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[ Who Am I (我是谁) by Jolin Tsai (蔡依林) & Jony J (肖佳) ]

♫ Used to the depth of the darkness ♫

♫ No matter how wild, there is no fear ♫

♫ Waiting for a star to fall to see who its afterglow will illuminate (I tell myself to keep pushing on by feeling, it’s history in the making)♫

♫ Of the same kind as the banished ♫

♫ Hiding the loneliness in defense (Climbing mountains and cliffs)♫

♫ But gentleness is always invincible (I’m earth-shatteringly alone, with no purpose and no worry, just so I can push on harder)♫

♫ Refusing to compromise with fate because my heart has a home ♫

♫ It's yours; I don't belong to anyone else ♫

♫ (But let me know who I am and give me a destination) ♫

♫ Who am I if I didn’t meet you? ♫

♫ (You took away what I care about and all my attention) ♫

♫ Who am I without you? ♫

♫ (But let me know who I am and give me a destination) ♫

♫ When a puppet hanging on a string has experienced warmth ♫

♫ The pupil is no longer black, white, or grey (You took away what I care about and all my attention) ♫

♫ The pupil is no longer black, white, or grey (But let me know who I am and give me a destination) ♫

♫ You know who I am ♫

[The Wolf]

[Episode 4]

- Wen Yan. - Sir.

Look for a place to rest.

Yes, sir!

With thin skins and big fillings!

Buns!

Master, how about we have some tea while resting?

Meat buns!

Tanghulu! (T/N: Candied hawthorn)

Feudal Young Mistress, the Feudal Young Master of Tongzhou City, Young Lord Gu requests to see you.

The young lord must be here for a marriage proposal.

Our Feudal Young Mistress is terribly sick right now,

[Gu Qingping - Young Feudal Lord of Tongzhou City]

In that case, who is...

Alright.

I shall treat everyone equally.

How other suitors leave, you experience the same too.

Young lord, this way, please.

There are three wooden boxes here.

Only one has colour butterflies in it.

Please answer the question, Young Lord.

Does the Feudal Young Mistress like butterflies?

And what of it?

Our Feudal Young Mistress loves flowers and greenery, butterflies and the wind.

She loves everything in this world. Young lord, you will never be able to impress her.

Please leave.

There are no butterflies in any of these boxes.

I believe I am correct.

All three boxes have a strong camphor smell,

it must have been made from Camphor wood.

However, butterflies are extremely afraid of the camphor smell.

Once they get in, they will never live for long.

If the Feudal Young Mistress truly loves butterflies, then she will never place them inside.

Everything in this world, as long as you look into it carefully,

you will gain answer from it.

Also, I did not come here for a marriage proposal.

This letter is from my father, who wishes to talk to the Commandery Princess, of Kuizhou City,

about the granary relief.

Thus, addressing me to send this mail.

He told me to hand this letter to the Commandery Princess, myself without fail.

My apologies for being rude earlier.

It was my mistake for not asking about your intention first.

I hope you don't hold it against me young lord.

I have heard that in the Ma Family, a direct proposal is as hard as nails.

I certainly did experience the welcome today.

Usnea herb?

Good insight, young lord.

This is our Feudal Young Mistress's favorite flower.

Well, I do not like it.

Usnea herbs can only live by clinging to others. It cannot live on its own.

Just like a man's life, who needs to cling onto others to live.

'Life' is a personal thing.

We should not let ourselves, be tied down because of others.

Since the letter has been received, I shall take my leave.

Young lord, you have come from afar, why not take a rest in the manor for a bit,

and drink some mint tea?

It is the flavor of our Feudal Young Mistress's favorite tea.

Much appreciated.

But since the Commandery Princess use a difficult box question to chase someone away,

then she must really not want to be disturbed.

I am also not someone who likes to trouble others.

I shall leave.

Feudal Young Mistress, that young lord from Tongzhou is not a bad choice.

Pretty knowledgeable, and has his own ideas and personality.

Not overbearing.

Plus, he is unpretentious.

You think too much.

He is a taken man.

There is no need for him to fawn over other ladies in the first place.

No. I have look into him.

He is the same as you.

Each day, he is either training the soldiers, or dealing with politics.

He has the admiration of many ladies,

but he always uses busy affairs as a reason to reject them

What a cold-blooded man.

Why don't you marry him then?

Feudal Young Mistress! The young lord, is the best man that I have seen.

He is correct.

No one should let themselves be tied up forever, right?

