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2010 NextEntertainment World

July 25, 1984.

Weather, clear.

I plan to kill a man today.

But...

I can't remember his face.

His suicidal urges will reduce.

Electro-therapy removes feelings.

Who could it be?

I finally recalled his face.

A bit more.

The man I wanted to kill.

That man...

was me.

Please don't do this.

You can't die.

Get some help over here!

Hold on! Don't let go!

Over here!

Help!

DESIRE TO KILL aka Enemy at the Dead End

can't move your left foot, so you try to kill yourself.

can't move you left hand, so you try to jump off.

What if you get better?

You can live, if you decide to.

You'll die anyway.

Pointless...

They say death is the best doctor.

Impressive.

Hey, Yang.

Just kidding.

Asshole.

Fuck off.

Again?

What is this world coming to?

Heard about hit-and-run? You just get hit, wham!

Heard the poor guy is in surgery.

It's so clear today, maybe I can see Daema Island.

Thanks to you, we now have a railing.

suicides go to hell, you know?

Yang must be in heaven.

Yes, but you must live. Alright?

- Give me a mirror. - What?

- A mirror. - oh, here.

You looked nice when you first came here.

But full of wrinkles now from your misbehaviour.

Are you looking at me with the mirror?

You've fallen for me?

- Well done. - Thank you, sir.

- Thank you. Good job. - Great job.

How was surgery with Dr. Paik?

I'm going to believe in a higher being now.

Really? Hands of God?

The brain was like mashed potato.

And she practically reassembled it.

Really?

coming from Johns Hopkins was no joke. I don't have any doubts now.

should I consider Johns Hopkins, too?

- come on. - No, I mean it!

Dr. Choi.

Learn how to use a syringe first.

Now, where are your reports?

Dr. Choi.

It's Minho Kim.

Please, calm down.

- What happened? - He used a piece of glass.

stop the bleeding.

You can't die even if you want to.

Who gave him the glass?

Biggest threat to a stroke patient is depression.

You're awake.

Long time no see, where have you been?

- I was busy, - Doing what?

Hanging out with Mum. she's been depressed.

What happened to you?

Let me give you a cookie.

- You can't walk around like this. - Alright, I'm going.

If the head nurse catches you, you're dead.

Go, run!

I'll come back later.

Watch the head.

Keep an eye on him, he's still not in the clear.

Yes. But we still haven't reached his family,

Not surprising at all.

- He's on Dr. Paik's special watch. - Yes, sir.

His name is funny, PARK sang-up?

Like sang up and down?

- Don't joke about patients. - sorry.

And this patient may try to hurt himself again so...

Understand?

We've passed the critical point.

Isn't Dr. Paik just amazing? she made a miracle.

our hospital will be famous.

Take him off the respirator.

Yes, sir.

They can be friends, when he wakes up.

He's crashing.

How is the new guy?

Dr. Paik operated on him and he's now in the recovery room.

I won't be dying anytime soon, right?

of course not. Don't worry,

By the way. your pronunciation is much better now.

The treatment must be working for you.

Thank goodness.

We have to make sure PARK doesn't have another seizure.

We'll take extra care to prevent any stress.

I wonder why Dr. Paik did two courses of surgery,

she seems busy with her research. But we definitely needed her help.

Hey...

What is this place?

Try to remember.

My name...

my name...

Do you know?

Memory defect.

Memory loss?

Your memory will get better.

I can't move.

Not even a finger.

It's only temporary. Don't worry,

General paralysis and amnesia. He can even die from a push.

Really?

so long, asshole.

Good morning!

Good morning. New patient is hilarious.

Hey Bro, they say my name's sang-up.

Not up and down.

- Good to meet you! - oh, ok.

saw the baseball game yesterday? It was crazy.

It was crazy.

- Do you like baseball. - What's that?

Don't remember? Let's watch the highlights then.

It's... a homerun.

Man-soo, that player is a killer machine!

You must have liked baseball.

