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[Traffic humming outside]
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[Distant church bell tolling]
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[soft music]
♪ Can I take your hand?
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♪ Do you understand?
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♪ You found my heart broken
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♪ And you helped me
make it whole ♪
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[music brightens]
♪ I'm starting to feel
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♪ I found something real
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♪ The thought
of you fills me ♪
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♪ With a warmth
I've never known ♪
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[♪]
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♪ Hold
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♪ My heart...
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Floyd, I need you.
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Floyd, you're not still asleep
up there, are you?
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♪ Hold
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♪ Mm
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♪ My heart
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♪ Till it grows
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♪ Old
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♪ Our love stays the same
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♪ Through time's
endless change ♪
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♪ Ooh, I promise
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♪ From now till death
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♪ You'll never be alone
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♪ Hold
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[singers vocalizing
in harmony]
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♪ My heart
till it grows old ♪
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♪ Ooh
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♪ Say you'll
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♪ Love me
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♪ Say you'll hold me
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♪ Through the stormy weather
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♪ We'll be together
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♪ Always
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♪ Say
you ♪
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♪ Love me
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♪ Say
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♪ You'll hold me
through the stormy weather ♪
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♪ We'll be together
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♪ Always
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[harmonizing]
♪ Always
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♪ Hold, ooh
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♪ My heart
till it grows old ♪
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♪ Ooh,
hold ♪
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Mm.
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I could stay here forever.
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I am very open to that idea.
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This is all I need.
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[phone buzzing]
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[grunts]
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Oh, I have to...
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Yeah, absolutely.
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Speaks Farsi...
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Speaking Farsi...
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[tense music]
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Speaks Farsi...
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Speaking Farsi gently...
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Um...
Speaks Farsi...
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Speaking Farsi
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Speaks Farsi...
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Speaking Farsi...
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[speaks Farsi breathlessly]
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[♪]
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Everything okay?
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Family stuff.
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[♪]
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*NEW AMSTERDAM (2018)*
Season 03 Episode 04
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Episode Title: "This Is All I Need"
Aired on: March 23, 2021
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- You wanted to see me, sir?
- Whoa, prompt.
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Good, I like that. Already
demonstrating you've got what it takes.
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To do what, exactly?
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To take over Dr. Kapoor's
department.
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Dr. Agnes Kao, interim chair
of neurology.
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Sorry, I like to keep things
on the move.
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- We'll work on that.
- I can't take over
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- Dr. Kapoor's department.
- Why not?
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I just finished
my fellowship.
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I just took the boards.
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- So how'd you do?
- 99th percentile, but...
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- You're gonna be great.
- But...
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Behold, the king of cardiac,
the duke of hearts
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- returns to New Amsterdam.
- Stop.
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Sorry, it's too much?
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- Excuse me.
- I'm sorry.
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You need to find someone else
until Dr. Kapoor comes back.
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Someone qualified.
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You know, I'm trying to give
her her own department,
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- and she's playing hardball.
- Been there.
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What if I were just
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the interim-interim chair
of neurology?
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Would that make you
more comfortable?
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Only marginally.
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Sold. You got it.
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Now get out there,
and go get 'em, tiger.
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Yeah, how you holding up?
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Well, I'll take the fifth on
that, but at least I'm here.
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Well, I would love to be here
to witness
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- your triumphant return.
- But?
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I'm off to Connecticut.
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Assuming I survive rush hour
on the FDR
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and awkward silences with
Georgia's parents,
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I'm finally bringing home Luna.
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I can't wait to see the look
on her face
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- when she sees me again.
- That's great, Max.
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- What should I...
- Oh.
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Uh, see Helen for instructions
on your royal return.
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Got it.
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So, um...
where is he?
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He's out there.
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Got it, okay.
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- Good luck.
- Thank you.
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Linus Wilding?
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You Linus?
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Hi, how you doing?
I'm Dr. Frome.
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You can just call me Iggy.
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I didn't do anything wrong.
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No, I know.
I know that, I know.
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I'm just here to talk.
That's all.
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So, burning question.
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You ever run away before?
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- No?
- You ever wanted to?
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[soft music]
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Okay.
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So then I got to assume that
something big,
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something major happened,
right?
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To make you want to do it
now.
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And I know that this is hard to
talk about,
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but I have to ask...
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did somebody hurt you,
physically?
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I didn't run away, okay?
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My mom, she...
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she threw me out.
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Okay.
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Well, maybe you can help me
understand this, then.
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Why did she call the police and
file a missing persons report?
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[♪]
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Okay.
Hi.
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I'm so grateful you found
him, Dr. Frome.
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- I haven't slept in days.
- Yeah, I can only imagine.
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Um...
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did you manage to bring
the things I...
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Yes, everything
you asked for.
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Linus's birth certificate,
immunization forms,
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and recent school ID.
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Oh, great, thank you.
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Okay.
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Ms. Wilding, can you think
of any reason why
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there's confusion about the
events that led Linus to leave?
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Did you guys have a fight?
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- Anything?
- No.
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Four weeks ago,
I sent him off to camp,
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and he never came home.
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Okay.
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Okay.
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Okay, here's what I think
we should do:
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The three of us should
have a chat,
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maybe clear up any of this
confusion that's going on.
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- Absolutely.
- Okay.
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I think now would be
a good time.
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Are you okay with that?
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Linus.
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What's going on here?
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Well, I think your son
is feeling a little...
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I don't know who that is,
but that is definitely not my son.
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I'm...
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I'm fairly confident that is.
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He looks like my son,
Dr. Frome, I know.
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But they are not the same.
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No, that boy is an imposter.
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A mother knows.
A mother can tell.
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That's not my son.
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[mysterious music]
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[♪]
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- There he is, in the flesh.
- Good to see you, Max.
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- No place I'd rather be.
- [chuckles]
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Hey. Calvin.
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I hope your drive wasn't
too bad.
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Yeah, it was okay.
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We've got Luna's stuff all
packed up, ready to go.
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Oh, that's very sweet.
Thank you, thank you, Gwen.
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Where is she hiding?
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Oh, she's just
in the living room,
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- playing.
- Oh, great.
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Please say you'll stay
for lunch.
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I'm perfecting
my bread machine.
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No, I couldn't...
Couldn't say no to that.
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Of course.
I, um...
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I would love that.
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All this one-on-one time
with her was priceless.
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Luna!
Guess who's here.
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[plays notes on toy piano]
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Luna!
Dada's here.
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[continues playing notes]
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[solemn ambient music]
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[♪]
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Hammond Sims, 25-year-old
male, possible kidney stones.
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More like boulders.
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You'll be all right, brother.
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How long have you had
this pain for?
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It's been a minute.
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Thought to come in
when it first hit...
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[groans]
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But the nightclub got wiped out
by the 'rona.
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No health insurance.
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Oh, yeah, you and half
the city.
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[groans]
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Oh, snap.
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Okay, okay, we're gonna get
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- you dialed in...
- Get away from me!
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[growls]
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Stop!
No, stop!
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Guy's on K2!
Call security!
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- Ahh!
- Casey!
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I will kill you!
