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Previously on Queen Sugar...
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I got accepted into this really
cool school in Washington do.
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Mom and pop said that I can go.
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You know deep down that that
boy is mine as much as he is yours!
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That's not your son, Aunt Vi!
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It was really good of you
to drop everything.
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You say that like I had a choice.
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There's no place I'll ever
be if you ever need me.
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[ANDRE] you think I'll forget the
cops' faces who did this to me?
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You thanked him in your book.
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What?
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Calvin Gaston.
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He's the one who did this to me.
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Great.
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You put the snacks in the car?
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Indeed. Close all them windows?
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I did.
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Where our little man at?
Probably should get going.
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He said he had to look for something.
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- Found her.
- [DARLA] mmm!
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Couldn't leave without Kenya, huh?
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She'll probably miss you too much.
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Oh, I'm not bringing Kenya.
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I want her to stay here so
she can look after you guys.
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Are you worried about us?
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I heard pops in the bathroom
this morning.
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He sounded upset.
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[RALPH] upset?
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I'm not upset. I'm happy for you.
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But are you happy for you?
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We're sad that we won't
get to see you every day.
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But I'm happy you get to live your life.
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Well, whenever you are sad,
Kenya will keep you company.
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How about when I'm sad...
[CHUCKLES] ...I just call you?
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But I might be too busy doing homework.
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Too busy? Busy saving the world, huh?
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- You know it.
- That's right.
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All right. We gotta go. Long drive.
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We gotta go.
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Long, long, long drive.
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[DARLA] so...
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? even though it's wet and cold ?
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? it shows you what you need to know ?
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? I intend this world this whole world ?
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? for you ?
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- [DARLA] slide along a little.
- Oh.
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Come on.
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Traffic waits for nobody.
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- Put your seatbelt on.
- All right.
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Washington DC...
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[ALL] here we come!
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[ENGINE STARTS]
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? It won't always be easy ?
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? it's not supposed to be ?
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? you're right it won't always be ?
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? easy ?
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? it's not supposed to be ?
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? dreams never die take
flight as the world turns
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? dreams never die take
flight as the world turns
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? keep the colors in the lines
take flight ?
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? dreams never die ?
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? keep the colors in the lines ?
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? keep the colors in the lines
take flight ?
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[VIOLET] Micah needs to bringhimself home.
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He does not need to be
out there in them streets.
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I want everybody home and safe.
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Hell, home ain't safe.
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Well, I'm just glad
for the homes that we got.
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I've been watching this
reports on these evictions.
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People losing their jobs.
Healthcare's a mess.
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Those fools. Trying to fight
about wearing a simple mask.
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Being brainwashed to fight
against their own survival.
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Surreal.
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[VIOLET] don't get me started.
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I tell Hollywood to turn
that crap off the TV.
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Gets my pressure up.
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It's infuriating.
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We gotta get this vote out.
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I just hate that I...
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I can't be out there getting
people registered and...
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...Staffing the polls.
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Yeah, well, you can't, so stop it.
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That cold you had could've been worse.
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Nova's out there on behalf
of the family doing all of that.
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Micah, Hollywood, driving seniors.
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The bordelons are doing
their part. We always do.
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We always do.
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Can I ask you a completely
random question?
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Go on.
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Is there anything that Jimmy
Dale could do right now...
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...For you to see him differently?
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What?
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What on earth would make you ask me
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some stupid shit like that?
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I...
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I'm... I'm sorry, Aunt Vi.
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You didn't answer me.
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What on earth would make you ask me...
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I'm just wondering.
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Why in all the hell
would you wonder that?
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Ain't enough going on to wonder t?
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I mean, where did that come from?
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I asked you a question, Charley.
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Davis came by here last week
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to pick something up that Micah needed
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and ship it to him.
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And, uh...
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We got to talking.
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And he seemed...
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He seemed different.
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And it got me thinking about change.
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Can people really change?
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And forgiveness.
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And I guess I was wondering
what you felt about all that.
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Charley...
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Jimmy Dale is an evil man...
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...Who gets off on inflicting pain,
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physical, emotional,
on any and everybody.
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He's a dark soul.
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Thinks love is weakness and
feeds on hate and treachery.
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And he made sure that I lived
inside of his hell.
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For so long it almost
destroyed me entirely.
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So there is nothing in
this world that he could do
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to make me forget what he did to me...
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...Or think he's changed ever.
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Davis, on the other hand,
is just damn stupid.
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Huh?
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He's not a bad person.
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He's a foolish man
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who took the good life
you gave him for granted
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and made dumb, hurtful choices.
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But he ain't Jimmy Dale.
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He loved you even though he blew it.
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And he loves that boy.
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So if you saw change in him,
that's worth looking at.
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Y'all can at least
be civil to each other.
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Yeah.
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Yeah, at least.
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Hey, you all right?
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What's wrong?
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Is everything okay?
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What's this?
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[FILE CLOSES]
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His name is Andre Nixon.
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He was only 19 years old the night
he said you and your cop friends
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beat him until he could no longer walk.
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Wait a minute, Nova...
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please don't say you
don't know this man.
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Because he definitely knows you.
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And once I started digging
into his case,
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it wasn't that hard
to put it all together.
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All someone had to do was look,
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see,
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care enough.
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And no one did until now.
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Nova...
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Look me in my eye and tell me
you had nothing to do with this!
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That you weren't there that night.
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And I'll believe you.
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Because I want to believe you.
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I think...
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I tried to convince myself
it was somebody else's memory
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just lodged in the back of my mind.
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I was the son of a cop.
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I was having a real hard time.
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And everyone said I had to prove
that I could make it on my own.
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They got a hold of this kid...
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His name is Andre.
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Right.
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Andre.
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Andre...
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...Got dragged
into an abandoned building.
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They beat him real good.
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They said it was...
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They said it was good practice.
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I stood in the back, I was scared.
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I knew what they were doing was wrong.
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Then they called my name and they said,
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"get up here and
prove you're one of us."
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I knew what they were asking me to do.
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And you did it.
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I hit him once.
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Maybe twice.
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But that's all, I swear.
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I barely touched him.
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But you did touch him, Calvin.
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I've never done anything
like that before or since.
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You gotta believe me.
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I believed you when you told me you had
never done anything like this at all!
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Remember?
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Remember what you told me?
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Those were lies, Calvin!
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It was over 20 years ago.
