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My mom is sick, and,

uh, I'm still barely talking to Randall.

But that's okay,
because I am very excited

to spend the next bunch of years
sharing walls with this family.

Uncle Nicky, what are you...
what are you doing here?

There is a job at Jack's school.

I already talked
to Dr. Salzman. She said

that I would be great for it,
and she offered it to me.

Alex is a "they."

And they're not just my best friend.

- We're together.
- You mean like a couple?

Yeah, Mom, like a couple.

There's this girl that I've been seeing.

I've wanted to propose to her

for a while now.

Go propose to that girl,

Pearson.

- Hey, man.
- Hey.

Hey, so I got the hot chocolate.

- Uh-huh.
- I got the corn syrup

for the candied apples.

And I bought every box of string lights

- they had at the hardware store.
- That's my guy.

Hey, do me a favor and look at this.

I mean, did I get these letters even?

Yeah. You spelled "carnival" wrong.

I...

I'm kidding. No.
No, it looks great, man.

Great's not good enough, Miguel.

I need this proposal to be perfect.

Jack, you are recreating your first date

with Rebecca in her apartment.

It's exactly the kind
of romantic gesture

that makes other guys hate you.

- Come on. Other guys don't hate me.
- Yeah, they do.

Anyways, did, uh, you ever end up

getting ahold of Rebecca's dad?

No. Never called me back.

Finally spelled it out
to his secretary this morning.

"Hey, Darcy, it's Jack
Pearson calling again.

"Could please let Mr. Malone know

"the guy he hates is planning
on asking his daughter

to marry him tonight
and just wants his blessing?"

Never called me back.

Probably thinks I'm
still just a drunken kid

who can't hit a golf
ball to save his life.

Well, you can't hit a golf ball.

Hey, you know what?

You can't hit a golf ball.

It's official: your engagement
is national news.

- Mm.
- And your wedding is going

to make headlines, too,

because I pulled some strings

and locked in the
Villas at Solstice Cove.

Manny say what?

That just came out.
I can't control it sometimes.

There's nothing I can do about it.

This is what we wanted.
This is our first choice.

- Yeah. Yeah.
- It's great, yeah?

What? What's wrong?

No. No, no, nothing.

It's just, um, I-I didn't think
we'd be able to book it.

- Oh.
- You know, it's-it's perfect.

It's big and beautiful and airy.

- Yeah.
- A dream pandemic venue.

- Mm.
- Mrs. Manny say what?

There she is.

All right.

You know, I've never been
invited to a wedding.

Crashed one once.

Came across this outdoor barbecue.

Biggest heap of mac and cheese
you ever saw.

That bride was pissed.

Speaking of invites,

I need guest lists and wedding
party names, like, yesterday.

Yeah, no. It's-it's not gonna be
a big list. It'll be small.

We're keeping it intimate.
You know, just the closest

- family and friends is all.
- Yeah, the only person

in my wedding party
will be Kevin's sister Kate.

I asked her yesterday.
We screamed, we cried,

we sang "We Are Family"
by Sister Sledge.

It was... it was beautiful.

And you, Kevin?

Oh, right. Uh, well,

my best man will
obviously be my brother.

And when I ask him, I'm sure
it will be equally beautiful.

You haven't talked to him yet?

I mean, I, you know, I-I want to...

No. I just... I want to make
sure I say it the right way.

- You should just ask him.
- Yeah, I will.

'Cause you guys are in a good place now.

Yeah, yeah. No, I will.

I just, you know, I will.

Okay, let's talk rehearsal
dinner. Who's hosting?

That would be my mom
and her husband Miguel.

- Mm.
- They just got back to L.A. yesterday,

- fully vaccinated.
- Miguel, huh?

You know, he's the guy who's, uh,

banging my brother's wife, right?

Well, I call her "Mom," but-but yeah.

Um, I think he prefers

"Rebecca's husband for over a decade,"

but-but yeah, that Miguel.

You know, um, I'd like to help out

with the rehearsal dinner,
whatever the hell that is.

- Oh.
- Are you... are you serious?

Yeah. Why not?
Any schmuck who's read a menu

can pick out food for dinner, right?

