All language subtitles for A Million Little Things s03e16 No One Is to Blame.eng

Who am I gonna
live with?

I don't think Katherine's
gonna give me joint custody.

Previously on
"A Million Little Things"...

Hey, Pop.
Walter: Rome, Regina got hurt!

They're taking her
to the hospital now!

Everybody loves Steven.
Where you guys at?

We're at a place where
we're raising a kid together.

He's always
gonna be in my life

as the father of my son.

And that's all that is.

I'm not worried about
leaving Theo alone with you

because
you're in a wheelchair.

It's because
you're an addict.

I would like Eddie
to move in with me,

and I'll be around any time
you think it's okay

for Theo to come visit.

My wife is really hurting,
and she's too upset

to accept
what Sophie said --

that what happened to her
might've happened to Layla.

Now I'm not sure.

♪♪

Night, Danny.

Danny: Night.

♪♪

Hey, Sophie.

♪♪

Uh, w-what are you
doing here?

♪♪

You wanted
to ask me something.

♪♪

Yeah.

Uh...

[ Somber melody plays ]

♪♪

Uh, L-Layla, I was...

wondering why you...

♪♪

No. No. No.

No. No. No.
No! No! No!

No!

♪♪

Carter, I have to
get Theo over to Eddie's,

and it's the weekend.

What's so urgent?

I just need you
to weigh in

on something super quick.

Which picture
do you prefer --

librarian who's willing to let
the library get a little noisy,

or flirty golf instructor

who wants to show you
her back nine?

First of all, no.

And what is this for?

Your Flir10 account.

It's the new Tinder,
but not as Tindery.

Carter, I don't need
a dating app.

I have a date today.

And Alan is top notch.

Of all the eligible bachelors
you've met

between home and the office,
he's the leading brand,

but you're just
getting divorced.

You don't have to be
in the market for a new car

to take a test drive.

So, vroom, vroom!

[ Laughs ]
Huh? Let's --

Let's browse
a little, shall we?

Now, I set the filter
so it'll show you people

within a 10-mile radius.

First up --

Oh, hello.

Carter, that's a woman.

Oh, yeah, well, I mean,
you've been with Eddie

the whole time I've known you,
so I wasn't sure.

[ Chuckles ] What I'm not hearing
is a hard no.

We'll circle back.

Ooh, and next, we have Alan.

He looks
like your Alan.

That ismy --
That is Alan.

Ooh.

What is he doing
on Flir10?

O-Okay, first of all,
you are also on it.

Because you put me on it!

And it's a good thing I did,
or you never would have known

that he is on this
skanky dating app.

Goodbye!

[ Call line chimes]

♪♪

Eddie: Yes, I was just
talking to somebody,

then they disappeared.

Gary:
What do you think?

Has he gone crazy,
or is he on the phone?

Oh, can somebody
please help me?

Huh.
Could go either way.

Cool apartment.

Yeah, make yourself
at home, little dude.

[ Clears throat ]Well, I hope
you can help me.

Oh, hi, guys.

Hey, sorry,
I'm on the phone.

One sec.

How do we know there's someone
on the other end of the call?

Oh, we don't.

Hey, uh,
both rooms are taken.

Where am I sleeping?

Actually, we thought
you and Theo

could do a camp-out
in the living room.

That's right.
Because I like you --

don't be jealous --
I went to Target,

and I got you and Theo
these awesome air mattresses

that have -- wait for it --
cup holders.

What?!Really?

[ Chuckles ]
They're really cool.

Come on.
I'll show you.

Um, what about
the Belmont store?

You have anything
in stock there?

[ Sighs ]
Yes, I will hold again.

You upgrading the wheelchair
to a jetpack?

I think it's smart.

If you crash, you just end up
back in the wheelchair.

No. I promised Theo
I'd get him "Max Throttle 4".

Didn't you pre-order that
like two weeks ago?

Yes, I did,
but apparently,

they're back-ordered
six weeks,

and so far, every place
I've called is sold out.

Okay. Let's breathe,

because it's just
a game, right?

No, Gary, it is not
just a game.

This is Theo's first visit
since Katherine and I split,

and this is just another
promise that I can't keep.

[ Knock on door ]

Great.
Now I gotta tell him.[ Door opens ]

Theo: Hello?
[ Sighs ]

[ Gasps ]
Hey, Dad.

Hey, buddy. Oh!Missed you.

[ Laughs ]
Me, too, pal.

Hey, Katherine.

Hey.

Where is --
Right here.

Just stayin' hydrated.

Theo: Hey, Dad,
did you get the game?

