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[soft strings music]

Provided by explosiveskull https://twitter.com/kaboomskull M_I_SForEver

Okay.

Welcome to the McConnell Unit State Prison.

It's my job to inform you that while you are here,

you are going to refer to us

as Mr. and Mrs. Correctional Officer.

Simple rules for navigating this place might be

don't tell anybody your business,

stay in your lane, keep to yourself.

Do that, you should be fine.

The state has decided

that you have lost your chance out there.

That's why you are here.

And as long as you are here, just remember you belong to us.

This is it.

Turn around and face the wall.

Hands behind the head.

Don't put him in here Dowdeny.

I'll take his eyes out.

He's bluffing.

- We're coming in. - I told you!

You told me what?

Turn around, Caleo.

Top bunk's yours, Gonzalez.

I can see the evil in your eyes.

[speaking foreign language]

Caleo, If you start something.

Yeah, yeah, Dowdeny, I know.

If I fuck this [speaking foreign language]

I'm going to solitary, right?

[ominous tones]

[grunting]

That fucking sink right there, is mine.

You understand?

You even want to shit, you ask.

[speaking foreign language]

[speaking foreign language]

[men grunting]

[somber strings music]

[birds chirping]

[chattering]

He's not gonna last one day in here.

Nope.

[gasps]

[upbeat music]

♪ Come on boy it's your season ♪

Everybody has their day.

♪ Don't you even ask for my situation ♪

[Sal speaking foreign language]

♪ Every man has got his reasons ♪

♪ Ain't that a bitch ♪

♪ Ain't that a bitch ♪

[muffled guard speaking on speaker]

♪ So someone told you you're special ♪

♪ You know you are ♪

♪ Specially around here so walk with your head high ♪

♪ I aint gonna tell you you're special, but you are ♪

♪ Ain't that a bitch ♪

♪ Yeah, ain't that a bitch ♪

♪ Yeah ♪

♪ I've been thinking about what happens next ♪

♪ The time has come to prove ♪

Can I get a set in?

Keep moving, mother fucker.

You don't belong here.

Shit, look at him, he's picking up cigarette butts.

[Sal speaking foreign language]

Do you guys got a light?

Are you lost?

Do you know where you're at?

You seeing this, man?

Hey man, you need a light or what?

[speaking foreign language]

[speaking foreign language]

I got you.

[speaking foreign language]

Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners now,

and at the hour of our death, amen.

Hail Mary, full of grace.

The Lord is with thee,

blessed art thou among women,

and blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus.

Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners now,

and at the hour of death, amen.

Hey.

You up, bendejo?

What's up?

In County somebody gave me some words of wisdom once,

they said, in order to survive in here,

you need to learn how to lose a fight.

Never snitch, borrow or steal.

Always roll with somebody

and don't associate with any homosexuals.

Here.

What's this?

- Call your novia. - I don't have a novia.

So then call your fucking boyfriend,

tell him to send you some money.

I don't want you're fucking help, man.

Take it.

You don't owe me anything.

When you want commissary, just get me something

when they send you some money, that's it.

[Man] Lights are out, keep it down!

You better not snore tonight either.

You're the one who fucking snores.

[snoring]

How's mija, Mamma?

[Mother] She misses you.

Tell her I love her, por favor.

[Mother] Okay.

Tell her now, please.

[mom speaking foreign language]

Mama, has Julio come near the house?

[Mother] Once or twice.

Has any of those [speaking foreign language]

been near the house?

Why are you silent?

Mama, I don't want any of those people around the house.

[speaking foreign language]

[Mother] It's Julio, he's your cousin.

Mama, you know what he does.

[speaking foreign language]

- Okay, mijo. - Okay, Mama.

- Mommy? - Hmm?

[speaking foreign language]

[Mother] God bless you, mijo.

Gracias, Mama.

[birds chirping]

[soft piano music]

[liquid dripping]

What the fuck are you doing, man?

Shh, keep it down.

You want to make some money or what?

- You gonna cook, ese? - No.

Real men know how to cook, I could teach you.

It's a business.

You need a connect in the kitchen.

You take the orders, I make it,

Sal takes care of the rest.

[sniffs] Ah.

[speaking foreign language]

You need to be in the kitchen.

That's where you need to be.

