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The thing about me and Bob,
and pretty much all of us, was...
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we hated rednecks
more than anything else, period.
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Because rednecks for us
were America incarnate.
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And America? Huh.
Well, fuck America!
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So, hey,
what do you wanna do now?
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Let's score. I gotta get some pelt
tonight or my balls are gonna drop off.
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I hear that.
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Come on, cowboy!
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Come on!
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What can I say? We weren't much more
than a couple of young punks.
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Good morning, Bob.
Rise and shine.
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It's a beautiful fucking day.
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All right.
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Two more hours.
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But that's it.
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To be an anarchist in Salt Lake City
was certainly no easy task...
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especially in 1985.
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And having no money, no job...
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no plans for the future...
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the true anarchist position was,
in itself, a strenuous job.
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And our tribe was small.
I mean, at the center was me, Stevo...
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and Bob, my roommate...
Heroin Bob.
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Oh, Bob didn't really do heroin.
In fact, he hated needles.
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Bob's irrational fear of needles...
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was in contrast to everything
you'd think about the guy.
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I mean, to look at him, you'd think
he was a madman, which he was.
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But he was also one
of the most uptight guys I've ever met.
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He didn't do anything
about the cut on his hand... nothing.
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I mean, absolutely nothing.
He just wrapped it up...
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in a dirty old T-shirt,
and he left it like that for weeks.
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Is he gonna be okay?
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Oh, yeah. He'll be fine.
I'm sure. Thank you, though.
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Hi, how are we doing?
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Okay. Can I take a look at that?
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Okay. All right.
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Oh, what the heck did we do here?
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I think that wound's
the most infected thing I've ever seen.
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I hate doctors, man.
I hate 'em.
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Well, you're lucky those boys
brought you here.
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Okay? Because without me
you'd be dead.
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Patty, we need
a gram of amoxicillin.
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That's a nasty cut you've got there.
How did you manage that?
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I fell off my bike.
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Oh, sweetheart, I'm sorry.
Does it still hurt?
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- That's a nice kid.
- Yeah, sad, really.
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- How's that?
- Kids.
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There's not much future
for 'em, hmm?
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We all die, Stevo.
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That's true.
Very true, Mike.
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No, no! No, I'm fine! I'm fine!
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Get that fucking needle
away from me, man!
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No, I don't do needles!
Get off me! Get off!
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Goddamn it! No! No!
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You pack of murderers! No!
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No needles!
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Help me! Help me!
No, no, please!
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So Heroin Bob was named as such
'cause he was afraid of needles.
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But not just needles.
The guy was afraid of drugs too.
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We couldn't even get him
to take a damn aspirin.
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He drank, and he smoked cigarettes
but that's it. He'd say...
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You know that shit you guys do?
You're fucking yourselves up, man.
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Fucking acid. Acid.
It never leaves your body.
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It's in your fuckin'
spinal cord forever.
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Let me tell you something
about the nature of chemicals, man.
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You know that dude Napoleon?
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He was banished to an island
when the French got sick of him.
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That's right. He supposedly died
of stomach problems, right?
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Wrong. He was actually poisoned
over a long period of time.
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Murdered by arsenic,
a preservative.
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- And you know how?
- No idea.
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- His hair.
- His hair?
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His fuckin' hair.
It was arsenic.
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You could tell how long
he was being poisoned...
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by following the traces
of poison up his hair.
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Dude, dude, dude, if you do
enough hits of it, you're dead.
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- It really makes you think, doesn't it?
- Think what?
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That chemistry's the wrong
fucking major for a guy like you.
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- It's the wrong major, Bob.
- You should lay off the acid anyways!
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- You heard about Sean, right?
- No, what happened to Sean?
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You know he was selling acid, right?
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No, man. I told you $25, man.
$25. It's inflation.
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Shit's getting expensive, man.
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- Thanks, man.
- No problem.
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- Nice spikes.
- Nice fuckin' suit.
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Let me ask you something, Sean.
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What the fuck
did you become a punk for?
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Hey, man. Come on. The kid wants
to be a punk, let him be a punk.
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You see, Russ.
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Mods are pussies, man.
That shit's fuckin' dead.
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If we catch you out tonight,
we're kickin' your ass.
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- Come on. He's all right.
- Kickin' my ass? Kick my ass?
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- Come on. Let's go.
- Get on your bikes and ride away.
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- Hey, fuck you!
- No, thanks, sweetheart. All right.
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Your mom's driving us
to soccer practice?
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- 4:00.
- You guys enjoy.
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So Sean puts all this acid
in his pocket, and the school cop...
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- Where was this?
- Southeast High, man.
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So he takes off running...
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and he's running through
the track field...
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and the sprinklers are on.
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So the water
soaks through his pants...
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and melts the acid
which went through his pants...
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onto the skin on his leg.
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So you know,
over a hundred hits of acid...
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dissolved into Sean's leg.
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Fried him.
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So I went to see him
a week later.
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It had just snowed,
and he was sitting outside in the cold.
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What are you doin' outside, man?
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Are you him?
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- Yeah, I'm him.
- Jesus!
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Have I sinned,
or am I going to heaven?
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You're fryin', man.
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- How much acid did you take?
- Wait. You're not Jesus.
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- You're Bob.
- I'm Bob! How goes it?
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- How are you doing that?
- Doin' what?
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Walkin' on water. If I get off this
chair, I'll drown. Wanna know why?
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- 'Cause I can't swim.
- Oh, I get it.
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So, Sean,
do you see land anywhere?
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Just water.
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- Say, Bob?
- Yeah.
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You are Jesus.
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That's right. I am.
Why do you ask?
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Satan is in the house.
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He killed my mom...
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and turned her into a bull.
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Oh, I didn't hear you come in!
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- What? What?
- Come here.
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I gotta kill her!
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Okay! Hold still!
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Put your hands in the air
and slowly turn around.
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- I'm saved! I'm saved!
- Put your hands up!
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Yeah, sure, Sean.
You're saved.
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I said put your hands in the air.
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Chemicals, man.
They'll fuck you up.
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I always wondered what happened
to that crazy little shit.
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It's a crazy fucked-up world...
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and we're all just barely
floatin' along...
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waitin' for somebody
that can walk on water.
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Bob was like that...
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a real asshole when it came
to reading into things.
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He liked to wrap things up into neat
little packages that implied the world.
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See, Sean was fucked up.
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Not the world.
The world was just confused.
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And not the world, really.
Just the people in it.
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Bob was confused.
And more, Bob was paranoid as fuck.
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That's right.
Bob was in quarantine.
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The doctor said that Bob's infection
was so bad...
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that it had become a lethal virus.
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And so he was under quarantine
for some weeks.
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It was the beginning of the fall
and the rest of our lives.
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We both graduated college
and were taking summer classes...
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a major feat, since our aim in college
was to be as destructive as possible.
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Our mission, after leaving high school
as two aspiring young punks...
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I think the only two punks
in Salt Lake City at the time...
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was to go to university
and bring down the system.
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Why? Well, for obvious reasons.
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Anarchy... the only system of government
that seemed to make any sense to us.
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And the irony was we had made it
through. I did well, even.
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My father was hell-bent on getting me to
go to Harvard Law School, like he did.
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My father tried to get me to go
right after I graduated high school.
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Thank you for giving us
an hour of your time.
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Your mother and I found this
to be rather important.
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You finished high school.
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Thank God.
And now it's your time to do good.
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This rebellion thing
you're going through, I understand it.
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Not completely,
but I respect it.
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Now you should think about
what is right for you.
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I mean, be free, darling, always.
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Yeah. Be practical, Steve.
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You got a chance to go to Harvard.
You've got me as an alumnus.
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- That can't hurt.
- But only if it makes you happy.
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Look, if you want to rebel there,
you can do it. I went to Woodstock.
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Me and the guys had a lot of fun.
We did our thing there.
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We got behind some causes, though.
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We fought for some
very strong causes.
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We ended, collectively,
we ended that goddamn war in 'Nam...
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so that guys like you
could be free.
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There's all these possibilities
for you, Steven. Carry the torch now.
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Okay? I can see by looking at you
that you're ready.
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- I'm proud that you're an individual.
- Very proud.
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So proud.
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One thing.
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This may not be easy to hear,
but the hair.
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Maybe tone it down a bit.
The whole thing that you're doing.
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In my day, it was long hair,
beatniks, paisley.
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You know. That stuff.
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Not like that kind of thing.
This whole thing you're doing...
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this statement about
the American Indian...
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I'm baffled.
And not just me.
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A regular guy in the street's
gonna be baffled too.
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And we're hip, we're cool.
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It's just those guys on the east coast
are never gonna get it.
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They're not gonna get this
in New York.
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- Darling, we sound like our parents.
- Yeah.
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- It's difficult, dear.
- We just want to support you.
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A hundred percent. Take the ball
and run with it. Make a difference.
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But always with love.
Remember that, Steven.
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- Always with love.
- Oh, time out.
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I just want to ask real quick,
if I can.
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You believe in rebellion,
freedom and love, right?
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- Absolutely. Yes.
- Rebellion, freedom, love.
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You two are divorced,
so love failed.
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Two: Mom, you're a New Ager, clinging to
any kind of scrap of eastern religion...
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that may justify
why the above said love failed.
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Three: Dad, you're a slick,
corporate, preppy-ass lawyer.
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I don't really have to say
anything else about you, do I?
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Four: You moved
from New York City...
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the Mecca and hub of the cultural world,
to Utah... nowhere...
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to change nothing...
more to perpetuate...
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this cycle of money, greed,
fascism and triviality.
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Your movement of, by and for the people
got you nothing.
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You just hide behind some lost sense
of drugs, sex, rock and roll.
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Ooh, Kumbaya.
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I am the future.
I am the future of this great nation...
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which you, Father,
so arrogantly saved this world for.
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Look. I have my own agenda.
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Harvard, out.
University of Utah, in.
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I'm going to get a 4.0 in damage.
I love you guys.
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Don't get me wrong.
It's all about this.
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But for the first time
in my life, I'm 18...
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and I can say, "Fuck you!"
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Steven, I didn't sell out, son.
I bought in.
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Keep that in mind.
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That kid is gonna make
one hell of a lawyer, huh?
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Yeah, he takes after his father.
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He's a son of a bitch.
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Fuck you, dear.
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And now, four years later,
I was a college graduate.
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We did what we could to fuck things up,
but the system is strong...
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and they were many
and we were still few.
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But this fall
was gonna be the fall, all right.
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Bob and the rest of us had made an oath
to do absolutely nothing.
234
00:16:04,568 --> 00:16:08,131
We were gonna waste our educated minds.
We had no other way of fighting.
235
00:16:08,208 --> 00:16:10,473
As I said,
there just weren't enough of us.
236
00:16:22,503 --> 00:16:25,404
Sure, there was a lot more punks
than there was four years earlier...
237
00:16:25,475 --> 00:16:27,034
but there was also as many posers.
238
00:16:27,112 --> 00:16:31,983
Posers were people that looked like
punks, but they did it for fashion.
239
00:16:32,053 --> 00:16:35,549
And they were fools.
They'd say, "Anarchy in the U.K."
240
00:16:35,628 --> 00:16:39,829
You see? Posers.
"Anarchy in the U.K."
241
00:16:39,903 --> 00:16:41,392
What the fuck's that?
242
00:16:41,472 --> 00:16:43,839
What good is that to those of us
in Utah, America?
243
00:16:43,911 --> 00:16:47,179
It was a Sex Pistols thing, right? They
were from England. They were British.
244
00:16:47,251 --> 00:16:50,779
That's what they did. They were allowed
to go on about anarchy in the U.K.
245
00:16:50,856 --> 00:16:53,656
You don't live your life by lyrics.
246
00:16:53,730 --> 00:16:55,823
I mean, that's all you ever heard
from these trendy fucks.
247
00:16:55,900 --> 00:16:59,702
Like, "Did you hear the new
Smiths album? It's fuckin' terrif. "
248
00:16:59,522 --> 00:17:03,155
Kids walking around Utah saying "terrif"
with a stupid old English twang.
249
00:17:03,231 --> 00:17:06,065
See what I mean? What the fuck's up
with the England bullshit?
250
00:17:06,137 --> 00:17:08,164
You know Jag? He's a fag.
251
00:17:08,241 --> 00:17:11,541
I knew a girl who'd only have sex
with a guy if he had a fucking accent.
252
00:17:11,613 --> 00:17:13,549
Can you think of anything
more ludicrous?
253
00:17:13,618 --> 00:17:15,553
So every asshole
in Salt Lake City...
254
00:17:15,622 --> 00:17:18,252
and let me tell you, plenty of assholes
in this general region...
255
00:17:18,327 --> 00:17:20,320
that wanted to do some of this,
would get her drunk...
256
00:17:20,398 --> 00:17:22,425
and put on some kind
of stupid accent...
257
00:17:22,502 --> 00:17:26,234
like, "Hey, mistress,
do you fancy a shag?"
258
00:17:26,308 --> 00:17:28,244
And there she would...
fucking knees in the sky.
259
00:17:28,312 --> 00:17:31,146
It was sad. It made me really sad.
Poor girl had no self-respect.
260
00:17:31,218 --> 00:17:36,091
To me, England was nothing more
than a big American state...
261
00:17:36,161 --> 00:17:39,098
like North Dakota or Canada.
262
00:17:39,168 --> 00:17:43,402
You gotta look at me and say, "Hey,
why are you so mad?" And I'll tell you.
263
00:17:43,478 --> 00:17:46,470
'Cause for all the fawning that
went over the English bands in S.L. C...
264
00:17:46,547 --> 00:17:49,313
those fuckin' English chaps
could only say shit about us Americans.
265
00:17:49,388 --> 00:17:51,324
All we were to them
was a bunch of hicks.
266
00:17:51,392 --> 00:17:53,861
Well, you know what?
I'm not a fuckin' hick!
267
00:17:53,929 --> 00:17:56,366
I don't wear cowboy boots.
I hate the fuckin' rodeo.
268
00:17:56,436 --> 00:17:58,371
Horses smell like shit to me...
269
00:17:58,439 --> 00:18:00,374
and I don't fuck anyone
in my own bloodline.
270
00:18:00,443 --> 00:18:03,710
By definition, I'm not a redneck,
and I ain't a fuckin' hick.
271
00:18:03,782 --> 00:18:06,150
Oh, the sun never sets
on the British empire.
272
00:18:06,220 --> 00:18:09,123
Well, the sun never sets
on my asshole!
273
00:18:09,193 --> 00:18:12,563
Another thing that pissed me off,
talking about who started punk rock.
274
00:18:12,634 --> 00:18:15,126
Was it Sex Pistols in England?
275
00:18:15,204 --> 00:18:18,199
Was it the Ramones
and the Velvet Underground in New York?
276
00:18:18,278 --> 00:18:20,713
Is it the Ramones?
Is it the Sex Pistols?
277
00:18:20,782 --> 00:18:24,220
Who cares who started it?
It's music.
278
00:18:24,290 --> 00:18:26,589
I don't know who started it,
and I don't give a fuck.
279
00:18:26,660 --> 00:18:29,723
The one thing I do know
is that we did it harder...
280
00:18:29,800 --> 00:18:35,436
goddamn it, we did it faster, and we
definitely did it with more love, baby!
281
00:18:35,511 --> 00:18:37,446
You can't take that away from us.
282
00:18:37,515 --> 00:18:39,450
Exhibit A.
283
00:18:41,423 --> 00:18:43,585
It's my only exhibit,
really, but, you know what?
284
00:18:43,660 --> 00:18:45,595
I think it's pretty fuckin' good.
285
00:18:46,967 --> 00:18:48,059
Fuck off and die.
286
00:18:48,137 --> 00:18:51,438
One of these days it's got to go
One of these days I'm comin' out slow
287
00:18:51,510 --> 00:18:54,778
One of these days we'll all be bored
One of these days I'm comin' out strong
288
00:18:54,849 --> 00:18:58,251
One of these days it's got to go
One of these days I'm comin' out strong
289
00:18:58,322 --> 00:19:00,257
One of these days, yeah
290
00:19:17,382 --> 00:19:19,543
If you were a fuckin' man,
you'd fuck me here!
291
00:19:19,621 --> 00:19:22,683
I said if you were a fuckin' man,
you'd fuck me here, right here, now!
292
00:19:34,783 --> 00:19:36,216
Fuckers.
293
00:19:39,825 --> 00:19:41,919
Hey, wasn't she with you?
294
00:19:41,996 --> 00:19:44,558
- Who?
- Um, Sandy.
295
00:19:45,971 --> 00:19:47,234
Last week, dude.
296
00:19:47,307 --> 00:19:51,406
We hung out, but nobody's anybody's.
Anyway, I got my eye on Trish.
297
00:19:51,482 --> 00:19:53,713
Hey, where is Trish?
I have to talk to her.
298
00:19:53,788 --> 00:19:55,982
She's setting up for the after party
for the band.