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I'm not that person.
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It was yesterday to him!
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[DOOR SLAMS SHUT]
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Have you heard from him
since they got back?
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Ralph Angel is not speaking to me.
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And you ain't talking to him.
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How long is that gonna go on?
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It'll work itself out.
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Wondering what my baby's doing
right now.
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He's with his grandmother...
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...Who is trifling, but she loves him.
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And she ain't gonna let
no harm come to him.
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That's where he is.
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I just don't want him to change.
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He's perfect. He's us.
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Baby, that's not gonna happen.
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That boy's got a good soul.
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And Blue is gonna stay Blue.
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We pray for that, we manifest that,
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and we know that, okay?
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Okay.
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And maybe you should
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think about apologizing to Ralph Angel.
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Blue is the whole reason
he got his life together.
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So if he sent him away,
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it's probably because he
thinks the promise of tomorrow
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outweighs the pain right now.
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So my pain and love
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for a child I helped raise don't matter?
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Baby, you can't honestly say
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that your pain
is worse than Ralph Angel's.
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That's his son.
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Baby, you call Ralph Angel a boy.
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You said his father would be
ashamed of him.
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I believe that's the truth.
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But was it kind, Vi? Was it necessary?
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Maybe you should consider
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being the adult in the room on this one.
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That's all I'm saying.
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[CHARLEY] when Micahleft for college, I was lost.
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It's kinda stunning to realize
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that I didn't know how to live
without thinking about his daily needs.
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I didn't know how to...
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...Just be.
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I mean, it's gonna take some time.
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I mean, when I get down,
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I think about how much
Blue loved his new room
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and how he took
to all the kids in the class.
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They really loved him.
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I mean, just being in a classroom again,
he was on cloud nine.
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And mom loves him so much.
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It was really beautiful to see.
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I mean,
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that's what I start thinking
about when I'm getting in my feelings.
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- Hmm.
- Thank you for the talk, Charley.
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I don't wanna keep you.
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Oh, actually, um...
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I wanted to ask you something.
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I've come to think of you as one
of the strongest women I know.
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You've been through so much.
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And yet here you are.
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Thank you. That means a
lot coming from you, Charley.
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I need some advice.
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Advice? From me?
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Well, I'll certainly try.
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I've been thinking about Davis.
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Thinking what about Davis?
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Oh, oh. I see. Um, I mean,
I would never do that.
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You wouldn't? [CHUCKLES]
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Ouch.
265
00:14:22,962 --> 00:14:26,997
No, no, no. I mean, I would never
give you advice about your man.
266
00:14:27,022 --> 00:14:29,939
I mean, just for me from experience,
267
00:14:29,964 --> 00:14:33,799
I've found that no one really
knows your relationship but you.
268
00:14:34,718 --> 00:14:38,453
No one knows your heart.
No one knows his.
269
00:14:38,478 --> 00:14:42,880
I mean, everyone else's opinion
doesn't really matter in the end
270
00:14:43,287 --> 00:14:45,987
because it's the two of you that
have to look at each other every day,
271
00:14:46,870 --> 00:14:48,496
have to love each other every day.
272
00:14:50,153 --> 00:14:51,153
You're right.
273
00:14:52,368 --> 00:14:53,501
Has he changed?
274
00:14:55,385 --> 00:14:56,385
I think...
275
00:15:00,177 --> 00:15:03,011
Yeah. Yeah, he has.
276
00:15:05,935 --> 00:15:07,602
Is that even possible?
277
00:15:07,627 --> 00:15:09,010
Look at me and Ralph Angel.
278
00:15:09,035 --> 00:15:11,769
We are completely different
people than we were in the beginning.
279
00:15:12,288 --> 00:15:14,005
We made every mistake.
280
00:15:14,030 --> 00:15:16,731
We hurt each other,
we fell away from each other.
281
00:15:16,756 --> 00:15:20,291
And somehow we ended up
back in each other's arms.
282
00:15:20,818 --> 00:15:22,780
So yes, it is possible.
283
00:15:24,220 --> 00:15:27,952
If you see a chance at something real
284
00:15:28,565 --> 00:15:32,233
with someone who knows you
and truly cares about you...
285
00:15:33,860 --> 00:15:35,193
...Step out in faith.
286
00:15:35,995 --> 00:15:37,628
It might be everything you hope it is.
287
00:15:42,069 --> 00:15:44,586
The fact that the hashtag
"defund the police" is trending
288
00:15:44,611 --> 00:15:46,227
and on news outlets everywhere
289
00:15:46,252 --> 00:15:48,969
and that people in this country
and countries around the world
290
00:15:48,994 --> 00:15:51,244
are taking to the streets
is just like...
291
00:15:51,709 --> 00:15:54,743
I don't know, it's just monumental.
292
00:15:54,768 --> 00:15:56,028
You know what I mean? It just feels
really,
293
00:15:56,052 --> 00:15:57,707
really meaningful. Don't you think?
294
00:15:57,800 --> 00:16:01,502
I do. I have never seen
anything like it.
295
00:16:02,232 --> 00:16:04,766
Never felt anything like it.
296
00:16:04,791 --> 00:16:06,958
I'm just catching up to
everything now and... [SIGHS]
297
00:16:06,983 --> 00:16:10,401
I am totally and completely blown away.
298
00:16:12,235 --> 00:16:14,082
Wait, catching up to
everything? What do you mean?
299
00:16:17,143 --> 00:16:18,859
I... I, uh...
300
00:16:19,322 --> 00:16:20,322
What's going on?
301
00:16:23,877 --> 00:16:25,460
Uh...
302
00:16:25,485 --> 00:16:30,155
I've... I've been under the
weather the past few days.
303
00:16:30,717 --> 00:16:32,700
What do you mean "under
the weather"? What was wrong?
304
00:16:37,907 --> 00:16:38,907
Mom.
305
00:16:40,393 --> 00:16:43,177
I, uh... I have COVID.
306
00:16:43,202 --> 00:16:44,267
- What?
- But I'm recovering.
307
00:16:44,307 --> 00:16:46,656
What are you saying right now?
You took a test?
308
00:16:48,057 --> 00:16:49,122
No.
309
00:16:49,147 --> 00:16:50,596
Then what are you basing that on?
310
00:16:50,733 --> 00:16:51,865
[EXHALES] well...
311
00:16:52,525 --> 00:16:53,624
I was pretty out of it.
