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"I REMEMBER"

One of my oldest memories it's a photograph of a boat.

Aunt Nieta was coming back from the United States.

I thought it was by this boat.

Adults said that storks brought the babies.

I don't know why, but I thought they were coming by boat ...

in a kind of haze, from an undetermined place.

Could this be America?

USE WITHOUT ABUSE

There is an ox on the way Yes, there are

There is an ox on the way Catarina takes the train

She's going to leave, she's going to leave

My mother lost her teeth By dint of biting my father

- Stop it, kid! Stay calm ! - Whore !

- What did you say, brat? - Whore !

You'll see, little shit!

Guilherme!

Come see what your son said!

What's the matter ?

- What's the matter ? - Come on, repeat to your father ...

what you just said !

- Whore ! - What did you say ?

- Whore ! - Where did you learn that?

Where did you hear that?

It goes! He's not going to repeat it anymore!

Come on, repeat! Repeat! Cut back your tears, go!

It's okay, calm down. He's not going to repeat it anymore.

Isn't it, my boy?

I already told you to swallow your tears!

I thought I was the center of the world.

The world was a great invention of God to test me.

Life was a theater that had no meaning that because I was there.

I mean, if I closed my eyes and if I plug my ears ...

the whole world would cease to exist.

They say that I am Americanized

With tons of money That I am very rich

That I can't stand anymore The sound of a tambourine

That my hair is on the heels To the sound of the "cu�ca"

They say I was worried From my hands

Aunt Nieta loved to sing in the shower ...

and I loved hearing his voice.

What I was not happening To understand ...

it was Zeca's excitement and Nenzinho going up the stairs.

Warning ! Guiga is watching us!

He can't see anything. He doesn't know anything about it!

What will it be

What will it be

We don't see the future

What will it be

What will it be

When I was very little

I asked my mother What am I going to be

Will I be rich? Will I be beautiful?

And she answered me

What will it be

What will it be

We don't see the future

What will it be

What will it be

She did not come back nor the dove

Since she abandoned me I don't know why

Get out of there, my son, I will walk on you!

Guiga wants to sniff you.

- What do you want ? - Guiga wants to sniff you.

The parrot has gone mute And the straw is holed

Have you ever seen this, Cr�u? This kid wants to sniff me!

Get out of there, little shit!

You are ugly!

Once, we spent a few days At my uncle Arnaldo's farm.

These were days full of small and large discoveries.

Look who's passing!

Gisaldina!

Gisaldina!

Sucker! Sucker!

Sucker! Sucker!

Bunch of scum! You think that I am not aware?

One of these four, there will be a chick ...

who will be born with one of your faces!

You can write: "Zeca has the zizi elongated"!

Or the tap, or so the hungry little bird!

You could say: "His part lower has been affected ".

- Zeca's got the little pipe swollen. - It's no use!

There are things that we don't can't tell M. Guilherme!

Zizi ...

tap...

pipe.

- I think "sparrow" is better. - See if it's good like that.

"Monsieur Guilherme, come quickly!

Zeca has urethral inflation ".

How? 'Or' What ? This kid is not in bed yet!

My God ! It's Guiga that I knew when I was little?

What has he grown up!

He's already a little man!

- Clever ! You will see ! - Take a seat, Mrs. Aurora.

So, Guiga, are we going to take your portrait?

Come on, let's take a nice photo, you'll see !

But with that hair ...

looks like a girl, Mrs. Aurora!

Did you make a wish?

We are going to cut his hair next week.

This photo is a memory of the head that he had with that hair.

Once I woke up in the middle of the night.

Uncle Pierre was doing an access of madness ...

and howled like a possessed.

I remember I felt a real horror of being alive.

I was like, "I'm here! It's not a game.

That's the reality! I'm alive! ".

Nandinha was a sleepwalker.

One night without us doesn't realize it ...

she left the house and went found at rue de la Mustache.

on his return, a neighbor saw her and brought her back ...

with caution, because he thought that if she woke up ...

she might die of fear.

The little boat

Soft float

Float, float, without ceasing

Come on, Guiga, we're going to play the piano. Give me your hand.

Put your thumb on C.

Nandinha had been brought to the Merc�s college against his will.

But when the sisters found out that she was sleepwalking ...

they called my father to send it back.

