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[Who Am I (我是谁) by Jolin Tsai (蔡依林) & Jony J (肖佳)]

♫ Used to the depth of the darkness ♫

♫ No matter how wild, there is no fear ♫

♫ Waiting for a star to fall to see who its afterglow will illuminate (I tell myself to keep pushing on by feeling, it’s history in the making) ♫

♫ Of the same kind as the banished ♫

♫ Hiding the loneliness in defense (Climbing mountains and cliffs) ♫

♫ But gentleness is always invincible (I’m earth-shatteringly alone, with no purpose and no worry, just so I can push on harder) ♫

♫ Refusing to compromise with fate because my heart has a home ♫

♫ It's yours; I don't belong to anyone else ♫

♫ (But let me know who I am and give me a destination) ♫

♫ Who am I if I didn’t meet you? ♫

♫ (But let me know who I am and give me a destination) ♫

♫ Who am I without you? ♫

♫ (But let me know who I am and give me a destination) ♫

♫ When a puppet hanging on a string has experienced warmth ♫

♫ The pupil is no longer black, white, or grey (You took away what I care about and all my attention) ♫

♫ The pupil is no longer black, white, or grey (But let me know who I am and give me a destination) ♫

♫ You know who I am ♫

[The Wolf]

[Episode 38]

Zhang Jin! Zhang Jin!

Your Majesty! Your Majesty!

You had a nightmare.

You are in the palace.

Thousands of imperial guards are outside protecting you.

Your Majesty is safe here.

What is this medicine you gave me?

My mind has never known peace since!

Your Majesty, according to the imperial physicians,

Your Majesty must recuperate in peace for a time

in order to have a full recovery.

Get lost!

Your Majesty.

I've decided.

Prince of Bo, who was the leader of the Night Fiends, has betrayed me.

He must be removed from the ranks.

You'll take over his place.

As Your Majesty wishes.

But I still need another person

to overseer state affairs

and manage the court.

I need someone to take care of the situation after the defeat.

Yao Ji, as the leader of the Night Fiends,

I want to know if you could recommend someone for the job.

Your Majesty, the Second Prince may not be the perfect candidate,

but under the current circumstances,

he is our only viable option.

So I should let him out to handle state affairs?

Zhang Jin, make the arrangement.

I need to rest.

I understand.

Your Highness.

I need to escape.

I can't be a sitting duck here.

Let's go.

Planning an escape by jumping off?

What are you doing? What are you doing?

Let go of me!

Come.

Do you enjoy having revenge on me?

You want revenge because

I trained Wolf Boy like he was a hound!

How is this revenge?

This is the best relationship we can have,

the most wonderful distance between us.

Is that so?

You're Chu Kui's lapdog,

do you think you're a man?

Stop lying to yourself.

You are completely devoid of humanity!

If you insist on insulting me,

you'll soon find out

if there is any humanity left in me.

Landslides frequently happen on Qi Mountain.

One wrong step and you will fall from the cliff.

Make sure both you and Young Feudal Mistress Ma are safe.

What are you doing?

Nothing.

Why won't you do as I say?

Put me down! Put me down!

Put me down!

Put me down!

You will come across a rapid stream.

You must pass it.

I am worried Young Mistress Ma is in no condition to overcome the current.

I am worried the water of that stream will make her wound fester.

It's too dangerous. I can walk on my own.

Shut it.

I told you I can walk. Do you hear me?

Put me down!

It's too dangerous. Put me down!

Crossing this stream recklessly will put both of us in danger.

Quickly put me down.

I want you to put me down!

Do you even hear me?

What should I do to make you listen to me for once?

Let go of me!

I tried playing nice.

Do you want it the rough way?

Let go of me.

Stop!

What are you doing? Stop!

Let go of me!

Stop! Let go of me!

You...

♫ You brushed my shoulder and continued on ♫

♫ We are clearly in love ♫

♫ Yet we gave up our persistence ♫

♫ Hiding in the night ♫

♫ Hiding one's weakness ♫

♫ We are all like trapped beasts ♫

♫ Having no freedom ♫

I initially thought of making you take it off yourself.

But you are such a nuisance.

It seems like I must do it myself.

When did you become so shameless and despicable?

♫ Watching you but I can't move forward ♫

♫ Love steps back into my memory ♫

If you ever try to escape again,

I will make sure you meet your end

in this wilderness.

Winter may have arrived.

But Qi Mountain has a subsurface heat source.

When it's noon, the sun will be hot

and if the heat invades the body,

her life will be in danger.