312
00:16:53,649 --> 00:16:54,956
What does that mean?
313
00:16:55,885 --> 00:16:57,051
Is Aunt Vi there?
314
00:16:57,076 --> 00:17:00,193
No, no. She's not. And I'm okay now.
315
00:17:00,218 --> 00:17:01,717
What is aunt Nova saying?
316
00:17:01,742 --> 00:17:04,443
What was your temperature at the
highest? Let me talk to aunt Nova.
317
00:17:04,468 --> 00:17:07,635
Micah, Nova's not here.
And I didn't call her over.
318
00:17:07,974 --> 00:17:08,974
Uncle Ra?
319
00:17:09,105 --> 00:17:10,049
No.
320
00:17:10,074 --> 00:17:11,690
Then how do you know you have COVID?
321
00:17:12,659 --> 00:17:14,826
Mom, what's happening?
[STUTTERING] why...
322
00:17:14,851 --> 00:17:17,048
Why aren't you telling me? Like,
why am I pulling teeth right now?
323
00:17:17,073 --> 00:17:19,557
Please, please stop yelling at me.
324
00:17:20,530 --> 00:17:22,196
I shouldn't have come here.
325
00:17:22,572 --> 00:17:23,906
I just...
326
00:17:23,930 --> 00:17:25,406
[EXHALES]
327
00:17:25,431 --> 00:17:26,930
I left you alone and now you...
328
00:17:27,400 --> 00:17:29,284
No, I wasn't alone.
329
00:17:32,543 --> 00:17:34,709
I couldn't call the family
for various reasons,
330
00:17:34,734 --> 00:17:37,485
so when things got pretty bad...
331
00:17:39,549 --> 00:17:40,668
...I called your father.
332
00:17:42,409 --> 00:17:43,409
[MICAH SCOFFS]
333
00:17:47,114 --> 00:17:48,346
I'm on my way.
334
00:17:48,862 --> 00:17:49,862
[DISCONNECTS]
335
00:17:54,568 --> 00:17:55,568
[SIGHS DEEPLY]
336
00:17:58,350 --> 00:17:59,910
[INDISTINCT CHATTER]
337
00:17:59,937 --> 00:18:02,534
Here you go, here you go. Uh-huh.
338
00:18:02,558 --> 00:18:04,124
And that's this one.
339
00:18:04,227 --> 00:18:07,528
You've seen me at home,
now you've seen me at work!
340
00:18:07,553 --> 00:18:09,184
[LAUGHING]
341
00:18:09,209 --> 00:18:10,318
Ten!
342
00:18:10,342 --> 00:18:12,529
Oh, I guess we are
making a little noise, huh?
343
00:18:12,554 --> 00:18:15,589
A little. I can hear you
cackling from across the way.
344
00:18:15,614 --> 00:18:18,381
I had missed everybody
at this place so much.
345
00:18:18,406 --> 00:18:20,699
So I'm doing it like the
kids say. I'm getting it in.
346
00:18:20,764 --> 00:18:22,768
- That's right.
- Yeah, I miss her, too.
347
00:18:22,793 --> 00:18:25,210
You know, it's just good
to know we got each other.
348
00:18:25,235 --> 00:18:29,020
- Mmm-hmm.
- Mmm! Indeed, indeed.
349
00:18:29,045 --> 00:18:30,516
And to get it on sitting down.
350
00:18:30,540 --> 00:18:31,746
- Come on!
- Okay!
351
00:18:31,771 --> 00:18:33,070
[LAUGHING]
352
00:18:40,646 --> 00:18:42,503
- Oh!
- [BOTH CHUCKLE]
353
00:18:42,528 --> 00:18:44,273
happy reopening.
354
00:18:44,954 --> 00:18:47,288
- Sort of.
- Yeah, sort of.
355
00:18:48,573 --> 00:18:50,139
Thank you.
356
00:18:50,164 --> 00:18:51,696
Is Ralph Angel popping?
357
00:18:52,165 --> 00:18:53,497
No, he, um...
358
00:18:54,867 --> 00:18:55,867
He couldn't make it.
359
00:18:57,509 --> 00:18:58,509
I see.
360
00:19:00,055 --> 00:19:01,582
But the flowers are from both of us.
361
00:19:02,334 --> 00:19:03,334
Mmm-hmm.
362
00:19:04,833 --> 00:19:07,088
- How's Blue?
- So far so good.
363
00:19:07,603 --> 00:19:10,253
He's still adjusting to my mom's
364
00:19:10,278 --> 00:19:12,211
rules and ways about her house.
365
00:19:12,236 --> 00:19:14,436
But I think...
366
00:19:14,847 --> 00:19:16,213
I think the real test is gonna come
367
00:19:16,237 --> 00:19:17,414
when
he starts school in a couple of days.
368
00:19:17,516 --> 00:19:19,350
So we shall see.
369
00:19:20,553 --> 00:19:21,553
[DOOR OPENS]
370
00:19:24,874 --> 00:19:28,109
Well, I should probably get going.
371
00:19:28,778 --> 00:19:29,944
Of course. [CHUCKLES]
372
00:19:30,529 --> 00:19:31,695
I understand.
373
00:19:32,448 --> 00:19:33,781
Congratulations.
374
00:19:34,650 --> 00:19:35,783
Thank you, baby.
375
00:19:40,323 --> 00:19:41,539
[DOOR OPENS]
376
00:19:43,826 --> 00:19:46,210
[NOVA] I ask my ancestors for wisdom.
377
00:19:47,246 --> 00:19:49,046
I ask for guidance.
378
00:19:50,966 --> 00:19:54,719
I ask for the capacity to love
from a place of truth
379
00:19:55,253 --> 00:19:56,586
and healing.
380
00:19:58,389 --> 00:20:00,174
[INHALES DEEPLY]
381
00:20:06,816 --> 00:20:10,151
All right. I hope you know
how sorry I am for what I did.
382
00:20:12,021 --> 00:20:13,887
Your feelings aren't the issue.
383
00:20:19,829 --> 00:20:22,112
[SIGHS]
384
00:20:23,926 --> 00:20:25,625
Am I allowed to get better?
385
00:20:27,585 --> 00:20:29,269
To be better than I was.
386
00:20:29,670 --> 00:20:30,759
You didn't know
387
00:20:30,783 --> 00:20:33,424
it was wrong to stomp a 19-year-old
in the back until it cracked?
