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Original subtitles

- [sniffling]

Thank you. - It's okay.

It's gonna be okay.

- Thank you for sitting here with me.

I'm sorry I bothered you.

- What? No.

You're not a bother at all.

I should have come sooner.

I'm here for whatever you need.

- Hey, I'm running out to pick up some diapers.

- Yeah, sounds good, babe.

- You want me to pick up some of those

mini ice cream sandwiches we like?

Or should we just commit to the full-size ones this time?

You know what? I'll grab both.

- Sorry you had to see that.

I haven't cried that hard

since "Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants."

I guess my body just needed it.

Feelings, am I right?

- What are you doing?

- Oh, I don't want David to worry.

- David would wanna worry.

I mean, the Clarkes love to worry.

I don't know if you noticed, but it's kind of our thing.

- Yeah, I'm well aware.

David spent the first four months Miles was alive

watching him breathe all night.

- Maggie did that when I was a kid too.

- [exhales] Anyways, all good.

Hey, do you want a snack?

I'll go make us a night quiche.

[percussive music]

- I know you too well.

I texted you three times this week.

Why didn't you get back to me?

In the morning. Uh-uh, you lying.

You didn't do it. Why?

That means you're lying. Come on, man.

Three times I text you, you don't text--

Look, come on. Get it together.

This is not how we roll.

Uh-uh, you're a Haynes.

Haynes are not quitters.

Of course, calculus is calculus.

It's hard. No, I-I didn't take it

because I didn't want to be an engineer, like you.

All right? Now just have a sensible breakfast.

You hydrate.

Buckle down. Do the work.

Okay? Good.

Love you, buddy.

Thank you.

- Good morning. What was that

and why did I like it so much?

- That was called tough love.

[toaster clicks] Heyo.

My pops

used to be the coach in the family.

Yah...ooh!

But now that he's gone, realized that I have to,

you know, try to fill his shoes, and...

cousin Kenan is slackin'.

He's not drinking enough water.

- I could use some of your coach energy right now.

- Why?

What's going on?

- I feel like...

something very bad is going on with Emily

and I'm worried about her, but she doesn't want any help.

- You think Kenan wanted my help?

Look, if there's someone close to you

and they're in need, you go to them.

You say "We are going to work through this together."

It's what a coach does. A good coach, anyway.

- All right.

I'm gonna go back to Emily, and I'm gonna try again.

- Great, great.

You go up there, you be direct,

you keep fighting through the play,

even if she tries to box you out.

- I don't know what that means, but I still like it.

It's hot.

[percussive music]

♪

- What you doing here?

- Ooh, hey, the iHeartRadio hologram tour

is coming to town--you in?

- Uh, it depends.

Are Kurt Cobain and Bowie doing a collab?

- Oh, shoot. - What?

- Ah, nothing. Never mind. It's, uh...

It's after I leave, so...

- Oh, right, yes, you'll be leaving by then.

Heading back to New York,

the city that... stays awake a lot.

Oh, well. It'll be fun.

- Hey, no-no-no, none of this.

No, no sad face. It is fine.

We just have to make the most of the time while I'm here.

- Yeah, absolutely.

I love pre-scheduling my breakups.

- Okay, hold on.

I thought we said we were gonna keep it casual.

I'm pretty sure that's what we discussed.

It was okay. - Yes, yes,

and we will absolutely stick to that.

One-hundo.

'Cause no one loves being casual more than me.

Truly.

I am Mr. Casual.

- Mr. Casual?

- Uh-huh. - Uh-huh.

- Oh, so sorry, sir.

No socks and flip-flops in the establishment.

What? I'm casual, not a monster.

- [chuckles]

- Thank you.

Well, Deb,

they spelled your name right,

but they thought my name was Peggy.

- Oh, I think you stole Peggy's coffee.

- Uh-oh. [chuckles]

- I'm so glad you called.

I haven't seen you since the funeral,

and I thought you'd given up on the world

and learned how to make candles and shampoo.

How you doing?

- Um, well,

I recently had a not-so-great dinner

with some of Mitch's and my couple of friends.

- Oh, the dreaded posthumous "couples dinner."

And did you feel like a third wheel?

- Fifth.

- And did they go back and forth

from talking about all sorts of

fun couples things they're doing,

to giving you sad looks of pity?