Yeah. I guess so. Okay, I'll
tell Miguel. He'll be thrilled.

- Thank you.
- Good.

Fabulous. And I need
the guest list ASAP.

- And you'll please call your brother?
- Mm.

I need his suit size. What's his name?

Uh, Randall Pearson.

I can't believe they went
with "Mevin" over "Kadison."

Let me see.

I can't believe Bruno Mars
still picks up his dry cleaning

like the rest of us. Holy cow.

- Hey.
- Mm.

It's a big day today, baby.

Group therapy.

All right, remember,
it's your first day.

- You know, just ease into it.
- Mm-hmm.

You know, let other people talk.

I will try, Beth. I will.

But I am an orator.

I orate.

How you doing?

- Mm.
- You feeling okay

about Tess having Alex
over for the first time?

Oh, hell yeah, I feel okay!

Look, I got sodas
chilling in the fridge,

two dozen homemade jalapeño
poppers locked and loaded.

I mean, I just want them to feel like

they are totally welcome here.

You're practicing Alex's gender
pronouns right now, aren't you?

Hell yeah. You know Tess is
mean when you get those wrong.

- I do.
- Ooh, you could always

call on me for backup.

My non-binary pronoun use is impeccable.

Ooh.

- Mm.
- Huh.

Looks like J.Lo drinks
Frappuccino, just like me.

Yeah. Just like J.Lo.

Look at this. Your Uncle Kevin

and future Aunt Madison
on the cover of a magazine.

And, wow. Look at that rock.

Can you say "herniated disc"?

- Okay.
- Oh. Wow.

Turns out, I'm hot for teacher.

- Yeah.
- I'm nervous.

Kate, a job where you help blind youth

discover their inner musician
is tailor-made for you.

Thank you for being such a trooper

on this whole transition.

Oh, I-I appreciate the euphemism,

but I prefer, uh, "forced early
retirement without benefits."

Not funny.

I'm kidding. I'm kidding.

I actually really enjoy
all of this extra time

with our insanely cute children

before I move on to the next thing.

Which I think is gonna be soon,
because, not to brag,

but in the tech world,
I'm kind of a catch.

You're a catch in any world.

Mm.

All right.

I love you. I love you.

I miss you already.

Text me updates about the kids, please.

♪ I want to rock! ♪

- No.
- No. Yeah.

Wow.

- Yeah.
- This place is really coming together.

- Oh, hey.
- Yeah? Hey, you know what?

We should start a side hustle
throwing indoor carnivals.

- Maybe.
- Hey, so, okay,

when are we gonna start, uh,
practicing the proposal?

Oh, I don't need to practice.
I... I got it all right here.

- What? Jack.
- Yeah.

You can't just propose
to someone like Rebecca

without practicing first.

- You want to practice?
- Yeah.

All right, we'll practice.

This is gonna be like an episode
of I Love Lucy.

- Okay. Come on, let's go.
- Um...

- Rebecca...
- Wait. Do you have the ring?

You want to prac... you want me
to practice with the ring?

Yeah, Jack. It's your main prop.

- Okay.
- Okay. Um...

Rebecca...

- Wait.
- What?

Aren't you gonna get down on one knee?

You want the whole thing.

This is serious, Jack.

Okay.

Uh, um, Rebecca?

Yes, Jack.

Our first date was a disaster.

I could barely afford
the tickets for the carnival.

And when it started to rain,
I was afraid

to spend my last two bucks
on an umbrella.

Jack, she was there. Come on.
Let's just get to the meat

- and potatoes of this.
- Okay, yeah, yeah, got it. I...

- Yeah, the meat...
- Okay, okay, no, no, no.

I got it. I got it. I got it. Okay.

Bec, for reasons I will never know,

at the end of the night, you kissed me.

And I decided right in that moment

that I would spend the
rest of my life making sure

you never had to
stand in the rain again.

So what do you say?

Rebecca, will...? Wait.

- Hold-hold on a second.
- What's happening now?

Uh... it's a key thing.

Key to it.

Rebecca Malone,

will you stand under
this umbrella with me?

Yes.

Mm.

Okay.

So, what do you think?

- Hmm.
- "Hmm" what?

