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The pot is hung here. There are a couple of lunch boxes.

I'll stop here. Let's find out.

Yes. Stop here.

Oh, Lord.

Is this Mr. Shivendra's house?

Yeah, it is.

SHANTI KUNJ SINCE 1936

Alok.

You look dope, bro.

Parchun.

This is not a time for jokes.

He must've been 27, 28.

Yes, his name was Astik.

It has only been five months since their wedding.

Sandhya? The poor girl's in her room.

She hasn't come out since yesterday.

No, no, she's not inauspicious.

Their horoscopes were compatible.

Mom! Is my toothpaste in your suitcase?

I haven't unpacked yet. So many guests are here. Ask anyone.

It's Achint.

Yes, he's all grown up now.

Listen.

You know I only use Pepsodent.

Go and wait. I'll get it for you.

I've had it.

These boys and their tantrums.

He's come for a funeral, but wants his fancy toothpaste.

Greetings, Aunt Tulika.

Sandhya…

Is she okay?

I heard she's quite depressed.

Jiji, Gulu Didi from Bahraich is on the line.

Saroj's auntie's daughter whose husband is a government official.

I don't know how to explain. It happened all of a sudden.

Yes, we did the cremation yesterday.

There was no point waiting.

Maybe this is where his journey had to end.

May Goddess Radha bless his soul.

Yes. He's fine as well.

Careful. I'm having a bath.

How much per day for these mattresses?

Thirty-five rupees.

That's plain robbery.

No, sir. Mr. Rizvi knows that your son has passed away,

hence he has already given you a discount of 20%.

I don't want any favors.

My son has died.

I'm not asking for a discount.

The usual rate is 25 rupees. That's all I'll pay.

Sandhya…

Yeah, well, we are all worried about her.

"He was the sun in a sky full of stars."

"Our deepest sorrows that he's no more ours."

"RIP."

"May God help your soul…"

"Rest in peace."

It's all copy-pasted.

Please open the door.

Please open the door.

Get the doorbell changed, man.

Please open the door.

Where is Sandhya?

Mother!

Papa, Sangya and Snehu didn't come?

That's enough, Mom.

Enough now. Stop crying, Mom.

I'll send some tea.

-Mom. -Yes.

-I don't want tea. -Okay.

Please arrange for some Pepsi.

Parchun will get it from his shop.

Pepsi at a time like this?

Fine, let it be.

But I won't have tea.

Are you all right?

-Mom. -Yes?

Mom, who took the bed out of my room?

-I don't know. -I did.

-Why? -Because Astik is still with us.

For 13 days, the soul remains around the house.

The earthen pot on the tree outside is where we give him food.

It takes ten days for the soul to be free of its body.

On the thirteenth day, his soul will be liberated and go to Yamlok.

You performed the rituals for Astik's last rites.

You must follow these rules for 13 days.

No cigarettes, alcohol or tobacco.

One meal a day, without turmeric, garlic and onions.

And sleep on the floor, away from everyone else.

Why wasn't I informed of this before?

Can't you do this much for your own dead brother?

I forgot to mention Dad doesn't take sugar in his tea.

Easy. Take it easy, man.

If I'd died, Mom would've never asked her beloved Astik to sleep on the floor.

What?

But if you were dead, you'd be a buried corpse.

How would it matter to you anyway?

Come on, move from here.

Why am I asked to do everything for everyone?

Astik never cared for anyone but himself.

Even after his death, he remains a problem.

Sandhya's now a widow and I'm bald.

And now, your English lessons from Sandhya will also stop.

At least you were learning something from her.

Let it be, I'll do it.

Sit.

For how many days are you planning to stay?

Thirteen days. We're staying till the wake for sure.

Staying here?

Yes. Why?

You won't be able to.

They don't have western toilets here.

Only Indian style.

How will you bend down to use it?

It's been five months, and I'm still not used to it.

Something is up with Sandhya.

I am sure of it. But Usha Bhabhi is being secretive about it.

Janaki Didi?

-Tulika? -When did you arrive?

Greetings, Bhai Sahab.

We just arrived.

We got a call last night from Shivendra Bhai Sahab.

I got scared.

I thought Mother passed away.

Never imagined it would be Astik instead.

"As flies to wanton boys, are we to the gods."

"They kill us for their sport."

Shakespeare.

How do you remember English poetry?

I don't even understand it.

Lunch is ready. Please come.

-Sure. -Okay.

Her husband has left her.

She hasn't said anything, but everyone knows.

He's in Dubai.

Right, Mother?

Usha.

Come on, Mom.

Usha is your daughter-in-law.

I am your daughter, Janaki.

You've forgotten everything.

Hey, listen.

What's the sleeping arrangement here?

Please open the door.

Will someone just rip the wire off that bell!

Please open the door.

Please open the door.

Sorry, the bell…

Namaste.

Is this Shivendra Giri's house?

I'm Nazia Zaidi.

Nazia!

Leave the suitcase here. I'll send it over.

Okay.

Nazia Zaidi.

I found out through Facebook.

Your sister had posted.

Yes, the post has 235 comments.

Bhabhi.

Bhabhi, Shivendra Uncle has asked me to put her luggage in your room.

Shall I?

Come.

Here, I'll take it.

-Parchun. -Yes?

Is your shop open?

Yes, Bhabhi, you want something?

Yes. A Pepsi for Nazia.

Okay.

And a packet of chips.

The spicy ones.

Alok couldn't stand this food either.

I'll get them.

-Mom… -Eat this without any fuss.

