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Travis: That traffic
was unreal.

I mean, I guess
it's a good thing.

Protests are getting so big,
they're starting

to shut down
the whole city.

If this ice cream melted,
I am for sure gonna drink

this pint
like it's a milkshake.

What time are we doing
street medic stuff tomorrow?

Uh, not sure.

P.S., I cannot believe
someone picked you up

with some drivel about liking
a man in uniform.

No one picked me up.Mm-hmm.

Because it's not 1989,

and nobody picks up anyone
anymore.

And also,
because that would mean

I would have to call...

Oh, my God.

...Sebastian back

and allow him
to take me out on a date.

Well, you kept it.

Rest in peace, Chief.

You good?

Yeah, I'm great.

You're a liar.

You "look good
in that uniform."

[ Chuckles ]

I still got it.Yeah, you do.

Sullivan: Warren, your kids
aren't there, are they?

Ben: Should be
on their way home.

Yeah, we have a strict
"home before dark

if you're protesting" rule,
and Auntie Roz don't play.

Yeah, they must pretty shook up
after you and Miller,

you know,
went for your long night swim

and then your surgery.

[ Chuckles ] Yeah, well,
I got waited on like a king

for about 48 hours.

Ah.Yeah, yeah, kids forget things
remarkably quickly.

[ Chuckles ]

Reporter: Further emboldening
the millions demanding justice

has been the recent
media attention

of the death
of Breonna Taylor,

a 26-year-old paramedic
who was killed in her home.

From Seattle City Hall,
Deputy Chief Michael Dixon.

Oh.

Dixon: I know everyone
is hurting,

I know everyone wants
their voices to be heard,

and I know taking
to the streets seems like

the easiest way to voice
your frustrations and concerns,

but I'm calling for peace,
Seattle.

What we all need to do
for the city we love

is to come together as one
for change.

He expects people to believe
his crap.

It's actually kind of scary
how he's convinced himself

he's one
of the good guys.

Did you know one
of the first forms of policing

in this country grew
from local slave patrols?

Yeah, like, angry white guys
using violence and intimidation

to prevent enslaved people
from escaping.

Yeah.
I-I actually did know that.

Yeah, but it is good
that you know that now, too.

Um, you know, Gibson,

why don't you help me
with these?

Yeah.

This one's ready, too.

[ Exhales sharply ]
And that still needs to --

Hey, did you hear
from your surgeon

about your results yet?

Yeah,
Miranda just did.

All clear.

They called
Miranda first?

Oh. Of course
they called Miranda first.

[ Chuckles ]So, uh, all clear?

All clear.

That's amazing, Warren.

You know, I would have been
personally offended

if you survived
literally being lost at sea

just for this
to take you out.

Yeah.
How you doing?

Uh...you know,
like we all are.

Yeah.

I'm gonna
make this call.

Looting and rioting...

You know, I've been out there
these past couple days,

and the protests
are usually peaceful,

till the police arrive,
and then they escalate.

Emmett says the medical tents
start filling up

later in the day.

Andy: Yeah, I've seen people
get tear-gassed,

get scraped up from falls,

and even
some rubber bullet wounds.

Runs the gamut.

Yeah, that tracks.

I mean, given the history
of the PD.

I mean, it's like
if the police department

put salt and pepper
on a steak

and said it became...
not steak.

Yeah, that's --
that's true.

Did you know the 13th Amendment
abolished slavery

except as punishment
for a crime?

Like, Black people
would get arrested, right,

on, like, trumped up charges
so they could get convicted

and then used
for free labor.

Also, yes. Nice.

Something feels
a little different, though,

don't you think?

People are finally starting
to talk about it.

I just hope
it's not temporary,

that it's not, you know,
people just studying

for, like, a test,
that they're actually, like,

internalizing
these concepts

and t-they're really trying
to push --

Ben, can you turn
the volume down, please?

Thank you.

[ Chanting
"No justice, no peace"]

[ Volume lowers ]

Maya: Nice shirts.

Yep.
Got one for you, too, Captain.

Thanks.

But we will have
to wear them

underneath our SFD shirts
tomorrow.

We are running this medic tent
in an official capacity.

Providing medical care
isn't sanctioned by SFD?

We just have to figure out how
to navigate this with the PD.

I've been listening
to the scanner.

Things are escalating.

But that doesn't mean
that we should back down.

I do think we should make
our position known.