Young Mistress Ma must not wear thick clothes.

♫ I still don't understand ♫

♫ How painful letting go is ♫

Come.

♫ Causing me to lose my freedom ♫

♫ I stand on the street across from you ♫

♫ Personally burying this warmth ♫

♫ No matter how painful or how much love there is, don't say it anymore ♫

♫ Watching you but I can't move forward ♫

♫ Love steps back into my memory ♫

♫ Love in opposite sides ♫

♫ There's no you and me ♫

♫ I stand on the street across from you ♫

The plants are plagued by insects.

Food is scarce.

Even if there were any fruits, most are already rotting.

Eating those fruits harms the body.

My Lord, you must be cautious.

Eat this.

I don't want to drag your corpse back.

What is it?

Help!

Search! Check the area!

Area's clear! Search over there!

What? Finally came to your senses?

You gave up?

Who were those people?

Soldiers of Jin.

They were clearly the Bo Army.

But you hid from them.

You even lied to me.

Why did you lie to me?

How do you know they were the Bo Army?

The Jin Army use star-scale mails.

The Bo Army uses chain-mail.

The sounds of their movements are entirely different.

I heard the sound of chain-mail earlier.

Yes, they are the Bo Army.

They were once my subordinates.

But sadly they are now ordered to capture me.

If they find us,

they will trade me in for a reward,

the others will do the same with you.

What's in it for me anyway?

This is weird. With your wits,

you should know escaping and asking for help

will do you no good at all.

Why do you keep making the same mistake?

The Wolfbone Flower's side effects are getting worse.

If the pain makes me lose control, Zhaixing will be hurt.

It's almost nightfall.

I must take her to safety.

I mustn't put her in danger.

Come, we'll stay here for the night.

I'll get us some food.

You...

What's wrong?

What's wrong with you?

You're burning up.

Hurry. Hurry!

Run!

Wolf Boy...

Zhaixing.

You were in great pain.

Is it because I used the Wolfbone Flower on you?

I had never seen you suffer the side effects.

Why?

Because I want to live.

I realize...

I don't know you at all.

Then don't bother.

Don't even try to.

I can walk on my own.

Use this.

Tell me if you feel too warm.

I'll find a place for you to get changed.

Stop! What are you doing?

I initially thought of making you take it off yourself.

Let go of me!

But you are such a nuisance.

It seems like I must do it myself.

When did you become so shameless and despicable?

Is he worried I might get heatstroke?

Throughout the journey,

all the fruits he gave me weren't rotten.

This is a spring stream.

Clean your body with the water.

It will help with your wound.

I'll ring the bell to let you know that I'm nearby.

You have nothing to be worried about.

But remember, you can't escape.

Is that clear?

Close your eyes and turn around!

What's wrong?

My clothing fell into the water.

Where is it now?

Southwest of where you're standing.

A little forward.

To the left.

Move forward a little.

Don't peek!

A little forward.

To the left!

To the left!

Almost there!

Why aren't you talking?

Here.

I miss Wolf Boy.

Do you?

♫ I have always been guarding here ♫

♫ Nothing has changed ♫

♫ Like that star a billion years ago ♫

♫ Still twinkling ♫

I'll start a fire.

♫ Looking past the starry night ♫

♫ Your gaze was firm and warm ♫

♫ Like it was telling me ♫

♫ Wait for me; Falling down for you ♫

♫ Falling down; Igniting the fireworks of love ♫

♫ Fireworks vibrating ♫

♫ Silence; Falling down soundless ♫

♫ Falling down; Falling down to love's embrace ♫

♫ Only for a promise ♫

What are you doing?

It seems like we have the same doubt.

Don't play tricks on me.

Everything that is good was given by you.

The rules were set by you.

I was so confused.

When I hated you the most,

I realized you did everything for my own good.

I realized...

Even as Prince of Bo,

you still have the nature of Wolf Boy.

Do you realize how disgusting you are right now?

You act like a woman in a brothel.

You pretend to play nice just to please the man.

You are seducing me, testing me,

to see if I still have feelings for you.

I'm not pretending.

I know Wolf Boy very well.

I'm not seducing you.

I just hope that you can realize the error of your ways.

You think too highly of yourself.

As you said earlier,

you don't know me at all.

What I don't understand is why you hurt yourself because of Chu Kui!

You're not me! You won't understand it!

In front of you, I am Wolf Boy.

I was a man who could barely speak.

But I owe my life to my father emperor.

