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CALVIN: Watching
my--my grandmother,
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watching my mother go to work--
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you know, it'd just be
upstanding people
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always looking out
for--for other people's kids
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and be as supportive
as they can.
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Like, my mother, she always
told me,
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"Reach for the stars,"
you know?
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That drives me when I-I decided
I'm-a be a comedian.
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But it's like I just can't be
a run-of-the-mill comedian.
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It's just like, no,
I have to--
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I have to be the best version
of that
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for them but for myself.
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...tonight, though,
so focus on that--[laughter]
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- Hey, hey, hey.
- Good to see you again, man.
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- You too.
- Thanks for being here.
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- What up?
- What's good?
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It's too late. It's too late.
It's too late.
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- MAN: Perfect.
- HANNA: Thanks.
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HANNA: We live
in such a weird time
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that I'm like, I don't even know
what's relevant.
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♪♪♪
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- How you feel?
- More protected.
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This is a lot. Is it too much?
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I just, like,
hate being in trouble.
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I hate when people
are mad at me.
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And just, like, don't like...
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It's like when I'm bombing
on stage, it's...
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I, like--I can't--
It's kinda like...
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I probably shouldn't say this
before I do stand-up,
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but I just don't like it
when people are mad at me.
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Yeah. Enter from over there.
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I think comedy is, like,
neck and neck with basketball.
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Basketball has been consistent
in my life
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because it was the one thing
I was in control of.
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I can go do it on my own time,
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and when I walked on that court,
nothing else mattered.
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And now the same thing
with--with comedy.
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Like, man, I'm about to talk
about what I wanna talk about
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and make these people laugh,
and we're gon' come together.
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♪♪♪
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[audience laughs]
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MAN: Okay, y'all ready
for y'all next comic?
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I feel good. [ chuckles ]
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No, I feel okay. I feel good.
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It's like, I guess I'm just
constantly worried
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about what people think about me
which is horrible for stand-up.
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But I feel like with stand-up,
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at least I got a script
to go back to.
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So it feels almost easier
than a normal conversation
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'cause I like knowing
what I'm gonna say
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and I don't have someone else
throwing me a curveball.
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MAN: Ladies and gentlemen,
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welcome to the stage
Hanna Dickinson.
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Let her hear it.
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AUDIENCE: Whoo!
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[cheering]
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Yeah.
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Thank you. I love this.
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Like a clean wipe-down, right?
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It's like the closest thing
I'll get to porn.
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Uh, I'm fine with it. I'm, like,
ner--I'm a little nervous.
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I haven't done stand-up
in five months.
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And, like,
under usual circumstances,
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someone would be like,
"Do you wanna record a half-hour
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without doing standup
for five months?"
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I'd be like,
"No. Like, I respect the art.
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Like, stand-up's an art."
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But, like, I've been
quarantining with my parents
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in Virginia
for the past five months.
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So my manager was like,
"Do you wanna fly to L.A.?
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and shoot a half-hour?"
I was like,
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"I will fart in a microphone
for 30 minutes.
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You know what I mean?
I don't give a fuck."
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This is not about you.
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This is about being
in a hotel room alone. I, uh...
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Yeah, the past five days
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'cause I had to take a test
then quarantine.
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I've just been masturbating
in a Residence Inn for...
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Yeah. Like a dad waiting
for custody results.
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It's good.
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My parents are pretty wild.
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Like, my dad is like--
like a frat star, you know?
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Like, he still had his paddle
hanging in our basement.
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And, like, his job
at my cousin's wedding
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was to blow a conch shell.
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Like, he's just, like,
kind of eccentric.
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And I am. I feel like I'm very--
I'm much like him.
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Like, we take
the same medications.
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Like, we're very--we're very--
we're wired the same.
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[ laughs ] I've never
heard anybody say that.
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Yeah, we're on the same dose
of Zoloft, baby.
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Yeah, so I feel like
I'm like my dad
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in the sense of just like
the way our brains are.
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Like, our anxiety and just,
like, uh...
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I'll say things
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that aren't exactly appropriate
for the setting.
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Like, I...sometimes I feel like
I can't really read the room.
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Yeah, this year feels like
a gap year. Now it's like 20--
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We're just letting go of it.
It's fine. We're--
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But no one's traveling.
We're just trying every drug.
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Every...Every drug. Yeah.
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In my parents' basement,
I've done so many mushrooms.
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I'm now friends with every
piece of furniture in my house.
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Do you understand?
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[ chuckles ] Yeah. I've just
been with my parents. It's fine.
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I, uh...It's been good. Like,
we have a good relationship,
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but I have a helicopter mom.
You know?
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Like, she only lets rich men
inside of her. And, uh--
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I know, my dad hates that joke.
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Uh, but it's like,
just make more money. Um...
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No, she wants me to have
a boyfriend so bad
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'cause I'm, like, 28. I've never
really had a boyfriend and, uh,
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I told her that this guy
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was sexually harassing me
on Twitter,
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sending me photos of his dick,
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and she was like, "Well,
what does he do for a living?"
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I was like, "I don't know."
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Uh, definitely something
illegal, you know?
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He's got a weapon
on him, so...
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It's not good.
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Not to brag, but, like,
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I was kind of a loser
before quarantine,
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so this is, like, kind
of my thing.
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Uh, I got fired from my job.
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There was, like, no pandemic
in sight. I just got fired.
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Just for my attitude,
my, uh, lack of...I don't know.
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I worked at a movie theater
selling popcorn, and, like,
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is that a job as an adult?
I don't think so.
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Uh, yeah, my manager said
I had, like, a bad attitude.
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But I don't think--I don't mean
to have, like, a bad attitude.
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I just, like, don't know
how to, like,
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be ni--I don't know. Like...
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Here's the thing, like,
working at a movie theater--
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Like, we know popcorn is
expensive. You know what I mean?
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Like, you know popcorn
is expensive.
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Why do we have to talk
about it every time?
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Literally, every dad who comes
to the register is like,
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"Ah, $15. You're really
taking advantage of me."
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It's like, "Sir, if I had
any say around here,
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would I be wearing
a visor indoors? No."
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So I got fired. I was like...
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I get a box of M&Ms
as severance.
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It's more than I make
in an hour anyway.
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I quit drinking
a little bit ago. I don't know.
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Like, I quit drinking once...
Yeah.
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They always speak up.
They're like, thank--
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[ applause ]
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It's--It's, like,
an on-and-off thing.
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Like, it's like my--I'm like
the girl who cried White Claw.
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You know? It's like,
"Mm, sure you are this time."
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No, it's, uh, I don't know
if I have a problem, right?
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Like, how do you know
if you have a problem?
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Like, the person who clapped,
like, obviously,
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you also have a problem,
but how do you know? Right?
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Like, it's, like...
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It's hard. They're like,
"Oh, yeah, you have a problem
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if you drink alone." Well,
guess what. I also eat alone.
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You know? And I orgasm alone,
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so do I have
a handful of problems,
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or am I self-sufficient?
Uh... [ chuckles ]
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No, I have a problem, for sure.
That's for sure a problem.
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I knew, like,
something was wrong
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when I went to the gynecologist,
and she was like,
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"Well, how many
drinks do you have per week?"
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I was like,
"How is this relevant?"
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You know what I mean? Like,
I'm gonna open up. And, um...
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No, I told her 15.
I told her 15 drinks.
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And she was like, "Oh, my God.
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"That is terrible
for your health.
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"That's gonna do
long-term damage.
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You have to cut that in half."
And I was like,
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"Well, that sucks, 'cause
I literally just did. [ laughs ]
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And I lied to you."
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So I don't have a liver anymore.
I also just get very sloppy.
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You know what I mean?
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Like, I kind of lose, like,
every bone in my body
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and just get, like, one big one.
And, uh, yeah, it's not good.
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My friends told me
that's my problem dating.
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They're like, "You get way
too hammered on first dates."
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And that I will like...
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no, I'm actually very good
at first dates.
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Like, I only go on first dates.
You know? So, like...
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I've fucking had it. Um...
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I went out with this doctor
who was working in the Bronx.
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This is a lot. Is it too much?
This was like two years ago.
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And he was like a friend
of a coworker,
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so we, like, hung out,
and he drove down.
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And then we hooked up.
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Or I just blew him.
Is this too much?
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We didn't have sex.
We didn't have sex.
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We didn't have sex.
He was a doctor.
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Um, so I blew him. [ laughs ]
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And I spit it out into a cup,
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'cause I just, like--
I'm on a diet.
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And, um, I spit it out
into a cup,
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and he had put his contacts
into the cup.
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[man laughs, claps]
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So there was, like--
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So I had to drive him
back to the Bronx
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and take a train home.
This is my entire--
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MAN: 'Cause he couldn't see.
He really couldn't--
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He couldn't see. He was blind
without his contacts.
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So I was like, fuck! I just--
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I put his sperm
in his contacts.
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I just sleep with guys
too quick, you know?
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All right. Uh... [ laughs ]
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I don't know. Is that...
Waiting for my "Whoos." Uh...
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No. Probably not gonna
get married. I don't...
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It's not looking good right now.
Um...
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I would get married, if nothing
else to prove the haters wrong.
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You know what I mean? Like,
if I get engaged, mark my words,
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that ring is going
on my middle finger for IG.
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Be like, "I fucking told you,
Trevor. Got him."
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"Who's the nightmare now,
Vance?"
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Um, yeah.
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My mom, like, she really
wants me to have a boyfriend,
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but I think she's given up on me
getting married in her lifetime.
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Uh, she--'cause growing up,
all she talked about
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was me getting married
and, like,
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this "wedding fund" she had,
right?
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She would, like, come home
from work and have a bonus.
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She's like, "I'll add it
to your wedding fund.
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I'll add it to your wedding
fund." Wedding fund. Blah.
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And then three years ago,
she just stopped saying that.
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And then two years ago,
she bought a boat, so, um...
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So pretty sure I'm out.
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I did almost get married once,
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uh, and lived in Los Angeles.
I went here for school.
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And I was friends with this guy
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who was an actor,
but he's from Canada.
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And he was gonna be deported
because his visa was up,
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and he was like, "I can't,
like, not be an actor.
233
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I need to marry someone,"
234
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and I agreed to marry him
because he was tall, and, uh...
235
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I was, like, in it. I was like,
236
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"Let's go to Vegas.
We got this."
237
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And then he chose
to get deported.
238
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Do you understand?
239
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Rather than marry me,
he just gave up on his dream.
240
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I was like,
"I guess this is it for me."
241
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Don't know.
242
00:09:57,509 --> 00:09:58,899
Pre-quarantine,
I was, like, trying--
243
00:09:59,033 --> 00:10:01,253
me and my friends--
we had a tactic, like,
244
00:10:01,383 --> 00:10:02,953
'cause I would still go to bars
and not drink.
245
00:10:03,080 --> 00:10:04,820
I would just be, like, you know,
make an effort to meet someone.
246
00:10:04,952 --> 00:10:06,432
It was like, I'm gonna do this.
247
00:10:06,562 --> 00:10:08,172
And, uh, my friends and I,
we had, like,
248
00:10:08,303 --> 00:10:10,573
a way of meeting guys,
which is, like,
249
00:10:10,697 --> 00:10:13,307
we have a very hot friend,
and, like...
250
00:10:13,438 --> 00:10:14,958
All of us are fine,
attractive, whatever,
251
00:10:15,092 --> 00:10:16,352
but she's, like, so hot.
You know what I mean?
252
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Like, she goes-to-Greece-
for-hand-jobs hot.
253
00:10:19,053 --> 00:10:20,663
Like, she's never paid rent
in her life.
254
00:10:20,794 --> 00:10:23,274
Like, she just, like, gets paid
for by a dude named Frank.
255
00:10:23,405 --> 00:10:26,315
Like, she's just beautiful.
But the key to the equation
256
00:10:26,451 --> 00:10:28,451
is she's, like, the worst person
in the world.
257
00:10:28,584 --> 00:10:31,464
Like, she's just, like, rude,
loud, judgmental.
258
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Her name's Heather.
You got it.
259
00:10:34,329 --> 00:10:36,369
Um, but she's the bait
of the group.
260
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Ladies, the bait. The girl
you send into the bar first.
261
00:10:40,727 --> 00:10:43,287
The guys flock,
realizes she sucks,
262
00:10:43,425 --> 00:10:46,075
and then the personality
rolls deep, you know?
263
00:10:46,210 --> 00:10:48,260
Hell, yeah.
264
00:10:48,386 --> 00:10:52,256
Uhh. That's how I get 'em.
Mm. Just kidding.
265
00:10:52,390 --> 00:10:55,050
Couldn't keep 'em.
266
00:10:55,176 --> 00:10:56,696
Yeah, I have, like, really--
267
00:10:56,830 --> 00:10:58,920
I get really bad, like,
panic attacks in a weird way.
268
00:10:59,049 --> 00:11:00,569
Like, I also think of death
a lot
269
00:11:00,703 --> 00:11:04,273
and, like, the idea of, like,
nothingness. Like, gives me--
270
00:11:04,402 --> 00:11:07,142
I can just, like, fully go
into a panic attack.
271
00:11:07,275 --> 00:11:08,275
And I always feel like that
as a comic.
272
00:11:08,406 --> 00:11:09,486
Like, I feel like
I'm, like, always
273
00:11:09,625 --> 00:11:11,975
like, not saying
the right thing or, like...
274
00:11:12,106 --> 00:11:14,936
I'm awkward
or when I first meet people,
275
00:11:15,065 --> 00:11:16,545
they think I don't like them
sometimes.
276
00:11:16,676 --> 00:11:20,106
'cause I'm just like--
or I'm, like...I'm not shy,
277
00:11:20,244 --> 00:11:23,514
but I can be
when I first meet someone.
278
00:11:23,639 --> 00:11:24,949
I'm try--And then that's what
I'm working on
279
00:11:25,075 --> 00:11:26,415
with my therapist, too,
is, like,
280
00:11:26,555 --> 00:11:29,425
not caring what people think,
but that's fucking hard.
281
00:11:29,558 --> 00:11:32,038
Uh, yeah. I just gotta focus
on, uh, finding a dude.
282
00:11:32,169 --> 00:11:35,169
But I'm worried on, like,
the issue, 'cause I'm like--
283
00:11:35,303 --> 00:11:37,613
You know, I feel like
a very strong, confident woman.