It's like that escaped boarding school ...

and was going to marry Mrs. Elvira's son.

Now you will be my husband

You will sing the glory In my heart

This Lol� who will marry Nandinha, how ugly!

Poor daughter ! Looks like a mummy!

And mulatto, on top of the market!

But he studied, my daughter. He graduated!

She did well, this little Sainte Nitouche!

Today, the important thing at a man is that he has ...

character and personality ...

you understand ?

In addition to being well mounted!

- You are terrible, Ded�! - Better ugly than nothing at all!

- The worst is to stay stranded! - I do not agree.

An honest woman can very well stay single ...

and for all that to be happy!

A woman can indulge To certain pleasures ...

without stopping to be a little virgin.

What do you mean ?

We don't just have a hymen.

- You're crazy ? - Men don't like the hymen?

Well, I keep mine well protected!

I know a girl ...

To whom we learned that a plant constringente could be used.

So she put the plant in a glass of water ...

to pass it on her pussy ...

so that her fiance might believe her a virgin!

She went to the room bathroom look for the glass ...

her fiancé did not know about it, she asked him:

"Honey, where did the glass of water go that I left here? ".

The groom responded with a very small mouth:

"I drank it all!"

It is envy, my mother! Pure envy!

You know it's a lie!

- I love it ! - Pissing doll!

You have no shame ?

You're going to get married, and you piss in bed!

Stop making fun of your sister!

Don't be careful, my girl! You know how disturbed he is!

But he's right, my daughter.

This story of pissing in bed cannot last!

If your fianc� finds out about this ...

he will send you back to your father!

Now we will be together

United forever in the name of God

I know that Nandinha got married to Lol� ...

and that never again she only pissed in bed.

Dad ?

What is it, my girl?

Let me down.

You stay here, we are going to sleep !

Dad ?

Dad ?

What is it, my girl?

Let me down. What is wrong?

- What did you lose down there? - I want to see Ded�.

- What do you want with him? - I want to see her flirt.

What?

Where did you learn that, little demon?

Aurora!

- Aurora! - What?

Come see !

Aurora! You have to know what this devil has learned!

I'm at work...

your duty is to know what's going on here!

Go to bed!

She wanted to see the girl neighbor's flirting.

That's the word she used: flirt.

So I ask you: do you think this is normal?

Look, Aurora!

My God ! He's hard!

A kid like him who already has a hard-on!

What is he dreaming of?

- He's soaked! - Put him in the cradle.

Where is my white handkerchief Lavender

That I gave you to wash Lavender

Where is my white handkerchief Lavender

That I gave you to wash Lavender

I was not guilty For what happened

Get out of there!

Farewell, my butterfly If you want to fly

I say: "Goodbye, my love" It's me, it's me

Here is the sky!

This is where God lives.

There was a window in the middle of the stairs.

Cicinha decreed that God lived on the other side.

God sees everything.

He is everywhere.

Sambalel� is sick His head broke

Sambalel� needed To be let go

Samba, Samba Samba, olel�

He's in women's skirts Olal�

She has no other place to rub against his lover?

Everyday, it's the same circus!

I shot the cat

But he's not dead

I am here!

Who called?

to the Balance Sans Falling building we do not pay charges ...

because it's perfumery Mirta SIA who pays for everything.

The problems start in the Balance Sans Tomber building.

In apartment 302, lovers have a good time.

My darling, you are my sticker.

-Ah, you are my album! -So, we stick together?

Here we go!

Wait, wait! My father could see us!

- One more, one more ... -No, look at daddy, my darling!

-Maria? -What is it, dad?

-Are you alone with your fianc�? -I'm alone.

-The light is on? -Yes.

So turn off!

Yes, even in the dark, the brilliant shine ...

your smile will not go away, thanks to Eulacol toothpaste.

For oral hygiene the most perfect and complete ...

Eulacol toothpaste removes the yellow of your teeth.

Eulacol toothpaste gives you a healthy smile.

100% funded by Perfumery Mirta SIA ...

at any point of the wonderful city the building rises ...

trembles ...

trembles ...

tremble, but don't crumble!

He sees everything. He is everywhere.

- Mom, I'm scared! - Afraid of what, my son?

From Malamen.

Malamen? What is that ?

