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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:13,916 --> 00:00:15,625 Okay, right. 2 00:00:15,791 --> 00:00:18,000 This is what I'm gonna do. 3 00:00:18,791 --> 00:00:19,750 Practice. 4 00:00:21,875 --> 00:00:26,750 The unbearable night, the night building that washes water, 5 00:00:28,041 --> 00:00:32,791 the night wind that sounds like trapped radiator spirits. 6 00:00:34,041 --> 00:00:35,833 The night red light mill. 7 00:00:41,958 --> 00:00:45,666 And what's that other French surrealist writer called? 8 00:00:45,833 --> 00:00:48,166 Paul Eluard? 9 00:00:49,291 --> 00:00:50,458 Or is it Elua? 10 00:00:51,791 --> 00:00:54,166 Do you pronounce the d? 11 00:00:54,333 --> 00:00:56,000 E-L-U-A. 12 00:00:59,416 --> 00:01:01,875 The night full of ship's tears, 13 00:01:03,000 --> 00:01:05,291 the night window, the pains. 14 00:01:05,458 --> 00:01:06,833 Ah shit! 15 00:01:07,000 --> 00:01:08,875 Thought I edited that line out. 16 00:01:09,041 --> 00:01:12,291 [gentle piano music] 17 00:01:12,458 --> 00:01:14,458 The night full of ship's tears, 18 00:01:14,625 --> 00:01:17,958 and the mystery that calls you old fashioned. 19 00:01:18,125 --> 00:01:21,750 The water you had planned under the ground, 20 00:01:22,916 --> 00:01:24,833 to save a generation. 21 00:01:26,416 --> 00:01:29,500 The night walls that shudder flowers, 22 00:01:30,875 --> 00:01:35,208 the equal distances from arms and closed eyes. 23 00:01:35,375 --> 00:01:38,791 And the gardens that make a city wide. 24 00:01:38,958 --> 00:01:43,375 Yeah, it's definitely the one I'm gonna read to him first. 25 00:01:45,583 --> 00:01:46,833 Okay, here we go. 26 00:01:48,500 --> 00:01:49,666 You can do it. 27 00:01:49,833 --> 00:01:51,708 Just think of them on the toilet. 28 00:01:51,875 --> 00:01:54,708 [Celeste footsteps approaching] 29 00:01:54,875 --> 00:01:58,458 Oh, and remember to read the poems slowly. 30 00:02:00,125 --> 00:02:01,833 And make eye contact. 31 00:02:04,708 --> 00:02:05,708 Okay, breathe. 32 00:02:22,250 --> 00:02:24,333 Fitzer radio group 33 00:02:24,500 --> 00:02:25,916 Submissions? 34 00:02:26,083 --> 00:02:27,875 Yeah, well actually I don't deal with those. 35 00:02:30,791 --> 00:02:33,416 Okay, when did you send that? 36 00:02:33,583 --> 00:02:35,500 And the title was? 37 00:02:35,666 --> 00:02:38,875 "Think Fast, The Future is a Rapid Dog." 38 00:02:41,125 --> 00:02:42,625 No. 39 00:02:42,791 --> 00:02:44,916 Well, I think I might have remembered that one. 40 00:02:47,375 --> 00:02:50,458 No, okay, all right thank you very much. 41 00:02:58,958 --> 00:03:00,250 Celeste 42 00:03:00,416 --> 00:03:01,041 Oh, Jonathan. 43 00:03:01,208 --> 00:03:01,958 Hi. 44 00:03:02,125 --> 00:03:02,916 Hi. 45 00:03:04,166 --> 00:03:05,166 Tea? 46 00:03:05,333 --> 00:03:07,625 Oh, ahhh no, I'm fine, thank you. 47 00:03:10,708 --> 00:03:14,000 So, have you got something to show me? 48 00:03:14,166 --> 00:03:15,375 Such an honor. 49 00:03:19,041 --> 00:03:19,666 Oh. 50 00:03:19,833 --> 00:03:20,625 Just let me. 51 00:03:21,750 --> 00:03:24,083 -And there was... -Aha, mmmh. 52 00:03:24,250 --> 00:03:25,250 Ooh and there was... 53 00:03:25,416 --> 00:03:26,500 No no ahah. 54 00:03:30,083 --> 00:03:32,958 You know, Celeste my father left us, 55 00:03:33,125 --> 00:03:37,666 it was just me, my mom and my little brother. 56 00:03:37,833 --> 00:03:39,875 We only started speaking last year. 57 00:03:40,041 --> 00:03:41,750 Oh no, my father didn't leave us 58 00:03:41,916 --> 00:03:43,541 he's just having a break. 59 00:03:43,708 --> 00:03:46,708 This book is more of an ode to him than a revenge book 60 00:03:46,875 --> 00:03:48,166 if you know what I mean. 61 00:03:48,333 --> 00:03:50,833 Well, I guess it's a universal feeling. 62 00:03:51,000 --> 00:03:51,958 Loss, longing. 63 00:03:53,500 --> 00:03:54,875 Maybe I could read you one. 64 00:03:55,041 --> 00:03:57,541 No, I have to read poetry into myself 65 00:03:57,708 --> 00:03:59,541 in my own private space. 66 00:03:59,708 --> 00:04:01,333 "Hurt by Paradise." 67 00:04:01,500 --> 00:04:02,833 I like it. 68 00:04:03,000 --> 00:04:04,750 Most of these poems are like memories 69 00:04:04,916 --> 00:04:06,791 that have haunted me in some way. 70 00:04:06,958 --> 00:04:08,500 You know, people expect you to have hate 71 00:04:08,666 --> 00:04:11,000 if someone just leaves without dying, but I don't. 72 00:04:11,166 --> 00:04:12,666 I get it... 73 00:04:12,833 --> 00:04:16,916 Well, I'm sure what you've written is impactful. 74 00:04:17,083 --> 00:04:18,625 There are little boys and girls everywhere 75 00:04:18,791 --> 00:04:22,791 in the same position coming of age, so important. 76 00:04:24,625 --> 00:04:26,625 But it's not gonna sell. 77 00:04:29,500 --> 00:04:31,875 Is just so hard to get a serious poet's name 78 00:04:32,041 --> 00:04:33,958 to stick in people's heads. 79 00:04:34,125 --> 00:04:38,208 I mean, unless they die in some tragic way. 80 00:04:38,375 --> 00:04:40,625 Look at Sylvia Plath. 81 00:04:40,791 --> 00:04:44,333 A genius her whole life and practically ignored, 82 00:04:44,500 --> 00:04:47,625 until she stuck her head in the oven. 83 00:04:49,958 --> 00:04:52,000 Do you think Ted didn't try hard 84 00:04:52,166 --> 00:04:54,083 to push Sylvia when she was alive. 85 00:04:54,250 --> 00:04:55,833 He knew she was great. 86 00:04:56,000 --> 00:04:59,500 I bet he raved about her at feybar, cheese and wine parties 87 00:04:59,666 --> 00:05:01,166 all over Fitzrovia. 88 00:05:01,333 --> 00:05:03,625 Just one measly collection 89 00:05:03,791 --> 00:05:05,083 was all that was published in her lifetime. 90 00:05:05,250 --> 00:05:07,083 No one gave a shit. 91 00:05:07,250 --> 00:05:10,041 Then one sultry, obituary photo in the Times 92 00:05:10,208 --> 00:05:12,875 and bang, Ariel and the Bell Jar. 93 00:05:14,000 --> 00:05:15,500 Which makes me think your next move 94 00:05:15,666 --> 00:05:17,291 should be adapting this into a novel. 95 00:05:17,458 --> 00:05:19,000 But it's perfect. 96 00:05:19,166 --> 00:05:20,458 It's like if I remove one word 97 00:05:20,625 --> 00:05:22,875 the whole thing would collapse. 98 00:05:23,041 --> 00:05:25,916 You know that Emma Morris book, 99 00:05:26,083 --> 00:05:28,208 has been translated into 30 different languages, 100 00:05:28,375 --> 00:05:30,166 and the rights have been bought to be made into a movie. 101 00:05:30,333 --> 00:05:32,416 She's made millions. 102 00:05:32,583 --> 00:05:34,625 You could always do poetry on the side. 103 00:05:34,791 --> 00:05:37,333 She's in the top 10 international bestsellers list now. 104 00:05:37,500 --> 00:05:40,041 Publishers are struggling. 105 00:05:40,208 --> 00:05:41,666 We all are. 106 00:05:41,833 --> 00:05:43,958 I can barely afford my children's school fees. 107 00:05:44,125 --> 00:05:46,083 The middle class has gone. 108 00:05:47,916 --> 00:05:51,083 Look, I really do admire your determination. 109 00:05:51,250 --> 00:05:55,958 Why don't you, think about what I said and keep in touch. 110 00:05:56,125 --> 00:05:58,083 How does that sound? 111 00:05:58,250 --> 00:06:00,125 Harriet Toodie on line two. 112 00:06:00,291 --> 00:06:01,125 Aah, great, 113 00:06:01,291 --> 00:06:03,041 just finishing here. 114 00:06:04,375 --> 00:06:09,041 Yeah, well I must dash, I've actually got a meeting. 115 00:06:10,666 --> 00:06:13,916 Been speaking to a couple of publishers directly. 116 00:06:14,083 --> 00:06:17,458 There really is a new revolution of writers and poets 117 00:06:17,625 --> 00:06:19,916 who just, you know, aren't afraid to put it out there. 118 00:06:20,083 --> 00:06:20,833 Exactly. 119 00:06:21,000 --> 00:06:22,166 Oh, I better go. 120 00:06:22,333 --> 00:06:23,250 -Okay. -Okay. 121 00:06:23,416 --> 00:06:24,541 It's been really inspiring. 122 00:06:24,708 --> 00:06:25,625 Thanks. 123 00:06:25,791 --> 00:06:28,041 I truly admire your spirit. 124 00:06:29,416 --> 00:06:30,208 Right. 125 00:06:33,041 --> 00:06:33,708 [laughs] 126 00:06:33,875 --> 00:06:35,416 There you are. 127 00:06:35,583 --> 00:06:37,500 Yes, we have some news. 128 00:06:38,916 --> 00:06:40,916 That's so patronizing. 129 00:06:42,041 --> 00:06:44,458 Why don't we just re-work it into a novel? 130 00:06:44,625 --> 00:06:47,333 Re-work it into a bunch of lies. 131 00:06:47,500 --> 00:06:49,833 Think I'm conformist. 132 00:06:50,000 --> 00:06:52,250 "Yeah yeah, have you hear of Emma Morris? 133 00:06:52,416 --> 00:06:53,416 Emma Morris." 134 00:06:54,916 --> 00:06:57,625 No I've not heard of Emma Morris. 135 00:07:10,291 --> 00:07:12,083 Hi, dad it's Celeste. 136 00:07:14,125 --> 00:07:15,500 Wait do I say dad? 137 00:07:17,208 --> 00:07:19,166 Hello. 138 00:07:21,250 --> 00:07:23,125 Fuck this is useless 139 00:07:25,791 --> 00:07:26,791 Never gonna find him. 140 00:07:34,333 --> 00:07:36,083 Come in, it's open. 141 00:07:37,666 --> 00:07:38,291 Hey Jimmy? 142 00:07:38,458 --> 00:07:39,083 Hey. 143 00:07:39,250 --> 00:07:40,083 Hi. 144 00:07:45,375 --> 00:07:47,958 Had the worst day, Jimmy slept all morning. 145 00:07:48,125 --> 00:07:50,000 So I managed to get some reading done in the library 146 00:07:50,166 --> 00:07:52,416 but then he woke up in the worst mood. 147 00:07:52,583 --> 00:07:54,958 He threw everything on the floor. 148 00:07:55,125 --> 00:07:56,708 Oh, and you owe me another 12 pounds. 149 00:07:56,875 --> 00:07:59,000 It started raining and he didn't have his rain coat, 150 00:07:59,166 --> 00:08:02,166 so I got him this one, from the charity shop over the road. 151 00:08:02,333 --> 00:08:04,041 All right, that's fine. 152 00:08:04,208 --> 00:08:06,125 Let me just have a... 153 00:08:06,291 --> 00:08:08,750 Is it okay if I pay you Friday? 154 00:08:10,041 --> 00:08:13,833 ♪ warm as the setting sun... ♪ 155 00:08:14,000 --> 00:08:16,166 Everything lives unearthed. 156 00:08:18,666 --> 00:08:21,375 Tiny cups and scissors hung over. 157 00:08:23,416 --> 00:08:27,625 Lilly's in heaven, marching in glass, on the table. 158 00:08:30,000 --> 00:08:32,166 Our child arranging the sky. 159 00:08:34,500 --> 00:08:38,166 Sleeping between the doorway, blue garments. 160 00:08:39,375 --> 00:08:41,750 An ocean on the bedroom floor. 161 00:08:45,125 --> 00:08:48,291 Your scent a kind of black under heaven, 162 00:08:49,708 --> 00:08:53,916 all raging and soft, breaking the tracks of summer. 