I'm just trying to figure out
how to do that

in a way
that they will hear it.

Hey,
can I ask you a question?

Yeah.Are we just not gonna talk
about the fact

that you're engaged?

-Yep!
-Whoo!

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah!

[ Banging on table ][ Laughs ]

Thanks. Thanks.

Nothing like getting engaged
and then sending your fiancée

into the COVID hot spot
two days later.

Wait,
she still has to go?

Yeah, but only
for, uh, a month now,

just until the marriage visa
comes through.

Congrats, Cap.

Sorry we missed it.Thanks. Thank you.

Vic: Hey, firehouse wedding,
right?

Please say --
Please. Come on.

Please say we're doing
a lesbian firehouse wedding?

We can't not.I could barely get Carina
to agree to marriage.

I doubt there will be
a wedding,

but there will definitely be
a registry.

Of course there will be.

[ Sighs ]

[ Knock on door ]

Hey, Captain.
Hey.

Just checking in.
How you holding up?

If by "holding up,"
you mean stuffing my face

with cookies
every chance I get

to avoid thinking about the fact
that Carina

is heading into the belly
of the COVID beast

and that
the immigration system

is as broken
as the justice system,

then I am holding up
incredibly well.

Mm.

What kind of cookies?

[ Chuckles ]

Get outta here.

Dean: Ben,
stop lifting things.

Oh, come on.
These weigh basically nothing.

You can start
lifting things

whenever Cap takes you off
of desk duty.

[ Scoffs ]
This is ridiculous.

No, it's not.

Do you think
they're all gonna be mad

because we got mussels
instead of stuff for lasagna?

How could you be mad
about moules-frites?

International trav.

-Oh.
-Yeah.

How long you think
we soak these for?

Wait, what?
Huh?

I thought -- You said that
you've made these before.

No, I said I always wanted
to make these before.

No, that's not --Yeah, I did.

Vic!
These aren't chicken nuggets!

Okay, come on.

How hard can it be?

Huh?

What's going on
with you?

Nothing. I'm learning
how to make new things.

I'm mussel-making in this case,
right?

You practically
ran out of the lounge

when you saw them making
the protest packs.

You turned the radio off

when they started talking
about the marches.

And now you've decided
to learn French cuisine.

Okay, Belgian,
but I guess --

What's up?

Nothing. I've spent all weekend
thinking about what's up.

I just want two seconds
to not think about that.

I just want to think
about...

shellfish.

This is our thing, right?
This is what we do.

We take turns forcing
the other person to talk.

So, rip the scab.
Just do it.

Remember when we used
to go out at night,

like back when the world
was open,

and before you'd head out,

you'd say to your friends,
"Text me when you get home"?

You know, just so you'd know
all your people were good

and, you know,
you'd know they made it home

safe and sound,
right?

That's like
sacred friend stuff.

That's like humans evolving
beyond beast stuff.

That is consideration
and buddy love

even when you're too drunk
to walk straight.

Oh, my God.
Remember how hammered you were

at Miller's birthday
last year --

She was home, Travis.
Breonna Taylor was home,

and she could have texted
her best friend "Home XO,"

and then that friend
would have gone to bed thinking,

"Great.
Everyone's home safe and sound."

And then she was killed
in the middle of the night.

In her home.
In her pajamas.

Vic, I'm sorry.

And I-I just don't want to think
about any of it, you know?

For just one day,
Travis.

Tomorrow, I will pick it all
back up again. I promise.

But today, I just want to put
my feelings in the freezer

because I'm spent,

and I just need one day.

I will fight
all future battles

and I will care
as much as I do now,

but I just -- I'm --
I'm exhausted.

And I just --
I need a day.

♪♪

What?
What are you thinking right now?

I'm thinking...

we better figure out
how to make these mussels

so our team doesn't find out
there's no lasagna.

[ Clears throat ]

"Mussels chapter one."

[ Snorts ]"Butter is your friend."

[ Klaxons sound ]Dispatch: Ladder 19, Engine 19,

and Aid car 19 requested
to 1869 Pike View Road.And saved by the bell.

At least it won't be our fault
now when no one gets dinner.

Protest was a block over.

Fire was actually started
by a couple of rioters.

Ladder 19, Engine 19,
and Aid car 19

requested
to 1869 Pike View Road.

1869 Pike View?
Isn't that --

My parents' restaurant.