- Deb, where you there? Ha ha.

- It's hard when old friends only see you now

as "Widow Maggie."

They mean well, but...

they have no clue how it feels.

- Mm.

- Let's go sit. - Okay.

No, they don't,

which is why I decided

it was time to reach out to you.

- Well, good,

because I don't see you as "Window Maggie" at all.

- How do you see me, Deb?

- How do you want to be seen?

As "Hot Maggie"?

Or "Edgy Maggie"?

Or "For a Good Time, Call Maggie"?

- You know, I think anything other than

"Still Not Ready to Change Our Outgoing Message" Maggie

would be great.

- Well, I am the expert,

and I think we should get started,

and I know just what we're going to do

on our first night out.

Uh, tomorrow work?

- Friday night?

I don't know. Let me check my sched--

Yes, turns out I'm free.

Yes. Where are we going?

- Just dress to impress.

Let me worry about the plans.

- Mmm...yes.

- "Peggy." - [laughs]

- You coming over every night now?

- You gonna wear those pants every day now?

Where's Emily? Need to talk to her.

- Uh, she's not home from work yet,

and these are my "house jeans."

- Let me ask you a question.

How do you think Emily's doing?

Is there anything you're concerned about?

- No, not really. She's doing great at work,

she's baking up a storm, taking nightshifts with Miles,

she's unstoppable.

- Well, this day can suck it.

I went to Golden Gate Pub to pick up our dinner,

but someone else took our food,

so I waited 30 minutes for them remake it,

and I just realized they left out the tater tots.

Without tots, what is the point?

- Why don't you sit down and relax?

I know you had a long day, so--

- No, no, I'm good,

but if you want, you can help me with that

seven-layer cake I made at 3:00 in the morning.

[light piano]

♪ When the rain is blowing in your face ♪

♪ And the whole word is on your case ♪

♪ I could offer you a warm embrace ♪

♪ To make you feel my love

♪

♪ When evening shadows and the stars appear ♪

♪ And there is no one there to dry your tears ♪

♪ I could hold you for a million years ♪

♪ To make you feel my love

♪

♪ The storms are raging on the rolling sea ♪

♪ And on the highway of regret ♪

♪ The winds of change are blowing wild and free ♪

♪ You ain't seen nothing like me yet ♪

♪

♪ I'd go hungry, I'd go black and blue ♪

♪ I'd go crawling down the avenue ♪

♪ Go to the ends of the earth for you ♪

♪ To make you feel my love

- I said I'm good.

I'm just gonna heat up some tots from the freezer.

- See? I told you. She's unstoppable.

- And I'm telling you, you're full of--

[distorted guitar chords]

.

- Fine, you're right, okay?

Something is going on with Emily.

She's just very private,

and I don't want to draw any attention to it.

- [whispering] So just tell me what it is.

- I have no idea.

Come here.

Her behavior is all over the map, okay?

Sometimes she gets up super early and rushes off to work

and seems totally fine.

Other times, she won't leave Miles' side

and she bawls during yogurt commercials.

- Well, that could happen to anybody.

Listen, have you tried just being direct with Emily

and asking her what's going on, because Simon says that's--

- Over and over again.

Anytime I even try to get her to open up

she just deflects and she says nothing wrong.

And then she starts baking a cake,

and then I get distracted, I start eating the cake,

and that's why I'm wearing my house jeans.

[both sigh]

I just--I don't know, Zoey. I don't know...

I don't know what else to do.

- If the direct approach isn't working,

then maybe we need to figure out another way

to get through to Emily.

Oh, I know! I know. - What?

- What if we do one of our famous

check-in chicken dinners.

- Really? We haven't done that since we were kids.

- Hey, it always worked for us.

There is something about Mom's chicken parm

in that incredible sauce--

- That sauce, yeah.

Dad's soothing voice as he would go around the table

and make us all discuss our feelings.

- Hey, maybe that's what Emily needs.

For her to hear that we're all going through stuff

and that she's not alone.

- Yeah, that's a great idea.

- You and I,

we're a good team, right?

We always found the hiding place

for our Christmas presents.

- Damn right. There were no surprises under that tree.

We ruined every single Christmas.

- Oh, we definitely did. Yeah!

- I think the Cinnamon Mo-caroons

go best with the Mocha-chino,

but is it really wise to name everything

on the special "morning" menu after you?