388
00:20:35,509 --> 00:20:36,844
You knew.
389
00:20:36,962 --> 00:20:39,162
And you decided not to
be better in that moment
390
00:20:39,265 --> 00:20:40,764
and then to deny it
391
00:20:40,850 --> 00:20:42,349
and then to hide it.
392
00:20:44,192 --> 00:20:46,937
Yes. Yes,
what I did was wrong and I knew it,
393
00:20:48,767 --> 00:20:50,100
to fit in,
394
00:20:51,171 --> 00:20:53,204
- to protect myself...
- He's paralyzed.
395
00:20:53,229 --> 00:20:56,697
I know. I've been trying
to keep up with him from afar.
396
00:21:06,792 --> 00:21:08,375
I want to yell
397
00:21:09,514 --> 00:21:10,763
and fight.
398
00:21:11,247 --> 00:21:13,297
I want to scream and...
399
00:21:15,384 --> 00:21:17,000
I want to hurt you.
400
00:21:18,671 --> 00:21:21,004
I want you to know
how much you've hurt me.
401
00:21:21,356 --> 00:21:24,475
- Please...
- But I can't. I can't scream.
402
00:21:26,153 --> 00:21:27,236
Can't yell.
403
00:21:29,394 --> 00:21:31,344
Can't even write about this.
404
00:21:34,937 --> 00:21:36,904
I feel like I can't move.
405
00:21:39,203 --> 00:21:41,236
Like I'm paralyzed, too.
406
00:21:43,972 --> 00:21:46,239
I'm ashamed that I'm so scared.
407
00:21:48,403 --> 00:21:51,454
[SOBS] I'm ashamed
that I want to protect you.
408
00:21:59,462 --> 00:22:03,055
I'm the only one who should
be ashamed for what I did.
409
00:22:05,153 --> 00:22:08,519
What I did was in my past.
It's far in my past.
410
00:22:10,105 --> 00:22:11,805
It's not me.
411
00:22:13,058 --> 00:22:15,108
It never was.
412
00:22:16,228 --> 00:22:19,196
[SOBS, BREATHES SHAKILY]
413
00:22:19,480 --> 00:22:20,563
You know me.
414
00:22:20,588 --> 00:22:21,588
Mm.
415
00:22:24,362 --> 00:22:25,995
I'm yours.
416
00:22:31,043 --> 00:22:33,169
You know who I am.
417
00:22:38,467 --> 00:22:40,717
- I'm yours, baby.
- [SOBS]
418
00:22:42,171 --> 00:22:43,637
I'm so sorry.
419
00:22:52,131 --> 00:22:53,397
You ready for today?
420
00:22:53,499 --> 00:22:56,800
Mm. Yeah. How about you?
421
00:22:56,913 --> 00:22:59,903
Oh, baby, I'm so excited
about the real spot zone.
422
00:23:00,005 --> 00:23:01,005
[LAUGHS]
423
00:23:01,090 --> 00:23:02,339
Micah taught me
everything I needed to know
424
00:23:02,458 --> 00:23:04,791
about how to run a session.
425
00:23:05,108 --> 00:23:06,956
Rsvps are coming in nice.
426
00:23:06,981 --> 00:23:09,384
I'm thinking we're gonna get
six or seven guys.
427
00:23:09,409 --> 00:23:10,591
No, baby.
428
00:23:10,616 --> 00:23:12,262
We up to 46.
429
00:23:12,364 --> 00:23:14,184
Oh! [LAUGHING]
430
00:23:14,303 --> 00:23:16,119
You are doing it.
431
00:23:16,222 --> 00:23:17,165
Mm.
432
00:23:17,189 --> 00:23:19,940
You are doing what you always do.
433
00:23:20,025 --> 00:23:21,525
Shine.
434
00:23:21,644 --> 00:23:23,261
I'm so proud of you.
435
00:23:23,296 --> 00:23:25,073
Ah, thank you, baby.
436
00:23:25,098 --> 00:23:28,849
No, we just can't wait
for the bad to be over.
437
00:23:28,874 --> 00:23:30,707
No, we got to live through it
438
00:23:30,853 --> 00:23:33,104
and find pieces of joy along the way.
439
00:23:35,942 --> 00:23:37,108
You're right.
440
00:23:39,495 --> 00:23:40,911
I'm gonna call Ralph Angel.
441
00:23:40,936 --> 00:23:42,602
It's the right thing to do.
442
00:23:42,765 --> 00:23:46,117
And I'm sorry if I had to talk
a little tough for you to hear it.
443
00:23:47,203 --> 00:23:48,836
But I'll make it up to you.
444
00:23:49,592 --> 00:23:51,191
What you got in mind?
445
00:23:52,048 --> 00:23:53,380
You.
446
00:23:53,422 --> 00:23:54,416
[CHUCKLES]
447
00:23:54,441 --> 00:23:55,968
I got you in mind.
448
00:23:55,992 --> 00:23:57,271
[LAUGHING]
449
00:23:57,296 --> 00:23:58,796
[HOLLYWOOD GRUNTS]
450
00:24:01,467 --> 00:24:03,164
Mm, but not right now.
451
00:24:03,262 --> 00:24:05,269
Right now, you're gonna
finish doing this.
452
00:24:05,294 --> 00:24:06,763
I'll finish doing what I'm doing.
453
00:24:06,788 --> 00:24:08,150
We'll link back up later.
454
00:24:08,358 --> 00:24:09,640
[LAUGHING]
455
00:24:09,973 --> 00:24:11,222
Uh-huh.
456
00:24:12,475 --> 00:24:13,557
Get out of here.
457
00:24:13,582 --> 00:24:14,831
- Mm.
- [LAUGHING]
458
00:24:19,355 --> 00:24:22,022
so, how are you feeling? Back to 100%?
459
00:24:22,047 --> 00:24:24,381
I'd say... 87%.
460
00:24:24,406 --> 00:24:25,989
Mm. [CHUCKLES]
461
00:24:26,530 --> 00:24:28,446
It's the precision for me.
462
00:24:28,891 --> 00:24:30,024
[LAUGHING]
463
00:24:31,637 --> 00:24:32,637
[SIGHS LIGHTLY]
464
00:24:33,683 --> 00:24:34,798
So...
465
00:24:36,517 --> 00:24:38,767
Do you have any idea
why I asked you to meet?
