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[water splashing]
[birds chirping]
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[Billie humming]
[water splashing]
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[voicemail beeps]
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- [Agent] Hey, Billie.
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Super stoked to read
those first pages.
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We're getting a
little close, though.
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It's been a minute,
so let me know
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when you have
something to share.
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[cellphone chiming]
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[pills rattling]
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[doorbell rings]
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[voicemail beeps]
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- [Karen] Hey, Bill, gimme
a call when you get this.
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Just tryin' to see what
your weekend looks like.
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You could always come here,
see Lily for a change.
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We'd love to have you.
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[birds chirping]
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[voicemail beeps]
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- [Agent] Hey, Billie, just
another friendly reminder
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from your agent
about that $50,000
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you'll have to get back if
we don't have pages soon.
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- Okay, okay, okay, okay.
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Mm hm.
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Just...
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Just do it.
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Just write it.
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[doorbell rings]
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[pills rattling]
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[cellphone chiming]
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Piece of shit.
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[voicemail beeps]
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- [Agent] Billie,
if we don't have
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a fuckin' book in two
weeks we're screwed.
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I know how you work,
but I need your pages.
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Just fuckin' sayin'.
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[Billie exhales]
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[dramatic music]
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- [Narrator] Oh yeah.
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[cellphone chiming]
[upbeat music]
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[TV chattering]
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[hip hop music]
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♪ I've been feelin' like
I never had before ♪
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♪ Like I can't take anymore ♪
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♪ Like I'm takin' back control ♪
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♪ Oo, oo ♪
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♪ I've been feelin' like
I never have before ♪
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♪ Like I heard it all before ♪
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♪ Like I'm gon' lit
up the score on you ♪
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♪ It could happen ♪
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♪ It could happen ♪
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♪ I can tell now
it could happen ♪
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♪ We could turn it,
we could turn it ♪
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♪ We could turn it
into somethin' good ♪
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♪ We got the right to be ♪
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♪ Right to be clear in focus ♪
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♪ Got the right to be ♪
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♪ Right to be in the moment ♪
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[birds chirping]
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[cellphone chiming]
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[cellphone vibrating]
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[Billie groans]
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[cellphone vibrating]
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[pensive music]
[cellphone vibrating]
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[Billie vomiting]
[pensive music]
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[cellphone vibrating]
[pensive music]
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[Billie panting]
[cellphone vibrating]
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[pensive music]
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[pills rattling]
[pensive music]
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[toilet flushes]
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[cork pops]
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[Billie coughs]
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♪ I'm not in love ♪
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♪ Don't have the touch ♪
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♪ Don't have the time to bend ♪
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♪ Another little church
boy's mind again ♪
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♪ I'm not an angel ♪
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♪ Mm hm ♪
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♪ I'm not a Gabriel ♪
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♪ Mm hm ♪
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♪ I'm not a saint, a saint ♪
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♪ Just someone who'll
turn the page for ya ♪
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♪ Mm hm ♪
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♪ Mm hm ♪
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♪ I'm not a trophy ♪
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♪ I'm not a trophy ♪
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♪ A little Miss Bo Peep ♪
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♪ A little Miss Bo Peep ♪
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♪ I'm not a sweet treat ♪
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♪ Jumpin' from my feet
to my knees for ya ♪
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♪ Knees for ya ♪
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♪ I don't like picnics ♪
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♪ I don't like picnics ♪
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♪ But I like a little mischief ♪
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♪ But I like a little mischief ♪
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♪ I like the kids
who give a little ♪
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♪ Bit of lip to the mistress ♪
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[Patrick knocking]
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[door creaks]
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- Bill?
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Holy shit.
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Billie Bob, you home?
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It is I, Patrick, here
for some sick festivities!
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Hello?
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Billington!
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[gentle music]
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Bill?
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[gentle music]
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Oh my God, Billie!
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Billie!
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Bill, Bill, Bill!
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Oh my, Bill, Bill!
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Wake up!
[Billie groaning]
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- Get off of me!
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- Oh, I'm so sorry.
- Oh my God!
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- I'm so sorry.
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I thought...
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Oh, I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
- Oh my God,
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I'm taking a fucking nap.
- Yeah.
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Yeah, yeah, I know.
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I know.
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- What are you doing here?
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- Surprise [chuckles].
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Surprise.
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- [Billie] Wow.
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- Yeah, happy birthday.
- Oh.
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- Happy birthday.
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- Yeah, yeah, yeah, okay.
- Okay?
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[Billie exhales]
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- I'm just, I'm just gonna
take a couple seconds.
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- You take some seconds.
- And I'll be back.
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[pensive music]
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[Patrick exhales]
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[pensive music]
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[water gurgling]
[pensive music]
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- Hey, it's me.
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Okay, look, I don't know
where you are right now
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but I don't know what
to do, all right?
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I don't think it was a good idea
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to just show up here
without telling her.
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This is crazy.
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I mean, look, I'm gonna
need some help here
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because I found her,
she's not okay, all right?
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And I can't do this.
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Look, you better be in a cab.
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- Look at what I found!
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- Whoa [laughs]!
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Awesome.
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This room is crazy.
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- Hm.
- What's all this stuff?
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- Oh, just classic
dad replacement shit.
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- Oh, okay.
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- I'm kidding, I'm kidding.
- Oh [laughs].
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- No, it came fully
furnished, so.
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- Okay.
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Nice.
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- Mm hm [gasps],
you want a cigar?
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- [Patrick] No, I'm good.
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- No?
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Suit yourself.
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[Billie inhales]
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[Patrick sighs]
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What's that?
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- That is for you.
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Happy birthday.
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[Billie chuckles]
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- Thank you.
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- Can I not get another hug?
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[Billie scoffs]
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- Hug him.
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- Okay, fuck it, let's
open it. Come on.
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- Wait, wait, wait!
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Okay, wait, wait.
- What?
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- Can you get a boom?
- Okay.
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Um...
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- What?
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- [Patrick] Nothing,
come on, are we ready?
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- Okay.
- All right.
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One, two, three, go!
[cork pops]
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[Patrick laughs]
[Billie laughs]
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Awesome.
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- Okay, thank you.
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- Fuck!
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Pat?
- Hm?
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- My face.
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- Tried to tell you [exhales].
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[liquid splashing]
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[water splashing]
[gentle music]
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[doorbell rings]
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[Patrick laughs]
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Ta da!
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[Priya squeals]
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- Hi [laughs]!
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- We're drowning in here.
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- Oh.
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My God, what the
hell are you wearing?
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- What?
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- Jesus, what is this place?
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- Yeah, yeah.
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Yeah.
- Ah!
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It's so good to see you.
- Oh, it is.
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- Oh my God, where's,
where's Kelly?
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Kelly?
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- She couldn't make
it 'cause of work.
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- Oh, bummer.
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Well, I will be damned if
this weekend is not fun.
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I only get like three
days off a year.
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- Three?
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Yeah, that's not legal.
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You should know that.
- Well, I like to take three.
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- Okay.
- Where is she?
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Hey, hey, hey, hey!
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Oh, look at you!
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Look at this place [laughs]!
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Oh my God!
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Man, writer's life
looks good on you.
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Guys, gang is all back together!
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Oh, hey.
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- Hey.
- Oh.
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- Hi.
- Hey.
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- Patrick.
- Nice to meet you.
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- [Patrick] Yeah.
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- What, I thought you guys met?
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- [Patrick and River] No.
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- No?
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- Hey.
- What's up?
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- Happy birthday, Billie.
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Nice to see you.
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- Yes!
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Okay, welcome to the birthday...
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- Weekend.
- Surprise weekend!
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- Woo!
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[gentle music]
[water splashing]
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[Billie exhales]
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Your message was so dramatic.
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- Okay, but I mean, this
big house aside, though.
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Don't you think?
- Yeah?
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- Yeah.
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- So?
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- So, so...
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- So that's why
we're here isn't it?
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- Mm hm.
- God, just act normal.
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You're making me anxious.
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What is Kelly feeding
you these days?
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- What?
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I'm normal, you act normal.
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- This is so disgusting.
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Oh my God.
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I can't.
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[Billie panting]
[pensive music]
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[objects rustling]
[pensive music]
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- Oh, fuck.
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[Billie inhales]
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[Billie exhales]
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[solemn music]
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I really, I really
appreciate this...
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I really, I think this
weekend, great idea.
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Great, great, great,
great, great, yeah.
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I really, I think
this has been...
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I think maybe...
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You shit hole.
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Just fuck off.
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[Billie sighs]
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- There's a million
condiments in here.
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Not a fucking thing
to put them on.
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You'd think she could
afford some fucking food.
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- [Patrick] Birthday girl!
269
00:16:31,425 --> 00:16:31,773
- You eat anything
other than Chinese food?
270
00:16:33,122 --> 00:16:36,386
- Oh!
271
00:16:36,386 --> 00:16:36,908
Did you drink all this?
272
00:16:36,908 --> 00:16:39,520
- No.
273
00:16:39,520 --> 00:16:40,260
- [Priya] Did you go to the
store to buy that one pineapple?
274
00:16:40,260 --> 00:16:42,305
- No, I ordered it.
275
00:16:42,305 --> 00:16:43,567
- What do you mean
you ordered it?
276
00:16:43,567 --> 00:16:45,178
- Like on app, I ordered it.
277
00:16:45,178 --> 00:16:45,787
- Just the one pineapple?
278
00:16:47,223 --> 00:16:49,443
- What?
279
00:16:49,443 --> 00:16:49,921
I was craving pineapple.
280
00:16:49,921 --> 00:16:51,010
- Okay.
281
00:16:52,924 --> 00:16:53,751
[engine rumbling]
[upbeat music]
282
00:16:53,751 --> 00:16:57,320
♪ You steppin' on my toes ♪
283
00:16:57,320 --> 00:17:01,629
♪ You trippin' at my feet ♪
284
00:17:01,629 --> 00:17:06,199
♪ Coordinate with
ground control ♪
285
00:17:06,199 --> 00:17:09,550
♪ Spill our brains
into the streets ♪
286
00:17:09,550 --> 00:17:12,814
♪ Anxiety grows ♪
287
00:17:14,120 --> 00:17:18,472
♪ This shame was deplete ♪
288
00:17:18,472 --> 00:17:21,823
♪ The ski mosquito ♪
289
00:17:23,564 --> 00:17:26,262
♪ Keeps you scratchin'
for my leave ♪
290
00:17:29,091 --> 00:17:31,311
♪ Why'd you have to
go and put me out ♪
291
00:17:34,009 --> 00:17:37,708
♪ Why'd you have to
go and put me out ♪
292
00:17:37,708 --> 00:17:41,799
♪ 'Cause we had the magic ♪
293
00:17:41,799 --> 00:17:44,585
♪ Then we made a big fuss ♪
294
00:17:44,585 --> 00:17:46,108
♪ So we lost the magic ♪
295
00:17:46,108 --> 00:17:47,849
♪ Tragic, oh ♪
296
00:17:49,677 --> 00:17:50,591
Haven't you learned that
you can't eat cereal
297
00:17:53,985 --> 00:17:55,683
for every meal yet?
298
00:17:55,683 --> 00:17:56,510
- Haven't you learned that being
299
00:17:58,294 --> 00:17:58,729
a vegan doesn't erase all
the party drugs you've done?
300
00:18:00,253 --> 00:18:01,080
[Billie gasps]
301
00:18:04,431 --> 00:18:06,128
Hey, whoa!
302
00:18:06,128 --> 00:18:06,302
You're gonna squish
all the chips.
303
00:18:06,302 --> 00:18:08,304
- Good.
304
00:18:10,524 --> 00:18:11,264
[engines rumbling]
305
00:18:13,179 --> 00:18:14,832
- [Billie] Okay, love you, bye.
306
00:18:17,531 --> 00:18:20,534
- Yeah, thanks, Billie.
307
00:18:20,534 --> 00:18:21,274
[engines rumbling]
308
00:18:27,932 --> 00:18:32,154
[cellphone chimes]
309
00:18:32,154 --> 00:18:34,678
[cart rattling]
310
00:18:34,678 --> 00:18:38,856
Pat, what the hell?
311
00:18:38,856 --> 00:18:39,118
You bought enough
booze for a small army.
312
00:18:41,511 --> 00:18:43,296
- It's not.
[Billie laughs]
313
00:18:43,296 --> 00:18:45,167
What?
314
00:18:45,167 --> 00:18:47,778
- Why did you buy so much booze?
315
00:18:47,778 --> 00:18:48,257
She's not even supposed
to be drinking.
316
00:18:48,257 --> 00:18:50,955
- Why not?
317
00:18:50,955 --> 00:18:51,608
You said, you said we were
supposed to act normal, 'kay?
318
00:18:51,608 --> 00:18:53,915
This is normal for Billie.
319
00:18:56,309 --> 00:18:57,092
[engine rumbling]
320
00:19:02,967 --> 00:19:03,403
- [Priya] That's like the
opposite purpose of a shake.
321
00:19:07,972 --> 00:19:09,844
- You can make the whole
meal outta chips, though.
322
00:19:09,844 --> 00:19:11,411
Like if you do to put...
- What?
323
00:19:11,411 --> 00:19:13,239
- Like an appetizer chip.
324
00:19:13,239 --> 00:19:14,718
- Yeah, but what about
- I eat chips everyday.
325
00:19:14,718 --> 00:19:15,763
- Like the health...
- What do you mean?
326
00:19:15,763 --> 00:19:16,590
- Happy birthday!
- Holy shit!
327
00:19:16,590 --> 00:19:17,199
- [Priya] Oh my gosh!
328
00:19:17,199 --> 00:19:18,983
- Christ, Karen!
329
00:19:18,983 --> 00:19:20,333
- I thought I would do a
little, you know [chuckles]?
330
00:19:20,333 --> 00:19:21,943
- Hi.
- Hey [chuckles].
331
00:19:24,293 --> 00:19:24,946
- A little warning
might've been nice.
332
00:19:26,426 --> 00:19:27,296
- Are you okay?
- A little warning?
333
00:19:28,384 --> 00:19:29,907
I'm pretty sure that's literally
334
00:19:29,907 --> 00:19:31,170
the opposite of a surprise.
335
00:19:31,170 --> 00:19:33,302
- Double surprise.
336
00:19:33,302 --> 00:19:34,608
- Where's the kid?
337
00:19:34,608 --> 00:19:36,131
- Oh, she's with Mom.
338
00:19:36,131 --> 00:19:36,914
- Oh God, she's
not coming is she?
339
00:19:36,914 --> 00:19:39,439
- No.
340
00:19:39,439 --> 00:19:40,396
- Thank fuck for that at least.
341
00:19:40,396 --> 00:19:41,267
[Karen sighs]
342
00:19:43,399 --> 00:19:43,965
- Thanks for getting all these.
343
00:19:45,227 --> 00:19:46,750
- [Priya] Yeah, no problem.
344
00:19:46,750 --> 00:19:48,012
- Sorry [laughs].
- It's okay.
