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[Breath of Destiny]

[Episode 10]

If anything happens

to our colleagues,

can you give their family an answer?

Yes.

But our work here...

We've discussed this with the other hospitals.

We had a discussion.

There will be a new team

taking over your mission.

I won't return.

You think it's easy for us to come here?

My child was still young back then.

My husband didn't allow me

to go anywhere.

He said I can't just focus on my career

when I'm already a mother.

He said I need to focus on my family as well.

Yes, he was right.

But now, my child has finally grown up.

He got into a university.

I can finally come out and realize my dream

before I get too old.

Participating in a disaster relief mission was my dream.

I've finally come upon this chance after so long.

In order to participate in this mission,

I've spent too much time

and effort

to deal with

my husband.

I spent an entire year trying to convince him.

I spent six months convincing my mother.

I spent nine months in the training.

Now, I'm finally here.

I'm not afraid no matter how tough it is.

I finally feel passionate about my job.

I feel that I'm still young and hot-blooded.

But now, you're asking us to return for no valid reason?

You still dare to talk about trauma?

I'm the Deputy Matron.

Of course I know whether

it'll bring us trauma or not.

I won't return.

Dr Huo.

I...

I don't have a family to worry about.

I can be responsible for myself.

I...

I'll stay.

All of you are feeling emotional about this.

I can understand that.

But you guys still need to leave.

Tomorrow,

I'll go to the embassy and complete the procedures on behalf of you guys.

You guys better pack your things.

You guys will return

after three days.

But, weren't we supposed to

uphold justice for Dr Xie?

You liar.

Xiao Cong is right.

I've finished copying down 20 copies of our team rule.

From now on, I don't belong to your team.

When we were at the hospital,

I overheard the nurses' conversation.

They were saying that

before Xie Hua's death,

he was framed.

Someone said that he took bribes from ESLove.

But then,

someone came out

to clarify for him

after his death.

Don't you think it's kind of strange?

ESLove?

Isn't that Uncle An's property?

I've met Xie Hua.

I don't think he's somebody who would take a bribe.

So I believe he was framed.

But the question is,

who framed him? And,

what has it got to do with Uncle An?

What could be so important that he's willing to harm

a pediatrician on his way home?

But you know

who's in charge of ESLove?

Who?

Roy.

I can't stand that guy.

Uncle An,

he's a cunning old fox.

He'll never take such risks. So,

it must be Roy.

But why did Roy do it?

I don't know.

But,

if Roy gets caught up in it,

Uncle An will also be implicated.

So,

it might be a good thing for us.

Let's wait and see.

Cheers.

He's dead.

Are you happy now?

He was too curious for his own good.

He went to ask around in the villages.

That's why we were in so much trouble.

Who can he blame for that?

He can only blame himself for this.

Xie Hua is a good guy.

Do you know how he died?

He was lying down there,

with his guts spilling everywhere.

There was so much blood.

Every day,

I'll dream of him.

He'll stare at me with his bloody eyes.

Enough.

You're a grown-up, you know?

Why are you so scared?

You even said that

you want to find the pirates

and avenge your family?

Avenge your family? My foot!

Even if I bring the pirates to you,

are you daring enough to seek revenge for your family?

I'm sure you'll pee your pants!

If it weren't for the fact that

I had to depend on you for my revenge,

I wouldn't have ended up in this state.

Let me show you something.

Is this him?

How is it?

It's him.

Ten years ago,

I saw him on the notice.

I'll recognize him even if he turns into ashes.

Alright.

You can finally

seek your revenge.

He came

to this island in secret

some time ago.

He was captured by my men.

We sent him to the police station.

He's inside the police station now.

I've finished my part

of the deal.

What about you?

Their team

will leave soon.

A new team

will be coming in.

Great.

Once they're gone,

everything

will turn back to normal.

All those children from last year's incident,

they can only blame themselves

for being unlucky.

Once they develop the new vaccine,

you and I

will be safe.

But,

not only do we need the vaccine, we need to eradicate the source as well.

Wen!

Don't tell me something so scientific!

I don't understand!

Just cover up

the vaccine incident for me.

Everything will be okay after that.

I heard that

Friendship Hospital

is planning to cooperate with another

hospital from the mainland of China.

I heard that

they were going to import a new batch of medical equipments.

If Friendship Hospital does thrive,

Qiao Xiang Wan will be very arrogant.

My father is unhappy with that brat.

If we let him continue to grow,

he'll climb onto our head!

So,

it's up to you now.

And that Daniel,

I hate him.

Find an opportunity

and deal with him for me.

If you don't agree,

I'll ask the cops to release him.

