Original subtitles

♪Listen to the rain falling♪

♪Let the rain wash away the bustle of yesterday♪

♪Looking at the red walls and green tiles♪

♪The clouds are floating♪

♪Enjoying the picturesque Chang'an♪

♪The years are as thin as snowflakes♪

♪A hero's life is like a sunset glow♪

♪Thousands of soldiers and horses come and go ♪

♪In the twinkling of an eye♪

♪The sound of the zither sings the best of the time♪

♪If this is a dream, may we never wake up♪

♪The land is splendid♪

♪But it cannot be compared to your eyes♪

♪We shall write a new chapter of our prosperous love♪

♪I'll stay with you for a lifetime♪

[Court Lady]

[Episode 6]

I'm not scolding you.

But you don't even know that person.

Why didn't you shout?

He said he knows Father.

You believe that?

If I hadn't arrived in time just now,

he'd have killed you, don't you get it?

He only took out that dagger to pry open a clamshell for me.

He also gave me a pearl.

You have everything you need at home.

And a lousy pearl is all

one needs to abduct you?

You really deserve a beating.

Then go ahead, beat me.

I'm not even married yet

and you don't care about me anymore.

-I... -Enough.

It was the guards' fault.

You can't blame it on Ying Ying.

Do you know...

what his name is?

Brother scared him away

before I could ask.

How dare you blame me?

You...! She...!

You at least remember what he looks like, right?

Here,

once we're in Chang'an,

draw me his portrait.

Alright.

Come take a look!

Little knickknacks, small pendants!

Big Brother.

Come, come, come.

Second Brother.

Big Brother.

You must be tired from your journey.

You must be tired.

Big Brother, you must be tired.

Fresh vegetables!

Big Brother, when you're here, you're home.

Good, good.

Sister-In-Law.

Go.

Let's hurry inside.

Come, come, come.

Brother, come in. Go.

Rou.

I'll go back for now.

Wait for my good news.

Knickknacks!

See you.

See you.

Mother.

I am getting married.

Why don't you ask me who I'm going to marry?

Is her surname Fu?

How did you know?

Her surname is Fu.

She's smart and clever,

virtuous and gentle.

What a perfect lady.

So you approve, Mother?

I don't.

Why not?

What does her family do for a living?

They are proper businessmen.

You're the son of the duke of the state.

How can you be in-laws with merchants?

What's wrong with being merchants?

I love her. I want to marry her.

Where is she from?

Guangzhou, Guangzhi County.

That won't do.

Why not?

It's too far away.

Her parents won't be willing to let her go.

If she leaves her parents behind,

she's unfilial.

She won't.

Her father, mother, and sister

all came to Chang'an.

What?

The whole family came here to steal my son?

Out of the question!

Why?

Take off your clothes.

What for?

I told you to take it off!

I won't.

Do you think I don't know

that you got hurt for that vixen?

-Let me see! -Mother!

I'm fine, really.

Son!

You are my flesh and blood.

If you dare to marry that vixen who got you hurt,

don't call me mother anymore!

It's either her or me.

Choose one!

Then I choose Rou.

What?

You don't even acknowledge the person I love.

So don't acknowledge me.

You... Stop right there!

Hey!

Since things have come to pass,

I must use my trump card.

Princess Consort, she's here.

My name is Fu Rou.

It's an honor to meet you, Princess Consort Han.

To what do I owe this honor,

Princess Consort?

What is Fu Yong An, who lives in Bingyao Street,

to you?

He is my second uncle.

Do you know what he does for a living?

He's dedicated himself to the Huanglaishun pawnshop.

Huanglaishun pawnshop is the property of the Mansion of Lord Han.

Chang'an is not easy to live in.

If you wish to stay here,

you must know your duty and be a good citizen.

Thank you for telling me, Princess Consort.

Our mansion needs a new embroiderer.

I've heard of your needlework skills.

You should stay here.

I...

If you don't know how to appreciate praise

and provoke someone who shouldn't be provoked,

you won't be the only one

who will suffer, your relatives will too.

Do you understand?

Thank you for reminding me, Princess Consort.

Xiu.

Give her a five-year embroiderer contract.

She gets double pay.

Don’t let people say that Han’s Mansion is unkind.

She may take a day off on new year's day and other holidays.

She can go home to see her parents.

As for the rest of the time,

she must not leave the mansion.

Yes.