345
00:19:48,012 --> 00:19:50,276
[Priya sighs]
346
00:19:50,276 --> 00:19:53,714
[Priya groans]
347
00:19:53,714 --> 00:19:54,541
I just, I don't even feel like
I know who she is anymore.
348
00:20:01,243 --> 00:20:02,157
- I don't know.
349
00:20:07,684 --> 00:20:09,860
Maybe she doesn't really
know who she is anymore.
350
00:20:11,949 --> 00:20:12,820
[gentle music]
351
00:20:19,392 --> 00:20:23,613
[Priya sighs]
352
00:20:23,613 --> 00:20:24,484
[Patrick sighs]
353
00:20:28,662 --> 00:20:32,666
[cellphone chiming]
[water splashing]
354
00:20:32,666 --> 00:20:34,972
[solemn music]
355
00:20:45,374 --> 00:20:49,639
[Karen sighs]
356
00:20:49,639 --> 00:20:50,466
[solemn music]
357
00:21:11,095 --> 00:21:15,361
[books thuds]
358
00:21:15,361 --> 00:21:16,231
[solemn music]
359
00:21:34,380 --> 00:21:39,341
[Karen sighs]
360
00:21:39,341 --> 00:21:40,864
- Okay, is everyone
ready for our walk?
361
00:21:40,864 --> 00:21:42,823
What are we looking at?
362
00:21:42,823 --> 00:21:43,476
- That fucking phone.
363
00:21:44,999 --> 00:21:45,869
You know what?
364
00:21:48,307 --> 00:21:49,917
I'm done.
365
00:21:49,917 --> 00:21:51,092
- [Patrick] What are
you doing, Priya?
366
00:21:51,092 --> 00:21:52,180
- [Karen] Oh! Oh, no, no, no,
- Hey!
367
00:21:52,180 --> 00:21:53,573
- [Karen] I wouldn't
say anything.
368
00:21:53,573 --> 00:21:54,356
- We're gonna go for a
walk, you wanna come?
369
00:21:54,356 --> 00:21:55,575
- Yeah, sounds good.
370
00:21:57,881 --> 00:21:58,578
- Okay, great, let's go.
371
00:22:00,362 --> 00:22:00,580
- What are you doing?
- Let's go.
372
00:22:02,495 --> 00:22:03,974
Oh, oh, she moves.
- Priya!
373
00:22:03,974 --> 00:22:06,020
- Really?
- Stop it.
374
00:22:06,020 --> 00:22:07,717
- Look at those blue eyes.
375
00:22:07,717 --> 00:22:08,675
I haven't seen them all day.
- Priya, give it back.
376
00:22:08,675 --> 00:22:10,329
- You can't live a second
377
00:22:10,329 --> 00:22:11,939
without this thing?
- Give it back.
378
00:22:11,939 --> 00:22:12,809
- Oh, is this what you want?
- Give me the phone.
379
00:22:12,809 --> 00:22:13,854
[Billie screams]
[Priya screams]
380
00:22:13,854 --> 00:22:15,290
[water splashing]
381
00:22:15,290 --> 00:22:17,379
- Oh my God!
382
00:22:19,425 --> 00:22:20,295
Fucking idiot!
383
00:22:21,514 --> 00:22:22,210
- I got it, I got it!
384
00:22:24,430 --> 00:22:25,126
- You've gotta
- My God,
385
00:22:26,954 --> 00:22:27,171
- be fucking kidding me.
- You were supposed to...
386
00:22:27,171 --> 00:22:28,999
Billie!
387
00:22:30,697 --> 00:22:31,524
[Priya sighs]
388
00:22:33,961 --> 00:22:34,788
- Smooth move, Sensei.
389
00:22:35,615 --> 00:22:36,529
[water splashing]
390
00:22:37,225 --> 00:22:39,445
- Wait.
391
00:22:41,621 --> 00:22:42,361
So fuckin' stupid.
392
00:22:43,405 --> 00:22:44,188
[water splashing]
393
00:22:48,584 --> 00:22:52,153
[Karen chuckles]
394
00:22:53,372 --> 00:22:53,937
- Wow, that is pretty cool.
395
00:22:53,937 --> 00:22:54,982
Okay, okay, I love you.
396
00:22:57,158 --> 00:22:57,811
I love you so much [kissing].
397
00:22:58,464 --> 00:22:59,813
Miss you.
398
00:23:00,683 --> 00:23:01,380
Mom, it is so late.
399
00:23:04,557 --> 00:23:05,296
Why is she still up?
400
00:23:07,647 --> 00:23:08,169
Oh no, she's gonna be
completely thrown off tomorrow,
401
00:23:08,169 --> 00:23:09,039
just you wait.
402
00:23:11,172 --> 00:23:11,390
I know, I know and I
appreciate it, I do.
403
00:23:12,956 --> 00:23:14,523
It's going pretty well I think.
404
00:23:18,048 --> 00:23:20,616
As well as could be
expected I guess.
405
00:23:20,616 --> 00:23:21,965
Okay.
406
00:23:24,403 --> 00:23:25,360
Yep, I'll keep you posted.
407
00:23:25,360 --> 00:23:26,840
Love you, too.
408
00:23:27,536 --> 00:23:28,407
[Karen exhales]
409
00:23:31,758 --> 00:23:32,498
[kettle whistling]
410
00:23:35,805 --> 00:23:39,461
- Babe, hot water.
411
00:23:47,338 --> 00:23:51,778
- I've been thinking.
412
00:23:51,778 --> 00:23:53,214
- Oh, have you?
- Mm hm.
413
00:23:53,214 --> 00:23:55,129
- So dangerous.
- I know.
414
00:23:55,129 --> 00:23:57,305
[Priya chuckles]
[River chuckles]
415
00:23:57,305 --> 00:23:59,263
- What have you
been thinking about?
416
00:23:59,263 --> 00:23:59,655
- I've been thinking
that we should get lost.
417
00:24:04,878 --> 00:24:09,622
- You brought mushrooms?
418
00:24:09,622 --> 00:24:11,406
- Yeah, I thought we
could do some bonding.
419
00:24:11,406 --> 00:24:12,581
- Babe, this is
extremely inappropriate.
420
00:24:13,190 --> 00:24:15,236
- Why?
421
00:24:16,019 --> 00:24:16,542
What?
422
00:24:16,542 --> 00:24:17,673
Hey.
423
00:24:17,673 --> 00:24:18,979
- Hey.
424
00:24:18,979 --> 00:24:19,719
You want some tea?
425
00:24:21,416 --> 00:24:22,461
Or milk?
426
00:24:25,464 --> 00:24:27,378
Water?
427
00:24:27,378 --> 00:24:28,118
Bill, listen, I'm...
428
00:24:29,859 --> 00:24:31,034
- I believe the word you're
looking for is sorry.
429
00:24:33,776 --> 00:24:34,864
- Put that shit away.
430
00:24:38,172 --> 00:24:39,652
[River gasps]
431
00:24:39,652 --> 00:24:41,175
[gentle music]
432
00:24:48,574 --> 00:24:52,839
[Billie sighs]
433
00:24:52,839 --> 00:24:53,666
[gentle music]
434
00:25:13,555 --> 00:25:17,124
[birds chirping]
435
00:25:21,824 --> 00:25:25,306
[Billie groans]
436
00:25:26,263 --> 00:25:28,309
[upbeat music]
437
00:25:34,837 --> 00:25:38,319
[Karen sighs]
438
00:25:39,712 --> 00:25:40,582
- Hey.
- Eggs, I'm makin' eggs.
439
00:25:40,582 --> 00:25:42,018
Everyone likes eggs, right?
440
00:25:42,018 --> 00:25:43,846
- [Patrick] I do.
441
00:25:43,846 --> 00:25:44,891
- Okay.
- How'd you sleep?
442
00:25:44,891 --> 00:25:46,501
- How should I make them?
443
00:25:46,501 --> 00:25:47,850
Poached, scrambled,
sunny side up, frittata?
444
00:25:47,850 --> 00:25:49,330
- Poached easy?
- Not really.
445
00:25:50,374 --> 00:25:52,855
- Whatever's easy.
446
00:25:52,855 --> 00:25:54,204
- No, whatever's special.
447
00:25:54,204 --> 00:25:54,901
Whatever makes her
feel special today.
448
00:25:54,901 --> 00:25:57,947
Okay, I'm doin' poached.
449
00:25:57,947 --> 00:25:58,644
Let's just hope she doesn't
sleep in and miss all the eggs.
450
00:25:58,644 --> 00:26:01,690
[Priya exhales]
451
00:26:01,690 --> 00:26:02,473
- Hey.
452
00:26:02,473 --> 00:26:03,779
Bellini?
453
00:26:03,779 --> 00:26:04,650
Anyone, Bellini?
- Hey.
454
00:26:04,650 --> 00:26:05,433
- I'm gonna make one 'cause I...
455
00:26:05,433 --> 00:26:07,478
- Good morning.
456
00:26:07,478 --> 00:26:08,262
- Oo, early.
457
00:26:08,262 --> 00:26:09,480
- Morning!
458
00:26:09,480 --> 00:26:10,786
- I'm makin' eggs!
459
00:26:10,786 --> 00:26:12,048
- Thrilling.
460
00:26:12,048 --> 00:26:12,788
[water splashing]
461
00:26:14,921 --> 00:26:16,270
- Oh, I'm vegan.
462
00:26:19,621 --> 00:26:20,927
Just for future reference.
463
00:26:20,927 --> 00:26:22,102
[Billie chuckles]
464
00:26:24,626 --> 00:26:28,108
- I love eggs.
465
00:26:28,108 --> 00:26:29,196
[water splashing]
466
00:26:31,807 --> 00:26:33,853
[Priya screaming]
467
00:26:33,853 --> 00:26:35,594
- Are you kidding me?
- There's some snacks
468
00:26:35,594 --> 00:26:37,726
over here.
469
00:26:37,726 --> 00:26:39,510
- I can't reach.
- Kelly doesn't mind that?
470
00:26:39,510 --> 00:26:40,033
- [Patrick] This is a totally
normal amount of chest pecs.
471
00:26:41,251 --> 00:26:43,427
[all chuckling]
472
00:26:43,427 --> 00:26:44,037
[Karen speaking in
foreign language]
473
00:26:45,125 --> 00:26:49,303
- Oh, Mom says hi by the way.
474
00:26:49,303 --> 00:26:49,825
- Mm, yeah, I bet she does.
475
00:26:52,959 --> 00:26:53,699
- So, how are you?
476
00:26:58,791 --> 00:27:01,576
- I mean, yeah, I
can't complain can I?
477
00:27:01,576 --> 00:27:02,708
- Livin' the dream out here.
- Hm.
478
00:27:03,839 --> 00:27:04,971
- And your writing's going well?
479
00:27:08,365 --> 00:27:09,236
- [Billie] Fuck yeah, yeah.
480
00:27:12,587 --> 00:27:13,066
- And you're like takin'
your meds and all that?
481
00:27:16,504 --> 00:27:17,461
Oh my God.
482
00:27:20,943 --> 00:27:23,119
You are so disgusting.
483
00:27:23,119 --> 00:27:24,730
- It's good when you put the
whole thing in your mouth.
484
00:27:24,730 --> 00:27:26,688
- Was it good?
485
00:27:26,688 --> 00:27:27,689
- Yeah.
486
00:27:27,689 --> 00:27:28,690
- Mm.
487
00:27:31,998 --> 00:27:33,173
That's pretty good.
- Oh,
488
00:27:33,173 --> 00:27:33,695
you're full of
yourself aren't ya?
489
00:27:33,695 --> 00:27:35,741
[Karen chuckles]
490
00:27:35,741 --> 00:27:37,656
- [Karen] I made eggs.
491
00:27:37,656 --> 00:27:38,831
[crickets chirping]
492
00:27:38,831 --> 00:27:39,353
♪ You can buy my company ♪
493
00:27:44,837 --> 00:27:47,753
- [Patrick] Cocktail of the
hour is going to be a martini,
494
00:27:48,884 --> 00:27:50,756
dry.
495
00:27:53,106 --> 00:27:55,151
Extra olives.
496
00:27:55,151 --> 00:27:55,630
♪ First thing, I let you down ♪
497
00:27:58,154 --> 00:28:00,940
♪ When you bad that I got you ♪
498
00:28:00,940 --> 00:28:03,986
- [Priya] I like these [laughs].
499
00:28:03,986 --> 00:28:06,859
♪ Can you not make a sound ♪
500
00:28:06,859 --> 00:28:08,730
- Oh my God, you have to
see [speaking faintly].
501
00:28:08,730 --> 00:28:10,906
- [Karen] It's so good.
502
00:28:10,906 --> 00:28:12,908
- Damn girl!
- Right?
503
00:28:12,908 --> 00:28:14,127
- [Priya] Woo!
504
00:28:14,127 --> 00:28:15,041
♪ But I get so jealous of ♪
505
00:28:15,041 --> 00:28:17,957
♪ The way that they look ♪
506
00:28:17,957 --> 00:28:19,349
♪ The way that they walk ♪
507
00:28:19,349 --> 00:28:21,874
♪ And not what I have ♪
508
00:28:21,874 --> 00:28:23,353
- Hey, you good? ♪ And I
can force you to allow ♪
509
00:28:23,353 --> 00:28:24,485
♪ What I promise you ♪
510
00:28:25,355 --> 00:28:27,053
Bill, you good?
511
00:28:27,053 --> 00:28:28,445
- Yeah, oh yeah.
512
00:28:28,445 --> 00:28:31,144
Yeah.
513
00:28:31,144 --> 00:28:32,493
- Genuinely, can you imagine
being raided on that shit?
514
00:28:32,493 --> 00:28:33,494
- They are not raiding,
they're citizens.
515
00:28:34,974 --> 00:28:36,323
- You guys need
me to do anything?
516
00:28:36,323 --> 00:28:38,847
- Yeah, you can chop that.
517
00:28:38,847 --> 00:28:39,718
- Do you mind?
518
00:28:42,111 --> 00:28:43,809
- They are?
519
00:28:43,809 --> 00:28:44,418
It's literally called
a social credit system.
520
00:28:44,418 --> 00:28:46,725
- Oh, yeah.
521
00:28:46,725 --> 00:28:48,291
Karen, you should
totally move to China.
522
00:28:48,291 --> 00:28:48,944
I think single mom would rank
really high in that system.
523
00:28:48,944 --> 00:28:52,687
- Ha ha, Billie.
524
00:28:52,687 --> 00:28:54,123
Very funny tonight.
525
00:28:54,123 --> 00:28:57,518
[gentle guitar music]
[steak sizzling]
526
00:29:08,834 --> 00:29:13,316
- When Priya asked me to come
527
00:29:13,316 --> 00:29:14,796
to this surprise birthday party
528
00:29:14,796 --> 00:29:15,623
this wasn't exactly
what I was expecting.
529
00:29:15,623 --> 00:29:17,146
[steak sizzling]
530
00:29:20,062 --> 00:29:20,497
- I won't lie to you. I have
no idea what we're doing.