163 00:08:55,291 --> 00:08:57,708 A chapel in the fourth wall. 164 00:09:00,041 --> 00:09:02,000 Always lit up and nursing. 165 00:09:04,708 --> 00:09:06,666 ♪ Warm as the setting sun... ♪ 166 00:09:06,833 --> 00:09:11,166 We barely notice the ceiling falling onto our bed. 167 00:09:11,333 --> 00:09:13,833 Emptying out the aerial stars, 168 00:09:15,166 --> 00:09:18,500 that have trapped our whole lives till now. 169 00:09:18,666 --> 00:09:21,416 Walked with us through hysteria, 170 00:09:21,583 --> 00:09:24,250 and trees made in the empty muse. 171 00:09:25,791 --> 00:09:29,916 We live in one room, the BT Tower our lighthouse. 172 00:09:33,375 --> 00:09:35,666 We have become two mothers. 173 00:09:36,500 --> 00:09:38,500 We have become two mothers. 174 00:09:38,666 --> 00:09:41,083 ♪ From the pouring rain. ♪ 175 00:10:13,500 --> 00:10:15,333 Can I just read you these four lines? 176 00:10:15,500 --> 00:10:18,750 Just feel like, they really explain the world, 177 00:10:18,916 --> 00:10:21,541 Jimmy is gonna have to live in. 178 00:10:21,708 --> 00:10:23,333 Just four lines. 179 00:10:23,500 --> 00:10:26,208 God is bored of us now. 180 00:10:26,375 --> 00:10:29,458 She sides with the animals and the weather, 181 00:10:29,625 --> 00:10:34,583 and they watch on digital alien rampage, 182 00:10:35,333 --> 00:10:37,000 with cool, sad eyes. 183 00:10:38,375 --> 00:10:39,166 What do you think? 184 00:10:39,333 --> 00:10:40,041 Yeah. 185 00:10:41,375 --> 00:10:43,916 Yeah, it's really, what's that word? 186 00:10:45,500 --> 00:10:46,875 I could have paid these 187 00:10:47,041 --> 00:10:49,875 if I got accepted onto that medical trial. 188 00:10:50,041 --> 00:10:53,333 They tried to give me the flu but apparently I'm immune. 189 00:10:53,500 --> 00:10:55,166 Do you think it's mad. 190 00:10:55,333 --> 00:10:56,666 I've been looking at all the Blackwoods in the phone book 191 00:10:56,833 --> 00:10:58,791 to find my father again. 192 00:10:59,708 --> 00:11:02,291 These are the ones I could find. 193 00:11:03,416 --> 00:11:05,416 He left when I was five. 194 00:11:06,916 --> 00:11:07,750 I mean the mad thing is I don't even know 195 00:11:07,916 --> 00:11:09,666 what he looks like now. 196 00:11:11,333 --> 00:11:14,833 Actually, I've got this old picture of him. 197 00:11:17,458 --> 00:11:18,291 Wow. 198 00:11:21,375 --> 00:11:25,125 If it helps, I could pretend to be you on the phone. 199 00:11:25,291 --> 00:11:28,416 I've always been really good at voices. 200 00:11:28,583 --> 00:11:31,375 I could just pick up the phone and be like, 201 00:11:31,541 --> 00:11:33,875 Hi yah its Celeste. 202 00:11:34,041 --> 00:11:36,875 No no no, I would never say hi yah. 203 00:11:37,041 --> 00:11:38,250 You are such a snob. 204 00:11:38,416 --> 00:11:40,583 Oh now it gets tense. 205 00:11:48,875 --> 00:11:51,708 Do you think about those papooses from to go? 206 00:11:51,875 --> 00:11:55,500 Yeah you sweat it from here. 207 00:11:55,666 --> 00:11:56,750 Yes 208 00:12:09,791 --> 00:12:11,041 It's raining. 209 00:12:12,583 --> 00:12:16,291 I love your dress, pink is my favorite color. 210 00:12:17,791 --> 00:12:20,208 My entire wardrobe is black. 211 00:12:22,000 --> 00:12:24,250 Oh my god, if was that woman, I'm mental. 212 00:12:24,416 --> 00:12:26,375 Grabala grabala. 213 00:12:26,541 --> 00:12:27,416 What's that? 214 00:12:27,583 --> 00:12:28,333 Grabala. 215 00:12:28,500 --> 00:12:29,250 What? 216 00:12:29,416 --> 00:12:31,000 That was a grabala. 217 00:12:32,875 --> 00:12:34,875 The night building which washes water. 218 00:12:35,041 --> 00:12:38,916 The night wind, which sounds like trapped radiator spirits. 219 00:12:39,083 --> 00:12:40,375 -The red light mill... -Do you mind, 220 00:12:40,541 --> 00:12:42,916 can we hold it off I need to kinda go. 221 00:12:43,083 --> 00:12:44,166 Can we do it tomorrow? 222 00:12:44,333 --> 00:12:45,958 ♪ Who ate my crispy lettuce, ♪ 223 00:12:46,125 --> 00:12:47,958 ♪ Who, ♪ 224 00:12:48,125 --> 00:12:51,958 ♪ But who, but who put it on my plate, but who but who. ♪ 225 00:12:52,708 --> 00:12:55,000 ♪ A slimy slug, ♪ 226 00:12:55,166 --> 00:12:58,125 ♪ A slimy slug, ♪ 227 00:12:58,291 --> 00:13:01,375 ♪ A slimy a slimy slug. ♪ 228 00:13:03,333 --> 00:13:05,041 No, I think its fine. 229 00:13:05,208 --> 00:13:07,416 I'm not a pheasant plucker, I'm a pheasant plucker's son. 230 00:13:07,583 --> 00:13:12,583 ♪ Macaroni macaroni cheese. ♪ 231 00:13:16,416 --> 00:13:17,958 ♪ Cheese. ♪ 232 00:13:18,125 --> 00:13:19,291 I think you can stop now. 233 00:13:31,625 --> 00:13:32,416 looks quite good. 234 00:13:32,583 --> 00:13:33,458 Bit of tree. 235 00:13:38,458 --> 00:13:41,458 Never know if they read them anyway. 236 00:13:42,708 --> 00:13:45,083 I'll send it again. 237 00:13:48,625 --> 00:13:49,625 Just do that. 238 00:13:49,791 --> 00:13:50,583 Hi. 239 00:13:52,125 --> 00:13:54,833 You don't have to be here all the time I'm here, you know. 240 00:13:55,000 --> 00:13:57,208 I don't wanna put it in there. 241 00:13:57,375 --> 00:14:00,208 Darling that's what's for. 242 00:14:00,375 --> 00:14:01,708 You have to put the mail here. 243 00:14:01,875 --> 00:14:03,958 I did it once before it didn't get there. 244 00:14:04,125 --> 00:14:05,375 Can I just put it in your bag? 245 00:14:05,541 --> 00:14:07,250 No that's my bag. 246 00:14:07,416 --> 00:14:08,583 I don't want to put it in there. 247 00:14:10,541 --> 00:14:11,416 I just, put it with the others. 248 00:14:11,583 --> 00:14:12,500 Give it to me. 249 00:14:12,666 --> 00:14:13,291 -Yeah? -Yeah. 250 00:14:13,458 --> 00:14:14,458 In the bag. 251 00:14:19,416 --> 00:14:20,291 There we go. 252 00:14:20,458 --> 00:14:22,000 I'll see you next week. 253 00:14:22,166 --> 00:14:24,333 I didn't know, you know I did fucking Brexit. 254 00:14:24,500 --> 00:14:25,375 You know the Brexit? 255 00:14:25,541 --> 00:14:26,833 Yeah. 256 00:14:27,000 --> 00:14:27,958 I don't know how long i gonna be here. 257 00:14:28,125 --> 00:14:28,875 -Bye. -None of us do. 258 00:14:29,041 --> 00:14:29,833 Bye. 259 00:14:41,291 --> 00:14:43,791 How can I owe her 400 pounds? 260 00:14:45,541 --> 00:14:48,833 She only looks after him few hours a week. 261 00:15:00,375 --> 00:15:01,708 I brought your notes. 262 00:15:01,875 --> 00:15:05,208 Mine always has the hair always rubs. 263 00:15:05,375 --> 00:15:08,166 Oh, you've got such beautiful hands. 264 00:15:08,333 --> 00:15:09,583 I tried to pretend I was dyslexic, 265 00:15:09,750 --> 00:15:11,416 so I could get the free laptop. 266 00:15:11,583 --> 00:15:14,000 They called me out when I spelled substantiation right. 267 00:15:16,875 --> 00:15:20,000 By the way, there's a party next week, you should come. 268 00:15:20,166 --> 00:15:21,250 Ooh yeah great. 269 00:15:21,416 --> 00:15:22,291 Can I bring my baby? 270 00:15:23,833 --> 00:15:25,166 Poetry should challenge the form. 271 00:15:25,333 --> 00:15:28,666 It should challenged the world like Sylvia Plath. 272 00:15:28,833 --> 00:15:33,041 Not just regurgitate this self affirmation rubbish. 273 00:15:34,541 --> 00:15:36,583 I just thought, fuck it, I'm gonna write my own book. 274 00:15:36,750 --> 00:15:39,708 Yeah, It's all about breaking boundaries. 275 00:15:39,875 --> 00:15:42,708 For me it was first time I went down on a woman. 276 00:15:42,875 --> 00:15:44,458 What was it like? 277 00:15:44,625 --> 00:15:47,000 It was terrible, but it felt so right. 278 00:15:47,166 --> 00:15:48,708 I spent hours constructing witty 279 00:15:48,875 --> 00:15:51,791 and sensitive sonnets to Vanessa. 280 00:15:51,958 --> 00:15:55,041 And then would send them like they were spontaneous texts. 281 00:15:55,208 --> 00:15:57,916 No wonder she ran for the hills. 282 00:15:58,083 --> 00:16:01,416 I'm sure she wasn't running, I'm sure she was scared. 283 00:16:01,583 --> 00:16:03,625 No no no she was sprinting. 284 00:16:03,791 --> 00:16:07,000 Hi, Aah baby. 285 00:16:07,166 --> 00:16:07,791 Hey. 286 00:16:10,791 --> 00:16:12,041 -Hi. -Hi. 287 00:16:12,208 --> 00:16:12,958 -Nice to meet you. -Nice to meet you. 288 00:16:13,125 --> 00:16:13,833 I'm Celeste. 289 00:16:20,791 --> 00:16:23,625 It's so nice to see people in love. 290 00:16:23,791 --> 00:16:24,625 Awww are we in love? 291 00:16:26,166 --> 00:16:29,125 Stop it you're gonna make me blush. 292 00:16:36,041 --> 00:16:41,041 We found out that Leonard Cohen died this morning, 293 00:16:42,250 --> 00:16:44,916 and the world was reminded of poetry. 294 00:16:45,083 --> 00:16:49,750 Pale domes of white light, down the Tottenham court road. 295 00:16:51,583 --> 00:16:53,083 Selfies everywhere. 296 00:16:55,833 --> 00:16:58,541 Down the Tottenham Court road, 297 00:16:58,708 --> 00:17:00,875 all trapped up in tree light. 298 00:17:04,833 --> 00:17:06,583 Sad in a way, 299 00:17:06,750 --> 00:17:11,208 that we only look back on people's work when they die. 300 00:17:13,291 --> 00:17:16,625 Do you think, you should try and live your life, 301 00:17:16,791 --> 00:17:19,666 so you have an exciting obituary? 302 00:17:21,208 --> 00:17:23,583 I mean, what does it matter. 303 00:17:23,750 --> 00:17:24,583 You're dead. 304 00:17:29,125 --> 00:17:31,583 Wait, that could be him. 305 00:17:41,708 --> 00:17:43,166 This is ridiculous. 306 00:17:46,125 --> 00:17:49,666 I'm actually turning into a lunatic. 307 00:17:49,833 --> 00:17:52,041 No he looks far too young. 308 00:17:53,791 --> 00:17:56,625 Plus would my father, wear a trilby? 309 00:18:00,041 --> 00:18:02,083 This is getting weird now. 310 00:18:02,250 --> 00:18:04,541 I feel like I'm following a private detective. 311 00:18:07,666 --> 00:18:09,500 Anyway, where was I? 312 00:18:16,458 --> 00:18:17,250 Hi. 313 00:18:17,416 --> 00:18:18,166 Hi. 314 00:18:18,333 --> 00:18:19,375 Hi Jimmy? 315 00:18:19,541 --> 00:18:20,750 Hi. 316 00:18:20,916 --> 00:18:23,791 Did he have his breakfast already? 317 00:18:23,958 --> 00:18:27,166 He had it about six o'clock this morning, 318 00:18:27,333 --> 00:18:29,750 so he'll probably be hungry quite soon. 319 00:18:29,916 --> 00:18:31,375 Okay, I'm gonna leave you. 320 00:18:31,541 --> 00:18:32,625 All right, I'll see you at 5:30 321 00:18:32,791 --> 00:18:33,416 -Yeah. -Okay. 322 00:18:33,583 --> 00:18:34,208 Have a good one. 323 00:18:35,166 --> 00:18:35,958 Bye. 324 00:18:37,458 --> 00:18:38,833 I'll be back soon. 325 00:18:39,000 --> 00:18:39,625 I love you. 326 00:18:45,541 --> 00:18:47,041 They've got rose gardens here. 327 00:18:48,416 --> 00:18:50,541 Where'd she move to. 328 00:18:50,708 --> 00:18:51,750 It's like a country club. 329 00:18:54,791 --> 00:18:56,791 Look at all these trees. 