I always keep my words.

What a coward.

Listen,

the doctor said

you need to get more sun.

Xiu's father, you're here?

Xiu.

Dad.

How do you feel?

How do you feel

today?

Does it still hurt?

I heard that

Dr Xie's wife and children are here.

Did they

make things difficult for you?

No.

That big sister even gave me this doll.

Isn't it pretty?

Yeah.

That's good to hear.

Xiu,

tell me

honestly.

Did they

abduct you and bring you here?

No.

I fell down because Qiao Xiao Liu bumped into me.

And Dr Xie brought me here in order to treat me.

Uncle performed a magic trick and gave me candies.

I was disobedient.

I went to play in the warehouse.

After that, an earthquake strucked us.

So that's the case.

No!

You must say

they abducted you and brought you here by force.

Why?

Xiu,

you must

follow my instruction.

If not,

I will have to

pay with

my life.

Think about it.

If I was captured

and sent to prison,

you'll become an orphan.

By then, no one will take care of you.

No one will stay by your side.

Look at our situation.

We have to pay for your

medical fees.

Our family

doesn't have that amount of money.

If you say that

he abducted you

and brought you here by force,

I...

I won't

need to go to prison.

We won't need to pay for the medical fees as well.

We can just stay here.

And let them treat you.

Dad,

that's not true.

Now,

there's only

the female doctor left.

She can't do anything

to us.

That's not true!

Stupid lass!

You must follow my instruction!

You must!

Say it!

Good girl.

Listen to me.

Look, she's so obedient.

Dr Zhou.

Zhou Yue,

do you dare to accompany me to Linshui Village again?

I knew you don't have the guts.

You coward.

You ran away at the last second.

Dr Xie...

Dr Zhou,

I was looking for you.

What is it?

Xiu

told me the truth.

What do you mean?

She said

you guys

brought her here by force!

Follow me!

Let's confront Xiu.

What are you doing?

Let go of me.

Don't do this in the hospital.

I can walk by myself.

Come on then.

Come over here.

Xiu,

kids shouldn't lie, okay?

Did Dr Xie

and her abduct you

and bring you here by force?

Speak up.

They abducted you.

That's why all those things happened.

It has nothing to do with us at all.

It's good that you're here.

You're the director, right?

Yes.

I have something to discuss with you.

I won't pay one cent

for Xiu's medical fees.

Don't try to find trouble with us.

You guys are lucky that I'm not reporting

you guys for abducting my child.

Mr Qiao,

please don't malign us.

Dr Xie is gone now.

Please stop accusing him.

I didn't accuse you guys.

Xiu told me everything.

Xiu,

am I right?

They abducted you, right?

Why are you crying?

Director,

listen. I know you guys

are treating Xiu right now.

But you guys shouldn't use any fake medicine.

And,

Xiu needs to stay here

for a few more months.

I'm her father.

I need to accompany her.

You guys should cover

all of my

living expenses.

And,

you guys need to pay me for Xiu's mental damage

and for troubling me.

I'll calculate that with you guys later.

Why should we do so?

You can stay here if you like.

We're leaving anyway.

Sis Hong.

Listen,

you're slandering us, you know that?

Why would we

abduct your daughter for no reason?

Because there's a devil in this hospital!

I!

Aren't you guys taking in all those children

so that you can sacrifice them to the devil?

The sorceress told us that

if you guys make the children crazy,

the devil won't come out to harm other people.

Your brother, Xiao Liu,

he came to the hospital two days ago.

After he returned home, he has been in a trance

in the sorceress's house.

I'm sure he was possessed!

Xiao Liu?

I'm not making up stories.

Xiao Liu is in the sorceress's house right now.

He's howling like a wolf.

The entire village knows about this.

No.

I need to find the sorceress

and get some talismans from her.

I'll place it all over the hospital

so that the devil won't attack Xiu.

You guys

better do your best in treating Xiu.

Don't try to skive.

I'll go and take the talismans.

I'll return soon.

Dr Li.

Will Xiao Liu be okay?

He's fine.

I promise you.

I'll keep an eye on him, okay?

Really?

Don't listen to his nonsense.

Dr Liao.

Dr Liao.

Dr Liao.

I heard that you guys are returning to your country.

It's not real, right?

Dr Qiao,

I'm busy.

Really?

Why?

Is it because of the earthquake?

Or is it because Dr Xie has passed away?

Are you guys leaving because you're afraid?

We aren't leaving because we're afraid.

So, you guys are leaving?

We're leaving.

But a new team

will come soon.

Sorry.

