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Abigail.
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'I have had it with you!'
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Abigail?
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Abigail.
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Abigail! Abigail!
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Don't say it.
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Say what?
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The job's too much for me.
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Wasn't going to.
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You said you needed to be up early.
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I am absolutely fine.
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I know what day it is, love.
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How on earth did we all
squeeze into there?
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I'll see you downstairs.
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Heavy goods vehicle.
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Cool. I am on a roll.
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Caravan...
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Will you please just fuck off?
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Oil tanker...
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Ah, Dr Robertson!
I need your advice.
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Would I be able to talk to you
about night shifts at some point?
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Not right now, Addy, thank you.
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Good morning, Constance.
Let's get started.
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I'd like you
to take a look at these.
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You're being very assertive today.
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Very Helen Mirren.
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It's quite sexy.
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You need to try and remember
anything at all from that night.
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I've been looking
at the weather reports.
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That storm was pretty severe.
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The rain would have been blowing
across the bridge in strong gusts.
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However insignificant, Connie,
it doesn't matter.
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What is it?
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You're not going to throw up again,
are you?
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I don't think DCI Tennison
would have done that.
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You still don't get it, do you?
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Right now, your alternatives
are looking pretty grim.
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Life in prison,
or life in a psychiatric hospital.
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Did you sleep badly?
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You're being very irritable.
OK.
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Ah. I can see that you started on
the antidepressants three years ago.
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And then in May, you were put
on corticosteroids for hair loss
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and lorazepam for extreme anxiety
and insomnia. Is that correct?
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If you say so.
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Did you know that
hair can fall out from stress?
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Or shock.
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Can it?
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Had something happened?
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Just one little question first.
Of course.
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Who's Kenneth Baines?
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OK.
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Let's get back to Ness.
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What do you want to know?
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Did we have sex?
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I'm jolly glad to see this.
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It's very important, darling...
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a healthy sex life.
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Yep. Is anyone gonna get that?
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God knows, I'm slacking.
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Your father and I
hardly ever do it these days.
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Well, maybe once a fortnight.
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It's all right, I'll get it
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Hello! How nice to see you!
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What's up? Come in, come in.
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Are you all right?
Um...
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Are you all right? What's wrong?
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She's gone. Leah's left us.
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What? Shit!
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Darling, why don't you go upstairs?
Annie's up there.
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Darling, go on.
Connie?
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It's all right, Mum.
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What happened?
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She says she's miserable.
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Well, she's always bloody miserable.
Mm.
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Oh, darling, it's all right.
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Oh, I'm sorry.
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I'm sorry. It's all right.
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I'm gonna be
one of those single people
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no-one invites to dinner parties.
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We'll invite you.
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You can have dinner with us
every night.
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Am I unlovable?
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Ness, no, don't be silly.
Of course not!
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Connie! Connie!
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Why doesn't she come?
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Who? Ness?
No, my mum. Where is she?
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I need to see her.
I feel all... wobbly without her.
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I'll give you something
for the anxiety.
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Sit down, I'll get you some water.
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Where did you get this?
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It's mine.
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Underneath that chilly veneer,
I reckon you've got quite a temper.
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What are you so angry about?
Don't talk to me like you know me.
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You do not know me.
No?
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I know you got pretty wrecked
at dinner on Thursday.
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And I know you ordered
a bad of cam-free sh“ on Ocado.
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I also know when
“Si hubby“ has orchestra.
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So you can have a furtive fiddle
to some MILF-y porn.
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Hide notifications, Ems.
Schoolgirl error.
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- You can be very tedious, Connie.
- Oh, "tedious", am I
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I'm sorry, have I lost my gloss
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Do you think it's inevitable
in female friendships
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that after all the stories have been
told and secrets have been shared,
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that a kind of sisterly irritation
takes hold?
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I'm not your sister,
and I'm not your friend.
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I'm your forensic psychiatrist.
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And let's not forget,
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I'm not the one
who drove a car into the river...
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You've wanted to,
though, haven't you?
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With children in the back.
No!
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That is not what fucking happened!
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What did fucking happen,
then, Connie?! I'm waiting!
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There...
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I knew you had a temper.
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Emma?
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Emma Davies?!
