Original subtitles

(police car siren wailing)

- [Jenny] How can there be a God

when my life started out the way

that it did?

Some things you'll never forget like being born into slavery

or knowing your mom was murdered and it's because of you.

I was born into child trafficking and when it was my turn,

my mom made a way of escape for me.

That day was the worst day of my life.

And I never forget.

(door creaks shut)

(upbeat music)

- Jenny I didn't know you liked the Italian culture so much.

- I mean, I didn't before, but I don't know,

it was before I met you and it's growing on me.

- Really? - Yeah.

- Guess who? - Oh my God.

Oh my God, you scared me.

Hey. - How are you?

- Good. - That's good.

- Hey, that's my favorite dress!

- Really?

I mean, it's like you're so popular

so why would a guy like you wanna be with a girl like me?

- Exactly that reason.

- Jenny, I feel like you're the first girl

who's ever understood me.

- You're the first guy too but I don't know,

I can't take advantage of you.

- What?

- 'Cause you're just with me because you feel sorry for me.

- Of course not.

- Jenny, please don't do this.

- It's not you, it's really just me.

You deserve so much better.

- All I want is you.

- But I want someone else for you, someone better.

- Jenny, where's this coming from?

I thought you were my girl.

I even stopped seeing my counselor when I met you.

I'll fight for you.

I know I'm not the best at expressing my emotions sometimes

and I don't say I love you as much as I need to,

but you're my girl.

Please don't do this.

- I'm sorry, I'm really sorry.

(cellphone ringing)

Hello?

- Hey, are you coming

to the auditions today?

- Yeah, of course.

Why wouldn't I be?

- No, I'm just making sure.

Are you doing alright?

- Yeah, I'm good.

- Okay, I'll see you later.

So how was your date?

- Basic, can we just get to the auditions?

- Yeah, did Diane tell you that the foster home called

and they said they were gonna pay

for your college? - I'm not going to college.

We already talked about this.

- Okay whatever, it's your decision.

- So, who's this guy I'm auditioning for?

- I meant to tell you.

He's an intern.

Caleb, he's a good friend.

He goes to the college that I was telling you about.

Did I say something?

No, I didn't.

- Well, "this good friend" is late.

- No, he's not.

12:29 on the dot.

- Caleb. - How's it going Moses?

- You guys give me a moment.

I need to go and handle this so I'll be right back.

- Hi, where would you like for me to start?

- Actually, let's start with this.

Tell me something about yourself.

- I'd rather not.

Can we just get to this?

- I'd rather not. - Okay, whatever.

I am Jenny and I really dislike guys

who try to hit on girls when they should be working.

- Trust me, if I was hitting on you,

you'd be falling by now.

I'm just following instructions.

- I like to act, sometimes write.

- Write? - Hardly.

- Any college plans?

- No. - Why not?

You're scared you won't get in.

- No.

- You're afraid they won't get you.

- Is that still in your manual?

- Every word.

- So how's it going?

- It's going and so am I.

- Whoa, whoa, what happened?

- I was just following instructions.

(door slams shut)

(upbeat music)

(phone ringing)

- Hello? - Hey Diane, what's going on?

- Can you believe it?

The lady from the foster home, she called

and said since Jenny was or is literally over 18,

that I could actually kick her out of my home.

And that made me really, really mad.

Just think about it, what if Jenny ever hears

or overheard that conversation?

What do you think she would think of me?

- It's okay Diane, it's okay.

Jenny knows that you love her.

- Hello?

- Hey Jenny, I just wanted to apologize

about Caleb and college.

I didn't mean to over step my boundaries.

- Actually, I've had a change of mind.

- Yeah?

(upbeat music)

I know it's not much, but I bounced a few apartments,

but this one is available for you to stay for the year.

There's not much to it, but it's a safe space.

- Thanks. - Of course.

- [Jenny] I appreciate it.

Is that the last of the bags?

- Yeah. - Okay.

- This fell off when we were unloading.

- My sixth grade journal.

- Maybe you could write in it again?

- Yeah, like what?

Death, heartbreak, revenge?

- Yeah, well, I'll be gone then.

If you need anything, just call.

- Yep.

(keyboard keys clicking)

- Jenny, Jenny, Jenny,

are you actually asleep in the library?

You know libraries are meant for studying.

Dorm rooms are meant for sleeping.

