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(upbeat music)

- Can I get another drink, please?

(rock music)

(customer whistling)

- So, when are you gonna make an honest man

out of me, huh, Rain?

- Oh, Gunner.

(men laughing)

- Huh, guys? - Go on, turn it up,

turn it up.

Yes!

- That's what I'm talkin' about.

- That's it, I gotta go.

- [Man] Whoa, whoa, what?

- No, no, no.

We are just gettin' started.

(men laugh) Come on.

- You got a newborn at home.

Shouldn't you be gettin' outta here?

- Yes, I do, I do.

And I love them and I love you guys, too.

Kids are the best part of my life

and I can't wait for that for you,

but tonight we're gonna celebrate.

- [Man] Gonna celebrate.

Come on.

- Kids, that's what it's all about.

- Sorry, sorry, sorry. - You spilled my drink.

- Can I get another one, please?

(somber rock music)

- Everyone.

Please, everyone.

I'd you all to raise your glasses, please,

to celebrate my son, Matthew.

Matthew's getting married next week.

To Matthew.

- [Matthew's Brother] To Matthew.

- Congratulations.

- [Matthew] Thank you.

- Can we get a round of drinks for everyone?

- [Matthew's Brother] (mumbles) feels like a single drink?

- A single drink. - A single drink.

- Come on, let's take a selfie.

My boys and me.

I can't find the camera.

(men chattering)

- Come on, this guy's gonna fall asleep

before you're done with this.

- Hey buddy, where ya goin'?

Party's just gettin' started.

- Yeah, I gotta go.

- That looks good.

Send that one to Mom.

(Matthew's dad chuckles)

- Congratulations.

- [Matthew] Thanks, I'm a lucky guy.

- Sure.

(hard rock music)

- (sighs) You have got to stop doin' that.

- There ain't anything happenin' back here

that I ain't seen out front up close and personal.

- God, you know, you're such a jerk.

- Whatever.

The Hungarian's out front.

He's lookin' for you for a special.

You hear what I said?

- I heard you!

- Yeah, okay then.

Don't keep him waiting.

Listen.

- Yes?

- Why don't you meet me in the back room?

We can discuss you getting some extra shifts.

(Rain grunts loudly)

(Rain groans)

(suspenseful music)

- Hey, excuse me?

Hey, excuse me, I was here first.

- What?

- Look pal, you gotta go.

I was here first.

Hey, look.

You're gonna get all mixed up with me

if you jump first.

Look, don't you dare.

Don't--

- Then go someplace else if you're so worried.

(Rain grunts exasperatedly)

(train clattering)

- I hope you're happy.

- I was here first.

- Great, now we're both still here.

- Now what am I supposed to do?

- What?

- You know how much courage it took me

to work up to get here?

- Yeah, I think I do. (sighs)

- Hey, stop.

- Hey.

What?

- Well, now what are we gonna do?

- I don't know what you're gonna do,

but I'm gonna go home.

- All right then, I guess I'm gonna go with you.

- You're not comin' with me.

- Yeah I am.

- No you're not.

- Yeah I am.

- You're not comin' with me. - Yeah I am!

Look, buddy.

I got no place to go and that's your fault.

So, I'm sorry, you're stuck with me.

- You're not comin' with me.

- Yeah, I am.

I got no job.

I got no money, okay?

I left my place.

- Yeah, well, go kill yourself.

You're not comin' with me.

- Well, I can't now, okay?

All right, I'm embarrassed that you saw me.

- Well, look it over there.

- What?

(gasps) Oh!

(upbeat music)

(Anthony sighs)

- Oh, goin' somewhere, old man?

- Come on.

- Mm, well, yeah.

I thought so.

You weren't kiddin' when you said messy.

- Well, you don't have to stay.

- [Rain] Mm. (groans)

- Hey, there's no smokin' in here.

- What, are you afraid you're gonna die

of cancer or somethin'?

God.

Oh, who'd ya leave it for?

- Leave my stuff alone.

- Can I read it?

- No, you can't read it.

- I don't even have anybody to leave a suicide note for.

- Suicide?

Who said it's a suicide note?

It's not a suicide note.

- Yeah, whatever. (sighs)

Is this the bathroom?

- What do you think?

- You got clean towels?

- Make yourself at home, why don't ya?

- Hey!

It's your fault that I'm in this situation

in the first place, so don't worry, I will.

- Not that door.

That door.

- All right.

Geez.

(Anthony exhales)

(Rain humming)

♫ I've heard enough of this talk about

♫ How this will someday turn out

(Rain humming)

♫ I'm gonna say it

♫ I'm not gonna stop myself

♫ I've got a story

♫ It's mine and it's no one else's

(Rain exhales)

(shower faucet squeaks)

Will ya find me somethin' to wear?

- What?

