion bird’s blood almost killed him!

I knew you would be soft-hearted

that’s why I tried to assist you on it.

All this

was for your own good.

It’s all for my own good?

You want me to cultivate the Mantra of Feeling

yet you want me to be unfeeling.

I can’t do something so

contradictory!

I told you to cultivate the Mantra of Feeling

so we can cultivate the love between us!

Not for you to be trapped

with your obsession of Yu Sifeng!

Xuanji.

Don’t forget

we are a match made by the Heaven!

This is Heaven’s will!

There is nothing that is determined by Heaven.

If there is

why did they arrange for Sifeng and me

to meet for 9 lifetimes?

Is that a joke the Heavens played on me?

So

you’d rather wish to continue that doomed love with that demon

than be by my side?

Senior Brother.

There is no good fate or doomed fate.

I hate that I love Sifeng.

I will never be with him.

But as I’ve given him my love

I will not take it back.

It’s impossible that I’ll love anyone else!

As for our marriage

I will explain it to everyone.

I’m sorry Senior Brother.

Xuanji.

I wanted us to complete our loving relationship in this lifetime

so that everything will return to the past.

But in the end

it was just my wishful thinking.

Fine.

As that is the case,

then let’s end all this.

If you’re unwilling

to marry me,

then I will not force you.

I will explain it to everyone.

However

no matter what happens

I’m still your senior brother.

You will always be the one I respect the most.

That’s good then.

I hope you will always remember

your vow as a guardian.

That you will protect the Crystal Lamp.

I will not forget my duties even if I die.

I won’t let anyone touch the Crystal Lamp.

Only this time

I fear that’s not enough.

The Mosha Star has appeared now.

The secret realm has lost its barrier.

It’s completely defenseless.

Right now that Crystal Lamp can be touched by anyone.

I hope you will promise me

that if one day

you are unable to protect the Crystal Lamp,

you will destroy it yourself.

Otherwise

once the Mosha Star’s primordial spirit and stellar soul merge,

there will be no peace in the world.

The Shaoyang Sect has protected the Crystal Lamp for so many years.

Must we destroy it?

The Heavenly Realm tried to show mercy,

they wanted to purify the Mosha Star’s stellar soul,

hoping he could return to the Heavenly Realm one day.

But as it’s come to this,

and he refuses to repent his ways,

forsaking the path of Heaven.

As that is the case,

then we can only destroy his stellar soul.

However

only the God of War can achieve that.

Since

you can’t kill Yu Sifeng

then I can only ensure that he will never be able to get the Crystal Lamp.

I only ask you to do that to protect all life

and so that rascal will never become a devil.

If that day comes,

then I will destroy the Crystal Lamp myself.

I heard you wanted to invite me for a drink?

I didn’t even take a lunch

and was waiting to eat with you!

Brother Wu.

No need to be so courteous.

Say your injuries haven’t healed yet

why are you in a rush to drink with me?

Seems like this wine comes with some price.

I will be frank with you.

I invited Brother Wu to drink

because I need a favor from you.

Actually

I went to the Devil’s Capital to save you

not to restore glory to the demon clan.

But for my own selfish reasons.

You’re quite interesting.

Everyone else hides their true thoughts.

What do you do?

You tell me them forthrightly.

Either you’re stupid

or...

you’re extremely clever.

But it’s fine.

No matter which type you are,

you’re my savior regardless.

I once made a rule.

As long as someone saves me,

then he will be my brother.

I will help you accomplish three things.

Even if I have to go to Heaven or Hell, I will not refuse.

So tell me

what you want.

Brother Wu, please promise me

no matter what happens,

do not hand the Juntian Cehai to Yuan Lang.

Regarding that...

That’s fine.

Only....

I have three questions to ask you.

My first one is,

you don’t want Yuan Lang to get the Juntian Cehai

because you don’t want him to open the Crystal Lamp.

Right?

Yes.

My second question is,

you are not the reincarnation of the Mosha Star.

Right?

Yes.

Just as I thought.

I was wondering why the Mosha Star’s reincarnation

would be hurt by the evil aura so badly.

My last question is,

you know who the Mosha Star is

but you don’t want to revive him.

Right?

Actually

I don’t want the demon clans

to be plunged into endless war again.

Good!

I like your character!

Don’t worry.

I will never let Juntian Cehai

fall into the hands of Yuan Lang.

Thank you for fulfilling my wish.

By the way, Brother Wu.

I wish to ask you a question.

Actually

you don’t want the Mosha Star to be revived too, right?

The Mosha Star was the leader of the demon and devil clans.

If he was revived

then he’ll head straight to Heaven

and seek revenge for the demon and devil clans.