Dr Liao,

actually,

it's hard for me

to find a worthy mentor like you.

And we're just starting to get familiar with each other.

I really wish

you guys can stay.

I don't have the right to decide that.

But didn't you guys say that

we're a family?

Were you guys lying to me?

Or is it just like what Uncle Wen had said?

You guys don't

treat us like your family at all?

Are you guys here

in order to earn money?

Dr Qiao.

We're here to help you guys out sincerely.

You can't just say that to us.

Prove your sincerity

to me then!

[Dr Liao, please proceed to the ER immediately.]

[Dr Liao, please proceed to the ER immediately.]

[Dr Liao, please proceed to the ER immediately.]

What's wrong?

Li Wen Zhi from the rescue team

cut his finger by accident

when he was cleaning up

the debris with a chainsaw.

His finger is basically severed from his hand.

Doctor,

please save my thumb.

Doctor,

Li Wen Zhi

encountered an earthquake even though he's only been

in our team for 15 days.

Please save him.

The right thumb

is basically severed from his hand.

There's only a tiny portion

of his skin tissue left attached to his hand.

We can still save his thumb in time.

Prepare for the surgery immediately.

Okay.

Dr Liao.

Please come here.

Follow me.

Stop his bleeding for now.

What's wrong?

Dr Liao,

both of our anaesthesia machines

are down.

Both of them are down?

Yes.

How could that be?

Is there any way for us

to borrow one from a private clinic?

No.

How could we commence the surgery without anaesthesia?

Now,

the best solution

is to send them

to the Western District Hospital

and let them amputate his finger.

What?

But...

Why are we sending them there?

Why are we letting them amputate his finger?

He's so young,

you know?

He'll be crippled if they amputate his thumb.

What will he do in the future?

Why are you angry at me?

I'm just stating the facts.

If you guys insist on doing the surgery,

I won't bear any responsibility

if anything happens.

What kind of attitude is that?

We're here to help you guys out, you know?

Help us out?

Xiao Cong.

We all know that

you guys are leaving soon.

Why are you still pretending to be a hero?

If anything happens,

us local doctors

still have to bear the responsibility, you know?

You guys will never know

our pain.

Dr Ge.

What kind of person is that?

I need to find Sis Yue.

If we send the patient away,

he'll have to travel an hour

before he can reach the west hospital.

The weather is hot.

The more time we waste,

the harder it is to restore his thumb.

So, even if he went for the surgery immediately

after he reaches the west hospital,

there's only a slim chance

that his thumb may be restored.

That's the current situation for Li Wen Zhi.

What should we do?

Everyone should think of a solution.

That Dr Ge

is shameless.

Xiao Cong, that's enough.

He's ignorant and narrow-minded.

Wang Xiao Cong.

Fine.

I'll shut up.

Everything I say is wrong now.

I'll tell you guys my opinion.

I think Dr Ge

is partially correct.

Even if we stay here

and complete the surgery,

what if something happens after the surgery

and we're not here?

We weren't returning gloriously in the first place.

If something happens again,

how should we explain ourselves?

Wait, Sis Hong.

Are you saying that we should send him away?

Dr Liao said it before.

If we send him away,

he'll be crippled.

But now, we have no way to put him under anaesthesia.

How could we proceed with the surgery?

We should think of something then!

We're trying to think of something! Don't shout!

Enough.

We have no time

to hesitate.

Dr Zhou,

what's your suggestion?

I have no right to give any suggestions now.

You should find Dr Huo.

You took over Dr Xie's position as our deputy leader.

Of course you have the right to give us suggestions.

Sis Hong,

our team will be disbanded soon.

My position doesn't matter anymore.

Sis Yue, you're our team.

-Yeah. -You guys...

All of you guys are here?

Wait.

The patient and his teammate

have been left in the ER.

No one is there for them.

What are

you guys doing?

Are you waiting for the ambulance?

No, Brother Dan.

You misunderstood us.

We're trying to come up

with a solution.

Now, both of the anaesthesia machines

are down.

We can't put him under anaesthesia.

What kind of excuse is that?

If there's a will,

there's a way.

This...

You can't do the surgery

because you can't put him under anaesthesia?

Dr Xie sacrificed his life

in order to save Xiu.

You guys have the guts to say that you belong to his team?

No, we're trying to come up with a solution right now.

We won't abandon him

as long as we have a solution.

Aren't you belittling us?

I'm belittling you guys?

Yes, I do belittle you guys.

You guys aren't giving up on him.

You guys are just abandoning him.

What?

I heard that you guys are leaving.

Have you pack up your things?

Who said we'll leave?

