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Nigel. -Do you need one more?

Come on, I have 40 cents left in the jar.

Soon you will have to be carried home. -Do you have any idea, Nigel ...

... how much mental strength it takes to be the most eligible bachelor here ...

... while I'm unemployed?

So yeah, give me another glass of rum.

Why don't you just look for another job?

What should I do?

I worked in that factory since I was 15, finally joined management.

Bye.

That's from the house. -No man.

I am rich, I am renting the old cottage to an English girl from the city.

You know, if she looks half as good as she sounds on the phone ...

And I'm going to harvest the fields behind the cottage.

You are kidding me. -Certainly.

I can't afford to do nothing with it anymore.

I have no choice.

Don't look at me like that.

Sometimes you have to take your loss.

Where's my flashlight?

Who is there?

We have the right to feel these things.

We are very intuitive beings and can perceive subtle changes.

So when feelings of despair and fear surface ...

... the pain behind the fear.

The unknown that cannot be seen will create fear.

Step out of the darkness and shine a light to awaken your love.

It is not wrong to feel loss and pain in your heart.

We must keep seeking and hold on to love.

Pause for a moment.

Hey? -Hello, my name is Hanna Montague.

I spoke to Mr Lipton about renting the cottage.

The cottage is not rented. -There was an ad. I called.

I spoke to Mr. Lipton but can't get hold of him now.

John, what has Lipton done now? -How the hell am I supposed to know?

I'm renting Mr Lipton's cottage.

But I can't reach him. -I'll handle this.

Don't worry about her, I'll go ahead of you.

Jimmy didn't tell us he rented out the cottage.

We sold it to him a few years ago along with the fields.

But we still do the sugar cane.

Jimmy can't grow weeds in the rainforest just yet.

Hopefully your wife doesn't mind my being here.

She'll get over it.

We just don't get a lot of visitors here.

This will be good for her.

I just passed the police, it looks like an accident had happened.

Accident? -Yes, down the road.

So, what exactly are you doing here, Miss ... -Hanna, please call me Hanna.

John Drake, my wife's name is Elenor. - Nice to meet you, John.

So your ... - Need for a change of scenery.

Clear my mind. - Then you're in the right place.

Do you need help? -No, it will work.

If you need anything, don't hesitate.

I do indeed need it.

And don't worry about Elly, she'll be around.

You left so suddenly.

We just worry and hope you are doing the right thing.

I know that, Jules. -Do you still write in your diary?

I didn't miss a day.

After all, you keep reminding me.

I am not only your sponsor, I am also your friend.

I want you to be okay.

I know that, Jules. I get it, really.

I really hope you find what you're looking for, Hanna.

I just want to be able to bury him.

I cannot find peace until that is done.

Sorry, John. It's Jimmy.

What happened? -I found him in the ditch.

He drowned. -Drunk?

He fell over while peeing.

You don't fucking mean that.

Have that car picked up.

He was talking to contractors.

He wanted to let you harvest fields.

He definitely needed to pee.

He has clearly hit the brakes very hard.

He accidentally fell forward in the ditch while peeing.

He's drowned, I'll write that down and we'll leave it at that, understand?

I saw you have a visitor.

Yes, an English woman rented the cottage.

You know who she is, don't you?

I'm not the fucking landlord.

But all this ... this here ...

It must come to an end.

What about your wife?

Is she ready to quit?

I fucking thought so.

Find yourself as you search for the light.

Bring it into your soul and seek peace.

The more I will let go of my grip.

Know that I am here to keep your memories alive.

To see what you desire deep down in your heart.

You have to seek, hold on to love.

Then I don't have to hold you tightly.

Don't be afraid of me because I'm always with you, always near.

I am a strong, true and loyal friend to be with you in your life.

Life is in your hands. Meet me with courage.

I am here to guide you, my love.

It doesn't have to be so dark.

Search with me and within yourself for the light ...

... which will bring you back without fear.

My message to you, dear one, is to find peace and healing.

To become whole again.

SERIAL KILLER LEONARD SIMPKIN FOUR MISSING CHILDREN FOUND

FOUR CHILDREN DEAD ONE IS STILL MISSED

POLICE STARTED EXCAVATION ON SITE

FAMILY JOEY MONTAGUE IS DESPERATE HELP US SEARCH

I'm here, John.

So that's why you are here?

Another journalist who comes to rip open old wounds.

It's not what you think, I'm not a journalist.

What are you then?

A mother.

His name is Joey.

I don't know what you expect to find here.

