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B.O.N F u n S u b s � ~ Band Of Nuts F u n S u b s Presents

~*Flowers for My Life*~

Feels like I'm home...

What are you doing?

I'm preparing dinner.

Are you happy now that Dae-Bak is back?

What gave you the idea of breaking up with him if you love him so much?

I wonder why, too.

You still don't know anything.

You'll continue to face a lot of hardships in the future.

Don't complain later on that we didn't try to separate the two of you.

Mom, you've said this before.

Just by looking at their faces you can tell when a women is being loved.

Just like Mom, I can also live by being loved.

Did Dae-Bak say that he loves you?

He hasn't said it yet...

but it doesn't matter if he says it or not.

He hasn't told you he loves you?

How can you get back together?

Although I gave birth to you, you are too easily pleased.

You should get going...

I'm very busy.

I know.

Eat a lot of fish.

Just leave it. I'll eat it myself.

Ho-Sang, have some broccoli, too. It's good for your body.

Ho-Sang?

That's his name he used when he was a little kid.

Because I like that name, I want to call him that.

Why? Dae-Bak is a very nice name, too.

Just call me by the name you are most comfortable with.

That's right. I guess I can just call him Ho-Sang.

What are you up to? Why suddenly change his name?

Ho-Sang?

It's a very good name for an undertaker.

What?

If the dead passes on to the next world with no adversity, isn't that called a 'ho sang' (note: ho sang = good death in Korean)

That's why Ho-Sang is the most suitable name for you.

This is making a lot of sense.

Our fate will follow after our names.

It looks like I was born to be an undertaker.

This is strange.

You lived for all this time being called Dae-Bak.

But why haven't you hit the jackpot yet? (Dae-Bak means "jackpot")

You should be more careful with your words.

There are many different pieces,

so be careful not to dirty them.

If the deceased is a male,

an outer coat, an inner top, the pants, the underpants,

cotton hat, wrist band, socks and shoes are required.

Also, this, this and that are needed.

There are seventeen pieces in total.

If the deceased is a female,

the pants, the underpants, outer coat and also...

Father!

Please talk slowly.

It's no use taking notes. You must listen carefully and memorize them by heart.

It's usually the slow learners who write everything down.

Ah, Father, what is this called?

These are called the comfy-shoes.

These shoes are for the dead to go on their long journey comfortably.

Comfy-shoes, comfy-shoes, comfy-shoes...

I thought the undertaker was only responsible for the funeral, little did I know that there are so many complicated things involved.

Usually the family of the deceased won't have time to do this.

We have to apply for the death certificate.

There is a thirty day period for filing the burial application.

You have to give all the detailed information to the family of the deceased.

- Ah... - There are many different types of burials.

If there's a casket, we need to file an application.

If there isn't onem, we need to file for different permit.

Gosh, applications and permits!

I'm feeling dizzy already.

I'm sorry, please continue.

Don't pretend to be working hard,

Teacher asked me to show you the ropes that's why I brought you here.

Let's see how long you can last.

Eun-Tak!

That's true. I have no idea how long I can last either.

Hey, can I take these with me?

Use the lowest possible pillow,

the head has to face east. Yes, just like that.

May I ask, why am I acting as the dead?

I'm the student here. I should stand by the teacher's side to watch, shouldn't I?

Haven't I told you?

This is not about technique. What is important is your dedication.

You have to regard yourself as a dead person in order to have empathy for them.

I was like this too when I first started learning, so stop complaining.

Yes.

Also, this is called Gong Soo. ("Gong Soo" is a hand gesture of respect.)

You have to straighten the fingers of the deceased.

And put their hands in the proper position on top of their stomach.

Also, the rope to tie him up.

Lift yourself up for a second...

Don't tie it too tight.

Tie it loosely like it's going to come off.

We had an incident in the past where we thought the dead was alive again.

That's why we don't tie it too tight.

I see.

This is how it's tied. What's left is the face.

Hyung! The weather is so hot today. Let's go for a break.

Now?

There so many things to show him still. We should take our time and not rush everything.

Alright.