And it's not like finals week,

it's actually like the reverse.

- You know, I don't actually know what you're doing here

because libraries are actually meant for smart people

and well, not the reverse.

- Well, you should have given me a call when you made it.

I could've given you a tour,

taken you out for lunch or something.

- I didn't realize I was one

of the people you considered so highly of in your books.

- You're not, but I do a good job at loving my enemies.

- So do I.

So here's my number.

- You know what?

I don't need it.

I still have it from the last acting job you auditioned for.

The one you didn't make.

- Well, well, well, what do we have here huh?

Oh, you're the freshman girl who wants to try out

for the show aren't you?

The answer is no because there's only one part left

and the most important part and it's going to me.

- All right. - Sarah stop.

So I see you've met Caleb, my boyfriend.

- Ex.

- He likes to tell himself that.

It's too bad you're not trying out for the writing team.

Caleb could have really helped you out.

How do you two know each other anyways?

- We don't, and if you don't mind,

I have some studying and preparation to do, so.

You too have a good one.

(heart beating)

(Jenny laughing)

(knock on door)

Come in. (door creaks open)

(door creaks shut)

- Hey Jenny, are you okay?

- Hmm mmh, any word from mom?

- You're gonna be strong right?

Can you come closer please?

Just look at me.

The officer just called and I'm sorry (sobbing).

- No, no (sobbing)! - It's okay.

(upbeat music)

- You always, always do this.

You're not listening to me, listen.

I've literally been wanting to talk to you,

but you don't wanna listen.

I've literally been wanting to talk to you

for seven years, but you don't wanna listen.

Stop right there.

I can't do this.

That's it, it's over, I'm done.

It's so hard.

You know what?

I can't do this.

I can't do this.

That's it, it's over, I'm done.

I'm going to the writing center.

(upbeat music)

(elevator bell dings)

- Bradley, how you been? - What's good, what's good?

I know. - What you been up to?

- I've been just waiting for the semester to start again,

get back to the groove of things you know?

- I feel that. - But hey, I've been working

on a script though. - Really?

- This character's in my head.

I've been- - I would really

wanna hear out you right now, I just have to go

to the counseling sessions.

- Counseling? - Yeah.

- Okay Dr. Caleb fixing lives again.

- I'm putting that major into work.

- Oh good, that's what's up.

- But, I don't know man,

ever since this new Jenny girl came into town,

all my clients have just been complaining about her.

- Really? - Yeah.

- When did she move here?

- I don't know, but it feels like she was born here.

- Who's Jenny? - Doesn't even matter,

but I'll see you later.

I'm gonna go to counseling.

Alright. Work on the script. - I will.

I'll let you know.

(upbeat music)

- [Jenny] I used to write with my mom,

but I haven't been able to do that since she died.

So I just spend all my time learning

how to write, knowing I will never do it.

(Jenny sighs)

(upbeat music)

- Hi, my name is Caleb.

How can I help you today?

- My girlfriend just broke up with me.

- Her name's Jenny?

- What are you, psychic?

- You do know your worth is not defined by how a girl

or people treat you right?

- I know, but if feels like it.

- And what was her name again?

- Jenny, Jenny Jenkins, my first love.

- Sorry, I just need a minute.

- Let me guess, your girlfriend broke up with you.

Her name is Jenny.

She made you feel amazing.

And now, you have no idea where things went wrong

and you're finding it hard to focus in school

because depression kicked in?

And now it's making you feel worthless.

- Oh, so you've been reading my Instagram posts?

- So um, how are you doing today?

- I'm depressed.

I'm trying to be my regular self

and I need to focus on other things,

but you just don't forget something like that.

- Do you think you'll ever find a girl like her again?

- I don't think that there's anyone like her.

- What was your name again?

Oh, Drake, that's funny.

You're so in my feelings right now.

- What?

- Caleb, be a good counselor.

Sorry, what I'm meaning to say is you know your worth

is not defined by how people or a girl treats you, right?

- Yeah, I know

It's just, wait, what did you say again?

Did you say people or a girl?

Like a girl is not a person?

What is she, an alien?

- Come again?

- She is, oh my goodness, what if Jenny truly is a goddess,

or a mermaid, or even better, an alien?

- Sir, have you seen the school psychiatric doctor?

- Thanks man, that helps a lot.

See you next week

(Caleb sighs deeply)

(mid tempo music)

(cellphone ringing)

Hello?

