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[birds singing]

♪

[grunting]

Let me get that.

Come on.

[horse neighing]

[brays loudly]

[neighing continues]

Why is he hurting the horse?

Oh, he ain't hurting the horse.

He's breaking him.

Breaking him?

[neighing]

Yep.

That's what we call

training a horse.

He looks scared.

He is.

But that's because they took him
from his herd.

Why'd they take him away?

Well, the herds get too big,

and the wild horses-- well,
they gobble up all the food

before the native animals

like deer can eat.

So he just misses his family.

Yeah.

He does.

But the hurt won't last forever,
Thomas.

He'll be happy again.

It's just gonna take time,
mijo.

[horse whinnies]

MAGNUM:
Wasn't till later that
I realized Uncle Bernardo wasn't

just talking about the horse,
right?

Those words were meant for me.

'Cause you'd just lost your dad.
Yeah.

First time I went to the ranch
was right after my father died,

and my mom thought I could use
a change of scenery.

I mean, I lost myself there.

And Bernardo became
like a father figure to me.

He never wanted
a family of his own?

No, he used to say
he was married to the land.

So, he's with someone now,
right?

Yeah, but they've only been
together for a couple weeks.

I mean, I hope it works out.

He could use somebody other than
livestock to talk to, you know.

[sound of dogs barking]

Oh, it's Higgy.
[beeps]

Hey, all right,
before you say anything,

I will pay you back
for the cheese.

All right?
I just thought, uh...

Roberto II could use
a little break

from his mouse chow.

Well, I wasn't aware that you'd
raided my fridge yet again,

but I hope you realize
that my pule cheese

fetches $600 a pound.

$600?

Where does it come from,
golden calves?

Donkeys, actually.

Anyway, the reason I called you
is to let you know

that I've prepared
the historic Honu Room

for your uncle's visit.

The Honu Room? Wow.

That is the one place

on the estate
that you throw a tantrum

if I go anywhere near.

Yes, but it's only

because of the fragility

of the antiques
contained within.

I'm just certain that your uncle

knows how to comport himself.

Well, thank you for rolling out
the red carpet for my uncle.

You're welcome. I'm looking
forward to meeting him tomorrow.

Anyway, Ethan and I are
in the middle of a game

of chess, so I better get going.

All right, you do that.
Night, Higgy.

Night, Magnum.

You make your move yet?

What, and let you miss out
on this genius mastery?

Not a chance.

[sighs]
You know what that means.

How'd you get so good
at chess anyway?

Um...

There was a period of two years

where I played
nearly every day.

With your father?

With Richard, actually.

Oh.

You know, it's okay
to say his name

and talk about him.

I mean, he was a big part
of your life.

What?

There is...

something that I've been wanting
to tell you.

Um...

I've just been waiting
for the right moment.

Richard didn't die
in an accident.

And before I was
a majordomo

or a private investigator,

I had another profession.

♪

This here's
the torque indicator.

Obviously it lets you know how
much power the engine's using.

Earth to Major Sham.Sorry.

It's just not every day
I get treated

to a sweet-ass view like this.

Yeah, about that.

I was thinking...
Hey, check it out.

There's a couple of
thrill-seekers

on the Haiku Stairs.

Hey, that thing's still
off-limits, ain't it?

Yep.

Probably tourists.

Well, anyway, as I was saying,

there's a reason I'm
going over the controls.

Business is picking up,

and I could use
another pilot

to take some of the weight off.

I was thinking it could be you.

That's a nice offer,

but piloting is gonna be
a little tricky

without the use of these.

[chuckles] It's the
21st century, brother.

I'll have this bird retrofitted
so you can fly it.

What do you say?

Uh, look,
I appreciate the offer.

Uh, can I think about it?

Yeah, of course.

Thanks.

[Hawaiian music playing]

WOMAN [over P.A.]:
Aloha, and welcome to Honolulu
International Airport.

Please proceed to baggage claim
to collect all checked bags.

BERNARDO:Thomas.

Hey!
[chuckles]

Who are you, and what did you
do with my uncle?

Oh, Ana convinced me to do
a bit of a makeover.

A bit of a makeover?

The vaquero I know sleeps
in 20-year-old Levi's

and shaves twice a year.