531
00:29:24,719 --> 00:29:25,981
I wish we could
go back, you know?
532
00:29:29,028 --> 00:29:30,899
Or rewind or restart.
533
00:29:32,988 --> 00:29:34,990
- Yeah.
534
00:29:36,949 --> 00:29:37,688
We all have our toolbox.
535
00:29:38,777 --> 00:29:40,343
- I don't know what that means.
536
00:29:40,343 --> 00:29:42,302
- We all have our
coping mechanisms.
537
00:29:42,302 --> 00:29:45,044
To fight the depression.
538
00:29:45,044 --> 00:29:45,609
- You think she's depressed?
539
00:29:49,048 --> 00:29:51,833
- Don't you?
540
00:29:51,833 --> 00:29:52,747
[steak sizzling]
541
00:29:54,749 --> 00:29:55,358
- So, so, what's my tool?
542
00:30:00,886 --> 00:30:02,409
- I don't know.
543
00:30:05,499 --> 00:30:06,543
I don't know you that well.
544
00:30:06,543 --> 00:30:07,414
- What's your first impression?
545
00:30:07,414 --> 00:30:08,545
- Okay.
546
00:30:12,680 --> 00:30:16,510
Well, I think
you're really nice,
547
00:30:16,510 --> 00:30:18,425
and I think you make
Billie feel really safe.
548
00:30:20,209 --> 00:30:22,429
Maybe you enable
her a little bit.
549
00:30:24,431 --> 00:30:25,432
- Enable.
550
00:30:28,000 --> 00:30:28,739
That's kinda shitty.
551
00:30:33,614 --> 00:30:37,400
- And it is like a
continuing ongoing cycle.
552
00:30:37,400 --> 00:30:41,013
Like, can we not find a way
553
00:30:41,013 --> 00:30:42,841
to sustain ourselves
without eating meat?
554
00:30:42,841 --> 00:30:44,277
- Priya, stop tryin' to recruit
my sister to the dark side.
555
00:30:44,277 --> 00:30:45,626
- You good with
those veggies or?
556
00:30:46,627 --> 00:30:47,628
- Yeah.
- Good.
557
00:30:48,716 --> 00:30:49,456
Killin' it [laughs].
558
00:30:50,936 --> 00:30:53,460
Great.
559
00:30:53,460 --> 00:30:54,200
- [Patrick] And what's yours?
560
00:30:54,200 --> 00:30:54,940
- [River] My tool?
561
00:30:55,941 --> 00:30:57,986
- [Patrick] Mm hm.
562
00:30:57,986 --> 00:30:59,248
- I use psychedelics
to get to the core
563
00:30:59,248 --> 00:31:01,381
of what's really going on.
564
00:31:01,381 --> 00:31:02,643
I like to face my demons.
565
00:31:02,643 --> 00:31:03,122
Look 'em straight in the eye.
566
00:31:06,255 --> 00:31:07,430
[Patrick chuckles]
567
00:31:07,430 --> 00:31:08,649
- Okay.
568
00:31:08,649 --> 00:31:09,737
Why?
569
00:31:11,304 --> 00:31:12,131
- Because I was depressed.
570
00:31:12,131 --> 00:31:13,132
- Wow.
571
00:31:16,700 --> 00:31:17,397
- Yeah, I was completely
different person
572
00:31:17,397 --> 00:31:18,877
from who I am now.
573
00:31:18,877 --> 00:31:21,053
I was paranoid,
frightened, delusional.
574
00:31:21,053 --> 00:31:25,622
I locked myself away
in my house for months,
575
00:31:25,622 --> 00:31:28,843
and my mom got so
scared she came
576
00:31:28,843 --> 00:31:29,975
to check on me and
I was cruel to her.
577
00:31:32,803 --> 00:31:34,457
It was like I
completely dissociated
578
00:31:37,591 --> 00:31:37,939
from anything or
anyone that loved me.
579
00:31:42,726 --> 00:31:46,992
- So, you went and you took
drugs to try to get past that?
580
00:31:46,992 --> 00:31:50,821
- No, I went and I
took psychedelics
581
00:31:50,821 --> 00:31:52,998
to try and dislodge
that idea from
582
00:31:52,998 --> 00:31:54,042
my head that the world
was out to get me
583
00:31:55,130 --> 00:31:55,696
and that there was no hope.
584
00:31:57,654 --> 00:32:02,790
The first time I did mushrooms,
585
00:32:02,790 --> 00:32:05,053
I was staring at this
spider in its web
586
00:32:05,053 --> 00:32:07,099
and it was like I
understood the universe
587
00:32:07,099 --> 00:32:10,189
in its entirety in
that moment, you know?
588
00:32:10,189 --> 00:32:13,583
It's hard to explain [laughs].
589
00:32:13,583 --> 00:32:13,975
- [Karen] Hey, are those
steaks almost ready?
590
00:32:16,412 --> 00:32:17,936
- [Patrick] Yep,
comin' right up.
591
00:32:17,936 --> 00:32:19,807
- Perfect.
592
00:32:19,807 --> 00:32:20,590
[steaks sizzling]
593
00:32:23,985 --> 00:32:28,729
Okay, are you good
with those veggies?
594
00:32:28,729 --> 00:32:29,773
I could just do the
rest really quick
595
00:32:29,773 --> 00:32:30,861
if you want?
- Jesus, Karen.
596
00:32:30,861 --> 00:32:33,255
You know what?
597
00:32:33,255 --> 00:32:34,822
I'm gonna go set the table
and you can come redo
598
00:32:34,822 --> 00:32:35,779
it in five minutes, okay?
[fingers snapping]
599
00:32:35,779 --> 00:32:36,867
How's that sound?
600
00:32:36,867 --> 00:32:37,912
Great.
601
00:32:39,566 --> 00:32:40,045
- Yeah, these are kind of
a thick, messed up cut.
602
00:32:40,784 --> 00:32:45,093
- Right?
603
00:32:45,093 --> 00:32:45,964
[Karen sighs]
604
00:32:49,315 --> 00:32:49,750
[gentle music]
[all chattering]
605
00:32:57,714 --> 00:32:58,237
- [Priya] Just don't crazy.
606
00:33:03,590 --> 00:33:06,027
- [Karen] Oh, you
have a match, great.
607
00:33:06,027 --> 00:33:07,159
- [Billie] Do you want
these on the table?
608
00:33:07,159 --> 00:33:08,377
♪ Whole other world ♪
609
00:33:08,377 --> 00:33:10,118
- [Karen] Do you
want some peppers?
610
00:33:12,077 --> 00:33:14,905
♪ Dream of sky ♪
611
00:33:14,905 --> 00:33:19,258
♪ Drink a lot ♪
612
00:33:19,258 --> 00:33:20,520
And I'll take some of the
[speaking faintly] as well.
613
00:33:20,520 --> 00:33:21,434
- Salad?
- Yes, please.
614
00:33:22,913 --> 00:33:24,306
♪ Fallen like divine
intervention ♪
615
00:33:24,306 --> 00:33:25,786
- Would you like some salad?
- Bill, could you
616
00:33:26,700 --> 00:33:28,832
get a corkscrew?
617
00:33:28,832 --> 00:33:29,920
- Yeah, are you sure you
trust me with one of those?
618
00:33:29,920 --> 00:33:31,705
- Do you want some salad?
- Yeah.
619
00:33:34,055 --> 00:33:35,448
- Do you want some rice?
- Yes, thank you.
620
00:33:35,448 --> 00:33:37,537
♪ It's our favorite, baby ♪
621
00:33:41,323 --> 00:33:44,065
♪ It's our favorite, baby ♪
622
00:33:47,373 --> 00:33:49,462
♪ Grab hold, it's so easy ♪
- I just don't see the point.
623
00:33:52,117 --> 00:33:55,903
They say the Earth
is gonna be gone,
624
00:33:55,903 --> 00:33:57,905
like explode in 50 years.
- Not explode,
625
00:33:57,905 --> 00:33:59,428
more like be
swallowed by the sun.
626
00:33:59,428 --> 00:34:01,822
- So uplifting.
627
00:34:01,822 --> 00:34:04,085
- That is no reason
to not have kids.
628
00:34:04,085 --> 00:34:06,218
I can tell you one thing
with absolute certainty
629
00:34:06,218 --> 00:34:07,784
that having kids is the most
in love you will ever be.
630
00:34:07,784 --> 00:34:10,222
- Oh, yeah sometimes
you're so in love
631
00:34:10,222 --> 00:34:10,744
you just walk out in
the middle of the night.
632
00:34:10,744 --> 00:34:12,920
It's great.
633
00:34:12,920 --> 00:34:14,052
- Billie...
- Wait, are you telling
634
00:34:14,052 --> 00:34:15,575
me that Kelly doesn't
wanna have kids?
635
00:34:15,575 --> 00:34:17,620
'Cause that is not a thing.
636
00:34:17,620 --> 00:34:18,708
- We've yet to talk about that.
637
00:34:18,708 --> 00:34:22,147
- Thank you.
638
00:34:22,147 --> 00:34:22,756
Well, it's not easy
I'll tell ya that.
639
00:34:22,756 --> 00:34:25,585
I did not think I would be
640
00:34:25,585 --> 00:34:25,933
a single mother with a toddler
but somehow it's worth it.
641
00:34:25,933 --> 00:34:29,676
- Yeah.
642
00:34:29,676 --> 00:34:30,764
You're really
takin' that becomin'
643
00:34:30,764 --> 00:34:31,591
a mom thing to the
next level, hey?
644
00:34:31,591 --> 00:34:33,419
The whole sans dad life.
645
00:34:33,419 --> 00:34:35,769
- Sans dad?
646
00:34:35,769 --> 00:34:36,335
Is that French?
- Mm.
647
00:34:36,335 --> 00:34:37,727
- Mm, okay.
648
00:34:37,727 --> 00:34:38,511
Just to be like super clear,
649
00:34:40,078 --> 00:34:41,209
how long are we gonna
harp on my love life?
650
00:34:41,209 --> 00:34:42,428
- Mm, until it's not
fun to harp on anymore.
651
00:34:42,428 --> 00:34:45,692
- Oh, okay.
652
00:34:45,692 --> 00:34:47,302
- How many kids do you have?
653
00:34:47,302 --> 00:34:49,565
- One, Lily.
654
00:34:49,565 --> 00:34:50,088
- Oh my gosh, that's
such a beautiful name.
655
00:34:50,088 --> 00:34:52,525
I love that name.
656
00:34:52,525 --> 00:34:53,917
- Whoa, slow your ovaries babe.
657
00:34:53,917 --> 00:34:56,311
[all chuckling]
658
00:34:56,311 --> 00:34:57,007
- How old is she now?
659
00:35:00,054 --> 00:35:00,663
- Maybe you would know if
you sent her a birthday card,
660
00:35:00,663 --> 00:35:03,057
and then added them all up.
661
00:35:03,057 --> 00:35:04,580
Or if you came and visited
us [chuckles] ever.
662
00:35:04,580 --> 00:35:06,713
[Billie chuckles]
[Karen laughing]
663
00:35:06,713 --> 00:35:09,890
Mm, what's up with you, Priya?
664
00:35:10,804 --> 00:35:13,633
Or both of you.
665
00:35:13,633 --> 00:35:14,808
How's...
- Santa Fe?
666
00:35:14,808 --> 00:35:17,289
- Santa Fe.
- Yeah, soon.
667
00:35:17,289 --> 00:35:18,028
We're going on a spiritual
tour in my home van.
668
00:35:18,028 --> 00:35:20,727
- Oh, are we?
669
00:35:20,727 --> 00:35:23,033
- Well, I mean, I'm going.
670
00:35:23,033 --> 00:35:24,687
I'm trying to
convince Priya to take
671
00:35:24,687 --> 00:35:25,862
some time off and join me but...
672
00:35:25,862 --> 00:35:27,342
[Patrick laughs]
[River chuckles]
673
00:35:27,342 --> 00:35:28,909
- Good luck.
674
00:35:28,909 --> 00:35:30,650
- [River] It's a daily grind.
675
00:35:30,650 --> 00:35:31,390
- It is hard to find
time to take time off.
676
00:35:31,390 --> 00:35:36,264
- Very.
- So hard when
677
00:35:36,264 --> 00:35:37,178
- Mm hm, tell me about it.
- You work for yourself
678
00:35:37,178 --> 00:35:37,831
and make your own schedule.
679
00:35:37,831 --> 00:35:38,919
It's so hard.
680
00:35:38,919 --> 00:35:39,789
It's so hard.
681
00:35:42,444 --> 00:35:42,705
- It's really nice to see you
unwind, though, this weekend.
682
00:35:42,705 --> 00:35:45,404
- What?
683
00:35:45,404 --> 00:35:46,231
I'm not wound.
684
00:35:48,058 --> 00:35:48,363
- Oh, no?
- No.
685
00:35:48,363 --> 00:35:50,670
- Okay.
686
00:35:50,670 --> 00:35:51,497
- [Patrick] What's that
thing you used to do?
687
00:35:51,497 --> 00:35:52,280
- The what?
- With the coke?
688
00:35:52,280 --> 00:35:54,064
- Oh my God!
- What?
689
00:35:54,064 --> 00:35:55,153
- The coke in the abs.
- No!
690
00:35:55,153 --> 00:35:57,155
- What?
- Yes.
691
00:35:57,155 --> 00:35:59,200
- What?
- No.
692
00:35:59,200 --> 00:35:59,983
- Yes, okay.
- Yeah, what was it called?
693
00:35:59,983 --> 00:36:01,115
What's it called?
- No.
694
00:36:01,115 --> 00:36:02,203
- Say it.
- What's the name of it?
695
00:36:02,203 --> 00:36:03,117
- No one cares.
- What was it called?
696
00:36:03,117 --> 00:36:03,509
What was it called?
697
00:36:03,509 --> 00:36:04,901
- Say it.
698
00:36:04,901 --> 00:36:05,989
- Donatella.
699
00:36:05,989 --> 00:36:07,730
[all laughing]
700
00:36:07,730 --> 00:36:08,427
- Oh my God, babe.
- Ew, why is it called that?
701
00:36:08,427 --> 00:36:10,690
- So that the models,
702
00:36:10,690 --> 00:36:11,343
their noses wouldn't
run on the runway.
703
00:36:11,343 --> 00:36:13,519
- What?
- Yes.
704
00:36:13,519 --> 00:36:14,824
- Classy.
- Oh my God.
705
00:36:14,824 --> 00:36:16,565
- Wow, that is so gross.
- Babe, so classy.
706
00:36:16,565 --> 00:36:19,351
- Oh my God, you
were such a mess.
707
00:36:19,351 --> 00:36:20,439
- Yeah, well it was
another time, another life.
708
00:36:20,439 --> 00:36:24,660
- Oh, yeah.
709
00:36:24,660 --> 00:36:26,880
God, look at you now.
710
00:36:26,880 --> 00:36:27,185
Rubbin' knots outta
athletes asses all day.