I guess so. How many homeruns did he hit?

You're a samsung fan, right?

I only use LG's stuff.

Name some baseball players.

Let's see... Kim...

si-jin.

Hwang Gyu-bong, Kwon Young-ho,

Hulk Lee Man-soo.

The Golden Bat, Kim Il-yoong.

- Dokgo Tak? - That's a comic book character.

Nurse Ha, over here.

Yes?

- can I get physical therapy? - What?

I just think it will help me recover.

It's about time you accept treatments. Let me ask Dr. Choi.

Thanks.

All that thinkin's got me tired.

This floor's the best to spin a top.

A girl spinning tops?

Geez, gramps.

World is a totally different place now.

Men and women are equal.

Why can't I get physical therapy?

I tried but docs say it's too early,

Against me dying, and against me recovering?

Yeah, strange.

You know doctors...

should have gone to med school, instead of taking the scholarship.

Were you a good student?

No, not really,

Let's see... I wasn't adjusting in high school.

Then I got a scholarship from Us, for a nursing school.

so I thought, what the heck, and took it.

I was planning to quit school anyway.

What about your parents?

They died when I was young. Don't even remember them.

There you go.

ok...

Don't tell anyone I gave this to you.

Thank you. You're like my girlfriend.

oh really?

I really love it here.

It would have been good to have sang-up join us.

Wow, you've really changed. Therapy and caring for your buddy,

I'm not going to die.

If you promise, I'll really push for you.

ok. Promise.

Excuse me...

What?

Hello...

What?

Where am I?

That little nitwit forgot again!

What's going on, why am I all tied up?

I can't move.

Hey, keep it down over there!

Where am I? Who am I?

This is a hospital and you lost your memory.

Hospital?

You said your name is Park sang-up.

That's right. Park sang-up. Not up and down.

Right?

You really don't remember me?

You? I can't even see you...

Then what about Sujin?

Who's Sujin?

Is she my bitch?

What?

By the way, I don't appreciate you talking to me in that tone.

Who the hell do you think you're talking to?

You bastard!

Let's get you a bit more comfortable.

"On that green pasture. A picturesque house..."

You up?

Man, I feel so good.

No baseball today?

He for got again, that imbecile.

What? Imbecile?

No, no, I mean you look better.

His memory's almost back now.

Well, that's good.

As I was looking out at the water, it reminds me of my home.

I think about when I gallivanted around the Pacific,

battling the stormy seas...

Those were the days. Now I'm just a cripple, damn.

- Mr. Park. - Yes, yes.

- How are you feeling? - I feel on top of the world!

He just remembered that he was a fisherman.

Good. What about the places you visited.

Plenty of places...

south China, India, America, Brazil. And Ita... Italy,

And there's that place in Spain... It's famous for dogs. Andalucia.

There I met a gypsy girl...

she was crazy about me. It's true.

she tried to follow me to Korea...

cried and pouted...

oh my gosh!

It was scary,

You remember so much. This is great.

Do you remember your accident?

The accident...

Am I in trouble again?

ok, what about yesterday?

Yesterday, I...

Did I sleep?

Well, your memory seems to be coming back.

But you must be careful.

Hey, I had a dream last night.

A naked girl jumped me.

so I just played a long,

A tug here, a push there and then I just gave it to her hard.

I couldn't remember her face. But when I saw Nurse Ha.

I realised she was the one in my dream!

she's just a girl for Christ sake.

When I get back on my feet, she's going to be my first stop.

What you reading over there?

The Talmud.

What? Tool Mood? Is it good?

Very good. It says if you steal, you'll lose all your dough.

If you cut someone's arm off, you'll lose your arm.

If you take another's woman.

The woman will bring tears to your eyes.

Nothing nasty?

of course.

The main character wants children but no luck for 5 years.

Then, his wife becomes pregnant and he's so happy,

- But he soon finds out... - His wife was cheating on him.

Right?

You little fuck!