284
00:11:37,740 --> 00:11:40,570
You know? And then I, like,
enter a romantic relationship,
285
00:11:40,700 --> 00:11:42,400
and I approach it
like I approach a showerhead
286
00:11:42,527 --> 00:11:44,177
I'm not familiar with. I'm like,
"What the fuck is this?"
287
00:11:44,312 --> 00:11:45,712
You know? It's like,
288
00:11:45,835 --> 00:11:47,005
I know there's "on," "off,"
"hot," and "cold,"
289
00:11:47,141 --> 00:11:48,491
but, like, what is
this modern bullshit?
290
00:11:48,620 --> 00:11:51,450
I don't know what I'm doing.
291
00:11:51,580 --> 00:11:53,150
And I constantly think
about that.
292
00:11:53,277 --> 00:11:54,277
I'm like, is it me? Is it me?
Is it me?
293
00:11:54,409 --> 00:11:56,499
And I told my therapist,
294
00:11:56,628 --> 00:11:58,498
and she was like,
"Well, it's a waste of time
295
00:11:58,630 --> 00:12:00,980
"for you to worry
if you're the problem
296
00:12:01,111 --> 00:12:03,681
"because, like, you're
definitely the problem.
297
00:12:03,810 --> 00:12:06,420
You know, like,
stop worrying about it."
298
00:12:06,551 --> 00:12:10,341
Which is, like, very painful
for someone I'm paying
299
00:12:10,468 --> 00:12:13,168
to make me feel better.
You know what I mean?
300
00:12:13,297 --> 00:12:16,207
I'm like, "You're supposed to
be my one fucking ally, Carol."
301
00:12:16,344 --> 00:12:19,744
Um, she says my expectations
for men are too high.
302
00:12:19,869 --> 00:12:22,739
She's like, "Even for yourself,
they're too high.
303
00:12:22,872 --> 00:12:24,272
She was like, "Hey, like,
you need to remember,
304
00:12:24,395 --> 00:12:26,045
"you're never gonna be like
the richest person in the world,
305
00:12:26,180 --> 00:12:27,140
"you're never gonna be
the smartest person in the room,
306
00:12:27,268 --> 00:12:28,488
"and you're never gonna be
307
00:12:28,617 --> 00:12:30,007
the best-looking person
in the room."
308
00:12:30,140 --> 00:12:32,450
and I was like,
"Hold up. Like...
309
00:12:32,577 --> 00:12:36,097
"There are only two people
in this room, you know?
310
00:12:36,233 --> 00:12:38,453
"Like, what the fuck
are you trying to say?
311
00:12:38,583 --> 00:12:40,763
"You don't have a neck, Carol.
312
00:12:40,890 --> 00:12:43,240
Like, you're not hotter
than me. Okay?"
313
00:12:43,371 --> 00:12:47,421
That's how I lost my therapist.
[ laughs ]
314
00:12:47,549 --> 00:12:49,639
Got fired from her, too.
315
00:12:49,769 --> 00:12:53,209
My therapist thinks
I hate myself
316
00:12:53,337 --> 00:12:54,767
because of the way
I talk about myself.
317
00:12:54,904 --> 00:12:57,784
She wrote down every negative
thing I said about myself.
318
00:12:57,907 --> 00:13:00,647
I just say mean--like,
"I'm a dumb bitch.
319
00:13:00,780 --> 00:13:02,780
Like, I fell for that thing."
Or you know?
320
00:13:02,912 --> 00:13:05,092
And I feel like I always
put it back on myself
321
00:13:05,219 --> 00:13:08,139
like, um, what did I do wrong?
Especially--
322
00:13:08,265 --> 00:13:09,525
Especially in relationships.
323
00:13:09,658 --> 00:13:11,358
I'm like,
"How did I do that wrong?
324
00:13:11,486 --> 00:13:14,616
Like, why did that guy
not call me?"
325
00:13:14,750 --> 00:13:18,100
Um, and I'm always
putting it back on myself.
326
00:13:18,232 --> 00:13:20,322
And then so my therapist
is trying to be like, it's--
327
00:13:20,451 --> 00:13:22,631
"You gotta like--It's not..."
328
00:13:22,758 --> 00:13:26,198
- MAN: Give yourself a break.
- Yeah.
329
00:13:26,327 --> 00:13:29,197
I, uh, I think the real problem
is I-I fell in love.
330
00:13:29,330 --> 00:13:31,380
Like, 2019, that was, like,
my COVID.
331
00:13:31,506 --> 00:13:33,196
I don't know
if anyone else has--
332
00:13:33,334 --> 00:13:35,424
Sorry. That feels insensitive.
333
00:13:35,553 --> 00:13:38,433
But if you've had your
heart broken, man, it is like--
334
00:13:38,556 --> 00:13:39,686
It feels like heroin. You know
like you--like losing it.
335
00:13:39,819 --> 00:13:41,389
But at least, like, with heroin,
336
00:13:41,516 --> 00:13:43,206
you can, like,
suck a dick for it. You know?
337
00:13:43,344 --> 00:13:47,224
It's like...uh...
I don't know.
338
00:13:47,348 --> 00:13:49,128
I was, like, heart bro--
I don't...
339
00:13:49,263 --> 00:13:51,053
I told--So how do you know
if you're in love?
340
00:13:51,178 --> 00:13:53,568
Like, are you guys in love?
341
00:13:53,702 --> 00:13:56,012
What is it, guys?
Yes or no? Love or not?
342
00:13:56,139 --> 00:13:58,009
Do you feel it?
343
00:13:58,141 --> 00:14:01,671
Okay. Um... [ laughs ]
344
00:14:01,797 --> 00:14:04,667
Yeah. It's a...
Are you guys in love?
345
00:14:04,800 --> 00:14:06,500
- WOMAN: Yes.
- MAN: Yes.
346
00:14:06,628 --> 00:14:08,628
See, that's what you got--
that's what I'm talking about.
347
00:14:08,760 --> 00:14:10,200
[applause]
- And how do you know?
348
00:14:10,327 --> 00:14:13,417
Yeah, this is--I mean, relax.
349
00:14:13,548 --> 00:14:15,458
How--How do you know
if you're in love?
350
00:14:15,593 --> 00:14:18,383
Um, you know you know.
351
00:14:18,509 --> 00:14:20,599
I ha--fucking hate that.
That's how I think it's fake.
352
00:14:20,729 --> 00:14:21,639
- We've cried a lot together.
- You've cried a lot together?
353
00:14:21,773 --> 00:14:23,433
Yeah.
354
00:14:23,558 --> 00:14:25,038
I've done that
with, like, a lot of dogs.
355
00:14:25,168 --> 00:14:27,208
You know? It doesn't mean I'm
gonna, like, sleep with them.
356
00:14:27,344 --> 00:14:29,224
We both love dogs.
357
00:14:29,346 --> 00:14:30,906
Yeah, I guess you do
love dogs, but not now. Okay.
358
00:14:31,044 --> 00:14:33,744
Uh...That's why--That's why
I'm like--It's confusing,
359
00:14:33,873 --> 00:14:35,833
'cause it's like, "Oh,
it's a feeling. You just know."
360
00:14:35,962 --> 00:14:37,492
Okay, a feeling?
Like, so is a headache.
361
00:14:37,615 --> 00:14:40,305
You know? It's like, I don't--
that could be anything.
362
00:14:40,444 --> 00:14:42,274
And, uh, but I thought
I love my best friend,
363
00:14:42,403 --> 00:14:47,543
so I, um, I told him, and he did
not feel the same way.
364
00:14:47,669 --> 00:14:50,109
But he still had sex with me,
you know?
365
00:14:50,237 --> 00:14:53,677
But, like, that's what
friends are for and...
366
00:14:53,805 --> 00:14:55,975
Immediately after,
he was like,
367
00:14:56,112 --> 00:14:59,552
"You know, I could just never,
like, see you as my girlfriend"
368
00:14:59,681 --> 00:15:01,551
which was, like, very hard
for me to hear
369
00:15:01,683 --> 00:15:04,733
just because he wears
a retainer full-time, you know?
370
00:15:04,860 --> 00:15:07,600
So, like, I couldn't hear
what he was saying.
371
00:15:07,732 --> 00:15:10,392
And I was like, okay,
like, I gotta get over this.
372
00:15:10,518 --> 00:15:12,558
Right? I gotta figure out
something else, and, uh,
373
00:15:12,694 --> 00:15:14,484
my friends were like,
374
00:15:14,609 --> 00:15:16,739
"Oh, you should just hook up
with someone hot.
375
00:15:16,872 --> 00:15:19,222
Like, that's
what you should do."
376
00:15:19,353 --> 00:15:21,623
And I just, like, don't like
hooking up with hot guys.
377
00:15:21,746 --> 00:15:22,616
I don't know. It's like,
I don't like to put effort
378
00:15:22,747 --> 00:15:24,527
in anything I do.
379
00:15:24,662 --> 00:15:25,662
You know, like,
I failed ceramics in college.
380
00:15:25,794 --> 00:15:28,414
Like, it's just like
I don't--
381
00:15:28,536 --> 00:15:29,746
I've been kicked out of a
threesome for a lack of effort.
382
00:15:29,885 --> 00:15:33,575
Like, it's just not my thing.
383
00:15:33,715 --> 00:15:35,885
Um, but this was about the "W."
So I was like, all right,
384
00:15:36,022 --> 00:15:37,242
"I'm gonna hook up
with someone hot."
385
00:15:37,371 --> 00:15:38,591
And I did. I hooked up
with, like, the hottest guy.
386
00:15:38,720 --> 00:15:41,420
He had one chin?
387
00:15:41,549 --> 00:15:43,119
Okay, uh...
388
00:15:43,246 --> 00:15:46,416
Unbelievable.
I was so nervous.
389
00:15:46,554 --> 00:15:49,434
Uh, I was just, like--
Yeah, I was just really nervous,
390
00:15:49,557 --> 00:15:51,557
so I was just trying to, like,
do my thing
391
00:15:51,689 --> 00:15:53,949
which is, like,
lay there and not speak.
392
00:15:54,083 --> 00:15:57,263
And, um, it was going great.
It was going fine.
393
00:15:57,391 --> 00:15:59,181
And then out of nowhere,
swear to God, this psychopath,
394
00:15:59,306 --> 00:16:01,216
he just starts choking me.
395
00:16:01,351 --> 00:16:03,441
And he goes,
"I'm going to murder you."
396
00:16:03,571 --> 00:16:06,181
So, naturally, like,
I threw him off of me.
397
00:16:06,313 --> 00:16:08,363
You know? 'Cause, like, I came.
398
00:16:08,489 --> 00:16:14,279
And I was like...ugh!
"Pass me your vape. I'm done."
399
00:16:14,408 --> 00:16:16,238
I feel like
I lost that area back there.
400
00:16:16,366 --> 00:16:18,366
[laughter]
401
00:16:18,499 --> 00:16:20,589
No, it was--
After that, it was good.
402
00:16:20,718 --> 00:16:22,498
I-I was, like, it was, like,
kind of a downward spiral.
403
00:16:22,633 --> 00:16:23,983
I don't know if anyone's ever--
404
00:16:24,113 --> 00:16:25,643
I'm out of it,
so, like, we're fine, but, like,
405
00:16:25,767 --> 00:16:26,587
you know you ever--you, like,
you go through heartbreak.
406
00:16:26,724 --> 00:16:28,204
I went through it too late.
407
00:16:28,335 --> 00:16:30,025
Like, I was doing, like,
immature things.
408
00:16:30,163 --> 00:16:32,123
What happened was after
I hooked up with the hot guy
409
00:16:32,252 --> 00:16:33,692
who murdered me almost,
410
00:16:33,818 --> 00:16:36,598
so I was like, maybe I can't
read relationships.
411
00:16:36,734 --> 00:16:37,564
I was very confused. I was like,
maybe I don't know...
412
00:16:37,692 --> 00:16:39,302
'Cause I was, like, sure
413
00:16:39,433 --> 00:16:40,653
he was gonna be like,
"I love you, too."
414
00:16:40,782 --> 00:16:42,392
I thought it was gonna be like
a rom-com moment,
415
00:16:42,523 --> 00:16:45,443
and then, like, it wasn't.
I was like, "Wait. What the..."
416
00:16:45,569 --> 00:16:47,349
And so I was like,
maybe I just, like,
417
00:16:47,484 --> 00:16:49,054
don't know, like, relationships.
418
00:16:49,182 --> 00:16:50,572
Maybe I don't like him. Maybe
I don't even like men.
419
00:16:50,705 --> 00:16:54,485
You know, like, I am sexually
attractive to women, I think.
420
00:16:54,622 --> 00:16:56,102
Like, I don't know.
Like, I've masturbated
421
00:16:56,232 --> 00:16:58,412
to so many Calvin Klein ads,
I don't--it--it's hard to tell.
422
00:16:58,539 --> 00:17:00,499
And it's like the only thing--
423
00:17:00,628 --> 00:17:03,538
I don't really wanna, like,
go down on a woman,
424
00:17:03,674 --> 00:17:06,944
but I also hate sucking dick.
425
00:17:07,069 --> 00:17:08,899
Like, no one likes that.
You know what I mean? Like...
426
00:17:09,028 --> 00:17:10,418
And I am a mouth breather.
427
00:17:10,551 --> 00:17:12,031
Like, I have
a full deviated septum.
428
00:17:12,161 --> 00:17:13,901
So, like, for me,
it's not even like a blow job.
429
00:17:14,033 --> 00:17:17,383
It is a suicide mission, okay?
430
00:17:17,514 --> 00:17:20,784
I'm like, I do it enough.
431
00:17:20,909 --> 00:17:22,349
So I was like, "Fuck it.
I'm gonna hook up with a woman."
432
00:17:22,476 --> 00:17:24,696
And, uh, I did.
I hooked up with a woman.
433
00:17:24,826 --> 00:17:28,396
And my friends were so excited,
'cause they were like,
434
00:17:28,525 --> 00:17:30,785
thought they figured me out.
435
00:17:30,919 --> 00:17:31,619
They were like,
"Well, did you feel gay?
436
00:17:31,746 --> 00:17:33,396
"Like, do you feel gay?"
437
00:17:33,530 --> 00:17:35,360
And I was like,
"I don't... That's so--what--
438
00:17:35,489 --> 00:17:37,489
"No, I didn't feel gay
going down on her,
439
00:17:37,621 --> 00:17:41,711
but, like, I felt a little gay
when she fist-bumped me after."