299
00:19:56,057 --> 00:19:58,288
Hey, isn't Trish,
like, 30-somethin'?
300
00:19:58,362 --> 00:20:00,626
Yeah, dude.
She's fuckin' smart as hell too.
301
00:20:00,699 --> 00:20:02,964
I can listen to her talk for,
like, hours.
302
00:20:03,037 --> 00:20:06,031
Yeah. That's good for you
'cause all she ever does is talk.
303
00:20:13,891 --> 00:20:16,623
I see Stevo
is getting along tonight.
304
00:20:17,866 --> 00:20:19,299
I gotta do somethin'.
305
00:20:40,911 --> 00:20:43,347
So, Mark,
how are you doin', old man?
306
00:20:44,419 --> 00:20:46,945
Fuck!
307
00:20:47,022 --> 00:20:48,513
I'm not old, motherfucker.
308
00:20:48,593 --> 00:20:52,258
Oh, no. I just... You know, I mean,
you're older than anyone else here.
309
00:20:52,332 --> 00:20:54,666
It depends on how you look at it.
310
00:20:54,738 --> 00:20:56,832
I'm young in my heart...
311
00:20:56,910 --> 00:20:59,880
younger than any of these sad souls
over there.
312
00:21:03,188 --> 00:21:05,750
You know, Bob...
he's always looking for pain.
313
00:21:05,827 --> 00:21:08,125
That's why I don't understand
you Americans.
314
00:21:08,198 --> 00:21:09,859
You're always looking for pain.
315
00:21:09,934 --> 00:21:13,270
Yeah, well, you know what?
It pains me to hear you say that, Mark.
316
00:21:13,340 --> 00:21:15,366
It really does.
317
00:21:31,376 --> 00:21:33,036
Hold these.
318
00:21:33,111 --> 00:21:35,013
More pain you're looking for?
319
00:21:35,084 --> 00:21:37,019
No, I have to go take care
of something.
320
00:21:54,555 --> 00:21:56,181
- Hey, that's Bob!
- What?
321
00:21:57,861 --> 00:22:00,559
Yeah, Bob!
322
00:23:02,955 --> 00:23:06,756
The police. What an untidy group
of little fascists.
323
00:23:06,828 --> 00:23:09,093
What do you expect
in a town of God?
324
00:23:09,166 --> 00:23:13,105
Mormons run the state, and that
is the state of things, I'm afraid.
325
00:23:19,585 --> 00:23:21,019
Listen, poser.
326
00:23:21,090 --> 00:23:23,024
Let me just explain this to you.
327
00:23:23,093 --> 00:23:25,325
It was my instinct to react that way
because you punched my friend.
328
00:23:25,398 --> 00:23:28,961
I'm the bouncer for the band.
It's my job.
329
00:23:29,038 --> 00:23:30,974
Yes, but this is a punk show.
330
00:23:31,042 --> 00:23:33,204
And mayhem and punk shows...
It's like peas and carrots.
331
00:23:33,280 --> 00:23:36,738
It's common for a guy to jump on stage,
and then he jumps right off again.
332
00:23:36,819 --> 00:23:39,416
Look. I'm really sorry
about the beating...
333
00:23:39,493 --> 00:23:41,428
and I hope the rest of your stay
in America is more pleasant.
334
00:23:42,886 --> 00:23:45,449
- You're under arrest, son.
- For selling pot?
335
00:23:45,527 --> 00:23:47,757
- It's harmless, you know.
- No, the pot's fine.
336
00:23:47,830 --> 00:23:50,927
However, this shirt happens to be
illegal in several states.
337
00:23:51,003 --> 00:23:54,600
I see.
It should be a torn shirt, huh?
338
00:23:54,676 --> 00:23:58,136
With a picture of Ronald Reagan on it,
maybe with a bullet hole in his head?
339
00:24:00,188 --> 00:24:03,353
- That would be more punk?
- Yeah. You're a good man, Mark.
340
00:24:03,426 --> 00:24:05,795
We need more men like you
in America.
341
00:24:05,867 --> 00:24:07,803
I rest easier
now that you say this.
342
00:24:08,704 --> 00:24:10,137
- Eddie.
- Bobby.
343
00:24:10,208 --> 00:24:12,336
- Hey. Fuck you, man.
- Hey.
344
00:24:12,413 --> 00:24:14,349
- Hey, you're that singer dude.
- Hey.
345
00:24:14,417 --> 00:24:18,584
- So, what did you think? Good show?
- I'll never play this town again, mate.
346
00:24:18,660 --> 00:24:21,095
It's too tame for you British types?
347
00:24:21,163 --> 00:24:23,862
- No, it's too bleedin' violent.
- Thank you.
348
00:24:23,937 --> 00:24:26,499
Come with me.
I've got something to show you.
349
00:24:31,652 --> 00:24:33,813
So here's this band.
350
00:24:33,889 --> 00:24:37,453
E.C.P., Extreme Corporal Punishment.
351
00:24:37,530 --> 00:24:40,558
One of the toughest,
most hard-core bands in the U.K.
352
00:24:40,636 --> 00:24:44,598
Good band as well. They come to Salt
Lake City. They think it's too tough.
353
00:24:44,677 --> 00:24:49,050
An 18-year-old punk beat the shit out of
their bouncer. I rest my case on this.
354
00:24:49,120 --> 00:24:52,057
In a country of lost souls...
355
00:24:52,126 --> 00:24:54,062
rebellion comes hard...
356
00:24:54,131 --> 00:24:57,033
but in a religiously oppressive city...
357
00:24:57,103 --> 00:25:01,042
which half its population
isn't even of that religion...
358
00:25:01,112 --> 00:25:03,776
it comes like fire.
359
00:25:12,969 --> 00:25:14,629
You're here to visit?
360
00:25:14,705 --> 00:25:18,270
Yes. I think we're all excited
to see how he's doing.
361
00:25:18,346 --> 00:25:20,838
Have you seen The Exorcist?
362
00:25:20,917 --> 00:25:23,148
- Yeah.
- Did you like it?
363
00:25:24,224 --> 00:25:26,750
Yeah. Is this dangerous?
364
00:25:26,830 --> 00:25:28,765
Not clinically.
365
00:25:30,703 --> 00:25:33,001
What does that mean?
366
00:25:37,784 --> 00:25:39,946
- Jesus!
- Hey, Bob.
367
00:25:40,021 --> 00:25:41,888
Are you alive?
368
00:25:41,960 --> 00:25:45,125
I want a cigarette, man.
369
00:25:45,199 --> 00:25:46,632
I want to get out of here.
370
00:25:46,702 --> 00:25:48,397
Listen, buddy.
We've got good news.
371
00:25:48,472 --> 00:25:50,737
They say today's gonna be
your last day.
372
00:25:50,810 --> 00:25:52,540
- Today?
- Today.
373
00:25:52,614 --> 00:25:56,986
Thank God!
These doctors can kiss my ass!
374
00:25:57,056 --> 00:25:59,321
Knock it off, tough guy,
or I'll give you another shot.
375
00:25:59,395 --> 00:26:01,728
That woman fucking hates me, man.
376
00:26:01,798 --> 00:26:03,323
What's with the tape?
377
00:26:03,403 --> 00:26:06,374
Don't tell me you're going poser on me,
you big loser.
378
00:26:06,291 --> 00:26:10,732
No, dude. I'm going crazy, man.
How long have I been in here?
379
00:26:10,800 --> 00:26:13,361
- Three weeks.
- Oh, my God!
380
00:26:13,437 --> 00:26:16,466
- Anyone come visit you?
- No, no. Just you. Just you guys.
381
00:26:16,544 --> 00:26:20,415
You did. I've been quarantined, man.
They named a disease after me.
382
00:26:20,486 --> 00:26:23,424
- You are a disease.
- Uh, what about your father, Bob?
383
00:26:23,492 --> 00:26:27,397
- What about my father?
- I just thought... He didn't...
384
00:26:27,466 --> 00:26:32,339
Oh, no. He didn't come.
He's drunk, you know.
385
00:26:32,411 --> 00:26:34,470
But I'm free, huh? I'm free.
386
00:26:37,821 --> 00:26:39,654
You know, I loved the guy.
387
00:26:39,725 --> 00:26:42,286
Now the fall of hate
could really get started.
388
00:26:42,364 --> 00:26:45,199
The first order of business,
we threw a party at our apartment.
389
00:26:45,270 --> 00:26:48,264
This is, like, the first party
of the fall, right?
390
00:26:48,343 --> 00:26:50,813
The whole tribe's here.
Everyone's in the house.
391
00:26:50,881 --> 00:26:52,314
Let me make introductions.
392
00:26:52,384 --> 00:26:54,479
You remember Bob, of course. He's...
393
00:26:54,557 --> 00:26:56,493
Hey, stop fuckin' with that stereo!
394
00:26:56,561 --> 00:26:59,497
He's also one of the hosts.
It's his fucking stereo.
395
00:26:59,566 --> 00:27:02,834
And this... Oh, my God.
This is Trish.
396
00:27:02,906 --> 00:27:05,101
She's, like, a Bohemian queen.
397
00:27:05,177 --> 00:27:08,741
She is the goddess of the scene.
Everybody really wants her.
398
00:27:08,818 --> 00:27:10,582
Hey, come on.
Let's keep going.
399
00:27:10,655 --> 00:27:14,287
Now stay close
'cause I don't know everyone here.
400
00:27:14,363 --> 00:27:16,355
There's a lot of posers.
401
00:27:16,433 --> 00:27:20,134
Oh, this kid, though.
This kid, he's not a fuckin' poser.
402
00:27:20,208 --> 00:27:23,373
He's not a poser.
He looks like a total nerd, right?
403
00:27:23,448 --> 00:27:25,941
This guy looks like a geek,
but his name's Mike.
404
00:27:26,019 --> 00:27:28,353
He's one of the most hard-core guys
in the scene.
405
00:27:28,426 --> 00:27:30,828
Well, watch what happens.
Stay where you are. I'll be right back.
406
00:27:30,897 --> 00:27:32,923
This is great.
It's my favorite part.
407
00:27:38,846 --> 00:27:42,684
You see what I mean?
Punk rock!
408
00:27:42,755 --> 00:27:45,122
It's punk rock!
409
00:27:45,192 --> 00:27:47,992
The party's in full swing.
Let's continue.
410
00:27:50,403 --> 00:27:53,466
Hey, Mark, how's it rollin'?
411
00:27:53,542 --> 00:27:55,478
Rolling fine.
412
00:27:56,583 --> 00:27:59,487
- Here. It's on me.
- For me?
413
00:27:59,556 --> 00:28:02,686
But be careful.
That stuff can make you stupid.
414
00:28:02,761 --> 00:28:04,788
Fuck you!
415
00:28:04,867 --> 00:28:07,530
More stupid than you already are.
416
00:28:07,604 --> 00:28:12,045
Hey, this is Mark.
Now, Mark is not a punk rocker.
417
00:28:12,114 --> 00:28:14,607
Why, he's nothing, really.
He's not even a peer.
418
00:28:14,686 --> 00:28:16,622
But everybody knew him,
and all the tribes love him...
419
00:28:16,690 --> 00:28:19,023
because he always had pot and acid.
420
00:28:18,709 --> 00:28:22,741
What this crazy foreign fuck was doing
behind this Iron Curtain, I had no idea.
421
00:28:22,819 --> 00:28:24,845
I don't think anyone in Utah
really knew...
422
00:28:24,923 --> 00:28:29,193
but we did know that he was rich,
loaded with killer bud...
423
00:28:29,266 --> 00:28:32,261
and completely out
of his fuckin' mind.
424
00:28:32,339 --> 00:28:36,438
Now, Mark was rich, but not because
he was a pusher, which he really wasn't.
425
00:28:36,514 --> 00:28:38,175
He was independently wealthy.
426
00:28:38,251 --> 00:28:42,055
His whole family died in a plane crash
over in Europe when he was five.
427
00:28:42,126 --> 00:28:45,496
The thing was,
he liked to buy stuff and show it off.
428
00:28:45,567 --> 00:28:48,937
His bank account bulged
from the insurance off the crash.
429
00:28:49,007 --> 00:28:51,604
So you'd have to sit through
some bullshit if you wanted to score...
430
00:28:51,681 --> 00:28:54,082
because the one thing about Mark,
he loved company.
431
00:28:54,151 --> 00:28:58,786
This looks like a silver record,
but it's not a silver record.
432
00:28:58,864 --> 00:29:00,922
It's a laser disc.
433
00:29:01,000 --> 00:29:02,970
This one is a water bed.
434
00:29:03,037 --> 00:29:06,874
But it's not a normal water bed,
because a normal one goes like this.
435
00:29:06,946 --> 00:29:11,478
Lots of waves. Funny thing is,
this one doesn't have any waves.
436
00:29:12,691 --> 00:29:17,098
Well, why didn't you just buy
a normal mattress...
437
00:29:17,168 --> 00:29:19,104
that doesn't have waves?
438
00:29:20,644 --> 00:29:22,737
This one doesn't have waves.
439
00:29:22,812 --> 00:29:26,810
See, it also comes in silver, but
I bought black because it looks cooler.
440
00:29:26,889 --> 00:29:28,948
- Yeah, but...
- This is the masterpiece.
441
00:29:29,027 --> 00:29:31,861
It has one, two, three,
four, five, six, seven...
442
00:29:31,934 --> 00:29:34,495
Seven settings
for optimum comfort...
443
00:29:34,571 --> 00:29:37,304
all of which
I will gladly show you now.
444
00:29:37,378 --> 00:29:39,279
It has this projector in the back.
445
00:29:39,349 --> 00:29:42,320
Five thousand bucks. I mean,
you can buy a fucking car for that.
446
00:29:42,388 --> 00:29:44,792
This thing here
has a little platinum thing.
447
00:29:44,861 --> 00:29:46,327
There's a movie on there.
448
00:29:46,397 --> 00:29:49,961
And so it never,
never ever gets dirty.
449
00:29:50,037 --> 00:29:53,306
I never buy records. I only buy CDs
'cause they sound much better.
450
00:29:53,379 --> 00:29:56,213
- That's great.
- Hey, there's more.
451
00:29:56,285 --> 00:29:57,946
- A lot more?
- Much more!
452
00:29:59,125 --> 00:29:59,887
Wake up.
453
00:29:59,960 --> 00:30:02,897
It was a character flaw, sure,
but we all have those.
454
00:30:02,966 --> 00:30:05,527
This part didn't concern me.
The main problem with Mark...
455
00:30:05,604 --> 00:30:08,805
was that he was intimidating,
and he had a tendency to snap.
456
00:30:08,879 --> 00:30:10,815
He was always afraid
of getting ripped off...
457
00:30:10,883 --> 00:30:13,513
yet at the same time, he ripped things
off without shame or guilt.
458
00:30:13,589 --> 00:30:15,422
Chaos in man, although hopeful...
459
00:30:15,493 --> 00:30:19,126
could also be, you know,
a little tiresome.
460
00:30:19,201 --> 00:30:22,229
I had two bags of grass
in this kitchen.
461
00:30:22,307 --> 00:30:24,710
They are always trying to stiff me,
you know?
462
00:30:24,780 --> 00:30:26,839
- Who is?
- Who?
463
00:30:26,917 --> 00:30:30,549
Who? Everybody.
464
00:30:30,625 --> 00:30:33,222
You know I give to everybody, Stevo.
You know that.
465
00:30:33,156 --> 00:30:36,617
And they just go ahead
and try to take whatever they want.
466
00:30:38,266 --> 00:30:40,202
It makes me want to kill...
467
00:30:41,975 --> 00:30:44,674
which I've done in the past,
believe me.
468
00:30:44,748 --> 00:30:46,718
I'm not saying
it makes me a man or anything.
469
00:30:46,786 --> 00:30:50,054
I'm just passing on the information.
470
00:30:50,126 --> 00:30:52,220
When did you kill?
471
00:30:52,298 --> 00:30:54,529
In Miami I shot two men.
472
00:30:54,602 --> 00:30:57,232
Why do you think I'm here?
'Cause I love this place?
473
00:30:57,308 --> 00:30:59,243
Salt Lake Shitty?
474
00:31:00,550 --> 00:31:04,546
They tried to rob me,
so I shot them in the head.
475
00:31:06,328 --> 00:31:10,234
You have to put at least one bullet
in the head just to make sure.
476
00:31:12,808 --> 00:31:15,074
Get out of here.
Come on.
477
00:31:15,147 --> 00:31:17,947
You didn't kill anybody.
Fuck you.
478
00:31:18,021 --> 00:31:20,081
You don't believe me, huh?
479
00:31:22,196 --> 00:31:23,629
Well...
480
00:31:25,969 --> 00:31:28,030
- Hey.
- With this.
481
00:31:28,108 --> 00:31:30,077
You want to be a cowboy,
I show you cowboy.