Some more vegetable curry?

Nobody is eating properly.

Giri ji, please check with Sandhya…

if she wants to live with you for a while.

No.

What will she do there?

This is her home now.

We'll ask her later.

Right now, she's too distressed.

PTSD.

Post-traumatic stress disorder.

It's psychological.

Mental trauma.

Quite a common occurrence in such circumstances.

Mr. Ghanshyam is a banker.

But he has knowledge about everything else as well.

What's going on with you, Sandhya?

Why are you behaving like nothing has happened?

Nazia.

You know, when I was a kid, we had a cat, Katrina.

She got run over by a car.

I cried a lot.

And didn't eat anything for three days.

I don't feel like that at all.

I don't feel like crying,

and I feel hungry all the time.

Honestly, I feel like running away.

But I can't.

Tayaji, anything else?

Yes, I'm going to slap you.

Pay your respects to your brother.

That's better. Let's go.

Ammi, Sandhya wants me to stay here till the wake.

Don't worry, I'll do my laundry.

Or I'll wear Sandhya's.

Yes, they'll fit. She's my size.

Ammi, I'll call you back.

Get up and sit on the chair. Hurry, sit on the chair.

Nazia, go look for some scraps of paper.

-What are you up to, Mummy? -I'm saying…

Just listen to me. Get up. Come on.

Sit on the chair. Sit, please.

Yes.

Go see if you can find a stone or something I can put the wok on.

Stone?

What are you waiting for? Start searching. You'll find something.

Auntie, a stone.

Now put the wok on the stone. Hurry. Tear up the newspaper as well.

Get moving.

Nazia, why are you playing along?

Let her.

You keep at it.

I knew it the minute I saw you this morning.

You've been jinxed by an evil eye.

But I'll fix it.

This is your house, too.

They can't just kick you out.

What are you blabbering on about? Who is kicking me out?

You don't know what's going on.

Please don't protest, for my sake.

Lift your feet.

I beg you, lift your feet.

You and your superstitions, Mummy.

I've been seeing them since childhood.

When I fell off my bicycle in the sixth grade,

remember, you told me that the evil eye had jinxed me.

You kept checking if any of my bones were broken,

saying, "Who would marry a cripple?"

You were so concerned about getting me married,

you returned my brand-new bicycle.

Amazing.

Instead of getting me a tutor,

you made me wear a sapphire ring on my right pinkie.

So I would get better grades in school.

Weren't you top of your class when you did your English MA?

I was. But did it matter?

Of course it did. You got a nice groom. He earned Rs. 70,000 per month.

And now?

What are you doing?

Only your tears can get rid of the evil eye.

I don't know that, but this will kill me for sure.

-So much smoke. The evil spirit is strong. -Let it go, Mummy.

Who has come at this time?

Go, keep it outside. Hurry.

What are you doing?

Sandhya darling?

Who is it?

It's me.

Alka ji, it's me.

Please stay strong, Alka ji.

So much smoke?

Mom, it's coming from the lane outside. It's unbearable.

Bhabhi, it's the boys in the lane.

They burn old tires for their bonfire.

I'll handle them.

Ghanshyam Uncle will be going to…

Astik's…

He'll be going to get his death certificate and…

He also has some bank work,

so he will need Astik's bank documents and ID.

Can you please check for them in his cupboard?

Come inside.

Bhabhi.

I was wondering if I should take Nazia out for dinner.

Pappu Tayaji said we are still in mourning…

and need to maintain purity.

What is going on?

You're disrespecting the rituals.

Aren't you as well?

Don't argue. Go to your room and go to sleep.

Today I'll make you try the best mutton biryani in the world.

You've never tasted anything like it.

I haven't. I'm a vegetarian.

Nazia ji, you?

You don't eat non-veg?

No.

Well, not every Tendulkar is Sachin.

Well, not a problem.

We have equally famous and tasty vegetarian food as well.

FOR MY SWEETHEART…

Why does this moment

Hurt so much?

Why am I so

Angry at myself?

How do I

Ask him?

Why did he turn out to be a cheater?

Angry at myself

I do have desires

But I'm afraid of life

I rise and fall

Life is mad at me

Like shooting stars

My heart, you fly away

And show me a way

Listen…

if Sandhya wants to come back home with us, then…

talk to her.

We have two unmarried daughters at home already.

You can't even manage small things,

yet you talk so big.

My eyes

Are silent

I don't know

What they want

The dreams

That were in these eyes

Why did they fade away?

How do I know?

We had a lot of faith in God.

I named my son Astik.

I do have desires

But I'm afraid of life

I rise and fall

Life is mad at me

Like shooting stars

My heart, you fly away

And show me a way

Didi, have your tea.

Let it be. I'll do it. Go and have you tea.

Thank you, Jhumri.

Good morning.

Slept well?

The one in the red cup is for you.

Why? Is it special?

Well, yes, it is.

Usha Auntie made it especially for you.

Thanks.

Is it too sweet?

No, it's fine.

Don't worry, I'll get it replaced.

Jhumri, you go and make some tea for her.

Didi, I have lots of work.

I need to give Grandma her tea.

Leave Grandma's cup here. I'll give it to her.

And see those files on the table? Give them to Mom.

-Nazia? -Yes.

I'll go give Grandma her tea.

Usha Chachi, here.

The documents you'd asked for.

Husband, you're very forgetful.

The riverbank will be cold. Take this shawl with you.

No. The weather will be pleasant today. I checked it on Google already.

