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VICTOR: Caro Simon,

quando eu saí na frente de toda a escola,

Eu disse que não me importava com o que as pessoas pensassem ...

- Sim, rainha!

VICTOR: Mas as pessoas certamente não se importam de me dizer o que pensam.

- Eu quero que você saiba que eu te vejo.

- Obrigado.

- Amor é amor.

VICTOR: É como se assumisse dar a todos uma desculpa para compartilhar sua opinião.

Ou para obter minha opinião sobre coisas das quais nada sei.

- Ei, garota!

- Eu?

- Com o que você hidrata?

- Água. - Água?

[risos]

Tudo bem, não compartilhe conosco seus segredos perfeitos de pele, vadia!

- OK. [risos]

Eu nunca pensei que assumir seria

um convite para estranhos falarem comigo.

Ou que as pessoas com quem eu conversava de repente se sentissem estranhas.

COACH FORD: Hey, Salazar!

Você se importa se conversarmos?

‐ Um, yeah, sure.

COACH FORD: Primeiro dia de treino.

Como está meu melhor jogador?

- Uh, animado.

Tenho praticado meu arremesso durante todo o verão.

- Excelente.

Então, hum, eu ouvi sobre seu anúncio recente.

- [risos] Sim. Tudo bem. Nós realmente não precisamos falar sobre isso.

- Ouça, eu acho isso incrível. Eu realmente quero. Hum ...

Quer dizer, eu sou basicamente gay.

Moro com meu melhor amigo Mike há vinte anos,

e nós compartilhamos um SodaStream, então ...

Okay, um...

O que estou tentando mostrar é que eu quero você

para se sentir confortável e seguro

tanto na quadra quanto no vestiário.

E também, uh, de fato,

se - se você agora gostaria de se afastar dos outros caras,

Quer dizer, podemos descobrir isso.

Na verdade, tenho um escritório vazio que ninguém está usando.

Tem seu próprio chuveiro.

Quero dizer, você teria sua própria área de troca!

Quer dizer, Steph Curry nem tem isso.

- Uh, obrigado, mas vou apenas manter

tomar banho e trocar de roupa com o resto da equipe.

‐ Victor, um... [chuckles nervously]

É, não é grande coisa, mas, uh,

houve algumas reclamações.

- Reclamações sobre eu mudar com a equipe?

- Só estou tentando deixar todo mundo feliz, certo?

Então, você pensaria sobre isso?

Você é um bom garoto, Victor.

E estou muito orgulhoso de você.

Te vejo no treino. Vá, Grizzlies.

- ♪ Alguém me diga que vai ficar tudo bem ♪

♪ Alguém me diga que vai ficar tudo bem ♪

♪ Se alguém já esteve lá antes, diga agora mesmo ♪

♪ Porque eu só preciso ouvir ♪

♪

TYLER [pelo telefone]: Ainda não entendi o que você pretende.

- Hum, se eu disser que é uma manifestação física

da experiência metafísica humana,

isso me torna pretensioso?

- Muito. Mas também te torna muito legal.

Onde você está, afinal?

Por que você está trabalhando lá em vez do estúdio do campus?

- Hum, então estou em um, um armazém fora do campus.

É um esboço muito bom.

- Obrigado. É uma visão surrealista do quintal dos meus pais.

- Quanto mais você vai se esconder aqui durante o almoço

porque você está evitando Victor

[rabiscando] TYLER [pelo telefone]: E essa é a maneira totalmente não detestável

Não vou ser o próximo Kehinde Wiley.

- Isso é tão, uh, instigante.

Uh, o que você vai fazer esta noite?

- Eu preciso terminar esta peça,

mas, uh, tem uma festa em Buck Row que eu talvez fosse atacar. Por quê?

‐ Um, no reason. I, um,

Quer dizer, provavelmente vou apenas trabalhar também,

mas, uh, talvez me envie os detalhes,

e se eu terminar cedo, passo por aqui.

- Soa como um plano.

Tchau, Mia.

- Tchau. [telefone buzina]

[Lago grita, ri] Isso foi legal?

- Hum, fazer arte enquanto seduz homens mais velhos?

Você é literalmente Beyoncé.

- Acabei de ser convidado para uma festa da faculdade.