The ring feels kind of stuck.

What? What do you mean,
the ring is stuck?

It's-it's stuck.

The ring is... What do you mean,
the ring is...?

- Ow! Oh, it's pinching.
- Okay...

Just stop moving!

Why did you make me
use the real thing, huh?

Why did you put it all the way on there?

I didn't know you had a huge knuckle.

S... You can stop right there. Ow!

- Okay.
- You know what? This actually happened

- on I Love Lucy.
- Did it?

- Yeah.
- Here. Just keep... keep it elevated.

- Keep it elevated.
- What's that gonna do?

Blood drains!

It was a very good proposal, Jack.

I would have said yes.

All right. So, Madison
and the babies are

at the park with Toby, which is great,

'cause it gives us
a couple hours to wedding-plan

without being crapped on or spit up on.

Well, I hope your fiancée works that out

before you marry her.

All right, first order
of business is, uh,

I got to email Randall
and ask him to be my best man.

Email him? Really?

Doesn't that seem a little impersonal?

Just-just call him.

Yeah. You know, I-I thought... I...

I want to get the words right,

you know? Mm...

Hey, guys.

- Have no fear. M.C. Rivas is here.
- Nice.

Hey, Miguel, Uncle Nicky's excited

to dive into rehearsal dinner
planning with you,

so just ignore me.

Nicky, I am thrilled to have you
aboard the planning committee.

Dinner.

I'm thinking small plates.

Really?

Won't that be hard to fit the food on?

Oh, uh, no. The...

So, the plates...
they're not really small.

Uh, it's basically a bunch of appetizers

that add up to a full meal.

And that way, people can help themselves

- to as much as they want.
- Well, you're no stranger

to helping yourself
to whatever you want.

What was that?

Hmm? What about pigs in a blanket?

I do love pigs in a blanket,

but I was thinking salmon crostini,

bacon-wrapped dates and...

Bruschetta.

Hey, kid.

Hey! Kid!

Huh?

Do you want small, fancy food

or regular-sized, good food?

Hey, I... You know, it's up to you guys.

So, I don't think
we need anything crusty.

- Cr... Uh, crus... It's not crusty.
- No.

- It's crostini. It's...
- You know,

it doesn't sound good at all.

It's got salm... Look,
let me show you a picture of it.

Maybe you'll-you'll get it
a little. S-See how...

Oh. Hi!

Hey, uh, can I help you with that?

No. It's fine. I'm, uh, already done.

You know, I like to get here
an hour early,

settle in.

I see you're more of a...

- "minute to spare" type of person.
- Sorry.

I just... It was hard
for me to tear myself away

from my kids this morning,
but I'm sure it'll get easier.

Right? And I'm really excited
to be working with you.

This job is a dream,
and I still cannot believe

- I got it.
- Yeah.

All right! Good morning, drummers.

Good morning, good morning.

Mom, do you know the difference

between agender and bi-gender?

Bethany, Alex is a teenager,

not the gender police. Relax.

And yes, I do.

I'm a woman of the times.

- Hey.
- Hi.

Mom, Mama C,

- this is Alex.
- Hi.

Uh, it's so nice to meet you guys.

Great to meet you, Alex. Popper?

- Ooh, yes, please.
- Uh, we'll eat them upstairs.

- We need to go study.
- All right.

I hope they leave us some poppers.

Welcome, everyone. Welcome, welcome.

So, for those of you
who do not know me, I'm Jase.

And I just want to say this up front:

this is a transracial adoptee
support group.

This is not the Harry Potter Alliance.

Last month there was a little mix-up,

and we had a bunch
of very disappointed dudes

with wands.

Nothing wrong with that.

So, we've got, uh,
two new additions today, right?

Uh, yeah.

Uh, Randall Pearson.

Thrilled to be here.

Uh, Andrew Levin. Nice to meet you all.

So, which one of you want
to plunge in into the deep end

and tell us about yourselves?

Uh, okay. Sure.

Um... I mean,

- if you don't mind?
- No, please. Go for it.

Uh...

Where do I start? Um,

I grew up in Newton, Massachusetts.

Super white,

upper-middle-class, Jewish parents.