-Giri ji? -Yes.

Please, sit, no formalities.

We'll collect the ashes from the crematorium

and head straight for Kanpur to pour the ashes into the holy Ganges.

All right. Let's go.

What will you guys do there?

The four of us are enough.

Your wallet.

He said not to bother.

That's the agreement, yes?

Okay.

Okay, we will see you in 30 minutes.

Did you find the receipt?

No, I gave it to Alok.

He's looking for it.

You guys are very careless.

Which receipt, Tayaji?

The one we got from the crematorium with the pyre number,

to make sure we get Astik's ashes.

That receipt? I have it.

Couldn't you tell one of us?

We're going to be late, and you're goofing around on the ladder.

You asked me to change the bell, old man. That's what--

Don't argue with me. Go check if Alok is ready.

Come on, go!

And you, take the ladder away.

Take it away!

Don't change this bell now. Remove the ladder!

Alok, have you put on your pants yet?

These morons don't value time.

They are lazing around.

Your family is extremely disorganized.

If we didn't need to go, they could have informed us yesterday.

I woke up early and got ready for nothing.

Grandma.

I am going to tell you something.

But you can't tell anyone, okay?

Look.

Astik's girlfriend.

She's nothing special.

I mean, her nose is weird.

She isn't fair.

She doesn't look that well-educated either.

Definitely hasn't done an MA.

Do you know her?

Who is she, Grandma?

Usha.

Come on, kid, hurry up. We are really late.

Finally draped your dhoti?

Let's go.

Mom, I have to pee.

Why did you drink so much water? I already told you not to.

Hi, Tarun.

No, son.

You don't touch feet during the mourning period.

-That's Tarun's son? -Yup.

Aditya.

-What does he do? -He is jobless.

But trying to start a restaurant.

He came to my husband for a loan.

Mom, where's the washroom?

That… tin door there.

Tarun, you've come quite late.

You should ask Shivendra about that.

I don't even know if he wanted me to come.

That's not the case, Tarun.

Let it be, Bhai Sahab.

This isn't the time for this conversation.

But I don't think you consider me family.

But what's the matter?

Ask him.

Did he inform me?

Such a huge thing happened in the family,

and he didn't even think to tell me.

It wasn't intentional, Tarun.

This isn't the first time you've ignored me.

You've had an issue with me for 15 years,

since I got my job at the Income Tax Department.

My wife, Rashmi, so lovingly made a family WhatsApp group,

but he left that, too.

You've come here to mourn or to pick a fight?

You're the one who started it.

That's enough.

Go get settled in. We're going to collect Astik's ashes. We'll talk later.

I'll come along.

There is no space in the car now. You should've come earlier.

Let's go.

Bhai…

Let's go. Hope the driver's still here.

What were you doing in there?

Baking cookies.

Get out of my way. "Baking cookies."

What are you looking for?

There was a packet of chips here.

I ate them last night.

Want to eat some golgappas?

I want to eat.

I want to go out and eat golgappas.

Sandhya, you've seriously lost it. You're making no sense.

Why? Astik can do all the nonsense he wants,

and I can't even eat golgappas?

What has Astik done?

You want to come with me or not?

Will they even allow you to go out?

Let's see.

Get off the phone and tell me how this pattern is looking.

Did Ghanshyam eat before he left?

It takes time to process requests at a bank.

Don't worry. He won't take much time.

He's an expert.

Remember, just two weeks ago, his uncle passed away.

He handled all the paperwork then, too.

You know what, Tulika?

Sometimes when we don't have something,

we don't want other people to have it either.

Rinku, listen.

You know how Janaki is. Why are you paying attention to her?

They're not even capable of bearing a child,

and she's taking jabs at me.

-Mom. -What happened, sweetie? Need something?

Mom, I'm going to visit the doctor with Nazia.

What's the matter? Is everything all right?

My stomach has been aching since last night.

Do you have a fever?

No, just a stomachache and a little uneasiness.

Okay. Shall I come?

Or better yet, we can call Dr. Ali home.

No, it's okay. Nazia can take me. It's just a stomachache.

But, sweetie, it's better if someone goes along.

Why are you forcing her, Jiji?

You can't keep her locked up at home, away from the world.

Fine, you go. I'll call Dr. Ali and inform him.

-Okay. -Go.

Listen, take some money.

-No, Mother, I have money. -Just in case you need it, take it.

Now?

Now what? First the doctor, then golgappas.

Let's go.

[chanting and praying]

Here to immerse the ashes in the holy Ganges?

Come with me, sir.

Sir, tell us whose ashes those are. Your mother? Father? We can offer a deal.

They are my son's ashes.

Do you have… any special discounts for that?

ASGAR ALI'S DISPENSARY

-Sandhya Giri. -Yes, that's me.

Come. You're next.

Parchun, wait here and keep an eye on the shoes.

This place is full of petty thieves.

Stay here.

[chanting and praying]

Put your right hand forward.

For the oath.

Name of the deceased?

Astik Giri.

Make it extra spicy.

Aren't you scared that someone might see us here, Sandhya?

I'm not thinking about it.

Then what are you thinking about?

Sir, I've arranged for a nice boat.

We will go to the middle of the holy Ganges and immerse the ashes.

We're not here for a boat ride.

Why do we need to go in that far? We can immerse the ashes anywhere.

Sir, you're scared of going far into the holy Ganges.

Imagine how far the soul has to travel.

What do you mean?

There was once a man,

evil, greedy, cunning,

used to letch on other's wives.