466
00:24:39,690 --> 00:24:40,690
Not for sure,
467
00:24:40,753 --> 00:24:43,841
but I'm hoping it's not
what I hope it's not.
468
00:24:45,344 --> 00:24:46,727
What do you hope it's not?
469
00:24:47,890 --> 00:24:49,589
Something tough about Micah
470
00:24:49,614 --> 00:24:51,197
you didn't want
to talk about on the phone.
471
00:24:53,620 --> 00:24:54,620
Is keke pregnant?
472
00:24:54,645 --> 00:24:55,861
[LAUGHS]
473
00:24:55,899 --> 00:24:56,899
No.
474
00:24:57,423 --> 00:25:01,342
As far as I'm aware,
keke is not pregnant.
475
00:25:01,861 --> 00:25:03,652
Not by Micah anyway.
476
00:25:05,768 --> 00:25:07,267
You don't know that they broke up?
477
00:25:09,105 --> 00:25:10,888
I did not know that, no.
478
00:25:13,168 --> 00:25:15,285
He stopped talking to me
479
00:25:15,310 --> 00:25:19,061
about girls and stuff
a while back, understandably.
480
00:25:24,051 --> 00:25:26,051
It's interesting that...
481
00:25:26,076 --> 00:25:28,336
Micah and keke
having a baby at their age
482
00:25:28,361 --> 00:25:30,578
is your worst fear for him.
483
00:25:31,654 --> 00:25:33,788
Nah, I wouldn't say
that's my worst fear.
484
00:25:34,594 --> 00:25:36,811
You know, him being hurt physically
485
00:25:36,850 --> 00:25:38,576
is definitely my worst fear,
486
00:25:38,601 --> 00:25:42,854
but a baby... Would be a close second.
487
00:25:43,390 --> 00:25:44,806
We were his age.
488
00:25:46,768 --> 00:25:48,268
Wasn't that awful.
489
00:25:49,119 --> 00:25:51,068
No, it wasn't awful at all.
490
00:25:52,218 --> 00:25:53,953
If only for one reason.
491
00:25:54,475 --> 00:25:57,665
Half of the couple in question
was Charley Bordelon.
492
00:25:58,508 --> 00:26:03,144
I mean, don't get me wrong. Keke
is cool and all, but she ain't you.
493
00:26:03,409 --> 00:26:06,377
And Micah is a very, very smart kid,
494
00:26:06,402 --> 00:26:08,467
but he ain't you either.
495
00:26:09,799 --> 00:26:11,381
I mean, you were the only part of us
496
00:26:11,406 --> 00:26:15,575
that made it possible for that
situation to be the opposite of awful.
497
00:26:15,675 --> 00:26:18,393
You know? It was probably
the most beautiful time of my life.
498
00:26:21,176 --> 00:26:22,856
I've never heard you
talk about it that way.
499
00:26:25,444 --> 00:26:27,862
Your decision to keep Micah,
500
00:26:27,947 --> 00:26:30,865
you know, face your mother, Ernest,
501
00:26:30,890 --> 00:26:33,858
everyone who was looking at you to excel
502
00:26:34,003 --> 00:26:36,141
and become the quintessential black
woman
503
00:26:36,165 --> 00:26:37,731
scholar you were destined to be.
504
00:26:37,830 --> 00:26:39,256
- [CHARLEY CHUCKLES]
- you know, come on.
505
00:26:39,342 --> 00:26:42,176
Single mother
did not figure into that plan.
506
00:26:43,899 --> 00:26:45,115
But you never wavered.
507
00:26:45,515 --> 00:26:49,329
And you had this kind of
resolve and... And fortitude
508
00:26:49,404 --> 00:26:50,801
that I had never seen in a person.
509
00:26:51,140 --> 00:26:52,773
Before or since.
510
00:26:57,143 --> 00:26:59,727
I wish I would have
told you that before now.
511
00:27:00,665 --> 00:27:02,332
You should have heard it every day.
512
00:27:08,821 --> 00:27:10,321
[TELEPHONE RINGING]
513
00:27:11,874 --> 00:27:13,073
Oh...
514
00:27:14,076 --> 00:27:15,492
It's the Blue Bordelon.
515
00:27:15,578 --> 00:27:18,212
- Hey, pops. It's good to see you.
- It's good to see you, too.
516
00:27:18,331 --> 00:27:20,965
- How you doin', buddy?
- Everything is great.
517
00:27:21,050 --> 00:27:24,635
It is amazing, terrific. I
promise. How are you and mom?
518
00:27:24,720 --> 00:27:27,638
- Is that Blue? Hi. [CHUCKLES]
- Hey, ma!
519
00:27:27,723 --> 00:27:29,723
I had my first day of school yesterday.
520
00:27:29,842 --> 00:27:33,093
I can't wait to show you all
the cool stuff I'm working on
521
00:27:33,179 --> 00:27:34,595
when I come home for the holidays.
522
00:27:34,697 --> 00:27:37,147
My teachers are so so cool.
523
00:27:37,233 --> 00:27:40,184
- Oh, Blue... [CHUCKLES]
- I know you miss me
524
00:27:40,269 --> 00:27:43,020
and I miss you too, but in a good way.
525
00:27:43,105 --> 00:27:45,022
Hey, we miss you too in a good way.
526
00:27:45,107 --> 00:27:46,440
In a good way, yes.
527
00:27:46,525 --> 00:27:47,778
How was your first day?
528
00:27:47,871 --> 00:27:49,326
- How was everything?
- Were they nice to you?
529
00:27:49,412 --> 00:27:50,911
It is amazing.
530
00:27:51,030 --> 00:27:53,514
I love it. I love everything
about it here.
531
00:27:53,616 --> 00:27:54,616
[CHUCKLES]
532
00:27:54,700 --> 00:27:56,067
That's so wonderful, baby.
533
00:27:56,111 --> 00:27:57,561
I'm so happy that you're this happy.
534
00:27:57,648 --> 00:27:59,443
Thank you, guys,
for letting me come here.
535
00:27:59,543 --> 00:28:01,589
Thank you so so much.
536
00:28:01,707 --> 00:28:04,592
Grandma's calling me for
breakfast. So I'll see you guys later.
537
00:28:04,710 --> 00:28:05,977
- Love you.
- Love you, too.
