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(FN) LOVE AND REDEMPTION

(FN) EPISODE 51

If I'm not mistaken,

you're an ape demon that just transformed into human form recently.

Your kind usually lives in Xishu.

Why have you come here to hurt people?

Ape demon?

When I passed by Xishu before,

I've heard that many brides were captured and killed.

-So, it turns out you're the culprit! -You've got a good eye.

I never expected a small place like Xigu

will have two powerful cultivators.

Get out, the both of you!

Or else, I'll strangle her to death now!

It's hard for you to take the human form. Let go of Ah Lan.

-I'll spare your life. -I'm saving you!

All the women in the word are unfaithful.

They're the worst when they're wearing red wedding dresses.

When I just cultivated to human form,

I almost married such a woman.

I didn't expect that she was a cultivator.

She knew I was a demon long ago, and set up formation on our wedding night

to kill me!

So that she could raise her cultivation!

Luckily, I couldn't get killed that easily and so I've survived.

However, all my clanmates were killed by that woman

and those in her sect.

Tell me, does she not deserve to die?

So you sought revenge

on all these newlyweds?

I want the world to know that when women get married,

they might seem affectionate, but it's all just an act!

You're indeed innocent when you were betrayed.

But as you shifted your grudge onto these innocent people,

you've become a great sinner. You should die!

Why aren't you leaving yet? If the worst comes to the worst,

I'll make her die before I'm going to.

-Believe it or not, I'll kill her now! -Stop!

I understand what you've been through.

I can let you go.

-We'll leave right now. -Si Feng, you can't let him go.

Shut up.

How could you possibly understand

the feeling of betrayal?

Back then when you knew I was a demon,

weren't you just as merciless as her

and tried to kill me?

I've never thought of killing you.

I've never wanted you to die.

You besieged Lize Palace,

killed the young innocent Rose Gold Birds

and tried to kill me with Vermilion Bird Bottle.

Even though I'm a demon,

was all the love and affection before

completely fake?

I really had no idea that they would raid Lize Palace using the secret passages.

As for the Vermilion Bird Bottle,

Senior said it would only trap you, but it wouldn't harm you.

Si Feng, I was foolish and I made mistakes,

but I can explain everything!

What? You're a Rose Gold Bird?

You're a demon too?

That's right.

I'm a Rose Gold Bird.

You and I are both demons.

Demons are each other's companions, right?

Aren't you a demon?

No matter how splendid your excuse is,

there's no reason for you to harm others.

Si Feng.

Listen to me. It's not that I don't believe you.

-I've always-- -Chu Xuan Ji.

Mortals and demons cannot be together after all.

Don't you get it?

The past is over.

I did love you before,

but I

don't want to be with you anymore.

Still, I won't leave.

You said that I forgot about you in all my previous lifetimes.

You wanted me to remember you in this one.

It took me one whole year to find you.

This time, even if you hate me or resent me,

I'll hold you tight.

I won't let go no matter what happens.

If you don't leave,

I'll die.

This is bad.

I've used too much power just now.

It triggered the divine weapons.

My time is running out.

I'm afraid I can't wait until you grow up.

My king,

I once saw Chu Xuan Ji at Beihuang region in the mortal realm.

But lately, it's been hard to trace her.

My king, I don't know why I was unable to trace the aura of the God of War.

Perhaps she cast a spell

to hide her whereabouts.

In this lifetime,

she's merely a mortal.

You couldn't even locate a mere mortal?

What about those fellows who always fool around with her?

Once you find one of them, you'll be able to track her down.

Those people might have cast a spell

to hide their whereabouts as well.

Then find a Rose Gold Bird Demon named Liu Yi Huan.

Didn't he steal the celestial eye?

He can hide his own tracks,

but a celestial eye can't be hidden.

My king.

How did you know the celestial eye is gone?

Are you asking me now?

The celestial eye is lost and yet I've to tell you about it?

You're useless!

What are you still here?

Hurry and track down Liu Yi Huan!

Yes.

You haven't reconciled with him? What's the matter?

Flying Snake.

Tell me, what should I do?

He still refuses to see me.

He said if I go near him, I'll be hurting him.

But I want to keep him by my side.

Am I being too selfish?

As I see it, you've traveled so far to find him,

just to keep him by your side, isn't it?