Prayer is not like that: "Deliver us from Malamen"?

My God, how stupid he is, my youngest!

Leave this Malamen alone, my heart...

and go to sleep!

Bless me, grandmother moon, give me bread and flour.

The full moon was coming with Marie la Folle ...

who was to marry an English politician.

My mother liked it and added.

He didn't send me a telegram from England ?

Who, Maria?

The guy who has to marry me! Churchille!

Is that true, Maria?

Look what he sent me.

He wants to take me to go live with him.

Hell, not me!

I told him that I will not go never there!

No way ! And there's more !

I will only marry if he leaves drop that fucking cigar!

Raw!

Come sing the song that he loves so that he falls asleep!

Who called?

Raw! Come !

Come sing the song that he loves so that he falls asleep!

� Terram�

Take my daughter, Terram�

Take it, Terram�

Sindolel�, � sindolal�

I walked on the dead leaf

And I heard scratch, scratch

Sindolel�, � sindolal�

I walked on the dead leaf

And I heard scratch, scratch

What is this head of a beaten dog, little one?

It's nothing, Cr�u!

That morning, going down, I went through the broken window.

What was on the other side was not heaven at all.

It was hardly Elvira's garden.

She was in the process to hang out his laundry.

This was my first religious disappointment.

Once, during Holy Week ...

we went to see "The life of Christ" at the cinema.

It was the first time that I went to the cinema.

See the suffering of the Son of God ...

made me think it was not what a poor devil!

My Portuguese badge

Today I want to offer you

With all my heart

My sincere worship

My Portuguese badge

Today I want to offer you

With all my heart

My sincere worship

My sincere worship

If you are the Mother of God

So unrelated and so pure

Do you want one, man? Take!

1959 BRAZILIAN CHAMPION

There is one that does not itch good. The one on the left!

I say: only will go to the cinema those that itch well!

What is the movie we're going to see, Nenzinho?

A very good movie, really!

With Kirk Douglas.

This side is intact. I want goosebumps everywhere!

And the perfume-spray that you promised?

It's for carnival! And carnival is still a long way off!

The one who itches well will win a great perfume-spray!

What about me, Nenzinho?

For you, it will be a little one, because you are still small!

I want a big one too!

- If your father saw that! - Now ! My God !

I'm not telling you anything!

H�l�na! Hand me that bag dirty laundry, my daughter!

Child whom I bless, you are in my life.

Child whom I bless, you pass in my life.

Like, over the sea, the theft of a lost albatross.

Child whom I bless, you pass in my life.

Like, over the sea ...

the flight of a lost albatross.

That was Christ the Savior!

Here, it's me, you see?

Cicinha, come see Nenzinho in the flavor of Christ!

It's not "the flavor of Christ", idiot! It is Jesus the Savior!

See what I got as a gift!

I think it is better that you go.

I want no one do not know!

I trust you.

I do not want to know what you took!

Bless me, godmother.

That bastard Zeca will pay me for it!

I was a child and I had hope

To be a happy day

I made a wish and I gave Tons of sweets

To the little saints

We never knew why, but if there was a party with us ...

Uncle Pierre was collecting all the empty bottles he could.

... gave him his great love

Cosme and Damien

Cr�pin et Cr�pinien

Happy birthday Happy birthday

Happy birthday, Guiga Happy birthday

The wish I made I have already paid for it

I used to have parties And more parties

And this happy day I remember

One day Elvira went mad for a while.

They say it was Because of the menopause.

I still had to discover what it could be!

They have heard since Ipiranga with placid shores

Of a heroic people The loud cry

And the sun of freedom

Shined in the sky of the Fatherland

If the pledge of this equality

We succeed in conquering it With a strong arm

Within your bosom, freedom

Our chest defies death itself

to beloved, idolized homeland Hi, hi!

There was hellfire.

Catechism ...

we said that we must eat the body of Christ to save himself.

I was expecting this with enthusiasm ...

but when I swallowed the host, nothing happened!

In the end, what was it that God never manifested clearly?

Your eyes are getting heavy ...

heavy.

The eyelids are lead ...

heavy ...

heavy.

Don't resist.

Let yourself go To this sweet sleep ...

deep...

heavy.

Let your body swing forward ...

back ...

on one side ...

the other.