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[screams]
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I see you!
I see you all!
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[intense music]
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[♪]
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I see you all!
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Brunstetter's in surgery.
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Fractured ocular orbit.
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That guy just snapped.
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I knew he was on something
when we admitted him.
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I should've paged security
right then.
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No, it's on me.
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I should've gotten there
faster or been closer...
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Hey.
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This is not your fault.
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Or yours or yours.
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How many of us have been
attacked while on the job?
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Assaulted...
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slapped, bit, kicked, clawed.
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Come on.
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How many of you feel unsafe
working here?
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They said they were gonna
install metal detectors.
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I heard
more security cameras.
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Yeah, we keep waiting for
someone else to protect us.
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And now one of our own.
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We all deserve to feel safe.
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And today, I am gonna
make that happen.
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- Incoming!
- Oh, got another one.
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Here we go.
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No, no,
flight 117 isn't gonna work
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because I need
to leave New York now
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to get there in time.
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Yes, I appreciate
it's short notice, ma'am,
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but that's partly due
to the fact
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that I waited 45 minutes
to talk to you.
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[knocking]
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I'm back and reporting
for duty.
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Yeah, yes, I'll gladly hold
one more time.
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Wait, you're back...
like, here?
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Max didn't tell you
I was starting today?
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No,
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which is odd,
because he's usually so great
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about communicating
important information.
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Did he say
what I was supposed to do?
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He said you have instructions
for my royal re... [sighs]
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Why don't I just pop
up to cardio and jump in
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where they need me?
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Sounds great, thank you.
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Is everything good with you?
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I'm just trying to book
a last-minute flight to Iran,
265
00:12:10,005 --> 00:12:11,118
but no one's willing to help,
so...
266
00:12:11,202 --> 00:12:12,337
Iran?
267
00:12:12,422 --> 00:12:13,811
It's my brother.
268
00:12:15,957 --> 00:12:19,290
Yes, n...
Yes, I'm here.
269
00:12:19,922 --> 00:12:22,072
No. No, no, no, no, no, no.
270
00:12:22,157 --> 00:12:24,899
A layover isn't going to work
because it's time sensitive.
271
00:12:26,226 --> 00:12:28,362
Sorry, can I speak to
your supervisor, please?
272
00:12:29,087 --> 00:12:30,548
God, she's so big.
273
00:12:30,633 --> 00:12:31,835
[laughs]
274
00:12:31,920 --> 00:12:34,845
- And she uses a fork.
- She's like a real person.
275
00:12:34,930 --> 00:12:36,594
When you see the floor
after she's done,
276
00:12:36,678 --> 00:12:38,508
- it won't seem as impressive.
- [laughs]
277
00:12:38,593 --> 00:12:39,688
What about peas?
278
00:12:39,773 --> 00:12:41,775
She used to love peas
for lunch.
279
00:12:41,860 --> 00:12:44,123
Dada misses seeing you chomp
on those peas...
280
00:12:44,207 --> 00:12:46,038
- [chomping]
- Mm.
281
00:12:46,122 --> 00:12:47,360
- Yeah...
- What?
282
00:12:47,445 --> 00:12:51,129
Luna's perhaps not as much of
a pea aficionado these days.
283
00:12:51,214 --> 00:12:54,133
- No, she hates them.
- Truly.
284
00:12:54,217 --> 00:12:56,938
- Really?
- That's new.
285
00:12:57,070 --> 00:13:00,686
[soft music]
286
00:13:00,833 --> 00:13:04,013
Anyway, what she really loves
is sausage.
287
00:13:04,097 --> 00:13:06,406
- Sausage? No.
- Yeah.
288
00:13:06,718 --> 00:13:09,191
- Gwen, show him the thing.
- Yeah.
289
00:13:09,276 --> 00:13:13,631
♪ Sausage, sausage,
sausage, sa... ♪
290
00:13:13,715 --> 00:13:14,850
[laughs]
291
00:13:14,934 --> 00:13:17,853
♪ Sausage, sausage, boop!
Boo-do-do ♪
292
00:13:17,937 --> 00:13:20,196
- Wow!
- [laughs]
293
00:13:21,941 --> 00:13:23,189
[chuckles softly]
294
00:13:23,274 --> 00:13:27,424
[♪]
295
00:13:34,997 --> 00:13:37,568
There's nothing wrong
with me. I feel fine.
296
00:13:37,652 --> 00:13:40,832
I know you do,
but I'd like to run some tests, okay?
297
00:13:41,064 --> 00:13:42,251
You don't understand.
298
00:13:42,336 --> 00:13:45,540
He was supposed to come home
from camp, and he never did.
299
00:13:46,748 --> 00:13:48,274
Doesn't make any sense.
300
00:13:48,358 --> 00:13:50,363
And then that other kid
just shows up,
301
00:13:50,447 --> 00:13:52,540
claiming to be my son.
302
00:13:52,624 --> 00:13:56,469
Yana, I need you to take
a deep breath and hold it.
303
00:13:59,369 --> 00:14:02,459
[machine whirring]
304
00:14:05,218 --> 00:14:06,788
And exhale.
305
00:14:06,873 --> 00:14:08,875
Doing great, Yana.
Good job.
306
00:14:10,345 --> 00:14:12,043
So scary.
307
00:14:13,688 --> 00:14:18,079
This random person trying to
convince me he's my son.
308
00:14:19,118 --> 00:14:20,729
Pretending.
309
00:14:22,579 --> 00:14:24,267
You're sure they're related?
310
00:14:24,351 --> 00:14:25,790
Yes, I'm sure.
I checked.
311
00:14:25,875 --> 00:14:27,836
Linus is definitely her son.
312
00:14:28,256 --> 00:14:30,719
There's gotta be
a better explanation.
313
00:14:33,055 --> 00:14:34,555
There is.
314
00:14:34,821 --> 00:14:37,149
[suspenseful music]
315
00:14:37,233 --> 00:14:40,212
[♪]
316
00:14:40,410 --> 00:14:43,416
So, you won't believe how
fast HCC works
317
00:14:43,500 --> 00:14:44,722
when you threaten
to call the media.
318
00:14:44,806 --> 00:14:46,506
We're getting new
security cameras.
319
00:14:46,590 --> 00:14:49,292
Better. They finally agreed
to cough up some cash
320
00:14:49,376 --> 00:14:52,251
for actual security
around here.
321
00:14:52,335 --> 00:14:53,731
[clears throat]
Excuse me.
322
00:14:53,815 --> 00:14:54,993
Is there a Dr. Bloom?
323
00:14:55,077 --> 00:14:56,255
Ta-da.
324
00:14:56,339 --> 00:14:57,971
Yes, officers.
Welcome.
325
00:14:58,056 --> 00:15:01,346
Thinking we would plant
you here, there,
326
00:15:01,431 --> 00:15:03,349
and how 'bout over there?
327
00:15:03,433 --> 00:15:05,917
[upbeat percussive music]
328
00:15:06,001 --> 00:15:08,790
Private hospitals have had cops
in the ED for years.
329
00:15:08,874 --> 00:15:10,440
About time we got our own.