440
00:17:41,843 --> 00:17:43,373
Oh, shit. Maybe I'm gay.
441
00:17:43,497 --> 00:17:46,017
[ laughs ]
442
00:17:46,152 --> 00:17:48,592
Yeah, I-I feel good
about stand-up.
443
00:17:48,719 --> 00:17:53,329
Like, I feel like that's
one thing I have of, like--
444
00:17:53,463 --> 00:17:55,343
I've always wanted to perform,
445
00:17:55,465 --> 00:17:57,595
and I grew up
doing plays and stuff,
446
00:17:57,728 --> 00:17:59,428
and I've always been
a performer.
447
00:17:59,556 --> 00:18:01,556
And I think I never
really thought of stand-up
448
00:18:01,689 --> 00:18:03,519
'cause, like, women didn't--
I don't know.
449
00:18:03,647 --> 00:18:05,037
There was, like, Sarah Silverman
and Joan Rivers.
450
00:18:05,171 --> 00:18:08,301
But I just didn't really,
like, watch stand-up that much.
451
00:18:08,435 --> 00:18:10,435
I did improv before stand-up
452
00:18:10,567 --> 00:18:12,787
'cause I thought I wanted
to be like Molly Shannon.
453
00:18:12,917 --> 00:18:14,827
That's who I thought
I wanted to be growing up.
454
00:18:14,963 --> 00:18:17,443
And then I was so bad at improv,
455
00:18:17,574 --> 00:18:20,584
because I just, like--I need
to be prepared for something.
456
00:18:20,708 --> 00:18:23,058
And so I did an improv show.
It was a class show.
457
00:18:23,189 --> 00:18:25,929
My parents and brother
were there,
458
00:18:26,061 --> 00:18:26,631
and they were
the only audience members.
459
00:18:26,757 --> 00:18:28,887
And I'm just like, in improv,
460
00:18:29,020 --> 00:18:31,980
you're supposed to stand
on a line and, like, go in.
461
00:18:32,111 --> 00:18:33,631
Wait. There was nobody else
in the audience?
462
00:18:33,764 --> 00:18:35,384
- No.
- [laughing]
463
00:18:35,505 --> 00:18:36,765
It was just my parents
and my brother.
464
00:18:36,898 --> 00:18:37,858
It was like one of those things
where, like,
465
00:18:37,986 --> 00:18:38,896
I just sucked the air
out of the room.
466
00:18:39,030 --> 00:18:41,560
There was no air in the room,
467
00:18:41,685 --> 00:18:44,165
but I somehow I sucked it out.
I just look out in the audience.
468
00:18:44,297 --> 00:18:48,817
My brother's just like...
[quietly] "Oh, my fucking God."
469
00:18:48,953 --> 00:18:51,133
The rest of the show.
470
00:18:51,260 --> 00:18:52,830
Like, he doesn't ever bring
his head back up.
471
00:18:52,957 --> 00:18:55,347
And then afterwards,
my parents--they take me out
472
00:18:55,482 --> 00:18:56,532
to a very nice lunch,
and they were like,
473
00:18:56,657 --> 00:18:58,877
"You like eating out, right?
474
00:18:59,007 --> 00:19:01,137
"Do you ever wanna eat out
as an adult?
475
00:19:01,270 --> 00:19:03,400
'Cause improv
is not gonna make that happen."
476
00:19:03,533 --> 00:19:07,153
Afterwards,
I got my nipple pierced
477
00:19:07,276 --> 00:19:10,146
which is, like,
never like an upper, you know?
478
00:19:10,279 --> 00:19:12,499
No one's ever like,
"Oh, I got into grad school,
479
00:19:12,629 --> 00:19:14,849
finished a book." You know?
480
00:19:14,979 --> 00:19:17,419
It's like a celebration.
It's a full cry for help.
481
00:19:17,547 --> 00:19:18,977
And my friends
didn't give a shit.
482
00:19:19,114 --> 00:19:22,554
They were like, "Okay, why
did you only get one nipple?"
483
00:19:22,683 --> 00:19:25,033
That was their main concern.
484
00:19:25,164 --> 00:19:26,644
I'm like, "Okay, why does it
have to be all three?"
485
00:19:26,774 --> 00:19:28,824
Like, I don't know.
486
00:19:28,950 --> 00:19:30,560
Who cares? [ laughs ]
487
00:19:32,214 --> 00:19:34,434
I also got "Relaxed"
written on my wrist.
488
00:19:34,564 --> 00:19:37,654
That's how you know
I'm not relaxed.
489
00:19:37,785 --> 00:19:39,825
This just tells waiters
I'm gonna be difficult.
490
00:19:39,961 --> 00:19:41,531
Like, I'm sending
something back.
491
00:19:41,658 --> 00:19:43,658
You know what I mean?
492
00:19:43,791 --> 00:19:45,451
And every--every show--
493
00:19:45,575 --> 00:19:46,835
Like, there's always one girl,
right,
494
00:19:46,968 --> 00:19:49,708
who has "Believe"
or, like, "Serenity."
495
00:19:49,840 --> 00:19:51,890
One girl at a show had "Cunt"
written on her lip.
496
00:19:52,016 --> 00:19:53,016
I was like,
it's all the same thing.
497
00:19:53,148 --> 00:19:54,368
It's just like
a friendly reminder
498
00:19:54,497 --> 00:19:55,667
to take her medication,
you know?
499
00:19:55,803 --> 00:19:58,553
[laughter]
500
00:19:58,675 --> 00:19:59,845
Uh, no. Uh...
501
00:19:59,981 --> 00:20:02,901
The next bit I'm doing--
502
00:20:03,027 --> 00:20:04,637
I've recently in quar--
503
00:20:04,768 --> 00:20:06,678
Right before we got
into quarantine--
504
00:20:06,814 --> 00:20:09,084
I'm nervous used to talk about
it 'cause it's--
505
00:20:09,208 --> 00:20:10,858
it was--
it was a very scary time.
506
00:20:10,992 --> 00:20:14,652
I had a herpes scare right
before we got into quarantine.
507
00:20:14,778 --> 00:20:16,688
And what happened was
the doctor,
508
00:20:16,824 --> 00:20:19,574
he told me that I had herpes,
and I was really scared.
509
00:20:19,696 --> 00:20:23,216
You know? Um, I have herpes.
510
00:20:23,352 --> 00:20:25,922
And it's okay.
Like, I feel like it's enough--
511
00:20:26,050 --> 00:20:27,840
You know what I mean? Like...
512
00:20:27,965 --> 00:20:30,525
I haven't gotten COVID.
I've never even had HPV.
513
00:20:30,664 --> 00:20:32,974
But I fucking got herpes,
and I was like, that's--
514
00:20:33,101 --> 00:20:35,801
And it was, like, sad for me.
It was like a very sad moment.
515
00:20:35,930 --> 00:20:37,800
I was like, maybe I'll become a
nun now. Like, that was my plan.
516
00:20:37,932 --> 00:20:40,802
But, like, I don't look great in
hats, so it wasn't gonna happen.
517
00:20:40,935 --> 00:20:43,235
And I don't want people
to get weird.
518
00:20:43,372 --> 00:20:44,502
'cause, like,
one in three people have it.
519
00:20:44,634 --> 00:20:46,554
Raise your hand
if you have herpes.
520
00:20:46,680 --> 00:20:50,290
Come on. One in three, baby.
Someone here has it.
521
00:20:50,423 --> 00:20:51,423
You guys are fucking liars,
that's all I'm saying.
522
00:20:51,554 --> 00:20:53,214
Fucking liars.
523
00:20:53,339 --> 00:20:55,519
And if anything,
I might have herpes,
524
00:20:55,645 --> 00:20:57,725
but I'm also
an honest person, okay?
525
00:20:57,865 --> 00:21:00,955
And that's what I'm
gonna be remembered by.
526
00:21:01,085 --> 00:21:03,865
Yeah, it's a bad stigma, I know.
And you guys are like,
527
00:21:04,001 --> 00:21:05,311
"Yeah, we've heard you talk
about sex for 30 minutes.
528
00:21:05,438 --> 00:21:09,218
Like, we were waiting
for herpes. You know, finally."
529
00:21:09,355 --> 00:21:10,045
And this is what's fucked up
about it.
530
00:21:10,181 --> 00:21:11,971
Like I didn't even get it.
531
00:21:12,096 --> 00:21:12,916
Like, people are like,
"Oh, did you just have, like,
532
00:21:13,054 --> 00:21:14,624
a one-night stand
in Atlantic City?"
533
00:21:14,751 --> 00:21:16,141
It's like, "No, I walked away
from that guy fine."
534
00:21:16,275 --> 00:21:18,485
You know, that's not...
535
00:21:18,625 --> 00:21:20,975
That was not the issue.
536
00:21:21,105 --> 00:21:24,935
Like, believing the stigma
of herpes is how I got herpes.
537
00:21:25,066 --> 00:21:27,756
'Cause the guy
who gave it to me,
538
00:21:27,895 --> 00:21:30,285
he drives a Subaru.
You know what I mean?
539
00:21:30,419 --> 00:21:32,769
Like, he's Mormon. He wears the
sneakers with the toes cut out.
540
00:21:32,900 --> 00:21:36,640
Like...Yeah.
Like, that's not herpes demo.
541
00:21:36,773 --> 00:21:39,123
You know?
542
00:21:39,254 --> 00:21:41,304
And what happ--
It was an accident.
543
00:21:41,430 --> 00:21:41,820
Like, we were dating,
and we were dating.
544
00:21:41,952 --> 00:21:43,742
We were using condoms,
545
00:21:43,867 --> 00:21:45,087
and then we took it
to the next level.
546
00:21:45,216 --> 00:21:46,996
We weren't using condoms,
and he just was, like,
547
00:21:47,131 --> 00:21:49,871
did the guy thing, right?
Right? Like, lie. And, uh...
548
00:21:50,004 --> 00:21:52,144
And so I got it.
549
00:21:52,267 --> 00:21:54,787
So when I got herpes,
my therapist was like,
550
00:21:54,922 --> 00:21:57,582
"Whew, this is a setback."
551
00:21:57,707 --> 00:21:59,267
I called
the suicide hotline number,
552
00:21:59,405 --> 00:22:00,965
and I told the woman
I had herpes,
553
00:22:01,102 --> 00:22:04,632
and she was like,
"Ooh, yeah. Tough."
554
00:22:04,758 --> 00:22:05,758
I was like,
"Did I call the right number?"
555
00:22:05,889 --> 00:22:07,799
[man laughs]
556
00:22:07,935 --> 00:22:10,145
It's, like, the first thing.
I'm like, "I have herpes."
557
00:22:10,285 --> 00:22:11,455
They're like,
"What's your name?"
558
00:22:11,591 --> 00:22:13,901
[man laughs]
559
00:22:14,028 --> 00:22:16,028
I feel like
if I don't talk about it,
560
00:22:16,160 --> 00:22:17,950
it's like giving in
to the stigma in a way of, like,
561
00:22:18,075 --> 00:22:19,595
I'm so ashamed by it that, like,
562
00:22:19,729 --> 00:22:21,689
I feel like I shouldn't talk
about it.
563
00:22:21,818 --> 00:22:22,558
I don't know how to explain it.
Like, if I don't--
564
00:22:22,689 --> 00:22:23,909
If I don't talk about it,
565
00:22:24,038 --> 00:22:25,168
then I think
it's actually disgusting,
566
00:22:25,300 --> 00:22:27,520
and then it's like--
567
00:22:27,650 --> 00:22:30,650
I just wish that, um,
568
00:22:30,784 --> 00:22:32,874
there was
a "Sex in the City" episode
569
00:22:33,003 --> 00:22:35,883
to prepare me for it. That's it.
Out of all those four bitches,
570
00:22:36,006 --> 00:22:37,746
out of all the dudes
they fucked,
571
00:22:37,878 --> 00:22:39,968
one of them
should've gotten herpes.
572
00:22:40,097 --> 00:22:42,057
I know I'm not the only one
in this fucking quad
573
00:22:42,186 --> 00:22:44,836
with herpes, people. Okay?
574
00:22:44,972 --> 00:22:48,582
And I have--I do have a theory
that a writer pitched.
575
00:22:48,715 --> 00:22:49,585
"We should give the slutty one,
Samantha--
576
00:22:49,716 --> 00:22:51,756
we should give her herpes."
577
00:22:51,892 --> 00:22:54,112
And then a producer was,
"No, that's way too depressing.
578
00:22:54,242 --> 00:22:55,502
Let's just give her cancer."
579
00:22:55,635 --> 00:22:57,195
[laughter]
580
00:22:57,332 --> 00:22:59,332
Give her cancer.
581
00:22:59,465 --> 00:23:01,945
So I'm, like--
I stay up all night.
582
00:23:02,076 --> 00:23:03,636
And then I go
to the gynecologist,
583
00:23:03,773 --> 00:23:05,433
and I'm wearing the shirt
I wore to bed
584
00:23:05,558 --> 00:23:07,858
which was a shirt I bought
in Miami that says "Side bitch."
585
00:23:07,995 --> 00:23:11,735
So I'm at the gynecologist
in a "Side bitch" shirt,
586
00:23:11,868 --> 00:23:13,828
like, truly not even noticing
I have a sweatshirt.
587
00:23:13,957 --> 00:23:15,957
I take off my sweatshirt, and
she says, "Yeah, that's herpes."
588
00:23:16,090 --> 00:23:17,220
And I looked down.
I'm like, "Oh, my God."
589
00:23:17,352 --> 00:23:19,312
Am I in fucking--
590
00:23:19,441 --> 00:23:21,051
Like, I start crying, and I'm
wearing a "Side bitch" shirt.
591
00:23:21,182 --> 00:23:24,362
And the gynecologist was like,
"Yeah, it happens all the time.
592
00:23:24,490 --> 00:23:26,230
I don't know
what you want me to say."
593
00:23:26,361 --> 00:23:28,541
- It was just like--
- [man laughs]
594
00:23:28,668 --> 00:23:30,708
How depressing is that?
595
00:23:30,844 --> 00:23:32,724
That's actually not,
like, finding out I had herpes
596
00:23:32,846 --> 00:23:35,626
was not the worst gynecologist
visit I've ever had.
