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Mr. Han,

should we strike at night

and capture them all in one go?

Fine.

Lord Qing has brought a lot of strong fighters.

We don’t have an advantage.

Besides, Lord Ye

still needs our help.

Now they’re fully occupied,

let’s go back to help Lord Ye.

As long as Lord Ye succeeds,

the likes of Duke Duan and Lord Qing

will amount to nothing!

Yes.

[Zuo Yanxi Jiang Tan]

I didn’t expect

you’d stay together in this way.

Jiang Tan assisted the evildoer,

and was ruthless.

But she loved Yanxi with all her heart.

With her by his side,

Yanxi won’t feel lonely in the next world.

Yanxi was such a good person.

How come he fell in love with Jiang Tan?

Jiang Tan was obviously not a good person.

But there’s no such thing

as absolute right or wrong in this world.

What you’re trying to say is?

Right.

I’m actually

referring to my mother

Concubine Zhang.

She died many years ago.

What do you know

about what she did?

You mean

she sent someone to attack your mother

Concubine Jing?

You know that?

You think she did the right thing?

When I was very young,

I saw my mother

worshiping a woman secretly.

She cried and said,

“Don’t blame me,

there’s really no

turning back for me.

I don’t mind being a concubine,

but why do you have to

take my son away from me?”

You mean

you’re actually the second child?

I’m supposed to have an elder brother.

My mother was five months pregnant.

But after drinking a cup of tea with Madam Yuan,

she aborted.

Madam Yuan didn’t drug her,

then it was?

During those several years,

Madam Yuan also couldn’t get pregnant.

Because Father favored Concubine Jing.

Other concubines aborted one after another.

But Father wouldn’t look into it.

After Concubine Jing was killed,

Madam Yuan kept taking medicine

for around five years,

only then did she give birth to Miss Yuan.

In my opinion,

they were all wrong.

They fought each other

for titles and personal gains.

So what if one of them wins?

No one can escape death.

Can they take that to the next world?

My mother led a life

full of intrigue.

She was never happy.

Why not stay away from trickery,

drink wine with good friends

and live a worry-free life?

Isn’t that fantastic?

You’re right.

It takes two to tango.

Sometimes,

it can be hard to tell right from wrong.

That’s right.

What happened between Madam Yuan,

Concubine Jing,

and my mother

is all in the past.

I hope that we don’t

repeat their paths in the future.

I think they only did those things

in the hopes that

we can live a very good life.

You are right.

Xue Cai.

Xue Cai.

Xue Cai.

Why do you come here?

I’ll go to Laizhou tomorrow morning.

I want to see you one last time.

I don’t want to see you.

Xue Cai.

I’m sorry, Father.

Father,

I cared too much about

what other people thought of me.

I’ve made a lot of mistakes.

But I’ve always been very loyal to you.

I swear

I won’t have other intentions again in the future.

Do you want to see me

die in another place?

Please forgive me this time.

What’s the use of

saying all this now?

Father,

I don’t want anything.

I just want to live my life as a prince.

Please spare my life.

How ridiculous you are!

Get out of here!

Father!

Get out of here!

Jing Ci.

Jing Ci.

Jing Ci.

Jing Ci.

Jing Ci.

I don’t...

I don’t want to forget the past.

I don’t...

Jing Ci.

Don’t.

I don’t want to drink it.

I don’t want to start it all over.

I don’t...

Alright.

Alright.

Let’s not start it all over.

It was all my fault.

I was wrong.

Mianwan.

I’m sorry.

It was all my fault.

I’ll never bully you again.

You can do whatever you want.

I promise you.

Okay, Mianwan?

You should’ve treated her well

in the first place.

It’s like rolling the dice.

You already got four “fours”,

but you insisted on rolling the dice again,

and ended up losing everything.

What’s the point?

Listen up.

Unless Yuan says that in person,

I’ll

never give up on her.

Had it not been for what happened at Lanyue Lake,

she wouldn’t have agreed to marry you.

It’s not like that at all.

We admire each other.

No matter what,

she’ll become my wife.

At Lanyue Lake, I didn’t help her

when she was set up.

So she was disappointed and got sick.

Madam Yuan believed I betrayed her,

so she tried to bring you and Yuan together.

I totally let her down,

so she just obeyed your will.

She didn’t really want to marry you.

You’re thinking too much.

