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And if you're a
Pink fan, don't forget she'll be
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touring the UK
and Ireland next week...
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- Pink is coming to Wembley.
- That's right,
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Pink and her Beautiful Trauma
tour are coming back
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- to Europe and the UK.
- Rolling into London
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with two massive shows
at Wembley Stadium.
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♪ I'm coming up ♪
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♪ So you better
get this party started ♪
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♪ I'm coming up ♪
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♪ So you better
get this party started ♪
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♪ Get this party started
on a Saturday night ♪
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♪ Everybody's waiting
for me to arrive ♪
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♪ Sending out the message
to all of my friends ♪
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♪ We'll be looking flashy
in my Mercedes-Benz ♪
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♪ I got lots of style
with my gold diamond rings ♪
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♪ I can go for miles,
if you know what I mean ♪
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Come on!
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♪ I'm coming up ♪
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♪ So you better
get this party started ♪
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♪ I'm coming up,
said I'm coming ♪
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♪ I'm coming up ♪
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♪ So you better
get this party started ♪
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♪ Pull up to the bumper,
get out of the car ♪
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♪ License plate says
"Stunner Number One Superstar" ♪
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♪ Hey, I'm coming up... ♪
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Ah, thank you.
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- Hi.
- Hi.
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Hi. Thank you.
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All right. We've made it.
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Rock and roll. Rock and roll.
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- Thank you.
- You're welcome.
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Wow.
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Come look, buddy.
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How cool is this?
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Isn't it awesome?
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No!
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Do it. Put it on.
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- Hey. Reel it in.
- Look what we have.
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Champagne.
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This is a celebration.
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Aren't you excited
that Mommy's playing stadiums
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this summer in Europe?
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- Wanting to say yes.
- I don't.
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What if I let you roller-skate?
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- Roller-skate?
- Onstage.
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- Onstage?
- Would you do it?
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- No.
- In your tutu we just made?
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- No.
- Why not?
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I already go onstage.
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Yeah, but you could come on
and sing something
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- with an actual microphone.
- With an actual...
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You could get a record deal.
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Or I don't want one.
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Probably smart.
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Okay. Cheers.
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Hi.
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- How you doing?
- Ah, here we are.
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How are you?
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Mmm.
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Me, too.
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Hi, everybody.
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Really small.
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I enjoy getting up
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and going and seeing the world
with my kids
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just as much as I enjoy
nailing it onstage.
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Why?
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- You can play when we get back, though.
- No, I'm...
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There are many reasons
why moms don't do this.
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I know that it's a lot easier
for men, just primally,
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to just walk out the door
and not look back.
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- It-it just is.
- Hold on, buddy. Hold on.
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Hold on. I'm gonna hand you to Mama, okay?
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There's no way a mother
can walk away from her babies
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and not think about them
every single second
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of every single day
and not worry
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to the point
where you can't sleep.
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- For a lot of moms...
- Cheers.
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...when they become moms and
they tour, they stop touring,
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because you can't imagine
being able to do both.
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The only way I can justify
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dragging my family
all over the world is that
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we're making memories together.
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I want it to be worth it.
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I want tour to be perfect for
every single person that walks
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through those doors
with a ticket in their hand.
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- And then get a small one.
- Can I have a medium one?
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You can have that size, yes.
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But I also want it to be
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perfect in my kids' minds.
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And I kill myself to do both.
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There's a boat.
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There's a boat.
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It feels like 18 lifetimes ago.
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- Hi.
- Did I want to end up here?
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Yeah. Absolutely.
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Did I think I would end up here?
Yeah.
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I feel like you sign up for
this life before you get here.
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You choose your parents.
You choose your obstacles.
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You choose the lessons
that you need to learn.
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But, also, I was just trying to
survive my day-to-day situation.
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When I first went onstage,
I was not exciting.
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My parents had just split up,
and my dad drove me,
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and I still remember
that car ride.
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I want to reach inside me
and hug that little girl
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and just let her know
it's gonna be okay.
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♪ You can't hurt me now ♪
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♪ I got away from you ♪
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♪ I never thought I could ♪
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♪ You can't make me cry ♪
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♪ You once had the power... ♪
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His thing was always... from the
very beginning, he said to me,
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"Just put your head back,
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spit in the wind
and show 'em what you got."
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Get to
your opening spots, please.
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- Hey, Wills, move, please.
- Where?
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Uh, anywhere outside
of the taped area.
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Oh.
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Go straight through
all the new stuff first.
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Uh-huh, yeah.
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- Uh-huh.
- Just to get it.
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Just to walk through it.
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- So you can just feel this space.
- Mm-hmm.
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You know, that way,
it's not your first time
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on Friday night, you know?
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- So that's all the same.
- Yep.
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- Lamps, chandelier, the travelator.
- Mm-hmm.
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- Oh.
- So they kind of just pop up on the different runways,
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but the scale of it
actually looks really nice
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for the new stage that you have.
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But I won't be anywhere
near Justine, either?
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- No, it's more like...
- She'll be far away.
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Uh-huh. They're not
gonna be as close to you.
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Okay.
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- So, act one, two and three I've done.
- Yes.
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- So that's already in my body.
- Yeah.
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Do we have any backup
Bob Mackie clothes here?
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We also have the thing
that Toni made for the Brits.
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Oh, we do. Yes, we have that.
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- Which could be...
- That could work.
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She could tea-dip it overnight
and make it a little redder.
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If not, I have to go
to the red-light district
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- and find myself an outfit.
- Okay, that's it.
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Okay.
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We like to say, "Good morning."
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- Good morning.
- It's just a...
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- Only when you have healthy hips like this.
- Yes.
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♪ They are falling
on deaf ears ♪
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♪ It won't do no good at all
to try to work it out ♪
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♪ How can you replace
all these years? ♪
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Hey!
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♪ Now you've gone
and thrown away... ♪
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Hi, Jamesey.
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How you doing? It's everybody.
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- Okay.
- Can I say hi to you?
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Hello. Hi.
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Come on.
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♪ Don't hustle me ♪
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♪ Whoop, whoop ♪
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♪ Don't mess with me ♪
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♪ Whoop, whoop ♪
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♪ Don't hustle me ♪
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♪ Whoop, whoop ♪
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♪ Don't hustle me ♪
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♪ Whoop, whoop ♪
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- ♪ Don't hustle me ♪
- ♪ Whoop, whoop... ♪
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Great. High five.
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- You don't want these?
- No.
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Okay. "No, thank you"?
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No.
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"No, thank you"?
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Can you say "No, thank you"?
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- No, thank you.
- Thank you.
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Mama.
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Mama. Mama, Mama, Mama.
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Two, three, four,
five, six, seven...
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♪ I think I finally had enough ♪
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♪ I think I maybe
think too much ♪
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♪ I think this
might be it for us ♪
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- ♪ Blow me one last kiss ♪
- ♪ You think I'm... ♪
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I always say there's
no door that I walk out of.
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Like, some people walk out
the door and they go to work,
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and they leave
what's at home at home,
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and they go and do their job.
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I don't walk
out of a door, ever.
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♪ I've had a shit day ♪
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♪ You had a shit day... ♪
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Everything is melded into one,
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and that is both beautiful
and incredibly overwhelming.
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How are we supposed to have
the... all of this under control?
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♪ What about us?
What about us? ♪
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♪ What about us? ♪
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It was real.
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You'd get fired for that
in a Madonna rehearsal.
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I think. I heard.
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Okay.
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♪ We were on fire... ♪
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Hit those notes.
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You better get
those fucking notes.
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♪ It's like we burn so bright
we burn out ♪
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♪ I made you chase me ♪
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♪ I wasn't that friendly ♪
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♪ My love, my drug,
we're messed-up ♪
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Sing it!
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♪ Oh... ♪
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♪ 'Cause we've been on the run
so long they can't find us ♪
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♪ Who's gonna have to die
to remind us ♪
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♪ That it feels like
we chose this ♪ - ♪ Blindly? ♪
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♪ Now I'm gonna fuck up
a hotel lobby ♪
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♪ 'Cause these ♪
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♪ Tough times,
they keep coming, last night ♪
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♪ I might have
messed it up again ♪
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♪ Some days
I can barely breathe ♪
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♪ After we were high on the
love, don't doubt it was you ♪
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♪ Well, I keep taking ♪
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♪ Nightmare I wake in ♪
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♪ There's nothing, no, nothing ♪
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♪ Nothing but you ♪
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♪ My perfect rock bottom ♪
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♪ Beautiful trauma ♪
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♪ My love... ♪
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I kept a journal every day
that I was pregnant
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and for the first year
of Willow's life.
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I've written letters to Willow,
like, on all major occasions.
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I wrote her a letter
the day she was born.
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I wrote her a letter the day
she went to kindergarten.
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Every birthday.
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And I keep it in a book.
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I'll give it to her one day.
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It's interesting
when you're a kid, right?
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You think your parents are God.
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Like, they're your first idols.
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And they're not human beings.
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They're just these parents,
the perfect parents.
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They're supposed to be perfect.
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And their one sole purpose
is to love you perfectly.
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And then that fall from grace,
whatever age you are,
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it's like
your first heartbreak, right?
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Realizing your parents are human
and they have their own lives
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and their own faults
and their own mistakes
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and they can't
love you perfectly.
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They can't even love themselves.
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And then you go through
that struggle
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for about ten years.
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And then you become
their parents.
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And you realize, like, "Wait...
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"have you always been this way?
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Is this why
I think like I think?"
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Willow's never gonna feel
that way about me.
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- Willow.
- I want cuddles.
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- What?
- Oh, let's cuddle.
252
00:12:51,646 --> 00:12:55,025
- Are you coming to the venue with me today, buddy?
- Yeah.
253
00:12:55,108 --> 00:12:57,611
Yeah? Then I have to go get in
the shower and you have to eat,
254
00:12:57,694 --> 00:12:59,404
so we can put clothes
on your butt,
255
00:12:59,488 --> 00:13:03,200
so you can come with me
in the car to the venue.
256
00:13:03,283 --> 00:13:05,160
- Ow.
- 'Cause it's almost rehearsal, so...
257
00:13:05,243 --> 00:13:07,704
Ow, ow, ow.
258
00:13:07,787 --> 00:13:09,206
Everybody eat.
259
00:13:11,917 --> 00:13:13,001
Come eat, dude.
260
00:13:13,084 --> 00:13:14,628
Try this, Jameson, here.
261
00:13:14,711 --> 00:13:16,171
Go eat fruit.
262
00:13:16,254 --> 00:13:18,548
Come on. Go eat fruit.
263
00:13:18,632 --> 00:13:21,551
- No. Oh, no.
- It's an orange.
264
00:13:21,635 --> 00:13:23,220
It's yummy.
No, look, try it, dude.
265
00:13:23,303 --> 00:13:25,430
Jameson, hey.
266
00:13:25,514 --> 00:13:27,182
Hey, look at me.
267
00:13:27,265 --> 00:13:29,142
- I really want you to come with me.
- Uh...
268
00:13:29,226 --> 00:13:30,620
So I need you to be ready.
269
00:13:30,644 --> 00:13:32,079
And I know
you don't like being rushed.
270
00:13:32,103 --> 00:13:33,583
- Ah!
- Are you listening to my words?
271
00:13:33,647 --> 00:13:35,065
- Yeah.
- Okay, go.
272
00:13:35,148 --> 00:13:36,667
I'm gonna give you eggs,
but try this. It's sweet.
273
00:13:36,691 --> 00:13:38,235
- Come on.
- No.
274
00:13:38,318 --> 00:13:40,278
- I am effective.
- How good is that?
275
00:13:40,362 --> 00:13:41,905
That's good, right?
276
00:13:41,988 --> 00:13:43,532
Tell Will to get dressed.
277
00:13:43,615 --> 00:13:45,700
Get dressed.
278
00:13:45,784 --> 00:13:47,869
Willow, go get dressed.
279
00:13:49,496 --> 00:13:50,872
That's too big.
280
00:13:50,956 --> 00:13:52,541
Too big? Okay.
281
00:13:55,085 --> 00:13:56,795
- You ready to go?
- Yeah.
282
00:13:56,878 --> 00:13:58,255
Are you ready for the big day?
283
00:13:58,338 --> 00:14:00,924
♪ Yeah! ♪
284
00:14:01,007 --> 00:14:02,008
Awesome.
285
00:14:02,092 --> 00:14:04,427
♪ Dun, dun, da! ♪
286
00:14:04,511 --> 00:14:07,097
♪ Dun, dun ♪
287
00:14:07,180 --> 00:14:12,310
♪ Da... Willow! ♪
288
00:14:12,394 --> 00:14:13,645
You want to bring that?
289
00:14:13,728 --> 00:14:15,897
- Okay. Come on.
- ♪ Dun, dun, da! ♪
290
00:14:15,981 --> 00:14:17,315
Long as it makes its way home.
291
00:14:17,399 --> 00:14:18,793
All right,
get a sweatshirt, kiddo.
292
00:14:18,817 --> 00:14:20,127
All right, baby,
I'll see you in a few.
293
00:14:20,151 --> 00:14:21,295
- Okay, bye.
- Love you.
294
00:14:21,319 --> 00:14:23,071
- Love you.
- Later, dude.
295
00:14:23,154 --> 00:14:25,115
I'll see you at the venue, okay?
No high five?
296
00:14:25,198 --> 00:14:26,575
- Thank you.
- Yeah, buddy.
297
00:14:26,658 --> 00:14:28,535
Ready?
298
00:14:28,618 --> 00:14:29,703
Is everyone ready?
299
00:14:29,786 --> 00:14:31,079
- Yeah.
- Okay.
300
00:14:31,162 --> 00:14:32,831
Try to leave it.
Don't pull it off.
301
00:14:32,914 --> 00:14:33,957
Why?
302
00:14:34,040 --> 00:14:35,834
Because it needs to heal.
303
00:14:35,917 --> 00:14:38,461
- Why?
- That's your body's way of healing itself.
304
00:14:38,545 --> 00:14:40,547
- Why?
- 'Cause you're a strong boy.
305
00:14:40,630 --> 00:14:41,631
Why?
306
00:14:41,715 --> 00:14:43,466
And the body is a miracle.
307
00:14:43,550 --> 00:14:45,552
- Why? Why?
- And resilient.
308
00:14:45,635 --> 00:14:47,512
- Can you say "resilient"?
- No!
309
00:14:47,596 --> 00:14:48,930
Yes, you can.
310
00:14:49,014 --> 00:14:50,932
- I... can't, Mama!
- Try.
311
00:14:51,016 --> 00:14:53,435
- Try it. Say "resilient."
- I can't!
312
00:14:53,518 --> 00:14:54,686
Say "resilient."
313
00:14:54,769 --> 00:14:57,314
I... can't, Mama!
314
00:14:57,397 --> 00:14:59,232
Okay, say "res."
315
00:14:59,316 --> 00:15:00,483
"Res."
316
00:15:00,567 --> 00:15:01,943
- "Il."
- "Il."
317
00:15:02,027 --> 00:15:03,612
- "Ient."
- "Ient."
318
00:15:03,695 --> 00:15:05,530
Yes! You did it.
319
00:15:06,865 --> 00:15:08,533
Say "resilient."
320
00:15:08,617 --> 00:15:10,118
"Resilient."
321
00:15:18,585 --> 00:15:19,794
What do you think?
322
00:15:19,878 --> 00:15:21,880
- Is it big enough for ya?
- Yeah.
323
00:15:21,963 --> 00:15:25,300
Do you know all these people
are coming just to see you?
324
00:15:27,636 --> 00:15:30,430
You know, I was in the bar
last night with Jon Bon Jovi,
325
00:15:30,513 --> 00:15:32,033
and he was giving me advice
on stadiums.
326
00:15:32,057 --> 00:15:33,391
Yeah.
327
00:15:33,475 --> 00:15:34,915
He said, "Everyone's looking at
328
00:15:34,976 --> 00:15:36,561
your eyeballs
through the screen."
329
00:15:36,645 --> 00:15:38,104
It's so far.
330
00:15:38,188 --> 00:15:39,814
"They're all...
they all are with you
331
00:15:39,898 --> 00:15:42,484
"'cause you're this...
you're huge.
332
00:15:42,567 --> 00:15:45,779
"So, if you connect with
the people that you can see...
333
00:15:45,862 --> 00:15:49,532
"the front row, basically... then
everyone in the back is gonna be
334
00:15:49,616 --> 00:15:52,077
having that same experience
through them."
335
00:15:52,160 --> 00:15:55,080
You can't touch anybody, so,
I don't know, it's a mindfuck.
336
00:15:56,247 --> 00:15:57,707
♪ No one's gonna panic ♪
337
00:15:57,791 --> 00:16:00,251
♪ No one. ♪
338
00:16:02,754 --> 00:16:05,340
It's like you're torching.
339
00:16:05,423 --> 00:16:06,675
- It knows me.
- Not you.
340
00:16:06,758 --> 00:16:08,301
I did the whole stage.
341
00:16:08,385 --> 00:16:09,469
No.
342
00:16:09,552 --> 00:16:11,388
All right.
343
00:16:11,471 --> 00:16:13,139
- Ready.
- Yup.
344
00:16:13,223 --> 00:16:14,599
♪ Don't fuck with me ♪
345
00:16:14,683 --> 00:16:16,184
♪ Whoop, whoop ♪
346
00:16:16,267 --> 00:16:19,062
- ♪ Don't hustle me ♪
- ♪ Whoop, whoop ♪
347
00:16:19,145 --> 00:16:22,148
It's really hard to sing
this song and do all that shit.
348
00:16:23,983 --> 00:16:25,694
♪ Oh, no, oh-oh ♪
349
00:16:25,777 --> 00:16:27,404
♪ Try to hustle me. ♪
350
00:16:27,487 --> 00:16:29,322
Let's start over.
Can we start over?
351
00:16:31,366 --> 00:16:34,285
The singing and the dancing
are doing two different things,
352
00:16:34,369 --> 00:16:36,746
and that's really difficult.
353
00:16:36,830 --> 00:16:38,748
I may not, like...
♪ Don't try to hustle. ♪
354
00:16:38,832 --> 00:16:40,250
It's...
355
00:16:42,252 --> 00:16:44,587
All right, let's try again.
356
00:16:44,671 --> 00:16:47,215
♪ All these years ♪
357
00:16:47,298 --> 00:16:49,509
♪ So now you've gone
and thrown away ♪
358
00:16:49,592 --> 00:16:52,554
♪ The very thing you need ♪
359
00:16:52,637 --> 00:16:54,723
I need drums out here.
360
00:16:54,806 --> 00:16:57,434
♪ Don't try to hustle me ♪
I can't hear a beat.
361
00:16:57,517 --> 00:16:58,643
♪ Don't hustle me ♪
362
00:16:58,727 --> 00:16:59,894
♪ Whoop, whoop ♪
363
00:16:59,978 --> 00:17:01,146
♪ Don't hustle me ♪
364
00:17:01,229 --> 00:17:02,397
♪ Whoop, whoop ♪
365
00:17:02,480 --> 00:17:03,565
♪ Don't mess with me ♪
366
00:17:03,648 --> 00:17:04,816
♪ Whoop, whoop ♪
367
00:17:04,899 --> 00:17:05,942
♪ Don't hustle me ♪
368
00:17:06,025 --> 00:17:07,068
♪ Whoop, whoop ♪
369
00:17:07,152 --> 00:17:08,486
♪ Don't hustle me... ♪
370
00:17:08,570 --> 00:17:10,447
- Uh-huh.
- Doing choreography down this
371
00:17:10,530 --> 00:17:12,657
after doing
the craziest dance ever...
372
00:17:12,741 --> 00:17:14,117
- Totally.
- Right.
373
00:17:14,200 --> 00:17:16,000
...and then having
the hardest part to sing...
374
00:17:16,077 --> 00:17:17,662
- Do you just want to...
- ...is like...
375
00:17:17,746 --> 00:17:19,914
- It is crazy town.
- Do you want...
376
00:17:19,998 --> 00:17:22,333
I think, once I'm done with
Jenny, I'm just gonna walk.
377
00:17:22,417 --> 00:17:24,461
- Yeah, just walk down.
- So they should go slower.
378
00:17:24,544 --> 00:17:26,897
- 'Cause I'm gonna need to...
- Yeah. They're gonna follow you.
379
00:17:26,921 --> 00:17:28,923
♪ Till my patience is done,
oh, no ♪
380
00:17:29,007 --> 00:17:31,259
♪ Don't try to hustle me... ♪
381
00:17:31,342 --> 00:17:33,261
It's an interesting line
382
00:17:33,344 --> 00:17:37,474
as a woman... as a young woman...
being the boss, to be respected
383
00:17:37,557 --> 00:17:40,685
and to not have to be
a "see you next Tuesday"
384
00:17:40,769 --> 00:17:42,479
to get people to respect you.
385
00:17:42,562 --> 00:17:44,647
You just have to lead
by example.
386
00:17:44,731 --> 00:17:48,610
You just have to work hard and
have a high bar for yourself,
387
00:17:48,693 --> 00:17:50,028
and others will follow.