330 00:18:58,416 --> 00:19:00,083 It's like Mary Poppins. 331 00:19:00,250 --> 00:19:02,625 Mayonnaise with that, 332 00:19:02,791 --> 00:19:04,166 you're disgusting. 333 00:19:06,333 --> 00:19:07,916 Put it back in the fridge. 334 00:19:08,083 --> 00:19:10,083 Wait wait wait, I'm not done with it. 335 00:19:12,083 --> 00:19:13,416 She's so anal. 336 00:19:15,541 --> 00:19:18,541 You know, I just got off the phone with mom. 337 00:19:18,708 --> 00:19:21,583 She's been complaining about her art show again, 338 00:19:21,750 --> 00:19:24,625 saying that they've been plotting to do meetings 339 00:19:24,791 --> 00:19:25,666 behind her back. 340 00:19:25,833 --> 00:19:27,458 God she's so ridiculous. 341 00:19:27,625 --> 00:19:31,625 There's always some kind of like conspiracy with her. 342 00:19:31,791 --> 00:19:33,750 Anyway, I've been thinking 343 00:19:33,916 --> 00:19:36,250 and me and Steven want to put you and Jimmy 344 00:19:36,416 --> 00:19:38,583 on our private health insurance. 345 00:19:38,750 --> 00:19:40,083 Health insurance? 346 00:19:40,250 --> 00:19:41,875 Isn't that what the NHS is for. 347 00:19:42,041 --> 00:19:43,833 But you never know what might happen. 348 00:19:44,000 --> 00:19:47,666 And like, I've got all these joint problems already. 349 00:19:47,833 --> 00:19:50,666 You know, from the ballet. 350 00:19:54,583 --> 00:19:57,500 Okay, morbid Maude. 351 00:19:59,791 --> 00:20:03,250 I've told you before don't ever call me that again. 352 00:20:03,416 --> 00:20:04,166 What? 353 00:20:04,333 --> 00:20:05,833 Morbid Maude. 354 00:20:06,000 --> 00:20:09,333 She knows I love morbid people. 355 00:20:11,416 --> 00:20:12,750 Oh, I love this. 356 00:20:12,916 --> 00:20:14,666 Oh not that one. 357 00:20:14,833 --> 00:20:16,708 I didn't mean to put that one in there, leave that one out. 358 00:20:18,708 --> 00:20:19,750 What's this? 359 00:20:21,750 --> 00:20:23,625 This one's so romantic. 360 00:20:24,833 --> 00:20:26,791 I can't believe you don't get lonely. 361 00:20:26,958 --> 00:20:28,458 No, I do sometimes. 362 00:20:28,625 --> 00:20:30,958 I mean, you like being alone. 363 00:20:31,125 --> 00:20:33,750 You're like mum, I need someone. 364 00:20:34,833 --> 00:20:36,750 If anything I am like dad. 365 00:20:36,916 --> 00:20:37,791 What? 366 00:20:37,958 --> 00:20:39,833 A self obsessed hypocrite. 367 00:20:40,000 --> 00:20:42,375 I mean, every time I try and be myself, 368 00:20:42,541 --> 00:20:45,333 I just genuinely don't know what happens. 369 00:20:45,500 --> 00:20:47,500 English boys are so repressed. 370 00:20:47,666 --> 00:20:49,250 I would be happy if Jimmy cried 371 00:20:49,416 --> 00:20:51,833 over the beauty of a single Rose. 372 00:20:52,000 --> 00:20:53,541 I used to hate dating. 373 00:20:53,708 --> 00:20:55,750 Never had the nerve for it. 374 00:20:56,958 --> 00:20:59,000 Maybe I'm a psychopath. 375 00:21:02,375 --> 00:21:03,958 You should speak to Steven about it. 376 00:21:04,125 --> 00:21:05,875 He'd love that. 377 00:21:06,041 --> 00:21:10,541 Oh, we don't want him knowing all our family secrets though. 378 00:21:10,708 --> 00:21:11,833 Hello. 379 00:21:12,000 --> 00:21:12,791 Hi. 380 00:21:14,000 --> 00:21:14,666 How are you? 381 00:21:14,833 --> 00:21:15,416 Fine thank you. 382 00:21:15,583 --> 00:21:16,541 Stop 383 00:21:16,708 --> 00:21:17,875 Oh she doesn't mind, does she? 384 00:21:18,041 --> 00:21:18,666 How are you Celeste? 385 00:21:18,833 --> 00:21:19,625 Don't know. 386 00:21:21,916 --> 00:21:23,750 Sorry, we don't have cups on the floor. 387 00:21:23,916 --> 00:21:24,541 Oh sorry. 388 00:21:24,708 --> 00:21:26,041 No its good. 389 00:21:26,208 --> 00:21:27,791 Just not the wood or the rug or the rug for cup. 390 00:21:29,583 --> 00:21:30,875 -No, no, its fine its fine. -God he's so anal. 391 00:21:31,041 --> 00:21:33,875 The dogs and everything's fine. 392 00:21:34,041 --> 00:21:35,458 That's right. 393 00:21:35,625 --> 00:21:37,750 Did you get the invitation to my book launch? 394 00:21:37,916 --> 00:21:39,208 No. 395 00:21:39,375 --> 00:21:41,125 Right, well, we're gonna do it at Waterstones, 396 00:21:41,291 --> 00:21:42,541 in High street Ken. 397 00:21:42,708 --> 00:21:43,916 -Oh cool. -Yeah it's gonna be good. 398 00:21:44,083 --> 00:21:44,958 Should be very cool, very exciting. 399 00:21:45,125 --> 00:21:47,500 So what's the title again? 400 00:21:47,666 --> 00:21:50,708 "How to be Happy in the Modern World." 401 00:21:50,875 --> 00:21:52,625 You'd be amazed at how many people struggle 402 00:21:52,791 --> 00:21:54,791 to find happiness with someone honestly. 403 00:21:54,958 --> 00:21:55,916 Let alone themselves right. 404 00:21:57,750 --> 00:21:59,625 You should do some Work experience with Steven. 405 00:22:01,291 --> 00:22:02,541 Yeah, no, sure, we'd squeeze you 406 00:22:02,708 --> 00:22:04,333 into a corner for a couple of hours. 407 00:22:04,500 --> 00:22:06,375 We'd find your space to, you know, do some scribbling. 408 00:22:06,541 --> 00:22:08,083 But the good thing that you'd have 409 00:22:08,250 --> 00:22:09,791 with coming in with us just for a couple of hours, 410 00:22:09,958 --> 00:22:11,875 is not to put too fine a point on it. 411 00:22:12,041 --> 00:22:13,875 But we do the grown up side, you know 412 00:22:14,041 --> 00:22:16,875 we do the business end and we do the creative end. 413 00:22:17,041 --> 00:22:18,958 And it's the kind of realism sometimes 414 00:22:19,125 --> 00:22:22,958 of putting those two cogs together and seeing how they work. 415 00:22:23,125 --> 00:22:24,958 It's all well and good, you know great stuff 416 00:22:25,125 --> 00:22:26,875 that you're conjuring up there. 417 00:22:27,041 --> 00:22:30,291 But we need to figure a way to get it to our readership, 418 00:22:30,458 --> 00:22:31,833 to get it to our target audience, 419 00:22:32,000 --> 00:22:33,875 which is often you know, the actual, 420 00:22:34,041 --> 00:22:35,041 that's the hard stuff. 421 00:22:35,208 --> 00:22:37,500 That's the bread and butter work. 422 00:22:37,666 --> 00:22:39,125 So from that perspective 423 00:22:39,291 --> 00:22:41,250 I think it would be invaluable to be honest 424 00:22:41,416 --> 00:22:43,041 for you to come in with us for a day. 425 00:22:43,208 --> 00:22:44,458 And as long as you're all right with alpha males 426 00:22:44,625 --> 00:22:47,416 which you all know what it's like. 427 00:22:49,916 --> 00:22:52,041 Do you think you'd be up for that? 428 00:22:52,208 --> 00:22:56,250 To be honest, you know, you can't really teach poetry. 429 00:22:56,416 --> 00:22:57,833 You can't really teach pain. 430 00:22:58,000 --> 00:22:59,666 It's just something you just can't, you know 431 00:22:59,833 --> 00:23:04,375 it's you either understand the other world or you don't. 432 00:23:08,291 --> 00:23:11,958 I've been thinking we should get your keys cuts to our flat. 433 00:23:12,125 --> 00:23:13,666 That's a nice idea. 434 00:23:13,833 --> 00:23:15,791 I'll give you a spare to mine. 435 00:23:15,958 --> 00:23:17,291 Then if he's driving you mad, 436 00:23:17,458 --> 00:23:19,041 you can just drop him up in my flat, 437 00:23:19,208 --> 00:23:20,333 in the middle of the night. 438 00:23:20,500 --> 00:23:22,041 Then we already will be like 439 00:23:22,208 --> 00:23:24,000 a kind of dysfunctional little family. 440 00:23:24,166 --> 00:23:26,208 I actually don't think you need a man 441 00:23:26,375 --> 00:23:28,666 to look after a child. 442 00:23:28,833 --> 00:23:31,291 But you definitely need two women. 443 00:23:31,458 --> 00:23:32,166 Oh yeah. 444 00:23:34,708 --> 00:23:35,333 [child crying] 445 00:23:35,500 --> 00:23:36,291 Oh sorry. 446 00:23:40,750 --> 00:23:41,375 -Are you okay now? 447 00:23:44,833 --> 00:23:49,208 I think some people are just afraid of poetry maybe. 448 00:23:50,750 --> 00:23:53,166 I don't know, every time I tell anyone I'm a poet 449 00:23:53,333 --> 00:23:58,000 they just sort of think you're really pretentious. 450 00:23:58,166 --> 00:24:00,500 Like you can afford to do it on the side. 451 00:24:00,666 --> 00:24:02,083 I think the English used to see it 452 00:24:02,250 --> 00:24:04,041 as a hobby or something, 453 00:24:04,208 --> 00:24:09,208 like gardening or I don't know, making soup. 454 00:24:13,083 --> 00:24:15,791 I did do this TV advert once, 455 00:24:17,208 --> 00:24:19,958 it was meant to be thousands. 456 00:24:20,125 --> 00:24:21,208 Never came through. 457 00:24:21,375 --> 00:24:22,833 Nothing? 458 00:24:23,000 --> 00:24:24,750 Just snacks. 459 00:24:24,916 --> 00:24:27,333 It was for a biscuit brand. 460 00:24:27,500 --> 00:24:28,291 Wow. 461 00:24:28,458 --> 00:24:29,708 They duped me. 462 00:24:29,875 --> 00:24:31,541 Anything good? 463 00:24:31,708 --> 00:24:35,416 A few toilet rolls, toothpaste, some sunscreen. 464 00:24:35,583 --> 00:24:37,041 Yeah. 465 00:24:37,208 --> 00:24:38,875 Some stickers for Jimmy. 466 00:24:39,041 --> 00:24:40,291 Can we do it tomorrow? 467 00:24:40,458 --> 00:24:42,166 No no no, wait, this is a good bit. 468 00:24:42,333 --> 00:24:45,958 The night wind that sounds like trapped radiator spirits. 469 00:24:46,125 --> 00:24:48,208 Trapped radiator spirits. 470 00:24:49,250 --> 00:24:51,166 The night building that pains, 471 00:24:51,333 --> 00:24:53,041 the night red light mill. 472 00:24:53,208 --> 00:24:54,125 I've really gotta go. 473 00:24:54,291 --> 00:24:55,583 Jimmy loves it. 474 00:24:55,750 --> 00:24:57,000 Don't you Jimmy? 475 00:24:57,166 --> 00:25:00,166 ♪ Goodnight, goodnight. ♪ 476 00:25:02,166 --> 00:25:04,000 Actually, can I get that eight pounds 477 00:25:04,166 --> 00:25:05,041 you owe me for nappies. 478 00:25:05,208 --> 00:25:06,625 Oh yeah, sure. 479 00:25:08,750 --> 00:25:09,416 A second. 480 00:25:15,791 --> 00:25:18,166 Don't worry actually give it to me tomorrow. 