Well, the love of a good woman
will change you, mijo.

Yeah, I guess so.

Oh, uh, this is for you.

Mahalo. Huh?
What?

[chuckles]
I learned that on the plane.

That's pretty good.

Let's get out of here. Let's go.

God, you are
looking good.

You, like, shaved
20 years off you...

TC:
I don't get it.

I thought Sham would be excited
to become a pilot.

I don't know.
Maybe it's the cost

of retrofitting the chopper?

Maybe he doesn't want
to put you out.

Could be.

You know what?

My buddy's a machinist.

I bet he'd do it on the cheap.

I mean, no promises,
but he owes me one.

[dialogue inaudible]

Yo.

Can you turn that up?
Yeah.

REPORTER:
The forbidden Haiku Stairs
have claimed the life

of an unidentified female hiker,

the first casualty at this
infamous trail in six years.

Authorities believe
she was alone when she fell,

so it could've been days
before she was found

if it were not
for another pair of hikers.

WOMAN:
We were just about to set off

when my husband spotted
a red backpack in the brush.

Went to take a look,

and that's when we found her.

REPORTER:
The Haiku Stairs also...

We saw her.

Who?

The lady, the one that died.

Me and Sham,

we-we saw her from the
air this morning.

Wait. You saw her from the air?
How do you know it was her?

She had a red backpack.

But she wasn't alone.

There was a guy with her.

Okay, well,
if somebody was with her,

why didn't they call it in?

Maybe her death wasn't
an accident.

♪

[chuckles]:
You live here?

Yeah, yeah, it's pretty nice.

Wow, I wish your mom

was here to see you.

I hope I'm not interrupting.

Oh, Higgy.
Uh, this is...

Bernardo, I presume. Hi.

I'm Juliet Higgins.
Welcome to Robin's Nest.

Thank you. It's so nice
to finally meet you.

I've heard so much.

Yeah, well,
don't believe a word.

[chuckles]
All good things,

I promise.

My nephew has told me about

all your great adventures,

and that you're
an excellent business partner

and a great roommate.

Oh, well, that's
lovely to hear,

um, but "roommate" is a bit

of a mischaracterization.

Technically,
since I...

own Robin's Nest,

I'm actually his landlord
and employer.

Later you can ask her
about how that came to be,

but I provide the excitement
here on the estate

through our detective service,

which is really
the bread and butter

of the whole operation.

I don't know, the books might
indicate otherwise,

plus we're equal partners,
Thomas.

Yeah, but you wouldn't even be
a detective if it wasn't for me.

If it wasn't for me, you'd be
both homeless and carless.

Listen,
anyway, sorry.

I have some, uh, estate
business I have to attend to,

but do make yourself at home.

Thank you.
[chuckles]

You gents have a lovely day.

She's, uh, such
a sweetheart.

[chuckles] Wow.

You sound like
an old married couple.

If that's what marriage is like,
I am never getting hitched.

What if I told you I am?

You're what?
Getting married?

You kidding me?
That's why I came down here.

So I could tell you in person.

I-I thought you were only dating
this woman for a couple weeks.

Yeah, but once I met Ana,

I knew I couldn't
let her get away.

Well, this calls
for a celebration.
Yes.

There's no tequila
in the cellar,

but, uh, you know,
let's grab a bottle of wine,

I'll just give you,
give you a tour.

All right, great.
[chuckles]

Married, huh?
Wow.

This is awesome.
Yeah.

TC:
Look, I'm telling you,

she wasn't alone.

There was another hiker.

And I find it pretty suspicious

that he hasn't
come forward.

What if he pushed her off?

I believe you, TC.

But for all you know,
they weren't together.

They were practically
side by side on those steps.

Look, maybe he was passing her

or one of them turned back
before the other.

Gordie.

I feel it in my gut.

Something ain't right
about this.

Okay, look.

I can ask the M.E.
to fast-track the autopsy,

and I'll check in with the
detectives handling the case.

But for now,
that's all I can do.

Okay, I get it.

Thanks.

You bet.

Thomas.

Hey, man, you busy?

I think I need to hire
a private investigator.

HIGGINS:
Well, it looks like
our deceased,

Crystal Lockhart,
was an avid hiker.