It was actually
shortly after my bar mitzvah

that my depression started.

Something about staring
out at all those faces.

A whole congregation of people
that looked nothing like me.

It shook me.

Anyway, I've gotten it
mostly under control, but...

I have this need to keep proving myself

that never goes away.

So, here I am.

Thank you for sharing, Andrew.

The mailman was the first Black man

I saw in our neighborhood.

And I used to think,

"Is that him?

Is that my real father?"

At night, I would pray
for my birth mother to find me.

But then my adopted mom
would come tuck me in,

and...

You know, I would feel so guilty.

Randall.

Anything you want to share, man?

I'm good. I just, uh...

Would it be all right if I just
kept listening for a while?

Absolutely, man.

Absolutely.

Maybe if we grease it, you know,
like when a bolt gets stuck?

Oh, that's a good idea.

- Right?
- Yeah.

You know, this is not how
I imagined my day going.

Yeah.

Hey, I thought you said that Rebecca

wasn't gonna be home for two hours.

It's not Rebecca.
I mean, this is her house.

She'd just walk in.

Mr. Malone.

Good to see you.

So, I was thinking

that after the cocktail hour,

I will give my toast.

Wait. You're-you're gonna give a toast?

Of course. Yeah, I'm-I'm hosting.

No, we're co-hosting.

Oh, really? Uh, how much money
are you kicking in

to pay for co-hosting this dinner?

I'm sorry.

It's just that all day,
you have been shooting down

pretty much every idea that I've had,

and it's just starting
to wear down on me.

No, no, it's kind of like
the way you wore down

my brother's wife
to get her to marry you.

Excuse me?

Nicky, what the hell, man?

Oh, forget it.

No. I don't want to forget it.

Go ahead.

We're both grown men.

Say what you're gonna say.

It just doesn't sit with me, you know?

I mean, my brother
cuts me out of his life

and replaces me with you,

and then you come along,

and you swoop in,
and you marry his wife.

"Swooped in"?

I married Rebecca
13 years after Jack died.

And if you're wondering whether or not

I spend a few minutes every day

wondering what Jack
might think about that,

well, then, the answer is yes.

I do.

There's only one person
that I owe an explanation to,

and that is the one person
that I can never give one to.

I certainly don't owe one to you.

So, I have been to every park

in a five-mile radius,
and this one is the best.

Aw, man, Patrick isn't here.

He's my favorite
of the stay-at-home dads.

That's too bad.

How's wedding planning going?

Oh, fine.

She said, staring sadly
off into the distance.

Just so you know, Madison,

I promise, whatever you
say on the playground

stays on the playground,

as the saying goes.

Ugh. It's stupid. It's just, um...

We picked a venue.

It's beautiful.

But, um, between us,

it's not where I want to get married.

Hmm. What did Kevin say?

Ah, you haven't told him. Okay.

Sometimes I have a hard
time saying what I want.

Especially with, um... men.

Mm-hmm.

Also women.

A little bit with children.

I think I'm having a...

I'm having a harder time

with this whole
"stay-at-home dad" thing.

Much harder than I'm letting on to Kate.

The thing is, I I... I loved my job.

And I loved getting dressed up for it.

I loved making coffee to take to it.

I loved doing it.
You know, and I love my kids,

but if I'm being honest...

Hey.

What you say at the playground
stays at the playground.

I love my kids,

but I don't love spending
ten hours a day with them.

- Mm.
- I didn't mean that.

I didn't mean that.

I totally meant that.

The couple of days that I've done it,

time has moved very, very slowly.

- Do you think I'm terrible?
- No.

- No, I-I think you're honest.
- Yeah.

Honest.

Here at the Las Vegas of playgrounds.

You should talk to her.

You should talk to Kevin.

- Puff?
- Please.

- Want one of these?
- No.

Want a cheese puff?

No. No.

No? Can I eat all of them?

Hey. So, my next class starts
in about two minutes.

Listen, I'm sure that everything is fine

and I'm just being crazy,
but can you please just...

just text me back, let me
know that you guys are okay?

Okay.

Okay, I love you. Bye.

- Nice of you to join us.
- Sorry. I...