- [Caleb] Hey, it's Caleb.

Look, I'm sorry about the other day.

How about you let me make it up to you?

Can I take you out?

- I don't need your charity so no.

(cellphone ringing)

- What?

- [Caleb] My conscience has been eating me up

over the last few days

because of my unlawful conduct upon an innocent civilian.

- You are so weird.

- [Caleb] Maybe, I'm just trying to say sorry

for the other day.

- And why do you care all of a sudden?

- Who said I didn't before?

- Okay, whatever, I'll see you for lunch

or dinner, whatever.

(elevator bell dings)

(upbeat music)

If I was gonna do this, I needed to be ready.

Time for my secret weapon, love poems.

Lots and lots of them.

(upbeat music)

"Let me not to the marriage of true mind.

"Admit impediment, love is not love.

"Which alters when it alteration finds,

"or bends with the remover to remove.

"O no! it is an ever-fixed mark

"that looks on tempests and is never shaken.

"It is the star to every wandering bark.

"Whose worth's unknown, although his height be taken.

"Love's not time's fool, though rosy lips and cheeks

"Within his bending sickle's compass come.

"Love alters not.

"You say you love the sun,

"but you find a shadow spot.

"You say you love wind, but you close your windows.

"This is why I am afraid

"when you say you love me.

"Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?

"Thou art more lovely and more temperate

"Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May

"And summer's lease hath all too short a date.

"Doubt that the sun doth move

"Doubt truth be a liar, but never doubt that I love."

(upbeat music)

So, do you know what you're gonna order?

- Not yet, but I know who I'm gonna bring to order.

- What?

- I bet you plan on breaking my heart too huh?

- I don't know what you're talking about.

- See Jenny, you think I brought you here

'cause I like you, but honestly that's far from the truth.

I despise you.

Okay granted, you're cute, funny.

Let's disperse with the obvious.

You're a savage. - What?

- See, my intern counseling sessions used to be a breeze.

I'd bring home the bacon.

Big bucks for doing nothing except my homework

so I can party on the weekend.

But ever since you came into the picture, I have no life.

- What an interesting story.

And your point is?

- My point is, is that every story has a villain

and that villain's you.

But, every villain has a motive.

And that's what I'm after.

So why'd you do it?

- I dunno what you're talking about.

- (scoffs) Yes Jenny, you do.

So tell me?

- I have a no strings policy.

- No strings?

Well, just because you don't feel attached,

doesn't mean there aren't any strings.

There are consequences to all of our actions Jenny.

- Really?

Well, I haven't had any so far.

- Unless I spill.

- What you gonna do?

Oh my God, breaking news.

Not world hunger, or poverty, or suicide,

but this girl called Jenny.

I keep having guys fall for the same girl, you know?

So she must be a criminal.

Let's expel her.

(upbeat music)

- That's stupid, I wouldn't say that.

- No, you wouldn't.

Play smart next time okay?

- Bradley! - Hey Caleb, what's up?

- How's it going? - I'm doing well.

How are you doing? - Good, just tired.

- Yeah, I see.

Hey, how'd it go last night?

- Not very well.

I mean, she admitted to it, but I didn't get anything.

- Oh, that's a bummer.

- Yeah, it sucks what she's doing.

It's horrible how she's playing these guys

like it's some game.

I just wish someone could show her.

- Yeah, I agree.

Somebody should show her how much she's hurting these guys.

It's not cool you know?

- Yeah, yeah, Bradley you're a genius.

I'll catch you later, okay?

- Wow, that's real good.

(door slams shut)

- What are you doing here so early?

- Because I couldn't wait to see you.

- The feeling is absolutely not mutual.

What, so you're gonna miss class now?

- Class doesn't start for 45 minutes.

(door slams shut)

How did you even know my class?

Literally, all I wanted was to get some peace of mind.

But no, here goes the stalker.

- Do you really think you can just get away with this?

What kind of mental satisfaction do you get out

of breaking people's hearts?

Fulfillment, joy, sexual gratification?

- Yes, it does.

You hit it on the nail.

It's easy, boys are stupid.

It helps me learn how to be a better actress

so I play them.

- Easy, all right then play me.

- What? - Play me, it's easy right?

- And you're even more stupid.

- I lied, I like you, you're funny. You have a point there.

Play me, what's there to lose?

- There's nothing to gain.