Otherwise, do you plan to become an old lady, as you wait many years

for Wolf Boy who has never contacted you to come back?

When he fell into the valley, you searched for him relentlessly,

until you wrecked your body.

Your wounded legs have still not even properly healed.

If if he is still alive...

he would have appeared earlier.

If possible...How much I hoped that

the one who fell down the valley wounded that year, was me.

I do not wait.

Nor do I have the qualifications to.

He trusted me so much,

yet I betrayed him.

If he was not dead,

he must have left far.

Away from me...who was the misfortune in his life.

Forgetting about everything.

Feudal Young Mistress, please do not blame yourself.

You chased him away back then due to the circumstances.

Not out of your own volition.

Whether it was my own volition or not was not important.

He, who was oblivious about everything, must have truly been hurt.

If he is still alive,

I just hope that he can live a peaceful life.

Like in the past when he love to eat meat buns,

love to steal candied haws from others.

That he still believes all the good and kindness in this world.

If...there is a virtuous woman by his side,

unlike me, who is arrogant,

that would be even better.

How come it turn into me, the Feudal Young Mistress, comforting you?

Dealing with those young lords, is really extra frustrating.

Let's go. Accompany me for a walk.

Incidentally, let's buy a gift for daddy on the way,

to please him when he returns.

Yes.

Two meat buns, please.

Here. Thank you for your purchase.

Please enjoy it.

Buns!

Delicious Buns!

Master, do you want to eat something?

Those meat buns look good. I will go buy some for you.

I am not hungry.

Buns!

- Candied Haws! - Come buy the Buns!

Candied Haws!

Delicious meant buns!

Candied haws!

Fresh meat buns!

Have a candied haws!

I heard that Kuizhou City's candied haws are very famous.

Should we have some candied haws?

If you are that bored, then go look for something to do.

Are you an idiot?

The master eating candied haws,

do you not think that image would be good?

[Free of charge]

Master! Interesting, interesting.

This shop posted an advertisement stating, "It's free!"

Honorable guests, please do not misunderstand.

Beside it, there is an anagram.

It was left by our Feudal Young Mistress Ma during the lantern festival last year

when she pass by here.

Only those who solved the mystery can eat for free.

[Looking at my mate, his foot has four toes.]

[He has the appearance of a beast but a kind heart, ]

[a suitable person as my husband.]

Guess a word.

What word is it?

Master, I have found it.

There is a Wan An Restaurant in front, we can stay there.

"Wolf."

Guest?

The answer to the mystery is "Wolf".

But a wolf does not have four toes on all of its legs.

Really?

Your Feudal Young Mistress thinks she understands wolves, but not everything.

Someone who is a show-off.

Not to mention arrogant.

Wen Yan, Wen Yan!

Is the answer to the mystery really a "Wolf"?

The word "Wolf", has a beast character on the left,

and the word "Kind" from "Kindness" on the right.

Meaning it has the appearance of a beast with a kind heart.

Also, the "Kind" could mean "Beloved".

Otherwise known as "Mate" or "Husband".

It seems like the master guessed it right.

Quick, let's follow him. Stop chit-chatting.

We guessed the answer. So it is free, right.

Just as I thought.

Anyone who tries, has no mysteries they could not solve.

Feudal Young Mistress!

Feudal Young Mistress! Feudal Young Mistress.

Uncle Liu, how is the business these days?

Thanks to the Feudal Young Mistress's help, it is doing very well.

I need to tell you, Feudal Young Mistress, that your anagram,

has just been solved earlier!

Just now, there is a young master who actually answered the word "Wolf".

He surprisingly said, wolves do have four toes on all of its legs.

He even said that the Feudal Young Mistress, does not know everything about wolves.

It is true that not all the wolves' legs have four toes.

Only their hind legs.

It looks like this person knows a lot about wolves.

Uncle Liu, where is he?

I am willing to make friends with him.

I am afraid he has left.

I almost forgot to tell you a good news.

Shopkeeper Fang's Wan An restaurant

is inviting someone to play shadow puppets again.

I heard even the stage has been built.

Feudal Young Mistress, do you not like shadow puppets a lot?

Should we go take a look?

Fine.

[Wan An Restaurant]

Shopkeeper.

Coming, coming!

Honorable guests. Will you be dining, or staying the night?

Staying the night. Prepare your first class wing.

My master, does not like to be disturbed.

Your restaurant, do not need to entertain guests for a while.