Mom let me save yesterday's
screen time for today.

Listen, T, I ordered it
two weeks ago,

but apparently,
they are out of stock.

But I am calling
every store in Boston

to see if
I can find it.

It's okay, Dad.

I know you tried.

Liam: Theo, come on!

You have to see this!

This mattress
has cup holders!

Okay.

♪♪

Gary:
You look nice.

Of course, I'd probably
say that to anyone

not wearing
drawstring pants.

[ Chuckles ]
Uh, thanks.

I...

I-I have a meeting.

Thought I'd get
some work done

while Theo's here.

Smart.
[ Chuckles ]

Um, does it still work
for you guys

if I pick up Theo
tomorrow at noon?

Yeah.

♪♪

Yeah. Yeah, yeah.
That's perfect.

Okay, thanks.

Um, I'll -- I'll see
you guys tomorrow.

Have fun, T!

Theo: Bye!

Come on.
I gotta go, too.

Steven and I are getting
together to talk about Liam.

I'll walk you out.
Bye. Oh.

Have fun
on your big date!

[ Chuckling ]
What? Eh, I --It's not a date.

I'm just getting together
with my ex

for our quarterly orgy.Ha!

Relax.It's just sex.

It's just great sex.

I want to hear
all about it later!

[ Door closes ]Aaaand I took the bit
too far.

[ Sniffs ]

Don't forget the --[ Gasps ] Oh, my God!

You scared the crap
out of me! Sorry.

What are you even
doing here?

You have a concussion.
You should be resting,

not giving me
a heart attack.

I am resting.

Yeah, "I'm resting."

I'm just...[ Sighs ]

...kicking back.

You know, watching my
favorite cooking show

called "That Is --
That's a Lot of Oil".

Okay, you know what?
You're done.

Please keep
your arms and legs

inside the ride
at all times.

There you go.Regina: [ Scoffs ]
Come on.

I can't just sit here
all day doing nothing.

Okay, look, you want to
make yourself useful?

Mm-hmm.Why don't you check
on the status

of our relief loan?

I just heard from
the sous chef at Roberta's.

Theirs came through
last week.

I'll check on that
right now.

And you watch it
with the oil.

Mm-hmm.[ Hisses ]
Uh...

So, big meeting, huh?

When are you and Alan
getting together?

I just didn't want to say it
in front of Eddie.

Could you tell?
[ Chuckles ]

Only completely.

Oh, God, I panicked.
I'm so nervous.

I mean, this is my first
"first date"

in over 12 years.

Well, it's not really
a first date.

You guys are friends.

It's not like you met on some
[Chuckling] dating app.

Okay, listen to me --
have fun today.

[ Sighs ]
You deserve it.

You know, Gary's the one
who made it possible.

[ Chuckles ]
I know how important it is

for Theo to have time
with his dad.

I just don't know if I can
ever feel comfortable

leaving them alone
together.

Ever? I-I thought
this was just until

you and Eddie
figured things out.

What's to figure out?

He started using again

after being sober
for over a decade.

I mean, after all those
promises of "no more lies."

I just --
I just don't know

how I can ever
trust him again.

I gotta go.
I'm gonna be late.

Have fun at your orgy.

[ Both chuckle ]

♪♪

Hey, Theo, Liam?

Theo: 'Cause if I can't
get "Max Throttle 4,"

might as well
use my screen time.

Sorry, dude. I thought
when your parents split,

you'd get a bunch
of cool stuff like I did.

It's okay.

I didn't think my dad
was gonna be able

to get it anyway.

♪♪

So, if you get this commercial,
does that mean we have to

put the documentary on hold?

No, it means that we have money
to pay for the documentary.

And the mortgage.

And in case
you haven't noticed,

Gina and I are fostering
a 160-pound baby

who has very expensive
taste in sneakers.

But the ladies love 'em.

[ Bell chimes ]Yeah, yeah.

Okay, Thriller.
Get out of the frame.

Here we go.

All right.

[ Call line chimes] Uh-oh.

Somebody, please
check my data plan,

because I think I might be
Rome'n right now.

[ Laughing ] Oho!
Xander with the wordplay.

Love it.
[ Chuckles ]

Yeah, dude,
you know what I love?

I love the fact
that you are getting back

into commercials,
my man.

What happened?

One too many
Hollywood parties, right?

[ Scoffs ]
Something like that.

[ Both laugh ] I get it, man.

I tell you what --
I got the samples you sent,

and I want to hear
all about this -- this --

this root beer campaign
you're all excited about.