I found it in Astik's cupboard.

One day he went to the jungle and fell prey to a tiger.

Yamdoot arrived immediately to escort his soul to Yamlok.

In Yamlok, Chitragupt started accounting for that man's ill deeds

and sentenced him to a list of punishments in hell.

To be bitten by snakes,

to be drowned in boiling oil, whiplashes,

pain and torture.

Pandit ji, what's the need to go further? Let's immerse the ashes here.

Don't worry, sir. Listen to the whole story.

I want to meet this girl.

What's the point in that?

I don't know.

Meanwhile, here on Earth,

his corpse lay rotting.

Suddenly, an eagle came

and took a bone from his body and flew up into the sky.

Another eagle, upon seeing the bone,

tried to snatch it away.

Both the eagles started fighting over that bone,

and while doing so, they flew over the holy Ganges.

Suddenly, the bone fell out of their beaks and into the holy Ganges.

Astik will be cursed for this. His soul will never find peace.

Come on. Why curse the departed?

Whatever may have happened, he was your husband.

So you can forgive him.

Only I can forgive him.

But why should I?

Let him hang from this tree forever.

Sandhya…

And as soon as the bone fell into the holy Ganges,

all the misdeeds of that sinner were washed away.

And Yamaraj had to send him to heaven.

And that's the purpose behind immersing the ashes into the holy Ganges.

Mom, we immersed the ashes right in the middle of the holy Ganges.

So Astik's sins have all been washed clean.

My brother is now in heaven.

A lifetime of theft, robbery, rape and selfish motives.

All washed clean if your ashes are immersed in the holy Ganges.

How is that fair?

How can the holy Ganges forgive?

Did he marry the holy Ganges or me?

-Sit up straight. -I am.

You're not. I'm trying to braid your hair. It's like a jungle.

-Adi. -Yes?

Have you spoken to Ghanshyam Uncle about your bank loan?

Mother, this isn't the time for that.

Why not?

Are we supposed to just sit and sulk till the wake?

Fine. I'll speak to him. Anyway, there'll be enough time in the next few days.

How long do we have to stay?

I've told you. For all 13 days of the wake.

What will I do here for so many days?

You've got your books, right? So study.

Ma, study here?

Those who need to study will do so under street lamps if needed.

Please, kids who claim to have studied under street lamps,

usually end up in politics,

because they're pathological liars.

What are you saying?

-Now, where are you off to? -To find a street lamp.

What the hell? You scared me.

Are you stalking me?

Not much else to do here, so I just followed you.

What grade are you in?

-Ninth. -I'm in tenth.

So?

So, kiddo, you're younger.

Maintain distance and respect. Understand?

Is the cucumber for me?

Well then, offer me some.

I have downloaded the form.

Will everything be online?

Sandhya Didi, Pappu Tayaji has called for you.

You carry on, I'll come.

Sandhya, a few of Astik's colleagues have come to meet you.

Hello, ma'am.

We are very sorry for your loss.

We'll all miss him.

He was a very good man.

He was a very good man.

Sandhya…

-You are? -Akansha.

Astik's colleague.

-I am so sorry for your-- -Akansha.

Akansha, I would like to speak to you.

Mom, I found some of Astik's work documents.

I'll just hand those over to her.

Please sit.

Which documents were you talking about?

Astik kept it safe.

So you really did love him, right?

I never had a hint of suspicion.

It's not…

It's not what you think.

He never…

Astik never cheated on you.

What's the point of lying now?

I'm not lying.

We did love each other.

But after you got married,

we were just colleagues.

Nothing more.

How long had you known him?

We were in college together.

Met the very first year.

Then got jobs at the same company.

Then why didn't you marry him?

My parents didn't approve.

You refused to marry him just to please your family?

And you also agreed to marry him just to please your family.

But he did still love you.

Even now, he kept your photograph safe.

How about you?

Sorry.

Akansha,

I know I have no right to question you.

But the person who does owe me an explanation is now…

Even if he was around, what would I have said to him?

We rarely spoke.

His tastes were different.

Once, I gifted him a shirt,

a beautiful printed one.

He didn't wear it even once. He just stuck to his usual office shirts.

Formal.

Blue.

His favorite color.

What happened, Sandhya? What's all this on the bed?

Blue…

Astik's favorite color was blue.

All his shirts, T-shirts… Everything is blue.

She was right.

Who?

"Akansha Roy. Vice President Marketing."

Your shawl is on the bed.

Listen.

What is it?

Astik…

It will be okay.

Guru ji has said, "It'll all be okay."

"The almighty tests us."

"We must accept his wishes."

Please, listen to me.

What is it?

There's so much that he left unfinished.

How will we run the house ourselves?

Especially with the home loan to repay.

So…

why don't you tell your guru ji…

to send Astik back?

So he can repay the loans.

I'll open the door.

Alok.

You're allowed out of your room?

Why? You won't go report to Pappu Tayaji, will you?

Why should I care?

Okay. I have something urgent I need to do with you.

Tell me.

We need to publish Astik's obituary in the newspaper.

Babaji asked me to write it in English.

I thought I'd run it by you.

Read it out.

Why don't you read it yourself?

No, you go ahead. I can't read your handwriting.

It looks like a drunk ant crawled through ink on your notebook.

Come on. It isn't that bad.

I've written…

"With heavy grief, we inform--"

Not "heavy." "Profound."

"Profound…"

Pro… found.

It means deep.

Profound.

"With profound grief, we inform you of the death of our respected--"

Change that to "demise."

