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I smoked for England for
54 years, I think it was, yeah.
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-When you quit smoking?
-Couple of years ago.
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And before that, how many
cigarettes were you smoking?
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Oh, 25, 30 a day, at least,
yeah, for 50-odd years.
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So, I got away with having it
cut out of one lung, the cancer,
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and luckily,
it just stayed there.
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And they said,
''Well, we got rid of that,
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and while we were there,
we got rid of the emphysema
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on the top lobe of your lung.''
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And I went, ''Oh great!''
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And they said, ''Your lungs now,
are like you never smoked.''
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And I went, ''How is that for
a get out of jail free card.''
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Somebody up there likes me.
Somebody down here likes me, too.
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When you think back, you think,
''OK, yeah,
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I've spent all
that time very creatively.''
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I wouldn't change anything.
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Except I'd do it with
my eyes open a bit more,
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if I had to relive.
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I never got beyond 29,
in my head.
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So, to be 70, is just so weird.
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It's so...
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It's like being
in a Dali painting.
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It's very surreal to be 70.
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'Cause I didn't expect
time to go so quickly.
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I didn't expect it to be so...
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You feel almost cheated,
really, about time going by.
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Oh dear,
who have I caught asleep?
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-Hello, Mother!
-Hello!
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How do you do, son?
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Caught ya, didn't I?
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Simon, that's a film.
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My dad, we didn't ever know
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which garden
he was gonna wake up in.
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'Cause drink was a heavy
force in growing up.
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Everybody drank,
everybody smoked.
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-Yeah, well, yeah.
-Yeah, me too.
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In our lives, growing up.
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And so, my dad used to come
home from the Nag's Head,
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or the Red Cow,
you know, local pubs.
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And he would be merrily,
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''I think I'll just fall asleep
in this person's cabbages.''
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We'd find him on the corner
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of Whitethorn and Yew Avenue,
in somebody's garden.
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Wake up,
make the amends the next day,
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''Sorry, I slept
in your runner beans.''
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But, that kind of loose living
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of ''never mind
the consequences'',
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'Que sera',
that was his whole thing.
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Was that OK?
In the sense that...
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It was a worry, really.
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-It worried my mum.
-Did it worry you?
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It worried her sick.
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And were you worried for her?
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Yeah,
but he was such a comedian.
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Su, drink didn't...
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You know, it's like
the old ''vinu veritas'' thing:
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he didn't get nasty
or physically abusive
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ur anything like that?
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Not that we saw, he never hurt us,
me or my brothers.
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He never got violent.
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But my mum, he used to treat
her wrong, I think, you know?
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He never
manhandled her or anything,
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but he would just be
damaging by not being there,
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a sort of, ''Where is he?''
''Why did he go out so early?''
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On the pretence of going round
the paper shop or whatever,
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and he'd be going to the pub,
we knew it.
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And he would bring home
all kinds of walks of life.
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They all played the
accordion or the spoons...
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This would be after 10:30pm?
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Yeah, they were all over the
living room in the morning,
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my mum would be mad!
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And there'd be Ben,
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and there would be
the rag-and-bone man,
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there would be this gypsy
and this man and that.
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All characters
draped over the furniture.
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Did you ever look at that and gu,
''Am I repeating a pattern?''
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Well, I looked at my brothers, who
were also chronic alcohol abusers.
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They were all allergic to drugs,
nobody knew what drugs were.
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My dad used to think
if you took cocaine,
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you cut a vein open and poured it in,
you know, he had no idea.
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''No son of mine does drugs,''
that's what he said to me.
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I met him when I was 16,
in a blues club in Dublin,
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Bruxelles, down in the basement.
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I was gigging, and then,
one night Ronnie came down,
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and he jumped up on stage,
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and just started playing.
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I think I remember it was
'Rollin' and Tumblin',
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an old blues number,
'cause I was singing blues.
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And he tore it apart,
he was absolutely fabulous,
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and I got such a thrill.
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I didn't see him again 'til
20 years later or something,
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and then I was at
the Classic Rock Awards.
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I was working with Jeff Beck.
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I met Jeff at the awards
that night and he said,
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''Come and meet Ronnie!''
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Ronnie said, ''It's lovely
to meet,'' and I said,
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''We've met before, I'm sure
you won't remember,
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it's a long time ago.''
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And I said, ''It was in this
little blues club in Dublin.''
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And he immediately went,
''Oh, my God, that's you!''
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And Ronnie tells everybody,
''I discovered Imelda May.''
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And I laugh, saying, ''Yeah,
but you never told anyone about me.''
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-Really useful, yeah.
-Yeah.
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''Fatal imprudence''.
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It's like,
there are 36 situations
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and the idea is that life or
fiction will be a combination
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of one or various
of these things.
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And here it says,
''Curiusity killed the cat.''
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And you've only
gut yuurself tu blame
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and this can lead to disaster
if nut rectified quickly.
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Now, if this was a comment
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on the film I'm gonna make
of your entire life, your story,
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would there be a chapter
on fatal imprudence?
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Well,
I'm like Yogi Berra, who said,
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''If you come to a fork
in the road, take it.''
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That is my life plan and it
has been with my love life,
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-I've just gone totally for risk.
-So, yuu're impulsive?
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I've gone, 'This is where
I'm going, it's dangerous,
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but that's where I'm going.''
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And has it gut you
into a lot uf trouble?
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No. It got me
into a lot of pleasure.
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-Has it?
-Yeah.
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-That's a very positive response.
-Yeah. Never any trouble.
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Risk assessment, risk management,
damage control,
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these are elements I'd think that
have been quite strong in your life.
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You make amends with the
people that you're offending,
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or potentially offending.
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-Is that important?
-Yeah.
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Like you want people
to be happy?
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Yeah. And you want the
situation to resolve
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-without any disastrous consequences.
-Yeah.
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Take another card.
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Not doing very well: ''Disaster''.
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When I was about 15, my
first girlfriend, Stephanie,
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came to see The Birds in
one of our early gigs.
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Her and three of her lovely
girlfriends from school
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got wiped out in a Mini coming,
in Henley, Fairmile.
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I had to go
to see the tyre tracks.
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My friends took me down
the pub
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and that was when
I drowned my sorrows.
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Was that your
first experience of loss?
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Of absolute disaster and death,
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I was in love with this...
She was my first love, Stephanie.
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Yeah, it was wonderful.
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And her dad came over...
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They used to treat her horrible.
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I used to listen
in the garden.
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If I got her home late,
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one minute past
10:00 or whatever,
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they would give her hell
and I would feel for her.
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I'd think, 'Oh,
how can I help? I can't.
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Her parents don't want me.''
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They didn't want
to know about a boyfriend.
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Anyway,
the first time I really met him,
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he came and woke me up at
my parents' council house,
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and came up to the bedroom and
woke me up in the box room.
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And my dad, subtle
as a flying mallet,
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he woke me up,
and he said, ''Ron, wake up.''
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He said,
There's a man downstairs,
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something to do with
Stephanie being killed.''
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And he left the room.
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And I thought, ''Hang on,
I better brace myself.''
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I'd go downstairs.
Big lesson.
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That's when I knew it was serious
and that was the truth.
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I thought, ''Wow.
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Now is the time to 'You've gotta
live with this' kinda thing.''
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All right, we'll just
have a little... have a go.
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I started with the drums,
I still love the drums.
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I played the bass, through
the Jeff Beck Group.
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I dabbled in brass,
tenor and alto sax.
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But the guitar
just runs through,
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I think dit's the most practical
tool for me to express.
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It's like the paintbrush or
the basic pencil of the whole thing.
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What was your first serious
guitar that was yours,
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that was like, ''It's my guitar''?
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Oh, it was a Rogers,
my first electric.
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I saved up for that for
ยฃ25 from my local radio store.
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And just learning, they used
to put the dots on the strings,
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the thick
strings going to the thin
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and put your finger number
one, two, three, and four.
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Put your finger number one there,
two, three...
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First chord to learn,
this one was open E.
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And then the second one
in that chord sequence
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was put your fingers to the A.
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And then the B seventh was...