388
00:17:50,111 --> 00:17:51,112
♪ Don't hustle me ♪
389
00:17:51,196 --> 00:17:52,655
♪ Whoop, whoop ♪
390
00:17:52,739 --> 00:17:55,283
♪ 'Cause it won't do
no good at all ♪
391
00:17:55,366 --> 00:17:57,911
♪ To say you're sorry now ♪
392
00:17:57,994 --> 00:18:01,414
♪ Your words, they are
falling on deaf ears ♪
393
00:18:02,874 --> 00:18:07,921
♪ And it won't do no good at all
to try to work it out ♪
394
00:18:08,004 --> 00:18:12,675
♪ How can you replace
all these years? ♪
395
00:18:12,759 --> 00:18:15,261
♪ Now you've gone
and thrown away ♪
396
00:18:15,345 --> 00:18:18,264
♪ The very thing you need ♪
397
00:18:18,348 --> 00:18:22,644
♪ Bitch, please,
don't try to hustle me ♪
398
00:18:22,727 --> 00:18:25,146
- ♪ Don't hustle me ♪
- ♪ Whoop, whoop ♪
399
00:18:25,230 --> 00:18:28,233
- ♪ Don't hustle me ♪
- ♪ Whoop, whoop ♪
400
00:18:28,316 --> 00:18:30,276
- ♪ Don't mess with me ♪
- ♪ Whoop, whoop ♪
401
00:18:30,360 --> 00:18:32,195
- ♪ Don't ♪
- ♪ Don't hustle me ♪
402
00:18:32,278 --> 00:18:34,405
- ♪ Whoop, whoop ♪
- ♪ Don't hustle me ♪
403
00:18:34,489 --> 00:18:36,157
- ♪ Whoop, whoop ♪
- ♪ Don't hustle me ♪
404
00:18:36,241 --> 00:18:37,826
♪ Whoop, whoop ♪
405
00:18:37,909 --> 00:18:39,994
- ♪ Don't mess with me ♪
- ♪ Whoop, whoop ♪
406
00:18:40,078 --> 00:18:42,038
- ♪ Oh, don't hustle me ♪
- ♪ Whoop, whoop ♪
407
00:18:42,121 --> 00:18:43,998
- ♪ Oh ♪
- ♪ Don't hustle me ♪
408
00:18:44,082 --> 00:18:46,584
- ♪ Whoop, whoop ♪
- ♪ Don't hustle me ♪
409
00:18:46,668 --> 00:18:48,753
- ♪ Whoop, whoop ♪
- ♪ Don't mess with me ♪
410
00:18:48,837 --> 00:18:51,923
- ♪ Whoop, whoop ♪
- ♪ Don't hustle me ♪
411
00:18:52,006 --> 00:18:54,008
♪ Whoop, whoop. ♪
412
00:18:54,092 --> 00:18:56,010
Thank you.
413
00:18:57,595 --> 00:18:59,180
Fuck yeah, man.
414
00:18:59,264 --> 00:19:00,765
- You watched me?
- Yeah.
415
00:19:00,849 --> 00:19:03,268
- Did you like it?
- You like seeing the whole show?
416
00:19:03,351 --> 00:19:05,621
- We have a lot of things to talk about.
- All right.
417
00:19:05,645 --> 00:19:08,022
I was out, I was out of my body
the whole time.
418
00:19:08,106 --> 00:19:10,358
See you at the hotel.
419
00:19:10,441 --> 00:19:12,193
Tell you what,
if I were in the audience
420
00:19:12,277 --> 00:19:16,614
and I were a ticket buyer and
I paid for parking and a meal
421
00:19:16,698 --> 00:19:19,909
and schlepped all the way
down there and saw that show,
422
00:19:19,993 --> 00:19:21,244
I would be disappointed.
423
00:19:21,327 --> 00:19:22,847
I think you're
way too hard on yourself,
424
00:19:22,871 --> 00:19:24,080
'cause the show was great.
425
00:19:24,163 --> 00:19:25,603
- People were stoked.
- What?
426
00:19:25,665 --> 00:19:27,375
How did it feel
back where you were?
427
00:19:27,458 --> 00:19:29,085
Insane. People were going nuts.
428
00:19:29,168 --> 00:19:30,962
Didn't you feel
super far away from me?
429
00:19:31,045 --> 00:19:34,465
No. It feels
absolutely massive, hon.
430
00:19:34,549 --> 00:19:38,136
We added
85,000 square feet of stage
431
00:19:38,219 --> 00:19:40,638
- and kept the timing all the same.
- Oh, gotcha.
432
00:19:40,722 --> 00:19:42,575
So we're expected to do
double the work...
433
00:19:42,599 --> 00:19:43,892
So you're sprinting. Yeah.
434
00:19:43,975 --> 00:19:45,393
...in the same amount of time.
435
00:19:45,476 --> 00:19:47,478
- Yeah.
- And it is literally impossible.
436
00:19:47,562 --> 00:19:48,938
Yeah.
437
00:19:49,022 --> 00:19:51,065
I couldn't breathe
until I got to "90 Days."
438
00:19:51,149 --> 00:19:52,191
I gotcha.
439
00:19:52,275 --> 00:19:54,235
- Mama?
- Yes, baby?
440
00:19:54,319 --> 00:19:59,532
Why did you take
a breath out me?
441
00:19:59,616 --> 00:20:01,659
Why did I what?
442
00:20:01,743 --> 00:20:05,079
Why take a breath out me, Mama?
443
00:20:05,163 --> 00:20:06,956
- Why take a breath out of you?
- Yeah.
444
00:20:07,040 --> 00:20:08,625
Did I take a breath out of you?
445
00:20:08,708 --> 00:20:10,084
- Yeah.
- When?
446
00:20:11,502 --> 00:20:13,338
- I took one of your breaths?
- Two.
447
00:20:13,421 --> 00:20:15,548
- I took two of your breaths?
- Yeah.
448
00:20:15,632 --> 00:20:17,216
When did I take
your breaths away?
449
00:20:17,300 --> 00:20:20,511
Oh, you're saying
I took your breath away.
450
00:20:20,595 --> 00:20:22,847
I get it.
He's saying he liked the show.
451
00:20:24,098 --> 00:20:25,975
- No.
- I can't have it?
452
00:20:26,059 --> 00:20:27,411
Come on.
Jameson, can I have a kiss?
453
00:20:27,435 --> 00:20:28,913
Can I have some ketchup, please?
454
00:20:28,937 --> 00:20:30,337
- Do what?
- Thank you.
455
00:20:30,396 --> 00:20:32,124
- What you need, Willow?
- Where did Roger and Baz go?
456
00:20:32,148 --> 00:20:33,566
Are they out, like, powwowing
457
00:20:33,650 --> 00:20:35,193
on how to attack me
from both sides?
458
00:20:35,276 --> 00:20:37,129
We're here. We were just,
we were just waiting for you.
459
00:20:37,153 --> 00:20:38,905
Come on.
460
00:20:40,782 --> 00:20:45,078
Oh, there's nothing like
a moldy, wet cork.
461
00:20:45,161 --> 00:20:46,996
Okay.
462
00:20:47,080 --> 00:20:49,540
- Can I cut right to the hard stuff?
- Mm-hmm.
463
00:20:49,624 --> 00:20:52,835
I didn't know
that those three forks
464
00:20:52,919 --> 00:20:54,963
were not gonna be connected.
465
00:20:55,046 --> 00:20:56,923
I wasn't in my ear four times.
466
00:20:57,006 --> 00:20:59,258
That suit
was six sizes too big,
467
00:20:59,342 --> 00:21:01,062
so if they take it in,
it might look better.
468
00:21:01,094 --> 00:21:02,734
And I think "Revenge"
doesn't work at all.
469
00:21:04,138 --> 00:21:06,933
Can we send
the blow-up doll to Eminem?
470
00:21:07,016 --> 00:21:08,267
I think he would love it.
471
00:21:08,351 --> 00:21:09,602
The "Try" dress?
472
00:21:09,686 --> 00:21:11,354
- Noted.
- The tit bit nipply?
473
00:21:11,437 --> 00:21:13,022
You said,
"That's what the people want."
474
00:21:13,106 --> 00:21:15,525
And Stephanie goes,
"That's sexual harassment."
475
00:21:15,608 --> 00:21:17,819
That's not what I said.
I said it's sexy.
476
00:21:17,902 --> 00:21:19,529
The black leather jacket
didn't work?
477
00:21:19,612 --> 00:21:22,073
- Personally, I thought...
- 'Cause it's so sparkly...
478
00:21:22,156 --> 00:21:23,616
But no one wants to see this.
479
00:21:23,700 --> 00:21:25,511
- No, no, no, no.
- No, a lot of fucking...
480
00:21:25,535 --> 00:21:26,855
That's what the people want.
481
00:21:26,911 --> 00:21:28,263
That's what they want.
482
00:21:28,287 --> 00:21:29,789
- Every time I go out...
- Yeah.
483
00:21:29,872 --> 00:21:31,809
...I have to run all the way
up that fucking ramp,
484
00:21:31,833 --> 00:21:34,669
I have to run all the way down
the stairs and again and back,
485
00:21:34,752 --> 00:21:36,713
and then I have to run
all the way back again.
486
00:21:36,796 --> 00:21:38,607
You know in your head, like,
which songs that is...
487
00:21:38,631 --> 00:21:40,633
It's the whole show.
488
00:21:40,717 --> 00:21:45,430
I can't run that fast
for two hours.
489
00:21:45,513 --> 00:21:46,931
Yeah, a hundred percent.
490
00:21:47,015 --> 00:21:50,476
And if I don't, the whole show
has to get reworked.
491
00:21:50,560 --> 00:21:52,579
I get where you're coming from,
but people have to see.
492
00:21:52,603 --> 00:21:55,898
Can we connect the stages
and cut out my main problem?
493
00:21:55,982 --> 00:21:57,525
We're trying to do that.
494
00:21:57,608 --> 00:21:59,086
We might have a problem
with Wembley...
495
00:21:59,110 --> 00:22:00,570
I talked to Ed about it.
496
00:22:00,653 --> 00:22:02,905
I need a pen.
497
00:22:02,989 --> 00:22:04,657
Can it do this?
498
00:22:04,741 --> 00:22:06,534
Here's the tip.
499
00:22:06,617 --> 00:22:09,662
Ramp down here, ramp down here
and have it be lower.
500
00:22:09,746 --> 00:22:11,581
- More height?
- Just like three feet.
501
00:22:11,664 --> 00:22:14,292
And so I have something
to run down and run up.
502
00:22:14,375 --> 00:22:17,587
It's just that... if they're
connected, I can find my times.
503
00:22:17,670 --> 00:22:21,090
I can find the space
that I need to live.
504
00:22:21,174 --> 00:22:24,093
I just don't know
if Wembley will allow that.
505
00:22:24,177 --> 00:22:27,013
- We're sold out, so...
- I could just draw it up
506
00:22:27,096 --> 00:22:28,866
first thing tomorrow morning and
send around to all the councils,
507
00:22:28,890 --> 00:22:30,200
- and we get their approval.
- Please do.
508
00:22:30,224 --> 00:22:31,601
I will. Absolutely.
509
00:22:31,684 --> 00:22:33,686
Just tell them
that the singer will die.
510
00:22:35,188 --> 00:22:37,231
♪ I can't stay
on your life support ♪
511
00:22:37,315 --> 00:22:39,275
♪ There's a shortage
in the switch ♪
512
00:22:39,358 --> 00:22:43,196
♪ I can't stay on your morphine,
'cause it's making me ♪
513
00:22:43,279 --> 00:22:45,573
♪ I said I tried
to call the nurse again ♪
514
00:22:45,656 --> 00:22:47,909
♪ But she's a little bitch ♪
515
00:22:47,992 --> 00:22:52,038
♪ I think I'll get out of here,
where I can run ♪
516
00:22:52,121 --> 00:22:55,166
♪ Just as fast as I can ♪
517
00:22:55,249 --> 00:22:56,959
♪ To the middle of nowhere ♪
518
00:22:57,043 --> 00:23:00,296
♪ To the middle of
my frustrated fears ♪
519
00:23:00,379 --> 00:23:03,925
♪ And I swear
you're just like a pill ♪
520
00:23:04,008 --> 00:23:05,718
♪ Instead of making me better ♪
521
00:23:05,802 --> 00:23:09,055
♪ You keep making me ill ♪
522
00:23:09,138 --> 00:23:12,850
♪ You keep making me run
just as fast as I can ♪
523
00:23:12,934 --> 00:23:15,186
♪ To the middle of nowhere ♪
524
00:23:15,269 --> 00:23:16,562
♪ To the middle of my ♪
525
00:23:16,646 --> 00:23:18,272
♪ Frustrated fears ♪
526
00:23:18,356 --> 00:23:19,440
♪ And I swear ♪
527
00:23:19,524 --> 00:23:22,068
♪ You're just like a pill ♪
528
00:23:22,151 --> 00:23:24,320
♪ Instead of making me better ♪
529
00:23:24,403 --> 00:23:26,948
♪ You keep making me ill ♪
530
00:23:27,031 --> 00:23:28,366
♪ You keep making me ♪
531
00:23:28,449 --> 00:23:31,494
♪ I can't stay
on your life support ♪
532
00:23:31,577 --> 00:23:33,121
♪ Just like a pill ♪
533
00:23:33,204 --> 00:23:35,957
♪ I can't stay
on your morphine... ♪
534
00:23:38,626 --> 00:23:40,503
This is what my heaven
looks like.
535
00:23:40,586 --> 00:23:42,713
Just add cheese.
536
00:23:49,804 --> 00:23:52,181
That's a good piece of heaven
right there.
537
00:23:59,438 --> 00:24:02,400
♪ Happy birthday to you ♪
538
00:24:02,483 --> 00:24:05,862
♪ Happy birthday, dear Tracy ♪
539
00:24:05,945 --> 00:24:09,407
♪ Happy birthday to you. ♪
540
00:24:11,033 --> 00:24:12,410
I love everybody!
541
00:24:17,456 --> 00:24:18,875
No!
542
00:24:20,626 --> 00:24:22,146
- Oh, wow.
- Where you going, dude?
543
00:24:22,170 --> 00:24:23,171
This way.
544
00:24:23,254 --> 00:24:24,547
- Perfect.
- We're in.
545
00:24:24,630 --> 00:24:26,310
Shoes off
and everyone on the Biomat.
546
00:24:26,382 --> 00:24:28,176
- Why?
- Because you guys need some zen.
547
00:24:28,259 --> 00:24:29,260
No.
548
00:24:34,182 --> 00:24:36,017
Here he comes.
549
00:24:36,100 --> 00:24:37,768
Oh.
550
00:24:37,852 --> 00:24:39,687
I want Willow's trumpet.
551
00:24:39,770 --> 00:24:41,330
You want to have
a trumpet lesson?
552
00:24:41,397 --> 00:24:43,065
Yeah.
553
00:24:43,149 --> 00:24:44,901
Okay, ready?
554
00:24:44,984 --> 00:24:46,611
Yeah.
555
00:24:48,738 --> 00:24:49,947
It's not working.
556
00:24:50,031 --> 00:24:51,199
Want to try?
557
00:24:52,241 --> 00:24:53,677
No, you don't, you don't...
558
00:24:53,701 --> 00:24:55,411
Not like that. Like this.
559
00:24:59,707 --> 00:25:02,043
- I'm getting good, aren't I?
- No.
560
00:25:10,009 --> 00:25:11,219
Yeah.
561
00:25:13,930 --> 00:25:15,097
Nice. That was strong.
562
00:25:16,390 --> 00:25:17,850
That was close.
563
00:25:17,934 --> 00:25:19,852
No.
564
00:25:40,623 --> 00:25:42,333
Should we cancel tour, you guys?
565
00:25:43,417 --> 00:25:44,543
No.
566
00:25:44,627 --> 00:25:46,254
I'm not going.
567
00:25:46,337 --> 00:25:48,839
I mean, maybe, yeah, sure.
568
00:25:48,923 --> 00:25:50,424
- Yeah.
- You want to cancel tour?
569
00:25:50,508 --> 00:25:51,592
Hmm?
570
00:25:51,676 --> 00:25:53,511
- Truly?
- No.
571
00:25:53,594 --> 00:25:56,722
I just want to go to summer camp
and have a bouncy house.
572
00:25:56,806 --> 00:25:59,117
You just want to go to summer
camp and have a bouncy house,
573
00:25:59,141 --> 00:26:00,768
- but you can't.
- Yeah.
574
00:26:00,851 --> 00:26:02,228
Because Mama's on tour.
575
00:26:02,311 --> 00:26:03,562
- Yeah.
- And you're sad...
576
00:26:03,646 --> 00:26:04,981
Like, at the worst time
possible.
577
00:26:05,064 --> 00:26:06,482
- And you're sad about that.
- Yeah.
578
00:26:06,565 --> 00:26:07,775
I'm sorry.
579
00:26:07,858 --> 00:26:09,777
Do you want to go home
for a week?
580
00:26:09,860 --> 00:26:11,112
- And go to camp?
- A week?
581
00:26:11,195 --> 00:26:12,405
- Yeah.
- When?
582
00:26:12,488 --> 00:26:13,823
Tomorrow.
583
00:26:13,906 --> 00:26:15,032
No.
584
00:26:15,116 --> 00:26:16,909
I want to stay for London.
585
00:26:16,993 --> 00:26:18,744
But after that, sure. Yeah.
586
00:26:18,828 --> 00:26:21,664
Okay. I'll ask Papa.
587
00:26:21,747 --> 00:26:23,749
But then I could
come back, right?
588
00:26:25,209 --> 00:26:28,796
No. Once you leave tour,
you're-you're off it forever.
589
00:26:28,879 --> 00:26:30,798
Yeah, that's how it works.
590
00:26:30,881 --> 00:26:33,134
You leave the circus,
they never let you back.
591
00:26:33,217 --> 00:26:34,844
Okay, let's not do that.
592
00:26:36,929 --> 00:26:38,472
Babe, of course
you can come back.
593
00:26:38,556 --> 00:26:39,974
What do you mean,
"Can I come back?"
594
00:26:40,057 --> 00:26:42,560
If you want to go home
for a week, go home for a week.
595
00:26:42,643 --> 00:26:43,978
You're gonna miss me terribly.
596
00:26:44,061 --> 00:26:45,563
You're gonna miss
my musk especially.
597
00:26:45,646 --> 00:26:48,649
- Ew.
- But you'll get over it.
598
00:26:48,733 --> 00:26:50,318
You'll be with
your friends for a week,
599
00:26:50,401 --> 00:26:52,254
- you'll go to summer camp...
- Can I go to summer camp?
600
00:26:52,278 --> 00:26:53,946
- Yes, and then you'll...
- On Monday?
601
00:26:54,030 --> 00:26:56,198
Yeah. I will sign you up.
602
00:26:56,282 --> 00:26:58,284
- Okay.
- Okay.
603
00:26:59,744 --> 00:27:01,287
I'm not gonna cry.
604
00:27:01,370 --> 00:27:03,581
- You're gonna cry.
- No. You are.
605
00:27:03,664 --> 00:27:05,434
- I can see it.
- I'm not gonna cry.
606
00:27:05,458 --> 00:27:06,917
Yeah, you are.
607
00:27:07,001 --> 00:27:08,979
- No, I'm not. No, I'm not.
- Yeah, you are. Yeah, you are.
608
00:27:09,003 --> 00:27:10,563
I don't want to talk
about this anymore.
609
00:27:12,256 --> 00:27:15,426
Where is the other cup, Papa?
610
00:27:15,509 --> 00:27:17,720
What other cup?
611
00:27:19,764 --> 00:27:21,390
Well, next time
you won't splash.
612
00:27:28,647 --> 00:27:30,232
You were not doing
613
00:27:30,316 --> 00:27:32,443
good listening.
614
00:27:32,526 --> 00:27:34,487
- Do you understand that?
- Yes.
615
00:27:34,570 --> 00:27:36,155
You do understand that?
616
00:27:37,239 --> 00:27:38,532
Really?
617
00:27:38,616 --> 00:27:40,534
Okay.
618
00:27:43,829 --> 00:27:45,373
I need you to take
your punishments
619
00:27:45,456 --> 00:27:48,542
- a little more seriously.
- I want to go.
620
00:27:48,626 --> 00:27:50,002
Hold on, you're not done.
621
00:28:02,056 --> 00:28:03,391
I'm upset with you.
622
00:28:03,474 --> 00:28:05,059
Sorry, Mama.
623
00:28:05,142 --> 00:28:06,644
What are you sorry about?
624
00:28:06,727 --> 00:28:08,646
Because I hit you.
625
00:28:08,729 --> 00:28:10,022
You didn't hit me, though.
626
00:28:10,106 --> 00:28:12,400
- Why?
- What did you actually do?
627
00:28:12,483 --> 00:28:14,402
What?
628
00:28:14,485 --> 00:28:15,736
Listen to me.
629
00:28:15,820 --> 00:28:17,488
Look at my face.
630
00:28:17,571 --> 00:28:19,615
I'm upset with y...
631
00:28:26,205 --> 00:28:27,706
Do you know what I love?
632
00:28:27,790 --> 00:28:30,876
Everyone always says, "I love
Pink 'cause she never takes any,
633
00:28:30,960 --> 00:28:32,795
she never takes any shit."
634
00:28:32,878 --> 00:28:35,047
I eat shit for breakfast.
635
00:28:42,972 --> 00:28:44,640
Which hand? Which hand?
636
00:28:48,644 --> 00:28:51,230
Watch the wall. God.
637
00:28:51,313 --> 00:28:53,232
Here. You got it.
638
00:28:53,315 --> 00:28:54,608
Here you go.
639
00:28:54,692 --> 00:28:56,527
So close to bedtime.
640
00:28:56,610 --> 00:28:58,404
Did you get your hair brushed?
Nope.
641
00:28:58,487 --> 00:29:01,031
Did you use conditioner?
You did, huh?
642
00:29:01,115 --> 00:29:02,741
- Mm-hmm.
- Can you look all the way up?
643
00:29:02,825 --> 00:29:04,034
Thank you.
644
00:29:05,244 --> 00:29:06,912
- I love you.
- I love you.