Mother, how did you

get sick all of a sudden?

It's all because of you.

How could it be me? Rou is...

My chest hurts.

It hurts so bad.

My chest hurts!

Where are Chu Ling and Chu Jun?

How can they be absent when Mother is this sick?

I don't need them.

Having you around is enough.

Mu.

You can't leave your sick mother behind.

Why would I leave you behind?

You can't go.

You can't go.

I won't go. I won't go.

What?

Waiting for my brother to save you?

Don't count on it.

As long as you behave,

I promise you,

your second uncle's family

won’t lose their livelihood in Chang'an.

Thank you, Princess Consort.

Thank you for ensuring my livelihood for five years.

You may leave.

Yes.

My fears were ungrounded.

Although she is a merchant's daughter,

she seems quite dignified.

She isn't qualified enough to be Chu Mu's wife,

but it would be alright if she is his mistress.

You are truly compassionate, Princess Consort.

As a royal,

being compassionate is not a good thing.

In such a noble family,

when you live in luxury,

pedigree is a threshold.

So many people have been destroyed here.

Let her stay here and learn the rules first.

That's always better than having Chu Mu push her inside

and in the end, bury her here.

You will live here from now on.

Thank you, Sister Xiu.

How did you know my name?

I heard Princess Consort Han call you that.

You are quite clever.

I'll leave you alone for now.

Newcomer.

These are all your assignments.

Fix them quickly.

If you get lazy,

Granny Lu might beat you.

Mr. Sheng?

Mr. Sheng?

Mr. Sheng?

Mr. Sheng?

-Master Chu Mu. -Rou!

Master Chu Mu! Chu Mu!

Go away!

-Master Chu Mu! Master Chu Mu! -Rou.

Master Chu Mu!

Try to stop me again.

Sheng Chu Mu!

Sister.

Sister.

Where's Rou?

You didn't do anything to her, did you?

How dare you draw your sword here.

I did draw my sword, so what?

Do you think this is a bawdy house?

This is the Mansion of Lord Han!

The residence of His Majesty's fourth son, Han Wang Hao.

I just got worried.

You understand the art of war and learned how to ride and shoot.

I thought you have grown up,

but instead, you became even more befuddled than before.

A mere girl

made you draw your sword in this Mansion?

What if a bigger issue happens in the future?

Will you break into the palace?

Are you going to ruin

the Mansion of the Duke of the State?

I shouldn't have done that.

But Sister,

this has nothing to do with Rou.

Can you please give her back to me?

No.

You are irritable and impulsive.

Fu Rou stays here with me.

It's a good lesson for you, too.

Sister!

If you don't stop badgering me,

I'll kill her on the spot!

You wouldn't dare!

What?

Are you going to draw your sword against me, too?

Sister.

I have never loved someone this much.

Please don't hurt her.

Get up.

Stand up.

Dad fought a lifetime of battles.

He suffered countless injuries

until he was given the title of Duke.

Our parents are getting old now.

You can't be selfish anymore.

I know, I know.

But Rou...

If you really want to be with her forever,

do not be reckless.

Recklessness will only lead to destruction.

As long as you get your mother's approval,

I won't make things difficult for you.

Be good.

Go home.

You can ask for her again after you've taken care of things properly.

Go.

If you dare to act unbridled in the Mansion of Lord Han again,

and if I find out you sneak out to see her,

I will punish her

for your mistakes.

Xia Han.

Granny Lu.

How far are you with your work?

Almost done.

I'm heading back to finish the rest now.

Wait.

The person managing the materials said

that you took another roll of gold thread.

I needed it

to patch up princess consort's lace.

Have you patched it up yet?

I'm almost done.

Is that all you know to say?

Bring me the robe, let me check.

I...

What?

He went to the Mansion of Lord Han?

He went to meet that vixen again?

You blabbermouth!

I'll kill you!

Stop it!

What's the point of hitting him?

Hurry up and find him!

Yes, Ma'am.

Get up.

Hurry, find him!

Yes.

Mr. Sheng is back.

Mu.

When I didn't see you after I woke up,

my chest started to hurt again.

I was being reckless.

I'm sorry for worrying you.

Mu.

Are you feeling unwell?

Mother.

From now on, I, Sheng Chu Mu, will pull myself together.

I promise I will study and practice martial arts diligently.

I'll be a good son, a good brother.

I will definitely make you see me in a new light.

Oh no, you are quite sick.