330
00:15:10,525 --> 00:15:12,529
Problem solved.
331
00:15:15,984 --> 00:15:18,250
Speaking Spanish...
332
00:15:18,405 --> 00:15:21,408
[♪]
333
00:15:25,476 --> 00:15:26,611
[sighs]
334
00:15:26,796 --> 00:15:27,881
Put me in, coach.
335
00:15:27,966 --> 00:15:29,473
Floyd, hey!
So great to see you.
336
00:15:29,558 --> 00:15:31,037
We just heard you were
coming back.
337
00:15:32,057 --> 00:15:34,802
- Just heard, like...
- Ten minutes ago?
338
00:15:34,887 --> 00:15:36,964
Hm.
Should've seen that coming.
339
00:15:37,049 --> 00:15:38,939
Max isn't great
with communication.
340
00:15:39,024 --> 00:15:41,409
Yeah, so I hear.
Well, sorry to surprise you,
341
00:15:41,494 --> 00:15:44,815
but I am back, I'm here,
I'm ready for action, and, uh,
342
00:15:44,900 --> 00:15:46,211
yeah, just put me wherever
you want.
343
00:15:46,295 --> 00:15:47,707
I'll do
that triple valve replacement.
344
00:15:47,791 --> 00:15:49,518
Oh, Alvarez is already
on that one.
345
00:15:49,602 --> 00:15:50,606
Oh, okay, well.
346
00:15:50,690 --> 00:15:52,189
Can't expect to start
at the top.
347
00:15:53,096 --> 00:15:55,925
What about the aortic valve
replacement in OR 2?
348
00:15:56,010 --> 00:15:57,309
That's you.
349
00:15:57,393 --> 00:15:59,456
[laughs]
It's been crazy around here.
350
00:15:59,541 --> 00:16:01,401
COVID cut
our elective surgeries in half.
351
00:16:01,486 --> 00:16:04,707
Wow, okay.
Um, hell, I'll do anything.
352
00:16:04,791 --> 00:16:06,535
What about the
mediastinal node biopsy?
353
00:16:06,619 --> 00:16:09,127
Okay, I know how
this looks...
354
00:16:10,847 --> 00:16:12,235
Duke, wow.
355
00:16:12,360 --> 00:16:14,060
Well, Duke,
he's still a resident.
356
00:16:14,145 --> 00:16:16,629
- I could supervise.
- Already assigned.
357
00:16:16,744 --> 00:16:18,311
Wow.
358
00:16:19,458 --> 00:16:21,917
Hey, go set up your office,
359
00:16:22,002 --> 00:16:23,596
and I'll page you
if something comes up.
360
00:16:23,788 --> 00:16:26,356
I don't really have
an office.
361
00:16:29,251 --> 00:16:31,038
No, it's on reserve.
362
00:16:31,122 --> 00:16:32,892
They're just waiting
on the visa.
363
00:16:33,385 --> 00:16:34,781
Well, couldn't you...
364
00:16:35,353 --> 00:16:38,611
Y... okay, yes, I understand.
365
00:16:39,161 --> 00:16:42,117
Yeah.
Yes, I'll have my phone on.
366
00:16:43,677 --> 00:16:45,172
Hey.
367
00:16:45,571 --> 00:16:47,185
Just wanted to check in on you
368
00:16:47,269 --> 00:16:48,925
after that phone call
this morning.
369
00:16:49,009 --> 00:16:50,422
It's fine.
370
00:16:51,265 --> 00:16:53,226
I didn't know you spoke
Farsi.
371
00:16:53,412 --> 00:16:54,961
Well, I do.
372
00:16:56,342 --> 00:16:58,782
I don't know what's going on,
but I'm here.
373
00:16:59,069 --> 00:17:00,244
Let me help.
374
00:17:01,541 --> 00:17:04,457
I need an immigration lawyer,
not a trauma surgeon.
375
00:17:05,550 --> 00:17:08,173
Well, I definitely didn't
come here to make things worse.
376
00:17:08,258 --> 00:17:11,079
I've spent this day wrangling
travel agents and visas,
377
00:17:11,164 --> 00:17:12,949
and it's been nothing short
of a bureaucratic nightmare.
378
00:17:13,033 --> 00:17:15,648
I'm barely holding it together.
379
00:17:15,732 --> 00:17:19,217
So I'm sorry, but I really
don't want to talk about it...
380
00:17:19,492 --> 00:17:22,220
[tense music]
381
00:17:22,304 --> 00:17:24,222
[♪]
382
00:17:24,306 --> 00:17:25,547
With anyone.
383
00:17:25,742 --> 00:17:27,657
[phone dings]
384
00:17:29,615 --> 00:17:31,532
Best immigration lawyer
in Manhattan.
385
00:17:31,742 --> 00:17:33,970
[music softens]
386
00:17:34,054 --> 00:17:37,409
[♪]
387
00:17:37,750 --> 00:17:41,630
"The dear deer dart
and play,
388
00:17:41,714 --> 00:17:44,407
while the crow crows
the night away."
389
00:17:44,492 --> 00:17:45,330
Sorry to interrupt.
390
00:17:45,414 --> 00:17:47,070
Cal, do you think you could
help get her
391
00:17:47,154 --> 00:17:48,354
in the car real quick with me?
392
00:17:53,030 --> 00:17:54,643
Come on, Luna.
393
00:17:54,727 --> 00:17:56,774
We're gonna see Grampy
and Grammy real soon.
394
00:17:58,557 --> 00:18:00,214
I mean, maybe stay
another few minutes.
395
00:18:00,298 --> 00:18:01,650
I think she just needs a nap.
396
00:18:01,734 --> 00:18:03,957
Yeah, I know. I just think
I need to get her home.
397
00:18:04,041 --> 00:18:06,565
Okay.
All righty.
398
00:18:09,002 --> 00:18:10,572
Oof.
399
00:18:10,656 --> 00:18:12,008
All right.
Thank you, Cal.
400
00:18:12,092 --> 00:18:14,141
No go.
No go!
401
00:18:14,225 --> 00:18:15,969
Mama here.
402
00:18:16,053 --> 00:18:18,972
[somber music]
403
00:18:19,056 --> 00:18:25,932
[♪]
404
00:18:27,369 --> 00:18:30,940
We found small lesions
in your mother's brain.
405
00:18:31,164 --> 00:18:34,472
And they are the reason why
she has been so confused.
406
00:18:36,291 --> 00:18:37,901
Okay.
407
00:18:38,597 --> 00:18:41,485
It's a rare
misidentification disorder
408
00:18:41,570 --> 00:18:43,746
known as Capgras syndrome.
409
00:18:47,211 --> 00:18:49,869
But what does that even mean?
410
00:18:50,000 --> 00:18:54,007
Well, it's like her brain's
facial recognition system
411
00:18:54,091 --> 00:18:56,032
has been rewired.
412
00:18:56,485 --> 00:18:58,403
And the emotional ties
that she should feel
413
00:18:58,487 --> 00:19:02,015
when she looks at you are lost.
414
00:19:02,161 --> 00:19:03,380
She doesn't feel them.
