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What tips would you give your younger self? 10 00:02:27,600 --> 00:02:29,670 Have more fun. 11 00:02:29,720 --> 00:02:32,030 What about you? 12 00:02:32,080 --> 00:02:34,600 Have less fun. 13 00:02:35,960 --> 00:02:38,480 And don't worry what people think about you. 14 00:02:40,960 --> 00:02:44,590 And... while I think of it, not to bother with contraception. 15 00:02:44,640 --> 00:02:47,510 - Really? - Yeah. All those years on the pill! 16 00:02:47,560 --> 00:02:52,950 Turns out, despite my womanly hips, as the old cow used to say, 17 00:02:53,000 --> 00:02:55,680 it wasn't quite that easy. 18 00:03:00,920 --> 00:03:05,480 I quite... liked your womanly hips. 19 00:03:07,720 --> 00:03:09,600 Are you flirting with me? 20 00:03:18,120 --> 00:03:20,080 Oh, Dougie... 21 00:03:21,320 --> 00:03:23,910 - I'm gonna get that. - Yeah, I know. 22 00:03:23,960 --> 00:03:25,480 Yeah. 23 00:03:29,680 --> 00:03:31,040 Hello? 24 00:03:36,720 --> 00:03:39,160 Connie! 25 00:03:47,800 --> 00:03:49,470 Connie! 26 00:03:49,520 --> 00:03:51,160 Connie! Connie! 27 00:05:14,120 --> 00:05:15,990 No sign? 28 00:05:16,040 --> 00:05:19,040 CCTV tracked her to the gates. The police are bringing dogs. 29 00:05:19,600 --> 00:05:21,470 She slipped away when the fire engines arrived. 30 00:05:21,520 --> 00:05:23,510 She's still on the grounds. 31 00:05:23,560 --> 00:05:25,200 - Give me a sec, yeah? - All right. 32 00:06:10,480 --> 00:06:13,840 Connie? Connie? It's me. 33 00:06:18,000 --> 00:06:20,920 Connie, you have to come down from there. 34 00:06:21,300 --> 00:06:24,100 I did it. I drove them off the bridge. 35 00:06:24,920 --> 00:06:28,430 - Are they going to die? - No. No. 36 00:06:28,480 --> 00:06:32,830 They, they were in induced comas in hospital, but they're fine. 37 00:06:32,880 --> 00:06:34,230 They're alive. 38 00:06:34,280 --> 00:06:37,270 Can I see her? Please, I need to see her. 39 00:06:37,320 --> 00:06:40,030 I want to see Annie. 40 00:06:40,080 --> 00:06:44,110 You know you can't, Connie... You need to come down from there. 41 00:06:44,160 --> 00:06:46,620 - I'm gonna call the front desk, OK? - I'll jump. I'm gonna jump. 42 00:06:46,670 --> 00:06:49,870 No. No. No. Please don't do that. Please don't do that. Stay there. 43 00:06:54,140 --> 00:06:55,590 Oh, Christ... 44 00:07:01,430 --> 00:07:02,990 I should be dead. 45 00:07:05,300 --> 00:07:07,230 I wish I was dead. 46 00:07:12,390 --> 00:07:13,790 I want to die. 47 00:07:15,800 --> 00:07:18,190 We all deserve forgiveness, Connie. 48 00:07:18,240 --> 00:07:21,190 - What would you know? - I do know. 49 00:07:21,240 --> 00:07:23,590 Because I've done terrible things. 50 00:07:23,640 --> 00:07:28,790 I promise you you're not alone. Listen to me. 51 00:07:28,840 --> 00:07:31,880 I'm going to tell you about this woman, Connie, 52 00:07:32,250 --> 00:07:33,770 who's just had a baby. 53 00:07:34,600 --> 00:07:36,930 A beautiful, tiny baby girl. 54 00:07:36,980 --> 00:07:39,160 And this woman is so happy, 55 00:07:39,210 --> 00:07:42,010 because it's what she's wanted for so many years. 56 00:07:44,400 --> 00:07:50,980 But... as the months go by, she becomes more and more exhausted, 57 00:07:51,030 --> 00:07:56,380 because the baby will only sleep for one hour at a time. 58 00:07:58,040 --> 00:08:02,310 And the woman becomes depressed and ashamed of her depression, 59 00:08:02,360 --> 00:08:07,330 because she's a woman who can fix anything, but she's truly failing. 