This shit smells disgusting, man.

[Carlos] Come on, try it.

[gags]

You go.

Last time I took this, I was taking shit all day.

That shit is disgusting.

Everything is looking beautiful.

[Intercom] Attention on F block, attention on F block,

officer Harris, officer R Harris

report to center now, please.

[man speaking foreign language]

[man sighs]

[man speaking foreign language]

[Ruben speaking foreign language]

[man speaking foreign language]

[Ruben speaking foreign language]

[man speaking foreign language]

[man speaking foreign language]

[Ruben speaking foreign language]

[man speaking foreign language]

[Ruben speaking foreign language]

[man speaking foreign language]

Gonzalez.

Back to work, mija.

[hands slapping]

Chop, chop.

[Ruben speaking foreign language]

[Carlos speaking foreign language]

Of course, what do you think?

Sleeps in the bunk above me,

he's rolling with me.

[man speaking foreign language]

But you know what?

This little bird flew by my hair yesterday

and told me

[speaking foreign language]

just popped up in County yesterday.

You know what's interesting?

[speaking foreign language]

Don't worry, I'll have my people look out after him for you.

[speaking foreign language]

Hmm?

[speaking foreign language]

Today's your lucky today, pendejo.

Tomorrow might not be.

[humming]

[soft music]

Alonso tells me that you're covering for him tonight.

[speaking foreign language]

I need you to pick up Adriana.

You know she's special to me.

Mi diosa.

I need you to take care of her.

Bring her home safe.

Okay?

And I don't need the fucking mafiosos

finding out about her either.

[speaking foreign language]

You remember what happened to primo Arturo?

Pendejo.

They chopped his cock off with pliers

and they shoved it in his mouth.

Then they shot him up with adrenaline,

so he wouldn't fall asleep.

Then they started cutting off his face

and they sewed it to a soccer ball.

Lil ninos kicked that ball around all day long all day.

All day.

Just because we're familia,

it doesn't mean you're safe, cabron.

[upbeat music]

You're early today.

Where's my regular driver?

[Ruben] Alonso couldn't come.

And he lets you drive his car?

[Ruben] He's my cousin.

Right.

And how do you know Julio?

No, no, no, wait, let me guess.

He's your cousin too.

[laughs]

[sighs]

Everybody in this town it's related, I swear.

You need something?

You got a cigarette?

Lifesaver.

You don't seem like the type of guy

to associate with these dudes.

That's because you don't know me.

[laughing]

These men are going to trap you

and they're going to make sure that you end up dead

or in jail.

Remember that.

I'm not like that.

I can feel that.

Julio's house then?

I guess so.

Somewhere else you'd rather be?

There's plenty of places I'd rather be.

[speaking foreign language]

[engine starts]

[upbeat music]

[soft piano music]

You got everything?

No bread?

[speaking foreign language]

Cabron.

[speaking foreign language]

[speaking foreign language]

Good job.

Is this okay, like this?

[Carlos] What the fuck are you doing?

- What do you mean? - Give me this.

Mija, you hold it with the knuckle down, entender?

And then you cut, you see?

No fingers, dickhead, see?

I know a chef that has three fingers

and another one has four fingers.

You want to be the guy with the second finger?

I just want one finger.

That one you can stick up your ass.

Put your hands up.

[speaking foreign language]

Like this?

And your legs.

Square up.

Now, sit down, stay there, when you come up.

[speaking foreign language]

- Okay. - All right?

All right, sit down, square up and I'm gonna push you.

- Okay. - Come back in.

- Have that punch. - Like this?

There you go, just like that.

Left punch, now the right punch.

Now the right punch, plant that foot down.

Go left punch again.

- Almost, focus, huh? - Mmhmm.

Left punch.

Left, punch.

Punch, punch, punch, now push.

Push.

[grunting]

Push.

Nice, so give me another punch.

Push.

Come on, push.

Come on, push!

Come on, push!

Let's go, push.

Push, push.

Keep working on that, huh?

Listen, I'm not gonna be here forever, carbon.

[speaking foreign language]

You're gonna break hearts outs there.

You're gonna get more pussy than the Humane Society, cabron.

I used to get bullied for just being handsome.

But now at least I got something else, right?

Defend yourself, yeah, defend that pretty face.