597
00:23:35,762 --> 00:23:39,072
And, uh, I-I went to USC.
598
00:23:39,200 --> 00:23:41,200
I don't know
if any of you guys--
599
00:23:41,332 --> 00:23:42,942
USC?
600
00:23:43,073 --> 00:23:44,813
You went?
601
00:23:44,945 --> 00:23:47,595
Hell, yeah.
You see the gynecologist?
602
00:23:47,730 --> 00:23:50,080
Dude, that dude's
fucking sketch.
603
00:23:50,211 --> 00:23:52,821
I saw this guy
for my first pap smear,
604
00:23:52,953 --> 00:23:55,223
and, like,
I thought it was weird.
605
00:23:55,346 --> 00:23:57,906
- WOMAN: I've heard stories.
- Yeah, right?
606
00:23:58,045 --> 00:24:00,175
Yeah, he was very creepy.
607
00:24:00,308 --> 00:24:02,138
And I told my friends.
I was like, "He was so weird."
608
00:24:02,266 --> 00:24:03,136
And they were like,
"Yeah, pap smears suck."
609
00:24:03,267 --> 00:24:05,047
And I was like, "Okay,"
610
00:24:05,182 --> 00:24:06,882
and then, like, went on
with my life.
611
00:24:07,010 --> 00:24:09,060
And then, uh...
[clears throat]
612
00:24:09,186 --> 00:24:11,886
And years went by.
613
00:24:12,015 --> 00:24:13,355
And then two years ago,
I read this article
614
00:24:13,495 --> 00:24:17,275
that he's been molesting girls
since 1989,
615
00:24:17,412 --> 00:24:19,332
and the school
just, like, covered it up.
616
00:24:19,458 --> 00:24:22,768
So I called the school
just to make a report.
617
00:24:22,896 --> 00:24:25,326
Not even to, like, press charges
or whatever.
618
00:24:25,464 --> 00:24:27,424
Just to support other victims.
619
00:24:27,553 --> 00:24:30,163
And there was a man
on the help line,
620
00:24:30,294 --> 00:24:33,604
and he was like, "Well, how do
you know you were molested?"
621
00:24:33,733 --> 00:24:36,043
[laughter]
622
00:24:36,170 --> 00:24:37,870
What? Guys, what? I was like,
"How do I know I was molested?
623
00:24:37,998 --> 00:24:39,958
Maybe because I'm a woman
624
00:24:40,087 --> 00:24:42,127
and I've had, like,
a million pap smears since,
625
00:24:42,263 --> 00:24:44,793
and that's the only one
that felt great."
626
00:24:44,918 --> 00:24:46,788
[laughter]
627
00:24:46,920 --> 00:24:49,050
Okay, thanks, guys!
You guys have been great.
628
00:24:49,183 --> 00:24:54,713
[cheers and applause]
629
00:24:54,841 --> 00:24:56,711
So I think stand-up is like--
630
00:24:56,843 --> 00:24:58,803
It's like at least I can,
like, talk about it
631
00:24:58,932 --> 00:25:00,932
in a way that makes people
laugh, I guess,
632
00:25:01,064 --> 00:25:06,114
and not just, like, sit in it
and just, like, know that I...
633
00:25:06,243 --> 00:25:07,983
you know, 'cause it's like if...
634
00:25:08,115 --> 00:25:10,895
if a relationship fails
or something bad happens,
635
00:25:11,031 --> 00:25:15,041
it's like you just have--
it's a way of coping with it.
636
00:25:15,165 --> 00:25:19,385
This is it. This is it.
637
00:25:19,518 --> 00:25:21,258
- [audience cheering]
- Let's...
638
00:25:21,389 --> 00:25:23,739
MAN: Ladies and gentlemen,
please welcome to the stage
639
00:25:23,870 --> 00:25:25,870
Calvin Evans. Let him hear it!
640
00:25:26,002 --> 00:25:31,532
[cheers and applause]
641
00:25:34,489 --> 00:25:37,539
- Hey, how we feeling? We good?
- AUDIENCE: Yeah!
642
00:25:37,666 --> 00:25:39,926
That's what I'm talking about.
Feeling good.
643
00:25:40,060 --> 00:25:42,760
Give it up for yourselves
for coming out at this time
644
00:25:42,889 --> 00:25:45,809
and this moment in history
645
00:25:45,935 --> 00:25:47,935
with all the shit
that's going on, man.
646
00:25:48,068 --> 00:25:51,028
Thank y'all.
Y'all awesome for that.
647
00:25:51,158 --> 00:25:53,198
I see some of y'all got y'all
masks on. I appreciate it.
648
00:25:53,334 --> 00:25:55,254
I don't--I'm-a say this.
649
00:25:55,379 --> 00:25:56,419
I don't have a problem
with wearing a mask.
650
00:25:56,555 --> 00:25:57,815
I have no problem with it.
651
00:25:57,947 --> 00:26:00,207
I hate just forgetting
to put a mask on.
652
00:26:00,341 --> 00:26:02,211
I hate getting out the car,
taking that walk,
653
00:26:02,343 --> 00:26:05,563
and I just--I--I--
Fuck, I gotta go back.
654
00:26:05,694 --> 00:26:07,614
And then you get
to where you going sometimes,
655
00:26:07,740 --> 00:26:10,000
they like, "We can't let you in
if you don't have a mask."
656
00:26:10,133 --> 00:26:11,403
I'm like, "If I put a mask on,
I'm-a rob this motherfucker.
657
00:26:11,526 --> 00:26:13,656
"Like, I can't...
658
00:26:13,789 --> 00:26:17,619
You sure--You sure you want me
to go back? Okay. All right."
659
00:26:17,750 --> 00:26:19,580
It's something about that mask.
Like, you ever pull up--
660
00:26:19,708 --> 00:26:21,358
Like, when I pull up
to a convenience store,
661
00:26:21,492 --> 00:26:24,022
and I make eye contact
from my car with the clerk
662
00:26:24,147 --> 00:26:25,367
and I start putting my mask on,
I'm like,
663
00:26:25,496 --> 00:26:28,586
he gotta think I'm about
to rob this--He has to.
664
00:26:28,717 --> 00:26:31,017
And at the same time,
I'm looking at him,
665
00:26:31,154 --> 00:26:33,724
I'm loading a gun. "Where the
fuck did this gun come from?"
666
00:26:33,853 --> 00:26:35,513
It just feel like--
667
00:26:35,637 --> 00:26:38,287
I feel like an outlaw when I
walk around with a mask on.
668
00:26:38,422 --> 00:26:40,082
I'm just walking through. "You
got change for a $20?" "Yeah."
669
00:26:40,207 --> 00:26:41,897
I'm like, "Give it to me.
I will fucking kill you."
670
00:26:42,035 --> 00:26:44,775
[laughter]
671
00:26:44,907 --> 00:26:47,427
Shit different, man.
672
00:26:47,562 --> 00:26:49,092
Oh, it's just--It's like--
We just--It's just different.
673
00:26:49,216 --> 00:26:52,516
I miss coughing.
674
00:26:52,654 --> 00:26:56,054
I just meant like a good...
[clears throat] Like, you know.
675
00:26:56,179 --> 00:26:58,969
Either to start a conversation
or interject in a conversation--
676
00:26:59,095 --> 00:27:00,305
[clears throat] If I could just
add or something...
677
00:27:00,444 --> 00:27:02,234
You just can't cough no more.
678
00:27:02,359 --> 00:27:04,139
I just find myself
just elongating my coughs--
679
00:27:04,274 --> 00:27:06,284
[clearing throat]
680
00:27:06,407 --> 00:27:09,057
"You okay?" "I'm good."
681
00:27:09,192 --> 00:27:13,152
[clearing throat]
682
00:27:13,283 --> 00:27:15,373
People--I just sound like DMX.
683
00:27:15,503 --> 00:27:17,463
[raspy voice]
Mind your business, lady.
684
00:27:17,592 --> 00:27:20,292
Nosy people get it, too.
685
00:27:20,421 --> 00:27:23,081
My mom--My mother's
extremely funny, like to laugh.
686
00:27:23,206 --> 00:27:24,466
She'd let us watch
Eddie Murphy--
687
00:27:24,599 --> 00:27:26,299
"Raw" and "Delirious."
688
00:27:26,427 --> 00:27:27,427
As a kid, I'm laughing
at Eddie Mur--
689
00:27:27,558 --> 00:27:29,128
Oh, he's doing these characters.
690
00:27:29,256 --> 00:27:31,126
He's funny. And just being like,
"Oh, that's cool,"
691
00:27:31,258 --> 00:27:33,128
and I think that--
That was like my introduction
692
00:27:33,260 --> 00:27:36,050
into I'm a fan of comedy.
Like, I wanna watch more comedy.
693
00:27:36,176 --> 00:27:38,606
That was a shared experience
but also a moment in time
694
00:27:38,744 --> 00:27:40,314
where we saw the birth
of like, like,
695
00:27:40,441 --> 00:27:42,101
Black comedy on television.
696
00:27:42,225 --> 00:27:44,445
I'm a comedian,
so I don't--I don't have
697
00:27:44,575 --> 00:27:47,355
shit to do on a regular basis.
Like, I perform.
698
00:27:47,491 --> 00:27:49,891
I travel the country.
I perform. I do stand-up comedy.
699
00:27:50,016 --> 00:27:51,446
I go on auditions and I audition
700
00:27:51,582 --> 00:27:52,542
for roles that
Michael B. Jordan gets,
701
00:27:52,671 --> 00:27:54,501
so I-I don't really have...
702
00:27:54,629 --> 00:27:56,629
I don't have shit to do.
703
00:27:56,762 --> 00:27:58,632
So I sit at home
and I play video games.
704
00:27:58,764 --> 00:28:00,554
That's what I do. That's
my thing. I play video games.
705
00:28:00,679 --> 00:28:02,119
- Yeah.
- MAN: Yeah!
706
00:28:02,245 --> 00:28:04,245
But my girlfriend--
she like to come
707
00:28:04,378 --> 00:28:06,078
and bother me
while I'm playing video games.
708
00:28:06,206 --> 00:28:07,506
And I'm sure some of the women
and probably your boyfriend
709
00:28:07,642 --> 00:28:08,382
play, but you come in there,
and y'all do the same shit.
710
00:28:08,512 --> 00:28:10,172
You come through.
711
00:28:10,297 --> 00:28:15,167
"Oh. You still here
playing video games? Really?
712
00:28:15,302 --> 00:28:18,172
You just gonna play
make-believe all day?"
713
00:28:18,305 --> 00:28:21,125
First off, when the fuck
did make-believe become bad?
714
00:28:21,264 --> 00:28:24,144
When did--When did that
become a bad thing?
715
00:28:24,267 --> 00:28:25,437
When the fuck did having an
imagination become a bad thing?
716
00:28:25,573 --> 00:28:28,403
Two--I think y'all women,
y'all need to understand this.
717
00:28:28,532 --> 00:28:31,452
If that man playing "NBA 2K,"
fucking "Madden,"
718
00:28:31,579 --> 00:28:32,059
"Grand Theft Auto,"
"Call of Duty,"
719
00:28:32,188 --> 00:28:33,578
let me tell you something.
720
00:28:33,712 --> 00:28:37,502
That man is living his dream
in that video game.
721
00:28:37,628 --> 00:28:40,018
I didn't make it to the NBA.
I didn't go to the NFL.
722
00:28:40,153 --> 00:28:41,763
I never sold drugs.
I never went to war.
723
00:28:41,894 --> 00:28:43,944
I would never go to war.
But on fucking PlayStation,
724
00:28:44,070 --> 00:28:45,680
I'm doing all that shit.
725
00:28:45,811 --> 00:28:48,031
As soon as they come out
with a video game
726
00:28:48,161 --> 00:28:49,121
where I can rap
and be a multi-platinum singer,
727
00:28:49,249 --> 00:28:51,339
I'm buying that shit.
Like I just...
728
00:28:51,468 --> 00:28:54,648
Let me live my fucking dream.
729
00:28:54,776 --> 00:28:56,426
And what's fucked up is women,
y'all going--
730
00:28:56,560 --> 00:28:58,520
y'all like--y'all like to do
makeup. Y'all going to your--
731
00:28:58,649 --> 00:29:01,479
I don't walk by the room,
be like, "Oh.
732
00:29:01,609 --> 00:29:05,569
"You still in here playing
make-believe on your face?
733
00:29:05,700 --> 00:29:09,100
"Drawing cheekbones and making
your--your nose thinner?
734
00:29:09,225 --> 00:29:13,135
Drawing on eyebrows."
I don't do that shit!
735
00:29:15,318 --> 00:29:17,278
You got Instagram tutorials.
I got Twitch.
736
00:29:17,407 --> 00:29:20,537
Leave me the fuck alone.
737
00:29:20,671 --> 00:29:22,721
That shit cra--What's even worse
738
00:29:22,848 --> 00:29:25,108
is y'all
take y'all make-believe face
739
00:29:25,241 --> 00:29:26,681
and y'all go out into the world.
740
00:29:26,808 --> 00:29:28,068
Y'all take this face
that you created,
741
00:29:28,201 --> 00:29:29,551
and you just go out
in the world
742
00:29:29,680 --> 00:29:31,860
and you just walk around
confidently with this face
743
00:29:31,987 --> 00:29:33,987
and people compliment you, "Oh,
my God. You look so amazing."
744
00:29:34,120 --> 00:29:35,600
"Thank you. Thank you."
745
00:29:35,730 --> 00:29:37,560
When I turn that video game off,
it's over.
746
00:29:37,688 --> 00:29:40,338
People don't come up to me
and be like,
747
00:29:40,474 --> 00:29:42,264
"What you doing later on?" "I'm
playing the Pistons at 7:30."
748
00:29:42,389 --> 00:29:44,779
No, I'm not. I'm not!
749
00:29:44,913 --> 00:29:48,613
Leave me the fuck alone.
Let me live my dreams.
750
00:29:48,743 --> 00:29:50,183
I tried out for
the basketball team in college.
751
00:29:50,310 --> 00:29:52,310
University of Illinois.
752
00:29:52,442 --> 00:29:55,752
Made the basketball team.
I walked on at a D-1 university.
753
00:29:55,881 --> 00:29:58,191
I was never recruited.
It was like a dream come true.