I just wanted one day.

♪♪

[ Sirens wailing ]

Why aren't they answering?
Why is this taking so long?

It's the other fires
and crowds everywhere.

We're having to go the long way
to get around them.

Woman: Fire is spreading north

to Olympia Avenue.Not ours.

Man: Pike View Road fire is
spreading north to Stanley.

That one is.
That one is. Come on.

Okay, we're gonna be there
any minute.

Travis, this restaurant
is their whole life.

This restaurant is like
my crappy older sister

who they loved more than me
for my entire growing up.

They'd be lost with--
They'd be lost without it.

I don't know --It's gonna be okay.
It's gonna be okay.

We're gonna save
your crappy older sister.

[ Horn blares, sirens wailing ]

♪♪

What?

Nothing.

What?

No, I just -- I...

I like it when we get
to...fight fires together.

[ Sirens wailing ]

♪♪

♪♪

[ Indistinct shouting ]

♪♪

Hughes!
Stand down!

Hughes!

Vic thinks her parents
are still inside.

Herrera, Gibson,
recon the building.

The gas line
is in the back.

Montgomery,
go help Hughes.

Wiggins, Sullivan,
cut all the other utilities.

Miller, you're Med Group.

♪♪

[ Coughing ]

Come on. Come on. Let's get you
to the aid car, okay?

[ Groans ]
No, no, Mom.

Mom. Mom.
Wait, wait.

Thank you.

I'm right behind you,
Dad.

Okay?

Okay.

[ Breathing heavily ]

Thank you.

She wasn't gonna leave
without it.

I know.

♪♪

♪♪

Hughes must be
freaking out.

Yeah,
Hughes doesn't freak out.

Yeah, about fire stuff.

This is family stuff
andfire stuff,

and everything that's going on
right now stuff.

People lose it.

[ Coughing ]

Dean: Hughes, want one?

No, no, no, I'm good.
I'm good. I got this.

I'm just --
I'm glad you guys are...

[ Coughs ]
Honey.

No, no, no, Mom, Mom, Mom,
I'm fine.

Keep that on, okay?

Dean is gonna
take care of you guys.

I've gotta help my team,
alright?

[ Sirens wailing ]

Hey, my parents are secure
in the aid car.

Where do you want me?Nowhere.

Seriously?

You ran into
a burning building

after I told you
to stand down.

I get it,
it's your parents.
Cap --

That's why I want you
to focus on them.

Let us focus on the fire,
okay?

[ Sirens wail ]

[ Sighs ]

♪♪

[ Scoffs ]
Just what we need.

[ Glass shatters ]

Lenya: Oh, my God!
Oh, my God! Do something!

Wiggins, Sullivan,
you are on fire attack.

Get a line
in that restaurant

and get some water
up on that attic.

Herrera, Gibson,
how's it looking in the back?

Andy: There are no exposures
on the D side.

Heading
toward the rear now.

Do we need access
from the rear?

Yes. Make access,
but we are attacking the fire

from the A side.

Hughes, we've got this.C--

♪♪

♪♪

♪♪

Sullivan: Hold up.

♪♪

Must have been the stove.

That's not good.

[ Grunting ]

Andy: Oh, hey, sir.
Hey!

Hey, wait!
We're just here to help!

Okay, there's a bunch of people
in there.

Jack: Yeah. Bishop,
we're behind the building.

Additional civilians
inside.

We're beginning evac now.

Maya: Copy, Gibson.

Whoa!
What the hell?

Whose side
are you guys on?!

Whose side are we on?

Okay.
[ Grunts ]

Hey!
Okay!

Whoa!
Enough!

Do not throw that!

Okay, stop it! We're just here
to help you guys!

Do not throw that.Sawyer: Wait for me, Ricky!

You're on your own, bud.

Seriously?!
Okay.

Wow.You take him. I got it.

Yeah.No, just leave me.

Awesome. Nope.
Come on.

Any more of your pals in there
looting the place?

You good?
I'm going in.

[ Coughing ]Okay, come on.

The linens! The linens!

No, Mom! Mama. Mom. No.My mother's table--

You cannot go back in there yet,
okay?

I need you to hear me. You can't
go back in there, alright?

Victoria, please, we have
to try to save something, honey.

That's our -- Our whole life
is in that building.Dad, I know.

Maya: 19's Roof Division,
we have heavy fire

in the ceiling space south side
of the structure.