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That was always
the most difficult one.
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We used to go...
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And it used to be...
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In the back room at number 8
Whitethorn, where I grew up,
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all the art school students
used to come back.
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And we used to have a song where
everyone would have an instrument:
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Mama don't allow no
music played in here
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I don't care what
Mama don't allow
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I'm gonna play
that music any old how
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They'd go...
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Then you'd have to go...
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Your turn came and
you'd have to do a solo,
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and it was like
you were on the spot.
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It would go round in turns,
whatever you were playing,
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the drum or woodblock,
kazoo, comb and paper.
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Mum and Dad let us have the back
room, which was great, freedom!
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And a hatch... My uncle Fred drilled
a hatch through from the kitchen.
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They'd put the drinks, the cups
of tea and coffee and whatever,
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and then close the hatch.
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The art school mob, which
my brothers would bring back,
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they all played
different instruments.
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And the girls were all far-out:
Egyptian, and God knows...
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When I was in short pants, these
weird and wonderful women and guys
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with their crepe soIes and
skinny trousers,
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teddy boy-beatnik crossover.
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It was wonderful.
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Have you known him a long time?
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Yeah, I met him quite a
few times out and about
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when I was
drinking in the 90s and stuff.
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But I drank a lot, so I can't
really remember a lot about it,
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I remember bumping into him.
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I'd see him at parties and events and
he was always friendly and nice.
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It took me six
years to get clean,
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but then I realized
when I got clean
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that you go to rehab
for six weeks
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and you do exactly what they
tell you and it's a lot quicker.
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So, even though
I didn't go that route,
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I realized that
route was the best route.
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You got me some like this,
I liked using them.
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Because, yeah.
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-Why don't you...
-You get all your proportions.
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But then I've got these as well,
look.
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Little ones like that.
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Mmhmm, nice.
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-Take what you want.
-All right.
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Here, that's one,
yeah, that's one, ain't it?
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There you go, I've got the best
of all worlds now.
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Don't get paint on your clothes.
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Not this oil, yeah.
Ah, doesn't matter.
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Did you ever go to art school?
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-Ealing.
-Ealing.
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Do you ever get that conflicted,
having the two things going on,
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with the painting and the music?
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-Which do you think's you?
-To the point where it didn't work?
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No, I don't know,
just you sort of think,
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''I'm doing this and I'm
doing that, which should I do?''
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'Cause you have to make decisions
in your life, don't you?
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''I want to be an artist,
I want to be a painter.''
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-''I want to be a musician.''
-Oh, yeah!
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''I want to be in a band'',
they're all career paths.
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When you used to go to things
like inteviews for art jobs,
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it was like
ridiculously closed-shop.
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It was like, ''I'm
not gonna get this job.''
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It's like, really
serious interviews, and Iike.
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Did you think people don't take you
seriously as a painter
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because of being
in the Rolling Stones, mate?
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Oh, yeah, in a way, but then
again I brought it on myself,
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so dit was something that
I couldn't really argue with.
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I got a phone call
from Ronnie O'Sullivan,
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who called me up and said,
''Ronnie's in a real mess.''
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I was like, ''Oh, my God, thinking
he needs to go to rehab.''
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So I arranged to pick him
up with his son Jesse.
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So, Jesse, me and my
friend Ant went and got him.
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Well, of course,
he was drinking.
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So, we went out and then we went
to a local pub
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on the way to the rehab place.
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-On the way down?
-Yeah.
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He was signing autographs,
chatting with everybody and drinking.
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When we got him there,
he didn't want to stay.
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He was like, ''Get me out of here,''
but he stayed.
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I think he did three or four weeks
or something. Three weeks.
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Then I went to see him.
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I left him there in a real mess,
it was like, horrible.
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The most frightened
I've ever seen him.
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I was like, ''It didn't look like
Ronnie at all.''
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He didn't want to stay sharing
a room with someone else.
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He was like, ''No way.''
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Then I went to see him after
he'd been in there about a week.
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It was on a Sunday
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and they've got a garden in
the place, it was really nice.
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I went outside, and he
was pals with everyone.
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-Already?
-Already, yeah.
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Everyone loved him, he was
hanging out with girls and guys,
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everybody,
all the younger people.
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He got out and I thought,
''Oh, he's clean now.''
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I got him a little studio,
some paints and canvases as well.
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But why did you do that?
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Because he didn't really
know what he was doing,
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and I thought I'd help him.
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Yuu knew he was a bit
uf a pencil-squeezer, you know?
286
00:21:16,650 --> 00:21:19,860
Oh yeah, he's a dab,
and he can paint better than me.
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Doing something
like that, you bond.
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I went to see him quite
a few times when he was in rehab,
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and then when he got out,
then we hung out together.
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You see him when
he's really vulnerable as well.
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Did he come to yuur
studios and hang with you,
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-more like a work situation?
-No, he hasn't after that.
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I've seen him out, we've had dinners,
we go out for dinner a lot.
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Then when he'd done the relapse,
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it was the opening of
the Islamic Museum in Qatar,
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and so I called him up
and said,
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''Do you want to
come to Dubai and Qatar?''
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It was the
opening of a thing in Dubai,
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and the Islamic Museum in Qatar.
I was going for the weekend.
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I thought I'd just ask Ronnie,
he's clean, I'll take him.
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So, he went, ''Yeah, I'll come.''
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00:21:54,313 --> 00:21:57,064
I said, ''What do you mean,
we're getting this private airplane,
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we're going all that way
to buy a guitar?''
304
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Checked him in,
then I went to bed.
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00:22:02,195 --> 00:22:04,530
I didn't realize he was drinking.
He drank the mini-bar.
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My PA called me the next day
307
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and said, ''Oh, there's been a massive
thing in the press about Ronnie.''
308
00:22:10,162 --> 00:22:11,746
And there was a picture
of him drunk at this party,
309
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and with a drink in his hand.
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So, I'd gone to bed, he'd got up,
gone to the party,
311
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and then come back,
and got up in the morning
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and not told me,
I didn't even know.
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So, it was a bit of
a disaster when we got back.
314
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Yeah, I'm just gonna
practice a bit more if I may.
315
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Jazz was the cool thing
when we were young teenagers
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'cause, Cliff Richard
was very popular, and Elvis.
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But we knew that if you're kind of
middle class and a bit intellectual,
318
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that that wasn't really cool
to say you really Iiked, you know...
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You could say you liked Elvis,
that was all right.
320
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But anything else, no.
321
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I quite liked all kinds of pop music,
and I loved all dumb pop music.
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But we also had to sort of be,
323
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if you were with
a sort of 'collegy' crowd,
324
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or pre-college crowd, you had
to have some knowledge of jazz
325
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to be able to sort of...
326
00:23:52,931 --> 00:23:56,183
Well, why not? You wanted
a musical frame of reference.
327
00:23:56,351 --> 00:23:59,770
You can't just be Ritchie Valens
and the Big Bopper.
328
00:23:59,938 --> 00:24:01,981
And there was
this British jazz scene,
329
00:24:02,149 --> 00:24:07,069
and we came right at the end
of when this was popular.
330
00:24:07,237 --> 00:24:10,990
And I must admit, I never really
liked British trad jazz very much,
331
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and I thought I was much cooler
than that.
332
00:24:12,826 --> 00:24:14,410
So, I liked the Modern Jazz Quartet,
333
00:24:14,578 --> 00:24:17,872
though I'm not sure if I really liked
the Modern Jazz Quartet,
334
00:24:18,039 --> 00:24:20,541
but I thought it was really cool
to like the Modern Jazz Quartet,
335
00:24:20,709 --> 00:24:23,294
'cause they were much cooler
than Ken Colyer.
336
00:24:23,462 --> 00:24:25,671
-Better dressed.
-They looked cooler.
337
00:24:25,839 --> 00:24:27,465
They looked a lot cooler,
338
00:24:27,632 --> 00:24:30,843
and there's something about fives
playing and you're like,
339
00:24:31,011 --> 00:24:35,473
''This is cooler than Ken Colyer
or some tatty kind of clothes.''