Motherfucker...

so what happened to the cheating bitch?

she's dead.

The man whom I'd been searching for all my life...

What, did he show up?

Yes, so what should I do?

Kill that son-of-a-bitch.

You think so too?

What are you doing here?

Don't you want to taste the latest?

- You like it? - Yep. It's good.

Why don't you give him some?

But he's asleep?

Put some in his mouth. He'll wake up to a surprise.

Try.

OK, another one.

Good.

More?

Yes.

That's right.

- Hey, it's the head nurse! - I'm outta here.

What the fuck! I'm watchin' you!

- What is this? - Looks like jelly.

I'll clean it up.

Darn it, a run...

Geez, I just bought these.

Yes, that's true.

Yes, that's true.

But we can't administer untested medication to our patients.

Dr. Paik, they're my patients, too.

Yes, I understand.

The medicine that I'm giving is called AAP.

Anti-anti-parkinsonism, the most advanced medicine.

It's Dr. Paik's decision who operated on you.

But we need your consent.

Like you ever asked for it?

Is it problematic?

There could besome side effects.

If you don't want to take it, you don't have to.

AAP helps brain activity speeding up the recovery.

But could also result in hallucinations.

Yeah, whatever. Will I get better faster?

It will help regenerate your severed nerves.

And it will help with Mr. Park's memory recovery.

Then, let's do it.

Yeah, yeah...

Not remembering stuff is killing me.

Then, we will give it medicine with your consent.

Oooh, I'm starting to feel this stuff.

- Watch the baseball? - of course.

I think Lotte may actually win.

Don't even say it.

Why's this guy so quiet today?

They gave him the strong stuff!

Where'd it go?

On the right, we have Kim Yong-hee...

It's going to centerfield! Kim Jae-bak.

His injury is still a problem.

Fuck, it's pretty boring.

They'll go up against Samsung.

Lotte should stick to making gum.

But remember Iron Arm Choi Dong-won.

Don't matter!

Samsung has Kim Il-yoong and Kim Si-jin.

You never know.

Busan Lotte shouldn't be in baseball.

You think they're weak?

Busan girls are another story... Long time ago.

A girl who sold ice at the fish market.

she just couldn't get enough... You really...

...are worthless.

What'd you say?

I was going to wait and do things quietly,

Do what quietly?

You... are going to get it.

Get what?

consider today your judgment day you asshole.

What? Judgment day?

can't have opinions on a baseball game?

What the fuck?

You can't even pee on your own.

Think you can threaten me?

Kill me motherfucker!

shut your trap, asshole.

Fuckin' gray hair motherfucker.

You think you can scare me?

I can.

You see this?

Yeah fuckin' asswipe.

You can't even turn your head. Look at this if you can.

If I could move, you'd be one dead motherfucker!

stay still you bastard!

Want my head?

Yeah, put it right there!

- come on! - Fuck!

I was watching baseball so what did I say to you?

What the hell? Is this some messed up side effect?

You, you're Kim Minho! Right?

You remember now?

sang-up, you son-of-a-bitch!

Good morning!

- ouch... - You ok?

- oh, you're up? - Ow, my head...

- sang-up can turn his head. - Feels like it's splitting in two.

It's all your doing.

Here, look! I can even move my fingers too.

I guess the drugs are working.

That's so great.

It feels just like getting a massage in Thailand.

I hope you feel better too Minho.

Miss Ha, can I ask you for a favour?

still calling me Miss?

ok, Nurse Ha.

What is it?

Touch... My dick...

Did you see her face? I'll give it to you real good.

Did you see the scar on her wrist?

she must have some stories to tell.

You're back on physical therapy!

Good morning!

Good morning! My food!

Hey! You're in trouble!!

Homerun!!

Where's my scalpel? Who could have taken it?

What are you doing?

This is an experiment!

The AAP, the sudden physical therapy!

she's from Johns Hopkins. You dismissing that fact?

Dr. Paik had to pull some strings for us.