754
00:29:58,318 --> 00:30:01,318
So, like, like, getting that
phone call coming out of class
755
00:30:01,451 --> 00:30:03,241
and, like, being super excited,
756
00:30:03,366 --> 00:30:04,406
calling my parents and like,
"What? This is..."
757
00:30:04,541 --> 00:30:07,021
You know, and then...
758
00:30:07,153 --> 00:30:08,243
maybe, like, three weeks later,
they like,
759
00:30:08,371 --> 00:30:10,421
"All right, we gon--
We cutting you."
760
00:30:10,547 --> 00:30:13,247
And then kinda like
spiraling from that,
761
00:30:13,376 --> 00:30:15,466
because, like, I kinda--
I gave up on college.
762
00:30:15,596 --> 00:30:16,766
Like, I was like--I always
wanted to play basketball.
763
00:30:16,902 --> 00:30:19,082
I achieved something
that I wanted,
764
00:30:19,208 --> 00:30:22,078
and then it's taken
away from me.
765
00:30:22,211 --> 00:30:24,341
And now I'm just done
with college. Like, I'm--
766
00:30:24,474 --> 00:30:26,264
I'm just going through class.
I'm going through the motions.
767
00:30:26,389 --> 00:30:28,569
I failed. I ended up
flunking out of college.
768
00:30:28,696 --> 00:30:31,526
And now I'm sitting at home
watching it on television.
769
00:30:31,655 --> 00:30:34,695
Like, Oh, I'm--I'm supposed--
I'm supposed to be there.
770
00:30:34,833 --> 00:30:37,663
I'm sitting around. Got caught
in one of them YouTube vort--
771
00:30:37,792 --> 00:30:40,142
It ain't nothing to do.
We done ran out of TV.
772
00:30:40,273 --> 00:30:42,363
I started watching YouTube,
and I came across
773
00:30:42,492 --> 00:30:43,622
Michael Jackson,
"Remember the Time."
774
00:30:43,754 --> 00:30:45,154
Y'all remember this--this video?
775
00:30:45,278 --> 00:30:46,758
- Yeah.
- It's Michael Jackson.
776
00:30:46,888 --> 00:30:48,458
[imitating Michael Jackson]
♪ Do you remember? Ah
777
00:30:48,585 --> 00:30:49,665
It's like around the time
Michael Jackson
778
00:30:49,804 --> 00:30:52,334
just stopped opening his mouth
all the way.
779
00:30:52,459 --> 00:30:54,589
He just be like...
♪ Uh-duna, da-duna
780
00:30:54,722 --> 00:30:56,552
♪ Da-da duna
But we kept listening.
781
00:30:56,680 --> 00:30:58,160
We didn't know what the fuck
he was talking about.
782
00:30:58,291 --> 00:31:00,251
We was like, "Okay, yeah."
It's different.
783
00:31:00,380 --> 00:31:03,820
♪ You know I don't. I don't.
But keep going, Michael.
784
00:31:03,949 --> 00:31:05,989
If you don't remember
this video,
785
00:31:06,125 --> 00:31:07,905
the video was set in Egypt.
786
00:31:08,040 --> 00:31:09,220
You got Michael Jackson
at the height of his career.
787
00:31:09,345 --> 00:31:11,215
Playing a pharaoh, Eddie Murphy,
788
00:31:11,347 --> 00:31:12,697
arguably one of the greatest
comedians of all time.
789
00:31:12,827 --> 00:31:14,307
Playing his wife is this
gorgeous model named Iman.
790
00:31:14,437 --> 00:31:15,697
I'm watching the video.
I'm jamming out.
791
00:31:15,830 --> 00:31:18,660
The cinematography amazing,
choreography amazing.
792
00:31:18,789 --> 00:31:21,269
As I'm watching this video,
for some odd reason,
793
00:31:21,401 --> 00:31:23,361
Magic Johnson is in this video.
794
00:31:23,490 --> 00:31:25,450
[laughter]
795
00:31:25,579 --> 00:31:27,669
I'm like, "What the fuck
is Magic Johnson doing
796
00:31:27,798 --> 00:31:29,708
in this video?"
Don't get me wrong.
797
00:31:29,844 --> 00:31:32,194
Magic Johnson,
amazing basketball player.
798
00:31:32,325 --> 00:31:34,275
Hall of Famer.
One of the greatest of all time.
799
00:31:34,414 --> 00:31:36,114
But he wasn't
the best public speaker.
800
00:31:36,242 --> 00:31:37,682
You know what I'm saying?
801
00:31:37,808 --> 00:31:39,588
Everybody talking and acting
like they in Egypt.
802
00:31:39,723 --> 00:31:41,293
He talking like he in Detroit.
803
00:31:41,421 --> 00:31:43,381
The shit don't make
no sense at all.
804
00:31:43,510 --> 00:31:45,210
I got questions I need answers,
so I go online,
805
00:31:45,338 --> 00:31:47,168
and I did a little research,
and I found out
806
00:31:47,296 --> 00:31:49,426
that this video
came out in 1992.
807
00:31:49,559 --> 00:31:51,169
If you all remember,
808
00:31:51,300 --> 00:31:54,350
Magic Johnson announce
he had HIV 1991,
809
00:31:54,477 --> 00:31:57,177
and that shit hit me
like a ton of bricks.
810
00:31:57,306 --> 00:32:00,176
This was Magic Johnson's
Make-A-Wish.
811
00:32:00,309 --> 00:32:01,479
MAN: Aw!
812
00:32:01,615 --> 00:32:05,355
[laughter]
813
00:32:05,488 --> 00:32:08,398
No--Nobody thought
he was gonna make it to '93.
814
00:32:08,535 --> 00:32:11,355
You dying of a terminal illness
in 1990-anything,
815
00:32:11,494 --> 00:32:13,284
you want the Make-A-Wish
Foundation to send you
816
00:32:13,409 --> 00:32:14,539
to Michael Jackson house
so you could pet a giraffe,
817
00:32:14,671 --> 00:32:15,721
hug a monkey,
ride a Ferris wheel,
818
00:32:15,846 --> 00:32:18,626
learn how to do the Moonwalk.
819
00:32:18,762 --> 00:32:20,242
Magic Johnson used his celebrity
820
00:32:20,373 --> 00:32:24,593
to bump some kid
on a Make-A-Wish list.
821
00:32:24,725 --> 00:32:26,675
Some doctor walk into the room
and tell the family
822
00:32:26,814 --> 00:32:29,774
the good news. "Bobby, Bobby,
we have some great news for you.
823
00:32:29,904 --> 00:32:32,524
"The, uh, the Make-A-Wish
Foundation contacted us,
824
00:32:32,646 --> 00:32:34,256
"and you'll be happy to know--
I'm sorry.
825
00:32:34,387 --> 00:32:35,337
Just a second.
What you say, Phil?"
826
00:32:35,475 --> 00:32:37,425
[laughter]
827
00:32:37,564 --> 00:32:38,784
"Who?
828
00:32:38,913 --> 00:32:41,743
"Magic Johnson.
829
00:32:41,872 --> 00:32:44,092
"Okay. No. I'll let--
I'll let the family know.
830
00:32:46,529 --> 00:32:54,359
"Hey, Bobby. Bobby, um, we got
you a Fast Pass at Six Flags.
831
00:32:54,494 --> 00:32:56,584
"Because we know
you don't have time
832
00:32:56,713 --> 00:32:59,503
"to be waiting in those lines,
so you go ahead,
833
00:32:59,629 --> 00:33:02,419
and you get out of here, champ."
834
00:33:02,545 --> 00:33:06,375
Now, some of y'all grown. Y'all
saying, "That's fucked up."
835
00:33:06,506 --> 00:33:08,286
But the cool shit about my
comedy, it got layers to it.
836
00:33:08,421 --> 00:33:09,381
So what I'm-a do is I'm-a pull
the comedy veil back
837
00:33:09,509 --> 00:33:12,509
just a little bit
on this joke.
838
00:33:12,642 --> 00:33:14,992
Magic Johnson
actually saved Bobby
839
00:33:15,123 --> 00:33:17,913
from getting molested
at Michael Jackson house.
840
00:33:18,039 --> 00:33:22,829
That Fast Pass
ain't that bad no more, right?
841
00:33:22,957 --> 00:33:24,867
I'm looking at y'all face.
Y'all like, "Actually,
842
00:33:25,003 --> 00:33:26,533
that's actually more fucked up
than the first thing.
843
00:33:26,656 --> 00:33:28,696
It's more fucked up." Fuck it.
844
00:33:28,832 --> 00:33:30,922
I'm-a pull the comedy veil
all the way off on this joke.
845
00:33:31,052 --> 00:33:34,452
Just gonna pull it
all the way off.
846
00:33:34,577 --> 00:33:38,227
Magic Johnson still alive.
Billionaire.
847
00:33:38,364 --> 00:33:40,284
Michael Jackson passed away.
Rest his soul.
848
00:33:40,409 --> 00:33:42,849
Bobby.
849
00:33:42,977 --> 00:33:45,017
Bobby was fucking made up.
He never existed.
850
00:33:45,153 --> 00:33:49,033
Calm down, okay?
It was a joke. I made it up.
851
00:33:49,157 --> 00:33:52,247
So my junior year--
it was the spring semester.
852
00:33:52,378 --> 00:33:55,508
Um, I've--
Basketball is, like, behind me.
853
00:33:55,642 --> 00:33:58,782
I'm just like--I'm on my way
out of school.
854
00:33:58,906 --> 00:34:02,516
And a guy I know, Calvin King,
comes up to me--
855
00:34:02,649 --> 00:34:04,909
He says, "Hey, man.
Doing a variety show.
856
00:34:05,043 --> 00:34:07,873
You funny.
You wanna do some time?"
857
00:34:08,002 --> 00:34:09,572
At the time I felt like I had
comedy techniques
858
00:34:09,699 --> 00:34:14,619
from, like, absorbing it,
uh, from watching it from a kid.
859
00:34:14,748 --> 00:34:16,528
But I knew what worked.
860
00:34:16,663 --> 00:34:18,363
Like, I knew how my father
made people laugh.
861
00:34:18,491 --> 00:34:22,501
Then growing up in diversity,
I knew how to--
862
00:34:22,625 --> 00:34:24,665
So all those things
kinda came together,
863
00:34:24,801 --> 00:34:27,631
and it was just like,
"Yeah, I'll do it."
864
00:34:27,761 --> 00:34:31,461
So I get on stage,
and I start talking,
865
00:34:31,591 --> 00:34:34,591
and people were just like--
they, like, start laughing.
866
00:34:34,724 --> 00:34:35,734
Because it wasn't--
it wasn't jokes.
867
00:34:35,856 --> 00:34:37,766
It was like me get--
like, what--
868
00:34:37,901 --> 00:34:39,381
It was the commentary.
869
00:34:39,512 --> 00:34:41,912
And that's what my comedy
evolved into now,
870
00:34:42,036 --> 00:34:44,386
which I call
"observational philosophy."
871
00:34:44,517 --> 00:34:46,907
Like, "Oh, that felt good.
It felt natural."
872
00:34:47,041 --> 00:34:49,091
I got off the stage,
873
00:34:49,217 --> 00:34:52,527
and I remember walking
out of that hall to my car
874
00:34:52,655 --> 00:34:55,135
and thinking, "I'm never coming
back to this school again."
875
00:34:55,267 --> 00:34:57,877
I feel like the scariest thing
right now in America--
876
00:34:58,008 --> 00:35:00,398
The scariest thing right now
in America
877
00:35:00,533 --> 00:35:02,883
is, um, is--is white women
with cellphones...
878
00:35:03,013 --> 00:35:05,933
[laughter]
879
00:35:06,060 --> 00:35:08,060
...walking in a different
direction than where you at.
880
00:35:08,193 --> 00:35:09,763
Like, that is the scariest--
This shit right here--
881
00:35:09,890 --> 00:35:12,460
"I'm--I'm--"
That shit right there?
882
00:35:12,588 --> 00:35:14,418
I'll take the fucking cops
in my rearview mirror.
883
00:35:14,547 --> 00:35:16,717
This shit right here--
"He has--He has--"
884
00:35:16,853 --> 00:35:19,683
That shit is scary.
Because you don't know
885
00:35:19,813 --> 00:35:21,773
what the fuck they saying
on the phone,
886
00:35:21,902 --> 00:35:23,082
and it's a procedure. Whatever
the fuck they say on the phone,
887
00:35:23,208 --> 00:35:24,908
that's what the cops
show up expecting.
888
00:35:25,035 --> 00:35:26,385
"He has two missiles
right now.
889
00:35:26,515 --> 00:35:27,775
I see he has
two missiles in his hand."
890
00:35:27,908 --> 00:35:29,868
Cops show up.
"Give us the missiles."
891
00:35:29,997 --> 00:35:31,387
"I ain't got
no fucking missiles."
892
00:35:31,520 --> 00:35:33,130
"Okay.
Get on the fucking ground."
893
00:35:33,261 --> 00:35:35,791
The shit's scary, man.
Like, white people--
894
00:35:35,916 --> 00:35:37,736
y'all got this stance
that y'all do,
895
00:35:37,874 --> 00:35:39,884
where y'all just like...
896
00:35:40,007 --> 00:35:42,967
Just like--"I don't--
just...I don't know.
897
00:35:43,097 --> 00:35:44,927
It seems--
I've never seen that before."
898
00:35:45,055 --> 00:35:47,795
Y'all do this--
this backwards.
899
00:35:47,928 --> 00:35:49,928
This the "I'm finna fuck
your life up" choreography
900
00:35:50,060 --> 00:35:52,060
right here.
"I don't know. Is he--"
901
00:35:52,193 --> 00:35:54,593
And then they do that thing
where they try to talk to you,
902
00:35:54,717 --> 00:35:55,757
but they lean in,
and they, like, extra nice.
903
00:35:55,892 --> 00:35:59,112
"Hi. Hey.
904
00:35:59,244 --> 00:36:02,074
"Do you--Do you have
a permit for that?
905
00:36:02,203 --> 00:36:04,953
"Like, this--this finger right
here, I'm finna fuck your life--
906
00:36:05,075 --> 00:36:07,815
"Do you have a permit for that?
907
00:36:07,948 --> 00:36:10,038
"No, because I've just never--
I've never seen...
908
00:36:10,168 --> 00:36:13,258
Okay, no, it's fine.
No, it's fine. It's fine. Okay.