You keep working on it, yeah?

[Sal speaking foreign language]

[soft music]

Hey, what's up man?

How you doing?

[indistinct]

Yeah, so I got three quarts for $20 this weekend.

[speaking foreign language]

All right, I'll see you bro.

[indistinct]

Yeah.

Three quarts for 22?

Two or three?

I'll get two.

I'll get it for the game tonight.

All right, I'll see you.

Easy pendejo, you'll pop the bag.

[speaking foreign language]

Ah, just fucking with you, pendejo.

[laughs]

Yay.

- Good job. - Thanks.

Hey.

[coughing]

[liquid fizzing]

[liquid fizzing]

Here, drink this.

What is this?

You know that shit they give you when you're sick?

This shit's better.

Hey.

You ever gonna tell me what got you to end up in here?

I was just driving for the mafiaos.

[soft piano music]

I drive the girls to work.

I drive them home.

There was this one girl.

She wasn't like everyone else.

I liked her.

But she was off limits.

She was the mafiaos.

[speaking foreign language]

Yeah.

Julio would kill us.

If he saw us here, he would.

He cares about me is all.

- Mmhm. - He does.

And I care about him.

[Ruben speaking foreign language]

At least we're drunk, no?

I love your eyes.

[sighs]

You don't know, do you?

I think you're fine.

You think I'm fine?

I've seen you around, a couple times actually.

Yeah?

Who's this?

La nuna, she's the daughter of light.

Makes sense.

[upbeat music]

I asked Alonso to drive for you.

'Cause I wanted to hang out with you.

Well we're hanging.

Are you sure?

♪ I'll keep our secret ♪

♪ When worse come to show ♪

♪ Don't you believe in my love ♪

♪ The truth is a beam of light from above ♪

♪ Oh but they say we're powerless baby ♪

♪ Just like an innocent child ♪

♪ Don't you believe in my love ♪

♪ But please don't hide ♪

♪ Your true self baby ♪

♪ We've been hiding for too long baby ♪

♪ Can you show yourself ♪

♪ Can you show your true love ♪

♪ I said don't you believe in my love ♪

♪ The truth is a beam of light from above ♪

[horn honking]

[sirens blaring]

Adriana!

Adriana, wake up.

Adriana, wake up.

Adriana, wake up.

[sirens blaring]

Are you okay?

Oh my God, your friend looks real hurt.

I called 911.

She died instantly.

I got called

[speaking foreign language]

[Carlos speaking foreign language]

I got to live with that for the rest of my life, you know?

[sighs]

I haven't stopped praying since then.

Shit man, that shit can happen to any one of us, man.

[soft piano music]

Hey.

And Julio?

He'll come looking for me.

But if I see him first, I'll be ready.

Are you okay with

[speaking foreign language] about Adriana?

You don't got to be embarrassed in front of me, man.

You stay long here long enough,

you can't tell the difference between a man and a woman.

[speaking foreign language]

[speaking foreign language]

And God said, "Let there be lights

in the expanse of the heavens

to separate the day and the night

and let them be for signs and for seasons

and for days and years

and let the lights in the expanse of the heavens

give light upon the earth.

We all start this journey in darkness,

in our mother's wombs.

People were there loving us,

waiting for us.

And God sees us.

And the light is coming

and that light is the hope

in the place where we are today.

All right cell N, this is a lock down.

Lock down.

This is a lock down.

[soft piano music]

East wing's secure.

They're going to be there for awhile.

- When are you getting out? - I can't say.

- You don't know? - I didn't say that.

I said, I can't say.

Listen [speaking foreign language]

never ever say when you're getting out in here.

These pendejos will do anything

to keep you right locked up in here.

How 'bout you?

What are you gonna do when you get out?

Oh man, I'm getting Marisa right away.

Yeah,

my baby girl.

She's deaf.

So we communicate through sign language.

I'm gonna travel with her so many places.

We're gonna be like getting out of the city, of the country,

I've never been out, you know?

Always stuck in this place.

- Hmm. - Yeah.

I'm gonna see snow.

You want to see snow?

[Ruben speaking foreign language]

Si, I'm gonna drive up.

[speaking foreign language]

She would play with it, you know, eat it,

just throw it,

make angels, all of that shit.

Yeah.