What do you mean you don't know whether to stay or leave?

That's why I disapprove of mortals' behavior.

You're always indecisive.

Stinky woman, are you going in or not?

The sky is already dark. I'm Lord Flying Snake,

I've taken a long journey with you.

Why should I stand here as a punishment?

I want him to stay by my side,

but I wish him to be well.

Brother Liu said, he was already attacked twice by Loveless Curse.

If it happens again, he'll die.

If it's because of me that Loveless Curse is triggered again,

I'll never be able to forgive myself.

Are you stupid?

If he doesn't love you,

he would've taken the Heartless Pill to forget about you long ago.

But he didn't.

Which means he still can't get over you.

Even if you leave or stay away from him,

there's still no cure for Loveless Curse.

Loveless Curse will break out one day, and he won't be able to escape from death.

So, why don't you just go for it?

You can either be utterly shameless, or just wheedle your way in.

However, you've to convince him that you adore him with all your heart.

This is the only way to cure the Loveless Curse.

Otherwise, if you run away because of his words,

then...

do you want me to stay and cure Loveless Curse?

Right. You got a point there.

Why didn't I think of that?

All in all, this is the only way to cure Loveless Curse.

You're usually quite smart,

why are you so dull when it comes to this?

Why don't you understand this?

It smells so nice.

Stinky woman, I won't stand here as punishment with you.

Are you going in or not?

Anyway, it's been a while since we tried Si Feng's food.

Si Feng!

Why are you eating alone? You even made three dishes.

That doesn't seem right.

How about this?

Both of us will force ourselves to share your burden.

Well, it's raining out there and so I came in to shelter from the rain.

Why are you being so polite? We're old acquaintances.

-Come here. Take a seat. -My poor house is small,

there's no room for so many people.

Please leave.

Si Feng!

We're well-acquainted, and haven't met for such a long time.

Why don't we catch up with each other?

Stop pulling a long face, you'll get old easily.

Besides, the weather is freezing cold out there.

We may fall and break our legs at night.

Don't you know how to fly on a sword?

Fly on a sword?

We can still get into an accident.

Right?

Did I not make myself clear enough?

Chu Xuan Ji, I never imagined you

to be so annoyingly persistent.

Si Feng, people change.

I've changed.

Si Feng, three dishes do not seem enough for three people.

You're so good at cooking. Why don't you make a couple more dishes?

It's just enough for me.

Don't you feel you're not welcomed here?

No, not at all! I'll go make it.

I know what Si Feng likes to eat.

I'll do it.

How much longer are you going to keep this up?

I should be the one asking the question.

How much longer do you want to avoid her?

Others might not know about it, but I know it very well.

The reason why you're here

is because of the Snow Lingzhi in the Glacial Pool, right?

-It's because your body is about to-- -Flying Snake.

I don't want to talk about this.

Don't bring it up again.

Why? Since you've done it, why would you be afraid of others talking about it?

Life is short.

But you shouldn't push away Xuan Ji just because of a reason like that.

You're overthinking.

I just don't have any extra energy

to deal with unnecessary people or things.

Is there any point lying to yourself?

You've done so much for her. Why can't you forgive her one more time?

Xuan Ji tried every means to look for you. She has had a hard time.

She used to be a condescending God of War.

Back then when we were in the heavens,

she would come and talk to me

because she was afraid of being alone.

What she's doing now is just the same as before.

Actually, some people are like wine.

You feel warm as you get closer with them.

But some people

are like water.

The more you drink, the colder you get.

As time goes by,

you will feel reluctant to drink it again.

Fine.

Since you're so disappointed now

and don't believe Chu Xuan Ji anymore,

you won't care whether she lives or dies. Just leave her to her own devices then.

She's the God of War.

What could have happened to her?

You don't need to lie about that.

Let's stop beating around the bush.

We both know very well about the mystery of Xuan Ji's identity.

Otherwise, you wouldn't have gone to great pains,

and pretended to be the Star of Mosha.

I can't figure it out.

The two identities are totally different.

How could they exist within the same person?

I don't know. What I saw was...

I can't describe it.

But I guess that the heavens is probably looking for her.

Whoever holding a post in the heavens must return once the mantra is recited.

I've disobeyed the decree once.

Also, I have a vague feeling that they're calling everyone back

because of Chu Xuan Ji.