Yes. Yeah.

Well, look, obviously,

the world's hurting
right now, you know?

I mean, I haven't eaten
in a restaurant

in months, right?

But when you think about it,

people still need
to buy root beer.

And this Dr. Brock's
commercial --

they totally acknowledge
everything that's going on

in the world right now
in, like, a super cool way.

Check this out --

we're at a Black Lives Matter
protest, okay?

Tensions are high.

You got cops on one side,

and you got protesters
on the other side.

Both sides feel like
they're not being heard

and they're not
being respected.

Slowly, they're moving
towards each other,

inch by inch,
and it just feels like

something's about
to go down, right?

All of a sudden,
this innocent kid in the crowd

cracks open a Dr. Brock's.

Tchhhh.

And that sound --

it ripples through
the crowd, right?

And then, we see
the angriest protestor

with, like,
tears in her eyes.

She's squared off against

the biggest,
meanest looking cop.

They lock eyes...

...and they just smile.

"Dr. Brock's:
Are you part of the problem?

Or are you part
of the solution?"

Caffeine-free, like it's
always been, since 1946.

Boom.

What?!
Wow.

It -- Uh -- "Wow" is right.

So, what do you say, man?

Are you in?

[ Stammers ]
Y-You know, I-I --

Listen, hey, uh,
I appreciate you

thinking of me, but...

I don't think I'm
the right person for this.

Oh. Okay.
Well, yeah.

I just thought that you said
that you were into

making more provocative
stuff these days.

I-I am.

♪♪

Look, it's just --
Gina got hurt

at one of the protests
because of a police officer,

and I just would hate
to put the message out there

that root beer could have

somehow kept that
from happening, you know?

A-Alright. Alright.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.

I hear you, I hear you.

Look, maybe not the one
for you, okay?

Alright, look,
if anything changes,

hit me up, please.

I'm always thinking
about you, all right?

Thanks, man.
Appreciate it.

[ Key taps ][ Call line chimes]

Tyrell: Unbelievable.

That commercial
is sooffensive.

Good for you
for saying no.

I said no, but someone else
is gonna direct it.

Yeah, some sellout.

Well...

You sound pretty upset
about this.

Sounds like someone needs
a Dr. Brock's Root Beer.

[ Chuckles ]

Tchhhh!Tchhhh!

"Caffeine-free, like it's
always been, since 1946."

Oh, man!

What was he thinking?

I don't think
he was thinking.[ Both laugh ]

I know it was
just a dream,

but it's been
almost three months,

and I'm just
starting to wonder

if I'm ever gonna feel
like myself again.

Because honestly,
I-I just really miss me.

You know, Soph, I've --
I've been here with you,

and I've seen you
struggling with this.

And you're not talking
to your friends as much --

which I get.

You're going through
a lot.

But I-I do
have to ask you --

are you thinking about
hurting yourself?

I'm not.

But I'm the daughter of someone
who died by suicide,

and I know that puts me
at a greater risk.

And then I think of Layla,

who was just
a year older than me

and probably was also
assaulted by Peter,

and she took her life.

♪♪

I just feel like
the only people

that would understand
what I'm going through

just aren't here anymore.

♪♪

All of the questions
that you're asking

and all of the feelings
that you're having --

it makes sense
that you're having them.

♪♪

You know, I didn't
know you well enough

when your dad died
to suggest this,

but the American Foundation
for Suicide Prevention

has a ton
of different resources

for survivors
of suicide loss,

and they even have
a network of people

who pair up with each other
to talk about the exact things

that you're talking about.

I think it could be
really great for you.

I mean, I know that
my cancer support group

that I go to
on Wednesdays

has been
really helpful for me.

Isn't that
where you met Gary?

Yep.

And having someone
understand firsthand

what I was going through
made a big difference.

And me and the other women
who met Gary there

have a separate support group
that meets on Thursdays.

[ Both chuckle ]

♪♪

[ Crunching ]

Dude, I totally forgot
about fruit.

This is delicious.
You gotta try this.

Do yourself a favor --
put this in your mouth.That's amazing.

That's amazing.
What's your name?

Keith. Great.

My friend Gary
is on his way.

[ Cellphone beeps ]

I found it.

The Somerville location
has two copies

of "Max Throttle 4"
in stock.

I had my new friend Keith

visually confirm
that they're there.

He can't hold them,
but he knows that

my extremely handsome
roommate Gary is on his way.

So, I'll finish
slicing up these apples.

You take a little trip
to Somerville, huh?

You can even take some
for the road.

Nope, I can't do that.Yes, you can.