481 00:25:32,250 --> 00:25:33,958 ♪ Don't waste your life Claire, ♪ 482 00:25:34,125 --> 00:25:35,708 ♪ don't waste your life Claire, ♪ 483 00:25:35,875 --> 00:25:39,958 ♪ don't waste the things that you might do, ♪ 484 00:25:40,125 --> 00:25:45,000 ♪ and I love you so. ♪ 485 00:25:46,000 --> 00:25:47,083 ♪ Don't waste your bus fare, ♪ 486 00:25:47,250 --> 00:25:48,666 ♪ don't waste your bus fare, ♪ 487 00:25:48,833 --> 00:25:52,083 ♪ don't waste the places you might go ♪ 488 00:25:52,250 --> 00:25:56,958 ♪ and I want you now. ♪ 489 00:25:58,458 --> 00:26:03,375 ♪ There's a cold tune, in my heart. ♪ 490 00:26:05,250 --> 00:26:09,583 ♪ There's a cold tune, in my heart. ♪ 491 00:26:13,083 --> 00:26:15,958 I literary haven't seen you in ages, you look amazing. 492 00:26:16,125 --> 00:26:17,500 Where is your coat from? 493 00:26:17,666 --> 00:26:19,916 I wasn't gonna come tonight, I'm so tired. 494 00:26:20,083 --> 00:26:22,333 Do you have any tobacco, i really want some. 495 00:26:22,500 --> 00:26:24,208 Does anyone have any tobacco? 496 00:26:24,375 --> 00:26:27,083 I wanted to ask you what it's like being a mother. 497 00:26:32,833 --> 00:26:35,125 Why are you dressed as a pilot? 498 00:26:35,291 --> 00:26:36,000 I am a pilot. 499 00:26:36,166 --> 00:26:38,125 Duchamp is a lie. 500 00:26:38,291 --> 00:26:40,583 He was a master of irony. 501 00:26:40,750 --> 00:26:43,750 Everything I make has a connection to politics. 502 00:26:44,958 --> 00:26:47,958 There is no connection to politics and Duchamp. 503 00:26:48,125 --> 00:26:49,416 What I hear about people 504 00:26:49,583 --> 00:26:50,875 is they get bored of magic so easily. 505 00:26:51,041 --> 00:26:53,000 It's all about the masterful gesture. 506 00:26:53,166 --> 00:26:57,125 You're traveling through the sky at 500 miles an hour, 507 00:26:57,291 --> 00:27:00,125 chasing the sunset from London to New York. 508 00:27:00,291 --> 00:27:02,291 And all you can do is complain about the chicken Curry. 509 00:27:02,458 --> 00:27:03,833 I mean, you're a mammal 510 00:27:04,000 --> 00:27:06,291 eating the soul of a dead bird in the sky, 511 00:27:06,458 --> 00:27:08,333 up there in the space of angels. 512 00:27:08,500 --> 00:27:10,208 They have no humility. 513 00:27:10,375 --> 00:27:13,416 They've got no sense of magic and no sense of perspective. 514 00:27:13,583 --> 00:27:14,541 Nonsense. 515 00:27:14,708 --> 00:27:16,041 The man was a genius. 516 00:27:16,208 --> 00:27:18,500 He invented conceptual art. 517 00:27:18,666 --> 00:27:22,166 And I've heard a lot of people compare my work to Duchamp. 518 00:27:22,333 --> 00:27:24,375 It's about the sentence, the object 519 00:27:24,541 --> 00:27:26,083 and the title make together. 520 00:27:26,250 --> 00:27:28,000 I sold one to George Michael. 521 00:27:28,166 --> 00:27:29,958 I see a lot up there, you know. 522 00:27:30,125 --> 00:27:32,291 You get amazing views of the stars at dusk and Dawn. 523 00:27:32,458 --> 00:27:33,375 Yeah. 524 00:27:33,541 --> 00:27:34,625 One of the perks of my job. 525 00:27:34,791 --> 00:27:36,500 It's incredible. 526 00:27:36,666 --> 00:27:38,791 Do you wanna get a drink? 527 00:27:38,958 --> 00:27:42,250 I've ruined my forehead and everything. 528 00:27:43,333 --> 00:27:45,500 I looked into getting fillers once. 529 00:27:45,666 --> 00:27:49,000 You can get them really cheap in Austria. 530 00:27:49,166 --> 00:27:50,833 What do you think? 531 00:27:56,333 --> 00:27:58,375 Remember this one director, 532 00:27:58,541 --> 00:28:02,125 he told me my face was too ad hoc. 533 00:28:05,375 --> 00:28:08,166 I'm excited about meeting Roman though. 534 00:28:08,333 --> 00:28:10,291 Shall we take a photo? 535 00:28:10,458 --> 00:28:11,833 Hold it. 536 00:28:37,291 --> 00:28:40,916 My father, a continual electrical trail, 537 00:28:43,416 --> 00:28:45,458 where love comes to retire. 538 00:28:47,166 --> 00:28:50,000 Where love comes to suspend. 539 00:28:50,166 --> 00:28:53,041 A bewitched symbol, a gentle stage. 540 00:28:55,208 --> 00:28:57,500 A boat and bellowing mines. 541 00:28:58,958 --> 00:29:02,666 And on the walk home, the child behind you 542 00:29:02,833 --> 00:29:05,250 turns on all the lights. 543 00:29:05,416 --> 00:29:08,500 All your ruins move closer to my ruins, 544 00:29:09,958 --> 00:29:11,750 a whole country. 545 00:29:11,916 --> 00:29:14,625 And we begin, you by the door 546 00:29:14,791 --> 00:29:18,666 unable to understand the frantic English. 547 00:29:18,833 --> 00:29:23,333 The Half cut wood, you dream to make a doll's house, 548 00:29:23,500 --> 00:29:25,666 where we could live. 549 00:29:25,833 --> 00:29:27,625 But we can't go backwards. 550 00:29:29,041 --> 00:29:32,208 We can't step into the same river twice. 551 00:30:11,708 --> 00:30:14,750 I think this is the first summer of the apocalypse. 552 00:30:14,916 --> 00:30:15,875 Do you feel that? 553 00:30:16,041 --> 00:30:17,291 Desert wind. 554 00:30:17,458 --> 00:30:20,166 I wanna tell you something actually. 555 00:30:20,333 --> 00:30:24,541 I'm seeing someone, he's called Roman, he's a writer. 556 00:30:24,708 --> 00:30:25,500 What? 557 00:30:26,791 --> 00:30:28,291 It's been a year. 558 00:30:28,458 --> 00:30:29,791 How do I not know about this? 559 00:30:29,958 --> 00:30:31,666 We write, every night. 560 00:30:32,708 --> 00:30:35,166 Is he a good kisser? 561 00:30:35,333 --> 00:30:38,250 Well, actually it's an online thing. 562 00:30:40,083 --> 00:30:42,291 So you haven't actually met? 563 00:30:42,458 --> 00:30:43,250 No. 564 00:30:44,750 --> 00:30:49,000 Every night for a year though, that's a deep connection. 565 00:30:49,166 --> 00:30:53,375 I think it's the best relationship I've ever had. 566 00:30:53,541 --> 00:30:56,250 I guess is kind of modern. 567 00:30:56,416 --> 00:30:57,250 Online. 568 00:31:13,541 --> 00:31:14,833 Oh I knew it. 569 00:31:17,375 --> 00:31:21,458 A winner is just a loser who tried one more time. 570 00:31:23,583 --> 00:31:25,875 Ah, where is it, where is it, where is it. 571 00:31:33,833 --> 00:31:37,791 Hero itself can blot heroes virtue. 572 00:31:37,958 --> 00:31:41,208 what man was, he talked about you last night. 573 00:31:41,375 --> 00:31:44,958 Out your window, the 12th and the last one. 574 00:31:45,125 --> 00:31:47,958 Now, if you are a maid answer this. 575 00:31:48,125 --> 00:31:50,750 I talked with no man at that hour, my Lord. 576 00:31:50,916 --> 00:31:51,625 Why? 577 00:31:51,791 --> 00:31:53,291 You are no maiden. 578 00:31:54,375 --> 00:31:57,416 [soft music playing] 579 00:32:00,458 --> 00:32:03,125 Celeste, I'm coming down, stay there! 580 00:32:06,291 --> 00:32:08,458 It's this unhinged middle-aged woman 581 00:32:08,625 --> 00:32:11,416 and X show girl, having a second life. 582 00:32:11,583 --> 00:32:13,208 She's had a nervous breakdown. 583 00:32:13,375 --> 00:32:17,041 She hooks up with this cult almost, radical thinkers. 584 00:32:17,208 --> 00:32:20,416 They run a commune from her flat in Highgate. 585 00:32:20,583 --> 00:32:22,250 I mean it's brilliant. 586 00:32:22,416 --> 00:32:24,333 Oh my God Its made for you. 587 00:32:24,500 --> 00:32:26,291 It means I need you to come back early on Monday though. 588 00:32:26,458 --> 00:32:28,208 Oh yeah, that's fine I'll be back in time. 589 00:32:28,375 --> 00:32:29,000 Don't worry. 590 00:32:29,166 --> 00:32:30,625 Okay Great. 591 00:32:30,791 --> 00:32:32,333 Can I read you the monologue for the audition? 592 00:32:34,666 --> 00:32:36,208 I'm no fool. 593 00:32:36,375 --> 00:32:38,791 I can be a tad dopey though. 594 00:32:40,041 --> 00:32:43,500 Dopiness is first, and then we have the list. 595 00:32:43,666 --> 00:32:47,000 Wave, headstrong, self-centered, fat, 596 00:32:47,166 --> 00:32:51,333 ugly, tactless, mean and cruel and I am also a liar. 597 00:33:25,333 --> 00:33:26,041 Hi. 598 00:33:26,208 --> 00:33:27,708 Oh, hi am in here. 599 00:33:31,791 --> 00:33:33,125 Jimmy go in there. 600 00:33:35,791 --> 00:33:37,250 Jimmy's here. 601 00:33:37,416 --> 00:33:38,375 Darling, you help me a bit, 602 00:33:38,541 --> 00:33:39,958 I've just about done a bit. 603 00:33:44,333 --> 00:33:46,333 Just a little bit at the back. 604 00:33:46,500 --> 00:33:47,708 Just a second. 605 00:33:47,875 --> 00:33:49,500 Darling just fit. 606 00:33:49,666 --> 00:33:51,416 I just put it down. 607 00:33:52,625 --> 00:33:55,250 Just there for God's sake. 608 00:33:55,416 --> 00:33:57,041 I think towards the top. 609 00:33:57,208 --> 00:33:58,458 -Have you got enough there? -I think you're done mum. 610 00:33:58,625 --> 00:33:59,375 Yeah. 611 00:34:02,666 --> 00:34:04,750 Put it down for God's sake. 612 00:34:10,458 --> 00:34:11,250 Hideous. 613 00:34:14,458 --> 00:34:16,041 Do you have anything to snack on? 614 00:34:16,208 --> 00:34:19,875 I can hardly afford to feed myself, you as well. 615 00:34:20,041 --> 00:34:23,625 Well, we haven't eaten together in ages have we. 616 00:34:23,791 --> 00:34:26,500 The amount of meals I've cooked for you. 617 00:34:26,666 --> 00:34:31,416 Have you been going around telling everyone how awful I am. 618 00:34:31,583 --> 00:34:32,833 Sure Mom. 619 00:34:33,000 --> 00:34:35,375 That's exactly what I've been doing. 620 00:34:35,541 --> 00:34:36,416 Exactly. 621 00:34:37,916 --> 00:34:40,750 Just so feed up, people just taking pictures of anything. 622 00:34:40,916 --> 00:34:41,541 What do you mean? 623 00:34:41,708 --> 00:34:43,208 Oh. 624 00:34:43,375 --> 00:34:45,291 No privacy, I can't do anything without someone 625 00:34:45,458 --> 00:34:48,416 sneakily puting pictures of me on the internet. 626 00:34:48,583 --> 00:34:50,500 Oh, mum not this again. 627 00:34:50,666 --> 00:34:53,333 Well, that's why I didn't want anyone coming over. 628 00:34:53,500 --> 00:34:54,458 Okay. 629 00:34:55,583 --> 00:34:57,500 Well what about me and Jimmy? 630 00:34:57,666 --> 00:35:00,458 You and Jimmy, well you are not people are you? 631 00:35:00,625 --> 00:35:02,666 Not you, that other lot 632 00:35:02,833 --> 00:35:04,458 that you bring over here. 633 00:35:04,625 --> 00:35:07,541 Wafting in here with all their bloody frizzy hair. 634 00:35:07,708 --> 00:35:08,458 That one, you know. 635 00:35:08,625 --> 00:35:10,208 Oh Stella. 636 00:35:10,375 --> 00:35:11,958 Oh Stella yeah, that one. 637 00:35:12,125 --> 00:35:13,375 Came in here and ate everything in my fridge. 