You don't have to lie to me.

The Jade Cup is still intact.

Xuan Ji won't be sanctioned by the heavens.

How would I know about that?

Regardless of anything, she's my master.

I should get back to the heavens, and fish for some information.

I'll leave the stinky woman with you for now.

There's nothing much I can do about your issues,

but I still have to find out

what fate awaits my master.

It's so hot!

Are you alright? Did you burn yourself?

Look,

I'm blistering already.

Why are you covering the wound then?

Si Feng.

You do care about me, right?

I have some medicine inside, come in.

Second cabinet on the left.

Start counting from the right side, there's some ointment in the drawer.

Mix it with water and apply it.

Si Feng.

Are you not going to apply it for me?

Mister Yi.

Mister Yi.

Miss Ah Lan,

what can I do for you?

Dear, have you eaten?

I've brought many dishes for you.

Yesterday, we finally got rid of the annoying person.

We can celebrate it now.

By the way, I've heard from the boss that

you carried me back.

Thank you.

I've learned from this matter that you're someone I can trust with my life.

I know your marriage was a sham. Stop lying to me.

So what if it's real or fake?

Mister Yi has said that he doesn't welcome you here.

Yet you still linger around.

You should stop pestering him.

Miss Ah Lan, I've known Si Feng for many years.

We only separated because of some misunderstandings.

Now that I finally found him, I'll never leave him.

You just want to tell me

about your past relationship with Mister Yi, right?

So what?

He's no longer that Si Feng now. He's Mister Yi.

He already said

he wants to let go of the past and start over.

Why are you bringing up the same boring old affairs for?

Don't try to use it as an excuse to stay.

You better get going.

This hairpin...

Si Feng,

I've been searching everywhere for it.

-It turns out-- -It's something you've discarded before,

there's no need to put up an act.

Mister Yi gave the hairpin to me.

Don't bother about it.

How could I possibly discard it?

You broke it off, and discarded it in Qingmu Town.

Didn't you mean to cut all ties with me?

Broke it off?

Si Feng,

how could I have broken it into two?

There must be some misunderstandings.

Enough.

That's all in the past. There's no point in bringing it up.

If you've done applying the ointment,

hurry and leave.

Did you hear that?

Mister Yi requested you to leave.

Get out.

I won't leave.

I finally found you. I won't leave you this way.

Besides, this...

Flying Snake isn't here. I'm severely injured now,

if no one carries me, I can't even walk.

Don't be so shameless.

Si Feng, do you really want to kick me out?

Look outside.

It's so late at night.

It's so dark and cold.

And my leg is...

You're not going to let me limp all the way back to the inn, right?

Miss Ah Lan,

call the staffs from the inn to carry her back.

That can be easily arranged.

What's the point of finding an inn for me?

There's no physician in the inn.

Si Feng, don't you practice medicine now?

I'm severely injured now,

I need you to take care of me. You can't abandon me.

Stop being so unreasonable.

I know

such a minor injury is nothing to you.

Si Feng,

do you really want to oust me like this?

Once when I didn't have pain sensation,

you told me

to inform you when I'm in pain.

In the future, don't ever say that it doesn't hurt

or that it's fine.

You're clearly bleeding.

Although you can't feel the pain,

your body knows it.

Even though I don't know it, my body knows it.

Look, I'm in so much pain right now.

Do you not care about me at all?

We only parted ways for two years.

Where did you learn such knavish tricks?

It's true! Take a look if you don't trust me!

That's not necessary.

Miss Ah Lan,

you can go back.

I'll settle this myself.

She's here with you. I feel uneasy about it.

Why don't I stay as well?

Fine then.

I'll come visit tomorrow.

I'm warning you.

Don't hit on Mister Yi.

Si Feng.

You're letting me stay?

You're a girl. If you stay here, it'll be bad for your reputation.

You can marry me then.

I'll boil some herbal medicine for you.

Si Feng.

Si Feng.

Where have you been early in the morning? I couldn't find you anywhere.

Si Feng.

I made this Sanqing tea according to your habits.

Try it.

Mister Yi.

Mister Yi.

-Miss Ah Lan. -I've brought you breakfast

and the milk tea I made myself.

Try and see if it's nice.

Si Feng usually drinks Sanqing tea in the morning.

He doesn't drink milk tea.