They're a very
portable snack.

No, Ed, I'm not leaving you
alone with these kids.

Gary, they're watching a movie
for the next two hours.

You're barely
gonna be gone.

Theo's been here
for barely an hour.

You're already asking me
to break the rules, man. It's not happening.

Gary, you're only gonna be
gone 30 minutes.

It doesn't matter if I'm gone
for five minutes.

I didn't promise
to supervise these visits

just for you.

I am Theo's guardian.

I'm not gonna take a chance
of you losing him

so that you can go get
a copy of "Max Throttle 4".

[ Sighs ]
Alright.

Tell you what -- let's cut up
another Honeycrisp.

We'll all go together.

No. There are only
two copies.

I don't want to drag him
all the way there

just for him to get
let down again.

[ Knife slices ]You know what?

I'm gonna go alone.

I'm just gonna
get a rideshare.

"Rideshare"?

Who calls it
a rideshare?

What are you,
a sign at the airport?

♪♪

[ Sighs ]

♪♪

[ Mouse clicks ]

♪♪

♪♪

[ Sighs ] It's not --
It just isn't there.

Okay.Automated voice:
Please hold for the next...

Hey there,
concussion queen.

That is a lot
of multitasking

for someone
who's not working.

[ Mid-tempo music plays]

[ Sighs ]

What's wrong?

Everything.
[ Sniffles ]

I logged in
to check the status,

and it says our loan
application is incomplete.

I forgot to submit
the payroll stubs.No, you didn't.

You uploaded them
the other night

when I got up
to get more popcorn

because you said I'd eaten
more than my half.

No, I started to, but my
stupid concussion brain

must have gotten
distracted.

Please hold
for the next available --

Loan officer: Mrs. Howard?[ Gasps ] Oh, this is
the loan officer.

Yes, I'm here.

I figured out why
your application

won't accept the paystubs.[ Sighs ]

It appears as though
the payroll loans

are no longer available
in your area.

Another round
should open up, though,

in the next three
to six months,

if you want to
check back then.

Three to six months?

Yes, ma'am.

As you're probably aware,
there are a lot of restaurants

applying for a limited
amount of loans.

That's why we recommend people
complete their application

as quickly as possible,
and I assure you --Oh, yeah.

Great advice.
Thank you.

[ Sniffles ]
Oh, my God.[ Cellphone beeps ]

Rome, what are we
gonna do? Okay. Okay.

Okay, we're not
gonna panic.

Not panic?
No.

We have no money coming in.

Right? H-How are we
gonna pay for --

Just...
[ Sighs ]

We find a way.

The commercial.

How did the meeting go?

With the commercial?

Yeah, he -- he, uh,
wants me to do it.

Oh, my God.
Yeah.

Oh, thank God.Yes.

Oh.

Sometimes,
things just work out.

Yeah. Oh.

♪♪

Oh, man.
[ Chuckles ]

Oh...

[ Sniffles ]

[ Keys jingling ]

[ Sniffles ]

Hey, Tyrell?

♪♪

♪♪

[ Knock on door ]

♪♪

[ Exhales sharply ]

♪♪

[ Laughs ] Hey.

Did -- Did I know
you were coming over?

Uh, no, I --

I was gonna call, but...

It's just --
Can we talk?

♪♪

[ Cellphone chimes ]

All right, Brandon.

No shame
in the minivan game.

[ Horn honks ]

[ Sighs ]

Hey.

♪♪

Hey!

I'm reporting you!

♪♪

[ Scoffs ]

♪♪

Sophie: I wanted to talk
to you about something,

but...now I'm not
really sure how to ask.

[ Chuckles ]
Soph, it's me.

You can
ask me anything.

How did you know that
you wanted to kill yourself?

♪♪

Oh, my G--
I'm sorry.

I did not --
No, no. No.

No, don't be
sorry, Soph.

♪♪

Honestly, I wondered when
you would ask me about this.

♪♪

You'd think I'd have
thought about my answer

a little bit, but...[ Both chuckle ]

♪♪

I was just, uh, talking
to Maggie about my dad,

and she recommended
a support group

for survivors
of suicide loss

to help me just process
some of the things

I've been
thinking about.

But I realized

the person I wanted
to talk to was you.

♪♪

You know, I met Maggie
the day of your dad's funeral.

Yeah, we'd all come by
after sitting around,

trying to understand
why your dad...

♪♪

Why he did what he did.

♪♪

And Maggie thought maybe
he'd lost sight of the horizon.

♪♪

She was talking
about him --

didn't realize she was
also talking about me.