I don't need an apology.
I need you to be present.

I'm sorry.

This is really important. Just one sec.

_

What's wrong?

Nothing. Nothing.

It's just, I told my husband to text me

to make sure that the kids were okay,

and he hadn't, and then...
I mean, he did.

Sorry, has s... has something happened?

No. No, they're fine.

They're fine.

I am a total mess.

Um, it's just I haven't

been away from both
of them for this long.

Kate, there were a lot
of applicants for this job,

and you were not at the top of my list.

I mean, you have no teaching experience,

and you don't have a degree in
anything even adjacent to music.

But Dr. Salzman loves your energy,

so here we are.

I get it.

You love your kids.

But if that means that you can't
be present for my students,

this isn't gonna work.

It's awful quiet up there.

Studying is an
inherently quiet activity.

Where are Tess and Alex?
I wanted to say hi.

- Oh, they're in her room.
- For real?

How come they're
allowed to be in her room

with the door closed,
but Malik and I aren't?

- Wait, hold up, the door's closed?
- Mm-hmm.

Well, that is definitely not allowed.

I mean, I think... Right?

You didn't discuss
ground rules with Tess?

I was very focused
on the pronouns and the poppers.

But, um...

No, I think it's only fair

that Tess should have to follow
the same rules as Deja, so...

I'm just...

I'm just gonna go up and check on 'em.

Bethany?

Do tread lightly.

Mom!

What are you doing?

I can't believe you
just barged in here like that.

I didn't barge in. I knocked.

And I would like for the two of you

to please relocate
to the couch downstairs, okay?

- What? Why?
- Hey, no.

It's fine.

Okay. Fine.

Sorry she's such a psycho.

What did you call me?

I'm sorry.

You know what, Alex?
I think maybe it's time for you

to go home so I can talk to
my daughter about her rudeness.

Mom, please.

Hey, no. It's okay.

I'll see you soon.

Tess, it's cool.

Bye.

That was mortifying.

Maybe you should have thought about that

before you called me out my name.

Yeah, because that's
what you're mad about.

What is that supposed to mean?

Nothing.

Tess?

I saw the look on your face
when you opened the door.

When you saw me with them.

What look? I didn't give a look.

Sure.

Oh. Come in.

This is, uh,

this is my friend Miguel.

- He, um...
- Hey.

He was helping me set
up for a proposal tonight.

Yeah, we had a little
snafu with the ring.

- Yeah.
- Butter.

Uh, so it's stuck.

Good luck with that.

Uh, look, Jack,
I'm sorry it took me so long

to get back to you today.

Um...

I was just gathering my thoughts

or, as my wife would say,
licking my wounds.

Look...

we both know Rebecca's already
made up her mind about you,

with or without my blessing.

So I will...

do the best I can to be civil to you

and to tolerate this marriage.

And I wanted to tell
you that man-to-man.

I promised my wife I would.

So...

now I'll let you get
back to whatever this is.

No.

I'm sorry, sir, that's just...

- that's not good enough.
- You know, Miguel, let's just...

Jack is not the kind of man
that you "tolerate"

being married to your daughter.

Jack is the kind of man that you thank

your lucky stars that your daughter

was lucky enough to meet,
let alone marry.

Did you know that Jack and I met
when he needed to buy a jacket

just to get into your country club?

I-I had never seen anybody

look so serious about anything.

I told him, "Just-just relax,
it's, it's just a jacket," but

he said,
"It's not about the jacket, man.

"It's about the girl.

"Everything that I do

from this moment forward
is gonna be about the girl."

And he meant it.

It was about the girl

when he worked his first
construction job for free

because the foreman
couldn't afford to hire him.

It was about the girl

when he moved into a new apartment,

a place Rebecca could be comfortable in.

And it was about the girl

every time he ate cup of noodles

because he was scrimping
and saving just to buy the...

ring stuck on my pinky finger right now.

That is the kind of man
that your daughter is marrying.

And if you can't find it within yourself

to give him your blessing,

well...

that says a whole lot more about you

than it does about him.

Do you have any dental floss?

Janet's fingers turn into sausage

when she has too much salt.

So...

I know a trick to get that ring off.