- But that's not the issue. - I know, I know.

But our patients in Intensive Care are doing well.

Charts show they're doing even better.

Ever since Dr. Paik came on board.

our patients' survival rate has increased by 60%.

Are you jealous because she was promoted before you?

No.

Don't interfere with Dr. Paik.

This is all for the good of our hospital, ok?

You should be kissing the ground she walks on.

- There you are Dr. Paik. - What is it?

It's our patient Yoon Jin-hee...

You don't look too good. should I tell the Doctor?

No... I'm fine.

Top of the morning! Every day is so different!

Instead of the hospital food,

give us some real food! - ok, all right.

Nurse Ha... can he do that?

At this rate, he'll be out of here in no time.

Then, I want to exercise too. I will exercise too.

No, you need to take it easy today.

Mis sHa, give me that apple.

Apple?

Look, this used to be so easy, Look, look!

Did you see?

Did you see that?

Wow, you're so strong! Did you see that?

- can I get out of here now? - I think you just might be ready!

You can't leave before me.

You trying to cut my throat with this?

- No, trying to catch a bug. - With a knife?

I see...

You should've kept a tighter leash on your wife.

You know whats he said to me? Let's live, just you and me.

Please kill my husband. With one slice...

she wouldn't have said that.

she wouldn't my ass! You're the lowlife bug!

Are you up?

oh wow!

It's good of you to take us out. It's hard even for family,

That's true. But you both feel like family,

Not a patient but like a dad.

can't you consider me as an "older" man.

Like your sugar daddy.

Geez, you're way too old for that.

I can't see the ocean from here. Let's go over there.

ok, it might jog your memory some more.

Is it ok?

Don't worry

He likes the water.

The wind is so cool...

This is so great!

What are you chattering about?

Speak louder so we can all hear.

Wow, look at the ocean!

- Yeah, get a good hard look. - What?

No, I mean the ocean is great.

Isn't it?

"On that green pasture. Build a picturesque house..."

Hey, get over here. Now.

"With my sweetheart..."

Wait for me and I'll be back!

Look here! How can this be?

All the "1"s have been changed to "4".

No wonder the patients were going into shock.

It's a miracle they're still alive, after getting 4 times their dosage!

Nurse Ha, you were in charge of this!

What happened?

I'm so, so, sorry.

Why are you so clumsy?

I'm sorry sir. I'll make sure this never happens again.

But that doesn't change what did happen.

We could face major catastrophe if they had families.

I'm so sorry,

All of you, leave.

I said get out!

Dr. Choi, something's not right.

What do you mean?

I don't think this was a nurse error.

We've paid special attention to these two patients.

And these dosages all came directly from Dr. Paik.

And so?

Why is Dr. Paik so focused on these two patients?

It's like they are her test subjects.

What do you mean?

Patient Kim Minho...

Please help me...

Help me please!

What did I do wrong?

Help!!

Help me!

Help!

can anyone hear me! Help him!

You who wanted to die actually saved another life.

Thanks Bro, you saved my life.

I gotta repay you somehow.

It's another seizure. call Dr. Choi and Dr. Paik.

Don't thank me.

When you remember everything, that's when I'll kill you.

He's trying to kill me.

That fucker's trying to kill me.

Kill him, kill him!

Kill him!

Live, live...

Lamaste... Lamas...

- He's hallucinating. Barium. - Yes, sir.

I think it's are action to AAP. We need to tell the chief.

No, not yet. It should be ok. Let's monitor him.

He should be ok?

I'll handle this with Dr. Paik.

Live, live, live, live, live...

Are you praying?

Nurse Ha, he needs to live.

Your prayers will help him.

Don't worry,

Dr. Choi! Do you have a moment?

I said I'd take care of it.

I can't just let this go unaddressed.

This isn't something you and Dr. Paik can "handle".

Adverse reaction to AAP was predicted long before hand.

And that's why we follow protocol.

What is it with you?

You said you'd take care of Kim Minho, but you didn't.