♪♪

I-It's...

It's not that
I wanted to die.

It's just that I just...

♪♪

...ran out of reasons
to live, you know?

I just -- I was tired.

Not sleep-deprived.

Just tired.

♪♪

Tired of hurting.

Tired of pretending
to be happy.

Tire-- Tired of just
seeing people laugh

and wondering why my laugh
didn't seem as sincere.

I think that
there's this storm

inside of me sometimes,

and when I'm in the thick
of it, it just feels like

the sun is never
going to shine.

Took me a really long time
to realize that

if I just...

♪♪

...if I just wait
long enough...

♪♪

...the clouds will part.

♪♪

[ Inhales deeply ]

[ Sniffles ]

Y-You know,
Peter actually taught

another student
who went to MMI.

Her name was Layla.
[ Sniffles ]

♪♪

[ Voice breaking ]
Six months ago,

she killed herself.

♪♪

And now, I'm pretty sure
that Peter did

the same thing to her
that he did to me, but...

♪♪

...she's not here
to talk about it.

Soph --

[ Sighs ]

I'm gonna keep it 100
and say something

I maybe shouldn't say.

But I love you too much
not to say it.

♪♪

October 18th, 2018,

two people
in our group of friends

tried to kill themselves.

One of us died.

The other got a call.

♪♪

Both of us
woke up that morning

and decided that
we couldn't do it anymore,

and if I hadn't gotten
that call from Gary

about your father...

Not a day goes by
where I don't ask myself,

"Why Jon and not me?"

So, I understand
if you're asking yourself

why Layla...

[ Breathes sharply ]

...and not you.

♪♪

And the truth is,
I don't know.

♪♪

Maybe it's...

that we're lucky.

Some sort
of divine intervention.

♪♪

I-I don't know
what it is,

but I do know this...

♪♪

You are loved.

♪♪

And you are so
unbelievably strong.

Doesn't mean that you're
not gonna have bad days.

But sometimes,
being strong means

being able to tell people
when you're feeling weak.

So, if you are ever
feeling that way...

you don't knock
on my door.

You knock
my door down, hmm?

♪♪

Okay, you're gonna make --
not this left, but the next one.

Thank you, again,
for doing this.

I really needed a win
with Theo right now.

Well, I really needed
to feel useful,

so we both win.

It's like with
everything going on --

it's like this poor kid's life
has been flipped upside down.

Oh! Oh!
That was the turn.

Oh, shoot. Sorry.

I -- [ Sighs ]

I'm just not myself.

It's so frustrating.

I mean, I-I can't even
do anything in the restaurant

because my ability
to multitask

is completely gone.

The doctor
seems pretty sure

that I'll make
a full recovery, but I --

What if I am
like this forever?

♪♪

Oh.
[ Exhales sharply ]

Eddie,
I didn't mean to --

No, hey.
Gina, it's fine.

[ Chuckles ]
I hope you get better.

But I am grateful
that I have a friend

who knows
a little bit firsthand

what my life is like.

♪♪

It just feels like
every single time

I try to do something
I never even used to

have to think about,
I am reminded again

of what
my limitations are.

♪♪

Maybe we both just need
to accept where we are.

♪♪

You know, the reason
I called to see

if you could pick me up
was 'cause, um...

[ Scoffs ]

...earlier,
my rideshare driver

took one look at me

and decided
that I was not worthy

of being in his car.

♪♪

Well, you know,
selfishly,

it's nice to know
that I have a friend

who understands
what that feels like, too.

♪♪

[ Sighs ]

At some point, though,
I am really gonna need you

to make that left.

♪♪

So, I think
I was seven years old,

and I'm obsessed
with Goofy.

I used to wear those
dog-flap ears everywhere.

Oh, I'm gonna need to see
a photo of that.

My sister and I
begged our folks

to take us
to Disney World,

so they saved up, and we went
on our first vacation.

You mean, like,
you got on a plane?

No. We loaded up
the station wagon,

and then we headed down
to Orlando.

[ Chuckles ]

My sister's friend,
Allie Erlich,

had gone the year before,
so she gave us

her map of the park.

For almost 1,300 miles,

Tina and I worked out
our itinerary.

But somewhere
in Gainesville,

we stopped at
a drive-through for lunch,

and my dad got a coupon
for Busch Gardens.

Oh, no.
Oh, yes.

No.So, we'd been driving
for two days.

We're an hour
and 10 minutes away

from the happiest
place on Earth,

but the decal
on my dad's soft drink...