711
00:36:28,795 --> 00:36:31,319
Tell us, is the massage therapy,
712
00:36:32,973 --> 00:36:34,583
like clean living life as
fulfilling as it sounds?
713
00:36:36,411 --> 00:36:37,804
- You know, I read your book.
714
00:36:44,245 --> 00:36:48,945
- Oh, really?
715
00:36:48,945 --> 00:36:51,252
- Yeah, front to back.
- Oh.
716
00:36:51,252 --> 00:36:51,644
- [Patrick] I thought
it was really good.
717
00:36:52,384 --> 00:36:53,211
- You read it?
718
00:36:54,995 --> 00:36:56,083
- Yeah.
719
00:36:57,606 --> 00:36:58,216
- Why didn't you tell me?
720
00:37:00,348 --> 00:37:00,870
- How's the second one coming?
721
00:37:02,655 --> 00:37:03,525
- Did you read my book?
722
00:37:06,441 --> 00:37:08,922
- Of course I read your book.
723
00:37:08,922 --> 00:37:09,183
- How come nobody told
me they read my book?
724
00:37:12,230 --> 00:37:14,449
- I didn't read your book.
725
00:37:14,449 --> 00:37:15,276
- That's okay.
726
00:37:17,670 --> 00:37:18,192
- It must be really hard, hey?
727
00:37:19,889 --> 00:37:20,412
Trying to follow up
that fucking thing.
728
00:37:20,412 --> 00:37:22,196
- Yeah.
729
00:37:22,196 --> 00:37:24,198
- [Karen] Yeah.
730
00:37:24,198 --> 00:37:24,677
- [Priya] You know what you
should write is a mystery novel.
731
00:37:24,677 --> 00:37:26,026
- Yeah, a mystery.
732
00:37:27,636 --> 00:37:29,159
- It was kind of a
mystery wasn't it?
733
00:37:29,159 --> 00:37:30,639
- Oh, my friend is
married to a detective.
734
00:37:30,639 --> 00:37:32,337
- Yeah, and those
things are always
735
00:37:35,035 --> 00:37:35,514
like high on the best
sellers lists, right?
736
00:37:35,514 --> 00:37:37,603
- So was mine.
737
00:37:37,603 --> 00:37:39,257
- I think all she's saying is
738
00:37:39,257 --> 00:37:40,127
you could take a break from
writing about your own life.
739
00:37:40,127 --> 00:37:41,694
- I mean, it was
a fictional book.
740
00:37:42,434 --> 00:37:46,220
[Karen laughs]
741
00:37:46,220 --> 00:37:47,961
- Okay [laughs].
742
00:37:49,963 --> 00:37:50,920
I'm sorry.
743
00:37:52,879 --> 00:37:53,575
- I'm sorry, is that what
you got from the book?
744
00:37:53,575 --> 00:37:56,491
- You call it a fiction?
745
00:37:56,491 --> 00:37:57,579
- Yes.
746
00:37:59,842 --> 00:38:01,322
- Okay, well I
guess that's one way
747
00:38:01,322 --> 00:38:02,454
of getting away with
slandering your own family.
748
00:38:02,454 --> 00:38:04,064
- I'm just saying, it was just
749
00:38:05,631 --> 00:38:06,936
a little close to home.
- Slandering?
750
00:38:06,936 --> 00:38:07,241
- Yeah, you kinda made
us all sound terrible.
751
00:38:08,938 --> 00:38:10,505
- Well, it wasn't you, so.
752
00:38:10,505 --> 00:38:14,553
- Oh, right.
753
00:38:14,553 --> 00:38:15,554
I always, fiction, non
fiction, fiction, not.
754
00:38:15,554 --> 00:38:17,556
It's like, which one's which?
755
00:38:17,556 --> 00:38:17,947
- Did you think I was
slandering my family?
756
00:38:17,947 --> 00:38:19,427
- Me?
757
00:38:20,515 --> 00:38:21,734
Why is this directed at me?
758
00:38:21,734 --> 00:38:22,691
I'm sorry, I didn't
think it was,
759
00:38:22,691 --> 00:38:23,170
I mean, it's not
a secret, right?
760
00:38:25,781 --> 00:38:29,089
The book is about your dad?
761
00:38:30,133 --> 00:38:30,960
- Right [laughs]?
762
00:38:32,832 --> 00:38:33,485
- What did you think?
763
00:38:36,792 --> 00:38:37,140
- Well, wasn't it
about your dad?
764
00:38:41,014 --> 00:38:41,928
- Wow, cool.
765
00:38:45,453 --> 00:38:47,194
Yeah, I mean, come on.
766
00:38:47,194 --> 00:38:47,847
Go on, tell me.
- Well, it was a good book.
767
00:38:49,588 --> 00:38:51,720
- Well, now you can focus
768
00:38:54,419 --> 00:38:56,464
on new things with
this second book.
769
00:38:56,464 --> 00:38:58,814
- Yeah, and I'm not
saying that it was bad.
770
00:38:58,814 --> 00:39:00,381
- No, right of course.
771
00:39:00,381 --> 00:39:01,469
Yeah, you know what?
772
00:39:04,516 --> 00:39:05,778
This has been really great.
773
00:39:05,778 --> 00:39:07,170
Maybe tomorrow at
lunch we can talk
774
00:39:07,170 --> 00:39:08,258
about Priya's failed
career as an athlete
775
00:39:08,258 --> 00:39:08,607
or Patrick's titillating
life in finance.
776
00:39:13,481 --> 00:39:18,094
[Karen sighs]
777
00:39:18,094 --> 00:39:18,573
- Classic, classic [chuckles].
778
00:39:22,664 --> 00:39:27,277
- I read that 80% of
women cannot reach orgasm
779
00:39:27,277 --> 00:39:30,890
through vaginal
penetration alone.
780
00:39:30,890 --> 00:39:32,152
Isn't that tragic?
781
00:39:33,240 --> 00:39:33,936
- I'll be right back.
782
00:39:35,982 --> 00:39:37,113
[water gurgling]
[pensive music]
783
00:39:47,689 --> 00:39:51,171
Hey, are you okay?
784
00:39:52,825 --> 00:39:54,827
- Yeah, I was just
goin' to the bathroom.
785
00:39:54,827 --> 00:39:55,523
- Okay, well you know that
that was super harsh out there?
786
00:39:56,263 --> 00:40:00,572
[Billie scoffs]
787
00:40:00,572 --> 00:40:01,094
Hey, Bill, it wasn't
easy for any of us.
788
00:40:01,094 --> 00:40:04,489
[Billie smirks]
789
00:40:04,489 --> 00:40:05,272
- What wasn't?
790
00:40:05,272 --> 00:40:07,230
- The book.
791
00:40:07,230 --> 00:40:08,580
What you wrote about
us in the book.
792
00:40:08,580 --> 00:40:10,756
It wasn't just you.
793
00:40:10,756 --> 00:40:11,452
You made us all sound like
we didn't care about you.
794
00:40:11,452 --> 00:40:13,846
- Maybe you didn't.
795
00:40:13,846 --> 00:40:14,847
[Karen laughs]
796
00:40:17,284 --> 00:40:19,547
- Please just tell
me what to do,
797
00:40:19,547 --> 00:40:20,156
just tell me what to do and
I'll do it. I wanna help you.
798
00:40:20,156 --> 00:40:23,116
- Don't you think if I knew what
799
00:40:23,116 --> 00:40:24,770
to do I would've fucking
done it by now, Karen?
800
00:40:24,770 --> 00:40:27,468
If it was that easy I
wouldn't fucking be here.
801
00:40:27,468 --> 00:40:28,208
- [Karen] I just
want you to be happy.
802
00:40:29,078 --> 00:40:30,645
- Wow.
803
00:40:33,300 --> 00:40:34,867
[Billie laughs]
804
00:40:34,867 --> 00:40:37,435
You know what?
805
00:40:37,435 --> 00:40:37,696
I really do see it
now, the similarities.
806
00:40:37,696 --> 00:40:39,001
I do.
807
00:40:39,001 --> 00:40:39,698
- What similarities?
808
00:40:41,526 --> 00:40:43,484
- The sister in the book.
809
00:40:43,484 --> 00:40:44,224
So fuckin' judging.
810
00:40:46,792 --> 00:40:47,532
You and Mom both.
811
00:40:48,707 --> 00:40:50,796
You know what?
812
00:40:50,796 --> 00:40:52,188
Maybe if you hadn't
been so shitty,
813
00:40:52,188 --> 00:40:53,451
Dad wouldn't have felt
the need to leave.
814
00:40:53,451 --> 00:40:55,409
- That's what you think
happened [exhales].
815
00:40:55,409 --> 00:40:56,062
You've got it so wrong and
you don't even know it.
816
00:40:59,282 --> 00:41:00,196
[Billie scoffs]
817
00:41:03,548 --> 00:41:04,592
[upbeat music]
818
00:41:05,637 --> 00:41:06,507
♪ Now you're walkin' ♪
819
00:41:06,507 --> 00:41:08,727
♪ You're walkin' over ♪
820
00:41:08,727 --> 00:41:09,597
♪ And I can hardly breathe ♪
821
00:41:10,642 --> 00:41:14,950
♪ My heart is racin' ♪
822
00:41:14,950 --> 00:41:17,213
♪ As if I'm pacin' ♪
823
00:41:17,213 --> 00:41:19,389
♪ But I can't hardly speak ♪
824
00:41:19,389 --> 00:41:23,916
♪ And now you're
feelin' all right ♪
825
00:41:23,916 --> 00:41:24,220
♪ 'Cause I just got so
dizzy, dizzy, dizzy, dizzy ♪
826
00:41:26,701 --> 00:41:29,269
♪ Oh ♪
827
00:41:31,576 --> 00:41:33,012
♪ And now you're
feelin' all right ♪
828
00:41:33,012 --> 00:41:33,708
♪ 'Cause my head got
so heavy, heavy ♪
829
00:41:33,708 --> 00:41:38,191
- Baby, I want a pizza.
830
00:41:38,191 --> 00:41:38,583
- What? ♪ And I can't
even see straight ♪
831
00:41:41,411 --> 00:41:42,543
♪ When you look
at me like this ♪
832
00:41:42,543 --> 00:41:44,676
♪ Me like this ♪
833
00:41:44,676 --> 00:41:45,938
♪ Oh ♪
834
00:41:47,330 --> 00:41:48,854
♪ And now you're
feelin' all right ♪
835
00:41:48,854 --> 00:41:49,768
♪ 'Cause I just got so
dizzy, dizzy, dizzy ♪
836
00:41:51,987 --> 00:41:54,860
♪ I can't explain ♪
837
00:41:57,166 --> 00:41:57,340
♪ You walked out of a
scene from a memory ♪
838
00:41:58,341 --> 00:42:01,127
♪ Oh ♪
839
00:42:03,390 --> 00:42:04,260
♪ Now every face is
only fillin' space ♪
840
00:42:04,260 --> 00:42:07,699
♪ And pulling you to me ♪
841
00:42:07,699 --> 00:42:11,224
♪ Oh ♪
842
00:42:11,224 --> 00:42:14,270
♪ And now your hands
are coming closer ♪
843
00:42:14,270 --> 00:42:18,536
♪ And I can hardly breathe ♪
844
00:42:18,536 --> 00:42:22,191
♪ And though your lips
are movin' slower ♪
845
00:42:22,191 --> 00:42:26,326
♪ Say my name to me ♪
846
00:42:26,326 --> 00:42:30,460
♪ Oh ♪
847
00:42:30,460 --> 00:42:31,984
♪ And now you're
feelin' all right ♪
848
00:42:31,984 --> 00:42:32,245
♪ 'Cause I just got so
dizzy, dizzy, dizzy, dizzy ♪
849
00:42:33,725 --> 00:42:36,989
♪ Oh ♪
850
00:42:38,643 --> 00:42:40,166
♪ And now you're
feelin' all right ♪
851
00:42:40,166 --> 00:42:41,602
♪ 'Cause my head got
so heavy, heavy ♪
852
00:42:41,602 --> 00:42:45,084
- [River] Just
follow your impulses.
853
00:42:45,084 --> 00:42:46,346
- My impulse is
audience, remember?
854
00:42:47,652 --> 00:42:49,305
- [River] Come on.
855
00:42:51,873 --> 00:42:53,614
Come with me.
856
00:42:53,614 --> 00:42:55,181
♪ Oh ♪
857
00:42:55,181 --> 00:42:56,878
♪ And now you're
feelin' all right ♪
858
00:42:56,878 --> 00:42:57,183
♪ 'Cause I just got so
dizzy, dizzy, dizzy, dizzy ♪
859
00:42:59,620 --> 00:43:02,231
♪ No ♪
860
00:43:03,885 --> 00:43:05,583
♪ Nothin' more ♪
861
00:43:05,583 --> 00:43:06,366
♪ Before your touch ♪
862
00:43:08,063 --> 00:43:08,716
♪ The world stood still
without your love ♪
863
00:43:09,674 --> 00:43:14,069
♪ A simple look ♪
864
00:43:14,069 --> 00:43:15,767
♪ It's such a rush ♪
865
00:43:15,767 --> 00:43:17,029
♪ Such a rush ♪
866
00:43:18,421 --> 00:43:22,034
♪ And now you're
feelin' all right ♪
867
00:43:22,034 --> 00:43:22,295
♪ 'Cause I just got so
dizzy, dizzy, dizzy, dizzy ♪
868
00:43:24,645 --> 00:43:27,343
♪ Oh ♪
869
00:43:29,519 --> 00:43:30,390
♪ And now you're
feelin' all right ♪
870
00:43:30,390 --> 00:43:31,783
♪ 'Cause my head got so heavy ♪
871
00:43:31,783 --> 00:43:32,392
- [River] Oh, is she okay?
872
00:43:34,524 --> 00:43:35,395
Oo yeah, baby.
873
00:43:39,834 --> 00:43:40,095
♪ 'Cause I just got so
dizzy, dizzy, dizzy, dizzy ♪
874
00:43:40,966 --> 00:43:44,404
♪ Oh ♪
875
00:43:46,014 --> 00:43:47,581
♪ And now you're
feelin' all right ♪
876
00:43:47,581 --> 00:43:47,973
♪ 'Cause my head got so
heavy, heavy, heavy, heavy ♪
877
00:43:50,540 --> 00:43:52,804
♪ And I can't even
see straight ♪
878
00:43:55,284 --> 00:43:56,634
♪ When you look
at me like this ♪
879
00:43:56,634 --> 00:43:59,332
♪ Oh, me like this ♪
880
00:43:59,332 --> 00:44:02,074
♪ Oh ♪
881
00:44:02,074 --> 00:44:03,858
♪ And are you
feelin' all right ♪
882
00:44:03,858 --> 00:44:04,859
♪ 'Cause I just got so
dizzy, dizzy, dizzy ♪
883
00:44:04,859 --> 00:44:08,733
- Oh!
884
00:44:08,733 --> 00:44:09,995
Oh.
