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How did I get to this point?

Backed by a man's regaco.

Being punished like a disobedient girl.

By voluntarily submitting myself to him.

Giving up the control.

How can anyone reach this point?

Where every fiber you thought that you were, disappears suddenly.

Someone new.

It is born.

This is my story.

Normal.

The dictionary define as normal ...

... conform to the standard of common type.

Usual ... not abnormal ... typical ... standard.

But as it is defined this for a person of his own?

By social standard is meant something that does not challenges an expected idea or behavior.

Live a perfect life of manual, for the whole world to accept you.

Even if you do not accept yourself.

Yes! Yes!

Cheers! They are more than 2 carats.

Impressive.

Thank God it's the size of Tiffany. It would kill me if it were the size marquis!

You say you should upgrade My status on Facebook?

I do not want to look like one of those girls who They want everyone to talk about their commitment.

I'm so excited!

It is not assumed that girls should talk about your commitments?

I mean ... it's not part of it. How funny is the subject?

What's wrong with you?

Anything.

You're going to be my maid of honor, Emma.

The least you can do is pretend that you rejoice for me.

What!?

Okay ... I was not threatening you. Ending the relationship with you last week?

Was I threatening to finish?

Because you were pressing him to marry.

Now that we are committed ... There is no more pressure.

And completely logical.

I'm sorry...!

It surprises me a little that you believe that You can give me advice on relationships!

When did you have a relationship?

I did not blame her at all for being angry.

Was right.

What did I know about relationships?

So that you know ... everybody including mother and father thinks he's gay!

I never had any.

I hated the parvoices of twenty-somethings.

All these messages with emoticons ...

loading ... Like on Facebook Facebook status of others ...

... but the fact is this.

While the rest of the world seemed comfortable accepting the cliches of others ...

... when he worked on love and romance I was completely indifferent.

Disinterested to the point of thinking that had some psychological problem.

Until one February morning ...

... I met the man who changed ...absolutely everything.

Mr. Federick is waiting for you.

I met him while working on my thesis. on gender equality at work.

He had interviewed everything, since executive women

to "baby-syter" and transsexual men fighting for their rights.

William Frederick was interesting because the 97% of its 2000 employees were women.

It is the woman who Are you doing the article?

Emma Marx. Yes.

I have some questions that he liked to do.

Let's get started.

The interview lasted about 30 minutes ...

... dealing with themes that went from his arrogant style of hiring ...

There is no one who hires better than I do.

In 5 minutes I can tell you about someone more than the family knows.

... your sexist reason to hire mainly women.

Women are hormonally optimistic to work in this company.

I like women. I understand women.

Even better than I understand men.

Women are malleable, and I like the malleability.

But part of the conversation he excelled over the rest.

Something that resonated in me so that I could not understand.

Likes maids who enjoy submitting authority instead of challenging it.

It makes them better maids.

Because? Why like that always in control?

I have the right to have control. And my company.

You'd be surprised. People like to tell them what to do.

But not

Do not.

Does not excite me.

It excites me control.

It excites me to see other people submit.

People like the feel of freedom when another person takes control.

I do not believe in controlling the other person has freed you.

Do you believe that he is free?

Yes, I do.

but it is not.

Sorry but...

I do not think it's that good. evaluating people as you think.

I am free.

I would like to see your version of free, and then show you mine.

They call it line 2.

Tell the person to wait.

I gotta take it.

I hope I have not offended you.

I do not usually have to be the ones to be told.

What a pity.

Thank's for your time. Uhh ...

...it was a pleasure.

Did someone ever tell you? which is absolutely spectacular?

Only you.

Awesome!

At that moment my world took a turn.

William Frederick Did you find it spectacular?

I wanted to laugh out loud. He was so happy.

That's what we're talking about.

This crazy attraction for someone else That makes your head spin.

And it did not matter what I did, no was able to get it out of my head.

The intensity of his gaze.

The distracted way in which insults came from his mouth.

The sexual tone of your conversation.

I imagined all this.

I was not able to take these thoughts of my head.

She wanted his scent.

Its flavor.

the touch of his body against mine.

You never wake up so late. It's all right?

It is.

What is it?

Ok, I've been up all night. the night to argue with Greg ...

... about where we will go make the engagement party.

He wants to do it. in a sports bar!

Anyway, when at last I fell asleep at 8 in the morning ...

... a cabrao of a messenger knock on the door.

Says he has a telegram marked as urgent.

I did not imagine that telegrams were still being sent!

Whose is it?

William Frederick.

Who is he?

Nobody.

Emma!

The pleasure of your company yesterday deserved the blows he gave me in the character.