I've never seen snow either.

[Ruben speaking foreign language]

[speaking foreign language]

Yeah.

There you go.

That's for ice lake.

Oh, this was fun.

[Ruben laughing]

Yeah, snow.

[birds squawking]

[Guard] Everybody cell N, this is a lockdown.

[soft piano music]

Can I ask you something?

It depends.

You said that after a while in here,

you can't tell the difference between a man and a woman.

Where you going with this?

What did you mean about that?

I meant that I liked you better when you were quiet.

How long were you here before you started

doing stuff like that?

Why do you want to know about that?

I told you everything about me.

Three years.

Your last cell mate?

Alex.

You ever loved one of your brothers?

They just get you.

They don't fuck with your head.

They're not moody.

They don't disrespect.

They don't expect too much.

Just enough.

That's it.

[speaking foreign language]

Yeah.

I know that.

With Adriana, who did what?

She did it to me.

Did you do it back?

No.

Fuck, man.

I bet she was tighter than any [speaking foreign language],

that feels good.

Alex, he tried to beat me down.

Always complimenting me and shit.

Trying to rub my shoulders.

Till one day it just made sense.

We made love.

And I discovered

that the man that I was dealing with all these years

was my brother.

I love her.

All in one.

You got to act tough in this place.

Sometimes.

Just sometimes all you want to do is just surrender.

To be touched.

[indistinct whisper]

[soft piano music]

No, no wait, wait.

But we can't do it here.

Wait, wait, wait.

Are you safe?

Yeah, yeah.

[indistinct]

I got tested already.

Me too.

[moaning]

[speaking foreign language]

[speaking foreign language]

[moaning]

Gonzalez!

[knocking]

Kneel down and face the wall.

[guard speaking foreign language]

What's going on?

What's going on?

Hey.

What's up, what's going on?

- Where you going? - Is that it?

Gotta go, mijo.

Don't forget what I told you.

Are you coming back, are you coming back?

Are you coming back?

[Guard] Let's go. [speaking foreign language]

Martinez, one second, one second, please.

[Guard] Let's go. [speaking foreign language]

- Please. - Gonzalez.

Please put your hands behind your head.

Gonzalez, put your hands behind your head!

[Ruben sobbing]

What the fuck!

What the fuck!

[sobbing]

what the fuck was that, man?

[sobbing]

[woman singing in foreign language]

[Staff] Make sure your driver licenses is in there.

Medication.

Good luck out there, you're a free man.

Thank you.

[phone ringing]

[Operator] The number you have dialed

has been disconnected or is no longer in service.

[tense music]

[soft music]

I thought she was staying with you, Arnaud.

[Arnaud] No she's staying with Julio.

- Since when? - Since your mom died.

Before that even.

What's his number?

[Arnaud speaking foreign language]

Ah man, you let him?

[Arnaud] Yo, what the fuck you want me to do?

[speaking foreign language]

And Julio took her, it's out of my hands.

Where's he staying?

[Arnaud speaking foreign language]

[Arnaud] He's got places across the Valley.

I don't even see Julio anymore, no one does.

I wouldn't go fuck with him, man.

[Ruben speaking foreign language]

[grunting]

[Operator] Operator.

Yes, can you piece up the member of a shop in Lynn County?

Can you give me the list of all of them, please?

I'm ready.

Thank you.

[woman singing foreign language]

[soft piano music]

Hey!

Where's Carlos?

He's in the back.

[upbeat music]

Let me take a look at you, man.

[bell dings]

Man, I know I fucked you over

and I know I fucked you over real good.

I deserve the worst, I know that.

You just rolled up without saying a fucking word.

You got me fucked up, man.

Everything that you warned me about, you did it.

You lied.

You borrowed.

You stole.

Yeah.

That's right.

I did all that shit.

You're not even fucking worth it.

You came here to kick my ass?

Mijo, you came here to kick my ass you fucking punk!

You fucking [speaking foreign language].

You fucking punk!

[grunting]

You fucking punk! Huh!

[dramatic music]

[Ruben speaking foreign language]

Do it you fucking bitch, do it!

[Carlos grunting]

Where'd you learn that bullshit?

It's been three years.

Sal left right after you left.

I had to defend myself.

I knew the time was coming, man.