Her social media is full
of pictures of her

on trails all over the island.

Oh, so she knew
what she was doing.

Which means it's less likely
to be an accident.

Okay, well, records indicate
that Crystal was unmarried.

She has a...

father, Raymond Lockhart,
who lives in Waimanalo

with her brother Gabe.

We should talk to them.

They might know
who the other hiker is.

Agreed.

Oh, but, um,
TC and I can handle it.

You should, uh,
spend some time with Bernardo.

BERNARDO:
Oh. I'm fine.

If you got to work...

No, no. No, I insist.

Thomas has been looking forward
to your visit for weeks.

TC:
Yeah,

Higgy's right.

If we need backup,
we'll let you know.

Thank you, guys.

[phone chimes]

Hey.
[phone buttons clicking]

You okay?

Yeah. I thought
it was Ethan,

but it's just Kumu.

Something going
on with him?

[sighs]

Last night I, uh,
I opened up about my past.

You told him about
your MI6 days?

[scoffs]
About that, Richard's death,

my vendetta, being disavowed,
the whole thing.

Been trying to contact him
all day, but he's ignoring me.

I'm sure he's
just in surgery.

Perhaps.

Good afternoon, Mr. Lockhart.
We're sorry to bother you.

Look, I don't know
what you're selling,

but it's not the best time.

We're here about your daughter.

GABE:
You're saying

my sister was with someone?

Crystal always hiked alone.

It was how she decompressed.

Not today. I saw it
with my own eyes.

Police said it was an accident.

HIGGINS: We're not jumping
to any conclusions.

It may have been.

In the meantime,

can you think of
anyone who may have wanted

to harm her?
An ex-boyfriend or a coworker?

She wasn't seeing anyone.

And if she had a problem
with somebody,

she never said.

Okay, uh, we don't want to
take up any more of your time.

We're very sorry for your loss.

Well, I appreciate you
looking into it.

And, please, keep us posted.

Of course.

BERNARDO:
So Thomas was learning

how to ride his
bike, right?

But he couldn't turn yet,
and so we're on this path,

and we get to a certain point
where you have to turn left

or right, and he yells,

"I can't turn!"

[laughter]

And he goes right
into the lake!

[phone ringing]
Explains the way he drives now.

Yeah.Uh-huh.

I gotta take this.
I'll be right back.

Thomas Magnum.

[laughter]
Uh, this afternoon?

Yeah, I don't think I'm
gonna be able to make it.

But let me reach out
to a colleague of mine,

see if he's available.

Okay. Be in touch.

[laughter continues]
Mahalo.

Okay, okay, okay,
what'd you tell them?

Oh, nothing you
wouldn't have shared.

In a confessional.

[laughter]

I leave for one work call,

and you start spilling
all my secrets.

So what, you got a case?

Yeah, it's an
infidelity stakeout,

but I'm probably gonna
hand it off to Luther.

Hold on.

Don't pass up a paying job.

Do it.

You sure?

I'll tag along.

I've always wanted to see
what you do for a living.

All right.
Well, my client's husband

goes to lunch in an hour,
and she wants us to tail him,

so we should
probably get going.

Me, too. I got to get back
to the cultural center.

All right, I'll see you guys.
Bye.

Bye, guys.

[phone chimes]

Oh, hey.
Good news, Sham.

My buddy Jack,
he's a machinist.

He said he'll retrofit
the chopper for a big discount.

But, uh, TC, he told me the
plan for you to become a pilot.

[sighs]

That's TC's plan.
I didn't accept the job.

And I definitely didn't ask
for help.

Oh, sorry, man, I just figured
you'd be worried about the cost.

Well, you figured wrong.

Hey, come on, man, take it easy.

Look, I understand
why you'd be hesitant,

but come on, you can do this.

It's not like
you've got to fly a chopper

standing up, right?
Look, you don't get it, okay?

You can't get it.

All right.

Sham...

Sham, come on, man.

[sighs]

♪

TC:
I'll search

the other rooms.

Yo. Come check this out.

Got newspaper clippings,

police reports.

I think Crystal
was looking into

an unsolved murder.

Raina Kahui.

Killed last year.