Let's cut a trench
so we can stop the spread.

What?"Cut a trench"?
What does that mean?

No, no.What does that mean?

It's, um --
Everything's fine, Dad.

Victoria,
just tell us the truth.

God, it's the wind.
It's --

Dean: It's the wind. The wind is
blowing south right now,

which is a good sign
for your spot.

Sir, we can't --
can't hear you.

Yes. Yes, yes.

Co-- Oh.

Right now,
the wind is blowing south.

That is a good sign
for your place.

Alright.Station 19 --
we're the best.

You see those two men
right to the left of the window?

Those are two of the most
strategic firefighters I know.

Right now, they're making sure
that all the hose lines

have proper water flow
and pressure,

and those guys
on the roof --

they're performing
a vertical ventilation.

That means they're cutting holes
in the roof right now

to release
all the hot smoke,

all the hot gas
to save your building.

That's something
that, um...Victoria

is particularly good at.

Okay. Hey, Mom. Mom. You see
that guy running back inside?

Lenya: Yeah.Okay, he's doing what's called
a primary search.

It means he's doing a sweep
of the restaurant

to see if there's anybody
left inside

and how to best save them.

And you see that woman
right there?

She's our captain,
and she's calling all the shots

and making sure everything
and anything is handled.

[ Sobs ]

Yeah, okay, everything
that can be done

will be done by this team,
alright?

Hold on. Where's that --
those files I was just holding?

What are you talking about,
Dad?
The folders.

Which one?What folders?

The ones I got out.

It's got
the insurance paperwork.

Oh.It's got
the bank information.

Here. Here. Here.We can't do anything
without the insurance --

Dad, Dad, Dad,
it's fine.

It's here, okay?Okay.

Okay.
Oh, my God. My recipes.

My God. Mom. Mom.My recipes!

Mom, I know.
You've got to stop, though.

Everything --Okay, you have to stop.

-Lenni, Lenni, Lenni.
-What?!

Baby, stop. Shh.

You got
the recipes memorized.

No, I didn't.If you have to,

you'll remember.

We can replace our things,
honey.

We cannot replace you.

Okay?

Over there --
in the kitchen.

♪♪

Sullivan,
I'm pushing in!

♪♪

Hey, Cap, we're gonna need
more hands in here!

♪♪

Herrera and Gibson, what's
the status on the civilians?

Andy: Civilians
made it out safely,

but one ran away
before we could assess them

and Gibson got
the other one out.

[ Sighs ]
You gotta be kidding me.

I need you both in
front of the restaurant
with another hose line.

Montgomery, Wiggins, Cutler,

and Sullivan
need support inside.

Herrera, you are now
interior division.

Copy, Captain.

This is a closed scene.

Miguel: I just have
some questions.

Fire.
What?

Whatever your question is,
the answer is fire,

and we are working
to put it out.

Buh-bye.

Oh.

[ Coughs ]So, what happened?

How did it start?

I don't know.
[ Coughs ]

Things just turned
so quick.

I mean, all day long, we were
watching people stream by,

going to protests.

It was almost happy,
you know?
Uh-huh.

I mean, not happy,
but it was beautiful.It was...

There were signs
and solidarity.

Yeah.It felt like. And then...

[coughs] we heard screaming
down the block.

I went outside
to take a look,

and I saw people
throwing things

through the window
of the, um, shoe store.

Yeah.
What? Over there?

Yeah.
And then there was this --

all this smoke.

Excuse me, did --
did you just say

you saw
how the fire started?

-What?
-Could we get a comment?

No. No comment.

Please leave.

Just a quick comment --Please leave.

She said no comment.

No comment.

[ Sighs ]
Come on, come on.

There he is,
right there.

Shouldn't you be on crowd
control or something, man?

Thought SFD could handle that
on their own now,

'cause you apparently
don't need us anymore.

You really -- You really
doing that right now?

When people's lives
are on fire?

Yeah? Well, why aren't you
putting it out, then?

Did you start it?

What you say to me,
man?

Miller,
I need you over here.

Captain?

We need more bodies
on the fire.

I'll deal with PD.

Anderson, get your ass
to the car now.

Go.

♪♪

♪ Ooh

[ Sighs ]

Come on, 19.
This one's for Hughes.

Put your backs into it.