- Will you find me something to wear?

- I don't have anything for you to wear.

- You better find me somethin'

or else I'm just gonna come out there

with what I got on.

- Shit.

Hold on a second.

- Any day now.

- I don't know.

I got ya-- - Yep.

Really?

Thank you.

- I told you I didn't have anything.

- What are you drinkin'?

- Scotch.

- Oh great, I'll have some.

- [Anthony] Do you even drink scotch?

- No.

- Okay, well this is expensive.

I don't wanna waste it.

- You know, you should be dead,

so you wouldn't even ever have been drinkin' that again.

What difference does it make?

- Stop sayin' that, okay?

I was kidding.

I wasn't there to do what you're thinking.

- All right, let me read this note, then.

- [Anthony] Give me that.

- [Rain] Who'd ya leave it for?

- It's none of your business.

- Look, um, what the hell is your name anyways?

- Look, it really doesn't matter.

- Oh my God.

Yeah, Anthony Palombo.

- [Anthony] Will you leave my stuff alone?

- I hate that name Anthony.

I'ma call you Tony.

- You don't have to call me anything.

- Well, if we're gonna be livin' together

I gotta call ya somethin'.

- We're not gonna be livin' together.

- Yeah, we are.

- [Anthony] No we're not.

- Yeah we are.

- No we're not. - Yeah we are.

Look, just until I can work up the courage to again, okay?

(exhales) And what's with that beard?

I mean, like, what, are ya tryin' to look old?

What've ya got to eat in here?

- Nothing.

- (scoffs) Nothin'.

Ah, why's your fridge so empty?

'Cause you knew you weren't gonna be eatin' here again.

- No, I eat out most of the time.

I don't keep a lot of food in the house.

- Whatever.

So, so what?

What do you wanna do?

You wanna go out to eat?

You wanna order in?

A little candlelight.

- Hey, look.

- Rain.

- I don't think it's supposed to.

- That's my name.

- Rain?

- Yeah, ya like it?

- It sounds like your parents were hippies

or a stripper's name.

- It's my stripper name.

- Okay, look.

I don't wanna know.

Take this and go, please.

I need to be by myself.

- Well, I needed to be dead and you screwed that up,

so I'm sorry.

You know what we learned from those great philosophers

the Rolling Stones, don't ya?

- No, what?

♫ You can't always get what you want

- Okay look, wiseguy, I get it.

Look, I've had a long day and I wanna get some sleep.

You can stay tonight, but tomorrow you're gone.

- That's what you think. (chuckles)

Hey, but wait.

You can't go...

Listen, you can't go to bed yet, okay?

I'm not ready to go to bed yet.

- Well, I'm not tellin' you you have to go to sleep.

Stay up if you want.

Go to sleep if you want, but I'm done for today.

- Don't you wanna talk about it?

- Talk about what?

- You know what I'm talkin' about.

- No.

I don't wanna talk about anything.

- Well, I'm sorry, I do.

I do wanna talk about it. (crying)

(somber music)

I shouldn't be here.

I shouldn't be here. (crying)

- Look, you're okay.

You're gonna be okay.

- No, I'm not gonna be okay.

I wasn't okay, okay?

I've never been okay.

God, what a waste of life.

- Don't say that.

You're not a waste of life.

- How do you know?

You don't know.

You don't know anything about me.

- I know you saved my life tonight.

You're right.

I was there to do the same thing you were there to do.

- Kill yourself?

- Shh.

You have to say it like that?

- Why?

Why would you wanna kill yourself, I mean...

I don't know, you look like the kind of guy

that's got it all together.

- Yeah, well, I don't.

- Well, you look like you do.

- Well, I don't, believe me.

- Can you tell me why you were gonna,

why you were gonna kill yourself?

I'll tell you why I was gonna kill myself.

- Look, you don't have to.

- No, it's okay.

I mean, I don't care.

- No really, you don't have to tell me.

- I don't mind, really.

(exhales) So, I've been workin' as a stripper--

- Look, I don't want to know, okay?

I'm gonna go to sleep.

Do you wanna sleep in the bedroom?

Whatever.

(Rain sobbing) (somber music)

(keys jingling)

(Rain groans)

- Where we goin' for coffee?

(jazz music)

- Okay, look.

This has been fun, but it's time for us

to get back to our own lives.

We met under unusual circumstances,

but it's time for us to say goodbye

and go our separate ways.

- Everything happens for a reason.

- Excuse me?

- Everything happens for a reason.

You know, like, we became a part

of each other's lives for a reason.

- Okay, look.

We're not a part of each other's lives.

- [Rain] Yeah we are.

- No we're not.

- Yeah we are.

- You are so stubborn, do you know that?

- Well, you were gonna tell me why.

- Why what?

- Oh, you know, the train?