Hey, how about me?

Didn't you hear him tell you to regard yourself as a dead person to feel it for yourself? Be quiet and just wait.

Yes...

Please hurry back!

Oh, where's Ho-Sang?

Up there.

You have been tagging along the whole day, the whole day.

What's going on?

No! No! Don't untie it! Don't untie it!

Father is going to scold me!

Don't do things like this.

Just leave it alone! He said everybody learns like that. this when they first start.

Dad is really going overboard.

Did you bring drinks?

Yes.

I'm thirsty, but I can't move my hands.

What should I do?

Are you going to continue doing funeral work?

Why?

Do you doubt me, too?

That's not what I meant.

I just feel worried about you dealing with dead people everyday.

Don't worry!

I won't faint anymore when I see the dead.

I...

have never done anything seriously in my life.

I just barely got by in school,

I couldn't earn a good living while I was working. Practically every single day,

I was fooling around whenever I had the chance.

Always quitting my jobs.

But now, I really want to learn one thing seriously.

Funeral work is much harder than I thought.

But I'll be very proud of myself if I eventually learn the ropes.

If you really have your heart set on it, I won't object.

Thanks to you, I'm a grown man now.

I've learnt to take things seriously.

You don't regret going out with me?

I don't regret it.

You should be the one regretting falling for someone like me.

I don't regret it also. We're made for each other.

Hey! What if the elders see us like this?

There's nothing we can do about it if they see.

Women are bolder than men now.

Don't you kiss me again.

I really don't want you to.

But I'm all tied up now,

I can't do anything if you kiss me.

So you... can't... you are not allowed to kiss me.

Gosh! You never listen!

I'm really helpless in stopping you.

Gosh!

Sleep comfortably.

No, no... no... no.

I need to read some more.

You should go to bed first, continue your reading tomorrow.

Hey! I've told you I'm very serious about learning this.

I want you to have a chance to see my cool side.

Alright.

You are leaving just like that?

Then what?

Just sit there and keep staring at me.

That way I won't fall asleep.

Don't laugh.

Alright.

Is there anything I can help you with?

I want to have you supervise a funeral.

Please take a seat over here and wait for a moment.

Okay.

Father!

There is a customer here.

Can't you talk with him if he's already there?

Huh?

I talk with him?

What is the use of reading those books everyday? Do something!

Yes, I got it.

Who is the funeral for?

It's for 'this'.

Huh?

My leg has to be amputated very soon.

I have neglected it so much that my leg's sick.

It met a lousy owner, went through a lot of hardships.

That's why I want to hold a funeral for it.

The funeral is only for his leg?

Yup.

What a peculiar guy.

He told me he was a professional soccer player.

I think that's why he has such deep feelings towards his leg.

So, you've promised him we'll hold the funeral?

I didn't know what to say,

so I told him that I'd contact him.

Since this is my first business negotiation, I wanted to try my best,

but I got so nervous.

A certain type of customer will look for a certain type of person.

Really?

Have you talked with my dad?

He told me to do as I like.

Go Eun-Tak, what would you do?

I would reject him.

Why?

That's because he's not in a normal state of mind right now.

An amputation for a soccer player must be a very hard blow.

He irrationally came here.

He'll have second thoughts when he's emotionally back to normal.

Will he?

Contact him in a few days and make the decision then.

Just as Eun-Tak said, what if he changes his mind?

You have to do it gently.

I'm very scared.

But in all honesty, you aren't even a little bit scared are you?

You are just bluffing, huh?

Yup, I just want to be pampered like other girls.

That's not suitable for you.

I'm going to act like this until it suits me.

If...

just like the guy who was just here,

I need to have a body part chopped off, what would I feel like?

I don't know.

If I was in his shoes, I don't think I could do anything.

My body is fine and well at the moment, and still I can't do anything.

If my body was sick, I would lose all hope, right?

How can you suddenly sit up when I'm cleaning your ears? Aren't you afraid of your ears being hurt?

Why would you lose all hope?

You have me. Why would you be hopeless?

No matter how weary you are, you have to think about me all the time.