Here it is. Deep...

forward...

back ...

on one side ...

the other...

Anita?

Deep...

Anita, you are a flower bud!

Heavy.

Some of you are already in my power.

Iris! Come closer!

While I'm counting to 3 ...

you will get out of this state of hypnosis ...

and you won't remember You're welcome.

A...

of them...

three!

So she had a stroke and almost died?

I'm sure it's a trick from Zeca, Aurora.

I don't know what to do anymore with that kid!

He has a bad temper!

The only solution is to put it at the College of Fathers ...

or at the military college, to see if it improves!

I'm warning you ...

it will never happen in life.

It's the fault of education that you gave him!

They will all be failures!

You are very wrong, Aurora!

Are you already asleep?

We didn't know ...

but that night, Uncle Pierre was gone forever ...

taking with him its treasure of bottles.

The boys of Bahia

at that age of their childhood

Bring the message

Hope with joy

Than on earth, earth in bloom There will be, there will be love

That in the sky, in the blue sky There will be more splendor

And as long as we sing

Brazil will exist

Brazil

At the opening of our today's program ...

a solo from the "Rhapsodie Hungarian n. 2 "at the piano ...

played by an 11 year old ...

who plays like an adult.

The young Guilherme from Almeida Filho, known as Guiga!

How beautiful the days are

Beginning of existence

The soul breathes innocence

Like a flower scent

The sea is a serene lake

The sky a mantle of azure

The world, a golden dream

And life, a hymn of love

The summer was barefoot, slingshots and kites.

It was fish, river baths and run free.

It was sucking mangoes and eat fruit ...

caja, pitanga, breadfruit, sapoti, umbu, jabuticaba, cashew ...

roasted nuts.

The summer was insect bites, melons, sloth.

"It's not obvious good use perlimpinpin powder.

You have to snort it in exact quantity.

Neither too little nor not enough ...

if you don't want to go over the line you set for yourself.

Close your eyes very hard, like people dream ...

when we fall in a precipice.

Stay like a minute. "

Television has arrived!

Television has arrived!

It's TV!

The arrival of the TV was a wonderful event.

I was going to be able to see the programs that I only knew by name ...

Roy Rogers, Jim of the Jungle, the child of the Circus ...

the Toddy troop, Rin Tin Tin ...

Zorro and the Traffic Police.

My God, make me grow up fast!

Don't worry, it's stupid.

But I want to grow up to see forbidden films ...

to smoke and to go where I want ...

do whatever is prohibited.

My father said that the carnival Was the devil's party ...

and he took the whole family In the countryside.

But Zeca had a little friend ...

and he decided to jump off the train.

My God, what a pity! It is a misfortune!

What are you going to live on? Are you going to be able to feed a family?

Idiot! You were never worth a nail!

You will say to this girl who you got together with ...

to kill this unfortunate while there is still time!

Why don't you shut up?

In your place, I would drink strychnine, insecticide ...

or whatever! I will put a shot in my head!

Or I would throw myself from the Lacerda elevator!

Zeca! Don't worry, my son!

You will soon find a job, will earn your crust.

In the meantime, I will give you food...

every week. You will come and get some.

Don't worry, my son! He is nervous.

He is like that.

It does not come from the heart!

He's like that, he only wants your good.

We are pleased to announce ...

a Radio program Theater of America.

The play of this day is a staging ...

from an original by Edgar Alan Poe ...

and is called "There was a beating heart".

What a life, my God!

I can't stand it anymore, Aurora!

A wife must help her husband! But you no !

You do the opposite of what I ask you!

That's why this misfortune has happened!

You only want to make it your head!

I can't stand this anymore! I don't want this life anymore!

If your father was still alive, I'll send you home!

I'll speak with Arnaldo.

He's your brother ...

you could very well go live with him.

Here in this house I do not want to see you anymore !

Son of a bitch!

Son of a bitch!

I hate you, you old bastard!

I want you to die!

I know it's a sin, my God, but I hate my father!

I want him to die!

"The Lord is my Shepherd, I will not miss anything.

He makes me a pastor in green pastures ...

lead me gently towards calm waters ...

refreshes my soul ...

guide me to the ways of justice for the sake of His name.

I had the impression to be in a movie.

It was as if what was happening had nothing to do with me.