- I never said I was gonna tell you why.

- Please tell me why?

- I've been struggling creatively,

work wise, relationship wise.

I'm at a point where I'm embarrassed to be alive.

I'm 56 years old and I don't have a clue

how to live this life.

- That's it?

- Yeah, that's it.

- (chuckles) That's not it.

That can't be it.

Everybody has felt that way at some point in their life.

I mean, come on, don't bullshit me.

What's the real reason?

- Want the real reason?

- [Rain] Yeah.

- I lost my son.

- Oh.

When?

- A month ago.

- How?

Hey, what?

Where are you going?

- To finish what I started.

- Oh no, no, no, no, no, no, no.

You can't do that.

Don't.

- Why not? - No.

Because, I mean, because I'm,

listen, I'm not ready.

- Okay, that's not my problem.

- Wait-- - Here, look.

Here's my keys, all right?

The apartment's paid up for a month.

Stay until you're ready.

You know what?

Here.

I'll just hold onto the license.

Use the credit cards, whatever.

- Wait.

Oh, please don't do this now, wait!

We could do it together. (exhales)

(ominous music)

(suspenseful music)

- [Boy] Dad, Dad.

- [Anthony] Michael?

(train clattering)

- [Boy] Come on, Dad.

(Rain breathing heavily)

- I'm so sorry, Michael.

I'm so sorry.

- Let's get outta here.

Okay?

Okay?

You okay?

- You can have a seat.

- Listen, I'm sorry.

- His mother and I divorced right from the beginning.

She was a teacher so I had him every day

from six in the morning to 4:30 in the afternoon.

Every single day and every other weekend.

I never had a babysitter.

So, our time together was our time.

I was saving up for a flat screen TV

for him to watch his shows and for me

to turn it onto the movies that I liked.

Finally I had enough.

I don't know what I was thinking.

I mean, why didn't I just get it

some other weekend when I didn't have him?

The TV took up the whole back seat

so I told him I'd have to take it back to the store

and have them hold it for us

and I'd pick it up some other week when I didn't have him

and he was so disappointed.

"I could just sit in the front seat, Dad," he said.

I had always tried to do the right thing,

but I figured, you know, what the hell?

You know, it was only a couple of miles from home.

Couldn't hurt I thought.

A drunk driver hit the passenger side

right where Michael was sittin'.

He was on life support and the day

they were gonna pull the plug I had planned it

so that I would go with him.

I was gonna leave at the exact same time as him.

I mean, I never let him go anywhere by himself, you know?

How could I let him go into death alone?

(somber music)

So, I told him the day before so he wouldn't be scared.

I had the gun.

At the last minute I froze.

I chickened out.

I let my Michael go by himself.

- [Rain] I'm sorry.

I'm sorry that happened to you.

(Anthony sniffles)

- [Anthony] I'm sorry you were gonna,

you were tryin' to tell me somethin' yesterday

and I didn't let ya.

- Oh yeah.

Uh...

I don't know what I was gonna say now.

My story is very different than yours.

Um, (exhales) well...

I guess, uh, I came out here just like everybody else.

I guess to follow my dream,

'cause all I ever wanted to do was be an actor.

When I was little I used to pretend

like I was Audrey Hepburn.

Like, I wanted to be Audrey Hepburn.

I think I just wanted to be anybody but myself.

I never knew my father.

He and my mom split up right in the beginning, too,

but unlike you, he just beat feet.

We never saw him again.

And my mom,

(laughs) she shouldn't have been one.

She never met a drug she didn't like

or a dirtbag, for that matter.

She'd just do whatever she had to do

to get the money for her drugs,

eventually her boyfriend's drugs.

And then I would be left alone at home with them.

You know?

And then you can fill in the rest.

(laughs) I'd pretend like I was

a different character every time.

You know, try and convince myself

wasn't me doin' those things.

I was able to fool myself for a pretty long time.

And, uh, left home, and now it's just the same shit

all over again, only I'm doin' it to myself this time.

Didn't start out that way, though.

I saved up enough money back home strippin'

that I was gonna come out here,

I was gonna turn my life around.

I bought a car.

I found a roommate on the internet,

but you know, it doesn't take long

'til that all just turns to shit.

Car repairs, and...

My roommate turned out to be just like every other scumbag

I have ever known and I am tired of it.

I'm tired of it.

I'm done.

All I ever wanted was just to have a normal life.

But I guess that's just not in the cards for me.

So...

(laughs) So, what am I gonna do, Anthony?

- Well, tomorrow, I'll go to work as usual.

And you can stay as long as you want.

And then when we're both ready,

we'll get outta here, okay?

- Thank you.

(pulsating somber music)

- Well, I'm gonna call it a night.

- Okay.

- Do you wanna sleep in the bed?

- Excuse me?