909
00:36:13,388 --> 00:36:15,608
[muttering]
910
00:36:17,871 --> 00:36:20,091
Shit's scary, man.
911
00:36:20,221 --> 00:36:22,141
I feel like cellphones are
the only thing fighting racism.
912
00:36:22,267 --> 00:36:24,877
If you ever type the word
"nigga" into your cellphone,
913
00:36:25,008 --> 00:36:27,048
your phone will replace
the word immediately.
914
00:36:27,185 --> 00:36:29,315
You type "nigga," the phone
like, "Night. Don't do that.
915
00:36:30,971 --> 00:36:32,801
You better than this."
916
00:36:32,929 --> 00:36:35,189
Like, your phone just change
the word for you.
917
00:36:35,323 --> 00:36:37,023
But if you type it enough times
in your phone,
918
00:36:37,151 --> 00:36:39,111
it become a part
of the phone lexicon.
919
00:36:39,240 --> 00:36:41,110
One time I went to go write,
"Good night."
920
00:36:41,242 --> 00:36:44,772
The phone was like "good nigga."
I was like, "What the fuck?"
921
00:36:44,898 --> 00:36:48,728
I call AT&T, like, "This white
iPhone getting real comfortable.
922
00:36:48,858 --> 00:36:52,078
"I don't know...if this a part
of the terms and conditions,
923
00:36:52,210 --> 00:36:54,950
but I cannot accept this shit."
924
00:36:55,082 --> 00:36:58,432
My mother was very mature
for her age.
925
00:36:58,564 --> 00:37:00,784
Uh, I mean, she had
my older brother at 16.
926
00:37:00,914 --> 00:37:03,964
So like, I mean, I think at 16,
like, she had her own apartment.
927
00:37:04,091 --> 00:37:05,481
She was, like, going to school.
928
00:37:05,614 --> 00:37:07,834
What was going on
during that time?
929
00:37:07,964 --> 00:37:09,054
Like, like mid-to-late '80s,
you know,
930
00:37:09,183 --> 00:37:10,713
just the crack epidemic
happening.
931
00:37:10,837 --> 00:37:12,927
She was watching people
that she grew up with
932
00:37:13,056 --> 00:37:14,966
starting to use drugs,
starting to sell drugs,
933
00:37:15,102 --> 00:37:17,762
and just watching,
like, neighborhoods
934
00:37:17,887 --> 00:37:21,717
and the way of life starting
to deteriorate around her.
935
00:37:21,848 --> 00:37:23,068
But having the presence of mind
to be like,
936
00:37:23,197 --> 00:37:25,027
"Okay, I have two young boys.
937
00:37:25,155 --> 00:37:27,025
I have to keep them
away from this."
938
00:37:27,157 --> 00:37:27,767
So we moved. At the time,
I think
939
00:37:27,897 --> 00:37:30,727
she was living on the West Side.
940
00:37:30,857 --> 00:37:32,987
She moved us
to the North Side of Chicago,
941
00:37:33,120 --> 00:37:35,430
I mean, which wasn't as,
like, ravaged
942
00:37:35,557 --> 00:37:38,557
with--with, like,
drugs and stuff.
943
00:37:38,691 --> 00:37:42,171
But keeping us, like,
you know, in an area
944
00:37:42,303 --> 00:37:45,003
in a place where's there's not
too much going on around here,
945
00:37:45,132 --> 00:37:48,792
and I can--I can manage,
you know, what they experience.
946
00:37:48,918 --> 00:37:49,828
I hate when I hear--
I hate when I hear people say,
947
00:37:49,963 --> 00:37:52,233
uh, "All lives matter,"
948
00:37:52,357 --> 00:37:53,967
not because it's not true,
because it is true.
949
00:37:54,097 --> 00:37:56,227
All lives matter.
But I hate--I hate to hear it
950
00:37:56,361 --> 00:37:57,931
because what it is
is just a flippant response
951
00:37:58,058 --> 00:38:00,968
to--to, like,
"Black lives matter."
952
00:38:01,104 --> 00:38:02,114
You can hear the contempt when
they say, "all lives matter."
953
00:38:02,236 --> 00:38:04,146
Like, it's just--
954
00:38:04,282 --> 00:38:05,332
Like, you don't really mean
that. You're just saying it
955
00:38:05,457 --> 00:38:08,287
like somebody say, "you suck."
"Takes one to know one."
956
00:38:08,416 --> 00:38:11,936
It's like that same type of
energy that they throwing back.
957
00:38:12,072 --> 00:38:14,122
And I don't believe
all lives matter
958
00:38:14,248 --> 00:38:19,598
for the simple fact that we have
homeless people in America
959
00:38:19,732 --> 00:38:22,042
that we don't give a fuck about
on a daily basis.
960
00:38:22,169 --> 00:38:23,909
And the reason we don't give
a fuck about them
961
00:38:24,040 --> 00:38:26,520
is because we look at 'em...
[ applause ]
962
00:38:26,652 --> 00:38:28,652
We look at 'em, and we--
963
00:38:28,784 --> 00:38:31,134
and somehow we justify
them being homeless
964
00:38:31,265 --> 00:38:33,345
by, oh, it's they fault
they're like this.
965
00:38:33,485 --> 00:38:35,305
So if you could look
at a homeless person like that,
966
00:38:35,443 --> 00:38:37,323
you can look at a Black person
and say, "Oh,
967
00:38:37,445 --> 00:38:40,745
that happen to them
because something they did."
968
00:38:40,883 --> 00:38:41,933
And I saw this shit
live in action.
969
00:38:42,058 --> 00:38:43,498
I was at a fucking--
970
00:38:43,625 --> 00:38:44,495
at a protest and
people fucking--
971
00:38:44,626 --> 00:38:46,186
"Black lives matter,"
972
00:38:46,324 --> 00:38:47,984
and it was counter-protests--
"All lives matter."
973
00:38:48,108 --> 00:38:50,018
And this lady was like,
"All lives matter. All lives--"
974
00:38:50,153 --> 00:38:51,293
And this homeless dude walked
up--"You got some change?"
975
00:38:51,416 --> 00:38:53,156
She like,
"Get the fuck away from me!
976
00:38:53,287 --> 00:38:56,987
"Ew! You stink!
977
00:38:57,117 --> 00:39:00,557
"David, he touched me.
He fucking touched me.
978
00:39:00,686 --> 00:39:03,516
All lives matter!"
[laughs]
979
00:39:03,645 --> 00:39:06,685
No, they don't. [laughs]
980
00:39:06,822 --> 00:39:09,392
Oh, man.
981
00:39:09,521 --> 00:39:11,911
And it's--it's--it's like--
it's like a weird time,
982
00:39:12,045 --> 00:39:13,525
because I feel like people--
people feel like
983
00:39:13,655 --> 00:39:15,215
racism is like an overt thing.
984
00:39:15,353 --> 00:39:18,923
It's not overt no more.
Racism is very, like, refined.
985
00:39:19,052 --> 00:39:21,402
Racism has become
psychological terrorism.
986
00:39:21,533 --> 00:39:25,283
We see that now because--because
we see brands and companies
987
00:39:25,406 --> 00:39:29,016
change on how they've done shit
for, like, centuries.
988
00:39:29,149 --> 00:39:31,279
We've seen fucking Band-Aid.
Now we got Black Band-Aids.
989
00:39:31,412 --> 00:39:33,282
"We making Band-Aids
of different colors."
990
00:39:33,414 --> 00:39:36,164
People was like, "Band-Aids was
skin tone. Like, we--what?"
991
00:39:36,286 --> 00:39:38,156
Yeah. It's fucking psy--
Here's the thing.
992
00:39:38,288 --> 00:39:41,118
Band-Aids were created in 1920
by Johnson & Johnson.
993
00:39:41,248 --> 00:39:44,158
Granted, in 1920, Black people,
we weren't counted as American,
994
00:39:44,294 --> 00:39:46,434
so I understand.
I get it. I understand.
995
00:39:46,558 --> 00:39:49,868
But fucking 99 years, we didn't
have a fucking Band-Aid?
996
00:39:49,996 --> 00:39:55,086
Pink Zebra had a Band-Aid.
Hello Kitty had a Band-Aid.
997
00:39:55,218 --> 00:39:57,218
All these fucking Band-Aids,
and we didn't have a Band-Aid.
998
00:39:57,351 --> 00:39:59,351
What you saying to us
is that if we hurt ourselves
999
00:39:59,484 --> 00:40:01,704
and we put a Band-Aid on,
you say, "Hey,
1000
00:40:01,834 --> 00:40:05,974
you gon' be all right,
but you will never be right."
1001
00:40:06,099 --> 00:40:07,319
And I said that shit,
and somebody said,
1002
00:40:07,448 --> 00:40:08,928
"Well, you know,
they do make clear Band-Aids.
1003
00:40:09,058 --> 00:40:10,278
I'm like, "You're right.
They do make clear Band-Aids."
1004
00:40:10,408 --> 00:40:12,148
If I put on a clear Band-Aid,
1005
00:40:12,279 --> 00:40:13,979
my skin gon' show
through the clear part,
1006
00:40:14,107 --> 00:40:16,147
but it's gonna be a big piece
of cotton poking out on my skin.
1007
00:40:16,283 --> 00:40:18,893
Yeah. Cotton-pickin' niggas.
1008
00:40:19,025 --> 00:40:21,285
Do you see what I'm saying?
It's all...
1009
00:40:21,419 --> 00:40:26,289
It's all psychological.
It's all psychological.
1010
00:40:26,424 --> 00:40:28,774
And I understand. I understand
how racism is perpetuated.
1011
00:40:28,904 --> 00:40:30,084
A lot of times we don't live
amongst each other.
1012
00:40:30,210 --> 00:40:31,390
We don't understand
each other's cultures.
1013
00:40:31,516 --> 00:40:33,166
So all we're left with
is stereotypes
1014
00:40:33,300 --> 00:40:34,520
of what we see on the news.
I'm from Chicago.
1015
00:40:34,649 --> 00:40:36,959
Chicago's one of the most
racially segregated cities
1016
00:40:37,086 --> 00:40:40,176
in America, if not the world,
so I understand how it works.
1017
00:40:40,307 --> 00:40:41,997
You white, you live in Chicago,
you watch the news.
1018
00:40:42,135 --> 00:40:44,265
All you know about Black people
is we live on the South Side,
1019
00:40:44,398 --> 00:40:46,488
we shoot each other.
1020
00:40:46,618 --> 00:40:48,318
You Black, you live
in Chicago, you watch the news,
1021
00:40:48,446 --> 00:40:49,746
all you know about white people
is that y'all eat hummus
1022
00:40:49,882 --> 00:40:53,412
and run marathons.
That's all the fuck you know.
1023
00:40:53,538 --> 00:40:54,148
So when we see
each other downtown,
1024
00:40:54,277 --> 00:40:55,627
they like, "Don't shoot."
1025
00:40:55,757 --> 00:40:57,057
It's like,
"We not. Just don't run.
1026
00:40:57,193 --> 00:40:59,073
It's not like that.
Let's talk about this shit."
1027
00:40:59,195 --> 00:41:00,625
It's not that bad.
1028
00:41:00,762 --> 00:41:02,372
Chicago is like probably
1029
00:41:02,503 --> 00:41:05,163
the most racially segregated
city that I've experienced.
1030
00:41:05,288 --> 00:41:07,248
A friend of mine says
it's like a banquet dinner.
1031
00:41:07,377 --> 00:41:10,027
Everything has its
own compartment where it goes.
1032
00:41:10,163 --> 00:41:12,513
I would go
to the West Side of Chicago,
1033
00:41:12,644 --> 00:41:14,254
and I would stay with
my grandmother on the weekends.
1034
00:41:14,384 --> 00:41:15,784
So my mother would--
she would work,
1035
00:41:15,908 --> 00:41:17,608
and my grandmother
would have us for the weekend
1036
00:41:17,736 --> 00:41:19,776
while she was working.
1037
00:41:19,912 --> 00:41:21,782
So that--the West Side
of Chicago,
1038
00:41:21,914 --> 00:41:24,054
predominantly
Black neighborhood.
1039
00:41:24,177 --> 00:41:26,347
So it was like a...
1040
00:41:26,484 --> 00:41:28,924
It was like being around kids
1041
00:41:29,051 --> 00:41:30,841
But not sound--looking like 'em
but not sounding like 'em.
1042
00:41:30,966 --> 00:41:33,096
The majority of my life,
1043
00:41:33,229 --> 00:41:34,929
I had always just lived
around Hispanic people.
1044
00:41:35,057 --> 00:41:39,367
So my understanding of the world
was Black and Latino people,
1045
00:41:39,497 --> 00:41:42,327
and I never really interacted
with white people like that.
1046
00:41:42,456 --> 00:41:43,886
In Chicago, I live
in a gentrified neighborhood.
1047
00:41:44,023 --> 00:41:45,503
I grew up in the neighborhood,
so I knew what it was,
1048
00:41:45,633 --> 00:41:47,333
and I could see the difference
in what it is now.
1049
00:41:47,461 --> 00:41:49,121
And a lot of times
people hear, "gentrification."
1050
00:41:49,245 --> 00:41:51,195
They think, "Oh, they made
the neighborhood better."
1051
00:41:51,334 --> 00:41:53,344
It's like, yeah but no.
1052
00:41:53,467 --> 00:41:56,507
Gentrification is like--it's
like, "Extreme Makeover," right?
1053
00:41:56,644 --> 00:41:58,124
You live in a neighborhood.
This big-ass bus
1054
00:41:58,254 --> 00:41:59,954
pull up in front
of your neighborhood.
1055
00:42:00,082 --> 00:42:01,082
Everybody get
on the other side of the bus.
1056
00:42:01,214 --> 00:42:02,784
Sometime go by.
1057
00:42:02,911 --> 00:42:05,571
[laughter]
1058
00:42:05,697 --> 00:42:07,087
Everybody from the community,
they standing. They like,
1059
00:42:07,220 --> 00:42:09,400
"Move...that...bus!"
1060
00:42:09,527 --> 00:42:12,397
And the fucking bus pull up.
Everybody like, "Oh, shit!
1061
00:42:12,530 --> 00:42:15,100
"Oh, shit!
We got a Trader Joe's!
1062
00:42:15,228 --> 00:42:17,798
"We finally got
a fucking grocery store!