Hurry! Find the doctor, hurry!

Come here, Mu, stand up.

Stand up quickly, let me see.

What happened to you?

Don't scare your mother.

Where are Chu Ling and Chu Jun?

They are inside, playing with crickets.

You took a lot of gold and silver threads.

But the princess consort's robe has not yet been repaired.

I'll teach you a lesson,

so you won't dare to be lazy again.

I won't!

I won't anymore!

Have the robe repaired and sent here by tomorrow,

or I'll report to the superior.

It won't end well for you.

What are you looking at?

Get to work!

Yes.

Let's go, let's go.

If Brother called us here,

there must be something fun.

Of course.

Here.

Your fun.

You truly are our big brother.

You never forget about us when it comes to good things.

You even changed the cover of the books.

Turns out it really is the Analects of Confucius.

Mine is really Zhuangzi, too.

Well,

what did you think it would be?

Shunga, of course.

Starting today,

I want you to break free from your past.

I will guide you in your studies.

We'll study in the mornings and practice

martial arts in the afternoons.

What about in the evenings?

We do homework.

I need to use the bathroom.

I'll go greet Mother.

Stop right there.

How dare you not listen to your big brother?

This cut is quite big,

but it's not impossible to fix it.

Why didn't you fix it?

Looks like

I'm being nosy.

The clothes are done.

This fast?

I've handed over my work.

I'm leaving.

You...

Can you help me?

I'm begging you.

Alright.

Bring everything here.

That's all the gold and silver threads you have?

There aren't even any gems.

I'll go ask Granny Lu for some.

No, no, no.

No, no, no.

You can't go.

I've asked for them too many times.

If you go ask for some, too,

I'll get another beating.

Come, sit down.

You can't go ask for more.

With this gold and silver thread,

if you use the half-arc needle method,

you can save more than half of the material.

As long as you don't separate the inner layer,

you won't tell the difference.

You know so much.

Why are you removing the gem?

I have to remove some of them

to make up for the missing ones.

If the princess consort finds out

that you removed some of them here,

I'll be punished just the same.

Don't worry.

If they're properly removed,

no one will notice.

Don't you want to know

where all that thread and gems

went?

Into a wedding dress.

How did you know?

You didn't close your cabinet properly.

I made this

for my little sister.

I thought you made it for yourself.

I came to the Mansion of Lord Han right after my parents died.

I always ask someone

to send

my monthly pay

to my uncle.

So he has money for my sister.

My sister is going to get married soon.

So

I always embroider clothes for the nobles,

yet I've never made her a dress.

So I wanted to

make her a wedding dress myself.

I want her to know

that her sister

still loves her.

But somehow

I used too much of the gold and silver thread.

And then I thought,

since this is a wedding dress,

there

must be a few gems so it'll look beautiful, right?

I have a younger sister, too.

When she gets married,

I will definitely

make her a wedding dress, too.

I bought you a set of pens and ink.

I once asked my second sister

for three months worth of money

and bought a set of ink

to give you as a birthday gift.

But I couldn't find it

after the fire.

Fu Yin.

I really want to take good care of you.

When I

asked my second sister for money,

I complained.

I said,

why do I have such a snobby mother?

But now

I don't have a mother anymore.

Will you marry a poor scholar like me?

No.

My mother

always wanted me to become an official's wife.

I have to marry an official

so as not to let her down.

I will go take the examination.

Would you wait for me?

Be it a year,

ten years

or a hundred years,

I will wait.

Xia Han fixed the robe quite well.

I wanted to reward her,

but she said

that it was actually you who fixed it.

Yes.

When I checked again,

I noticed that a few gems seem to be missing.

Princess Consort,

there are indeed fewer gems now.

I took off some of them.

Why?

This robe

has a lot of gold and silver threads

and colorful silk.

If you use too many gems,

you will overdo it.

Less is better.

How presumptuous!

How dare you criticize

princess consort's wardrobe!

Let her speak.

Embroidery

is like painting.

One mustn't overdo it.

Leave appropriate space white.

That's how it'll look well-proportioned,

generous, and elegant.

Now that I take a closer look,

this robe

seems more pleasing to the eye now.

You were right.

Servants.

Reward her.

Thank you, Princess Consort.

But since you acted without permission,

you must be punished.

Bring it up.

This is a peony painting

Mr. Fan Qu Zeng made it for me.

I've wanted someone to embroider it since long ago.

