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♫ Said too much, thought too much ♫

♫ Deliberately let the feelings turn cold ♫

♫ I don't know if saying "I'm sorry" could be exchanged for your embrace ♫

♫ Good or bad, you clearly know how lonely the pain is ♫

♫ It's easier to pretend that our happiness never existed ♫

♫ All those missed moments, when I hated to leave you, aren't important anymore ♫

♫ There's no reason to justify it ♫

♫ Right now I need the courage to tell you ♫

♫ Don't forget me ♫

♫ I want to stand between the beginning and the end ♫

♫ A lasting love is destined to return to before the misunderstandings ♫

♫ Let me always love you. I don't want to lose you ♫

♫ Brokenhearted, fallen yet happy ♫

♫ What I hope, despair, and grieve for ♫

♫ exists ♫

[Episode 10]

How are you feeling?

Don't worry. She threw up everything she drank earlier.

And she already got checked at a nearby hospital.It's nothing serious.

Sorry, Brother Chen.

It's all because I couldn't take care of Teacher Yao properly.

You're really doing all right?

I'm fine.

Did you only drink a little?

Just a sip.

Okay, good. I was scared that if I weren't able tocome in time, you'd be in danger.

Why would she wait for you? Are you an ambulance or a doctor?

Director, you must be pretty tired today.

Comforting people doesn't seem to suit you all that well.

Let Meng Meng talk with her people and rest well.

Okay. Rest well.

Don't look at me like that.

I'm really fine.

And, it might not even be because of the coffee.

Maybe it's because I had a heat stroke that I threw up.

What did the doctor say?

He said I ate glue on accident.

Was it in the coffee?

Maybe someone put it in maliciously,

but maybe it was just that the café has a quality problem.

It probably wasn't malicious.I doubt there's that much danger out there.

Life is capricious. There are always many surprises.

Where did you go today?

That isn't important. What did the doctor tell you to do?

He just said to rest well.

Oh, and drink porridge.

Teacher Yao,

I think that if there are this many risks to your life every day,

we should report it to the police.

No, you can't!

If you did that, it'd really affect the production crew.

And people online would all be saying that I was poisoned.

You can't call the police! And you also can't tell Chang Ming.

Otherwise he'll make a big fuss of it online.

None of these are good reasons.

Don't do it!

You haven't been here the whole day. What if Chang Ming says you were neglecting your responsibilities?

He might fire you on the spot.

That's my own problem to deal with.

But I'll worry about it too.

You really want me to stay as your assistant that badly?

In any case, you can't call the police.

What happened today was because I was careless.

I promise to be more careful in the future, okay?

Go to sleep. When you're sick you still have so much nonsense.

What is it?

I'm a bit hungry.

Sleep. You can have anything you want in your dreams.

Did you make this?

Try it. See if it tastes any good.

It's as good as the ones at big restaurants.

Then you should eat more.

[Sister Fang]

What is it? Do you have something you need to do?

It's nothing. It can wait until you finish your porridge.

No need. I'm not going to get choked by it.

Go do what you need to do.

Why do I feel a bit reluctant to let him go?

[Inpatient Department]

What's happening? Why would she suddenly relapse?

I don't know either. She took a nap in the afternoon,

then in the evening she was feverish and was throwing up.

The doctor said she needs a blood infusion,

but . . . we don't have any money left.

What about the money I gave to you guys before?

It was gone long ago. She has to stay in the hospital, plus daily expenses,

so our problems are just getting worse and worse.

Don't worry.

I'll give you some more money.

Luckily, there's still a chance for it to get better.

I promised to cure Yang Yang's illness,and I don't plan on breaking that word.

The little monkey was cured and returned.

Of course, a pretty sister helped cure him.

Then can she cure me too?

You don't need her to help.

The doctors here are going to cure you.

Wang Hongze.

So what if you saw him? You didn't need to hide.

I'm embarrassed to face him.

He encouraged me to pursue my dream in journalism.

But now I've ended up here. I don't want him to find out.

Dream?

Back in the day, I also had a dream at the newspaper office.

Don't laugh. Paparazzi are also journalists.We have certifications too.

After that long in the entertainment industry,I only made enough for some traveling expenses.