You cannot give up hope. You need to strive even harder!

Why are you this agitated?

I'm just saying "what if", that's all.

Make a promise with me...

What?

No matter what, don't ever give up your hopes and dreams.

Promise me you'll never lose faith.

Promise me!

Alright.

I promise, okay?

You have made a promise with me.

You are not a man if you break your promise.

Alright!

I can't say anything in front of you.

I believe you.

You will not give up for my sake.

You will not give up your hopes and dreams.

Thank you for trusting a dumb guy like me.

Eun-Tak.

Go back to Seoul.

You don't feel comfortable living here now.

If I miss you, I will go visit you in Seoul. Don't worry about me too much.

I know what to do.

Ha-Na and Dae-Bak, there's nothing you can do now.

Don't stay here and break your heart.

Forget her in Seoul.

You are driving this?

Yes.

Didn't you have this car parked for awhile because it ran out of gas?

I've filled it up.

I put in $20 worth.

It should be enough for our date today.

Don't worry, get in the car.

Thank you.

Ran. I came here with Ho-Sang today.

We are going on a date now.

But she wanted to visit you first. So that's why we're here.

Ho-Sang is back because of you.

Thank you.

Hold this and wait for me, I need to go to the restroom.

Alright.

My stomach is hurting all of a sudden, please give me some medication.

How is it hurting?

It's because I'm in a hurry to catch a movie,

- just give me a painkiller for the time being. - Ok.

What took you so long?

I have a stomach ache.

Then let's go home. We can see a movie next time.

Where are you going?

This is the first time we watch a movie together.

But still, you are sweating profusely now.

I was afraid that I wouldn't catch the movie, that's why I ran back.

Let's go in.

Don't look at my face,

pay attention to the movie.

Watch the movie, don't look at my face.

From then on, I dreaded nightfall.

I have one less day of happiness after the night is over.

All I can do for him now is to hold his hand.

In place of Geul-Geul, shall I take a stroll with you?

Sorry, I've been troubling you.

I ran to you when I was weary,

but when you are tired, I don't even have time to care about you.

I know I have been bad,

but I can't help it.

Yup, that's true.

There are things that you know you should do but you just can't.

I know that you like Dae-Bak.

I also know that you are happy that Dae-Bak is back.

Also, I know that there is no place for me to squeeze in between the two of you.

But I can't do anything about my heart.

I thought I was very cool but I'm not.

I'm seeing what kind of person Go Eun-Tak really is now.

That's the same for me.

I am also seeing a new me everyday.

This is strange.

Huh?

There's a lot of things we have in common.

But why don't you like me?

I'm thinking about going back to Seoul.

When?

You are hoping that I am leaving soon, huh?

That's not what I meant.

But you are not going to talk me into staying, right?

In situations like this it's better to be less frank.

Can't you pretend to ask me to stay?

In the future...

Yeah?

Beyond the future, if I have something bothering me very much,

and I need a friend, can I contact you?

I am very thick-skinned, huh?

Yup, very thick-skinned.

Then just pretend I didn't say it.

I hope that you will keep in touch with me even when you don't need a friend.

I've told you I'm not cool.

I'm not leaving this place after getting rid of my feelings for you.

I'm actually leaving to see if I can get rid of my feelings for you or not.

You should be able to let go.

You're saying that so easily because it's someone else's problem.

You still haven't sorted out your feelings either.

That's true.

Call me when you visit Seoul. I'll buy you a nice cup of coffee.

But don't bring Dae-Bak along if you decide to visit me.

I think you won't come to see me by yourself.

When I'm back in Seoul, I'll miss this neighborhood very much.

Where are you going?

That soccer player is looking for me.

He didn't change his mind?

Then we have to do it.

Where are you meeting him at?

The hospital he's staying at.

Hospital? Then go with me.

You stay home today.

Why?

Because Eun-Tak is going back to Seoul tomorrow.

I'll be right back.

Hello.

You're here.

I'm sorry for making you come all the way here.

No problem.

Actually...

I want to give this to you.

What is this?