60 00:08:11,240 --> 00:08:12,440 So, she... 61 00:08:14,040 --> 00:08:20,640 She takes anti-depressants and pills to send her to sleep, 62 00:08:20,690 --> 00:08:23,330 and pills to keep her awake. 63 00:08:25,360 --> 00:08:30,340 The baby is a toddler now, but still she doesn't sleep. 64 00:08:32,200 --> 00:08:35,910 Only now, she's having tantrums. 65 00:08:35,960 --> 00:08:39,190 Awful, screaming tantrums. 66 00:08:39,240 --> 00:08:42,230 And nothing in this mother's life has prepared her for this. 67 00:08:42,280 --> 00:08:45,310 All of her logic, her usual tactics, her patience, 68 00:08:45,360 --> 00:08:47,720 - none of it has any effect... - Dr Robertson? 69 00:08:49,490 --> 00:08:51,380 OK, Connie, down you get. 70 00:09:06,110 --> 00:09:08,720 The corticosteroids were for the alopecia. 71 00:09:09,590 --> 00:09:12,120 And the lorazepam on the same date? 72 00:09:12,170 --> 00:09:14,560 Well, the antidepressants weren't proving sufficient. 73 00:09:14,610 --> 00:09:16,520 She was very anxious. 74 00:09:16,570 --> 00:09:18,440 And did you warn her about possible addiction 75 00:09:18,490 --> 00:09:20,540 and the side effects of lorazepam? 76 00:09:20,590 --> 00:09:23,520 Of course I did. As and when required. 77 00:09:23,570 --> 00:09:26,320 I think we could have had this conversation over the phone. 78 00:09:26,370 --> 00:09:28,480 And what does “as and when required“ mean? 79 00:09:28,530 --> 00:09:30,360 How often was she taking them? 80 00:09:30,410 --> 00:09:31,800 Why not speak to her husband? 81 00:09:31,850 --> 00:09:33,480 Though I would suggest a different tone, 82 00:09:33,530 --> 00:09:35,120 I think he's been through enough. 83 00:09:35,170 --> 00:09:37,440 The guidelines recommend that no-one's on lorazepam 84 00:09:37,490 --> 00:09:39,000 for more than four weeks. 85 00:09:39,930 --> 00:09:43,100 You've prescribed them three times over three months. 86 00:09:44,440 --> 00:09:45,860 Thank you for your time. 87 00:09:47,040 --> 00:09:49,440 You know, all of us at the school are very shocked. 88 00:09:49,850 --> 00:09:52,450 It's an exceptionally tight community around here. 89 00:09:52,870 --> 00:09:57,400 It's not that tight, though, is it? She slipped and no-one caught her. 90 00:10:30,980 --> 00:10:35,340 Hi! It's Josh, isn't it? I'm your mother's doctor... 91 00:10:35,390 --> 00:10:37,760 I left a message. Is your dad in? 92 00:10:37,810 --> 00:10:40,490 Dad? Dad?! 93 00:10:43,330 --> 00:10:46,330 - Mum's doctor. - In you go, son. 94 00:10:47,890 --> 00:10:49,090 Come in. 95 00:11:00,290 --> 00:11:03,120 I'm going to take all this stuff to the hospital. 96 00:11:03,170 --> 00:11:05,970 Ness thought the girls would like some familiar things. 97 00:11:06,100 --> 00:11:09,460 - Good idea. - Yeah. She's been amazing. 98 00:11:12,090 --> 00:11:15,330 - How's Josh doing? - Well, he's, um... 99 00:11:16,930 --> 00:11:18,530 Well, we're all pretty bad. 100 00:11:20,700 --> 00:11:24,140 I'm really sorry, Karl, but I am going to have to ask you 101 00:11:24,330 --> 00:11:26,680 how Connie seemed to you in those last few days, 102 00:11:26,730 --> 00:11:27,920 and about her medication. 