Yeah, let me just go
check and see if sh...

Hold that.

Is-is it gonna hurt?

Not much.

Great.

I've been thinking a lot
about my ghost kingdom.

Oh, for the new people,
"ghost kingdom" is

a term that we use
for a hypothetical world

where adoptees imagine who
their birth parents might be.

I used to imagine
Rita Moreno was my mom.

She's so funny.

I thought we must be related.

Of course, when I actually met
my birth mother, she was

nothing like Rita.

We didn't have anything in common.

Or maybe we did.

It's hard to tell.

I can't speak Spanish,
and she can't speak English.

Lately, I've been letting
myself feel something

I think I've known deep
down for my entire life.

I wish I'd never been adopted.

I made the mistake of
telling my adopted family

how I've been feeling.

I said, "I love you,

"but I wish I never knew you.

"Because if I could go
back in time and choose,

I'd choose to stay with
my bipolar birth mom."

Now half of them won't talk to me.

♪ I'll never know ♪

♪ What made it so exciting ♪

♪ Why all at once ♪

♪ My heart took flight. ♪

Okay. Amelia,

at the top of the song,
it says "allegro."

What does that mean?

Uh, brisk and lively.

Good. Yeah, well...

let's remember that

and go again.

Can I just say one thing?

- Real quick.
- Sure.

So, Eliza, the woman who's singing,

she was basically told her entire life

that she was worthless.

And now she's finally realizing

that she is smart and she is a badass.

I don't know if I'm allowed to say that.

Sorry. But, on top of all that,

she just finished dancing

with her cranky but charming
tutor for the first time,

and-and it's making her just feel

so excited she could burst.

So it's safe to say

that when you're singing the song,

that you would feel all the things.

Okay. Got it.

Okay. W-Well, let's...

let's go again.

♪ I'll never know ♪

♪ What made it so exciting ♪

♪ Why all at once ♪

♪ My heart took flight ♪

♪ I only know when he ♪

♪ Began to dance with me ♪

♪ I could have danced ♪

♪ Danced, danced... ♪

♪ All ♪

♪ Night. ♪

I did not tread lightly.

So I heard.

Tess said she saw a look on my face

when I walked in on her and Alex,

saw me reacting to them...
being together.

Mm.

I don't know what's wrong with me.

When Tess first came out,
I was totally fine.

And now I-I...

I think I'm having trouble letting go.

What are you letting go of?

She's my firstborn daughter.

I had all these dreams
about what it was gonna be like

when she got older, you know? Like...

she'd talk to me
about the boys she liked

or I'd help her get ready for dates.

One day, I would watch
her walk down the aisle

towards a man every
bit as good as her father.

I thought I had let all that go,
but I...

Well, it's-it's more than letting go.

You have to adjust.

It's part of being a mother.

This is the part where you let
go of what you thought would be

and adjust to what is.

When you left dance,

I thought that you would
go into academics, like me.

I thought you would
choose to stay in D.C.

and be close, always.

See, that was my picture of your life.

But the real picture...

the woman you actually become,

the things you actually want...

they're just as beautiful.

It took me some time to see that.

Too much time, if you ask me.

So I hope that you
will adjust quicker, Bethany.

Time is so precious.

You blink

and your daughter's grown

and you're holed up in her house,

trying to make up for 20 years

of not adjusting.

Okay.

Twins are finally in bed
after a long day at the park.

Had to sing "Rock-a-bye Baby"
to them about ten times.

It's some bleak, bleak lyrics,
but it works.

Least it's not "Ring Around the Rosie."

- Yeah.
- 'Cause that song is the

stuff of nightmares.

Oh, that song is just brutal, isn't it?

Kevin...

- Yeah?
- I...

I don't think I want
to get married at the Villas.

You don't?

So, my father was a pretty...

withholding man.

Emotionally, I mean.

And, um, he wasn't
around a lot when I was little.

- Traveled a lot.
- Mm.

So, my mother...

One day, she finally put her foot down.

You know, told him to...

"Take us with you on
one of your business trips.

Make time for us, or else."

He took us to Japan.

Which explains the
Kabuki mask collection.

