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Can I help you? My name's
Miles Browne. I'm your father.

Go home.Whoa.

I think you're having a stroke.

I have terminal cancer.

I waited for you, and you left.

I thought
about you every day.

It's good we're not
roommates anymore.

'Cause I couldn't do this.

Having sex doesn't
make us a thing.

You need to see other women.

Why? I don't really
want to... No excuses.

You wanna come back to my
place for a little more?

Just sleeping with
you isn't good for me.

I want to give Heather a chance.

Thanks for cooking.Mm-hmm.

And the new skillet.

The chicken was delicious.

What'd I tell you?

Cast iron kicks ass.

Wait till you sear
a steak in it.

You won't believe
the difference.

I'll definitely try it.

Mm.

So, you up for a movie?

Actually, I thought
maybe we could just talk.

Oh. We've spent
all night talking.

Yeah, about our jobs,
the news, the weather,

but...

We, uh...

We never really
talked about the past.

Oh, we did.

When you were in the hospital.

Barely.

Have you forgiven me?

I...

I'd rather just watch a movie.

Claire, I don't... If
you want to join, great.

If not, let's just
call it a night.

Okay. Movie it is.

Okay.

How'd your presentation go?

It was long.

Didn't you do laundry yesterday?

I'm not doing
laundry. I'm packing.

For our camping trip.

We've done nothing but
work for three weeks,

and neither of us feels...

Better.

A weekend in the woods

isn't going to change anything,

not to mention you can't
even sleep on a couch,

much less outside on the ground.

I agree.

It's going to be a challenge,
but that's the point.

The further outside our
comfort zones we go,

the more distracted we'll be.

Whoa!

It's me! It's me, okay?

Don't shoot. Are you okay?

I'm fine. Can you put
the gun down, please?

I opened the door, and
the alarm went off.

It's broken.

Oh, thank God.

Man. I thought somebody, uh...

Hi.

Hi.

It's not loaded.

Yeah. Good.

No. No, not good.

I store this loaded always.

I unloaded it.

For this exact reason.
You could've killed me.

And if you had been an intruder,
you could've killed me.

I'm not an intruder. I'm me.

Hello?

You had the gun pointed
right at my head.

No. I was aiming center mass.

My finger wasn't
even on the trigger.

Thank you very much
for the apology.

Really appreciate it.

Apology?

What in the world
would make you think

that it was okay
to unload my gun?

You almost shot me
center mass, okay?

But by all means,
don't apologize!

I did not almost shoot you,

and if you don't stop
with the apology cr...

I'm going to bed.

Alone.

The discoloration is a
deeper red than her last exam.

And it's
warm to the touch.

Ow!

Sorry. How long
has it been tender?

Uh... About a week.

Well, it's not a bruise
or muscle strain.

The AV malformation's growing.

Which is why I've been recommending
surgery since she was five.

And I've agreed every time.

It's the first time
there's been any pain.

And the meds and the nutritional
supplements have been working.

No, they haven't,

and puberty will accelerate
the growth even more,

which puts her at a high risk
for a spontaneous hemorrhage.

Turtleneck sweaters are definitely
not the solution any longer.

She needs the surgery.

When?

We can admit her and
start the prep right now.

Awesome.

I hate turtlenecks.

Your EKG's normal,
cholesterol's low,

and I didn't see any
concerning moles.

I wear SPF 50 every day.

There was one thing.

I noticed that you previously
had been on antidepressants.

I stopped taking
those nine months ago.

They didn't help, and I found an
alternative therapy that's working great.

Wonderful.

Cognitive behavioral therapy?

Nope. Uh, I'm
injecting a psilocybin serum

that I make from
hallucinogenic mushrooms

I grow in my basement.

Okay, that's, uh, crazy.

You need to stop
that immediately.

There's tons of studies online
that show that psilocybin

causes dopamine surges
that treat depression.

And even more studies
that show that people

who self-medicate
with street drugs

end up more depressed, addicted,
and sometimes even dead.

I spent a year researching
mushroom cultivation

and learning how to
extract the psilocybin.

And most importantly,

this is the first treatment
that's ever worked.

I've never felt better.

At least let me do
some additional tests

to make sure there aren't
any adverse side effects.

Sure.

I'm always open to
new information.