During the several months

after you came back to the capital,

how many times have you seen her?

To be honest,

back in Qinhe,

Yuan and I already fell in love with each other.

That’s why I wanted to marry her asap.

Of course,

I should thank you for giving us this chance,

so that she didn’t call off our engagement.

Keep cooking up excuses.

I know very well about

Yuan’s personality.

Then why did you

still bully her,

and leave her even without saying goodbye?

Yuan was poisoned back then.

I couldn’t find the antidote.

So I let her take the detox pills

that Yanxi gave me.

The poison in my body took effect that morning,

I had to return to the capital immediately

to look for Yanxi.

You should at least say goodbye to her.

Before I left,

I told her my identity in a letter.

But that letter

accidentally fell into

the hands of Aunt Zhixia.

She tore it up

and didn’t give it to Yuan.

Then...

Then why did you constantly drive her away

and alienate her?

Lord Ye sent men to spy on me after I came back.

I didn’t know the backgrounds

of those spies back then.

In order to protect Yuan,

I decided to alienate her.

You mean

you deliberately alienated Yuan

because you were afraid

she may get involved and become a target?

Yuan has a strong sense of righteousness,

and she hates evildoers.

If I told her the truth,

she’d hunt down the enemies,

which will put her life at stake.

Now I know

I was thoughtless.

I forgot one thing.

Even though she’s all by herself,

she’ll still try to find the truth

and thus offend those vicious people

and put her life in danger.

Had I known this,

I’d have explained things to her

right after she came back to the capital

and stayed by her side

to protect her all the time.

It was all my fault

that she went through so many hardships

and suffered so much.

Jing Ci.

Ci.

Mianwan.

I’m here.

I’m here.

Why don’t you stay inside?

Jing Ci is there.

Yuan’s my fiancée,

my future wife.

But when they’re together,

how come I feel like

I’m the third wheel?

Yuan hasn’t woken up yet.

Don’t think too much.

Now Jing Ci’s there,

she’ll wake up very soon.

Yuan.

Yuan.

Yuan.

Yuan.

Beiyan.

I’m here.

You’re finally awake.

What happened...

What happened to me?

Your situation worsened,

and you were in a coma for several days.

Now you’ve woken up,

you’re going to be okay.

Don’t overthink things.

Now the priority is

to get some good rest.

I won’t overthink things.

I won’t.

You want some water?

Beiyan,

now I can remember everything in the past.

Everything about Feng Mianwan.

That’s good.

Now you finally know who you are.

In the future,

you can follow your heart

and make your own decision.

Lie down for a while.

I’ll go check

if the food is ready.

Thank you.

Something happened in the royal palace?

I got secret news

that

Father’s condition worsened in the past few days.

He’s been resting in the Palace of Rules,

but he never went out.

Probably things are just fine.

However,

Lord Ye didn’t go to Laizhou to assume his post.

I’m worried about that.

So I plan to go back to take a look.

If

Father is really sick,

then you should go back soon, too.

After all, we’re a family.

You’re a great cook.

I enjoyed the food you cooked for Miss Yuan a lot.

I’ll go back after this meal.

Is Yuan any better?

She’s much better.

Thank you for asking, Lord Qing.

I

made some soup for Yuan.

It’s very good for her recovery.

Thanks.

Beiyan.

You haven’t eaten the whole day.

Now Yuan is resting,

you can sit down

and eat with us.

Only then

can you take good care of Yuan.

It won’t take very long.

Just now,

I heard you said

His majesty never went out?

Right.

He even refused to see

Changle.

He even refused to see Princess Changle?

If he’s sick,

he’ll have even more reason to

let Changle take care of him, right?

Maybe Father was annoyed by his illness.

So he didn’t want to see her.

But I heard that

he met Lord Ye.

This is strange.

Now the person guarding the royal palace

is the leader of the Dragon and Tiger Army

Han Qing.

He’s valiant,

and has always been loyal.

It’d be hard if anyone wants to

create trouble in the royal palace.

Han Qing?

What’s up?

Yuan used to mention that

when that eunuch Yin was killed,

his aunt saw it with her own eyes that

Han Qing appeared by Lanyue Lake.

And she was almost sure that

it was Han Qing that killed Yin and Sese.

Han Qing

is not loyal to his majesty!

He’s loyal to...

Lord Ye!

Lord Qing,

let’s pack our things now

and go back to the capital.