482
00:31:30,146 --> 00:31:32,481
Come on. Just put that thing away.
I hate those things.
483
00:31:32,553 --> 00:31:35,990
Put it away.
I get the joke. Now put it away.
484
00:31:36,059 --> 00:31:38,998
When I was a kid,
my family died in a crash.
485
00:31:42,339 --> 00:31:44,467
- I know.
- You know?
486
00:31:47,250 --> 00:31:50,415
My mother told us to buckle up because
things were going to get bumpy...
487
00:31:50,490 --> 00:31:52,016
so I did.
488
00:31:52,095 --> 00:31:54,030
I looked at her, and she smiled.
489
00:31:54,099 --> 00:31:57,800
And then like this, boom,
the plane was going down.
490
00:31:57,873 --> 00:32:02,006
My dad was next to the pilot,
and he told us not to worry.
491
00:32:02,082 --> 00:32:06,420
But, hey, even at five I knew we had
trouble because the pilot was crying.
492
00:32:07,594 --> 00:32:11,557
So I looked at my sister. She was like,
"Oh, man. We're getting close. "
493
00:32:11,636 --> 00:32:15,838
So I looked at my mom again,
and she smiled at me again...
494
00:32:15,913 --> 00:32:18,108
and so this time I smiled.
495
00:32:18,184 --> 00:32:20,346
And then we hit the ground...
496
00:32:20,421 --> 00:32:23,153
and something
came through that plane...
497
00:32:23,228 --> 00:32:25,630
and cut my mother's head off.
498
00:32:25,700 --> 00:32:30,802
So now this head
was flying straight at me...
499
00:32:30,878 --> 00:32:33,713
and she never took her eyes
off of me.
500
00:32:33,785 --> 00:32:36,084
That's when I passed out.
501
00:32:36,156 --> 00:32:41,064
And when I woke up,
my family was all around me in pieces.
502
00:32:41,135 --> 00:32:44,072
I saw my mother's arm,
my sister's leg...
503
00:32:44,141 --> 00:32:46,702
my brother's head...
504
00:32:46,779 --> 00:32:48,840
but I couldn't find my father.
505
00:32:48,917 --> 00:32:50,853
I wanted to, though...
506
00:32:50,921 --> 00:32:53,859
'cause I was going to kick
his fuckin' dead body.
507
00:32:55,732 --> 00:32:57,667
'Cause he lied.
508
00:32:58,713 --> 00:33:01,948
You know what
I'm trying to tell you, Stevo?
509
00:33:02,021 --> 00:33:06,427
It's so easy,
so easy to get it taken away from you.
510
00:33:06,496 --> 00:33:09,991
And they try...
every chance they get, they try.
511
00:33:16,084 --> 00:33:18,020
It's bad.
512
00:33:19,526 --> 00:33:21,461
I mean, it's really bad.
513
00:33:24,303 --> 00:33:26,238
Do you trust Bob?
514
00:33:28,145 --> 00:33:31,209
Bob? Yeah.
515
00:33:36,998 --> 00:33:39,629
I think he might
have taken my stuff.
516
00:33:42,811 --> 00:33:45,110
Well, he's asleep.
517
00:33:45,183 --> 00:33:47,277
What about when we were upstairs?
518
00:33:47,354 --> 00:33:49,290
He could have taken it then.
519
00:33:50,628 --> 00:33:53,030
Right. Well, I don't think so.
520
00:33:53,100 --> 00:33:55,295
I mean, it's not like Bob.
He's not a thief.
521
00:33:55,370 --> 00:33:58,571
How do you know? You know what?
I think we should ask him.
522
00:33:58,645 --> 00:34:00,581
No. Hey, Mark. Wait.
523
00:34:00,650 --> 00:34:02,984
Hey, Mark. Come on.
Just chill out, man.
524
00:34:03,054 --> 00:34:05,251
- Oh, Jesus. Hey, wake up.
- Hey, you!
525
00:34:05,327 --> 00:34:07,661
Get up. You have my shit!
526
00:34:07,732 --> 00:34:10,430
Put that shit away
before I kick your ass, man.
527
00:34:11,908 --> 00:34:13,602
Are you all right?
528
00:34:13,678 --> 00:34:16,047
Get off my back!
I don't want to hurt you!
529
00:34:16,116 --> 00:34:18,177
Come here!
530
00:34:18,256 --> 00:34:20,191
- What? What?
- Come on. Empty your pockets.
531
00:34:20,259 --> 00:34:24,097
- This is fucking uncool, Mark!
- We'll see about cool in a minute.
532
00:34:24,168 --> 00:34:27,196
All right. See,
he doesn't have anything. I told you.
533
00:34:27,274 --> 00:34:30,712
- Shut up! Man!
- That's it, dude.
534
00:34:40,972 --> 00:34:42,404
I'm sorry.
535
00:34:44,513 --> 00:34:48,008
- You're sorry?
- Yeah, I just thought you had my shit.
536
00:34:48,086 --> 00:34:49,519
Well, fuck you, man!
537
00:34:49,590 --> 00:34:52,084
Hey, don't say that, fuck you.
I said I'm sorry.
538
00:34:52,162 --> 00:34:54,427
- No, fuck you!
- I said sorry!
539
00:34:54,501 --> 00:34:57,132
- Come on, Bob. You're like my brother.
- No. Get away.
540
00:34:57,207 --> 00:35:00,144
- All right. I'm not mad. Yeah.
- You're my friend, huh?
541
00:35:00,212 --> 00:35:02,912
- Give me a kiss.
- All right.
542
00:35:02,987 --> 00:35:04,922
Here you go.
543
00:35:04,989 --> 00:35:07,325
Hey, did I scare you?
544
00:35:07,396 --> 00:35:09,332
It didn't scare me.
545
00:35:09,401 --> 00:35:11,735
It was a joke, you know.
546
00:35:11,806 --> 00:35:13,900
- That's funny.
- Yeah. Okay.
547
00:35:13,977 --> 00:35:16,539
- Good one, buddy.
- Okay.
548
00:35:16,614 --> 00:35:19,484
- You shot the couch.
- You know what? I buy a new one.
549
00:35:19,556 --> 00:35:24,898
- Oh, there you go.
- I say we go out and steal a car, huh?
550
00:35:24,967 --> 00:35:27,061
- All right.
- Okay? Let's go.
551
00:35:27,139 --> 00:35:29,610
Punk rock. Maybe you should
just leave the gun, though.
552
00:35:29,754 --> 00:35:34,092
So Mark and Bob made up
'cause that's just how Mark was.
553
00:35:34,163 --> 00:35:36,827
What could you do?
Later he stole a car.
554
00:35:36,902 --> 00:35:40,899
Not that he needed a car.
He already had, like, three cars.
555
00:35:40,978 --> 00:35:42,914
But I guess fun is fun.
556
00:35:42,982 --> 00:35:45,613
We drove around for a while,
got stoned... me and Mark.
557
00:35:45,689 --> 00:35:47,453
Bob just drank beers.
558
00:35:47,525 --> 00:35:51,829
We talked and listened to Mark's
nonsense theories about everything.
559
00:35:51,902 --> 00:35:55,672
You know what the funny thing is
about Ronald Reagan?
560
00:35:55,743 --> 00:36:00,275
Actually, it's not that funny because
the poor guy has only one testicle left.
561
00:36:00,353 --> 00:36:02,984
- No shit.
- It's true. I saw a picture once.
562
00:36:04,229 --> 00:36:07,429
- Fuck, dude!
- That explains a lot.
563
00:36:07,502 --> 00:36:08,935
Ronnie.
564
00:36:10,509 --> 00:36:14,881
The world has no way to clean itself.
That's why there is so much dust.
565
00:36:14,951 --> 00:36:20,191
There is this underground road,
and it leads from Texas to D.C.
566
00:36:20,263 --> 00:36:24,670
You know what?
They smuggle UFOs through there.
567
00:36:24,739 --> 00:36:26,674
It's a bad thing.
568
00:36:26,744 --> 00:36:29,215
Unidentified flying objects?
569
00:36:29,283 --> 00:36:32,949
Did you know
that dolphins are man-evolved?
570
00:36:33,023 --> 00:36:34,994
Did you know that?
571
00:36:35,063 --> 00:36:37,862
I saw once a half-dolphin,
half-man in Greece.
572
00:36:37,935 --> 00:36:41,841
And as the night closed,
Mark decided to dump the stolen car.
573
00:36:41,911 --> 00:36:43,937
You know, evidence.
574
00:36:47,022 --> 00:36:48,455
Sink.
575
00:36:53,368 --> 00:36:56,098
Sink, you fool!
576
00:36:56,173 --> 00:36:57,972
Hey, why won't she sink?
577
00:36:58,046 --> 00:37:01,415
Well, it's 'cause
it's the Great Salt Lake.
578
00:37:01,485 --> 00:37:04,617
- And?
- Yeah, dude. There's salt in it.
579
00:37:04,694 --> 00:37:06,788
It's, like,
the saltiest lake in the world.
580
00:37:06,866 --> 00:37:10,806
- It makes things buoyant, you know?
- Buoyant. It floats.
581
00:37:10,874 --> 00:37:12,810
You've gotta be kidding me.
582
00:37:15,415 --> 00:37:16,850
Sink, you fool!
583
00:37:16,921 --> 00:37:20,985
You fuckin' stupid
bastard lake! Sink!
584
00:37:23,268 --> 00:37:26,170
- What are you trying to do to me?
- All right. Okay. No, no, no.
585
00:37:26,240 --> 00:37:29,338
- That's okay. Let's go home.
- Guys!
586
00:37:29,414 --> 00:37:31,712
I'm not done with you!
587
00:37:34,559 --> 00:37:37,997
But when all was said and done,
Mark was an okay guy...
588
00:37:38,066 --> 00:37:41,164
and an evening with him
was proof of anarchy.
589
00:37:42,576 --> 00:37:46,208
So we accepted him,
and he came to our parties.
590
00:37:46,283 --> 00:37:49,346
Hey, I'll catch you later,
all right?
591
00:37:49,424 --> 00:37:51,417
Not if I see you first.
592
00:37:51,494 --> 00:37:54,363
- I know what you're talking about.
- Excuse me. Can I get through?
593
00:37:54,435 --> 00:37:57,498
- Hey, Jen!
- Oh, I love your house.
594
00:37:57,098 --> 00:37:59,397
Thank you.
Hey, lookit, Jennifer. Lookit.
595
00:37:59,470 --> 00:38:02,306
This is Jennifer.
She's 17. She looks a lot older.
596
00:38:02,377 --> 00:38:05,006
She looks older 'cause this lifestyle
really hardens you.
597
00:38:05,081 --> 00:38:07,519
It takes the piss out of you.
And she's got this brother...
598
00:38:07,589 --> 00:38:10,789
Easy over there!
She's got this brother named Chris.
599
00:38:10,862 --> 00:38:13,697
He's this death rock punk guy,
and he's, like...
600
00:38:13,770 --> 00:38:17,173
I don't know why I'm telling you
about him 'cause you'll meet him later.
601
00:38:17,244 --> 00:38:20,877
Now this girl...
absolutely beautiful, sweet as pie...
602
00:38:20,953 --> 00:38:23,948
is the greatest child
God ever put on this earth...
603
00:38:24,027 --> 00:38:27,296
but you do not wanna mess with her
when she hasn't had her medication...
604
00:38:27,368 --> 00:38:28,961
in a dark, deserted alley.
605
00:38:29,039 --> 00:38:31,703
She will, I repeat,
she will rip your head off.
606
00:38:31,777 --> 00:38:33,837
This girl is a carnivore.
607
00:38:33,915 --> 00:38:37,617
Look. Carnivore.
Be careful.
608
00:38:37,693 --> 00:38:40,163
Who else can I introduce you to?
609
00:38:40,231 --> 00:38:42,760
- Unbelievable!
- Oh, yeah, baby.
610
00:38:45,442 --> 00:38:48,779
This is Sandy. Oh, my God, Sandy.
I like Sandy.
611
00:38:48,851 --> 00:38:52,290
Now, Sandy has nothing to do
with anarchy in general.
612
00:38:52,360 --> 00:38:55,561
She's just a beautiful,
wonderful, funny, witty...
613
00:38:55,634 --> 00:38:59,368
loving, sexy, tough-as-nails,
a little weird girl...
614
00:38:59,442 --> 00:39:01,469
and I absolutely adore her.
615
00:39:01,547 --> 00:39:03,380
I like Sandy a lot.
616
00:39:03,451 --> 00:39:06,390
This is John the mod.
Now, mods aren't punks.
617
00:39:06,458 --> 00:39:09,223
We get in a lot of spats with mods,
actually, but he's okay.
618
00:39:09,299 --> 00:39:13,501
He's one of those kind of guys
goes in between the tribes freely.
619
00:39:13,576 --> 00:39:15,704
Like a diplomat.
620
00:39:15,781 --> 00:39:19,846
- Gandhi!
- He always brings gifts.
621
00:39:19,922 --> 00:39:23,383
- Where'd you get the beer?
- Wyoming. Where else?
622
00:39:23,464 --> 00:39:26,959
This actually needs some explanation.
Beers in supermarkets in Utah is weak.
623
00:39:27,038 --> 00:39:29,670
Three points instead of
the normal six points of alcohol.
624
00:39:29,746 --> 00:39:32,342
It's the religious influence,
and it's a pain in the ass.
625
00:39:32,418 --> 00:39:35,150
To me, it makes no sense. If you've got
alcohol, you've got alcohol.
626
00:39:35,224 --> 00:39:37,161
So why three instead of six?
627
00:39:37,230 --> 00:39:40,293
You know a drunk's just gonna drink
twice as many beers to get drunk.
628
00:39:40,370 --> 00:39:42,306
So not only do you have a drunk
on your hands...
629
00:39:42,376 --> 00:39:44,846
but you got a drunk
who's fat and gross.
630
00:39:44,913 --> 00:39:48,374
There's nothing worse. So if you want
real beer, you have two choices:
631
00:39:48,455 --> 00:39:49,888
A, the state-run liquor store.
632
00:39:49,959 --> 00:39:52,396
You see,
you can buy regular beer here.
633
00:39:52,465 --> 00:39:54,730
There are all of three stores
in Salt Lake City to buy it.
634
00:39:54,803 --> 00:39:57,330
And their hours suck. Oppression.
635
00:39:57,410 --> 00:40:01,908
Also, these were the only places to buy
any alcohol outside of private clubs.
636
00:40:02,218 --> 00:40:05,157
Who can afford those,
except for guys like my dad?
637
00:40:05,226 --> 00:40:07,695
Don't. Quit it. Stop.
Knock it off. Come on. Don't do that.
638
00:40:07,764 --> 00:40:10,965
So what do they call you?
Do you have a nickname?
639
00:40:11,039 --> 00:40:13,738
- Ah, they do. Yeah.
- TLM?
640
00:40:13,811 --> 00:40:17,079
- The long man?
- Third leg material?
641
00:40:17,152 --> 00:40:19,622
You could get whiskey, gin, wine.
642
00:40:19,690 --> 00:40:22,288
Here's where they kept it.
And here's the worst part.
643
00:40:22,364 --> 00:40:23,627
IDs, boys.
644
00:40:25,235 --> 00:40:28,538
See, this teller
is not just a teller.
645
00:40:28,611 --> 00:40:30,910
He's a cop. This guy right there,
he's a fucking cop.
646
00:40:30,983 --> 00:40:34,855
So we buy a beer, and this guy's
callin' a squad car to follow us home.
647
00:40:34,926 --> 00:40:38,695
'Cause one look at us, and he knows,
"Gosh, those guys are gonna be trouble. "
648
00:40:39,770 --> 00:40:42,239
Now, Bob and I may not be innocent...
649
00:40:42,307 --> 00:40:45,610
but we are usually
pretty law-abiding, usually.
650
00:40:45,682 --> 00:40:48,882
On this occasion,
we had done absolutely nothing wrong.
651
00:40:48,957 --> 00:40:51,929
We looked suspicious, yes,
but in all the years of pre-law...
652
00:40:51,997 --> 00:40:54,227
I uncovered a lot of contradictions
in the system...
653
00:40:54,301 --> 00:40:57,536
but I had found nothing
that told me looking suspicious...
654
00:40:57,610 --> 00:40:59,043
was a crime in and of itself.
655
00:40:59,112 --> 00:41:01,582
Come on.
Just give me a shot.
656
00:41:01,651 --> 00:41:04,680
- Okay?
- There you go! Come on.
657
00:41:15,415 --> 00:41:19,378
But this was not about the law.
This was about rednecks.
658
00:41:19,458 --> 00:41:21,394
So the battle continued.
Who's to blame 'em?
659
00:41:21,463 --> 00:41:23,831
The cops were rednecks,
our mortal enemies...
660
00:41:23,901 --> 00:41:26,395
worse than mods, rockers or posers.