- The bed.

You, you could sleep in the bed.

I'll sleep out here on the couch.

- Oh, um, no.

That's okay.

You gotta go to work in the morning.

I don't have anywhere to go, anything to do.

- Okay, well, um,

okay then, I'm just gonna go.

- Okay. - Okay?

- Uh, hey, what do you do anyways?

- I'm an acting teacher.

(light-hearted music)

(students chattering)

- Anthony. - Kid.

(students chattering)

- Anthony?

Anthony.

- Yeah, what?

- I'm gonna need a new scene partner.

- What happened with April?

- She got a TV pilot or a movie or something.

She's gonna be out of town for, like, a month.

- Bella?

- Yes.

- Jane's gonna make you a copy

of the scene she was workin' on with April.

- [Bella] But I'm working on scene with Tommy already.

- Where is he?

- He's at an audition.

He said he's gonna be late.

- All right, listen.

You guys need to schedule your auditions

around your class, okay?

You can handle a second scene, can't you?

- I guess.

- Okay, who wants to work on a second scene with Jane?

- I can do it.

(playful music)

(somber music)

- I'd like these, please.

- Microwave.

(upbeat jazz music)

(microwave zapping)

- Wow, smells great in here.

- [Rain] You think so?

- Yeah.

I picked up these.

- Oh.

- You know, for the apartment.

- Right, yeah.

They're pretty. (laughs)

You got a vase.

- Uh, no.

- Oh, I'll find somethin'.

This'll work.

- The place looks great.

Listen, you didn't have to clean up my stuff.

I was gonna get to it tonight.

- [Rain] It's no problem.

- Look, I got ya...

His last school picture.

- Is that okay?

- No, it's good.

It's good.

Thank you.

- You're welcome.

- Uh, listen, I made you a key.

- [Rain] Oh.

- You know, this way you don't have to feel

like you're stuck here.

- Thanks.

Ya hungry?

- I'm starvin'.

- Great, I'll get everything ready.

- All right, that'd be great.

Thanks.

(pot clatters)

- Whoopsie.

- Listen, the new Woody Allen movie opened today.

I was thinking of checkin' it out.

Do you wanna go?

- Uh, I don't know.

- You don't like Woody Allen?

- No, he's my favorite, but, um...

(Anthony mumbles)

- Um, well.

I haven't got any money.

- It's okay, I got money.

- Yeah, but you don't need to be payin' for everything.

- What's it matter?

It's not like I'm gonna be

supporting you for the rest of your life.

Or maybe I will be supporting you for the rest of your life.

- Mm, there ya go.

Well, I been thinkin' and if I'm gonna stay here,

I should go back to work.

- Oh, you don't have to go back to that job.

- Why not?

It's just gonna put me in the right frame of mind.

- Yeah, it's just that.

- That? - Yeah.

- Yeah? - Yeah.

You know, maybe instead of the movie,

we should get you some clothes.

- I'd rather go to a movie.

Plus I could just get some clothes while you're at work.

- [Anthony] You sure?

- Positive.

- Okay.

Would you like some wine?

- That I do want. (laughs)

Oh, a little more.

That's good.

(soft music)

(laughs) Yay.

- Salut.

- [Rain] Mm.

Thank you.

- You're welcome.

- So, you teach acting?

- Yeah.

- [Rain] What do ya teach?

- Scene study, technique.

- What technique?

- Meisner.

- Meisner, oh cool.

I've heard good things about Meisner.

- Oh yeah, lays down a great foundation.

Mm, it's good.

- Is it? (laughs)

Oh, good.

I just haven't cooked in a really long time.

- [Rain] So, did you used to act?

- Used? I still do.

- Are you in SAG?

- [Anthony] (chuckles) Yeah, of course.

- Are you any good?

- I used to think so.

- [Rain] You don't think so anymore?

- I don't know.

- Have you ever made a living as an actor?

- Made a living? No.

- How long you been doin' this?

- All my life.

- I bet you are good.

- [Anthony] I don't know.

- How come you haven't been able to make a livin' at it?

- I don't know.

I guess I never got the breaks.

- So, what have you been doin', just teachin'?

- Not just teaching, I love teaching.

I started my own group.

The Artist's Theater Group,

and with my group I teach and I put up plays.

- Oh, plays? Wow.

I love plays.

I've never done a play, but...

- Oh, you'd love it.

I mean, it's the greatest high.

With my group I've produced 90 plays.

And I lost money on 89 of 'em.

(Rain laughs)

Yeah, it's like I'm allergic to money.

- So, um, when are your classes?

- Well, my private classes are Monday and Thursday nights

and the rest of the time I teach with this other school.

- (exhales) I'd like to check it out.

I mean, your private classes.

How much do you charge?

- You could check it out Thursday.

And you don't have to pay.