Good morning. How
can I help you?

We're here to camp
at Yosemite Creek.

Great. You have a reservation?

Reservation?

Campsites are reservation only.

That's not true.

There are 27 first come,
first serve campsites.

There were 27
campsites at 6:00 a.m.

By 6:45, they were all taken.

I'm gonna need you to
turn the car around.

No, we need to go camping.

Sir, I understand
you're upset, but...

No. You... You don't
understand at all why...

Shaun, it's okay.

We'll find another
place to camp.

Uh, thank you.

Tighten up.

Now work from the outside in.

Eliminate any arterial feeders.

This would be a lot easier

if they'd let me do
this seven years ago.

It's not their fault.

They're scared of surgery
for their 12-year-old child.

They're arrogant. And stubborn.

You're quiet.

Oh. Sorry.

I was actually thinking
about my own parents.

Miles thinks that we
should "deal with the past"

so that there's not
a barrier between us.

Things have been
going pretty good.

And why mess with success?

I agree.

When it comes to
parents, some things,

in fact, many things,
should just be left unsaid.

Says the guy who doesn't
have a relationship with his.

Yeah. Because I said things
that should have been unsaid.

Well, I agree with Miles.

It's not gonna be an
easy conversation,

but...

Wounds that aren't
treated get worse.

There's blood in her ET tube.

Must be a
bleeder in the airway.

Retract the wound.

The
research on psilocybin

for drug-resistant
depression is promising.

Apex of the lungs look clear.

There's a big difference between
"promising" and "proven."

Not to mention a drug
made by professionals

versus some guy growing
mushrooms in his basement.

You're the most
skeptical guy I know

about alternative medicine,
but this you agree with?

I'm not surprised.

That Park's a total hypocrite?

That you two disagree.

You never agree on anything.

I think you just...

Enjoy arguing with each other.

You need to get closer.

Can you

focus on the left inferior lobe?

Uh...

What is that? A lesion.

A fungal lesion.

This isn't camping.
It's tailgating.

There's trees,

a place we can pitch a tent

and build a fire.

It smells like gasoline.

Oh.

I think their generator
might have a leak.

Just what you want right
next to a campfire.

We have a view of the lake.

It's pretty, isn't it?

Yeah.

We had to abort the laser
surgery due to a bleed,

but she's conscious and stable
now in post-op recovery.

The AVM infiltrated too deep
into the upper lobe of the lung

to ablate with the laser.

We'll have to go back in and remove
her collarbone for better access.

Another surgery?

To remove her bone?

We'll put it back after
we excise the AVM.

She'll have to wear a
brace until the bone heals.

Vascular malformations
are chameleons.

It's hard to tell where
abnormal blood vessels end

and normal ones begin.

You were all a
lot more confident

in your assessment this morning.

We want to take
our daughter home.

Yeah.Now.

I'm sorry. That's not possible.

The laser surgery caused
weakening in the AVM,

which means it could
rebleed at any time.

Okay.

Okay.

You're lucky. If you scheduled
your physical a week later,

your liver and lungs
would be failing.

And after the surgery?

What about my depression?

You're asking if you can continue
a treatment that's killing you?

Before I started the
psilocybin injections...

I was miserable.

I-I couldn't sleep,
I barely ate.

I can't bear to face
that darkness again.

I don't know if it's the
psilocybin or placebo effect,

or something else neither
of us understands,

but if you found
the light once...

You can find it again.

Okay.

It's a nice fire.

I used the Teepee method.

I'm thinking open thoracotomy
and midline laparotomy.

We might be able to use
minimally invasive scope surgery

to get the big lesions
and attack the rest

post-operatively
with anti-fungals.

More like minimally effective.

Better to be aggressive,
take them all out at once.

That's a huge operation with
a long, painful recovery.

He has a huge problem.

This lesion looks like it
extends behind the liver.

You're the senior
surgical resident.

You need to start
making these calls.

I'm not so
sure about that.

I'm sorry, but I question
Dr. Park's objectivity

when it comes to
Dr. Reznick's ideas.

I don't care where
an idea comes from,

and I don't appreciate
you accusing me...

It wasn't an accusation.

Then what would you call it?

A respectful and
sincere question.

What's the answer?

My objective opinion is...

A minimally invasive
approach is best.