Will you really give up

on your humanity over power and status?

You shouldn't try to understand me.

You shouldn't try to read my mind.

I've already become a monster you won't recognize.

You need to stay away from me.

You need to fear me.

Stop testing me.

You will only hurt yourself even deeper.

Normally people pay to watch a drama,

but your play last night was awful.

She cares about you so much but you treated her so poorly.

I could see your love for her in those eyes,

but you just wouldn't tell her.

That was so awful.

Here is a Wolfbone Flower for you.

After all, you should be paid for the effort.

Don't lose it.

This is the Wolfbone Flower you specially prepared for Zhaixing.

When I found out it was you who saved Zhaixing

and sent Zhuiri to show me your location,

looking back at the past raises more doubts for me.

So I came for answers.

You've always been careful.

How could you let the spy who knew your weakness reach me

and even divulge to me that the Wolfbone Flower can kill you?

The only possibility was that you let the spy reach me on purpose.

It's already irrational that the spy was so lucky.

But next, we managed to acquire the Wolfbone Flower.

Then you agreed to make a compromise back in Boxiang after seeing the butterflies were released.

All of these seemed too suspicious.

I have no idea what you are talking about.

In conclusion, you wanted Ma Zhaixing to take your life at Boxiang.

With your life, you could fulfill her wish to kill you.

Prince of Bo's change of heart was confusing and even baffling.

I don't get it.

I am sure Ma Zhaixing would want to know it, too.

Don't tell her.

I wanted to use my life to pay her back.

But as Prince of Bo, I must stop Chu Kui from committing evil.

When I found out that my brother's death was part of my father's plan,

I made my decision.

The battle of Boxiang will be the end of me.

I can help Youzhen thwart Chu Kui's tyranny.

I can finally win Ma Zhaixing back with my death.

She can be set free from grudges and know peace.

Ma Ying's case isn't that simple, right?

The Night Fiends and I were spying on Ma Ying in Kuizhou.

But Chu Kui gave the Night Fiends a kill order behind my back.

He spared Zhaixing so that he can restrain the Ma Army in the future.

I was kept in the dark.

When I found out the truth, it was too late.

Why didn't you tell her last night?

You made her believe you're an unforgivable villain!

I was the leader of the Night Fiends.

And I toyed with her love, I made her suffer so much sorrow.

Do you want her to hate you forever?

This hatred won't last long.

I'll return to the capital tomorrow.

You're going back?

You'll be charged with treason.

You're as good as dead.

So the next time she hears about me,

I will have been sentenced to death for treason.

She will feel satisfied that I got what I deserved.

She can finally be at peace with herself.

What if she finds out the death of her family had nothing to do with you,

that you gave up the battle of Boxiang for her,

that you protected her at Qi Mountain with your life,

and that you were never as heartless as she thought?

But then you are gone,

and she will never be happy.

So do not let her know the truth.

All my life I've brought her too much pain.

Since I am certain to die,

then let the truth be buried with me.

Don't let her suffer again.

I won't help you.

This goes against my code.

I only know that the two people in this world who care

for her happiness the most are me...

and you.

In the battle of Boxiang, I saved Zhaixing.

Jin will suspect our relationship.

You must keep her safe.

Do not let her name be tarnished.

Ji Chong,

I place all my hopes for her in your hands.

Escape is an option for you!

You know you'll die, so why must you go back?

I should be the one to die,

not my innocent Brother Youzhen.

I must save him.

I have a feeling that had we not fallen in love with the same woman,

had we not been enemies,

we would have been friends.

Friends?

You won't have that chance.

I am destined to be alone forever.

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[Flowing Backward (倒流) by Jolin Tsai (蔡依林)]

♫ Separation is not unbearable ♫

♫ What is unbearable is when two hearts are not truly separated ♫

♫ I had to move forward, but I did not say ♫

♫ That the only one who can change me is still you ♫

♫ I really want to run into your embrace ♫

♫ Thank you for indulging me to be superstitious ♫

♫ Flowing backward to when we started to love, when there is still no hurt ♫

♫ Forever being together ♫

♫ Going backward to that second in time ♫

♫ Firmly holding your hand and keep walking like that ♫

♫ I am willing to wait, wait until you understand ♫

♫ Eternity actually is hiding within the love that we believed in ♫

♫ I really want to run into your embrace ♫

♫ Thank you for indulging me to be superstitious ♫

♫ Returning to when we started to love, when there is still no hurt ♫

♫ Forever being together ♫

[The Wolf]