I didn't know how to fucking face you.

I did what I always do.

I fucking ran, man.

I fucking ran.

And for that, I'm sorry.

How'd you even find me man?

I must have called every shop in Lynn County.

You did that?

For me?

Where you staying?

No where.

Home?

Mama?

Marisa?

[somber music]

Why don't you come to my house tonight?

You can spend the night with us.

We'll figure it out from there.

[sighs]

[speaking foreign language]

Damn.

Was beginning to think you weren't gonna show.

[Ruben speaking foreign language]

[Carlos speaking foreign language]

Come in.

[Ruben speaking foreign language]

[Mom speaking foreign language]

[all speaking foreign language]

[Mom speaking foreign language]

[all speaking foreign language]

[Mom speaking foreign language]

[all speaking foreign language]

[Mother] Amen.

[Carlos clears throat]

This fideo looks good.

Thank you.

It reminds me of what I used to eat fideo

when I was a kid.

Mijo, how does it feel to be free?

Surreal.

Like I still think that ICO is going to come

and take me back to jail.

No, brother.

That's not gonna happen.

I hope.

How did you two meet?

He fixed my car.

And then you two fall in love?

So easy to fall in love with this guy, huh?

[Carlos clears throat]

I'm sorry, senora.

I'm excited to be here.

I had a long day.

I'm just gonna go off to my room.

I'm going to go help this

[speaking foreign language] to his room.

[speaking foreign language]

Good night.

[speaking foreign language]

[Carlos speaking foreign language]

She's very nice.

I know it.

I know we used to make hooch and all back then

but you got lay down on the drinking.

Okay?

[soft piano music]

Good night.

[pan sizzling]

[Mother] Where's your friend?

He's got a hangover.

He drinks too much.

- He's thirsty. - So do you.

I'm thirsty too.

Where are you going?

[Carlos speaking foreign language]

Take a friend with you.

- Which one? - Both of them.

[Carlos speaking foreign language]

Doesn't he have a home?

No.

Mama, somewhere to go?

Family?

[Carlos speaking foreign language]

Mijo, this is your house.

You make the rules.

I make the rules?

Get rid of one of them.

[speaking foreign language]

[speaking foreign language]

Wake up. [speaking foreign language]

You slept the whole day away.

Oh, come on!

Come on babe, I got to go to work.

Get up, please.

You're not going to work.

I don't know where you're going, but it's not work.

What?

Goddammit, what the hell's wrong with you?

What do you mean, what's wrong with me?

I work nights, we have different schedules.

[Carlos] You didn't work last night.

Still, I'm used to that schedule.

And you know what?

Nevermind.

There's just no point in explaining anything to you.

You're so stupid.

Stupid?

[speaking foreign language]

You're eating my food and you're acting like-

- Don't call me a bitch.

Hey, relax, all right?

I didn't and you know I wouldn't.

- What? - Last night.

What are you talking about?

Sometimes you get drunk and you say a little bit too much.

What the fuck are you talking about?

You know what I'm talking about.

No, tell me.

Tell me.

Do you really want me to say it?

Hey, Hey, hey!

Tell me what you think I said last night.

Let go of my arm or I'll scream so loud

so your mother here where her son does

when he's been without a woman for too long.

If only your father could see his son now.

[speaking foreign language]

Ay, ay, ay!

[speaking foreign language]

[Ruben speaking foreign language]

That's right.

[speaking foreign language]

Look, I know you're not the one

who likes to talk about your feelings.

Especially if it involves me.

But back when we were locked up, what was that?

- Was what? - Come on, man.

Don't act like you don't know what I'm talking about.

Look [speaking foreign language]

I just don't like walking around

telling people my business, that's all.

One minute, you're my boy.

The next, you're in my bunk.

That shit is confusing, no?

It's confusing to me too.

Hey, I do it to women too.

So don't take it personal.

Look, I'm here.

I came for you, right?

You know that,

but my little girl needs me too.

I need your help.

What do you want me to do?

Can I stay here until I can figure out what to do next

about Marissa?

Of course you can stay.

[somber music]

You're not gonna go there by yourself.

Look,

you give me the word,

and we go.

- Okay? - All right.

I got a surprise for you.

Come on.

- No, I'm good. - Come on.

I have a headache.