415
00:19:05,581 --> 00:19:08,584
She thinks
you're an imposter.
416
00:19:10,194 --> 00:19:11,764
But... but I'm not.
417
00:19:11,848 --> 00:19:13,244
I mean, I'm me.
418
00:19:13,328 --> 00:19:16,247
She was fine when I went
to camp, and...
419
00:19:16,331 --> 00:19:17,857
[stammers wordlessly]
420
00:19:17,941 --> 00:19:21,556
I don't understand
what's happening.
421
00:19:21,640 --> 00:19:23,689
If the lesions were
in a different spot,
422
00:19:23,773 --> 00:19:26,387
maybe we could do surgery,
but in your mother's case,
423
00:19:26,471 --> 00:19:28,038
it's not an option.
424
00:19:30,127 --> 00:19:33,805
Well, there's gotta be some
medicine she can take, right?
425
00:19:34,827 --> 00:19:37,659
Yeah, I've already
prescribed it,
426
00:19:37,743 --> 00:19:41,356
but the meds will only stop her
symptoms from getting worse.
427
00:19:42,647 --> 00:19:44,032
Uh...
428
00:19:44,117 --> 00:19:47,891
Linus, there's no easy way
to say this.
429
00:19:48,813 --> 00:19:51,685
Your mother is never going
to recognize you again.
430
00:19:54,844 --> 00:19:56,797
Her condition is permanent.
431
00:19:57,633 --> 00:20:00,703
So she's never
gonna know who I am?
432
00:20:01,266 --> 00:20:03,859
[heartbreaking piano music]
433
00:20:03,943 --> 00:20:05,664
[♪]
434
00:20:05,947 --> 00:20:07,461
I am so sorry.
435
00:20:07,742 --> 00:20:09,995
But... but she's my mom.
436
00:20:10,227 --> 00:20:13,391
I mean, I don't have
anyone else who...
437
00:20:13,475 --> 00:20:15,860
well, what am I supposed to do?
Where...
438
00:20:16,240 --> 00:20:18,742
Where will I go?
She's my mom.
439
00:20:18,852 --> 00:20:25,394
[♪]
440
00:20:25,487 --> 00:20:28,533
[indistinct,
overlapping voices]
441
00:20:30,055 --> 00:20:31,883
Okay.
442
00:20:32,486 --> 00:20:35,782
Where are we on the pain scale
now, big guy?
443
00:20:35,875 --> 00:20:37,370
[groans]
444
00:20:37,455 --> 00:20:39,112
Seven.
445
00:20:39,196 --> 00:20:40,592
That's better.
446
00:20:40,676 --> 00:20:42,407
Zero would be better.
447
00:20:42,492 --> 00:20:44,465
Let's up his morphine
2 milligrams.
448
00:20:44,549 --> 00:20:46,902
[grimaces]
449
00:20:46,986 --> 00:20:49,165
These kidney stones
ain't no joke.
450
00:20:49,249 --> 00:20:51,559
Don't worry, it'll pass.
451
00:20:51,643 --> 00:20:53,863
Get it?
"Pass."
452
00:20:55,821 --> 00:20:58,084
Come on.
It's funny because it's true.
453
00:20:59,651 --> 00:21:02,309
What? Nothing?
Wow.
454
00:21:02,393 --> 00:21:04,137
Tough crowd.
455
00:21:04,221 --> 00:21:05,440
Can we talk?
456
00:21:12,055 --> 00:21:13,143
What's going on?
457
00:21:16,363 --> 00:21:17,672
It's the cops.
458
00:21:17,756 --> 00:21:19,867
But they're here for us.
459
00:21:20,498 --> 00:21:22,021
To keep us safe.
460
00:21:25,721 --> 00:21:27,900
You know what I see?
461
00:21:27,984 --> 00:21:30,598
I see the people
who've been stopping me
462
00:21:30,682 --> 00:21:31,947
since I was 12 years old,
463
00:21:32,031 --> 00:21:34,167
making me sit on curbs
and face walls.
464
00:21:34,251 --> 00:21:37,344
I got handcuffed coming home
from work one day in my scrubs.
465
00:21:37,428 --> 00:21:38,650
[emphatically] In my scrubs.
466
00:21:38,734 --> 00:21:40,913
Casey, come on.
You know that I would never...
467
00:21:40,997 --> 00:21:42,915
Ask Weber and ask Mariana,
Lauren.
468
00:21:42,999 --> 00:21:44,438
We all got stories.
469
00:21:44,522 --> 00:21:45,787
Hell, why don't you ask
your little friend
470
00:21:45,871 --> 00:21:47,702
who's always up in here
using our showers?
471
00:21:47,786 --> 00:21:49,008
Yeah.
472
00:21:49,092 --> 00:21:50,488
I noticed.
473
00:21:50,572 --> 00:21:52,315
Ask her if she feels
any safer
474
00:21:52,399 --> 00:21:53,491
with all these cops
hanging around
475
00:21:53,575 --> 00:21:54,622
watching everything she does.
476
00:21:54,706 --> 00:21:55,971
Okay. Right.
477
00:21:56,055 --> 00:21:58,462
So what are we supposed
to do next time
478
00:21:58,555 --> 00:22:00,280
there's another assault, huh?
479
00:22:00,364 --> 00:22:01,803
Brunstetter's still upstairs
480
00:22:01,887 --> 00:22:03,457
getting his eye socket
repaired.
481
00:22:03,541 --> 00:22:04,806
You think he'd want
them gone?
482
00:22:04,890 --> 00:22:06,504
You think cops make
trans people feel safe?
483
00:22:06,588 --> 00:22:08,506
Casey, I'm not blind, okay?
484
00:22:08,590 --> 00:22:10,203
I know that there
are bad cops...
485
00:22:10,287 --> 00:22:12,379
You didn't just try to "not
all cops" me now, did you?
486
00:22:12,463 --> 00:22:14,381
But it's not all cops.
487
00:22:14,465 --> 00:22:15,513
And you know that.
488
00:22:15,597 --> 00:22:17,515
- And we need them here.
- "We"?
489
00:22:17,599 --> 00:22:19,212
Tell me who's "we."
490
00:22:19,296 --> 00:22:21,693
Because the undocumented,
they're gonna stay away.
491
00:22:21,777 --> 00:22:24,043
The homeless,
they're gonna stay away, too.
492
00:22:24,127 --> 00:22:25,958
And what about the next patient
who comes in here
493
00:22:26,042 --> 00:22:27,263
under the influence?
494
00:22:27,347 --> 00:22:29,178
You suddenly want these cops
feeling compelled
495
00:22:29,262 --> 00:22:31,224
to make arrests because, hell,
they're already here?
496
00:22:31,308 --> 00:22:33,618
[scoffs sarcastically]
What could possibly go wrong?
497
00:22:33,702 --> 00:22:37,056
[tense music]
498
00:22:37,140 --> 00:22:42,841
[♪]
499
00:22:44,974 --> 00:22:48,110
They're not making us feel
any safer, Lauren.
500
00:22:48,194 --> 00:22:50,632
It's just a different kind
of unsafe.