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Oh, my God - Dougie Thompson!
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I thought I recognised that girl!
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Do you live round here?
Yeah, it's me, Em. You look great!
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Oh, I've put on weight and...
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I saw your name in the paper.
You're working on that case.
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Yeah, they should
never have got my name.
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Amazing work you do.
Oh, not sure about that.
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Well, you actually
make a difference.
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You were always gonna do well.
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Your mum once told me
that you were far too good for me.
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Oh, my God.
My mother was a racist narcissist.
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I still see the old crowd.
Seriously?
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Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Um, Jim, Pete, Sally.
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Sally P? Oh! How is she?
Oh, she's great.
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She's having a birthday party
on Friday at The Bell.
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You should come. She'd kill me if
she knew I'd saw you and didn't ask.
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How are you, Dougie?
Me? Good. Good.
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Yeah, um, married, mortgage, kids.
The works. You know. And you?
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Yeah.
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How many?
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Um... just the one, actually.
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Sensible.
Hm. What flavour?
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Girl.
Girl.
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How (Ad?
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She, er...
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seven, today, actually.
Aw!
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Is she, um... is she here?
Um... No, she's not. Um...
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I've got to go, Dougie.
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Yeah, yeah. Are you on Facebook?
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No, I'm not, actually.
Look, I've gotta go, too.
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Get on it!
All right, I will.
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Get on it.
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I can't wait to tell Sally.
Bye, Dougie.
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Bye... Emma Davies.
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I'm very sorry...
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for the way that I reacted
in our previous session.
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It's often difficult
for patients to understand, but...
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the line has to be kept very clear.
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This is a professional relationship.
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You try so hard, don't you, Doc?
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To do everything right.
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To keep everything in its place.
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But you know as well as I do
that life is a messy business.
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So...
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did Karl find out
about your feelings for Ness?
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Questions, questions, questions.
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That's my job, asking questions.
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Did he?
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You don't have to, Connie.
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I want to.
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Don't you?
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Dunno.
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What's the matter?
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I really don't know. I just, erm...
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just feel like, erm...
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What?
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Just feel like I fell in love
with you all those years ago
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because you were this livewire.
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This artist, with big dreams.
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Full of energy. Wildness.
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Wow.
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I notice you're using
the past tense!
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Well, yeah, bubs.
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Sometimes I feel like
I might have clipped your wings.
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You haven't, Karl. I've...
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I've just had to grow up.
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Don't you feel like
you're not living any more,
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you're just going through
the motions?
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Maybe it's the antidepressants.
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I think they make me feel
a bit numb.
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Yeah, that's it, numb. I feel numb.
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Don't you wanna feel alive again?
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Are you having an affair?
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No, I'm not having an affair.
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But you fancy other people?
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Well, do you?
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Yes.
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Now you.
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Yeah.
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OK, well...
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I mean, we shouldn't
beat ourselves up about it.
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It's natural
after 15 years together.
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You're brilliant, you are.
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God, why are these things
so hard to talk about?
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Hm?
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Admit it, Con...
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you've always held a torch
for that professor bloke,
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Jonathan Hapgood, haven't you?
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He said...
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he said What?!
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He said he thought
that we should take lovers.
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Well, say something! You seem...
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disapproving?
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Hm, no, it just sounds like Karl's
trying to have his cake and eat it.
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Maybe.
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But this could be really good
for me as well.
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It means I'll be...
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I'm available.
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So... what?
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You gonna get in touch with him?
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Your old professor?
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Polly, no, can you not
snatch that off Annie, please?
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Can you give it back? Thank you.
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Wow! Connie de Cadenet.
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Wow, indeed,
Professor Jonathan Hapgood.
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It's so good to see you.
You, too.
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Please.
Thanks.
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Er, wine?
Yes, please.
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Well, you look stunning.
Thank you very much.
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And I thought I was going to be
overdressed for this interview,
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but you look spectacular.
I thought I'd make an effort.
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It's appreciated. Thank you.
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Cheers.
Cheers.
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Listen, I'd better go.
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W hy?
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It has been a lovely evening.
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I can't.
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OK. Why not?
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I'm kinda seeing someone.
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Oh!
Like, it's fairly new.
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Oh, right.