That’ll be great!

However

I am someone

who despises being ordered around.

I am the Left Minister.

If he was to be revived

then I have to listen to his every order.

It’s annoying just thinking about it.

I think we should forget it.

Let’s no revive him.

Let’s just drink wine and eat meat every day.

That’s my kind of life!

Thank you Brother Wu.

Stop thanking me.

It’s annoying.

By the way, Brother Wu.

I wish to ask you to enlighten me with something.

That vessel that Yuan Lang has that can suck the life blood of people,

what is its purpose?

A vessel that can suck life blood?

Could it be the spirit cultivation vessel?

What is the purpose of it?

This spirit cultivation vessel

has to suck in 99 living souls

to form a formation for a blood sacrifice.

It can suck the power from a living person.

And that victim will become sucked dry

until they form a corpse.

Then who is the target

that Yuan Lang wishes to use this vessel against?

Could it be...

That this power is related to reviving the Mosha Star?

How could I forget?

Back then the God of War used her own power

to seal the Mosha Star’s stellar soul.

If he plans to open the Crystal Lamp

apart from needing these two celestial items, Juntian and Cehai,

he also needs the God of War’s powers.

Could it be that Yuan Lang...

wishes to use the spirit cultivation vessel on Xuanji?

No wonder...

he wanted to awaken

the God of War’s powers within Xuanji.

This stinky old bird is so determined.

He even dares to target Pretty God of War.

Oh no.

Then Xuanji is in danger.

I can’t let him succeed.

You’re wrong.

I think

that you should let him try it.

Why?

Although this spirit cultivation vessel is powerful,

he can’t control it alone.

If I am right,

he will try and convince me to help him.

Brother Wu, that you mean is...

We should turn his trick to our advantage?

When he’s caught off guard,

we can use this chance to destroy this spirit cultivation vessel?

That’s right.

Didn’t he go to extreme lengths to cultivate that vessel?

Then let’s make him have a taste of what that vessel does.

Let’s make him taste his own medicine.

Very well said, let’s make him taste his own medicine.

Then I will have to trouble you.

No need to be so courteous.

Dealing with Yuan Lang

is not your only affair.

I can use this chance to settle

these debts with him too.

However.

Right now we have to find a way to ensure our plan is foolproof.

We have to make him trust us.

I’ll leave you to handle the things that requires thinking.

Leave the fighting to me.

Oh yes.

Didn’t I promise to help you with three things?

You just said one thing.

What about the other two?

I am not that greedy.

I am already content that you are willing to help me in one thing.

Ok.

I really like

having honorable people like you as my friend.

Don’t you worry,

as I promised you I’ll do three things for you,

I will definitely do it.

It fine.

You can think about it slowly.

Today

we’re here to drink wine.

Come.

You’ve become brothers so soon?

Wu Zhiqi.

I thought when men become brothers

they have to drink wine for 10 years at least.

Can you not stand so close to me?

No.

You!

You haven’t recovered yet.

Hurry and go to sleep.

No.

I want to look at you.

When I look at you, I’ll recover sooner.

You can look at me

but don’t look at me in that way again.

It’s ugly.

Turn into a fox and go eat some grapes.

How can you be so ungrateful?

No matter what I’m your savior.

Starting from today you have to promise me three things too.

This first thing is...

You can only say I’m pretty,

You can’t say I’m ugly.

So intolerable.

So unappreciative!

Can’t be reasoned with.

You!

What are you laughing at? Can’t stand it?

No.

I’m very envious.

I really hope

that all the lovers in the world can be like you two.

Have a happy ending.

What happy ending?

Let me tell you Sifeng

if you continue to talk nonsense I’m leaving!

Don’t go!

Little Sifeng continue.

I love the way you speak.

He’s so slow...he...

What kind of dratted wine is this?

Wu Zhiqi.

When did you get here?

I brought some wine to come and catch up with you.

Refusing?

What?

Don’t welcome me?

You welcome your brother this way?

I was waiting for you to come find me.

You made me wait a long time.

This is proper wine!

But this wine...

is worse than the one we had back then.

When we were at the Devil’s Capital,

we would drink and eat meat together every day.

After we ate our fill, we’ll go fight in Heaven.

That was a great feeling!

I never expect

that you would remember those days.

Of course.

Think about how much glory we had then.

Those weaklings from the Heavenly Realm trembled when they saw me.

I got rid of half the deities on Mount Kunlun!

We were just one step from success 1000 years ago.

If that God of War didn’t suddenly appear

then we would be the rulers of the Three Realms now.

Exactly.

It was the dratted God of War

who caught me when I lowered my guard.

