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It's your fucking fault.

It's your fucking fault.

It's your fucking fault.

It's your fucking fault!

It's your fucking fault!

Well, think about it Jack.

With the baby-

Yeah, I know-

I love Pike, it's just that he-

I know you do.

Did he at least lock the door?

Yeah.

Really?

I gotta go to work.

Your call, but I'm gonna be taking some time off.

A month or so.

Susan will give you the details.

Thanks Doc, I'll work on it.

Eggs are ready.

You didn't have to do that.

It's fine.

Ya gonna miss being a teacher?

Miss my kids, but I'll have my hands full.

What's uh, what's Jack thinking about it?

I don't really know Pike...

He doesn't really talk about it.

Well, sure glad you guys decided to keep it.

What?

Hey Jack, some guy dropped this off... think fast!

What ya doing with your time off?

Just gonna relax.

Hey uh, next week I gotta few things to wrap up

here, think ya can help me out?

Sure, anytime. Give me a call.

Okay parents to be. We're about to get started.

But first, welcome.

You all are about to embark on a beautiful journey.

Don't worry, I know you're scared to the max.

Now there's a part of me that believes that there's

nothing that I can say to you really

that can prepare you for this experience.

But what's important is that you are all here.

Together.

And you will be able to face the challenges as they come.

We are here, in the center of this gym, in this circle,

this circle together.

This circle is your life.

I'm sorry.

What are you doing here?

You know how embarrassed I was?

What are you talking about?

Just sitting there.

The only one without her husband.

Oh, fuck.

Where were you?

I took a run. I just forgot.

How long?

How long what?

I saw Susan at the store the other day.

Thought it was strange you were at work.

Of course I made an excuse for you.

I'm sorry.

Sit down Jack!

Fine.

Talk to me.

Isn't that what people do here?

I stopped seeing patients about a week ago.

And I'm sorry I didn't tell ya.

I'm still doing work I'm just...

I'm trying to get my mind right with everything.

With the baby?

Yeah. I just want everything to be ready.

I gotta be ready ya know?

Jack being ready is showing up to that meeting.

It's about being honest, talking to me.

Yeah.

Jack you're not...

you're not here.

You haven't been here for awhile now.

I gave up everything.

I gave up teaching. I'm home now.

I get that.

And I wanna know why.

Okay uh-

I wanna know why!

Everyday I see the same people make the

same mistakes over and over again and,

I can't fix them,

I understand people, but I can't fix them.

Look at Pike my own fuckin' brother.

It's not your job to fix people.

Then what is my job Stace?

I mean really who am I without that-

My husband.

I know and I appreciate that.

But right now it's not good enough for me.

Okay-

Who will our son see?

Just his dad that's all he needs.

This is not okay.

Figure it out.

Stacey. I'm sorry for leaving like this...

Something happened...

Pike could be in serious trouble.

I hope you can understand...

Jack?

Stay calm, Pike.

Pike! Stop or you're gonna tip the boat!

Jack! What are you doing man!?

Stop!

I can't swim Jack! Jack?

You motherfucker! Come back!

Don't go!

I'll see you at the end of all this.

Maybe it'll make more sense then.

You ain't gonna shoot me!

I'll shoot your leg, man!

Fuck you!

I outta beat your ass!

What happened last night?

What do ya mean? Man put that shit down!

You remember anything?

Man I don't know. I was drinking!

Man stop doing this to me.

Try to remember something.

I'm spinning.

You remember Butch Miller?

No.

The cop.

No.

He was at your wedding Pike, there was like 15 people there!

Okay!

Yeah well,

Butch called me last night said they were looking for ya.

Fuck the cops man!

You must have done something.

Man I don't know I blacked!

You sober now?

Here's some dry clothes.

Try to remember something. I'll set up.

I'm fucking cold, Jack!

It's fucking cold out here!

Fuck!

Did you get my jacket?

What jacket?

Man the one I always wear! Fuck!

Get a fire going if you're cold.

Man why you fucking with that shit now?

You ain't hungry?

Don't have any food.

You got a tent? But no beans?

Grocery store wasn't open.

Don't get me wrong Jack.

I appreciate you looking out for me.

Fuck man , People gotta eat!

Man you ain't shooting shit!

Squirrel!

Oh my god. It's delicious if I'm being honest.

It ain't bad.

I didn't know you were shooting again.

Yeah...

Thought I'd teach the boy one day.

You guys got a name?

No.

Why were you asking about your jacket earlier?

Cause I was cold.

No you weren't.

You think the cops could get in my place?

Yeah...

Yeah, I mean especially if they got a warrant.

Well shit.

What are you saying?