I will live for a long time the house of the Lord ".

There is an ox on the way Yes, there are

There is an ox on the way Catarina takes the train

She's going to leave She's going to leave

My mother lost her teeth By dint of biting my father

"My mother lost her teeth By dint of biting my father. "

I don't know why this song came to mind ...

leaving me shared, with so much both of them.

Aurora ...

Aurora ...

you couldn't do that to me.

You abandoned me!

"Our Father, who art in heaven ...

- Aurora! - ... hallowed be Your name ...

may Your kingdom come, May Your will be done ...

Excuse me !

Give us today our bread and forgive us our trespasses ...

as we forgive those who have offended us.

Don't let us succumb To temptation ...

- but deliver us from evil, amen. " - I'm afraid of falling

Take me

Take me

My nostalgia

Young girl You don't remember

Of this sweet afternoon

You forgot, I remember

I remember I remember

to mum, to mum My mom

You let me cry Where are you, mom?

You let me cry Where are you, mom?

The house is turned into a desert.

She was the joy of our life.

During the Easter holidays ...

I came back to my summer universe ...

but nothing was like before.

As if something had happened irreparably detached from me.

In compensation, I was less watched ...

more free to discover a world new features that presented themselves.

Now it's my turn!

- No ! You are stupid! - You promised !

No, who asked you to be so stupid?

I gave it to you because you would give it to me too!

Listen, you gave it because you wanted!

You bastard! You tricked me!

Guiga!

Guiga!

Guiga!

Come !

We take him for a walk.

He's our teacher!

Aren't you a man, man?

Let's go, Delamule!

Forget it, Delamule! Guiga is a coward!

Looks like he was raised by his grandmother!

My government will be a government of laws ...

of traditions and principles moral and political ...

which reflect the Brazilian soul.

This April 1, day of lies ...

there was something new that could have been a lie.

HIGH SCHOOL The soldiers had organized a coup

and were in power.

Masturbation.

It's one of those sins against chastity ...

for which God ...

has reserved hell.

With the discovery of this forbidden pleasure ...

the will arises to practice this act ...

At any time ...

to smell again ...

that stupid pleasure.

After that, the young can no longer stop!

They can't stop anymore to masturbate!

And that, not to mention sins ...

that by their iniquity ...

I refuse to mention in a classroom.

Indecent acts committed by the foundation!

Do not believe that the condemnation does not come until after death, no!

The punishment begins here below ...

as a consequence sins!

Look, there.

"Masturbation: cause of venereal enjoyment ...

- by touching the hand. " - What does "venere" mean?

"V�nal ... seller ... venerable ..."

There! "V�n�rien: relating to V�nus, goddess of beauty.

Venereal diseases: syphilis ...

purulent infection of the mucous membranes ...

- especially the vagina and urethra. " - The vagina is the pussy!

We knew it! Let's see what "purulent" means.

"Mash ... puritan ... purulent ...

full of pus, which secretes pus. "

Now let's look at "prostitute".

"Prostitute: see peripatetic woman."

Shit ! They want us do not learn!

"Peripatetic woman: woman who practices sex for money.

Fallen woman, socialite, Messaline ...

night beauty, lost woman, prostitute ...

whore, bad woman, trail, wanderer ... "

Zeca and Nenzinho were married ...

and the house appeared even more empty.

The advantage is that I had a room for me.

According to the instructions of my elders ...

I manipulated myself with awkward movements ...

wishing to discover the pleasure that I had never felt.

Suddenly I was overwhelmed by an uncontrollable wave ...

original, wonderful.

The craziest feeling that I had never felt!

Now I knew the meaning of the word "to enjoy".

I began to understand why the world revolved around sex.

from this day, bath time Had become sacred.

Sophia Loren, Gina Lollobrigida ...

Claudia Cardinale, Suzanne Pleshette, Brigitte Bardot ...

all came to die in my skillful and relentless hand.

This woman must not lift heavy objects!

Then we will say that I killed her!

Guiga! Help her take this crate!

These are your books.

The move in this new apartment did not pass.

My father had sold the old house ...

but the buyer has changed his mind and we had to bring it all back.

I'll tell daddy that you read Jorge Amado.

You can tell him ! He's the one who bought it for me!

Because he doesn't know that he writes pornography!