501
00:23:01,293 --> 00:23:04,734
[soft music]
502
00:23:05,342 --> 00:23:11,914
[♪]
503
00:23:42,792 --> 00:23:47,757
[♪]
504
00:23:48,340 --> 00:23:50,432
Got a diaphragmatic repair.
505
00:23:50,516 --> 00:23:52,260
40-year-old model rocket
enthusiast
506
00:23:52,344 --> 00:23:53,609
ironically failed to launch.
507
00:23:53,693 --> 00:23:55,916
I'll need an OR.
Oh, and another set of hands.
508
00:23:56,000 --> 00:23:58,005
Right in here,
but we're short staffed.
509
00:23:58,089 --> 00:23:59,484
I'm available.
510
00:23:59,568 --> 00:24:00,572
Who are you?
511
00:24:00,656 --> 00:24:02,153
Floyd Reynolds,
cardiothoracic.
512
00:24:02,238 --> 00:24:03,967
Ever worked
a diaphragm before?
513
00:24:04,051 --> 00:24:05,577
Once or twice.
514
00:24:05,661 --> 00:24:08,493
[upbeat percussive music]
515
00:24:08,577 --> 00:24:12,454
[♪]
516
00:24:12,538 --> 00:24:16,371
And we have liftoff.
517
00:24:16,455 --> 00:24:17,633
Diaphragm is exposed.
518
00:24:17,717 --> 00:24:19,940
Oof, rocket did some damage.
519
00:24:20,024 --> 00:24:21,985
Yeah,
one small step for mankind,
520
00:24:22,069 --> 00:24:24,770
one huge abdominal tear
for James Feller.
521
00:24:24,854 --> 00:24:26,424
Biological mesh.
522
00:24:26,508 --> 00:24:28,470
You know, a monofilament
mattress suture
523
00:24:28,554 --> 00:24:29,819
might work better.
524
00:24:29,903 --> 00:24:31,429
Mesh will provide
a tension-free closure.
525
00:24:31,513 --> 00:24:32,822
Yeah, but why not close it
526
00:24:32,906 --> 00:24:35,694
without introducing
a foreign object, you know?
527
00:24:35,778 --> 00:24:36,957
Because the uneven edges
528
00:24:37,041 --> 00:24:39,176
of the monofilament closure
would pucker.
529
00:24:39,260 --> 00:24:41,613
Eh, sutures could be laid
down to minimize it.
530
00:24:41,697 --> 00:24:43,659
- I'm sorry, Doctor...?
- Reynolds.
531
00:24:43,743 --> 00:24:45,269
Dr. Reynolds was chair
of cardiothoracic...
532
00:24:45,353 --> 00:24:46,749
Oh, it's fine, Kat.
533
00:24:46,833 --> 00:24:48,446
Chair or no chair, I asked
for another set of hands,
534
00:24:48,530 --> 00:24:49,447
not a second opinion.
535
00:24:49,531 --> 00:24:51,797
[device beeping steadily]
536
00:24:51,881 --> 00:24:53,538
This is my OR,
and surgeries will be done
537
00:24:53,622 --> 00:24:54,800
the way I want them.
538
00:24:54,884 --> 00:24:57,017
Now, you can either
get on board or get out.
539
00:25:00,107 --> 00:25:02,112
On board it is.
540
00:25:02,196 --> 00:25:03,461
Mesh.
541
00:25:03,545 --> 00:25:05,624
No, it's above and beyond.
Truly.
542
00:25:05,709 --> 00:25:07,160
Thank you.
543
00:25:07,268 --> 00:25:08,573
Okay, you too.
Buh-bye.
544
00:25:10,944 --> 00:25:13,471
Okay, so Linus's cousin in Ohio
545
00:25:13,555 --> 00:25:15,299
is going to take him in
permanently.
546
00:25:15,383 --> 00:25:16,953
That's good news, right?
547
00:25:17,037 --> 00:25:20,628
It's better than foster care.
That's true.
548
00:25:20,910 --> 00:25:23,826
Or worse yet,
a runaway shelter.
549
00:25:26,220 --> 00:25:28,965
Oh, man.
550
00:25:29,049 --> 00:25:31,098
So what's wrong?
551
00:25:31,182 --> 00:25:32,664
It's Yana.
552
00:25:32,748 --> 00:25:33,839
I can't stop thinking
about Yana.
553
00:25:33,923 --> 00:25:35,319
I mean, she's still convinced
554
00:25:35,403 --> 00:25:37,843
that her son is out there
somewhere, right?
555
00:25:37,927 --> 00:25:39,323
And she's never gonna stop
looking for him,
556
00:25:39,407 --> 00:25:41,325
and we will never be able to
convince her of the truth.
557
00:25:41,409 --> 00:25:42,863
That's just facts.
558
00:25:42,948 --> 00:25:44,645
It's all just so...
559
00:25:50,984 --> 00:25:52,116
What?
560
00:25:52,718 --> 00:25:53,983
What?
561
00:25:54,068 --> 00:25:55,333
You're looking at me.
562
00:25:55,620 --> 00:25:57,253
Oh, yeah.
563
00:25:57,338 --> 00:25:58,690
[laughs]
564
00:25:58,861 --> 00:26:00,123
Yeah, I think this is usually
the time
565
00:26:00,207 --> 00:26:01,563
when Vijay says
something profound
566
00:26:01,647 --> 00:26:04,000
and gives me like a...
a good idea.
567
00:26:04,084 --> 00:26:05,614
Well, I don't know
what to say!
568
00:26:05,699 --> 00:26:07,044
Just try something.
Throw it at me.
569
00:26:07,128 --> 00:26:07,840
Try what?
570
00:26:07,925 --> 00:26:09,179
Yana thinks that Linus is
an imposter,
571
00:26:09,263 --> 00:26:11,051
and you'll never be able to
convince her that he isn't.
572
00:26:11,135 --> 00:26:11,933
I just said that.
573
00:26:12,018 --> 00:26:13,098
Just like you'll never be
able to convince me
574
00:26:13,182 --> 00:26:14,480
that I can fill
Dr. Kapoor's shoes.
575
00:26:14,551 --> 00:26:16,110
These are facts!
576
00:26:16,195 --> 00:26:17,286
I can't do this,
577
00:26:17,371 --> 00:26:19,202
and Linus may as well be dead.
578
00:26:19,286 --> 00:26:22,031
So no, I don't know
what to say.
579
00:26:22,115 --> 00:26:24,338
That's...
580
00:26:24,422 --> 00:26:25,818
that's genius.
581
00:26:25,902 --> 00:26:27,515
What is?
582
00:26:27,599 --> 00:26:28,707
Therapeutic fibbing.
583
00:26:28,762 --> 00:26:30,767
That is a great success
in similar syndromes.
584
00:26:30,851 --> 00:26:33,770
[gentle music]
585
00:26:33,854 --> 00:26:35,119
Wait, no.
586
00:26:35,203 --> 00:26:37,469
You want to tell her that
her son is dead?
587
00:26:37,841 --> 00:26:39,542
I didn't mean that literally.