I just haven't found a suitable candidate.

Since you are quite sure

of your embroidery skills,

I'll leave this task to you.

If you do it well, you will be rewarded.

If you do not,

you shall be heavily punished

for it and today's mistake.

Yes, Ma'am.

Looks like we lost them.

Ever since the Lu family

announced a high reward against us,

it's like those guys are bugs

that smell flesh blood whenever they see us.

They won't let us go.

Big Brother.

What should we do?

Looks like robbing a few ships

isn't a big enough blow to Lu Yun Ji.

Then...then we'll

rob a few more ships?

Have you thought about changing it up a bit?

In what way?

Hai Hu.

In the future, we won't steal or rob.

We'll be

upright gentlemen.

We'll face

Lu Yun Ji honorably.

What do you think?

I have thought about it.

But only in my dreams.

Since you gave me a pearl,

I'll give you one too.

Brother.

The portrait you wanted.

You can see right away he's not a good guy.

Don't worry.

I will definitely catch this despicable villain

for you.

I'll help you vent your anger.

Brother.

What kind of person is the crown prince?

The crown prince?

He's less than five feet tall.

He also has a big red mole

on his nose.

You're lying.

You're bullying me.

Alright.

The crown prince

is young and promising,

handsome and highly esteemed,

knowledgeable and reasonable.

His Majesty dotes on him.

And the ministers

respect him.

You can be at ease.

My good sister.

I'll be leaving now.

Help!

Big Brother has gone mad!

Keep practicing, you guys!

Mother!

Help, Mother!

It's horrible, Mother!

Mother!

Not bad.

You're acting a bit like a big brother.

Go.

Choose twenty capable guards

as sparring partners

for Mr. Sheng.

Guarding the gates part-time.

Yes.

You're still working?

Have you met your sister?

Yes.

I brought you some green bean cakes.

I think

you should find time to go home.

I'm not like you.

I can only take a day off on new year's day and holidays

to leave this mansion.

Why is that?

Because...

Never mind.

But I believe

this

will be over soon.

Because there is someone

who's racking his brain over this,

waiting for me to go out.

Who is it?

You won't know even if I tell you.

Emm...

I made a purse.

Could I ask you

to give it to someone for me?

Why don't you give it yourself?

Please help me.

Please, Fu Rou.

Excuse me, Mister,

could you tell me

how to get to Liyuan Courtyard?

Are you looking for someone

at the troupe?

Yes.

I'm with the troupe.

Who are you looking for?

I'm looking for Xiong Rui.

He took a day off today and went out.

But, what's the matter?

You can tell me.

I'll deliver the message for you.

Someone asked me

to give this to him.

Who asked you?

Her name is Xia Han.

Oh, it's her.

I get it now.

Wait.

Do you really know Xiong Rui?

What's your name?

It's just a purse.

As if I'd trick you.

It was entrusted to me.

I need to get things done properly.

My name is Chen Ji.

Chen Ji as in "plead" and "auspicious".

Got it?

Chen Ji.

I'm leaving.

Thank you.

Help! Mother!

Help! Mother!

It's terrible!

Big Brother is doing this for your sake.

Do you...

Want us to die?

Mother, even if you don't help us,

we will resist!

How?

-How? -We'll fight him.

What are you doing?

We're greeting our mother.

Mother.

Have some tea.

Big Brother, you told us

to be filial, right?

Did you memorize the texts?

I did! I did!

Guan, guan, cry the fish hawks...

On sandbars in the river.

Not this one.

Knowledge makes one humble,

and ignorance makes one loud.

What do you mean, "loud"?

Ignorance makes one proud!

Yes, yes, yes. Ignorance makes one proud.

Looks like

you read your texts.

What about your martial arts?

Mother.

So? Do you like it?

Absolutely.

So can I marry Rou now?

You can't.

Why not?

I study, I practice martial arts, I teach my brothers,

I'm filial,

what am I not doing well enough?

It's because you behaved too well

that I can't say yes.

Before,

we couldn't be picky.

But now

you are well-educated and trained.

It's different now.

Son.

Do you know who you should marry?

A princess.

Princess, princess.

Fu Rou.

You are

so ingenious.

Even better,

you can keep your composure.

Thank you for the compliment, Granny Lu.

I heard a bit of the reason

why you came to the mansion.

Please don't mind me saying this,

but you should avoid a man of noble families

as much as you can.