Okay.

Mu Beiyan,

Yuan hasn’t fully recovered.

She still needs to have some rest.

Please take care of her for me.

For you?

She’s my fiancée, alright?

Why are you up?

I’ve been lying on the bed for too long.

I’m going out for a walk.

You just got a little better.

Don’t get a cold.

Thank you.

Right,

Jing Ci

has been standing outside for a long time.

When you were unconscious,

he told me why he alienated you.

I don’t know

if you heard it.

So what if I heard it?

It seems...

It seems he was

really just trying to protect you.

He never meant to abandon you.

Now something might have happened

in the royal palace.

He and Lord Qing are going back.

Maybe

you can have a talk with him.

So you can clear up

the misunderstandings between you.

Oh my! Mu Beiyan!

Why do you push your woman

into another man’s arms?

Mianwan,

you’re here.

There’s no

Feng Mianwan in this world any more.

Or you may say,

she

has never existed in this world.

She’s just a person in my dream.

Or maybe,

she’s a person in your dream, too.

No.

She’s not a person in my dream.

We spent 18 years together.

I treasure her more than I treasure my life.

You knew I didn’t love Li Yuan,

but you still married me off to him.

You’ve investigated the case

where Yuan Qingli went missing.

Now you still think so?

Before you let me take the medicine,

you said,

let’s go back to the places

where we belong to.

You actually made that decision

a lot earlier.

When Li Yuan and I were engaged,

you had made up your mind to

send me back to the Yong State as Yuan Qingli.

You’re the son of the emperor of the Yong State,

so it wouldn’t be hard for you

to find me later.

I thought

if you knew this too early,

other people may learn of the plan.

So I wanted to explain it to you

when I took you away.

It was all my fault.

I was used to making decisions for you.

I was self-opinionated,

and always made future arrangements for you.

I wishfully believed

they’re for your own good,

and you’ll follow my

arrangements.

I never thought

I’d make you hate me so much.

Right.

So I poisoned you,

cut your hamstrings

and left you to the wolves.

It was not you.

Although you admitted it

to my face,

but I know

it was not you.

You trusted me?

You were raised by me.

I know

your character very well.

It’s just I was

injured back then.

I was unable to investigate it carefully.

So I carried out the original plan

and erased your memory.

So that you can forget the pain hatred caused you,

and start a new life.

You trusted me back then,

but why didn’t you trust me when I became Yuan?

You let Princess Changle tell me

you were keeping your distance from me

in order to protect me.

But what did you do at Lanyue Lake?

I also trusted you

at Lanyue Lake.

Beiyan,

is it okay

to peep on them?

What’s wrong with

peeping on my fiancée?

But we’re too far from them.

I can’t hear them clearly.

The emperor believed Zhixia’s words back then.

Seeing that I was going to marry you,

he got mad at me instantly.

If I stood by your side,

it’d irritate him

and make him punish you severely.

You trusted me?

You always trusted me?

But I regret that

I didn’t ask you more questions

before you lost your memory.

What questions?

You said you hurt me to take revenge,

but you reminded me

the Palace of Zhao is not my home.

From the moment I left the Palace of Zhao,

I know I can’t go back there again.

Mr. Jing,

if you don’t marry Princess Zesheng,

you can’t go back there again, either.

That’s not your home.

Your families are in the Yong State.

You should go back to the Yong State.

In fact,

you found that the Palace of Zhao

is a dangerous place for me.

Or maybe,

you had concluded that

the person that wanted to kill me

actually came from the Palace of Zhao.

I was not sure.

But the medicinal liquor

I let you drink

was given to me by Lord Zhao before I left.

This bottle of liquor here

was brewed by a highly skilled doctor.

It can nurture the body.

So it’s very good

for Ci’s health.

It’s just,

after you leave,

you won’t be able to drink it again.

Maybe

you can take it with you.

In the future,

I’ll get more for Ci.

Thank you.

Lord Zhao actually put poison

in the medicinal liquor.

He knew that

as long as

it’s good for your health,

I’ll surely bring it to you.

Therefore,

you admitted that you poisoned me.

But actually I was poisoned by the liquor.

Why didn’t you tell me the truth?

Because you were seriously injured at the time,

I was afraid

you can’t accept the fact that

Lord Zhao wants to kill you.