I have to seek revenge!

I’ll be great if there was a way

to kill her.

I will definitely do it.

Is that what you think?

As long as you’re willing

then I will gather up my brothers to draw our swords

and raise our flags once more.

Let’s kill the God of War first.

Then head to the Heavenly Realm.

Sure.

We can use this chance

to tell our brothers in the demon clan

that I’m back.

Then let’s go and make our way to the Heavenly Realm!

Great.

Dijun.

What’s wrong?

Dijun you forcefully

went to the Mortal Realm.

Right now your mortal body is at its limit.

It cannot last much longer.

Seems like I’m running out of time.

I gave her a chance.

She wanted love.

I even gave up my principles to use love to assist her.

She had an inner demon

so I did everything I could to get rid of it for her.

But she betrayed me time after time.

Defied me.

And stepped closer and closer to the abyss.

I cannot make her return.

It seems like

she is no longer the she of the past.

There’s nothing I can do now.

I can’t help her any longer.

What you mean is...

You wish to give up the General God of War?

Her tribulation this time is her final chance.

however she gave up on that final hope.

As that is the case,

rather than watch her

become a devil eternally and be in a place beyond redemption

I would rather destroy her.

Dijun!

Can you bear to do that?

That God of War...

you taught her everything she knew.

So what if I can’t bear to do it?

Everything I did was for the Three Realms.

This all arose because of me.

So I should be the one to...

destroy this fate as well.

Yuan Lang.

I never expected you stinky bird would be so capable.

You managed to summon so many brothers so soon.

I am so honored that everyone here trusts me.

It was all because

of the effort Right Minister put in these 1000 years.

That was why so many brothers from the devil clan

are here to assist me.

Come.

Let me toast you all.

We have been waiting for your return for many years.

We swear our allegiance to you even if it costs us our lives!

Cheers!

In the past,

I have shown much disrespect to the Right Minister

wasting all our meticulous planning.

It was only today

that I realized how loyal you are to me.

I hope you can forgive me for my past actions.

That is too serious.

Before it was I who showed you much disrespect because I did not know your identity.

Now that the truth is clear

I will...

definitely assist you as much as I can.

Now that you’ve said that,

I can feel much more at ease.

You’ve always worked hard.

You should be rewarded handsomely.

In the future I will leave you

to handle all of Lize Palace’s affairs.

I will not disappoint you Young Master.

However,

the one I despise most of all right now

is that God of War.

I once loved her so deeply,

I never expected her to be so ruthless.

She almost killed me with the vermilion bird’s blood.

As that is so,

in the future

I will not show her any mercy.

That’s right.

Right now,

we are just missing your stellar soul.

Why don’t we do this?

Let’s attack the Shaoyang Sect directly?

We take the Crystal Lamp

and then find a way to force the God of War

to open the Crystal Lamp.

What do you think?

That’s too reckless.

I fear we cannot succeed.

Could it be...

you have a better idea

to make her willingly open the Crystal Lamp for us?

Oh yes Yuan Lang.

You’ve always been one who has good ideas.

Tell us.

If you’re worried

that it’ll be hard to deal with the God of War

then I have a formation we can try.

As it’s such a powerful formation

do you need my help?

Sure.

If Young Master and the Left Minister can assist us

in setting up that formation then it’s for the best.

That’s simple!

We’re brothers!

We shall do what you say!

Then please allow me 3 days to prepare for it.

By then,

I am sure you’ll be able to get the stellar soul

and regain your powers

and soon we, the demons will rule over the Three Realms.

With you assisting us,

do I need to worry?

Then after 3 days,

let’s attack Shaoyang together!

Capture the God of War

and retrieve my stellar soul.

This tea is not bad.

Come, drink another cup.

This tea smells so nice.

Right?

Deputy Chief?

What are you waiting for?

Want to be here forever?

I risked Yu Sifeng finding out about me

to save you.

You know what to do right?

I thank Deputy Chief for helping me regain freedom.

I will cross fires for you in the future.

Very good.

Rise.

Keep a close eye on Yu Sifeng for the next two days for me.

I don’t trust him yet.

I only believe in my own people.

Yes.

Let’s go.

Sect Leader. Sect Leader.

Save me!

Sect Leader save me!

Save me Sect Leader!

I almost forgot,

our north superintendent is locked up here.

Sect Leader.

I know I committed a crime before and I shouldn’t have done those things without your permission.

But please for the sake

that I once managed the Tianxu Sect so well,

give me another chance.

I will definitely change my ways.

You told me that many times.

I don’t know if it’s the same this time.

This time I won’t break my word.

Or...