340
00:24:35,640 --> 00:24:39,477
But those bands, they
were real, they were local,
341
00:24:39,644 --> 00:24:41,854
they were ours,
they were available.
342
00:24:42,022 --> 00:24:43,355
You could go and see them.
343
00:24:43,607 --> 00:24:46,275
Through people like Bix Beiderbecke
and Louis Armstrong,
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00:24:46,443 --> 00:24:48,152
thanks to my brother Ted,
345
00:24:49,070 --> 00:24:54,408
those influences, with Paul Whiteman,
all from the early traditional jazz,
346
00:24:54,576 --> 00:24:57,453
would be blended
with Art, my eldest brother's
347
00:24:57,621 --> 00:25:00,164
influence from soul,
R&B and the blues.
348
00:25:00,332 --> 00:25:06,086
So, you'd have,
the first thing I heard, was
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00:25:06,254 --> 00:25:09,673
''I'm Walkin''', Fats Domino,
with Howlin' Wolf...
350
00:25:13,261 --> 00:25:15,846
...''Smokestack Lightning'',
so he brought that home.
351
00:25:17,682 --> 00:25:22,686
Do I wanna be like Acker Bilk, or
do I wanna be like Billy Fury?
352
00:25:22,854 --> 00:25:26,607
Or perhaps none of these people.
Something different.
353
00:25:52,801 --> 00:25:55,553
There was a vibe about them,
and the music,
354
00:25:55,720 --> 00:25:58,097
because I was listening to
Howlin' Wolf and Jimmy Reed
355
00:25:58,265 --> 00:26:00,599
and Muddy Waters,
and I was thinking,
356
00:26:00,767 --> 00:26:05,563
''There's this band that
all these girls are around,
357
00:26:05,730 --> 00:26:08,649
that looks like a good job,''
as John Lennon would say.
358
00:26:08,817 --> 00:26:13,404
So, I went in this tent, which was
swaying like an elephant,
359
00:26:13,572 --> 00:26:16,198
in Richmond Athletic Grounds.
360
00:26:16,366 --> 00:26:19,493
And I was the last one
out of there.
361
00:26:19,869 --> 00:26:23,080
I banged my leg on this tent peg,
it was bleeding and everything,
362
00:26:23,248 --> 00:26:24,999
and I didn't feel the pain.
363
00:26:25,166 --> 00:26:30,879
I was just like, ''That's where
I want to be, be in that band.
364
00:26:31,047 --> 00:26:33,132
And I will be,
I don't know how it's gonna happen
365
00:26:33,300 --> 00:26:34,383
but one day I'll be there.''
366
00:27:06,333 --> 00:27:07,833
Thank you, The Birds!
367
00:27:08,126 --> 00:27:13,255
Stepping stones, I call them,
that I use as far as I can go,
368
00:27:13,423 --> 00:27:16,008
with my first band, The Birds,
for instance,
369
00:27:16,176 --> 00:27:20,512
and then I saw Jeff Beck
within my sights,
370
00:27:20,680 --> 00:27:23,432
and it just happened that
he left The Yardbirds.
371
00:27:23,600 --> 00:27:25,684
And I rang him up
and said, ''What are you doing?''
372
00:27:25,852 --> 00:27:27,978
and he said ''Come on,
let's get together.''
373
00:28:15,276 --> 00:28:16,985
It was such a band,
374
00:28:17,153 --> 00:28:19,488
there was obviously Jeff Beck,
Ronnie Wood,
375
00:28:19,656 --> 00:28:22,408
Rod Stewart was the singer.
376
00:28:22,575 --> 00:28:25,828
Jimmy Page was in for a while,
Keith Moon was in,
377
00:28:25,995 --> 00:28:29,415
it just moved to all around
with the best players in the world.
378
00:28:29,999 --> 00:28:33,001
At some point Ronnie
was asked to play bass.
379
00:28:33,169 --> 00:28:35,754
Turns out he's a bloody
great bass player, too.
380
00:28:36,423 --> 00:28:39,133
The first show we did
was at the Fillmore East.
381
00:28:39,300 --> 00:28:44,221
We were supporting Grateful Dead
and we wiped the stage with them,
382
00:28:44,389 --> 00:28:45,889
we really did.
383
00:28:46,057 --> 00:28:47,933
The crowd had never
seen anything like this.
384
00:28:48,101 --> 00:28:51,311
Especially me and Woody coming in
in our crushed velvet trousers,
385
00:28:51,646 --> 00:28:54,982
big crosses, bouffant hair,
and a little bit of makeup.
386
00:28:55,150 --> 00:28:56,483
''What is all this?''
387
00:28:56,860 --> 00:29:00,946
But once the band started playing,
you know, ''I Ain't Superstitious'',
388
00:29:01,114 --> 00:29:04,450
with Jeff pounding out
the guitar, they loved us.
389
00:29:04,617 --> 00:29:06,869
Grateful Dead
couldn't follow us on.
390
00:29:07,036 --> 00:29:09,413
And that was when
The Jeff Beck Group took off.
391
00:29:12,625 --> 00:29:14,293
You know the old thing about
392
00:29:14,461 --> 00:29:17,421
the musician who always gets a job in
a band has got a van, hasn't he?
393
00:29:17,589 --> 00:29:19,214
And that's the one that gets the job.
394
00:29:19,382 --> 00:29:21,383
I started, 'cause I had a minibus,
395
00:29:21,551 --> 00:29:24,178
I was driving those early
rock people around.
396
00:29:24,345 --> 00:29:26,013
It was really from that,
397
00:29:26,181 --> 00:29:30,142
and then getting known
as a bit of a minder,
398
00:29:30,310 --> 00:29:32,978
that Don gave me the job
with Gene Vincent.
399
00:29:33,146 --> 00:29:35,481
Vincent used
to make me carry a gun.
400
00:29:35,648 --> 00:29:37,691
-Here?
-Oh, yeah.
401
00:29:39,819 --> 00:29:43,989
Gene Vincent, being a rocker and all
that, they'd never have any trouble.
402
00:29:44,157 --> 00:29:47,993
But I remember being in bars,
and the bouncers on the door said,
403
00:29:48,161 --> 00:29:50,412
''There's gonna be trouble outside,
404
00:29:50,580 --> 00:29:53,207
I said, ''What do you mean there's
gonna be troubIe outside?''
405
00:29:53,374 --> 00:29:58,754
There was a local team of tearaways
who caused trouble there.
406
00:29:58,922 --> 00:30:01,298
So, when I went out with Gene,
we ran round to the car.
407
00:30:01,466 --> 00:30:03,926
I used to have this old '57 Chevy.
408
00:30:04,636 --> 00:30:07,054
And they were all there, you know.
409
00:30:08,681 --> 00:30:10,891
And this confrontation came
and all that.
410
00:30:12,143 --> 00:30:13,811
And they said listen,
''You want to be careful.
411
00:30:13,978 --> 00:30:15,854
I know you're a big fellow,''
and all that.
412
00:30:16,022 --> 00:30:18,148
I said, ''I don't give a shit
about you people.''
413
00:30:19,359 --> 00:30:22,277
And they went, ''Oh, yeah, yeah,
so what,'' and all that.
414
00:30:22,445 --> 00:30:24,446
I said, ''Yeah,
but I've got a little friend.''
415
00:30:24,614 --> 00:30:27,699
And this guy said, the leader of this
sort of team of about eight of them,
416
00:30:27,867 --> 00:30:29,535
''Yeah, who's your Iittle friend?''
417
00:30:29,702 --> 00:30:32,454
I said, ''There's my little friend.''
It was in the shoulder.
418
00:30:32,622 --> 00:30:34,998
They fucking ran.
It was great.
419
00:30:36,626 --> 00:30:41,171
Gene Vincent told me,
he said, ''I got Peter Grant.''
420
00:30:41,339 --> 00:30:44,424
He said, ''He was just a doorman
at The Astor when I met him.''
421
00:30:44,592 --> 00:30:48,595
He said, ''I got him to lick my boots,
at gunpoint.''
422
00:30:48,763 --> 00:30:51,139
He said, ''I loved that.''
