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♫ Used to the depth of the darkness ♫

♫ No matter how wild, there is no fear ♫

♫ Waiting for a star to fall to see who its afterglow will illuminate (I tell myself to keep pushing on by feeling, it’s history in the making) ♫

♫ Of the same kind as the banished ♫

♫ Hiding the loneliness in defense (Climbing mountains and cliffs) ♫

♫ But gentleness is always invincible (I’m earth-shatteringly alone, with no purpose and no worry, just so I can push on harder) ♫

♫ Refusing to compromise with fate because my heart has a home ♫

♫ It's yours; I don't belong to anyone else ♫

♫ (But let me know who I am and give me a destination) ♫

♫ Who am I if I didn’t meet you? ♫

♫ (You took away what I care about and all my attention) ♫

♫ Who am I without you? ♫

♫ (But let me know who I am and give me a destination) ♫

♫ When a puppet hanging on a string has experienced warmth ♫

♫ The pupil is no longer black, white, or grey (You took away what I care about and all my attention) ♫

♫ The pupil is no longer black, white, or grey (But let me know who I am and give me a destination) ♫

♫ You know who I am ♫

[The Wolf]

[Episode 46] Our marriage has become nothing but a cage for you.

In all the world, what I want the most is to see you live your own life.

I don't want you to turn into a caged bird,

but in the end,

I'm also the one who made you live within lies and agony.

Now,

I'm going to open the cage and set you free.

No,

you didn't trap me.

You've always been the one who is most protective of me.

For all my life, I'll stay by your side and protect you,

but only as a friend.

However, you know very well

that Lord Bo has always lived in the deepest part of your heart.

You mean the same for him.

You two share the same understanding that I can't interfere.

You'll risk your life to protect each other at the critical moment.

I've seen these things with my own eyes.

He Is the one who will bring you happiness.

♫ Watching you but I can't move forward ♫

♫ Love steps back into my memory ♫

♫ Love in opposite sides ♫

♫ There's no you and me ♫

When I return to Taiyuan,

I'll divorce you and explain to the world.

♫ I stand on the street across you ♫

♫ Personally burying this warmth ♫

♫ No matter how painful or how much love there is ♫

But right now,

I'm still your husband

and I want you to promise me one thing.

What is that?

Stay with Lord Bo while he's recovering.

Be with him in his most difficult time.

I've heard that when someone passes away, he can still hear

everything you say to him

within 24 hours after his death.

Can you stay with me

and let me talk to Wen Yan?

Wen Yan, while I was staying in the Bo Mansion,

you took care of me in every possible way, just like the others.

And all of you

have always taken care of Lord Bo.

Your master doesn't talk much.

Even if he has suffered grievances,

he'll only keep it to himself.

But I want you to know

that he really appreciates

a brother like you in his life.

Lord Bo had been brought up by a wolf pack

and so he doesn't really understand human feelings.

So much so that

he thinks humans are not trustworthy at all.

Get lost!

I'd wronged him.

But you've healed his heart

and made up for what I'd done to him.

After I broke his heart, you've given him

the most sincere

and longest friendship.

If it wasn't because of you,

he would've lived a more lonely life than before.

Save Master! Save Master!

From now onward, Hai Die, Mo Xiao and I

will take good care of

Lord Bo for you.

Thank you.

With regard to what Your Highness was saying just now,

that you'll take care of me for Wen Yan,

I appreciate it

but don't do anything extra.

I don't want any misunderstanding.

There won't be any misunderstanding

because soon I'll no longer be the consort princess of Lord Chuan.

I meant every word

I said to Wen Yan.

Once I knew about everything you did at Boxiang

and that you intended to repay me with your life,

I've decided not to push you away anymore.

You've actually repented long ago and changed,

but you kept it from me.

Ji Chong told me the truth about everything.

I'd misunderstood you for so long.

Thank you for everything you did for me.

I hurt you first.

You'd paid back everything at Boxiang

when I stabbed at your chest with an arrow.

You tried so hard to make amends and repay me.

This alone

makes me forgive you for everything.

Life is short and unpredictable.

We never know who will leave us in the next moment of life.

I think

perhaps we should cherish every moment that we have.

I don't want to lose anyone important in my life again.

♫ I have always been guarding here ♫

Your Highness, if you would like to talk more with Wen Yan,

I'll leave you to it.

Lord Bo.

It's getting late,

you should go back and take a rest.

♫ Your gaze was firm and warm ♫

♫ Like it was telling me ♫

♫ Wait for me Falling down for you ♫

♫ Falling down Igniting the fireworks of love ♫

After letting her go,

he must be dying inside.

What are you looking at?

Little girl, stop asking questions.

You just went through a breakup

and yet you're already browsing through the Qitan Beauty Album?

Why? Is it forbidden?

It's creased up.

This is my out-of-print collection.

The painting style is so good.

Don't try to act tough.

Stop bugging me.

Fine.

A beauty must be accompanied by a good wine.

I've brought our best wine for you.

Now you're talking.

I'll help myself then.

To be honest, you must feel really terrible now, right?

Tell me,

why did you decide to tell the truth?