This is nothing fancy.

It's just some soccer jerseys and sneakers.

I'm afraid this leg will be too lonely, so I want them to be buried with my leg.

Oh, hello!

Are you here for a follow-up?

No, I'm here for some business.

I'm working at a funeral parlor.

If there's anyone in need of a funeral, can you please contact...

I'm sorry, it was rude of me to say that to a doctor.

I'm really sorry.

Goodbye.

Doctor!

Do you need my help?

Yes.

With what?

I have something that I can't take with me, but I also can't leave it behind.

Can you take care of it for me?

If your mom was here, I would have given this to her as a gift.

But she's not home.

Thank you. I'll use it well.

It's so hard for me to hear those words from you.

Ah, there's one more thing.

My father.

Please take good care of him.

I heard it was nothing serious. But the pain keeps getting worse.

Is there medicine from the hospital that can take care of it?

Don't misunderstand.

I am not implying you made a misdiagnosis.

It seems your guardian hasn't told you anything.

What?

Since your symptoms are getting worse, I think the patient has a right to know now.

Sorry.

Hello?

Have you met up with that person?

Yes.

Everything went well?

Yes.

Then come back soon.

Everyone is gathering to hold a farewell party for Eun-Tak.

Okay.

Are you on your way back?

Yes.

Chewing gum...

I just heard something funny.

I'm going to die.

I am...

He should be back already.

It's me.

- I was going to call you. - What should we do?

Ho-Sang...

Why? What's the matter?

Ho-Sang found out about his disease from the hospital.

Grandpa! Grandpa!

Do you want to hear your fortune?

It's me, Grandpa.

Do you remember me?

Yes, it's you!

Is there something else you want to know about?

You said that I was going to live twenty years longer than you, didn't you?

That's true, right?

Of course!

You didn't make a mistake, right?

You are accurate with your readings, right?

Why? Did someone say something?

I have been in this business for more than thirty years.

Nobody has ever said I've read their fortune wrong.

Trust my words.

Really?

I can really trust your words, right?

Just believe in me. Anything is possible when you believe in it.

Yes, I will believe.

Just like you said, I'm going to live for a very long time.

Thank you!

I will come again.

Next time when you come, bring that girlfriend with you from last time.

I'll pick a good wedding date for you two.

Yes, thank you.

Excuse me, is there a patient called Yoon Ho-Sang?

Ho-Sang.

Are you okay?

Why...

didn't you tell me?

You knew it from the very beginning, right?

I'm sorry.

You should have told me.

It's my life.

It's my business whether I'm dead or alive.

You should have told me!

Sorry,

I didn't know how to tell you.

Why didn't you stop me from going back to Ha-Na?

I'm dying now,

why didn't you stop me?

Why did you let me be a bad guy? Why?!

It's not too late.

Miracles can happen anytime.

Miracles?

What miracle will happen to an unlucky bum like me?

Have you met anyone who has worse luck than I do?

It's not enough to be registered as a dead man,

so now you're just telling me to die for real?

How can this be?

How can something like this only happen to me?!

Ho-Sang.

This is not the time.

It can't be now.

I have never led a life like a normal human being.

I've just started learning what it is like to live like a person.

I've just started...

living like a person!

It'll be fine.

It should be nothing.

Nam-Kyung, I still can't believe it.

I really can't believe it.

I'm dying very soon. How can that be?

No matter how I think about it something is definitely wrong.

Right?

There must be a mistake, right?

To a nice guy like you,

how can something like this happen?

Ho-Sang!

Don't go... stay with me!

I want to be alone.

No.

Nam-Kyung, I'm begging you.

How can I let you go?

Just please!

I can't hear anything now.

No matter how you are comforting me, I can't register anything!

So just leave me alone!

Ho-Sang.

Don't worry about me.

I won't do anything stupid.

You should know that I don't even have the guts to do it.

Mom,

it's me.

I'm doing very well.

Is everything fine at home?

That's great...

Then hyung is head of the family now.

Mom,

actually I...

I have something I want to tell you.

I fell in love with a girl.