- Are you sure?

I mean, I could pay.

It's just, like, well, if we're still here, I mean.

- Well, if we're still here, you can come.

And don't worry about payin'.

- Oh, go ahead.

- Sorry.

- No, it's okay.

Go ahead.

Thanks.

I was kiddin' about your beard, you know.

- You know, if we're gonna make the Woody Allen movie

we should probably finish up.

- Yeah, sounds good.

- [Anthony] Okay.

- I can't.

This, I can't do it.

I just can't do it, it's terrible. (laughs)

- No, no, it is delicious, but, um...

- I, mm...

- This is a lot of food for me.

- Yeah. - I don't normally.

I mean, if you're done--

- You wanna get some Chinese or somethin'?

- That sounds good. - That sounds good.

(both laugh)

That sounds really good.

Cheers.

- The wine's good.

(upbeat music)

- Thanks. (laughs)

Oh, that was so great.

- He is my absolute favorite.

If he made more than one movie a year,

that alone would be reason to live.

- Yeah, we need the eggs.

- Yeah, we need the eggs. (Rain laughs)

- Whoa, what are you doin'?

- I was just...

Hey listen, I saw in the paper

the new John Patrick Shanley play has opened up.

I was thinkin' of checkin' it out.

Would like-- - Yeah.

No, I, um...

Look, this has gotta stop.

- What?

- All this, you know what.

You know what.

- No, really I don't.

- Well, this enjoyin' ourselves stuff.

I mean, it's a nice distraction from the truth, but...

The truth is, you know, my life sucks.

I don't wanna be here.

- I'm sorry, I wasn't tryin'--

- No, I'm not blamin' you.

It's me, it's me.

I don't wanna fool myself into thinkin'

that everything is gonna turn out okay, you know?

I've this life long enough to know that that's bullshit.

- You're right.

- So I don't want any more movies,

I don't want any more dinners,

and I definitely don't wanna go to your acting class.

- You're right, I don't know what I was thinking.

- I'm going back to work, too.

- I thought you didn't have that job anymore.

- Well I'm pretty.

I'm a stripper.

There's always work for me.

- [Anthony] Oh.

- You got a problem with that?

'Cause it's fine.

I could find somewhere else to stay until it's time.

- No, I don't have a problem with that

and you can stay 'til it's time.

- Are you having a change of heart about all this?

'Cause, you know, I don't need you.

I don't need you to do this.

I was gonna do this once before on my own

and I could do it again.

- No, I'm not gonna have a change of heart.

Why are you gettin' an attitude?

- That's the way I am.

- Okay, well I'm not gonna change my mind.

You're right.

I was gettin' distracted, too.

I don't know what the hell I was thinking.

Thanks for settin' me straight, you know?

Listen, I don't wanna be here either.

Okay?

You can stay if you want, but you can leave if you want.

It's up to you.

- Why are you gettin' an attitude with me?

- 'Cause that's who I am.

Taxi!

- Hey, you wanna--

- [Anthony] Nope.

- Drink.

(door clicks shut)

Shit.

(upbeat music)

You want some coffee?

- [Anthony] Nope.

- You mad at me?

- [Anthony] Nope.

- [Rain] Shit.

- Hey.

- [Anthony] Hello.

Hey.

- Amanda's takin' a month off,

so I'm gonna need a new scene partner.

- What?

- Well, she's having money trouble,

so she's takin' a month off.

I need a new partner.

- Yeah.

Okay.

(upbeat music)

♫ Goes on

♫ Goes on

♫ Goes on

♫ Goes on

- Told you you'd be back.

Let me get one of those.

So, the Hungarian wants a private.

- That's not enough.

No.

- What's the matter?

You too good for him?

If there's a problem you don't have to work here.

So, is there a problem?

- No.

- You wanna work here?

- Yeah.

- Lose the attitude.

- We don't have to get married right away

if you don't want to.

- Excuse me?

- We could live together, see how it works out.

- Excuse me?

- [Student] And kids, we don't have to have kids

right away either if you don't want to.

- Are you talking to me?

- Look, you are gorgeous.

- And you are original.

- No, I'm serious.

Look, I really do think--

- [Actress] That I'm gorgeous.

I know, I heard you the first time.

- Okay, okay, let's try it again, Jeannie.

Not so angry this time.

He's a nice guy, he's charming, you know?

You like him.

Okay, Mark, don't get into an argument with her.

She's just scared.

- [Mark] Okay.

- (clears throat) Okay, she's just scared.

And charm her.

Whenever you're ready.

- You know, we don't have to get married right away

if you don't want to.

We could live together first, see how it works?

- Excuse me?

- And kids, we don't have to kids right away

if you don't want to.

- [Jeannie] Are you talking to me?

- [Mark] Look, you are gorgeous.