These money will be enough for you to last for a whole lifetime.

I have failed to see what is in front of me,

not realizing the visit of an imporant guest.

Honorable guests, please follow the staff to the second floor's first class wing.

Please. Honorable guests, please follow me.

Shopkeeper Fang.

Feudal Young Mistress.

Closing the store so early?

Lady Xiao Feng, all the restaurant has been reserved today.

That is why we are closing the store.

Who would have thought that in a small city like Kuiahou,

there is someone who is willing to pay so much.

How about we come back the next day, Feudal Young Mistress!

Shopkeeper Fang, can't you please accommodate?

The Feudal Young Mistress just want to take a look at the shadow puppet's stage. Is that okay?

Of course I will accommodate for the Feudal Young Mistress.

This way please, Feudal Young Mistress.

Thank you, Shopkeeper Fang.

We will not stay for long.

You should go do your job. No need to mind me.

Alright.

Xiao Feng, you should wait outside.

I want to be alone.

Yes, Ma'am.

The Langshou Mountain.

♫ Used to the depth of the darkness ♫

♫ No matter how wild, there is no fear ♫

♫Waiting for a star to fall to see who its afterglow will illuminate♫

♫ Of the same kind as the banished ♫

♫ Hiding the loneliness in defense ♫

♫ But gentleness is always invincible ♫

♫ I am already used to viewing from high above in the mountain alone♫

♫ Don't need any vast fame and power ♫

♫ During the day, sunlight lights up the road I walk on, at night, my vision illuminates it ♫

♫ Except for the numbing solitary that makes me lose miserably♫

♫ I have yet to encounter any challenge that I find difficult ♫

♫ Even going against the tides, my vision is still steady, manners is still fierce♫

♫ I tell myself to keep pushing on by feeling ♫

♫ It’s history in the making ♫

♫Climbing mountains and cliffs♫

♫I’m earth-shatteringly alone, with no purpose and no worry♫

♫ just so I can push on harder♫

♫ Who am I if I didn’t meet you? ♫

♫ Who am I without you? ♫

♫ Without you, it does not matter who I am ♫

♫ Used to the depth of the darkness ♫

♫ No matter how wild, there is no fear ♫

♫Waiting for a star to fall to see who its afterglow will illuminate♫

♫ Of the same kind as the banished ♫

♫ Hiding the loneliness in defense ♫

Is it set that no matter what the price I have to pay,

I can never exchange it back to Xing'er and the Wolf Boy?

♫ I waste away aimlessly and without anyone urging me ♫

♫ A homeless drifter's delusional wish of finding a place of belonging ♫

♫ Have long since lost the destination, like a lone goose flying in circles ♫

♫ Just before I was about to give up ♫

♫ You suddenly appeared, bringing me light♫

♫ Letting me find the way in the endless darkness ♫

♫ No more hesitation, no more looking all around♫

♫ You took away what I care about and all my attention ♫

♫ (But let me know who I am and give me a destination) ♫

♫ Who am I if I didn’t meet you? ♫

♫ (You took away what I care about and all my attention) ♫

♫ Who am I without you? ♫

Master, Ma Ying has returned.

♫ When a puppet hanging on a string ♫

♫ has experienced warmth ♫

♫ The pupil is no longer black, white or grey ♫

♫ (You took away what I care about and all my attention) ♫

♫ The pupil is no longer black, white, or grey (But let me know who I am and give me a destination) ♫

The Feudal Lord has returned!

Make way!

The Feudal Lord has returned!

Make way!

Boys, it is time to prepare supper.

Shopkeeper!

Who is playing the show a while ago?

It is my daughter, Hong'er.

Hong'er?

Father.

Hong'er.

You are Hong'er?

Is it you who played the show earlier?

Hong'er, tell the guest.

Don't you like the story about Wolf Boy and Xing'er since you are young?

Yes.

A huge fire many years ago,

turned her into this state.

The kids all laugh at her.

However, since young she has always loved

the story about Wol Boy and Xing'er.

She always said,

even Wolf Boy can find Xing'er as his friend.

One day, she will definitely find a true friend as well.

Father, they all said Hong'er is a monster.

Preposterous.

Hong'er, one day, definitely,

you will be like Wolf Boy.

You will find someone, who really likes you.

If you are really thinking about your daughter's wellbeing,

then tell her,

then tell her, not to believe in this story.

Humans are unpredictable.

No matter who gets close to your daughter, they will one day betray her.