1063
00:42:17,926 --> 00:42:19,966
"Oh, this shit is amazing!
1064
00:42:20,102 --> 00:42:21,802
"Hot yoga.
Don't know what the fuck it is,
1065
00:42:21,930 --> 00:42:23,410
"but I'm doing it.
I'm doing that shit.
1066
00:42:23,541 --> 00:42:25,151
"It's in the neighborhood.
1067
00:42:25,281 --> 00:42:25,931
"Oh! This shit
gon' be fucking amazing.
1068
00:42:26,065 --> 00:42:28,545
"What is this? Bookstore?
1069
00:42:28,676 --> 00:42:31,806
"Okay. Fuck it. We going.
We doing all this shit.
1070
00:42:31,940 --> 00:42:34,250
"Ah, this shit is amazing.
1071
00:42:34,377 --> 00:42:36,467
Our neighborhood been shit.
Oh! When can we move back in?"
1072
00:42:36,597 --> 00:42:41,167
They like, "You can't. Actually,
that bus waiting for y'all.
1073
00:42:41,297 --> 00:42:44,387
Get on it
and get the fuck out of here."
1074
00:42:44,518 --> 00:42:48,298
It's called the,
"Christopher Columbus Express."
1075
00:42:48,435 --> 00:42:51,915
I feel like all stereotypes
have a tad bit of truth to 'em.
1076
00:42:52,047 --> 00:42:54,347
All ster--They got a mustard
seed of truth in 'em.
1077
00:42:54,484 --> 00:42:57,184
Like, like, for instance--
Like, so I've researched it.
1078
00:42:57,313 --> 00:43:00,143
White people stereotype is that
all white people are the devil.
1079
00:43:00,273 --> 00:43:03,283
Right? And, um...
1080
00:43:03,406 --> 00:43:06,146
Research. I--This is not
my thought process.
1081
00:43:06,279 --> 00:43:09,939
I found this out. Google.
1082
00:43:10,065 --> 00:43:13,845
And, um, I ain't got
no punch line for that joke yet.
1083
00:43:13,982 --> 00:43:16,862
I'm still... [chuckles]
I'm still working on it.
1084
00:43:16,985 --> 00:43:18,595
[laughter]
1085
00:43:18,726 --> 00:43:20,286
Here's a stereotype
about Blacks and Latinos.
1086
00:43:20,423 --> 00:43:22,643
They say Black and Latinos--
They say we loud.
1087
00:43:22,774 --> 00:43:25,174
We talk very loud all the time,
everywhere. We talk loud.
1088
00:43:25,298 --> 00:43:27,388
And I thought about that shit.
I was like, "Yeah, we are loud."
1089
00:43:27,517 --> 00:43:29,167
And I figured out why we loud.
1090
00:43:29,302 --> 00:43:31,222
The reason Blacks and Latinos
are loud
1091
00:43:31,347 --> 00:43:32,517
is because all of our lives,
we've been talking
1092
00:43:32,653 --> 00:43:34,793
through 3-inch
bulletproof glass
1093
00:43:34,916 --> 00:43:38,006
to people
that don't speak English
1094
00:43:38,137 --> 00:43:40,177
at gas stations, corner stores,
1095
00:43:40,313 --> 00:43:41,493
and restaurants
in our neighborhood.
1096
00:43:41,619 --> 00:43:44,189
That shit is a condition.
1097
00:43:44,317 --> 00:43:46,277
You go to a gas station
in the hood,
1098
00:43:46,406 --> 00:43:47,316
you gotta go in there
and fucking yell--
1099
00:43:47,450 --> 00:43:50,240
"Let me get $10 on pump 6!"
1100
00:43:50,366 --> 00:43:51,976
You can't just turn
that shit off.
1101
00:43:52,107 --> 00:43:55,457
You've been doing it all day,
your whole life.
1102
00:43:55,589 --> 00:43:57,589
Like, I hate Subway
in my neighborhood
1103
00:43:57,722 --> 00:43:59,902
because Subway--we got
bulletproof glass at Subway.
1104
00:44:00,028 --> 00:44:01,938
I'm not making this shit up.
1105
00:44:02,074 --> 00:44:03,294
It's the dumbest shit
in the world to me.
1106
00:44:03,423 --> 00:44:05,123
'Cause in my mind,
who the fuck break into Subway
1107
00:44:05,251 --> 00:44:08,601
with a gun and a Ziploc bag,
1108
00:44:08,733 --> 00:44:11,523
stealing meats and cheeses
and shit?
1109
00:44:11,649 --> 00:44:14,129
"Put the shit in the bag!
1110
00:44:14,260 --> 00:44:17,740
The provolone, motherfucker!
Put the shit in the bag!
1111
00:44:17,872 --> 00:44:20,092
Put some cookies in it, too! Not
the oatmeal, the chocolate chip!
1112
00:44:20,222 --> 00:44:22,142
Make it a meal!"
1113
00:44:22,268 --> 00:44:24,138
[laughter]
1114
00:44:24,270 --> 00:44:26,230
I imagine an Indian dude
behind the glass--
1115
00:44:26,359 --> 00:44:28,319
Like, "I'm sorry. I can only put
so much meat on the sandwich."
1116
00:44:28,448 --> 00:44:30,578
"Hey, I will shoot
the shit out of you
1117
00:44:30,711 --> 00:44:32,151
if you don't put some more meat
on that thin-ass sandwich."
1118
00:44:32,278 --> 00:44:34,148
"I'm sorry.
I have to charge you extra."
1119
00:44:34,280 --> 00:44:37,110
[laughter]
1120
00:44:37,239 --> 00:44:39,329
I go in Subway. I order my food
through bulletproof glass.
1121
00:44:39,459 --> 00:44:41,549
I gotta yell.
1122
00:44:41,679 --> 00:44:44,679
"Let me get a Cold Cut Trio,
6-inch, wheat toasted!"
1123
00:44:44,812 --> 00:44:46,472
Now you know how they make
your sandwich in Subway.
1124
00:44:46,596 --> 00:44:47,416
They put it on a counter.
They slide it down.
1125
00:44:47,554 --> 00:44:49,254
They put the condiments on.
1126
00:44:49,382 --> 00:44:51,512
Guy won't make my sandwich
like that.
1127
00:44:51,645 --> 00:44:52,985
He was holding my sandwich
like a blunt.
1128
00:44:53,125 --> 00:44:56,215
[laughter]
1129
00:44:56,345 --> 00:44:58,345
Every time I asked
for a condiment,
1130
00:44:58,478 --> 00:45:00,218
I'm like, "Can I get
some pickles and lettuce?"
1131
00:45:00,349 --> 00:45:01,869
He like, "Pickles and lettuce"?
1132
00:45:02,003 --> 00:45:07,663
[laughter]
1133
00:45:07,792 --> 00:45:09,322
I'm thinking--
in my head, I'm like,
1134
00:45:09,445 --> 00:45:11,355
you know what? This guy is
a sandwich technician. Um...
1135
00:45:11,491 --> 00:45:13,711
Maybe he got his own style
of making sandwiches.
1136
00:45:13,841 --> 00:45:15,971
I'm like, fuck it.
I'm-a buy the sandwich.
1137
00:45:16,104 --> 00:45:17,324
Now you know they get down
to the end of the line
1138
00:45:17,453 --> 00:45:18,983
and wrap it up,
put it in a bag.
1139
00:45:19,107 --> 00:45:20,367
He got down
to the end of the line,
1140
00:45:20,500 --> 00:45:22,280
and he licked my goddamn
sandwich. He...
1141
00:45:22,415 --> 00:45:25,845
[laughter]
1142
00:45:28,726 --> 00:45:30,416
He's like, "You said you
wanted toasted, right?"
1143
00:45:30,553 --> 00:45:32,213
I was like, "Yeah."
He was like...
1144
00:45:32,338 --> 00:45:36,388
[laughter]
1145
00:45:36,516 --> 00:45:39,946
I'm like, "Man, put some cookies
in the bag. I need those."
1146
00:45:40,085 --> 00:45:42,345
Need those goddamn cookies.
1147
00:45:42,478 --> 00:45:44,568
When we lost my grandmother,
I was in college.
1148
00:45:44,698 --> 00:45:47,788
And my mother, like,
every day was in the hospital.
1149
00:45:47,919 --> 00:45:49,309
'Cause she was, like, she was,
like, in a coma for, like,
1150
00:45:49,442 --> 00:45:51,442
what felt like a year.
1151
00:45:51,574 --> 00:45:53,584
And my mother was up there,
like, every single day.
1152
00:45:53,707 --> 00:45:56,057
I remember
when I got the phone call.
1153
00:45:56,188 --> 00:45:57,228
My brother called me, was
like, "Oh, she had a stroke.
1154
00:45:57,363 --> 00:45:58,973
She in a coma."
And, like, in that moment,
1155
00:45:59,104 --> 00:46:01,064
Like, I-I accept it,
1156
00:46:01,193 --> 00:46:04,373
like, "Oh, that's it."
And I remember I cried.
1157
00:46:04,500 --> 00:46:07,110
And then speaking
at her funeral--
1158
00:46:07,242 --> 00:46:09,162
It was like a--I just
wrote, like, a letter to her.
1159
00:46:09,288 --> 00:46:10,768
'Cause she used to call me, uh,
1160
00:46:10,898 --> 00:46:12,158
she used to call me
her little Michael Jordan
1161
00:46:12,291 --> 00:46:13,771
'cause I played basketball,
1162
00:46:13,901 --> 00:46:15,861
and she was just, like,
super supportive of me.
1163
00:46:15,990 --> 00:46:18,600
And, um...
1164
00:46:18,732 --> 00:46:20,212
[sighs] Oh, man.
1165
00:46:27,219 --> 00:46:28,129
But, yeah, I think that--
that part was tough,
1166
00:46:28,263 --> 00:46:30,313
like, talking at her funeral.
1167
00:46:30,439 --> 00:46:31,829
But I felt like
I needed to do it.
1168
00:46:31,963 --> 00:46:36,183
Like, that was my--like
my official goodbye to her.
1169
00:46:36,315 --> 00:46:38,705
My grandmother
taught me patience.
1170
00:46:38,839 --> 00:46:41,359
Like, be patient.
Don't rush nothing.
1171
00:46:41,494 --> 00:46:43,194
Just don't
shortchange yourself, you know?
1172
00:46:43,322 --> 00:46:45,192
So that--that--
that stuck with me.
1173
00:46:45,324 --> 00:46:46,594
I'm about to ask a question.
1174
00:46:46,716 --> 00:46:48,326
It's gonna be
a rhetorical question.
1175
00:46:48,457 --> 00:46:49,367
You don't have to answer.
I'm just asking it out loud
1176
00:46:49,502 --> 00:46:50,812
because it's something
I think about.
1177
00:46:50,938 --> 00:46:52,678
But I'm-a preface
what I'm about to say with this.
1178
00:46:52,810 --> 00:46:54,330
I don't know shit
about politics.
1179
00:46:54,463 --> 00:46:56,343
I don't keep up with politics.
1180
00:46:56,465 --> 00:46:58,545
Honestly, I don't even really
watch TV that much.
1181
00:46:58,685 --> 00:47:00,855
I probably stopped watching TV
probably about eight years ago.
1182
00:47:00,992 --> 00:47:02,382
'Cause I feel like, you turn on
the TV, you see the news.
1183
00:47:02,515 --> 00:47:04,465
All this shit going on
in the world.
1184
00:47:04,604 --> 00:47:06,354
That shit go into your head
and end up in your subconscious.
1185
00:47:06,475 --> 00:47:08,385
Now you worried about shit
you have no control over.
1186
00:47:08,521 --> 00:47:09,701
And you stressing out.
It's affecting you.
1187
00:47:09,827 --> 00:47:12,127
So I just turned the TV off.
1188
00:47:12,264 --> 00:47:15,184
But one thing I do know,
is I know jobs. I know jobs.
1189
00:47:15,310 --> 00:47:19,140
So my question is this--
1190
00:47:19,271 --> 00:47:21,581
how the fuck
is Donald Trump still president?
1191
00:47:21,708 --> 00:47:24,838
[laughter]
1192
00:47:24,972 --> 00:47:27,672
Not--And I'm not--
Not even based on politics.
1193
00:47:27,801 --> 00:47:32,461
Just on the job--
on the job-fucking-level.
1194
00:47:32,588 --> 00:47:34,238
In order to keep a job--
I don't give a fuck
1195
00:47:34,373 --> 00:47:35,463
where you work at
or what you do--
1196
00:47:35,591 --> 00:47:36,511
In order to keep a job,
three things--
1197
00:47:36,636 --> 00:47:39,246
know what you're doing,
1198
00:47:39,378 --> 00:47:41,548
do the shit, don't say nothing
fucked up on the clock.
1199
00:47:41,684 --> 00:47:43,694
That's all the fuck you gotta do
to keep a job.
1200
00:47:43,817 --> 00:47:45,597
Four--don't steal. But the top--
1201
00:47:45,732 --> 00:47:48,522
But the main three--that's
how the fuck you keep your job.
1202
00:47:48,648 --> 00:47:51,388
But Donald Trump
still got his fucking job.
1203
00:47:51,520 --> 00:47:54,610
Still got his fucking job.
And I'm like, how? How?
1204
00:47:54,741 --> 00:47:57,311
But I get it. I understand.
Donald Trump is necessary.
1205
00:47:57,439 --> 00:47:59,399
He's necessary
at this moment in time,
1206
00:47:59,528 --> 00:48:02,308
in this period in history.
Donald Trump is a fucking bully,
1207
00:48:02,444 --> 00:48:03,924
and we need bullies,
'cause what bullies do
1208
00:48:04,055 --> 00:48:05,225
is they point out what the fuck
is wrong with you.
1209
00:48:05,360 --> 00:48:06,710
They point out--
1210
00:48:06,840 --> 00:48:08,280
Remember you was a kid?
You go to school.
1211
00:48:08,407 --> 00:48:10,407
When you was a kid,
you go to school.
1212
00:48:10,539 --> 00:48:13,369
Your parent--"Oh, you beautiful.
You--You so handsome.
1213
00:48:13,499 --> 00:48:15,539
My princess, you so--" Oh!
And then you go to school,
1214
00:48:15,675 --> 00:48:16,805
and you walk through,
and the kid like,
1215
00:48:16,937 --> 00:48:18,327
"Why your forehead
look like that?"