645
00:29:06,996 --> 00:29:08,956
- Good night.
- Good night.
646
00:29:09,039 --> 00:29:12,126
Willow, put your retainer in
and leave it.
647
00:29:12,209 --> 00:29:13,502
- Is it in?
- Yeah.
648
00:29:13,586 --> 00:29:15,004
Let me see.
649
00:29:15,087 --> 00:29:16,380
- Good job.
- Good night.
650
00:29:16,464 --> 00:29:18,090
I love you. Good night.
651
00:29:27,266 --> 00:29:30,936
♪ Tales of an endless lie ♪
652
00:29:31,020 --> 00:29:34,899
♪ Cursed is the fool
who's willing ♪
653
00:29:34,982 --> 00:29:38,611
♪ Can't change the way we are ♪
654
00:29:38,694 --> 00:29:42,323
♪ One kiss away from killing ♪
655
00:29:42,406 --> 00:29:46,160
♪ Don't you say,
don't you say it ♪
656
00:29:46,243 --> 00:29:50,080
♪ Don't say, don't you say it ♪
657
00:29:50,164 --> 00:29:53,751
♪ One breath,
it'll just break it ♪
658
00:29:53,834 --> 00:29:56,670
♪ So shut your mouth
and run me ♪
659
00:29:56,754 --> 00:29:58,255
- ♪ Like a ♪
- ♪ Run me like a river ♪
660
00:29:58,339 --> 00:30:01,717
♪ Shut your mouth, baby,
stand and deliver ♪
661
00:30:01,800 --> 00:30:05,930
♪ Holy hands,
gonna make me a sinner? ♪
662
00:30:06,013 --> 00:30:09,183
♪ Like a river, like a river ♪
663
00:30:09,266 --> 00:30:11,101
♪ Shut your mouth ♪
664
00:30:11,185 --> 00:30:13,354
♪ And run me like a river ♪
665
00:30:13,437 --> 00:30:17,316
♪ Choke this love till
the veins start to whither ♪
666
00:30:17,399 --> 00:30:20,069
♪ One last breath
till the tears start to ♪
667
00:30:20,152 --> 00:30:21,320
♪ Whither ♪
668
00:30:21,403 --> 00:30:25,115
♪ Like a river, like a river ♪
669
00:30:25,199 --> 00:30:28,619
♪ Shut your mouth
and run me like a river ♪
670
00:30:46,262 --> 00:30:47,596
♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh ♪
671
00:30:49,431 --> 00:30:51,684
♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh ♪
672
00:30:53,602 --> 00:30:55,646
♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh ♪
673
00:30:57,273 --> 00:31:00,442
♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh. ♪
674
00:31:00,526 --> 00:31:02,736
All right,
I'm turning right up here.
675
00:31:06,824 --> 00:31:09,577
- Papa's happy.
- Papa's happy.
676
00:31:09,660 --> 00:31:12,079
Papa's definitely happy.
We're on bicycles.
677
00:31:13,205 --> 00:31:15,874
- You think Willow's happy?
- Yeah.
678
00:31:15,958 --> 00:31:17,293
Flowers and water.
679
00:31:17,376 --> 00:31:19,336
Look at the boats.
Those are all houseboats.
680
00:31:22,548 --> 00:31:24,842
No, I think...
681
00:31:29,305 --> 00:31:31,098
What is his feet stuck in?
682
00:31:31,181 --> 00:31:33,058
Ah, these two here.
683
00:31:33,142 --> 00:31:34,828
- Thank you.
- Here you go.
684
00:31:34,852 --> 00:31:36,312
- Thank you.
- Enjoy.
685
00:31:36,395 --> 00:31:37,646
Thank you.
686
00:31:39,064 --> 00:31:41,317
Jameson.
687
00:31:41,400 --> 00:31:43,319
- Good.
- Yeah, that's a good one.
688
00:31:43,402 --> 00:31:44,737
That's the keeper.
689
00:31:44,820 --> 00:31:47,281
- That's the keeper.
- I didn't even see that.
690
00:31:47,364 --> 00:31:49,199
All at the same time.
691
00:31:52,286 --> 00:31:54,622
Can I take a picture of you two?
692
00:31:54,705 --> 00:31:57,207
- We saw you at your show tonight.
- You did?
693
00:31:57,291 --> 00:31:58,751
- Excellent show.
- Yes. - Thank you.
694
00:31:58,834 --> 00:32:00,586
Ma'am?
695
00:32:00,669 --> 00:32:01,795
Yeah.
696
00:32:01,879 --> 00:32:03,672
You're so cute.
697
00:32:06,925 --> 00:32:08,052
Uh-huh.
698
00:32:08,135 --> 00:32:09,803
Thank you.
699
00:32:09,887 --> 00:32:11,805
We saw you. Thank you. Bye-bye.
700
00:32:11,889 --> 00:32:13,557
My God, they look so rad.
701
00:32:13,641 --> 00:32:16,060
- Why won't you dress like that with me?
- What?
702
00:32:16,143 --> 00:32:17,943
In matching outfits
with different color hair.
703
00:32:18,020 --> 00:32:20,022
We are. We're matching.
We're both wearing black.
704
00:32:20,105 --> 00:32:21,690
- Score. Boom! Give me some!
- Hi.
705
00:32:21,774 --> 00:32:23,692
Hey, look at that.
We didn't even plan that.
706
00:32:26,403 --> 00:32:28,739
- Mama, watch.
- I'm watching.
707
00:32:32,451 --> 00:32:33,994
Yeah, big girl.
708
00:32:34,078 --> 00:32:37,206
Willow is my soul child.
709
00:32:37,289 --> 00:32:41,210
Her and I are so connected
on such a deep spiritual level.
710
00:32:41,293 --> 00:32:43,712
She's my straight man.
Like, she-she gets the joke.
711
00:32:43,796 --> 00:32:46,382
She's super smart.
She's super witty.
712
00:32:46,465 --> 00:32:49,551
She's so self-possessed.
713
00:32:49,635 --> 00:32:51,428
Which is so cool.
She's always been.
714
00:32:51,512 --> 00:32:53,847
She doesn't care
what anybody else is doing.
715
00:32:53,931 --> 00:32:55,307
She is her own bird.
716
00:32:56,183 --> 00:32:58,310
Especially with people her age.
717
00:32:58,394 --> 00:33:00,521
She could care less.
718
00:33:00,604 --> 00:33:01,939
She's so fearless.
719
00:33:02,022 --> 00:33:04,692
But she...
720
00:33:04,775 --> 00:33:06,402
she's internal
with her feelings,
721
00:33:06,485 --> 00:33:08,946
which unnerves me,
and I don't understand it.
722
00:33:09,029 --> 00:33:11,824
And she goes quiet
sometimes, and I...
723
00:33:13,575 --> 00:33:15,285
Yeah, Willow!
724
00:33:15,369 --> 00:33:18,455
All right, doors are open!
725
00:33:19,915 --> 00:33:21,792
Time to come down!
726
00:33:21,875 --> 00:33:23,127
My show!
727
00:33:24,878 --> 00:33:27,381
It's so incredibly healing
to watch her
728
00:33:27,464 --> 00:33:29,550
walk through the world
wild and free
729
00:33:29,633 --> 00:33:32,094
and with no armor
and no heartbreak.
730
00:33:32,177 --> 00:33:35,556
No one's... no one has
taught her who and how to be
731
00:33:35,639 --> 00:33:38,475
or broken her spirit
or broken her heart.
732
00:33:40,477 --> 00:33:41,979
Ow.
733
00:33:42,062 --> 00:33:45,607
He's kind of blind,
so he mistakes my finger...
734
00:33:46,984 --> 00:33:48,569
Or he might need glasses.
735
00:33:48,652 --> 00:33:51,655
Oh, my gosh, Carlos,
you missed it.
736
00:33:51,739 --> 00:33:54,575
Great.
737
00:33:54,658 --> 00:33:58,704
I have to have faith
in the sarcasm and the strength
738
00:33:58,787 --> 00:34:02,291
and the... the sort of weirdness
739
00:34:02,374 --> 00:34:07,171
that we've celebrated
her whole life,
740
00:34:07,254 --> 00:34:10,424
so far, that I think
she will be a nonconformist,
741
00:34:10,507 --> 00:34:13,260
and I think she will care
a little bit less
742
00:34:13,343 --> 00:34:14,779
what other people think
because she knows
743
00:34:14,803 --> 00:34:15,888
how small the world is.
744
00:34:15,971 --> 00:34:18,265
Or how big the world is.
745
00:34:18,348 --> 00:34:21,059
And that there's people
that can be carnies and run away
746
00:34:21,143 --> 00:34:22,728
and do what they want.
747
00:34:22,811 --> 00:34:24,605
Be around people they like.
748
00:34:24,688 --> 00:34:29,735
Willow told me last night
that, um, she feels invisible
749
00:34:29,818 --> 00:34:31,361
around Jameson.
750
00:34:32,738 --> 00:34:34,114
Broke my heart.
751
00:34:34,198 --> 00:34:37,367
Two-year-olds get more attention
than eight-year-olds.
752
00:34:37,451 --> 00:34:39,637
That's just the way it is,
because, at the end of the day,
753
00:34:39,661 --> 00:34:42,706
two-year-olds are
helpless little psychopaths.
754
00:34:42,790 --> 00:34:44,416
And they're narcissists,
755
00:34:44,500 --> 00:34:46,519
and it's developmentally correct
for them to be that way.
756
00:34:46,543 --> 00:34:48,670
And it doesn't help when...
757
00:34:48,754 --> 00:34:49,963
with Jameson...
758
00:34:51,006 --> 00:34:53,258
commanding that much attention.
759
00:34:53,342 --> 00:34:55,552
And Willow was never like that
when she was his age.
760
00:34:55,636 --> 00:34:57,221
She never wanted
that much attention.
761
00:34:57,304 --> 00:34:59,097
She was shy about it.
762
00:34:59,181 --> 00:35:01,725
For five and a half years,
it was just her and I.
763
00:35:02,768 --> 00:35:05,020
And having him was...
764
00:35:05,103 --> 00:35:06,939
like ripping a Band-Aid off.
765
00:35:08,106 --> 00:35:11,068
Or ripping off a limb,
more like.
766
00:35:11,151 --> 00:35:13,070
And it's been hard for her
the whole time.
767
00:35:13,153 --> 00:35:15,072
It's never been easy for her.
768
00:35:15,155 --> 00:35:17,115
But if she didn't have that,
769
00:35:17,199 --> 00:35:19,201
what the fuck
would she complain about?
770
00:35:22,162 --> 00:35:24,122
I did tell her, at one point,
I was like,
771
00:35:24,206 --> 00:35:26,500
"Well, your mother is
a performer who takes
772
00:35:26,583 --> 00:35:28,752
"all the oxygen out of the room.
773
00:35:28,836 --> 00:35:31,380
And then in comes your brother,
who's the mini version of me."
774
00:35:31,463 --> 00:35:33,298
I was like,
"How could you be
775
00:35:33,382 --> 00:35:35,342
anything but invisible?"
776
00:35:35,425 --> 00:35:37,427
What'd you say, buddy?
777
00:35:37,511 --> 00:35:38,971
Are you happy?
778
00:35:39,054 --> 00:35:40,931
Yeah. I'm happy.
779
00:35:41,765 --> 00:35:43,433
Jameson is
780
00:35:43,517 --> 00:35:45,561
a walking, breathing,
781
00:35:45,644 --> 00:35:47,938
naked, loose screw.
782
00:35:48,021 --> 00:35:51,233
And he's as equally committed
to his anger
783
00:35:51,316 --> 00:35:52,693
as he is to his joy.
784
00:35:52,776 --> 00:35:55,529
In that way, he's also like me.
785
00:35:55,612 --> 00:35:57,865
But he scares the shit
out of me.
786
00:36:00,242 --> 00:36:01,577
Okay.
787
00:36:07,082 --> 00:36:08,834
One down.
788
00:36:08,917 --> 00:36:10,395
They look like they know
what they're doing.
789
00:36:12,212 --> 00:36:14,882
God bless you. God bless you.
790
00:36:14,965 --> 00:36:16,884
God bless you.
791
00:36:16,967 --> 00:36:18,468
What happened?
792
00:36:18,552 --> 00:36:20,053
He sneezed into the wall.
793
00:36:20,137 --> 00:36:21,471
Oh, no, buddy.
794
00:36:21,555 --> 00:36:24,182
- Mommy.
- Let me see. Let me see.
795
00:36:24,266 --> 00:36:26,977
Look down. Look down. Look down.
796
00:36:27,060 --> 00:36:29,354
Yeah.
797
00:36:29,438 --> 00:36:31,940
They're all nuts.
My whole family's crazy.
798
00:36:35,319 --> 00:36:37,279
I'm the normal one.
799
00:36:37,362 --> 00:36:39,740
♪ Run it, run it ♪
800
00:36:39,823 --> 00:36:42,409
♪ We came here to run it ♪
801
00:36:42,492 --> 00:36:44,953
♪ Run it, run it ♪
802
00:36:45,037 --> 00:36:49,041
♪ We came here
to run it, run it ♪
803
00:36:49,124 --> 00:36:50,834
- ♪ Run it ♪
- ♪ Hey ♪
804
00:36:50,918 --> 00:36:52,711
♪ Just like fire ♪
805
00:36:52,794 --> 00:36:54,379
♪ Burning up the way ♪
806
00:36:54,463 --> 00:36:56,715
♪ If I could light the world up
for just one day ♪
807
00:36:56,798 --> 00:36:58,383
♪ Watch this madness ♪
808
00:36:58,467 --> 00:36:59,468
♪ Colorful charade ♪
809
00:36:59,551 --> 00:37:00,802
♪ No one can be ♪
810
00:37:00,886 --> 00:37:02,220
♪ Just like me anyway ♪
811
00:37:02,304 --> 00:37:03,847
♪ Just like ♪
812
00:37:03,931 --> 00:37:05,515
♪ Magic, I'll be flying free ♪
813
00:37:05,599 --> 00:37:08,644
♪ I'm-a disappear
when they come for me ♪
814
00:37:08,727 --> 00:37:10,771
♪ I kick that ceiling,
what you gonna say? ♪
815
00:37:10,854 --> 00:37:14,316
♪ No one can be
just like me anyway ♪
816
00:37:14,399 --> 00:37:15,984
♪ Just like run it ♪
817
00:37:16,068 --> 00:37:19,863
- ♪ Run it ♪
- ♪ Run it, run it ♪
818
00:37:19,947 --> 00:37:21,657
♪ We came here to run it ♪
819
00:37:21,740 --> 00:37:25,160
♪ Run it, run it ♪
820
00:37:25,243 --> 00:37:27,204
♪ So, look, I came here
to run it ♪
821
00:37:27,287 --> 00:37:29,766
♪ Just 'cause nobody's done it,
y'all don't think I can run it ♪
822
00:37:29,790 --> 00:37:31,470
♪ But, look, I've been here,
I've done it ♪
823
00:37:31,500 --> 00:37:33,585
♪ Impossible? Please,
watch, I do it with ease ♪
824
00:37:33,669 --> 00:37:37,047
♪ You just gotta believe,
come on, come on with me ♪
825
00:37:37,130 --> 00:37:39,800
- ♪ Oh, what's a girl to do? ♪
- ♪ Fire ♪
826
00:37:39,883 --> 00:37:41,843
♪ Oh, what's a girl to do? ♪
827
00:37:41,927 --> 00:37:43,178
♪ Fire... ♪
828
00:37:43,261 --> 00:37:45,764
On my fifth-grade birthday party
that never was.
829
00:37:45,847 --> 00:37:47,975
It was the year
my parents split up, too,
830
00:37:48,058 --> 00:37:49,351
so it was, like, a crucial year.
831
00:37:49,434 --> 00:37:50,769
Maybe this was
why they split up.
832
00:37:50,852 --> 00:37:53,146
And my mom and I
spent all day decorating,
833
00:37:53,230 --> 00:37:55,565
and we put streamers up
all over the walls,
834
00:37:55,649 --> 00:37:57,484
and she gave me her ER pad
835
00:37:57,567 --> 00:38:00,946
that I could write out
doctors' orders on,
836
00:38:01,029 --> 00:38:05,450
and we put out cheese puffs,
and... no one came.
837
00:38:05,534 --> 00:38:07,327
No one showed up.
838
00:38:07,411 --> 00:38:09,371
I guess there was,
like, some coup
839
00:38:09,454 --> 00:38:10,872
I didn't know about...
840
00:38:10,956 --> 00:38:12,040
Really?
841
00:38:12,124 --> 00:38:14,209
...where I was on the outs.
842
00:38:14,292 --> 00:38:16,044
But my mom,
843
00:38:16,128 --> 00:38:19,381
desperately trying to turn
around the day, danced with me.
844
00:38:19,464 --> 00:38:21,258
And we ate all the cheese puffs,
845
00:38:21,341 --> 00:38:23,635
and I wrote
all the doctors' orders.
846
00:38:23,719 --> 00:38:26,930
And as an adult now,
I remember that day as, like,
847
00:38:27,014 --> 00:38:29,683
being one of my favorite days
with my mom.
848
00:38:29,766 --> 00:38:33,645
♪ I wish I could go ♪
849
00:38:33,729 --> 00:38:36,106
♪ Back to playing Barbies
in my room ♪
850
00:38:36,189 --> 00:38:40,235
♪ They never say ♪
851
00:38:40,318 --> 00:38:42,863
♪ That you gotta grow up
quite this soon ♪
852
00:38:42,946 --> 00:38:46,825
♪ How fast things change ♪
853
00:38:46,908 --> 00:38:49,870
♪ And now I'm here
and all I wanna do ♪
854
00:38:49,953 --> 00:38:52,748
♪ Is go back to playing Barbies
in my room ♪
855
00:38:52,831 --> 00:38:55,584
♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah... ♪
856
00:38:55,667 --> 00:38:59,129
My mom is an ER nurse
and, you know, was a single mom
857
00:38:59,212 --> 00:39:00,672
from the time I was nine
858
00:39:00,756 --> 00:39:02,650
and was getting into Broadway
and singing lessons.
859
00:39:02,674 --> 00:39:04,676
And every year,
she would save up her money,
860
00:39:04,760 --> 00:39:07,179
and we would get dressed up,
and we would go into the city,
861
00:39:07,262 --> 00:39:10,098
and we would watch
off-Broadway plays.
862
00:39:10,182 --> 00:39:12,100
We would go to
La Cage aux Folles
863
00:39:12,184 --> 00:39:13,977
and The Phantom of the Opera
and Les Mis
864
00:39:14,061 --> 00:39:16,521
and dinner
and all the fancy things and...
865
00:39:16,605 --> 00:39:18,440
You know,
she can't afford this stuff.
866
00:39:18,523 --> 00:39:23,236
And part of what we do today
on my stage is because my mom
867
00:39:23,320 --> 00:39:25,947
saved up her money to take me
to see Phantom of the Opera.
868
00:39:26,031 --> 00:39:28,492
My parents really did
support my passions.
869
00:39:28,575 --> 00:39:30,077
When I wanted to sing,
they said yes.
870
00:39:30,160 --> 00:39:32,746
When I wanted to take
gymnastics, they said okay.
871
00:39:32,829 --> 00:39:35,290
They taught me what it meant
to work for something
872
00:39:35,373 --> 00:39:37,334
and to take lessons
and to practice.
873
00:39:43,840 --> 00:39:45,092
So I was a gymnast.
874
00:39:45,175 --> 00:39:47,135
I used to work out
like five days a week,
875
00:39:47,219 --> 00:39:49,054
eight hours a day.
I would miss school.
876
00:39:49,137 --> 00:39:50,388
I had no summer camp.
877
00:39:50,472 --> 00:39:52,015
It was just gymnastics
all the time.
878
00:39:52,099 --> 00:39:54,559
I went to a Cher concert,
879
00:39:54,643 --> 00:39:57,270
and I saw everything
going on behind her
880
00:39:57,354 --> 00:39:59,648
and all of
these incredible acrobats
881
00:39:59,731 --> 00:40:00,941
having the time of their life.
882
00:40:01,024 --> 00:40:02,418
♪ Do you believe
in life after love... ♪
883
00:40:02,442 --> 00:40:05,278
And I thought to myself,
"Could I do that?
884
00:40:05,362 --> 00:40:09,699
'Cause that looks really fun
and no one else is doing it."
885
00:40:09,783 --> 00:40:12,744
So I met Drea, and I asked her,
"Why can't a singer do this?"
886
00:40:12,828 --> 00:40:15,205
She's like, "You know, you're
using your diaphragm to sing,
887
00:40:15,288 --> 00:40:17,791
and I'm using
my diaphragm to twist."
888
00:40:23,004 --> 00:40:25,423
And I love a challenge.
889
00:40:28,927 --> 00:40:32,639
So we went to the jungle gym,
and I hung upside down,
890
00:40:32,722 --> 00:40:35,016
and she just started
punching me in the stomach
891
00:40:35,100 --> 00:40:36,893
and told me to start singing.
892
00:40:36,977 --> 00:40:39,646
♪ Sweet dreams
are made of these ♪
893
00:40:39,729 --> 00:40:41,523
♪ Who am I to disagree? ♪
894
00:40:41,606 --> 00:40:44,568
I have found that it's much
harder to just stand there...
895
00:40:44,651 --> 00:40:46,695
♪ I traveled the world
and the seven seas... ♪
896
00:40:46,778 --> 00:40:48,339
...than it is
to hang upside down and spin
897
00:40:48,363 --> 00:40:50,073
at 30 miles an hour.