Okay.

I want it all mapped out with a 3D
reconstruction simulation before we go in there.

We'll operate in the morning.

It's actually kinda soothing.

It reminds me of the dripping
faucet in our old apartment.

The sound helped me fall asleep.

Mm.

I loved that building.

It's where we had our first hug.

Oh!

Definitely not soothing.

These might help.

You brought earplugs
to a camping trip?

Sometimes you snore.

Thank you.

Mm.

Mm.

Mm.

Mm! Ooh!

That's it.

I give up.

I have a repair kit.

I don't want to
fix things, Shaun.

I just want to go home.

I...

Don't want to go home.

If you want to stay in a cold,
wet, leaky tent, go ahead,

but I am sleeping in the car.

Ah.

29:32.

Yeah. I used to do
sub-25 on recovery days.

Hey, you have time to grab a
quick bite before you go in?

I was actually thinking, uh...

Maybe we could talk.

I would love that.

The last time I saw
you before you left,

I... I screamed at you

because you missed
my birthday party,

and for the longest time,

I thought if I could just
tell you I was sorry,

that you'd come back.

It wasn't you, Claire.

None of it.

I mean, you...

Were a great kid.

So smart and thoughtful.

How could you just disappear?

Things between your mother
and I were such a mess.

One night, she was having
one of her episodes,

told me I was worthless.

The only thing I was
good for was money.

I said, "Okay, if
that's all you want",

"that's all I'mma give you."

I sent her a check every month.

Never saw or spoke to her again.

It was mean and petty.

Pathetic.

We never got any money.

What are you talking about?

I sent monthly support
until you finished college.

I worked two jobs.

I took out a loan to pay
for tuition and our rent.

Look... I sent more
than enough for rent,

for clothes, for food.

She stole my money
from my child.

The child you totally abandoned.

No. Not totally.

It's not my fault she
squandered that money.

It's not your fault I
grew up without a father?

Without any social life

because I was so busy
being a mom to my own mom?

The woman that you walked out on

when things stopped being fun?

Okay, listen, I'm sorry, okay?

I didn't mean for this
to become an argument.

No, you're not sorry.

If you were, you wouldn't still be
blaming her, using her as an excuse.

You took off because
you were too weak

to do what a father
is supposed to do...

To take care of
me, to protect me.

And now you're back
when it's easy,

when I don't need a father?

No, you know what? Forget it.

Claire... Look, just don't...

Don't call, don't
come to the door.

Just leave me alone.

I thought this would be helpful.

I was wrong.

We can go home.

Well...

Why don't we do the
hike you planned first?

Is that what you want?

Is that what you want?

Mm.

I think so.

Okay.

New plan.

Blueberry pancakes,
and then hike,

and then back home to our
warm and cozy and dry bed.

Divide the sternal
attachment of the SCM.

And done.

Removing
the medial clavicle.

You have the talk?

Yeah.

I never said it would be easy.

You can't excise a tumor
without some bleeding.

Some tumors are inoperable.

He wants to be forgiven.

I... I just can't.

He doesn't deserve it.

Well, it's not the kid's job to make
the parents feel good about themselves.

This mat of vessels is
invading the upper lung tissue.

How deep does it go on your end?

I can see
underneath the apex,

but can't tell what's tumor
and what's subclavian artery.

We can't get this out
without pulling out

the whole upper
lobe of her lung.

Well, the parents
are not gonna like that.

I-I'll go.

They don't trust you.

Well, that's not your problem.

Well, it shouldn't be
the patient's either.

I'll have a better chance
of getting their consent.

I bought some pastries.

Uh, I'm good.

I, uh... I'm sorry that I, uh...

Unloaded the gun
without telling you.

Thank you.

I, uh... I appreciate that.

I know that you're
nervous around guns,

which is all the more reason

that you should just
leave mine alone.

Well, maybe there's a better
way to deal with this.

So, w-what if we kept your gun
in your nightstand like always,

but we keep the ammunition
in another room?

So your idea of a compromise
is that I agree to do

what you've been doing
behind my back all along?

An intruder is not
gonna wait for me

to collect my bullets from
the guest room closet.

My house is not that big.

I don't... I'm so confused.

You still have to
run up the stairs

and get the thing either way.