Otherwise...

Otherwise when I die I will have no burial ground!

I wanted to kill you long ago as the final soul

to offer to my spirit cultivation vessel.

Now I think about it,

it may be more fun for you to come to a place with me.

This is the derelict Devil’s Capital?

Why is there evil aura everywhere?

1000 years ago,

the Asuras who ruled over this place

were completely wiped out by the God of War.

The Heavenly Realm destroyed the Devil’s Capital overnight

turning this place into a turbid mess.

The Asura’s spirits cannot enter

nor can they leave.

How could their resentment be consoled?

It’s like this now

all thanks for Wu Zhiqi who opened the gate to the Devil’s Capital.

That’s why a lot of the evil aura has dissipated.

Otherwise why do you think we can stand here?

Why did you take me here for?

What?

You’re scared?

You’re under my control now.

No matter what you do you can’t escape.

The Asura spirits

will soon belong to me.

Turns out you’re here to take the Asura spirits.

You...

You want to use me as your stepping stone?

In your dreams!

General Asura.

You and I are acquainted,

please let me borrow your body.

Let me help you seek revenge for the 1000 years

of injustice you suffered!

With your soul…

in exchange for my spirit.…

Never expected

that Yuan Lang that stinky old bird would still

be so tight lipped about the formation.

He’s so crafty.

It seems like

he does not trust us completely.

Look at how shameless he is

What’s the difference to whether he trusts us or not?

He must have some hidden trump card.

But it’s fine.

If he wants the God of War’s powers,

then he needs the two of us.

He’ll definitely fall for the trick.

Sifeng...

I can be at ease now that I see you’re fine.

Little Yinhua!

Why is it you?

You’re a dog of the Tianxu Sect.

You hurt Sifeng!

I haven’t settled it with you yet!

Little Yinhua!

Move it!

Don’t come over here!

Don’t come over here!

Whether you hit me,

scold me,

or kill me,

it’s fine.

But you’ve been away from Sifeng for too long.

Your spiritual powers are very weak now.

I have to give you some energy.

I don’t need your help!

I won’t trust you!

I have to kill you!

I have to kill you!

Little Yinhua!

Little Yinhua!

Little Yinhua!

You’re awake?

Feel unwell anywhere?

I acted a bit rashly that day.

I shouldn’t have scolded you like that.

As you’re back,

in the future,

do not defy my order again.

Otherwise,

I will punish you.

Master.

Apart from Chu Xuanji’s matter,

I will obey you in everything else.

It’s the same before,

it’s the same in the future.

If that Chu Xuanji dares to hurt you

then I won’t let her off!

I thought...

you understood in the days you were gone.

But if you insist on this,

then why come back?

I don’t have such a willful spiritual beast.

Spiritual beast?

To you, I’m just your spiritual beast.

Master.

I only defied your order

because I don’t want to see you hurt.

I don’t want to see that Chu Xuanji who doesn’t love you

hurt you time after time.

My heart aches for you.

Because you’re the only one in my heart.

Master.

Can you not…

take a look at me, who is beside you?

Little Yinhua.

I don’t just see you as my spiritual beast.

I see you as an important friend.

Apart from that,

there’s nothing else.

If you feel wronged,

don’t know how to face it,

you can leave me.

Starting from today,

I allow you to leave me for as long as you wish.

You can live the life you want.

Ok.

Yu Sifeng.

You will regret this

You just wait.

I will find a way to lift this blood bond

and then

I will no longer be your spiritual beast!

Young Master.

Deputy Chief you’ve prepared the formation?

I am here to inform you of the details.

Everything is ready.

I just need you to use a trick to lure her into the formation.

Ok.

Tomorrow

you and I will ambush Shaoyang

take the stellar soul.

But Young Master

if we were to take the God of War’s powers

then Chu Xuanji will be harmed.

I wonder if,

you truly can hurt her?

I showed her mercy

yet she kept trying to kill me time after time.

That day

if the Left Minister did not get there in time to save me,

I would have died from the vermilion bird’s blood.

That grudge cannot be forgiven.

Never mind harm her,

even if you want me to kill her,

I will gladly do so.

Tomorrow we attack Shaoyang.

You keep an eye on Chu Xuanji.

Ensure she is trapped within the formation.

Yes.

Also,

although Yu Sifeng seems to be focused on it,

but I have to ensure that my scheme

is foolproof.

You’re hard to kill.

And managed to become a half-demon.

Your body is only one of a mortals

yet you think you can endure such a powerful demonic aura?

For the sake that you didn’t die when you fell

into the black pond within the Devil’s Capital,

I cannot bear to see you die.