Little Sainte Nitouche!

I didn't know you smoked!

You haven't seen anything yet, little brother!

So, did you like the film?

- Is this your first forbidden film? - Yes.

And money? Do you have money?

Yes. The old man gave me money.

How ?

- In the two hundred. - it works!

I will take you in girls!

It was an initiation night.

After the cinema, Zeca brought me at Maria da Vov�.

It was my first time with a woman.

I don't know what made Cicinha enter the convent ...

but it is sure that she had a religious fixation.

She was the one who invented a God in the garden!

Anita! Anita, my daughter, come and help me !

What do you want, my father?

Don't speak in that tone! I ask because I can't see well anymore!

I have tried everything, but I can't open this thing!

I forgot the secret combination.

Has anyone touched it?

Dad, who is going to touch that?

I don't know, I'm asking the question! Has anyone touched it?

No.

I leave it so make it easy ...

and now, It doesn't work!

A bit of patience ! See if you can open this thing.

I can not see anymore !

Only with the combination, dad.

Try to remember where you kept the combination.

Anita! Come see something!

Come see.

You will not believe me, but it happened like that.

That night I prayed, I asked for help.

When the morning has come, it was like that.

Looked !

You see ?

It was she!

I remember the only visit that we returned to Cicinha at the convent.

Her eyes were askew, a little disturbed by emotion.

Under the watchful eye of the Mother, she seemed to show ...

greater joy the one she felt.

Cicinha did not stay a long time at the convent.

She was kicked out, because the sisters have learned ...

that she had a crazy uncle.

They couldn't accept it.

You are going to cut this hair, you understood ?

You look like a thug!

I can't, dad. I have to study.

I have exams all week. Tomorrow I have a physics test.

I do not want to know it ! You are going to cut that hair!

Can't you hear me?

I want you to cut that hair now!

I will cut them when I want to!

Do you see that, Anita? This boy disrespects me!

Did you see, Anita? He answered me!

You can be sure: never again I'm not gonna cut this shit!

You know why ?

Because I am a whore!

A whore!

This boy is sick! You have to get treatment!

You are sick of nerves! Remember that your uncle was having problems.

You never should to have family! Never !

You killed my mother!

Nazi executioner!

Like never before, I wanted to have a sensitive father.

Once again, I took refuge in the cinema.

I had discovered the sessions of art in Guarany.

It's no use, I'm telling you!

The one who decides, it's me, do you hear?

It is useless! It is useless!

The one who decides is me.

Don't come piss me off! Don't come piss me off!

Don't come piss me off!

Look, I'll tell you something ...

because formerly these gentlemen ...

these heads of families, all came here.

At home, they said ...

that they had a club radio amateurs ...

they were going to listen the BBC in London.

You know how she was the BBC they were listening to?

It was Mouth, Fuck and Ass!

It was Mouth, Fuck and Ass!

With these rolls French brothel!

What's the matter ? You never saw me ?

Now if !

What do you have To look at me?

You never saw me, egg head?

THE ALLIANCE FOR PROGRESS IS A STACK!

YANKEES GO AWAY!

Guiga, is that you?

- It's me. - I was waiting for you.

I couldn't sleep after what you told me.

I don't want to argue with you, my son.

But what you told me one does not say to a father.

Note what I have to tell you ...

when my ailments are old, yours will be young.

It's not a curse, no!

I want you to be very happy.

My son...

I do not want argue with you.

Let's make a pact of non-aggression!

Give me your hand !

Let's not argue anymore.

Go, go!

This is not a place To do bullshit!

LIVE FROM THE SURFACE FROM THE MOON

One fine day, my father found that Cr�u was too old ...

and he found her a place in an asylum.

She knew it would be his last station.

� Terram�

Take my daughter, Terram�

Take it, Terram�

Take my daughter, Terram�

to mom

Terram�

Don't want to take me, mom

Take it, Terram�

Cr�u is deceased in the middle of carnival.

His coffin was left alone at night, with no one to watch over it.

Tell me, have you ever seen a black actress ...

who does not have a role slave or maid?

No !

There have been centuries of slavery and submission!

That's why black has this inferiority complex shit!

But that must change!

Do you know Mario Gusm�o?

This is not the guy who did the movie "The Dark Angel"?