This wasn't just any case
for Crystal.

There's a couple of photos
with Raina in them.

Seems like they were close.

Crystal was investigating
her friend's murder.

And now she ends up dead.

What does Thomas say
about coincidences?

A good detective
doesn't believe in them.

It says Raina was stabbed
six times.

It's likely a crime of passion.
[sighs]

I can't stop thinking about
seeing Crystal on those stairs.

I flew right over
a murder about to happen.

You couldn't have known that.
You know that, right?

Look, one of Crystal's
most recent notes

says "Harada."

You think that could have been
Raina's killer?

Perhaps, but it says here
that Chad Cabrera,

a tool company owner
and Raina's ex-boyfriend

and employer,
was the prime suspect.

They just didn't have enough
evidence to arrest him.

Wait a second.

What?

Look here.

Crystal just paid Cabrera
a visit, just yesterday.

I suppose we pick up
where she left off.

BERNARDO:
I don't see any movement.

Oh, hey, uh...

take a picture for Ana.

Come on, she'll get a kick out of it.
All right.

[chuckles]:
Okay, I got it.

I still can't believe
you're settling down.

Yeah, well,
maybe you should think about it.

You're not getting any younger.

Yeah, that usually requires
the right woman.

What about Juliet?

No, no, no, no, no.
Juliet and I

are-are just business partners.

I've never seen business
partners bicker like that.

It's our dynamic.
It's chemistry.

[laughs]:
No, no. You got it all wrong.

Higgins and I are just friends.

That's how it starts.

No, no. I-I can't believe you're
giving me relationship advice,

and you're in love
for the first time

at, like, 60.

No, not... for the first time.

What are you talking about?
Why didn't you tell me?

[quietly]:
Wait, ho-hold on, we're
gonna have to put that on hold.

That's our client's husband,
Ed Skinner.
[car alarm chirps]

Is he going to see his mistress?

Well, that's what
his wife thinks.

He's been skipping out
on these long lunches.

[engine starts]
We're just

gonna have to tail him,
see where he goes.

Hi there.

Hi. How can I help you?
We would like

to talk to Chad Cabrera about a
personalized adventure package.

Sure.

Let me see if he's free.
One sec.

Thanks.

Right this way.Great.

Aloha.
Chad Cabrera.

Thanks for squeezing us in.
Yeah, absolutely.

Uh, Jonah says that
you're looking for a...

a personalized adventure?

But before we get into it,
I'd love to know

how you heard about us.

Crystal Lockhart.

She's a dear
friend of ours.

[clears throat]
Um...

Uh, Jonah,

can you, uh,
can you give us a minute?

Crystal's been harassing me
for a year, and now she sends

other people to do it?
Crystal was right

to circle you
over Raina's murder.

You were, after
all, ex-lovers.

And you were never cleared
by HPD, because nobody

could confirm
your alibi.

I was home, alone.

Mm-hmm.

I did not kill Raina.

How about Crystal?

What are you talking about?

Crystal was murdered

this morning.

She came to see
you yesterday,

which makes you one of
the last people

she spoke to before her death.

Okay, I-I did not...
kill her, either.

I've been
on a teleconference

with a client in Michigan
all morning.

I have the recording
to prove it.

Great. We'd love to see it.

[laughs]:
You're not cops.

I don't have to show you
anything. Now get out.

[turns off engine]

BERNARDO:
I guess his wife was right.

Yeah, we'd better catch up
before he gets to his room.

♪

BERNARDO:
Where is he going?

Come on.

♪ I've sunshine enough
to spread ♪

♪ It's just like
the fella said ♪

♪ Tell me quick,
ain't love a kick ♪

It's a dance class.

♪ In the head?

Thinking of signing up?

Uh...

It's great.
I've been taking lessons

to surprise my wife
for our anniversary.

[laughing]:
She has no idea.
WOMAN: Ready?

Oh, that's my cue.

Did not see that coming.

And you really think we can
work all that into the budget?

Oh, absolutely.

How many people
is your group in total?

Uh, well, roughly 63...

Looks like
Chad's alibi checks out.

TEACHER:
Five faculty,

six chaperones.For today, at least.

Oh, not to worry.
We have relationships...Look at the window

behind Jonah.