♪ Ooh

♪ My mother used
to take my hands ♪

♪ Put my fingers on the keys

♪ She said you gotta use
your voice, be the melody ♪

Man: Come on! We're on the move!
We're on the move!

♪ I listened
and my heroes sang ♪

♪ It saved me
when I was young ♪

♪ They brought me high above

♪ Took my pain away

♪ I've been lost

♪ And I've been found

Here we go.

♪ In the dark
I'll use my voice ♪

♪ I'll be the light,
I'll make a sound, singing ♪

♪ Ooh oh oooh oh

Aah!

♪ I sing a song for tomorrow

♪ Ooh oh oooh oh

♪ Sing a song for tomorrow

♪ Let the song
that I'm singing ♪

Whew!♪ Let it carry you through

Good job, buddy!

Good job.

♪ Giving strength to you

♪ Ooooh oh oooh oh

Cutler, make sure
all the SCBA tanks are full.

Hey, you okay?
Stupid question.

Yeah. No, I'm fine.

You can take them home.
Just go with them.

No, no, no. They're insisting
on staying here.

You know they're gonna try
to get back in there

after we move out,
right?

Wait, get back inside?
They can't. It's not secure.

No, I told them that.

You try arguing
with a...

crazy Polish lady
who happens to be your mother.

[ Scoffs ]

Okay, I'm leaving Engine 19
on scene for the overhaul.

23 is staying to overhaul
the fire on the corner.

I asked them for a
couple additional
firefighters to assist.

Okay?
Montgomery, stay with Hughes.Okay.

Thanks.

Alright, let's...head in.

You good?

Yeah. Yeah.

Let's get back.
I'm exhausted.

Okay, you guys,
it's really not safe

to go back in there
tonight.

Yeah, but --Okay?

You two are firefighters,
right?

You can make sure
we're safe?

Victoria, you know your mom's
not gonna go home

and get her beauty rest.Okay, I just think

that maybe
we should try to just talk...

They just --
They just don't...talk about it,

and -- I mean, that's where
I learned it,

and I've tried so hard
to fight against it

and to, you know,
rip the scab and all that.

It's just...

[ Bell rings ]

Anthony: [ Coughs ]

Oh, my God.

Vic: H-Hang on.
Hang on.

Hang on. Here.

Literally everywhere you step
is dangerous.

Here. Put this on.

Dad --Oh, thank you.

Dad, just let us move
some of this debris

and check for water damage
and make sure it's safe

to move around in here,
alright?

Yeah.
We're fine.

Yeah, I know you want
to pretend nothing happened,

but we actually do have
to make sure it's safe.

This isn't an argument,
okay?

Yeah. We hardly pretending
nothing happened.

Mom.

Thank you.

I'm gonna go check
for hot spots, I think.

Okay.

Just be careful.

[ Exhales sharply ]

Oh! Hey!
Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.

No, I got it, I got it,
I got it, I got it.

"I got it"?

Victoria, you don't have
to lift this all on your own.

Dad,
I said I got it, okay?

That would have been
a lot easier

if you just let me
give you a hand.

Lenya: Anthony, would you
help me with this one?

Yes.Just lift it up.

Thanks.

Thank you.
[ Grunts ]

[ Speaks indistinctly ]

Can we just take
a second?

That's it.

A second for what?

To...talk about this.

To talk about what?

This.

How absurd this is.

We should be talking
about this.

Why do we
not talk about anything?

Why do we not talk
about anything ever?

How are we just freaking
cleaning up our restaurant

that was burned down by rioters
who hijacked a protest?

Because it has to be done,
Victoria.

Because it's our life.

Yeah, I know, I know,
I know it's your life.

You keep saying that.

Dad, your mom died
and you went back to work.

My fiancé died
and I went back to work,

because that's what we do.

But is it working?

I'm really asking.

I know you've worked
your asses off my entire life

and you didn't have time
for all that touchy-feely stuff,

but really, just once,
for one second,

can we acknowledge that
something awful has happened?

No? You know, and all of this
was precipitated

by the repeated murder of
Black people by law enforcement,

but we're not gonna talk
about that, either, are we?

God,
that's ridiculous.

You know,
Breonna Taylor was killed.

She was a Black female
first responder.

I'm a Black female
first responder.

In another world,
that could have been me.

Tiny,
circumstantial differences,

and that could have been me.
Do you get that?

And news of her death
didn't even break

until two months
after the fact,

because clearly,
no one cared about it.

