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LOVE AND REDEMPTION

EPISODE 49

I...

Si Feng!

Si Feng!

Purple Fox.

Xuan Ji.

You came too late.

Si Feng isn’t here.

I’ve chugged down all the wine in Lize Palace.

What brings you here only now?

I’m out of wine now.

Little Fox.

You’re a pathetic fox.

Wu Zhi Qi.

Great!

Ever since you escaped,

I haven’t had the chance to beat the crap out of you!

Come on, let’s fight!

Flying Snake.

We’re not here to fight today.

No?

I thought the God of War is here to kill me, the big demon.

Si Feng did save you and swear to be your brother.

I guess you’re not a malicious demon.

I’m here to look for Si Feng.

There’s a lot of misunderstandings between him and me,

and I’d like to ask for his forgiveness.

But I haven’t found him.

I didn’t expect you to be so straightforward.

Do you know where he is?

Of course, but I can’t tell you.

I’ve promised him not to say.

So, pretty God of War, don’t put me in a tough spot.

Fine, I won’t.

Oh, that’s right.

I’ve heard that the divine weapons is used to seal the Jade Cup.

I’d like to retrieve it.

Let me ask you this, then.

Back then, we took you to the Demon Citadel

so King Asura would let us off.

Now, I’m curious as to what you saw there

that twisted your temperament and made you attack the heavens.

I don’t remember.

The heavens took away my memories.

Looks like the heavens can never change their sneaky old habits.

Right, Little Snake?

The heavens has its own rules.

What rules?

So the heavens is faultless, isn’t it?

Whatever.

I don’t really care about that millennial-old grudge

between the heavens and the demons.

Now, I just want to be free.

As for the divine weapons, I’ve passed it to Si Feng.

It’s in safe hands, I’m sure.

You’ll just have to find him, if you can.

However... However what?

However, I’ve heard that he’s been trying

to stop the Loveless Curse cast upon him,

so he took a Heartless Pill to forget about his own past.

That’s why I’m afraid he’s probably forgotten you.

He wants to forget me?

If you ask me, you should let him go.

You are not mere commoners.

The world is your oyster.

Since you can finally part ways and move on,

isn’t that a perfect end?

Getting troubled over love

is the stupidest thing in the world, isn’t it?

The stupidest thing I’ve done is losing Si Feng.

That’s why I will find him.

Even if he hates me or despises me,

I’ll explain everything to him when I find him.

Looks like your current life

is much more interesting than your stint in the heavens.

Fine, to each their own.

Everyone has different paths.

I’ve said all that I can say.

I’ve finished the wine too.

Time to go.

Oh, right.

It’s a Perfect Fruit from the kingdom of Aolai.

It can mask your presence in the three realms

so you can avoid certain troublemakers.

Prevention is key. No need to thank me.

I gave one to Si Feng too, so if you want to find him,

I’m afraid it won’t be easy.

I’m off.

That stupid monkey is just bluffing.

We’re just looking for someone.

- It’s easy. - Can you do it?

This place is filled with Si Feng’s scent.

Give me a former possession of his.

Si Feng gave me this.

Try it.

I’ll try.

Why did it run off?

What’s going on?

I guess the Perfect Fruit does work after all.

My magic went slightly out of control.

You can leave a message on the wind chimes.

If you have something that you’re embarrassed to tell someone,

you can write it on the wind chimes.

The wind will pass your message.

There is something I want to tell you.

But...

I can’t write it on the wind chimes.

I will bring the secret to my grave.

I don’t want anyone to read it.

I think we should keep it for now.

I’ve locked my secret in here.

You can read my secret once you open this.

[You asked me if I’m a demon. Sorry, I lied to you.]

You wrote your secret in here, yet you want me to open it.

So, do you actually want me to read it?

I’ve always wanted to tell you who I am.

But before I could do so, many things happened all at once.

I swear.

This is the only thing that I’ve hidden from you.

Si Feng.

So...

So this is what you’ve always wanted to tell me.

You never wanted to deceive me.

It’s my fault.

Why didn’t I think of opening it?

What a fool I am.

I was

and still am a fool.

Si Feng.

Little Fox, here.

Come, here.

Little Fox.

Let’s drink to our farewell today.

Farewell?