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I'm sorry, I should've
said something. It's just...
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I thought you wanted
to write an article?
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I do, I absolutely do.
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I should go.
Connie...
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Yeah. I should go.
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Connie...
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Leave a message, and
I'll get back to you when I can.'
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Hey, Karl, it's me.
I guess you're still at work.
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Look, I know we agreed
not to talk about the details,
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but that was such a disaster.
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Now I feel like an idiot.
I mean, what was I thinking?
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OK, well, I'll talk to you
about it when I see you.
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OK. Um, love you. Bye.
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H ello?
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I'm home.
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Can you turn that off now, please?
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'Hi, it's Vanessa.
'Fraid I'm busy right now,
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'but if you leave me a message,
I'll get back to you.'
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Thanks, Billie. Where's Annie?
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00:22:09,332 --> 00:22:12,468
She's dressing up.
OK, thank you. I'll see you soon.
258
00:22:12,492 --> 00:22:15,548
Mum, can Billie stay for one more
game? No, she can't, Josh.
259
00:22:15,572 --> 00:22:18,212
And I want you to clean up this mess
before you go to bed.
260
00:22:37,532 --> 00:22:40,268
Idiot.
261
00:22:40,292 --> 00:22:42,748
Mum!
262
00:22:42,772 --> 00:22:44,412
Mum?
263
00:22:47,092 --> 00:22:49,188
Mummy?
264
00:22:49,212 --> 00:22:51,652
Polly and I
are going to be Catholics.
265
00:22:53,132 --> 00:22:55,508
I thought you were Buddhists?
266
00:22:55,532 --> 00:22:58,908
Yes, but Catholics
are into blood and stuff.
267
00:22:58,932 --> 00:23:04,068
Annie-pops, promise me you won't
wear this nun's costume outside?
268
00:23:04,092 --> 00:23:06,988
Josh says nuns do sex
with Jesus' peanuts.
269
00:23:07,012 --> 00:23:10,572
Penis. Singular.
270
00:23:31,332 --> 00:23:33,132
Karl?
271
00:23:34,172 --> 00:23:36,108
H ello?
272
00:23:36,132 --> 00:23:38,428
Sorry, darling.
273
00:23:38,452 --> 00:23:40,412
It's a really bad line. Hang on.
274
00:23:42,292 --> 00:23:45,388
Hold on. Hello.
275
00:23:45,412 --> 00:23:47,988
'Oh, baby, oh...'
276
00:23:48,012 --> 00:23:51,412
Hi, baby, I can't...
I can't hear you properly.
277
00:23:53,092 --> 00:23:55,388
Hello.
'Oh, that's so good. It's so good.'
278
00:23:55,412 --> 00:23:59,068
'Oh, you're the best.'
279
00:23:59,092 --> 00:24:01,988
'Oh, that's so good.'
280
00:24:02,012 --> 00:24:07,068
'Yeah, yeah. Oh, my God.'
281
00:24:07,092 --> 00:24:09,148
'No, no, stop, stop, stop.
282
00:24:09,172 --> 00:24:11,092
'I have to fuck you.
Come here, come here.'
283
00:24:14,092 --> 00:24:16,012
Oh, my God.'
284
00:24:19,172 --> 00:24:21,428
'You're so beautiful, Ness.
285
00:24:21,452 --> 00:24:25,988
'Oh! You're so good.'
286
00:24:26,012 --> 00:24:29,708
'Oh, my God.'
'Closer, Ness. Oh, yeah, like that.
287
00:24:29,732 --> 00:24:31,548
'Don't stop, don't stop.'
'Yeah.'
288
00:24:31,572 --> 00:24:34,252
'Closer, closer.'
289
00:24:52,692 --> 00:24:54,612
Hi.
290
00:25:00,852 --> 00:25:03,868
I left you a message.
Did you?
291
00:25:03,892 --> 00:25:06,748
How was work?
Erm...
292
00:25:06,772 --> 00:25:10,908
Yeah, good. We, erm...
met in the pub, actually.
293
00:25:10,932 --> 00:25:12,452
Fatal.
294
00:25:14,052 --> 00:25:16,412
Which one?
Coach And Horses.