And our boss even fired me because Ididn't send him a present.

At the time I was too ashamed to tell my parents.

It's all thanks to you that I didn't end up on the street.

It was really bad back then.

I know. You've talked about this several times already.

Can't I complain about it to you?

Are we still real brothers or not?

No, I have to tell our dad about this.

Did your falling out with your familyhave something to do with Wang Hongze?

What happened exactly?

How did you end up with no choicesbut to come here and be a paparazzo?

Is that him? Chen Liqun's son?

Chen Liqun has a son? He's this old already?

The director himself is leading the way. Why would he do that if not for his father?

Work hard.

Okay.

Hi. I'm Wang Hongze. It's nice to meet you.

Hi.

Fortunately, I got to report on some big stories,

and I was promoted to be deputy editor.

Then Wang Hongze, who was several years older than me,became my subordinate

who had to report to me. It wasn't easy for him, I know.

Not to mention other people knew

he didn't have people backing him like I did.

But he never lost heart, and he never cared about it.

I think he's someone with real ambitions.

I'm jealous of people who know what they want in life.

Because I really don't know.

Banana,

Don't laugh at me.

When I was younger, I would boast a lot.

I told my teachers, "Because I'm so smart,

I don't have any aspirations."

I can do anything anyway.

Up until I knew what was going on with Yang Yang,

I kept thinking like this.

Getting this angry early in the morning!

What's wrong?

Look at this.

This family, I went to have an interview with them two months ago.

They were doing crowdfunding at the time,but no one gave them a second glance.

Later, it was me that helped them promote on the Internet. That's how they were able to raise a part of the money.

But isn't that great?

How is that great?

Based on my investigation, the family didn't actuallyuse all of the funds to help their daughter, Yang Yang.

but instead gave majority of the sum for their son to go to school.

Now, they don't have money, so they are starting it a second time with their daughter again.

If they hadn't acted so immorally before,Yang Yang's illness would've been cured long ago.

How are there such parents?

I'm bewildered, too. How could parents be like that?

Later, two ardent young men met each other

and made a huge mess of things.

We decided to expose him.

Back then I was in charge of the paper's official blog.

Although most of our articles had to be reviewed,

the director still gave me some latitude.

So I used it, and I published the article on our official account.

I waited for the truth to be read by millions of people.

What we wrote, was it the truth?

Yes.

Was it all the truth?

What a pity.

It wasn't. Yang Yang's parents staunchly said

they would use all of the funds to help treat heir daughter,

and that the money they used for their son's tuitionwas borrowed from other relatives.

In reality the receipts and invoices provedthat this wasn't entirely the case.

But they also revealed that our report was inaccurate.

But it was already too late. The public wanted a black-or-white story.

No one wanted to hear about every minute detail.

After the story reversed once, they already lost their patience.

No one paid attention to any of my efforts to make up for things.

The office also revoked my access to the official blog.

That's why I reached out to you that night and paid for things out of pocket.

I needed a way to ensure that more people heard about it.

Hongze, I have an idea,

but I might need your help getting the right connections.

Oh, okay.

Hongze, are you all right?

My family has been poor ever since I was young.

So as a result,

My parents were ecstatic

and so proud

that I became a reporter.

But now . . . Now . . .

Hongze, I didn't give up your name.

R-Really?

The article was originally written anonymously.

When the director asked me, I didn't tell him about your part.

Chenmo, thank you so much.

Thank you!

Thank you. Thank you so much.

[Newspaper Office]

I decided to take the burden

of the aftermath myself.

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After that,

I didn't contact Hongze again.

You had some premonition about it, didn't you.

So you were so foolish before.

Wang Hongze was one of the most eminent of the new staff.

His chances to get promoted were the highest,and the director thought highly of him.

It was his own fault for not fighting for it.

We entertainment reporters got traveling allowances, and it turned out he, as a lifestyle reporter, took some too.

In the end, someone reported him, but he shamelessly refused to resign. That's why he fell to where he was.

You can't not know.

Even if you didn't know at first, you should've heard about it eventually.

You're probably thinking someone framed him, right?That's what he thought too.

He would talk about it at every opportunity.