898
00:40:50,157 --> 00:40:51,533
♪ Looking for something ♪
899
00:40:51,616 --> 00:40:53,660
♪ Get this party started ♪
900
00:40:53,743 --> 00:40:55,579
I'm a better singer upside down.
901
00:40:55,662 --> 00:40:57,497
Watch out.
902
00:41:06,089 --> 00:41:08,592
It just became my thing.
903
00:41:10,260 --> 00:41:13,680
They want me to sing, too.
904
00:41:15,182 --> 00:41:16,892
You know I've got the asthma.
905
00:41:18,059 --> 00:41:19,603
We're clear on this, right?
906
00:41:19,686 --> 00:41:22,063
I've got the asthma.
907
00:41:22,147 --> 00:41:24,149
Thought it was Harry Potter.
908
00:41:25,358 --> 00:41:26,776
God bless you.
909
00:41:26,860 --> 00:41:28,486
Can you just say, um,
910
00:41:28,570 --> 00:41:30,697
"I'm just gonna take a video
with Tracy Heart"?
911
00:41:30,780 --> 00:41:33,241
- Hart? H-A-R-T?
- E-A, yeah.
912
00:41:33,325 --> 00:41:34,409
- Oh.
- Just say...
913
00:41:35,577 --> 00:41:38,330
Hi. Is Dr. Gordon in today?
914
00:41:38,413 --> 00:41:40,099
Willow has a 104 temperature
out of nowhere.
915
00:41:41,583 --> 00:41:44,169
I don't know what to do.
Like, I-I... nothing's helping.
916
00:41:46,254 --> 00:41:48,381
- Can I ask you a question?
- Yeah.
917
00:41:48,465 --> 00:41:51,635
When I gave you the
Children's NyQuil last night,
918
00:41:51,718 --> 00:41:52,969
did that help your cough?
919
00:41:53,053 --> 00:41:55,055
I don't know. I was asleep.
920
00:41:56,765 --> 00:41:58,099
Okay.
921
00:41:58,183 --> 00:42:00,852
How long ago
did she get her Tylenol?
922
00:42:02,562 --> 00:42:05,732
'Cause I think
it already is working.
923
00:42:05,815 --> 00:42:08,401
Yeah, you already don't have a fever.
924
00:42:08,485 --> 00:42:10,904
Hey, if you don't get
better soon, we're gonna have to
925
00:42:10,987 --> 00:42:13,406
put you in, like, a
plastic tent and quarantine you.
926
00:42:13,490 --> 00:42:15,242
- Like E.T.
- Just part of it.
927
00:42:15,325 --> 00:42:17,786
- Why?
- So you don't get anybody else sick.
928
00:42:17,869 --> 00:42:19,537
Spread your cooties.
929
00:42:19,621 --> 00:42:23,124
I have to at least try
not to get what you have.
930
00:42:23,208 --> 00:42:24,876
Are you, like, hallucinating
931
00:42:24,960 --> 00:42:27,003
- or seeing any weird objects?
- No.
932
00:42:27,087 --> 00:42:29,047
- No? Okay. That's good.
- I see a TV.
933
00:42:29,130 --> 00:42:30,590
That's good.
934
00:42:30,674 --> 00:42:32,259
So are you milking this
right now,
935
00:42:32,342 --> 00:42:35,512
so you can just, like,
binge-watch movies on the couch?
936
00:42:35,595 --> 00:42:36,721
- No.
- Okay.
937
00:42:40,225 --> 00:42:42,143
Okay. I'm gonna spray
938
00:42:42,227 --> 00:42:43,979
some Thieves oil.
939
00:42:45,772 --> 00:42:47,148
Let's roll.
940
00:42:48,233 --> 00:42:49,484
The next city.
941
00:42:49,567 --> 00:42:50,986
Ready, Willow?
942
00:42:52,737 --> 00:42:55,282
She is at her neediest
when she's sick,
943
00:42:55,365 --> 00:42:56,866
and I am her mother.
944
00:42:56,950 --> 00:42:59,452
I want to care for her.
945
00:42:59,536 --> 00:43:02,706
And if I get sick, I'm...
946
00:43:02,789 --> 00:43:03,957
fucked.
947
00:43:10,297 --> 00:43:12,090
I'm just trying
to keep you warm.
948
00:43:12,173 --> 00:43:13,717
Do you... are you cold?
949
00:43:13,800 --> 00:43:14,801
You are?
950
00:43:14,884 --> 00:43:16,720
Papa!
951
00:43:16,803 --> 00:43:19,014
I'm gonna save you!
952
00:43:19,097 --> 00:43:21,016
You're gonna save me?
953
00:43:51,755 --> 00:43:53,256
Thank you.
954
00:43:53,340 --> 00:43:55,342
Good? You good?
955
00:43:58,928 --> 00:44:02,223
I don't think Carey and I...
I don't think either one of us
956
00:44:02,307 --> 00:44:04,225
understand what it is about us
957
00:44:04,309 --> 00:44:06,144
that makes
our relationship work.
958
00:44:06,227 --> 00:44:07,987
Oh, just like hitting
a brick wall, isn't it?
959
00:44:08,021 --> 00:44:10,690
What's funny is,
after 19 years, today,
960
00:44:10,774 --> 00:44:15,320
right now, I've never been
happier with someone in my life.
961
00:44:15,403 --> 00:44:16,946
- There it is.
- Aw.
962
00:44:17,030 --> 00:44:19,657
When we started dating
at a very young age,
963
00:44:19,741 --> 00:44:22,911
I think it was one of
the best lessons I learned,
964
00:44:22,994 --> 00:44:24,764
where I could be a big fish
in my little pond,
965
00:44:24,788 --> 00:44:26,498
but I go to the red carpet,
966
00:44:26,581 --> 00:44:28,559
and if they even know my name,
they screw my name up
967
00:44:28,583 --> 00:44:30,436
and call me Corey and Casey
and everything in between.
968
00:44:30,460 --> 00:44:32,063
And it's like, wow, it's...
969
00:44:32,087 --> 00:44:36,132
it's a lot bigger world
out there than just dirt bikes.
970
00:44:36,216 --> 00:44:38,093
I also think, for you, as well,
971
00:44:38,176 --> 00:44:42,138
you know, you're kind of
a-a star in your own world.
972
00:44:42,222 --> 00:44:45,433
And to jump in,
especially as a man
973
00:44:45,517 --> 00:44:47,977
supporting a woman on tour...
974
00:44:48,061 --> 00:44:50,522
I think it's impressive
that you're able
975
00:44:50,605 --> 00:44:52,273
to support me
the way that you do.
976
00:44:52,357 --> 00:44:56,069
If it were someone else
that needed more ego stroking,
977
00:44:56,152 --> 00:44:58,154
I don't think it would work.
978
00:44:58,238 --> 00:45:00,698
So we always have
an extra room for necessities,
979
00:45:00,782 --> 00:45:03,284
but I only bring
the bare necessities.
980
00:45:03,368 --> 00:45:06,704
I used to bring 24 suitcases.
981
00:45:06,788 --> 00:45:11,418
But to keep that number, I had
to give the children a couple.
982
00:45:11,501 --> 00:45:13,420
So I had to downsize.
983
00:45:13,503 --> 00:45:15,296
- Hey, baby?
- Yeah?
984
00:45:15,380 --> 00:45:17,424
I was showing them
how I downsized.
985
00:45:17,507 --> 00:45:19,801
- Where?
- On my luggage.
986
00:45:19,884 --> 00:45:22,679
- Come on.
- Since I had kids, I used to have 24 bags.
987
00:45:22,762 --> 00:45:25,390
- How many you have now?
- 17.
988
00:45:25,473 --> 00:45:27,267
- 17. Ask Stephanie.
- Okay.
989
00:45:27,350 --> 00:45:29,185
Yeah, okay. I'm proud of you.
Good work.
990
00:45:29,269 --> 00:45:31,271
- I left...
- Good work.
991
00:45:31,354 --> 00:45:33,857
- ...seven bags for the kids.
- Good work. Yeah.
992
00:45:33,940 --> 00:45:36,818
And one, two, four...
dude, you've got a lot of bags.
993
00:45:36,901 --> 00:45:38,445
- Two. I got two bags.
- Three. Three.
994
00:45:38,528 --> 00:45:40,008
And it's the same clothes
I've had for
995
00:45:40,071 --> 00:45:41,882
- two and a half years.
- That's not mine. That's not mine,
996
00:45:41,906 --> 00:45:43,491
- and it's in my way.
- Okay.
997
00:45:43,575 --> 00:45:47,036
See? What if you need
a beanie at 2:00 a.m.?
998
00:45:48,788 --> 00:45:51,040
- Hey!
- Papa's gonna drag you by your ankles.
999
00:45:51,124 --> 00:45:53,251
Drag me by my ankles.
1000
00:45:53,334 --> 00:45:55,378
Let's go.
1001
00:45:57,380 --> 00:46:00,091
- Ow, that's my shin.
- Not my fault.
1002
00:46:00,175 --> 00:46:02,594
I want to do that, do that!
1003
00:46:02,677 --> 00:46:04,596
All right.
1004
00:46:04,679 --> 00:46:06,473
You want to get thrown one time?
1005
00:46:06,556 --> 00:46:08,433
- Yeah.
- All right.
1006
00:46:08,516 --> 00:46:10,393
Relationships are interesting.
1007
00:46:10,477 --> 00:46:12,770
There is
no perfect relationship.
1008
00:46:12,854 --> 00:46:14,647
Families are interesting.
1009
00:46:14,731 --> 00:46:16,941
But part of the joy
that I get out of parenting
1010
00:46:17,025 --> 00:46:18,568
is watching him be a parent.
1011
00:46:18,651 --> 00:46:20,653
Come here. That's one.
1012
00:46:24,574 --> 00:46:26,201
Two. One more.
1013
00:46:27,452 --> 00:46:29,746
And then it's to bed, okay?
Okay?
1014
00:46:29,829 --> 00:46:31,664
I knew he would be
a fantastic dad.
1015
00:46:31,748 --> 00:46:34,042
I knew it because
he had a fantastic dad.
1016
00:46:34,125 --> 00:46:35,877
Come on, meatball.
1017
00:46:35,960 --> 00:46:38,338
But he's way better than
I thought he would be.
1018
00:46:38,421 --> 00:46:41,591
He is incredibly patient.
1019
00:46:41,674 --> 00:46:45,011
Otherwise, how could he be with
someone like me for this long?
1020
00:46:45,094 --> 00:46:47,388
He steers Jameson in
completely the wrong direction.
1021
00:46:47,472 --> 00:46:49,390
It's unsafe. It's unsmart.
1022
00:46:49,474 --> 00:46:51,309
He hurts Willow's feelings
every single day.
1023
00:46:51,392 --> 00:46:55,480
But he is a great dad,
and he's consistent.
1024
00:46:55,563 --> 00:46:58,107
And he always shows up.
He always says yes.
1025
00:46:58,191 --> 00:47:00,377
Like, when I'm exhausted and
I don't want to do something...
1026
00:47:00,401 --> 00:47:01,736
I don't want
to play in the dirt,
1027
00:47:01,819 --> 00:47:03,339
I don't want to play
with trucks... he's like,
1028
00:47:03,363 --> 00:47:05,163
"Yup, whatever you want to do,
I'm there. Yes.
1029
00:47:05,198 --> 00:47:06,407
"I want to do that with you.
1030
00:47:06,491 --> 00:47:07,992
I'm here right now.
Let's do it."
1031
00:47:08,076 --> 00:47:10,328
And it's really, really sweet.
1032
00:47:10,411 --> 00:47:11,829
Love you, dude.
1033
00:47:11,913 --> 00:47:13,373
I love you.
1034
00:47:13,456 --> 00:47:15,333
- Sleep good.
- Are you gonna lay down?
1035
00:47:15,416 --> 00:47:18,002
I'm gonna lay down with you.
Of course.
1036
00:47:20,588 --> 00:47:23,049
Get in your cage.
1037
00:47:24,551 --> 00:47:27,095
I really wanted to be
a young dad, in theory.
1038
00:47:27,178 --> 00:47:29,597
In reality, I would've
been gone all the time,
1039
00:47:29,681 --> 00:47:31,099
which would've sucked.
1040
00:47:31,182 --> 00:47:33,434
There's definitely
a part of me, like, Willow...
1041
00:47:33,518 --> 00:47:36,521
I think my last contest,
Willow was a year old,
1042
00:47:36,604 --> 00:47:39,190
so she'll have
no memory of me competing.
1043
00:47:39,274 --> 00:47:43,152
And Jameson only has
old videos to watch.
1044
00:47:46,406 --> 00:47:48,092
No, no, no, no!
1045
00:47:48,116 --> 00:47:49,760
- You've got to be kidding me!
- Yeah!
1046
00:47:49,784 --> 00:47:53,079
Carey Hart has done
the unthinkable!
1047
00:47:53,162 --> 00:47:55,516
Like, I wish there was a
piece that they could remember,
1048
00:47:55,540 --> 00:47:57,917
like what they're experiencing
with Alecia.
1049
00:47:58,001 --> 00:48:01,796
You know, being on tour
and seeing what Mama does,
1050
00:48:01,879 --> 00:48:03,756
like, I-I wish I had that.
1051
00:48:03,840 --> 00:48:06,009
But at the same time, like,
1052
00:48:06,092 --> 00:48:09,929
I'm so happy I get to spend
so much time with them, 'cause,
1053
00:48:10,013 --> 00:48:13,725
you know, ten years ago,
I wouldn't have been able to.
1054
00:48:13,808 --> 00:48:16,144
We live on this amazing farm
where, you know,
1055
00:48:16,227 --> 00:48:18,104
I never had this before
in my life.
1056
00:48:18,187 --> 00:48:19,498
So to have the experience
of where
1057
00:48:19,522 --> 00:48:21,608
my kids can ride
their own BMX track...
1058
00:48:21,691 --> 00:48:23,401
Me and Willow
go tear motorcycles around.
1059
00:48:23,484 --> 00:48:25,320
Jameson will start riding
later this winter.
1060
00:48:25,403 --> 00:48:27,822
And it's really fun
to kind of nurture that along
1061
00:48:27,905 --> 00:48:31,284
and to kind of pass the torch
and expose them to BMX
1062
00:48:31,367 --> 00:48:34,120
and, you know, going out
and pump around the pump track
1063
00:48:34,203 --> 00:48:36,289
and watching Willow
kind of start to jump the jumps
1064
00:48:36,372 --> 00:48:39,417
and Jameson just being
so fanatical about BMX as well,
1065
00:48:39,500 --> 00:48:43,671
it's-it's fun to kind of sit
shotgun on-on their experience.
1066
00:48:46,507 --> 00:48:50,845
He's that rock,
and he keeps me from myself.
1067
00:48:54,015 --> 00:48:56,392
I still get to do
whatever I want
1068
00:48:56,476 --> 00:49:00,605
and be who I am
and chase the rainbow, but...
1069
00:49:01,522 --> 00:49:03,274
I have a rock to come back to.
1070
00:49:14,869 --> 00:49:16,329
A lot of people in my position
1071
00:49:16,412 --> 00:49:17,765
like to circulate people
in and out.
1072
00:49:17,789 --> 00:49:20,291
They like to find what's new,
1073
00:49:20,375 --> 00:49:23,670
what's hot,
what's the bigger, better deal,
1074
00:49:23,753 --> 00:49:26,297
um, and they audition
constantly.
1075
00:49:26,381 --> 00:49:29,217
And I just...
I-I can't stand auditioning.
1076
00:49:29,300 --> 00:49:32,095
I am of the mind that
if you find a really good person
1077
00:49:32,178 --> 00:49:34,055
that's really good
at what they do
1078
00:49:34,138 --> 00:49:37,183
and wants to work really hard,
then you keep them forever.
1079
00:49:37,266 --> 00:49:39,185
Let them be 85 on that stage.
1080
00:49:39,268 --> 00:49:41,104
Uh, 'cause I'm gonna be.
1081
00:49:41,187 --> 00:49:44,649
And it's not hard to keep
those people once you find them.
1082
00:49:44,732 --> 00:49:46,734
You just have to
treat them well.
1083
00:49:48,486 --> 00:49:49,987
Oh, thank you.
1084
00:49:50,071 --> 00:49:51,406
Thank you.
1085
00:49:59,831 --> 00:50:01,499
I think that's part of
1086
00:50:01,582 --> 00:50:03,501
why people like being
on the road with me
1087
00:50:03,584 --> 00:50:05,304
is because they feel safe
and they feel like
1088
00:50:05,378 --> 00:50:07,088
they can be themselves,
and they feel like
1089
00:50:07,171 --> 00:50:10,341
I really want them
to bring their full self
1090
00:50:10,425 --> 00:50:12,009
and their whole heart.
1091
00:50:12,093 --> 00:50:14,345
And I think one of the reasons
I'm successful is because
1092
00:50:14,429 --> 00:50:16,490
I surround myself with people
that are better than me.
1093
00:50:16,514 --> 00:50:18,516
I'm not intimidated by
other people's greatness.
1094
00:50:18,599 --> 00:50:19,976
I want all of us to be great.
1095
00:50:20,059 --> 00:50:21,578
And that's why we have
such a rad tour.
1096
00:50:21,602 --> 00:50:24,230
It's because, if you're not
looking at me onstage,
1097
00:50:24,313 --> 00:50:27,400
if you've had enough of me,
then you can look anywhere else
1098
00:50:27,483 --> 00:50:29,086
and you're gonna see
the best of the best,
1099
00:50:29,110 --> 00:50:31,130
and you're gonna see people
that are lit up with joy,
1100
00:50:31,154 --> 00:50:34,407
that are fully alive
and fully in their light,
1101
00:50:34,490 --> 00:50:38,035
and it's-it's a beautiful thing
to behold and to share.
1102
00:50:38,119 --> 00:50:39,162
Hi, guys!
1103
00:50:39,245 --> 00:50:40,747
Go faster!
1104
00:50:40,830 --> 00:50:42,331
No, I'm good.
1105
00:50:45,376 --> 00:50:47,170
Okay, never mind.
1106
00:50:48,963 --> 00:50:50,965
Yeah, I'll stay on.
1107
00:50:51,048 --> 00:50:52,884
Oh, yeah, I'm staying on,
just like this.
1108
00:50:52,967 --> 00:50:54,677
Oh, no, no! We're going down!
1109
00:50:54,761 --> 00:50:56,321
It's fun to watch
the relationships,
1110
00:50:56,345 --> 00:50:57,990
the different kind of
relationships that Willow has
1111
00:50:58,014 --> 00:50:59,432
on tour with my village.
1112
00:50:59,515 --> 00:51:01,476
There's a lot of bumps.
1113
00:51:01,559 --> 00:51:04,103
And then how Jameson
just entertains everybody.
1114
00:51:08,858 --> 00:51:12,278
I worry, actually, about
taking them on the road
1115
00:51:12,361 --> 00:51:16,032
and having the...
the tolls of that,
1116
00:51:16,115 --> 00:51:18,367
uh, them not having
a normal life.
1117
00:51:18,451 --> 00:51:21,370
But I look around at the people
that we're surrounded by,
1118
00:51:21,454 --> 00:51:23,748
and we're surrounded by people
of all walks of life,
1119
00:51:23,831 --> 00:51:27,627
incredibly diverse,
and we go all over the world,
1120
00:51:27,710 --> 00:51:30,588
and we have culture
around us all the time.
1121
00:51:30,671 --> 00:51:32,483
And it's all people
that are incredibly passionate
1122
00:51:32,507 --> 00:51:34,592
about what they do,
1123
00:51:34,675 --> 00:51:37,595
fearless in
their choice to do it,
1124
00:51:37,678 --> 00:51:39,806
and they get to be around
these people all day long.
1125
00:51:39,889 --> 00:51:42,141
There's people that you can
just really want something
1126
00:51:42,225 --> 00:51:45,478
and go after it,
and then you'll find people
1127
00:51:45,561 --> 00:51:47,241
that you're surrounded by
that are amazing.
1128
00:51:47,313 --> 00:51:49,106
And that's what
my kids get to see.
1129
00:51:49,190 --> 00:51:51,400
Every door they walk through,
every room they walk into,
1130
00:51:51,484 --> 00:51:52,836
they're like,
"Wow, there's another person
1131
00:51:52,860 --> 00:51:54,320
that followed their dreams."
1132
00:51:54,403 --> 00:51:57,406
I think that that's more of
an education than I got.
1133
00:51:57,490 --> 00:51:59,116
Now do a cartwheel.
1134
00:51:59,200 --> 00:52:00,677
- Yeah, backflips.
- Oh, you got the backflip.
1135
00:52:00,701 --> 00:52:02,286
- Do the cartwheel.
- How?
1136
00:52:02,370 --> 00:52:06,082
Just literally turn yourself
sideways and do a cartwheel.
1137
00:52:06,165 --> 00:52:07,542
Use your arms.
1138
00:52:07,625 --> 00:52:09,085
- Yeah.
- There you go. -
1139
00:52:09,168 --> 00:52:10,562
This is our second with kids.
1140
00:52:10,586 --> 00:52:12,105
The first one was
a huge learning curve.
1141
00:52:12,129 --> 00:52:13,881
It was a lot different than just
1142
00:52:13,965 --> 00:52:15,525
partying on the road
with my girlfriend,
1143
00:52:15,550 --> 00:52:17,009
or wife at that time.
1144
00:52:17,093 --> 00:52:18,761
And kids add
a crazy extra layer,
1145
00:52:18,845 --> 00:52:21,764
but, you know,
it-it is a family.
1146
00:52:21,848 --> 00:52:23,808
I mean, these people have been
1147
00:52:23,891 --> 00:52:27,645
touring with Alecia
for over a decade.