[ Cellphone vibrates ]...has a two-for-one
discount for a theme park

whose mascot is beer.
[ Laughs ]

[ Cellphone buttons clicking ]

Ah, is --
is everything okay?

Yeah.[ Cellphone whooshes ]

Sorry about that.

So, then what happened?

Eh, n-no.
That -- That was it.

Uh, it just wasn't,
um...

I-It doesn't matter.

[ Clears throat ]Look, I-I know

it's none of my business,

but who were you
texting?

That was just someone
asking me a question.

I know you're seeing
other people.

What?

I saw you
on a dating app.

As a joke, Carter set up
a profile for me,

and, um,
I saw your picture.

Which -- You know,
which is fine,

because I -- we just
started seeing each other.

I mean, I know we're not
seeingeach other.

Um, th-- this is all
new for me,

an-- and I realize how crazy
I sound right now.

Um...
[ Bell dings ]

One -- One -- One sec.

This is --
Manny! Over here!

[ Bell rings ]

Wha-- What's going on?

Y-You said when
you were younger,

your aunt would take you
to the park to get shaved ice,

so I thought it'd be fun
to have one

delivered to you here.

That's who I was texting.

Manny may or may not be
on a dating app.

Hey, bud.
Hey.

So, was she surprised?

[ Rock music plays on TV]Theo: Come on, Liam.

Go, go, go, go, go.This has gotta be
a record, right?

Faster, faster!I'm gonna play with
one eye closed.

Hey, hey, hey!
Crowdsurf!

H-How do I crowdsurf?

Well, don't look at me!
Look at the screen!

Man: You rock!Oh!

Liam!Liam.

You remember this morning when
you beat me at "Mario Kart"?

'Cause I don't.

Would you like me to clean
your little 11-year-old glasses

so you can read that
scoreboard?

Never mind.
I'll read it to you.

It says...

♪ Suck iiiiiiit!

No fair! What button am I
supposed to press to crowdsurf?

Whatever one
you didn't press.

You're out.
Theo, you're up.

What song
do you want to lose to?

In our defense,
most of these were written,

like, 40 years
before we were born.

[ Speaking gibberish ][ Door opens ]

You're making excuses before
we even start, huh?

Mnh-mnh. I'm just
saying you're old.

Mm, which makes the fact
that I'm crushing you

that much more pathetic.

Actually,
change of plans.

Prepare to lose,
you loser.

Whoa. What is with
this cocky attitude?Yes.

I have the upper hand.
I'm dominating.

Dad, you're just in time.

Buddy?

Look what I got.

Oh!
Liam: Cool!

Dad, I can't believe
you got it!

Oh, this is awesome.

Hey, but right now,

I need you to crush
Uncle Gary.

He's 10% beard
and 90% smack talk.

Gary, prepare to lose
to a professional.

The rock star
is in the building.

Hit me, boy.

Mm!Unh!

[ Bell dings ]

Brain freeze?

[ Chuckles ]

Alan, I owe you...
[chuckles]

a huge apology.

Earlier, when I asked you
who you were texting,

I immediately assumed
it was another woman.

Nope. Just Manny.

The first half of his name
is actually "man".

[ Chuckles ]

I know.

And, uh, I jumped to
conclusions.

Not because of
anything you've done.

Because...

the way
you were being secretive

reminded me
of all the times

that Eddie hid things
from me.

[ Birds chirping ]

So, clearly, I have
some trust issues.

[ Chuckles ]

But I think it's only fair
that I work through those

before I put them
on you.

♪♪

What are you
saying?

♪♪

I need to take things
more slowly.

[ Sighs ] Wow.

Okay.

More slowly.

Hmm.

♪♪

Katherine,
I'm sorry he hurt you.

I really am.

But I'm not Eddie.

And I gotta say, it sucks that
we can't try this right now

because some other guy
treated you poorly,

when all I wanted to do
was treat you well.

♪♪

And I'm not willing to
wait around anymore.

♪♪

♪♪

♪♪

[ Door opens ][ Exhales sharply ]

[ Door closes ]

Hey.
You back already?

No.
My headphones died.

I know, I know.
I should've charged them.

Can I borrow yours?

Just to be clear,
those weremine,

and I gave them to you,
then bought another pair,

which you're now
asking to borrow.

Please?

[ Laughing ] Dude.

Wait,
what are you doing?

Are you interviewing more people
for the documentary?

'Cause if so, I don't need to
go on this run right now.

Oh, no. This is --

This is just
a work thing.

What work thing?

I'm taking
the commercial.

[ Laughs ] Right.