103 00:11:27,970 --> 00:11:30,400 You may be better off asking her dad. 104 00:11:30,450 --> 00:11:32,760 - She was staying over there. - Why? 105 00:11:32,810 --> 00:11:34,240 Well, she wasn't herself. 106 00:11:34,290 --> 00:11:36,290 I didn't want the kids to see her like that. 107 00:11:36,800 --> 00:11:39,780 - Like what? - Hyper. You know. 108 00:11:41,300 --> 00:11:42,850 Manic. 109 00:11:45,210 --> 00:11:47,800 Listen, I've got to get to the hospital 110 00:11:47,850 --> 00:11:49,600 and the train leaves shortly, so, erm... 111 00:11:49,650 --> 00:11:53,160 Oh, I'll be passing that way, if you want a lift? 112 00:11:53,210 --> 00:11:55,960 Yeah, yeah, OK. Thanks. 113 00:11:56,010 --> 00:11:59,490 We could pop by her dad's, if you want? He's only round the corner. 114 00:12:01,050 --> 00:12:06,300 She slept most of the time. She didn't want me to disturb her. 115 00:12:14,610 --> 00:12:15,950 Oh, my God. 116 00:12:27,410 --> 00:12:28,630 Oh, my God. 117 00:12:28,970 --> 00:12:33,400 Karl, why don't you wait downstairs? I'll be down in a minute. 118 00:12:33,450 --> 00:12:36,050 - Are her meds here? - Um... 119 00:12:38,290 --> 00:12:40,610 OK. Thank you. 120 00:13:31,810 --> 00:13:33,220 - Hi. - Hi. 121 00:15:45,690 --> 00:15:47,850 - Hi. - Hello. 122 00:15:52,730 --> 00:15:54,650 Do you have a good life, Kenneth? 123 00:15:58,410 --> 00:15:59,870 Do we know each other? 124 00:16:05,370 --> 00:16:08,720 Oh... Jesus Christ. 125 00:16:11,140 --> 00:16:13,900 I am so sorry I didn't warn you that I was coming. 126 00:16:15,370 --> 00:16:17,570 I didn't think I'd be able to go through with it. 127 00:16:20,500 --> 00:16:21,820 Oh... 128 00:16:23,960 --> 00:16:27,170 Oh, God. 129 00:16:27,470 --> 00:16:30,230 Do you mind if we go outside? I really need a cigarette. 130 00:16:38,690 --> 00:16:41,380 Someone I know, someone special... 131 00:16:42,210 --> 00:16:43,610 ... she said to me... 132 00:16:45,780 --> 00:16:48,100 “.. why aren't the streets full of wrecked people?“ 133 00:16:51,700 --> 00:16:53,200 I think they are. 134 00:16:54,970 --> 00:16:56,570 I really think they are. 135 00:17:02,690 --> 00:17:06,410 It's OK. It's OK. 136 00:17:09,130 --> 00:17:10,400 It's OK. 137 00:17:13,440 --> 00:17:14,860 It's OK. 138 00:17:26,170 --> 00:17:27,800 You didn't need to write to us. 139 00:17:27,850 --> 00:17:30,210 - It wasn't your fault. - I know. 140 00:17:31,610 --> 00:17:32,810 Thank you. 141 00:17:35,290 --> 00:17:36,990 SHE COUGHS 'Emma? 142 00:17:39,880 --> 00:17:41,200 I didn't know who else to call, 143 00:17:41,250 --> 00:17:43,800 - you were the last number on her phone. - No problem, mate. 144 00:17:43,850 --> 00:17:47,090 - Hi. - Are you OK? - Mm -- mm... - Come on. 145 00:17:48,680 --> 00:17:51,870 - What's going on? - Look, just get her home. 146 00:17:51,920 --> 00:17:54,460 You all right? I'll get it. Thanks. 147 00:17:54,960 --> 00:17:56,460 Can you get the door, please? 148 00:18:04,570 --> 00:18:06,630 Oh, hey, mate. How are you doing? Erm... 149 00:18:06,680 --> 00:18:08,200 She's a bit worse for wear. 150 00:18:08,250 --> 00:18:11,670 Yeah. Yeah. I can see that. Who are you? 151 00:18:11,720 --> 00:18:13,360 Mary fucking Poppins. 152 00:18:13,410 --> 00:18:15,610 HE SIGHS Dougie. 153 00:18:16,270 --> 00:18:18,520 I got a call from a guy in Cheam. 