Change "profound"?

No. Change "death" to "demise." "Death" doesn't sound good.

Yeah. Go on, write. S-E…

"With profound grief, we inform you

of the demise of our respected Astik Giri--"

Not "respected."

"Beloved."

But beloved is used for girls.

It can be used for boys as well.

"Beloved Astik Giri."

Listen. You leave your notebook with me. I'll rewrite it properly.

Okay.

This needs to be submitted tomorrow morning.

Okay.

Bhabhi…

Let me know if you need anything.

Stop here.

-Sandhya, I'll come along with you. -No. I'll be fine. You carry on.

Sorry.

I called you to meet on a workday. Must've been busy in the office, right?

No, come, that's fine.

Sit. Please, sit.

I've been meaning to talk to you myself.

Really? Why? What about?

I've been feeling so guilty.

Believe me, Sandhya…

We hardly spoke after you both got married.

We didn't speak much either.

But I just assumed this is how it is.

People fall in and out of love in college.

But I was never able to. I was always too scared.

I thought…

maybe Astik also didn't understand love, just like me.

But having met you, I realize now that he was quite the romantic.

Wasn't he?

Your order, ma'am?

Yeah…

I'll have a cappuccino.

-Yeah, Sandhya? -Same.

Two cappuccinos.

Okay, ma'am.

Tell me.

I won't feel bad at all, I promise.

In person… he was not that expressive,

but on Valentine's Day, cards, WhatsApp messages, emails…

He wrote a lot of romantic rubbish.

You guys met in the office every day?

And you went out for dates too, right?

Before he…

Before you both got married.

Where did you guys go together?

Why are you asking these questions?

I don't know.

I just want to know.

Where would you two go?

What did you talk about? Everything.

I was his wife.

I'm just asking you to share some old memories.

If that's possible.

[chanting and praying]

I'm suffering a little less

I'm not a stranger anymore

My heart has opened up

To new hopes

-Hello, ma'am. -Hi. Good morning.

I'm not a stranger anymore

I'm not a stranger anymore

I have some new hopes

These little happinesses

Were hiding inside me

I'm not a stranger anymore

I love my life now

That's Usha's guru ji.

Yes.

It was my idea to call him.

A discourse on the Bhagavad Gita helps calm the restless mind.

-Idiot. -Why are you hitting me?

What does he attain? He attains Vaishnav padh.

He has a divine aura.

Aura?

Hey, birdie

Hey, birdie Hey, birdie

Speaking new words to me

My heart smiles for no reason

My heart is acting

Crazy and stubborn

I refused, he agreed

The sunshine and shadows

Are one now

I've found a way

That leads to you

I have new hopes now

These little happinesses

Were hiding inside me

I'm not a stranger anymore

I love my life now

Aditi, listen to me, please. What's wrong?

I told you, not on the lips.

Yeah, but this is how it is done, right?

Technically, we are related.

Yeah, but very distant cousins, no?

Fair enough. Okay, but just this once.

Okay.

That's an enema.

It helps ease her stomachaches.

Just remember to wash your hands later.

Yes.

Did your father tell you to sit here with Grandma?

-No, I just wanted to. -Usha!

-Please, let me. I'll feed her. -No, you won't be able to.

-Usha! -Coming, wait a minute.

Mom, do you have an antacid pill?

Nazia's stomach is upset because of restaurant food.

Yeah, I'll give you the pill in a second.

But can you feed Grandma please?

-He's calling out for me repeatedly. -Usha!

Usha!

Can you get food sent upstairs for Alok?

And then ask the caterer to serve us as well. It's getting late.

-Giri ji. -Yeah?

Whatever has happened is heartbreaking.

But right now, we must remember to focus on Sandhya's future.

Sandhya has her whole life ahead of her.

Why should she live alone?

We are quite open-minded about such things. Have some.

After all, we live in the modern era.

If Sandhya wishes to, she can remarry.

-What nonsense are you talking, Tarun? -It's not nonsense, Bhai Sahab.

Look, Sandhya's a nice girl with a good education.

She will easily find some good suitors.

Newchance.com.

There are many such sites on the Internet exclusively for divorcees and widowers.

If you approve,

I can create a profile for her.

Usha.

That should be enough.

Sandhya ji.

-Move. You're in the middle of the road. -Just go, man.

Parchun.

You replaced the doorbell with this?

Tayaji, you only gave me 50 rupees. This all you get for 50 rupees.

"All you get for 50 rupees."

Jhumri, see who's at the door.

Shibu!

Can I check the door?

No, let Jhumri do it. You sit with me.

The priest has sent the shopping list for the wake.

Let me explain it to you.

Please, come.

-If you don't understand-- -Tayaji, he's here to meet Sandhya.

Hello, I'm B.K. Arora.

Mr. Arora. Hello!

Hello, Mr. Ghanshyam. How are you?

Good. I was the one who approached you.

Yes, yes.

-Please sit. -Yes.

Bhai Sahab, this is Mr. B.K. Arora from IndiaFirst Life Insurance.

Yes.

I just needed to get some papers signed by Mrs. Sandhya.

Why?

Astik Giri took a life insurance from us.

He chose the five million rupee policy.

And made his wife Sandhya the beneficiary.

So we need her to sign some papers and collect the check.

Who else is a beneficiary?

His parents, surely.

No.

It's a single beneficiary. Only his wife, Sandhya Giri.

-Sandhya… I'll get Sandhya. -Yes, thank you.

Come on, hurry. Come. Someone important is here to meet you.