Wait. Wait. What?

[ Exhales sharply ]

Gina didn't get the loan
for the restaurant,

so if I don't do the commercial,
Someday's not gonna make it.

So, you're just
gonna sell out?

No. No.

What I'm doing is
taking care of my family.

Don't roll your eyes
at me, man.

You --

Dude, when I met you, you were
selling me some BS story

about a fake
basketball team

so you could sell
overpriced candy bars

to take care of
your mother.

That's exactly
what I'm doing.

I'm taking care of
a restaurant,

I'm taking care of a mortgage,
and I have to pay for --

♪♪

I'm not thrilled about it,
either,

but you of all people should
understand that sometimes,

you gotta do
what you gotta do to survive.

Xander: Oh, snap!
My mic was on mute.

Yo, what are you guys
talking about?

Xander.
Hey, my man.

Just talking about how hard it
is to make it in COVID, bro.

Totally, dude.

Listen to this --
I was supposed to

take this kickass trip
down to Mexico.

You know, I had to get
on the phone to Hilton

to get them to give me
my reward points back.

It was, like, a whole thing.

So, believe me, I know.

Things are tough
all over, dude.

So, what's up with you?

Oh. Uh...

Look, man, I've been thinking,
if you haven't found anyone yet,

you know, I'd -- I'd like to do
the Dr. Brock's commercial.

Dooooope![ Chuckles ]

Yes! So psyched about
this project, man!

Me and you,
we're helping people.

And I can go to Mexico.[ Door opens, closes ]

Man: You're doing great!
Check the crowd meter.♪ Jenny, don't change your number♪

Way to shred it!♪ 867-5309♪

This is not fair!♪ 867-5309♪

You guys brought in
a ringer! You're on fire!

Dad, keep it going!
You're crushing it!

[ Door opens ]♪ 867-5309♪

Whoa!
Mom's home!

[ Door closes ]Hey, Mom.
Hey.

Darcy: Hey.♪ 867-5309♪

♪ Jenny, Jenny,
you're the girl for me♪Can we go talk?

Huh? You know what?

As much as I'd like to
stay here and show you

what an incredible comeback
looks like,

your mom's home,
so I'm tapping out.

You guys play.

Eddie: Okay.Theo: You ready?

Two on one -- your combined
score against mine.

Let's do this.

Speaking of two-on-one,
how was the big orgy?

It was okay.[ Door closes ]

I assume
you sanitized.

Yeah, Dr. Fauci's been
very specific about

how you should handle yourself
at sex parties these days.

You okay?
What's going on?

The reason Steven
wanted to talk to me

is because he's up
for a job in Lenox.

Okay.
My company has a PT office out there,

and he wanted to know if
I'd be willing to move

so that Liam could be
near both of us.

[ Sighs ]

When we got a divorce, we both
agreed that we'd only move

if the other one
could relocate, too.

I'm not saying anything
because I'm hoping

you're about to tell me
that you're not going.

Are you going?

I don't know.

That's why Steven wanted
to talk to me in person.

He knows that you and I
are serious, and he...

he wanted to know if that makes
the move a dealbreaker.

♪♪

Gary, this morning
at breakfast,

we were talking about how nice
it was to play house.

We were practically living
together at Delilah's,

and then all of a sudden,
Eddie moves in.

♪♪

And I-I guess part of me
thought that if --

if you were gonna
have a new roommate...

that that roommate
would be me.

♪♪

I'm gonna say something
right now,

and I'm not saying it to
change anything, but...

[ Breathes deeply ]

...I love you.

And I would say this
to Ed's face --

given the choice, I would much
rather have you as a roommate,

if only because I think
the pillow fights are more fun.

When I talked to Katherine
on our way out today,

she made it pretty clear
that she's not gonna be

trusting Eddie alone
with Theo anytime soon.

Yeah.
I, uh...

[ Sighs ]

I wasn't thinking ahead
when I suggested it.

[ Sniffles ]

It's, you know,
Eddie needed my help, and --

and Katherine needed my help,
and here I am,

in an impossible spot.

So am I.

♪♪

Look, I'm gonna get Liam home
so he can sleep in a real bed,

and you need to stay here
with Eddie and Theo,

to make sure they have
a great first night together.

♪♪

You're a good friend,
Gary.

Sometimes I wish I could be
one of your friends.

♪♪

Darcy:
Liam, come on, buddy.

Let's go.

♪♪

Hey.Hey.

[ Keys jingling ]

Did you talk
to Xander yet?

Just got off a Zoom call
with him. Mm.