154 00:18:18,880 --> 00:18:20,860 - He tried ringing you... - What were you doing in Cheam, Emma? 155 00:18:20,910 --> 00:18:22,390 What were you doing? 156 00:18:23,290 --> 00:18:25,930 - Is she gonna be OK? - Yeah, yeah. Yeah, thanks... 157 00:18:28,600 --> 00:18:29,800 ... Dougie. 158 00:18:33,860 --> 00:18:36,280 I've organised another psych for you. 159 00:18:38,140 --> 00:18:41,290 Someone more suitable. Sarah. 160 00:18:41,340 --> 00:18:43,350 I don't want Sarah. 161 00:18:44,810 --> 00:18:46,410 I want YOU. 162 00:18:46,460 --> 00:18:48,430 Sarah's good. You'll like her. 163 00:18:48,480 --> 00:18:52,720 What happened? What did I do? Why are you so angry with me? 164 00:18:52,770 --> 00:18:55,690 I'm not angry with you. It's me. 165 00:18:55,870 --> 00:18:58,150 You deserve someone better. 166 00:18:58,580 --> 00:19:00,810 They could rip me to shreds in court. 167 00:19:01,170 --> 00:19:03,650 Stop self-flagellating. 168 00:19:05,090 --> 00:19:08,250 Come on! Get on with it. 169 00:19:09,010 --> 00:19:11,610 Ask me one of your stupid questions! 170 00:19:24,090 --> 00:19:29,090 Why did you stop taking all your medication on August 7th? 171 00:19:38,770 --> 00:19:40,800 The End Of The World' by Skeeter Davis 172 00:19:40,850 --> 00:19:46,680 ♪ Why does the sun go on shining? ♪ 173 00:19:47,420 --> 00:19:54,250 ♪ Why does the sea rush to shore? ♪ 174 00:19:54,300 --> 00:20:00,920 ♪ Don't they know ♪ ♪ It's the end of the world? ♪ 175 00:20:00,970 --> 00:20:07,960 ♪ Cos you don't love me anymore ♪ 176 00:20:08,010 --> 00:20:13,630 ♪ Why do the birds go on singing? ♪ 177 00:20:14,920 --> 00:20:19,120 ♪ Why do the stars glow above? ♪ 178 00:20:21,580 --> 00:20:22,810 ♪ Don't they know... ♪ 179 00:20:22,860 --> 00:20:26,010 Darling, have you seen Josh? 180 00:20:26,060 --> 00:20:28,690 - Are you all right, Dad? - Yes, I'll be fine. 181 00:20:28,740 --> 00:20:30,530 - Will Granny be cross with Josh? - Course not. 182 00:20:30,580 --> 00:20:32,740 He wouldn't miss her funeral. 183 00:20:38,400 --> 00:20:39,880 See, he's outside. 184 00:20:54,740 --> 00:20:57,420 Welcome to the service of Julia De Cadenet. 185 00:20:58,300 --> 00:21:00,460 Please stand for the first hymn. 186 00:21:02,500 --> 00:21:04,600 Excuse me. Excuse me. 187 00:21:05,260 --> 00:21:08,540 How are my little girls? My favourite little girls. 188 00:21:28,860 --> 00:21:32,090 - Do you want some champagne? - No, thanks, I am fine. 189 00:21:32,140 --> 00:21:37,330 - Are you OK? - No, I'm not, actually. 190 00:21:38,420 --> 00:21:41,160 CONNIE, ANGRILY: Piss off! 191 00:22:06,660 --> 00:22:09,940 ♪ Yes, I loved her How I loved her ♪ 192 00:22:09,990 --> 00:22:12,060 ♪ Though her shoes ♪ ♪ Were number nine... ♪ 193 00:22:13,220 --> 00:22:16,280 ♪ Herring boxes, without topees ♪ 194 00:22:16,330 --> 00:22:19,290 ♪ Sandals were for Clementine. ♪ 195 00:22:21,140 --> 00:22:24,820 ♪ Oh, my darling, oh, my darling. ♪ 196 00:22:29,100 --> 00:22:31,330 Who wants to go next? 197 00:22:31,380 --> 00:22:34,010 - Me, me, me, I want a go! - Come on, Annie-Pops! 198 00:22:34,060 --> 00:22:36,570 ♪ Lost and gone forever ♪ 199 00:22:36,620 --> 00:22:39,850 ♪ Dreadful sorry, Clementine. ♪ 200 00:22:39,900 --> 00:22:43,610 ♪ Oh, my darling, oh, my darling ♪ 201 00:22:43,660 --> 00:22:46,410 ♪ Oh, my darling, Clementine. ♪ 202 00:22:46,460 --> 00:22:50,370 Come on, I'll catch you. I promise. One, two, three... 