588
00:26:39,627 --> 00:26:40,894
Look, all she wants
is a way to move on.
589
00:26:40,978 --> 00:26:42,533
Right?
A way to get on with her life.
590
00:26:42,618 --> 00:26:44,809
Oh, what about Linus?
591
00:26:44,893 --> 00:26:47,768
He lost his mom, and he knows
that she's not dead.
592
00:26:47,852 --> 00:26:49,684
Yeah, he's looking
for a relationship with her.
593
00:26:49,768 --> 00:26:52,383
He's looking for a connection.
That's it, so...
594
00:26:52,840 --> 00:26:54,320
why don't we give him one?
595
00:26:58,515 --> 00:26:59,824
One of you took it!
596
00:26:59,908 --> 00:27:01,463
Hey.
597
00:27:02,049 --> 00:27:03,440
Thanks for getting rid
of those cops.
598
00:27:03,524 --> 00:27:05,494
Yeah, yeah.
Back to covering our own butts.
599
00:27:05,596 --> 00:27:07,962
- Give it back!
- And right on cue.
600
00:27:08,047 --> 00:27:10,236
It's my phone.
I know you took it!
601
00:27:10,321 --> 00:27:12,270
- And I want it back.
- Sir, can you just...?
602
00:27:12,355 --> 00:27:13,372
But sir... sir!
603
00:27:13,457 --> 00:27:14,970
You told us you left your phone
at the bar.
604
00:27:15,054 --> 00:27:16,406
- Not true.
- Everyone stay back.
605
00:27:16,490 --> 00:27:18,190
- Where's my phone?
- No, Casey, I mean it.
606
00:27:18,274 --> 00:27:20,279
If anyone else is getting hurt
today, it's gonna be me.
607
00:27:20,363 --> 00:27:21,454
Think you can just
hold me here?
608
00:27:21,538 --> 00:27:22,891
Sir, sir.
I need you to look at me.
609
00:27:22,975 --> 00:27:24,631
We're gonna get you
sobered up,
610
00:27:24,715 --> 00:27:25,981
and we're gonna get you
out of here.
611
00:27:26,065 --> 00:27:27,678
But right now, I need you
to return to your bed.
612
00:27:27,762 --> 00:27:29,549
I do not need to sober up.
613
00:27:29,633 --> 00:27:31,638
What I need is my damn phone.
614
00:27:31,722 --> 00:27:33,336
No, you need to return
to your bed.
615
00:27:33,420 --> 00:27:34,815
Can you do that for me?
616
00:27:34,899 --> 00:27:36,992
I'm not getting back
in that stupid bed.
617
00:27:37,076 --> 00:27:38,123
And you can't make me.
618
00:27:38,207 --> 00:27:39,951
This is my ED.
619
00:27:40,035 --> 00:27:41,387
I make the rules.
620
00:27:41,471 --> 00:27:44,561
Now put your damn mask on,
and get back in your bed!
621
00:27:46,650 --> 00:27:49,526
[percussive music building]
622
00:27:49,610 --> 00:27:54,879
[♪]
623
00:27:54,963 --> 00:27:56,747
[music stops]
624
00:28:00,403 --> 00:28:03,322
[peppy percussive music]
625
00:28:03,406 --> 00:28:04,845
[sighs]
626
00:28:04,929 --> 00:28:08,110
I bet this whole "I'm a tank"
thing you got going on
627
00:28:08,194 --> 00:28:11,069
comes in pretty handy when you
mess up someone's drink.
628
00:28:11,153 --> 00:28:14,116
Actually, I was a bouncer.
629
00:28:14,200 --> 00:28:16,637
Not sure how I missed that.
630
00:28:30,433 --> 00:28:32,003
Thank you for the lawyer.
631
00:28:32,087 --> 00:28:33,654
Did she help?
632
00:28:35,569 --> 00:28:36,961
It was too late.
633
00:28:42,237 --> 00:28:44,109
My brother died.
634
00:28:47,537 --> 00:28:49,061
Half-brother.
635
00:28:51,933 --> 00:28:55,592
We weren't close,
but...
636
00:28:55,676 --> 00:28:58,682
I mean, I wanted to be,
I just...
637
00:28:58,766 --> 00:29:01,073
I just thought
that I had time.
638
00:29:03,466 --> 00:29:05,036
According to Islam,
639
00:29:05,120 --> 00:29:08,170
he needed to be buried
before the next sundown.
640
00:29:08,254 --> 00:29:10,082
But I ran out of time.
641
00:29:12,388 --> 00:29:15,307
[voice breaking] I keep...
642
00:29:15,391 --> 00:29:17,132
I keep running out of time.
643
00:29:19,874 --> 00:29:24,705
And I... I nearly got there,
but then my visa...
644
00:29:26,315 --> 00:29:27,406
What does it matter?
645
00:29:27,490 --> 00:29:30,235
I don't want to make excuses
anymore.
646
00:29:30,319 --> 00:29:32,281
About him...
647
00:29:32,365 --> 00:29:34,149
about you.
648
00:29:42,026 --> 00:29:44,028
What was your brother's name?
649
00:29:46,683 --> 00:29:49,385
[sobs softly]
Farhad.
650
00:29:49,469 --> 00:29:52,388
[tender music]
651
00:29:52,472 --> 00:29:59,566
[♪]
652
00:30:04,353 --> 00:30:05,792
Sorry.
653
00:30:05,876 --> 00:30:08,575
We haven't visited since...
654
00:30:11,186 --> 00:30:12,753
Since the funeral.
655
00:30:17,149 --> 00:30:18,979
[chuckles sadly]
656
00:30:19,063 --> 00:30:21,417
She just thinks
we're at the park.
657
00:30:21,501 --> 00:30:24,463
She doesn't realize...
658
00:30:24,547 --> 00:30:26,201
"Mama here."
659
00:30:30,249 --> 00:30:32,210
I want to do the right thing,
but I...
660
00:30:32,294 --> 00:30:33,991
I don't know what that is.
661
00:30:39,606 --> 00:30:43,178
I love her so much.
I just don't know...
662
00:30:43,262 --> 00:30:46,224
if I'm enough...
663
00:30:46,308 --> 00:30:47,831
without you.
664
00:30:53,185 --> 00:30:56,318
I don't know if
I'm ever gonna be enough.
665
00:31:06,565 --> 00:31:07,694
Hi.
666
00:31:07,779 --> 00:31:10,505
Just came by to check in.
667
00:31:11,377 --> 00:31:13,076
I know this has been a lot,
668
00:31:13,161 --> 00:31:15,116
with the diagnosis
and your son.
669
00:31:15,342 --> 00:31:16,885
I can't believe he's gone.
670
00:31:16,970 --> 00:31:18,913
[breath hitches]
671
00:31:19,617 --> 00:31:21,274
And the strangest thing is,
672
00:31:21,671 --> 00:31:23,694
a part of me feels...
673
00:31:24,103 --> 00:31:25,796
relieved
674
00:31:26,179 --> 00:31:27,890
to finally know the truth.
675
00:31:30,366 --> 00:31:31,913
Is that awful of me?