Mother, what are you doing?

He is waiting with everyone downstairs. The scarf! Let's go quickly.

Nazia! Mom!

Hello, Mrs. Sandhya.

I am really sorry for your loss.

Our company extends their support to you.

-Please, sit. -Yes.

Move over.

Sit.

Your husband bought a policy in your name worth five million rupees.

I've done what was needed…

…and I have the forms with me.

Yes.

I need you to just check and sign them.

Here you go.

Move the table closer please.

Nazia, take the glass of water away.

Jhumri.

Yes?

-Take the water away, please. -Okay.

Pen. Do you have pen?

-Does anyone have a pen? -Giri ji, give your daughter a pen.

Pen? It's somewhere inside.

Pen… Bring one.

I have a pen.

Sign right here, please.

What?

Ghanshyam, we trusted you as our own.

How am I at fault here?

Astik chose Sandhya as his beneficiary, not me.

But you could have informed us earlier at least.

What difference would that have made?

Even if you knew earlier, you couldn't have changed the beneficiary.

And I assumed…

Astik must have told you that the beneficiary was Sandhya.

He was your son, after all.

Don't bother with him.

He watches crime shows on TV all day,

and yet isn't aware of the crimes happening under his own roof.

This is no crime, Bhai Sahab.

Sandhya was dependent on Astik, so he made her the beneficiary. That's it.

"Made her the beneficiary."

What about you? Weren't you dependent on him too?

Astik was making good money, which is why he made you retire.

And he used your retirement fund to pay the first loan installment of a new home.

Now, how will you pay the rest of the installments?

You don't worry about me.

By the grace of God, I still have this ancestral house.

Really? This ancestral house?

That's forever been stuck under dispute in court.

Let it be, Tarun, you're talking to a brick wall here.

He still thinks he's like Adani or Ambani.

No. I know I'm no Adani or Ambani.

While Astik was alive, I had strength and support.

Now that he's gone…

nothing can be done.

That's not true.

This is India.

Miracles happen here every day.

Let's try and convince Mr. Arora.

Why? What will he do?

You stay out of this.

Shibu, there's a lot that is still in Arora's control.

Let's go meet him. Come on.

You're all here? What's going on?

Nothing, Mr. Pandey.

I was just explaining the rituals for the bake…

No, I mean, the wake. Please join us.

-Bhabhi? -Yeah.

You know what just crossed my mind today?

What?

Dolly Ki Doli.

What is that?

Dolly Ki Doli. It's a movie starring Sonam Kapoor.

Where do I get to watch movies?

What's so special about that movie?

In that film, Sonam Kapoor,

on the very night she's welcomed into the family,

robs them of everything and runs away even before consummating the marriage.

Whether anyone else knows of this movie or not,

Sandhya's mom surely must have watched it.

Don't hog all the peanuts. Pass me some.

Do you want to get any of your clothes ironed?

No. Nazia did them this morning.

-Where is she? -She has gone out for dinner with Parchun.

Your in-laws are very backward.

Even her teacup is segregated from the rest.

Did you notice earlier today, how everyone was staring at you

while you were signing the insurance papers?

Mummy, you watch too many TV soaps.

I don't think you should stay here anymore.

You're educated. You can start your life again.

Come home with us after the wake.

We'll figure out what to do next.

Sandhya.

Some tea?

Yes.

Where are your parents?

They live in Delhi.

I live here alone.

Alone.

Sugar?

Lots of it.

You like this Ayurvedic tea, too?

I hate it.

I saw it here, so…

It was Astik's favorite tea.

Let's go up.

Here's my bedroom.

And this is my favorite spot.

I spend a lot of time here.

Is it nice?

It's very nice.

It's all very nice.

This view.

Your house.

Your bedroom.

And this bed too.

It's all great.

Which side did Astik sleep on?

-What? -You would sleep together, right?

-Sandhya, please. -Tell me?

Don't.

Because of you, Astik could never fall in love with me.

What are you on about?

I'm not an idiot, Akansha.

I get it all. Even after our marriage, Astik stayed away from me.

We didn't have one real conversation.

I never saw love for me in his eyes. Why?

Because you kept fulfilling his needs.

Stop.

Is that all you wanted to know?

He never cheated on you.

He wasn't like that.

We did love each other.

We really did.

And you'll never understand the feeling.

You're too narrow-minded, Sandhya.

I feel sorry for you.

I wish you could have discovered the real Astik.

Sometimes ages Sometimes a moment

Sometimes difficult Sometimes easy

Sometimes sulking Sometimes lying

Sometimes complete Sometimes broken

Sometimes a firefly Sometimes a star

Sometimes less Sometimes more

Life speaks sweetly

But it tastes bitter

Slowly, slowly, little by little

All the hopes shattered bit by bit

We are all so naive, we fail to understand

The circus of this life

Slowly, slowly, little by little

All the hopes shattered bit by bit

We are so naive, we fail to understand

-The circus of this life -Crazy, crazy, crazy

The monk wanders

Looking for diamonds in wasteland

Crazy, crazy, crazy

-The monk wanders -Had there been a spell to heal the pain

-Crazy, crazy, crazy -The mind is a puppet, a plaything

The monk wanders Leaving relations behind

I'm the dyer I'm the potter

I'm the hate I'm the love

The whole truth is in me

I'm the particle I'm the world

Will perform rebirth rites

Will burn our spirit

Flowers will bloom in the graveyard

Will do some magic like this

Slowly, slowly, little by little

All the hopes shattered bit by bit

We are so naive, we fail to understand

The circus of this life

Slowly, slowly, little by little

All the hopes shattered bit by bit

We are so naive, we fail to understand

The circus of this life

Crazy, crazy, crazy

The monk wanders

Looking for diamonds in the wasteland

Crazy, crazy, crazy

-The monk wanders -Tears are silver, pain is gold

Either a sunbeam or the darkness

-Crazy, crazy, crazy -The mind is a puppet, a plaything

The monk wanders

Leaving relations behind

Today marks the tenth day of mourning. Today Astik's soul becomes whole again.