Don't worry, she is very nice.

She loves me very much, too.

Ran,

please bring Ho-Sang back to me safe and sound.

Just return him without anything happening to him.

Why would you lose all hope?

You have me, why would you be hopeless?

No matter how weary you are, you have to think about me all the time. You cannot give up hope.

You need to strive harder!

Make a promise with me,

No matter what, don't ever give up your hopes and dreams.

Promise me you'll never lose faith.

Hurry up and promise me!

The number you are dialing is not answering, please leave a message after the beep.

Ho-Sang.

You said you were coming hours ago. Why aren't you here yet?

We are holding a farewell party for Eun-Tak tonight, it's not polite of you to miss it.

If you are late, my mom and dad will yell at you. Hurry up and come.

I won't have dinner till you come back.

Got it?

Hurry up and come back.

You didn't have to invite me.

I'm not sure if I asked you out at a busy time.

There's nothing to be busy about.

I thought it was a family gathering,

so I was just worried that I might be of a bother.

My dad will be very happy if you are there.

If you go back to Seoul, your father is going to miss you a lot.

I'll be back to see him often.

Of course.

Come and stop by my tea house as well, okay?

Oh!

Why are you standing here instead of going in?

I was just about to go inside.

Where's Ha-Na?

She's not home?

Yeah,

I think she went out awhile ago.

What a happy occasion, I have two handsome guys to escort me inside today. Let's go in.

Where have you been? Everybody's gathered here.

Hurry up and sit here.

- Bravo! - Thank you.

Encore!

Dae-Bak, you're such a great singer!

Looks like you have been around.

I was playing too much last year.

Sing another one.

- I need to have some drinks, too. - Yes, yes.

I'll pour you one.

Father, one shot for you, too.

Yes, cheers!

Father, great! Bravo!

Madam Gong, you should sing one, too.

- Me? - Yeah.

You sing a song too.

Yes, yes! You should sing one, too.

I can't sing without accompaniment.

But still, you know how to sing, right?

Ha-Na,

what's wrong with you, say something!

Alright. I'll call Dae-Bak for you.

Don't call him.

I can't call for him.

It's because of him again, huh?

That guy, seriously...

Ho-Sang didn't do anything wrong.

Then why are you like this?

Because he's so pitiful.

He's so pitiful, that's why.

Encore, encore!

This is hard to believe.

After hearing that news,

how can he still be this happy?

Because he's Ho-Sang.

He wants us not to know anything about this.

So you have to pretend you don't know anything.

If we know about his disease, he might leave this place.

Then what should we do?

How about Dae-Bak?

And you? What should you do?

I should head back.

Unnie, thanks for the great meal.

Since you are drunk, you are hugging anyone.

I love you very much, Unnie.

You are so over-the-top.

Pil-Goo, can you walk her back?

Yes, I know.

What a beautiful evening!

Both of you should leave the table.

What are you talking about? I have to finish it all with him.

Father, I've drunk too much. I can't drink anymore.

I heard that you were a good drinker.

You're giving up so fast?

I've drank a lot, but I still can't beat you.

He's admitted defeat. Hurry and go in.

Dae-Bak.

Yes.

You have to try your best to live on.

You have a woman who only has eyes for you, that's why.

You don't have to say anything to him. He already knows.

Hurry, get up.

You should go to bed soon, too.

Yes, go in.

Good night.

Hey! You are the main guy tonight, where have you been hiding?

I knew you were with Ha-Na, that's why I didn't fetch you.

Thank me.

Thank you.

There are a lot of things concerning you that I need to be sorry for.

Because I have no right to fall for Ha-Na.

I've made you suffer.

Let bygones be bygones. Don't fake it. Go to bed.

Eun-Tak.

What?

Chewing gum... continue to take good care of Ha-Na.

Don't lose touch with her because of me.

I'm asking you this favor.

Looks like I've fallen asleep sitting up.

Yup.

You have to come here everyday.

I... can I sleep a little longer?

Go ahead.

It felt great.

To forget for a moment...

that I'm going to die.

Eat it on the way there.