I'll talk directly to Dr. Paik myself.

Do what you want.

Sujin... Don't leave. Sujin...

Sujin.

You awake?

You...

You remember?

Sujin.

You remember killing her?

Sujin's dead?

You're back...

Sujin's back?

No, your memory.

stop messing around asshole!

You ever get electric therapy? It feels pretty good!

stop it. It stings.

Fuck, it stings!

Miss Ha! Miss Ha!

- You want me to stop? - Yes, just once.

Then sing.

"On the green pasture..."

"Picturesque..."

Louder.

"On the green pasture..."

"My lovely..."

Die... Die... Die...

Are you ok?

What happened to sang-up?

The surgery is dangerous.

Low rate of survival.

The game's over but what a let down.

You're bleeding! I'll be right back!

"On that green pasture..."

Hey Mister.

Sang-up Park, what a unique name.

Kim Minho.

Help me!

Are you awake? You're finally awake?

It's been a few days...

- sang-up was so worried. - You alive?

I was so worried about you.

Is he ok?

His surgery was a success.

I didn't see the first match.

Everyone is crazy about baseball. Have fun you two.

You, you ok?

Why you keep asking? I'm fine.

Do you remember anything?

Remember?

I remember so much, my head is about to split.

- Do you know who I am? - You're Kim Minho.

You're the one who killed Sujin.

What?

The littie girl gave me this as a present.

I've been looking for you all my life.

What do you mean? You killed Sujin!

No, you killed her!

Bastard! Bastard!!

You stabbed my Sujin!

What are you talking about! It's not true!!

Your head is really messed up!

I loved Sujin!

oh really? I'll help you remember.

My life, my woman, and now you're after me?

You're the one who killed her you son of a bitch!!

No, it can't be true!!

You're crazy to think she was your woman

You're the crazy fuck! You ruined my family!

You're the murderer, not me!!!

Even if my head splits open,

I remember how I loved her.

You loved Sujin?

You motherfuckin' bastard!

You. IwiII kiIlyou.

crazy son of a bitch, exercising for hours.

Trying to recover before me? so you can kill me?

It's useless. You're the one that killed her.

Your memory didn't comeback. You're hallucinating.

Think about it. You were on a boat all the time.

she couldn't be your woman.

I lived with her.

she was mine.

Listen to me carefully, You're the one that killed her.

You're the murderer.

shut up motherfucker.

What'd you say?

Shut up and sleep so I can cut your throat.

What's that?

It's none of your business.

What's got into you?

- Nurse Ha. - Yes?

come here.

Go ahead.

come closer.

oh come on, no one's trying to stab you.

Did you have a nightmare?

No.

You were fine for a while, but now you're not sleeping well.

You both sleep ok?

Good night. I'm turning off the lights.

- No! Don't! - What?

Don't turn it off.

okay.

I heard assholes who have strokes remember things their way.

crazy asshole.

How dare you put your crime on me.

That son of a bitch probably doesn't remember Gina.

Gina?

Sujin found her on the streets and raised her like her own.

The one that you hit and tormented.

That's all you asshole. one thing for sure...

I'll never forgive what you did to Gina.

Are you writing fiction you idiot?

Shut your trap and go to sleep.

You go to sleep first!

No, you go!

I'll help you sleep forever.

Big mouth motherfucker

I'm going to kill you before I leave this place

The Head Nurse transferred to another hospital.

And you've just been promoted.

It's been good stuff nowadays.

That's true.

By the way. are Minho and sang-up still having insomnia?

Yes. For a few days...

they both said the same thing together.

They lie there in the same position, staring at each other.

sounds like communicated insanity.

Community?

It's a communicable mental illness.

Like a virus one catches it from another when in close quarters.

Especially with brain damaged patients,

they can see the same hallucinations and hear the same thing.

Will they be all right?

No, it's not a problem.

- OK? - Yes

The AAP has helped you both, but why is it that you can't sleep?