- Oh, baby, I didn't name the Mocha-chino,

that's just what they're called.

- Oh, then I support it.

- Also, I want to apologize for not taking your

son's stuffed animal crisis more seriously.

I'm not a parent,

and I just don't always get it right.

- It's fine, Mo.

- No, it's not,

which is why I have been in serious training.

I wanted you and Brad to feel comfortable with me

around the children, so I got CPR certified,

and I wanted to foster a puppy

to prove that I could keep something alive,

but there was a waitlist, so I got a hamster.

- You got a hamster?

- Jon Hammster.

Keep your voice down. He's sleeping.

We got into a fight earlier,

and he's a little angry at me.

Also,

I'm performing this weekend at church,

and I thought it'd be a good place

to invite August and Amirah to meet me?

Unless you think it's too soon.

- It's not that I don't want to.

It just hasn't been that long since my divorce,

and I haven't introduced anyone to the kids yet.

- Hm. - They're still young

and they get attached quickly,

and until we're 100%...

Hmm? - I get it.

I do. - Thank you.

- No problem.

- Oh, and just so we're clear,

I am not introducing you to Jon Hammster

until I'm ready either.

[door closes]

[percussive music]

♪

- This is delicious.

I don't think I psychically sat down for a meal in days.

- Yeah, this was our favorite meal when we were kids.

Mom and Dad used to make it after a tough week,

and we would all just let our guards down

and talk about what we were going through.

- And we called it check-in chicken dinner,

'cause we felt like that was kind of a fun name.

- It's so fun.

- Just 'cause check-in and chicken are similar.

So since we've all been going through our own stuff,

obviously, we thought it was a good idea

to bring back the tradition.

So, you wanna-- you wanna go first?

- I would love to, thank you.

As we all know, I am in this new relationship

with Simon, and...

I'm scared. - Yeah.

- But I'm also cautiously optimistic.

So, who's next?

- Oh, I'll go.

So, let's see, I mean, these past few months

I've been feeling

pretty awful, but, you know, also

kind of amazing.

I don't know if that's, like, right or wrong.

I'm really sad about Dad

and, um, but I'm also really happy

to be spending all this time with Miles

and, so...

it's just hard to reconcile those two things.

Um...

Ah, whew, all right.

I'm glad I opened up. I...

I feel lighter. - Good.

- Yeah, it works.

- Who's, uh, who's next?

all: Emily?

[muffed dance music]

- Do...

do you hear that?

Hold that thought.

♪

- ♪ Come on, come on, turn the radio on ♪

♪ It's Friday night and I won't be long ♪

♪ Gotta do my hair, put my makeup on ♪

♪ It's Friday night, and I won't be long ♪

♪ Till I hit the dance floor, hit the dance floor ♪

♪ I got all I need

- Well, then no need to stay here.

- ♪ No I ain't got cash, I ain't got cash ♪

♪ But I got you baby

- I'm kind of busy right now, Deb.

- ♪ Baby I don't need dollar bills ♪

♪ To have fun tonight, I love cheap thrills ♪

♪ Baby I don't need dollar bills ♪

♪ To have fun tonight

- I love cheap thrills.

- ♪ I don't need money

♪ As long as I...

♪ Dancing

♪ Till I hit the dance floor, hit the dance floor ♪

♪ I got all I need

♪ No I ain't got cash, I ain't got cash ♪

♪ But I got you baby

♪ La, la, la, la, la, la, la

♪ La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la ♪

- Hey, look who stopped by.

- Hi, everyone.

Oh, you must be David and Emily.

- Yeah, and you must be the famous Deb.

- Infamous, doll.

The correct word is infamous.

You ready to hit the town, Mags?

- Deb, I'm so sorry, but I sent you a text.

Did you not get it?

- Oh, shoot.

I'm on a digital cleanse...

which started when my grand-niece

locked me out of my phone.

- Oh, um,

could we go out maybe tomorrow night instead?

- Actually, Deb, why don't you join us?

We have more than enough food.

- Yes. Stay.

- Deb, as great as it is to see you,

we were kind of in the middle of something.

- Zoey, don't be rude.

Please sit, Deb, and tell us all about

that grand-niece of yours.

- Oh, Hannah is as cute as they come.