I helped you stabilize the demonic aura within you.

How about this?

I am missing

someone to take care of the spirit army.

Come to Shaoyang with me to take the Crystal Lamp.

After we succeed,

I will teach you

how to stabilize the demonic aura within you what do you think?

You’re not lying to me?

I am the Right Minister at the Devil’s Capital.

Would I break my word like you?

You will die anyway,

it’s up to you whether you want to grasp this chance to live

or not.

Xuanji?

Come and take a look at this for me.

Which one should I wear?

Xuanji?

Xuanji?

What’s wrong?

You and Senior Brother Hao Chen were a couple matched by Heaven

but why wouldn’t you agree to marry him?

Otherwise,

it would be our wedding today.

Senior Hao Chen is still my senior brother.

He’s the person I have the most respect for.

But apart from that,

I will never be able to feel anything else for him.

Is it because you can’t forget the past?

No...

It’s your wedding day today.

I can’t bear to see you leave.

Ok.

Xuanji.

I believe in you.

I believe you can find someone who loves you

someone who you love who you can spend the rest of your life with.

Just like me and Xiao Liuzi.

Anyway,

don’t think about those unhappy things ok?

Ok.

The auspicious hour is almost here.

Hurry and make yourself up and prepare yourself.

I’ll go take a look outside,

and see how the preparations are going.

Sifeng?

Prepare the formation.

The spirits of the Asuras have woken up.

Shaoyang Sect....

I will start with the place that

caused my life to change like this.

The Deputy Chief has prepared everything.

Let’s start.

Kill the Shaoyang Sect!

God of War.

Your powers now belong to me.

Sifeng!

Stop being with them!

Or you’ll never be able to turn back!

Do you think I will believe your lies again

and love you again?

In your dreams.

This time

I will not show mercy to you again.

Demon Lord stop wasting your breath on her.

Arrange the formation.

♪ Look how we overcome this grudge, seize the chance to undergo nirvana, reincarnate a few times ♪

Zi Hu?

♪ Borrow the sorrow and joy from these lifetimes to train my heart, my courage, my love, never regret this happiness ♪

My illusion spell was not bad, right?

♪ There’s thousands of love tribulations, fight the 3 realms, the 6 paths of Dao, Empyrean Heavens, pledge to be with you in life and death ♪

You set me up ages ago?

♪ Even if we drink from the river of forgetting, ♪

When it comes to conspiracies we don’t dare to be better than you at them.

♪ When we’re reunited, won’t let you down! ♪

At most we are just turning your plot against you.

Yuan Lang!

You underestimate me.

♪ Bloodline doesn’t determine good and evil ♪

Do you think by hiding the truth,

I can’t tell

what kind of crooked plan you have?

What do you think?

♪ Yin and Yang are the natural enemies of each other ♪

I adjusted the eye of the formations

and you became the one who is sucked dry.

Surprised?

♪ Emptiness or persistence choose your lot ♪

Those who do evil will one day bear the fruit of their actions.

As you cultivated this vessel,

today you will have a little taste of it.

♪ Pick the side of the good, not the side of Heaven! ♪

Yuan Lang.

Stop struggling.

You were the one who cultivated this vessel,

it has absorbed 99 souls,

and has the evil aura from the Devil’s Capital.

It’s very powerful.

I fear you won’t be able to escape

with your powers.

Strange.

Why do I see this tree wherever I go?

Who is pulling this trick?

Dingkun!

Stop cutting it!

My dear ancestor,

please show mercy.

Brother Liu?

What are you doing here?

Why did you trap me here?

Er...

I...

Sifeng told you to come, right?

Where is he?

It’s between the two of you

you two should resolve it.

Sifeng!

Si...

You!

♪ There are so many sources of joy in the world ♪

♪ Waiting for me to grow up to capture them ♪

♪ There is also so much perplexity ♪

♪ But when you look at me I finally comprehend them ♪

♪ I’ve hoped, I’ve despaired ♪

♪ Time after time, my beliefs are slapped in the face by fate ♪

♪ I am the one who cries each time ♪

♪ Accumulated from the face I cannot love ♪

♪ Without this heart wrenching pain, ♪

♪ how will one know one’s path? ♪

♪ Hiding these feelings deep within one’s heart ♪

♪ The home I hope and hope will come, was simply a bygone love ♪

♪ I have never wasted my time ♪

♪ The deeper I love, the more I am hurt from the betrayal ♪

♪ I cover my eyes so I can see for myself ♪

♪ Before I learn to embrace I learn to exile myself first ♪

♪ From this pain that cuts to my bones ♪

♪ Like my hand, like my foot, like you, irreplaceable ♪