638 00:35:13,541 --> 00:35:14,500 It's not frizzy, it's just big. 639 00:35:14,666 --> 00:35:16,833 Oh anyway, she's too fat. 640 00:35:17,000 --> 00:35:19,833 Okay Mom, why don't we go out for a nice walk? 641 00:35:20,000 --> 00:35:21,541 Why would I want to go for a walk? 642 00:35:21,708 --> 00:35:23,333 For Christ's sake I've just done my hair, 643 00:35:23,500 --> 00:35:27,416 I'm not going out like some crazed mother. 644 00:35:27,583 --> 00:35:28,875 Well, it might be nice 645 00:35:29,041 --> 00:35:29,875 for you to spend some time with Jimmy, 646 00:35:30,041 --> 00:35:31,500 you are his grandma. 647 00:35:32,708 --> 00:35:33,958 I've told you do not. 648 00:35:34,125 --> 00:35:35,333 Not to call you grandma. 649 00:35:35,500 --> 00:35:37,166 I don't want to be called grandma you know. 650 00:35:37,333 --> 00:35:40,541 God's sake, do you know how awful it is being a grandma? 651 00:35:40,708 --> 00:35:42,250 Grandma. 652 00:35:42,416 --> 00:35:44,791 And you've got your little Jimmy calling me nanny. 653 00:35:44,958 --> 00:35:47,625 I don't want to be called nanny. 654 00:35:47,791 --> 00:35:49,083 Well- 655 00:35:49,250 --> 00:35:50,125 I don't know what you're laughing for, 656 00:35:50,291 --> 00:35:51,583 its not even bloody funny. 657 00:35:54,291 --> 00:35:55,958 What do you want to be called I've asked you this before. 658 00:35:56,125 --> 00:35:59,250 I don't know but I don't want to be called nanny, nanny. 659 00:35:59,416 --> 00:36:01,416 Okay, Well, why don't we just call- 660 00:36:01,583 --> 00:36:02,541 Yes. 661 00:36:02,708 --> 00:36:04,916 Elly or something. 662 00:36:05,083 --> 00:36:05,833 Granny Elly. 663 00:36:06,000 --> 00:36:07,541 No no no, granny bloody, 664 00:36:07,708 --> 00:36:09,000 I just said, I don't want to... 665 00:36:09,166 --> 00:36:11,041 That's even worse than nanny, granny. 666 00:36:11,208 --> 00:36:12,333 Christ's sake. 667 00:36:12,500 --> 00:36:14,166 I'm gonna see if he's awake. 668 00:36:14,333 --> 00:36:17,541 Go lie down that's right, Ellie would be nice. 669 00:36:17,708 --> 00:36:19,250 Not bloody nanny. 670 00:36:24,625 --> 00:36:26,375 How's that going? 671 00:36:27,541 --> 00:36:31,500 I don't know maybe, two more weeks. 672 00:36:31,666 --> 00:36:33,375 How about yours? 673 00:36:33,541 --> 00:36:35,458 I don't know mine still hasn't grown back since last time. 674 00:36:35,625 --> 00:36:37,541 Let me take a look. 675 00:36:41,666 --> 00:36:42,541 You're lucky. 676 00:36:44,583 --> 00:36:47,166 Are you gonna tell people what they really are? 677 00:36:47,333 --> 00:36:48,791 This is our DNA our family history, 678 00:36:48,958 --> 00:36:51,500 our family's material toenails. 679 00:36:52,916 --> 00:36:55,916 Joseph boys had to apologize for using that. 680 00:36:56,083 --> 00:36:56,875 What about dad? 681 00:36:57,041 --> 00:36:58,541 He's half of me. 682 00:37:00,291 --> 00:37:02,708 Oh shit I mean its a lie. 683 00:37:02,875 --> 00:37:04,583 I mean, one minute it's a gallery, 684 00:37:04,750 --> 00:37:07,541 the next its a blood art cafe. 685 00:37:09,250 --> 00:37:10,541 He misspelled my name on Twitter. 686 00:37:10,708 --> 00:37:12,416 Can you believe that? 687 00:37:13,250 --> 00:37:14,458 [breaths in] 688 00:37:14,625 --> 00:37:16,458 You can't rely on anyone. 689 00:37:16,625 --> 00:37:18,291 And you know it's not very feminist 690 00:37:18,458 --> 00:37:22,041 to keep banging on about your absent father. 691 00:37:23,000 --> 00:37:25,416 Now what's been going on? 692 00:37:25,583 --> 00:37:27,375 Well I submitted a couple of new poems 693 00:37:27,541 --> 00:37:29,583 for a few literary prizes. 694 00:37:29,750 --> 00:37:31,291 I might make some cash. 695 00:37:31,458 --> 00:37:32,750 We can't just live off a prize, 696 00:37:32,916 --> 00:37:33,833 I mean, most of those things are rigged anyway 697 00:37:34,000 --> 00:37:36,083 just posh people's godsons. 698 00:37:36,958 --> 00:37:38,625 You're not gonna win. 699 00:37:41,541 --> 00:37:43,333 Mind you, if you do you get some cash. 700 00:37:43,500 --> 00:37:46,583 I wouldn't mind going on a cruise. 701 00:37:46,750 --> 00:37:47,583 On a cruise? 702 00:37:47,750 --> 00:37:49,250 Where would you go? 703 00:37:49,416 --> 00:37:51,041 Fantastic cruises now, all around the Caribbean. 704 00:37:51,208 --> 00:37:53,083 God, I couldn't think of anything worse. 705 00:37:53,250 --> 00:37:55,458 Oh, you're just not mature enough to get it darling. 706 00:37:55,625 --> 00:37:56,875 I am mature. 707 00:37:57,041 --> 00:37:57,875 I just don't wanna be stuck on a boat 708 00:37:58,041 --> 00:37:59,541 with a bunch of idiots. 709 00:37:59,708 --> 00:38:00,833 Are you depressed? 710 00:38:01,000 --> 00:38:01,791 No. 711 00:38:03,375 --> 00:38:06,625 Why do we think the angels are people, 712 00:38:07,750 --> 00:38:09,375 and not just the sunlight 713 00:38:09,541 --> 00:38:12,458 observing its place over the world. 714 00:38:13,250 --> 00:38:15,000 Siren angel placement. 715 00:38:16,500 --> 00:38:20,208 She was once the most beautiful woman in the world. 716 00:38:20,375 --> 00:38:23,166 Her veins were made from sundials. 717 00:38:40,041 --> 00:38:44,625 This year, the Indian YMCA, has Christmas decorations. 718 00:38:48,375 --> 00:38:49,166 All ropy. 719 00:38:50,875 --> 00:38:54,333 A silvering choker, backed onto the corner, 720 00:38:55,833 --> 00:38:57,500 of Fitzroy square. 721 00:38:59,083 --> 00:39:03,791 Floating foreign light, like it too it has forgotten itself. 722 00:39:05,916 --> 00:39:07,500 Still it stays open. 723 00:39:09,250 --> 00:39:10,458 Ah for God sakes. 724 00:39:10,625 --> 00:39:11,666 It stays open. 725 00:39:13,041 --> 00:39:15,750 Actually he's a splitting image of my father. 726 00:39:15,916 --> 00:39:20,083 He's got that intellect behind the eyes, always thinking. 727 00:39:20,250 --> 00:39:22,541 Now where was I? 728 00:39:22,708 --> 00:39:25,916 All that is free kills you now. 729 00:39:26,083 --> 00:39:28,000 Wait, is that too dark? 730 00:39:29,500 --> 00:39:31,958 All that is free kills you now. 731 00:39:33,000 --> 00:39:33,916 My father- 732 00:39:34,083 --> 00:39:36,333 Boys are terrorists. 733 00:39:37,791 --> 00:39:40,000 Well yeah, it gets better. 734 00:39:42,708 --> 00:39:47,125 All around London, annotates, the dead parties. 735 00:39:47,291 --> 00:39:50,708 The insides of houses, a Greyhound runner. 736 00:39:54,000 --> 00:39:58,916 And you stay beside me looking back up to me. 737 00:40:00,875 --> 00:40:04,708 Asking about the sky and why we dream at night. 738 00:40:06,750 --> 00:40:11,708 Your love is like a seashell, a rare pull in to paradise. 739 00:40:16,375 --> 00:40:18,875 I'm still surprised by it. 740 00:40:47,000 --> 00:40:48,166 dinner? 741 00:40:56,000 --> 00:40:56,750 Hey. 742 00:40:57,875 --> 00:40:59,375 I've got a date with that pilot. 743 00:40:59,541 --> 00:41:01,958 You don't mind baby sitting on Tuesday, do you? 744 00:41:02,125 --> 00:41:03,375 No, Tuesday's fine. 745 00:41:03,541 --> 00:41:05,041 As long as you can pay me this week, 746 00:41:05,208 --> 00:41:07,791 I need the extra cash for the broadband upgrade. 747 00:41:07,958 --> 00:41:10,083 My wifi signal reaches you upstairs doesn't it? 748 00:41:10,250 --> 00:41:11,625 Yeah, I know. 749 00:41:11,791 --> 00:41:14,708 But, me and Roman are really serious now, 750 00:41:14,875 --> 00:41:17,750 so I need a serious wifi connection. 751 00:41:19,916 --> 00:41:21,083 Oh. 752 00:41:21,250 --> 00:41:22,250 I've gotta go I'll see you later. 753 00:41:22,416 --> 00:41:23,541 -Bye. -Bye. 754 00:41:33,416 --> 00:41:36,291 Piles of lands, with seesaw heads. 755 00:41:37,666 --> 00:41:39,041 Unforgiving night. 756 00:41:40,875 --> 00:41:42,791 I don't know if its any good. 757 00:42:01,500 --> 00:42:03,833 Is it Jeffrey Blackwood? 758 00:42:04,000 --> 00:42:08,791 Blackwood, like a black wood, woodland. 759 00:42:09,791 --> 00:42:11,250 Jeffery lives here? 760 00:42:11,416 --> 00:42:12,583 I wanted to know if there was any association 761 00:42:12,750 --> 00:42:13,833 with my father. 762 00:42:22,291 --> 00:42:26,166 Well, you don't know, he could be Spanish. 763 00:42:26,333 --> 00:42:29,166 That's a good point, i'll ask. 764 00:42:29,333 --> 00:42:32,458 Although, I don't feel like he is. 765 00:42:32,625 --> 00:42:37,458 I sort of imagine a young David Attenborough type. 766 00:42:37,625 --> 00:42:40,458 That's just crazy that you don't know. 767 00:42:40,625 --> 00:42:42,750 You honestly learn so much about someone 768 00:42:42,916 --> 00:42:45,291 from the way they write. 769 00:42:45,458 --> 00:42:49,625 I think it's refreshing, It's not about looks. 770 00:42:49,791 --> 00:42:51,291 I don't know, 771 00:42:51,458 --> 00:42:52,250 I feel like you just have to get everything out 772 00:42:52,416 --> 00:42:53,583 in the first meeting. 773 00:42:53,750 --> 00:42:54,666 Everything out? 774 00:42:54,833 --> 00:42:56,458 Like a business transaction. 775 00:42:56,625 --> 00:42:59,833 No, I mean like, do everything, say everything, 776 00:43:00,000 --> 00:43:02,500 and then you know, if it's worth pursuing or not. 777 00:43:13,083 --> 00:43:14,875 There you go. 778 00:43:23,083 --> 00:43:24,750 Hi. 779 00:43:24,916 --> 00:43:25,708 Hi, 780 00:43:26,708 --> 00:43:27,333 nice to see you. 781 00:43:27,500 --> 00:43:28,875 Nice to see you. 782 00:43:30,416 --> 00:43:32,833 You came, I didn't think you'd reply to my texts actually. 783 00:43:33,000 --> 00:43:34,208 Oh. 784 00:43:34,375 --> 00:43:35,875 Just, it was a bit of a wild party, 785 00:43:36,041 --> 00:43:37,625 I thought maybe you wouldn't remember much of it. 786 00:43:40,875 --> 00:43:42,625 So well, Celeste. 787 00:43:42,791 --> 00:43:44,666 Tell me about yourself. 788 00:43:46,083 --> 00:43:47,750 Don't mention the poetry. 789 00:43:47,916 --> 00:43:49,958 Just released a book about poetry about losing my father. 790 00:43:50,125 --> 00:43:51,958 Oh, I'm sorry to hear that. 791 00:43:52,125 --> 00:43:53,958 Oh no, he's not dead. 792 00:43:54,125 --> 00:43:56,916 Pretty sure he lives in Finchley but that's another story. 793 00:43:57,083 --> 00:43:57,875 Right. 794 00:43:59,000 --> 00:44:00,208 That's your thing, poetry? 795 00:44:00,375 --> 00:44:03,250 Yeah, well, people always, you know 796 00:44:03,416 --> 00:44:05,375 go on about losing a parent. 797 00:44:05,541 --> 00:44:07,750 You know when parents split up that's pain, 798 00:44:07,916 --> 00:44:12,375 but for me, pain was childbirth. 