- See, I lied again.

There's something to lose for you anyways,

being exposed and all.

- Yeah, and how are you gonna do that?

- Well, there's the fact

that I just recorded everything you said.

Just taking recommendations.

Playing smarter this time.

- [Jenny] Boys, they never learn.

Don't worry mom, I will make you proud.

(upbeat music)

- Hey, what's up?

- Remind me why we're here again?

- Waiting for you to blow your charm.

- It doesn't work like that.

And besides, I still don't wanna do this.

- What, are you actually scared

your heart's gonna get into it?

- Or are you too scared

that your heart's actually gonna get into it?

- Oh, now we're talking.

It's okay, don't worry, tough skin.

- I break hearts not skin.

- Not funny, try to think of a comeback

while I come back with the food, okay?

Slow down, Jenny!

- Hi! - What?

What do you want?

- You didn't return my phone call last night.

- Because like I said, I was on a date.

Not that it's any of your business.

And why did you crash my date?

- Because why are you even dating that girl anyways?

You don't even know her.

- Sarah, I think the definition of dating

is getting to know people.

- Exactly, what we should be doing.

- No, it's what we did.

Now I know you, which is why we're not dating.

- Hey, I'm sorry I cheated on you.

But, what makes you think this Jenny girl

is any different huh?

- Nothing, but I know you're not any different

and I'd rather take a risk with anyone else but you.

This is done.

I'm not into you, it's over.

- It's not over.

We've only just begun.

- Can you just stop running and hear me out?

- What?

- Why did you leave last night?

- Are you seriously asking me that question?

How am I supposed to do this

when your crazy girlfriend tries to kill me.

- Okay first, for the last time, she is not my girlfriend.

Secondly, you don't need to worry about her anymore.

- Really, well how am I supposed to believe that

or trust that even?

- Because relationships are about trust.

Also, I talked to her.

She won't bother you anymore believe me.

- Okay, whatever. (upbeat music)

But if we're doing this, we have to have a timeline.

- Deal.

- Caleb! - What's up?

How are you doing? - Good.

What you drinking there?

- This off brand sprite.

How's the script going?

- Good, a bit clustered right now,

but it'll get done.

- Oh so how did it go?

- She agreed to it.

Three weeks before finals.

She said she'd give me time to sulk.

- So she doesn't know what's coming her way huh?

- Not a clue.

Yeah, she thinks she's playing me.

- You're actually playing her.

- But she's smart so give me time

and keep this under the table.

Don't tell no one.

- I won't.

- So now on the script.

- All right, so what I was thinking,

I think that she should be a little bit more conserved.

(mid tempo music)

- So why'd you come to college?

Because of me?

- You're so full of yourself.

- I mean, if not, then why?

- I dunno, everyone kept mentioning it,

figured I'd get it out of the way,

since they wanted to do away with me.

- Why would anyone wanna do away with you?

What are you doing?

- What?

- That vibey thing you just did with your eyes.

Are you trying to charm me?

I don't think you're good.

- Excuse me?

- I don't think you're a good player.

See, you say you play guys,

but I think you're still bluffing.

- Okay. - Excuse me?

- Okay.

So why did you break up at Sarah?

'Cause I can tell she's still into you player.

- I'm not a player. - Really?

- No, I broke up with Sarah because she cheated on me

with my best friend, or at least was.

- Well, it seems like you're attracted to bad girls.

- Nah, I wouldn't say that.

I don't think you're bad.

I think you're hiding something.

That's what I'm after.

- Thank you for today.

- Sure, any guy would've done the same.

- You would not believe me if I told you.

- What do you mean?

- My last boyfriend.

I don't know, he put me in really unhealthy situations

He was really abusive.

I mean, I'm over it you know.

I don't know, I should really go.

- Hey.

- Thanks again for today and listening.

- Of course, what else are boyfriends for huh?

I'll see you tomorrow?

- See you. - See you.

(upbeat music)

That's one lie down.

So tell me fearless player,

what's the number one way to get a guy to fall for a girl?

- Dig a pit

and push him in.

- Oh, is that what you do?

- You're so stupid.

- Here, let's take a picture.

The food looks really good.

You wanna use my phone?

- Hmm mmh, I think we should use my phone.

- Why?

- Well, 'cause I've got a better camera so.

- Let's go. - [Caleb] Oh, okay.