Esperar. Ok, se eu sou um universitário legal,

Eu preciso de alguns amigos de faculdade legais,

então você e Felix estão por vir?

- Sim. Precisamos de uma noite divertida.

Agora venha almoçar conosco

para que possamos planejar nossos looks para a festa da faculdade.

‐ Oh, no...

Isso era para minha avó.

- Opa.

[conversa indistinta]

- Polvilha arco-íris.

Um pouco no nariz, certo? [risos]

- Ok, vamos começar.

Bem-vindo à PFLAG.

Para os nossos novatos, este é um grupo de apoio

para pais, famílias e aliados de pessoas LGBTQ.

Meu nome é Jack. Meu filho Simon saiu há alguns anos,

e estamos aqui para falar sobre como é ótimo e estranho,

e pode ser complicado sair do armário.

Não apenas para as pessoas que o fazem ...

mas para todos nós.

Uh, senhor.

Por que você não nos inicia? Qual a sua história?

- Certo. Uh, ok, uh,

Sou Armando e meu filho acabou de sair.

Sim.

Essa é basicamente minha história.

Quem na sua família é gay?

- Aqui está ela.

Quinhentas palavras, pronto para começar.

- Não há nada muito inteligente aqui, certo?

Como quaisquer palavras que eu não saberia ou algo assim?

- É um sólido C plus. Sim.

Queremos que sua melhora seja milagrosa, mas crível.

- Obrigado.

- Ei. - Ei.

Como vai com sua mãe?

- Ainda não está bem,

mas eu tenho um novo lance lateral para pagar o aluguel,

e eu posso te pagar de volta esta semana.

- Frio. Sem pressa. - Frio.

- Ei. Se você quiser, como,

sair para desabafar ou o que quer ...

Estou por perto.

- Sim. Sim, isso seria ótimo.

Obrigado.

LAKE: Ei, bae. Notícia emocionante.

Então, vamos com Mia para uma festa da faculdade hoje à noite.

- Uh, esta noite? Uh, eu meio que tenho muito dever de casa.

- Novamente? Quero dizer, você é tipo, louco inteligente,

e esta escola nem é tão boa. O que está acontecendo?

- Posso ter começado um pequeno negócio

escrever ensaios para crianças.

- O que? Felix, trapacear é sério.

Quero dizer, olhe o que aconteceu com a mãe de Olivia Jade.

E o mais importante, a marca de Olivia Jade.

Quero dizer, para que você precisa do dinheiro?

- Equipamento de DJ.

Sim, estou economizando para o novo Pioneer DDJ ‐ 1000SRT‐‐

- Ok, eu preciso que você pare de dizer cartas para mim.

Felix, quero dizer, equipamento de DJ não é um bom motivo para trapacear.

Ou espantar totalmente sua namorada a semana toda.

Eu sinto sua falta.

- Também sinto saudade.

OK. Tudo bem, vou, vou para a festa.

- Yay! Obrigada.

Então, uh, você quer vir depois da escola para que possamos sair antes?

- Parece bom.

- Eu realmente sinto muito, Vic. - Desculpe o quę?

- Alguns caras da minha equipe não querem que eu mude com eles.

- Que diabos? - A sério?

- Sim, eu sei. Que tipo de babaca inseguro

não aguenta tomar banho perto de um cara gay?

- Isso é besteira.

VICTOR: É tão estúpido.

Você sabe, tipo, eu, eu estou mudando com esses caras há mais de um ano.

Eles pensam que agora que estou fora,

I'm gonna turn into some kind of sexual predator?

‐ Seriously. But also, like, why are they worried about you looking at them?

You are literally dating the most gorgeous guy at Creekwood.

FELIX: Well, I mean, you know... [chuckles]

beauty is in the eye of the beholder, so...

‐ Yeah. Behold Benji, bitch.

‐ Yeah, I'll be right back.

Uh, hey. Hey, Andrew. Um, can we talk for a second?

‐ What's up, Salazar?

‐ You know what's up.

‐ All right, listen.

I don't know who complained to Coach Ford, but it wasn't me.

I don't care who checks me out naked: guys, girls,

the old widow next door when I leave the blinds open.

It's all very flattering, you know?

‐ You're the team captain.

You know who complained.

‐ What if I tell you who it is? Then what?

You call them out, and suddenly they realize how ignorant they're being

and they apologize to you?