[Carlos] Come on, chop chop, come on.

I'm good, I'm good.

Mijo, come on.

Come on, let's go!

[speaking foreign language]

[Ruben speaking foreign language]

[birds chirping]

You're gonna love this.

[whistling]

Sal!

[speaking foreign language]

Surprise, surprise motherfucker!

No shit, motherfucker!

[laughing]

You didn't tell me

you were bringing this [speaking foreign language],

when you said you had a surprise for me holmes,

I thought you were going to bring me a hoagie or something.

[Carlos laughing]

What's a hoagie?

This motherfucker, good looking motherfucker!

He fucking hasn't changed, huh?

Same innocent pendejo.

Hey, check this shit out over here, man.

Oh Sal, what's this?

Ooh.

- Wow. - I called her Stella,

what do you think?

It's a little fixer upper, you know?

Just killing some time.

You haven't done enough of that already?

Apparently not, bro.

Hey, you guys want a beer or something or what?

- Of course. - Yeah, I'll grab a beer.

All right, come on.

You guys want to get freaky or what?

What do you have in mind?

Shit, I don't know,

I got some mushrooms in the freezer.

Now you're talking my language now.

[laughing]

No, I don't fuck with that shit, I'm cool.

All right, but you got to flush all that shit away holmes.

What do you mean?

Prison, you've got to sell on everything

that got you there.

Man, you got to flush all that shit away.

What makes you think they need that?

We all do, holmes!

[laughing]

Well, you're standing a little higher, huh?

[speaking foreign language]

[laughing]

[Carlos] Coming back from the dead, brother.

You're coming back from the dead.

Are you feeling this yet?

Are you feeling this yet?

Are you feeling this yet?

Ha, ha, ha, ha!

Is this what you thought it would be?

No.

Not at all.

Better, worse?

[soft music]

I can't tell, I can't tell yet.

Carlos, he loves you.

What.

If I had to say, I would say that you love him too.

[laughing]

Pendejo, what are you doing?

I'll take a ride back to town, sir.

Off we go!

Quickly, please!

[Carlos speaking foreign language]

Come on.

Back to the fire.

Motherfucker.

Da, da, da, da, da, da, da.

[singing in foreign language]

Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha.

Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha.

Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha.

Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha.

Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha.

Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha.

Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha.

Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha.

Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha.

Ha, ha!

[Carlos] Shh.

You got a smoke?

Hey,

no.

Hey, if you ever need some cash,

I give you the keys to this box and you take what you want.

I don't even know.

I want you to have it.

What?

I don't know, man.

[chuckles]

[sighs]

[grunting]

[moaning]

[moaning]

[moaning]

[soft piano music]

[panting]

Can I ask you something?

Yeah.

You never told me why you went to McConnell.

Yeah.

Why we went to McConnell.

I was there for embezzlement.

For the shop?

No.

Not that shop, but another one.

You're ashamed to tell me that?

I don't know.

I just

had to survive in there, man.

You know?

I had to create this persona.

And you had to do the same thing.

[phone ringing]

[Machine] Please leave your message. [beep]

[Ruben speaking foreign language]

I need you to please get me Julio's number.

If you can, his address, por favor.

Call me back or just if I don't answer,

just text it to me, por favor.

[speaking foreign language]

Bye.

[soft strings music]

Thank you.

Did your mama make traditional tortillas

like that when you were little?

Yeah.

Where's your mama?

She's gone.

[mother speaking foreign language]

I don't know, I don't know where he is.

You know, Carlos, he grew up without his daddy too.

When he got in trouble, it divided the family.

Neither side wants to fix it,

I guess it's going to stay like that.

Everything can be talked about.

Men and their code and honor.

[speaking foreign language]

Do you know where that word comes from?

No.

When the Spanish invaded the natives,

the natives were obliterated.

The Spanish code of chivalry and the native code of fidelity

were mangled by years of

insecurity, shame,

indignities,

to such a degree that they weren't recognizable.

What we now call [speaking foreign language]

is now but a hollow remanent of who we once were,

does not teach men to be men.

It gives them a reason to act like boys.

Hey.

[speaking foreign language]

If I go get another six pack for us, huh?

I'm okay, I think one is enough.

Okay, now twist it.