And I've spent
the last three weeks

trying not
to feel my feelings,

trying not to center myself
so that Miller and Sullivan

and Warren and -- and --
and maybe even you, Dad,

maybe even you could feel
yourfeelings.

But, you know,
I haven't been able to sleep

through the night since I heard
what happened to her.

I go to bed with a kitchen knife
in my nightstand,

which I know is outrageous
'cause a kitchen knife

is no match for a bullet,
but I need something,

just anything,
to help me feel safe at night.

But of course,
you wouldn't know that,

because you haven't --

You'd have to have checked in
on me

even once in the last I --

God,
I don't even know how long.

But you know what? Even if you
had checked in on me,

I probably would have pretended
everything's fine

because bizarrely --
bizarrely,

that's what we do
in this family.

And I just -- I honestly --
I just don't --

I don't think
it's working for me anymore.

I am sick and I am sad...

and, Dad, I'm --
I'm scared.

And I don't know
how you're not.

We are.

I am.

♪♪

[ Clears throat ]

[ Coughs ]

♪♪

[ Grunting ]

[ Debris clatters ]

♪♪

[ Brakes squeak, hiss ]

Where's the engine?

It was Hughes'
family restaurant.

They stayed back
for overhaul.

Oh, hell.
W-Were you able to save it?

Some. Not much.

Andy: Ugh.
I'm starving.

As soon as we're done
cleaning up,

I'm gonna make a massive pot
of chicken tikka masala.

You know it's 3:30
in the morning, right?

Maya: And since when
do you cook Indian food?

And is curry really what anyone
wants at 3:30 in the morning?

Okay, A -- it was Hughes' and
Montgomery's night for dinner.

B -- it's a jarred sauce
you just pour over the chicken,

like pasta sauce.

And C -- who cares
what time it is

when you're so hungry
your stomach growls

are drowning out
the sirens?

She isn't lying.
I could hear it.

Okay, you were sitting
so far away.

Your stomach growls louder
than Carina's,

which I didn't think
was possible.

Well, I need a shower
and some sleep.

Cool.
I want that for you.

Iwant
chicken tikka masala,

and then maybe a shower
and then sleep.

Jack: Ooh, I could eat.
Yeah.

Yep.Oh, here you go.

You found a buddy
for your food adventure.

[ Chuckles ]

I'm going to bed.

Get out of here.

Maya: No.

No.

What?
What's up?

The city e-mailed me
earlier.

They are pulling our permit
for the medical tent.

They can do that?They just did.

Apparently,
tensions are too high

and the city wants
to present a united front.

They don't want SFD to appear to
be on a different side than PD.

The side
of helping people?

That's bull.

We should go anyway.

We can't.Can't or won't?

Can't.

♪♪

[ Doors slam ]

I'll be in the kitchen.

♪♪

[ Cellphone chimes ]

♪♪

[ Cellphone chimes ]

♪♪

Okay, all clear.

[ Bell clatters ]

Theo: Hey.

Thought you could use
some help,

or, you know, someone
that can break more things.

Oh. Um, I can go.

[ Clears throat ]

No, don't. You can help me
board up some windows.

Thank you.

What?

[ Chuckles ]
Nothing.

I just remember how you used
to sit in that exact spot

when you were
a little girl.

[ Chuckles ]
You were so tiny

your chin
would touch the table.

Lenya: [ Chuckles ]

I just can't believe
our little girl grew up

to become so strong
and self-sufficient.

Well, necessity is the mother
of invention, right?

It was a compliment,
Victoria.

-Hey. Hey, hey.
-Slow down.

-No, no, no.
-Whoa, whoa, whoa!

Miguel: We're putting together
a story

about last night's
violent protests turned riot.

Hey.Okay, hey, guys,
now is not the time.

Just a quick comment
for local news.

We're trying to keep the city
informed of what's --

My friend
already told you.

Sir, are you the owner
of this establishment?

The smoke hasn't even
cleared yet, dude.

Hey. Hey!You can't --
Excuse me, excuse me!

You all must be horrified
that a neighborhood mainstay

and small family business
was destroyed by protesters.

Rioters.Exactly.

Rioters terrorizing
our city,

costing our
taxpayer dollars,

all in the name of a movement
that cares nothing about them.

What?Care to comment?

Bro, you need to go.

Yeah.
Our comment is let it burn.