It's just that-

it's just a little shit is in my jacket is all.

That's why I need my jacket!

I mean, I'm trying to quit.

It's just, it's not a lot-

it's just, they could lock me up for it if they find it.

Yeah man I found it.

Give it to me.

I flushed it.

That's good thinking.

Yeah, that's good thinking.

Ma used to listen to music just like that.

I like it.

Makes me wanna slow dance.

Here's your news at the top of the hour.

State Police are searching for a local man they believe was

responsible for an altercation that lead to a fight at a local

bar that left one man dead and another injured.

Police are not yet releasing the name of the

victim but they say the suspect is 43 year old Phillip Ables,

who goes by the name of Pike.

If you have any information on his whereabouts you are urged to

contact your local police or dial 911.

We will keep you posted as the news comes in.

Now, back to the classics at ten.

Pike.

I don't remember.

Pike.

I don't remember.

Pike.

I don't remember.

Looks like you cut it.

You bandaged me up?

Yeah.

This isn't your problem Jack you should go home.

No.

Why?

Cause I don't think you're a murderer.

I mean they're saying I did it.

Looks like I did it.

Yeah.

I gotta go the bathroom.

Jack!

What?

Somebody's coming. We gotta go man!

You sure?

Yeah man they got dogs! Come on!

Well let's- we need the-

Fuck the tent! Let's go!

They say the suspect is 43 year-old Phillip Ables.

It's your fucking fault.

Jack.

Follow me.

Jack.

Shit!

Seriously? You missing on purpose! I gotta eat.

I gotta find that arrow.

You should have brought my jacket fuck!

I feel like I'm dying Jack.

Then start praying Pike.

I'm doing everything I can.

Doesn't look like anyone's home.

That'd be a miracle.

Stay here. I'll turn a light on if we can get in.

Are you shitting me?

Oh, thank you God.

Hey! Hey!

It's like Thanksgiving.

Find a can opener!

Stove works.

Can opener.

Are you kidding me?

It's my brand!

Lord, thank you for the food.

Thank you for helping us finding the food.

And thank you for giving me my little brother Jack...

About now he's the only thing I got.

And I know he's going to be a good dad,

even through Stacey says he's scared like a little bitch.

She said that?

Man I thought you said this was personal?

Sorry for the interruption man.

But you know,

or at least I hope you know.

That I...

really never wanted to hurt anybody.

Maybe I'm cursed?

Some people just are I guess.

But I really do want to be better.

So, amen.

Shh. It's a cop.

I'm scared Jack.

Get inside.

I need your eyes.

So we're here.

The closest place you're safe is here.

Canada?

Cops don't have jurisdiction there.

Man what the hell am I gonna do in Canada?

Man what are you gonna do in jail!?

There's gotta be something else-

Then tell me! If you got something let's hear it!

I know it sounds crazy, I just don't know what else to do.

They speak English there?

For the most part yeah. Above Michigan for sure.

It's not that much different than here.

What am I gonna do?

Whatever you want.

Nobody will know ya. It's a new start.

How far is it?

So we're here.

It's about 70 miles until we can get into Michigan.

Once we cross state line we might be

able to figure something else out.

But, until then we gotta hike it.

It's too risky.

We can take some cans and what not,

but we don't have a tent.

It ain't gonna be easy.

What do you say?

You got the fight in you or not?

Thank you.

Pack those cans.

Oh come on man. We can go around.

We can swim across it.

Grab a rope. Grab a rope.

You alright?

Yeah, come on.

Fuck!

Hunter.

You remember how to hot wire a car?

Who says I know how to?

I know that was you.

Well I ain't stealing that one.

I ain't sleeping outside tonight.

Hey, I found that extension we were looking for.

Man you gotta start putting my tools back.

What where was it?

Toolbox around the corner.

Spent half as much time looking for tools we'd be done already.

I don't think that's the problem.

Try that one.

Let's see it.

You hear that?

Man, it's probably a coon. Come on.

Let's finish this.

Man it's probably a coon, let's do this. Come on.

Get back here.

Yeah alright, you're probably right.

Come on man.

You get that tight?

Sooner we get this done, sooner we're having beers.

Let's go.

Go.

Knife.

Go! Go! Go!

They're stealing a car! Let's get them!

Go go go go we gotta go Jack!

- I'm going! - Go! Go! Go!

- I'm going! - Floor it! Come on! Let's go!

I'm going!

Oh shit man they're getting their truck.

Oh man we gotta go! Floor it, Jack!

- Come on! - I am flooring it man! You stole

a fucking car from a junk yard man!

Hey! Where you going?

I'm just going through fucking dirt man!