661
00:41:26,475 --> 00:41:28,534
So we took our beatings when we could.
662
00:41:28,612 --> 00:41:32,143
But in this complex world of fascism
that was Utah state policy...
663
00:41:32,221 --> 00:41:35,159
we had only one choice
if we wanted real beer.
664
00:41:35,227 --> 00:41:37,163
Choice B, Wyoming.
665
00:41:48,157 --> 00:41:50,251
The state line
was one hour and one half...
666
00:41:50,327 --> 00:41:52,262
a short ride to Evingston, Wyoming...
667
00:41:52,331 --> 00:41:54,268
where you could get booze
like a free man...
668
00:41:54,336 --> 00:41:57,332
like boozers used to go to Canada
for the poison during Prohibition.
669
00:41:57,410 --> 00:42:00,006
So we rode that morning
before the party with Eddie.
670
00:42:00,082 --> 00:42:03,078
Eddie wasn't an anarchist.
He wasn't really even a punk.
671
00:42:03,156 --> 00:42:05,091
Eddie was into women.
672
00:42:05,996 --> 00:42:08,761
But not in a macho, jerky kind of way.
He was a true romantic.
673
00:42:08,835 --> 00:42:13,173
He had his ass beat several times
for being gay, which he was not.
674
00:42:13,245 --> 00:42:15,682
Imagine.
Fag-bashed without the benefits.
675
00:42:15,751 --> 00:42:18,883
I couldn't give a shit what the rednecks
in this town think about me.
676
00:42:18,959 --> 00:42:23,559
I know I'm not gay. Ladies know I'm not.
I have no problem with gay guys.
677
00:42:23,636 --> 00:42:27,096
As a matter of fact, they are
some of the coolest guys I know.
678
00:42:27,177 --> 00:42:29,271
The only reason
half these guys start shit...
679
00:42:29,349 --> 00:42:31,581
it's not because they wanna fight me.
680
00:42:31,654 --> 00:42:33,646
It's 'cause they wanna fuck me.
681
00:42:33,725 --> 00:42:34,885
I don't know, man.
682
00:42:34,374 --> 00:42:37,710
If somebody called me somethin'
that I wasn't, I could see getting mad.
683
00:42:37,782 --> 00:42:40,950
The problem with somebody
giving you shit about being gay...
684
00:42:41,024 --> 00:42:44,794
it's not that they're wrong about you,
it's that they're giving you shit.
685
00:42:44,866 --> 00:42:47,736
- Get it?
- So do you like this music, man?
686
00:42:47,808 --> 00:42:49,800
Yeah. It rocks.
687
00:42:49,878 --> 00:42:53,445
- I think it's for posers.
- Well, I think you're a fag.
688
00:42:53,521 --> 00:42:56,584
- Fuck you.
- Fuck yourself. You'll get more pussy.
689
00:42:59,135 --> 00:43:02,266
If looking the way we did in Utah
was unusual...
690
00:43:02,342 --> 00:43:05,281
in Wyoming, affectionately
called the Cowboy State...
691
00:43:05,350 --> 00:43:08,618
we were fucking aliens.
692
00:43:40,635 --> 00:43:43,071
What the hell are you?
693
00:43:44,679 --> 00:43:47,981
We come from the east
in search of the Messiah.
694
00:43:48,053 --> 00:43:49,818
We followed that big star.
695
00:43:49,891 --> 00:43:52,557
Yeah, we bring gold
and frankincense.
696
00:43:52,632 --> 00:43:54,568
- Myrrh.
- Myrrh.
697
00:43:54,636 --> 00:43:57,700
- You do what?
- Followed the star.
698
00:43:58,614 --> 00:44:02,678
Oh, my God. Who let you boys
out of the state institute?
699
00:44:02,755 --> 00:44:05,021
We'd better get you boys
back in the hospital.
700
00:44:05,094 --> 00:44:06,528
No. It's all right, man.
701
00:44:06,598 --> 00:44:10,438
We're from England.
702
00:44:10,507 --> 00:44:12,477
- England?
- Yeah.
703
00:44:12,545 --> 00:44:17,215
That's right. That's probably why
we seem so weird to you, man.
704
00:44:17,290 --> 00:44:19,318
England, huh?
705
00:44:20,399 --> 00:44:22,733
Well, that explains it, I guess.
706
00:44:22,803 --> 00:44:28,406
You boys enjoying your stay here
in the good ol' U.S. Of A.?
707
00:44:28,484 --> 00:44:30,420
Sure thing.
It's a great land.
708
00:44:30,489 --> 00:44:33,690
- What the hell is that?
- It's all right, Mother.
709
00:44:33,762 --> 00:44:35,823
They're from England.
710
00:44:35,902 --> 00:44:38,772
Oh, that figures, don't it?
711
00:44:38,843 --> 00:44:41,609
What the hell did they do
to your hair?
712
00:44:41,683 --> 00:44:44,315
My God,
you look like a gol-durned Indian!
713
00:44:44,390 --> 00:44:47,624
It was a medical experiment,
but he's gonna be okay.
714
00:44:47,698 --> 00:44:50,169
You poor boy.
715
00:44:50,238 --> 00:44:52,674
That's how come
there's so many floods and earthquakes.
716
00:44:52,743 --> 00:44:54,714
There is a curse on the land.
717
00:44:54,781 --> 00:44:56,809
- The end is at hand.
- That's so true.
718
00:44:56,887 --> 00:45:01,660
Excuse me, ma'am, but there have been
floods and earthquakes...
719
00:45:01,732 --> 00:45:03,759
since the beginning of time, dude.
720
00:45:03,837 --> 00:45:07,868
That is so, but never have so many
of Satan's followers...
721
00:45:07,946 --> 00:45:10,281
been amassed on the Earth
as there are now.
722
00:45:10,352 --> 00:45:12,323
And the Scripture states clearly...
723
00:45:12,391 --> 00:45:14,884
that Satan's followers
will be in the majority...
724
00:45:14,963 --> 00:45:17,833
and then God
will raise His head...
725
00:45:17,514 --> 00:45:19,746
and fire will spew
from His snout...
726
00:45:19,820 --> 00:45:22,485
and vengeance will burn
in His eyes.
727
00:45:22,561 --> 00:45:26,092
You have not seen such fury
like the wrath of God.
728
00:45:26,170 --> 00:45:29,838
So you guys have lots
of devil worshipers around these parts?
729
00:45:29,912 --> 00:45:31,848
Oh, more than ever.
They bear the mark.
730
00:45:31,917 --> 00:45:34,549
- Amen.
- Well, what about World War II?
731
00:45:34,623 --> 00:45:38,689
The Nazis were as good as Satan's army,
and the world didn't end then.
732
00:45:38,768 --> 00:45:41,104
Yeah, dude.
What about the Nazis?
733
00:45:41,175 --> 00:45:44,409
I don't see Nazis
as devil worshipers.
734
00:45:44,483 --> 00:45:45,882
Oh, you don't?
735
00:45:45,953 --> 00:45:49,051
I see 'em more like
a gathering of people.
736
00:45:49,127 --> 00:45:51,622
What? What did...
737
00:45:51,701 --> 00:45:54,902
What's this about a mark?
You guys said something about a mark.
738
00:45:54,975 --> 00:45:56,637
666.
739
00:45:56,713 --> 00:45:58,684
The mark will be on all of them.
740
00:45:58,752 --> 00:46:02,591
- The mark. Father!
- Oh, my God!
741
00:46:02,662 --> 00:46:04,656
- I fear you, Father!
- Oh, my God!
742
00:46:04,734 --> 00:46:07,297
- My padre!
- Oh, my God!
743
00:46:11,618 --> 00:46:12,951
Oh, shit!
744
00:46:13,022 --> 00:46:15,459
- Go, go, go!
- Told you those boys were trouble.
745
00:46:15,528 --> 00:46:17,999
Oh, shit!
746
00:46:26,923 --> 00:46:29,826
The Wyoming folk...
Well, they were okay, I guess.
747
00:46:29,898 --> 00:46:31,891
Just confused like the rest of us.
748
00:46:31,970 --> 00:46:36,310
But Nazis always pissed us off.
There were a few Nazi punks in town.
749
00:46:36,382 --> 00:46:40,985
I don't know what these guys wanted.
They had the shaved heads and arm bands.
750
00:46:41,061 --> 00:46:43,326
Rebellion is one thing.
That I understood.
751
00:46:43,399 --> 00:46:45,562
But there are some things
that are just sacred.
752
00:46:45,639 --> 00:46:49,010
Not to mention that anarchy,
a systemless society that I wanted...
753
00:46:49,079 --> 00:46:53,455
no government, no rules... that was
the complete opposite of Nazi fascism.
754
00:46:53,525 --> 00:46:56,520
So we kicked the shit out of these kids
every chance we could.
755
00:46:58,905 --> 00:47:00,841
And that was that.
756
00:47:02,950 --> 00:47:05,078
Hi, my name's Eddie.
757
00:47:07,260 --> 00:47:09,664
You exist in a world of dreams, Bob.
758
00:47:09,734 --> 00:47:13,367
You know, I was just sitting over there
in that chair in the corner.
759
00:47:13,442 --> 00:47:15,743
I didn't really feel the particular urge
to talk to anybody...
760
00:47:15,816 --> 00:47:17,409
and then I saw you
walk in the room.
761
00:47:17,486 --> 00:47:19,514
You are like a treasure.
762
00:47:19,592 --> 00:47:21,529
I have found a treasure.
763
00:47:21,597 --> 00:47:26,005
Something came over me... this urge
to come over here and talk to you.
764
00:47:26,075 --> 00:47:28,741
I am Aladdin,
and this is my lamp.
765
00:47:28,843 --> 00:47:31,440
I wished for you,
and here you are.
766
00:47:32,853 --> 00:47:35,015
You're like a poet, dude.
767
00:47:35,091 --> 00:47:37,858
No, it's you who are the poet.
768
00:47:37,932 --> 00:47:41,132
Your face is like Ginsberg...
769
00:47:41,207 --> 00:47:43,576
or Wilde or even Hawthorne.
770
00:47:43,648 --> 00:47:47,144
Great fucking party! Fuck, yeah!
771
00:47:47,223 --> 00:47:50,093
What are you?
772
00:47:50,163 --> 00:47:53,534
I'm an ant
staring up at a human being.
773
00:47:53,605 --> 00:47:57,546
I wait with great intensity
to be squashed by you.
774
00:48:00,124 --> 00:48:04,190
You want to...
Who the fuck threw that?
775
00:48:04,267 --> 00:48:06,204
Great fuckin' party!
776
00:48:25,954 --> 00:48:30,489
The fight. What does it mean,
and where does it come from? An essay.
777
00:48:30,567 --> 00:48:32,695
Homo sapiens. A man.
778
00:48:32,772 --> 00:48:34,867
He is alone in the universe.
779
00:48:34,945 --> 00:48:37,439
A punker. Still a man.
780
00:48:37,517 --> 00:48:39,454
He is alone in the universe.
781
00:48:39,522 --> 00:48:41,390
But he connects. How?
782
00:48:41,461 --> 00:48:43,590
They hit each other. Ooh!
783
00:48:43,666 --> 00:48:47,231
No clearer way to evaluate
whether or not you're alive.
784
00:48:47,308 --> 00:48:50,178
Now, complications.
785
00:48:50,250 --> 00:48:53,816
A reason to fight:
Somebody different.
786
00:48:53,892 --> 00:48:55,326
Difference creates dispute.
787
00:48:55,397 --> 00:48:58,158
Dispute is a reason to fight.
788
00:48:58,566 --> 00:49:02,591
Now, to fight is a reason to feel pain.
Life is pain.
789
00:49:02,669 --> 00:49:05,102
So to fight, with reason...
790
00:49:05,172 --> 00:49:07,467
is to be alive with reason.
791
00:49:07,540 --> 00:49:11,441
Final analysis.
To fight: A reason to live.
792
00:49:11,510 --> 00:49:14,237
Problems and contradictions:
I am an anarchist.
793
00:49:14,312 --> 00:49:17,074
I believe that there should be
no rules, only chaos.
794
00:49:17,148 --> 00:49:20,912
Fighting appears to be chaos, and when
we slam in a pit at a show, it is.
795
00:49:20,985 --> 00:49:24,543
But when we fight for a reason,
like rednecks, there is a system.
796
00:49:24,621 --> 00:49:27,646
We fight for what we stand for... chaos.
But fighting is a structure.
797
00:49:27,724 --> 00:49:30,850
Fighting is to establish power,
power is government...
798
00:49:30,926 --> 00:49:32,859
and government is not anarchy.
799
00:49:32,928 --> 00:49:35,224
Government is war,
and war is fighting.
800
00:49:35,297 --> 00:49:37,558
The circle goes like this:
Our redneck skirmishes...
801
00:49:37,631 --> 00:49:40,155
are cheaper versions
of conventional warfare.
802
00:49:40,234 --> 00:49:42,166
War implies extreme government...
803
00:49:42,235 --> 00:49:46,102
because wars are fought to
enforce rules or ideals, even freedom.
804
00:49:46,172 --> 00:49:48,138
But other people's ideals
forced on someone else...
805
00:49:48,207 --> 00:49:51,140
even if it is something like freedom,
is still a rule.
806
00:49:51,209 --> 00:49:53,198
Not anarchy.
807
00:49:53,276 --> 00:49:56,472
This contradiction was becoming
clear to me in the fall of '85.
808
00:49:56,547 --> 00:49:59,138
Even as early as my first party,
why did I love to fight?
809
00:49:58,719 --> 00:50:01,381
I framed it,
but I still don't understand it.
810
00:50:01,456 --> 00:50:05,550
It goes against my beliefs
as a true anarchist, but there it was.
811
00:50:05,626 --> 00:50:07,785
Competition, fighting, capitalism...
812
00:50:07,861 --> 00:50:09,953
government, the system.
813
00:50:10,030 --> 00:50:11,655
It's what we always did.
814
00:50:11,733 --> 00:50:14,495
Rednecks kicked the shit out of punks,
punks kicked the shit out of mods...
815
00:50:14,568 --> 00:50:17,558
mods kicked the shit out of skinheads,
skinheads took out the metal guys...
816
00:50:17,638 --> 00:50:20,105
the metal guys beat the living shit
out of new wavers...
817
00:50:20,174 --> 00:50:23,141
and the new wavers did nothing...
they were the new hippies.
818
00:50:23,210 --> 00:50:25,201
What was the point?
Final summation?
819
00:50:26,280 --> 00:50:27,710
None.
820
00:50:39,527 --> 00:50:41,925
So I'll just close up
if you guys give me a second.
821
00:50:44,598 --> 00:50:48,692
Dude, she's, like, responsible,
you know?
822
00:50:48,769 --> 00:50:50,894
She's a businesswoman.
She owns her own store.
823
00:50:50,971 --> 00:50:53,462
She's making a contribution
to society.
824
00:50:53,541 --> 00:50:56,996
Bob, she owns a head shop.
She sells bongs, Bob.
825
00:50:57,077 --> 00:51:00,842
- No, no, no. It's not what you sell.
- Blah, blah, blah.
826
00:51:00,915 --> 00:51:03,881
Why do you got to be so cynical?
Why don't you grow up?
827
00:51:06,186 --> 00:51:07,618
You bitch!
828
00:51:07,689 --> 00:51:10,622
- Hey, Mark.
- Hey. Great party last week.
829
00:51:10,692 --> 00:51:13,353
- We aim to please.
- Animals.
830
00:51:13,428 --> 00:51:14,950
I've always loved animals.
831
00:51:15,028 --> 00:51:17,119
It was a little violent
at the end.
832
00:51:17,197 --> 00:51:20,631
Violent.
Look who's talking, Mr. NRA.
833
00:51:20,701 --> 00:51:24,569
- What are you doing here?
- Actually, I came by to say I'm off.
834
00:51:24,639 --> 00:51:27,434
- Where are you going?
- I'm going to Miami.
835
00:51:27,507 --> 00:51:30,236
- What the hell is in Miami?
- Hell is in Miami.
836
00:51:30,311 --> 00:51:34,245
Don't worry. I'll be back.
You can always count on that.
837
00:51:34,314 --> 00:51:37,110
Why would you ever come back
to a place like this, man?
838
00:51:37,184 --> 00:51:41,051
It's like any other place, Bob...
people, houses, roads, cars.
839
00:51:41,121 --> 00:51:43,054
What else do you think
is out there?
840
00:51:43,123 --> 00:51:45,785
- Freedom.
- Yeah.
841
00:51:45,860 --> 00:51:48,156
Freedom.
842
00:51:48,229 --> 00:51:49,750
It's not out there.
843
00:51:49,829 --> 00:51:53,560
Freedom is another way
of saying "death. "
844
00:51:53,635 --> 00:51:55,156
Know what I mean?
845
00:51:55,234 --> 00:51:59,762
You're pretty fuckin' weird, man.
You know that?