What are you saying, Stupid Monkey?

What farewell?

You see.

I was trapped underground for over 1,000 years.

Now that I’m finally out, of course I’m going to wander around.

But if you keep following me,

how can I have fun with the beautiful ladies, right?

So, you can find a place to train by yourself.

- Won’t you? - What beautiful ladies?

I’m a beautiful lady myself.

How should I put it?

At first glance, you look fine.

But I’d get bored eventually.

Take food as an example.

How boring would it be if I eat the same food every day.

I love trying new things every day.

Now that’s life.

Stupid Monkey.

Are you treating me like mere air?

No, you’re not air.

You’re a little pet.

You’re a furry, cute little fox.

- Stupid Monkey. - Little Fox.

I didn’t wait 1,000 years just to hear you say that.

Don’t you fancy me at all?

Not even a tiny bit?

Wu Zhi Qi.

Can you answer me?

Do you like me?

Come on, I know you’re awake.

Stupid Monkey.

Yes.

I stayed with you for hundreds of years in the form of a fox.

I do like you, I love chasing after you.

I wish I could stay inside your arms just for a short while.

Even if I liked you first, so what?

Can’t you love me the least bit?

Is it so difficult for you to like me?

Stupid Monkey.

Stupid Monkey, wake up.

Wake up.

If you don’t wake up,

I’m kissing you.

Wu Zhi Qi.

You must have had too much to drink again last night.

I’ve prepared breakfast for you.

I even brewed some tea.

Do you like your breakfast?

Drink some tea.

Little Fox.

Why are you still here?

Drink up first.

Don’t think that I don’t know you’re chasing me away.

You think those lowly tricks can tick me off?

You must have underestimated me, then.

I’ve decided.

From now on, I’m following you wherever you go.

Even if you won’t let me follow, I’ll cling onto you.

I didn’t wait for the past 1,000 years for nothing.

Wherever you go, I’ll follow.

If you peek at other ladies, I’ll destroy your eyes.

Anyway, as long as I’m around,

I don’t want to see you with any ladies within a three-foot radius.

I’m betting my life on this.

Let’s see if you can bear to leave me when I’m with you for another 1,000 years.

I’ve already brought you here,

so it’s time for you to honor your promise.

Tell me, where did you hide my sister?

Now, or else I’ll destroy this feather!

I’ll reduce you to ashes!

Wu Zhi Qi, where are you going?

Wu Zhi Qi, where are you going?

Little Fox, if you can catch up to me, then I’ll tell you.

Wait for me!

Who’s there?

- Ruo Yu. - Silver Snake.

What are you doing here?

I’m here to look for Si Feng.

But his presence is getting weaker.

I’m afraid he’s getting further from me.

That’s why I’m here to take a look.

But why is Lize Palace empty?

Where’s everyone?

I just came back, so I don’t know what happened too.

Silver Snake.

The vice palace lord has kept my sister here for 10 years.

I’m here to bring her back home.

Sister?

Ruo Yu!

Ruo Xue!

- Ruo Xue! - Ruo Yu.

What is it?

Ruo Xue!

Ruo Xue!

Ruo Xue!

Ruo Xue!

Ruo Xue.

Ruo Xue.

Ruo Xue.

Brother.

Am I finally free?

Yes, you are.

I’m bringing you home now.

How nice.

Silver Snake.

Look, my sister is as mischievous as you are.

She’s sulking because I came late.

She’s sulking, that’s why she’s pretending to be asleep.

Ruo Xue.

Stop that.

I’m bringing you home.

Wake up.

Don’t scare me.

Don’t scare me!

Ruo Xue.

I know.

You’re angry because I came late.

Rest up now.

When you’re awake...

When you’re awake, I’ll bring you home.

So, you did all that to Si Feng because your sister was held...

Anyone who works for the vice palace lord

has a loved one held captive by the vice palace lord himself.

If we rebel,

he’d torture our loved one to death.

As long as Ruo Xue could stay alive, I could do anything.

I could abandon morals.

I could abandon friends.

I could even abandon my life.

I’m the one who should die, not Ruo Xue.

So you did that for someone you love.

Forget it. I won’t blame you since you have your reasons.

Do you know?

Among all the places in Lize Palace,

Ruo Xue loves this spot the most.