676
00:31:32,804 --> 00:31:34,199
No.
677
00:31:34,284 --> 00:31:35,463
No.
678
00:31:35,624 --> 00:31:38,476
When I thought
he was still out there,
679
00:31:39,062 --> 00:31:41,640
all alone, lost,
680
00:31:42,065 --> 00:31:44,616
needing me,
and I couldn't find him, it...
681
00:31:45,329 --> 00:31:47,460
it was excruciating.
682
00:31:48,941 --> 00:31:51,425
Now... [sobs]
683
00:31:51,587 --> 00:31:53,415
Now you can grieve.
684
00:31:56,775 --> 00:31:58,342
I get it.
685
00:32:01,432 --> 00:32:02,999
Yeah.
686
00:32:05,479 --> 00:32:06,661
So, listen,
687
00:32:06,746 --> 00:32:11,014
I know that this might not
be the best time, but...
688
00:32:11,181 --> 00:32:13,621
there's actually
someone here
689
00:32:13,705 --> 00:32:15,667
that is going through
the exact same thing,
690
00:32:16,280 --> 00:32:18,226
if you wanted to talk to him.
691
00:32:18,566 --> 00:32:20,140
Now?
692
00:32:21,059 --> 00:32:22,311
Yeah.
693
00:32:22,573 --> 00:32:24,883
I think that it would be great
for you to talk to someone
694
00:32:24,968 --> 00:32:27,093
who knows what this feels like.
695
00:32:27,645 --> 00:32:29,302
You know?
696
00:32:29,387 --> 00:32:31,911
But only if you want to.
It's up to you.
697
00:32:35,099 --> 00:32:37,218
Yeah?
Okay.
698
00:32:47,965 --> 00:32:50,609
- You!
- She doesn't want to see me.
699
00:32:50,699 --> 00:32:52,312
No, no, no.
Yana, hang on, listen.
700
00:32:52,396 --> 00:32:54,053
Just hear him out, okay?
701
00:32:54,137 --> 00:32:55,620
He broke into my house!
702
00:32:55,704 --> 00:32:57,461
I know, I know, and that
must have been really scary.
703
00:32:57,545 --> 00:33:01,866
But I'm asking you if you would
please let him explain.
704
00:33:01,969 --> 00:33:03,144
That's all.
705
00:33:09,587 --> 00:33:11,894
Thank you.
Good, okay.
706
00:33:13,939 --> 00:33:15,550
Okay.
707
00:33:18,857 --> 00:33:20,851
I, uh...
[sniffles]
708
00:33:21,851 --> 00:33:23,030
I did break in.
709
00:33:24,490 --> 00:33:25,970
And I'm real sorry about that.
710
00:33:27,985 --> 00:33:29,378
Tell her why.
711
00:33:32,610 --> 00:33:33,936
I, uh...
712
00:33:35,429 --> 00:33:36,661
I...
713
00:33:36,843 --> 00:33:39,421
I just lost my mom.
714
00:33:40,270 --> 00:33:41,616
And, uh...
715
00:33:43,012 --> 00:33:44,277
it was sudden.
716
00:33:44,624 --> 00:33:47,397
And ...didn't know
717
00:33:47,756 --> 00:33:50,647
what to do,
where to go, but...
718
00:33:51,629 --> 00:33:54,999
your place...
Your place, it felt safe.
719
00:33:55,415 --> 00:33:58,046
Felt familiar.
720
00:33:59,616 --> 00:34:01,131
Like home.
721
00:34:04,250 --> 00:34:06,108
I'm sorry about your mom.
722
00:34:06,491 --> 00:34:08,686
I know how hard that must be.
723
00:34:09,560 --> 00:34:11,214
I just really miss her.
724
00:34:13,886 --> 00:34:15,279
What was she like?
725
00:34:19,875 --> 00:34:21,137
I know.
726
00:34:22,442 --> 00:34:24,460
Go on.
Tell her.
727
00:34:24,819 --> 00:34:27,694
[gentle music]
728
00:34:28,013 --> 00:34:34,498
[♪]
729
00:34:37,718 --> 00:34:39,397
She was...
730
00:34:40,591 --> 00:34:42,311
one of a kind.
731
00:34:44,029 --> 00:34:45,730
She was funny
732
00:34:46,382 --> 00:34:50,288
and smart and honest.
733
00:34:53,976 --> 00:34:55,261
I lost my son, you know.
734
00:34:55,345 --> 00:35:02,221
[♪]
735
00:35:09,533 --> 00:35:11,022
You on the list?
736
00:35:11,463 --> 00:35:13,076
Am I what?
737
00:35:13,232 --> 00:35:14,671
You on the list?
738
00:35:15,539 --> 00:35:17,541
It's cool.
He's with me.
739
00:35:18,579 --> 00:35:19,921
I'm with her.
740
00:35:20,553 --> 00:35:23,484
I just came by to check
on Brunstetter.
741
00:35:23,569 --> 00:35:26,553
No ocular damage,
and the bone is stabilized.
742
00:35:26,637 --> 00:35:29,730
- He's gonna be okay.
- Good, great.
743
00:35:29,814 --> 00:35:34,647
And what can you tell me
about them?
744
00:35:35,432 --> 00:35:37,611
- We defunded the police.
- What?
745
00:35:37,851 --> 00:35:39,305
While I was in Connecticut?
746
00:35:39,389 --> 00:35:40,741
All these bouncers,
747
00:35:40,825 --> 00:35:42,787
who know a thing or two
about de-escalation,
748
00:35:42,871 --> 00:35:44,832
were out of work
thanks to COVID.
749
00:35:44,916 --> 00:35:47,487
Now they have a job
that comes with healthcare.
750
00:35:47,571 --> 00:35:49,184
Is this gentleman
bothering you?
751
00:35:49,268 --> 00:35:50,925
I was just leaving.
752
00:35:51,009 --> 00:35:54,015
[quirky percussive music]
753
00:35:54,099 --> 00:36:01,019
[♪]
754
00:36:05,894 --> 00:36:08,290
[laughs]
755
00:36:08,374 --> 00:36:09,422
Seriously?
756
00:36:09,506 --> 00:36:10,913
I heard about your day.
757
00:36:10,998 --> 00:36:12,555
And I came to apologize.
758
00:36:12,639 --> 00:36:13,948
Epic fail on my part,
759
00:36:14,032 --> 00:36:16,559
but then I pictured Cassian
760
00:36:16,643 --> 00:36:18,997
not even knowing who you were.
[laughs]
761
00:36:19,081 --> 00:36:21,521
Sorry, sorry.
762
00:36:21,605 --> 00:36:22,740
Thanks.
763
00:36:22,824 --> 00:36:24,393
It's kind of funny.
764
00:36:24,477 --> 00:36:26,787
Right?
Sorry.
765
00:36:26,871 --> 00:36:27,832
What did...
This is, like,
766
00:36:27,916 --> 00:36:29,703
- the worst apology ever.
- I know.
767
00:36:29,787 --> 00:36:32,532
Sorry, again.
I just, um...
768
00:36:32,616 --> 00:36:34,360
I had kind of a day myself.