846
00:51:59,841 --> 00:52:02,968
- I'm off.
- All right, man. See ya.
847
00:52:03,044 --> 00:52:05,135
Hey, Mark,
if you ever get lonely...
848
00:52:05,213 --> 00:52:08,111
or if you ever need someone
to talk to...
849
00:52:08,180 --> 00:52:10,340
Bob's there for you.
850
00:52:12,586 --> 00:52:15,749
- Fuck you!
- And that was the last we saw of Mark.
851
00:52:15,895 --> 00:52:18,418
Never came back from Florida,
if that was where he was going.
852
00:52:18,497 --> 00:52:19,928
Rumor flew around...
853
00:52:19,998 --> 00:52:23,592
that he had died in a plane crash like
he was supposed to all those years ago.
854
00:52:23,670 --> 00:52:26,603
Anyways, that was Salt Lake.
People came in, and they went out.
855
00:52:26,672 --> 00:52:27,763
Oh, no.
856
00:52:27,840 --> 00:52:31,501
Fuck you.
857
00:52:31,577 --> 00:52:34,807
So, Trish, are we hangin' out later?
858
00:52:34,880 --> 00:52:37,507
I'll tell you what, Bob.
You're coming with me.
859
00:52:37,583 --> 00:52:40,449
- I am?
- That's right.
860
00:52:40,520 --> 00:52:42,951
- I own you now.
- Oh, yeah. That's right.
861
00:52:43,020 --> 00:52:46,922
I forgot to tell you.
I sold myself to Trish for 36 bucks.
862
00:52:46,992 --> 00:52:50,187
Thirty-six bucks.
Wow, Trish, that's a good deal.
863
00:52:50,262 --> 00:52:53,023
Salt Lake City.
864
00:52:53,096 --> 00:52:55,724
Land of the dead sea.
865
00:52:55,800 --> 00:52:58,563
Zion, as the Mormons call it.
866
00:52:58,637 --> 00:53:00,933
It really is the holy land.
867
00:53:03,775 --> 00:53:05,708
See you, Stevo.
868
00:53:14,886 --> 00:53:16,818
You can't afford me, old man.
869
00:53:19,890 --> 00:53:22,880
- How are things going these days?
- Not so bad.
870
00:53:22,959 --> 00:53:27,155
- How are the ladies treatin' ya?
- The ladies?
871
00:53:27,230 --> 00:53:31,324
I tell you, the women in this town
are so miserable...
872
00:53:31,401 --> 00:53:33,335
I'd give anything
to get the hell out.
873
00:53:33,404 --> 00:53:36,837
You know, you gave up a good thing
in my mother, sir.
874
00:53:36,907 --> 00:53:38,430
Maybe so.
875
00:53:38,509 --> 00:53:40,441
So, good news.
876
00:53:42,245 --> 00:53:44,473
The world is coming to its end.
877
00:53:44,549 --> 00:53:47,209
- Better.
- Oh. Ow, shit!
878
00:53:47,284 --> 00:53:49,581
Better than that?
The people are revolting.
879
00:53:49,653 --> 00:53:51,084
- You...
- Yeah?
880
00:53:51,154 --> 00:53:53,087
- Have been invited...
- Uh-huh?
881
00:53:53,156 --> 00:53:55,315
To attend Harvard Law School.
882
00:53:55,393 --> 00:53:56,653
Yeah.
883
00:53:57,993 --> 00:54:02,986
Dad, you and I really gotta work
on your definition of good news.
884
00:54:03,065 --> 00:54:07,262
Steven, this is great news.
You've already gone through pre-law.
885
00:54:07,337 --> 00:54:11,396
Why not finish the process,
and in the best possible way?
886
00:54:11,474 --> 00:54:13,532
That's so funny,
because, gosh, Father...
887
00:54:13,610 --> 00:54:16,168
don't even remember applying
to Harvard Law.
888
00:54:16,245 --> 00:54:19,441
- I applied for you.
- You mean you signed my name?
889
00:54:19,515 --> 00:54:23,074
- Yeah.
- Hey, congratulations, old man!
890
00:54:23,152 --> 00:54:26,244
Hope you enjoy your second tour
of Harvard Law School.
891
00:54:27,523 --> 00:54:30,958
Steven, are you going
to walk around like this forever?
892
00:54:31,026 --> 00:54:34,424
You went to school. You got
great grades. What else is there?
893
00:54:34,496 --> 00:54:36,964
I cheated, Dad.
I cheated all through college.
894
00:54:37,033 --> 00:54:40,557
Oh, that's right.
Yeah, you cheated. But why?
895
00:54:40,635 --> 00:54:43,068
You obviously cared enough
about your grades to do well.
896
00:54:43,138 --> 00:54:46,230
I know you, Steve.
You're just like me.
897
00:54:46,307 --> 00:54:48,501
I'm like you, maybe,
but not completely.
898
00:54:48,564 --> 00:54:52,590
Then why pre-law?
Why not liberal science?
899
00:54:52,668 --> 00:54:54,827
Why go at all?
900
00:54:54,903 --> 00:54:56,870
I studied law
'cause I wanted to learn...
901
00:54:56,938 --> 00:54:59,804
how completely full of shit
your life's ambition was.
902
00:54:59,876 --> 00:55:02,239
That's crazy.
You know that.
903
00:55:02,309 --> 00:55:06,075
You know what I think it is?
I think you've become a fascist.
904
00:55:06,148 --> 00:55:08,637
- A fascist?
- You're a Nazi.
905
00:55:08,717 --> 00:55:10,842
I'm Jewish.
How can I be a Nazi?
906
00:55:10,919 --> 00:55:14,615
That's the worst. Dad, look at this.
What kind of car is this?
907
00:55:14,689 --> 00:55:16,120
This would be a Porsche.
908
00:55:16,191 --> 00:55:18,383
A Porsche that you bought
at a Volkswagen dealership.
909
00:55:18,459 --> 00:55:21,188
Volkswagen.
910
00:55:21,262 --> 00:55:23,354
Right? For the people.
Who designed it?
911
00:55:23,431 --> 00:55:26,557
Who made that possible?
Let me give you a hint. Adolf Hitler.
912
00:55:26,635 --> 00:55:28,726
- It's just a car, okay?
- Absolutely.
913
00:55:28,803 --> 00:55:30,893
I completely understand that point.
914
00:55:30,971 --> 00:55:33,599
But it's a car that was built,
designed and created...
915
00:55:33,675 --> 00:55:36,436
out of the blood and pain
of your people.
916
00:55:36,510 --> 00:55:39,104
- Let me take you to lunch.
- Okay.
917
00:55:40,649 --> 00:55:42,410
Hang on.
918
00:55:43,817 --> 00:55:47,115
My dad wasn't all bad.
He just, you know, had no clue.
919
00:55:47,187 --> 00:55:48,880
I liked to bust his balls.
920
00:55:48,956 --> 00:55:52,790
What pissed me off, though, was,
he was right about one thing.
921
00:55:52,861 --> 00:55:55,419
Why did I do so well in school?
I didn't want to.
922
00:55:55,496 --> 00:55:57,429
I mean, I tried not to give a shit.
923
00:55:57,498 --> 00:56:01,796
I knew they were just trying to mold me
into cannon fodder for their wars.
924
00:56:01,869 --> 00:56:04,768
And I knew
that meaning lie elsewhere.
925
00:56:04,837 --> 00:56:08,033
But somehow I studied,
and somehow I got the grades...
926
00:56:08,108 --> 00:56:12,168
and now, somehow, I was accepted
to a fucking Ivy League school.
927
00:56:12,246 --> 00:56:14,645
Last place on the planet
for a guy like me.
928
00:56:14,715 --> 00:56:18,113
I mean, I wouldn't go there
unless it was to set it on fire.
929
00:56:18,184 --> 00:56:22,143
Hey, what are you staring at?
Did you get a good picture?
930
00:56:22,221 --> 00:56:25,417
Now, there was this issue
of a lifelong struggle with poverty...
931
00:56:25,491 --> 00:56:28,050
which was beginning to cause
reflection to myself...
932
00:56:28,127 --> 00:56:30,923
after I had run into someone
from my past a few days earlier.
933
00:56:30,997 --> 00:56:34,624
You guys wouldn't happen to have
a dollar or a little somethin'?
934
00:56:36,102 --> 00:56:37,932
Oh, shit. Sean!
935
00:56:38,005 --> 00:56:41,494
- Yeah?
- Hey, it's me. Stevo.
936
00:56:42,408 --> 00:56:45,603
- Bob!
- No, Stevo!
937
00:56:45,677 --> 00:56:47,473
Stevo!
How you doing, man?
938
00:56:47,396 --> 00:56:50,192
There you go.
You have no idea who I am, do you?
939
00:56:50,264 --> 00:56:52,094
Remember?
High school. Mohawk.
940
00:56:52,167 --> 00:56:54,031
Yeah, you had the fuckin' mohawk.
941
00:56:54,102 --> 00:56:56,228
- Yeah. Punk!
- How are you doing?
942
00:56:56,306 --> 00:56:58,635
Good. How are you doing?
943
00:56:58,706 --> 00:57:02,369
- I heard they put you away.
- But they let me out. I'm a free man.
944
00:57:02,444 --> 00:57:05,606
Oh, hey, this is Sandy.
945
00:57:05,682 --> 00:57:07,615
Sandy, this is Sean.
Sean, this is Sandy.
946
00:57:07,684 --> 00:57:09,843
- Hi.
- Hi. Nice to meet you.
947
00:57:09,918 --> 00:57:12,680
- Likewise.
- So, what you been doing with yourself?
948
00:57:12,754 --> 00:57:14,515
Oh, man,
I'm a fucking beggar now.
949
00:57:14,590 --> 00:57:16,989
It fucking sucks.
950
00:57:17,060 --> 00:57:20,392
- Wow. You should get a job.
- I tried that.
951
00:57:20,463 --> 00:57:22,896
I fuckin' tried that. Okay?
952
00:57:31,774 --> 00:57:33,707
I gotta go.
953
00:57:35,079 --> 00:57:38,911
- Can I help you?
- Yeah. I called about the job.
954
00:57:38,983 --> 00:57:41,917
- You called?
- Yeah. I wanna sell clothes.
955
00:57:41,986 --> 00:57:43,644
Women's clothes.
956
00:57:43,720 --> 00:57:47,088
I don't know.
Have you had experience?
957
00:57:47,158 --> 00:57:49,589
- With what?
- Women's clothes.
958
00:57:50,528 --> 00:57:53,827
What the fuck would I be doing
in women's clothes?
959
00:57:53,899 --> 00:57:57,732
What do I look like, a transvestite?
I'm not no fuckin' transvestite!
960
00:57:57,802 --> 00:58:01,530
No, no, no.
I mean, have you ever worked in retail?
961
00:58:02,773 --> 00:58:05,936
You know, selling... clothes.
962
00:58:06,011 --> 00:58:09,103
If I was selling clothes already,
what would I be doing here?
963
00:58:09,179 --> 00:58:12,409
I really don't think this is the right
way to start a working relationship.
964
00:58:12,485 --> 00:58:16,511
You got a real bad attitude, lady.
In fact, I don't even want your job.
965
00:58:16,588 --> 00:58:20,420
I don't care how much you'd pay me,
'cause I got integrity.
966
00:58:20,493 --> 00:58:22,049
In-fuckin'- tegrity!
967
00:58:24,829 --> 00:58:28,059
It's, like, impossible.
It's, like, the hardest thing.
968
00:58:28,133 --> 00:58:31,100
- There's nothing out there for me.
- That's really tough.
969
00:58:31,169 --> 00:58:34,104
I'm a bum now.
That's what I do.
970
00:58:34,174 --> 00:58:35,934
- Here, man.
- Oh, hey.
971
00:58:36,642 --> 00:58:38,267
Thanks.
972
00:58:38,344 --> 00:58:40,276
- What about your parents?
- My parents?
973
00:58:40,346 --> 00:58:44,111
Oh, you mean my mom.
My mom is scared of me.
974
00:58:44,183 --> 00:58:46,377
She won't even let me in the house.
975
00:58:46,453 --> 00:58:49,942
It's not like I killed anybody
or hurt anybody, you know.
976
00:58:50,022 --> 00:58:52,285
- It's just, she's scared.
- Yeah.
977
00:58:54,494 --> 00:58:56,619
Hey, we gotta get outta here.
978
00:58:56,697 --> 00:59:00,130
I couldn't even look at the guy.
I felt a pain in my stomach.
979
00:59:00,199 --> 00:59:04,067
I didn't like it so I turned my back,
just like everybody else.
980
00:59:04,138 --> 00:59:06,297
- I'll see you guys in the rebound.
- On the rebound.
981
00:59:06,373 --> 00:59:08,669
Right.
On the rebound.
982
00:59:11,043 --> 00:59:12,977
It really fucked me up.
983
00:59:12,941 --> 00:59:15,204
Not Sean, but turning my back.
984
00:59:15,278 --> 00:59:17,676
Ignoring the truth.
985
00:59:17,747 --> 00:59:20,680
So what'd I do? I dropped acid
with Sandy in Highland Park...
986
00:59:20,750 --> 00:59:22,683
as to further ignore the truth.
987
00:59:22,752 --> 00:59:26,586
This shit is good. I got it from Trish.
Trish got it from Mark.
988
00:59:26,657 --> 00:59:29,180
That's a weird couple...
Bob and Trish.
989
00:59:29,259 --> 00:59:32,490
- Do you think they're in love?
- Don't know.
990
00:59:32,564 --> 00:59:34,620
I'll have to ask them that.
991
00:59:34,697 --> 00:59:36,960
- It's weird.
- What's that?
992
00:59:37,035 --> 00:59:39,865
The park is so dead.
993
00:59:39,937 --> 00:59:42,565
- This town is dead.
- It's what?
994
00:59:42,642 --> 00:59:47,077
It's dead.
Dead, dead, dead, dead.
995
00:59:47,145 --> 00:59:48,576
Maybe we're dead.
996
00:59:48,647 --> 00:59:50,171
Wouldn't that be nice?
997
00:59:50,250 --> 00:59:53,581
That's the canyon where the devil
worshipers go. You wanna check it out?
998
00:59:57,123 --> 00:59:58,454
Look at the colors!
999
00:59:58,524 --> 01:00:01,755
You know, before the...
You know, before the...
1000
01:00:01,829 --> 01:00:04,125
before the Mormons
settled this valley...
1001
01:00:04,197 --> 01:00:06,130
this is where
the Donner Party came through.
1002
01:00:06,199 --> 01:00:08,462
- The cannibals?
- Yeah, the cannibals. Two families.
1003
01:00:09,670 --> 01:00:12,901
The head of the one family was right.
He said, "We should go south.
1004
01:00:12,974 --> 01:00:15,064
We shouldn't go over the mountains.
1005
01:00:15,142 --> 01:00:18,077
We should go down around the Sierras
and get to California. "
1006
01:00:18,147 --> 01:00:21,946
They got in a fight, and this guy killed
one of the members of the Donner Party.
1007
01:00:22,017 --> 01:00:23,607
There was a raging battle.
1008
01:00:23,685 --> 01:00:26,710
They kicked him out. Outcast.
By himself, alone in the wilderness.
1009
01:00:26,789 --> 01:00:30,918
He did it. He went around the Sierras
to California by himself.
1010
01:00:30,994 --> 01:00:34,052
Alone in the wilderness,
to be by himself.
1011
01:00:34,129 --> 01:00:38,065
That guy came back
and saved the Donner Party's ass...
1012
01:00:38,134 --> 01:00:40,225
when they got snowed in.
1013
01:00:40,303 --> 01:00:43,500
Stevo! Come here!
1014
01:00:54,019 --> 01:00:55,814
Help me. I'm dying.
1015
01:00:56,854 --> 01:00:59,880
Feel me. Look.
I'm right here.
1016
01:00:59,958 --> 01:01:01,753
I'm right here.
Feel me.
1017
01:01:01,826 --> 01:01:03,817
Do you feel me?
That's it.
1018
01:01:03,895 --> 01:01:06,021
They just threw him out
for him to die.
1019
01:01:06,099 --> 01:01:09,624
They threw him out while they're
sitting there eating themselves...
1020
01:01:20,446 --> 01:01:22,003
I can see everything!
1021
01:01:25,519 --> 01:01:28,112
What the fuck is happening to me?
1022
01:01:28,956 --> 01:01:31,980
- No, I'm not.
- Yes, you're dying.
1023
01:01:32,059 --> 01:01:35,494
Why are you always dying?
Why is everyone dying?
1024
01:01:44,806 --> 01:01:46,898
I think the world will really end.
1025
01:01:46,976 --> 01:01:50,069
- Why do you say that?
- There's no place else for it to go.
1026
01:01:50,645 --> 01:01:53,579
You're right.
But when's it gonna end?
1027
01:01:53,649 --> 01:01:56,171
- That I can't tell you.