If you guys can't stay here anymore,

you should scram while you can.

You guys can return and boast about your achievement.

Listen,

we won't boast about our achievements.

We're responsible medical practitioners from the mainland of China.

Regarding this matter,

your view is wrong.

You need to apologize to us.

I need to apologize to you guys?

Do you want me to give you an award as well?

Of course you need to apologize to us.

You're wrong about us.

Stop arguing.

Let's commence the surgery immediately.

We won't send him away.

We'll do it here.

We'll do our best for this surgery.

Although the facilities aren't the best,

at least

we still have things to use.

At most,

we'll just do another surgery for him.

But we mustn't give up hope.

Wang Xiao Cong,

didn't you sort out the warehouse before?

Find something usable for us.

There's no electric drill here.

Hand drill...

We don't have a hand drill either.

Dr Liao,

what should we do?

We'll use K-wires then.

But the anaesthesia machines are down.

We can't put him under anaesthesia.

We don't need to put him under anaesthesia entirely.

Do we still have Lidocaine?

Yes.

We have enough.

We can put his arm under anaesthesia then.

Yes.

We can use

procaine to enhance

the anaesthesia if necessary.

I dealt with this kind of case before.

I'm very confident.

We have both Lidocaine and procaine.

We can use anticoagulants

and vasodilators to promote the patient's blood circulation

according to his condition.

I agree.

We will try our best

to treat every patient.

Besides, he's from the rescue team.

He still have many lives to save

in the future.

I agree as well.

It's decided then!

I will do everything I can

to ensure the success of this surgery.

But, it is difficult for us to proceed with the surgery

under such circumstances.

We've been through so much in order to get here.

We're here to provide relief.

Enough already.

You guys are great.

I'll make the preparations right now.

By the way, Dr Li,

please remember this.

We aren't

who you think we are.

You need to

apologize to us sooner or later.

Wang Xiao Cong,

follow me.

We shall show him

our might.

Let's do it!

Let me be your assistant.

Do you feel numb?

Yes.

[Replantation of Severed Finger]

Start the reparation.

Li Wen Zhi, don't be nervous.

Do you know how lucky you are?

Both of our best surgeons

are doing the surgery for you.

They need to be very calm

and cautious to proceed with

this surgery.

It's because

the capillaries of our fingers are very thin and fragile.

We can't see them clearly with our naked eyes.

Now,

we'll use the K-wires

to support your thumb in place.

Later,

we'll try to connect and repair your tendon,

veins,

arteries, and your nerve cells.

After that, we'll repair the skin cells.

This surgery is very demanding.

You are awesome.

Yeah, right?

Sorry, I wasn't referring to you.

I was referring to Dr Liao.

Sis Hong,

what about me?

Oh yeah,

Xiao Cong is awesome as well.

Alright.

The fractured bone has been stabilized.

Xiao Cong.

Mister, please don't be nervous.

Speaking of our hospital,

we love to have some fun

during surgeries.

Coming.

It hurts!

It hurts!

Dr Li.

Increase the dosage of anaesthesia.

Just bear with it.

Uncle Wen,

how's his blood pressure?

It's at 120/80.

It's normal.

This earthquake

has ruined everything.

Even if we have food at home,

it's only enough for our family.

I've travelled to more than ten villages.

I didn't even manage to buy a single egg.

Tell me.

How could we cook longevity noodles

without

eggs?

Yeah.

Dr Xie told me before that

we must put two eggs inside longevity noodles.

Poor child.

She just wanted her father

to make her some longevity noodles.

But, she had to come here during her birthday.

All she received

was just a little box.

I couldn't even fulfill her wish.

I'm really useless.

You shouldn't blame yourself for this.

The truth is there are no eggs available.

You can't just steal them, right?

Let's go.

Let's have a drink at my place.

You guys should return home.

You guys should leave this god-forsaken island.

You'll get everything

once you're home.

Thank you.

Xiao Cong.

This...

What's going on?

She called me here.

I don't know what's going on either.

You guys are here as well?

Thank you.

It's a token of our appreciation.

I want to give these eggs to Mrs Xie.

She won't be sad that way.

Thank you so much.

Uncle?

Uncle, you're here as well?

This is the last egg I have.

I'm grateful to Dr Xie.

He saved my grandson last year.

Thank you.

Thank you.

Thank you.

Thank you.

Thank you guys so much.

Thank you.

Thank you.

The firefighters?

These are

tokens of our appreciation.

-Auntie Pan. -Auntie Pan.

Put them over here.

Did you bring all the eggs in your house?

Alright, you should return for now.

-Thank you. -Thank you.