The bird?

No. Keep watching.

Far bigger groups...

♪

Oh. He looped his feed.

He's a sneaky little bugger,

isn't he?

Seems like Jonah also did
some digging on Crystal

right after we left
today. He was checking

news feeds for information on
her death-- cause and suspects.

Well, that's not

suspicious at all.

Mmm. It's even better
than I remember.

Torta ahogada was always your
favorite when you were a kid.

Man, this brings me back
to the ranch.

I can almost
hear my mom yelling,

"Save some for the rest of us!"

[laughs]She used to do
that all the time.

Oh, man.

Mmm.So, uh,

I've been, uh, wanting
to ask you something, Thomas.

Will you be my best man?

Of course!

Yes! I'd be honored.

[laughs]
Hey, well, look, man,

if you're settling down,
I'm gonna need a front row seat.

But don't think
I forgot, right?

You have to tell me.
Who was she?

This-this love of your life.

What does it matter?

The point is,

I waited too long.

We ran out of time.

Don't make
the same mistake, mijo.

Okay.

You're still gonna tell me,
though.

Who was she?

Why is this so important?

You know
I'm not gonna let this go.

You can tell me.

Come on.

When your father passed,

your mother and I--
we grieved together.

Hold on. What are you...
what are you saying?

We had to rely on each other.

We got close.

My mother?

Thomas...So...

so, she was mourning,

and-and you took advantage
of her?

No.

No.

[sighs]
It took over

two decades before I actually
told her how I felt.

And when I did,

she said it was mutual.

We didn't do anything wrong.

Okay, if you didn't
do anything wrong,

why would you keep it a secret?

You were overseas.

And-and we wanted
to tell you in person,

but then you got taken.

And we only had two years
together before she passed.

And most of that time,
we were worried about you.

Out of all the women
that you could've picked.

I mean, she was...
she was married to your brother.

I know.

How could you do that?

I struggled with that.

She did, too.

It was complicated.Ah...

I-I can't be here.

Mijo,I...

[beeping]

[door opens]

Can I help you guys?
Yeah. We need a word.

We obtained a recording
of the teleconference you had

this morning and detected
your rather clever ploy.

Now, your editing might
have been good enough

to fool Chad, but I'm afraid
it wasn't good enough for us.

Which means
you could've been the one

on that hike with Crystal.

Why would I kill her?

We don't know.
You seemed very uneasy

when we mentioned
her name earlier.

Okay, I admit I wasn't
on the meeting this morning,

but for a totally legit reason.

I had an interview

at Waialua Snorkeling.

If Chad found out,
he would have fired me.

Look, you guys
got it all wrong.

It wasn't me,
and it wasn't Chad.

I mean, he's a crappy boss,

but I know for a fact
that he didn't do it.

And when Crystal
left here yesterday,

she knew it, too.
How can you be so sure?

Because I was with Chad
the night that Raina was killed.

Hold up. Chad said
he was home alone.

He wasn't.
Week after Raina dumped him,

she got flowers at work.

Chad spiraled, thought they were
from a new boyfriend.

So he got drunk
at a bar that night,

called me
to pick him up.

Had me stop
at Raina's so he could

convince her
to give him another shot.

But when we got there,

she was letting
some other guy inside,

so Chad made me
take him home.

If you could vouch for Chad,
then why didn't HPD clear him?

Chad's on probation for a DUI.

If he admitted

to being at a bar,
they would have known he was

in violation.

He would've went to jail.

You're clearly
not a great fan of Chad's.

Why didn't you come forward?

The man you saw
entering Raina's house

could have been her killer.

Only saw him for a second, tops.
Couldn't describe him

if I tried.

Still, your account
could've helped the police.

Chad paid me to keep quiet.

Raina must have known that man

to let him willingly
into her house.

Yeah. He could've been the one
that sent her flowers that day.

[buttons clicking, phone chimes]

And 19 florists in Waikiki.

Okay, we're just gonna
have to go down the list.

[phone chimes]
Or not.

"Harada Floral."

That was the last clue
that Crystal wrote down.

We need to figure out
who sent those flowers.

RICK:
I'm sorry, man.