When we first left Lize Palace,

we didn’t know things would transpire into this.

As orphaned Rose Gold Birds,

we even thought we were in paradise.

We first met here.

Back then, you just gained the form of a human.

You looked so much like Ruo Xue from the back.

Do you remember the first question you asked me?

Back then, you insisted to drink sea water.

I couldn’t stop you.

After you drank it, you asked me

why the sea water is salty.

I... I don’t remember.

It’s been so many years.

Everything I did was to free Ruo Xue.

But my wish couldn’t come true.

Right now, I only have one wish.

I hope you can live well.

Wherever you are, whoever you’re with,

as long as you’re still alive, I...

I would feel that there’s something worth living for me.

Promise me.

Silver Snake, live well.

If you need any help, as long as I can do it, feel free to tell me.

My biggest wish now

is to terminate my blood contract with my master.

Of course, I want to do it amicably.

Then, I can truly be myself and stand before him

and love him with all my heart.

Very well, I’ll help you.

I’ve read before that

the Asuras were pioneers in taming spirit beasts.

That’s why they’re familiar with blood contracts.

Back at the Demon Citadel, I’ve read some obscure books.

I think we can find a solution in them.

Really?

Let’s go, then!

I’d love to go there too.

Yuan Lang’s remnants are still there.

I need to destroy them to avoid future troubles.

Isn’t he already dead?

It’s a long story.

I’ll tell you everything on our way there.

No wonder Si Feng has been impersonating as the Star of Mosha.

So this is the truth he’s been trying to hide.

Are you leaving us to find Yu Si Feng?

Yes.

But, Xuan Ji.

You know you’re a human, and he’s a demon.

- How can you... - Father.

Everything is crystal clear now.

He has never done anything malicious.

He wanted me to believe him.

But I still judged him like any other sect would have.

I regret not trusting him like how he trusted in me.

Regardless of whether he is human or demon, or even the demon lord,

I want to be with him forever.

Even if he has done nothing, he’s been avoiding you.

He doesn’t want you to find him.

Do you want to look for him forever?

But, Xuan Ji.

You are now the God of War.

Everyone hopes you can stay and protect the mortal world.

Father.

Sky Hall no longer exists now.

For now, everything is safe.

Even without me around, nothing will happen to the mortal world.

I’ve thought about it.

In this life, I am just Chu Xuan Ji.

I am not the God of War.

I know you have been hoping that

I would become a heroine who can bring peace to the world.

But I just want to be a commoner.

I can feel that no matter how victorious the God of War is,

despite her shining armor,

her heart is nothing but empty.

For this life, I just want to lead a common life.

I want to be with someone, be a dutiful wife

and reside in a place of my choosing.

Si Feng is that special someone that I want to be with.

Father.

When I find Si Feng,

and if you still don’t want to associate yourself with the demons,

then...

Then I shall not return.

Get up.

Silly child.

What are you talking about?

Fine.

You may go.

If you ever feel tired,

just come back.

Shaoyang will always be your home.

Xuan Ji!

Xuan Ji!

Ling Long.

Are you here to persuade me?

No.

I’m here to give you some money.

I’ve been saving it for myself.

I think you’ll find it useful.

I should be following you,

but I can’t leave when Little Six hasn’t recovered.

I’m sorry.

Xuan Ji.

I believe you will find him.

I’ll be waiting for you two.

Flying Snake.

She’s your master.

Take good care of her.

What a nag.

I’m off.

Stinky woman, where are we going now?

Actually, you don’t have to follow me.

Weren’t you enjoying all the good food in Shaoyang?

You can stay back for more.

What, am I an unwanted presence now?

Flying Snake.

Do you know any ways

to break a blood contract without hurting anyone?

What? You’re breaking our contract?

Really?

I tamed you as my beast to attack Sky Hall.

But now, this is my personal quest.

I can’t drag you down just to look for Si Feng.

I’ve been helping you with my whole heart,

and you’re not appreciating at all!

Fine, terminate all you want!

I’m going, I’m not following you!

Haven’t you been pestering me to terminate our blood contract?

That was the past.

Things are different now.

You’re mad?

Fine, I won’t mention it anymore.

Since you’re a good fighter, I can’t bear to let you go.

That’s enough.