- And you are original.

- (laughs) No, I'm serious.

I really think that you're--

- [Jeannie] That I'm gorgeous?

- All right, good.

Very nice.

How did that feel?

- Good.

- Much better.

- Yeah, much better, much more truthful.

Very nice.

Okay, we can move on.

(music thumping)

- Still here.

- I'm a money makin' machine.

- Mom, can I have a cigarette?

- Ask Rain.

- Rain?

- You know, you shouldn't be smokin' these.

- Whatever.

Where'd you get your lip ring?

- I don't know.

I got it when I was, like, your age.

- Honey, hit me up.

Don't be stingy.

- Rain.

(hand smacking wall)

Come on, you're up.

Get a sitter.

(stripper scoffs)

- What are some facts in nature

about the little brown (mumbles)?

Bats have been around or 50 million years.

And that is very old.

Depending upon the different types of bats in the world,

they might eat insects, fruit, (mumbles).

(Anthony sniffles)

Others (mumbles).

There are almost 1,000!

(keys jingling)

- Don't really need anyone waitin' up for me.

- I'm not.

- What are you doin' up?

- Watchin' TV, payin' bills.

- Payin' bills?

What, are you, so you're thinkin' about stayin'.

- No, I'm not thinkin' about stayin'.

- Well, then why are you payin' bills?

What difference does it make?

- Look, I just pay my bills.

What do you care?

- I don't care.

I don't.

I'm just sayin' that if you were thinkin'

about killin' yourself, you wouldn't be payin' bills.

- All right, could ya just keep that down?

- If you were plannin' on killin' yourself,

you wouldn't be payin' bills.

You wouldn't care.

- Yeah, well, I do care, okay?

I pride myself on having great credit.

- Oh, great credit.

(laughs) What is that?

What?

Are you like, you think that's gonna buy you

some better place in hell or somethin'?

- Hey, listen.

You live your life and do what the hell you want,

and I'll live mine, okay?

You don't tell me how to spend my last days

and I won't tell you how to spend yours.

Okay?

- What are you so mad at?

- What am I so mad at?

You walk in here, right away you're attackin' me.

Nobody's tellin' you how to live your life, right?

- What does that mean?

- You're strippin'.

Right?

Come back to that shit job.

- Yeah, and I told you if you can't handle it

that's fine, I will go.

- I can handle it.

It doesn't mean anything to me.

- Good, it shouldn't.

- Well good, it doesn't.

- You know, I just, here.

Why don't you just go ahead and here, just take all of it.

- I don't need your money.

- It's okay.

I know you're all about the bills and that's fine.

I pay my own way.

- Hey, hold on a minute.

Hey.

What is this, huh?

- Are we gonna be fightin' now 'til the day we die?

'Cause I'll tell ya somethin' right now,

that's not gonna work for me, okay?

We don't have to hang out together.

We don't have to eat together.

We don't have to do anything together,

but when we are together, could we just not fight?

I mean, what's so wrong if we get along?

I mean, you and I have something in common.

Could we just be friends 'til the end, support each other?

- Yeah, okay fine.

Yeah, we'll do it your way.

- Thank you.

- Yeah, just one thing, though, friend guy.

- [Anthony] Yeah?

- Don't you fall in love with me, all right?

- Excuse me, did you just say don't fall in love with you?

- Yeah, you heard me.

I didn't stutter.

- (laughs) Wow, you really have a high opinion

of yourself, don't ya?

- Yeah.

I know what I know.

Okay, so deal?

- Oh, deal.

- All right.

Okay.

I'ma take a shower.

So, you remember what I said.

- (chuckles) Don't fall in love with you.

(Anthony sighs)

I don't think so.

(upbeat music)

(Rain humming)

(Rain whistling)

(coffee mugs clink)

(Anthony groans)

- [Rain] Want some coffee?

- Yes.

What happened?

- (chuckles) Well, I came out of the shower

and you were asleep on the couch.

I didn't wanna wake you so I just slept in the bed.

Is that okay?

- Yeah, no problem.

Sorry.

- No, it's okay.

You're bed is really comfortable. (chuckles)

- Well, take it from now on.

- [Rain] That's okay.

- No really, you can have it.

I'm fine to sleep out here.

- Why are you so nice?

♫ I ain't a bad guy

♫ Once ya get to know me

- [Rain] (laughs) What?

- It's Tom Waits.

It's called I Never Talk to Strangers.

These things that would (mumbles).

- (laughs) Um, so, I, um...

I wanted to, um, I'm sorry about last night.

- Oh, no problem.

- No, I mean, I think that job just really gets to me

and I probably had too much to drink.

- Really, it's fine.

- Okay.

Um, but I was thinkin' about checkin' out

your acting class tomorrow night.

Don't really feel like goin' into work.