But as bad as it is to call a five-year-old a lost cause,

well, there, I said it.

- [chuckles] - Here, have some of that.

.

- Hey. - Hey.

- I was gonna surprise you for breakfast,

but you're already up.

You are studying.

Why are you Googling the cerebral cortex

at 8:00 a.m. on a Saturday?

- Because I'm still trying to help Emily.

Hey, oh, do you know anything about

selective serotonin re-uptake inhibitors?

- No. Are yours okay?

- Mm, debatable. [huffs]

This woman we know, Deb, interrupted dinner,

and Emily just basically shut us out,

and I think that, based on my research,

she's suffering from postpartum depression?

- Okay, look,

you tried to help her,

you did the Cheeky Chicken dinner thing.

But maybe you just need to step back

and let Emily come to you when she's ready.

- No.

If I don't do anything,

bad things happen.

The medium said that I need to pay more attention

to the people in my life,

and Emily's the darkest case.

- Case?

- Case... - Mm-hmm.

- Study...in depression

that I've ever seen,

and I don't know what to do about that.

I'm not a professional, but I do know how to read,

so I am reading.

Do you know how many pages there are in this book?

- Okay, I can see that,

hey, you're trying really hard to help her, but...

If you're patient, she will come to you.

They always do.

Give Emily some time to marinate on it,

and until then, relax.

Lay back,

feet,

and connect with someone you really care about

who some people say is handsome.

- Really? People say that?

- Every once in a while. Yeah.

Have a quiet,

intimate evening at home.

- That's a...

great idea.

I will do a "girls night" with Emily.

- That's not where I was going with that.

- We will rock the fuzzy slippers,

we will eat tons of junk food,

and when I'm French braiding her hair,

that's when I'll pounce.

Thank you.

- You're welcome.

Glad I could help.

- Well, well, well.

Perry's leaving his clothes here now.

Looks like things are

heating up with the fireman.

- First of all, calm down and have some respect.

He's a fire marshal.

Second of all,

Perry has the kids tonight, and you know he's not

letting me anywhere near them, so I'm stuck at home

with two straight men and a surly hamster.

- Well, I'm glad you guys decided to do this.

I feel bad about bailing on Simon for Emily,

but I just-- I have to do this my own way.

She needs me.

- Well, sweetie, what do you need?

- Me? - Yeah.

- I don't need anything. I'm fine.

- Honey, your cuticles are screaming at me,

telling me a whole nother story.

Oof. Fix that.

[TV announcer in background]

- Gooooo...

whatever team Simon's rooting for!

Whoo!

- Uh, thanks for the support,

but don't you have a girls' night to go run off to?

- Yeah, it's about to go down.

I mean, did you not see the slippers?

They're bunnies, and they're best friends.

[both chuckling] [door opens]

- Hey, sorry I'm late.

I dropped a couple beers down the stairs,

but if we wait three to four hours,

the fizz will settle down,

so fingers crossed for overtime.

- Hey, no Rose tonight? - Nope. She is her own person,

I'm my own person, and that's how we keep things

cool and casual.

- She was busy tonight, wasn't she?

- Yeah, she had a thing and she couldn't get a plus one.

- Okay, well, you guys have fun.

Will you walk me out? - Yeah, yeah, yeah.

- Please don't be mad at me.

I just have to try one more time with Emily

and then I'll back off, I promise.

- All good. You guys have fun.

I totally understand.

- Thank you.

♪

- ♪ Baby I don't understand

♪ Just why we can't be lovers

♪ Things are getting out of hand ♪

♪ Trying too much, but baby we can win ♪

- ♪ Let it go

♪ If you want me, girl, let me know ♪

- ♪ I am down on my knees

♪ I can't take it anymore

all: ♪ It's tearing up my heart when I'm with you ♪

♪ But when we are apart I feel it too ♪

♪ And no matter what I do

♪ I feel the pain

♪ With or without you

- ♪ It's tearin' up my heart when I'm with you ♪

♪ So when we are apart, I feel it too ♪

♪ And no matter what I do

♪ I feel the pain

♪ With or without you

all: ♪ And no matter what I do ♪

♪ I feel the pain

♪ With or without you

- I'm gonna go now.

You all, um, you know, be good to each other,

and if anyone is, uh,

in pain...in any way,

maybe do a little check-in at intermission.

There's an intermission in this sport?