I said, ''Wow.''
423
00:30:51,558 --> 00:30:55,269
And that kinda filled me
in a bit about Peter.
424
00:30:55,436 --> 00:31:00,023
-Who was he? Why was he su powerful?
-Just brute force.
425
00:31:01,276 --> 00:31:04,027
He was like, ''You will do this,
or I'll kill you.''
426
00:31:04,195 --> 00:31:06,071
He was
one of those kinda guys.
427
00:31:06,239 --> 00:31:08,824
You can get away with a lot
with verbal violence.
428
00:31:08,992 --> 00:31:10,951
It's that intimidation,
you threaten them.
429
00:31:11,119 --> 00:31:13,370
Mickie Most and Peter Grant,
they moulded this.
430
00:31:13,538 --> 00:31:15,581
Rod being the vocalist,
he wasn't clued in.
431
00:31:15,748 --> 00:31:17,708
But they were
just kissing Jeff's arse.
432
00:31:17,876 --> 00:31:19,793
It was like,
Jeff was the talent.
433
00:31:19,961 --> 00:31:22,337
He phoned me up
a little while ago, Jeff,
434
00:31:22,505 --> 00:31:25,841
to find out what the story was when
Epic turned the record down,
435
00:31:26,009 --> 00:31:27,134
the truth through.
436
00:31:27,302 --> 00:31:30,304
I said, ''You've got to get rid of
Stewart, he's a lousy singer.''
437
00:31:30,471 --> 00:31:33,807
Peter Grant? Yeah.
Fucking bastard. I hated him.
438
00:31:33,975 --> 00:31:35,183
-Really? Tell me more.
-Bully.
439
00:31:35,351 --> 00:31:36,685
No, no, I can't.
440
00:31:37,395 --> 00:31:38,478
He was just a bully.
441
00:31:39,147 --> 00:31:41,148
We were all dispensable,
including Rod.
442
00:31:41,316 --> 00:31:48,822
But, he couldn't get rid of Rod
because of his distincive voice.
443
00:31:48,990 --> 00:31:50,574
He fired Woody for
some unknown reason...
444
00:31:50,742 --> 00:31:53,619
Ronnie remember these details
better than I do, funnily enough.
445
00:31:53,870 --> 00:31:57,497
Me and Micky Waller were fired from
the original Jeff Beck Group
446
00:31:57,665 --> 00:32:00,167
when they thought there was
a slicker bass player,
447
00:32:00,335 --> 00:32:01,543
'cause I was playing bass then.
448
00:32:01,711 --> 00:32:03,086
But you didn't
control any of that,
449
00:32:03,254 --> 00:32:06,590
and you didn't want to be part of
that whole Jeff Beck, Rod Stewart...
450
00:32:06,758 --> 00:32:08,091
I did at the beginning,
451
00:32:08,259 --> 00:32:10,761
making decisions without
anybody else interfering.
452
00:32:10,929 --> 00:32:13,680
How did yuu find out thatyuu weren't going tu America?
453
00:32:13,848 --> 00:32:16,642
Micky Waller told me. He said,
''We're not going.'' I said, ''Why?''
454
00:32:16,809 --> 00:32:18,894
He said, ''We've been fired, Ronnie.''
And I went, ''What?''
455
00:32:19,062 --> 00:32:21,939
One of Peter Grant's mad ideas,
you know, ''Let's get rid of Woody,
456
00:32:22,106 --> 00:32:25,484
let's get rid of Micky Waller, 'cause
they're asking for too much money.
457
00:32:25,652 --> 00:32:27,235
Always asking for a raise.''
458
00:32:27,403 --> 00:32:30,864
He used to annoy the shit outta us,
so we annoyed him as well.
459
00:32:31,032 --> 00:32:32,449
Anyway so, it backfired on him.
460
00:32:32,617 --> 00:32:34,701
They all went to America
with this new band,
461
00:32:34,869 --> 00:32:38,288
new rhythm section,
which immediately collapsed.
462
00:32:38,456 --> 00:32:41,333
They came running back,
''Oh, sorry, it didn't work,
463
00:32:41,501 --> 00:32:42,918
would you
come back in the band?''
464
00:32:43,086 --> 00:32:45,587
And I said to Peter Grant,
''Yeah, of course I'll come,
465
00:32:45,755 --> 00:32:48,507
but you know I want
three grand a week now.''
466
00:32:48,675 --> 00:32:52,552
And something like, apart from 500,
or whatever it was.
467
00:32:52,720 --> 00:32:55,722
You know what I mean, it was like,
''On my terms, I'm back.''
468
00:32:55,890 --> 00:32:58,517
And I felt really good at that.
So did Waller.
469
00:32:58,851 --> 00:33:02,688
Are you saying thateven at that fairly early stage
470
00:33:02,855 --> 00:33:05,607
of the kind of UKrock and roll scene
471
00:33:05,775 --> 00:33:08,986
management control was very puwerful?
472
00:33:09,153 --> 00:33:10,821
Oh, yeah, all through the early...
473
00:33:10,989 --> 00:33:15,993
when I was first on the scene,
all the people, Joe Meek,
474
00:33:16,160 --> 00:33:20,539
and Don Arden, Andrew Oldham,
blah, blah, blah.
475
00:33:20,707 --> 00:33:28,130
All of the 'Peter Grant', they were
moulding these saleable products.
476
00:33:28,297 --> 00:33:31,216
And one of them
was offered to me
477
00:33:31,384 --> 00:33:34,094
after I'd gone back to The Jeff
Beck Group on my own terms.
478
00:33:34,262 --> 00:33:36,179
Peter Grant said, ''Woody,
I wanna talk to you.
479
00:33:36,347 --> 00:33:38,974
Come here, I got this
new proposition for ya.''
480
00:33:39,142 --> 00:33:43,353
He said, ''I've got this new band
called The New Yardbirds.
481
00:33:43,521 --> 00:33:45,981
I want you to be part of it.''
482
00:33:46,149 --> 00:33:48,400
Anyway, so that turned out
to be Led Zeppelin.
483
00:33:50,528 --> 00:33:52,154
And I turned that job down.
484
00:33:53,197 --> 00:33:55,824
Ronnie and Jimmy have always been
great mates, haven't they?
485
00:33:55,992 --> 00:33:58,910
Yesยค they've always been mates,but Ronnie was always
486
00:33:59,078 --> 00:34:02,873
part of that whole entourage ofthe days of Ronnie King
487
00:34:03,041 --> 00:34:04,332
and all those guys.
488
00:34:04,500 --> 00:34:08,837
They always were notoriouslysuspicious for years to come,
489
00:34:09,005 --> 00:34:11,631
about being withmanagers and agents.
490
00:34:11,799 --> 00:34:14,968
-Have you seen him in recent years?
-Ronnie, yes, many times.
491
00:34:15,136 --> 00:34:16,303
How is he?
492
00:34:17,013 --> 00:34:18,597
He's no differentthan what he ever was.
493
00:34:18,765 --> 00:34:20,724
-He's exactly the same, really.
-Is he?
494
00:34:20,892 --> 00:34:23,769
Maybe a little quieter andmore mellow, but nut much.
495
00:34:24,103 --> 00:34:28,231
Same, ready there rock and roll.
496
00:34:31,069 --> 00:34:34,905
He's not like Beck at all,
completely different kind of cat.
497
00:34:35,073 --> 00:34:38,241
Was management prettygangsterish at that time?
498
00:34:39,077 --> 00:34:39,993
Yeah.
499
00:34:40,161 --> 00:34:45,040
Us, you know, Don Arden, and
Ricky Gunnell and all those, yeah.
500
00:34:48,461 --> 00:34:51,671
There was lots
of petty criminals
501
00:34:51,839 --> 00:34:53,965
that were running the
music industry, yeah.
502
00:34:54,133 --> 00:34:56,927
-It was quite violent?
-Yeah.
503
00:34:59,013 --> 00:35:03,183
And I stayed well away from it,
I wanted to keep my hands intact...
504
00:35:06,437 --> 00:35:07,771
...and my face.