1148
00:52:27,728 --> 00:52:29,605
Just a traveling gypsy family.
1149
00:52:29,689 --> 00:52:32,483
And, I mean, it's literally
as fun as it could possibly be.
1150
00:52:32,567 --> 00:52:36,237
The kids absolutely enjoy it
and love everybody on tour,
1151
00:52:36,320 --> 00:52:38,614
and I would call
everybody on tour my friend,
1152
00:52:38,698 --> 00:52:41,784
and I think that's pretty huge
in this dynamic.
1153
00:52:48,291 --> 00:52:51,252
I try to allow
for everybody on that stage
1154
00:52:51,335 --> 00:52:53,170
to be human and not robots.
1155
00:52:53,254 --> 00:52:55,298
And, no, I don't want anyone
to be perfect.
1156
00:52:55,381 --> 00:52:58,009
I want everybody to have
their own personality
1157
00:52:58,092 --> 00:53:00,219
and their own moment
to just let their hair down.
1158
00:53:00,303 --> 00:53:03,764
That's what it's all about.
It's about being free and wild.
1159
00:53:03,848 --> 00:53:07,894
You know, we have to be
a bit rehearsed, but...
1160
00:53:07,977 --> 00:53:10,938
We have to know
kind of what we're doing.
1161
00:53:11,022 --> 00:53:13,774
♪ What about us? ♪
1162
00:53:13,858 --> 00:53:15,878
I think that's why people like
being on the road with me, too,
1163
00:53:15,902 --> 00:53:17,695
is because I really want them.
1164
00:53:17,778 --> 00:53:19,822
I don't want just
a keyboard player.
1165
00:53:19,906 --> 00:53:22,533
I want Adriana and Jason.
1166
00:53:22,617 --> 00:53:24,469
I don't want just
a guitar player. I want Justin.
1167
00:53:32,084 --> 00:53:35,379
♪ What do we conceal?
What do we reveal? ♪
1168
00:53:35,463 --> 00:53:38,716
♪ Make that decision every day ♪
1169
00:53:40,092 --> 00:53:41,969
♪ What is wrong with me? ♪
1170
00:53:42,053 --> 00:53:43,679
♪ It's what's wrong with you ♪
1171
00:53:43,763 --> 00:53:47,099
♪ There's just so much
I wanna say ♪
1172
00:53:47,183 --> 00:53:50,269
♪ I like to make-believe
with you ♪
1173
00:53:50,353 --> 00:53:52,605
♪ Da-da-da-da, do-do-do ♪
1174
00:53:52,688 --> 00:53:55,608
♪ That we always speak
the truth... ish ♪
1175
00:53:55,691 --> 00:53:58,069
♪ I like how we pretend
the same ♪
1176
00:53:58,152 --> 00:54:00,071
♪ Da-da-da-da, do-do-do ♪
1177
00:54:00,154 --> 00:54:03,032
♪ Play this silly little game ♪
1178
00:54:03,115 --> 00:54:04,283
♪ Hey ♪
1179
00:54:04,367 --> 00:54:05,826
♪ Ah, ah, ah-ah-ah ♪
1180
00:54:05,910 --> 00:54:07,203
♪ I got some things to say ♪
1181
00:54:07,286 --> 00:54:09,622
♪ Ah, ah, ah-ah-ah ♪
1182
00:54:09,705 --> 00:54:11,958
♪ 'Cause there's a lot
that you don't know ♪
1183
00:54:12,041 --> 00:54:13,793
♪ Ah, ah, ah-ah-ah ♪
1184
00:54:13,876 --> 00:54:15,753
♪ It's written on my face ♪
1185
00:54:15,836 --> 00:54:17,421
♪ Ah, ah, ah-ah-ah ♪
1186
00:54:17,505 --> 00:54:19,840
♪ It's gonna be hard
to swallow ♪
1187
00:54:19,924 --> 00:54:21,592
♪ Everybody's got a secret ♪
1188
00:54:21,676 --> 00:54:23,636
♪ I got some things to say... ♪
1189
00:54:23,719 --> 00:54:25,638
Yay. That's fun.
1190
00:54:27,765 --> 00:54:29,141
There's Mama over there.
1191
00:54:29,225 --> 00:54:30,685
This is, this is the one?
1192
00:54:30,768 --> 00:54:31,936
Okay.
1193
00:54:34,939 --> 00:54:36,524
There's no precedent
1194
00:54:36,607 --> 00:54:38,693
for any of this stuff
that we're doing.
1195
00:54:38,776 --> 00:54:42,655
I'm the first person that's
doing a lot of these things.
1196
00:54:43,656 --> 00:54:46,242
Mama! Mama!
1197
00:54:46,325 --> 00:54:47,743
What is that?
1198
00:54:47,827 --> 00:54:49,912
I'm gonna go fly now.
1199
00:54:49,996 --> 00:54:51,914
- Why?
- 'Cause it's so fun.
1200
00:54:54,834 --> 00:54:57,044
There have been
many close calls.
1201
00:54:57,128 --> 00:55:00,715
The 360 has been the only thing
where I really got hurt.
1202
00:55:03,134 --> 00:55:05,094
I've got my two dancers ready
1203
00:55:05,177 --> 00:55:06,762
to grab the carabiners
and hook me in.
1204
00:55:06,846 --> 00:55:08,514
Are y'all ready?
1205
00:55:08,597 --> 00:55:10,909
And one of the carabiners was
pointing the wrong direction,
1206
00:55:10,933 --> 00:55:12,935
which made Nikki
really, really uncomfortable,
1207
00:55:13,019 --> 00:55:14,854
and she kind of froze.
1208
00:55:20,609 --> 00:55:21,861
I'm fine.
1209
00:55:21,944 --> 00:55:23,696
Oh, fuck, that hurt
like a motherfucker.
1210
00:55:23,779 --> 00:55:25,448
Sorry for cursing.
1211
00:55:26,907 --> 00:55:28,492
Fuck. I fucking did that.
1212
00:55:28,576 --> 00:55:29,952
Who the fuck was watching?
1213
00:55:30,036 --> 00:55:32,788
Holy shit.
1214
00:55:32,872 --> 00:55:35,332
- Let's get her out of it.
- I can't feel anything.
1215
00:55:35,416 --> 00:55:37,501
Normally, I'm connected
by two carabiners,
1216
00:55:37,585 --> 00:55:39,879
so if it pulls you,
it pulls you equally.
1217
00:55:39,962 --> 00:55:42,402
If you don't have one carabiner,
you get pulled off the stage,
1218
00:55:42,465 --> 00:55:44,300
into the barricade
at 30 miles an hour.
1219
00:55:44,383 --> 00:55:47,470
I was really scared
to keep doing it after that.
1220
00:55:47,553 --> 00:55:49,472
I was shook. That shook me up.
1221
00:55:50,723 --> 00:55:52,641
Got to get back on the horse.
Let's go.
1222
00:55:52,725 --> 00:55:54,310
I'm not gonna miss
a beautiful day
1223
00:55:54,393 --> 00:55:56,729
just 'cause the day before hurt.
1224
00:55:56,812 --> 00:55:58,898
- Do you know what I have to do?
- No.
1225
00:55:58,981 --> 00:56:00,483
I have to do my vocal warm-up.
1226
00:56:02,359 --> 00:56:03,986
Something like...
1227
00:56:04,070 --> 00:56:05,362
Hey. Hey.
1228
00:56:05,446 --> 00:56:06,864
Hey, hey, hey.
1229
00:56:06,947 --> 00:56:08,032
Papa can take you.
1230
00:56:08,115 --> 00:56:10,284
Where is Papa?
1231
00:56:10,367 --> 00:56:12,369
Let's go find out where Papa is.
1232
00:56:16,582 --> 00:56:19,668
- Stephanie.
- Hi, sweet boy.
1233
00:56:21,212 --> 00:56:22,713
Mom fail.
1234
00:56:24,924 --> 00:56:26,425
It's okay. I'm a Jew.
1235
00:56:26,509 --> 00:56:28,278
I don't really know anything
other than guilt,
1236
00:56:28,302 --> 00:56:30,429
so... it's fine.
1237
00:56:30,513 --> 00:56:31,847
It's all good.
1238
00:56:31,931 --> 00:56:35,976
♪ La-da-da-da-da,
la-da-da-da-da ♪
1239
00:56:36,060 --> 00:56:38,312
♪ Da-da-da ♪
1240
00:56:38,395 --> 00:56:41,190
♪ We are searchlights ♪
1241
00:56:41,273 --> 00:56:43,859
♪ We can see in the dark ♪
1242
00:56:43,943 --> 00:56:47,279
♪ We are rockets ♪
1243
00:56:47,363 --> 00:56:50,116
♪ Pointed up at the stars ♪
1244
00:56:50,199 --> 00:56:53,953
♪ We are billions
of beautiful hearts. ♪
1245
00:56:54,036 --> 00:56:57,957
I think,
before I became a parent,
1246
00:56:58,040 --> 00:57:00,376
I didn't want to be a parent,
'cause I didn't want to have
1247
00:57:00,459 --> 00:57:03,212
the kind of relationship
that my mom and I had.
1248
00:57:03,295 --> 00:57:05,131
And I was terrified of it.
1249
00:57:05,214 --> 00:57:07,675
So I think
my initial motivation was:
1250
00:57:07,758 --> 00:57:10,803
"I'm gonna do everything I can
to be close to this person
1251
00:57:10,886 --> 00:57:14,056
and to let this person be
whoever they are."
1252
00:57:14,140 --> 00:57:15,516
As it happened, it just...
1253
00:57:15,599 --> 00:57:17,601
It's like saying,
"If I win that Grammy,
1254
00:57:17,685 --> 00:57:19,562
"I'm gonna get up there and say,
1255
00:57:19,645 --> 00:57:21,063
"'Fuck my high school principal.
1256
00:57:21,147 --> 00:57:22,523
I fucking told you
I'd get here.'"
1257
00:57:22,606 --> 00:57:24,942
But by the time you do
all the work and you get there
1258
00:57:25,025 --> 00:57:26,944
and you win the Grammy,
you get up there
1259
00:57:27,027 --> 00:57:28,571
and you're just happy
and grateful,
1260
00:57:28,654 --> 00:57:31,282
and you're just like, "I'm not
even thinking about that guy."
1261
00:57:31,365 --> 00:57:34,326
So when you become a parent,
it's the same exact feeling.
1262
00:57:34,410 --> 00:57:37,079
It's like, "I was gonna do
everything different,"
1263
00:57:37,163 --> 00:57:38,914
and, blah, and you just...
1264
00:57:38,998 --> 00:57:40,541
The thing that
surprised me the most
1265
00:57:40,624 --> 00:57:44,086
was that none of that mattered
and I really loved being a mom.
1266
00:57:44,170 --> 00:57:45,421
I loved being a mom.
1267
00:57:45,504 --> 00:57:47,047
My mom said to me...
1268
00:57:47,131 --> 00:57:50,718
it was one of the greatest gifts
of my life...
1269
00:57:50,801 --> 00:57:53,470
she said to me, when Willow was
about three and a half or four,
1270
00:57:53,554 --> 00:57:55,574
she looked at me with tears
in her eyes and she said,
1271
00:57:55,598 --> 00:57:57,308
"I just never knew
1272
00:57:57,391 --> 00:57:59,602
"that parenting could be
this enjoyable
1273
00:57:59,685 --> 00:58:01,937
until I saw you do it."
1274
00:58:02,021 --> 00:58:03,898
Willow!
1275
00:58:19,330 --> 00:58:23,250
This person wrote, "Live from
Wembley Arena in 2007
1276
00:58:23,334 --> 00:58:24,835
"made me fall in love with Pink.
1277
00:58:24,919 --> 00:58:27,922
"Now she's playing
two Wembley Stadiums,
1278
00:58:28,005 --> 00:58:29,381
"140,000 people.
1279
00:58:29,465 --> 00:58:31,634
"For some, it is unbelievable
how far she's come.
1280
00:58:31,717 --> 00:58:32,843
"For her real fans,
1281
00:58:32,927 --> 00:58:35,095
"it's not such a surprise.
1282
00:58:35,179 --> 00:58:36,847
"Talent and hard work
will always win.
1283
00:58:36,931 --> 00:58:38,224
Enjoy it."
1284
00:58:38,307 --> 00:58:39,642
That's really sweet.
1285
00:58:39,725 --> 00:58:42,811
"Hey, Pink,
it's our 50th show tonight."
1286
00:58:42,895 --> 00:58:45,231
Wow. That's a lot of shows.
1287
00:58:45,314 --> 00:58:47,191
They could pretty much
do the show.
1288
00:58:47,274 --> 00:58:50,486
"I'm with my daughter
for her first Pink concert."
1289
00:58:50,569 --> 00:58:51,654
Aw.
1290
00:58:51,737 --> 00:58:53,239
"Tonight, I'm seeing Pink.
1291
00:58:53,322 --> 00:58:55,157
"Only been waiting since '93.
1292
00:58:55,241 --> 00:58:57,743
Never been so excited."
1293
00:58:57,826 --> 00:59:00,120
"Meet Kirstie Wendy.
She is your biggest fan,
1294
00:59:00,204 --> 00:59:01,538
"and she's been waiting months
1295
00:59:01,622 --> 00:59:03,040
to come from Yorkshire
to see you."
1296
00:59:03,123 --> 00:59:06,001
"If you're browsing Twitter
from your makeup chair,
1297
00:59:06,085 --> 00:59:08,754
"please give
this girl a shout-out.
1298
00:59:08,837 --> 00:59:11,674
It'll be amazing to see
a Northern girl faint."
1299
00:59:11,757 --> 00:59:13,509
- That's funny.
- It is funny,
1300
00:59:13,592 --> 00:59:15,928
'cause they know I do that.
Done.
1301
00:59:16,011 --> 00:59:18,180
"Ever since I saw her
playing Reading Festival,
1302
00:59:18,264 --> 00:59:19,890
"I've been jonesing
to see her full show.
1303
00:59:19,974 --> 00:59:22,017
"Well, tonight's the night.
Pink at Wembley.
1304
00:59:22,101 --> 00:59:24,311
"If I die under the weight
of the musically expressed
1305
00:59:24,395 --> 00:59:28,107
fuck-the-patriarchy-ness, know
this: it's how I wanted to go."
1306
00:59:30,109 --> 00:59:31,568
Okay, this is cool.
1307
00:59:31,652 --> 00:59:33,862
I got this letter tonight
when I was in makeup,
1308
00:59:33,946 --> 00:59:36,198
and I was reading it
out loud to Yvette.
1309
00:59:36,282 --> 00:59:39,368
"With a head of frizzy ginger
hair and big front teeth,
1310
00:59:39,451 --> 00:59:41,346
"I was the kid who never felt
as though they belonged
1311
00:59:41,370 --> 00:59:43,163
"in any of the friend groups
at school.
1312
00:59:43,247 --> 00:59:44,581
"A little bit of a loner,
1313
00:59:44,665 --> 00:59:46,875
"I often dreaded going
to school, as I was bullied.
1314
00:59:46,959 --> 00:59:48,919
"I was skinny, pale
and flat-chested.
1315
00:59:49,003 --> 00:59:50,671
"I remember wishing
I was invisible
1316
00:59:50,754 --> 00:59:53,007
"because I hated
the way I looked.
1317
00:59:53,090 --> 00:59:55,592
"Rushing back home at 3:30 p.m.,
I would stick to a routine
1318
00:59:55,676 --> 00:59:58,846
"of comfort-eating chocolate
and watching fuzzy VHS versions
1319
00:59:58,929 --> 01:00:01,348
"taped off the TV
of your 2002 concert
1320
01:00:01,432 --> 01:00:03,225
"at Scala, London,
1321
01:00:03,309 --> 01:00:05,352
"and a documentary you made
promoting Try This...
1322
01:00:05,436 --> 01:00:08,355
"Off the Record
I think it was called.
1323
01:00:08,439 --> 01:00:10,399
"This was the first time
anyone had really told me
1324
01:00:10,482 --> 01:00:11,942
"it was okay to be different
1325
01:00:12,026 --> 01:00:13,944
"and going against the grain
is actually better.
1326
01:00:14,028 --> 01:00:15,863
"I finally had someone
on my side.
1327
01:00:15,946 --> 01:00:17,924
"Sitting down to watch
the concert and the documentary
1328
01:00:17,948 --> 01:00:19,325
"made me feel calm.
1329
01:00:19,408 --> 01:00:22,119
"They were my escape from
reality just for a little while.
1330
01:00:22,202 --> 01:00:24,121
"On 5th November 2006,
1331
01:00:24,204 --> 01:00:27,333
"I went with my mum and sister
to see your show in Manchester.
1332
01:00:27,416 --> 01:00:30,002
"We were so far back.
You looked so tiny on the stage,
1333
01:00:30,085 --> 01:00:32,087
"but it was the best night
in my 16 years.
1334
01:00:32,171 --> 01:00:35,007
"At this point, I was very much
fighting my sexuality
1335
01:00:35,090 --> 01:00:36,759
"and wouldn't dream of
coming out.
1336
01:00:36,842 --> 01:00:38,552
"Way before I began
going to gay bars,
1337
01:00:38,635 --> 01:00:40,235
"your concert was
the first time I'd seen
1338
01:00:40,262 --> 01:00:42,222
"so many lesbians
all in one place.
1339
01:00:44,391 --> 01:00:46,101
"Some even gave me the eye.
1340
01:00:46,185 --> 01:00:48,312
"I remember feeling like
I had finally found my people
1341
01:00:48,395 --> 01:00:50,147
"and I belonged.
1342
01:00:50,230 --> 01:00:51,732
"Eventually, along the line,
1343
01:00:51,815 --> 01:00:54,026
"somewhere in the early 2010s,
I came out.
1344
01:00:54,109 --> 01:00:56,445
"It was your attitude and spirit
that helped me get there.
1345
01:00:56,528 --> 01:00:57,780
"Fast-forward ten years.
1346
01:00:57,863 --> 01:00:59,698
"I had grown into
those massive front teeth.
1347
01:00:59,782 --> 01:01:02,701
"I had boobs. I felt pretty
and had lots of friends.
1348
01:01:02,785 --> 01:01:04,286
"My life was so different from
1349
01:01:04,370 --> 01:01:07,790
"the girl who hated herself
in 2... 2003.
1350
01:01:09,458 --> 01:01:11,794
"January 2018,
utterly crippled by heartbreak,
1351
01:01:11,877 --> 01:01:13,504
"I spent every evening
curled up in bed.
1352
01:01:13,587 --> 01:01:15,947
"I drove to work each morning
contemplating stopping the car
1353
01:01:16,006 --> 01:01:18,133
"to jump off
the motorway bridge.
1354
01:01:18,217 --> 01:01:21,053
"I fantasized all day about
which way I would end my life.
1355
01:01:21,136 --> 01:01:25,057
"Here I was, a fully grown,
27-year-old adult
1356
01:01:25,140 --> 01:01:26,725
"needing your help once again,
1357
01:01:26,809 --> 01:01:29,019
"this time not from the bullies
but from my own head.
1358
01:01:29,103 --> 01:01:30,354
"I went into the garage
1359
01:01:30,437 --> 01:01:32,523
"looking for something
to hang myself with.
1360
01:01:32,606 --> 01:01:34,400
"Then something stopped me.
1361
01:01:34,483 --> 01:01:36,402
"I just imagined
how disappointed you would be
1362
01:01:36,485 --> 01:01:38,445
"if I let myself go
all because of one girl
1363
01:01:38,529 --> 01:01:40,823
"after surviving everything
I'd ever gone through before.
1364
01:01:40,906 --> 01:01:42,574
"Crazy, I know.
We've never even met.
1365
01:01:42,658 --> 01:01:45,369
"Pink, you really did give me
the strength to carry on
1366
01:01:45,452 --> 01:01:46,870
"during these dark times
in my life.
1367
01:01:46,954 --> 01:01:48,664
"For that I'm so thankful.
1368
01:01:48,747 --> 01:01:50,667
"Please don't ever listen
to the Internet trolls,
1369
01:01:50,749 --> 01:01:52,501
"the critics
or the voices in your head.
1370
01:01:52,584 --> 01:01:54,704
"You're a marvelous role model
to young and old alike.
1371
01:01:54,753 --> 01:01:56,648
Keep that fire burning.
You're bloody brilliant."
1372
01:01:56,672 --> 01:01:59,091
- That's awesome.
- Sweet, huh?
1373
01:01:59,174 --> 01:02:02,302
Yeah. You make a huge impact
on people's lives.
1374
01:02:03,637 --> 01:02:04,972
Yeah.
1375
01:02:05,055 --> 01:02:06,473
- I do.
- I know you do.
1376
01:02:06,557 --> 01:02:08,684
- Especially yours.
- That's true.
1377
01:02:08,767 --> 01:02:11,103
Especially mine.
1378
01:02:11,186 --> 01:02:14,648
And it's really the only reason
I still do this.
1379
01:02:14,731 --> 01:02:18,986
'Cause the... the chasing
the carrot game is stupid.
1380
01:02:19,069 --> 01:02:21,321
- Mm-hmm.
- But the fulfillment in that...
1381
01:02:21,405 --> 01:02:24,324
- Even the shit we've been through.
- Yeah.
1382
01:02:24,408 --> 01:02:26,535
Like, writing about all of that.
1383
01:02:26,618 --> 01:02:29,163
- Yeah.
- Other people are just like...
1384
01:02:29,246 --> 01:02:30,682
Somebody's in
their kitchen somewhere,
1385
01:02:30,706 --> 01:02:34,001
staring at their husband,
going, "Yep.
1386
01:02:35,919 --> 01:02:38,338
Yep. I feel that, too."