Please forgive me, Lord Flying Snake.

That’s more like it.

But remember this.

You pleaded me first.

That’s why I’m going the extra mile to help you this time.

So, where shall we head now?

Let’s go to somewhere you two have been.

Maybe Little Phoenix is there.

Have you two been here?

This is the place Si Feng and I

defeated Gudiao and saved Ting Nu.

Back then, he didn’t smile much.

He was always stern and cold.

But he actually looks very handsome when he smiles.

Cheers!

Thank you.

Si Feng loves eating lotus seeds.

But he said

the core of the seeds is bitter.

Lotus seeds?

Why are they bitter?

This is a lotus seed.

The core is bitter.

It tastes awful when you bite it.

It’s like what you’d feel when you’re upset or down.

There are some tastes that you’d love to try.

But you just can’t have it, even when it’s right in front of you.

That’s what you call

desire.

Si Feng taught me about different tastes.

He said bitterness

means unhappiness.

But he’s been through so much bitterness for me.

When I find him, I won’t let him go through that anymore.

Let’s go.

I have to find Si Feng.

Enjoy your food.

We stayed in this inn before.

Here’s your food!

- Excuse me. - Coming!

Do you still have empty rooms?

It’s you.

You know me?

Of course I do.

Weren’t you the heroine who captured the Quru Bird?

Then, do you still remember this man?

Back then, he’s always wearing a mask.

Him?

I remember him quite well.

Have you seen him?

Well, I haven’t.

But I remember that for some unknown reasons,

he’d wake our chef up in the middle of the night

to learn how to cook.

He said there’s a fussy eater that he has to please no matter what.

I’ve never seen someone so clever.

Even our chef is impressed by the dishes he can prepare.

This way, please.

Here we are.

Excuse me, can your chef prepare food that’s better than Si Feng’s?

Yes.

Get him to prepare us some food.

Our chef is not here.

Are you turning me down because I look poor?

No, no.

- Bring me to him. - Yes, sir.

Xuan Ji.

I made this for you.

Si Feng.

Stinky woman.

What are you thinking?

I didn’t expect that

the yard in Qingmu Town

has been burned to ashes.

Even the tree with wind chimes is no longer there.

That holds special memories for me and Si Feng.

Why has things become like this?

Stinky woman.

Don’t be sad.

It’s destined.

Destined?

I don’t believe in destiny.

I want to control my own life.

Forget about that.

Stinky woman.

What’s our next destination?

I’ve reminisced about everything between Si Feng and I.

All that came to my mind is what he did for me.

But I was so cruel to him.

I even stabbed him.

He must have been so hurt.

Flying Snake.

Si Feng is so nice,

but why am I so awful?

Oh, right.

Where does Liu Yi Huan live?

Doesn’t he have a celestial eye?

I’m sure he can find Si Feng.

Brother Liu.

The east wind thaws the winter.

The east wind thaws the winter.

The insects come back to life.

The fish swim to the water’s edge.

The otters hunt for fish.

The otters hunt for fish.

The geese fly here.

The son of Heaven lives in the left chamber of Qingyang.

Old Fogey, I told you not to put your head on the window.

It’s scary.

You little wench.

Is that how you speak to your dad after taking etiquette lessons?

So, what did you score for your test today?

DISTINCTION

- I want a pinwheel. - Sure!

- Make that two. - Of course.

You deserve it, my dear.

Wait, I thought you’ve always barely passed your tests.

Why a distinction today?

That’s simple.

All I had to do was to cast a spell,

and I copied the answer scheme onto my test paper.

- You... - You made a promise, no regrets!

You naughty brat, stand right there!

This is Qingyang City.

Brother Liu stays here.

Si Feng has always been close with him.

Maybe he even came to visit him.

Let’s search.

Brother Liu!

Can anyone stay in a stinky place like this?

Si Feng is a fussy guy, and this old bird is the exact opposite.

He’s not here.

Are you looking for someone?

She touched me?

Are you looking for Deity Liu?

Ma’am, do you know where Brother Liu is?

He must be visiting his daughter at the academy again.

Wait here, they’ll be back soon.

Very well.

These stupid toys sure cost a fortune.

I’ll make them myself next time.

- Brother Liu. - Sister Xuan Ji.