But this village does not want to open old wounds.

My wound never healed, John.

My son's body was never found.

His case has never been resolved.

There has been a lot of talk about what went wrong here.

People blamed each other.

You think you can put something like that behind you, but ...

My condolences for your loss.

I sympathize with you.

But some things are just ...

It was Jimmy Lipton.

What?

The accident you drove past.

He was that?

You can stay safe.

Until you have arranged something else.

DNA FOUND FROM MISSING CHILDREN DNA FOUND FROM FIVE CHILDREN

OUTCOME IS UNCERTAIN POLICE BEGINS WITH EXCAVATIONS

Drove right into my daughter's house. -Jono?

You are kidding me. What do you want to drink?

Spray water with lime, please. -The strong stuff.

You must be that woman from town?

James Lipton, T-Bag for friends.

Your cottage was his.

Has been divorced a few times, drank like a Templar.

He always wanted to die drunk.

But I would rather have seen him sitting here.

How is it going? -Simple, but I don't need much.

Keep doing your exercises. -Yes, I will do that.

Wait a second.

Elly and I were wondering if you'd like to come over for dinner tonight.

You're not forcing her to do this, are you?

It was her idea.

Okay, that would be great, thank you. -Half past six.

We oldies like to eat early.

No thanks. -What, aren't you drinking?

I am really a drinker.

Does not matter.

No, please go ahead.

Well, I am not much of a connoisseur, but I like good wine.

It's not as posh as in the city, it's just plain simple food.

It smells delicious, it has been a long time since cooking for me.

Aren't you married, Hanna?

No, it doesn't matter. I was married.

Phil and I have been apart for about a year now.

I'm sorry for you.

How old is your daughter?

I saw the bicycle.

I'm sorry, I assumed the girl in the picture was your daughter.

Yes, she is.

Her name is Violet.

We couldn't have children ourselves, so she was adopted.

It made no difference, she was ours from the first moment we saw her.

A gift from God.

She died.

I'm sorry, I just saw that bike.

Why do you always talk like she's gone?

Because it is, Eleanor.

Please excuse me.

Yes, she was our little darling.

She was beautiful on all fronts.

May I ask how it happened?

Not long after ...

... everything that happened to your son ...

... the bus that brought the children back from camp drove into the river.

And Violet was one of the girls who drowned.

I'm so sorry about that.

I can still remember when it happened.

It happened there.

On this side of the river.

The only one who survived was the driver.

They said the brakes were not working properly.

Let's just leave her alone for a while.

Do you love music?

What are those red lights on the other side of the river?

That's a memorial.

For the children?

Every family on this side of the river lost a child that day.

The other side put down the red lights to show they haven't forgotten.

That's very beautiful.

I try to move on.

But actually...

... feels like it only happened yesterday.

The present, this place.

Nothing has any power over me.

Breath.

You were the last person I expected to be here again.

That also counts for me.

So many grieving mothers.

And the press, which constantly bothered us, asked questions.

You didn't get the chance to grieve.

Why did you stop looking for my son?

We've been digging every inch of this terrain.

We even churned the bamboo forest and the surrounding land.

Four families were able to bury their children.

They were lucky, I think.

Luck?

You have stopped looking.

It was too difficult to keep looking. -Wait a second.

When Simpkin committed suicide, the government stopped giving money ...

... and no manpower for that investigation, that was their decision.

Hanna, look over there.

Those sugar cane fields extend as far as the eye can see.

We should have burned it before harvest to get through.

The people here have to live on that. -Joey is still out there somewhere.

I'd like to help you, but I can't do that without new evidence.

But Hanna ...

... you can't keep sneaking around here on your own.

Not everyone is friendly in Billins.

Keep the cigarettes.

Life is in your hands.

Find your courage and know that you are here to serve a greater purpose.

"Here, honey," I said to her.

It doesn't have to be so dark.

This will make you stronger as you breathe in.

My message to you, my love, is to find more peace and completeness.

Stand above it and look around you.

Shine from the lights on the other side of the field ...

... where it was once dark and closed inside.

Discover and accept the wonder and peace of these places.

It is your best way to find peace.

And to see the emotions ...

... the sensations of panic or fear.

Come on, honey.

It's okay.

Everything will be fine.

We go back to sleep.

The current can sweep you away, resist the course of life.

Where it hurts and is painful ...

... restlessness and discontent take over.

It makes the light dark, takes over the body, the mind and your psyche.

This makes us forget our soul.

We have to remind ourselves to look for the good.

We forget that we have power and choice.