799 00:44:12,541 --> 00:44:14,375 Of course Ryan wasn't there to witness it. 800 00:44:14,541 --> 00:44:17,791 He was on the ferry to Dover, no phone reception. 801 00:44:17,958 --> 00:44:20,000 I mean, to be honest, it was a bit of a blessing. 802 00:44:20,166 --> 00:44:21,708 It was more of a biological connection, 803 00:44:21,875 --> 00:44:23,791 than a soul connection, if you know what I mean. 804 00:44:23,958 --> 00:44:25,500 So you've got a child? 805 00:44:25,666 --> 00:44:26,708 Hmm. 806 00:44:26,875 --> 00:44:28,166 Oh. 807 00:44:28,333 --> 00:44:29,791 -Just say something funny. -Oh, right. 808 00:44:29,958 --> 00:44:31,291 -So where is the kid now? -I left him at home 809 00:44:31,458 --> 00:44:33,875 with a bottle of champagne and a spliff. 810 00:44:34,041 --> 00:44:35,125 Huh, funny. 811 00:44:39,958 --> 00:44:41,250 Do you know what you'd like to order? 812 00:44:41,416 --> 00:44:43,875 Actually, can you give us a few minutes please? 813 00:44:44,041 --> 00:44:45,416 Okay. 814 00:44:45,583 --> 00:44:47,083 Bit of a first for me this, if I'm honest. 815 00:44:47,250 --> 00:44:50,083 Oh, is it the single mother thing? 816 00:44:50,250 --> 00:44:52,416 No, it's not that it's coming back here. 817 00:44:52,583 --> 00:44:55,000 This is the restaurant where my wife broke up with me. 818 00:44:55,166 --> 00:44:57,250 I was away flying the Pacific and I come home 819 00:44:57,416 --> 00:45:00,958 and she's been away in one of those silent retreat things. 820 00:45:01,125 --> 00:45:02,375 She spent five days living 821 00:45:02,541 --> 00:45:04,708 in a room with this 70 year old guy, 822 00:45:04,875 --> 00:45:09,875 like sort of self-styled guru, dodgy, dodgy, 823 00:45:12,000 --> 00:45:13,208 And that was it though, she moved out. 824 00:45:13,375 --> 00:45:15,833 I mean she moved out the next week. 825 00:45:16,000 --> 00:45:17,958 You guys ready to order? 826 00:45:19,583 --> 00:45:20,916 Yeah I guess. 827 00:45:22,583 --> 00:45:23,958 How does the carpaccio come? 828 00:45:24,125 --> 00:45:25,666 Cold. 829 00:45:25,833 --> 00:45:27,125 Well. 830 00:45:27,291 --> 00:45:28,958 -I probably- -Here we are then I guess. 831 00:45:29,125 --> 00:45:29,916 Yeah. 832 00:45:32,291 --> 00:45:36,916 Well, I'm gonna, was the tube that way? 833 00:45:37,083 --> 00:45:39,500 Ill get you in a cab. I should at least get you in a taxi 834 00:45:39,666 --> 00:45:41,041 to make sure you get home safe. 835 00:45:41,208 --> 00:45:42,875 Oh no there is no need, there is no need. 836 00:45:43,041 --> 00:45:43,583 I feel better that way, its the least I can do I think. 837 00:45:43,750 --> 00:45:45,375 Hold on. 838 00:45:45,541 --> 00:45:46,916 There is one there I'll Just get it, I'll just get it. 839 00:45:47,083 --> 00:45:49,958 I don't know if i have any cash. 840 00:45:51,500 --> 00:45:52,291 Oh okay. 841 00:46:01,791 --> 00:46:02,583 Bye, 842 00:46:03,875 --> 00:46:04,666 bye, 843 00:46:05,500 --> 00:46:06,291 bye. 844 00:46:10,708 --> 00:46:14,166 Excuse me, I'm really sorry, I don't have any money, 845 00:46:14,333 --> 00:46:15,875 he put me in here. 846 00:46:16,041 --> 00:46:17,791 That's alright darling. 847 00:46:17,958 --> 00:46:18,875 Ahh thanks. 848 00:46:19,041 --> 00:46:20,583 You gonna be all right? 849 00:46:20,750 --> 00:46:21,791 Yeah am just gonna have to walk and get the tube. 850 00:46:21,958 --> 00:46:22,750 Sorry. 851 00:48:09,250 --> 00:48:10,041 Hello? 852 00:48:11,000 --> 00:48:11,791 Darling. 853 00:48:13,166 --> 00:48:14,083 An angel. 854 00:48:15,166 --> 00:48:16,416 You are divine. 855 00:48:16,583 --> 00:48:18,000 Thanks. 856 00:48:18,166 --> 00:48:19,041 Sit, sit. 857 00:48:19,958 --> 00:48:21,750 Is this a good time? 858 00:48:23,083 --> 00:48:24,875 I was expecting you. 859 00:48:29,416 --> 00:48:31,208 That'll be a fiver. 860 00:48:31,375 --> 00:48:32,666 Oh yeah, sorry. 861 00:48:40,458 --> 00:48:43,041 I'm gonna need something precious, 862 00:48:43,208 --> 00:48:44,875 something that's quite close to you. 863 00:48:45,041 --> 00:48:48,208 Like a piece of jewelry or a photograph. 864 00:48:50,708 --> 00:48:52,041 Its precious. 865 00:48:57,750 --> 00:49:00,958 [breathing in and out] 866 00:49:02,500 --> 00:49:05,416 I need you to focus on your life. 867 00:49:06,666 --> 00:49:10,083 Think about the things that you want to know. 868 00:49:17,333 --> 00:49:18,416 It's your time. 869 00:49:19,416 --> 00:49:22,416 Everything is coming to you. 870 00:49:22,583 --> 00:49:25,833 Forget about the past, your world is changing. 871 00:49:26,000 --> 00:49:27,250 This is you. 872 00:49:27,416 --> 00:49:28,375 It is? 873 00:49:28,541 --> 00:49:30,708 It has a big event coming up. 874 00:49:31,916 --> 00:49:34,041 Something that you're looking forward to. 875 00:49:34,208 --> 00:49:35,125 Yeah, I'm on my way now. 876 00:49:35,291 --> 00:49:37,208 That's life changing. 877 00:49:39,833 --> 00:49:41,208 You're on a stage, 878 00:49:42,291 --> 00:49:43,666 the curtains haven't come up yet. 879 00:49:43,833 --> 00:49:46,166 You're just hovering above the ground, 880 00:49:46,333 --> 00:49:48,791 like being held, like by a piece of string. 881 00:49:48,958 --> 00:49:52,041 But instead it is the power of true love 882 00:49:52,208 --> 00:49:54,166 that holds you up there. 883 00:49:55,208 --> 00:49:57,041 What's that noise? 884 00:49:57,208 --> 00:49:58,125 What is that? 885 00:49:58,291 --> 00:49:59,541 Jimmy. 886 00:49:59,708 --> 00:50:03,541 Jimmy, Jimmy, yes Jimmy, yes that's a family. 887 00:50:03,708 --> 00:50:04,416 Roman? 888 00:50:09,375 --> 00:50:12,208 So selfish, sabotaging my big day. 889 00:50:13,541 --> 00:50:15,708 It's a bloody poetry thing. 890 00:50:20,458 --> 00:50:23,375 shit, this way come on. 891 00:50:36,416 --> 00:50:37,583 Too late now. 892 00:50:42,750 --> 00:50:45,291 Oh hi, am here for the audition. 893 00:50:47,291 --> 00:50:49,500 Hi, come on through. 894 00:50:55,208 --> 00:50:55,958 Oh hi. 895 00:50:56,125 --> 00:50:57,875 Hi sorry can I help you? 896 00:50:58,041 --> 00:50:59,625 Oh yeah. 897 00:50:59,791 --> 00:51:03,541 I'm Stella Mansell, I'm here to audition for Gloria. 898 00:51:03,708 --> 00:51:05,000 All right, well. 899 00:51:05,166 --> 00:51:07,333 If you just pop your name down on here. 900 00:51:07,500 --> 00:51:09,625 Do you normally bring your child to auditions? 901 00:51:09,791 --> 00:51:12,208 Oh, he's not mine, I'm his baby sitter. 902 00:51:12,375 --> 00:51:14,291 He had to be with his mom, but something came up. 903 00:51:14,458 --> 00:51:15,166 He'll be alright though. 904 00:51:15,333 --> 00:51:16,250 Okay. 905 00:51:16,416 --> 00:51:18,125 Stella Manzell. 906 00:51:18,291 --> 00:51:19,500 Mansell. 907 00:51:19,666 --> 00:51:22,541 Yes, Okay. 908 00:51:22,708 --> 00:51:26,458 If you just take this and take a seat. 909 00:51:26,625 --> 00:51:27,541 Thanks so much. 910 00:51:27,708 --> 00:51:28,333 Great. 911 00:51:28,500 --> 00:51:29,958 Come on then. 912 00:51:31,291 --> 00:51:33,041 Lets go for a walk. 913 00:51:35,458 --> 00:51:36,125 Maddie Shaw. 914 00:51:36,291 --> 00:51:37,500 Yes. 915 00:51:37,666 --> 00:51:39,291 Hi, thank you for coming in. 916 00:51:39,458 --> 00:51:40,375 Nice to see you. 917 00:51:40,541 --> 00:51:41,125 Thank you for coming to see us. 918 00:51:41,291 --> 00:51:42,000 Hi, hi. 919 00:51:42,166 --> 00:51:42,750 How are you doing? 920 00:51:42,916 --> 00:51:43,541 Great. 921 00:51:43,708 --> 00:51:44,333 Nice to see you. 922 00:51:44,500 --> 00:51:45,250 Come in. 923 00:51:50,125 --> 00:51:51,375 -Thank you. -Thanks so much 924 00:51:51,541 --> 00:51:53,333 I really appreciate it. 925 00:51:53,500 --> 00:51:55,083 Take care. 926 00:51:55,250 --> 00:51:55,666 -See you again. -So nice to see you. 927 00:51:55,833 --> 00:51:56,375 Bye. 928 00:51:57,500 --> 00:51:58,125 Stella. 929 00:51:58,291 --> 00:51:59,041 Yes. 930 00:52:01,666 --> 00:52:02,833 Yeah, I'm- 931 00:52:04,916 --> 00:52:07,375 Am afraid we don't have time for you today. 932 00:52:08,708 --> 00:52:10,291 Well, we waited all this time. 933 00:52:10,458 --> 00:52:13,500 That's all right we can do tomorrow. 934 00:52:13,666 --> 00:52:15,208 3 p.m, is good. 935 00:52:15,375 --> 00:52:18,583 Yeah, look, I think if I'm honest, 936 00:52:18,750 --> 00:52:20,666 we found the right Gloria. 937 00:52:20,833 --> 00:52:22,208 The right Gloria? 938 00:52:24,750 --> 00:52:27,250 Okay we're just gonna sit here then. 939 00:52:27,416 --> 00:52:30,791 Oh, we'll wait here and they'll have to see us. 940 00:52:35,083 --> 00:52:37,375 oh my, I can't believe it. 941 00:52:45,500 --> 00:52:46,208 I'm sorry. 942 00:52:46,375 --> 00:52:47,375 I am Stella. 943 00:52:47,541 --> 00:52:49,166 Oh yes. 944 00:52:49,333 --> 00:52:50,958 The part is cast, am sorry for wasting your afternoon, 945 00:52:51,125 --> 00:52:53,625 but there is no really point for you to stay in here. 946 00:52:53,791 --> 00:52:54,791 I'll just read you a few lines. 947 00:52:54,958 --> 00:52:56,208 The part is taken. 948 00:52:56,375 --> 00:52:57,333 I'm sorry. 949 00:52:57,500 --> 00:52:58,875 Good night. 950 00:52:59,041 --> 00:52:59,750 Lets go. 951 00:53:05,000 --> 00:53:05,875 [door shuts] 952 00:53:06,041 --> 00:53:07,166 Is that it? 953 00:53:08,750 --> 00:53:10,458 Looks like it. 954 00:53:40,541 --> 00:53:42,375 Hi, I was so worried. 955 00:54:03,000 --> 00:54:06,208 Post hearted and regretted. 956 00:54:06,375 --> 00:54:08,458 We find you already fallen. 957 00:54:09,583 --> 00:54:11,375 Autumn always kills me. 958 00:54:12,375 --> 00:54:14,458 The trees, let go. 959 00:54:14,625 --> 00:54:15,916 Silvering fierce. 960 00:54:17,041 --> 00:54:19,250 The show is on the ground. 961 00:54:19,416 --> 00:54:21,000 This sky is upturned. 962 00:54:22,708 --> 00:54:25,041 London is no longer famous. 963 00:54:26,208 --> 00:54:29,333 The children are buzzing fingertips. 964 00:54:29,500 --> 00:54:32,416 A paper bag of tears named Diana. 965 00:54:35,666 --> 00:54:39,416 I don't know how many times we've moved house, 966 00:54:39,583 --> 00:54:41,833 to find a space for dreaming. 967 00:54:43,041 --> 00:54:46,333 All of our old letters remain the downpour, 968 00:54:46,500 --> 00:54:49,458 unable to disturb the living. 969 00:54:49,625 --> 00:54:53,458 Ophelia is in the wind somewhere on the coast, 970 00:54:53,625 --> 00:54:57,458 leaving the sand to announce its suffering. 