203 00:22:50,420 --> 00:22:53,420 OK, guys. That's enough. Come on, Annie. Let's go. 204 00:22:53,470 --> 00:22:56,560 - OK. It's ice cream time. - Yeah! Ice cream time. 205 00:22:57,700 --> 00:23:01,050 I think, maybe, I'm just unusual. 206 00:23:01,100 --> 00:23:04,450 No, you're not. You're just pissed and you've taken too many pills. 207 00:23:04,500 --> 00:23:07,580 Jesus, Con. Someone could've cracked their skull open. 208 00:23:09,580 --> 00:23:11,140 I'm sorry. 209 00:23:14,780 --> 00:23:16,900 You've got to get yourself together, Con. 210 00:23:17,490 --> 00:23:18,860 For the kids. 211 00:23:20,580 --> 00:23:22,890 Why don't you go stay with your dad for a few days? 212 00:23:22,940 --> 00:23:24,140 Get some proper rest. 213 00:23:35,430 --> 00:23:38,350 - I am so sorry, Dad. - Hey... 214 00:23:40,580 --> 00:23:42,980 Go to sleep, my little honey bee. 215 00:24:33,970 --> 00:24:38,130 For the kids. For the kids. 216 00:24:38,430 --> 00:24:40,110 For the kids. 217 00:24:58,080 --> 00:24:59,990 I don't want to be mad. 218 00:25:07,020 --> 00:25:08,220 Let's go back. 219 00:25:09,830 --> 00:25:12,030 Why did you leave your dad's house? 220 00:25:14,360 --> 00:25:17,800 - It was raining. - When was it raining? 221 00:25:19,150 --> 00:25:20,470 All day. 222 00:25:21,810 --> 00:25:25,650 It was such a... terrible storm. 223 00:25:27,150 --> 00:25:29,490 Why did you put the children in the car? 224 00:25:29,910 --> 00:25:33,190 Just raining, raining, raining. 225 00:25:37,190 --> 00:25:40,360 My mum. I miss her. 226 00:25:41,390 --> 00:25:43,250 I know, Connie. I know. 227 00:25:51,330 --> 00:25:55,240 ♪ Why does the sun go on shining? ♪ 228 00:25:58,670 --> 00:26:03,020 ♪ Why does the sea rush to shore? ♪ 229 00:26:06,410 --> 00:26:13,190 ♪ Don't they know ♪ ♪ It's the end of the world? ♪ 230 00:26:15,240 --> 00:26:20,700 ♪ Cos you don't ♪ ♪ Love me anymore. ♪ 231 00:27:39,310 --> 00:27:42,310 I just don't know what to do without her, Con... 232 00:27:53,350 --> 00:27:55,620 I've brought you some tea. 233 00:28:55,420 --> 00:28:57,270 Mama! 234 00:28:59,160 --> 00:29:00,680 Mum! 235 00:29:04,190 --> 00:29:05,390 Mum! 236 00:29:07,070 --> 00:29:08,860 Where are you, Mum?! 237 00:29:15,040 --> 00:29:18,560 I'm scared, Mum! I'm scared! 238 00:29:19,110 --> 00:29:21,550 Connie? Connie?' 239 00:29:22,670 --> 00:29:24,350 Mama? 240 00:29:25,590 --> 00:29:26,910 Mama? 241 00:29:29,670 --> 00:29:32,820 SHE CRIES Mum? 242 00:29:32,870 --> 00:29:34,950 Mama?! 243 00:29:40,550 --> 00:29:43,750 Mama, wait for me. 244 00:29:49,350 --> 00:29:51,150 Mama, where are you? Mama, where are you? 245 00:30:00,510 --> 00:30:03,230 Mum! Mama! 246 00:30:06,480 --> 00:30:08,240 Mama, wait for me! 247 00:30:19,600 --> 00:30:20,800 Mum! 248 00:30:30,590 --> 00:30:32,990 Where are you? Mum? 249 00:30:34,570 --> 00:30:36,070 Where are you? 250 00:32:52,070 --> 00:32:55,970 Annie! Annie! Wake up, darling! 251 00:32:56,020 --> 00:32:58,790 - Where's Joshie? - He's at Toby's house. 252 00:32:58,840 --> 00:33:00,830 Come, on darling. We've got to get out of here. 253 00:33:00,880 --> 00:33:03,590 - Where to? - Out. It's a surprise. 254 00:33:04,560 --> 00:33:08,630 - Is it Scotland? - No. Come on, sweetie. Not a sound! 255 00:33:08,680 --> 00:33:10,400 Can Polly come too? 256 00:33:16,430 --> 00:33:18,790 Good girls. Good girls. 