885
00:44:09,995 --> 00:44:10,909
♪ Oh ♪
886
00:44:10,909 --> 00:44:11,953
Woo [laughs].
887
00:44:11,953 --> 00:44:15,043
[Billie sighs]
888
00:44:15,043 --> 00:44:17,524
[Billie laughs]
889
00:44:17,524 --> 00:44:20,092
[singer vocalizing]
[gentle music]
890
00:44:20,092 --> 00:44:20,527
- May I have this dance?
- Oh.
891
00:44:21,484 --> 00:44:25,184
Oh, Madame [laughs].
892
00:44:25,184 --> 00:44:25,445
[singer vocalizing]
[gentle music]
893
00:44:38,719 --> 00:44:43,071
I used to love dancing.
894
00:44:43,071 --> 00:44:44,203
- [River] Used to?
895
00:44:47,685 --> 00:44:48,294
- Yeah, I mean [chuckles],
896
00:44:50,470 --> 00:44:53,865
you dance in your own mirror.
897
00:44:56,041 --> 00:44:56,389
♪ Hopin' I'd learn
somethin' new ♪
898
00:45:03,352 --> 00:45:04,484
♪ I give it my all ♪
899
00:45:07,966 --> 00:45:10,751
♪ I offer my best ♪
900
00:45:10,751 --> 00:45:12,666
- [Patrick] Yo.
901
00:45:12,666 --> 00:45:13,885
- Hey.
902
00:45:13,885 --> 00:45:15,190
I don't usually smoke.
903
00:45:15,190 --> 00:45:17,192
I stole this one.
904
00:45:17,192 --> 00:45:18,367
- I'm judging you.
- Hm.
905
00:45:18,367 --> 00:45:20,152
Good, smoking is bad [chuckles].
906
00:45:20,152 --> 00:45:21,153
- Can I join you?
907
00:45:23,808 --> 00:45:25,070
- Sure.
908
00:45:27,594 --> 00:45:31,163
God, I'm sorry.
909
00:45:32,207 --> 00:45:32,730
I'm not usually so [sighs].
910
00:45:35,471 --> 00:45:40,389
- Yeah, I don't
think any of us are.
911
00:45:40,389 --> 00:45:41,695
- I'm usually
kinda fun actually.
912
00:45:41,695 --> 00:45:42,522
It's just that she
is so [groans].
913
00:45:43,610 --> 00:45:45,133
[Patrick chuckles]
914
00:45:47,788 --> 00:45:50,138
She's great.
915
00:45:50,138 --> 00:45:51,009
Billie is great.
916
00:45:52,924 --> 00:45:54,534
I mean, how did she go
through her life not realizing
917
00:45:54,534 --> 00:45:55,622
how many times she
puts herself first?
918
00:45:55,622 --> 00:45:58,103
It's crazy.
919
00:45:58,103 --> 00:45:59,495
She just says what she wants,
920
00:45:59,495 --> 00:46:00,453
does what she wants,
no thought [chuckles].
921
00:46:00,453 --> 00:46:01,367
It's always been
the Billie show.
922
00:46:03,586 --> 00:46:06,067
Seriously, she just
goes to jump off
923
00:46:06,067 --> 00:46:06,894
a bridge and I am right
there to grab for her shirt.
924
00:46:06,894 --> 00:46:11,116
Fuck.
925
00:46:11,116 --> 00:46:11,638
Just keep fuckin' falling
in every fuckin' time.
926
00:46:11,638 --> 00:46:13,901
It's so stupid.
927
00:46:14,641 --> 00:46:15,555
- You're trying.
928
00:46:16,817 --> 00:46:18,166
That's what matters.
929
00:46:18,166 --> 00:46:19,037
- Is it [chuckles]?
930
00:46:21,082 --> 00:46:23,911
Look at me, bein'
the cool sister.
931
00:46:23,911 --> 00:46:27,567
Tryin' to make her happy,
get all you guys down here,
932
00:46:27,567 --> 00:46:28,568
have a little chat, play
some boardgames [laughs].
933
00:46:29,264 --> 00:46:31,571
- Yeah.
934
00:46:32,790 --> 00:46:33,007
- [Karen] Then she'll be happy.
935
00:46:33,007 --> 00:46:34,879
Stupid.
936
00:46:34,879 --> 00:46:35,401
- Hey, it's not stupid, okay?
937
00:46:36,228 --> 00:46:39,579
[Karen sighs]
938
00:46:39,579 --> 00:46:40,188
It's not stupid to
be there for someone.
939
00:46:40,188 --> 00:46:41,581
- My God, I'm sorry.
940
00:46:42,887 --> 00:46:43,844
I'm sorry I keep complaining.
941
00:46:43,844 --> 00:46:45,933
It's so boring.
942
00:46:45,933 --> 00:46:47,413
- I don't mind.
- Mm.
943
00:46:47,413 --> 00:46:48,283
- I don't mind at all.
944
00:46:49,894 --> 00:46:50,938
- What?
945
00:46:57,075 --> 00:47:01,644
- I think you're so beautiful.
946
00:47:01,644 --> 00:47:02,384
- Oh my God.
[Patrick laughs]
947
00:47:04,909 --> 00:47:08,695
- Oh man.
948
00:47:08,695 --> 00:47:10,392
I'm sorry.
949
00:47:10,392 --> 00:47:11,045
I, I, it's inappropriate.
- Yeah.
950
00:47:11,045 --> 00:47:13,221
- Yeah, awkward.
951
00:47:13,221 --> 00:47:15,484
- Yes, yeah.
952
00:47:15,484 --> 00:47:16,007
Okay, just stop
talking about it.
953
00:47:18,400 --> 00:47:18,618
- I used to think
you were so cool.
954
00:47:22,535 --> 00:47:25,233
- Used to?
955
00:47:25,233 --> 00:47:26,452
[Patrick chuckles]
956
00:47:26,452 --> 00:47:28,280
- I mean, when I met you.
957
00:47:29,803 --> 00:47:31,109
I was so young and
you were always
958
00:47:34,416 --> 00:47:35,940
so sure of yourself and...
959
00:47:37,942 --> 00:47:39,291
And so cool and intelligent.
960
00:47:43,034 --> 00:47:44,426
Like the beautiful senior.
961
00:47:47,342 --> 00:47:48,474
- That's very sweet.
962
00:47:50,824 --> 00:47:52,130
- Oh, oh, ow.
963
00:47:52,130 --> 00:47:56,221
That hurts.
964
00:47:56,221 --> 00:47:57,439
[Karen chuckles]
965
00:47:57,439 --> 00:47:59,746
- That's what people say when
966
00:47:59,746 --> 00:48:00,355
you offer them a drink
and then they're like,
967
00:48:00,355 --> 00:48:02,227
"I'm so not interested
968
00:48:02,227 --> 00:48:03,663
"but I'll take the drink.
- No, no!
969
00:48:03,663 --> 00:48:05,534
- "I'll still take the drink."
970
00:48:05,534 --> 00:48:06,709
- That is not what I meant.
971
00:48:06,709 --> 00:48:08,668
- Okay.
972
00:48:11,932 --> 00:48:14,935
- So why didn't Kelly
come down with you?
973
00:48:14,935 --> 00:48:15,501
[crickets chirping]
[Patrick sighing]
974
00:48:22,029 --> 00:48:26,338
- We're getting a divorce.
975
00:48:26,338 --> 00:48:27,339
[crickets chirping]
976
00:48:39,177 --> 00:48:44,095
- And then that security guard?
977
00:48:44,095 --> 00:48:45,966
I was the one that
was like, "Excuse me,
978
00:48:45,966 --> 00:48:49,578
"can you turn
around so I can grab
979
00:48:49,578 --> 00:48:51,624
"my clothes?"
- No!
980
00:48:51,624 --> 00:48:53,191
Oh my God.
981
00:48:53,191 --> 00:48:54,235
- Isn't that the worst?
982
00:48:54,235 --> 00:48:56,107
- Oh my God.
983
00:48:56,107 --> 00:48:56,977
- Terrible.
984
00:48:58,413 --> 00:48:59,501
Fuckin' terrible.
- Oh!
985
00:48:59,501 --> 00:49:00,415
That, fuck, that
summer was good.
986
00:49:04,158 --> 00:49:05,203
- Fuck.
987
00:49:08,467 --> 00:49:09,337
- What?
988
00:49:09,337 --> 00:49:10,208
- I'm drunk.
989
00:49:12,775 --> 00:49:13,080
[Priya laughs]
[Billie laughs]
990
00:49:13,080 --> 00:49:17,128
Oh man.
991
00:49:17,128 --> 00:49:17,476
- That like, I feel like
that was forever ago.
992
00:49:17,476 --> 00:49:21,480
Was it?
993
00:49:21,480 --> 00:49:22,133
- Things change so fast.
994
00:49:22,133 --> 00:49:25,223
- Yeah.
995
00:49:25,223 --> 00:49:26,224
Yeah.
996
00:49:27,965 --> 00:49:28,878
- I'm sorry.
997
00:49:30,315 --> 00:49:31,142
- [Billie] Hm?
998
00:49:35,320 --> 00:49:36,060
- I mean, I'm sorry about
a lotta things but...
999
00:49:36,060 --> 00:49:36,712
- I'm sorry, you're what?
1000
00:49:36,712 --> 00:49:37,626
- I'm sorry.
1001
00:49:39,237 --> 00:49:40,238
- Oh.
1002
00:49:41,587 --> 00:49:42,892
- I mean...
- That's okay.
1003
00:49:42,892 --> 00:49:44,111
It's not your fault
I can't write.
1004
00:49:44,111 --> 00:49:45,417
- Oh, I was talking
about your phone.
1005
00:49:46,505 --> 00:49:48,681
- Yeah, you did fuck that up.
1006
00:49:48,681 --> 00:49:50,204
- Bill, look around you, man.
1007
00:49:50,204 --> 00:49:51,423
There are so many people
who love you so much.
1008
00:49:52,902 --> 00:49:57,255
That is what matters.
1009
00:49:57,255 --> 00:49:59,344
[Billie blows raspberry]
1010
00:49:59,344 --> 00:50:00,606
- [Billie] Mm hm.
1011
00:50:00,606 --> 00:50:01,085
- Fuck your book.
- Mm.
1012
00:50:01,085 --> 00:50:02,086
Yeah.
1013
00:50:04,566 --> 00:50:05,306
- Yeah.
- Yeah, I really wish
1014
00:50:05,306 --> 00:50:06,394
it was that simple.
1015
00:50:06,394 --> 00:50:07,134
- I mean, come on.
1016
00:50:09,310 --> 00:50:11,051
Not only do you have like
a gross amount of fans,
1017
00:50:11,051 --> 00:50:13,445
but you clearly have a
very strong support system.
1018
00:50:15,099 --> 00:50:16,622
River, was the only person
who was there for me,
1019
00:50:19,190 --> 00:50:20,278
and that is what is
important, you know?
1020
00:50:23,020 --> 00:50:26,936
Who cares about everything else.
1021
00:50:26,936 --> 00:50:28,155
- What if the only
person who I want
1022
00:50:28,155 --> 00:50:29,069
to show up is never coming?
1023
00:50:29,069 --> 00:50:29,809
- You don't get it!
1024
00:50:31,376 --> 00:50:33,595
You don't get it.
1025
00:50:33,595 --> 00:50:36,076
This is what matters, okay?
1026
00:50:36,076 --> 00:50:38,470
There are so many people
who love you so much.
1027
00:50:39,949 --> 00:50:41,647
Your sister, your sister
loves you so much, okay?
1028
00:50:44,041 --> 00:50:46,695
When she called us and she said
1029
00:50:49,394 --> 00:50:50,177
that we have to come down here
because you needed our help,
1030
00:50:50,177 --> 00:50:54,225
we were all there in an instant.
1031
00:50:54,225 --> 00:50:57,532
We're gonna go...
- Wait, Karen called you?
1032
00:50:57,532 --> 00:51:01,058
- Yes, she called
us and she said
1033
00:51:01,058 --> 00:51:02,929
that it was your birthday
and that we should come here.
1034
00:51:02,929 --> 00:51:04,496
- [Billie] She said
that I needed help?
1035
00:51:06,498 --> 00:51:09,066
- Yeah, no, fuck.
1036
00:51:09,066 --> 00:51:09,588
Patrick and I were...
- Karen called you
1037
00:51:09,588 --> 00:51:11,198
and said I needed help?
1038
00:51:12,765 --> 00:51:14,288
- No, she didn't say
that you needed help.
1039
00:51:14,288 --> 00:51:17,204
She just said that we should
1040
00:51:17,204 --> 00:51:18,031
be here for you because
it's your birthday
1041
00:51:18,031 --> 00:51:18,858
and I said, "Of course."
1042
00:51:20,425 --> 00:51:21,382
I mean, she said that...
- Okay, yeah.
1043
00:51:21,382 --> 00:51:23,515
I'm just gonna go and smoke.
1044
00:51:24,690 --> 00:51:25,865
- That shit's gonna kill you.
1045
00:51:28,998 --> 00:51:31,262
[gentle music]
1046
00:51:31,262 --> 00:51:33,525
Oh fuck, the cake.
1047
00:51:33,525 --> 00:51:34,221
[crickets chirping]
1048
00:51:40,967 --> 00:51:44,536
[Karen moaning]
[Patrick moaning]
1049
00:51:46,059 --> 00:51:49,802
- Oh, you've gotta be
fucking kidding me.
1050
00:51:49,802 --> 00:51:53,371
- No.
- No, no, no, no.
1051
00:51:53,371 --> 00:51:54,328
- It's just birthday candles.
- Just go with five. Oh!
1052
00:51:54,328 --> 00:51:54,894
♪ Happy birthday to you ♪
1053
00:51:55,895 --> 00:52:00,291
- Now make a wish.
1054
00:52:00,291 --> 00:52:00,726
- I wish this whole fucking
weekend would go away.
1055
00:52:00,726 --> 00:52:02,510
- Billie.
1056
00:52:02,510 --> 00:52:04,686
- Hey, I'll cut it.
1057
00:52:04,686 --> 00:52:05,209
- Billie, can we please
just talk about this?
1058
00:52:05,209 --> 00:52:07,167
- You know what?
1059
00:52:07,167 --> 00:52:08,386
I always like cake
after a good fuck.
1060
00:52:08,386 --> 00:52:09,778
- Billie, can we please
- What?
1061
00:52:09,778 --> 00:52:10,605
- Just talk about
- Ew.
1062
00:52:10,605 --> 00:52:11,345
- this in private?
1063
00:52:11,345 --> 00:52:11,954
- In private?
1064
00:52:11,954 --> 00:52:14,783
Oh, why?
1065
00:52:14,783 --> 00:52:16,481
So you can preserve
your perfectly fucking
crafted facade?
1066
00:52:16,481 --> 00:52:17,612
This like, I give a fuck,
superhero, fucking sister vibe
1067
00:52:17,612 --> 00:52:21,747
you've got goin' on.
- What?
1068
00:52:21,747 --> 00:52:23,618
- God, Billie!