- Find a road! - I'm trying, man!

Go! Go! Go! Go! Go! We gotta go man!

I am riding the fucking lightening Pike!

I am riding the lightening!

I think we lost them.

Yeah?

Oh shit that was close.

Woo! Man, I knew you could hot

wire that car. I knew you could hot wire that car-

Jack!

Holy shit.

Jack?

Jack?

Jackie?

Jack?

You okay buddy?

Ride the lightening.

We'll get you outta here okay?

Stay right there.

I got you buddy. Come on. Come on.

We gotta get out come on.

Let's go! Jack come on we gotta go!

Come on buddy! We gotta go! Jack come on!

Fuck.

I don't know what to do.

I have an idea.

I'm over here fat asses.

Let's go motherfucker. Let's go!

Don't you make me fucking do it!

Don't you make me fucking do it!

Don't you make me fucking do it!

The fuck is going on?

You just want it one at a time?

Or you both wanna do it at once?

- Come on! - Billy, back up.

This mother fucker is crazy.

Oh man! Come on man! Oh man!

Calm the fuck down!

One question!

You both like getting taken from behind?

Hey boys.

Get in the truck Pike.

Ow! Ow! Yeah!

Yes! Yes! Yes! Yes! Yes! Yes!

Ow wow wow wow! Yes!

Holy shit that was awesome man!

That was all you, brother.

Man being crazy is way more scarier when you're sober.

Mmhm.

Oh my God.

This truck is bitchin'.

- Yeah? - Yeah!

Oh my God! I feel alive.

Police are still looking for Phillip Pike Ables who was a

suspect in a bar fight turned deadly.

Authorities said they received a search warrant for

his property on Monday morning.

Officer Miller stated that the residence

was empty at the time.

But described the scene as a squalor.

Local authorities have widened the search through more

parts of Northern Indiana and into lower Michigan.

Where are we?

Motel for the night. Put this on.

Put it on.

Found a room unlocked.

Nobody will be by until morning.

Really? You sure?

Just act normal.

Oh you gotta try this, Jack.

I will.

So good.

I gotta ditch this truck.

You can stay here, relax, shower...

But don't leave this room.

And don't take those bandages off.

I'm gonna try to get some supplies,

I'll look for some new ones,

but I don't know what will be open.

We needed this, man.

Be safe, man.

I'm gonna lock this. You're gonna have to let me back in.

Stay here and take a fucking shower.

I don't need a fucking shower...

I need a fucking shower.

Oh, oh my gosh. I am so sorry, I didn't know

anybody was in this room.

Mind if I finish? It won't take long.

Okay.

So uh, you traveling for business?

Uh-huh.

What do you do?

I'm a business man.

I'm Sammy.

What's your name doll?

Jack.

Well, nice to meet you Jack.

I'm married.

Is she at home?

She passed away a few years ago.

I'm sorry doll.

How'd she go?

I was gonna invite you to my room.

I got at least a dime of boss.

Yeah?

God I want to.

But I shouldn't.

It wouldn't be right.

When we first met. She just dabbled with the stuff.

But I liked her.

And I got it for her.

I should go.

So yeah...

it's my fucking fault.

Goodnight Jack.

You alright?

I'm good man.

- Jack. - Hm?

Nothing, just making sure you're awake.

That's not cool.

Jack you'll tell your son about me right?

I mean...

the good stuff.

Yeah, I'll tell him.

I got some good I think.

Shit!

The map! It's gone!

You still know where you're going right?

Yeah Pike! Let's just follow the North fucking star!

Just asking.

Fuck!

Fuck!

It's gonna sound a little nutty.

But I think I might kind of know where we are.

Really?

Yeah.

When I was a kid I used to run away from the house.

And I found my way back by following this creek that seemed

like it went forever.

Pike you saying you know this creek?

Maybe...

I mean a creeks a creek but...

Our house is in Southern Michigan,

we're in Southern Michigan now right?

Yeah.

Well fuck it then, follow me.

Holy shit.

Looks abandoned.

Good.

Where you going?

Look man there's a store about 3 miles up the road.

You can get a map there.

It's too risky and I'm too tired.

Let's just park it here tonight.

Shits haunted man.

You really don't remember this place?

Not really.

You were young.

Home sweet home.

Brings it back, yeah?

Oh yeah.

You took your first steps right there.

How long were we here for again?

You? About 4 years.

Right up to a month after dad left.

And what was that story?

He went for a pack of smokes and never came back?

You believe that shit?

Nah.

I think mom stole it from a movie.

Yeah, she was always good at lying for him.

Was he really that bad Pike?

Till I was old enough to fight back.

