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Ji Eun, stop.

We're not done talking.

You can't just leave
after telling me how you feel.

What did I do to give you
such a hard time?

How do you expect me to talk
to a person...

who doesn't even know
why I'm angry?

Fine.

I brought Seung Ju home
without even telling you.

If that's why you're angry,
I totally get it.

But do you really think
you have the right to be like this?

Do you know something?

You never listen to me.

I clearly sent you a text
saying we need to talk today.

I didn't want to fight.

And you might find this childish,

but I wanted to use Seung Ju
to make you jealous...

so that we could go back
to when we used to date.

We're not dating anymore.
We're married.

We have tons of things to do.

"Things to do"?

That's only
coming from your perspective.

You wanted to become the director,

and you didn't want to hire
an in-home nanny.

You're always busy with work
and never take any days off.

You're a workaholic.

You see,

I want a wife who spends time
with me in the weekends.

I want a wife who's willing
to look into my eyes...

and talk to me
for at least 30 minutes after work.

I want a wife
whom I can talk and laugh with...

and someone
who focuses her attention on me.

I want a wife who leaves
a spot for me in her life.

I understand
that you have a big dream...

and ambition.

And I pride myself
for doing my best to support you.

But you stand there telling me
that I give you a hard time?

Do you resent me?

I get that you're angry, but how
could you tell her to take me?

You created this situation.

You asked Seung Ju
to make me jealous.

What kind of nonsense is that?

Seung Ju is your friend, not mine.

You pretty much humiliated me
in front of her.

Your intentions may have been pure,

but if I was offended by it,
that means it was wrong.

Let's say
I wasn't thinking straight.

But I only did it
because I felt like...

we needed more tension between us.

Can't you just laugh it off?

How do you expect me
to laugh about this?

Why are you always so angry?

It's natural for us
to have different perspectives.

Don't say that.

We're supposed to be a team.

Other people envy
the life you have, you know.

Maybe you're the one
who thinks that way.

Ji Eun, watch what you say.

Do I even need to watch
what I say to you?

Stop raising an issue
with everything I say.

You know that's not what I meant.

I'm always grateful
toward my husband.

In order to save my life,

he didn't even hesitate
to drink poison.

Because of that, I feel pressured
to always show him...

how happy I am.

That must be very pressuring.

No matter how much
you love your husband,

you can't possibly always be happy.

Due to that pressure, I often
find myself getting cranky at him.

Why haven't you told your husband
that you have masked depression?

If I tell him, he'll worry.

My husband is
a kind and fragile man.

So he might put the blame on him.

Ji Eun.

I loved you to be happy.

And I married you hoping to live
a happy life together.

But what's your problem?

Do you have a problem
with how much I love you?

You're not the problem.

I'm always the problem.

Are you seriously
going to be sarcastic right now?

Let's stop.

Han Bit and Na Rae
are going to wake up soon.

I don't want the kids
to see us fighting.

So...

I'll try not to get angry at you
from now on.

(We're getting married.)

Look at this.

Look at Bok Ja and Yeo Jin.

My gosh.

People try to make their wedding
invitations look elegant these days.

But this is so childish.
What's with the drawing?

- Gosh, are you serious?
- What's your problem?

I can't believe you're making fun
of our wedding invitation.

You're right. Why am I so twisted?

Do you think I'm feeling sad
because Bok Ja is...

marrying someone else?

- What's with you?
- Why would you say that to them...

when they're about
to get married soon?

This is exactly why I dumped you.

Yoo Na, let's get
the facts straight.

You may have dumped me,

but I caused you to do so.

So if you think about it,
I was the one who dumped you.

Look at you
running your mouth again.

You must be proud
that you cheated on me.

We're all free to date whomever.

Who says it's not okay
to switch lovers?

Are you serious?

You're not going to slap me again,
are you?

I hope you grow old and die alone.

Sure. Whatever.

Life is all about being alone.
Everyone's lonely.