Because Lord Bo and Zhai Xing are the same kind of person.

The same kind of person?

Lord Bo chose to hide the truth for the sake of Zhai Xing

while Zhai Xing chose to constrain herself for the sake of me.

But they were not happy.

As I fulfilled their wishes,

I felt unhappy too.

The root of the problem was

that the both of them were restrained by the shackles of life.

They couldn't get close to each other.

It would bring so much pain for the three of us.

Hence, I decided to break their shackles.

Although Zhai Xing can't let it go yet,

the least I could do is to

tell her the truth and set her free.

At least she would no longer be the caged bird

that was confined by hatred.

Do you not feel the pain in your heart?

I do,

but I'll let it go after a while.

There are many things in life

that are more important than

the romance of love affairs.

Lord Bo has done everything.

He even took on the character of a tragic hero.

This time, nobody would be

cooler than me when I decided to let go.

You're the coolest man I've ever seen.

As I tighten my grip, I only have Ma Zhai Xing in my hand.

But if I release my hold,

I'll have a sea of beauties.

My sea of beauties.

Stop looking at other women!

- Bao Na! - You...

Give me back my sea of beauties!

- This is a limited edition! - No!

- Give it back to me.

Black blood?

When did this happen?

How long are you going to keep it from me?

We both know that

I'm eaten up by disease and there's no cure for me.

Why are you so surprised?

Did you come to see me

because something have happened to Fourth Brother recently?

You're still thinking about others now.

As expected, when you see black blood,

it means your days are numbered.

How long has this been going on?

I was worried that I wouldn't be able to

sustain myself for a few more days and capture Chu You Gui.

But now that you're here,

I guess there won't be any problem.

You insist on taking down Chu You Gui.

This is equivalent to...

This is equivalent to asking me to kill you myself!

We share the same fate.

I know how you feel.

You know nothing at all.

You know nothing at all!

Yao Ji, please fulfill my final wish.

Let me live until five days later to capture Chu You Gui.

After Fourth Brother takes the throne and reconciles with Jin,

it'll put an end to Chu Kui's tyranny and bring peace to the world.

Did your childhood sweetheart

know that your days are numbered?

I won't let her know.

After I catch Chu You Gui, I'll disappear from the world.

This is the medicine you want.

It can relieve your pain.

I'll give it to you if you can walk over here.

One.

Two.

Three.

This time,

I can no longer grant you your wish.

I really cannot.

Are you here because you're worried about his health?

Do you know that five days later,

Lord Bo will sneak into the Capital

to take down Chu You Gui?

It seems like you have no idea at all.

So it's even more impossible for you to know that

after Lord Bo takes down Chu You Gui,

he's going to disappear from the world

and end his life alone.

Is it because his body has gotten weaker and weaker?

That's why he...

You're not so dumb after all.

You noticed his changes

and browsed through medical books.

But Lord Bo...

He didn't want you to know the truth.

How's his body condition?

Please tell me.

I share the same fate with Lord Bo.

I'll grant him everything he wants with no regrets.

But even if Lord Bo would hate me,

I want to tell you the truth.

This is all your fault!

Listen, if you didn't turn his hopes to dust back then,

he wouldn't have fallen off the cliff. Nor would he

be forced to take Chu Kui's medicine

and eaten up by disease.

In the Longevity Forest, he helped you block Chu You Gui's arrow,

There's no cure for him now.

It's because of you.

It's all because of you!

Now, Lord Bo only has half a year left to live.

Great.

It seems like you still have feelings for him.

If he refuses to treat his illness properly,

I'm afraid he wouldn't make it past half a year.

However, I want him to

live carefree and happily throughout this period.

And you

are the only one in the world who can make him happy.

Yao Ji,

your feelings for Lord Bo...

This dagger

is the only thing Lord Bo ever gave me.

But after the War of Boxiang,

I had to destroy it

in order to save his life.

This is the closest

and and furthest distance between us.

Although we share the same fate,

we don't share the same feelings.

You're each other's soulmate.

I, Yao Ji, have never begged anyone in my life.

But Ma Zhai Xing, I'm begging you.

I'm begging you to take good care of

the wounds of his wronged heart throughout

the time he has left.

Okay?

I'm very jealous of you actually.

I'm jealous that all these years,

you were the first person he talked to

whenever he had something on his mind.

Thank you

for taking care of him without asking for anything.

Thank you.

But in the end, he's not my Lord Bo.

He's Wolf Boy who has been waiting for you all his life.

You pushed me away a few days ago.

Is it because you know

you can't promise me the future?

Xing'er really wants to know if Wolf Boy is willing to turn into a human

and stay with Xing'er forever.

You're awake.

Just a moment, we'll eat after I hang all the clothes.

Why are you here?

Where are Liu'er and the others?

Ji Chong offered help to make everyone leave

and make room for us.

You need to recuperate in peace.

I don't need you to take care of me.

Go home.

Not only your body,

my heart needs to rest as well.

Do you know

what is the life that I wanted

more than anything else

and yet I could never experience it?

It's to live a peaceful life with Wolf Boy.