- Okay.
1069
00:52:23,618 --> 00:52:24,924
That's a little...
1070
00:52:24,924 --> 00:52:26,317
- A little what?
1071
00:52:26,317 --> 00:52:27,579
Did, I'm, I'm sorry. Did
you come here to help me
1072
00:52:27,579 --> 00:52:28,928
because you did
you think fucking
1073
00:52:30,495 --> 00:52:31,322
my sister was
gonna do the trick?
1074
00:52:31,322 --> 00:52:33,889
Or is that why you came?
1075
00:52:33,889 --> 00:52:35,108
Because it sure seems
like nobody actually
wants to be here.
1076
00:52:35,108 --> 00:52:37,066
- Actually, we all
came here to help, so.
1077
00:52:37,066 --> 00:52:38,285
- Kelly left me, okay?
- Oh!
1078
00:52:38,285 --> 00:52:39,286
What?
- Yeah.
1079
00:52:41,767 --> 00:52:43,725
- Where are you fucking going?
1080
00:52:43,725 --> 00:52:44,030
- Home.
- Do you think I'm a child?
1081
00:52:46,119 --> 00:52:48,643
[Karen laughs]
1082
00:52:48,643 --> 00:52:49,992
Because you sure do
treat me like one.
1083
00:52:49,992 --> 00:52:51,559
- Okay, what if everyone
just took a step back?
1084
00:52:51,559 --> 00:52:53,300
Just took...
- Oh!
1085
00:52:53,300 --> 00:52:54,432
You know what?
1086
00:52:54,432 --> 00:52:55,433
Maybe, maybe I am [laughs]!
1087
00:52:55,433 --> 00:52:57,086
- Billie, calm the fuck down.
1088
00:52:57,086 --> 00:52:59,828
Billie, oh my!
1089
00:52:59,828 --> 00:53:00,481
Will you just calm down?
- Oh, yeah.
1090
00:53:00,481 --> 00:53:01,613
Oh my God,
1091
00:53:02,962 --> 00:53:04,442
is this what you want?
- You're gross.
1092
00:53:04,442 --> 00:53:05,007
You look like you've got
everything super under control.
1093
00:53:05,007 --> 00:53:07,445
- Oh and you do?
1094
00:53:07,445 --> 00:53:09,186
Living in your two
bedroom fucking apartment
1095
00:53:09,186 --> 00:53:10,404
at your dead end job taking
care of your oopsie baby
1096
00:53:10,404 --> 00:53:13,146
that you didn't
even fucking want?
1097
00:53:13,146 --> 00:53:13,799
Isn't this what
you wanted, Karen?
1098
00:53:16,802 --> 00:53:17,803
Get everyone together?
1099
00:53:17,803 --> 00:53:19,500
Oh, rally the troops!
1100
00:53:19,500 --> 00:53:21,546
Oh my God!
1101
00:53:21,546 --> 00:53:22,721
Get to be the hero again?
1102
00:53:22,721 --> 00:53:23,635
You know, you're
fucking stifling.
1103
00:53:23,635 --> 00:53:27,943
You know that?
1104
00:53:27,943 --> 00:53:30,032
How you gonna fix
me, huh, Karen,
1105
00:53:30,032 --> 00:53:30,511
when you can't even be happy
in your own fucking sad life?
1106
00:53:30,511 --> 00:53:34,646
- You know what?
1107
00:53:34,646 --> 00:53:35,473
I'm gonna stop
trying 'cause clearly
1108
00:53:35,473 --> 00:53:35,995
you have got it all together.
1109
00:53:35,995 --> 00:53:38,302
- Oh yeah?
1110
00:53:38,302 --> 00:53:38,911
Okay, yep, you can go.
1111
00:53:38,911 --> 00:53:39,607
Everyone can go.
1112
00:53:39,607 --> 00:53:40,434
That's fine.
1113
00:53:40,434 --> 00:53:42,175
We good.
1114
00:53:42,175 --> 00:53:44,395
We're fine, yep.
1115
00:53:44,395 --> 00:53:45,091
Because the last thing I wanted
was this fucking pity party.
1116
00:53:45,091 --> 00:53:47,354
- Pity party?
1117
00:53:47,354 --> 00:53:48,486
Wow!
1118
00:53:48,486 --> 00:53:50,444
Okay.
1119
00:53:50,444 --> 00:53:52,185
Okay, Bill, you want the truth?
1120
00:53:52,185 --> 00:53:53,273
You wanna be treated
like a big old adult?
1121
00:53:53,273 --> 00:53:56,276
[Karen chuckles]
1122
00:53:56,276 --> 00:53:57,408
Then stop living in
this fucking fantasy
1123
00:53:57,408 --> 00:54:00,106
you've created for yourself.
1124
00:54:00,106 --> 00:54:00,976
These stories you have
written about Dad,
1125
00:54:00,976 --> 00:54:03,588
it's all a fucking lie, okay?
1126
00:54:03,588 --> 00:54:06,243
It was a lie I told you as a kid
1127
00:54:06,243 --> 00:54:07,374
so that you wouldn't
get sad, okay?
1128
00:54:08,288 --> 00:54:10,638
I tried to protect you.
1129
00:54:10,638 --> 00:54:12,161
Sad Billie, she gets so sad.
1130
00:54:12,161 --> 00:54:12,640
He hurt me, Bill,
and he hurt Mom, too,
1131
00:54:16,775 --> 00:54:20,344
and he's not coming back, thank
fucking God, and guess what?
1132
00:54:20,344 --> 00:54:23,042
He's not gonna read
your stupid book, okay?
1133
00:54:23,042 --> 00:54:25,392
- Fuck you.
1134
00:54:26,175 --> 00:54:27,829
- Who are you?
1135
00:54:27,829 --> 00:54:29,614
Who is this person?
1136
00:54:29,614 --> 00:54:30,528
This cruel fuckin' person?
1137
00:54:30,528 --> 00:54:31,398
I miss my sister.
1138
00:54:32,747 --> 00:54:34,314
I need help too,
sometimes, you know?
1139
00:54:34,314 --> 00:54:35,881
I need someone to
call when I'm having
1140
00:54:35,881 --> 00:54:39,450
a bad day or I have a bad date
1141
00:54:39,450 --> 00:54:42,366
or my kid is crying so hard
1142
00:54:42,366 --> 00:54:43,367
and I don't wanna drop
her off at preschool.
1143
00:54:43,367 --> 00:54:45,891
[Karen laughs]
1144
00:54:45,891 --> 00:54:47,980
I wanna shove cake in my face
1145
00:54:47,980 --> 00:54:49,851
when I'm feeling sad but that's
1146
00:54:49,851 --> 00:54:51,679
not how it works for me, okay?
1147
00:54:51,679 --> 00:54:53,507
- Why is this about me?
1148
00:54:53,507 --> 00:54:54,639
This is ridiculous!
1149
00:54:54,639 --> 00:54:56,423
You are all hypocrites.
1150
00:54:57,946 --> 00:54:58,382
- None of us are
threatening suicide online.
1151
00:55:00,166 --> 00:55:01,428
- Oh.
1152
00:55:04,213 --> 00:55:05,302
Mm.
1153
00:55:05,911 --> 00:55:07,391
Okay.
1154
00:55:07,391 --> 00:55:08,392
Okay.
1155
00:55:11,438 --> 00:55:12,744
Hm, you think I'm fucked up?
1156
00:55:14,049 --> 00:55:14,572
You think I'm so
fucked up don't you?
1157
00:55:18,880 --> 00:55:19,925
You want me to be fucked up.
1158
00:55:23,885 --> 00:55:24,103
Everyone can just
rest easy tonight.
1159
00:55:25,931 --> 00:55:27,062
I got just the thing, okay?
1160
00:55:27,062 --> 00:55:29,761
Right here.
1161
00:55:30,457 --> 00:55:31,502
Yep, right here.
1162
00:55:31,502 --> 00:55:34,200
Okay?
1163
00:55:34,200 --> 00:55:35,549
Let's go.
- That's really not
1164
00:55:35,549 --> 00:55:36,898
how it works.
1165
00:55:36,898 --> 00:55:38,552
- There she goes.
- That's a lot.
1166
00:55:38,552 --> 00:55:38,857
- You are so fucking selfish!
- You know what, hm?
1167
00:55:38,857 --> 00:55:42,643
You are.
1168
00:55:42,643 --> 00:55:43,209
Because this whole fucking
thing, it was for you.
1169
00:55:43,209 --> 00:55:45,864
Mm hm.
1170
00:55:45,864 --> 00:55:47,474
Yeah, just so that you could say
1171
00:55:47,474 --> 00:55:48,214
that you tried one
more time, you know?
1172
00:55:48,214 --> 00:55:52,218
- Stop!
1173
00:55:52,218 --> 00:55:54,873
Stop, Bill.
1174
00:55:54,873 --> 00:55:55,395
- Would you have even come here
if she hadn't asked you to?
1175
00:55:58,137 --> 00:56:01,532
Would you?
1176
00:56:01,532 --> 00:56:02,576
Hm?
1177
00:56:04,143 --> 00:56:05,318
Would anybody have come here?
1178
00:56:05,318 --> 00:56:05,579
Because here I
am, just thinkin',
1179
00:56:09,627 --> 00:56:11,803
"Wow, maybe I do have people."
1180
00:56:13,805 --> 00:56:17,156
And then fuck!
1181
00:56:18,810 --> 00:56:22,204
Why don't you try
fixing your own shit
1182
00:56:22,204 --> 00:56:23,380
before you swoop
in on mine, huh?
1183
00:56:23,380 --> 00:56:24,685
- [Patrick] Okay.
1184
00:56:26,513 --> 00:56:29,821
- What?
- Oh, Jesus.
1185
00:56:31,605 --> 00:56:32,258
Okay, it's really not good
to do when you're this mad.
1186
00:56:32,258 --> 00:56:35,392
- I'm here for you.
1187
00:56:35,392 --> 00:56:36,480
- Do you have any idea
- Oh my God!
1188
00:56:36,480 --> 00:56:37,306
- What you guys are doing?
- You see?
1189
00:56:37,306 --> 00:56:38,046
- [River] Oh!
1190
00:56:38,046 --> 00:56:38,656
- Priya!
- Oh my God.
1191
00:56:41,746 --> 00:56:43,269
- [Billie] Oh.
1192
00:56:43,269 --> 00:56:44,052
[River laughs]
1193
00:56:44,052 --> 00:56:45,532
- Oh my God.
1194
00:56:45,532 --> 00:56:45,837
- None of you guys come
cryin' to me tonight.
1195
00:56:47,273 --> 00:56:48,187
[door slams]
1196
00:56:51,277 --> 00:56:53,018
- Fuck.
1197
00:56:55,542 --> 00:57:00,460
- Okay, that was a lot.
1198
00:57:00,460 --> 00:57:00,982
You guys just did
like heroic doses.
1199
00:57:05,857 --> 00:57:11,036
- What the fuck is that?
1200
00:57:11,036 --> 00:57:11,210
- This is sage, it's
an energy cleanser.
1201
00:57:13,125 --> 00:57:13,517
Billie, as much as I love
your impromptu rage eating
1202
00:57:16,128 --> 00:57:18,870
of mushrooms this
definitely calls
1203
00:57:18,870 --> 00:57:19,697
for some positive space so
I'm just clearing your aura,
1204
00:57:19,697 --> 00:57:23,614
clearing your energy.
1205
00:57:23,614 --> 00:57:23,962
- Yeah, I thought we
were just gettin' high.
1206
00:57:25,790 --> 00:57:28,140
[River chuckles]
1207
00:57:28,140 --> 00:57:29,837
Did you bring that
here with you?
1208
00:57:29,837 --> 00:57:32,231
- [River] Yeah.
1209
00:57:32,231 --> 00:57:32,753
I travel with all my
sage and crystals.
1210
00:57:32,753 --> 00:57:34,233
- Mm, great.
1211
00:57:35,408 --> 00:57:36,017
- [River] For protection.
1212
00:57:38,759 --> 00:57:39,891
So, I think we have a lot
to explore on this journey.
1213
00:57:39,891 --> 00:57:42,676
- [Billie] Journey?
1214
00:57:42,676 --> 00:57:45,244
- Mm hm.
1215
00:57:45,244 --> 00:57:46,898
And a lot will come up
and I just wanna let
1216
00:57:46,898 --> 00:57:49,727
you know what we're doing here
now is creating a safe space.
1217
00:57:49,727 --> 00:57:52,033
We're creating a safe
container for anything
1218
00:57:52,033 --> 00:57:54,514
that comes up to come up.
1219
00:57:54,514 --> 00:57:55,559
It's allowed.
1220
00:57:57,430 --> 00:57:58,475
Anything you feel
is allowed here.
1221
00:57:58,475 --> 00:57:59,214
There's no judgment.
1222
00:58:01,129 --> 00:58:03,392
This isn't exactly
the mood that I would
1223
00:58:03,392 --> 00:58:05,699
want to regularly do a
journey in but that's okay
1224
00:58:05,699 --> 00:58:09,529
because we're gonna
roll with the punches.
1225
00:58:09,529 --> 00:58:11,575
We're gonna roll with
whatever happens.
1226
00:58:11,575 --> 00:58:12,271
So I want everyone to
take a deep breath in.
1227
00:58:14,578 --> 00:58:16,275
[all inhaling]
1228
00:58:17,189 --> 00:58:18,886
Good and out.
1229
00:58:18,886 --> 00:58:20,192
[all exhaling]
1230
00:58:20,192 --> 00:58:21,933
Good.
1231
00:58:21,933 --> 00:58:24,239
This is about opening the doors
1232
00:58:24,239 --> 00:58:26,198
to your subconscious and letting
1233
00:58:26,198 --> 00:58:27,721
the deepest and most wise parts
1234
00:58:27,721 --> 00:58:30,594
of you bubble up to the surface.
1235
00:58:30,594 --> 00:58:31,290
The medicine will
not give you anything
1236
00:58:33,161 --> 00:58:35,381
more than you can handle.
1237
00:58:35,381 --> 00:58:36,948
You are the co-creator
of your experience
1238
00:58:36,948 --> 00:58:39,864
hand in hand with
the sacred mushroom.
1239
00:58:39,864 --> 00:58:42,562
I'll be here as your guide
should you go too far.
1240
00:58:42,562 --> 00:58:45,565
I'll bring you
right back to Earth.
1241
00:58:45,565 --> 00:58:47,872
And the last thing
I wanna say to you
1242
00:58:47,872 --> 00:58:50,091
is that your biggest fear
has already happened,
1243
00:58:50,091 --> 00:58:52,311
and you've survived.
1244
00:58:55,009 --> 00:58:59,492
- That's intense.
1245
00:58:59,492 --> 00:59:01,146
- It's the expansion
of your mind.
1246
00:59:01,146 --> 00:59:01,842
If that's intense
then yes, it is.
1247
00:59:01,842 --> 00:59:02,713
- What now?
1248
00:59:05,716 --> 00:59:06,760
- [River] Now we wait.