Couldn't have been all fight.

You're lucky you didn't know him.

Man I miss this.

Used to be pretty good ya know? At ball.

Yeah we've seen your trophies.

Why'd ya stop playing?

When you drop out of high school they don't let ya play.

Man, do you ever remember Ma going to work?

No.

Being a nobody drop out wasn't really a choice Jack.

All the other kids my age were coming through the drive-thru,

having fun, hanging out and I'm

stuck there 40 hours a week making burgers.

You regret it?

Had you, had Ma...

Sometimes you do things that you don't wanna do.

because you have to.

you man up.

I've never thought of it like that.

That's the point.

I did my job little brother.

I think ya did.

Wanna see what ya got?

I mean can ya handle it?

Don't make me take it back.

You won't.

Jesus Christ okay.

It wasn't that bad.

Yeah it was.

Alright so, get your back elbow up-

- Okay - Feet shoulder width-

- Alright - Front shoulder down

- eye on the bag. - Alright.

Something like...

Yeah. Bend the knees, there ya go.

You're looking at the wall when you swing.

Eyes on the bag.

There ya go.

You and uh...

You and Jennifer would go the batting cages wouldn't ya?

I don't really wanna talk about it, Jack.

You know I miss her too?

I'm sorry.

Wasn't your fault.

You have no idea, Jack.

I'm just saying man she had an addiction-

Watch your fucking mouth-

And you of all people know how powerful that is-

You don't have a clue-

Pike, isn't it a bit selfish to think that everything

revolves around you?

Oh my God!

That it's your fault for Mom, Dad, Jennifer, everybody?

Why the hell you bringing up all this shit?

Because fuck Dad and Mom and anyone else who's ever made

you feel that every fucking thing was on you.

Man do you know why I am here?

Because you gave me a chance.

And you know I know I can never pay you back man,

but I can have it. I do have it.

But this shit...

that you been living in

for years now.

Years.

Can't change what's already happened Jack-

But you can let it go if you wanna.

I'm not on your couch.

Daddy!

It's your fucking fault.

I mean do you even know why I'm here right now?

It's your fucking fault.

Because you gave me a chance.

We're gonna teach him how to swim.

It's your fucking fault.

I do not want. I do not want another

fucking little runt lying around here.

A fucking runt!

I will fucking kill it!

Hey Dad.

Morning.

You ready to go?

Yeah, I am.

I'm gonna get my stuff.

Jack.

Yeah?

I'm sorry.

What?

Here. Before.

Trying to take my own life like that.

I just didn't know you were that sad.

I don't wanna hurt you anymore.

I'm gonna get my stuff.

Jack.

You know I love you, right?

Stace too.

Pike?

Pike?

Pike!

Pike!

What are you doing man?

Go home Jack!

What's wrong?

Nothing's wrong yet!

Not risking you going to jail when your baby's coming!

I'm gonna turn myself in.

You're not thinking!

That's exactly what I am doing.

Okay, make sure this time you fill it out. All the way,

through to the end, I need to hear all the descriptions you

have of the assailant ma'am.

Let me see.

Excuse me.

Excuse me sir, there is a line and I will be

with you in a few minutes.

No, no I need to speak to someone.

Then I need you to get to the

back of the line and wait like everybody else.

Sorry, Excuse me!

Hey hey hey, if it's an emergency you can use the

payphone and call 911, it's free.

But I-

Is your life being threatened at this moment sir?

Well, no.

Then I need you to get to

the back of the line and wait like everybody else.

Sir! Please. I will be with you when I can.

May I look at it?

Keep it moving!

That's better.

The heck you doing?

What are you looking at, bitch?

You done messed up now! Let's go!

Wasn't meant to be little brother.

Wait, what?

Hey there!

Oh shit!

Hey stop!

Jack!

I fucked up.

What happened? What they say?

I just couldn't do it.

Got scared.

Why didn't you leave?

I don't know.

Just go home Jack.

Give me your lighter.

What is this?

Some food.

You got any quarters?

There we go.

Do you want cookies or donuts?

Donuts.

No problem.

This is some kind of...

storage space or something.

How old is this shit?

That's what you get for making me run.

Should have just went to jail.

Whoa.

Think they got a bar?

Pike what the hell you doing?

Bowling!

Put those on.

Sign says they're closed for remodeling. For like a month.

Come on man!

Get me a beer!

Watch this one.

You got this!

Dude, you wanna get the ball and knock

down all the pins, you understand the concept of this?

You got it?

I think so.

Get it Pike! Get it! Get it!

- Two! Three! - Oh that's not fair!

We're number one! We're number one!

Clear! Clear!