Victor, look, you are the best player on the team.

‐ So what?

‐ So show up tonight at practice and, and dominate.

Then hopefully they'll realize how ignorant and stupid they're being,

and everything will just go back to normal.

Just be undeniable, yeah?

Trust me.

[indistinct chatter]

‐ Um, hey.

‐ I'll see ya. Armando.

‐ Hey. ‐ Jack.

‐ Jack, hey, uh, listen, I'm, I'm sorry I didn't say much.

Uh, this is just all pretty new to me.

‐ Are you feeling okay?

‐ Huh? What? ‐ You're really, really sweaty.

‐ Oh, yeah. I sweat when I'm nervous.

Uh, anyway, l‐l‐like I said, my, my son, um, Victor,

he, he just came out recently, which, I mean, you know,

he's a basketball player,

so I guess I never really saw that com‐‐

I‐‐ Not that that has anything to do with who a person wants to‐‐

‐ Listen, I have to get back to the office.

Maybe we could grab a beer later tonight.

I know that these meetings can be overwhelming, so...

‐ Jack, that, that would be great, actually.

And I, I, I promise to change my shirt

into something... yeah. ‐ [laughs] Okay.

‐ Less moist. ‐ Moist.

I hate that word. Yeah. Don't...

‐ I don't know why I said that.

JACK: All right. I'll see ya. ‐ Okay.

COACH FORD: All right, Grizzlies. Bring it in. Gather up!

Welcome to the first practice of the season.

I hope you all had a good summer.

I rented the cutest little lake house.

And then I got a staph infection on day one. I...

Went through me like a wildfire.

I almost lost a finger. But I didn't.

I didn't lose my pinky,

and we're not gonna lose any games. Right, guys?

PLAYER: Sure. COACH FORD: Huh?

All right, great. Pair up. Let's run some passing drills.

[chattering]

PLAYER: Pass it up.

‐ Yo, Vic. You and me. Let's go.

♪

[whistle blows]

‐ All right, come on, now.

ANDREW: Yeah, put that up, Vic!

[cheering, clapping]

That's what I'm talkin' about! Let's go!

COACH FORD: Whoa! Nicely done!

ANDREW: Here we go!

‐ That a way, Salazar!

Take it!

Yes! Attaboy, Victor!

Good job! [players cheering]

♪ dance music playing ♪

[chattering]

♪ dance music continues ♪

LAKE: Oh, my God. Mia's already there.

Wait. This is such girl code violation. Section 348,

chicks before dicks.

‐ Do you happen to remember how Hamlet ends?

‐ Yeah. With a murder.

Which is exactly what's going to happen here

if you don't shut that laptop and get ready.

Felix, um,

I'm not a "me" anymore. I'm a "we."

And I'm really excited for us to go to this party together.

‐ "We," too, Lake. "We," too.

I just need 30 minutes to learn Mandarin for Chad Jacobson.

[Lake sighs]

[exhales]

[indistinct chatter]

‐ [whispering]: What the hell?

I thought Coach was gonna have him change somewhere else.

PLAYER: Yeah, let's go.

[lockers slam]

‐ I'm sorry.

I thought they'd realize that you're still just... you.

You know?

♪

[cheering, chattering]

‐ Whoo! Yeah.

♪ rap music playing ♪

‐ Don't I know you?

You're Mia, right? ‐ Mmm‐hmm.

‐ I'm Derek.

Your ex‐boyfriend stole my ex‐boyfriend?

‐ Right. [laughs] Small world.

‐ I thought that you were in high school.

‐ I am.

I just lied to impress a guy who hasn't even shown up.

Do you wanna play?

‐ Uh, no. No, I'm good.

But, uh, careful.

That drink is lethal.

It'll make you forget your own name.

[chuckles]

‐ Hey, which one of you frat boys wants to get out‐drunk by a chick?

ALL: Whoa! [cheering]

MIA: All right, give me a ball.

‐ I mean...

This generation‐‐ I can't keep up.

I can't keep up, man. Like...

Last night I'm reading about pansexuals,

and I'm like, what?

Dios mio. What, people can fall in love with bread?

[Jack scoffs] No...

[both laugh] Yeah, but then I see,

no, a pansexual is somebody who is into all genders.