971 00:54:57,625 --> 00:55:00,250 The summer comes back to haunt us. 972 00:55:00,416 --> 00:55:03,583 Abandoned crows, Bunhill Fields updated. 973 00:55:05,083 --> 00:55:10,083 The remains of lovers, prepared like a porcelain dinner, 974 00:55:10,916 --> 00:55:13,333 always promising and staggering. 975 00:55:59,125 --> 00:55:59,875 Money! 976 00:58:37,208 --> 00:58:38,375 Can I help you? 977 00:58:38,541 --> 00:58:41,250 Hi, I made a reservation online, Mansell. 978 00:58:41,416 --> 00:58:42,625 Online where? 979 00:58:43,541 --> 00:58:44,875 dreamsleeps.com. 980 00:58:46,458 --> 00:58:51,458 Welcome to the Walpole Bay Hotel, where dreams never die. 981 00:58:52,708 --> 00:58:53,708 Travel far? 982 00:58:53,875 --> 00:58:54,750 All my life. 983 00:58:54,916 --> 00:58:56,541 Oh, you must be exhausted. 984 00:58:56,708 --> 00:58:57,500 I am. 985 00:58:58,666 --> 00:59:01,125 Mansell, reservation for two? 986 00:59:01,291 --> 00:59:02,250 Yeah. 987 00:59:02,416 --> 00:59:03,666 Where is the other person? 988 00:59:03,833 --> 00:59:05,250 He's gonna be here later. 989 00:59:05,416 --> 00:59:06,541 Is there a mini bar in the room? 990 00:59:06,708 --> 00:59:08,083 No. 991 00:59:08,250 --> 00:59:09,666 But you're welcomed to join me at any hour, 992 00:59:09,833 --> 00:59:12,583 for a cocktail in the bar over there. 993 00:59:12,750 --> 00:59:14,083 Thanks, maybe later. 994 00:59:14,250 --> 00:59:17,958 Great expectations, I'll put you there. 995 00:59:18,125 --> 00:59:22,625 I conceived my first child in that room and my second. 996 00:59:24,083 --> 00:59:25,958 You're on the third floor. 997 00:59:26,125 --> 00:59:27,333 Thanks. 998 00:59:27,500 --> 00:59:29,708 Kettle and towels in the wardrobe. 999 00:59:29,875 --> 00:59:31,625 Sea out the window. 1000 00:59:32,750 --> 00:59:35,708 And if you hear banging that's normal. 1001 00:59:38,250 --> 00:59:39,875 And you've got a full house tonight? 1002 00:59:40,041 --> 00:59:41,750 No, what makes you think that? 1003 00:59:41,916 --> 00:59:43,125 A sign outside. 1004 00:59:43,291 --> 00:59:44,625 Oh that. 1005 00:59:44,791 --> 00:59:46,625 I didn't feel like company this evening. 1006 00:59:46,791 --> 00:59:49,250 The trouble is with guests is that you can't pick 'em. 1007 00:59:51,375 --> 00:59:52,166 Thanks. 1008 00:59:53,708 --> 00:59:55,541 Oh, is there wifi? 1009 00:59:55,708 --> 00:59:56,666 No. 1010 01:00:03,250 --> 01:00:05,625 Hey, it's us. 1011 01:00:05,791 --> 01:00:08,291 And we brought back your shoes. 1012 01:01:43,875 --> 01:01:46,958 It's not very feminist to leave everything for a man Jimmy. 1013 01:01:51,083 --> 01:01:52,125 Hi darling. 1014 01:01:53,416 --> 01:01:54,416 Hi mom. 1015 01:01:54,583 --> 01:01:55,750 You're not going to believe this, 1016 01:01:55,916 --> 01:01:58,375 but you know that art show, 1017 01:01:58,541 --> 01:02:00,041 they've only gone and told some charity 1018 01:02:00,208 --> 01:02:02,333 they can have a percentage of the sales. 1019 01:02:02,500 --> 01:02:06,541 I mean, I might as well give the art away. 1020 01:02:06,708 --> 01:02:08,125 I can't stand these people 1021 01:02:08,291 --> 01:02:10,916 that go around spreading their morality 1022 01:02:11,083 --> 01:02:12,458 onto bloody everything. 1023 01:02:12,625 --> 01:02:15,333 Mom, I'm really worried. 1024 01:02:15,500 --> 01:02:17,875 You know, Stella has gone missing. 1025 01:02:18,041 --> 01:02:19,666 What, the fat one. 1026 01:02:19,833 --> 01:02:20,875 No seriously. 1027 01:02:22,083 --> 01:02:24,875 She's gone off with some online man in Margate. 1028 01:02:25,041 --> 01:02:26,625 She hasn't even seen a picture of him. 1029 01:02:28,083 --> 01:02:30,833 Definitely a nutter. I mean actually, do you know what? 1030 01:02:31,000 --> 01:02:33,791 I was actually reading an article about this the other day 1031 01:02:33,958 --> 01:02:35,541 saying that if you talk to someone online 1032 01:02:35,708 --> 01:02:37,750 and they don't give you their picture, 1033 01:02:37,916 --> 01:02:39,875 hundred percent they're a psychopath. 1034 01:02:40,041 --> 01:02:41,833 I mean, bloody idiot. 1035 01:02:42,000 --> 01:02:44,750 A lot of these people who can't connect with society 1036 01:02:44,916 --> 01:02:47,041 they often do go under by the sea. 1037 01:02:47,208 --> 01:02:50,791 I mean, have you ever seen a sane Seagull? 1038 01:02:50,958 --> 01:02:52,750 Darling you there? 1039 01:02:52,916 --> 01:02:54,208 Oh, look, I've gotta go. 1040 01:02:54,375 --> 01:02:55,625 My programs are coming on and I just- 1041 01:02:55,791 --> 01:02:56,666 Okay bye. 1042 01:03:02,916 --> 01:03:03,708 Fuck. 1043 01:03:40,333 --> 01:03:41,041 Hi. 1044 01:03:41,208 --> 01:03:43,208 Sweet or sour? 1045 01:03:43,375 --> 01:03:46,708 Sweet, and he'll have sour. 1046 01:03:49,583 --> 01:03:50,333 Great. 1047 01:03:50,500 --> 01:03:51,916 Are you from London? 1048 01:03:52,083 --> 01:03:53,875 No, I'm from Woking. 1049 01:03:55,416 --> 01:03:56,875 Where's Woking? 1050 01:03:58,125 --> 01:04:00,875 It's off the A3, honestly. 1051 01:04:02,750 --> 01:04:03,875 What's in those? 1052 01:04:04,041 --> 01:04:05,750 Cranberries. 1053 01:04:05,916 --> 01:04:07,625 For the cystitis. 1054 01:04:11,875 --> 01:04:12,916 Is that mine? 1055 01:04:16,375 --> 01:04:17,500 Looks nice. 1056 01:04:23,083 --> 01:04:26,166 Tastes like paradise, thanks so much. 1057 01:04:27,416 --> 01:04:29,750 You're meeting a friend? 1058 01:04:29,916 --> 01:04:31,833 My boyfriend. 1059 01:04:32,000 --> 01:04:35,208 Its our anniversary., one year together. 1060 01:04:35,375 --> 01:04:36,791 Congratulations. 1061 01:04:36,958 --> 01:04:40,333 I can feel the sexual tension, so exciting. 1062 01:04:42,041 --> 01:04:44,458 I was fanatically in love. 1063 01:04:47,791 --> 01:04:50,375 You guys you're so optimistic. 1064 01:04:51,708 --> 01:04:53,833 It's very nice of you to notice. 1065 01:04:54,000 --> 01:04:54,958 You're welcome. 1066 01:04:55,125 --> 01:04:56,208 Salute. 1067 01:04:56,375 --> 01:04:57,166 Salute. 1068 01:05:01,375 --> 01:05:02,583 Can I ask you, 1069 01:05:06,208 --> 01:05:08,041 how far is that? 1070 01:05:16,958 --> 01:05:17,875 Far! 1071 01:05:18,041 --> 01:05:18,708 Oh. 1072 01:05:18,875 --> 01:05:19,875 Its 15 minutes. 1073 01:05:20,041 --> 01:05:21,541 He's 15 minutes away! 1074 01:05:21,708 --> 01:05:24,500 Awww she's in love. 1075 01:05:25,833 --> 01:05:27,708 You don't wanna walk. 1076 01:05:27,875 --> 01:05:28,875 I'll get you a cab. 1077 01:05:29,041 --> 01:05:30,333 Thanks so much. 1078 01:05:33,958 --> 01:05:36,875 Hello, you're having your dinner? 1079 01:05:39,708 --> 01:05:41,000 Oh can Ron do it? 1080 01:05:43,000 --> 01:05:44,666 Thank you. 1081 01:05:44,833 --> 01:05:46,500 He's such a nice boy. 1082 01:05:48,041 --> 01:05:49,041 He'll be here in a sec. 1083 01:05:49,208 --> 01:05:50,625 Oh, thank you. 1084 01:05:55,750 --> 01:05:56,750 Come here. 1085 01:05:59,791 --> 01:06:01,791 You see those ducks? 1086 01:06:01,958 --> 01:06:03,375 Yeah. 1087 01:06:03,541 --> 01:06:05,333 Now, one of the first things I sold Estelle, 1088 01:06:05,500 --> 01:06:07,833 and always be in love. 1089 01:06:08,000 --> 01:06:09,958 Look at them, four years strong and look at them, 1090 01:06:10,125 --> 01:06:11,958 look at the eye, contact. 1091 01:06:16,958 --> 01:06:22,000 ♪ I'm building things, and losing things, ♪ 1092 01:06:24,541 --> 01:06:29,125 ♪ finding things and seeing things. ♪ 1093 01:06:29,291 --> 01:06:31,291 ♪ The child in me is filled with glee, ♪ 1094 01:06:31,458 --> 01:06:34,625 ♪ I rub my eyes in mock surprise. ♪ 1095 01:06:34,791 --> 01:06:39,791 ♪ Ohhh I am bouncing the ball, ♪ 1096 01:06:40,958 --> 01:06:42,875 ♪ and chill It never comes back. ♪ 1097 01:06:43,041 --> 01:06:48,000 ♪ It twists and it swerves, until It never comes back. ♪ 1098 01:06:50,000 --> 01:06:50,791 Roman. 1099 01:06:57,541 --> 01:06:58,333 Stella. 1100 01:07:04,958 --> 01:07:08,333 why didn't you come to the hotel? 1101 01:07:08,500 --> 01:07:11,000 Why couldn't I come to the hotel? 1102 01:07:11,166 --> 01:07:12,541 It's a good question. 1103 01:07:12,708 --> 01:07:14,875 But you know, I don't have visitors here. 1104 01:07:15,041 --> 01:07:17,000 Nobody visits me here and I don't visit other people. 1105 01:07:17,166 --> 01:07:18,416 I didn't think you were so serious about it. 1106 01:07:18,583 --> 01:07:21,500 I thought it was some kind of joke. 1107 01:07:22,916 --> 01:07:24,791 Would you like a drink? 1108 01:07:37,250 --> 01:07:40,666 I knew I had that. Got it as a gift for myself. 1109 01:07:44,000 --> 01:07:45,041 For you my dear. 1110 01:07:46,541 --> 01:07:47,333 Thanks. 1111 01:07:50,458 --> 01:07:51,416 No visitors? 1112 01:07:52,375 --> 01:07:54,791 You wrote me loads of emails, 1113 01:07:54,958 --> 01:07:56,750 saying about how your friends come over 1114 01:07:56,916 --> 01:07:59,375 and steal all your books. 1115 01:07:59,541 --> 01:08:02,083 Maybe not gonna write about this. 1116 01:08:02,250 --> 01:08:05,375 No, I don't write about real life. 1117 01:08:05,541 --> 01:08:07,291 Far too boring for me. 1118 01:08:08,583 --> 01:08:10,083 So everything you've written about- 1119 01:08:10,250 --> 01:08:11,333 No, it's just a way of letting off steam 1120 01:08:11,500 --> 01:08:12,875 that's all it is. 1121 01:08:13,041 --> 01:08:14,250 But it's a lie. 1122 01:08:14,416 --> 01:08:15,958 You know we're meeting now, right? 1123 01:08:16,125 --> 01:08:17,500 Were together now. 1124 01:08:19,000 --> 01:08:20,750 You could be anyone. 1125 01:08:21,958 --> 01:08:24,958 I think maybe I should call the police. 1126 01:08:25,125 --> 01:08:26,666 Did you say call the police? 1127 01:08:26,833 --> 01:08:27,500 Why would you want to do that babe? 1128 01:08:27,666 --> 01:08:29,083 Don't touch me. 1129 01:08:31,041 --> 01:08:32,625 Look what you've done. 1130 01:08:32,791 --> 01:08:33,791 You know you shouldn't be allowed 1131 01:08:33,958 --> 01:08:36,125 to write to people really. 1132 01:08:36,291 --> 01:08:39,166 I got fiber optic broadband for this. 1133 01:08:42,125 --> 01:08:44,333 Cost me a fortune. 1134 01:08:44,500 --> 01:08:46,000 Just shut up please. 1135 01:08:46,166 --> 01:08:47,875 Will you please just shut up 1136 01:08:48,041 --> 01:08:49,541 and let me salvage what I can from this. 1137 01:08:49,708 --> 01:08:50,958 Don't make it worse. 