- No, that you must tell me.
1028
01:01:56,249 --> 01:01:57,510
I can't.
1029
01:01:57,585 --> 01:02:01,382
Come on, little cookie surprise.
Come with us!
1030
01:02:02,489 --> 01:02:04,422
- Please tell me.
- I can show you.
1031
01:02:10,696 --> 01:02:12,320
It's beautiful, right?
1032
01:02:12,396 --> 01:02:15,592
As beautiful as it can be...
1033
01:02:15,667 --> 01:02:16,827
I guess.
1034
01:02:16,902 --> 01:02:19,390
Beautiful like you.
1035
01:02:19,469 --> 01:02:22,403
- You wanna see something else beautiful?
- Sure.
1036
01:02:28,810 --> 01:02:31,038
Beauty's the end, Stevo.
1037
01:02:31,112 --> 01:02:32,339
The end.
1038
01:02:45,558 --> 01:02:48,992
The question lingered in my mind
about Bob and Trish... were they in love?
1039
01:02:49,061 --> 01:02:51,722
- So I thought I'd just ask outright.
- You guys in love?
1040
01:02:51,797 --> 01:02:53,955
- Who?
- You and Trish.
1041
01:02:54,031 --> 01:02:56,863
Oh. Uh, I don't know.
1042
01:02:56,935 --> 01:03:00,266
- I'll have to think about that.
- It's not really a thinking question.
1043
01:03:00,338 --> 01:03:02,395
Well, you know, I...
1044
01:03:02,473 --> 01:03:05,531
I worship her and all.
She's like a goddess.
1045
01:03:05,609 --> 01:03:07,542
If she died, I'd die.
1046
01:03:07,611 --> 01:03:11,044
If she told me to cut off my left arm,
I'd probably do it.
1047
01:03:11,113 --> 01:03:14,171
If she told me to lick a cop's asshole,
I'd probably do it.
1048
01:03:14,249 --> 01:03:16,477
All right, all right, I get it.
1049
01:03:16,551 --> 01:03:19,075
Yeah, I guess I love Trish.
1050
01:03:19,153 --> 01:03:22,279
It's weird, man.
I never thought I'd fall in love.
1051
01:03:22,356 --> 01:03:24,618
I was just wondering.
1052
01:03:24,691 --> 01:03:26,624
I always thought
you were a poser.
1053
01:03:26,693 --> 01:03:28,055
Why am I a poser?
1054
01:03:28,127 --> 01:03:31,220
Only posers fall in love with girls,
so you're a poser.
1055
01:03:31,297 --> 01:03:34,229
- Fine. I guess I'm a poser.
- That's what I just said.
1056
01:03:39,570 --> 01:03:41,833
I don't really think
you're a poser.
1057
01:03:41,906 --> 01:03:45,339
- I was just bustin' on you.
- I know, I know.
1058
01:03:45,409 --> 01:03:48,342
I didn't think
you thought I was.
1059
01:03:50,580 --> 01:03:53,945
Where were we going?
I mean, really, what was happening?
1060
01:03:54,016 --> 01:03:57,211
This life, it was crazy.
And I felt tired.
1061
01:03:57,286 --> 01:04:00,253
Halfway through the season,
inside I was so tired...
1062
01:04:00,322 --> 01:04:03,812
and I had this wave of melancholy...
1063
01:04:03,891 --> 01:04:07,087
just, like, sweep through me...
1064
01:04:07,162 --> 01:04:09,151
and this impending sense...
1065
01:04:09,230 --> 01:04:13,130
that my philosophies... anarchy...
was falling apart.
1066
01:04:13,199 --> 01:04:16,132
What do you do when your foundation
falls apart? I don't know.
1067
01:04:16,201 --> 01:04:18,531
They don't teach you that
in school.
1068
01:04:18,604 --> 01:04:20,934
Then there was this party
at Chris's.
1069
01:04:20,942 --> 01:04:25,400
Chris lived on the outskirts of town,
in suburbia, surrounded by Mormons.
1070
01:04:25,480 --> 01:04:28,413
His house was like a commune.
I told you about Chris earlier.
1071
01:04:28,482 --> 01:04:31,813
At that first party
he had that sister Jennifer, red hair.
1072
01:04:31,884 --> 01:04:34,545
Remember her?
Really sexy. Carnivore.
1073
01:04:37,890 --> 01:04:40,186
You remember, right?
This is Jen.
1074
01:04:40,260 --> 01:04:42,285
- Stevo, how you doing?
- Great. How you doin'?
1075
01:04:42,362 --> 01:04:45,660
Great. Great. I'm really doing...
I'm really doing well. Really.
1076
01:04:45,732 --> 01:04:49,029
- God, what are you on tonight?
- Nothing. That's exactly my point.
1077
01:04:49,101 --> 01:04:53,036
I stopped taking my medications,
and everything feels so much better.
1078
01:04:53,105 --> 01:04:57,096
Chris told me to stop taking them
'cause then I would believe in God...
1079
01:04:57,174 --> 01:04:59,106
and I would dissolve.
1080
01:04:59,176 --> 01:05:01,266
So I stopped,
'cause I'm really superstitious.
1081
01:05:01,345 --> 01:05:03,573
Everything is so much clearer
right now.
1082
01:05:03,647 --> 01:05:05,771
- Seriously. So pure.
- Right.
1083
01:05:05,848 --> 01:05:08,644
This is Jen,
looking a lot like Ophelia tonight.
1084
01:05:08,717 --> 01:05:11,912
Chris's house was like a commune.
All the regulars were there.
1085
01:05:11,987 --> 01:05:14,648
Freaky Deaky,
Bob was hanging out with Trish.
1086
01:05:14,723 --> 01:05:17,689
Then there was Mike. He was quiet
all night. Sat in the corner.
1087
01:05:17,759 --> 01:05:21,023
The whole party was weird.
This vibe was going on. Strange night.
1088
01:05:21,095 --> 01:05:24,755
Stevo, I see things clearly,
like my brother sees them.
1089
01:05:24,832 --> 01:05:27,264
- Where's your brother?
- Downstairs talking.
1090
01:05:27,335 --> 01:05:29,857
They talk all the time,
and it's so lame...
1091
01:05:29,936 --> 01:05:32,369
- I wanna go talk.
- No, no, no, no.
1092
01:05:48,420 --> 01:05:50,353
Definitely a hippie.
1093
01:05:50,422 --> 01:05:52,354
Hey. There you go.
1094
01:05:52,423 --> 01:05:55,823
I can't tell you
how good it is to see you.
1095
01:05:55,894 --> 01:05:58,325
My heart
has been so heavy, Stevo.
1096
01:06:03,434 --> 01:06:05,627
That's a mighty nice hookah.
1097
01:06:05,702 --> 01:06:08,635
I've been trying to get stoned,
but it won't happen.
1098
01:06:08,705 --> 01:06:10,636
I've been smoking
since I was born.
1099
01:06:10,705 --> 01:06:12,673
Why'd you tell Jennifer
to get off her medication?
1100
01:06:12,741 --> 01:06:16,641
She is completely out of her mind
when she's off her medication.
1101
01:06:16,711 --> 01:06:19,907
Isn't she beautiful?
Have you seen her gown?
1102
01:06:19,980 --> 01:06:22,913
That's my sister.
She's not a Lithium Barbie doll.
1103
01:06:22,983 --> 01:06:25,347
- She needs to be who she is.
- Yes.
1104
01:06:25,418 --> 01:06:27,281
And she should be.
1105
01:06:27,353 --> 01:06:29,513
- But who she is...
- Is evaporating.
1106
01:06:29,589 --> 01:06:31,680
I don't think
she knows who she is.
1107
01:06:31,758 --> 01:06:34,919
I think we're starting to talk
about pain here, Stevo.
1108
01:06:34,993 --> 01:06:36,926
A human being
must go through pain.
1109
01:06:36,995 --> 01:06:39,791
- What is Jones doing?
- Satanic bible.
1110
01:06:39,865 --> 01:06:42,297
I'm gonna prove there's no Satan.
1111
01:06:42,367 --> 01:06:43,958
He doesn't exist!
1112
01:06:44,035 --> 01:06:47,400
He's going to try to summon the beast
tonight at midnight.
1113
01:06:47,471 --> 01:06:50,233
He isn't going to come,
and when he doesn't come...
1114
01:06:50,306 --> 01:06:53,502
Jones will have proved
that science is the only truth.
1115
01:06:53,577 --> 01:06:56,508
- Have you met my other sister?
- There's a lightning storm coming.
1116
01:06:56,577 --> 01:06:59,205
I need to get a picture of it.
Hi, Stevo.
1117
01:06:59,280 --> 01:07:02,735
- That's my sister.
- Your whole family is a little strange.
1118
01:07:02,816 --> 01:07:05,410
Yes, but we are strange.
1119
01:07:05,487 --> 01:07:07,477
- Let's speak of anarchy.
- Yeah.
1120
01:07:07,555 --> 01:07:10,180
So we started our debate.
This was our custom.
1121
01:07:10,256 --> 01:07:13,088
He believed in structure,
I believed in chaos.
1122
01:07:13,160 --> 01:07:15,490
This was an ongoing fight.
He seemed to be winning.
1123
01:07:15,561 --> 01:07:17,585
Parties are like this in Salt Lake
for us punks.
1124
01:07:17,663 --> 01:07:21,392
The days would pass. There would be
a party, then a fight, then another day.
1125
01:07:21,467 --> 01:07:24,765
This was the cycle.
It was getting old, though.
1126
01:07:24,837 --> 01:07:26,826
I was feeling old.
1127
01:07:26,905 --> 01:07:29,099
Anyway, it was a weird night.
1128
01:07:34,479 --> 01:07:40,005
The school of science says the world
moves from order to disorder... chaos.
1129
01:07:40,083 --> 01:07:42,515
They're fools, Stevo.
1130
01:07:42,584 --> 01:07:46,815
You know, life goes from order
to disorder to order.
1131
01:07:46,889 --> 01:07:49,822
Atoms come together randomly
to form a structure.
1132
01:07:49,892 --> 01:07:51,825
- An infant is born...
- A child, yeah.
1133
01:07:51,894 --> 01:07:55,521
Exactly. It grows, it gets older,
it dies, it decomposes.
1134
01:07:55,597 --> 01:07:58,190
- Exactly.
- Back into chaos.
1135
01:07:58,267 --> 01:07:59,893
Exactly. Anarchy.
1136
01:07:59,968 --> 01:08:04,334
But then those atoms are reformed
into something else.
1137
01:08:04,405 --> 01:08:08,840
A blade of grass, a tree,
a flower, whatever... the cycle, man.
1138
01:08:08,909 --> 01:08:10,637
I got it.
1139
01:08:16,615 --> 01:08:18,843
The cycle, man.
1140
01:08:20,386 --> 01:08:23,443
Yeah, I get you.
The cycle.
1141
01:08:24,622 --> 01:08:25,747
The time is now!
1142
01:08:25,824 --> 01:08:28,416
I'm gonna go out
and I'm gonna prove...
1143
01:08:28,492 --> 01:08:32,120
that all your faith and all your prayers
are unfounded!
1144
01:08:32,197 --> 01:08:33,924
You comin'?
1145
01:08:33,998 --> 01:08:36,929
- Is he serious?
- He's always serious, Stevo.
1146
01:08:36,999 --> 01:08:39,433
I'm gonna go watch.
I'll see you later.
1147
01:08:40,803 --> 01:08:43,965
- I treasure these talks, Stevo.
- Not as much as I do.
1148
01:08:44,040 --> 01:08:46,972
We've got science to celebrate
and demons to dispel.
1149
01:08:47,042 --> 01:08:48,975
Off your butt, Pippy!
1150
01:08:49,045 --> 01:08:51,977
We're gonna go show that science
is the only truth!
1151
01:08:52,047 --> 01:08:54,412
- I think we're gonna cut.
- This makes me uncomfortable.
1152
01:08:54,483 --> 01:08:57,177
He shouldn't be playing
with something he doesn't know.
1153
01:08:57,091 --> 01:09:01,652
I don't blame you. I'll get a ride home
with Sandy. Have you guys seen her?
1154
01:09:01,729 --> 01:09:04,025
- I saw her in the back earlier.
- So did I.
1155
01:09:04,098 --> 01:09:06,223
All right, I'll see you later.
1156
01:09:10,904 --> 01:09:13,498
What?
1157
01:09:13,574 --> 01:09:15,472
What do you want?
1158
01:09:21,015 --> 01:09:24,414
It wasn't that I loved Sandy.
I knew that we had an understanding.
1159
01:09:24,485 --> 01:09:28,248
I discovered then that Chris was right...
all things had systems, even me.
1160
01:09:28,320 --> 01:09:31,915
I was about to beat the shit out of this
guy because he had invaded my territory.
1161
01:09:31,992 --> 01:09:35,859
It was my territory, no question
about it, just like in the wild.
1162
01:09:35,930 --> 01:09:39,590
I was following nature, nature was order
and order is the system.
1163
01:09:42,702 --> 01:09:46,068
- Shut the fuck up!
- Stop it! Stop it!
1164
01:09:48,141 --> 01:09:51,199
Get off me!
Get the fuck off me!
1165
01:09:56,115 --> 01:10:00,745
You're such a fuckin' pussy.
What the fuck did you do that for?
1166
01:10:00,820 --> 01:10:02,752
Fuck you.
1167
01:10:07,459 --> 01:10:12,019
In the name of Satan, ruler of the Earth
and king of the underworld...
1168
01:10:12,097 --> 01:10:15,896
I command the forces of darkness
to dispel their infernal...
1169
01:10:15,968 --> 01:10:18,902
Jones didn't need to prove
the devil did not exist...
1170
01:10:18,972 --> 01:10:20,904
not as a supernatural being...
1171
01:10:20,973 --> 01:10:23,998
because I had seen the devil.
1172
01:10:24,077 --> 01:10:29,706
He was in that room with Sandy. He was
me, Harvard, my mom and dad, all of us.
1173
01:10:29,782 --> 01:10:32,944
Jones was just making
all of this up anyway, so who cared?
1174
01:10:33,018 --> 01:10:36,282
"Fuck 'em," I thought.
"Fuck him, fuck this party...
1175
01:10:36,355 --> 01:10:38,445
and fuck everything.
1176
01:10:38,523 --> 01:10:41,617
Above all, fuck anarchy. "
1177
01:10:44,028 --> 01:10:46,690
I don't know,
we were, like, just kickin' it...
1178
01:10:46,765 --> 01:10:48,958
smokin' cigarettes and...
1179
01:10:49,033 --> 01:10:53,059
Trish had, like,
candy corn, dude, and...
1180
01:10:53,137 --> 01:10:57,333
We were just watching birds and shit
and I just started thinking...
1181
01:10:57,408 --> 01:11:00,272
Salt Lake
ain't that bad, you know.
1182
01:11:00,344 --> 01:11:02,504
You know what I'm sayin'?
1183
01:11:02,580 --> 01:11:04,512
I know it sucks and all...
1184
01:11:04,582 --> 01:11:08,777
but, you know,
this is, like, home, you know.
1185
01:11:08,853 --> 01:11:10,785
What the fuck
are you talking about?
1186
01:11:10,855 --> 01:11:13,913
All I'm saying is,
if you think about it...
1187
01:11:13,991 --> 01:11:16,424
no matter where you go
you gotta have a home...
1188
01:11:16,494 --> 01:11:19,426
and Salt Lake is, like,
home.
1189
01:11:24,568 --> 01:11:27,502
- This place is never gonna be my home.
- I'm just saying...
1190
01:11:27,572 --> 01:11:30,505
No, you said
what you were gonna say.
1191
01:11:32,442 --> 01:11:34,875
Get it?
Now you fuckin' listen.
1192
01:11:34,945 --> 01:11:37,343
Look at this fuckin' place.
It's a shit hole!
1193
01:11:37,413 --> 01:11:40,575
Look out there and tell me
what you see. Nothin'!
1194
01:11:40,649 --> 01:11:43,013
Nothin' piled upon
fucking nothin'.
1195
01:11:43,086 --> 01:11:46,282
It's like Jesus Christ took a shit
and it landed right here!
1196
01:11:46,356 --> 01:11:49,811
So you can be happy
all you fuckin' want. All right?
1197
01:11:49,892 --> 01:11:52,825
I used to think we were alike,
we were similar.
1198
01:11:52,883 --> 01:11:57,376
We had something together, like this.
We thought alike, we felt the same way.
1199
01:11:57,455 --> 01:11:59,445
But you...
1200
01:11:59,524 --> 01:12:01,012
Fuck you.
1201
01:12:02,125 --> 01:12:05,115
Grow up, Bobby.
Look around and grow up.
1202
01:12:06,664 --> 01:12:10,597
'Cause I swear to God, man,
I'll fuckin' write you off like that.
1203
01:12:13,604 --> 01:12:16,766
This is your home?