505
00:35:08,397 --> 00:35:10,941
What happenedto that group, finally?
506
00:35:11,109 --> 00:35:13,652
There's a lot of
variating stories.
507
00:35:13,820 --> 00:35:16,655
We were all together
up until Woodstock.
508
00:35:16,823 --> 00:35:19,032
We were all ready. That was the last
gig we were gonna play,
509
00:35:19,200 --> 00:35:20,742
then we were coming home.
510
00:35:20,910 --> 00:35:23,328
And Jeff decided that
he wanted to go home.
511
00:35:23,496 --> 00:35:26,456
I think he thought someone was
having it off with his girlfriend,
512
00:35:26,624 --> 00:35:28,041
the gardener, or something.
513
00:35:28,209 --> 00:35:30,794
So, he just left
and left us there.
514
00:35:30,962 --> 00:35:32,295
I don't know if that's true,
515
00:35:32,463 --> 00:35:35,632
but only Jeff will know why
he suddenly left us.
516
00:35:35,800 --> 00:35:39,636
We didn't do Woodstock and then
Woody and I were both out of work.
517
00:35:39,804 --> 00:35:42,264
We met down at the Cromwellian
and we talked.
518
00:35:42,431 --> 00:35:46,434
He said, ''Small Faces
have just broken up,
519
00:35:46,602 --> 00:35:48,395
Steve Marriott left.''
520
00:35:48,563 --> 00:35:52,065
Ronnie, I think he knew
Ronnie Lane and Ian McLagan.
521
00:35:52,233 --> 00:35:54,067
They were rehearsing
without a singer.
522
00:35:54,235 --> 00:35:55,694
They had good songs.
523
00:35:56,028 --> 00:35:58,613
I think Woody said
to Kenney Jones on drums,
524
00:35:58,781 --> 00:36:02,784
''Well, my mate, Rod's out of work.
Get him down here.''
525
00:36:02,952 --> 00:36:06,079
So, I went down there
and the Faces were born.
526
00:37:03,679 --> 00:37:07,057
When Steve Marriott left
the Faces and formed Humble Pie,
527
00:37:07,225 --> 00:37:09,684
Rod Stewart and I went
to Ronnie Lane,
528
00:37:09,852 --> 00:37:11,478
Ian McLagan and Kenney Jones
529
00:37:11,646 --> 00:37:14,064
and we said, ''Come on,
you've got to stay together.''
530
00:37:14,232 --> 00:37:19,319
I went over without Rod,
first of all,
531
00:37:19,487 --> 00:37:21,863
'cause Rod was too shy,
'cause it was his favourite band.
532
00:37:22,031 --> 00:37:23,990
So, I went over and broke the ice
533
00:37:24,158 --> 00:37:26,534
and we all played with
our backs to each other.
534
00:37:26,911 --> 00:37:30,997
And we had a feel that
we were gonna do something.
535
00:37:31,165 --> 00:37:34,000
And Ronnie Lane said, ''What are we
gonna do about a vocalist?''
536
00:37:34,168 --> 00:37:36,127
I said, ''Don't worry,
we'll get to that later.''
537
00:37:36,295 --> 00:37:38,046
We were doing all
things like The Meters,
538
00:37:38,214 --> 00:37:42,425
and Booker T. & the M.G.'s,
instrumental type stuff.
539
00:37:42,593 --> 00:37:49,224
Then later, Rod came on board
and put a vocal over our funky sound,
540
00:37:49,600 --> 00:37:51,309
what we thought was funky, anyway.
541
00:39:28,074 --> 00:39:29,407
''Rivalry''?
542
00:39:30,451 --> 00:39:31,993
Keith, bless him.
543
00:39:35,581 --> 00:39:38,291
Now we've had a friendly rivalry
all the time,
544
00:39:38,459 --> 00:39:40,251
ever since I met Keith, yeah.
545
00:39:41,003 --> 00:39:44,464
Marvellous really, but I think that
gives you a reason to bounce.
546
00:39:44,632 --> 00:39:45,757
It's fantastic.
547
00:39:45,925 --> 00:39:48,093
Thing with Ronnie is
that you're such good mates
548
00:39:48,260 --> 00:39:51,638
that you can call each other any name
under the sun and it doesn't matter.
549
00:39:52,139 --> 00:39:54,182
It's like, ''Good one, pal.''
550
00:39:54,350 --> 00:39:57,018
-Did you ever fall out?
-No. We did have...
551
00:39:57,186 --> 00:40:01,856
Once, many years ago, he was doing
something he said he wouldn't.
552
00:40:02,024 --> 00:40:04,692
And I found out he was and
I went out and punched him,
553
00:40:04,860 --> 00:40:06,069
and then he punched me.
554
00:40:06,237 --> 00:40:09,114
We fell over the couch and
started laughing.
555
00:40:10,366 --> 00:40:11,866
That was about it.
556
00:40:48,571 --> 00:40:50,405
I had a band
which played stadiums,
557
00:40:50,573 --> 00:40:52,323
we didn't have a record out
or anyting.
558
00:40:52,491 --> 00:40:55,618
But I did have
Stanley Clarke in the band,
559
00:40:55,786 --> 00:40:58,705
Keith Richards,
and Bobby Keys,
560
00:40:59,331 --> 00:41:01,207
Zigaboo Modeliste from The Meters.
561
00:41:01,375 --> 00:41:06,504
It was like my ideal gathering,
little Mac on the keyboards.
562
00:41:09,049 --> 00:41:13,178
That band was
quite an eyeopener for me,
563
00:41:13,345 --> 00:41:17,724
to front and actually go out
and play the stadiums,
564
00:41:19,435 --> 00:41:22,437
with me as the front man.
565
00:41:47,880 --> 00:41:50,215
That's how I first
actually met Ronnie.
566
00:41:52,218 --> 00:41:55,470
His old Iady was in
a night club, she said,
567
00:41:55,638 --> 00:42:00,308
''Ronnie's doing something, recording,
come on down.''
568
00:42:00,476 --> 00:42:05,855
Somehow in a drunken fuddle,
I end up at Ronnie's house
569
00:42:06,023 --> 00:42:07,649
and stayed six months.
570
00:42:56,490 --> 00:42:59,200
That's where Ronnie and I
started to work together.
571
00:42:59,368 --> 00:43:03,037
So, we had a feel-thing going
572
00:43:03,205 --> 00:43:06,374
and I was on both
of his solo albums.
573
00:43:40,034 --> 00:43:44,412
Down in the Bermondsey
Stones' rehearsal room,
574
00:43:44,580 --> 00:43:49,500
Ian Stewart used to let the Faces
record down there for free,
575
00:43:49,668 --> 00:43:50,752
because we had no money.
576
00:43:50,919 --> 00:43:55,131
But at that time, the Stones had
rung up the rehearsal room to say,
577
00:43:55,299 --> 00:43:58,176
''Would Ronnie join?''
when Brian Jones died,
578
00:43:58,344 --> 00:44:00,845
and Ronnie Lane said,
''No, he's quite happy where he is.''
579
00:44:01,013 --> 00:44:02,930
I never found
this out for five years.
580
00:44:04,141 --> 00:44:06,225
I was in the hands
of destiny all my life,
581
00:44:06,393 --> 00:44:08,478
and being in the right
place at the right time.
582
00:44:26,830 --> 00:44:28,706
We were all well
aware of Ronnie Wood.
583
00:44:28,957 --> 00:44:33,711
I met them on the periphery of Hyde
Park when Brian Jones passed away,
584
00:44:33,879 --> 00:44:35,672
and they were
breaking in Mick Taylor.
585
00:44:35,839 --> 00:44:37,298
I was walking around the outside
586
00:44:37,466 --> 00:44:39,801
and a car pulled up and out
jumped Mick and Charlie.
587
00:44:39,968 --> 00:44:41,302
And they came up and said hi,
588
00:44:41,470 --> 00:44:43,805
and they said, ''We'll see
you soon, we've got this gig.''
589
00:44:43,972 --> 00:44:46,182
And I said, ''Yeah, you'll see
me sooner than you think.''