On the thirteenth day,

Astik's soul will embark on a journey to heaven with his ancestors.

You can now immerse the holy offerings.

[chanting and praying]

Now, we tell Astik that for ten days,

"We arranged for food and water for you."

Now we pray to the almighty God that He guide his soul to heaven.

Alok, kindly liberate your brother.

Sandhya.

What happened?

I have forgiven Astik.

Now I feel like crying.

But I'm also feeling very hungry.

What? Stop it!

Spices,

mattresses, quilts. 3,084…

Sugar.

-Babaji. -What?

Did I mess something up?

No, child.

I was… just doing some accounting.

Here. Let me help you.

I'll read out the numbers. You can calculate.

Is this all for the wake?

Twenty kilos of rice… 1,160.

Fifteen kilos of clarified butter… 6,960.

Twelve kilos of lentils… 1,200.

Nawabi tent house… 6,080.

No, actually, 6,088.

There's a lot of money being spent.

You can go.

I'll manage the rest.

So, Mr. Arora. What do you think?

I have nothing to think about. You need to understand.

Nothing can be done. I've told you repeatedly.

We believe it's all in your hands.

If we need to gift you something, I'm sure my brother can take care of it.

So, Mr. Shivendra Giri, you've come here to betray your son's widow by bribing me?

We wanted to talk to you about something.

Yes, what is it?

Nazia, could you give us a moment?

Sure.

Bhai Sahab…

Listen. Wait.

Bhai Sahab, please, don't be so--

Don't you dare speak to me. What you did was very wrong.

I didn't do anything wrong. Isn't this what we came for?

Seriously? Why is he getting angry at me?

Make sure to remind Uncle.

Yes. Okay, I need to go.

I should not have listened to them.

I feel so humiliated.

Let it go.

But why let it go?

Tarun…

wanted me to bribe the agent.

If anyone finds out about it, I would die of shame.

-No one will find out. -What do you mean they won't find out?

Now it's done. Just let it go. Calm down.

You've stopped chanting these days. That's why you're losing your temper.

Astik is gone…

leaving us to handle all this chaos.

It'll all be fine. Trust me.

I have spoken to Sandhya.

Rashmi had approached me.

Listen to me calmly. She was saying that Aditya likes Sandhya.

So if we're okay with it, and…

And?

And if Sandhya wishes to…

Aditya is willing to marry her.

So…

You… went straight to Sandhya?

Yes, I'm worried for her future.

And how much…

did you ask for out of the five million?

Is this the path your guru ji advised to pay off our loans?

By colluding with Rashmi.

You also went to the insurance office out of desperation, right?

But it's okay.

If you can find another way, then do tell me.

But until then…

she is just meeting Aditya.

However, ultimately it's her choice.

Grandma, time for your exercise.

The right one.

Mom says…

One moment.

You intend to marry me.

Your cousin's widow?

Yes. She's right.

But why?

Because I like you.

Grandma!

Look. You don't have prior experience.

So let me tell you.

Getting married without love

feels like eating dessert…

before the meal is served.

You're in the food business. You must know this feeling, right?

Yes, but…

I have fallen in love with you.

So…

will you marry me?

What are you looking there for, Bhai Sahab?

Parchun and Alok hide here sometimes to sneak a smoke.

I've gotten the expensive bottle out for you.

Check your drink. Is the ratio correct?

It's perfect.

We're in the middle of mourning or else I would have congratulated you.

Congratulate me for what?

We just want what's best for Sandhya. That's all.

Of course. Fortunately, what's best for Sandhya is even better for you.

Aditya wants to start a restaurant?

Yes, that's what he hopes to do.

Now he wouldn't even need a loan.

I hope you and Shivendra are on the same page.

Don't fight over this later.

Shivendra Bhai Sahab is not easy to have an understanding with,

but… Rashmi and Usha have discussed it.

Anyway, it's only right that the money stays within the family.

-And Sandhya has agreed to it, right? -Yes. They've spoken to each other.

Now it's okay.

Have you lost your mind?

You agreed to marry Aditya?

-What? -You're in quite a rush?

-Who told you? -Everyone knows.

You could have at least asked me once.

He wants to marry me, Mom. Not you.

This is no time for mockery.

Don't be stupid.

He is not interested in you, but your insurance money.

To start up his restaurant.

You just never want to see me happy, do you?

Am I so worthless?

Will someone only love me if I have money?

Fine. Do what you want.

Now that you're such a grown-up.

I was just trying to look out for you.

-You're leaving tomorrow evening? -If you want, I can leave right now.

Come along, Nazia, I need help packing my bags.

Auntie, wait! I'm coming!

Bhabhi.

Yes, Alok.

Astik's laptop must be around here, right?

Yes, it's here.

It's probably of no use to you. So can I take it?

Yes, take it.

The charger is kept next to it. Take that as well.

Are you going tomorrow morning as well, for the rituals?

Tomorrow is the wake. I hope you remember that?