1387
01:02:38,422 --> 01:02:41,467
But then they want
to fight it out another day.
1388
01:02:42,676 --> 01:02:44,845
It's cool, man. Music is cool.
1389
01:02:46,221 --> 01:02:48,199
That's why I've always said
you're the people's champ.
1390
01:02:48,223 --> 01:02:50,017
- I'm Rocky?
- You are.
1391
01:02:50,100 --> 01:02:52,060
I hope I'm a little more
attractive than Rocky.
1392
01:02:52,144 --> 01:02:53,687
No, you're the peop...
1393
01:02:53,770 --> 01:02:55,373
Like, no, I'm serious.
You're the people's champ.
1394
01:02:55,397 --> 01:02:57,816
- Like, you're...
- Do I give you Sylvester Stallone vibes?
1395
01:02:57,900 --> 01:03:00,194
Or Charlize Theron? Huh?
1396
01:03:03,822 --> 01:03:06,450
♪ The whole world's scared,
so I swallow the fear ♪
1397
01:03:06,533 --> 01:03:09,036
♪ The only thing I should be
drinking is an ice-cold beer ♪
1398
01:03:09,119 --> 01:03:11,997
♪ So cool in line,
we try, try, try ♪
1399
01:03:12,080 --> 01:03:14,333
♪ But try too hard,
it's a waste of my time ♪
1400
01:03:14,416 --> 01:03:16,227
♪ Done looking for the critics,
'cause they're everywhere ♪
1401
01:03:16,251 --> 01:03:19,546
♪ They don't like my jeans,
they don't get my hair ♪
1402
01:03:19,630 --> 01:03:21,757
♪ Exchange ourselves
and we do it all the time ♪
1403
01:03:21,840 --> 01:03:24,885
♪ Why do we do that?
Why do I do that? ♪
1404
01:03:26,345 --> 01:03:31,391
♪ Yes ♪
1405
01:03:32,476 --> 01:03:38,398
♪ You're perfect to me ♪
1406
01:03:38,482 --> 01:03:39,942
♪ Pretty, pretty please ♪
1407
01:03:40,025 --> 01:03:42,611
♪ Don't you ever, ever feel ♪
1408
01:03:42,694 --> 01:03:45,447
♪ Like you're less than ♪
1409
01:03:45,531 --> 01:03:47,908
♪ Less than perfect ♪
1410
01:03:47,991 --> 01:03:50,619
♪ Pretty, pretty please ♪
1411
01:03:50,702 --> 01:03:53,497
♪ If you ever, ever feel ♪
1412
01:03:53,580 --> 01:03:55,791
♪ Like you're nothing ♪
1413
01:03:55,874 --> 01:04:00,212
♪ You are perfect to me ♪
1414
01:04:00,295 --> 01:04:01,838
♪ Yes ♪
1415
01:04:03,674 --> 01:04:05,759
♪ We're perfect ♪
1416
01:04:05,842 --> 01:04:08,428
♪ Oh, we're perfect ♪
1417
01:04:08,512 --> 01:04:11,098
- ♪ To me, yeah, yeah ♪
- ♪ Pretty, pretty please ♪
1418
01:04:11,181 --> 01:04:13,767
♪ If you ever, ever feel ♪
1419
01:04:13,850 --> 01:04:16,353
♪ Like you're less than ♪
1420
01:04:16,436 --> 01:04:18,897
♪ You are perfect ♪
1421
01:04:18,981 --> 01:04:20,315
♪ To me. ♪
1422
01:04:27,614 --> 01:04:29,491
Two.
1423
01:04:29,575 --> 01:04:31,159
Three.
1424
01:04:33,036 --> 01:04:34,204
Four.
1425
01:04:34,288 --> 01:04:35,789
Four bus rides.
1426
01:04:35,872 --> 01:04:38,792
I'm so tired of traveling.
1427
01:04:38,875 --> 01:04:41,378
♪ I'm tired of being inside. ♪
1428
01:04:41,461 --> 01:04:43,922
I'm making Willow a blanket.
1429
01:04:44,798 --> 01:04:47,175
Her favorite color is purple.
1430
01:04:48,468 --> 01:04:51,805
But it's taking forever.
1431
01:04:51,888 --> 01:04:54,349
Tomorrow, what Willow and I
are gonna do,
1432
01:04:54,433 --> 01:04:57,978
we're gonna go have high tea
and... see Matilda.
1433
01:04:59,479 --> 01:05:02,816
And then Saturday and Sunday,
we're shooting.
1434
01:05:02,899 --> 01:05:05,068
And then Willow and Carey
go home.
1435
01:05:05,152 --> 01:05:07,779
And I made a little
sad face with tears.
1436
01:05:09,990 --> 01:05:11,950
And then, uh, we go to Paris.
1437
01:05:12,034 --> 01:05:14,036
And I'm just trying
to wrap my head around,
1438
01:05:14,119 --> 01:05:18,040
'cause Carey usually does
the morning time with the kids,
1439
01:05:18,123 --> 01:05:20,417
'cause I don't get to sleep
until really late.
1440
01:05:20,500 --> 01:05:22,961
So I just have to figure that
out and wrap my head around it,
1441
01:05:23,045 --> 01:05:25,380
'cause it just changes things
a little bit.
1442
01:05:25,464 --> 01:05:28,091
Is that true?
The Smurfs are Belgian?
1443
01:05:28,175 --> 01:05:31,011
- Wow. They are.
- Yeah.
1444
01:05:31,094 --> 01:05:36,475
Where do french fries come from?
1445
01:05:36,558 --> 01:05:37,893
Gonna say France.
1446
01:05:37,976 --> 01:05:39,478
Belgium!
1447
01:05:39,561 --> 01:05:42,606
Did chocolate originate
in Belgium?
1448
01:05:42,689 --> 01:05:44,107
If this comes back Belgium...
1449
01:05:44,191 --> 01:05:45,984
Latin America.
All right, we're good.
1450
01:06:00,248 --> 01:06:01,792
Mama, you excited?
1451
01:06:01,875 --> 01:06:03,794
- Oh, you look super excited.
- Ha. Well...
1452
01:06:03,877 --> 01:06:06,171
- Look at that excitement.
- I just woke up.
1453
01:06:06,254 --> 01:06:08,340
Come on! Get hyped. Get psyched.
1454
01:06:08,423 --> 01:06:10,151
Come look out
the window with Mama.
1455
01:06:10,175 --> 01:06:11,510
Look at that.
1456
01:06:11,593 --> 01:06:13,404
- Mama.
- Look at that horse over there.
1457
01:06:13,428 --> 01:06:15,073
- Where?
- On the balcony across the street.
1458
01:06:15,097 --> 01:06:17,224
This way.
What's he doing on the balcony?
1459
01:06:17,307 --> 01:06:19,160
That's the queen's horse.
1460
01:06:19,184 --> 01:06:20,477
I know.
1461
01:06:20,560 --> 01:06:21,770
She only has one?
1462
01:06:21,853 --> 01:06:23,355
- Times are tough?
- No, she has two.
1463
01:06:23,438 --> 01:06:25,273
♪ All these... crawl ♪
1464
01:06:25,357 --> 01:06:27,901
♪ Till all skeet, skeet ♪
1465
01:06:27,984 --> 01:06:30,278
- ♪ All skeet, skeet, goddamn ♪
- ♪ Goddamn ♪
1466
01:06:30,362 --> 01:06:32,948
♪ Till all skeet, skeet ♪
1467
01:06:33,031 --> 01:06:34,791
- ♪ All skeet, skeet, goddamn ♪
- ♪ Goddamn ♪
1468
01:06:34,825 --> 01:06:36,034
♪ Shorty crunk... ♪
1469
01:06:36,118 --> 01:06:37,494
- Willow.
- What?
1470
01:06:37,577 --> 01:06:39,746
I can see my bus.
1471
01:06:39,830 --> 01:06:42,541
- Where?
- You see your bus?
1472
01:06:42,624 --> 01:06:44,626
That's not our bus.
1473
01:06:44,710 --> 01:06:46,878
That's our right bus.
1474
01:06:46,962 --> 01:06:48,588
No, it's not.
1475
01:06:48,672 --> 01:06:50,674
That's mine bus.
1476
01:06:50,757 --> 01:06:53,677
Okay, maybe you're right.
It is, actually.
1477
01:06:53,760 --> 01:06:55,178
Let's do it.
1478
01:06:55,262 --> 01:06:56,972
Can I carry you?
1479
01:06:57,055 --> 01:06:58,890
- Yeah.
- Okay.
1480
01:07:01,059 --> 01:07:03,729
- Hey, Pink.
- Hi, everybody.
1481
01:07:03,812 --> 01:07:06,231
- Thank you so much.
- All right.
1482
01:07:06,314 --> 01:07:08,233
Thank you.
1483
01:07:08,316 --> 01:07:09,860
- Yep.
- Okay. Vitamins...
1484
01:07:09,943 --> 01:07:11,862
There you go.
Candy water for you.
1485
01:07:11,945 --> 01:07:13,464
- No, my other cup, Mama.
- Vitamins are over here.
1486
01:07:13,488 --> 01:07:14,698
Food is right here.
1487
01:07:14,781 --> 01:07:16,426
But, baby, that's the only cup
that we brought.
1488
01:07:16,450 --> 01:07:17,868
Yep, that's what we got, dude.
1489
01:07:17,951 --> 01:07:19,703
Buddy, I have meatballs
1490
01:07:19,786 --> 01:07:22,122
and bell pepper and tomatoes
and hummus and pita.
1491
01:07:22,205 --> 01:07:23,623
Mama.
1492
01:07:23,707 --> 01:07:24,916
Yes, buddy. You hungry?
1493
01:07:25,000 --> 01:07:26,793
I want waffles.
1494
01:07:26,877 --> 01:07:29,629
Oh, buddy, I can't make you
waffles on a tour bus.
1495
01:07:29,713 --> 01:07:32,048
I love hummus spot.
1496
01:07:32,132 --> 01:07:34,760
Oh, the hummus spot?
Aw, yeah, you do.
1497
01:07:34,843 --> 01:07:36,654
Well, he can eat the salmon.
I'll eat the meatballs.
1498
01:07:36,678 --> 01:07:38,472
I don't care.
1499
01:07:47,189 --> 01:07:49,107
Stuff's a piece of cake.
1500
01:07:49,191 --> 01:07:51,193
Yeah.
1501
01:07:51,276 --> 01:07:53,403
This whole touring thing.
1502
01:07:54,821 --> 01:07:56,698
Place is huge.
1503
01:07:56,782 --> 01:07:58,992
Are you gonna sing here?
1504
01:07:59,075 --> 01:08:01,119
I'm gonna sing right there.
1505
01:08:01,203 --> 01:08:03,872
- Right here?
- Yeah, to all the people.
1506
01:08:05,207 --> 01:08:06,416
Why?
1507
01:08:06,500 --> 01:08:08,919
'Cause singing
makes people happy.
1508
01:08:09,002 --> 01:08:10,670
Cool.
1509
01:08:11,671 --> 01:08:14,090
- Okay.
- Nice, we got our...
1510
01:08:14,174 --> 01:08:15,592
- We made it.
- You made it.
1511
01:08:15,675 --> 01:08:17,594
We made it
to the big time, Jamesey.
1512
01:08:17,677 --> 01:08:19,513
- Yeah.
- Yeah.
1513
01:08:19,596 --> 01:08:21,598
- Guys, I really love this stadium.
- I know.
1514
01:08:21,681 --> 01:08:23,809
- Can you fucking believe it?
- I know.
1515
01:08:23,892 --> 01:08:25,435
- Oh, my God.
- Get in here.
1516
01:08:25,519 --> 01:08:27,604
Big hug. Oh!
1517
01:08:27,687 --> 01:08:29,248
Careful that don't whack you
in the head.
1518
01:08:29,272 --> 01:08:30,565
It's a, it's a bucket list, man.
1519
01:08:30,649 --> 01:08:32,526
Yeah, this is definitely
a bucket list.
1520
01:08:32,609 --> 01:08:34,736
Oh, my God. And two nights.
1521
01:08:34,820 --> 01:08:37,239
- I know.
- No, not just one. It's two.
1522
01:08:55,423 --> 01:08:58,927
My kids have never seen me
as anything other than this.
1523
01:08:59,010 --> 01:09:01,680
They've only ever
known me as this.
1524
01:09:01,763 --> 01:09:03,181
Mama.
1525
01:09:23,535 --> 01:09:25,620
They grew up with
the hotels and the jets
1526
01:09:25,704 --> 01:09:27,581
and the never having
to worry about
1527
01:09:27,664 --> 01:09:29,457
things like money and safety,
1528
01:09:29,541 --> 01:09:31,251
and I'm their mom,
I'm their friend,
1529
01:09:31,334 --> 01:09:33,169
but one day, you know,
1530
01:09:33,253 --> 01:09:35,922
one day, they're gonna
see through all of it.
1531
01:09:36,006 --> 01:09:37,632
They're gonna see the act.
1532
01:09:37,716 --> 01:09:39,593
They're gonna see
through the strength,
1533
01:09:39,676 --> 01:09:42,304
and they're gonna find
the truth underneath, I hope.
1534
01:09:42,387 --> 01:09:44,222
And they're gonna discover
little Alecia,
1535
01:09:44,306 --> 01:09:46,558
who's still hiding in here,
1536
01:09:46,641 --> 01:09:49,269
who's still learning
how to heal.
1537
01:09:49,352 --> 01:09:52,647
And I just hope they have
the grace and the heart
1538
01:09:52,731 --> 01:09:57,444
to accept my mortality and to
accept that I'm human like them.
1539
01:09:57,527 --> 01:09:59,571
And then they'll have
their own kids,
1540
01:09:59,654 --> 01:10:02,407
and so the cycle continues,
all of it.
1541
01:10:02,490 --> 01:10:05,744
The multigenerational pain,
sure, but also...
1542
01:10:05,827 --> 01:10:08,371
the damn beauty of it all.
1543
01:10:20,425 --> 01:10:22,302
That's cool.
1544
01:10:22,385 --> 01:10:25,138
I'd like to
have time to do the moonwalk.
1545
01:10:43,114 --> 01:10:45,241
I used to do
my own hair and makeup,
1546
01:10:45,325 --> 01:10:47,077
but I realized that I need help.
1547
01:10:49,621 --> 01:10:53,833
I do my own hair because, number
one, I don't have that much,
1548
01:10:53,917 --> 01:10:56,294
and number two,
it's pretty much the only time
1549
01:10:56,378 --> 01:10:59,631
I get to be alone...
in my world.
1550
01:10:59,714 --> 01:11:01,257
And...
1551
01:11:01,341 --> 01:11:03,259
it is meditative.
1552
01:11:03,343 --> 01:11:04,803
It's... it's a ritual.
1553
01:11:04,886 --> 01:11:08,014
I enjoy rituals,
and that's my ritual.
1554
01:11:08,098 --> 01:11:11,142
And, also, no one can do
1555
01:11:11,226 --> 01:11:13,228
this hair quite like I can.
1556
01:11:37,794 --> 01:11:41,673
♪ There's a road
that takes me home ♪
1557
01:11:41,756 --> 01:11:46,136
♪ Take me fast or take me slow ♪
1558
01:11:46,219 --> 01:11:50,265
♪ Throw my head out the window ♪
1559
01:11:50,348 --> 01:11:54,394
♪ Feel the wind, make me whole ♪
1560
01:11:54,477 --> 01:11:58,398
♪ Write my name up in the sky ♪
1561
01:11:58,481 --> 01:12:03,194
♪ As we contemplate goodbye ♪
1562
01:12:03,278 --> 01:12:07,699
♪ I don't know, we don't know ♪
1563
01:12:07,782 --> 01:12:10,744
♪ Where we go. ♪
1564
01:12:10,827 --> 01:12:13,621
There are so many
excited people out there.
1565
01:12:13,705 --> 01:12:15,540
Yeah.
1566
01:12:15,623 --> 01:12:18,251
People from Greece,
came from Lithuania,
1567
01:12:18,334 --> 01:12:20,754
- came from Australia...
- Oh.
1568
01:12:20,837 --> 01:12:22,338
- Japan.
- Japan.
1569
01:12:22,422 --> 01:12:23,942
- Yeah, I saw that.
- What?
1570
01:12:25,133 --> 01:12:26,509
80,000.
1571
01:12:26,593 --> 01:12:28,136
Wow.
1572
01:12:32,849 --> 01:12:34,559
I think it's hilarious.
1573
01:12:34,642 --> 01:12:36,144
I was supposed to be
a rock star,
1574
01:12:36,227 --> 01:12:37,771
so I never had to be
anywhere early,
1575
01:12:37,854 --> 01:12:40,398
I never had to do anything
I didn't want to do,
1576
01:12:40,482 --> 01:12:44,778
and now I'm in charge of 225
people and two insane children
1577
01:12:44,861 --> 01:12:47,739
and all of this
mega, mega responsibility,
1578
01:12:47,822 --> 01:12:49,783
and it's all worked out okay.
1579
01:12:49,866 --> 01:12:52,660
- Mom!
- I'm busy and important.
1580
01:12:52,744 --> 01:12:56,122
You have to make
an-an appointment to hug me.
1581
01:12:56,206 --> 01:12:58,124
- I'm important now.
- Appointment made.
1582
01:12:58,208 --> 01:13:00,877
Get off me.
1583
01:13:00,960 --> 01:13:03,129
Did I mention
how important I am?
1584
01:13:03,213 --> 01:13:04,881
- I'm gonna get up.
- Okay.
1585
01:13:04,964 --> 01:13:07,092
If you're gonna do that,
then just get on this way.
1586
01:13:07,175 --> 01:13:08,510
Okay.
1587
01:13:08,593 --> 01:13:11,054
- Seriously?
- Yeah, 'cause I need you on my back.
1588
01:13:11,137 --> 01:13:12,990
- All right, everybody!
- Nope. Oh, yeah.
1589
01:13:17,811 --> 01:13:19,270
Have a wonderful show.
1590
01:13:19,354 --> 01:13:20,994
You, too. You, too.
1591
01:13:21,064 --> 01:13:22,708
- It's just another show.
- - Yeah.
1592
01:13:22,732 --> 01:13:24,150
- What you got?
- Big, I guess.
1593
01:13:24,234 --> 01:13:26,653
- It's all good.
- You got one, too.
1594
01:13:26,736 --> 01:13:28,196
Wow!
1595
01:13:28,279 --> 01:13:30,031
All right, I would
like to say thank you
1596
01:13:30,115 --> 01:13:32,325
for bringing us together
and keeping us together.
1597
01:13:34,035 --> 01:13:36,746
- We're all incredibly blessed to be here.
- Yes.
1598
01:13:36,830 --> 01:13:39,791
- Mm-hmm.
- We're blessed to be here together.
1599
01:13:39,874 --> 01:13:43,086
We worked really, really hard
to get here.
1600
01:13:43,169 --> 01:13:45,296
All those times,
all those journeys,
1601
01:13:45,380 --> 01:13:48,091
all those obstacles,
all those roadblocks,
1602
01:13:48,174 --> 01:13:52,345
all those voices saying, "Not
enough, not enough, not enough,"
1603
01:13:52,428 --> 01:13:54,305
we're here.
1604
01:13:54,389 --> 01:13:57,016
All those times you didn't
listen to your own voices,
1605
01:13:57,100 --> 01:14:00,311
"Not enough, not enough,
not enough," we are here.
1606
01:14:00,395 --> 01:14:02,438
But it's
Wembley fucking Stadium!
1607
01:14:05,525 --> 01:14:07,694
I respect all of you so much.
1608
01:14:07,777 --> 01:14:09,612
Thank you
for being here with me.
1609
01:14:09,696 --> 01:14:11,423
Bless that stage with
safety, love and light.
1610
01:14:11,447 --> 01:14:12,949
Bless our crew with safety.
1611
01:14:13,032 --> 01:14:14,826
Bless our apparatuses
with safety.
1612
01:14:14,909 --> 01:14:17,078
And let us just continue
our journey
1613
01:14:17,162 --> 01:14:19,205
of balancing good and evil.
1614
01:14:20,915 --> 01:14:23,084
For this
and a katrillion, gazillion,
1615
01:14:23,168 --> 01:14:25,086
gabillion more things,
we are grateful.
1616
01:14:25,170 --> 01:14:27,172
Amen, a-lady!
1617
01:14:31,718 --> 01:14:32,886
One, two, three!
1618
01:14:32,969 --> 01:14:35,054
Spread the love!
1619
01:14:35,138 --> 01:14:37,599
- Have a good show, everybody.
- Have a good show!
1620
01:14:37,682 --> 01:14:39,601
- Give your best, baby.
- Thank you.
1621
01:14:39,684 --> 01:14:41,102
Come on,
let's go watch the show.
1622
01:14:41,186 --> 01:14:42,562
Hi there.
1623
01:14:44,772 --> 01:14:47,275
Do we have to drive
to the stadium?
1624
01:14:48,943 --> 01:14:51,571
Have fun, okay? I love you.
1625
01:14:51,654 --> 01:14:53,072
All right, Mama, kick ass.
1626
01:14:53,156 --> 01:14:55,116
Thank you. I'm planning on it.
1627
01:14:55,200 --> 01:14:56,659
- Mama?
- Yes?
1628
01:14:56,743 --> 01:14:58,453
During the show a little bit,
1629
01:14:58,536 --> 01:15:01,414
um, can I come back
to the ball pit?
1630
01:15:01,497 --> 01:15:03,791
- You can live your best life.
- Okay, good.
1631
01:15:03,875 --> 01:15:05,835
But if you leave the show,
you ain't getting paid.