He's a fully grown man crying about his dreams,but he refuses to own up to his greed.

What a good-for-nothing.

And then you came. You were hardworking and had your father's backing.

Of course the director paid more attention on you.

You're a lot more capable than he is. He deserves to be your subordinate.

It's his own fault that he can't get over it. You thought you could hide it from people, but after everything went down,

everyone guessed that he had something to do it.

Do you know how he talks about you behind your back?

You must know, otherwise you would've contacted him earlier.

And besides, he's not scared for you to find out anymore.

He's in charge of new media ads now.

He's rich and successful now.

How are you still denying it when you've seen it with your own eyes?

No, you must've thought about it before, right? Chenmo,

you should change your name to Chen Naïve,

Master.

Hello, the number you dialed is currently unavailable. Please call again later.

The subscriber you dialed . . .

Hello, the number you dialed is currently unavailable. Please call again later.

Hi,

Hongze,

it's me.

You? Who?

It's me,

Chenmo!

C-Chenmo.

Long time no see.

Well. Two days ago, I actually saw your father at a summit.

W-We even talked a bit.

We might work together in the future.

I've also been thinking of inviting you out to eat sometime.

Okay.

Let's do that sometime.

O-Okay. T-Then, that works.

I'll hang up then.

Hongze,

I really took you to be my friend.

Who is it?

♫ All night long ♫

♫ Looking into the blurry distance ♫

♫ I just keep crying like this ♫

♫ Leaving you makes me feel so empty ♫

♫ Your tears ♫

♫ One look is unforgettable ♫

♫ It's not that easy to leave your side ♫

♫ Don't wanna be apart ♫

♫ Don't wanna be alone ♫

♫ Your kiss won't be coming ♫

♫ My love won't wait any longer ♫

♫ I wanna see you now ♫

♫ I wanna love you again ♫

♫ A casual glance ♫

♫ Loving you can make me turn around ♫

♫ Don't wanna be apart ♫

♫ Don't wanna be alone ♫

♫ Your kiss won't be coming ♫

♫ My love won't wait any longer ♫

♫ I wanna see you now ♫

♫ I wanna love you again ♫

♫ A casual glance ♫

♫ Loving you can make me turn around ♫

♫ Try your best to redeem yourself ♫

♫ I believe love won't have regrets ♫

♫ Giving each other happiness, never going back ♫

♫ Loving you can make me turn around ♫

You're awake?

Yesterday, I was inside Tian Sisi's room.

Why am I here?

You don't remember?

Actually, I don't remember either. I think I might have been sleepwalking.

I haven't sleepwalked in many years.

I must be really tired these days.

Only when I woke up, I found out

I was already lying in Tian Sisi's room.

Thank you for coming so early into my room to clean up.

Okay, now you can go back.

Thank you for the blanket. I'll be off then.

-Morning, Meuggui. -Morning.

Good morning.

Good morning.

Peng Fei, go buy two bottles of water.

Teacher Yao, here is your schedule for today

We'll finish at around 5pm.

Okay, understood, thank you.

You're welcome.

-You worked hard. -Not at all.

[Cry]

This is a critical turning point in your relationship.It's extremely important.

Qin Tian Li wants to break up with Li Rongjing because she's leaving the country.

Li Rongjing swears she'll come back to Qin Tian,

but Qin Tian believes that by that point, his own status

will make him even more undeserving of her,so he insists on breaking up.

Li Rongjing, be prepared.

This crying scene has to have several layers

because Li Rongjing thinks she has already done a lot for him.

You've made many concessions and sacrifices.

But you never once considered that your lover might be completely ungrateful,

and would still be that determined.

She may be sad,

but Li Rongjing is a dignified, educated woman,

so she has a strong sense of self-respect.

I don't want to see formulaic wailing.

Okay?

Okay.

-Is the set ready?-Things are ready here, director.

Okay, then let's start.

"Under the First Snow," scene 67, shot 1, take 1.

Action.

Don't leave.

If you were to leave, how would I ever find you again?

But the person who's leaving is you.

Cut. Li Rongjing come over here.

-Director Zhang.-You're having the same problems with all these lines.

Even though you're crying,

but you still seem too calm,

like a robot.