Take it away...

I don't want any either.

Don't forget the chopsticks.

Why are these in here?

An elderlyman died of a heart attack while watching baseball.

You two be careful too.

I've survived too many close calls to let baseball kill me.

Oh, yeah! One second.

Don't die before I can kill you.

You need your shots before the baseball game.

What is this? If you want anything to eat, just let me know.

This is a very special drug.

It will keep your heart from getting stressed and you'll feel energised.

Get some rest you two.

Poor baby, get some sleep.

You want me to sing you asong?

Are you all right?

I keep having nightmares.

Don't worry,

Dr. Choi said that you can have nightmares or hallucinations.

Su... Su... Sujin...

How can you sleep after what you did to me?

Very good!

Come up here, hurry! Don't tell anyone about this.

Trust me... I'm going to watch baseball.

ok, here's a present.

Bye bye!

cookie...

Every time I see her, I think of my littie Gina.

Gi... Gina?

she was so happy with me, her new daddy,

You were a drunk tyrant who hit her.

Gina?

And if the baby in Sujin had been born?

I'd have been such a good dad.

You killed Sujin... You bastard...

stop blubbering and let's go for a walk?

- What? - A walk.

And that collar looks good on you.

What? coll... collar?

come here, you bastard!

Time to get up.

Follow me, you bastard!

Follow me!

Hard to breathe?

call for help!

Bark! Bark!

Woof, woof! You murdering son of a bitch!

Hi? Wow, Lotte!

Go Lotte!!

An awesome play as always...

And he's out...

Lotte, Lotte, Lotte, Lotte, Lotte!!!

This is huge!

sliding right through!

ok! Who's on duty?

We are...

ok, Dr. Paik will take over so let's all go out and celebrate.

It's on me!

This is our first try with the drug and the results have been good.

Don't worry, you won't die.

Do you know why you are here?

Moon Sujin.

We'd have been happy if not for you two.

You played with my innocent mother like she was some kind of toy.

Just because she couldn't talk...

Funny isn't it,

when that "toy" became pregnant, you both turned on her.

Like monsters...

Fuck, why is it all my fault? What about you?

It's your kid you asshole.

- But you fucked her too! - You littie fuck...

- What you gonna do? - You wanna go there asshole?

- Damn asshole. - Fuck...

Let go bitch!!

Hey! You come here you littie jackass!

No... Noooo...

And the day finally came...

I couldn't see you both very well that day.

You were so far away. So scary.

Mummy... Mummy...

You think it was a coincidence?

I thought if I messed with you and then let you kill each other.

And the truth of that day would come out.

But... There was a slight problem.

You both only remembered what you wanted to remember.

As if you'd both loved my Mum.

You almost fooled me.

Who killed her is not important anymore.

It's important to you both.

I want to introduce someone.

My little sister.

Isn't she pretty?

That day...

My Mum bled so much.

But she gave all she had and gave birth.

The littie girl who lost her mother so early in life.

Don't die...

Nurse Ha has no idea who you are or who I am.

The shots that will turn you into living corpses...

But you both feel like family,

is a gift from that daughter.

Don't you want to know which one of you is her father?

This is a paternity test, one of you is her father.

And you both will never know which one of you is her father.

That's actually for her sake.

one last question,

did you really love my mother?

Great.

You both will live for a very long time with the guilt

of knowing you killed the woman you loved so much.

Try killing yourself...

I'll just bring you back to life.

Mummy!

How's my littie girl?

Let's see, how was the baseball game?

- We won. - Really?

- We were great! - You must be so happy!

Let's go watch a baseball game together next time!

- Ok, when? - When do you want to?

- Let's go soon! - Ok!

I thought we were going to lose for sure!

- You want to get a bite to eat? - Not sure...

I want to grill some meat...

Hey, I'm going stop by the Intensivecare Unit.

Dr. Paik said she'd take care of everything.

But duty calls.

Geez.

- Go on ahead. - ok...