- You wanna take it.

- I'll take it.

(phone camera clicks)

Nice. - Okay, we good?

- Yeah. - Let me see.

- Oh. - Oh, that looks kinda bad.

- It's okay.

They look good. At least, I do.

- (giggles) Whatever, excuse me.

- Wait, is this you as a kid?

- What?

- You're so cute. - Give me that.

- Is that your mom? - Okay, stop, Caleb!

- No. - Caleb!

- No, you're so adorable. - Caleb, give me that.

Give me that!

(Jenny gasping)

- Jenny, Jenny, are you okay?

I'll get some water.

Here, it's okay Jenny just breathe, it's okay.

Jenny, you just had a panic attack.

Are you okay?

Are you good?

Is it something you saw?

Something I did.

Do you usually get panic attacks?

- Can you just stop asking all these questions?

- I was just trying to make sure you're okay.

It's not like you would believe me if I told you.

- And why would that stop you fearless player?

- Thanks for today.

(mid tempo music)

We will resume our play tomorrow.

- Just so you know, I would have believed you.

- [Electronic voice] You have two saved messages.

Saved message.

- [Caleb] Hey Jenny, it's Caleb.

Look, I just wanna apologize

for being too pushy the other day.

It wasn't my intention to make you feel any kind of way.

I hope you're doing okay.

Please text me if you need anything.

- [Electronic voice] To replay this message.

(mid tempo music)

- [Jenny] I like to keep to myself.

So I spend all my time wondering, walking alone

and lost in a world of books,

visiting places like the reading center.

- Yeah for sure, I'll read the script.

- [Jenny] Oh, I did not know he worked here.

- Hello, yeah?

- [Jenny] Or did I?

- I mean currently at the moment we don't,

but I mean if you do come personally we are able to help.

Yeah no, our customer service reps should be able

to potentially do that.

No, we don't provide free shipping.

Okay, I'll see you soon then.

All right, bye.

May I sit here?

- It's a free campus last time I checked.

Are you seriously just gonna sit here, just to read a book?

- Last time I checked,

me opening my lips wasn't your love language.

- Well, last time I checked persistence wasn't really yours.

- Anyways, what are you reading?

- You.

- Oh no, that's good.

See, that's good,

but I don't think you can afford this one.

I'm not a copy like the rest you're used to.

- I need to purchase it.

I just need to steal your heart.

- Funny, do you keep a book

about relationships burns or something?

- No, that's a good idea.

I should start doing that.

- Oh yeah, you should.

But what about those relationship burns

that actually leave scars?

You could probably write a book

or two over all the fights you've had.

Is that why you panicked the other day?

- I'm late for class.

- Nice chat.

- Remember everything I've told you?

Diane's he's gonna be waiting for you.

Do not worry.

Do not look back no matter what happens, okay?

No matter what you're hear.

Do you understand?

- And then what about you?

- Don't worry about me baby.

I'm gonna be just fine.

I'm gonna be right after you, okay?

Okay, so here you go.

I'm gonna be right after you, okay?

Don't worry, take this, run as fast as you can.

Do you understand?

I'll see you very soon, okay?

(Jenny sighing)

- So how did it go that night?

Did the plan work?

- I mean, the night went well,

but she's just so full of crap.

I can see right through her lies.

- Yeah, I can see that.

- But I don't know, she was different this time.

- How so?

- I'm still trying to figure that out.

It doesn't matter.

Otherwise, have you gone over this?

- I have, but the professor said that he was going through

that part instead of this part that you were studying.

It's cool though. I'll catch you up though.

(students indistinct chatter)

♪ I've been around ♪

♪ You've stayed away ♪

♪ Oh I won't let it show ♪

♪ You've got a hold on me ♪

♪ I remember the sound of us being loud ♪

♪ So loud so loud ♪

♪ Just wonder where you're walking and talking ♪

♪ Thinking are you the same ♪

♪ Wonder how you're doing and moving ♪

♪ Through the crowds everyday ♪

♪ All I wanna know ♪

♪ Are you thinking about me ♪

♪ I just gotta know ♪

♪ I just gotta know ♪

♪ So dumb I wish I could get you out of my head ♪

♪ So numb doing all I can to move but I can't ♪

♪ Oh no I gotta let you go ♪

- What, were you jealous?

- Of what?

- I don't know.

See, your heart might actually be getting into this thing.