257 00:33:27,230 --> 00:33:31,100 I'm gonna put on Granny's song and you can go back to sleep. OK? 258 00:33:31,150 --> 00:33:33,100 Here we go. 259 00:33:53,460 --> 00:33:59,210 ♪ Don't they know ♪ ♪ It's the end of the world? ♪ 260 00:33:59,260 --> 00:34:04,780 ♪ It ended when I lost your love ♪ 261 00:34:06,200 --> 00:34:13,000 ♪ I wake up in the morning And I wonder ♪ 262 00:34:13,050 --> 00:34:17,700 ♪ Why everything's the same ♪ ♪ As it was... ♪ 263 00:34:19,980 --> 00:34:26,680 ♪ I can't understand ♪ ♪ No, I can't understand ♪ 264 00:34:26,730 --> 00:34:33,930 ♪ How life goes on the way it does ♪ 265 00:34:33,980 --> 00:34:39,460 ♪ Why does my heart ♪ ♪ Go on beating...? ♪ 266 00:34:40,900 --> 00:34:46,500 ♪ Why do these eyes of mine cry? ♪ 267 00:34:48,820 --> 00:34:52,940 ♪ Don't they know ♪ ♪ It's the end of the...? ♪ 268 00:35:22,850 --> 00:35:24,160 Mum! 269 00:35:35,260 --> 00:35:37,530 Darling, it's OK. 270 00:35:37,580 --> 00:35:39,890 - Mummy! - No, shush. It's OK, darling. 271 00:35:39,940 --> 00:35:45,940 It's OK. It's OK. Granny's gonna save us. Granny's going to save us! 272 00:36:31,900 --> 00:36:34,010 A psychotic episode? 273 00:36:34,060 --> 00:36:37,250 Not necessarily from the benzodiazepines per se, 274 00:36:37,300 --> 00:36:39,730 I'm not saying that, they can be very helpful drugs. 275 00:36:39,780 --> 00:36:42,310 - I'm talking about the withdrawal process. - I see... 276 00:36:42,360 --> 00:36:43,970 Although, might I add, 277 00:36:44,020 --> 00:36:46,440 the General Medical Council is currently looking into 278 00:36:46,490 --> 00:36:50,680 whether the benzos were incorrectly prescribed in the first place. 279 00:36:50,730 --> 00:36:56,080 Aside from lorazepam, what else was Ms Mortensen taking? Remind us. 280 00:36:56,130 --> 00:36:59,730 The antidepressant lofepramine and corticosteroids. 281 00:36:59,780 --> 00:37:03,450 And she stopped taking all medication on the... 7th, you say? 282 00:37:03,500 --> 00:37:05,070 - Yes. - Three days. 283 00:37:05,120 --> 00:37:09,090 Is that usual for benzodiazepine withdrawal to kick in? 284 00:37:09,140 --> 00:37:13,040 It can be. If it's an acute withdrawal, which this was. 285 00:37:13,580 --> 00:37:17,350 There are previous case reports of violent behaviour in this situation. 286 00:37:17,400 --> 00:37:21,800 She should have been on a gradual withdrawal programme. 287 00:37:22,090 --> 00:37:26,050 People need to be monitored. They should have a support network. 288 00:37:27,840 --> 00:37:30,440 Obviously, there were other contributory factors. 289 00:37:30,570 --> 00:37:33,380 She was in the depths of grief. 290 00:37:33,960 --> 00:37:37,480 She had buried her mother on the 7th, as well. 291 00:37:37,530 --> 00:37:40,560 And grief can be its own kind of hell. 292 00:37:40,610 --> 00:37:43,680 Let's not forget that she'd recently discovered 293 00:37:43,730 --> 00:37:46,360 her husband was having a relationship 294 00:37:46,410 --> 00:37:48,480 with Polly Jones's mother? Correct? 295 00:37:48,530 --> 00:37:51,730 Ms Mortensen had been through considerable emotional turmoil 296 00:37:51,780 --> 00:37:53,410 prior to seeking lorazepam. Yes. 297 00:37:53,460 --> 00:37:56,300 So, we could say that she certainly had motive. 