Please say thank you to your dad in Seoul for his kindness.

Yes.

Call me often.

Yes.

Get on the bus.

Take good care of yourself.

Don't drink too much.

I know. Hurry up and get in.

Then, I'll get going.

Because he's so pitiful.

He's so pitiful, that's why.

Continue to take good care of Ha-Na.

Don't lose touch with her because of me.

I'm asking you this favor.

Hello.

It's me, the soccer player.

Yes.

My operation is scheduled for tomorrow.

They say that the operation will be over by 4 p.m.

Please come over around that time.

I understand.

Where are you going?

I've forgotten to bring something very important back.

I will be right back.

Why are you following me?

I'm your chewing gum, did you forget?

I'll go alone.

Let's go together.

I want to go by myself!

I'll be right back.

Please come in.

The surgery is tomorrow.

I know.

I have some business to take care of in the hospital. I'm just passing by.

Really?

Please sit.

I want to get used to watching a game.

Oh, I see.

You must think that I'm a very strange guy.

That must be it.

You must be thinking I'm crazy for holding a funeral for my leg.

No.

I'm not burying my leg, I'm burying my life.

I started playing soccer when I was six.

Without soccer, I'm as good as dead.

It's customary for people to hold a funeral after the dead pass on.

But I was thinking,

it's very appropriate to hold a funeral at the end of my life.

I know that you'll look at me like I'm crazy.

I hope you can understand me.

I can't understand.

What end are you talking about?

You will still be living in this world.

You can still have dinner with your loved ones, talk with them, and laugh.

With that, why are you saying it's all coming to an end?

There are people like me who are going to die very soon.

So stop acting like a fool just because you're losing a leg!

Sorry.

I'm not myself.

No, I'm the one who should be sorry.

People are mean.

The first time you came to see me,

I was thinking how can you live without one leg?

I couldn't imagine.

But now I envy you.

To tell you the truth,

I envy you.

Envy me?

Looks like you are very focused in your goals in life.

You still have someone you want to be with.

You are not like me, I have nothing.

I am very envious of you.

You are really something!

Have you forgotten I yelled at you just now?

I've forgotten!

Have you brought back what you left back there?

Yup.

I can't see it.

I've returned it to its owner.

It's a great pity to bury it.

Well, I have someone who will wait for me like this,

my life is really alright.

What are you doing at my home? What are you doing?

I came in search of a flower, in search of a flower.

What kind of flower did you come to search for? To search for?

I came in search for a Jung-Hwan flower, Jung-Hwan flower.

Rock, paper, scissors.

What they were singing is similar to questions people are asking me.

What is your purpose in life, coming into this world?

What kind of flower did you come in search of?

Ho-Sang, what kind of flower do you think you came in search of here?

I'm not sure...

What about you?

I think I'm here to look for you, Ho-Sang.

That's why I'm looking for you everyday, picking you up, waiting for you.

After we've found what we want, is it our time to leave this world?

Then I...

I have to say I haven't found it yet.

No matter what that flower is, I have to say I haven't found it yet.

What kind of flower did you come to search for, to search for?

I came in search for an Eun-Jung flower, Eun-Jung flower.

Stone, paper, scissors!

Eun-Tak!

Weren't you on your way to Seoul?

I've been there and back.

What?

I am still worried about Ha-Na under your care.

I thought the black crow had flown away, how come he's back again?

How can I go in?

I've already eaten my farewell dinner, it's embarrassing to go in there.

You were really worried that day, right?

I lost my temper with you.

No.

How are you feeling?

I'm hanging on.

I've done something to you that I shouldn't have.

Why are you saying such things?

You were just about to forget Cha Kang-Jae,

and now I'm in this situation...

Oh Nam-Kyung, you are really pitiful. What should we do?

But you've given me time.

You've given me time to worry about you. Time to do something for you.

After Kang-Jae left, I'm really thankful for meeting you.

You are an idiot just like chewing gum.

I know,

that's why both of us like you.

I'll go now.

Let me take you back.

Don't treat me like a patient.

Alright,

but you have to be careful.

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