538
00:28:06,017 --> 00:28:07,962
And make sure
you call us again soon, Blue.
539
00:28:08,047 --> 00:28:10,097
- We love you, sweetheart.
- We love you so much.
540
00:28:10,216 --> 00:28:11,193
Have a good day!
541
00:28:11,217 --> 00:28:12,217
[PHONE BEEPS]
542
00:28:12,301 --> 00:28:13,884
- Just like that.
- [CHUCKLES]
543
00:28:16,105 --> 00:28:17,271
- [SIGHS]
- just like that.
544
00:28:21,277 --> 00:28:23,560
- He's happy.
- Yeah, I know.
545
00:28:25,898 --> 00:28:27,731
He'll be all right.
546
00:28:28,567 --> 00:28:29,783
[SIGHS]
547
00:28:31,954 --> 00:28:33,737
I remember feeling like...
548
00:28:34,491 --> 00:28:36,509
No expectation made of me
549
00:28:36,534 --> 00:28:41,112
was as strong as my mission to
make a family with you and Michael.
550
00:28:41,137 --> 00:28:43,387
[CHUCKLES] yeah.
551
00:28:43,416 --> 00:28:45,549
You were definitely on a mission.
552
00:28:45,635 --> 00:28:47,584
I mean, strong.
553
00:28:47,670 --> 00:28:49,920
You made me believe we could do it.
554
00:28:51,090 --> 00:28:52,473
I thought...
555
00:28:55,632 --> 00:28:58,466
I could build this fortress
556
00:28:58,491 --> 00:29:01,209
around us that was so strong,
557
00:29:01,234 --> 00:29:02,734
so undeniable...
558
00:29:03,936 --> 00:29:06,487
That nothing could ever touch us,
559
00:29:06,512 --> 00:29:09,430
nothing could ever take you
away from me.
560
00:29:13,186 --> 00:29:14,852
And you did that.
561
00:29:16,849 --> 00:29:18,932
[SIGHS] you just didn't calculate
562
00:29:18,957 --> 00:29:21,708
that the monster was already
inside the fortress with you.
563
00:29:26,676 --> 00:29:28,755
You had children with other people.
564
00:29:28,780 --> 00:29:31,151
- One.
- That's enough.
565
00:29:31,176 --> 00:29:33,046
Yeah. It's too much.
566
00:29:33,393 --> 00:29:34,719
It shouldn't have happened and
567
00:29:34,743 --> 00:29:37,050
I shouldn't
have hidden it when it did happen.
568
00:29:40,957 --> 00:29:42,573
Melina Goldie.
569
00:29:45,605 --> 00:29:47,271
I defended you.
570
00:29:48,735 --> 00:29:50,401
I paid her off.
571
00:29:53,158 --> 00:29:56,827
That was the biggest failure of my life.
572
00:30:08,270 --> 00:30:12,022
I remember longing...
573
00:30:12,061 --> 00:30:15,172
I mean, longing to be with you
when you were on the road.
574
00:30:18,391 --> 00:30:20,260
It was the same feeling
575
00:30:21,000 --> 00:30:23,366
of wanting to be with my
father when I was younger.
576
00:30:24,407 --> 00:30:26,908
I wanted his love so desperately.
577
00:30:27,444 --> 00:30:29,027
And it felt like...
578
00:30:31,117 --> 00:30:32,449
Somehow I...
579
00:30:33,423 --> 00:30:35,223
I never could grasp it.
580
00:30:36,415 --> 00:30:37,915
I remember what that felt like.
581
00:30:38,207 --> 00:30:41,675
Imagining daddy with this
family I wasn't part of.
582
00:30:43,606 --> 00:30:48,726
Nova and Ralph Angel being
able to see him every day.
583
00:30:51,985 --> 00:30:53,484
Them all happy...
584
00:30:54,937 --> 00:30:56,353
Without me.
585
00:30:57,157 --> 00:30:58,490
Like you...
586
00:30:59,309 --> 00:31:01,892
Happier with these other women...
587
00:31:02,531 --> 00:31:04,197
And having children...
588
00:31:04,864 --> 00:31:06,196
Without me.
589
00:31:09,895 --> 00:31:14,031
I was never happier when
I wasn't with you, Charley.
590
00:31:14,056 --> 00:31:15,756
Then why?
591
00:31:15,781 --> 00:31:18,449
Why did you do that, Davis?
592
00:31:18,738 --> 00:31:21,321
Why did you do that to us?
593
00:31:23,305 --> 00:31:24,783
[SNIFFLES]
594
00:31:32,918 --> 00:31:34,802
Uh... Look...
595
00:31:37,693 --> 00:31:40,644
The only reason
a person actively destroys
596
00:31:40,669 --> 00:31:44,052
everything good in their life
is because...
597
00:31:45,101 --> 00:31:47,051
Is... Because...
598
00:31:53,705 --> 00:31:55,922
Because they hate who they are.
599
00:31:58,128 --> 00:32:01,320
I hated myself, Charlie.
600
00:32:04,220 --> 00:32:08,172
I've had to face myself
head-on over the last four years.
601
00:32:09,481 --> 00:32:12,315
Oh, we've... We've all got these
602
00:32:12,340 --> 00:32:15,474
corners of our mind where
we keep all the bad stuff,
603
00:32:15,848 --> 00:32:19,266
the memories, the guilt
we don't want to face.
604
00:32:20,113 --> 00:32:22,279
But I've gone to my corners...
605
00:32:25,804 --> 00:32:29,306
And I've taken all that
stuff out, one by one...
606
00:32:31,207 --> 00:32:32,823
And I've looked at it all.
607
00:32:33,999 --> 00:32:35,332
All of it...
608
00:32:36,115 --> 00:32:37,447
For what it is...
609
00:32:38,651 --> 00:32:40,701
And for what it says about me.
610
00:32:42,872 --> 00:32:45,372
I was the monster inside our fortress.
611
00:32:52,214 --> 00:32:54,414
And I am not that anymore.
612
00:32:56,365 --> 00:32:58,832
Who are you now then, Davis?
613
00:33:01,027 --> 00:33:02,860
That's why I asked you here.
614
00:33:04,436 --> 00:33:08,354
I need to know if that kind selfless man
615
00:33:08,379 --> 00:33:10,712
who was there for me when I was sick...
616
00:33:12,125 --> 00:33:13,875
Who went above and beyond...