Yes, this is the original way to make a tortilla,

you make a tostada.

You see how I'm working it around my fingers like this?

Yes.

[Mother] You're flattening it out

and it has a center, see?

- Like this? - It's a little tricky,

- but you're getting there. - Yeah.

That looks perfect.

No, it's not perfect but it is a tortilla.

Okay, now you can try it.

I can fit this on the griddle now.

We'll cook this one and then we'll cook that one.

Would you like a crispy tortilla?

- Sure. - With butter?

See, this is very crispy.

[Ruben speaking foreign language]

[Carlos speaking foreign language]

I want to listen to people.

To God.

Most importantly, to myself.

[speaking foreign language]

And I owe it all to you.

[Ruben sighing]

I think we can be together.

Do you want the same thing too?

I want that too.

I need a new house.

You'll be fine right here.

[Ruben speaking foreign language]

[speaking foreign language]

We'd be two dads, right?

Yeah.

We'd be two dads.

[sighs]

Hmm.

[Ruben speaking foreign language]

[speaking foreign language]

[laughing]

I always wanted that.

A family.

I didn't feel worth it before.

But I am now.

I want my little girl to,

to know me like this.

Not the man that I was before.

Then let's go get her, man.

Ruben,

I'm ready.

Sal's gonna help.

I don't you involved in that.

If you're involved,

I'm involved.

[phone buzzing]

Hello?

[Julio] Primo.

[Ruben speaking foreign language]

Where are you?

[Ruben speaking foreign language]

I hear you've been looking for me.

I know where you are, Julio.

[Julio] Well then let's talk.

Man to man.

We'll talk.

[Julio] No hombre, I think you know better

than to come out this way.

[tense music]

It's not your home anymore.

[Ruben speaking foreign language]

- Can I use the computer? - Of course.

[speaking foreign language]

Where you going?

I need to take care of something.

So I got you-

[knocking]

You in?

[soft music]

Mijo?

Mama, you seen Ruben?

Came in about an hour ago and left.

[Carlos] Where?

I'm not sure.

Mama, you don't understand.

He's not coming back.

You don't know that.

[speaking foreign language]

[Carlos chuckles]

[Carlos speaking foreign language]

Fuck him! Fuck him!

There are things he needed to do

and he did not want you to be a part of it.

He did not want to involve you and I appreciate that.

Appreciate that, Mama?

You appreciate that?

I wouldn't take him if he comes begging through that door.

Oh, mijo.

That man loves you.

[soft piano music]

He cleans up after you.

He does your laundry.

He hangs on your every word.

Do you love him?

Do you love him?

Si, Mama.

He loves you too.

Let him take care of whatever has to be taken care of.

[speaking foreign language]

[soft music]

[tense music]

[uplifting music]

[giggling]

No.

Stay.

Are you sure?

Please.

Go, please.

I love you.

Why!

Please, go, go.

Go baby, go.

Go.

[soft music]

[Julio speaking foreign language]

I just get to get Mari.

[Julio speaking foreign language]

That's not all you came here for.

Don't do this man.

Julio.

All you had to do was drive Adriana

from one place to another.

The family knew you would fuck up.

But this was on a new level.

You hard now?

You macho?

Your mother, she asked me to take care of Marisa.

I raised her like my own child

because you couldn't,

because you were a murderer.

- That's not true. - Yes, it is!

I'm sorry, man.

Look.

I'm beat, I'm tired, man.

We were all wrapped up in this mafioso shit.

This is not who we are, Julio.

Listen, I wanted her to be just like you,

but I just want to shine above all this.

Leave everything behind and just have a decent life

for my daughter and the man I love.

That's what I wanted.

- [cocks gun] - Julio!

[speaking foreign language]

All right.

You can shoot me.

Shoot me.

Fire.

I found forgiveness, Julio.

And I think you can too.

I think about Adriana everyday.

[sobbing]

Do it.

Promise me that you will take care of Mari..

[gun fires]

[soft piano music]

[birds crowing]

Fuck!

[engine starts]

[car roaring]

[soft piano music]

[Marisa giggling]

[crying]

I thought you were dead.

[Ruben speaking foreign language]

Nice to meet you.

Beautiful.

[Marisa giggling]

[laughing]

[upbeat guitar music]

[man signing in foreign language]

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