‐ Yeah, yeah, yeah. I‐I know. It can be a lot.

‐ It is. And I'm scared.

Every time I open up my mouth,

I'm scared that I might say something to make my son hate me.

His mother's having a hard time with the whole thing.

It's made things between them really strained, and...

I don't want that for me and Victor.

We've always been so close.

‐ [sighs] Before Simon told me he was gay,

I had a whole idea for his life.

The kind of girls he would date,

the kind of advice that I would give, and...

When he came out, I realized that those were just my hopes, not his,

and I had to let 'em go.

And once I did...

Yeah, I realized that there are a lot of ways

that you could be a man.

You know what I mean?

‐ That makes sense. ‐ Yeah.

‐ But, I mean, I don't even know where to begin with him.

I think about sitting down to talk to him, and...

I just get stuck. ‐ Yeah.

Well, you know, not every conversation with Victor

has to be about his sexuality. ‐ Mm‐hmm.

‐ So what did you guys talk about before he came out?

‐ Sports. Yeah. Sports has always been our thing.

‐ Well, there you go. Start there.

‐ Mmm. ‐ And once you start talking,

once he realizes that you're still a soft place for him to land,

you'll be surprised where the conversation might go.

‐ Hmm.

[sighs]

‐ Okay. I'm going to go.

‐ Yeah. Yeah, no, that's a good idea.

Uh, you know, I'm almost done, so I'm right behind you.

‐ No, I'm...

I'm going to go alone.

‐ What? Why?

‐ Because I told you tonight is important to me.

More important than you making money

to buy some DJ BB‐8 thing.

We'll talk tomorrow. Just go home, Felix.

‐ I can't. ‐ Why?

[sighs]

‐ Because our internet is turned off.

And I can't finish what's due tomorrow without it.

‐ Wait, why was your internet shut off?

‐ I was lying...

about the DJ equipment.

My mom stopped going to work.

She can't.

‐ Okay. Um...

Because of her manic depression? ‐ Yeah.

Yeah. She's, um, she's been depressed for a while now.

She barely gets out of bed most days.

We need the extra cash. Help us pay our bills.

‐ Uh, how long has this been going on?

‐ This time, most of the summer.

It's gonna be okay, all right? I'll figure it out.

I'll figure it out.

[keyboard keys clicking]

‐ Okay. [clears throat]

[exhales] Hit me with a worksheet.

[chuckles]

I told you.

I'm not a "me" anymore.

I'm a "we."

But "we" don't know Mandarin, so hit me with something else.

‐ Hey.

How was practice?

‐ Um, it was great at first.

The, the guys were being totally normal on the court.

Uh, but then we got into the locker room, and...

I'm just so confused.

Like, these guys are supposed to be my friends.

Why aren't you more upset about this?

Like, you've been oddly quiet all day.

‐ I, I mean, of course I'm upset.

I'm just... I'm not surprised.

Everyone thinks that coming out is easy these days,

but it's not.

I mean, two days after I did, my lab partner asked to switch desks.

Said it's 'cause he couldn't see the board from the back of the room,

but everyone knew that was bullshit.

And on top of everything, you play sports,

which is not exactly the most evolved group

you could be a part of. [both chuckle]

‐ I don't know. Maybe I should just change in the stupid extra office‐‐

‐ No. No, you're not doing that.

You should be around people who want you to be you.

End of story.

[phone vibrates]

Uh‐oh. ‐ What?

‐ It's my ex.

Texting about your ex.

♪ dance music playing ♪

‐ Mia!

[giggling, chattering]

Mia!

[Mia laughs]

Excuse me, do you mind if I talk to my friend for a second?

‐ Um, hello.

I'm a woman with agency.

You can ask me to talk to me.

‐ I'm gonna go. ‐ Thanks.

‐ [giggles] You happy?

‐ Come on. Let's, let's take you back home.

‐ Do you seriously think you can come here

and be my knight in shining armor?

I'm a cool college kid at a cool college party, and, um...

[groaning]

‐ Okay, okay. Come on. ‐ Okay. Um...

I do‐‐ I want to go home now.

Not because you want me to. Because I want to.

Okay? Because I'm a woman with agency.

‐ You told me that already. MIA: But I'm telling you again.

[knocking]

‐ Hey. ‐ Hey.