590
00:44:54,274 --> 00:44:57,443
And then,
one day, out of the blue,
591
00:44:57,611 --> 00:45:00,446
Mick Taylor decides to exit.
592
00:45:00,614 --> 00:45:02,365
I never found out why.
593
00:45:02,533 --> 00:45:04,492
I was at Robert Stdigwood's party,
594
00:45:04,660 --> 00:45:06,536
there's Jagger here,
and Mick Taylor here.
595
00:45:06,704 --> 00:45:09,330
Mick Taylor leans across
and says to Mick Jagger,
596
00:45:09,498 --> 00:45:10,957
''I'm leaving the band.''
597
00:45:11,125 --> 00:45:14,877
And Taylor gets up and
walked out, that's it.
598
00:45:15,045 --> 00:45:18,339
And Jagger said, ''What am I gonna do?
''Would you join?''
599
00:45:18,507 --> 00:45:20,550
And I was going, ''Thought
you'd never ask.''
600
00:45:20,718 --> 00:45:21,884
We really wanted Ronnie,
601
00:45:22,052 --> 00:45:24,846
but I think Ronnie was in
another band basically.
602
00:45:33,689 --> 00:45:36,107
I started with The Rolling Stones
with Brian Jones,
603
00:45:36,275 --> 00:45:38,192
and we developed a sound there.
604
00:45:38,360 --> 00:45:42,739
Then came Mick Taylor, totally
different kind of guitar player.
605
00:45:42,906 --> 00:45:44,949
The solos became very important,
606
00:45:45,117 --> 00:45:47,326
he added
beautiful melodic Ilines.
607
00:45:47,494 --> 00:45:49,787
We had to separate
the rhythm from the lead.
608
00:45:49,955 --> 00:45:52,206
You obviously
change the personality
609
00:45:52,374 --> 00:45:56,043
when you take one style
of musician out,
610
00:45:56,211 --> 00:45:58,671
and replace that with
another style of musician.
611
00:46:06,472 --> 00:46:10,099
The other ingredient,
612
00:46:10,267 --> 00:46:13,853
and I mean this band
works on two guitars,
613
00:46:14,021 --> 00:46:16,314
and it's very important
who they are.
614
00:46:16,482 --> 00:46:18,900
We tried out different
guitarists in studios.
615
00:46:19,067 --> 00:46:23,529
We did play with Wayne Perkins, a
lovely guitar player from the States,
616
00:46:23,697 --> 00:46:27,325
and Harvey Mandel,
also an American guitar player.
617
00:46:27,993 --> 00:46:30,578
Both great, very different,
very interesting.
618
00:46:30,871 --> 00:46:34,791
Jimmy Page played, but he
wasn't ever gonna join, I think.
619
00:46:46,470 --> 00:46:51,307
Ronnie calls up and says,
''We've busted up, The Faces,
620
00:46:51,475 --> 00:46:53,059
we've busted up.''
621
00:46:53,268 --> 00:46:57,438
The Faces had split then, Rod had
announced he was leaving.
622
00:46:57,606 --> 00:46:59,148
It wasn't me that
broke the band up.
623
00:47:06,490 --> 00:47:08,699
He fitted in very quickly.
624
00:47:08,867 --> 00:47:13,120
It was almost as if
it was predestined in a way.
625
00:47:13,288 --> 00:47:15,414
We all knew him,
he wasn't like some stranger
626
00:47:15,582 --> 00:47:18,376
that was from
Georgia or somewhere.
627
00:47:26,552 --> 00:47:32,306
So, these arena shows became
slightly more humorous
628
00:47:32,474 --> 00:47:34,016
because of his personality.
629
00:47:34,184 --> 00:47:36,561
It became quite
'good-timey' in a way.
630
00:47:36,728 --> 00:47:39,105
And Ronnie brought
this sense of fun to it.
631
00:47:39,273 --> 00:47:43,609
Mad clothes, and colourful,
and everyone smiling, grinning,
632
00:47:43,777 --> 00:47:48,865
and Ronnie's like mugging
and singing backing parts.
633
00:47:49,032 --> 00:47:50,575
It's a very different mood.
634
00:47:58,625 --> 00:48:05,423
It's a very finely crafted kdind of...
It ain't sloppy at all.
635
00:48:05,591 --> 00:48:08,092
What's it likeplaying a huge stadium?
636
00:48:08,260 --> 00:48:10,511
I mean,can you actually hear yourself
637
00:48:10,679 --> 00:48:15,141
Yeah, I have to stand in
front of my amp in order to.
638
00:48:15,309 --> 00:48:19,186
If I drift too far off,
especially in the old days,
639
00:48:19,354 --> 00:48:24,066
when the monitors weren't
too good at getting a true mix,
640
00:48:24,234 --> 00:48:27,153
it was difficult to wander too
far away from your station.
641
00:48:27,321 --> 00:48:30,781
When we first started,
I'd have Keith's amp here
642
00:48:30,949 --> 00:48:32,366
and that was all I could hear.
643
00:48:32,534 --> 00:48:34,368
And I'm watching Charlie's
snare or his bass drum.
644
00:48:34,536 --> 00:48:35,244
Yeah.
645
00:48:35,412 --> 00:48:39,790
-They all say they follow you.
-Oh dear.
646
00:48:39,958 --> 00:48:43,336
But the sound, and
the way that we create it,
647
00:48:43,503 --> 00:48:47,465
it depends on those two guitars,
and how they weave together.
648
00:48:47,674 --> 00:48:50,927
The two of them
have this fabulous dance.
649
00:48:51,094 --> 00:48:53,095
It's like interchanging.
650
00:48:53,263 --> 00:48:56,682
You've got to keep your concentration
up when you're around Keith
651
00:48:56,850 --> 00:48:58,392
because if you let your guard down,
652
00:48:58,560 --> 00:49:03,522
and leave yourself open, he'll come
straight in and expose you.
653
00:49:03,690 --> 00:49:07,151
Ronnie'll now call it
the ancient form of weaving.
654
00:49:07,319 --> 00:49:11,364
Like, ''It doesn't need all that'', and
you'll go, ''Actually, you're right.''
655
00:49:11,531 --> 00:49:13,908
And of course, all of that is then
to support the vocalist.
656
00:49:14,076 --> 00:49:17,662
Because the crowd, they're loving it,
that's the great thing.
657
00:49:17,829 --> 00:49:18,871
And you're loving it.
658
00:49:19,039 --> 00:49:24,168
So the sound, you force it to happen,
you make it happen.
659
00:49:24,336 --> 00:49:28,881
There is a sort of aim
to make those enormous places,
660
00:49:29,049 --> 00:49:33,177
in a way,
feeI like they're smaller.
661
00:49:33,470 --> 00:49:37,390
As you said, that sort of
clubbish thing that goes on.
662
00:49:37,557 --> 00:49:39,225
Really, we're a live band.
663
00:49:39,559 --> 00:49:45,022
And we take that feeling
to a stadium, or to a huge park,
664
00:49:46,191 --> 00:49:47,692
with hundreds of thousands,
665
00:49:47,859 --> 00:49:50,528
or the beach with millions,
like we did in Rio.
666
00:49:50,696 --> 00:49:52,029
But it's the same thing:
667
00:49:52,197 --> 00:49:58,452
you have to have
that close-knit feel
668
00:49:58,620 --> 00:50:00,871
and energy within the band
669
00:50:01,039 --> 00:50:04,125
and then it can project
from that small core.
670
00:50:04,292 --> 00:50:08,337
I think it's just half of it's
just the nature of the band.
671
00:54:41,569 --> 00:54:42,528
Thank you!
672
00:54:43,863 --> 00:54:44,655
Thank you!
673
00:54:45,949 --> 00:54:46,949
Ah, baby!
674
00:55:00,505 --> 00:55:03,257
-He's had quite a life in terms of...
-Yeah.
675
00:55:03,425 --> 00:55:06,010
Sex, drugs, and things like that,
drinking.
676
00:55:06,177 --> 00:55:07,344
Things like that, yeah.
677
00:55:07,512 --> 00:55:09,263
Is that
what you're referring to, Mike?