Hey, are you okay?

- Why do you care?

- I, I- - She's so full of crap.

Really?

I overheard your conversation with Bradley so.

- Whatever, it's not like you care about me anyways!

- You're right, I don't.

- Jenny!

♪ I've been around ♪

♪ You've stayed away ♪

♪ Oh I won't let it show ♪

♪ You've got a hold on me ♪

♪ I remember the sound of us being loud ♪

♪ So loud so loud ♪

♪ Just wonder where you're walking and talking ♪

♪ Thinking are you the same ♪

♪ Wonder how you're doing and moving ♪

♪ Through the crowds everyday ♪

♪ All I wanna know ♪

♪ Are you thinking about me ♪

♪ I just gotta know ♪

(door slams shut)

(students indistinct chatter)

(door creaks open)

- How'd you know I'd be here?

- Anywhere above normal is where you are.

- I don't care what you do with the tapes.

The deal is done.

- I'm sorry. - For what?

You hate me.

I deserve it.

- I was wrong.

Two wrongs don't make a right.

Only God can judge.

- Well, I don't believe that.

- Before I was born, my mom didn't wanna keep me

because of how she got pregnant with me,

but she kept me anyways.

I get hurting people because you've been hurt.

But what if you're bigger than that?

You know?

Sometimes our greatest miracles come

from our worst mistakes.

Deleted, you can talk to me if you want.

- You really wanna know why I do what I do?

Why I had that panic yesterday?

I have nightmares almost every day.

I have no family.

My mom, she

She died

Trying to save me.

She tried to save me from child trafficking

and I ran (sobbing).

I ran and I heard her scream.

And I couldn't do anything about it.

And I never forget.

I never forget, I never forget.

So I think it's okay to take a little revenge.

In some twisted way, it helps me feel closer to her.

So I'm sorry.

I'm sorry if I think I can play God,

but maybe He needs a little help.

I told you you wouldn't get it.

Do we really have to do this?

- Yes, now come on.

Truth or dare?

- (sighs) Truth.

- Truth, do you believe in God?

- Whoa, you're intense.

I don't know

Try another one.

- You don't like acting?

- Take it down two notches from intensity yeah?

(laughing altogether)

- You like to write?

- Yeah, I do.

I used to write with my mom so...

You are way too much of a counselor.

- (chuckles) I get that a lot.

- Another one?

- Yeah, I pick truth.

- Okay, um...

You've always liked me?

- Nope, not answerable.

I mean, I say, yes, you win.

I say no, you know.

Either way, you win.

- We're not even doing that anymore.

But what the heck did you just say?

- I don't even know.

Let's just, another one.

- Yeah, let's do dare.

- Dare!

I dare you

to go on a date with me.

One that my heart won't be afraid

of being shattered into a million pieces.

- That's an awfully huge dare.

- It is.

- Maybe. - Maybe?

- Maybe.

(upbeat music)

(upbeat music)

- Do you have something you wanna tell me?

(speaking in foreign language)

- Why is Caleb dating that freak?

(speaking in foreign language)

- Quit it with the fake French.

Okay, I'm being serious.

Hey! - Can I pass?

- Not unless you tell me.

- I'll tell you what, he might like the girl.

But you should probably get over a guy

who dumped you like two years ago.

- Maybe I should.

But it's not gonna be my story that ends up

in "College Vanity" this week.

It's gonna be yours for forcing yourself upon me.

- I didn't do that.

- I'll make it up unless you tell me.

- But isn't that against the SPJ journalists code of ethics-

- Hey, hey, hey, stop!

Okay, something fishy is going on here.

Plus, I heard you two talking in the hallway so spill.

- I hate you.

- I hate you too.

- Look, you can't tell anyone this all right?

- Sure, my lips are sealed.

(mid tempo music)

- [Jenny] Dear God, a sentence I started a while ago,

but I can't seem to complete.

I guess I'll try again another day.

(cellphone ringing)

(upbeat music)

♪ I've been around ♪

♪ You've stayed away ♪

♪ Oh I won't let it show ♪

♪ You've got a hold on me ♪

♪ I remember the sound of us being loud ♪

- Hey. - Oh, hey.

- Are you ready?

- Yeah, well I mean sort of.

- You got it.

Don't be nervous.

- I mean, I don't know this right here.

This is kinda like-

- No, you got that, we went over that all the time last time

- It's all my pleasure.