295
00:25:18,772 --> 00:25:21,508
Did they have a lock-in?
Yeah.
296
00:25:21,532 --> 00:25:24,932
You didn't stop in anywhere
on your way home? Nah.
297
00:25:26,132 --> 00:25:27,908
Not even Ness's?
298
00:25:28,861 --> 00:25:34,056
Yeah, erm, just briefly.
Her boiler was up the spout again.
299
00:25:34,080 --> 00:25:36,336
And while you were fixing it,
300
00:25:36,360 --> 00:25:41,216
you fell over and your cock
accidentally slipped into her mouth?
301
00:25:41,240 --> 00:25:43,376
What?
Your phone rang me.
302
00:25:43,400 --> 00:25:46,296
You stupid prick!
303
00:25:46,320 --> 00:25:49,456
How could you do that to me?!
Hey! Keep your voice down.
304
00:25:49,480 --> 00:25:51,656
Oh!
I don't ask What you're up to,
305
00:25:51,680 --> 00:25:53,776
you're out shagging
that Hapgood bloke. Wrong!
306
00:25:53,800 --> 00:25:55,896
And that is not even the point!
307
00:25:55,920 --> 00:25:58,080
This was the agreement, wasn't it?
Why should you mind?
308
00:25:58,104 --> 00:25:59,656
Because she's my best friend!
309
00:25:59,680 --> 00:26:01,856
I knew it.
You were never gonna hack this.
310
00:26:01,880 --> 00:26:04,176
Whoever I chose.
Oh, I was.
311
00:26:04,200 --> 00:26:07,320
I fucking was. Just not HER!
312
00:26:20,240 --> 00:26:25,280
So, that was the shock... Doc.
313
00:26:28,120 --> 00:26:34,360
And that was when my hair thought,
"That's it. I'm of"
314
00:26:52,640 --> 00:26:55,976
How long do you think
that kite's been stuck up there,
315
00:26:56,000 --> 00:26:58,840
all tangled up like that?
316
00:27:26,384 --> 00:27:28,120
'Throw away the key, I say.'
317
00:27:28,144 --> 00:27:29,920
Thanks for your call, Jamie.
318
00:27:29,944 --> 00:27:32,560
'Ewan from Gravesend
has texted in to tell us
319
00:27:32,584 --> 00:27:36,400
”chat people like Mortensen
are known as family annihilators.
320
00:27:36,424 --> 00:27:39,320
'I've got a question.
Normally, they're men, right?
321
00:27:39,344 --> 00:27:41,744
'But is this just because in most
divorce cases...?' Shut up.
322
00:28:08,784 --> 00:28:12,640
'Hi, this is Simon Robertson's
voicemail. Please leave a message.'
323
00:28:12,664 --> 00:28:15,800
Erm... Hi, it's me. Er...
324
00:28:15,824 --> 00:28:18,104
I thought I was going to be early,
but...
325
00:28:19,264 --> 00:28:21,424
it's OK, I'll meet you there.
326
00:28:36,744 --> 00:28:38,504
I've got something to say.
327
00:28:40,904 --> 00:28:45,024
A letter arrived on Tuesday
from Kenneth Baines.
328
00:28:46,144 --> 00:28:47,584
It arrived Tuesday?
329
00:28:49,104 --> 00:28:50,424
Do you think he knew the date?
330
00:28:53,024 --> 00:28:56,464
I'll give it to you later.
I haven't read it yet. I...
331
00:28:58,464 --> 00:29:00,720
wanted to wait
until we were together.
332
00:29:00,744 --> 00:29:03,224
Who's that?
333
00:29:04,544 --> 00:29:06,064
Do you have it here with you?
334
00:29:07,344 --> 00:29:10,304
Not now.
335
00:29:10,501 --> 00:29:11,821
Go on.
336
00:29:35,741 --> 00:29:37,301
What does he want?
337
00:29:42,301 --> 00:29:43,941
He wants to meet.
338
00:29:46,461 --> 00:29:47,701
No.
339
00:29:48,701 --> 00:29:49,941
No.
340
00:30:16,181 --> 00:30:17,461
Come on.
341
00:30:25,421 --> 00:30:27,157
I...
342
00:30:27,181 --> 00:30:29,821
I can't remember
where we are in our relationship.