1216
00:48:18,460 --> 00:48:21,290
[laughter]
1217
00:48:21,420 --> 00:48:23,860
[imitating crying]
And you go home,
1218
00:48:23,988 --> 00:48:26,378
and your parents continue
to set you up for failure.
1219
00:48:26,512 --> 00:48:28,342
"No, they jealous of you.
They just jealous.
1220
00:48:28,470 --> 00:48:30,690
You gon' grow
into your forehead."
1221
00:48:30,820 --> 00:48:32,430
And then
you go back out to school,
1222
00:48:32,561 --> 00:48:35,391
and they like, "You still got
a big-ass forehead."
1223
00:48:35,521 --> 00:48:38,311
And, eventually, what happens
when you're being bullied
1224
00:48:38,437 --> 00:48:41,697
is you realize, "You know what?
Let me accept my flaws
1225
00:48:41,831 --> 00:48:44,361
and accentuate and work on
the shit that I'm good at."
1226
00:48:44,486 --> 00:48:46,526
And that's what Trump
has done to America.
1227
00:48:46,662 --> 00:48:47,792
He's--He's shown
a very ugly side of America
1228
00:48:47,925 --> 00:48:51,095
that we--we cannot turn
away from.
1229
00:48:51,232 --> 00:48:52,672
And now it's like, okay,
1230
00:48:52,799 --> 00:48:53,929
now we gotta work on
what the fuck we can.
1231
00:48:54,061 --> 00:48:57,631
America loves bullies.
America love bullies.
1232
00:48:57,760 --> 00:48:59,850
And I know this
1233
00:48:59,980 --> 00:49:03,680
because I watch a show
called, "American Gladiator."
1234
00:49:03,810 --> 00:49:05,940
Y'all remember,
"American Gladiator"?
1235
00:49:06,073 --> 00:49:09,643
It was a bunch
of fucking steroided up...
1236
00:49:09,772 --> 00:49:12,472
almost Olympic athletes
1237
00:49:12,601 --> 00:49:16,171
trying to murder
regular-ass people
1238
00:49:16,301 --> 00:49:19,221
in a made-up game situation.
1239
00:49:19,347 --> 00:49:22,177
Some dude named fucking, uh,
Hank from Nebraska.
1240
00:49:22,307 --> 00:49:23,827
He's a--He's a tax accountant
1241
00:49:23,961 --> 00:49:25,441
going up
against some motherfucker
1242
00:49:25,571 --> 00:49:28,881
that just left the combine.
1243
00:49:29,009 --> 00:49:30,579
"What game we playing?"
"All right, take this Nerf ball
1244
00:49:30,706 --> 00:49:31,786
"and try to slam it
into that hamper.
1245
00:49:31,925 --> 00:49:33,745
We gon' try to kill you
in between that."
1246
00:49:33,883 --> 00:49:36,893
Like, what?
And we watched that shit
1247
00:49:37,017 --> 00:49:39,587
'cause we wanna see
fucking Hank get murdered
1248
00:49:39,715 --> 00:49:42,625
on prime-time television.
We need--We need bullies.
1249
00:49:42,762 --> 00:49:45,462
So, literally, let's accept
this fucking president
1250
00:49:45,591 --> 00:49:48,201
for what he is--a bully.
Let's go out and be great.
1251
00:49:48,333 --> 00:49:50,293
Think about all of the movies
in the '80s.
1252
00:49:50,422 --> 00:49:51,952
Think about all of the movies
we watched in the '80s.
1253
00:49:52,076 --> 00:49:53,726
It was about
somebody got bullied.
1254
00:49:53,860 --> 00:49:55,600
They put the fucking time
to work.
1255
00:49:55,731 --> 00:49:57,651
They were determined
to defeat this bully,
1256
00:49:57,777 --> 00:49:59,867
but in the process, they learned
something about theirself.
1257
00:49:59,997 --> 00:50:02,347
Prime example, y'all remember
the movie "The Karate Kid"?
1258
00:50:02,477 --> 00:50:04,257
I watched that movie,
and I realized something.
1259
00:50:04,392 --> 00:50:05,832
In that movie, you know,
when you a kid,
1260
00:50:05,959 --> 00:50:07,659
you just accept it
for what it is,
1261
00:50:07,787 --> 00:50:09,917
but as an adult,
you can critically think,
1262
00:50:10,050 --> 00:50:12,840
and you see things differently.
If you don't know, "Karate Kid,"
1263
00:50:12,966 --> 00:50:14,616
I'm gonna give you
a quick recap of the movie.
1264
00:50:14,750 --> 00:50:16,930
Kid named Danny moves
to a new town with his mother.
1265
00:50:17,057 --> 00:50:20,367
Goes to a new school.
Meets a girl. He likes the girl.
1266
00:50:20,495 --> 00:50:22,405
The girl's ex-boyfriend--
he's an actual karate kid,
1267
00:50:22,541 --> 00:50:24,021
he's an actual karate kid,
1268
00:50:24,151 --> 00:50:26,501
and he sees that Danny
is digging his girlfriend.
1269
00:50:26,632 --> 00:50:28,242
So he start beating him up.
He start bullying him.
1270
00:50:28,373 --> 00:50:30,683
They beating him the fuck down.
1271
00:50:30,810 --> 00:50:32,510
And I don't know what it is
about '80s bad kids,
1272
00:50:32,638 --> 00:50:33,378
but they wouldn't--they wouldn't
just beat you up.
1273
00:50:33,508 --> 00:50:35,858
It was always like disturbed.
1274
00:50:35,989 --> 00:50:38,249
"I'm gonna fucking
destroy you, Caruso!"
1275
00:50:38,383 --> 00:50:41,343
It was always like--
"You're fucking dead!"
1276
00:50:41,473 --> 00:50:42,873
It's like, "What the fuck
going on in the world, man?
1277
00:50:42,996 --> 00:50:45,386
This your classmate. Calm down.
It's not that serious."
1278
00:50:45,520 --> 00:50:48,090
"Fucking destroy you!"
1279
00:50:48,219 --> 00:50:49,699
So they fucking beating him up.
They jumping on him,
1280
00:50:49,829 --> 00:50:51,869
beating him up.
One of the kids like,
1281
00:50:52,005 --> 00:50:54,395
"Hey, this is enough."
"Get the fuck away from me!"
1282
00:50:54,529 --> 00:50:56,439
They beating him up, and out
of nowhere comes Mr. Miyagi.
1283
00:50:56,575 --> 00:50:58,445
Who the fuck is Mr. Miyagi?
He's the fucking maintenance man
1284
00:50:58,577 --> 00:51:00,357
that works in Danny's building.
1285
00:51:00,492 --> 00:51:02,062
Somehow, somewhere
he just happened to be
1286
00:51:02,189 --> 00:51:05,539
at this undisclosed location
that they ran to.
1287
00:51:05,671 --> 00:51:08,461
He hops over the fence. He start
kicking these kids' ass.
1288
00:51:08,587 --> 00:51:10,457
[imitating punches]
Saves Danny.
1289
00:51:10,589 --> 00:51:13,029
He takes Danny
to the Cobra Kai Dojo.
1290
00:51:13,157 --> 00:51:15,067
He confronts they sensei.
"Hey, look,
1291
00:51:15,202 --> 00:51:17,512
they messing with him.
Leave him the fuck alone."
1292
00:51:17,639 --> 00:51:19,289
Sensei say, "What you gon' do
about it?" He look around.
1293
00:51:19,424 --> 00:51:21,434
"That tournament right there--
1294
00:51:21,556 --> 00:51:22,556
"Danny will fight your boys
in that tournament.
1295
00:51:22,688 --> 00:51:24,338
Y'all just leave him alone."
1296
00:51:24,472 --> 00:51:25,732
Danny like,
"I don't know karate."
1297
00:51:25,865 --> 00:51:28,295
He like, "I got you.
Shut the fuck up."
1298
00:51:28,433 --> 00:51:31,483
Take Danny back to his house.
1299
00:51:31,610 --> 00:51:33,870
He got Danny
fucking painting fences
1300
00:51:34,003 --> 00:51:35,833
and scrubbing and cleaning shit,
1301
00:51:35,962 --> 00:51:37,752
and Danny just rehabbed
his whole backyard.
1302
00:51:37,877 --> 00:51:40,097
He just fucking rehabbed--
rehabbed his shit.
1303
00:51:40,227 --> 00:51:41,917
Danny like, "You know,
I'm fed up. What the fuck?
1304
00:51:42,055 --> 00:51:43,795
You just got me out here
working. I'm out of here."
1305
00:51:43,926 --> 00:51:47,706
"Daniel-san." He stopped him.
"Daniel-san, stop!"
1306
00:51:47,843 --> 00:51:50,763
[grunting]
He doing this shit.
1307
00:51:50,890 --> 00:51:52,850
"Oh, shit.
I am learning some shit.
1308
00:51:52,979 --> 00:51:56,849
All right, cool. I'll keep
working. I'll keep working."
1309
00:51:56,983 --> 00:51:59,773
Months pass.
Tournament comes up.
1310
00:51:59,899 --> 00:52:02,769
Mind you, Danny hasn't had an
actual fight this entire time.
1311
00:52:02,902 --> 00:52:04,862
He's not sparred
with a motherfucker, nothing.
1312
00:52:04,991 --> 00:52:08,861
He's just been painting fences
and waxing on and waxing off.
1313
00:52:08,995 --> 00:52:10,815
Also, Danny mother
finally show up
1314
00:52:10,953 --> 00:52:13,573
in the fucking movie at the end.
She didn't come--
1315
00:52:13,695 --> 00:52:14,825
She didn't come to check
to see how he was doing
1316
00:52:14,957 --> 00:52:17,047
or what his progress was like.
1317
00:52:17,177 --> 00:52:18,607
She's just at the end of the
movie, "All right, we here.
1318
00:52:18,744 --> 00:52:21,444
Let's see what happens."
1319
00:52:23,923 --> 00:52:26,583
Fucking fight start.
Danny start winning.
1320
00:52:26,708 --> 00:52:27,968
True '80s fashion.
You've got the montage.
1321
00:52:28,101 --> 00:52:29,671
Fucking, he winning.
1322
00:52:29,798 --> 00:52:31,968
And at some point,
1323
00:52:32,105 --> 00:52:35,145
the other sensei see that
he might beat one of his kids,
1324
00:52:35,282 --> 00:52:37,152
and he like, "You know what?
Sweep the leg."
1325
00:52:37,284 --> 00:52:38,854
"You sure?" Sweep the leg.
Danny go down.
1326
00:52:38,981 --> 00:52:40,421
His ankle fucked up.
1327
00:52:40,548 --> 00:52:45,208
"Ah! Mm! Ah! Mm! Ah! Ah! Ah!"
1328
00:52:45,336 --> 00:52:48,556
Mr. Miyagi take him in the back.
"Daniel-san, can you fight?"
1329
00:52:48,687 --> 00:52:50,907
"I don't--I don't think so."
1330
00:52:51,037 --> 00:52:53,777
Then he do this shit
with his hands. He clap.
1331
00:52:53,909 --> 00:52:55,999
Fucking start rubbing
his hands together.
1332
00:52:56,129 --> 00:52:57,739
And he reach under Danny--
Danny again, and he touch him.
1333
00:52:57,870 --> 00:53:00,830
Danny like, "Aah!
What the fuck you doing?"
1334
00:53:00,960 --> 00:53:02,960
And he fucking jump up.
1335
00:53:03,092 --> 00:53:04,832
"Ah, I'm good. I'm good.
I'll fight. I'll fight.
1336
00:53:04,964 --> 00:53:06,754
"Just don't--don't do that.
I don't know what that was.
1337
00:53:06,879 --> 00:53:09,489
I don't feel right."
1338
00:53:09,621 --> 00:53:11,801
Danny goes back out there.
He limping and shit.
1339
00:53:11,927 --> 00:53:14,577
And we saw him do
this crane kick at the beach.
1340
00:53:14,713 --> 00:53:15,983
And the guy,
for whatever reason,
1341
00:53:16,105 --> 00:53:17,585
he just run at him
with his chin out.
1342
00:53:17,716 --> 00:53:20,546
"Aah!" Danny like, "Now."
1343
00:53:20,675 --> 00:53:22,545
Pow! This motherfucker
kick him in the chin.
1344
00:53:22,677 --> 00:53:24,507
Ah! Fucking crowd go wild.
1345
00:53:24,636 --> 00:53:26,026
Danny win.
Everybody fucking celebrating.
1346
00:53:26,159 --> 00:53:28,769
And I'm watching this shit,
and I'm like, damn.
1347
00:53:31,338 --> 00:53:33,508
He could've just shot
that motherfucker.
1348
00:53:33,645 --> 00:53:35,855
You guys have been great.
I'm Calvin Evans. Thank you.
1349
00:53:35,995 --> 00:53:40,515
[cheers and applause]
1350
00:53:40,652 --> 00:53:42,782
[cheering continues]
1351
00:53:44,177 --> 00:53:47,827
Whoo! We did it.
1352
00:53:47,963 --> 00:53:49,883
We did it.
1353
00:53:50,009 --> 00:53:52,879
We all did it.
1354
00:53:53,012 --> 00:53:55,062
I'm--I'm 5'10",
like, 185 pounds.
1355
00:53:55,188 --> 00:53:56,488
I'm like, I--If I would've
stayed on a team,
1356
00:53:56,624 --> 00:53:59,064
I probably would've
rode the bench.
1357
00:53:59,192 --> 00:54:01,802
I would've finished college,
and I probably would've had,
1358
00:54:01,934 --> 00:54:02,894
you know,
just been chasing basketball,
1359
00:54:03,022 --> 00:54:04,552
trying to play overseas
or something.
1360
00:54:04,676 --> 00:54:07,066
And then when I got
to my, like, late 20s,
1361
00:54:07,200 --> 00:54:09,120
I would've decided, like,
"Oh, okay, I'm done with this.
1362
00:54:09,246 --> 00:54:12,766
Let me go teach or whatever."
You know what I'm saying?
1363
00:54:12,901 --> 00:54:13,991
So I'm glad
that I found something
1364
00:54:14,120 --> 00:54:15,950
that I could put my all into
1365
00:54:16,078 --> 00:54:18,388
that--that could be
a new journey for me.
1366
00:54:18,516 --> 00:54:23,386
♪♪♪
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