The day of your graduation ...

... will receive information ...

... about an opportunity that had changed his life.

Do not contact me before that moment, I will withdraw the offering from the table.

William B. Frederick.

So, what do you say?

Anything.

You're telling me that they send you a telegram ... to not tell you anything

exactly.

Uhhh.

Graduation was within 4 months. Four months!

Four months waiting without an idea of what William Frederick offered me.

My curiosity turned into an obsession.

My mind was a fervent of unanswered questions.

Had to wait, why? What good opportunity was that?

It was a real offer, the mere one mental game to try to control me?

I ... had had always control.

I always had the answers.

Who always had to have the tips well bound and logically explained.

So I did the only thing that could to make time pass faster.

I worked on my thesis without rest.

And I realized, for more than it costs me to admit it ...

that this man controlled me completely.

And I was starting to like it.

Hello.

I'm driving you crazy, right?

Who is it?

Do you really have to ask?

How did you get my number?

And more importantly, how Did you get my address?

Such things are not especially Difficult for someone with money.

Certainly.

So...

I'm freaking you out?

You are the expert in reading people's minds.

Why do not you answer me?

Give it joy.

Not particularly.

You're very bad.

Do not think of anything else.

I love knowing that you feel frustrated.

Ohh!

Do you realize that sounds pathetic?

See you soon.

If you know how to follow the instructions.

It is?

The four months were slow to pass as if it were four decades.

But the day finally arrived.

Dear Emma ...

Meet me tonight at 6 pm at 2134 on Olympia Drive.

Take a shower first.

Wearing a party dress with socks and taco ...

The door will be open. It enters without calling.

Go straight to the dining room and wait for me.

After the documentation signed with you.

Looking back, it seems almost It was incredible that it was so calm.

I had no idea why I had invited to come, or why wait.

Papers were just one agreement to remain silent.

Requesting that conversations with him confidential ...

... to protect your privacy.

It seemed reasonable.

Sit down.

With such a big house, I was Expect you to have a butler.

Do not.

No butler.

I do not really like invite people to my world.

Thank you for coming.

Well ... curiosity was killing me. I'm sure you already knew that.

Eats.

Are you going to tell me why I'm here?

I've been waiting almost four months.

It's a date.

A date?

Since when two people dressed Is not it a date for dinner?

Okay, it's not a date.

Here.

Le and tell me what you think.

Until now...

... almost everything about William had been a mystery to me.

Who was it? What were you thinking? What did he like?

But now ... described in fine silk-screened paper ...

were his most intimate secrets, so perverse, so shocking that I would never have imagined them.

This document that had delivered me and it was not casual on the table.

Words like flagellation or clips for nipples appeared.

Words such as domination, submission and slave, appeared without consequence.

You're hiring me to ...

... a BDSM relationship?

And if so?

These?

Wow!

Thanks for the opportunity of my life, Mr. Frederick.

But...

... I decline the offer.

I'd rather be the one in control.

Not that they tell me what I have to do.

You are wrong!

Because if what you say is true, Why would you have come tonight?

Pure curiosity!

I already told you.

Sounds good to me ...

But...

It is not for this reason that you dress the socks of leagues as I asked. Right?

Right?

I like ... to control.

That's true?

Now I want you to get ready.

It was not my style.

Follow orders. But for some reason ...

... wanted to obey.

The panties too.

Now I want you to masturbate.

Look me in the eye while you do it.

Yes.

Come on. Excite yourself.

Good.

Now sit down at the table.

Now get rid of me.

Look at me.

Now the clasp.

Give me the hand.

Look at me.

Hands behind your back.

When I woke up the next morning I appreciated that

as much as I wanted to convince myself of that it had been a dream ... it had not been.

and the sex marathon of The night before with William ...

had ended with a series of negotiations he did not remember clearly.

The power of you to stay ...

and yours, no doubt.

You can go whenever you want.

and ... I will not persecute you.

Still probably so desired ...

I do not like the nipple clips,

and absolutely nothing that has what to do with drowning ...

... strangulation ...

I do not want to believe that you are to have this conversation!

To be continued.

I'm not bad either gynecological apparatus.

and..

the part of the punishment makes me nervous.

and I refuse to have anal sex.

Pain and pleasure.

You will see.

The rest of things, we dispensed.

But the anal will not be discussed when the time comes.

So ... Do we have a deal?

Not yet.

What?

I want a job in your company.

And let it be in a place where can control my own life.

Huh! It is tesa to negotiate.

Good...

Good...

I may seem submissive but I assure you that I am not.

Huh ...

You have a vacancy in my company ...

But...

I would like to extend the our little agreement

...to work.