617
00:33:15,732 --> 00:33:17,145
Who cared...
618
00:33:20,216 --> 00:33:22,249
I need to know if he's real.
619
00:33:23,746 --> 00:33:26,380
If that's the real you, Davis.
620
00:33:27,960 --> 00:33:29,366
It's me.
621
00:33:29,933 --> 00:33:31,933
It's me, I'm real and I'm here.
622
00:33:34,121 --> 00:33:35,870
I'm here for you, Charlie.
623
00:33:39,689 --> 00:33:42,273
And I can finally love you
the way you always deserved.
624
00:33:43,719 --> 00:33:45,585
If you'll let me.
625
00:33:45,610 --> 00:33:47,610
? Give me what I want when I'm ready ?
626
00:33:48,184 --> 00:33:51,056
? you always hold it down ?
627
00:33:51,081 --> 00:33:54,845
? anybody else I'd be gone by now ?
628
00:33:54,870 --> 00:33:57,583
? does it really matter?All that really matters ?
629
00:33:57,608 --> 00:34:00,230
? second I'm with youall my love pour out ?
630
00:34:00,255 --> 00:34:04,040
? serve it on a platter,all that really matters ?
631
00:34:04,065 --> 00:34:09,489
? all that really matters is
you keep showing up ?
632
00:34:10,433 --> 00:34:16,204
? promise I'll remind you that
you are more than enough ?
633
00:34:19,021 --> 00:34:21,069
is this payback from your dinner?
634
00:34:21,103 --> 00:34:22,619
When you gonna tell me
where we're going?
635
00:34:22,644 --> 00:34:24,678
Look, it's what the latins
call a quid pro quo.
636
00:34:24,840 --> 00:34:26,406
A surprise for a surprise.
637
00:34:26,508 --> 00:34:28,842
[CHUCKLES] well, I know
it ain't a restaurant,
638
00:34:28,944 --> 00:34:30,844
because half of them are closed down,
639
00:34:30,929 --> 00:34:33,580
and the numbers are surging
in New Orleans, so...
640
00:34:33,682 --> 00:34:36,316
Baby, I know all that. Can
you just hold off for a second?
641
00:34:36,418 --> 00:34:37,851
All right?
642
00:34:38,143 --> 00:34:40,771
Because your chariot awaits.
643
00:34:40,856 --> 00:34:43,273
[LAUGHS] I know you don't
think I'm getting on that thing.
644
00:34:43,359 --> 00:34:44,808
A-ha-ha! Yes, I do!
645
00:34:44,910 --> 00:34:47,694
You can't have joy in life
without taking a little risk, right?
646
00:34:47,780 --> 00:34:49,329
- No.
- You know all this already.
647
00:34:49,448 --> 00:34:50,947
[LAUGHING]
648
00:34:51,033 --> 00:34:52,499
Ah, look at it.
649
00:34:52,618 --> 00:34:54,034
Let me hear you say "no" now.
650
00:34:54,119 --> 00:34:56,203
- [ALL LAUGHING]
- mm-hmm.
651
00:34:56,288 --> 00:34:58,488
There you go, get right on in there.
652
00:34:58,590 --> 00:35:00,874
Oh. Oh, no, you didn't.
653
00:35:00,959 --> 00:35:02,497
Yes, I did.
654
00:35:02,521 --> 00:35:03,977
Yes, I did. [LAUGHING]
655
00:35:04,079 --> 00:35:06,346
Now, I just want you to know,
don't get jealous...
656
00:35:06,465 --> 00:35:07,881
- Oh, you gonna beat me?
- ...When I smoke you.
657
00:35:07,966 --> 00:35:09,332
Hey, you call me evel knievel.
658
00:35:09,435 --> 00:35:11,184
- When I smoke you.
- Let's go.
659
00:35:11,303 --> 00:35:12,686
Leave you trying to catch up with me.
660
00:35:12,805 --> 00:35:14,554
- Oh, lord, I can't even get the...
- bye!
661
00:35:14,656 --> 00:35:16,640
- Oh! Stop!
- [LAUGHING]
662
00:35:18,782 --> 00:35:20,181
I love you, Vi.
663
00:35:20,206 --> 00:35:23,196
I love you more, Hollywood!
664
00:35:23,283 --> 00:35:24,698
[BOTH LAUGHING]
665
00:35:24,817 --> 00:35:26,833
Yeah, baby, we gonna be all right.
666
00:35:26,935 --> 00:35:30,504
Yes, yes, yes. We gonna be all right!
667
00:35:30,606 --> 00:35:32,406
[LAUGHING]
668
00:35:39,798 --> 00:35:41,331
Micah,
669
00:35:42,050 --> 00:35:44,300
this is really good work, son.
670
00:35:44,325 --> 00:35:45,491
Thanks.
671
00:35:55,073 --> 00:35:56,656
Thank you for...
672
00:35:56,849 --> 00:35:58,932
Being here, when I wasn't.
673
00:36:02,417 --> 00:36:03,687
Yeah.
674
00:36:04,543 --> 00:36:07,627
Well, I'm kind of glad that you weren't.
675
00:36:07,860 --> 00:36:10,560
Cause she would have never
wanted you to see her like that.
676
00:36:10,585 --> 00:36:11,639
She got really bad?
677
00:36:11,663 --> 00:36:13,530
- Mm-hmm.
- But I'm not anymore.
678
00:36:14,783 --> 00:36:16,157
I'm okay.
679
00:36:17,769 --> 00:36:19,494
I just wished you called me,
680
00:36:20,038 --> 00:36:22,839
but I understand why you didn't.
681
00:36:32,631 --> 00:36:34,259
Now, I just got a taste of...
682
00:36:35,267 --> 00:36:36,983
What it's like when someone you love
683
00:36:37,008 --> 00:36:38,858
decides to do something
that you don't agree with,
684
00:36:38,883 --> 00:36:40,807
and there's nothing you can do about it.
685
00:36:41,910 --> 00:36:45,479
You just gotta respect their decision,
love them anyway.
686
00:36:46,739 --> 00:36:48,989
Now, that's what you have
always done for me.
687
00:36:50,936 --> 00:36:53,270
I felt how hard it was and I just...
688
00:36:55,657 --> 00:36:58,325
Thank you for giving
me that all the time.
689
00:37:04,089 --> 00:37:07,834
But I do have some
more photos to show y'all.