678
00:55:27,449 --> 00:55:30,409
I get the sense that you've beenvery brutherly tuwards him.
679
00:55:30,910 --> 00:55:32,953
Well, that's nice, I mean...
680
00:55:35,373 --> 00:55:39,043
We all went through
our 'overdoing it' phase.
681
00:55:39,461 --> 00:55:40,794
Mick never gave up on him.
682
00:55:51,431 --> 00:55:57,102
He really wanted to be a sober person
but it was very difficult to do.
683
00:55:57,645 --> 00:56:01,148
And it is difficult to do if you've
been doing it like all your life.
684
00:56:02,525 --> 00:56:06,362
Ronnie's always a happy person.
685
00:56:07,572 --> 00:56:09,990
I just feel that if you're
talking to a sober person,
686
00:56:10,158 --> 00:56:12,076
you've got the real person.
687
00:56:13,203 --> 00:56:17,915
And I didn't find him...
688
00:56:19,834 --> 00:56:21,794
an ugly drunk
or anything like that,
689
00:56:21,961 --> 00:56:24,630
I just prefer the true person.
690
00:56:32,889 --> 00:56:37,851
He functions very well as both,
but I think he's better sober.
691
00:56:38,019 --> 00:56:41,522
I think he's more creative, he's more
in tune, he's more in touch,
692
00:56:41,689 --> 00:56:44,441
and just sharper.
693
00:56:44,943 --> 00:56:48,237
So, I think he was brilliant, anyway,
694
00:56:48,738 --> 00:56:51,657
but being sober has just
pushed him somewhere else.
695
00:57:09,759 --> 00:57:13,011
''I had to go through it
to get to it,'' you know,
696
00:57:13,179 --> 00:57:14,805
as Bobby Womack used to say.
697
00:57:16,558 --> 00:57:18,058
Du you regret?
698
00:57:18,226 --> 00:57:24,481
No, I had some really good
spiritual awakenings
699
00:57:24,649 --> 00:57:29,027
during my using years,
700
00:57:31,072 --> 00:57:33,282
although I wouldn't recommend it.
701
00:57:34,284 --> 00:57:35,742
A lot of it was the ritual
702
00:57:36,703 --> 00:57:40,414
associated with the presentation
of the different drugs.
703
00:57:40,582 --> 00:57:43,917
The rolling of the joint,
the filling of the pipe,
704
00:57:44,210 --> 00:57:48,755
the chopping of the coke
or whatever it was.
705
00:57:48,923 --> 00:57:54,344
And the ingestion of the smack
in whichever way you did it.
706
00:57:54,512 --> 00:57:58,140
There's a lot of ritual involved, and
then that would be set against
707
00:57:58,308 --> 00:58:03,854
the ritual of the way
the music was structured.
708
00:58:04,022 --> 00:58:09,651
That gave you the feeling
of invincibility,
709
00:58:09,819 --> 00:58:12,613
that you could tackle anything.
710
00:58:13,531 --> 00:58:14,948
I'm just speaking for me,
711
00:58:15,116 --> 00:58:18,494
I think this is what gave me
a lot of confidence.
712
00:58:18,953 --> 00:58:22,164
Not to say that I wasn't born
with a lot of front anyway,
713
00:58:22,332 --> 00:58:28,212
I would have fronted my way
like I've done all my life,
714
00:58:28,379 --> 00:58:32,674
but the drugs
increased my confidence.
715
00:58:32,842 --> 00:58:34,009
Same as the alcohol did.
716
00:58:34,177 --> 00:58:35,511
I mean, a port and brandy,
717
00:58:35,678 --> 00:58:39,264
Rod and I used to have before
we went on with The Faces,
718
00:58:40,350 --> 00:58:42,392
and with The Jeff Beck Group.
719
00:58:42,560 --> 00:58:48,273
The drink was very important, it very
much got rid of the butterflies
720
00:58:48,441 --> 00:58:55,531
and it gave you the power to go on
721
00:58:55,698 --> 00:58:58,158
and handle anything,
tackle anything.
722
00:59:10,797 --> 00:59:15,551
I had a little mews flat
723
00:59:15,969 --> 00:59:19,429
in Gloucester Place Mews,
near Harley Street.
724
00:59:20,056 --> 00:59:23,016
I passed it the other week
725
00:59:23,184 --> 00:59:26,228
and I thought, ''It's stll there,
this little mews.''
726
00:59:26,396 --> 00:59:29,648
And I've seen it only on acid
and it was like, ''Ah!''
727
00:59:29,816 --> 00:59:33,569
It became this little toy town
down there, and it is a toy town.
728
00:59:34,445 --> 00:59:37,239
And I'll never forget.
729
00:59:37,407 --> 00:59:44,037
I was in the height of
this acid trip, and the phone rang
730
00:59:44,330 --> 00:59:47,499
when it was like,
whoo, going through the sea...
731
00:59:47,667 --> 00:59:50,002
It was the Faces, they were all
at rehearsal going,
732
00:59:50,169 --> 00:59:53,839
''You're late for rehearsal,
you're late for rehearsaI.
733
00:59:54,007 --> 00:59:56,466
You've fucked up,
you've fucked everything up.''
734
00:59:56,676 --> 01:00:00,304
You know, it's been a long time since
I was on the road with him.
735
01:00:00,805 --> 01:00:05,058
As I remember him with the Faces,
we were a party band.
736
01:00:05,226 --> 01:00:07,561
So, we were always in a bloody
good mood all the time,
737
01:00:07,729 --> 01:00:09,438
sometimes too
much of a good mood.
738
01:00:11,357 --> 01:00:16,445
I remember in Detroit,
we all took acid in the Faces,
739
01:00:16,613 --> 01:00:19,531
and then we went back to
David Ruffin, from The Temptations,
740
01:00:19,699 --> 01:00:22,993
we went back to his house
and we sang and played.
741
01:00:23,161 --> 01:00:24,745
It felt like I was playing...
742
01:00:25,747 --> 01:00:29,124
The guitar, just wouldn't keep still,
it was bending,
743
01:00:29,292 --> 01:00:31,335
but I managed to play it.
744
01:00:31,628 --> 01:00:36,089
You must have gone very clusetu various precipices, edges.
745
01:00:36,257 --> 01:00:39,968
Yeah, and I've seen enough people
go over the top,
746
01:00:40,136 --> 01:00:42,137
especially in the early days
with The Stones,
747
01:00:42,305 --> 01:00:44,473
with my early days with them,
with me and Keith.
748
01:00:44,641 --> 01:00:51,688
I used to try and copy Keith and
inject more than he did or take more.
749
01:00:52,231 --> 01:00:55,734
We'd be forever walking around and
some of them didn't make it.
750
01:00:55,902 --> 01:00:57,861
And it's Iike
really horrible to see.
751
01:00:59,489 --> 01:01:01,657
And you learn a lesson,
in a way, from that.
752
01:01:02,575 --> 01:01:08,121
Yeah, it's amazing, that he kept it
together so long, really.
753
01:01:08,414 --> 01:01:13,752
He did do a lot of things to excess,
but he never Iost it.
754
01:01:13,920 --> 01:01:16,088
It was how you steered
your way through it.
755
01:01:16,255 --> 01:01:19,257
It was aIways there
and it was like knowing where to...
756
01:01:19,425 --> 01:01:22,719
''Hang on a minute, I better stop here
because I've got to do this.''
757
01:01:22,887 --> 01:01:24,388
''I can't get blitzed
758
01:01:24,555 --> 01:01:27,557
because I want to do that and then
I want to do that afterwards.''
759
01:01:27,725 --> 01:01:29,810
''I'll go this far,
and I'll go that far,
760
01:01:29,977 --> 01:01:32,020
but I'm not going
the rest of the way.''
761
01:01:32,188 --> 01:01:34,564
Lots of people fall by the wayside.
762
01:01:34,774 --> 01:01:36,358
The pills were terrible,
763
01:01:36,526 --> 01:01:39,945
they'd take handfuls of them
and then foam at the mouth,
764
01:01:40,113 --> 01:01:41,738
and you'd go,
''Yeah, no wonder.''