343
00:30:30,981 --> 00:30:32,301
We're at the end.
344
00:30:34,501 --> 00:30:35,741
Oh.
345
00:30:40,941 --> 00:30:42,821
How are Josh and Annie?
346
00:30:46,061 --> 00:30:48,141
Brought you some magazines
and stuff.
347
00:30:49,621 --> 00:30:50,821
Bye.
348
00:30:53,901 --> 00:30:55,141
I've got to go.
349
00:31:20,501 --> 00:31:22,861
'It was as if he wished
he'd never met me.'
350
00:31:26,261 --> 00:31:28,781
But I'm the mother
of his children.
351
00:31:34,501 --> 00:31:37,701
You know what really got me?
352
00:31:41,501 --> 00:31:44,821
It was the fact
that I'd been left out.
353
00:31:47,381 --> 00:31:51,301
The two people closest to me
had started a club without me.
354
00:31:53,061 --> 00:31:55,101
I felt like such a fool.
355
00:31:57,381 --> 00:31:58,901
Thank God you had your mum.
356
00:32:00,341 --> 00:32:04,517
Horse. Apple. Tuesday.
357
00:32:04,541 --> 00:32:07,717
Horse. Apple. Tuesday.
358
00:32:07,741 --> 00:32:10,477
That's it.
All right, Mrs de Cadenet.
359
00:32:10,501 --> 00:32:13,301
Erm...
What day of the week is it today?
360
00:32:19,661 --> 00:32:20,941
Tuesday.
361
00:32:22,141 --> 00:32:24,621
No, it's Thursday, Mum.
362
00:32:25,821 --> 00:32:29,917
But that's not really fair,
because you just said Tuesday.
363
00:32:29,941 --> 00:32:32,197
Don't worry. It's OK.
364
00:32:32,221 --> 00:32:34,901
Erm...
What might I put up in the rain?
365
00:32:39,981 --> 00:32:44,597
A shelter. You could light a fire.
OK. All right.
366
00:32:44,621 --> 00:32:48,221
And what is nine plus five?
367
00:32:50,581 --> 00:32:53,301
Nine plus five...
368
00:32:56,341 --> 00:32:59,397
Come on, Julia, you know this.
369
00:32:59,421 --> 00:33:01,197
It's all right, don't worry.
370
00:33:01,221 --> 00:33:04,261
And what are the three words
I asked you to remember?
371
00:33:07,621 --> 00:33:10,597
Come on, Mum. Think of...
372
00:33:10,621 --> 00:33:12,661
galloping across the fields.
373
00:33:16,581 --> 00:33:19,757
Starlight!
Starlight.
374
00:33:19,781 --> 00:33:22,797
She had a pony called Starlight.
That counts, right?
375
00:33:22,821 --> 00:33:26,101
Yes, very good.
You're doing really well, Mum.
376
00:33:30,461 --> 00:33:32,197
I think I need the loo.
377
00:33:32,221 --> 00:33:34,621
It's just through that door there,
first on the left.
378
00:33:44,421 --> 00:33:45,701
Well, we...
379
00:33:48,661 --> 00:33:51,437
It's OK to say you're not coping,
Connie.
380
00:33:51,461 --> 00:33:52,981
I feel so low!
381
00:33:54,061 --> 00:33:55,541
Despite the anti-depressants?
382
00:33:57,541 --> 00:34:00,277
I'm so tired.
383
00:34:00,301 --> 00:34:04,141
I haven't slept in nine days.
My hair is falling out.
384
00:34:05,461 --> 00:34:08,557
My chest feels like it's exploding.
385
00:34:08,581 --> 00:34:11,157
We have something for the hair loss,
no problem.
386
00:34:11,181 --> 00:34:13,981
And the insomnia is also anxiety,
Connie.
387
00:34:16,941 --> 00:34:19,077
I've got just the thing for you.
388
00:34:19,101 --> 00:34:20,637
Lorazepam.
389
00:34:20,661 --> 00:34:23,541
Between you and me, Leah Worthington
swears by these little beauties.