If that's okay.

- No, that'd be fine.

- You sure, because I don't have to.

- No, I'm sure.

I'm sure.

- Okay.

- Um, do you maybe have a scene that I could read?

- Yeah, plenty.

Here.

Why don't you read through this, see what you think.

It's from The Straw.

- All of it?

- No.

It's perfect.

I have a student, Lewis, who's lookin'

for a new scene to work on.

- Okay, thank you. (laughs)

But I'm just gonna check it out.

Just checkin' it out.

- Yeah, if you don't like this

I could find ya somethin' else.

- Okay.

This is good.

- Okay.

Um, okay, I'm just gonna jump in the shower.

- Okay.

(jazz music)

- Sorry I'm late.

Where is everybody.

- Everybody canceled.

- [Rain] Why?

- I don't know.

Maybe they're all flakes.

You know what, they're probably not flakes.

Probably me.

- No, they're the flakes.

You should kick 'em out of your class and start over.

- It doesn't really matter.

I mean, I have never been good at the business end of this.

You know?

I mean it's only by word of mouth

I have any students at all.

Today it is so hard to find students

that are into working out their craft.

I mean, they are more interested in how many likes

they have on their latest posting on Facebook.

That's it, ya know?

- Well, this sucks.

I was really lookin' forward to readin' through this scene.

- Oh, you read through it?

- Yeah I read it, yeah.

Of course, I mean, I loved it.

- Yeah, it's beautiful isn't it?

I love their relationship.

- Me, too.

I was really lookin' forward to readin' it.

- Well, I'm sorry.

They didn't show up.

- You maybe wanna read through it with me?

- Sure.

- Yeah, ya sure?

'Cause it doesn't matter. (chuckles)

- No, I would love to read through it.

I love this play.

- Yeah? - Yeah.

- Okay, great. Cool.

- All right, well since you just have

the one copy we can just share.

Why don't we start right here with your line?

- Oh, I love this section.

Oh Steven, you know all this I've said about him.

Why don't you admit it?

You've read his letters.

- Yes, I'll admit that was my opinion,

only I wanted to be sure that you found out for yourself.

- Well, I have.

You see that now, don't you?

- Okay, let's just start it again, okay?

Let's just read, no, you're okay.

- Okay. (chuckles)

- Let's just read and talk to each other, okay?

Just stay in the moment.

Let's not act.

Let's just hear the words. - Okay.

- Okay?

It was good. - Okay.

You really think he had no idea

that she was in love with him?

- I think she got him so excited to be writing again

that that's all he was thinkin' about.

- Well, she loved him.

I thought it was obvious.

- Yeah, well, he loved her, too.

He's just a little slow in showing it.

- Yeah, any slower and she would've been dead. (laughs)

- Okay, so.

Shall we?

So, if you just, right where we left off right there.

- Well, I have.

You see that now, don't you?

- And I'm glad you're free of him for your own sake.

I knew he wasn't the person.

You must get the right sort next time.

(piano music)

- Um, Steven.

- He avoids her eyes which will search his face pleadingly.

He wasn't good enough to lace your shoes,

nor anyone else's.

- Don't be silly.

Well, I've told you all there is.

I might as well go back.

- Yes, you mustn't lose too much sleep.

I'll come to your cottage in the morning to say goodbye.

They'll permit that, I guess.

Stands, looks at him imploringly.

Finally she seems to give up

and takes a few uncertain steps.

- Goodnight, Steven.

- Goodnight, Eileen.

- Steven.

- Startled, whirls to face her and finds her arms

thrown around his neck.

Eileen.

- I love you, Steven.

That's what I wanted to tell you.

- She kisses him passionately on--

(piano music)

(romantic orchestral music)

- You gonna sleep in there tonight?

- Am I gonna?

- Yeah.

- I thought we both would.

- Why would you think that?

- You know, 'cause...

- 'Cause we had sex?

- Made love?

- Oh, is that what that was?

- [Anthony] I thought so.

- Well, look, um...

What happened, happened.

But I don't want you to think that this means,

I mean, what do you think this means?

- What do I think this means?

- [Rain] Yeah, what do you think this means?

- I think this means that you can be nice to me.

- That's not what you think this means.

- [Anthony] It's not?

- No.

No, you think because we screwed

that that means I'm your girlfriend or somethin'?

- [Anthony] That's not what I think

- I hope not, because that's not what it is.

- Well, that's not what I thought it was.

- Oh no?

What'd you think it was?

- I thought it was nice, that's what I thought it was.

- Yeah, it was nice.

- [Anthony] Okay, so then that's it.

- That's it.

- Geez, I don't understand how and why

you turn on me so easily.

- I told you, that's the way I am

and if you don't like it that's--

- Yeah, if I don't like it you'll leave.

- You think I won't?