Just being able to cry prettily is useless.

I may not have had asked you to bawl uncontrollably,

but you can't stand there emotionless either.

You have to let out your emotions.

First release them, then pull them back a bit.

Those words, "Don't leave,"

have to be forcefully said. As though you truly want to use these words

to make him stay.

Think about it: Li Rongjing is such a proud person.

She's only begged to Qin Tian this one time in the whole movie.

It isn't a lot of words, just "Don't leave."

So how can you say it so lightly?

You have to really feel,

from deep in your heart,

that you're losing something.

Okay, got it, Director.

Do you really understand?

-Yes, I do.-Good, then let's do another take.

-Okay.-Actors, return to your spots.

"Under the First Snow," scene 67, shot 1, take 2.

Action.

Don't leave. If you were to leave,

how would I ever find you again?

Cut.

Li Rongjing, do you know how to act or not?

Do you need the entire crew to coddle you for this one crying scene?

You should be ashamed.

Do you have to be scolded to act properly?

Are you a donkey, making me keep prodding you?

I'm sorry, Director.

I'm not in the mood.

Still can't find the right state of mind?

You've probably already guessed that I blew up on you on purpose, right?

I don't care how you get back to your feet.

You can even go and find a boyfriend and then go through a breakup.

Make it the last time you do such bad acting. Have I made myself clear?

Next scene!

We will come back to this scene next time.

Clear the scene. Move onto the next scene!

Are you okay?

Yeah, I'm fine.

Hello, dad. You know it's not a good time to call.

What's wrong with calling you?

I miss you.

Do you know how long it has been since you last came home?

I'm so bored staying at the restaurant all day long.

And the phone you sent to me...

Dad, dad. I'm a little busy right now.

Can I call you back when I finish work today?

What are you busy with? Can I come and visit you?

Don't. I mean...

Dad, I'm on a tour with my colleagues. We are in Sanya right now.

I won't have any time for you if you come.

You've gone to Sanya?

What am I to do now?

Dad, there seem to be a lot of cars on your end.

I...I wanted to give you a surprise.

So...I'm here!

What?

Where are you right now?

Where am I?

I don't know where I am.

The driver kicked me out half way.

What a fickle man!

But it was partially my fault. I wanted to save some money so I didn't take a taxi.

Well, I will have to try much luck see if I can get a car to drive me back.

Stay where you are. It's not safe wandering around on busy roads.

Send me your location.

What's point of that? You are not even in town.

I will ask my big sister to find someone to get you.

But you have to promise me one thing.

Yeah, I promise you.

Don't mention me.

You are a relative of Yao Menggui.

What? You lost me. When you were at home, I wasn't allowed to mention your sister.

Now that I'm here, I can't mention you.

What's going on between you two? Is it some sort of match-2 game?

Two pieces match and both disappear.

Dad, stop your jokes.

Okay, okay. I promise you.

I don't trust you!

Um, right, let's do this.

Do as I say.

Don't say anything, even a word!

I will ask my sister to send her assistant to pick you up.

Don't say a word to the guy. He isn't a good person.

Hello? Hello?

She hung up on me.

I...Can you do me a favor?

My uncle is in town for some business. There has been an unexpected incident.

I will give you his location. Can you find him and get him a place to stay?

Okay.

Uncle, I'm Chen.

I can't park here. Let's get to the car.

Miss Yao asked me to pick you up. I apologize for the wait.

- I was...

Don't say a word to the guy. He isn't a good person.

Okay, let's go.

(Door opening)

Uncle, are you all right?

Oh, I saw your luggages.

You stay in the car. I will get it.

♫ Drifting in the sea of ​​people ♫

♫ I lost my version of you ♫

And my uncle is quite bad-tempered. ♫ You forgot the past ♫

He doesn't talk much. There is no need to try to have a conversation with him.

Uncle, Miss Yao was going to come to pick you up. ♫ The traces that I left in your heart ♫

But she is too busy to come. ♫ Watching you walk away ♫

♫ I want to hug you again. I want to find the love ♫

♫ we used to have ♫

You waited in the sun for quite a while. You must be hot. Let me turn down the air-con for you.