1249
00:59:06,760 --> 00:59:08,632
[fire crackling]
1250
00:59:08,632 --> 00:59:10,329
[River singing in
foreign language]
1251
00:59:37,835 --> 00:59:41,229
- Mm, I don't think I
get this timing thing.
1252
00:59:42,927 --> 00:59:44,842
I feel like it's been an hour.
1253
00:59:47,061 --> 00:59:49,020
- Yeah.
1254
00:59:49,020 --> 00:59:50,369
I wanna see some shit, you know?
1255
00:59:50,369 --> 00:59:52,414
- Patience.
1256
00:59:52,414 --> 00:59:52,632
It's about the journey
not the destination.
1257
00:59:57,768 --> 01:00:01,206
- I guess the light
does look really cool.
1258
01:00:02,773 --> 01:00:03,991
I don't know, maybe it
always looks like that.
1259
01:00:06,951 --> 01:00:08,213
[all laughing]
1260
01:00:12,478 --> 01:00:13,218
- Last time I did mushrooms I
shat my pants for 30 minutes.
1261
01:00:18,310 --> 01:00:22,488
I should change my pants.
1262
01:00:22,488 --> 01:00:23,881
- Oh, wow.
1263
01:00:23,881 --> 01:00:24,577
- It's like a filter.
1264
01:00:28,929 --> 01:00:29,495
- Why don't we all close our
eyes and listen to this music?
1265
01:00:32,106 --> 01:00:33,238
- Okay.
1266
01:00:36,415 --> 01:00:37,285
[gentle music]
1267
01:00:43,552 --> 01:00:47,078
[Karen sighs]
1268
01:00:47,818 --> 01:00:48,645
[gentle music]
1269
01:00:56,783 --> 01:01:01,222
[air whooshing]
1270
01:01:01,222 --> 01:01:02,920
[psychedelic music]
1271
01:01:04,748 --> 01:01:05,923
- Okay.
1272
01:01:10,492 --> 01:01:14,018
[Patrick gasps]
1273
01:01:15,846 --> 01:01:16,455
- I'm gonna take a shower.
1274
01:01:20,372 --> 01:01:21,895
- Is that code for take a shit?
1275
01:01:21,895 --> 01:01:23,897
- We'll see.
1276
01:01:23,897 --> 01:01:24,637
[psychedelic music]
1277
01:01:57,191 --> 01:02:01,630
- Wait.
1278
01:02:01,630 --> 01:02:03,241
I think I need you.
1279
01:02:03,241 --> 01:02:03,937
[psychedelic music]
1280
01:02:14,034 --> 01:02:17,516
- [Patrick] What are you doing?
1281
01:02:18,822 --> 01:02:19,953
- What are you wearing?
- What?
1282
01:02:19,953 --> 01:02:20,649
- [Billie] The diaper.
1283
01:02:22,173 --> 01:02:23,000
[all laughing]
1284
01:02:26,046 --> 01:02:26,786
- [Patrick] I'm gonna shower
inside your shower, yours.
1285
01:02:30,398 --> 01:02:32,879
- Cool.
1286
01:02:34,794 --> 01:02:35,577
- [Patrick] Okay.
1287
01:02:37,536 --> 01:02:41,932
[Billie gasps]
1288
01:02:41,932 --> 01:02:42,976
- That's a good shower.
1289
01:02:42,976 --> 01:02:44,195
[Priya coughing]
1290
01:02:46,675 --> 01:02:48,199
[psychedelic music]
1291
01:03:16,314 --> 01:03:20,709
[water splashing]
1292
01:03:20,709 --> 01:03:23,147
[Patrick groans]
1293
01:03:23,147 --> 01:03:24,670
- [Kelly] Patrick?
1294
01:03:24,670 --> 01:03:26,150
- Fuck!
1295
01:03:26,150 --> 01:03:27,847
[gentle music]
1296
01:03:27,847 --> 01:03:28,935
What are you doing here?
1297
01:03:33,026 --> 01:03:33,679
- [Kelly] What are you
doing here [voice echoing]?
1298
01:03:33,679 --> 01:03:34,854
[Patrick gasps]
1299
01:03:36,377 --> 01:03:40,512
- What?
1300
01:03:40,512 --> 01:03:41,034
- You're always
pussy footing around.
1301
01:03:41,034 --> 01:03:43,167
- Pussy footing?
1302
01:03:43,167 --> 01:03:43,907
- So many couches.
1303
01:03:45,299 --> 01:03:46,039
That makes sense.
1304
01:03:49,826 --> 01:03:50,565
[psychedelic music]
1305
01:03:54,091 --> 01:03:58,399
Why do we need these?
1306
01:03:58,399 --> 01:03:59,096
[psychedelic music]
1307
01:04:08,888 --> 01:04:13,371
- [Karen] I just
want you to be happy.
1308
01:04:13,371 --> 01:04:14,938
[psychedelic music]
1309
01:04:19,072 --> 01:04:22,554
- I'm okay.
1310
01:04:24,034 --> 01:04:28,603
Fuck!
1311
01:04:28,603 --> 01:04:30,649
I don't know what to say to you.
1312
01:04:31,519 --> 01:04:32,738
- What about me?
1313
01:04:32,738 --> 01:04:33,652
- What do I say?
1314
01:04:35,784 --> 01:04:36,698
I'm sorry, okay?
1315
01:04:39,571 --> 01:04:41,486
I'm sorry.
1316
01:04:41,486 --> 01:04:42,443
I, I don't wanna hurt anybody.
1317
01:04:42,443 --> 01:04:44,663
I just miss doing things for me.
1318
01:04:46,665 --> 01:04:48,145
- What is this?
1319
01:04:50,060 --> 01:04:50,582
- These aren't yours to open.
1320
01:04:53,802 --> 01:04:55,456
- What is this?
1321
01:04:55,456 --> 01:04:57,676
- Oh, it's someone else, hey?
1322
01:04:57,676 --> 01:04:58,111
- That is not true because
I did everything for you.
1323
01:04:58,111 --> 01:05:02,681
Okay?
1324
01:05:02,681 --> 01:05:03,856
I put you first all the time.
1325
01:05:03,856 --> 01:05:05,640
- [Billie] You're
the worst friend
1326
01:05:05,640 --> 01:05:06,554
in the whole fucking world.
1327
01:05:06,554 --> 01:05:08,165
- You drove me to cheat on you.
1328
01:05:08,165 --> 01:05:08,905
- You just slept with
me to feel something.
1329
01:05:08,905 --> 01:05:11,646
- No, no.
1330
01:05:11,646 --> 01:05:12,691
Stop!
1331
01:05:14,127 --> 01:05:15,172
Get out!
1332
01:05:17,043 --> 01:05:17,914
- [Karen] That was
super hard out there.
1333
01:05:17,914 --> 01:05:18,871
- Why do we need all this stuff?
1334
01:05:18,871 --> 01:05:20,525
[objects clattering]
1335
01:05:20,525 --> 01:05:21,526
- Okay.
- Oh God,
1336
01:05:21,526 --> 01:05:23,093
my heart is pounding.
1337
01:05:23,093 --> 01:05:24,921
Oh my God.
1338
01:05:24,921 --> 01:05:26,487
Oh my God.
1339
01:05:26,487 --> 01:05:28,011
No, I'm having a heart attack.
1340
01:05:28,011 --> 01:05:28,359
- [Karen] That's what
you think happened.
1341
01:05:29,969 --> 01:05:31,318
You've got it so wrong and
you don't even know it.
1342
01:05:31,318 --> 01:05:33,799
[Priya screaming]
1343
01:05:33,799 --> 01:05:35,888
[Priya gasping]
1344
01:05:35,888 --> 01:05:37,020
- Hey, come and
sit, come and sit.
1345
01:05:40,023 --> 01:05:42,373
Shh.
1346
01:05:43,852 --> 01:05:47,378
Good.
1347
01:05:47,944 --> 01:05:48,945
Look.
1348
01:05:50,163 --> 01:05:52,470
Look up.
1349
01:05:52,470 --> 01:05:52,905
[gentle music]
[Priya laughing]
1350
01:05:59,999 --> 01:06:03,437
[singer vocalizing]
1351
01:06:05,178 --> 01:06:06,527
We're all just star dust.
1352
01:06:09,704 --> 01:06:12,098
- You're fucking star dust.
1353
01:06:12,098 --> 01:06:12,359
[water splashing]
[singer vocalizing]
1354
01:06:33,424 --> 01:06:36,731
[cellphone chiming]
[water splashing]
1355
01:06:44,043 --> 01:06:48,221
- [Karen] He's not coming
back, thank fucking God.
1356
01:06:48,221 --> 01:06:51,529
And guess what?
1357
01:06:51,529 --> 01:06:53,009
He's not gonna read
your stupid book, okay?
1358
01:06:53,009 --> 01:06:53,400
Stop living in this
fucking fantasy
1359
01:06:57,578 --> 01:06:59,406
you've created for yourself.
1360
01:06:59,406 --> 01:07:00,277
[pensive music]
1361
01:07:06,239 --> 01:07:10,374
Sad Billie, she gets so sad.
1362
01:07:10,374 --> 01:07:14,465
[dramatic music]
1363
01:07:14,465 --> 01:07:14,813
[Billie gasping]
[water splashing]
1364
01:07:34,789 --> 01:07:38,315
[gentle music]
[birds chirping]
1365
01:08:22,446 --> 01:08:25,710
[singer vocalizing]
[mellow music]
1366
01:08:51,083 --> 01:08:54,608
[birds chirping]
1367
01:08:58,873 --> 01:09:02,399
[Priya panting]
1368
01:09:11,364 --> 01:09:14,846
[gentle music]
1369
01:09:45,355 --> 01:09:48,706
- I thought we were going for
a walk not peaking a mountain.
1370
01:09:49,533 --> 01:09:51,535
- Summit.
1371
01:09:53,754 --> 01:09:54,842
- What?
1372
01:09:56,148 --> 01:09:57,280
- Summing a mountain.
1373
01:09:57,280 --> 01:09:58,150
- Good, nice.
1374
01:10:03,938 --> 01:10:08,247
Hey, I got a promotion at work.
1375
01:10:08,247 --> 01:10:09,988
- Awesome.
1376
01:10:14,253 --> 01:10:19,345
- Can I get some water?
1377
01:10:19,345 --> 01:10:20,216
- Yeah, we're really
close to the next lookout.
1378
01:10:20,216 --> 01:10:22,174
I'll just bust it out then.
1379
01:10:22,174 --> 01:10:22,522
- Yeah, I can see
that the thought
1380
01:10:25,308 --> 01:10:26,091
of me perishing in the
desert really bothers you.
1381
01:10:26,091 --> 01:10:28,441
- My God, so dramatic.
1382
01:10:28,441 --> 01:10:30,356
- Yeah, you're really
having a lot of fun
1383
01:10:30,356 --> 01:10:30,487
on this walk with us, huh?
- Oh my God.
1384
01:10:32,619 --> 01:10:36,014
[bottle clattering]
1385
01:10:37,668 --> 01:10:39,626
- When did you get
so fucking callous?
1386
01:10:39,626 --> 01:10:41,846
- Excuse me?
1387
01:10:41,846 --> 01:10:42,890
- Look, can't we
like, walk together?
1388
01:10:42,890 --> 01:10:44,544
And like, talk, you know?
1389
01:10:47,112 --> 01:10:50,681
Bill, Bill, look,
I'm sorry, okay?
1390
01:10:51,595 --> 01:10:55,294
I'm sorry.
1391
01:10:57,383 --> 01:10:58,993
I've had a really
fucked up few months
1392
01:10:58,993 --> 01:11:01,822
and I just needed some time
1393
01:11:01,822 --> 01:11:03,302
to like find myself to
be good with myself.
1394
01:11:03,302 --> 01:11:06,566
- You know what?
1395
01:11:06,566 --> 01:11:08,742
You're forgiven.
1396
01:11:08,742 --> 01:11:09,917
- Oh, come on, why'd you come
if you didn't wanna talk?
1397
01:11:09,917 --> 01:11:10,744
- No, I thought we
were comin' out here
1398
01:11:10,744 --> 01:11:11,615
for the fucking view, Patrick.
1399
01:11:11,615 --> 01:11:15,793
- Want some?
1400
01:11:15,793 --> 01:11:16,533
[water splashing]
1401
01:11:18,056 --> 01:11:19,710
- You've gotta be kidding me.
1402
01:11:19,710 --> 01:11:22,756
That was for everybody.
1403
01:11:22,756 --> 01:11:24,280
- What the fuck is
going on with you?
1404
01:11:24,280 --> 01:11:26,238
Seriously, I thought we were
having fun this weekend.
1405
01:11:26,238 --> 01:11:28,327
I thought you came here
because you wanted to be here.
1406
01:11:28,327 --> 01:11:30,677
- Why does everybody
keep saying that to me?
1407
01:11:30,677 --> 01:11:31,722
I am right here.
- What's the matter?
1408
01:11:31,722 --> 01:11:34,290
- This is not you, okay?
1409
01:11:34,290 --> 01:11:35,203
I don't know what the
fuck is going on with you.
1410
01:11:35,203 --> 01:11:36,553
You used to care
about what was going
1411
01:11:36,553 --> 01:11:38,424
on with me more
than anyone else.
1412
01:11:38,424 --> 01:11:40,296
You said that I was
lucky to have a friend,
1413
01:11:40,296 --> 01:11:41,079
a best friend who was
a girl because men
1414
01:11:42,559 --> 01:11:44,038
can't talk through
their feelings.
1415
01:11:44,038 --> 01:11:46,214
- Yeah, well that's problematic.
1416
01:11:46,214 --> 01:11:47,259
- Can you stop
making fucking jokes?
1417
01:11:47,259 --> 01:11:50,001
- Okay, you, we talk,
you got married.
1418
01:11:50,001 --> 01:11:53,744
I don't know.
- Yeah, I got married
1419
01:11:53,744 --> 01:11:55,398
and then I got divorced
1420
01:11:55,398 --> 01:11:55,528
and you didn't even
know about it, Bill.
1421
01:11:58,357 --> 01:12:02,579
Why did you post that photo?
1422
01:12:02,579 --> 01:12:03,406
- What photo?
1423
01:12:06,583 --> 01:12:07,497
- You know what photo.
- Pat.
1424
01:12:07,497 --> 01:12:09,020
- I don't know.
- Please,
1425
01:12:09,020 --> 01:12:10,064
be fuckin' real for once.
1426
01:12:10,064 --> 01:12:11,805
Why did you post that photo?
1427
01:12:11,805 --> 01:12:13,154
- [Billie] What do
you want me to say?
1428
01:12:13,154 --> 01:12:13,677
- The truth!
- Why'd you fuck my sister?
1429
01:12:13,677 --> 01:12:15,331
Why don't we
1430
01:12:15,331 --> 01:12:16,723
just skirt around that?
- That is not
1431
01:12:16,723 --> 01:12:17,376
what we're talking about here.
- I don't remember!