Oh man!

Why didn't we do this shit more often?

Man I would tell Stacey, you were a

breakfast kind of guy.

When you're smoking that shit.

Ya know...

I was thinking about, maybe coaching some baseball.

Yeah?

Yeah I mean. I think I'd be good at it ya know?

You'd be great.

This is a second chance. I get that.

Yeah.

I want a hit so bad right now. You have no idea.

It's just not worth a trip to hell.

I just don't want you to worry that...

I'm not gonna be right.

Yeah.

Just don't ya to wonder and then just not bring him.

It ain't forever, Pike.

Anyways, how you holding up?

Yeah, I'm alright.

- Yeah? - Yeah.

I can always tell when you're lying.

You're fucking crazy.

I mean, I don't know shit about babies...

But if I have any advice,

I'd say just love them.

Just show up and love them.

Just that huh?

That's the thing about it man.

You're gonna love it.

And I think you'll be great.

Hello?

Stace it's me.

Stace ya there?

He said he wants to coach baseball.

Are you fucking crazy?

Probably.

This baby's coming any day.

Okay.

Are you?

I will be.

Give me a chance.

I love you.

I'll guess we'll see.

I don't wanna do this alone.

Don't hang up yet.

Come home.

Put your dad on the phone,

it's Jack.

Pike! Get up!

Get up!

What, what is going on?

Just here to touch up some walls.

I never saw ya.

Please.

That your van outside?

Yes sir.

Anybody with ya?

No sir.

Alright, here's what's going to happen.

You're gonna drive us up past Detroit,

to the St. Clair River you understand?

I think so, sir.

Pike, get around.

Don't.

Can I smoke?

Do I have a choice?

I'm sorry. For pulling the

bow on ya earlier.

But you understand.

Shit.

What do I do?

Pull over. Act normal.

Another 100 when we get there.

Hello there.

Were we speeding officer?

License and registration.

You guys heading back home?

Yes, yes sir. We were on a job.

Can you step out of the vehicle please?

Let me show you why I pulled you over.

My brother-in-law has a similar van.

A year earlier.

All you do is here.

Just pop that little compartment out right there,

you can pick up one of these bulbs for like 60 cents.

Real cheap.

Oh okay. Yeah, I'll do that sir.

Yeah, piece of cake.

You have a nice day...

Drive safe.

Thank you.

So you know this guy?

We go back. I trust them.

Well I guess this is it.

You saved my life.

You hungry?

No...

I gotta go home.

You Pike?

Yeah.

You play?

No.

Are we going?

Every hour border patrol swipes through here.

Same times everyday.

So we got a few.

Make yourself at home.

Give me a beat.

What?

Give me a beat. Like a boom boom boom.

It'll make the time go faster.

Give me a beat.

There you go.

Why'd ya stop?

That's as far as a man can go.

What?

You can swim from here.

I can't swim.

Well I can't dock son.

Take me closer.

No no, Jack already paid me and it's not worth anymore risk.

You wanna go back?

It's now or never.

It's beautiful.

They say the suspect is 43 year old Philip Ables.

Who goes by the name of Pike. If you have any information on his

whereabouts, you are urged to contact your local police or

dial 911. We will keep you posted-

No! Come on, Billy, grab him!

He's out cold. Sure you wanna do this?

This it?

Yep, end of the line.

Alright, let's do this.

What happened last night? You remember anything?

Man I don't know I blacked! Blacked!

You must have done something.

Butch called me last night said they were looking for ya.

You sober now?

When you're smoking that shit.

I flushed it.

It's my brand.

Jack already paid me and it's not worth anymore risk.

Keep your back elbow up, feet shoulder width, front

shoulder down, eye on the bag.

I got at least, a dime of boss.

And you know I can never pay you back, but man I can have it.

I do have it.

Ow wow wow wow!

This truck is bitchin'!

She in here?

Sir you can't go in here.

Pike, if you're reading this your home.

And I'm sorry for lying to you.

But I felt like I didn't have a choice.

I was gonna lose you.

You were just on that path and I thought

I needed to save you.

Funny thing is, I think you saved me too.

I still need you big brother. I always will.

Maternity ward, is right down the hall. Then you take a left.

I hope I can make things right.

Think fast!

Here's your news at the top of the hour. State Police

are searching for a local man they believe was responsible for

an altercation that lead to a fight at a local

bar, that left one man dead and another injured.

They say the suspect is 43 year old Phillip

Ables who goes by the name of Pike...

Who goes by the name of Pike...

Don't take those bandages off.

Looks like ya cut it.

I mean they're saying I did it,

looks like I did it.

It's not my fault.