- Yeah.
- We spent a perfect day

walking around the most beautiful garden

I have ever seen.

My mom laughed a lot.

I remember my dad held both our hands,

actually asked me
questions about school.

We had a picnic under the cherry trees.

For one day...

we were a family.

A few weeks later, they told me
they were getting divorced.

I guess you would think

that would have soured
the trip in my mind, but...

I have spent a lifetime

chasing the happiness
I felt in that garden.

So, there's this garden

that I really love.

It's not as fancy as the Villas,

but it's outside,
and it's-it's COVID-safe,

and it has a lot of the same trees

- and flowers.
- Yes.

Yeah, let's get married there.

Just like that?

Just like that.

I mean, it sounds perfect.

Come in.

Hey.

Hey.

Tess.

You will not call me names.

Not in front of anyone.

Not in private.

That is not the way we
do things in this house.

Understood?

Understood.

But...

you should be able to tell
me how I make you feel.

If you saw anything on my face today

when I saw you and Alex
together on your bed,

you need to know this.

It has nothing to do
with how much I love you.

Actually, it has nothing
to do with you at all.

Because you're perfect.

Just the way you are.

And Alex seems pretty perfect

just the way they are.

Is there anything else
you want to say to me?

I know you're trying.

I also know you don't
have to try with Annie.

Or Deja.

And it makes me sad.

Makes me wonder
if we'll ever be close again.

Oh, Tess, of course we will.

We are close now.

We are, and we always will be.

Okay, Mom.

And then my speech helped Amelia soar.

I mean, Philip wouldn't admit it,

but we both know that she really soared.

Bam! Hell yeah, she did.

Nobody summarizes My Fair Lady

- like you, babe.
- Thank you.

You okay? I'm sorry,
I know I've been talking

- a mile a minute since I got home.
- Uh, yeah.

No, I'm fine.
I'm just really, really tired.

I do have some good photos
from today. You want to see?

What? Holding out on me?

Babe.

Look at him on a swing! Aw.

Hello?

Oh, hey. Uh, hey, Miguel. It's Nicky.

Oh. Uh... hey.

Uh...

I j... I just want to apologize
for the way I acted before.

Th-That was... That was my own stuff.

Had nothing to do with you.

Okay. Um...

Well, thank you.

Okay. Well, anyway, that's it.

Um...

Sorry to bother you.

- Good night.
- He never replaced you, Nicky.

All right.

Well, my work is done here.

It's all on you now, my friend.

Hey, things go well tonight,

you know, like, she says yes

- and everything...
- She's gonna...

...would you stand at the altar with me?

You know, maybe say a
few words at the reception?

We both knew what he meant,

but he just, uh...

He couldn't say the words.

He, he couldn't call me his best man

because I think that
somewhere deep down,

he was saving that place for you.

You know,

if you wanted to,

we could do the rehearsal
dinner toast together.

Oh, no, I-I don't want
to give a toast. I just...

I just didn't like the idea
that you were gonna do it.

Hey, Kev.

Saw your big news in the tabloids.

Yeah.

Thank God the five-o'clock shadow

is quarantine chic, right?

Um...

So, so, Randall, the reason I'm calling

is, uh...

I'm calling to ask you
to be my best man.

Absolutely.

Uh, I'd be honored.

I've been putting this call off all day.

All week, if I'm being honest.

And it's not because I thought
you'd say no. It's just...

When you stand up there next to me,

I don't want there to
be anything between us.

And-and I know when the twins were born,

you said it was a bad time
to talk about our childhoods

and, uh, how you felt
growing up in our family...

Hey, Kev, I don't want you
to take this the wrong way,

but I don't think now is the right time

to have this conversation, either.

It's, uh, it's been a day.

I agree. No, I-I don't want
to have that talk right now.

In fact, I don't want to have it
over the phone at all.

I was, um...

What if I come... What if I come
out? What if I come see you?

You... Really?

Yeah, yeah. You know, I talked
it over with Madison, and I got

some free time. What if I come out?

You know, after we all get our shots?

Yeah, brother.

That's-that's cool with me.

Well, all right, then. I'll, you know...

I'll book a flight.

Okay.

Talk to you later.

Manny say what?

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