I've lost the habit long ago.

Right. The past is past, he's different now.

Mister Yi, have a sip.

I promise you'll like it!

Is it good?

It's sweet and fragrant.

Quite refreshing.

Take a bite of my crispy cake.

Here, try it.

It seems like your cooking skill has improved a lot.

It took me long enough to learn them.

Right, Mister Yi, are you going to collect herbs today?

Bring me along with you.

You promised to take me with you to practice medicine.

I do need to collect herbs up the hill.

Let's go together then.

Si Feng...

Your wound is much better than yesterday.

If you've stayed here long enough, hurry and leave then.

Let's go.

Mister Yi,

I've helped you out again just now.

How are you going to thank me?

Thank you very much, Miss Ah Lan.

But I'm using you when I did it.

My conscience smites me.

It's fine. That Xuan Ji is so annoying.

I don't want her to pester you either.

Besides, I've to get rid of her

so that I can come and visit you.

Miss Ah Lan, if you want to learn medical skill,

you can come and look for me.

If you have any other intentions,

then it's unnecessary.

Mister Yi,

don't you understand my feelings?

I'm sorry, Ah Lan.

I don't want you to get the wrong idea.

I've no feelings for you.

Not now,

not ever.

Why?

Am I not good enough for you?

No.

You're very good.

But...

Alright, say no more.

I didn't hear anything.

After this, I'll only learn medical skill from you.

And learn how to capture demons.

We'll talk about that in the future.

Okay.

Right.

I spent ages to fix this hairpin,

so that it's exactly the same as before.

Thank you.

Si Feng!

Si Feng! Wait for me!

Si Feng!

Wait for me! Si Feng!

She's everywhere!

Mister Yi, don't worry.

I'll help you chase her away.

Never mind.

Let's go.

Si Feng! Wait for me!

Mister Yi, let's go.

Double-winged rainbow butterflies?

She finally left.

You ignored her for so long, she might have given up.

I don't think she'll come back.

However,

she's unable to move freely.

How can she disappear in an instant?

I wonder if she'll fall again.

Ah Lan, pick some bupleurum from the back hill.

I'll take these herbs back home.

Okay.

Xuan Ji!

Si Feng! Look!

Double-winged rainbow butterflies!

They're gone.

Si Feng!

Si Feng!

Did you leave because you're mad?

I don't want to see you again.

Quickly leave.

I won't. I won't ever leave you.

It took me so long to finally find you. I would rather die than leave you.

If you don't leave,

I'll be the one who dies.

If we can't cure Loveless Curse in the end,

and if you're going to die,

I'll die with you.

Don't ever think you can escape from me!

What are you doing?

From now on,

every time you're attacked by Loveless Curse, I'll cut myself!

If you're in pain, I'll be in pain with you!

If you want to die, I'll die with you!

Don't treat your life like a child's game.

I'm not treating my life like a game.

You won't believe everything I say.

You precipitately jumped to a conclusion.

I didn't have a heart before, but can't I change?

I didn't understand before, can't I change now?

I was indeed afraid of loneliness before,

that's why I refused to let you go.

But later I discovered,

loneliness wasn't the reason I wanted to be with you.

I really want to be with you every day till death tears us apart.

Si Feng,

I've spent more than 500 days finding you.

If none of these can move your heart, you can leave again.

But I'll continue searching for you.

Be it 10 or 20 years.

Until the day when you finally believe that I love you.

Whether I believe it or not, it's meaningless now.

It's too late.

Go and look for your rainbow butterflies.

Si Feng,

I wanted to capture rainbow butterflies

because of a legend I heard.

They say double-winged rainbow butterflies are the guardians of love.

If a couple sees the rainbow butterflies, they can reunite again.

As for those in love, if they can make a wish under the rainbow butterflies,

they can grow old together, and be together for all lifetimes.

But I...

I couldn't catch them just now.

This is fate.

It's over for us.

I don't believe it.

If you don't go,

then I'll leave. I'll leave Xigu Town.

If you don't want me to follow behind you,

I'll wait.

I'll wait until the day you're willing to see me again.

What if I don't return forever?

Then I'll wait for you forever.

Si Feng!

If you truly want to wait forever,

wait as you wish then.

Si Feng!

Si Feng!

Si Feng!

Si Feng!