Initially, I wanted to find Dr Huo.

But just like what you guys had said,

Dr Xie wanted to cook

longevity noodles and two eggs for his daughter's birthday.

But now, Dr Xie is gone.

I won't stand for it if Mrs Xie and Miss Xie

can't even enjoy a bowl of longevity noodles

on our island.

All of these

are our tokens of appreciation.

And everyone who came today

was treated and helped by

Dr Xie before.

So, you guys mustn't reject their gifts.

And,

why didn't you guys tell me about

Bei Bei's birthday?

Aren't you guys my friends?

We just thought that it only concerns our team.

We didn't want to trouble anyone.

Everyone knows that eggs are precious,

especially

after the earthquake had strucked us.

Sis Hong,

what are you saying?

You don't treat me as a friend?

Anyway,

you guys must tell me

if you face any difficulties.

Even if...

Even if you guys are leaving, okay?

Thank you.

Thank you.

Thank you guys so much.

Thank you.

Dr Huo isn't around.

I've discussed this with Mr Yang.

In order not to disappoint

the villagers,

everyone here will have a bowl of longevity noodles.

Today, we'll help

Dr Xie

to celebrate Bei Bei's birthday.

Bei Bei,

do you have anything to say to your father?

Today

is my birthday.

But,

Dad can never celebrate my birthday with me anymore.

Thank you.

Thank you,

everyone.

Thank you for letting me

celebrate such a special birthday with my father.

I'm 18 now.

I'm a grown-up now.

My father gave me this name.

He was born in the Loess Plateau.

But he loves the sea.

That's why my name is Bei Bei.

It means

the treasure in the sea.

Me and my mother

plan to bury Dad on Zal Island.

We'll bury him beside the sea he loves so much.

We will bring a portion of his ashes

to home.

That way,

his soul

can travel between the island he loves

and the dream

that he was pursuing.

Now,

my father is soaring freely in the sky.

Sis Zhou Yue told me that

he was very brave

in the last seconds

of his life.

So, my father is a great hero.

I'm the daughter of a hero.

I'm not a coward.

Next year, I will attend university.

I will attend a medical college.

And I promise that

I will definitely

make it!

Dad,

I love you.

Wish me happy birthday,

okay?

Come.

Everyone,

let's wish Bei Bei happy birthday.

-Happy birthday. -Happy birthday.

-Happy birthday. -Happy birthday.

Let's eat now.

Everyone, let's eat.

Let's eat.

Let's eat.

Let's eat.

Let's eat.

Follow me out.

I'm not in the mood.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry for throwing a tantrum

at you guys this morning.

You can tell them to everyone.

I'm serious.

You should follow me.

It's something important.

It has something to do with Dr Xie.

You're nauseous from the ride?

Are you okay?

Come.

Have some water.

Do you feel better?

A little bit.

I thought you said this has something to do

with Dr Xie?

Come.

This is

the local tradition of Zal Island.

They believe that

lighting the lotus lamp will deliver their longing

to their late family.

After the earthquake,

this place is always full of people.

Look at the opposite direction.

Look who's here.

Mrs Xie and Bei Bei.

So,

everyone is here today because of Dr Xie.

They said

Dr Xie loved Zal Island.

From now on,

he'll stay in Zal Island forever.

That's why they want to light the lotus lamp as well.

They hope they can leave their longing here

and let them accompany Dr Xie forever.

I remember you said that

Dr Xie was your master.

That's why

I was thinking that you may...

Thank you.

Wait for me.

Dr Xie,

I'll miss you.

Dr Li,

all of us are doctors.

Have you ever thought about the meaning of our occupation?

What do you mean?

Actually, besides life and death,

there's no big deal in living.

But doctors face a life-or-death situation every day.

What's the meaning of life then?

Aren't you perplexed?

My father

told me a story when I was young.

It's...

There's a kid.

He...

His mother was a terrible person

when she was alive.

After her death, she was sent to hell to suffer for her sins.

This kid,

he wanted to save his mother.

So, he...

He endured a lot of suffering

and ordeals.

I think he even held a festival

in order to

help out all the monks in the world.

He managed to save his mother from hell

after completing numerous kind deeds.

She was able to reincarnate as a human again.

I know that story.

That kid is Mulian.

That story is called Mulian Saves His Mother.

Yes.

The festival was knows as Yulan Festival.

So...

Actually, he just wanted to

save

his mother.

But,

when everyone saw his filial heart,

everyone respected him and took after his steps.

He's not wrong. He may only have one life,

but his actions have changed the world.

It's the same for doctors.

We're struggling with

the value of life every day.