1138 01:08:51,125 --> 01:08:52,500 Your tongue is like a flame thrower. 1139 01:08:52,666 --> 01:08:55,875 No, because the real fucked up thing here, 1140 01:08:57,166 --> 01:09:01,750 Is that I'm the actor, I've given you nothing but truths. 1141 01:09:01,916 --> 01:09:04,916 And you're just a fraud, in a cabin. 1142 01:09:07,458 --> 01:09:12,041 And you young lady are just a young drunk from Camden. 1143 01:09:12,208 --> 01:09:13,625 I don't like actors. 1144 01:09:13,791 --> 01:09:15,166 I never ever liked actors. 1145 01:09:15,333 --> 01:09:16,291 They can never teach me anything. 1146 01:09:16,458 --> 01:09:17,958 I've got no respect for them. 1147 01:09:18,125 --> 01:09:20,166 They're all just puppets. 1148 01:09:20,333 --> 01:09:21,041 Bloody puppets. 1149 01:09:21,208 --> 01:09:22,083 But you know what? 1150 01:09:22,250 --> 01:09:23,833 And that's being kind. 1151 01:09:24,000 --> 01:09:26,708 I should win an Oscar for this performance. 1152 01:09:28,208 --> 01:09:31,125 Yeah, I agree. 1153 01:09:32,291 --> 01:09:35,125 But an Oscar for what, animation? 1154 01:09:38,791 --> 01:09:42,083 What was that program in the 90's with those puppets? 1155 01:09:42,250 --> 01:09:46,125 ♪ I'll be holding you in my arm. ♪ 1156 01:09:46,291 --> 01:09:51,166 ♪ Love me tender, love me true. ♪ 1157 01:09:53,833 --> 01:09:57,416 ♪ It's the wonder of you, ♪ 1158 01:09:57,583 --> 01:10:02,583 ♪ all those precious things you do, ♪ 1159 01:10:03,291 --> 01:10:07,125 ♪ your blue suit you. ♪ 1160 01:10:07,291 --> 01:10:11,166 ♪ You're my one love, ♪ 1161 01:10:11,333 --> 01:10:15,000 ♪ and I want all the world to see, ♪ 1162 01:10:15,166 --> 01:10:19,541 ♪ that I love you, your in my dreams. ♪ 1163 01:11:04,416 --> 01:11:05,375 Do you need a room? 1164 01:11:05,541 --> 01:11:08,125 No, I'm looking for a friend. 1165 01:11:08,291 --> 01:11:09,666 She's gone off with a lunatic. 1166 01:11:11,291 --> 01:11:13,875 She was here, but she's gone. 1167 01:11:15,125 --> 01:11:16,666 Totally deluded. 1168 01:11:16,833 --> 01:11:18,375 She was insane. 1169 01:11:18,541 --> 01:11:21,875 So we put her in a cab, that was a while ago now. 1170 01:11:22,833 --> 01:11:24,208 And she left this. 1171 01:11:36,333 --> 01:11:37,625 What's in that? 1172 01:11:38,708 --> 01:11:40,333 She planning on killing him. 1173 01:11:40,500 --> 01:11:42,416 It's an oyster knife. 1174 01:11:44,125 --> 01:11:46,875 Do you know where she's gone, please? 1175 01:11:47,041 --> 01:11:48,791 I can ask the cabby. 1176 01:11:53,416 --> 01:11:54,375 Good luck. 1177 01:11:59,208 --> 01:12:02,250 Hello, Ron, its me. 1178 01:12:04,500 --> 01:12:07,166 You know the wiggy girl? 1179 01:12:07,333 --> 01:12:10,416 Can you take someone wherever she went. 1180 01:12:13,041 --> 01:12:13,958 Wiggy, yes. 1181 01:12:15,500 --> 01:12:16,250 Thank you darling. 1182 01:12:16,416 --> 01:12:17,583 Come as soon as you can. 1183 01:12:39,833 --> 01:12:41,291 They're here again. 1184 01:12:42,500 --> 01:12:43,291 What? 1185 01:12:45,041 --> 01:12:46,625 Seagulls? 1186 01:12:46,791 --> 01:12:50,333 Yeah, It's that time of night they come every time. 1187 01:12:50,500 --> 01:12:52,000 Yeah, so romantic. 1188 01:12:52,166 --> 01:12:52,791 Listen to them. 1189 01:13:01,666 --> 01:13:04,500 That's the female pigeon wants the male pigeon 1190 01:13:04,666 --> 01:13:07,166 and she goes kookoo, like yeah yeah 1191 01:13:07,333 --> 01:13:08,333 but I can't hear you. 1192 01:13:08,500 --> 01:13:09,291 You have to go louder. 1193 01:13:09,458 --> 01:13:10,500 Go louder. 1194 01:13:50,500 --> 01:13:51,541 Jesus Christ. 1195 01:13:59,625 --> 01:14:00,916 This is Roman. 1196 01:14:06,291 --> 01:14:07,291 Oh my God. 1197 01:14:13,541 --> 01:14:14,375 Dad? 1198 01:14:18,708 --> 01:14:19,500 Dad? 1199 01:14:24,416 --> 01:14:25,208 Hi. 1200 01:14:35,916 --> 01:14:37,500 Okay, that's enough. 1201 01:14:48,916 --> 01:14:51,208 It really wasn't meant to happen like this. 1202 01:14:53,041 --> 01:14:56,166 I thought it would be a way to connect with you somehow. 1203 01:14:56,333 --> 01:14:57,791 But then, it just ran away with me 1204 01:14:57,958 --> 01:14:59,166 and it took on a life of its own 1205 01:14:59,333 --> 01:15:00,833 and it became something else. 1206 01:15:03,208 --> 01:15:08,208 I Googled your name one day and your mother came up. 1207 01:15:09,416 --> 01:15:11,083 Why did she have to be so intense? 1208 01:15:11,250 --> 01:15:12,875 Well, I only started writing to Stella 1209 01:15:13,041 --> 01:15:15,541 because I was looking for you online. 1210 01:15:15,708 --> 01:15:17,708 I'm really hot. 1211 01:15:17,875 --> 01:15:18,833 I need some air. 1212 01:15:19,000 --> 01:15:20,083 No don't go, please don't go. 1213 01:15:20,250 --> 01:15:21,416 Where are you going? 1214 01:15:21,583 --> 01:15:23,041 I love you. 1215 01:15:23,208 --> 01:15:26,916 You know, she's only intense because she cares. 1216 01:15:28,791 --> 01:15:30,333 She actually cares. 1217 01:15:30,500 --> 01:15:33,500 I mean, she was there for us. 1218 01:15:33,666 --> 01:15:35,291 You have to be there to love someone. 1219 01:15:35,458 --> 01:15:38,166 I mean where the hell were you? 1220 01:16:52,791 --> 01:16:53,625 Are you okay? 1221 01:16:53,791 --> 01:16:54,583 Yeah. 1222 01:16:56,625 --> 01:16:58,333 I don't know, don't you just think it's sad 1223 01:16:58,500 --> 01:17:01,750 that we're here for such a small moment. 1224 01:17:01,916 --> 01:17:05,458 Made for each other, for all of this life. 1225 01:17:06,375 --> 01:17:08,541 And then suddenly that's it. 1226 01:17:12,666 --> 01:17:14,583 We should get breakfast, you know. 1227 01:17:14,750 --> 01:17:17,708 I think I need to call my mom first. 1228 01:17:19,291 --> 01:17:20,541 Maybe you should tell her, 1229 01:17:20,708 --> 01:17:22,541 I could have been your stepmother. 1230 01:17:24,083 --> 01:17:25,500 We could only laugh 1231 01:17:25,666 --> 01:17:27,458 and then get a restraining order against you. 1232 01:17:27,625 --> 01:17:29,750 I might change my hair 1233 01:17:30,958 --> 01:17:33,583 just think it's too big, you know? 1234 01:17:35,583 --> 01:17:37,875 Its good to have a signature look. 1235 01:17:40,916 --> 01:17:42,625 Maybe I'll just get a trim then. 1236 01:17:42,791 --> 01:17:44,166 I don't think you should change a thing. 1237 01:17:44,333 --> 01:17:44,958 Really? 1238 01:17:45,125 --> 01:17:45,916 Yeah. 1239 01:17:47,750 --> 01:17:50,291 I can spot you from anywhere. 1240 01:17:51,666 --> 01:17:52,875 Its genetic. 1241 01:17:53,041 --> 01:17:53,750 Oh I'm sure. 1242 01:17:53,916 --> 01:17:55,541 My moms the same. 1243 01:17:56,708 --> 01:17:58,125 She got a square as well? 1244 01:17:58,291 --> 01:17:59,041 Total square. 1245 01:18:00,333 --> 01:18:03,125 My mothers got more of a triangle. 1246 01:18:07,833 --> 01:18:11,333 The first together is the morning itself. 1247 01:18:11,500 --> 01:18:16,458 The marrying wish of two, the first dance with the grass 1248 01:18:17,333 --> 01:18:19,250 renewed like a child's clock. 1249 01:18:19,416 --> 01:18:22,625 The early light, unaware of the low hum 1250 01:18:22,791 --> 01:18:25,416 that entwines the mood of the air. 1251 01:18:25,583 --> 01:18:29,166 Strangely, worshiping in high memory cries. 1252 01:18:30,666 --> 01:18:33,125 And we remember the ghost better in the morning, 1253 01:18:33,291 --> 01:18:36,416 the rising light that is always a grace 1254 01:18:36,583 --> 01:18:39,083 on the backs of the things you love. 1255 01:18:39,250 --> 01:18:42,125 Scattered through the house like Lego. 1256 01:18:42,291 --> 01:18:46,208 The bed remains ancient and its ritual of worship. 1257 01:18:46,375 --> 01:18:49,375 A personal attack against strangers, 1258 01:18:49,541 --> 01:18:52,833 made up of all its own Trojan Wars 1259 01:18:53,000 --> 01:18:55,583 hung in literature and debated. 1260 01:18:56,750 --> 01:18:58,625 It is easy to believe 1261 01:18:58,791 --> 01:19:02,666 that it is a privilege to grow old in the morning. 1262 01:19:02,833 --> 01:19:04,333 And the age is young 1263 01:19:04,500 --> 01:19:07,750 and all that is above will remain immortal, 1264 01:19:07,916 --> 01:19:10,041 regardless of loneliness. 1265 01:19:38,708 --> 01:19:40,333 focus on a point. 1266 01:19:45,875 --> 01:19:47,208 ♪ Don't waste your life Claire, ♪ 1267 01:19:47,375 --> 01:19:48,791 ♪ Don't waste your life Claire, ♪ 1268 01:19:48,958 --> 01:19:52,625 ♪ Don't waste the things that you might do, ♪ 1269 01:19:52,791 --> 01:19:57,750 ♪ And I love you so. ♪ 1270 01:19:58,666 --> 01:19:59,750 ♪ Don't waste your bus fare. ♪ 1271 01:19:59,916 --> 01:20:01,416 ♪ Don't waste your bus fare. ♪ 1272 01:20:01,583 --> 01:20:05,458 ♪ Don't waste the places you might go, ♪ 1273 01:20:05,625 --> 01:20:10,625 ♪ and I want you now. ♪ 1274 01:20:11,833 --> 01:20:15,916 ♪ There is a cold tune in my heart. ♪ 1275 01:20:18,166 --> 01:20:23,166 ♪ There is a cold tune in my heart. ♪ 1276 01:20:25,458 --> 01:20:26,791 ♪ Don't waste your life Claire, ♪ 1277 01:20:26,958 --> 01:20:28,708 ♪ Don't waste your life Claire, ♪ 1278 01:20:28,875 --> 01:20:32,541 ♪ Don't waste the things that you might do, ♪ 1279 01:20:32,708 --> 01:20:37,708 ♪ And I love you so. ♪ 1280 01:20:38,875 --> 01:20:39,958 ♪ Don't waste your bus fare. ♪ 1281 01:20:40,125 --> 01:20:41,583 ♪ Don't waste your bus fare. ♪ 1282 01:20:41,750 --> 01:20:45,458 ♪ Don't waste the places you might go, ♪ 1283 01:20:45,625 --> 01:20:50,541 ♪ and I want you now. ♪ 1284 01:20:51,833 --> 01:20:56,125 ♪ There is a cold tune in my heart. ♪ 1285 01:20:58,250 --> 01:21:02,625 ♪ There is a cold tune in my heart. ♪ 1286 01:21:45,541 --> 01:21:46,875 ♪ Don't waste your life Claire, ♪ 1287 01:21:47,041 --> 01:21:48,750 ♪ Don't waste your life Claire, ♪ 1288 01:21:48,916 --> 01:21:52,833 ♪ Don't waste the things that you might do, ♪ 1289 01:21:53,000 --> 01:21:57,708 ♪ And I love you so. ♪ 1290 01:21:58,875 --> 01:21:59,958 ♪ Don't waste your bus fare, ♪ 1291 01:22:00,125 --> 01:22:01,583 ♪ Don't waste your bus fare, ♪ 1292 01:22:01,750 --> 01:22:05,250 ♪ Don't waste the places you might go, ♪ 1293 01:22:05,416 --> 01:22:10,416 ♪ and I want you now. ♪ 1294 01:22:11,625 --> 01:22:15,833 ♪ There is a cold tune in my heart. ♪ 1295 01:22:17,916 --> 01:22:22,458 ♪ There is a could tune in my heart. ♪ 84161