Bye.

- This is what you wanted to do

on our wild night out?

Go to a casino and lose all our money?

- This is the perfect place to try and reinvent yourself.

No one's looking at you as "Widow Maggie" here.

- Oh, you know what?

You are right.

I can be anyone I wanna be.

- Exactly. - Okay.

- Plus, they have surprisingly good crab legs.

- Ah.

- Hello, Vivienne. Welcome back.

[Southern accent] - Looking good, Fred.

My friend here

needed a little escape.

- What's your name, and where you from?

- I'm Savannah...

- [giggles] - From...

Savannah.

Savannah from Savannah.

- Deal the cards, Fred.

- Okayyyy,

girls' night!

We're girls. Quick, quick.

Oh, yeah, take a hit off this cookie dough.

- Thanks for doing this with me.

My friends are either all about work

or all about their own babies,

so you are the perfect single, childless partner for tonight.

- Thank you. Wanna take off your coat and get comfy?

- Why? You wanna pregame before we go?

- Oh,

you meant

that...

kind of girls' night.

Oh, uh,

I was kind of thinking, like,

girls' night in.

- Uh, Zoey,

you have no idea how much I need to dance it out.

- Dance it--

- So, you're gonna have to change. Immediately.

- Okay.

[percussive music]

♪

.

[dance music playing]

♪

- What? I can't believe the bouncer

let you in with that bag.

It's like you snuck Miles into your purse.

- It's my breast pump,

so I can pump and dump until the sunrise.

- Oh, hey, why don't we get our drinks

back in that nice lounge in the other room?

That way we can relax a little

and talk one on one.

- I can barely even hear what you're saying.

Let's get drunk! - Uh...

- Mm! Look, your little sports team's up by 10.

- Whoo, whoo! - Oh, yeah, we're pulling away.

- What is going on? Because if I'm the one

that's excited about sports, something is deeply wrong.

Max! - Yeah?

- You've almost texted Rose nine times.

- Yeah, but I didn't, because I'm casual.

- And Simon, please stop looking over

at Zoey's apartment like a lost puppy

waiting for their owner to come home.

- Mm.

- What is going on? And clearly the tribalism

of organized sports isn't helping.

- So-- - So,

how about we shake things up?

Alexa...

start my spa mood routine.

- Okay.

[ambient music playing] - Ohh...

[exhales]

Isn't that relaxing?

- A little bit. - Mm-hmm.

- Now, please,

let's do some real talk,

and tell auntie Mo-Mo what's wrong.

- Oh, lucky 21!

The age I was when I married Mr. Du Bois.

- Oh, I remember that.

That was a fun night.

- What part of Savannah are you from, Savannah?

- Um, I'm kind of from the central part,

and, uh,

also a little bit the northern part.

The whole north central region.

- So Thomas Square? Or Fernwood?

- Right on the border.

Right on the border. - Of which one?

They don't connect.

- Okay, I'm parched.

Savannah, why don't we get ourselves

a libation. - Okay.

Good luck, y'all.

Oh, man.

I am so bad at this.

- No, no, you just need a little more liquid courage.

- Ladies.

[club music playing]

- Whoo! Girls night!

Zoey, let's body roll.

- Yeah, let's!

And then we can have a deep heart-to-heart.

Also fun.

♪

- I just really don't understand

how I'm supposed to get to know Perry as a person

if I don't see him as a father.

I mean, I made out with a CPR dummy for that man.

- The age gap, the kids,

the ex-- you're going through a lot

to make it work with this guys.

- Listen, Simon, when you truly connect with someone,

you will do anything to make it work.

- You know what? You're right.

I mean,

just because a relationship isn't easy

doesn't mean that it's not worth it,

regardless of the challenges.

- Do you know what else is worth it?

- What? - Foot baths.

- Yes. - Yaaaass.

- Yes! I love this song.

- I think it's time to go.

- As soon as this song is over. - Okay, this song...

has been playing for an hour and a half.

Okay, I'm gonna get some water,

then we're out of here.

[energetic club music]

♪

[mellow dinner music]

- Okay, round two.

I think I've got the hang of it.

You just follow my lead.

["Long Island" accent] I want to put 50 on red.

Hey, I'm Sheila from Long Island,

and this is my friend, Liz,

and we're celebrating because this girl

just got outta prison.