He was imprisoned for carrying of marijuana. They humiliated him.

Do you think if he had been white would we have treated him the same?

I don't know, Bira.

The problem is not have any money.

The black man who has money is well treated. Look at Pel�!

But no, Daniel! Shit !

It doesn't count!

He is a "black to white soul", as people say.

G�tulio had disappeared.

He was part of a underground organization.

He had asked if we wanted to enter into the armed struggle.

But we didn't have conviction or courage.

It's G�tulio there!

Helinho, shit!

Are you armed, G�tulio?

It is the routine of the organization, for an emergency.

We never know.

I don't intend to use it.

At least not for now. Calm down.

- They're at the table. Let's go ? - Yes.

Hi, old man! It's a pleasure to see you!

It's been a long time!

Guiga!

So what, G�tulio?

The situation is getting worse day by day.

The population only knows this that the soldiers tell him.

They manipulate information.

They say we are bank robbers ...

while the money of the hold-ups is used to finance the guerrilla!

We are taking hostages to free the companions ...

who are tortured in prison.

There are even some at the Federal Police.

Guys are sadists torture professionals!

They commit horrors!

Drownings, lengthening, electric shocks!

They put a thread in the urethra of the guy!

It is incredible pain!

When they want to kill someone ...

they say he committed suicide.

Or that he escaped and the body disappears.

This is the last time that we saw G�tulio.

Since that night, we haven't heard from him anymore.

FREEDOM FOR EMILIANO!

Clodoaldo, Brazil attacking. Tost�o. Let's go!

What a beautiful ball, Clodo! Look, look!

Look in the score!

BRAZIL, LOVE IT OR LEAVE IT

Clodoaldo!

AUTHORITARIANISM, CORRUPTION, MALVERSATION Looked ! Look!

My darling Brazil!

In the score, Clodoaldo!

... released after the autopsy ...

the body presented four projectile orifices.

The left hand was half-mutilated.

The upper jaw had no teeth.

The body revealed bruises.

Lamarca's body could not be photographed ...

TERROR DIES WITH LAMARCA by prohibition ...

of the governor Antonio Carlos Magalh�es.

My heart is green Yellow, white and blue

I love you, my Brazil I love you

No one can stop The youth of Brazil

God is my pastor and I will not miss anything ...

The punishment begins here below.

Now repeat!

And even if I walk in the valleys of darkness ...

Here!

Why don't you kill yourself, my son?

I don't know anything!

While the country was the Brazilian miracle ...

I was going to know my season in hell.

The guerrillas were pursued and tortured to death.

I spent sleepless nights, without managing to close an eye.

The neurosis had invaded me.

I was taking horse doses antidepressants ...

immersed in the purest pain and misfortune ...

with a morbid fixation on suicide.

I identified myself with Torquato Neto, a twisted angel ...

whose destiny was to be in disagree with the satisfied.

Listen, Daniel, we have to that I tell you one thing.

For god's sake don't leave me wake me up from anesthesia!

I want to be euthanized.

Euthanasi�.

I'll leave it to you in writing.

It is there, signed.

Euthanasi�.

My stay in the hospital was brief ...

but a routine checkup showed irreparable loss.

If it is true that the gods are feed on our suffering ...

in my case, their appetites were voracious.

Take me to church!

I want to take Communion!

I am afraid of the Malamen.

SAINT-LAZARE HOSPITAL

What do you want from me son of a bitch?

What do you want from me?

Do you know what that means?

Yes.

No need to torture yourself! I do not care !

I love you, Guiga!

I do not care !

I love you !

"Let's play that." "Let's play that."

Let's take advantage of it! Let's have fun !

Enjoy life !

Let's have fun !

Joy is proof by nine!

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Salvador, my love, Bahia

Maybe you will find whatever you want in the package.

Stop, listen, walk, look.

It doesn't cost anything, only life costs you.

The piano had been sold At any price ...

to a Protestant pastor ...

and shortly after the house was going to be liquidated.

Like a cat accustomed to the house, I stayed there for a while ...

and for the first time, I was alone.

In a radical subversion of the ancient order ...

the house has been open to hippies.

There was no time nor place for nothing.

This was the first communion for real ...

with the right to Pentecost and all.

It was my first communion with drugs.

Tongues of fire appeared ...

and landed on each of them.