Yu’Er, let’s go out for lunch!

Brother Liu.

What are you doing here?

We have nothing to entertain you.

Sister Xuan Ji, forget about that old guy.

Come on, let’s go in!

What? I know you’re a glutton.

Sister Xuan Ji, take a seat.

Let me get you some tea.

Yu’Er has regained her demon form.

Seeing you two here sure dampens my mood.

We’re doing really fine now.

Anyway, don’t ask me where Little Phoenix is.

I don’t know.

Brother Liu, I know I was wrong.

Just reprimand me.

I’ve been trying to find Si Feng so I can apologize.

Why should I reprimand you?

Does it matter as to who’s right or wrong?

Little Phoenix has been through hell for you.

You should let him live the rest of his days in peace.

That would be a great help.

The rest of his days?

What do you mean?

Wu Zhi Qi said he ate a Heartless Pill.

Didn’t he take it?

Did his curse act up again?

He ate it.

That’s why he’s already forgotten you.

He doesn’t remember you.

Stop looking for him.

You know Little Phoenix.

He looks easygoing at first glance, but he’s obstinate inside.

To him, it’s all or nothing.

Now, he has chosen to leave.

He’s not changing his mind anymore.

Brother Liu.

I really know I was wrong.

I’m angry at myself too.

Before I met Si Feng,

I never knew what it means to be loved by someone.

It was Si Feng who made me feel.

No matter what happened to me, he was always behind me,

protecting and guarding me.

He treated me gently.

I took everything for granted.

But I really didn’t know he’s suffered so much for me.

I only know now that I’ve hurt him deeply.

That’s why I must find him.

I want to tell him that I know how to love now.

Brother Liu, please help me.

This time,

I want to start all over again with him.

It’s my turn to protect him, please?

Stop wasting your breath on me.

I’m a stubborn guy myself.

What’s with you, you old fogey?

Even you could give yourself the chance to be a good father.

Why can’t you give Xuan Ji a chance to find Si Feng?

Besides, you need the doer to undo what she has done.

Perhaps Little Phoenix is waiting for Xuan Ji to resolve his troubles.

Brother Liu.

You know that

my past nine lives with Si Feng all ended in tragedy.

I don’t want history to repeat itself this time.

I want to change.

I want a happy ending this time.

I know you care for Si Feng.

Trust me, I won’t hurt him this time.

Even if he doesn’t fall in love with me again,

I’ll stay by his side just like how you are with Yu’Er.

I’ll protect him forever.

That’s enough, Old Fogey.

Stop hiding.

You always sigh when you mention Si Feng anyway.

Who knows, things might turn better if Sister Xuan Ji approaches him.

Just tell her.

Stupid wench, why are you supporting an outsider?

Forget it, there’s no point in letting you know.

I really don’t know where Little Phoenix is.

You should try searching in the south.

Target places filled with energy.

Maybe you can find him there.

Thank you, Brother Liu.

I will bring him back.

Let’s go, Flying Snake.

I wanted to pass this position to Elder Luo.

Brother Liu, why did you stop me?

If I didn’t stop you,

I’d have to see you bang your head on the wall,

put a Loveless Curse on yourself and pretend to be the Star of Mosha

until you’re half-dead.

Now, I even have to see you pass all your duties to someone

and find a place to die alone.

Isn’t that what you’re thinking, Little Phoenix?

The power of the divine weapons is raging within me.

I don’t know how long I can last.

So, you’re worried that you might succumb to the divine weapons’ power,

and the power would render you into pieces.

Even when you die, the divine weapons may fall into the wrong hands

and cause the soul of Star of Mosha to be released.

By then, Xuan Ji will become Asura zombie herself.

That’s why you have to stay away from Xuan Ji

even when you die, right?

Don’t worry, Brother Liu.

I’ve never thought about

giving up on myself and die.

Wu Zhi Qi told me that

there’s the Glacial Pool

that can suppress the power of the divine weapons.

I’m planning to stay there.

Really?

So, you and Xuan Ji...

I’m tired.

I have been too obsessed.

I thought we could end well,

but the answer has already been written in history.

Not having an ending is an ending in itself.

You’re completely discouraged.

Are you letting go for good?

Perhaps I should have known

that these matters

can never be forced.