1632
01:15:08,379 --> 01:15:09,815
- That's how it goes.
- Sorry, buddy.
1633
01:15:09,839 --> 01:15:10,965
All right, have fun.
1634
01:15:11,049 --> 01:15:12,484
Can't leave work.
1635
01:15:12,508 --> 01:15:13,777
Either you're working
or you're not.
1636
01:15:13,801 --> 01:15:15,595
All right, here we go.
1637
01:15:15,678 --> 01:15:17,347
Let's go shoot some shit.
1638
01:15:17,430 --> 01:15:20,183
- Coming out this side?
- Some stuff.
1639
01:15:20,266 --> 01:15:22,352
Yeah. Sure.
1640
01:15:22,435 --> 01:15:23,937
Bad words.
1641
01:15:24,020 --> 01:15:26,189
Go. I know. Tour language.
1642
01:15:26,272 --> 01:15:27,482
Get out.
1643
01:15:34,530 --> 01:15:36,383
A long time ago, I decided
1644
01:15:36,407 --> 01:15:38,135
that no matter where I went
or what I did with my life,
1645
01:15:38,159 --> 01:15:40,036
I was always gonna be
very true to myself.
1646
01:15:40,119 --> 01:15:43,623
I have always identified
with people that struggle.
1647
01:15:43,706 --> 01:15:47,252
With all the strife
and economic woes in the world,
1648
01:15:47,335 --> 01:15:49,921
religious intolerance,
global warming,
1649
01:15:50,004 --> 01:15:53,174
it boggles my mind that we're
spending time, energy and money
1650
01:15:53,258 --> 01:15:55,009
trying to ban love.
1651
01:15:55,093 --> 01:15:56,528
I don't want there to be
gay marriage.
1652
01:15:56,552 --> 01:15:58,179
I just want there to be
happy marriage
1653
01:15:58,263 --> 01:16:00,139
and lasting marriage.
1654
01:16:00,223 --> 01:16:01,641
I will do everything I can
1655
01:16:01,724 --> 01:16:03,768
to open people's hearts,
ears, minds.
1656
01:16:03,851 --> 01:16:05,246
- I love you until the world blows up...
- And I have
1657
01:16:05,270 --> 01:16:07,272
to believe
that change is possible,
1658
01:16:07,355 --> 01:16:09,023
because if I stop
believing that,
1659
01:16:09,107 --> 01:16:10,376
- I love you until the world blows up...
- then it's just
1660
01:16:10,400 --> 01:16:12,652
a little too much for me.
1661
01:16:12,735 --> 01:16:15,029
So I have a pen and I write.
1662
01:16:15,113 --> 01:16:16,698
I write about that.
1663
01:16:24,580 --> 01:16:29,210
♪ La-da-da-da-da,
la-da-da-da-da ♪
1664
01:16:29,294 --> 01:16:31,421
♪ Da-da-da ♪
1665
01:16:33,131 --> 01:16:35,967
♪ We are searchlights ♪
1666
01:16:36,050 --> 01:16:38,219
♪ We can see in the dark ♪
1667
01:16:41,306 --> 01:16:43,891
♪ We are rockets ♪
1668
01:16:43,975 --> 01:16:46,728
♪ Pointed up at the stars ♪
1669
01:16:49,272 --> 01:16:52,650
♪ We are billions ♪
1670
01:16:52,734 --> 01:16:54,360
♪ Of beautiful hearts ♪
1671
01:16:57,613 --> 01:17:00,742
♪ And you sold us ♪
1672
01:17:00,825 --> 01:17:03,161
♪ Down the river too far ♪
1673
01:17:03,995 --> 01:17:05,371
♪ Hey, oh ♪
1674
01:17:05,455 --> 01:17:07,915
♪ What about us? ♪
1675
01:17:07,999 --> 01:17:12,670
♪ What about all the times
you said you had the answers? ♪
1676
01:17:14,047 --> 01:17:16,424
♪ What about us? ♪
1677
01:17:16,507 --> 01:17:20,845
♪ What about all the broken
happy ever afters? ♪
1678
01:17:20,928 --> 01:17:22,388
♪ Hey, oh ♪
1679
01:17:22,472 --> 01:17:24,390
♪ What about us? ♪
1680
01:17:24,474 --> 01:17:29,645
♪ What about all the plans
that ended in disaster? ♪
1681
01:17:31,314 --> 01:17:33,107
♪ Oh, what about love? ♪
1682
01:17:33,191 --> 01:17:34,984
♪ What about trust? ♪
1683
01:17:35,068 --> 01:17:38,196
♪ What about us? ♪
1684
01:17:54,879 --> 01:17:56,547
♪ Hey, oh ♪
1685
01:17:56,631 --> 01:17:59,258
♪ What about us? ♪
1686
01:17:59,342 --> 01:18:02,804
♪ What about all the plans
that ended in disaster? ♪
1687
01:18:04,680 --> 01:18:06,474
♪ What about love? ♪
1688
01:18:06,557 --> 01:18:08,976
♪ What about trust? ♪
1689
01:18:09,060 --> 01:18:11,020
♪ What about us? ♪
1690
01:18:13,731 --> 01:18:17,276
♪ Sticks and stones,
they may break these bones ♪
1691
01:18:17,360 --> 01:18:18,569
♪ But then ♪
1692
01:18:18,653 --> 01:18:20,613
♪ I'll be ready ♪
1693
01:18:20,696 --> 01:18:22,323
♪ Are you ready? ♪
1694
01:18:22,407 --> 01:18:26,494
♪ It's the start of us
waking up, come on ♪
1695
01:18:26,577 --> 01:18:28,621
♪ Are you ready? ♪
1696
01:18:28,704 --> 01:18:30,623
♪ I'll be ready ♪
1697
01:18:30,706 --> 01:18:33,000
♪ I don't want control ♪
1698
01:18:33,084 --> 01:18:35,420
♪ I want to let go ♪
1699
01:18:35,503 --> 01:18:36,796
♪ Are you ready? ♪
1700
01:18:36,879 --> 01:18:39,006
♪ I'll be ready ♪
1701
01:18:39,090 --> 01:18:43,511
♪ 'Cause now it's time
to let them know ♪
1702
01:18:43,594 --> 01:18:45,179
♪ We are ready ♪
1703
01:18:45,263 --> 01:18:49,183
- ♪ What about us? ♪
- ♪ What about us? ♪
1704
01:18:49,267 --> 01:18:51,227
♪ What about all the times ♪
1705
01:18:51,310 --> 01:18:53,312
♪ You said
you had the answers? ♪
1706
01:18:55,314 --> 01:18:57,233
♪ What about us? ♪
1707
01:18:57,316 --> 01:19:01,904
♪ What about all the broken
happy ever afters? ♪
1708
01:19:01,988 --> 01:19:04,282
♪ Hey, oh ♪
1709
01:19:04,365 --> 01:19:05,825
♪ What about us? ♪
1710
01:19:05,908 --> 01:19:10,079
♪ What about all the plans
that ended in disaster? ♪
1711
01:19:11,622 --> 01:19:13,499
♪ Oh, what about love? ♪
1712
01:19:13,583 --> 01:19:16,252
♪ What about trust? ♪
1713
01:19:16,335 --> 01:19:19,172
♪ What about us? ♪
1714
01:19:21,257 --> 01:19:24,510
♪ What about us?
What about us? ♪
1715
01:19:24,594 --> 01:19:27,930
♪ What about us? ♪
1716
01:19:28,973 --> 01:19:33,019
♪ What about us?
What about us? ♪
1717
01:19:33,102 --> 01:19:35,897
♪ What about us? ♪
1718
01:19:42,737 --> 01:19:44,238
Thank you.
1719
01:20:22,568 --> 01:20:24,445
♪ I open up my heart ♪
1720
01:20:24,529 --> 01:20:26,322
♪ You can love me or not ♪
1721
01:20:26,405 --> 01:20:27,740
♪ There's no such thing as sin ♪
1722
01:20:27,823 --> 01:20:29,742
♪ Let it all come right in ♪
1723
01:20:29,825 --> 01:20:31,285
♪ I wanna make some mistakes ♪
1724
01:20:31,369 --> 01:20:33,371
♪ I wanna sleep in the mud ♪
1725
01:20:33,454 --> 01:20:34,997
♪ I wanna swim in the flood ♪
1726
01:20:35,081 --> 01:20:36,791
♪ I wanna... till I'm done ♪
1727
01:20:36,874 --> 01:20:38,543
♪ I like whiskey on ice ♪
1728
01:20:38,626 --> 01:20:40,336
♪ I like sun in my eyes ♪
1729
01:20:40,419 --> 01:20:41,963
♪ I wanna burn it all down ♪
1730
01:20:42,046 --> 01:20:43,881
♪ So let's start a fire ♪
1731
01:20:43,965 --> 01:20:45,466
♪ I wanna be lost ♪
1732
01:20:45,550 --> 01:20:48,052
♪ So lost that I'm found ♪
1733
01:20:48,135 --> 01:20:50,513
♪ Naked and laughing
with my blood on the ground ♪
1734
01:20:50,596 --> 01:20:52,682
♪ My blood on the ground ♪
1735
01:20:52,765 --> 01:20:55,643
♪ I am here ♪
1736
01:20:55,726 --> 01:20:59,689
♪ I am here ♪
1737
01:20:59,772 --> 01:21:03,234
♪ I've already seen the bottom,
so there's nothing to fear ♪
1738
01:21:03,317 --> 01:21:06,445
♪ Know that I'll be ready
when the devil is near ♪
1739
01:21:06,529 --> 01:21:08,698
♪ 'Cause I am here ♪
1740
01:21:08,781 --> 01:21:10,199
♪ Yeah, yeah ♪
1741
01:21:10,283 --> 01:21:12,994
♪ I am here ♪
1742
01:21:13,077 --> 01:21:17,665
♪ All of this wrong,
but I'm still right here ♪
1743
01:21:17,748 --> 01:21:20,293
♪ I don't have the answers,
but the question is clear ♪
1744
01:21:20,376 --> 01:21:21,836
♪ Let me ask you ♪
1745
01:21:21,919 --> 01:21:23,796
♪ Where does everybody go
when they go... ♪
1746
01:21:23,879 --> 01:21:25,214
♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah ♪
1747
01:21:25,298 --> 01:21:27,174
♪ Where does everybody go
when they go? ♪
1748
01:21:27,258 --> 01:21:28,926
♪ So let me ask you, yeah ♪
1749
01:21:29,010 --> 01:21:30,571
♪ Where does everybody go
when they go? ♪
1750
01:21:30,595 --> 01:21:32,471
♪ Where does everybody
go when they go? ♪
1751
01:21:32,555 --> 01:21:34,390
♪ Where does everybody go
when they go? ♪
1752
01:21:34,473 --> 01:21:36,601
♪ Oh ♪
1753
01:21:36,684 --> 01:21:40,646
♪ Yeah ♪
1754
01:21:40,730 --> 01:21:43,816
♪ Oh ♪
1755
01:21:44,483 --> 01:21:48,321
♪ Oh ♪
1756
01:21:49,322 --> 01:21:53,284
♪ 'Cause I can think of ♪
1757
01:21:53,367 --> 01:21:57,330
♪ 1,000 places ♪
1758
01:21:57,413 --> 01:22:02,209
♪ Much worse than this ♪
1759
01:22:04,545 --> 01:22:07,715
♪ I am here ♪
1760
01:22:07,798 --> 01:22:10,760
♪ I am here ♪
1761
01:22:10,843 --> 01:22:15,056
♪ I've already seen the bottom,
so there's nothing to fear ♪
1762
01:22:15,139 --> 01:22:18,434
♪ Know that I'll be ready
when the devil is near ♪
1763
01:22:18,517 --> 01:22:21,854
♪ 'Cause I am here, yeah ♪
1764
01:22:21,937 --> 01:22:25,900
♪ I am here, yeah, yeah, yeah ♪
1765
01:22:25,983 --> 01:22:28,986
♪ All of this wrong,
but I'm still right here ♪
1766
01:22:29,070 --> 01:22:30,946
♪ I don't have the answers ♪
1767
01:22:31,030 --> 01:22:33,699
♪ But the question is clear,
let me ask you ♪
1768
01:22:33,783 --> 01:22:35,823
♪ Where does everybody go
when they go? ♪ - ♪ Yeah ♪
1769
01:22:35,868 --> 01:22:38,412
♪ Where does everybody go
when they go? ♪
1770
01:22:38,496 --> 01:22:40,581
- ♪ Yeah, yeah ♪
- ♪ Let me ask you ♪
1771
01:22:40,665 --> 01:22:42,416
♪ Where does everybody go
when they go? ♪
1772
01:22:42,500 --> 01:22:44,251
♪ Where does everybody
go when they go? ♪
1773
01:22:44,335 --> 01:22:46,253
♪ Where does everybody go
when they go? ♪
1774
01:22:46,337 --> 01:22:48,923
♪ Oh ♪
1775
01:22:49,006 --> 01:22:52,635
♪ Yeah ♪
1776
01:22:52,718 --> 01:22:56,180
♪ Oh ♪
1777
01:22:56,263 --> 01:22:57,932
♪ Yeah ♪
1778
01:22:58,015 --> 01:22:59,809
Come on.
1779
01:23:00,601 --> 01:23:02,853
♪ I am here ♪
1780
01:23:02,937 --> 01:23:04,063
♪ Yeah, yeah ♪
1781
01:23:04,146 --> 01:23:05,731
♪ I am here ♪
1782
01:23:05,815 --> 01:23:07,525
♪ Oh, yeah, yeah ♪
1783
01:23:07,608 --> 01:23:09,235
♪ I am here ♪
1784
01:23:09,318 --> 01:23:10,778
♪ Yeah ♪
1785
01:23:10,861 --> 01:23:12,613
♪ I am here ♪
1786
01:23:12,697 --> 01:23:14,573
♪ Oh, yes ♪
1787
01:23:14,657 --> 01:23:15,825
♪ I am here ♪
1788
01:23:15,908 --> 01:23:17,660
♪ Hey, yeah ♪
1789
01:23:17,743 --> 01:23:21,789
♪ I am here ♪
1790
01:23:21,872 --> 01:23:24,583
♪ I am here ♪
1791
01:23:24,667 --> 01:23:28,546
♪ I am here. ♪
1792
01:23:42,226 --> 01:23:43,227
Thank you.
1793
01:23:43,310 --> 01:23:45,980
I feel better.
1794
01:23:46,063 --> 01:23:47,773
My cheeks hurt from smiling.
1795
01:23:47,857 --> 01:23:49,942
Mama, do this.
1796
01:23:50,025 --> 01:23:51,652
Okay. I can probably do that.
1797
01:23:51,736 --> 01:23:53,988
I'm ready.
1798
01:23:54,071 --> 01:23:56,365
- Okay, ready?
- Yes.
1799
01:23:59,618 --> 01:24:01,078
- Yeah.
- Yeah?
1800
01:24:01,162 --> 01:24:04,498
Do... this.
1801
01:24:04,582 --> 01:24:07,585
You know what?
I did a whole show tonight.
1802
01:24:07,668 --> 01:24:10,671
Mama, do this. Mama, do this.
1803
01:24:10,755 --> 01:24:13,299
Okay.
1804
01:24:13,382 --> 01:24:14,925
I'm coming.
1805
01:24:20,723 --> 01:24:22,183
All right. Here we go.
1806
01:24:22,266 --> 01:24:23,809
Ready?
1807
01:24:28,689 --> 01:24:31,400
- Yeah.
- Yeah? Was that it?
1808
01:24:31,484 --> 01:24:32,818
- No.
- No.
1809
01:24:32,902 --> 01:24:34,779
- This part.
- Oh, this part.
1810
01:24:34,862 --> 01:24:38,783
- And this part and this part.
- Okay. Okay. This part.
1811
01:24:38,866 --> 01:24:40,743
- This part.
- No.
1812
01:24:40,826 --> 01:24:43,996
This part.
1813
01:24:44,079 --> 01:24:45,748
Where you going?
1814
01:24:45,831 --> 01:24:47,958
I was throwing out
the booger diaper,
1815
01:24:48,042 --> 01:24:50,377
getting my wine
and joining you on the couch.
1816
01:24:50,461 --> 01:24:51,796
Guess what, buddy.
1817
01:24:51,879 --> 01:24:54,298
- What?
- I think I hurt my shoulder.
1818
01:24:54,381 --> 01:24:56,675
- Sorry.
- It's not your fault.
1819
01:24:56,759 --> 01:24:58,344
This part.
1820
01:24:58,427 --> 01:25:00,554
I think I did it in the show.
1821
01:25:00,638 --> 01:25:02,932
- Sorry.
- Aw, thanks.
1822
01:25:04,099 --> 01:25:06,519
- Ow.
- Ow.
1823
01:25:06,602 --> 01:25:08,020
Oh.
1824
01:25:09,396 --> 01:25:11,482
Thought he was coming
to try and make me feel better
1825
01:25:11,565 --> 01:25:14,610
for a second, but he wasn't.
1826
01:25:14,693 --> 01:25:16,821
- Hey, you, come here.
- No. Why?
1827
01:25:16,904 --> 01:25:18,364
- Come here.
- Why, Papa?
1828
01:25:18,447 --> 01:25:20,115
- 'Cause I got to talk to you.
- What?
1829
01:25:20,199 --> 01:25:21,367
So sit down.
1830
01:25:23,369 --> 01:25:25,830
So you know me and Willow
are leaving tomorrow, right?
1831
01:25:25,913 --> 01:25:29,667
So we're gonna be gone
for 12 days.
1832
01:25:29,750 --> 01:25:31,126
Why?
1833
01:25:31,210 --> 01:25:33,271
Well, 'cause Willow wants
to go home for a little bit
1834
01:25:33,295 --> 01:25:35,214
- to go see her friends, okay, buddy?
- Why?
1835
01:25:35,297 --> 01:25:37,341
'Cause she misses them.
1836
01:25:37,424 --> 01:25:39,635
I know.
1837
01:25:39,718 --> 01:25:42,096
- So, hey, here's what I need of you.
- Yeah.
1838
01:25:42,179 --> 01:25:44,682
- I need you to be a good boy for Mama.
- Yeah.
1839
01:25:44,765 --> 01:25:47,476
And I need you
to FaceTime me and Willow.
1840
01:25:47,560 --> 01:25:49,019
Yeah.
1841
01:25:49,103 --> 01:25:51,981
And I need you to have fun
while we're gone, okay, dude?
1842
01:25:52,064 --> 01:25:53,315
- Yeah.
- Okay.
1843
01:25:53,399 --> 01:25:55,484
I'm really excited for you.
1844
01:25:55,568 --> 01:25:57,820
- You know what I'm most excited about?
- What?
1845
01:25:57,903 --> 01:26:00,048
That you were able to tell me
that you wanted to go home
1846
01:26:00,072 --> 01:26:01,740
and be with your friends
and have camp.
1847
01:26:01,824 --> 01:26:04,118
I'm really proud of you
for that.
1848
01:26:04,201 --> 01:26:05,536
- Okay?
- Yeah.
1849
01:26:05,619 --> 01:26:07,621
That was really brave
and awesome.
1850
01:26:09,832 --> 01:26:11,917
And I love you.
1851
01:26:12,001 --> 01:26:14,378
And I'll miss you,
but I'll be totally fine.
1852
01:26:14,461 --> 01:26:16,964
- I'm gonna be okay.
- I bet.
1853
01:26:17,047 --> 01:26:20,092
I'm not gonna hyperventilate
and cry tomorrow.
1854
01:26:20,175 --> 01:26:21,886
I'll be fine.
1855
01:26:21,969 --> 01:26:23,888
I'm not gonna text you
every five minutes.
1856
01:26:23,971 --> 01:26:25,389
You might hyperventilate.
1857
01:26:25,472 --> 01:26:27,016
Every six. How is every six?
1858
01:26:27,099 --> 01:26:29,019
Does six feel good?
Six minutes feel good to you?
1859
01:26:29,101 --> 01:26:30,269
Sure.
1860
01:26:30,352 --> 01:26:32,563
No. You have fun.
1861
01:26:32,646 --> 01:26:34,273
I love you.
1862
01:26:40,571 --> 01:26:41,864
Jameson?
1863
01:26:41,947 --> 01:26:43,508
- What?
- Willow really wants a cuddle
1864
01:26:43,532 --> 01:26:44,968
from you before she leaves,
'cause she's gonna miss you.
1865
01:26:44,992 --> 01:26:46,970
Can you give Willow
a cuddle? 'Cause Willow's
1866
01:26:46,994 --> 01:26:50,039
- going with me tomorrow.
- Can I have a cuddle?
1867
01:26:50,122 --> 01:26:52,333
Aw.
1868
01:26:54,168 --> 01:26:56,170
That's really nice.
1869
01:26:57,254 --> 01:26:58,881
That's it.
1870
01:26:58,964 --> 01:27:00,966
It's about all he's good for.
He's a boy.
1871
01:27:01,050 --> 01:27:03,886
This is gonna be Jameson's
first trip away from Willow.
1872
01:27:03,969 --> 01:27:05,387
Good night.
1873
01:27:05,471 --> 01:27:07,890
- Good night, Mama.
- Good night, buddy.
1874
01:27:09,141 --> 01:27:10,684
Hey, do I get a kiss?
1875
01:27:10,768 --> 01:27:12,728
- Yeah.
- - Yeah.
1876
01:27:15,689 --> 01:27:17,441
Love you, buddy.
1877
01:27:17,524 --> 01:27:19,777
Don't you wipe my kisses off.
1878
01:27:21,570 --> 01:27:23,739
You're gonna be just fine.