Ultimately, she will be the one who suffers.

If you do not want to get look down by other,

then force yourself to grow stronger.

Stronger than anyone else. That is the rule of survival.

Dad has decide to retire.

Actually, letting the court handle Ma Family Army,

can erase the king's doubt,

and also regain the reunion of our family in exchange.

Isn't that a good thing?

Father is correct.

However, Everyone knows that Ma Family Army is resilient.

They only obey father's orders.

If father decide to return your military power this time, one must carefully

consider not to let the king has any doubts on Ma Family Army's loyalty.

Who would have thought, that my daughter will have such clear thinking?

If you are a man, you will definitely be a great help to father.

Unfortunately, from now on, the Ma Family can only take care of Kuizhou City.

I've prepared to officially hand down the position of the Feudal Lord to your brother.

Jun'er has followed me for many years and has grown a lot.

Now, the person whom I am most worried about, is you.

You could not possibly stay in Kuizhou City your entire life.

Father,

you know about me breaking off my marriage?

Zhaixing,

do you still hold grudges against me?

You purposely broke off your marriage, and chased away all the marriage proposals.

Father knows everything about it.

If for this life,

you do not get married because of Wolf Boy,

then father, can only owe you forever.

Father, how could I hold grudges against you?

That year, you stopped me from saving Wolf Boy,

because you were worried about me incurring the wrath of the Emperor.

It is I, who owe you forever.

I only made you worry.

Are these all true talk from the heart?

Then promise father.

From today onwards, forget about Wolf Boy.

Look for a good family and give birth to many healthy kids.

Let father experience the feeling of being a grandfather, playing with his grandchildren.

This is father's, only wish now.

[Ma Manor]

Feudal Young Mistress.

It is late, why are you not asleep yet?

I have talked to the restaurant's owner.

Xiao Feng knew Feudal Young Mistress like this, so I bought it.

Also, I have found the person, who solved the mystery of "Wolf".

The owner of the teahouse, said he is staying in a restaurant in the western side of town.

Feudal Young Mistress, you want to get acquainted with that person who loves wolves, correct?

How about, we look for him at the restaurant tomorrow?

Xiao Feng,

I will go tomorrow.

But that will be my last time, doing something for Wolf Boy.

Feudal Young Mistress, what is the matter?

Nothing.

All these times I have been feeling remorse about what happened that year.

But I forgot, that maybe it will hurt father's feelings.

It is time for me to let go.

If tomorrow, after meeting the person who solve the mystery,

and he is not in any way connected to Wolf Boy,

then,

I will really give up.

From then on, I will not utter anything about Wolf Boy.

Xiao Feng, the person who solved the mystery and love wolves, is inside?

Feudal Young Mistress, please go in. Xiao Feng will not bother you.

Honorable guest,

are you the one who solve the anagram's mystery?

Nay.

But what I wanted to solve the most, is the burden in your heart.

It is you.

You and Xiao Feng must have plotted this together.

In that case,

excuse me for not playing along with you guys.

Feudal Young Mistress, please wait.

Going on like this, is just a worthless torture on yourself.

I understand that feeling.

Some past need to be forgotten, but is hard to do so.

Because I was once the same.

Xiao Feng told me, you never let go of the copper bell

for the sake of one boy who was friends with the wolves.

All these years, your heart has never been free.

It could not help but reminds me of

the person woman I never forgets.

At that time, we had mutual feelings for each other,

yet she died of an illness.

That is why, the young lord make yourself busy with work.

Never making acquaintance with any lady.

Young Lord, you are someone who values feelings.

No.

I am an unfilial person.

Because of how I was, even on her death bed, my mother was depressed.

She never stopped worrying about me.

Does the Feudal Young Mistress wish to follow in my footsteps and regret things when they are too late?

Master, I have increased the number of night walkers dispatched from each of the states to ten strong men.

They have now settled in Kuizhou City.

Good.

Notify everyone. Make sure to keep watch on Ma Ying's actions.

Understood!

Father, you and mother have never told me about how you guys met.

Usnea herbs live by clinging onto others.

Mother adores it very much,

meaning she must believe in you and cling onto you for a lifetime?

Usnea herbs, have another name, known as "The Queen".

"The Queen"?

Are you saying that mother is the daughter of a king?

You can interpret it as your mother's, expectation for you.

She hoped that, even though you are a woman,

you can still live like a king.

Within the Ma Family, your mother rarely goes out,

and never get into a strife with anyone.

