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Oh, god, the eternal father,

we asked thy, in the name of thy son Jesus Christ.

To bless and sanctify this water to the souls of those who drink of it.

That they may do in remembrance of the blood of thy son

wich was shed for them.

And they may witness on to thy, oh, god, the eternal father.

That they do always remember him.

That they may have his spirit to be with them.

Amen.

Amen.

So do you think you'll be able to make it to relief society on Wednesday?

Yes, It's gonna be at 7, right?

Yes, and you?

I'm definitely coming and I'm bringing my cookies.

Yes!

We should all bring a dessert and do like a dessert public.

That's a wonderful idea.

I'm also gonna have scrap booking projects,

could you bring your scissors?

I will. I just got a new one so we'll have like 20 so there will be

-plenty for everyone. -Perfect!

And you know what I was thinking?

I was thinking we could do a non-member testimony night.

That it's a great Idea, you know I have a lot of non-member friends

and I really think that us bearing our testimonies is a great way

to expose everyone to the gospel.

-Definitely. -That's a wonderful idea.

I'm gonna miss you guys when I go to college.

We're gonna miss you to.

Okay, alright, I see you guys on Wednesday, okay?

-Alright. -Goodbye, good to see you.

Oh, sister Ferris, I need to talk to you for a minute.

Just give me a second, okay?

You were awesome.

Great job in that basketball game.

-Amazing. -Yeah.

-So, sis Ferris. -Yes, bishop Bond.

-How you doing today? -Good, thank you.

That's good to hear.

I need to speak to you in my office.

Okay.

It's well, it's about the letter of recommendation.

Oh, yes, yeah! That will be great.

-Okay, 4 pm works for you? -Yeah, I can make that work.

Okay, great, I'll see you in a couple of hours.

Thank you.

-Alright, great. -Bye, bishop.

Who would've thought...

you could jump that high.

It's amazing.

This is fucked up!

Yes, yes, yes!

Yes!

Oh, yes!

Just a minute.

Alicia, hello.

Hi, bishop.

Come on in, have a seat.

You know why I asked you here?

Wasn't it about my referral letter?

Yes, it was.

I bet your parents are extremely proud that you decided to apply for BYU.

Yeah, they really are.

That's great.

The Lord has big plans for you.

Do you think so?

Oh, without a doubt.

The spirit has testified of it.

Wow.

-Yeah, pretty exciting, huh? -Yeah.

So, tell me, how's your mom and dad?

They're great, my dad is finally home from out of town,

it's not like he'll be again for the rest of the summer, so

I get to spend plenty of time with him before I go off to school.

Good, and your mom?

-Yeah, yeah, she's good, too. -Great.

And what about your brother and sister?

They're great, my brother just got engaged last weekend.

That's right, congratulations on that.

Thank you.

So, and your schooling?

School is great!

I'm about to graduate at the top of my class and

yeah.

And your friends?

My friends are great, too I mean, they're all kind of you know

scrambling, getting ready for graduation

and filling up last minute college applications.

Well, not really what I mean.

I mean, like, are your friends, you know, remaining on the straight and arrow?

Uhm...I mean, yes, I would assume so.

Yeah, I know, a little bit of peer pressure but I mean,

you know, for the most part they're...

Yes, they all seem to be doing well

and I mean, I see them here every Sunday, too, so...

Okay, and what about your boyfriend?

What was his name? Johnny?

Yeah!

Yeah, he leaves on his mission next week, so...

Oh, really?

To where? Wich one?

He's going to South America.

Ah, good for him!

So,

You do know the reason why I asked you here?

Well, I thought it was about my letter.

Uhm, yes, but I need to be very truthful about it.

And I'm not sure if...

your worthiness of it.

Because I didn't take the sacrament today.

You noticed that?

Yeah, I did notice that.

Is there anything that you wanna say?

Is there something that you feel a little guilty of?

Uhm...

Alicia...

I know you're 18 years old now.

And I know you're at a point that you're kind of exploring

and everything and kind of testing the world, so to speak.

You know, what's right, what's wrong.

But, you know,

I'm sure that anything you've done could be forgiven.

Right?

Look.

I need you to trust in the Lord

and the repentance process.

Only then can you truly be forgiven.

And, only then can I write that letter of recommendation to you.

That's all I want, I just...

had one slip up.

One slip up?

-Just one? -Yes, yeah.

Boyfriend?

Yeah.

The law of chastity?

You do realize that that's probably one of the most

important laws?

Yes.

So...

Why don't we start from the beggining.