390
00:34:29,421 --> 00:34:32,837
The End Of The World'
by Skeeter Davis
391
00:34:32,861 --> 00:34:38,141
♪ Why does the sun go on shining? ♪
392
00:34:39,421 --> 00:34:42,021
'Beauties was the right word.'
393
00:34:43,901 --> 00:34:49,037
'I felt like someone had taken
my brain out of my aching skull
394
00:34:49,061 --> 00:34:52,557
'and put it in a warm, soapy bath.'
395
00:34:52,581 --> 00:34:56,437
♪ Cos you don't love me
Any more... ♪
396
00:34:56,461 --> 00:35:00,157
'It's massaged away all the pain.'
397
00:35:00,181 --> 00:35:06,517
♪ Why do the birds go on singing? ♪
398
00:35:06,541 --> 00:35:09,541
'But I don't need to tell you that,
do I, Doctor?
399
00:35:10,741 --> 00:35:13,821
'How the second one
is never quite the same.'
400
00:35:15,301 --> 00:35:18,661
You're always chasing
that elusive feeling...
401
00:35:21,701 --> 00:35:24,941
until you find you need a pill
just to feel normal.
402
00:35:28,021 --> 00:35:30,981
And then right when you really,
really...
403
00:35:32,501 --> 00:35:34,901
need to ask for help...
404
00:35:39,021 --> 00:35:41,541
you don't have
the strength to do it.
405
00:35:49,381 --> 00:35:50,821
Can we stop now?
406
00:35:52,341 --> 00:35:55,261
I don't want to do any more.
Of course.
407
00:35:56,741 --> 00:35:58,901
You've done really, really well.
408
00:36:05,661 --> 00:36:06,901
Emma...
409
00:36:11,501 --> 00:36:13,821
who is Kenneth Baines?
410
00:36:21,541 --> 00:36:23,101
He's a lorry driver.
411
00:38:02,440 --> 00:38:03,800
Hello?
412
00:38:05,401 --> 00:38:07,841
Hello, Mrs de Cadenet?
413
00:38:13,641 --> 00:38:15,361
Hello? The door's open.
414
00:38:29,041 --> 00:38:32,097
Are you here for the books?
Er, no, I'm...
415
00:38:32,121 --> 00:38:34,457
I tried the front door.
I left a few messages.
416
00:38:34,481 --> 00:38:38,817
I'm Emma Robertson, Connie's doctor.
What?
417
00:38:38,841 --> 00:38:41,001
Is Mrs de Cadenet in?
418
00:38:42,041 --> 00:38:44,561
We were having a clear-out.
419
00:38:45,681 --> 00:38:49,601
It's so hard, deciding.
420
00:38:50,801 --> 00:38:53,641
Yes. Yes, it is.
421
00:38:56,161 --> 00:38:57,681
Is it just you in, then?
422
00:38:58,761 --> 00:39:00,961
'Fraid so.
423
00:39:02,681 --> 00:39:04,481
Let me help you with that.
424
00:39:05,681 --> 00:39:07,201
Here.
425
00:39:20,241 --> 00:39:23,017
Would you like me to get that?
426
00:39:23,041 --> 00:39:26,361
Oh, I never answer the phone.
427
00:39:28,561 --> 00:39:30,561
You're here to collect the books?
428
00:39:31,721 --> 00:39:34,241
No, I...
I'm here to talk about Connie.
429
00:39:35,281 --> 00:39:37,497
I'm her psychiatrist.
430
00:39:37,521 --> 00:39:39,017
Of course you are.
431
00:39:39,041 --> 00:39:41,097
'This is Julia de Cadenet...'
432
00:39:41,121 --> 00:39:43,017
Terrible.
433
00:39:43,041 --> 00:39:45,641
It's... terrible.
434
00:39:46,801 --> 00:39:49,657
Although I'm more than happy to take
some bags to the charity shop,
435
00:39:49,681 --> 00:39:51,177
if that would help?
436
00:39:51,201 --> 00:39:53,201
Karl said you call it...
437
00:39:54,401 --> 00:39:55,761
something fancy.
438
00:39:57,281 --> 00:40:01,601
Connie's condition.
Yes. Dissociative amnesia.
439
00:40:03,121 --> 00:40:07,737
It's a mechanism that the brain has
to cope with trauma.