We're gonna start
scouting tomorrow.

You should
call him back.

You need to tell him you're
not doing this commercial.

Oh.
Tyrell told you.

I ran into him
outside.

[ Sighs ]

Rome, I didn't realize
what the commercial was about.

[ Sighs ]

Do you really
want to do this?

No.

But I'm going to
because if I don't,

you're gonna lose your
restaurant.

Rome --
No, just hear me out.

[ Sighs ]

Sophie came by
earlier today.

She wanted to know
about the day that I --

She wanted to know why
I almost ended my life.

Honestly, it was really hard
to articulate

where my head was
back then,

because I'm in such
a different place now.

I think I wanted to die

because I just lost
my sense of purpose,

and you helped me
find it again.

So, for the last two years,
I've woken up

knowing exactly why
I get up in the morning.

It's for you.

It's for us.

And now, a little bit
for Tyrell.

[ Chuckles ]

[ Chuckles ]

I exist for
more than myself,

and right now,
all of us need me to do this.

[ Sighs ] Oh, babe.

I love that that's
where you are now,

but I don't
need you to do this.

But if I don't do --I'm gonna lose
the restaurant.

[ Sighs ]
I know.

But I'm gonna
lose it anyway.

♪♪

While you were
talking with Sophie,

I was talking
with Eddie, and...

[ Breathes deeply ]

oh, he made me
realize that

part of recovering
from an injury

is accepting that
things aren't the same.

♪♪

[ Scoffs ] Rome,
even if COVID restrictions

were to lift tomorrow,

with my concussion,

I'm in no place to be
head chef at a restaurant.

♪♪

I tried...
but I can't.

[ Sighs ]

♪♪

♪ In my head, no,
I don't feel alone ♪

♪ No, I don't [ Sighs ]

♪ How does it feel to walk
this life when love is gone? ♪

♪ And in my dreams,
you whispered in my ear ♪

♪ And all I heard

♪ That nothing's changed and you
will be the only one for me ♪

Mm.

Wait, wait!

What?
Oh, no.

Oh, shoot.
[ Laughs ]

Must've been
from my button.

I love it.

♪♪

Every time we look at it,
we're gonna remember tonight.

♪♪

♪ You've been so in the way

♪♪

♪ You've been so hard
to replace ♪

[ Sander whirring ]

♪ And trust me,
it's been difficult ♪

♪ I got my own pain

♪ I know all my old ways

♪ He knows what it takes to be

♪ Better than me

♪ Just better than me

You sure you want
to share a bed?

We can set up
the futon.

Are you kidding?

I usually have to
have a nightmare

to be allowed
to do this.

[ Chuckles ]

[ Gasps ]

We forgot to play
"Max Throttle 4".

It's okay.

We can just play it
in the morning,

and the next time
I come visit.

Yeah, we can.
[ Chuckles ]

But you should practice
while I'm at Mom's,

because I'm gonna
crush you.

[ Chuckles ]

[ Chuckling ] Sorry.
Uncle Gary snuck in.

Oh.

Well, in that case,

can you deliver a message
to Uncle Gary for me?

What is that?

Hey, hey, hey!
[ Growling ]

Hey! Oh, no! Dad!

[ Both laugh ]

♪ You've been so in the way

His beard
will fall off.

[ Growling ]
Come here!

[ Growling ]
[ Laughing ]

♪ You've been so hard
to replace ♪

Delilah: When you wake up in
the morning, I'll be home.

And by home, I mean in
a hotel by the airport,

quarantining
for 10 days. [ Chuckles ]

Look, I am just happy
that you are going to be

in the same time zone.

Knock, knock.
Room service.

I brought some tea.

Thought it might
help you sleep.

Thanks, but I actually think
I'm gonna be okay tonight.

Good, 'cause I'm pretty sure
this is caffeinated.

Hiya, D.Delilah: Hey.

Soph was just
telling me about

the great conversation
she had with Rome today.

Uh, yeah. It was
actually Maggie's idea.

Is that the support group
you went to?

Yeah.Hmm.

He let me know that
I'm not alone in my feelings.

♪♪

You know, I just wish
I could've known Layla,

to tell her that she
wasn't alone, either.

Yeah, uh, but, you know,
I've been thinking.

If I had been the one
to take my life,

and she was the one
that was still here,

what would
I want her to do?

I'd want her to stick up
for herself, for both of us,

so that Peter never gets
a chance to hurt anyone else.

♪♪

I want to
go to the police.

♪♪

♪ Just better than me

♪♪

♪♪

♪♪

♪♪

♪♪

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