She is not a normal woman.

She was of noble birth,

from a prestigious family.

Chu Kui knew that Wolf Boy has a kind heart,

and is worried that he would not be able to complete the assassinating mission.

That is why he hid the orders of assassinating the whole Ma Family from him. [ Ma Manor ]

Directly ordering the nightwalkers to do the deed.

Do it!

Who is outside!

- Father. - Zhaixing, stay inside.

Father will take a look outside.

Father!

Father! Father!

- Father, let me out! - Zhaixing, do not come out no matter what! It is dangerous outside!

Father! What in the world is happening?

Father!

Father!

Father!

Father!

- Zhaixing, hurry up and leave! - Father!

- Do not come over here! - Father!

Father!

Father!

Father!

Father!

Father!

Who are you guys?

[Kuizhou]

The Feudal Lord's family was massacred last night!

Look! The general of Ma Family's Army has returned!

General!

Where is the Feudal Lord?

The-The Feudal Lord's corpse is at the back.

I shall prepare the coffin right away.

- Bring me to him! - Yes! Yes!

Is there anyone in the family who is still alive?

The young master and Madame's corpse have been confirmed.

Only, Only a few burned bodies in the Commandery Princess's room are unidentifiable.

Everyone from the family has passed. The Commandery Princess's is most likely the same.

Who did it?

Such gruesome work...

My Lord. We have arrived.

Feudal Lord,

I have come late.

May the Feudal Lord bless me, Ma Xiehan, to avenge your death.

[Jin]

Let the Ma Family Army think, that the Jin Kingdom was the perpetrator.

The Emperor of Jin!

- Anyone here! - Present!

I will stay back here, to arrange for the funeral of all Ma's Family.

You depart as soon as you can, and as fast as possible,

to report the issue, to the court and Ma Family army.

Yes!

Master, we did not act on our own last night.

It was the Emperor. He was worried about your attachment to Kuizhou City.

Hence, without telling you, he gave us a second order.

Assassinate Ma Ying's family. Leave only Ma Zhaixing alive.

Afterwards, make the Jin Kingdom take all the blame.

Master! Master!

Master.

According to the Emperor's plan, theMa Family Army really did thought,

the assassination of Ma Ying this time, the perpetrator behind it, is the Emperor of Jin.

You two, depart as soon as you can, look closely at the Ma Family Army.

Then what about Ma Zhaixing?

Me and Wen Yan will bring her back.

Yes. We shall take our leave.

Master!

Commandery Princess Ma's condition is not good.

Not only did she hit her head hard, she also witness everything.

Such terrible emotional scar, any normal person would stay unconscious for days.

Or may even never woke up again.

What I want to know is your methods!

How she will be able to wake up?

The herbs provided by temple's abbot is not enough.

However, I know of several herbs which might works.

- Then go fetch it. - Then...

Then the Commandery Princess...

I will look after her.

Yes!

So you are Xing'er.

I regret it.

I regret being friends with you. Regret taking you down the mountain.

Do you know that you are a monster?

How can I be friends with a monster?

If you do not leave soon, I will sent someone to catch you,

catch your mother of wolf, and your siblings of wolves.

Brute! Go away!

Don't you know?

Your Xing'er, will never return.

Because this bell, is what she gave me.

Wolf Boy there is still a lot of good people in this world.

I trust you. You trust me.

We trust in each other.

So you are Ma Family's Commandery Princess.

No wonder that year, you betray me and went to Ma Family's soldiers.

Now, I am Prince of Bo

and you are of Ma Family.

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[Flowing Backward 倒流 by Jolin Tsai 蔡依林]

♫ Separation is not unbearable ♫

♫ What is unbearable is when two hearts are not truly separated ♫

♫ I had to move forward, but I did not say ♫

♫ That the only one who can change me is still you ♫

♫ I really want to run into your embrace ♫

♫ Thank you for indulging me to be superstitious ♫

♫ Flowing backward to when we started to love, when there is still no hurt ♫

♫ Forever being together ♫

♫ Going backward to that second in time ♫

♫ Firmly holding your hand and keep walking like that ♫

♫ I am willing to wait, wait until you understand ♫

♫ Eternity actually is hiding within the love that we believed in ♫

♫ I really want to run into your embrace ♫

♫ Thank you for indulging me to be superstitious ♫

♫ Returning to when we started to love, when there is still no hurt ♫

♫ Forever being together ♫

[The Wolf]