I've seen a lot of these matters.

If it doesn't fit status-wise,

even if you make it to a mistress,

you will

have your share of suffering.

Moreover,

after you came here,

Mr. Sheng

hasn't even asked about you.

You are a good lady,

don't

spoil your future.

Thank you for saying that, Granny Lu.

Look at you.

I knew you wouldn't listen to me.

Do you really plan to

just keep waiting like this?

He said

relationships

are all about trust.

You trust him?

He lied to me many times before.

But strangely,

I just want to believe him.

Perhaps it's because

I'm too stubborn.

I want Rou.

I want Rou!

I want to take the imperial examination.

I want Rou.

I want to protect Fu Yin.

I want to fulfill her wish.

Enough!

Can you please solve my problem first?

You say you are proficient in the art of war,

yet you can't even handle your own mother.

It's because she's my mother

that I'm concerned and can't do things however I want.

I have an idea.

Say it.

A prodigal who returns

is more precious than gold.

Listen to big brother.

Big Brother.

Today...

We'll study hard today.

I'll take you somewhere fun today.

Really?

I'm not going.

I don't want to waste time.

I need to study hard.

I'll never

play around ever again.

So you are testing us, Big Brother.

This isn't a test.

I'll show you

what a real paradise on earth is like.

This is the paradise on earth.

Far away from the mundane world.

Without a care in the world.

This is paradise.

Grandmaster.

Please shave my head.

Oh no, oh no.

Big Brother has really gone mad.

Please tell the female benefactor at the Mansion of the Duke of the State

that I have decided to become a monk.

I will repay you for raising me

in my next life.

What female benefactor is he talking about?

Mother, of course.

But...!

Big Brother can't be serious, can he?

What do we do?

Master, please wait!

Hurry up and tell Mother.

Yes, yes.

Ying Ying.

Father.

Brother.

My sister

will surprise everyone with her beauty today.

So pretty.

This isn't good.

Try this.

My rosefinch hairpin is still the prettiest.

Ling Wei.

Stop making it difficult for your sister.

Dad.

Sister needs to dress beautifully

so that the crown prince will fall for her.

For women, virtue comes first,

not their clothing.

Shu, you don't have to be too nervous.

Just abide by the rules

and act according to the law.

Thank you for telling me, Father.

I'm being serious.

You must become the princess.

Me?

All of them are so pretty.

There is no hope for me.

Nonsense.

You are my best friend.

You have the best chance.

Don't joke around.

I'm telling the truth.

I don't want my mother to make a mistake

and pick me

a domineering and trouble-seeking sister-in-law.

I don't want to suffer.

She'll lord it over me all the time.

If it's you, then it's different.

If you become my sister-in-law,

since we are close friends,

we can even enjoy tea together,

eat snacks together.

How fun it'd be.

It would be, yes.

But it's so difficult.

Don't worry.

I'm here.

I want to become a monk!

Mr. Sheng.

Just stop it.

Don't take things too hard.

You have your parents,

you have your brothers,

you have immense wealth.

I wish to be free from all six human desires.

Madam doesn't agree.

You can't cleanse your six human desires.

If I can't cleanse the six desires,

I'll cleanse one of them first!

Hurry, open the door!

Mr. Sheng! Don't do it, Mr. Sheng!

Mr. Sheng! Don't do it!

Mu, what are you doing?

Madam!

The master is going to castrate himself!

What?

Stop him!

Tie him up with a rope!

Hurry up!

Mr. Sheng!

You can't tie me up!

If you come any closer, I'll kill it!

Secretary Cheng Sun Tan's eldest daughter

Sun Ling Shu.

Your grandfather is Chen Shou Xin

from the Institute for the Advancement of Literature?

Yes.

Chen Shou Xin's realistic paintings are fabulous.

I've learned

a little bit from him.

I occasionally draw some peonies.

Peonies are wonderful.

The peony is the flower of wealth.

It's delicate yet not glamorous,

colorful but not sordid.

I hope that the ones who love flowers

will share the flowers' nature.

I shall remember

your words well.

The eldest daughter of Lu Yun Ji,

Duke Cai General of the Right,

Lu Ying Ying.

Raise your head.

When Ying Ying smiles, her beauty is beyond comparison.

Duke Cai's son is brave and skillful in warfare.

His daughter is beautiful and respectable.

He is quite blessed.

So pretty.