I was also afraid you may go against him

after you go back to Zhaozhou

and lose your life.

Were you stupid?

Because I was Feng Mianwan back then.

Yanrong told me

you went back for an emergency.

I thought

you had arrived in Zhaozhou safely.

But then I saw you,

you were all skin and bones,

seriously ill,

and the cause is the liquor I poured for you.

What else could I say?

At that time,

I only hoped that

you could stay safe.

You always thought for me,

but I treated you badly,

very badly.

You were separated from your mother,

you were wronged

and put in prison,

and suffered a lot.

It was all my fault.

But,

I don’t think it was your fault.

Even if it was,

it’s not what you meant.

That said,

no matter what we thought,

since now this is the case,

the best ending for us

is to go our separate ways,

and seek our own happiness.

Go our separate ways

and seek our own happiness?

In your dreams.

No matter how many mistakes I made,

you still belong to me.

You should stay by my side

in this life and in the next life.

Of course,

since I made mistakes,

I’ll also stay by your side

in this life and in the next life.

Can you still accept me?

What did you say?

I’m a villain

that doesn’t have many years to live,

but strives to live for as long as he can.

A villain that hopes to be with you

from childhood to adolescence,

and from adolescence to old age.

Can you still accept

a villain like me?

I was seriously ill.

I used to think

I was an encumbrance

and I should let you find another man.

But you’re not only Yuan,

you’re also Mianwan,

my Mianman.

Please allow me

to be selfish again.

I want to be with you.

Even if I die,

I want to die by your side.

[I hope I can stay with Mr. Jing, till our hair turns gray]

I won’t look at yours.

You shouldn’t look at mine, too.

Right.

Seems I left my handkerchief

at the stall that sells lanterns.

I’ll get it for you.

Don’t run around.

[I hope all Feng Mianwan’s wishes come true]

Yuan doesn’t want to accept you.

But Feng Mianwan hopes

all your wishes

can come true.

Mianwan.

Am I

going to be cuckolded?

No.

You haven’t had a wedding ceremony.

I haven’t even

hugged Yuan officially.

Jing Ci really is a bastard!

How about this?

After Duke Duan and I leave,

you can think of a way to hug her.

Forget it.

Yuan will hit me.

The thought of that makes my face hurt.

Lord Qing,

we can set out.

Okay.

You should leave now.

You’ll wait for me to come back, right?

Yuan?

Yuan

is hot-tempered.

She doesn’t want to wait.

But Feng Mianwan said,

she can’t accept another man.

So,

I’d better wait for you.

You have every reason to be hot-tempered.

I’ll cook for you

for the rest of my life

to compensate you.

Is that okay?

That’s a deal.

This’s decocted according to Yanxi’s prescription.

He spent a lot of time writing out this prescription.

It can cure you once and for all.

Hurry and drink it.

Remember,

be sure to come back alive,

and live a hundred years.

I don’t care about you.

But if you die too early,

Yuan will cry.

Thank you.

Should I prepare myself for being cuckolded

if I insisted on marrying you?

Beiyan.

I’m dashingly charming

and dazzlingly handsome.

Even if I were cuckolded,

countless women would still compete for me.

Beiyan,

thank you.

For what?

Now without the bondage of our engagement,

I feel much more care-free.

There are so many beauties in this world

for me to reward,

to care for,

and to choose from.

What a happy life it will be!

I should thank Heaven

for letting me

have a lifetime friend like you.

Lifetime friend?

I heard it clearly.

Remember,

even if you marry Jing Ci,

you shouldn’t ignore me.

The emperor said he’s sick

and has stayed inside for two days.

This is very strange.

Normally,

he’d still attend to

state affairs

even if he’s ill.

It’s impossible that he’d refuse to meet us.

Right.

What are you doing?

What are you doing?

Let me go!

Someone!

- Let me go! - Someone!

Take them away.

Let me go!

Don’t touch me!

Open the door!

You bunch of bastards!

I’ll tell this to Father

and let him punish you!

Princess.

Zhao Yan,

how come you’re here?

I was brought here

in the morning.

How are you?

Are you hurt?

I’m well.

But I don’t know

what happened.

Why did Father refuse to see me?

Why did they

lock me in this place?

Someone is planning a rebellion.

A rebellion?

But don’t worry about it.

They won’t do anything to you.

At least,

we still have Duke Duan.

What rebellion could it be?