- It sure beats stamping license plates.

I'm gonna kill you.

- And that's what she was in for.

No, it wasn't at all.

It was tax evasion.

I had you there, didn't I, no?

Just tax evasion.

- No more bets.

- Come on. Come on, red. Come on, red.

Come on, red!

- Red, red, red, red...

- Whoo! Whoo! - Ah!

- 36, red.

- Bada bing, bada boom.

- Yeah, go, Yankees!

[dinner music]

- Mmm.

- Yeah, so, like I was saying,

they put me on this committee

to help recruit new, diverse members for the board.

So, change is happening,

and that has taken a huge chunk of time.

And time I'm not doing that,

I just want to spend it with Zoey,

but she...

she will not let me in.

And this is going to sound crazy...

But you ever get the sense that Zoey has this...

supernatural

ability to know

exactly what you're thinking?

- No. - No.

- No idea what you're talking about.

- Not at all. I don't know what you're talking about.

Alexa, stop spa mode.

- Okay. - Attagirl.

- Okay.

[club music playing]

♪

- Hey, Zoey, check it out.

This guy is super into me.

Mama's still got it.

Hey, do you know a good place for tacos?

Breakfast tacos.

- I think you got something going on

on your, uh...

- Oh.

I'm a mom, that's why.

It's just a little bit of breast milk.

It's not a big deal, you know?

- You want me to get some paper towels?

- Yeah, I think I need to pump, actually.

- Oh, okay. - Yeah.

- Your purse. - Oh, thanks.

Bye. - Bye!

- Everything okay in there?

You need anything? - Almost finished.

Then we can go dance it out before they fill up again.

- Okay, Emily,

you don't have to keep doing this.

It's just me.

I know how much

you're hurting.

[pump wheezes rhythmically]

Emily?

[gentle piano playing]

♪

- ♪ Are you insane like me, been in pain like me ♪

♪ Bought a hundred-dollar bottle of champagne like me ♪

♪ Just to pour that down the drain like me ♪

♪ Would you use your water bill ♪

♪ To dry the stain like me ♪

♪ Are you high enough without the Mary Jane like me ♪

♪ Do you tear yourself apart to entertain like me ♪

♪ And all the people say

♪ You can't wake up, this is not a dream ♪

♪ You're part of the machine

♪ You are not a human being

♪ With your face all made up living on a screen ♪

♪ Low on self-esteem

♪ So you run on gasoline

♪ Oh oh oh oh oh

♪ I think there's a flaw in my code ♪

♪ Oh oh oh oh oh oh

♪ These voices won't leave me alone ♪

♪ My heart is gold and my hands are cold ♪

♪ Low on self-esteem so you run on gasoline ♪

[pump continues rhythmic wheezing]

- It's okay.

We're gonna be okay.

[exhales]

.

- Eyyy, feels like they're walking on clouds, huh?

And they're also pretty good listeners.

- I'm sorry you had to witness another one of my breakdowns.

- Please don't be sorry. You've been...

trying to handle this alone for too long.

So...

Can we please talk about what's going on?

- [sighs]

I've been...

going through these bouts of anxiety

and depression for a while now.

I thought it was "baby blues"

which passes after a few weeks.

When it didn't, I figured...

when Miles starts sleeping through the night,

or when I went back to work I'd feel better.

But it just got worse.

I can't sleep when Miles is asleep.

I can't focus when...

I'm not home with him, but then when I am home with him,

I just want to...

cry or run away, 'cause..

I can't help but think he'd be better off without me.

- I'm...

I'm so sorry to hear that, but, no,

you're a great mom,

and Miles is lucky to have you.

- I know that logically, but...

I don't feelthat.

You know, when you have a baby,

it's like your body becomes this...machine,

and when it short circuits, just--

- Have you talked about this

with your doctor?

What about David?

- You guys just lost your dad.

David's still mourning, and I feel weird

or selfish

talking about my own stuff right now.

He's got enough to worry about.

- He's your husband

and he loves you.

And you have the right to feel the way you're feeling, too.

- I've just been able conquer anything I put my mind to,

you know?

I should be able to get over... [exhales]

this.

[sighs]

- I so understand feeling that way.

But here's the thing.

Maybe some problems

are too big for us to handle on our own.

- Just a friendly reminder

that our clothing drive is ongoing.