'Cause justice
needs to be served,

and if this is what it takes
to make people care

and make those officers
to held accountable

and any officer who did it
in any city

who allow it to do
to make accountable,

then let it burn.

What about the property
that's been damaged --Okay. Okay.

Anthony: Nah, property
does not equal life.

I mean, you can rebuild
a restaurant,

but you can't bring back
somebody who's been killed.

So, if you're asking,
if you're --

if you're positing that society
should be more upset

by the value of property
than -- than murder,

I think you need
to reevaluate

how you're walking
through this world.

Being scandalized
by property damage,

but not the taking
of a human life?

That's a problem.
That's a problem, sir.

You're simply fine
with your business

being burned
to the ground?

You know what? Okay.
As my parents said,

this isn't actually
about our restaurant,

this is --

this is about the people
whose lives were taken.

They were taken from
their families who loved them

and cared about them
and who they cared about.

This is about justice
for Breonna Taylor

and George Floyd
and Charleena Lyles and --

And Manny Ellis
and Michael Brown,

India Kager,
and Atatiana Jefferson.

And Sandra Bland.

And Tamir Rice
and Rekia Boyd.

And Alton Sterling
and Freddie Grey

and Tarika Wilson
and Eric Garner

and Janisha Fonville
and Philando Castile

and Korryn Gaines
and Tony McDade

and Tanisha Anderson
and Elijah McClain

and Bettie Jones,
Quintonio LeGrier,

and Kathryn Johnston
and Javier Ambler

and Yvette Smith
and Jamar Clark...

[ Sighs ]

Well, it looks like curry.
Smells like low tide.

Okay, well,
Hughes and Montgomery

left a bowl of clams
or something in the sink

when we got the call.

Ew.

I...

Mm.

That is the worst thing
you've ever made,

and you've made
some doozies.

Oh. Oh.
Some bad ones.

Yeah.Okay, well, I guess
I was rolling the dice

with bottled
"Bombay Blend."

That's probably
a problematic name, too.

[ Clears throat ]

No, you know, just
because of, like, colonization

and...I don't know.

Ah, Gibson's getting woke,
huh?

I'm trying to understand
all this stuff.

Like, how can law enforcement
become trustworthy,

become a force for good

if it's not willing
to acknowledge

its, you know, history?

And with that history,
why is, like, reform

or, like,
unconscious bias training,

you know, such
a controversial conversation?

It just doesn't make any sense.
That's all I'm saying.

Well, yeah.

And then that kid asked
what side we were on.

Yeah, well,
that kid was an idiot.

Yeah, true.
Okay, fine.

But...not wrong.

And then he said,
"Why not just leave him there?"

Well, that's not what we do.
We're firefighters.

Yeah, I just feel like...
[sighs]

maybe I'm most comfortable
in, like, crisis mode,

and if there's not a crisis,
then...

I don't know. I feel like
I'm not good for anything.

Oh. Oh, got it.

This has nothing to do
with the kid.

Are we talking
about Inara?

No.

No, it's nothing.
I'm fine.

Come on. Spit it out.No, I'm fine. It's good.

Alright,
when Inara and I met,

it was all about getting her
away from the abusive ex, right?

And then we'd become
a thing,

and Marsha, you know,
ends up in the hospital,

and then there was
always something, you know?

I was protecting her,
taking care of her.

Yeah.

And then Marsha gets well
and everything is calm,

and then...

[ Sighs ]

It's fine.

Um...a girl needs
more than fine.

♪♪

♪♪

♪♪

What is all this?

Lenya:
Your accomplishments.

Your professional
accomplishments.

The other stuff
is over there.

[ Exhales sharply ]

It's like my whole life's
in here.

I've never even seen
some of these.

Well, how would you?

You're hardly even here
anymore,

and when you are, you just grab
your pierogies and go.

And since your dad and I spend
all this time without you,

we brought as much of you
as we could here.

[ Chuckles ]

I watched an interview
with Breonna Taylor's mother.

Couldn't sleep
for a week.

I know I could never
truly understand

what it's like for you
to navigate this world

as a Black woman,

and I wouldn't even pretend
that I could.

I've experienced even nothing
remotely similar to this,

but what I do understand

is being the mother
of a Black daughter.

You don't think I know you
could've been Breonna Taylor?

I'm your mother.

This is what
I've always known.

I've known
since you were five,

and a cashier accused you
of stealing the candy,

the one
I just bought you.