Okay.

We were watching a movie.

What kind of movie?

It was just this scary movie.

So, during this scary movie, just something happen,

startled you, you jumped into his arm, that was it?

-Right? -No.

No, we were laying on the couch.

How were you laying?

He...

Were you facing each other?

-On our sides and he... -Where was he?

He was behind me.

-Behind you? -Yes.

So, his front of his knees, were to the back of your knees?

How close was he to you?

Very close.

He was so close that he could feel the heat from your body?

Yes.

Go on.

He started to...

-massage me. -Where?

Where?

At first just on my arm

and then he reached for my breasts.

Over your shirt or under your shirt?

It was under.

Over or under your bra?

I wasn't wearing one.

What do you mean you weren't wearing one?

What were you wearing?

I was just in my pijamas.

It was late.

And at that point...

was the holy spirit with you?

Or did you feel the spirit leave?

I don't know, it all happened so fast.

Go on.

What happened next?

Then he reached into my pants,

Over or under your panties?

Tell me.

You know the Lord can know when you're lying.

It was under.

He put his fingers inside of me.

Yes.

Keep going.

-He, started moving them around... -Yeah.

he did that for a minute and then he, took off the rest of my clothes and

kept touching me.

Was he pressed up against you?

Yes.

Was he erect?

Yes.

I need you to be very specific about what happened next.

He took off my clothes and I took off his and...

Did he put his penis inside of you?

Answer me.

God will know if you're not telling the truth.

Did he put his penis inside of you?

He did.

Did you like it?

Did it feel good?

I didn't stop it.

Did you orgasm?

What?

Did you orgasm?

Answer me.

Did he stay in that one position?

Or did he...

did he move you around in different positions?

-He went on top of me. -Yeah.

Did you get on top of him at any point?

-No. -No?

Is it because he didn't want you to or because you were afraid?

How that make you feel?

I don't know.

So tell me what else you did.

Did he turn you around and did you face each other?

-He was kissing me. -Yeah, kissing you where?

-Here and... -Yeah, kissing you on your breasts.

I still have marks on me.

Marks?

What do you mean marks?

Did...

Alicia, did he hit you?

No, he...

they're just from his kissing.

Oh, that's... kids call it now a hickey.

Yes.

Okay.

-I need you to show me. -What?

Show me.

But...

Show me.

What?

Show me.

-But... -Come on.

I think we're gonna need to see the whole area,

why don't you take your dress off?

Take your dress off, go on.

And while you do that, I'm gonna read an inscription to you

that's fitting.

You should know about it, it was actually on the board today during class.

It's Hebrews 4:13

"Nothing in all creation, is hidden from god's sight,

everything is naked and exposed before the eyes of him,

to whom we must give account"

Turn and face me.

Do you know what that means?

I don't know.

Look at me.

That means that God has already seen all of you.

Do you deny God?

No.

Are you denying the opportunity to go to this school that you wanna go to?

No!

Then take off that bra.

Go on.

Look at me.

Can I put my hands on you?

Yes.

Drop your arms.

Your body is such a beautiful temple.

So beautiful.

You just gotta be really careful of who you let to violate it.

Do you understand?

I'm sorry, bishop.

Why don't you sit down on my desk?

Your body is a temple...

and as a priest hood holder,

it is my right to enter that temple.

Enter?

Do you promise I'll get my letter?

Yes, as soon as we do what the lord wishes.

Okay.

You don't want...

you don't want your parents to know or...

your boyfriend to know that,

you're not pure, do you?

I mean, what would everybody think?

I mean, nobody wants a pice of bubblegum after it's already been chewed.

Right?

This is the Lord's work here.

Maybe we can cleanse this.

-Okay, bishop. -Look at me.

-I'm going to cleanse you. -Yeah.

I'll make you pure again.

Right?

Yes, bishop.

Because right now,

you're not pure.

But when we're done, you will be.

Yeah!

Open yourself, yeah.

Johnny put his tongue down here on you, didn't he?

Yes.

Yeah!

How does that make you feel?

Be honest, how that makes you feel?

Is this what Johnny did, huh?

Yes!

You must do the same with me.

Did he take his clothes off? Or did you take his clothes off?

-I took his clothes off. -You took his clothes off.

Come here.

Go ahead.

That's it, taste yourself,

yeah.

You can do this.

Did he put your hand on it? Or did you reach for it yourself?

He put your hand there, didn't he?

Like this?

Yeah?

You didn't stop him, no, no,

you wanted him to do that, didn't you?