‐ Uh, sorry I texted you so late.

‐ That's okay. I was up sneak‐watching Euphoria.

Then I googled Zendaya red carpet looks

and lost three hours of my life.

‐ Ah. Well, we've all been there. [Pilar laughs]

‐ I'll grab my jacket so we can go outside and talk.

‐ Actually, uh, I don't need to talk. I'm here to pay ya.

Two‐hundred dollars.

‐ Wow. That was fast.

‐ Yeah. I, uh, told Lake about my mom.

And, uh, she helped me with my homework hustle,

so now I can pay the bills, and give you this.

‐ Oh. You told Lake everything? ‐ Yeah.

Yeah, which I should have done a long time ago.

But, uh, you know, it's good news for you, too, right?

You don't have to spend all that time listening to me

yammer about my crazy mom.

‐ Seriously. Thank God. [both laugh]

‐ So, anyway, uh, thank you. So, goodnight.

‐ Goodnight.

♪

VICTOR: Have another glass of water.

You'll be glad you did in the morning.

[sips] ‐ Thanks.

[phone chimes]

VICTOR: What?

MIA: It's the guy I like. He showed up to the party, after all.

When he wasn't there, I just assumed he was blowing me off.

Guess I just got used to guys I like not showing up.

[chuckles]

‐ Mia, I'm... I'm sorry.

For everything.

‐ Did you know you were gay the whole time we dated?

‐ Kind of.

But, like... I also didn't.

Um, I just loved being around you,

and, and I thought that if there was any girl

in the whole world that I could be happy with...

‐ You know what really sucks?

I feel like I'm not allowed to be mad at you.

Because, I mean, coming out is,

is the most important thing you've ever done, and...

I am glad you did it.

Because I want you to be happy.

Because I love you.

[scoffs] But, um, I just wish that you doing

the most important thing you've ever done

didn't make me feel like shit.

I wish I didn't lose my best friend.

‐ You didn't lose me.

I'm right here, and I miss you so much.

And I love you, too.

‐ This is not how I used to imagine our first "I love you"s.

‐ You are so amazing. You know that?

‐ Okay‐‐ ‐ No, no. I'm, I'm serious. Like...

Even after everything, you still...

You still want me to be me.

‐ Of course I do.

What kind of person wouldn't?

[phone ringing]

It's him. The college guy.

[phone continues ringing]

‐ Take it.

I have to get going anyways.

[phone continues ringing]

[phone bloops]

TYLER [over phone]: Yo! I got stuck at the studio,

so I just got here. You leave already?

MIA [over phone]: Oh, uh, yeah.

‐ Well, come back.

‐ I can't. I'm, um...

Uh, Tyler, I'm a junior in high school.

‐ Oh.

MIA [over phone]: Yeah, I'm sorry I lied.

I just, I, I liked you, and I, I wanted to hang out with you.

But, um, if you don't want to hang out with me anymore, I‐‐

‐ Mia, don't be ridiculous.

I turned 18 last month.

What are you doing tomorrow?

[laughs softly]

[whistle blows]

COACH FORD: All right, bring it in, guys. Come on.

♪ "Get There Soon" by Geographer playing ♪

Salazar, you're late.

‐ ♪ Give it time, it'll shine on you ♪

♪ I've been told ♪

‐ Hey. What are you doing here?

‐ I, uh, have a surprise.

‐ ♪ Nothing good ever does come easy ♪

♪ But you'll get there soon ♪

‐ Vintage Air Jordans. Aah?

Now, I‐I know that they got all these fancy sneakers nowadays,

but for my money, these are the best basketball sneakers ever made.

And just in time for the new season.

‐ Thanks.

‐ Yeah. And I‐I was also thinking maybe if, uh,

you didn't have too much homework,

we could hang for a bit.

‐ ♪ I'll get there soon ♪

‐ You should return 'em.

‐ ♪ I believe, I believe ♪

‐ Why? Don't you like 'em?

‐ I don't need 'em.

I quit the team.

‐ ♪ I believe, I believe, I believe ♪

♪ I'll get there soon ♪ [door opens]

[door closes]

♪ I can see, I can see, I can see it coming in view ♪

♪ I believe, I believe, I believe ♪

♪ I'll get there soon ♪

♪ I'll get there soon ♪

♪ Oh ♪