You know what? Fuck your home.
1204
01:12:29,585 --> 01:12:33,883
And this city was still the same. Just
look like it. There's nothing going on.
1205
01:12:33,956 --> 01:12:37,619
That's what I saw when I looked out
over the city... nothin'.
1206
01:12:37,695 --> 01:12:40,627
How the Mormon settlers
looked upon this valley...
1207
01:12:40,696 --> 01:12:43,630
and felt that it was the promised land
is beyond me.
1208
01:12:43,700 --> 01:12:45,859
Maybe it looked different
back then.
1209
01:13:03,453 --> 01:13:06,012
Look at this thing, this temple.
1210
01:13:06,089 --> 01:13:09,352
When I was 7 and we moved here,
Mom and Dad told me this was Disneyland.
1211
01:13:09,425 --> 01:13:14,383
Rightfully so. Been livin' with Mickey,
Donald and the whole crew since.
1212
01:13:14,462 --> 01:13:17,396
And now Mike, a good friend of mine,
was gettin' out.
1213
01:13:17,467 --> 01:13:19,057
What?
1214
01:13:19,136 --> 01:13:21,932
I'm leaving.
I'm going to Notre Dame.
1215
01:13:22,004 --> 01:13:25,870
- How could you do that?
- I'm 18. I gotta go to college.
1216
01:13:25,942 --> 01:13:30,071
Mike, I'm gonna miss you, man.
It's gonna suck around here without you.
1217
01:13:30,146 --> 01:13:32,738
- What's you major gonna be, dude?
- Botany.
1218
01:13:32,814 --> 01:13:35,111
- What's that?
- Plants.
1219
01:13:35,184 --> 01:13:37,207
You're gonna study plants.
1220
01:13:37,285 --> 01:13:39,377
I wanna save the rain forests.
1221
01:13:39,455 --> 01:13:41,648
Somebody's gotta fight for them.
1222
01:13:44,928 --> 01:13:46,860
Do you believe this guy?
1223
01:13:46,929 --> 01:13:49,053
He's going off to save the plants.
1224
01:13:49,129 --> 01:13:54,066
This guy was one of the most
hard-core sons of bitches I ever met...
1225
01:13:54,136 --> 01:13:57,069
and he's going off
to save the plants.
1226
01:13:59,041 --> 01:14:01,667
I remember this time
he was drunk...
1227
01:14:01,743 --> 01:14:05,543
and he got the idea in his head
that all the cars on his block...
1228
01:14:05,615 --> 01:14:07,547
would look better without windows.
1229
01:14:24,699 --> 01:14:26,790
Get down, bitch!
1230
01:14:27,602 --> 01:14:29,330
He took 'em all on.
1231
01:14:29,403 --> 01:14:30,699
They needed to call backup.
1232
01:14:30,771 --> 01:14:34,207
Finally they got him
in the back of a squad car.
1233
01:14:40,382 --> 01:14:43,748
The cops thought he was on angel dust...
"The only way you could do it. "
1234
01:14:43,818 --> 01:14:45,910
Not so.
It was just Mike.
1235
01:14:45,988 --> 01:14:49,716
He broke those goddamn handcuffs,
kicked the window out of the car, drunk.
1236
01:14:49,790 --> 01:14:51,815
That's it.
Never got caught either.
1237
01:14:51,893 --> 01:14:53,825
Story was all over the papers.
1238
01:14:53,894 --> 01:14:58,625
It took weeks for us to get him to admit
that it was him that had done it.
1239
01:14:58,700 --> 01:15:00,689
Now he's going off to hug a tree.
1240
01:15:00,768 --> 01:15:03,032
I kind of knew it was the end.
1241
01:15:03,393 --> 01:15:05,722
All that was left was Bob and me.
1242
01:15:05,794 --> 01:15:07,727
First two punks.
1243
01:15:07,796 --> 01:15:09,523
The last two punks.
1244
01:15:10,530 --> 01:15:13,794
Then again, I was getting the impression
I was all that was left.
1245
01:15:13,866 --> 01:15:15,332
Bob was in love.
1246
01:15:15,402 --> 01:15:18,766
Stevo, I want to introduce you
to a young friend of mine.
1247
01:15:18,837 --> 01:15:20,770
I think you'd like her.
1248
01:15:20,839 --> 01:15:22,771
Yeah?
Why do you think that?
1249
01:15:24,108 --> 01:15:25,972
I don't know.
1250
01:15:26,043 --> 01:15:28,032
She's smart...
1251
01:15:28,111 --> 01:15:29,598
and she's ambitious.
1252
01:15:29,678 --> 01:15:32,612
- I'm not ambitious.
- Not yet, dude.
1253
01:15:37,885 --> 01:15:40,818
I love you.
Bob loves you.
1254
01:15:43,323 --> 01:15:45,754
- What's the matter?
- Nothing.
1255
01:15:45,824 --> 01:15:48,121
Nothing's the matter.
I'm right as rain.
1256
01:15:48,194 --> 01:15:50,490
Why are you always depressed
all the time?
1257
01:15:50,562 --> 01:15:52,494
I'm not depressed.
1258
01:15:54,832 --> 01:15:56,922
I think Sandy really got you.
1259
01:15:58,034 --> 01:15:59,464
No.
1260
01:16:00,669 --> 01:16:03,101
You know, dude,
it's no big deal.
1261
01:16:04,206 --> 01:16:07,138
You're like my brother...
1262
01:16:07,208 --> 01:16:09,140
and I love you and all.
1263
01:16:09,209 --> 01:16:12,142
But what that fucking bitch did,
you should fucking kill her.
1264
01:16:12,212 --> 01:16:14,145
She had the right.
1265
01:16:14,214 --> 01:16:17,147
She had the right.
It was the agreement.
1266
01:16:19,218 --> 01:16:21,149
Should've been more careful.
1267
01:16:22,819 --> 01:16:24,752
That Stevo's got a big heart.
1268
01:16:24,821 --> 01:16:27,309
I don't have a big heart, Trish.
1269
01:16:27,390 --> 01:16:30,721
I have a heart
the size of a pea.
1270
01:16:30,792 --> 01:16:33,224
It's okay, though.
I mean, you guys are...
1271
01:16:34,795 --> 01:16:36,728
You guys are happy.
That's okay.
1272
01:16:37,897 --> 01:16:39,830
Please just don't pity me.
1273
01:16:41,067 --> 01:16:44,796
Hey, Bob, tell her
I get off on pain, please.
1274
01:16:44,870 --> 01:16:47,132
Yeah, he does, you know.
1275
01:16:47,205 --> 01:16:50,296
I've mellowed out a lot,
but Stevo's fuckin' hard-core.
1276
01:16:51,775 --> 01:16:55,800
Hard-core or not,
I think he should meet Brandy.
1277
01:16:55,878 --> 01:16:58,811
She's having a party
at her parents' next week.
1278
01:16:58,881 --> 01:17:01,541
Yeah!
She's a rich girl, dude.
1279
01:17:01,616 --> 01:17:03,878
That's okay.
1280
01:17:03,950 --> 01:17:05,883
I'm a rich boy, right?
1281
01:17:05,952 --> 01:17:09,009
Yeah, but you're
a cool rich boy.
1282
01:17:09,088 --> 01:17:12,113
I don't know about that
anymore, but...
1283
01:17:12,055 --> 01:17:14,544
Brandy.
That sounds kinda fun.
1284
01:17:14,625 --> 01:17:16,055
Yeah?
1285
01:17:21,597 --> 01:17:23,859
See?
1286
01:17:23,932 --> 01:17:25,989
Nothing.
1287
01:17:26,067 --> 01:17:28,627
Miles of nothing.
Just space.
1288
01:17:30,404 --> 01:17:33,337
You could fall in
and never come out.
1289
01:17:34,808 --> 01:17:36,740
So it came to this...
1290
01:17:36,810 --> 01:17:39,538
a blind date, my first.
1291
01:17:39,613 --> 01:17:42,580
What the hell. I didn't want to
let them down. They were good people.
1292
01:17:42,648 --> 01:17:46,640
The thing was, I didn't need a date.
I needed an answer.
1293
01:17:46,719 --> 01:17:50,208
The year was a waste, all right, but
not the kind of waste I was looking for.
1294
01:17:50,288 --> 01:17:56,191
Not a glorious wastefulness filled
with parties and fights and good sex.
1295
01:17:56,261 --> 01:17:58,193
No.
1296
01:17:58,262 --> 01:18:00,490
Instead...
1297
01:18:00,564 --> 01:18:03,794
it was more like the waste...
1298
01:18:03,867 --> 01:18:06,129
that is the salt flats.
1299
01:18:22,249 --> 01:18:24,773
What are we doing here?
1300
01:18:24,852 --> 01:18:26,785
It's his birthday, dude.
1301
01:18:29,991 --> 01:18:31,422
Oh, yeah?
1302
01:18:32,593 --> 01:18:34,524
How old is he?
1303
01:18:35,661 --> 01:18:37,685
I don't know.
1304
01:18:37,763 --> 01:18:40,060
I don't think he knows.
1305
01:18:40,133 --> 01:18:43,065
He's old, though.
I know that.
1306
01:18:44,636 --> 01:18:47,569
You wanna look presentable
for your old man.
1307
01:18:55,513 --> 01:18:57,740
Aren't you gonna wake him up?
1308
01:18:57,814 --> 01:18:59,804
I don't know.
What do you think?
1309
01:18:59,883 --> 01:19:02,477
I don't know, man.
It's your dad.
1310
01:19:02,553 --> 01:19:06,850
Yeah, I know. It's just, you know,
he's kinda crazy sometimes.
1311
01:19:06,922 --> 01:19:08,353
What do you mean?
1312
01:19:10,959 --> 01:19:13,926
I mean, he thinks
the CIA's after him and stuff.
1313
01:19:13,995 --> 01:19:17,121
What the hell do you want?
1314
01:19:17,197 --> 01:19:19,562
- What do you want with me?
- Dad, it's me.
1315
01:19:19,635 --> 01:19:21,497
It's Bob.
1316
01:19:21,568 --> 01:19:23,194
Your son.
1317
01:19:23,270 --> 01:19:24,998
Happy birthday.
1318
01:19:26,473 --> 01:19:31,101
How do you know it's my birthday?
You people know everything.
1319
01:19:31,178 --> 01:19:34,577
What the hell do you want?
I don't know anything.
1320
01:19:34,648 --> 01:19:38,274
Now you're in trouble.
This is my house, you dummies.
1321
01:19:38,350 --> 01:19:41,749
I was born here! I'm an American!
This is my piece of the pie!
1322
01:19:41,820 --> 01:19:45,447
I don't give a shit who sent ya.
I'm gonna blow your goddamn heads off.
1323
01:19:50,661 --> 01:19:54,027
Next time you'd better
bring back the army.
1324
01:19:54,098 --> 01:19:55,756
Goddamn CIA.
1325
01:19:55,831 --> 01:19:58,459
In all those years
I had never met Bob's dad...
1326
01:19:58,535 --> 01:20:01,467
but I suddenly felt
I knew my friend a lot better.
1327
01:20:01,283 --> 01:20:03,807
I felt bad for him.
I didn't like that feeling.
1328
01:20:03,885 --> 01:20:06,478
He's kind of a lunatic,
you know.
1329
01:20:06,555 --> 01:20:08,489
Yeah, I'll say.
1330
01:20:14,164 --> 01:20:15,595
Sorry.
1331
01:20:18,769 --> 01:20:20,702
Don't be.
1332
01:20:22,307 --> 01:20:24,239
It's not your fault.
1333
01:20:25,509 --> 01:20:27,669
You're my friend, that's all.
1334
01:20:29,181 --> 01:20:31,114
I'm sorry.
1335
01:20:34,855 --> 01:20:37,789
It was the last party of my youth
and I was to meet Brandy.
1336
01:20:37,858 --> 01:20:41,622
I'm gonna say it right here, people...
Brandy was the woman I was gonna marry.
1337
01:20:41,696 --> 01:20:44,629
I didn't know it then.
Didn't even know what she was like.
1338
01:20:44,698 --> 01:20:47,791
I wasn't even sure if I was gay,
asexual, a punk, a mod...
1339
01:20:47,869 --> 01:20:49,961
my dad, Bob, Sean the beggar.
1340
01:20:50,037 --> 01:20:52,528
I didn't know
a goddamn thing that night.
1341
01:20:52,609 --> 01:20:55,543
If I knew what was ahead of me,
I may have stayed in bed...
1342
01:20:55,612 --> 01:20:57,601
or I may have felt better
about that night.
1343
01:20:57,680 --> 01:21:01,740
Life is like that.
We change, that's all.
1344
01:21:01,818 --> 01:21:05,218
You see, the guy I am now
is not the guy I was then.
1345
01:21:05,289 --> 01:21:08,279
If the guy I was then
met the guy I am now...
1346
01:21:08,359 --> 01:21:10,292
he'd beat the shit out of me.
1347
01:21:10,362 --> 01:21:12,487
Those are the facts.
1348
01:21:12,563 --> 01:21:15,690
But still I lied awake.
1349
01:21:15,767 --> 01:21:17,926
Was I afraid?
1350
01:21:18,003 --> 01:21:20,436
Was I angry?
1351
01:21:21,574 --> 01:21:24,235
Or was it just the end?
1352
01:21:24,310 --> 01:21:25,742
Hmm?
1353
01:21:25,812 --> 01:21:28,745
Was it just the end
and I knew it?
1354
01:21:28,814 --> 01:21:31,908
On and on and on
1355
01:21:31,986 --> 01:21:34,350
Canadian Club, love
1356
01:21:34,421 --> 01:21:36,389
A place in the country
1357
01:21:36,457 --> 01:21:39,583
Everyone's ideal
1358
01:21:40,995 --> 01:21:43,861
But you are my favorita
1359
01:21:43,933 --> 01:21:48,266
And a place in your heart, dear
makes me feel more
1360
01:21:48,338 --> 01:21:50,771
Real
1361
01:21:50,840 --> 01:21:53,773
Oh, mother of pearl
1362
01:21:53,843 --> 01:21:58,040
I wouldn't change you
for the whole world
1363
01:22:03,554 --> 01:22:05,111
Stevo, this is Brandy.
1364
01:22:06,224 --> 01:22:09,385
Come on in, you guys.
Drinks in the back.
1365
01:22:09,462 --> 01:22:13,295
It was the hardest punch I ever took.
Knocked the wind right out of me.
1366
01:22:13,366 --> 01:22:16,630
I was hers.
That was it. One smile.
1367
01:22:18,372 --> 01:22:20,964
We got acquainted
as the party raged around us.
1368
01:22:21,040 --> 01:22:23,270
I have to ask you something.
1369
01:22:23,344 --> 01:22:25,277
Yeah, go ahead. Ask me.
1370
01:22:25,545 --> 01:22:29,877
Well, why do you go out of your way
to look like a bum?
1371
01:22:29,949 --> 01:22:31,973
I look like a bum?
1372
01:22:32,050 --> 01:22:33,845
Not in a bad way.
1373
01:22:33,918 --> 01:22:37,546
I look like a bum
in a good way.
1374
01:22:37,622 --> 01:22:40,452
Aren't you, like,
rebelling against society?
1375
01:22:40,524 --> 01:22:41,854
Put that simply, kinda, yeah.
1376
01:22:41,926 --> 01:22:45,257
Hey, Brandy!
What's goin' on?
1377
01:22:45,328 --> 01:22:48,558
- What are you doin' with this fucker?
- Just talking.
1378
01:22:48,631 --> 01:22:50,095
Shit!
1379
01:22:50,166 --> 01:22:51,325
See you later.
1380
01:22:52,634 --> 01:22:54,065
You were saying?
1381
01:22:54,136 --> 01:22:57,501
Wouldn't it be more
of an act of rebellion...
1382
01:22:57,572 --> 01:23:01,200
if you didn't spend so much time
buying blue hair dye...
1383
01:23:01,276 --> 01:23:04,210
and going out
to get punky clothes?
1384
01:23:04,279 --> 01:23:05,539
It seems so petty.
1385
01:23:05,613 --> 01:23:08,079
Stop me if I'm being offensive.
1386
01:23:08,149 --> 01:23:11,379
Oh, no, go right ahead.
It's... No, it's fine.
1387
01:23:11,452 --> 01:23:13,542
You wanna be an individual, right?
1388
01:23:13,620 --> 01:23:16,747
You look like you're wearing a uniform.
You look like a punk.
1389
01:23:16,823 --> 01:23:19,688
That's not rebellion.
That's fashion.
1390
01:23:19,759 --> 01:23:22,921
- Then what's rebellion?
- Rebellion happens in the mind.
1391
01:23:22,996 --> 01:23:26,896
You can't create it.
You just are that way.
1392
01:23:27,967 --> 01:23:29,831
Right.
1393
01:23:29,903 --> 01:23:31,163
How old are you?