Si Feng!

Si Feng!

Si Feng!

Miss Ah Lan, did Si Feng ever come here?

Mister Yi?

Isn't Mister Yi with you?

But he didn't come back last night.

-I... -Mister Yi has disappeared?

He must have been annoyed by you and so he left!

If you truly want to wait forever,

wait as you wish then.

Si Feng!

Si Feng!

Si Feng!

Si Feng!

Si Feng!

Si Feng!

Si Feng!

Si Feng!

Si Feng!

Si Feng!

Si Feng!

Si Feng!

Si Feng!

How could you go off like that?

I've so many things I haven't told you!

At that time,

I made the vow to my dad

because he thought you're a demon from Sky Hall.

I said it because he threatened me with his death!

But deep inside my heart,

I told God

that the vow didn't count!

You never hear what I just said,

but I don't mean every word that you've heard.

Si Feng.

I told you I'll wait for you here.

I'll definitely wait for you.

No matter how long it takes, I'll wait until you come back.

When the time comes,

you'll know what I truly meant.

Xuan Ji,

so what if I believe your sincere love?

I don't even know how long I'll live.

Now...

I hope my disappearance will make you give up.

Leave this place

and forget about me eventually.

Have you gone insane?

He's already left. He won't know even if you freeze to death!

Hurry go inside the house.

No.

I promised him

that if he leaves,

I...

I'll keep waiting for him here.

What if one day,

he suddenly thinks about me

and comes back?

What if he gets tired one day

and comes home?

If I keep my promise to him,

I'll get to see him again.

No.

If you go on like this, you'll have frozen to death

before he comes back.

Let's go in and warm yourself, okay?

I promised Si Feng that I'll wait for him.

If he doesn't see me on his way back,

he'll think I've given up on him.

I don't want that.

You want to be crazy? Just do as you wish then!

-Mister Yi. -Miss Ah Lan.

Has Xuan Ji left?

I think she's completely insane.

It's snowing heavily now, and yet she's still sitting by the door

and refused to go inside.

She insisted on waiting for you.

You didn't see what she's like.

She's almost become a snowman.

Where did she get her obstinacy?

By the way, Mister Yi, I've brought a winter coat for you.

It's getting colder and colder. I think you may need it.

Miss Ah Lan.

Do me another favor.

Send this winter coat to Xuan Ji.

Tell her I won't be coming back.

Tell her not to wait any longer.

I'll surely do

as you instructed.

But...

I'm afraid it'll be futile.

Do you think Mister Yi will come back if you act like this?

It's been so long.

What you're doing is meaningless.

It's snowing heavily now.

If you refuse to eat, drink and sleep, how long can you keep this up?

This is Si Feng's way home.

Don't get in the way.

He won't be able to see me when he's back.

Fine.

I can't persuade you.

Put it on.

If you want to wait for Mister Yi, don't freeze yourself to death.

Mister Yi,

I've said everything I should say,

but she still refused to leave.

If she continues like this,

she'll freeze to death.

You've accepted my hairpin.

So from now onward,

you're mine.

You've taken my figurine,

you're mine as well from now onward.

It's the best I could wish for.

Xuan Ji!

Xuan Ji!

Xuan Ji!

You're awake.

Are you still cold?

Do you feel unwell?

Si Feng.

Now that you're back,

can you not leave again?

I'll go and

bring you the medicine I made.

Don't leave.

-Then I'll fetch you another quilt, okay? -I'm not cold.

Don't be so willful.

Si Feng.

In all my life,

no matter what I've encountered,

I had never felt fear.

It's because I don't have a heart, and feelings.

But I'm truly terrified now.

I fear that once you leave, you'll never ever come back.

How long?

How long will it take for you to believe my feelings for you,

so that you're satisfied?

Si Feng, I went to Fenru City, and saw our previous nine lifetimes.

I let you down in each and every lifetime. It was always too late for me to repent.

But then I discovered

that I was actually in love with you in every lifetime.

But it was too late.

It's not that I didn't have a heart then, but I took too long to figure it out.

Can you wait for a while longer, and be more patient with me?

Xuan Ji.

I've been waiting for too long.

You came a little late.

I was really angry.

What are you saying?

I'm really happy

that you've come for me.

Why did you keep kicking me out?

Why did you say all those harsh things?