Everyone else seems to have forgotten about it.

They seem to be preparing for a celebration instead.

Bhabhi, why are you marrying him?

Bhabhi, please tell me. Why are you marrying him?

Because he loves me.

No.

You know he does not truly love you.

And… you also know who really does love you.

Alok… I'm your sister-in-law.

Alok…

What happened, Sandhya ji?

I need to discuss something with you.

Yes, I'm listening.

I think…

we should get to know each other very well before we get married.

Unless we get to know each other…

how can we fall in love?

Like, I don't even know what your favorite color is.

My favorite color is black. What's yours?

Blue.

[chanting and praying]

Put it in the fire.

Go ahead, Nazia.

We are quite open-minded about such things.

The rituals are complete now. Please offer your last offerings.

Grandma.

Grandma.

You know what I am about to do, don't you?

Fine, then. Listen.

You might be the first to meet Astik in heaven.

Please explain this to him, all right?

I was just waiting until the wake.

And, Grandma, these 13 days have turned my life upside down.

Everybody thought I had gone crazy.

But you know what?

When women become wise,

the world calls them mad.

Grandma, I have understood the one thing that matters most.

If I don't take charge of my life…

others will always make decisions for me.

Whether I like it or not.

So something needs to change, Grandma.

Son. What's wrong?

Now… Where are you off to?

-I am leaving. -What do you mean "leaving"?

What happened? Why did Aditya leave like that?

-He has refused to get married to Sandhya. -Why?

Sandhya is pregnant.

She is carrying Astik's child.

-Who said so? -Sandhya herself told Aditya.

Sandhya never said anything to me.

She has been visiting the doctor.

We should have cared enough to know.

With the mourning period going on, how could she tell us?

Give your blessings, Grandma.

I'll need it.

Take care of yourself, Grandma.

Ma, it's not possible. She can't be pregnant.

Aditi, don't interfere in adult matters.

Just a minute, Ma. I'm 100% sure about it.

How come?

I'm on my period. And yesterday, I ran out of sanitary pads.

So I asked Sandhya Bhabhi,

and she told me she was on her period too.

She had one packet left, but she still gave me two pads from it.

-You come with me outside. -Just listen to me.

Aditi.

Dad, I'm sure you understand.

If Sandhya Bhabhi was on her period, how could she be pregnant?

This is the result of letting her watch Pad Man.

Everyone thinks they're Superman now. Cinema has ruined this generation.

Let me go speak to Sandhya.

Nazia? Sandhya?

What happened?

Sandhya isn't in her room.

What is there to worry about it? She must be downstairs. Let's check.

What is it?

It's a letter from Sandhya.

Addressed to you.

Mother, your sorcery worked.

The evil eye has vanished. I'm leaving.

And I am not pregnant.

You should've seen Aditya's face when I told him I was.

He didn't love me.

I only lied to expose his lie.

You'd told me, Mother, that I am educated.

I can be self-dependent.

I am going to do just that.

Don't bother Dad. I'll call you once I reach my destination.

Usha.

Mother-in-law, I have a job interview tomorrow.

I'm leaving because the world is ready to decide what's best for women,

but nobody stops for a second to ask women.

Just like Astik has taken a new form in these 13 days,

I have also found a new lease on life.

I know whatever you did, you had my best interest at heart.

For that, I thank you.

Parchun, listen.

Where is Sandhya? She's not at home.

-I think she left with Nazia. -See if she went outside. Go check. Quick.

-Okay. -Hurry up.

I have left behind the insurance money for Babaji.

The cheque is under Grandma's pillow.

He doesn't say it, but I know he needs it more than I do.

Usha.

And, Amma, now I will earn a living as well.

Please let Babaji know that he need not worry about anything.

I will take care of him, just like Astik did.

Sandhya.

I didn't think you'd come.

Sorry. I troubled you a lot.

No, you didn't. It's okay.

Today, I'm not going to ask anything of you.

Instead I want to return something that's yours.

-Any luck? -We checked everywhere. No luck.

One minute, excuse me.

Alok…

Sharma Auntie's daughter must've sent you a friend request.

Accept it.

Make sure to type carefully on chat.

Your English is terrible.

You will now need a new teacher…

as I am leaving…

to look for a job.

And, yes, I am taking the laptop and charger.

I will need them now.

Where's my Pepsi?

I'm only kidding. Take care of yourself.

You too. Text me once you get there.

Yes, and I'll send you Parchun's number!

Give your heart away

Fulfill your wishes

These beautiful landscapes around you

They are all calling you

What will you say to your lovers?

Let your wishes be fulfilled

I will tell the whole world

Listen to my stories

What will you say to your lovers?

Let your wishes be fulfilled

I will tell the whole world

And it calls me…

-And it calls me… -Crazy

Crazy

Crazy

Crazy

Crazy

For many years

I've gathered my playfulness

My playfulness

Sometimes I fought with my heart And did it

Sometimes I did it for my heart

Yes, I did it

Give your heart away

Fulfill your wishes

These beautiful landscapes around you

They are all calling you

Give your heart away

Fulfill your wishes

These beautiful landscapes around you

They are all calling you

What will you say to your lovers?

Let your wishes be fulfilled

I will tell the whole world

Listen to my stories

What will you say to your lovers?

Let your wishes be fulfilled

I will tell the whole world

-And they call me… -Crazy

Crazy

Crazy

Crazy

Crazy

Crazy

Crazy

Crazy

Crazy

Crazy

Crazy

Crazy

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