765
01:01:41,906 --> 01:01:44,157
You could take one, or half is fine.
766
01:01:44,784 --> 01:01:47,077
Keith Moon used to take
the whole bottle,
767
01:01:47,245 --> 01:01:49,204
so it was no surprise when he died.
768
01:01:49,372 --> 01:01:52,249
I was always telling him, ''Keith,
you're meant to take one or two,
769
01:01:52,417 --> 01:01:53,917
not the whole bottle!''
770
01:01:54,085 --> 01:01:58,463
''Oh, it's fine, dear boy,''
let's go and conquer the worId.
771
01:01:59,298 --> 01:02:01,299
Was there evera time when the balance
772
01:02:01,467 --> 01:02:06,096
between you, Ronnie, beingin control, of your destiny,
773
01:02:06,264 --> 01:02:07,431
went the wrong way?
774
01:02:07,598 --> 01:02:09,266
-Oh yeah.
-Did you ever feel that?
775
01:02:10,059 --> 01:02:13,770
I felt that with the freebase.
776
01:02:15,148 --> 01:02:18,150
It was controIIing me,
I had no control over it.
777
01:02:18,317 --> 01:02:21,278
It took me about three years
to get off of it.
778
01:02:21,654 --> 01:02:25,115
Oh, yeah. Incredibly powerful,
it ruled everything.
779
01:02:25,283 --> 01:02:30,579
Just getting high with that pipe was
frighteing, I'd do anything for it.
780
01:02:30,747 --> 01:02:33,206
And I can understand why people
went out and killed for it.
781
01:02:33,374 --> 01:02:34,666
You know what I mean?
I thought,
782
01:02:34,834 --> 01:02:38,462
''I can see why these people with no
money, have got to get a next hit.''
783
01:02:38,629 --> 01:02:40,589
And I'm thinking,
''That is frightening.''
784
01:02:40,757 --> 01:02:44,301
And when they're mixing it with
smack, that made it even more...
785
01:02:44,469 --> 01:02:47,053
It was like,
''If I don't get the next hit,
786
01:02:47,221 --> 01:02:49,431
I'm gonna die, so I'm gonna
kill you to get...'' you know.
787
01:02:49,599 --> 01:02:52,642
Oh God, it was like,
''How am I gonna get off this?''
788
01:02:52,810 --> 01:02:54,561
So, I just
enjoyed the shit out of it.
789
01:02:54,729 --> 01:02:56,980
I just took it with
me wherever I went.
790
01:02:57,648 --> 01:03:00,859
-Could you continue tu work?
-Continued to work.
791
01:03:01,027 --> 01:03:04,029
I used to, quite innocently, think
it was the best thing going.
792
01:03:04,197 --> 01:03:07,199
I'd take it to parties and go,
''Everybody's got to try this!''
793
01:03:07,366 --> 01:03:09,576
Yeah, a great big
Bunsen burner out,
794
01:03:09,744 --> 01:03:13,914
the pipe, the works,
and freebase, and everything.
795
01:03:14,081 --> 01:03:17,292
People would be going, ''You're
fucking crazy, but I love it!''
796
01:03:17,460 --> 01:03:19,753
You know, then they'd
all be getting on it.
797
01:03:20,171 --> 01:03:21,505
And he's as tough as nails.
798
01:03:21,672 --> 01:03:24,341
Is he?Tell me about him.
799
01:03:24,592 --> 01:03:28,220
Ronnie's just built like that,
he's kind of like me,
800
01:03:28,387 --> 01:03:30,472
I've broken
every bone in my body.
801
01:03:31,474 --> 01:03:34,559
He has a great immune system.
802
01:03:35,770 --> 01:03:38,313
In fact, he's very like me.
803
01:03:38,481 --> 01:03:42,359
With a great pain threshold.
804
01:03:44,153 --> 01:03:45,278
I...
805
01:03:48,282 --> 01:03:52,202
thought I'd better change,
806
01:03:52,912 --> 01:03:54,287
change my way of thinking.
807
01:03:54,455 --> 01:04:00,293
Nothing was working,
so I decided to try again.
808
01:04:01,546 --> 01:04:04,881
When you say 'nothing',you mean musically? Emotionally?
809
01:04:05,049 --> 01:04:06,216
Oh.
810
01:04:08,052 --> 01:04:10,136
Dope-wise, yeah.
811
01:04:11,305 --> 01:04:13,765
The coke wasn't working,
the drink wasn't working,
812
01:04:13,933 --> 01:04:17,561
''Try one more,'' you know, just to see
if I could cut through it.
813
01:04:18,104 --> 01:04:22,482
And I'd turn into this sour person,
kind of like, ''Fuck off!''
814
01:04:22,650 --> 01:04:25,235
And I thought, ''This is not me.''
815
01:04:28,322 --> 01:04:33,201
Took the brave move again,
but this time for myself,
816
01:04:34,078 --> 01:04:38,748
to abstain and try
and clean up my act.
817
01:04:39,917 --> 01:04:45,380
It's really hard to do,
but he knew he wanted to do it,
818
01:04:45,548 --> 01:04:47,299
which is obviously part of the thing.
819
01:04:47,466 --> 01:04:49,217
If you don't want to do it,
it's really impossible.
820
01:04:49,385 --> 01:04:52,596
He wanted to do it but he found it
really difficult to do.
821
01:04:53,347 --> 01:04:58,643
And it's all part of being supportive
of the fact that you want to do it,
822
01:04:58,811 --> 01:05:00,937
but so then, how's that gonna work?
823
01:05:01,397 --> 01:05:06,860
He tried all different angles coming
at it and I was of some help...
824
01:05:07,028 --> 01:05:09,112
If I was of some help, I'm glad.
825
01:05:09,280 --> 01:05:11,656
You can't just
think that it's not there,
826
01:05:11,824 --> 01:05:14,284
it can creep up at any point.
827
01:05:14,452 --> 01:05:17,370
So, that's a big deal for us.
828
01:05:17,538 --> 01:05:24,878
We've done classes,
or rehab, or ยค meetings.
829
01:05:25,546 --> 01:05:27,714
He has his meditation books.
830
01:05:29,258 --> 01:05:31,885
Check in daily,
''How are you doing? How's this?''
831
01:05:32,053 --> 01:05:35,430
It's not just drugs,
it's smoking, it's drinking,
832
01:05:35,598 --> 01:05:38,058
it's a lot
that he has to put first.
833
01:05:38,225 --> 01:05:42,479
So, we put the recovery first
because everything else follows,
834
01:05:43,564 --> 01:05:46,066
and that makes sense for us.
835
01:05:46,233 --> 01:05:51,154
It's very difficult because
you go through a period of dry,
836
01:05:51,322 --> 01:05:53,740
and you go, ''I've done it,
I've cleaned up.
837
01:05:53,908 --> 01:05:56,201
So, now I can have just one.''
838
01:05:56,369 --> 01:06:00,121
And that's the big mistake,
because you can't have just one.
839
01:06:00,289 --> 01:06:03,750
-You just can't.
-No.
840
01:06:04,043 --> 01:06:05,835
Some people can, they're lucky.
841
01:06:07,546 --> 01:06:09,172
But the addict head can't.
842
01:06:10,257 --> 01:06:12,092
Do you have anaddictive personality
843
01:06:12,259 --> 01:06:15,762
or did you just becume addicted?
844
01:06:16,138 --> 01:06:18,181
Yeah, I wonder,
which one of them it is.
845
01:06:18,349 --> 01:06:22,811
I probably like things too much.
846
01:06:24,814 --> 01:06:28,441
Which is harmless
for some things like music,
847
01:06:29,026 --> 01:06:33,405
but harmful in
ways like dope and drink.
848
01:06:38,077 --> 01:06:40,787
We want to be with Ronnie
and he wants us to be there.
849
01:06:40,955 --> 01:06:44,541
So, that is the best way
it would work for us,
850
01:06:44,917 --> 01:06:47,502
and I want to be
with my husband.
851
01:10:04,825 --> 01:10:06,618
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