The worst part about it is,
I'll never hear my mom's side

of the story, you know,
what she was thinking.

Look, I-I know this is hard,

but it-it doesn't change
who your mom was.

And Bernardo-- I mean, you said
it yourself-- he was like

a dad to you, you know?

They were just two good people
who happened to fall in love.

Yeah, but he betrayed
his brother.

Well, let me ask you this.

Was your mom supposed
to die alone?

I mean, look, it's not like
she stepped out on your dad.

And he'd been dead for years
before Bernardo got involved.

That doesn't make it okay.

Look, when you needed
a man in your life,

Bernardo was there.

When your mother needed a man
in her life, Bernardo was there.

Now, it's up to you. I just...

I think you should
give the guy a break.

HIGGINS:
Okay. Appreciate your help.

Mahalo.

Harada Floral

says that Raina's flowers came
from Gabe Lockhart.

Crystal's brother?Uh-huh.

So he might have
been the one going

into Raina's the
night she died.

[phone ringing]

TC:
Gordie, you got me and Higgins.

Crystal Lockhart's
autopsy results came in.

There are signs of a struggle.

The M.E. found traces
of foreign DNA

under Crystal's fingernails.

You were right, TC.

Someone threw her
off that ridge.

Did you get a match

in the system?

No,

but the DNA's a 50% match
to Crystal.

Which means whoever did this is
an immediate family member.

Siblings share,
on average, 50% DNA.

It's not looking
good for Gabe.

What are you guys talking about?

Crystal was investigating

her good friend
Raina Kahui's murder.

Turns out that Crystal's brother
Gabe was a secret admirer,

and he might
have killed her.

We just found out he sent
Raina flowers the day she died.

Also, one of the last notes
in Crystal's investigation

was the name of the florist
who delivered those flowers.

So it was only a matter of time
before Crystal's investigation

into Raina's murder led
to her own brother.

Exactly.

So to protect himself,

he killed his own sister.

[door opens]

I'm sorry for your loss.

I appreciate you coming
in to speak with me.

Of course.

Uh, I, uh... I thought
this was about Crystal?

It is...

but we believe Raina and
Crystal's murders are connected.

You think he'll
take the bait?

It's hard to tell.
I mean, he's gotten away

With Raina's murder
for a year now.

KATSUMOTO:
How well did you know Raina?

I've known her my whole life.

She was Crystal's

best friend
since elementary school.

So you and Raina
were friends, too?

You could say that.

She's very attractive.
You two ever more than friends?

[swallows]

What are you getting at?

I know you sent Raina flowers
on the day she was murdered.

And I believe you went
to her place that night.

Two witnesses saw her
let a man inside.

Now, at the time,

both had good reasons
not to come forward.

But...

you know, things
are different now.

KATSUMOTO:
Hey,

sometimes good people
make mistakes,

but you got
to come clean.

Help yourself

by telling your side
of the story.

I was never good with women.

But Raina was different.

She got me.

I finally told her
how I felt,

but she was seeing
a guy from work.

Said that if she wasn't,

maybe it'd be different.

But eventually, they broke up,

you saw your in,
sent her flowers,

went to see her?

She said
she didn't feel the same.

Yeah, that must have hurt.

Hey, it takes courage to
give your heart to somebody,

only to have them break it.

She was just staring at me

with pity.

Like I was just pathetic.

And... and I lost it.

And you killed her.

She humiliated me.

I was so angry.

And the knife--
it was just right there...

Gordie is good.

He knew just how to
push his buttons.

KATSUMOTO:
You know what?

That part adds up for me.

But murdering
your own sister?

No.

No, I-I loved Crystal.

All right? She was
the only person in the world

that believed in me.

My only friend.

Why would I hurt her?
Because she was close
to learning the truth.

No.

No, you got it wrong.

You know, call me crazy,

but I believe him.

So do I.

What are you doing?

[sighs]
Going on a hunch.

I loved my sister.

I wouldn't do that.

I-I couldn't.

[knock on glass]

[lock buzzes]

What are you doing?
I'm right in the middle of...

I think I know
who killed Crystal.

Good.

'Cause I don't think
it was Gabe.

Clearly, you don't, either.No.

But a 50% DNA match
can also be to a parent.