Yoo Na, we can go
to a nursing home together.

Why don't we all go together?

You already fought at Han Bit
and Na Rae's birthday party.

And you're still fighting?

It's starting to make me think
that you still like each other.

My gosh, go and knock on wood.

I can't believe you just said that.

Goodness,
you couldn't be more wrong.

Yoo Na, just ignore Ho Jin.

- What?
- By the way,

how did you guys get your parents
to approve of the marriage?

Wasn't Yeo Jin's mother...

completely against Bok Ja?

A lot of things happened after that.

Before we got our parents' approval,

my dad called Yeo Jin
and threw a huge fit.

He disapproved of Yeo Jin
saying he's too young for me.

He hurt me a lot that day.

So you guys got your parents
to approve of each other...

after you both got hurt?

No.

That would've left us on bad terms
with our in-laws.

So Bok Ja...

I mean, my babe made a deal
with my parents.

And I made a deal with her parents.

What kind of deal?

I told his parents
that since I'm a competent woman,

I'll make him become a CEO
of a marketing firm in 10 years...

and that we'll buy a house
in five years.

You guys are totally meant to be.
You fought so often.

- You saw it too, right?
- Yes.

But in the end,
you got back together.

That means you guys were
destined to marry each other.

And it proves that people
grow on you as you fight.

You're right.

We really did fight a lot.

And we still fight.

I don't think
that's ever going to end.

I personally think
fighting with each other...

shows that you both care
for one another.

Every couple has a different story
that leads to marriage.

And we managed to get our parents'
approval in our own way.

We'll keep the promises we made
to our parents...

and do our best to be happy.

- Everyone's gone already?
- Yes.

I bought more ingredients
to cook you a few more dishes.

We already had a feast.

Thank you so much for the food,

and thank you
for letting us use the bar.

Thank you.

It feels nice to know
that you had a nice time.

Congratulations.

You're going to come
to our wedding, right?

Of course, I'm going to go.
Yeo Jin, you're my best friend.

We're best friends and soulmates.

But where's Young Eun?

She apparently has an interview
regarding a book tomorrow.

She seemed really busy...

because she was
the first person to leave.

We should go now.

- Okay.
- Thank you.

Oh, my goodness.

Why did you come to the bar
when your back hasn't recovered?

Yeo Jin, I need to talk to you.

Can you wait outside for a moment?

What is it about?

It's pretty important.

But before I tell you,

I need to talk to him first.

I think it's only right.

I guess she needs to talk to you
about something.

We'll be waiting in the car.
You can call us when you're ready.

See you.

What is it about?

Sit down.

My gosh, this is so frustrating.

What is it? Just tell me already.

What could possibly be more shocking
than finding out...

that your dead husband
was actually alive?

I found your son.

What are you talking about?

I found Tae Jun,

your son.

Where's my son?

Where's Tae Jun?

It turns out we knew him all along.
He's someone you already care for.

Who is it?

Yeo Jin.

Yeo Jin is your son.

Look. He's your son.

It's a 99.9 percent probability.

(SEA. Gene Information Center)

(Match, match, match...)

(There's a 99.99 percent probability
that you are the father.)

(There's a 99.99 percent probability
that you are the father.)

(SE-A Gene Information Center)

(There's a 99.99 percent probability
that you are the father.)

I should go now.

I need time to think about this.

Tae Jun.

My name is Yeo Jin.

Mr. Kang.

I mean...

I don't know what to call you.

I actually knew...

that I was adopted.

Yeo Jin found out
when he was in ninth grade.

When I found out my parents
weren't my biological parents,

I was so confused and lost,

and Bok Ja was the one
who helped me through it.

I checked my blood type
when I was in middle school,

and I was the only one
with blood type A.

Both my parents had
blood type O.

That's when I started
to question things.

One night, I overheard
my parents talking to each other.

And I still clearly remember...

what my mom said.

She said she could die for me...

and that she always thought of me
as her son.