It could be fun.

From 8 to 5 ...

and when the journey ends, Also your obligations to me.

... Until the weekend.

Give me a salary of $ 75,000 and we have an agreement.

I'm not sure why and what? I accepted this agreement.

I think I had more to do with the attraction he felt for him ...

that in genuine interest in follow this kind of life.

Patience and submissiveness they were never my forte.

Yes...

We have to stop this. People start looking at me.

Come to my office immediately.

Now...

Put your skirt up.

On here?

Do not ask. Do as I say.

Now lie on your stomach over the secretary.

I do not want you to hurt me.

You're not following the orders ...

I have to punish you.

You know that.

There are not gray areas with me, Emma.

Why do you punish me?

The level reached It's my decision, not yours.

Your work and cuprires the instructions that I give you.

Uhh!

From 8am to 5pm ...

I control what you do

how are you ...

...what you say...

...What do you think...

For what relation to work ... you have to submit completely.

So submit and do as I say.

Now go back to work.

The spanking with the pa crossed every fiber of my body.

A throbbing pain that was so real and so pure, that I was still recovering from the shock.

This is the fact that in the deep of my demented mind ...

I like the

Oh gosh!

- What happened to you? - Anything.

That's nothing!

It's nothing, seriously. He fell when he went to work.

Ceus! You stop and Did you hit your ass?

Oh, it was a shame!

Daseeee, I had killed myself.

Well ... just coming to tell you Dinner is ready.

Yes.

I felt like a deviant, that here we had submerged in a strange new way ...

... a strange new life that nobody You'd only suspect me for looking.

It was my little pleasure pandora box ...

and it was a secret that only the William and I shared ...

It was the beginning of my first weekend with William ...

... and I would be lying if it was said that I was not I was excited about not knowing what to expect.

The expectation was as preliminary without caresses or human contact.

just thinking about fornicating.

- Hello. - Hello.

I lost myself in your caresses.

Your gallant nature emanating an intense power.

I felt immediately safe between his arms.

I told him about the Left me at work.

My concern about your presumption that one day he would give in to anal sex.

What do you want me to do with them?

Come and get ready.

For?

Anal sex

He got a great deal pleasure of my honesty.

making sure that a day could change.

You have to understand that you're scared.

Look, nothing happens in this relationship without that you agree. You know that.

But what if you never are?

Do not worry. You will beg for this. before you knew it.

He did not seem to understand. The possibility of that I beg you for something that I never desired.

But I was not about to worry about it now.

I wanted to enjoy the moment.

He admired me.

He's touching me.

He was ol perfect balance between pleasure and pain.

It was intoxicating!

The first few weeks were like a sexual deviant camp ...

given that we had both settled the rules of our relationship.

My room is forbidden.

When you're here, you'll sleep in a of guest rooms.

You dress what I tell you, When I tell you.

No resistance.

Our weekends start at noon every two Saturdays.

You walk into the house and get down on your knees. next to main door.

Until I tell you to do something else.

Do not get up without caring How much do you wait?

I control your orgasms.

Which means you will not masturbate without my authorization.

Never touch my face, ever!

call me Mr. Frederick.

- Nothing more. "Your coffee, Mr. Frederick."

you make me happy.

And just as each week progressed ...

so did ours personal appointment.

Discovering pleasure and pain ...

the sweetness and the reward.

He continued to explore my limits.

You begged me.

And my personal boundaries.

I enjoyed the deviations.

And I enjoyed the tenderness.

And before I can see myself ... only he wanted to give her everything he wanted.

He was right.

I did not want to believe ... wanted him.

Uhhh!

And slowly ... my walls began to collapse.

The closer and more connected we were.

And finally everything happened naturally.

As if we were in free fall.

I'm ready.

Woo.

Ohh.

Please penetrate me!

I was good.

- Do you want me to own you now? - Yes please.

I want! I want please!

Go there! Hold me now, please!

Slowly!

Oh, please!

Oh thank you.

But as they say ...

... nothing worthwhile ...

... and easy to reach.

I can not decide. I like the blue, but Sidney hates blue.

Although this should only matter to me.

Hello.

Blue for the dress the bridesmaid, or not?

I thought you did not want to complicate the marriage.

I try, but there are those who so complicate

Well, everyone looks good in blue, so I'll stay with the blue.

What if it's magenta?

Did you see her arms?

Do not.

There were string marks on his wrists.

String Marks?

As brands to resist.

I read about GQ.

Something about BDSM relationships.

- And where do people bind ... - It is not!

- beat them. - What?

Yes, and a hidden world of bizarre and strange sex.

Jesus!