- No, I think you will.

- You want me to go.

- Listen, we both know you're gonna do

exactly what you wanna do, so you do

what the hell you wanna do.

I don't give a shit anymore.

(somber music)

- I'm sorry.

- Shit.

(suspenseful music)

- (laughs) Get the hell outta here.

Go, don't let me see you around here again.

Hey, hey, hey, hold on, ID.

- You gotta be kiddin' me.

- I'm just messin' with ya, man.

Your beard gave you away.

Enjoy.

No, no, it's okay.

Ladies get a pass.

- Hey there, sweetie.

You want a dance?

- A dance?

Yeah, with Rain.

Do you know where she's at?

- Believe me, sailor--

- [Anthony] Never mind, I see her.

Can I talk to you?

- What are you doin' here?

No.

- I don't understand what happened.

Hey, look pal, this is my wife.

I just need to talk to her for a minute, thank you.

- Anthony, okay, it's over.

Get outta here.

- Just talk to me. - Just forget it.

It's over, okay? - Just talk to me.

Just talk to me. - No!

I don't wanna talk to you.

Get outta here.

What are you doing?

- [Anthony] Just put this on.

- Oh my God. - Just talk, okay?

- [Rain] It's over. Go.

- Just tell me what I did.

- [Rain] Oh!

(fist thuds) (patrons gasp)

- [Rain] No, Gunner.

- Take care of you of your customers, Rain.

(suspenseful music)

- You're such a dick.

- Kiss my ass, Rain.

- Hey, are you okay?

Oh my God, should we call an ambulance?

- No, no ambulance, I'm fine.

I guess I showed that guy, huh?

- No, it's not funny, okay?

I work here.

- Well, hopefully not anymore.

- I can't do this.

- [Anthony] What?

- Take this shit.

- Where ya goin'?

Wait a minute, talk to me.

Talk to me.

Talk to me, please. - What?

What do you want, Anthony?

What do you want from me?

- All right, I been thinkin'.

- I know, I know.

- You do?

- Yes, I know.

I know what you're thinkin' because I'm thinkin'

the same things, too, but listen to me.

It's never gonna work.

- Who says it can't work?

There's a reason why we met that night.

We were meant to meet.

- Yeah, I don't know.

- We know one thing for sure.

Our lives are not and have not been working the other way.

We're good together.

- Yeah, I don't know about that.

- Nobody knows, but ya try and ya find out, okay?

Maybe find something that you can relate to in this world.

Maybe you recognize that certain something.

Maybe we came together because of the pain in our lives.

We deserve better.

We do, Rain.

We deserve better.

I mean, I didn't think that about me

until I saw it in you, and I know you deserve better.

Ya do, you deserve better, Rain.

We deserve better.

These things that happened to us,

we can't go back and change them

and I will wish I could until the day I die, but we can't.

We didn't do these things.

They happened to us and they were horrible.

Look, what are the odds that we would meet there that night?

Right?

It was meant to be for us to meet.

You said so yourself.

Everything happens for a reason.

I love you, Rain.

I do.

I love you.

(piano music)

- Dorothy.

- Excuse me?

- Dorothy, my name is Dorothy.

- Ah.

I love you, Dorothy.

- I love you, too, Anthony.

- Let's go home.

Let's just give it a shot.

- Yeah, okay, let's give it a shot.

You got blood all over you.

Aww.

Okay.

You know, don't get blood all over me, though. (laughs)

- [Anthony] I won't.

I'm sorry.

(peaceful orchestral music)

("Push" by Jef Joslin and hope hazy)

♫ Broken like a record

♫ Played a thousand times before

♫ Puzzled by the pieces

♫ That I scrambled on the floor

♫ Stuck in two gears at one time

♫ Close my eyes to make you blind

♫ Somehow I'm still surprised

♫ I can't find

♫ My way

♫ There on the tips of my fingers

♫ Just like a vapor it lingers

♫ Right when I think I should grab it

♫ I push

♫ Why do I push love away

♫ Empty are the spaces

♫ That I asked you not to fill

♫ Living in the fragments

♫ Of the dreams I chose to kill

♫ Keep blaming you for the things

♫ I brought up on myself the whole time

♫ Locked myself out on the porch

♫ In the pouring rain

♫ There on the tips of my fingers

♫ Just like a vapor it lingers

♫ Right when I think I should grab it

♫ I push

♫ Why do I push love away

♫ Come back just to run away

♫ And put it off for another day

♫ Love's always an arm's length away

♫ There on the tips of my fingers

♫ Just like a vapor it lingers

♫ Right when I think I should grab it

♫ I push

♫ Why do I push

♫ There on the tips of my fingers

♫ Just like a vapor it lingers

♫ Right when I think I should grab it

♫ I push

♫ Why do I push love away