1879
01:27:25,324 --> 01:27:26,533
Okay?
1880
01:27:27,284 --> 01:27:28,661
I love you.
1881
01:27:30,746 --> 01:27:32,122
- Bye.
- Bye.
1882
01:27:40,464 --> 01:27:43,425
I think a bit of codependency
is very healthy.
1883
01:27:43,509 --> 01:27:45,386
I don't care
what the doctors say.
1884
01:27:45,469 --> 01:27:46,804
Yeah.
1885
01:28:40,441 --> 01:28:42,067
♪ Na-na-na-na-na-na-na ♪
1886
01:28:42,151 --> 01:28:44,319
♪ Na-na-na-na-na-na ♪
1887
01:28:44,403 --> 01:28:45,863
♪ Na-na-na-na-na-na-na ♪
1888
01:28:45,946 --> 01:28:47,823
♪ Na-na-na-na-na-na ♪
1889
01:28:47,906 --> 01:28:49,950
♪ I guess I just
lost my husband ♪
1890
01:28:50,034 --> 01:28:51,952
♪ I don't know where he went ♪
1891
01:28:52,036 --> 01:28:55,289
♪ So I'm gonna drink my money,
I'm not gonna pay his rent ♪
1892
01:28:55,372 --> 01:28:57,499
- ♪ Nope ♪
- ♪ I got a brand-new attitude ♪
1893
01:28:57,583 --> 01:28:59,543
♪ And I'm gonna
wear it tonight ♪
1894
01:28:59,626 --> 01:29:03,213
♪ I wanna get in trouble,
I wanna start a fight ♪
1895
01:29:03,297 --> 01:29:04,840
♪ Na-na-na-na-na-na-na ♪
1896
01:29:04,923 --> 01:29:07,092
♪ I wanna start a fight ♪
1897
01:29:07,176 --> 01:29:08,677
♪ Na-na-na-na-na-na-na ♪
1898
01:29:08,761 --> 01:29:10,512
♪ I wanna start a fight! ♪
1899
01:29:10,596 --> 01:29:12,181
♪ So what? ♪
1900
01:29:12,264 --> 01:29:14,016
♪ I'm still a rock star ♪
1901
01:29:14,099 --> 01:29:16,101
♪ I got my rock moves ♪
1902
01:29:16,185 --> 01:29:18,771
♪ And I don't need you ♪
1903
01:29:18,854 --> 01:29:21,565
♪ And guess what,
I'm having more fun ♪
1904
01:29:21,648 --> 01:29:23,609
♪ And now that we're done ♪
1905
01:29:23,692 --> 01:29:26,820
♪ I'm gonna show you tonight ♪
1906
01:29:26,904 --> 01:29:29,114
♪ I'm all right ♪
1907
01:29:29,198 --> 01:29:31,241
♪ I'm just fine ♪
1908
01:29:31,325 --> 01:29:33,160
♪ And you're a tool ♪
1909
01:29:33,243 --> 01:29:35,537
♪ So, so what? ♪
1910
01:29:35,621 --> 01:29:38,749
♪ I am a rock star,
I got my rock moves ♪
1911
01:29:38,832 --> 01:29:40,793
♪ And I don't want ♪
1912
01:29:40,876 --> 01:29:42,628
♪ You tonight ♪
1913
01:29:42,711 --> 01:29:45,172
♪ Uh, check my flow, uh ♪
1914
01:29:45,255 --> 01:29:47,549
♪ The waiter just took my table
and gave it ♪
1915
01:29:47,633 --> 01:29:48,926
- ♪ To Jessica Simps ♪
- ♪ Shit ♪
1916
01:29:49,009 --> 01:29:50,761
♪ I guess I'll go sit
with drum boy ♪
1917
01:29:50,844 --> 01:29:52,572
♪ At least he'll know
how to hit ♪ - ♪ Oops ♪
1918
01:29:52,596 --> 01:29:54,640
♪ What if this song's
on the radio? ♪
1919
01:29:54,723 --> 01:29:56,350
♪ Then somebody's gonna die ♪
1920
01:29:56,433 --> 01:29:58,352
♪ I'm gonna get in trouble ♪
1921
01:29:58,435 --> 01:29:59,853
♪ My ex will start a fight ♪
1922
01:29:59,937 --> 01:30:02,272
- ♪ What? ♪
- ♪ Na-na-na-na-na-na-na ♪
1923
01:30:02,356 --> 01:30:04,399
♪ He's gonna start a fight ♪
1924
01:30:04,483 --> 01:30:06,026
♪ Na-na-na-na-na-na-na ♪
1925
01:30:06,110 --> 01:30:07,486
♪ We're all gonna get
in a fight! ♪
1926
01:30:07,569 --> 01:30:08,862
♪ So what? ♪
1927
01:30:08,946 --> 01:30:11,073
♪ I'm still a rock star ♪
1928
01:30:11,156 --> 01:30:13,325
♪ I got my rock moves ♪
1929
01:30:13,408 --> 01:30:15,619
♪ And I don't need you ♪
1930
01:30:15,702 --> 01:30:18,497
♪ And guess what,
I'm having more fun ♪
1931
01:30:18,580 --> 01:30:20,624
♪ And now that we're done ♪
1932
01:30:20,707 --> 01:30:24,503
♪ I'm gonna show you tonight ♪
1933
01:30:24,586 --> 01:30:26,588
♪ I'm all right ♪
1934
01:30:26,672 --> 01:30:28,298
♪ I'm just fine ♪
1935
01:30:28,382 --> 01:30:29,716
♪ And you're a tool ♪
1936
01:30:29,800 --> 01:30:31,718
♪ So, so what? ♪
1937
01:30:31,802 --> 01:30:34,263
♪ I am a rock star ♪
1938
01:30:34,346 --> 01:30:35,889
♪ I got my rock moves ♪
1939
01:30:35,973 --> 01:30:37,641
♪ And I don't want ♪
1940
01:30:37,724 --> 01:30:39,309
♪ You tonight ♪
1941
01:30:43,313 --> 01:30:46,358
♪ You weren't there,
you never were ♪
1942
01:30:46,441 --> 01:30:50,320
♪ You want it all,
but that's not fair ♪
1943
01:30:50,404 --> 01:30:54,449
♪ I gave you life,
I gave my all ♪
1944
01:30:54,533 --> 01:30:56,034
♪ You weren't there ♪
1945
01:30:56,118 --> 01:31:00,455
♪ You let me fall ♪
1946
01:31:01,373 --> 01:31:03,250
♪ So, so what? ♪
1947
01:31:03,333 --> 01:31:05,294
♪ I'm still a rock star ♪
1948
01:31:05,377 --> 01:31:07,462
♪ I got my rock moves ♪
1949
01:31:07,546 --> 01:31:08,964
♪ And I don't need you ♪
1950
01:31:09,047 --> 01:31:11,633
♪ And guess what,
I'm having more fun ♪
1951
01:31:11,717 --> 01:31:14,761
♪ And now that we're done ♪
1952
01:31:14,845 --> 01:31:17,723
♪ I'm gonna show you tonight ♪
1953
01:31:17,806 --> 01:31:19,892
♪ I'm all right ♪
1954
01:31:19,975 --> 01:31:21,894
♪ I'm just fine ♪
1955
01:31:21,977 --> 01:31:23,437
♪ And you're a tool ♪
1956
01:31:23,520 --> 01:31:24,980
♪ So, so what? ♪
1957
01:31:25,063 --> 01:31:27,691
♪ I am a rock star ♪
1958
01:31:27,774 --> 01:31:29,526
♪ I got my rock moves ♪
1959
01:31:29,610 --> 01:31:32,529
- ♪ And I don't want you ♪
- ♪ I don't want you tonight ♪
1960
01:31:37,409 --> 01:31:39,203
♪ Ba-da-da-da-da-da. ♪
1961
01:31:49,504 --> 01:31:51,131
How's my hair?
1962
01:31:52,925 --> 01:31:54,176
Good?
1963
01:31:57,888 --> 01:31:59,306
Thank you!
1964
01:32:05,520 --> 01:32:07,147
Thank you!
1965
01:32:47,604 --> 01:32:49,648
- How did it feel?
- Amazing.
1966
01:32:49,731 --> 01:32:51,358
- Yeah?
- Amazing!
1967
01:32:51,441 --> 01:32:53,026
- Congratulations, baby.
- Thank you.
1968
01:32:53,110 --> 01:32:54,486
- You kicked ass.
- Thank you.
1969
01:32:54,569 --> 01:32:56,863
I usually can't feel anything
like this, you know?
1970
01:32:56,947 --> 01:32:58,627
- No!
- Like, nothing touches you.
1971
01:32:58,657 --> 01:33:00,867
It's just not real.
But onstage tonight...
1972
01:33:00,951 --> 01:33:02,831
Like, even driving here,
I was like, "Whatever."
1973
01:33:02,911 --> 01:33:04,681
- Yeah. Just another night.
- It's not real.
1974
01:33:04,705 --> 01:33:06,349
It's just, it's not...
well, it's just not real.
1975
01:33:06,373 --> 01:33:07,725
- It doesn't register.
- Yeah. Yeah.
1976
01:33:07,749 --> 01:33:09,060
It's just like,
"Okay, we're doing a stadium.
1977
01:33:09,084 --> 01:33:10,377
Why? Who? What?"
1978
01:33:10,460 --> 01:33:12,713
By "Who Knew," I was like,
"Wow, this is powerful."
1979
01:33:12,796 --> 01:33:14,190
And they all sing along
on that, too.
1980
01:33:14,214 --> 01:33:15,465
They know every word.
1981
01:33:15,549 --> 01:33:16,967
And it's from so long ago.
1982
01:33:17,050 --> 01:33:18,343
Yeah.
1983
01:33:18,427 --> 01:33:19,761
And "Pill," too.
1984
01:33:19,845 --> 01:33:21,513
- Like, all those old songs.
- Yeah.
1985
01:33:21,596 --> 01:33:23,390
- No. I want...
- And people just...
1986
01:33:23,473 --> 01:33:25,684
But then, when I was onstage
and I was looking out,
1987
01:33:25,767 --> 01:33:28,395
I was like, "Wow, this is major."
1988
01:33:29,479 --> 01:33:31,440
When's the power
gonna come back on?
1989
01:33:31,523 --> 01:33:32,899
Let me see.
1990
01:33:33,859 --> 01:33:34,901
It's the outfit.
1991
01:33:34,985 --> 01:33:35,986
It's because I look like
1992
01:33:36,069 --> 01:33:37,237
a Snapchat filter.
1993
01:33:38,322 --> 01:33:39,762
- I love you!
- Oh, my God.
1994
01:33:39,823 --> 01:33:41,867
He's like
a junior high wrestler.
1995
01:33:41,950 --> 01:33:43,660
Love you!
1996
01:33:43,744 --> 01:33:44,870
Damn, I'm good.
1997
01:33:44,953 --> 01:33:46,288
Hey, look, it's me.
1998
01:33:48,123 --> 01:33:49,666
What if it goes out
1999
01:33:49,750 --> 01:33:51,519
- for the whole night?
- I'm not getting anything.
2000
01:33:51,543 --> 01:33:53,253
Who's Kiki?
2001
01:33:53,337 --> 01:33:56,840
That's... the people
that the doggy is.
2002
01:33:56,923 --> 01:33:58,050
- Oh.
- What?
2003
01:33:58,133 --> 01:33:59,843
The people and the doggy.
2004
01:33:59,926 --> 01:34:02,095
Nope, still nothing.
2005
01:34:02,179 --> 01:34:04,264
- Kiki.
- Who is Kiki?
2006
01:34:04,348 --> 01:34:06,016
Do you have a girlfriend
named Kiki?
2007
01:34:06,099 --> 01:34:07,517
- Yeah.
- Jameson.
2008
01:34:07,601 --> 01:34:08,977
No, Kiki!
2009
01:34:09,061 --> 01:34:10,729
- She's Kiki?
- Yeah.
2010
01:34:10,812 --> 01:34:12,564
Willow is Kiki?
2011
01:34:14,524 --> 01:34:16,276
Okay.
2012
01:34:16,360 --> 01:34:17,569
Stop, stop.
2013
01:34:17,652 --> 01:34:18,987
What?
2014
01:34:19,071 --> 01:34:20,572
Did you just say "stop"?
2015
01:34:20,655 --> 01:34:22,115
- Are you listening?
- Yes.
2016
01:34:22,199 --> 01:34:23,825
- I love you.
- I love you, too.
2017
01:34:23,909 --> 01:34:26,453
So much.
I'm proud to be your mother.
2018
01:34:26,536 --> 01:34:28,663
- Please get off my stage.
- Why?
2019
01:34:28,747 --> 01:34:30,082
Willow, get off it.
2020
01:34:30,165 --> 01:34:31,976
- Get off the stage.
- Willow.
2021
01:34:35,754 --> 01:34:37,964
- Come on, sing with me this summer.
- Mm-mm.
2022
01:34:38,048 --> 01:34:40,217
It might be a long time again
before I go on tour,
2023
01:34:40,300 --> 01:34:42,010
and then you'll be older
and you'll hate me
2024
01:34:42,094 --> 01:34:43,762
and you won't talk to me.
2025
01:34:44,846 --> 01:34:46,598
- Do it while...
- That's excessive.
2026
01:34:46,681 --> 01:34:48,517
Excessive?
2027
01:34:58,819 --> 01:35:01,071
Of course you can do that.
2028
01:35:02,155 --> 01:35:03,407
This one's fine.
2029
01:35:03,490 --> 01:35:05,951
Can you hear me?
2030
01:35:06,034 --> 01:35:07,327
Exactly. "Oh, no."
2031
01:35:07,411 --> 01:35:08,829
I know this part.
2032
01:35:08,912 --> 01:35:10,747
"Don't try to hustle me."
2033
01:35:10,831 --> 01:35:12,332
And then boom.
2034
01:35:13,875 --> 01:35:17,879
And we had been saying,
every night, "Phoenix!"
2035
01:35:17,963 --> 01:35:20,507
"Phoenix!"
2036
01:35:20,590 --> 01:35:23,218
Second show,
we were in Las Vegas:
2037
01:35:23,301 --> 01:35:24,511
"Phoenix!"
2038
01:35:24,594 --> 01:35:27,389
In my head, nailed it.
2039
01:35:27,472 --> 01:35:29,850
Microphone drop.
No one's ever done it like me.
2040
01:35:29,933 --> 01:35:32,310
I walk back,
the whole family's there,
2041
01:35:32,394 --> 01:35:35,063
and Carey turns around and
before saying anything to me...
2042
01:35:35,147 --> 01:35:36,982
"good show,"
"congratulations"...
2043
01:35:37,065 --> 01:35:38,692
"Phoenix."
2044
01:35:38,775 --> 01:35:40,777
It was like, "Phoenix."
2045
01:35:40,861 --> 01:35:43,697
Since that night, I've never
said the name of a city.
2046
01:35:43,780 --> 01:35:44,990
"Hello, you."
2047
01:35:45,073 --> 01:35:46,741
I'm here
to keep you humble, baby.
2048
01:35:46,825 --> 01:35:48,368
Where's my lipstick bag?
2049
01:35:48,452 --> 01:35:50,579
- You have a lipstick bag?
- Yeah.
2050
01:35:50,662 --> 01:35:52,122
Oh, my God, get out. Get out.
2051
01:35:52,205 --> 01:35:53,707
- Lipstick and perfume...
- Get out.
2052
01:35:53,790 --> 01:35:56,168
- You can't swim with lipstick.
- Why?
2053
01:35:56,251 --> 01:35:58,170
You look so beautiful,
2054
01:35:58,253 --> 01:36:00,464
it makes me want to punch you
in the left elbow.
2055
01:36:00,547 --> 01:36:02,757
I would like someone
to acknowledge
2056
01:36:02,841 --> 01:36:04,593
how well I'm handling this.
2057
01:36:08,305 --> 01:36:10,307
Bye, everybody.
2058
01:36:11,475 --> 01:36:13,852
Rock and roll.
2059
01:36:13,935 --> 01:36:15,979
Rock and fucking roll.
2060
01:36:22,152 --> 01:36:25,238
♪ I haven't always
been this way ♪
2061
01:36:26,573 --> 01:36:29,367
♪ I wasn't born a renegade ♪
2062
01:36:30,827 --> 01:36:35,207
♪ I felt alone,
still feel afraid ♪
2063
01:36:35,290 --> 01:36:38,210
♪ I stumble through it anyway ♪
2064
01:36:39,628 --> 01:36:41,546
♪ I wish someone
would've told me ♪
2065
01:36:41,630 --> 01:36:43,924
♪ That this life is
ours to choose ♪
2066
01:36:44,007 --> 01:36:48,762
♪ No one's handing you the keys
or a book with all the rules ♪
2067
01:36:48,845 --> 01:36:52,724
♪ The little that I know
I'll tell to you ♪
2068
01:36:52,807 --> 01:36:54,935
♪ When they dress you up
in lies ♪
2069
01:36:55,018 --> 01:36:58,980
♪ And you're left naked
with the truth ♪
2070
01:36:59,064 --> 01:37:01,775
♪ You throw your head back ♪
2071
01:37:01,858 --> 01:37:03,818
♪ And you spit in the wind ♪
2072
01:37:03,902 --> 01:37:06,154
♪ Let the walls crack ♪
2073
01:37:06,238 --> 01:37:08,323
♪ 'Cause it lets the light in ♪
2074
01:37:08,406 --> 01:37:10,408
♪ Let 'em drag you
through hell ♪
2075
01:37:10,492 --> 01:37:14,704
♪ They can't tell you
to change who you are ♪
2076
01:37:14,788 --> 01:37:16,873
♪ That's all I know so far ♪
2077
01:37:16,957 --> 01:37:19,751
♪ And when the storm's out ♪
2078
01:37:19,834 --> 01:37:21,670
♪ You run in the rain ♪
2079
01:37:21,753 --> 01:37:23,797
♪ Put your sword down ♪
2080
01:37:23,880 --> 01:37:25,674
♪ Dive right into the pain ♪
2081
01:37:25,757 --> 01:37:28,218
♪ Stay unfiltered and loud ♪
2082
01:37:28,301 --> 01:37:32,264
♪ You be proud of
that skin full of scars ♪
2083
01:37:33,390 --> 01:37:37,060
♪ That's all I know so far ♪
2084
01:37:38,019 --> 01:37:39,938
♪ That's all I know so far ♪
2085
01:37:40,021 --> 01:37:42,941
♪ So you might
give yourself away ♪
2086
01:37:43,024 --> 01:37:44,442
♪ Yeah ♪
2087
01:37:44,526 --> 01:37:47,028
♪ And pay full price
for each mistake ♪
2088
01:37:48,446 --> 01:37:52,659
♪ But when the candy coating
hides a razor blade ♪
2089
01:37:52,742 --> 01:37:57,122
♪ You can cut yourself loose
and use that rage ♪
2090
01:37:57,205 --> 01:37:59,291
♪ I wish someone
would've told me ♪
2091
01:37:59,374 --> 01:38:02,043
♪ That this darkness
comes and goes ♪
2092
01:38:02,127 --> 01:38:06,423
♪ People will pretend,
but, baby girl, nobody knows ♪
2093
01:38:06,506 --> 01:38:10,385
♪ And even I can't
teach you how to fly ♪
2094
01:38:10,468 --> 01:38:12,637
♪ But I can show you
how to live ♪
2095
01:38:12,721 --> 01:38:16,850
♪ Like your life is
on the line ♪
2096
01:38:16,933 --> 01:38:19,477
♪ You throw your head back ♪
2097
01:38:19,561 --> 01:38:21,646
♪ And you spit in the wind ♪
2098
01:38:21,730 --> 01:38:23,898
♪ Let the walls crack ♪
2099
01:38:23,982 --> 01:38:26,109
♪ 'Cause it lets the light in ♪
2100
01:38:26,192 --> 01:38:28,153
♪ Let 'em drag you
through hell ♪
2101
01:38:28,236 --> 01:38:32,490
♪ They can't tell you
to change who you are ♪
2102
01:38:32,574 --> 01:38:34,868
♪ That's all I know so far ♪
2103
01:38:34,951 --> 01:38:37,454
♪ And when the storm's out ♪
2104
01:38:37,537 --> 01:38:39,497
♪ You run in the rain ♪
2105
01:38:39,581 --> 01:38:41,708
♪ Put your sword down ♪
2106
01:38:41,791 --> 01:38:43,585
♪ Dive right into the pain ♪
2107
01:38:43,668 --> 01:38:46,004
♪ Stay unfiltered and loud ♪
2108
01:38:46,087 --> 01:38:50,467
♪ You be proud of
that skin full of scars ♪
2109
01:38:51,426 --> 01:38:53,637
♪ That's all I know so far ♪
2110
01:38:53,720 --> 01:38:55,221
♪ That's all I know ♪
2111
01:38:55,305 --> 01:38:58,058
♪ Hey, that's all I know
so far ♪
2112
01:38:58,141 --> 01:39:00,143
♪ That's all I know ♪
2113
01:39:00,226 --> 01:39:02,437
♪ That's all I know so far ♪
2114
01:39:02,520 --> 01:39:04,689
♪ That's all I know ♪
2115
01:39:04,773 --> 01:39:06,900
♪ That's all I know so far ♪
2116
01:39:06,983 --> 01:39:09,277
♪ That's all I know ♪
2117
01:39:09,361 --> 01:39:11,196
♪ That's all I know so far ♪
2118
01:39:11,279 --> 01:39:14,115
♪ I will be with you ♪
2119
01:39:14,199 --> 01:39:16,493
♪ Till the world blows up. ♪
2120
01:39:17,305 --> 01:40:17,739
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