Do you want to know? The other day when came from work

... had a huge bruise on the tail.

He tried to minimize the subject.

And, little one!

Should I tell you something?

If I'm telling the truth, I do not believe there is cause for concern.

You can not be reasonable with the lizards.

The judgment must have disappeared of his horrible head.

And in that moment you put the guard down ...

... was lifted instantly.

The only consolation I had ever known ...

... it was with Mr. Frederick.

And as he had always done before ...

I hoped that this time it will give me any more of the light needed.

I think I'm falling for you.

What makes you say that?

I have this feeling every I'm with you all the time.

As if at last I had peace.

You are sure.

I'm glad to hear that.

It's a hard thing to feel.

Only when I'm not with you when I worry

What do you mean?

I mean we're not normal people!

You know, like the people who leave together and grasp each other's hands.

And they sleep together.

Do you believe that people accept us for real? with our bites and duct tape?

Worry yourself What do people think?

I just try to understand.

I have no real reference.

And it's like ...

There are no sexual experts for people like us!

What are you doing?

I touched his sensitive fiber.

One that had to be solved.

I want you out of this house!

What!?

Please, Mr Frederick! Wait! Why do you do this to me?

You will not stop thinking about it!

I do not want you to hate yourself because is unable to finish this!

Not! I will stop Think, Mr. Frederick!

Not! Please!

This is all new to me!

Can not you question it? I can not interrogate myself?

Questioning rarely takes You're welcome, Emma.

I've been there. Let me tell you how it ends!

Every night you go to bed comparing ours with that of others.

And you'll convince yourself that something it's not right

Because we are different.

You can not stand it!

Not! Not!

I do this for your good, not mine!

Not! Mr. Frederick, please!

Oh!

I'm sorry!

It's not normal Emma!

You'll have to find how to accept it.

I felt guilty for making you doubting my commitment.

So I did the only thing I could do ...

... hoping to save the who feared he had lost it.

Do not.

I asked him to punish me.

I want you to hear it out loud!

Account!

A!.

Two!

Three!

Red!

Red...

The key word.

Never before pronounced.

He laughed all over the house now.

She was shattered.

And trying to recover the pieces.

I did not run away from Mr. Frederick tonight.

I fled from myself.

And I fled from all fears and judgments which had been my whole life.

I wanted to accept our relationship but my Fear of the rest of the world had paralyzed me.

Emma, ​​is everything okay?

I could not tell Nadia the truth.

She would never understand.

No one would.

Neither could I.

Two days later I said goodbye to my job.

I knew there was no way I could get to recover the situation without distance.

And just as you promised ...

He did not try to stop me.

Good luck Emma.

Goodbye Mr. Frederick.

It took me some time but ...

... I finally found a job in a of the companies I interviewed for my thesis.

And in my free time I helped my sister in the preparations for your marriage.

Trying to get out of my mind The pain in my heart.

Spending time ridiculously planning the seating plan.

And seeing how to plan the wedding from reasonable to complete addition.

The thoughts of Mr. Frederick were always present.

Under the surface.

It was an empty feeling from which he could not escape.

I've been in the company of other people ...

... or completely alone.

Would happiness ever escape me?

You're radiant.

Really?

Yes.

It's the best day of my life.

I'm sorry if ...

... I did not support you any earlier.

No problem.

You were not the only one.

The purpose of life is to be happy.

No one can define what I makes me happy, except myself.

You're absolutely right.

After spending months distressed by everything that had happened to me ...

... the light found me.

Everyone had met the person with which he wanted to share his life ...

... why should I deny this right?

Even if what I wanted was different of what others wanted.

I needed the approval from the rest of the world?

Or did I need my own?

Am I a beautiful bride?

Huh ...

I knew there was no guarantee that we could repair what had been damaged.

But at least he had to try.

Loved him.

And I felt safe in this house.

Safe within a world in which the power was simply letting it go.

He did not surrender easily.

I was not expecting you to fiddle with it.

But I was not going to be discouraged.

I knew what I wanted.

And even if you made me wait a whole year, I would do it.

There was no other place in the world to which I belong.

Except this house.

Completely surrendered to the only world which had made sense to me.

You deserve this.

I'll get some music for you now.

If at some point you feel uncomfortable and you want it to stop ...

Keyword.

Beautiful girl.

Some people imagine romance as bonbons and flowers on special occasions.

Or champagne and strawberries late at night.

But for me...

Romance was the inner peace I felt ...

When I delegated my complete control in the person he loved.

Everyone has their own version of "normal".

And finally I had to accept that this was mine.

The beauty of meeting someone with whoever shares my wicked.

And create ... a different kind of normal.

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