After washing the clothes, we'll hang the clothes to dry.

He's very strong and so he can wring out the clothes.

Then, I'll hang up the clothes one by one to prevent wrinkling.

Later in the day,

we'll cook together.

Then,

we'll sit here and have meals together.

The food looks simple but smells great.

I'll put his favorite meat bun among the dishes.

I've repeated the scene

over and over in my mind.

But what if Wolf Boy is gone?

If you're gone,

I still want to live like this.

While being alone, I'll make a space for your clothes

and imagine that your clothes are hanging there.

At dinner time,

I'll lay the table for you

and tell myself that we're still eating together.

However,

I'll forever be alone.

♫ No matter how splendid, it will grow silent ♫

♫ Silence Falling down soundless ♫

♫ Falling down Falling down to love's embrace ♫

♫ Only for a promise ♫

Do I really

have no chance to experience it?

Nonsense.

Yao Ji told me everything.

That day, I saw you passing out because of the unbearable pain.

You were unconscious for two days and nights.

I was so scared and worried.

I was afraid that I

would never get to live like this.

♫ Like it was telling me ♫

♫ Wait for me Falling down for you ♫

♫ Falling down Igniting the fireworks of love ♫

Don't be afraid.

I feel much better now.

We have half a year before the worst were to happen.

If you want to hang the clothes,

there won't be any problem even if you want to hang 1,000 of them.

I'll eat with you until you don't feel like eating.

♫ You will hug me firmly ♫

♫ Even not letting go of tears ♫

♫ Don't let me drift like sand in the wind after being let go ♫

We've missed too many things in life.

This time, you won't push me away, right?

♫ I so hope I can be by your side ♫

I want to live the exact life you want.

♫ Nothing has changed ♫

♫ Like that star a billion years ago ♫

♫ Still twinkling ♫

Your life is beset with hardships.

I don't believe God will be so harsh on you.

We still have half a year.

I won't give up,

and you shouldn't give up either.

You must not give up.

Don't stand right here or I'll get nervous.

I didn't even know you can cook.

Look how I'm chopping now.

Do I look like I know how to cook?

I'll eat everything you cook.

I guess if we can ever spend our lives together,

this is how our everyday life would be.

In the morning, I'll wake up earlier than you

and prepare breakfast for you.

Nonsense,

I'll surely wake up earlier and leave the bed before you do.

You'll sleep till noon.

So you think of me as a lazybones.

No.

I just don't want you to wake up so early.

Whether you're a princess

or my wife,

I don't want you to suffer.

But I think I should get up earlier than you.

I can watch your sleeping face

and see how handsome my husband is.

Especially when he smiles.

Too bad he doesn't smile much.

I like to smile. I smile all the time.

It's just that I only wanted to smile at you,

but you weren't with me. That was why I stopped smiling.

It won't happen again.

After this, Xing'er will always stay with Wolf Boy.

Wolf Boy will

smile at Xing'er every day then.

What is that?

Flour and sugar.

What are you cooking now?

Don't bother about it.

Go get some rest and you'll know later.

Pushing me away?

Didn't you say you won't leave me?

Just wait for a while.

You'll know very soon.

Where should I go? It's raining outside.

Just a minute. Just a minute.

♫ Eternity ♫

♫ may not ♫

♫ be far away ♫

♫ Lingering on love for one more day ♫

♫ My heartbeat kept repeating that jump ♫

♫ for joy during our first meeting ♫

You're still picking out fish bones?

Never mind.

I'll be careful later.

There're so many fish bones.

What if they get stuck in your throat?

What are you looking at?

I'm looking at Wolf Boy who used to know nothing.

Now, he's so good at taking care of others.

Taste it.

♫ A little bit more ♫

♫ accumulation of becoming blissful times ♫

♫ Fleeing like a breath of vapor ♫

♫ and we may end up at eternity ♫

♫ Maybe ♫

♫ it is not far ♫

You've got food on your face.

♫ Exchanging a look ♫

♫ and static electricity starts to fly into a graceful dance ♫

♫ Every time I gaze at the source of happiness ♫

My feelings for you have never changed.

I didn't see anything.

I'm just dropping by to send you some water.

You can just ignore me. I don't exist.

Go on.

Don't go, I need to talk to you.

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[Flowing Backward 倒流 by Jolin Tsai 蔡依林]

♫ Separation is not unbearable ♫

♫ What is unbearable is when two hearts are not truly separated ♫

♫ I had to move forward, but I did not say ♫

♫ That the only one who can change me is still you ♫

♫ I really want to run into your embrace ♫

♫ Thank you for indulging me to be superstitious ♫

♫ Flowing backward to when we started to love, when there is still no hurt ♫

♫ Forever being together ♫

♫ Going backward to that second in time ♫

♫ Firmly holding your hand and keep walking like that ♫

♫ I am willing to wait, wait until you understand ♫

♫ Eternity actually is hiding within the love that we believed in ♫

♫ I really want to run into your embrace ♫

♫ Thank you for indulging me to be superstitious ♫

♫ Returning to when we started to love, when there is still no hurt ♫

♫ Forever being together ♫

[The Wolf]