1394
01:23:31,904 --> 01:23:35,634
I'm 19. What does that
have to do with anything?
1395
01:23:35,708 --> 01:23:39,106
Nothing. I was just...
I was just wondering.
1396
01:23:39,177 --> 01:23:41,076
What you're basically saying...
1397
01:23:41,145 --> 01:23:45,944
is that you wouldn't like a guy like me
because I have silly hair...
1398
01:23:47,185 --> 01:23:49,742
and I dress kinda funny, right?
1399
01:23:49,819 --> 01:23:51,810
No, not at all.
1400
01:23:51,888 --> 01:23:53,820
I like you, actually.
1401
01:23:55,692 --> 01:23:58,124
I mean, we just met.
1402
01:23:58,194 --> 01:24:02,061
This is my party,
and I'm hanging out with you all night.
1403
01:24:05,400 --> 01:24:08,732
Wear what you want.
I don't care about things like that.
1404
01:24:08,803 --> 01:24:13,636
I was just posing a theory...
1405
01:24:13,708 --> 01:24:16,266
and trying to understand.
1406
01:24:16,343 --> 01:24:18,741
So...
1407
01:24:18,812 --> 01:24:21,302
then you do like me.
1408
01:24:23,816 --> 01:24:26,112
Mildly.
1409
01:24:42,300 --> 01:24:44,700
What was I doing?
What was I, an asshole?
1410
01:24:44,771 --> 01:24:47,259
I was in love,
and I just met this person.
1411
01:24:47,246 --> 01:24:50,009
I hated her ideas
because they were critical of me...
1412
01:24:50,083 --> 01:24:52,311
but I loved her anyway.
1413
01:24:52,384 --> 01:24:56,843
It was a curse. No, it was a punishment.
I went with it. We talked all night.
1414
01:25:03,562 --> 01:25:05,153
You okay?
1415
01:25:06,399 --> 01:25:08,832
I got a headache.
1416
01:25:08,901 --> 01:25:11,835
I gotta go to the bathroom.
1417
01:25:14,740 --> 01:25:16,765
Bob! How goes it?
1418
01:25:16,843 --> 01:25:18,399
What's goin' on?
1419
01:25:18,478 --> 01:25:21,037
- I got a fuckin' headache.
- I have some pills for that.
1420
01:25:21,114 --> 01:25:23,842
This fuckin' music...
No, I don't take pills, dude.
1421
01:25:23,917 --> 01:25:26,350
- It's candy.
- They're just vitamins.
1422
01:25:35,161 --> 01:25:37,095
Headache in a bottle?
1423
01:25:57,852 --> 01:25:59,819
- What'd you do?
- I don't like the mirror.
1424
01:25:59,888 --> 01:26:01,284
What happened?
1425
01:26:01,356 --> 01:26:04,221
I don't like fucking mirrors!
All right?
1426
01:26:05,727 --> 01:26:07,715
- You're drunk, Bob.
- I'm sorry.
1427
01:26:07,795 --> 01:26:09,421
What did he do?
1428
01:26:09,498 --> 01:26:12,796
He gets crazy when he's drunk,
that's all.
1429
01:26:14,035 --> 01:26:16,560
- Everybody out.
- That's it. Party's over.
1430
01:26:16,638 --> 01:26:17,899
Out, out, out.
1431
01:26:17,973 --> 01:26:21,134
I'm sorry about that window.
I didn't mean to...
1432
01:26:21,209 --> 01:26:23,905
I'll buy you a new one.
1433
01:26:23,980 --> 01:26:27,641
- No, I'll tell them it was an accident.
- It's seven years bad luck.
1434
01:26:27,716 --> 01:26:30,581
No, it's seven years bad luck.
It's seven years bad luck!
1435
01:26:30,652 --> 01:26:34,178
All right, I'll take him home.
I'll get him out of here.
1436
01:26:34,256 --> 01:26:35,813
Where are we going?
1437
01:26:35,892 --> 01:26:37,322
Let's go.
1438
01:26:37,392 --> 01:26:39,586
All right, you guys.
Everything's cool.
1439
01:26:39,661 --> 01:26:42,594
- Can I call you tomorrow?
- No.
1440
01:26:42,664 --> 01:26:45,791
I mean, yeah.
That'd be cool.
1441
01:26:45,867 --> 01:26:48,026
Yeah, okay.
1442
01:26:48,103 --> 01:26:49,194
Good.
1443
01:26:50,907 --> 01:26:54,171
Sorry. I had a great time tonight.
I really did.
1444
01:26:54,243 --> 01:26:56,039
Me too.
1445
01:26:56,112 --> 01:26:58,170
Great time.
Great party.
1446
01:26:58,248 --> 01:27:00,042
Yeah.
1447
01:27:00,115 --> 01:27:01,547
How you feeling, buddy?
1448
01:27:03,152 --> 01:27:06,085
Dude, I'm not like my dad,
you know.
1449
01:27:07,891 --> 01:27:10,983
I'm not gonna cry, dude.
You know what I mean?
1450
01:27:12,428 --> 01:27:14,054
Fine. Don't cry.
1451
01:27:15,132 --> 01:27:17,564
You think I let him down?
1452
01:27:17,634 --> 01:27:20,568
- Think I let my dad down?
- No.
1453
01:27:20,637 --> 01:27:22,569
If anything, he let you down.
1454
01:27:28,279 --> 01:27:30,211
I wanna marry Trish.
1455
01:27:32,983 --> 01:27:34,505
I'm serious, dude.
1456
01:27:34,585 --> 01:27:35,915
Yeah, all right.
1457
01:28:02,814 --> 01:28:06,112
Come on!
Jesus Christ.
1458
01:28:08,209 --> 01:28:12,140
I swear to God,
you're like a high school girl.
1459
01:28:14,943 --> 01:28:17,373
Jesus Christ.
1460
01:28:17,442 --> 01:28:19,465
Good night, asshole.
1461
01:28:29,045 --> 01:28:30,977
Oh, Jesus Christ.
1462
01:28:31,046 --> 01:28:32,306
Bobby, get up.
1463
01:28:32,379 --> 01:28:35,310
Get up. It's, like, 3:00.
Let's get something to eat.
1464
01:28:54,418 --> 01:28:56,848
Oh, fuck.
1465
01:29:04,754 --> 01:29:06,184
God.
1466
01:29:22,691 --> 01:29:24,622
Fuckin' poser.
1467
01:29:26,024 --> 01:29:29,478
Only posers die, you fucking idiot!
1468
01:29:32,726 --> 01:29:35,658
Now what am I gonna do
for a friend?
1469
01:29:39,261 --> 01:29:41,886
You're my only friend!
1470
01:29:43,095 --> 01:29:45,753
Please wake up now!
1471
01:29:47,796 --> 01:29:49,784
Please! I'm sorry!
1472
01:29:56,932 --> 01:29:58,862
Oh, fuck.
1473
01:30:05,667 --> 01:30:09,826
Oh, man. Oh, jeez.
1474
01:30:09,902 --> 01:30:11,832
Oh, my God.
1475
01:30:13,767 --> 01:30:16,199
I wasn't ready for this.
1476
01:30:18,035 --> 01:30:19,967
I wasn't ready.
1477
01:30:21,303 --> 01:30:23,564
And we put him under the ground.
1478
01:30:23,638 --> 01:30:25,625
The official cause of death?
1479
01:30:25,705 --> 01:30:27,192
Overdose from Percodan.
1480
01:30:27,271 --> 01:30:30,202
That's what John's girlfriend
gave him for his headache.
1481
01:30:30,272 --> 01:30:32,464
That, mixed with the booze,
did him in.
1482
01:30:32,540 --> 01:30:36,404
Heroin Bob, the guy who never did
any drug in his life outside of beer...
1483
01:30:36,474 --> 01:30:39,302
died from a narcotic overdose.
1484
01:30:39,373 --> 01:30:41,235
And that was it.
1485
01:30:41,307 --> 01:30:42,897
He fell...
1486
01:30:42,975 --> 01:30:44,906
and I went on.
1487
01:30:44,976 --> 01:30:46,906
What else was I gonna do?
1488
01:30:46,975 --> 01:30:50,600
Bob got me into this whole punk-fashion
anarchy trip in the first place.
1489
01:30:50,676 --> 01:30:53,607
It hit me after the funeral.
It was always Bob.
1490
01:30:53,676 --> 01:30:57,369
Started way back when we were kids,
maybe 14.
1491
01:30:58,510 --> 01:31:00,442
We were such losers back then.
1492
01:31:00,511 --> 01:31:02,874
Those guys that sat alone
in the cafeteria...
1493
01:31:02,946 --> 01:31:04,876
getting shit from the jocks...
1494
01:31:04,945 --> 01:31:08,105
wishing to God they could be cool
for just, like, one minute.
1495
01:31:08,180 --> 01:31:10,577
Then one day Bob had had enough.
1496
01:31:10,647 --> 01:31:14,477
Being a dweeb was not
what he had in mind for our future.
1497
01:31:14,682 --> 01:31:18,670
- Hey, Bob. You're early.
- Dad was flipping out. I had to leave.
1498
01:31:18,749 --> 01:31:22,704
Mike and Eddie are coming, so it should
be a good game. I have a good dungeon.
1499
01:31:22,783 --> 01:31:26,579
Stevo, this D&D shit,
it sucks.
1500
01:31:26,652 --> 01:31:28,809
- What?
- It sucks.
1501
01:31:28,105 --> 01:31:33,415
But you're a seventh-level magic user.
It's going great for your character.
1502
01:31:33,486 --> 01:31:37,484
Stevo, it's bullshit, though.
"Magic user. " What the hell's that?
1503
01:31:37,562 --> 01:31:40,832
These elves and dwarves
and dragons, man.
1504
01:31:40,905 --> 01:31:43,433
- This music...
- Rush is a very good band.
1505
01:31:43,513 --> 01:31:45,675
Their music is very complex,
and the perfection...
1506
01:31:45,751 --> 01:31:49,420
I'm not saying they're not talented,
and, yeah, they rock...
1507
01:31:49,495 --> 01:31:51,429
but it's not the only music
out there.
1508
01:31:51,500 --> 01:31:54,097
- I've got a John Denver record.
- I'm serious.
1509
01:31:54,174 --> 01:31:57,010
Anyway, I like them.
They rock, man.
1510
01:31:57,081 --> 01:32:00,521
There's a whole world out there.
People are having fun.
1511
01:32:00,591 --> 01:32:02,719
We should be going to parties...
1512
01:32:02,796 --> 01:32:04,630
getting drunk, getting laid...
1513
01:32:04,702 --> 01:32:06,034
being wild.
1514
01:32:06,105 --> 01:32:09,077
The last time we went to a party
we got our asses kicked.
1515
01:32:09,147 --> 01:32:11,880
Maybe we should have
our own parties.
1516
01:32:11,955 --> 01:32:15,759
- How about we turn this off...
- Don't touch my stereo, Bob.
1517
01:32:15,831 --> 01:32:17,494
Give me a chance.
1518
01:32:19,507 --> 01:32:22,274
- Got this from a guy I know in L.A.
- You know a guy in L.A.?
1519
01:32:22,349 --> 01:32:23,783
Shh!
1520
01:32:28,832 --> 01:32:31,770
You tell me
if this doesn't rock.
1521
01:32:36,318 --> 01:32:37,753
This isn't anything.
1522
01:32:37,823 --> 01:32:40,157
Just give it a chance.
1523
01:32:41,868 --> 01:32:43,700
What is it?
1524
01:32:43,773 --> 01:32:46,405
- What is it?
- Yeah, what is it, Bob?
1525
01:32:49,120 --> 01:32:51,056
It's new.
1526
01:33:13,151 --> 01:33:14,584
Okay.
1527
01:33:23,713 --> 01:33:24,644
So there I was.
1528
01:33:24,715 --> 01:33:27,380
I was gonna go to Harvard.
It was obvious.
1529
01:33:27,456 --> 01:33:30,827
I was gonna be a lawyer
and play in the goddamn system.
1530
01:33:30,898 --> 01:33:32,731
That was that.
1531
01:33:32,804 --> 01:33:34,740
I was my old man.
He knew.
1532
01:33:34,809 --> 01:33:38,443
So what else could I do?
I mean, there's no future in anarchy.
1533
01:33:38,518 --> 01:33:41,649
But when I was into it
there was never a thought of the future.
1534
01:33:41,726 --> 01:33:45,793
We were certain the world was gonna end.
When it didn't, I had to do something.
1535
01:33:45,871 --> 01:33:47,362
So fuck it.
1536
01:33:47,442 --> 01:33:50,904
I could be a litigator in New York
and piss the shit out of the judges.
1537
01:33:50,986 --> 01:33:53,752
I mean, that was me...
a troublemaker, the future...
1538
01:33:53,826 --> 01:33:58,428
one of those guys my parents
so arrogantly saved the world for...
1539
01:33:58,505 --> 01:34:00,600
so we could fuck it up.
1540
01:34:00,678 --> 01:34:04,642
I could do a hell of a lot more damage
in the system than outside of it.
1541
01:34:04,722 --> 01:34:07,319
That was the final irony, I think.
1542
01:34:07,396 --> 01:34:09,924
That and, well, this.
1543
01:34:10,282 --> 01:34:12,612
And fuck you
if you're already thinking it.
1544
01:34:12,683 --> 01:34:14,617
When all was said and done...
1545
01:34:14,687 --> 01:34:18,279
I was nothing more
than a goddamn trendy-ass poser.
1546
01:34:29,998 --> 01:34:32,226
Efficiency and progress
1547
01:34:32,301 --> 01:34:34,699
Is ours once more
1548
01:34:34,769 --> 01:34:38,863
Now that we have the neutron bomb
1549
01:34:38,940 --> 01:34:41,771
It's nice and quick and clean
1550
01:34:41,843 --> 01:34:44,002
And gets things done
1551
01:34:47,447 --> 01:34:51,642
Away with excess enemy
1552
01:34:51,717 --> 01:34:55,709
But no less value to property
1553
01:34:55,788 --> 01:34:57,549
No sense in war
1554
01:34:57,622 --> 01:34:59,555
But perfect sense
1555
01:34:59,624 --> 01:35:01,557
At home
1556
01:35:07,131 --> 01:35:09,562
The sun beams down on a brand-new day
1557
01:35:09,633 --> 01:35:11,690
No more welfare tax to pay
1558
01:35:11,768 --> 01:35:15,031
Unsightly slums
gone up in flashing light
1559
01:35:16,340 --> 01:35:18,602
Jobless millions whisked away
1560
01:35:18,674 --> 01:35:20,867
At last we have more room to play
1561
01:35:20,943 --> 01:35:24,105
All systems go
to kill the poor tonight
1562
01:35:25,247 --> 01:35:27,976
Gonna kill, kill, kill, kill
Kill the poor
1563
01:35:31,319 --> 01:35:34,583
Kill the poor tonight
1564
01:35:39,058 --> 01:35:41,389
Behold the sparkle of champagne
1565
01:35:41,462 --> 01:35:43,689
The crime rate's gone
Feel free again
1566
01:35:43,763 --> 01:35:47,061
Oh, life's a dream with you
Miss Lily White
1567
01:35:48,167 --> 01:35:50,531
Jane Fonda on the screen today
1568
01:35:50,602 --> 01:35:52,865
Convinced the liberals it's okay
1569
01:35:52,939 --> 01:35:56,805
So let's get dressed
and dance away the night
1570
01:35:56,875 --> 01:35:59,774
While they kill, kill, kill, kill
Kill the poor
1571
01:36:03,215 --> 01:36:06,478
Kill the poor tonight
1572
01:36:06,550 --> 01:36:08,675
Kill, kill, kill, kill
Kill the poor
1573
01:36:12,022 --> 01:36:15,047
Kill the poor tonight
1574
01:36:37,144 --> 01:36:39,474
Behold the sparkle of champagne
1575
01:36:39,546 --> 01:36:41,773
The crime rate's gone
Feel free again
1576
01:36:41,847 --> 01:36:45,145
Oh, life's a dream with you
Miss Lily White
1577
01:36:46,253 --> 01:36:48,616
Jane Fonda on the screen today
1578
01:36:48,687 --> 01:36:50,950
Convinced the liberals it's okay
1579
01:36:51,023 --> 01:36:54,889
So let's get dressed
and dance away the night
1580
01:36:54,960 --> 01:36:57,519
While they kill, kill, kill, kill
Kill the poor
1581
01:37:00,932 --> 01:37:04,127
Kill the poor tonight
1582
01:37:04,201 --> 01:37:06,326
Kill, kill, kill, kill
Kill the poor
1583
01:37:09,673 --> 01:37:12,970
Kill the poor tonight
1584
01:37:13,042 --> 01:37:15,133
Kill, kill, kill, kill
Kill the poor
1585
01:37:18,547 --> 01:37:20,809
Kill the poor tonight
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