Deacon Miller will be collecting

before and after service for the next three weeks.

- Hey. - Hey.

- Sorry I'm late. - No worries.

Mo hasn't sung yet. Everything okay with Emily?

- I mean, I just dropped her off at her house,

and I wouldn't say everything's okay,

but I think she's finally acknowledging

that something's wrong.

- That's a good step.

Are you okay? - Yeah, I'm okay.

It was a long night. I'm better now.

- All right.

- I'd like to speak to all of you this morning

about support.

Who do you turn to for help?

I'm not just talking about prayer.

I'm asking who in this room

do you turn to?

We aren't just meant to lean on God.

We're meant to lean on each other.

Galatians 6:2 tells us to

"Carry each other's burdens."

So please join me

as we hear from the choir

and think about

who shoulders your burdens.

[light piano playing]

- [mouthing under breath]

♪ As I lay me down

♪ Heaven hear me now

♪ I'm lost without a cause

♪ After giving it my all

♪ Winter storms have come

♪ And darkened my sun

♪ After all that I've been through ♪

♪ Who on earth can I turn to

all: ♪ I look to you

♪ I look to you

- ♪ Ah ah ah

- ♪ After all my strength is gone ♪

- ♪ Strength is gone

- ♪ In you I can be strong - ♪ Can be strong

- ♪ I look to you

♪ I look to you, yeah

♪ And when melodies are gone

- ♪ Melody, melody, melody

- In you I hear a song ♪

♪ I look to you

♪ I look to you ♪

♪ I look to you

- [sobbing]

.

- Looks like Mo's...

Mo's song hit you pretty hard, huh?

- The song,

the sermon...

caught me a little off-guard to tell you the truth.

Do you want your handkerchief back?

- Ooh...

you can hold on to that.

But-- [clears throat]

you have Coach Simon on speed dial

if you need a pep talk.

- Oh, I think I'd rather have

a nice, chill day with my boyfriend.

- Ah, I like the sound of that.

Wanna take a trip up to Sausalito,

be the only interracial couple?

- Very much, yes. - All right.

- You were great.

- What changed your mind?

- I thought what better way to introduce them to you

than doing what you love.

August, Amirah, this is Mo,

my friend.

- Yes, I am your dad's friend.

We met at work while he was saving me from fires.

Do you know what "platonic" means?

- Too much. Reel it in. - Okay.

- Are you a famous pop star? You sing like one.

- I like your braids.

Daddy, can I do my hair like that?

- Ooh, I really like them.

You don't do their hair, do you?

- No. - Hm.

- So I am very intrigued

by this text that you sent me.

What is this thing that you have for me?

A lanyard?

- When we were in camp,

I was too scared to give that to you,

and then you ended up at the end of summer dance

with Ryan Hartman, of all people, instead of me.

- Yeah, sorry. Ryan did wear ribbed tank-tops

and smelled like Armani Exchange cologne,

so you need really did stand a chance.

- I get it. I get it.

I totally get that.

which is why I don't want to risk

not telling you how I feel again.

I don't want to be casual with you, Rose.

That's not me. I-I'm not Mr. Casual.

And just because you're headed back East

doesn't mean that this has to end.

- Oh, thank God.

[breathless laugh] - What?

- I have been trying to play it cool

because I didn't want to pressure you.

I-- - Seriously?

- Yeah, yes, yes.

I would very much like to keep this going.

- Oh, good. - I--[laughs]

You've been worried about this?

- Mm-hmm. - Oh, man.

Did you keep this the whole time?

- No, I made that this morning.

Still got it.

- You're a big dork. - Yeah, well.

- Be honest.

How many drunk messages did I leave you last night?

- Four.

One featuring a guy named Clay

who you swore was not your type.

- A phone is a weapon in my hands.

- I'm really glad that you enjoyed yourself.

- So...

I have something I need to tell you.

Something I definitely should have said sooner.

I think I have postpartum depression.

[soft music]

- Okay.

- I need help.

Professional help.

- Okay.

I'm here.

Whatever you need.

[dispirited music]

♪

- Peggy from Long Island, welcome back.

Will you friend be joining you tonight?

- Um, no, it's just me.

And my name is Maggie.

♪

- So...

What brings you in today?

- I have a superpower,

and I think it might be ruining my life.

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