The most heartbreaking thing about being stuck in the darkness ...

... is that we forget how much we care about our lives ...

... the memories and the now.

... pain, darkness, hope and light can live together.

In finding the light in the darkness ...

... you must be willing to expose yourself ...

... and from the shadows of memories.

The more you work on finding, spreading and transmitting love ...

... the less tight I have to hold you.

Don't be afraid to feel me arriving in your heart.

I'm just a fear of someone ...

No, wait.

Bit early for you, isn't it?

Where have they gone?

Who? - Those two boys, where are they?

Guys?

Come with me. - Did you see where they were going?

Come with me.

John told me about your son.

Elenor, did you see where they were going?

But don't worry, Hanna.

He is now an angel.

They are all angels.

And they never let us down.

The sugar cane can make you feel small and alone.

All that twisted nature that sprouted from the earth.

It suffocates the light.

Violet was always very much afraid of it.

But she is no longer that.

You should lie down for a while, rest.

After that you will feel much better.

Who are those guys, Elenor?

It's okay, take it easy. -I saw...

Stay here.

You keep this one.

Luister, Hanna ...

... I think it would be better if you go back to the city.

It may have been a mistake to come here.

Who is he?

What are you keeping from me?

What you saw is in your head.

That is the truth.

If it wasn't, why would a stupid red light be able to help me?

Why are all those houses hanging up there red lanterns if it's nothing?

You got bloody red headlights on your pickup, John.

Hanna, you can't say anything about this to Elenor.

I don't want her to get upset, you understand?

And you should seriously consider going home.

I'm not going anywhere, John.

I am so sorry.

I am so sorry.

SCREW YOU

Record.

Please answer.

This is Julian. I can't answer right now, please leave a message.

Not a person, place or thing ...

Soda with lime.

The farmer who just left ... -The crazy old Riley?

Did he ever have sugar cane on the east side of the river?

Why do you want to know that?

Has he ever worked for him? - You don't fucking mean that, do you?

I'm serious, did he ever work on Riley's farm?

Everyone knows that Simpkin worked on the Drakes' land.

The Drakes? Until they knew who he really was.

Where are you going?

You haven't touched your drink.

Simpkin worked for you.

You forgot to tell you that.

You are wasting your time.

The police have already investigated this.

I don't want to be annoying, but they didn't do their job properly.

Simpkin worked for a lot of people here.

Like who?

Jimmy Lipton, for example.

Tom Evans.

Tom Evans?

Yes, the bus driver.

You knew Leonard Simpkin.

What's wrong with him? -I need to know where he hid my son.

"Hid?"

That's a nice way to put it.

Please, Tom.

Can you tell me something, did he say something to you?

The brakes didn't work?

Is that really what happened? -What does it matter? It has happened.

Not a day goes by that I don't count the seconds and think that maybe I ...

... could have gone back to save one of those kids.

Clay's son, Max.

He shot up the road right in front of me.

I had to swerve so as not to hit him.

The bus flipped over.

Underwater.

The bus sank so quickly that those children barely realized anything before drowning.

How did you get out?

I was lucky.

The door was destroyed.

SIX CHILDREN DROWN IN BUS ACCIDENT

I'm coming.

I thought we could have a cup of tea.

You think you're going to find him, don't you?

When they took me to the hospital to identify Violet ...

... I didn't know what I saw.

She was so cold.

And so blue.

I knew it wasn't her.

The body is only a shell for the soul.

I mean, it can't just be this, there has to be more.

You believe that, don't you?

I admire people with faith, I really do.

I've never had it myself.

But if that were true, you wouldn't be here.

Or then?

I talk to Violet very often.

She shows me things.

Is that the reason you go to the fields at night?

To see Violet?

We were planning to harvest just that field ...

... the day after the accident.

But now we will never do that again.

You have seen them.

Not true? In the field.

I don't know what I've seen.

You don't have to find Joey, Hanna.

He will find you.

How is it going?

You can buy a lot of oxy for that.

I can add some Valium if you want.

Do you want some weed?

Meth is quite popular here. -Yeah, right.

Then I'll take this and see you on the other side.

I'm just kidding, have a nice evening. -Yes, very funny.

Nice to see you again.

Stop.

Are these they?

They could belong to any child, Hanna.

I recognize his shoes.

They belong to Joey.

He wore them that day. -Hanna, people know you're here.

Someone is trying to trick you.

They try to scare you.

You have to stop this and go home.

Then look at yourself.

This is not good for your health.

How on earth can anyone know what shoes he was wearing that day?