Secretariat Drafter Li Cang Hao's second daughter,

Li Fu Ling.

I heard that your father suffered a relapse.

Is he feeling better?

Your Highness,

my father's hands...

Father's feet

are much better already.

Mother.

Her maternal grandfather is Lu Chu Shang, the provincial governor of Ying.

Grandpa often praises his integrity as an official.

Fu Ling is just like her grandfather.

She is so adorable.

The eldest daughter of Cheng Zhong Yi, Palace Aide to the Censor-in-chief,

Zheng Fen Yue.

I knew it.

Something that good can't happen.

He is a rich playboy.

And he suddenly turned over a new leaf?

The prodigal son returning?

Truly, things will go in

the opposite direction after reaching a limit.

The moon perfects itself only to wane.

Benefactor,

please help me.

Mu.

I beg you.

Stop calling me benefactor.

You haven't eaten for days.

Do you want to

starve yourself to death?

I want to be free.

You won't let me.

I want to become a monk, you won't let me either.

I want to sever my passion,

purify myself,

you still won't let me.

The world is big,

but there's no one who truly understands me.

What's the point of being alive?

Mu.

There are people

who understand you.

Quick!

Bring them all.

So?

Take a look.

They are

all as beautiful

as flowers.

What do you say?

Everything visible is empty.

But isn't that what you used to love?

Mother.

I thought you'd understand me.

All of that in the past

was just a passing moment.

The me now

has lost interest in these things.

Mother.

Why about Fu Ling?

She's so adorable.

Don't chime in on these matters.

Guards.

Escort the princess back to her room.

Make sure she studies the palace rules for two hours.

Mother!

Mu.

You've lost interest in all of them?

But you should at least be interested

in the one in the Mansion of Lord Han, right?

Which one?

The one

you've always

wanted to marry.

That benefactor.

I don't want her either.

You don't want her?

I don't want her anymore.

You don't even want that vixen anymore?

What do you want then?

I want to become a monk.

You can't!

You might as well forget about that!

I'll go on a hunger strike.

I'll starve to death right here.

Mu.

Don't force your mother.

I can't talk to you anymore.

I'll go speak to your father.

Oh no, I overdid it.

Wait.

Actually, I just thought about it.

After all, the Duke of the State has shown me kindness and nurtured me,

if I didn't leave him a son

before becoming a monk,

I'd be forever in his debt.

Yes, exactly.

It seems

that I need to find a lady

before I become a monk

to leave behind a child.

Yes, yes.

I'll go find a beautiful lady for you right away.

She'll birth children with you.

A lot of children.

You'll have children and grandchildren.

New clothes are best,

and so are old acquaintances.

How about

the benefactor

who I once wanted to marry,?

The one from the Fu family?

I can't?

You can, you can.

Whoever you want.

Let me make it clear first.

I'll only be with her temporarily.

After having a son, I'll still become a monk.

Of course not.

She is a proper merchant's daughter.

A virtuous lady,

gentle and beautiful.

How can you abandon her

after she gives birth to a child?

Son.

You need to be kind.

Take a rest.

Both ladies are very pleasant.

I don't know how to choose.

Please make a decision, Your Majesty.

My greatest luck

is that not only

do I have a group of good ministers

who assist me,

I also have

a wise queen by my side.

The foundation of the world is the country.

The foundation of the country is family.

If the crown prince can choose himself,

it will be even more harmonious.

The crown princess

is the one who accompanies the crown prince throughout his life.

Since both ladies'

family background and appearance

have gained the queen's approval,

the last choice

should be the crown prince's.

Thank you

on behalf of the crown prince,

Your Majesty.

I hope that he will be able to choose a confidant

who will stay by his side,

just like my virtuous queen.

Your Majesty.

How about letting Lord Han take care of this?

What do you think?

The two of them

share the same mother.

It's time for Lord Han

to do something for his brother.

Let's do it that way.

Yes, Your Majesty.

♪Who would pity those salad days♪

♪It's youth that warmed up the room♪

♪Dwelling on the frustrations naively♪

♪The pain made me forget about the sweetness♪

♪I can't stop thinking of you even when breathing♪

♪You're in my dreams, in my heart♪

♪I blamed our encounter and I blame myself♪

♪The pain of parting is a deep wound in my heart♪

♪The pain of parting is a deep wound in my heart♪

♪I missed someone when I was young♪

♪I was the one to blame, not her♪