Oh, thank you so much.

No, no really, it was all my pleasure, thank you.

(door slams shut)

- I don't know. Like...

- Look at that!

Looks like "College Vanity" just came out

with a new edition of a paper.

Let's check it out shall we?

Oh, and I quote,

"'You've been dumped,' Caleb Bradley said

"to the infamous Jenny Jenkins"

- That's garbage, I never said that Jenny.

- "After realizing what a horrible person she was,

"he decided to pretend to believe her lies

"about her traumatic past knowing it was just a mask.

"We say take your craft to heart,

"but it looks like this freshman took her craft

"to break hearts."

- Jenny, that's bull.

I never said that.

I had no clue.

You have to believe me.

- Just leave me alone. - Jenny, Jenny!

- Hey man, I'm sorry I didn't tell you that it was Sarah

who made me give the info.

- Are you crazy?

What's wrong with you?

- What do you mean?

Everybody's gonna know who she really is.

- You have no idea who she really is.

♪ I've been around ♪

♪ You've stayed away ♪

♪ Oh I won't let it show ♪

♪ You've got a hold on me ♪

♪ I remember the sound of us being loud ♪

♪ So loud so loud ♪

(upbeat music)

- Jenny!

Jenny, are you okay?

Are you hurt?

- Just leave me alone.

- Jenny, you have to believe me.

Those things were false.

I didn't say that.

And I wouldn't do that to you, Jenny.

Those things are false.

Please believe me.

- Don't touch me.

Don't.

... touch me.

(mid tempo music)

(Jenny crying)

(mid tempo music)

- Look, I really care about you Jenny.

I wouldn't do stuff like that.

Sara's just a freak.

You can't say freak.

I'm so stupid.

Jenny, you know Sarah, she just makes things up.

She doesn't mean that.

I care about you and I would never try to hurt you.

Jenny?

Jenny?

(cellphone ringing)

(mid tempo music)

Moses, this is Caleb.

I just came to Jenny's apartment.

I can't find her anywhere.

Can you check to see if she went to Dallas

or if she's with Diane or something?

(cellphone ringing)

- [Diane] Hi Moses.

- Hey Diane, is Jenny with you?

- Jenny, no, is everything okay?

- She's not with Diane, Caleb.

I'm scared of what she's gonna do to herself.

We need to find her.

- Jenny!

- [Starlight] I wish I could have saved you

from knowing the truth,

but you were born from pain

and that's what makes you the greatest miracle.

You took the painful journey to arrive to me

and for that I am very sorry.

I wish it could have been any different.

I really do, but you are not defined by your past.

Use your pain Jenny.

Use it for greatness.

Don't let it hold you back.

Don't let it bind you and stop you from dreaming.

Don't let it break you and tie you

in chains of unforgiveness, revenge and heartbreak.

Nothing can hold you down.

Live free, break free

because that is who you were created to be.

And if you're reading this, know that I am free

in a place where there is no pain and no chains.

I will always love you

with all of my heart.

Your mother, Starlight

- Jenny!

- [Jenny] I used to think that God hated me.

That love was a trap and love needed to be earned,

but I don't think like that anymore.

What if He's here all around us and present to comfort us?

What if our brokenness doesn't scare Him?

What if they actually attract Him?

You have to be willing to take a risk

if you believe in something or someone.

And then life gets crazy,

just you remember, God's got you in the palm of His hands.

No keeping score.

No expectation of perfection.

No counting your sins.

No strings, only love.

(upbeat music)

♪ I've been around ♪

♪ You've stayed away ♪

♪ Oh I won't let it show ♪

♪ You've got a hold on me ♪

♪ I remember the sound of us being loud ♪

♪ So loud so loud ♪

♪ Just wonder where you're walking and talking ♪

♪ Thinking are you the same ♪

♪ Wonder how you're doing and moving ♪

♪ Through the crowds everyday ♪

♪ All I wanna know ♪

♪ Are you thinking about me ♪

♪ I just gotta know ♪

♪ I just gotta know ♪

♪ So dumb I wish I could get you out of my head ♪

♪ So numb doing all I can to move but I can't ♪

♪ Oh no I gotta let you go ♪

♪ So dumb I wish I could get you out of my head ♪

♪ So dumb I wish I could get you out of my head ♪

♪ I wish I could get you out of my head ♪