At the beginning, it's like that.

They were all filled of the Holy Spirit ...

and started talking in different languages.

You don't make your own destiny.

Oedipus tried well and he went Against what he was avoiding.

He deciphered the enigma of the Sphinx and was spared ...

but it was of no use to him.

Know yourself was the cause of his loss.

No man can say that he was happy ...

before arriving at the threshold of his life.

It was you who brought these people.

Who are they ?

Calm down, Guiga. They are good people.

They are a couple of French friends, Alain and Juliette.

The other is Pablito.

No man can say that he was happy ...

before arriving at the threshold of his life.

This Pablito intrigued me from the first moment.

He had a strange fascination over people.

Shit !

Guiga is completely thrown away!

What's wrong with you, Guiga?

Great ! I am so hungry !

Shit ! He completely licks himself!

Everything is number.

Love is knowledge of the number and nothing is infinite.

Or better: could there exist in space-kiss of hunger?

Pablito was strong in magic, in astrology and in cabal.

He knew it in tarot and tares ...

in fatality and in acceptance of fate.

- I don't control myself anymore. - What's wrong, Guiga?

You don't say it's good to live in community?

You must know that no one does not belong to anyone.

Put it in your head, my big !

Do not worry !

She just wants to dance.

Come on.

Come on, let's dance!

Although I was easy prey, I smoked every day.

I was curious to do new experiences.

I faced this as a challenge ...

to become a man, I had to learn how to manage my demons.

This is good!

Do you remember Edu?

Yes.

He tried his luck In London with a flute.

"Love him and leave him."

Yes.

The sea is not for the fish, my boy!

There are lots of people who give up.

Many have passed straight to the chemical pole ...

thinking about marriage.

They will end up like big cows.

And G�tulio, you don't have it never seen again?

I wanted to learn To play the guitar.

I'll see that later.

To earn money, you'll have to give yoga classes ...

or sell sandwiches on the beach.

I'm leaving for the mountains. There is a community up there.

The spider lives on what it weaves.

I want to plant to eat.

And you, Guiga?

I do not know.

I am thinking of buying a super 8 camera.

You still believe To your dream as an artist?

It's good when you succeed.

You will not be spared because you make art.

Sooner or later you will meet the Sphinx, old man.

The sun !

Trillions, trillions of megatons ...

nuclear explosions ...

Forever.

"And the eyes in his head ...

see the sun rolling like a top. "

What's the matter ? Why are you looking at me ?

You never saw me, egg head?

Gisaldina! Gisaldina!

Sucker! Sucker!

Sindolel�, sindolal�

I walked on the dead leaf And I heard scratch, scratch

"It's not obvious good use perlimpinpin powder.

You have to snort it in exact quantity. Neither too little nor not enough.

You are old, father, all white hair ...

To always be agitated.

-Do you think this is normal? - Look.

The guy is frosted.

And so, my big one?

In my childhood, I wasn't doing any of that ...

for fear of losing my mind.

But since I don't have lead in the brain ...

I turn in all directions, worse than a top.

Suddenly I was invaded by a wave of compassion.

A wave that crossed my heart ...

and who seemed to want invade the whole world.

Where are you, Guiga?

When we get to the 21st century, everything will be different.

Third millennium ...

the age of Aquarius.

- Or it will be pure illusion. - That's it ! Light!

One day all that exists will turn into light.

The sky was beautiful Full of stars

lighting up the butterfly Provide for your beauty

Have you seen this?

We must make a wish!

Who, Daniel?

Make a wish to whom?

Guiga! Guiga!

Guiga!

Come on, Guiga!

He is shy ! Looks like he's been Raised by his grandmother!

You know what the female mule said to the male?

It's ass, mule!

There is the sky. This is where God lives.

We have to take this kid to the doctor!

I'm afraid !

Crazy to bind. Looked.

He went crazy!

"Stay a moment with closed eyes ...

as in dreams, when you fall into a precipice.

When you open your eyes, everything is fine again. "

That's enough, he won't do it again!

That's enough!

Child whom I bless ...

you are in my life ...

Like over the sea ...

the flight of a lost albatross.

FOR MY FATHER, MY MOTHER TONINHO AND CR�U ...

WHO ARE ALREADY IN HEAVEN.

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