1432
01:12:17,376 --> 01:12:18,116
I don't remember, okay?
1433
01:12:18,116 --> 01:12:19,944
I blacked out, I blacked out.
1434
01:12:19,944 --> 01:12:20,118
I've just been, I've
been blackin' out
1435
01:12:22,555 --> 01:12:24,731
a lot lately and it's just like,
1436
01:12:24,731 --> 01:12:25,079
it's just like really,
it's really hazy, you know?
1437
01:12:27,517 --> 01:12:30,520
And I don't know what's
happening in my head.
1438
01:12:30,520 --> 01:12:32,783
I just, I don't know.
1439
01:12:34,524 --> 01:12:34,915
I just like, I just, I
can't, I can't figure it out.
1440
01:12:38,571 --> 01:12:40,138
I'm just like in there and I,
1441
01:12:43,707 --> 01:12:45,099
you didn't call and you
didn't call and nobody called.
1442
01:12:48,189 --> 01:12:50,409
Nobody picked up the
phone and I didn't pick up
1443
01:12:50,409 --> 01:12:53,107
the phone because,
because I don't know how,
1444
01:12:53,107 --> 01:12:57,808
and I just think I have no idea
1445
01:12:57,808 --> 01:12:59,810
what I'm doing with
my fucking life.
1446
01:13:01,638 --> 01:13:02,160
I don't know and I'm just
like, I'm just, I don't know.
1447
01:13:05,032 --> 01:13:07,165
I'm like in my head
all the time just like,
1448
01:13:09,559 --> 01:13:11,691
doing fucking circles you know?
1449
01:13:11,691 --> 01:13:13,563
And I don't, I don't think I've
1450
01:13:13,563 --> 01:13:15,347
ever been this lonely
in my whole life.
1451
01:13:15,347 --> 01:13:18,176
Ah, that fucking book.
1452
01:13:19,830 --> 01:13:21,397
I haven't written a
fucking word of it.
1453
01:13:21,397 --> 01:13:22,267
Not one word.
1454
01:13:23,224 --> 01:13:25,009
Not a single word.
1455
01:13:25,009 --> 01:13:26,097
It's like I'm living
in this nightmare
1456
01:13:26,097 --> 01:13:28,186
I used to have
where I would dive
1457
01:13:28,186 --> 01:13:29,405
into a pool and
then when I'd try
1458
01:13:29,405 --> 01:13:31,711
to swim to the
surface I'd just like,
1459
01:13:31,711 --> 01:13:32,625
it doesn't matter how hard
I swim, I can't make it.
1460
01:13:32,625 --> 01:13:36,455
I just can't.
1461
01:13:36,455 --> 01:13:37,325
I just can't.
1462
01:13:39,763 --> 01:13:40,198
And it just feels like not
even my best friends care.
1463
01:13:41,765 --> 01:13:44,202
That's what it feels like.
1464
01:13:46,378 --> 01:13:48,162
That's what it feels like.
1465
01:13:48,162 --> 01:13:49,120
- What? No, that's not...
- And you,
1466
01:13:49,120 --> 01:13:51,252
you have been judging me since
1467
01:13:51,252 --> 01:13:52,471
the second you walked
in through that door.
1468
01:13:52,471 --> 01:13:54,952
- You know what?
- What?
1469
01:13:54,952 --> 01:13:56,606
- I wish for a second that
1470
01:13:56,606 --> 01:13:56,867
you could see yourself
through our eyes.
1471
01:14:01,654 --> 01:14:05,092
I didn't know you were
so sad, man, I'm sorry.
1472
01:14:07,573 --> 01:14:08,182
- Yeah, and neither did I.
1473
01:14:14,711 --> 01:14:18,541
- Did you pour
out all the water?
1474
01:14:18,541 --> 01:14:21,326
- Yeah.
1475
01:14:21,326 --> 01:14:23,110
[all laughing]
1476
01:14:23,110 --> 01:14:24,808
- [Priya] You fucking asshole.
1477
01:14:24,808 --> 01:14:25,722
- Stupid.
1478
01:14:27,027 --> 01:14:30,770
- [Priya] You fucking idiot.
1479
01:14:30,770 --> 01:14:32,250
[Billie sobbing]
1480
01:14:34,687 --> 01:14:38,517
Hey.
1481
01:14:38,517 --> 01:14:39,431
[Billie sobbing]
1482
01:14:43,740 --> 01:14:48,266
- I'm so sorry.
- I am too.
1483
01:14:48,266 --> 01:14:49,093
- I'm sorry.
- Hey, me too.
1484
01:14:51,138 --> 01:14:52,792
[Billie sobbing]
1485
01:14:54,185 --> 01:14:55,621
[mellow music]
1486
01:15:04,891 --> 01:15:08,286
- [Billie] I'm gonna start
lookin' for a new place to live.
1487
01:15:09,287 --> 01:15:11,942
- Need a roommate?
1488
01:15:12,986 --> 01:15:15,685
- Oh my God, could you imagine?
1489
01:15:15,685 --> 01:15:16,207
Is it too soon for me to say
that I really didn't like her?
1490
01:15:19,819 --> 01:15:23,040
- Nope.
- Okay.
1491
01:15:23,040 --> 01:15:24,389
We'll wait like a few months
1492
01:15:24,389 --> 01:15:25,869
before we start trash
talking my wife.
1493
01:15:25,869 --> 01:15:27,523
- Facts are facts.
1494
01:15:27,523 --> 01:15:29,873
- Excuse me?
1495
01:15:29,873 --> 01:15:30,700
[mellow music]
1496
01:15:36,314 --> 01:15:40,927
I can literally feel
you silent shit talking.
1497
01:15:40,927 --> 01:15:42,886
[Billie laughs]
[Priya laughs]
1498
01:15:42,886 --> 01:15:47,020
♪ Silent ♪
1499
01:15:47,020 --> 01:15:47,934
- Okay, this thing
is just like...
1500
01:15:51,155 --> 01:15:53,026
- Oh my God.
- Yes!
1501
01:15:54,985 --> 01:15:56,203
Wait, let me try these on.
1502
01:15:56,203 --> 01:15:57,901
- Nice.
1503
01:15:59,946 --> 01:16:00,686
Thank you so much.
1504
01:16:02,253 --> 01:16:02,732
- Well deserved.
- Oh yeah.
1505
01:16:05,386 --> 01:16:06,823
♪ Oo, whoa ♪
1506
01:16:09,477 --> 01:16:13,873
♪ Not gonna give it up ♪
1507
01:16:13,873 --> 01:16:16,702
♪ This will drift off ♪
1508
01:16:19,705 --> 01:16:21,794
♪ Let your life take hold ♪
1509
01:16:27,365 --> 01:16:28,192
♪ 'Cause we'll wait and
see how far it goes ♪
1510
01:16:33,763 --> 01:16:35,852
♪ Oo ♪
1511
01:16:37,941 --> 01:16:40,378
♪ Oo ♪
1512
01:16:41,422 --> 01:16:45,601
♪ Oo ♪
1513
01:16:45,601 --> 01:16:48,952
♪ Oo ♪
1514
01:16:49,779 --> 01:16:53,957
♪ Oo ♪
1515
01:16:53,957 --> 01:16:55,045
- Look at this.
1516
01:16:58,178 --> 01:16:59,049
Hey, you guys remember when we
1517
01:17:00,311 --> 01:17:01,268
all did mushrooms
and trip balls.
1518
01:17:01,268 --> 01:17:02,052
- Oh my God.
- Yeah.
1519
01:17:02,052 --> 01:17:03,444
[all laughing]
1520
01:17:03,444 --> 01:17:05,359
- There's still a bit.
- No!
1521
01:17:05,359 --> 01:17:06,404
- No.
1522
01:17:09,450 --> 01:17:10,364
- Yeah, none of you guys have
shared about your journeys.
1523
01:17:10,364 --> 01:17:12,149
- Oh, I'm good.
- Yeah, I'm takin'
1524
01:17:12,149 --> 01:17:13,716
that to the grave.
1525
01:17:15,892 --> 01:17:16,588
- [Priya] I feel
like I'm 19 again.
1526
01:17:16,588 --> 01:17:19,373
No thank you.
1527
01:17:19,373 --> 01:17:21,593
- Well, now you know how not
1528
01:17:21,593 --> 01:17:22,986
to do coke off every
toilet you see,
1529
01:17:22,986 --> 01:17:24,770
at every establishment
you go too.
1530
01:17:26,554 --> 01:17:27,686
- Will you stop pretending
like I had a coke problem?
1531
01:17:27,686 --> 01:17:29,993
I was the only one who
did coke in college.
1532
01:17:29,993 --> 01:17:32,473
- But you did a lot of coke.
1533
01:17:32,473 --> 01:17:33,779
- You did so much coke.
- I did not.
1534
01:17:33,779 --> 01:17:36,434
It's fine.
1535
01:17:36,434 --> 01:17:37,435
[gentle music]
1536
01:17:37,435 --> 01:17:39,219
- Oh shit!
- Oh, sorry.
1537
01:17:41,482 --> 01:17:42,353
- What's that?
1538
01:17:46,836 --> 01:17:47,575
- I didn't get a chance to
give it to you yesterday, so.
1539
01:17:47,575 --> 01:17:49,447
- [Billie] Right.
1540
01:17:52,319 --> 01:17:53,059
- You look like
you're having fun.
1541
01:17:53,059 --> 01:17:54,278
- [Billie] Sure.
1542
01:17:56,193 --> 01:17:56,889
- Well, I gotta go.
1543
01:17:59,892 --> 01:18:00,458
I gotta pick up Lily
and a bunch of stuff.
1544
01:18:00,458 --> 01:18:02,068
- Of course.
1545
01:18:02,068 --> 01:18:02,939
- All right.
1546
01:18:05,419 --> 01:18:09,815
She reminds me a lot
of you, actually.
1547
01:18:09,815 --> 01:18:12,992
The way you used to put
on those wacky shows.
1548
01:18:12,992 --> 01:18:16,039
She will dance in front
of whoever will watch her.
1549
01:18:16,039 --> 01:18:17,475
It's pretty amazing, she
doesn't care what anyone thinks.
1550
01:18:18,563 --> 01:18:20,304
- I was never like that.
1551
01:18:22,872 --> 01:18:23,655
- Yeah, you were.
1552
01:18:26,745 --> 01:18:27,790
- Wait.
1553
01:18:33,273 --> 01:18:36,494
I've been holding
onto these for awhile.
1554
01:18:42,282 --> 01:18:47,548
Can you open them later?
1555
01:18:47,548 --> 01:18:49,028
- We're gonna be fine,
you know that, right?
1556
01:18:51,074 --> 01:18:52,075
- You can stay, really.
1557
01:18:55,295 --> 01:18:55,818
I mean, we could talk and...
1558
01:18:58,603 --> 01:18:59,038
- I gotta go, but I'll call
and you'll answer your phone.
1559
01:19:01,737 --> 01:19:03,390
- I don't have a phone.
1560
01:19:06,306 --> 01:19:06,829
- Right, well, when you get one.
1561
01:19:13,487 --> 01:19:18,101
[Karen sighs]
1562
01:19:18,101 --> 01:19:19,363
You're soaking wet [chuckles].
1563
01:19:21,582 --> 01:19:22,366
- Sorry [laughs].
1564
01:19:24,411 --> 01:19:25,325
I love you.
1565
01:19:28,589 --> 01:19:29,547
- I know.
1566
01:19:31,854 --> 01:19:32,550
I love you too, Bill.
1567
01:19:36,684 --> 01:19:40,210
[gentle music]
1568
01:19:53,701 --> 01:19:58,532
- [Billie] "Dear Lily,
1569
01:19:58,532 --> 01:20:00,012
"Firstly I promise
I'm not as shitty
1570
01:20:00,012 --> 01:20:03,624
"as my silence may suggest.
1571
01:20:03,624 --> 01:20:04,234
"I've spent a long
time feeling selfish
1572
01:20:06,845 --> 01:20:09,369
"for wanting to be held and,
1573
01:20:09,369 --> 01:20:09,630
"I want you to
know that's fucked.
1574
01:20:13,243 --> 01:20:14,940
"Bad, that's bad.
1575
01:20:16,246 --> 01:20:16,594
"I'd really like
you to know, well,
1576
01:20:21,120 --> 01:20:23,949
"I guess there's a lotta
things I'd like you to know.
1577
01:20:27,039 --> 01:20:27,692
"It's hard to know when growing
up really sets in, you know?
1578
01:20:32,088 --> 01:20:33,916
"Hard to know what kinda person
1579
01:20:36,570 --> 01:20:37,136
"you will be or could be or are.
1580
01:20:40,226 --> 01:20:41,619
"It's hard to know
if that squeeze
1581
01:20:44,840 --> 01:20:45,623
"you feel around your heart
1582
01:20:47,320 --> 01:20:47,843
"is something that's
meant to be endured,
1583
01:20:47,843 --> 01:20:49,061
"or soothed.
1584
01:20:53,544 --> 01:20:55,981
"Letting the right
people touch the places
1585
01:20:55,981 --> 01:20:56,634
"you've kept so far
from the sunlight.
1586
01:20:58,157 --> 01:20:59,245
"Good love, bad love.
1587
01:21:05,773 --> 01:21:10,039
"That's not the point.
1588
01:21:10,039 --> 01:21:11,083
"What's the point?
1589
01:21:13,433 --> 01:21:13,912
"The point is, I have no
idea what the point is,
1590
01:21:16,088 --> 01:21:17,655
"and neither does your
mom and neither will you
1591
01:21:20,832 --> 01:21:22,399
"and neither does
anybody really.
1592
01:21:24,096 --> 01:21:24,662
"But not knowing, I promise,
1593
01:21:32,409 --> 01:21:35,673
"it can be pretty
fucking exciting."
1594
01:21:37,327 --> 01:21:39,590
[crickets chirping]
[water splashing]
1595
01:21:44,160 --> 01:21:44,987
[gentle music]
1596
01:21:57,216 --> 01:22:01,351
♪ Remember when
you were younger ♪
1597
01:22:01,351 --> 01:22:04,702
♪ Younger ♪
1598
01:22:04,702 --> 01:22:05,703
♪ Everything was a dream ♪
1599
01:22:06,704 --> 01:22:09,533
♪ Was a dream ♪
1600
01:22:09,533 --> 01:22:10,708
♪ Sit and play Game Boy colors ♪
1601
01:22:13,972 --> 01:22:15,974
♪ Drinkin' pink
lemonade on the patio ♪
1602
01:22:20,152 --> 01:22:22,589
♪ Ice cold in the summer ♪
1603
01:22:24,591 --> 01:22:28,073
♪ Mm ♪
1604
01:22:29,901 --> 01:22:31,294
♪ There's a young soul
destined to set you free ♪
1605
01:22:36,429 --> 01:22:37,213
♪ So large ♪
1606
01:22:41,347 --> 01:22:45,003
♪ Through life ♪
1607
01:22:47,136 --> 01:22:50,052
♪ And I got one thing ♪
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