Yeah, look at me.

Look at me when you do that.

That's it, go ahead.

What else did he do?

You put your mouth on it, didn't you?

Yes!

How did it feel in your mouth?

I don't know.

You know, you know.

Tell me, did you like the way it felt growing around on your tongue?

Yes!

Yeah, take it.

Go ahead.

Go ahead and do it.

Oh, yeah!

Oh, yeah!

That's it, yeah!

You've only done that one time?

Yes.

Yes!

Go ahead, don't stop.

That's it.

That's right.

There you go, that's it.

Think about what you did and how wrong it was.

You knew you shouldn't have done it,

but you did it anyway.

You did it anyway because you wanted to do it, right?

Yes!

Yes.

Then you keep going.

That's it, that's it.

That's it, yeah.

That's it, use your tongue.

That's it, use your tongue on those, yeah!

Yes, that's it, stroke it too.

Put your hand on it, there you go.

Yes, keep going.

Oh, yeah!

That's it.

Yes!

Enjoy it, go ahead.

I have a feeling that you're starting to like that.

Yeah!

Im sure that Johnny kept his on,

but I want you to take mine off.

You know you're not supposed to take that off, right?

Right?

You know that, right?

Now keep going.

He put his penis inside you, right?

-Yes. -Which way?

How did he put it in there?

From behind me.

-From behind first? -Yes.

Stand up.

Turn around.

Oh, yeah!

Oh, this temple is fine.

Move those legs apart for me.

Was he gentle with you?

Yes.

-Was he rough with you? -No, he was gentle.

Did he spank you?

How did he feel?

Did you feel it like this?

Yeah?

Yeah.

Yeah!

Were you thinking of the spirit when this was happening?

What were you thinking from this of?

What thoughts were running through your head?

Oh, god!

Yeah!

What else he did? Did he spank you or not?

Yeah, he did.

-He did? -Yes!

Did you ask him to?

Yes!

And how did you know to ask him to spank you, huh?

I don't know.

Look at me, where did you come up with that?

I don't know.

How did you come up with that idea for him to spank you?

-Have you been doing other things? -No!

-Have you been watching some dirty movies? -No!

Then where did you come up with that idea?

I don't know, I just wanted him to do it.

How does it feel, huh?

Put your leg over here.

Yeah!

Yes!

Oh, yeah!

I think you're ready to take some more.

Go ahead.

Fuck!

Fuck!

Yes! Just your tongue.

Just your tongue.

Because I'm sure that dirty little tongue is what got you in trouble in the first place

when you opened your mouth.

Alright, stand up.

-What? -Stand up.

You said you didn't get on top of him...

-Well, today you wanna be repented, right? -Yes.

-You wanna be forgiven? -Yes.

Well, today,

you're gonna have to get on top

and work for it.

-Come here. -Yes, bishop.

Get up here.

That's it.

That's it.

Yeah, put it inside you.

How does that feel, huh?

Tell me how that feels?

It feels good.

Yeah, of course, it does.

Yeah, like that!

That's it.

Show me how you fuck.

Stay.

That's it, yeah!

Fuck!

Get up on your feet.

That's it, that's it.

That's it, you can just stay right there.

That's it!

What?

Yeah, are you gonna cum?

Are you gonna have an orgasm?

-Oh, yes! -Yes?

Yes!

That's it.

Yeah!

That's it, let it out, let it out.

There you go.

-Oh, yeah! -Yeah!

Oh, that's it.

Oh, yeah.

Oh, that's it.

Yeah!

Oh, fuck!

Oh, yes!

Yeah!

That's much better.

That's better.

That's good.

That's good, yeah.

Yeah, that's right.

That's good, yeah.

Yeah!

Yeah, alright, go ahead.

-It feels good, doesn't it? -Yes!

Yeah!

Oh, yeah!

Oh, wow!

I just want you lay down now.

That's it.

Yeah!

That's it, that's it.

Watch it go in.

Watch it go in.

Yeah!

Yeah!

Yeah!

Yeah!

Yeah!

Yeah!

Did he cum inside of you, huh?

No.

-No? -No.

Where did he cum?

On top of me!

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Okay.

Come here.

Now, why don't you lead us,

in a closing prayer?

God father in heaven,

thank you for sending bishop Bond to speak to me.

For I know that all his promptings...

are directly from your guidance,

thank you, father...

for helping bishop Bond...

guide me through the repentance progress,

and bless me on this journey back to worthiness,

in the name of Jesus Christ...

Amen.