♫ The days are quiet, one day passing after another ♫

♫ Now it's you who lives in my heart ♫

Uncle, are you tired? ♫ You forgot the past little by little ♫

Shall I turn off the music so that you can take a nap?

♫ I repeated your name ♫

♫ over and over again ♫

♫ As if it were a trip, looking back at the scenery along the way ♫

Uncle, are you all right? ♫ Slowly and quietly, ♫

♫ turning back time ♫

♫ You forgot my name ♫

♫ little by little ♫

♫ I repeated the past ♫

♫ over and over again ♫

♫ I will slowly find you again ♫

♫ And put myself back into your heart, your heart ♫

Uncle, I got you a room away from the street. Do you like it?

That is a scent machine. If you don't like the smell, I can get it changed for you.

Eh, don't open it! Don't touch anything in the hotel.

Do you know how expensive they are? None of them is free!

I'm not even thirsty and you just...

Well, since you already opened it. Come on, give it here.

I have got in touch with Miss Yao. She said we woudl be having dinner shortly.

Oh, we don't have to have dinner if she is busy.

I didn't mean to trouble her at all.

It's already booked. It would be great to have you at the dinner.

Uncle, this is the specialty dish.

Why don't you try a bit?

I'll check where Teacher Yao is now.

Uncle.

Take a seat.

-Uncle.-Sit.

Why did you come into the city out of the blue?

I came to visit my daughter.

And then tomorrow I'll go get a check-up at the hospital.

Your daughter's also in the city?

I-I don't have a daughter.

You just said you were visitng your daughter.

Did I? No I didn't.

Did I say that?

Uncle, how would you not have a daughter?

He likes to tell jokes, but he's not very good at it.

If you didn't know, you might think it was on purpose.

Of course my uncle has a daughter.

His daughter is my cousin on my mother's side.She's at Sanya with her company at the moment.

Shouldn't your uncle's daughter be your cousin on your father's side?

I don't remember. I have few relatives, and I grew up overseas,

so I can't really distinguish them. Is there a problem?

Nope.

Uncle, you said earlier that you're getting a check-up.

Is there something wrong? Does something feel uncomfortable?

It's nothing big. It's just...

Just... Just checking

all of my organs. See if everything's normal.

You don't have to worry about me.Let's eat. The food's going to get cold.

Take this.

No, I can't eat this one, uncle, or I'll gain weight.

Gain weight?

Okay, then I'll eat it.

This tastes great.

Oh, before I forget.

This food is endemic in our hometown. Mumu likes it very much.

Here. They are already cooked. You can eat it straight out of the bag.

I brought a bag for you.

Mumu likes it so I thought you might like it too.

Isn't she allergic to peanuts?

Uncle, why are you looking at me like this?

Nothing.

You reminds me of Mumu. I wonder where she is now...

...if she has eaten

...if she has kept herself warm.

Uncle, don't you worry about her.

I talked to her in the phone the other day. She is happy.

Oh, good. Good to know.

I'd like to ask you something.

Umm, is filming...

...safe?

I heard it's quite common to...

You know, the casting couch.

Uncle, it's not like what you think.

As long as you want to remain unspotted from the world.

But, what about the...

You know, those scenes...

Do you actually, you know.

I mean, like, huggings,

kisses, you know.

Miss. Yao is a very professioanl actress. She goes all in.

I wasn't asking you. There you go.

Have some food.

Uncle, you just gave me some ginger.

Good for you.

Uncle, it may not be a good idea for you to

go to the hospital on your own. I will come with you.

Chenmo, what's my schedule like for tomorrow?

Full.

It's okay. I'm certainly old enough to go to the hospital on my own.

Don't worry, I will be fine.

If you are worried, I can go with him tomorrow.

If you still trust me.

You will have to go up and down to do all sorts of checks. And you haven't seen the lines in metropolitan hospitals.

It's not safe for a man at your age to go by themselves.

And I don't see how you can squeeze a chunck of your time out of your full schedule.

Besides, if you are spotted at a hospital,

there may be some sort of public disturbance again.

Nah, forget it. I don't want to trouble either of you.

I can go on my own.

Okay, that's settled then. You go with him tomorrow.