My parents still don't know
that I know.

If they hear about
my biological father,

they'll be a lot more shocked
than I am right now.

So I need to think about...

how I'm going to tell my parents.

I'll come back...

after I think about it.

We'll be off now.

Yeo Jin.

Even so,
you can't just leave like this.

You should go after him.

You must be really upset.

Yes.

I'm upset.

I think he's angry at me
for losing him,

which is totally understandable.

It's my fault as a parent
for losing my child.

So there's nothing I can say.

I have no excuses.

Even I feel upset
that he just left like that.

So I can only imagine
how worse it must be for you.

I bet...

you countlessly imagined yourself...

crying your eyes out
with your son in your arms...

the moment you found him.

I'm sorry you had to see him
leave like that.

I feel so bad for you.

It breaks my heart.

You're the only person
who understands me.

Thank you so much
for finding my son.

I was always the one
receiving things from you.

I guess I got lucky.

I happened to see
an old photo of him...

inside his wallet.

I wanted to tell you,

but I was worried
you might be disappointed...

if I turned out to be wrong.

So I wanted to check first.

Is that why
you plucked out his hair?

Yes.

But shouldn't we look into...

how he got adopted?

Yes, we should.

He disappeared while he was
sleeping in the master bedroom.

The only way for that to happen
is for him to be kidnapped.

I'm sure...

he wasn't kidnapped.

Maybe something
unimaginable happened.

You already met
his adoptive parents once.

They didn't seem like the kind of
people who kidnap a child.

You're right.

They didn't seem like the type
who'd kidnap someone's child...

only to pretend like he was theirs.

Let's try our best...

to understand Tae Jun.

He lived most of his life
with his adoptive parents.

And he can't just ignore
the love he received from them.

Yes.

I should understand.

I'm just grateful that he's alive.

And they raised Tae Jun so well.
They're like my savior.

I'd go and bow to them if I could.

I'm so happy
that we finally found Tae Jun.

Whenever I saw you
look into the horizon and sigh,

I felt so bad because there was...

nothing I could do to help.

Hyun Sook.

You're my lucky charm.

Ma'am.

I thought you were going to
take care of your daughter today.

I talked to your wife
over the phone last night.

You know how amazing she is.

She managed
to convince me right away.

I already saw my daughter
give birth,

and she went
to a postnatal care center,

so she doesn't need my help anymore.

Plus, I really missed
Han Bit and Na Rae.

So I took the earliest train here.

You totally saved us.

But where is she?
Is she in the twins' room?

She left a while ago.

She even cooked breakfast for you.

It seemed like she slept
in the kids' room.

Did you guys fight?

It's time for Han Bit and Na Rae
to eat.

I understand
that you have a big dream...

and ambition.

And I pride myself
for doing my best to support you.

But you stand there telling me
that I give you a hard time?

Do you resent me?

When you're struggling
to find the answer,

think about what you really want.

Then prioritize the thoughts
in your mind.

Your daughter will do well.

I have faith in you, Ji Eun.

Let's try to prioritize
the thoughts in my mind.

Let's try doing that first.

(Director Lee Ji Eun)

I got worried I might hide
my feelings again when I'm with you.

I know how much you love me,

so I was always worried about
hurting you.

And I only wanted to show you
how happy I was.

I love you,
but I wasn't always happy.

And sometimes, I kept telling myself
that I shouldn't think that way.

I should've resolved
the grudge I had toward you,

but I guess
I was only making it worse.

It was a shocking incident
for all of us,

and thankfully,
it's all in the past now.

But still dream of getting locked
in the basement.

Sometimes, I even wonder...

why you didn't believe me back then.

I told you numerous times...

that Seo Eun Ju seemed suspicious.

You have no idea how hard I tried
to protect our babies.

I'll get back at you for this!

How dare you fool me!
You lied to me!

And you're even pregnant?

What did I tell you?

I told you that I'll kill you
if you deceive me!