298 00:37:57,620 --> 00:38:01,040 Can you explain to us what spousal revenge is? 299 00:38:01,510 --> 00:38:03,550 It's what you might call a jealous rage. 300 00:38:03,600 --> 00:38:06,710 Which rather seems to fit with the actions of Ms Mortensen, 301 00:38:06,760 --> 00:38:08,470 - wouldn't you agree? - Not at all. 302 00:38:08,520 --> 00:38:12,270 Ms Mortensen was in fact acting altruistically. 303 00:38:12,320 --> 00:38:14,990 In her acutely psychotic state that night, 304 00:38:15,040 --> 00:38:19,880 she believed she was saving the children from a malevolent force. 305 00:38:20,100 --> 00:38:22,580 A malevolent force. 306 00:38:25,400 --> 00:38:30,190 How can you be sure that Ms Mortensen isn't just fabricating 307 00:38:30,240 --> 00:38:33,400 these psychotic symptoms in order to get away with this? 308 00:38:33,450 --> 00:38:35,610 Experience. Expertise. 309 00:38:37,000 --> 00:38:39,710 I've seen many a malingerer over my 30 years, 310 00:38:39,760 --> 00:38:41,950 and not many of them would go to the lengths 311 00:38:42,000 --> 00:38:45,100 of severely scalding themselves with hydrochloric acid, 312 00:38:45,150 --> 00:38:49,110 which, by the way, pre-dates the offence in question. 313 00:38:49,400 --> 00:38:51,140 Her psychosis was not faked. 314 00:38:51,190 --> 00:38:56,520 And I would put it to you, Dr, that Ms Mortensen is still a danger, 315 00:38:56,720 --> 00:39:01,070 not only to herself, but to her family and society. 316 00:39:01,120 --> 00:39:03,320 And I would strongly refute that. 317 00:39:04,380 --> 00:39:07,630 Now that she's on the correct monitored medication, 318 00:39:07,680 --> 00:39:11,310 Ms Mortensen is no more a danger to herself, 319 00:39:11,360 --> 00:39:14,510 her family or society than you or I. 320 00:39:14,560 --> 00:39:17,510 For who knows what any one of us is capable of, 321 00:39:17,560 --> 00:39:20,250 given the wrong medication and the right triggers? 322 00:39:50,600 --> 00:39:52,900 I've just had Foxtons on the phone. 323 00:39:53,680 --> 00:39:56,280 They're going to come round tomorrow to value it. 324 00:39:58,080 --> 00:40:00,160 I feel like we're betraying her. 325 00:40:01,880 --> 00:40:04,040 Leaving her behind. Moving on. 326 00:40:08,320 --> 00:40:10,200 I thought that's what you wanted? 327 00:40:15,680 --> 00:40:17,840 I need you to listen to me. 328 00:40:27,500 --> 00:40:29,580 There's something I've never told you... 329 00:40:30,850 --> 00:40:32,250 ... about that day. 330 00:40:33,960 --> 00:40:34,990 Mummy! 331 00:40:35,040 --> 00:40:38,550 Mummy, are we going to the swings? 332 00:40:38,600 --> 00:40:40,030 We're going later. 333 00:40:40,080 --> 00:40:43,870 Mummy, I want to go on the swings! Mummy, I want to go on the swings! 334 00:40:43,920 --> 00:40:45,030 We're gonna go later! 335 00:40:45,080 --> 00:40:48,510 Mummy, I want to go on the swings! Mummy, I want to go on the swings! 336 00:40:48,560 --> 00:40:55,270 Mummy! I want to go on the swings! Mummy, I want to go on the swings! 337 00:40:55,320 --> 00:41:04,480 Mummy, I want to get out of the buggy! 338 00:41:07,080 --> 00:41:10,270 Hey, Jenny! How's it going? Getting any sleep? 339 00:41:10,320 --> 00:41:11,950 God, don't ask. 340 00:41:12,000 --> 00:41:14,590 Abigail, you can stop that, Mummy's talking. 