I'm not leaving, officer.

Not without my son.

I'll send them to town for investigation.

But if nothing works out, then you have to stop.

Don't touch them. Aren't you supposed to use gloves or something?

Stupid idiot.

Listen carefully, if you come here to cause trouble ...

... then I will personally get you out of here, understand?

This area has not been searched, not like the rest.

This field ... - Stop.

This place will drive you crazy.

Just believe me.

You have to let it go.

If it was your son ...

... would you let it go?

My darling, my darling.

I'm here to see you.

I can see you.

He is over there. -Who?

The boy. -Which boy?

I saw Max. -You keep going.

I'm not fucking going crazy.

I know what I've seen.

They are all there, with the kids.

I saw Violet, John.

I saw her with my own eyes.

You must come with me now.

Let me go.

I can walk very well myself.

You're the one who's limping.

My wife is not okay, Hanna.

You walking around in the fields makes her nervous.

Someone put my son's shoes on the back porch.

They let me know he's here.

I want you to pack your things tomorrow.

I want you to leave.

How are you?

Hopefully you stick to the plan and avoid cafes.

Sure.

Good.

Do you have any news?

Everyone here is a liar.

FATHER OF DEATH CHILD TAKES OUT OF POLICE INVESTIGATION AND BUS DRIVER

Please wait.

I need to ask you about Max.

Please, I lost my son too.

Tell me about your son.

Why did the newspaper say that Max was on that bus?

He wasn't in it.

Wilkins said he wanted the bus to stop.

To get a ride home.

But Tommy Evans knew Max.

He would have stopped for him.

So, Simpkin worked on the Drakes' ranch that season?

Have you been in the fields? I mean, since the accident.

I know what's going on there with that couple.

I don't want anything to do with it.

I've seen Max.

In the fields.

What you saw is not my son.

STRONG, JUST LIKE YOUR FATHER

Max wants you to leave.

Otherwise he will hurt you.

What do you want?

I will help you find what you are looking for.

Do you know where he is, Violet?

I can't go where he is.

But I do want to.

He said you'd recognize his shoes.

Please, Violet. Show me where he is.

I have to go now.

No, wait.

Run.

I want to help you.

Tell me what you want.

Departure.

10 ROWS, 32 STEPS

How are you?

How was that stuff I gave you the other day?

What do you want, Troy?

I actually wanted to ask you ...

... if you feel like getting high together.

Why not?

Come on, then.

That's good stuff.

I always thought I was leaving Billins, you know?

Why didn't you do that? -Things turned out differently.

What kind of things?

My little sister died.

She meant everything to me.

The bus accident.

Right there.

But I still see her.

I won't let go of her, she's still with me, she's still here.

She's here and I don't want to leave her.

Something very special is going on here.

And you...

... are screwing that up.

Do you understand me?

I think you better leave.

You think I should leave?

You want me to leave?

No, that's not going to happen. You fucking leave.

We're going to your room now and pack your things.

Stop it.

Pick up your fucking stuff and fagot, you dirty dog.

Do you understand what I say?

Let her go now.

Brother...

If I ever see you here again ...

... then I'll fucking kill you.

Disappear.

Filthy dog.

What is going on? -Everything is okay, go back inside.

Are you OK?

Your son...

... murdered ...

...my son.

That's right.

It was damaged.

But it was mine.

He was my little boy.

And I don't know what to say to you ...

... except I'm sorry.

I am so sorry.

Did Elenor know he was your son?

That was my sin.

My guilt to bear.

On the day of the accident ...

... I found out who Lenny really was.

I couldn't keep up with them, I tried.

But my leg ...

I yelled at him, I kept yelling.

I tried to stop him.

But I couldn't get to him.

We have to burn the field, John.

My son is in that field.

You do not know.

Violet showed me.

Elly does not want to give up the field.

That's all she's got left.

I can't take that away from her.

Violet wants to leave.

No, you're just saying that.

John, look at me.

Look at me.

It's what she wants.

She told me that.

Let her go.

When I burn the field, they can't see their children.

It's time to let her go.

Not tonight, I feel fine.

We both need our sleep, honey.

I'm fine.

How long will this take?

Come on, John.

Come on.

Call an ambulance.

What happened?

What are you doing?

I didn't say goodbye.

I didn't say goodbye.

I'm trying to say goodbye.

Why? Why?

With milk, without sugar, right?

I didn't know if you wanted to see me again.

Thank you for letting me stay.

No problem.

Are you okay?

I am so sorry.