I don't mind dying here...

as long as Ji Eun can be safe.

Ji Eun.

I love you...

forever.

You even risked your life
to save me,

so I couldn't bring myself
to tell you that none of that...

would've happened
if you'd listened to me.

After all, it wasn't your fault.

But sometimes, I find myself
wanting to put the blame on you.

Like you said, people envy me.

They think I have it all.

But I bet you don't know...

that no matter how hard I work,

people always call me...

the girl who became Cinderella
by marrying Seo Jung Min.

People think I succeeded
thanks to your background.

I put up with the belittlement...

because I didn't want to lose face
as your wife.

Most importantly, I had to show you
that I was happy.

Jung Min. What is happiness?

What is happiness?

Here's what I think.

There are times...

when it gets hard
to understand one another.

So you end up fighting, hurting,

and getting angry at each other.

But I still think it's best
to know how you both truly feel...

in order to be happy.

It's about knowing
the other person's true feelings.

Like you said,

I also loved you to be happy...

and married you
to live a happy life together.

So I think it's time for me
to tell you how I truly feel.

I want to stop acting like
everything's okay.

Director Lee.

Mr. Kim urgently wishes to see you.

What is it about?

There's a problem with the products
that got exported to Japan.

Goodness, you really look
like a writer now.

Gosh, it's still awkward
to hear anyone call me a writer.

I only wrote two books.

But are you really
going to live your life as a writer?

You used to be a businessman.
That's what you should be doing.

I already know
what a great businessman you are.

So I've been thinking.

There's actually a small company...

that I've been meaning to take over.

Would you like to try
and run the company?

I heard your new book isn't
selling as well as the last one.

That's why I'm doing an interview.
It's to promote my book.

Thank you for letting me
rent the location.

Don't mention it.

There's no need to thank me.
It just happened to be available.

Mr. Lee.

It's hard to make a lot of money
as a writer.

Plus, you don't always come up
with good content.

And you won't always be
the best-selling author.

I'll send you the business report
of that company.

You should take a look.

If you manage that company,
I think it really might work out.

I'll pay you a hefty paycheck
along with a big bonus.

Thank you for the offer,

but I want to try and live
however I want.

I want to experience
a lot of ups and downs in life.

You might change your mind
once your memory comes back.

Do you think so?

Director Lee is in a meeting.

Should I tell her you're here?

No, it's okay. I'll come back later.

Does she have a lunch appointment?

No, she's not planned
to go anywhere for lunch.

But she does have an appointment.

Doctor, please wait here.

Director Lee is still in a meeting.

Okay.

It's a good idea
to write your feelings down.

Now you just need
to talk to your husband.

I'm going to give it a try.

I got really angry
and ranted at him yesterday,

but it actually felt kind of nice.

It'd be nice if your husband
could join us next time.

Did the interview go well, Father?

It was awkward.

In the end, it's about telling them
to buy my books.

It's time for lunch. Is Ji Eun busy?

I think she's seeing a guest.

I see.

Doctor, what brings you here?

I had to meet someone here.

- Oh, I see.
- I'll be off then.

Okay, bye.

Father.

Who is she?

Oh, her?

She helps me get my memory back.

Oh, are you saying
she's a psychiatrist?

Yes.

Ji Eun's getting therapy
from a psychiatrist?

Father, something urgent came up.
Is it okay if I go?

Don't mind me. You should go.

Okay, bye.

Ji Eun, I'm sorry...

for making you cry all by yourself.

From now on, I'll cry with you.

(Phoenix 2020)

I was too blind to notice
how you were feeling.

I'm sorry.

It's because I love you a lot more.

Did you know that your wife
has a lot of pent-up anger?

If you didn't,

that means she tried hard
to hide her anger from you.

I'm sorry you can't sit
in my father's seat at my wedding.

It's going to take some time
to start calling you "Dad".

I'll wait.

I'll continue to find meaning...

and do my best to lead Seorin
in the right direction.