Do you ever notice that
whenever we're talking

about something related to
the home that we both share,

that you always refer
to it as your house?

I do?

This isn't about gun safety.

This is about your
house and your rules

and your wanting to control me.

You don't trust me to make
decisions about my own life.

I'm just trying to find a
way to make you feel safe.

I-I don't need you
or any other man

to find a way to
make me feel safe.

Oh, thank you.

It's actually pretty
outside the campground.

Another half-mile, and
we can see the lake.

You're really cute.

I want to take a picture.

Go stand on that log.

I'll get you from a low angle.

A hero angle because
you're my hero.

Okay.

Okay, a smidge to the left.

Aah! Ah!

Shaun!

Are you okay?

Oh, my God. You are not okay.

Okay. On the count of three.

Mm-hmm. Ready?

One, two...

Aah! Ah!

You were supposed to wait
until I got to three!

I know, but in the movies,

they always go early
to catch you off guard.

You don't need the
element of surprise

to reduce a dislocated ankle.

Okay, but did it work?

Yes.

You...

You relocated it correctly.

Damn.

But...

My toes are still
dusky and numb.

The posterior tibial
artery's torn.

I thought it was just pinched.

If circulation isn't restored,

I'll have permanent
tissue damage,

maybe even have to
have my foot amputated.

This is not a problem.

I can run to where I can get
a cell signal and call 911.

It'll take at least two hours

for you to run back
to the campground.

I'm faster than I look.

You told me you used to skip phys-ed
class because you hated running.

I can hate it and
still be good at it.

No.

My pocket knife is as
sharp as a scalpel.

The tent repair kit
has nylon thread,

and you can use a fishhook
as a suturing needle.

You are obviously delirious

because there's no way in
hell I am doing surgery.

It's not a
complicated procedure.

For a surgeon, which I'm not!

I'll guide you
step-by-step, okay?

It'll just take two sutures.

I've seen you hem your pants.

An artery is not
a pair of jeans!

There's a bottle of
tequila in my backpack.

You will need to
sterilize the incision,

and I will need anesthesia.

Shaun, I...

Tequila! Stat!

We thought you were
certain before.

I know you're scared
and this is confusing.

We brought her in with
some minor inflammation.

No, the inflammation
was not minor.

What we are proposing would
reduce her lung capacity,

but she can still
live a normal life.

No. No, we're taking
her some place else.

We're gonna get
a second opinion.

We can't cut out part
of our daughter's lung.

She'd never forgive us.

And maybe she shouldn't.

You were wrong to
refuse the surgery

that Dr. Lim proposed years ago.

A-Are you trying to guilt
us into agreeing with you?

You are guilty.

Ava is in this situation because you
were too afraid to make a tough decision,

and now you are trying
to blame everyone else

because you can't deal with
the guilt of having messed up.

You need to stop thinking about what is
gonna make you feel like a good parent

and start thinking about
what your daughter needs.

Careful with that anesthesia.

I need you coherent enough
to guide me through this.

Don't worry.

I've calculated
the proper dosage.

N-No.

No, not like that.

The scalpel goes on the left of
the tray, sponges on the right,

needle driver and
sutures in the middle.

Okay. Got it.

Okay.

And might I suggest not
barking instructions at me?

I'm freaked out enough already.

I'll do my best.

But even with the tequila,
when you cut into my ankle,

I'll be in extreme pain,
which can cause irritability.

I can't do this.

You have to.

The worst that could
happen is you mess it up

and cause permanent
damage to my foot,

which is exactly what will
happen if you don't do it.

Okay.

Tequila. Stat.

Suction.

That enough?

Perfect.

Mediastinum's cleared.

Now onto the lung lesions.

I'm having a
problem maneuvering in here.

There's too much peritoneal
scarring from the fungal deposits.

Can you
cut at it sharply?

I'm too close to the
common bile duct.

Need help?

Morgan was right.

There's no way to remove all
the lesions laparoscopically.

All right, let's pull the
scopes and open him up.

Okay, the blood's pouring out.

What do I do now?

Okay.

Okay, tighten the tourniquet

and then use a sponge
to clear the blood.

Okay.

It's clearing up.

You should be able to see...

I see it. And the leaking hole.

Now you just need to
use the needle driver

to sew the edges together.

Be careful not...