Raymond, Crystal's father.

His phone pinged
on Makena Street in Kaneohe

close to one of the Haiku Stairs
access points

this morning.

Her own father.

[sighs]

I didn't mean for it to happen.

My son...

His temper
gets the best of him sometimes.

So you murdered your
daughter to protect him?

I didn't...

I didn't murder her.

I knew about Raina.

Gabe had told me.

And I knew Crystal was getting
close to figuring it out,

so I went on the hike.

Try and get her
to stop investigating.

I told her the truth.

Crystal, please.
Why are you protecting him?

Because he's my son.
He's your brother!
He killed Raina, Dad.

Throwing his life away
isn't gonna bring her back.

Crystal.

I grabbed her by the arm.

Please, listen to me.No!

I just wanted to keep talking.

Crystal.
No, you're not gonna stop me!

[crying]:
She lost her balance.

[Crystal screams]

[sobbing]

I'm sorry.

I'm-I'm so sorry.

RICK:
Ah.

Look, pal, I... Before I overstep...

[both exhale]

I'm sorry, man.

Yeah, me, too.
You were just trying to help.

[sighs]

I-I thought
that you needed to hear

that you could do it.
Yeah, well,

you weren't totally wrong.

But there's more to it.

Every day, I got to deal

with some asshat I don't
even know asking me

the most personal questions.

You know, "How'd you wind up
in the chair?

What happened?
What parts of you still work?"

Ah, man, it must be exhausting

dealing with
other people's ignorance.

It sucks.

Asking for more of it
in my work life

just didn't seem worth it.

But it's not just that.

The-the thing is, as a pilot,

I'd be responsible
for passengers...

again.

You're talking
about your last convoy.Yeah.

Hitting that IED,

I made one stupid mistake,

and it cost my friends
their lives.

I'm-- It's my fault
they're gone.

And I-I've made peace with that.

Much as I can.

Man,

when TC offered me
the chance to pilot,

I got sick.

I-I just...

couldn't imagine being
responsible for lives again.

I'm sorry, Sham.

I'm sorry you got to deal
with that, man.

No, don't be.

'Cause the more I thought
about it,

the more I realized
you're right.

I cando the job.

I may even want to do it.

So you're gonna accept it?

No.

Not right now.

But I'm thinking about it.

Why don't you think about it
over a couple of beers.

Yeah. Yeah.

Thanks, brother.

Cheers, pal.

[door opens]

[door closes]

Hey.

Where you going?

I thought you might need
some space after today.

I'm-a go get a hotel.

Oh, come on, I...

can't let you do that.

It's funny.

I didn't tell you
about me and your mother

because I didn't want
to hurt you,

but it feels
like what hurt you the most

is not telling you.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry. No, I, uh...

I was caught off guard.

I wish you had
told me, but, um...

I think what hurt

was just...

...being reminded
that I wasn't there

when my mom needed me the most.

The way I reacted
wasn't fair.

You're a good kid.

Still protecting your father.

You've always had a big heart.

Yeah, well, you taught me well.

Your mother taught you well.

That's what drew me to her,
that heart of hers.

She was the love of my life,
Thomas.

And I suspect I was,
for her, a way to keep

your father alive.

He was the love of herlife.

Yeah.

Ethan,
I know you're home by now.

Please, just talk to me.

Ethan!

[footsteps approaching]

[sighs]

ETHAN:Juliet.

What are you doing here?

You've been ignoring

my calls and texts all day.

I needed time to think.

[door closes]

Look...

I wish that my story
was different.

It's not about your past.

I just can't help but wonder

if there's anything else
you're not telling me.

I've been truthful

about everything
that matters most.

I have

shown who I am to you

in a way that I didn't think
was possible after Richard.

Okay?

My feelings for you
are very real.

I love you, Ethan.

I love you, too.

But right now,

when I look at you...

It's not the same.

I don't know
if I can trust you.

And I'm gonna have
to figure that out.

I might be going
out of the country for a while.

Doctors Without Borders

want me in the field again.

They need surgeons in Kenya.

I'll be gone
at least six months.

Maybe we could, uh,

use some time apart.

It's not what I want.

But, um,

I understand
if that's what you need.

It's what I need.

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