769
00:36:34,444 --> 00:36:37,755
I got nothing left in the tank.
770
00:36:37,839 --> 00:36:40,714
[sighs]
You got nothing left.
771
00:36:40,798 --> 00:36:44,196
I'm living out of my suitcase,
with my mom,
772
00:36:44,280 --> 00:36:46,589
my marriage was over
before it ever began,
773
00:36:46,673 --> 00:36:51,029
and the one place
that I ever felt right
774
00:36:51,113 --> 00:36:53,158
doesn't have a place for me.
775
00:36:55,378 --> 00:36:57,252
I know lots of places that
would happily give you
776
00:36:57,336 --> 00:36:58,558
their cardio department.
777
00:36:58,642 --> 00:37:01,387
I don't care
about other places, man.
778
00:37:01,471 --> 00:37:02,741
I care about here.
779
00:37:02,826 --> 00:37:06,137
Look, you wanna stick me in the
classroom, teaching interns,
780
00:37:06,222 --> 00:37:07,792
I'm there.
781
00:37:08,130 --> 00:37:10,135
You want me to assist
in general surgeries,
782
00:37:10,219 --> 00:37:11,136
I'll take it.
783
00:37:11,220 --> 00:37:13,094
That's a huge step down
for you.
784
00:37:13,178 --> 00:37:16,051
Huge step down from what?
I'm already there.
785
00:37:18,053 --> 00:37:21,799
What I need is a hand
getting back up.
786
00:37:21,883 --> 00:37:24,802
[soft music]
787
00:37:24,886 --> 00:37:31,980
[♪]
788
00:37:42,512 --> 00:37:49,391
In Korea, women in mourning
wear white bows in their hair.
789
00:37:49,475 --> 00:37:51,219
This is the best I could do
in K-town.
790
00:37:51,303 --> 00:37:52,699
[laughs]
791
00:37:52,783 --> 00:37:54,048
May I?
792
00:37:54,132 --> 00:37:56,137
Yeah.
793
00:37:56,221 --> 00:38:03,141
[♪]
794
00:38:12,716 --> 00:38:15,113
We had the same father.
795
00:38:15,197 --> 00:38:17,985
♪ Don't let your mind
get weary ♪
796
00:38:18,092 --> 00:38:19,920
He was younger than me.
797
00:38:21,177 --> 00:38:24,796
I didn't even know that he
existed till six years ago.
798
00:38:26,778 --> 00:38:29,132
I only met him once.
799
00:38:31,039 --> 00:38:32,521
But once was all it took.
800
00:38:32,605 --> 00:38:35,069
♪ Don't let your heart get
heavy ♪
801
00:38:35,290 --> 00:38:38,644
I knew he was my brother.
802
00:38:39,140 --> 00:38:40,744
Without a doubt.
803
00:38:46,663 --> 00:38:50,030
Is this what your family does
when someone dies?
804
00:38:50,486 --> 00:38:52,360
Martha and Tim Shinnler?
805
00:38:52,538 --> 00:38:54,453
No, they wouldn't know
a Korean mourning custom
806
00:38:54,538 --> 00:38:57,454
- from a hole in the ground.
- Wait, Shinnler?
807
00:38:59,328 --> 00:39:01,681
I was adopted.
808
00:39:01,921 --> 00:39:03,988
When I was three.
809
00:39:04,186 --> 00:39:06,381
I shortened my name right
after college.
810
00:39:06,465 --> 00:39:07,992
As far as the hairclip,
I learned about that
811
00:39:08,076 --> 00:39:09,820
in my Korean lit class.
812
00:39:09,904 --> 00:39:11,865
Huh.
813
00:39:11,949 --> 00:39:13,693
So your family's...
814
00:39:13,777 --> 00:39:15,624
German Irish.
815
00:39:16,911 --> 00:39:19,130
I actually had to teach myself
to be Korean.
816
00:39:20,949 --> 00:39:22,523
Still really don't know how.
817
00:39:22,632 --> 00:39:27,023
♪ In you,
that's where you'll find ♪
818
00:39:27,348 --> 00:39:32,399
So what else did you learn in
these college classes of yours?
819
00:39:32,578 --> 00:39:34,578
[laughs]
820
00:39:34,885 --> 00:39:41,852
[♪]
821
00:39:41,936 --> 00:39:44,112
[siren wailing]
822
00:39:53,167 --> 00:39:55,822
Leyla, we should talk.
823
00:39:57,038 --> 00:39:59,914
I knew using your showers
was too good to last.
824
00:40:01,543 --> 00:40:04,503
Well, get it over with.
825
00:40:07,144 --> 00:40:10,460
Grab your stuff.
It's not safe out here.
826
00:40:19,669 --> 00:40:22,411
[keypad beeping]
827
00:40:24,674 --> 00:40:27,024
This is my secret spot.
828
00:40:32,092 --> 00:40:33,529
Why do this for me?
829
00:40:34,989 --> 00:40:36,468
I protect my people.
830
00:40:45,042 --> 00:40:47,004
Here we go, you ready?
831
00:40:47,088 --> 00:40:49,658
- Yeah.
- Here it is.
832
00:40:50,173 --> 00:40:51,791
This is home.
833
00:40:52,041 --> 00:40:53,445
You remember this place?
834
00:40:53,529 --> 00:40:54,881
- Yeah.
- Yeah?
835
00:40:54,965 --> 00:40:57,014
There's a couch over there,
right?
836
00:40:57,267 --> 00:40:59,617
This is our kitchen.
Remember the kitchen?
837
00:40:59,709 --> 00:41:01,105
- Yeah.
- Yeah.
838
00:41:01,189 --> 00:41:05,109
This is where you're gonna
throw lots of food at Dada
839
00:41:05,193 --> 00:41:06,632
until he figures out
what you want,
840
00:41:06,716 --> 00:41:08,721
which I guess is not peas
anymore.
841
00:41:08,805 --> 00:41:11,588
And this is our sleepy room.
842
00:41:11,731 --> 00:41:13,562
This is my bed.
843
00:41:13,810 --> 00:41:17,080
And this,
this bed is for you.
844
00:41:17,165 --> 00:41:18,392
You like it?
845
00:41:18,477 --> 00:41:19,872
Yeah.
846
00:41:20,601 --> 00:41:23,866
[imitates jets whooshing]
847
00:41:25,387 --> 00:41:28,314
And this place...
848
00:41:30,566 --> 00:41:32,002
this is just for you.
849
00:41:32,415 --> 00:41:35,625
I know it's not much,
850
00:41:35,731 --> 00:41:37,690
but, uh...
851
00:41:39,393 --> 00:41:41,525
Dada here.
852
00:41:41,672 --> 00:41:44,048
[♪]
853
00:41:44,260 --> 00:41:46,048
Yeah.
854
00:41:50,152 --> 00:41:52,198
Yeah, Dada here.
855
00:42:02,598 --> 00:42:05,314
Dada's always here.
856
00:42:05,732 --> 00:42:07,939
Yeah.
Yeah.
857
00:42:08,023 --> 00:42:10,023
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