341 00:41:14,640 --> 00:41:16,990 - Oh, Emma. Drop her with me. - I said stop it! 342 00:41:17,040 --> 00:41:20,070 Oh, you're so kind. You are just going to have to wait! 343 00:41:20,120 --> 00:41:24,080 It's not a good moment. I'll let you be. I'll see you soon. 344 00:41:29,340 --> 00:41:31,570 Can you just be quiet! I need to take this call. 345 00:41:31,620 --> 00:41:34,660 ABIGAIL SCREAMS I have had it with you! 346 00:41:40,060 --> 00:41:43,000 Hello? Yes. Is this about the washing machine? 347 00:41:43,700 --> 00:41:45,670 Well, could you be more specific? 348 00:41:45,720 --> 00:41:48,950 When you say “all day“, I mean, I can't wait in all day, can I?! 349 00:41:49,000 --> 00:41:51,470 Well, could you at least say morning or afternoon? 350 00:41:51,520 --> 00:41:55,200 Well, can I track you, then? 351 00:42:10,440 --> 00:42:12,160 “I've had it with you“. 352 00:42:13,980 --> 00:42:16,140 Those were the last words she heard. 353 00:42:25,060 --> 00:42:26,490 Abigail. 354 00:42:33,080 --> 00:42:37,330 You're right. I never say her name. 355 00:42:43,840 --> 00:42:45,190 Abigail. 356 00:42:50,490 --> 00:42:51,970 You're right to blame me. 357 00:42:55,500 --> 00:42:57,420 I don't blame you. 358 00:43:01,280 --> 00:43:04,000 And I don't blame you at all for having an affair. 359 00:43:07,120 --> 00:43:11,000 - What? - With Savannah. Adrian's girlfriend. 360 00:43:14,960 --> 00:43:16,160 What?! 361 00:43:18,480 --> 00:43:19,850 I am not an idiot. 362 00:43:21,560 --> 00:43:26,110 I saw you together. Outside your office. 363 00:43:26,160 --> 00:43:29,000 Arm in arm. You left together. 364 00:43:30,150 --> 00:43:31,950 No. No, no, no, no. 365 00:43:33,720 --> 00:43:37,110 She was trying to rope me in 366 00:43:37,160 --> 00:43:43,100 to organizing a surprise 50th for Adrian. 367 00:43:48,230 --> 00:43:53,200 Oh, come here, you big idiot. 368 00:44:23,030 --> 00:44:24,300 Spaghetti. 369 00:44:34,540 --> 00:44:37,360 - What time is it? - You've got hours. 370 00:44:40,200 --> 00:44:43,720 Oh, God, I hate this. I feel sick. How do I look? 371 00:44:43,910 --> 00:44:46,200 You'll be fine. Want a chill pill? 372 00:44:47,390 --> 00:44:49,560 You are a bad person. 373 00:44:50,210 --> 00:44:51,410 Yeah. 374 00:45:03,060 --> 00:45:05,590 - Hello, love. - Mummy! 375 00:45:12,910 --> 00:45:14,550 Look at you. 376 00:45:16,440 --> 00:45:18,590 Do they have an electric chair here? 377 00:45:19,200 --> 00:45:22,520 - I am afraid it's not that kind of place, my darling. - Oh! 378 00:45:22,750 --> 00:45:24,700 Why don't you go and see my friend Carol, 379 00:45:24,750 --> 00:45:26,990 - see if she will give you some sweets. - Yeah. 380 00:45:36,280 --> 00:45:37,920 Hello, Joshie. 381 00:45:42,890 --> 00:45:48,090 I'm so sorry, for everything I've put you through. 382 00:45:49,300 --> 00:45:50,940 You'd better not do it again. 383 00:46:24,190 --> 00:46:30,970 ♪ Got to wait to see the day ♪ 384 00:46:32,070 --> 00:46:38,850 ♪ Got to wait for the light ♪ 385 00:46:39,920 --> 00:46:46,350 ♪ Got to wait until the river's dry ♪ 386 00:46:46,400 --> 00:46:50,160 ♪ When all is said and done ♪ 387 00:46:51,370 --> 00:46:56,240 ♪ Wanting to belong ♪ 388 00:46:56,920 --> 00:46:59,910 ♪ Lost along the only run... ♪ 389 00:46:59,960 --> 00:47:01,990 Good afternoon, I'm Dr Emma Robertson. 390 00:47:02,040 --> 00:47:03,770 I'm your forensic psychiatrist. 391 00:47:03,820 --> 00:47:08,630 ♪ Carry on. ♪ 29622

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