Be c-careful not to what?

Shaun?

Put the backpack under my head.

How's that gonna
help with your ankle?

It... won't,

but I'm about to lose
consciousness from blood loss,

and I don't want dirt in my...

Shaun?

Shaun?

Shaun.

Shaun.

Shaun.

Shaun. Shaun, come on.

Come on, Shaun.

Shaun.

Oh.

Okay.

Come on, Lea. If you can hem a pant
leg, apparently you can do this.

All right.

Okay.

I have freed
the pleural membrane.

Oh, why does blood have
to be so damn slippery?

And how am I supposed
to tie a knot

if I can't even grip
the damn thread?

Mm.

There we go. There we go.

Okay.

Okay.

Here we go.

Mm.

You're a woman.

Um, yup.

I've always considered
myself a supporter of women,

you know, equal
pay for equal work,

the right to choose.

Uh, thank you, from all of us.

Debbie seems to
think that I am...

Overbearing and,
uh, controlling.

My ex was a humanities
professor and ACLU chapter head.

But I made more money, and I don't
think he was conscious of this,

but I do feel he
was threatened by...

My independence.

The more insecure he got,

the more controlling he became.

He had to pick the
restaurants where we ate,

the movies we saw.

I mean, I definitely had
my own issues, but...

His need to control me was one of the
many reasons our marriage fell apart.

I can feel my toes.

Are you finished?

No.

Now I'm finished.

There's enough flow to
keep the tissue alive

until we get to an ER.

You did this with
a tent repair kit?

And a fishhook.

She is very good
at fixing things.

You're lucky.

Yes.

I am.

How do you feel?

Like a gutted fish.

I'm sorry. We had no
choice but to open you up

to access all the lesions.

But they were
able to remove them all

without damaging
any of the organs.

You should recover fully.

Physically.

There are new antidepressants
you haven't tried.

But I also wouldn't stop
the mushroom cultivation.

Really?

After all this?

Cultivation.

If this helped you,

it was either the
placebo effect,

or all the focus you put
into perfecting the process.

Sometimes distraction
is the best medicine.

Hey.

We are...

So sorry.

This
is our fault.

It's okay.

I love you.

I thought our relationship
was just a fun distraction,

but when you pushed me away...

I realized it was
more than that.

I was hurt.

Resentful.

Which made every
interaction we had...

Complicated.

What're you talking about?

You made sure it wasn't
complicated at all.

We stopped having sex,
and now we're friends.

You know it's more than that.

And it can't be.

Not anymore.

What does that even mean?

We still work together. We
have to talk to each other.

About work. That's it.

We can't try to keep some
sort of friendship going.

Which means no more
jokes, no more teasing,

nothing that isn't
totally professional.

So, what? We just...

Act like robots
around each other?

I don't want that.

It's boring.

No.

We act like we did before
we ever moved in together

and let ourselves
get into this...

Unprofessional...

Mess.

Yeah.

Pretending that what
happened didn't happen.

That always works.

You were a horrible father.

And you can't undo
the harm you did.

But...

I should forgive you.

You deserve it.

And I need it.

Because I need you.

So, I-I'd like to keep
spending time together...

And talking.

I would love that.

Do you think...

Think maybe we could, uh...

Restart everything with a...

Hug?

I was wrong.

I convinced myself that I
was right, and I was wrong.

I took...

A choice away from you.

And I will do everything
I can to make it right.

I-I'm...

I'm so sorry.

You don't have to a-apologize.
Can you stop doing that?

I don't think I
can make this work.

I have had this
feeling for months.

It's like a pit in my stomach,

and I-I-I didn't want
to... face what it was,

but when we were fighting,

I just felt, like,
relief, like I had an out.

You think I don't respect you.

I don't...

I do.

Aaron, you almost walked out
of our wedding because...

I used bad grammar.

That was bad.

That was a bad moment.

Marriages are made
up of moments, right?

So many of our moments
are... Are just...

Are great.

Too many are so...

Just painful.

This is crazy.

We love each other.

I love you.

I love you so much.

It's just not enough.

Thank you.

The rain, the drunks,

the freezing cold
night alone in my car,

and you almost losing your foot

was definitely a bit
more of a distraction

than I was hoping for.

But I'm really glad
you took me camping.

You're welcome.