690
00:37:08,260 --> 00:37:09,978
So this was like protest stuff,
691
00:37:10,003 --> 00:37:11,653
but we went to this church service.
692
00:37:12,485 --> 00:37:13,606
So many beautiful faces,
693
00:37:13,631 --> 00:37:16,176
and then the elders pulled up, look.
694
00:37:18,343 --> 00:37:19,676
Look at this lady.
695
00:37:20,363 --> 00:37:22,585
Singing herself off.
696
00:37:22,611 --> 00:37:23,680
Oh, that's a good one.
697
00:37:23,704 --> 00:37:24,855
- Go back, go back.
- She's...
698
00:37:26,258 --> 00:37:29,034
- Yes, I love that one.
- Look at that.
699
00:37:29,059 --> 00:37:30,165
[KNOCKING AT DOOR]
700
00:37:30,192 --> 00:37:32,043
Are you expecting someone?
701
00:37:32,999 --> 00:37:35,032
[CALVIN] yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah.
702
00:37:39,368 --> 00:37:42,035
- Hi.
- [OFFICER] Nola pd. Internal affairs.
703
00:37:42,120 --> 00:37:44,204
Are you Calvin Gaston?
704
00:37:44,790 --> 00:37:46,656
- [CALVIN] yes, I am.
- [OFFICER] we're here to ask you
705
00:37:46,758 --> 00:37:48,992
to accompany us
to Nola pd central station
706
00:37:49,094 --> 00:37:50,764
- regarding your call.
- [CALVIN] yes.
707
00:37:50,848 --> 00:37:52,212
What did you do?
708
00:37:54,800 --> 00:37:56,216
[CALVIN] the right thing.
709
00:37:58,764 --> 00:38:00,263
Finally.
710
00:38:02,774 --> 00:38:06,276
? Privilege disturbs my peace ?
711
00:38:07,779 --> 00:38:11,648
? violates my freedoms constantly ?
712
00:38:12,117 --> 00:38:13,400
[SOBBING]
713
00:38:13,425 --> 00:38:16,459
? In my world of harsh reality ?
714
00:38:16,638 --> 00:38:22,342
? you're the one safe haven
where I roam free ?
715
00:38:36,592 --> 00:38:38,374
though we never saw them shooting stars
716
00:38:38,477 --> 00:38:41,011
Blue was so excited
about seeing a few weeks back,
717
00:38:42,380 --> 00:38:44,347
sky hella bright tonight.
718
00:38:44,897 --> 00:38:46,230
And it's shining bright.
719
00:38:48,270 --> 00:38:49,853
Like Blue.
720
00:38:50,672 --> 00:38:52,322
It's good to see him happy, huh?
721
00:38:52,858 --> 00:38:54,241
Hmm.
722
00:38:54,359 --> 00:38:55,825
That's our little star.
723
00:38:56,969 --> 00:38:58,635
And we're letting him be that.
724
00:38:59,331 --> 00:39:00,747
[CHUCKLES]
725
00:39:00,772 --> 00:39:02,605
Thank you for making dinner.
726
00:39:03,912 --> 00:39:05,829
My chicken noodle soup
came a long way, huh?
727
00:39:05,854 --> 00:39:06,848
Mm.
728
00:39:06,872 --> 00:39:08,204
[CHUCKLES]
729
00:39:09,174 --> 00:39:10,206
It has.
730
00:39:12,210 --> 00:39:14,044
And we've come a long way too.
731
00:39:20,232 --> 00:39:21,431
You all right?
732
00:39:23,582 --> 00:39:25,248
You're gonna be fine, baby.
733
00:39:25,848 --> 00:39:27,097
I'm not sad.
734
00:39:29,748 --> 00:39:30,964
I'm happy.
735
00:39:33,909 --> 00:39:34,909
And...
736
00:39:35,654 --> 00:39:37,404
I want you to be happy too.
737
00:39:40,322 --> 00:39:42,505
I just need some time, that's all.
738
00:39:44,926 --> 00:39:46,593
Get used to all this quiet.
739
00:39:48,397 --> 00:39:50,063
No more Blue
740
00:39:50,165 --> 00:39:51,598
waking me up all early.
741
00:39:51,683 --> 00:39:52,644
[BOTH CHUCKLE]
742
00:39:52,668 --> 00:39:54,746
- Talking about pops.
- [BOTH LAUGH]
743
00:39:54,770 --> 00:39:56,353
"Pops!"
744
00:39:56,438 --> 00:39:57,904
That little voice,
745
00:39:58,740 --> 00:40:00,240
I will miss that.
746
00:40:03,538 --> 00:40:04,821
Ralph Angel...
747
00:40:06,554 --> 00:40:10,385
You are the best father to Blue.
748
00:40:10,410 --> 00:40:11,659
[CHUCKLES]
749
00:40:11,684 --> 00:40:13,517
You were exquisite.
750
00:40:15,354 --> 00:40:17,437
And you're gonna be a father again.
751
00:40:21,555 --> 00:40:22,972
I'm pregnant.
752
00:40:27,309 --> 00:40:29,209
With your child.
753
00:40:31,971 --> 00:40:33,098
Pregnant with mine.
754
00:40:33,195 --> 00:40:35,161
Yeah. [LAUGHS]
755
00:40:35,199 --> 00:40:37,574
- Pregnant with my child?
- Yes.
756
00:40:37,788 --> 00:40:39,662
[LAUGHS]
757
00:40:40,144 --> 00:40:41,477
Stop playing.
758
00:40:55,763 --> 00:40:57,846
You always blessing me, doll.
759
00:41:02,331 --> 00:41:03,613
Blessing me.
760
00:41:04,291 --> 00:41:05,791
You're my blessing.
761
00:41:06,879 --> 00:41:08,345
You truly are.
762
00:41:09,842 --> 00:41:11,842
[BOTH LAUGH]
763
00:41:11,927 --> 00:41:15,846
? Where your heart is lifted up ?
764
00:41:17,766 --> 00:41:21,768
? look inside give it all ?
765
00:41:21,854 --> 00:41:23,937
? all you got ?
766
00:41:24,023 --> 00:41:26,773
? lift yourself higher ?
767
00:41:26,859 --> 00:41:28,108
[RALPH] I love you.
768
00:41:30,579 --> 00:41:31,745
[DARLA] I love you.
769
00:41:31,795 --> 00:41:36,345
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