Thank you.

Hey, do you know what privacy is?

Sit down, stay in your line. You will be called when it's your turn.

Hi, Uncle. I bought you some food.

I bought you some food.

- Phlebotomization may cause a low blood suger. - Thank you.

Huh, you sure this is the right food for a low blood suger?

This is the food that cures hunger.

Brown suger. That's the food for nourishing blood.

Apparently, there is no difference between brown sugarand regular suger.

Nonsense.

This is the wisdom passed down by generations. It can't be wrong.

Here. Have some.

No, thanks. I have had food. It's all for you.

Here. It's enough for both of us.

Xiao Yuanshan. Who is Xiao Yuanshan?

Xiao Yuanshan?

Isn't this name the name of the Kitan guy from the Chinese classics Semi-Gods and Semi-Devils?

Yeah, it is the name of the Kitan guy. This dude must have read too many fatasy Kungfu fictions.

Uncle, what's your name?

My name is...

Yao San.

Uncle, you wait here.

I'm going to the bathroom.

Yeah, sure. Go.

Well, Xiao Yuanshan isn't here. Next!

From your medical history, I see that you are diagnosed with coronary heart disease.

Here is the color doppler.

You see, there is a new blockage here.

Do you have your nitroglycerin with you?

Yes, I do. I always have it with me.

I have it whereever I go.

Good. Don't get over excited.

And try to avoid strenuous exercise or labor.

Uncle, all done?

(T/N: National Social Care ID Card)

I...I didn't mean to lie to you.

I don't want you to overthink. Actually, I'm...

I'm not Mumu's...

I'm...

I'm Mengmeng's uncle.

Her father was adopted by another family when he was little.

So he changed his surname.

You know, we have no place to change

their surname back to Xiao after they become adults, right?

I renamed myself to Xiao Yuanshan after I read the fatasy Kungfu fiction.

I think it's a great name. What do you think?

Uncle, why are you panicking?

Am I? I'm not panicking.

Uncle, you don't need to explain

any of this to an outside.

- Um, I was just... - You came all this way to see Miss Yao.

It's a shame that Miss Yao is very busy with filming. And your daughter isn't around.

How about I take you around? Where do you want to go?

Is it really okay for me to come here?

Don't worry. All the fans are around.

Just don't talk to them.

Uncle, I've got something to do. I will be back soon.

Okay, sure.

Thank you.

Look, Yao Menggui is quite pretty actually.

Yeah, she is.

You are back.

Everything is done. It went quite well.

I'm sorry.

- Here is your brush. - Thank you.

Mengmeng, you are so agile.

Yeah. Especially, it was your left hand.

I forgot that you've played the piano from a very young age. No wonder you have such great agility.

Oh, yeah.

I brought your uncle here.

Timing and Subtitles brought to you by the 💄 Beauty In Disguise💝 Team @Viki

♫ All night long ♫

♫ Looking into the blurry distance ♫

♫ I just keep crying like this ♫

♫ Leaving you makes me feel so empty ♫

♫ Your tears ♫

♫ One look is unforgettable ♫

♫ It's not that easy to leave your side ♫

♫ Don't wanna be apart ♫

♫ Don't wanna be alone ♫

♫ Your kiss won't be coming ♫

♫ My love won't wait any longer ♫

♫ I wanna see you now ♫

♫ I wanna love you again ♫

♫ A casual glance ♫

♫ Loving you can make me turn around ♫

♫ Don't wanna be apart ♫

♫ Don't wanna be alone ♫

♫ Your kiss won't be coming ♫

♫ My love won't wait any longer ♫

♫ I wanna see you now ♫

♫ I wanna love you again ♫

♫ A casual glance ♫

♫ Loving you can make me turn around ♫

♫ Try your best to redeem yourself ♫

♫ I believe love won't have regrets ♫

♫ Giving each other happiness, never going back ♫

♫ Don't wanna be apart ♫

♫ Don't wanna be alone ♫

♫ Your kiss won't be coming ♫

♫ My love won't wait any longer ♫

♫ I wanna see you now ♫

♫ I wanna love you again ♫

♫ A casual glance ♫

♫ Loving you can make me turn around ♫