440
00:40:07,761 --> 00:40:11,737
Like locking events away in a box
and then burying the box.
441
00:40:11,761 --> 00:40:14,817
Sounds damn sensible to me.
442
00:40:14,841 --> 00:40:17,481
What good does more pain do?
443
00:40:21,281 --> 00:40:24,041
But I just
don't understand this.
444
00:40:26,281 --> 00:40:28,417
How could she do that?
445
00:40:28,441 --> 00:40:30,401
Those poor little girls!
446
00:40:32,321 --> 00:40:33,641
Well...
447
00:40:34,761 --> 00:40:38,057
that's what we're trying
to find out, Mr de Cadenet.
448
00:40:38,081 --> 00:40:40,137
We must have done something
terribly wrong!
449
00:40:40,161 --> 00:40:42,617
No, no, you did nothing wrong.
450
00:40:42,641 --> 00:40:45,161
Perhaps it might help to visit her.
451
00:40:47,641 --> 00:40:51,761
I can't. I wouldn't know
what to say to her.
452
00:40:57,441 --> 00:41:01,657
Julia always knows what to do
when things go wrong.
453
00:41:01,681 --> 00:41:05,401
Well, where is she? I told Connie
I'd bring her mother to visit.
454
00:41:07,041 --> 00:41:08,361
Where is she?
455
00:41:10,121 --> 00:41:11,641
She's dead.
456
00:41:13,281 --> 00:41:15,481
Julia died before all this.
457
00:41:17,161 --> 00:41:19,177
Thank God!
458
00:41:19,201 --> 00:41:21,161
I am so sorry.
459
00:41:22,161 --> 00:41:23,817
He's in urgent need of home care.
460
00:41:23,841 --> 00:41:26,057
He's showing signs of confusion
and living in squalor,
461
00:41:26,081 --> 00:41:27,977
and I need to know
what's being put in place.
462
00:41:28,001 --> 00:41:30,241
Please call me on this number
as soon as possible.
463
00:41:34,121 --> 00:41:36,137
Phil?
464
00:41:36,161 --> 00:41:37,577
No, I'm not.
465
00:41:37,601 --> 00:41:40,161
Why was this not on our notes,
for Christ's sake?
466
00:41:41,121 --> 00:41:42,497
Her mother had just died.
467
00:41:42,521 --> 00:41:46,361
Didn't somebody perhaps think that
that might be a contributory factor?
468
00:41:52,841 --> 00:41:55,121
Ah, Doctor!
Did you mention the night shifts?
469
00:41:56,441 --> 00:41:58,361
Leave us alone.
470
00:42:05,921 --> 00:42:07,761
Sit down, Connie.
471
00:42:23,601 --> 00:42:24,841
Connie...
472
00:42:27,601 --> 00:42:31,921
do you remember your mother died
six weeks ago?
473
00:42:45,881 --> 00:42:47,161
Did I know this?
474
00:42:48,561 --> 00:42:49,841
Yes, you did.
475
00:42:52,561 --> 00:42:56,401
She took a lot of paracetamol
accidentally.
476
00:42:57,681 --> 00:42:59,761
Just kept forgetting
that she'd taken them.
477
00:43:10,401 --> 00:43:11,761
What was her name?
478
00:43:13,801 --> 00:43:15,121
What was whose name?
479
00:43:17,121 --> 00:43:18,481
Your daughter.
480
00:43:26,801 --> 00:43:28,521
Please keep my daughter out of this.
481
00:43:29,801 --> 00:43:31,241
How can I...
482
00:43:33,081 --> 00:43:37,641
when your grief runs through
every syllable you utter?
483
00:43:40,441 --> 00:43:42,361
We are the wrecked people.
484
00:43:48,161 --> 00:43:49,521
You and I.
485
00:44:06,361 --> 00:44:07,681
Abigail.
486
00:44:18,241 --> 00:44:19,481
Abigail.
487
00:46:41,161 --> 00:46:42,881
Happy birthday!
488
00:46:48,561 --> 00:46:50,457
You look great.
Thank you.
489
00:46:50,481 --> 00:46:52,881
Do you want a drink?
Yeah, I'll have one. Thank you.
490
00:47:39,761 --> 00:47:41,801
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