I've known since you were 11,
coming home from school,

crying because the girls
at school

wouldn't stop touching
your hair.

I've known
since before you were even born,

when my parents kicked me
out of the family

for marrying
a Black man

and refused to meet
my perfect little girl.

♪♪

Anthony: Lenya, would you
come help me please?

Just a second!Just a second.

It's gonna fall!

♪♪

[ Sobbing ]

[ Sighs ]

Looks like you kicked
some ass tonight.

Getting Vic's parents
out of the restaurant.

[ Drill whirring ]

You saved them.

Just doing my job.

Yeah.

Hey, I'm sorry.

I know I don't have a right
to apologize to you,

but I'm sorry.

And I'll never
not be sorry.

So...you just need
to know that.

I'm gonna go start
on the other window.

Hey, Ruiz?

Thank you.

[ Breathing heavily ]

Hey, you good?

Oh, just --
just tired.

Well, we've been up all night
and now you're on a treadmill,

so that makes sense.

Look, it's terrible.

You get no argument
from me.

See,
even just that sucks.

Not what you're saying.
Just...

I know
we're on the same page.

It's just getting shut down
over and over again

when you're just trying
to do right by people.

It's -- It's a lot, it's heavy,
and it hurts.

[ Sighs ]

And it feels like
there's just no winning.

First there was
the lawsuit.

Everybody says it was just
to get eyeballs on the issue,

an issue
that we can't win,

and now,
it's the medical tent.

So, somebody suddenly says
we're not FD sanctioned,

so we just...

I guess it's just okay
that we just intended to go.

[ Sighs ]

Right. Totally.

Why don't we still go
tomorrow?

So we're not sanctioned.

Our paramedic training
doesn't get taken away.

We go as civilians.

Civilians
who have medical training?

Mm-hmm.
Civilians
who have medical training

who -- who also stopped
by the drugstore first,

pick up first aid supplies,
pallets of water.

Who set up a table
where other civilians can come

if they need
medical assistance.

Who also borrow some stuff
from here?

Just -- Just stuff
that we can't get

from the drugstore,
you know?

Like oxygen tanks.

Maybe stuff like that?

As your captain, I didn't hear
a word of that.

But civilian Maya likes
people being resourceful.

♪♪

Captain.

Yeah?

I don't mean to come off
as disrespectful

or out of line or --
or anything,

but...

we need some joy.

We need some fun
around here,

and I, for one,
need to dance.

This body is too good
not to dance.

[ Chuckles ]

So, have a wedding.

Have a wedding for 19.

♪♪

[ Sighs ]

Mom, why didn't you tell me
about your family?

Wasn't your burden
to bear.

I knew so many were going to be
already thrust upon you

no matter what we did.

No matter what kind of life
we were trying to give you,

we just didn't want
to add to the pile.

Listen.

I know I was not always there
for you

when you were growing up,

but it was in service of the
life we were trying to give you.

The life
we needed to give you.

I didn't know you didn't know,
Vic...

Mom.

[ Sighs ]

...but we were always
thinking about you.

I am always thinking
about you.

Mom!

Ah.
That's a Greek tradition.

When you have
a good meal,

a good connection
in a restaurant,

you smash the plates.

A Greek regular who used
to come here many years ago

told me that it actually started
as a death ritual.

The voluntary breaking
of the plates,

a type of controlled loss,

it helps people deal with
the deaths of their loved ones.

Hmm.
The loss
they couldn't control,

to celebrate the dead

and to honor
the pain of the living.

Hmm?

♪♪

[ Plate shatters ]

Yes.

[ Laughs ]

Yes!
[ Laughs ]

Alright, come on, Dad.
Let's do this.

-Come on, honey.
-Let's do it.

Okay. Alright, ready?

Three, two...

Whoo!

[ Laughter ]

Is everything okay?

Yeah. Yeah.

I guess so.
Or it will be.

Here. Smash.

Do it.Do it.

Welcome.

Go for it.

Do it. Do it.

Whoo!

[ Laughter ]

Oh. Okay.

Now help us clean it up.

Yeah, right.

No, I'm totally serious.
You have to help us now.

♪ I want a fighter

Yeah. [ Laughs ]That felt good.

Good.

♪ Don't leave me in the dark

♪ Don't leave me
in the dark ♪

♪ Don't leave me in the dark

♪♪

♪♪

♪♪