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The script was the winner of the 44th Creative TV Drama Award (2019) organized by the TV and Radio Writer's Association of Japan.
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If there was a planet in this universe
where one person could live on their own,
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would you like to go there?
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Can I?
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How much would it cost?
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The habit of immediately trying to obtain it with cash
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is proof that you're corrupted by capitalism.
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I'm sorry. How much bitcoin would it take?
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The same goes for virtual currency.
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I'm sorry, that was a joke.
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Would you like to go or not?
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Under one condition.
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That is?
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If we can all go to a planet where one
person can live on their own, then yes.
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There's no point in everyone going.
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I'm sure it would be fun if we all went to a planet
where everyone could live on their own.
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Ryo-san, I see you're also nothing like me.
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Please come out.
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Hoshi to Lemon no Heya
The Room of Lemon and Stars
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Were you put off by my reply yesterday?
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If so, I apologize.
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I'm sorry for making fun of you
even though it seemed important to you.
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The fact that I met you, Ichiko,
a sociopath like me on this site,
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is nothing short of a miracle.
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I'd hate for our connection to be ruined because of this,
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so could you please give me another chance?
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I'm going to study you more,
so that it won't happen again.
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Sicko.
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I'm sure there are many of you
who're staying at home because of corona, huh?
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How are you doing, everyone?
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It's been three days since the state
of emergency was announced, and...
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Today's Hatsumi Cooking:
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Lemon flavored pork fried with ginger!
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Too heavy for breakfast.
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Maybe you haven't heard yet,
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but the whole world is holed up at home right now,
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so we need to be careful about our immune strength.
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I know.
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Let's start the day on a sour note, so you won't catch a cold!
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It's a breakfast set meal!
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It stinks!
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It doesn't stink at all.
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The lemon acid will rust the planetarium!
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The acid in lemon actually prevents rust.
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You haven't been to college,
so of course you wouldn't know.
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That's what you learn in college?
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I'm glad I didn't go then.
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I'm from the Lime Department
of the Citrus Faculty at Lemon University.
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I see you wasted your life.
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What is a life wasted, I wonder?
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Again, too heavy.
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You think?
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I love heavy topics.
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A life wasted...
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...is not knowing the taste of pork fried with ginger.
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A life without knowing the taste of lemon.
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I really would like you to know the taste of lemon.
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I know the taste of pork fried with ginger!
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The gourmet reporter
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described the meat to be "as tender as tofu".
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The meat is as tender as tofu~!
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Don't trust reporters who use food to describe food.
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You try it then.
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This is the best food I've ever had!
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I saw a video that says to not trust
women who say something is the best ever.
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All your sources are videos, huh?
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Was it bad?
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It's not bad!
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Pork fried with ginger is for young people after all.
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Dear Ryo-san.
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"I want to study you."
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That's super creepy, so you
shouldn't say that kind of stuff.
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I'm glad, you replied.
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I have a lot of free time,
so I don't mind replying to perverts.
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I'm not a pervert.
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Although I do get excited
by strangling myself from time to time.
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You're a pervert.
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I'm joking.
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I'm curious.
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We're never going to meet,
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so what's the joy in bothering me?
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You can't say that for sure.
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Isn't that right?
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We might meet one day, right?
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We can't.
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We can't.
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We can't.
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Can't I have hope?
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If we did meet, what would we even talk about?
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Humans subsist on sharing their anxieties.
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I read that in a book.
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Their anxieties?
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Are you saying that we,
who don't share ours, do not exist?
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Paradoxically, that's what it means, yes.
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Paradoxically.
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Paradoxically.
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Please tell me your anxiety, Ichiko-san.
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Do you want to exist, Ryo-san?
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Just tell me, please.
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My anxiety is...
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What will I do if my mother dies?
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I'm confined to my home.
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If she were to die, I wouldn't be able to do anything.
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Do you want to exist, Ichiko-san?
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Or do you not?
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Who knows...
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To be more precise,
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I didn't want to be born.
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... I guess.
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Ichiko...
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Mom?
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Open the door.
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Delivery?
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Yes, a delivery.
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The battery for your planetarium, it seems.
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Leave it in front of the door.
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You won't come out?
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Mom! There's water everywhere!
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Mom!
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Mom!
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Mom?
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Mom!?
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What to do...
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This is bad.
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I just looked outside of my room
and I saw my mother collaps...
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An ambulance...
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Mom...
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Mom?
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Mom!?
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An ambulance... I need to...
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This is 1-1-9.
Is it a fire or an emergency?
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Em...
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An emergency?
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Please calm down.
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What happened and to whom?
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Can you hear me?
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It's all right. Please calm down.
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Please try to be a little more brave.
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Are you okay?
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I can't...
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Will you believe me no matter what I say?
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A curious question.
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If you believe that I believe you, I believe you.
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My mother has collapsed.
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She's no longer breathing.
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Is that so?
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Please believe me.
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I already told you.
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If you believe me, I believe you.
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What am I supposed to do?
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What do you want to do?
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Satonaka-san. Delivery for you.
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Mom!
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It's the delivery man!
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Mom!
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Satonaka-san? It's a battery for the planetarium.
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Please come and get it.
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Satonaka-san!
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You ordered it yourself, didn't you!?
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Ichiko-san! Your mother isn't here anymore, is she?
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If you don't come out, there's nothing I can do!
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Ichiko-san!
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Please take the body to the bathroom
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and stuff tissues in the nose and mouth.
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The heck?
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If you do that, you can somewhat prevent
the smell of decay from coming out.
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Please don't make fun of me!
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I'm not.
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That's exactly what I did.
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I'm a shut-in myself.
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I also can't talk to other people.
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I panic.
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My father died two weeks ago.
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I'm living with his dead body.
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That's fucked up!
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What will you do, Ichiko-san?
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That's...
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I'm sorry.
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I don't mean to scare you.
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This kind of day is bound to come for people like us.
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It came for me two weeks ago.
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And today, it came for you.
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For two weeks?
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Yes.
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Why?
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I can't help it.
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I've been trying to die too,
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but it's been two weeks and I'm still alive.
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The smell has gotten a little stronger.
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If my father continues to decompose like this,
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I'll be arrested for abandoning a corpse.
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I'm afraid for that time to come.
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Surrounded by so many people, I can't...
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Stop this!
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Don't be a wussy.
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Dad?
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Scared?
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You were always looking at me like this,
even when I was alive.
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Go away.
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Being dead makes no difference, huh?
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Please go away.
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Man, you can be such a pain.
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Don't look at me like that.
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It's your own fault that you became like this, isn't it?
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No.
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It's your fault!
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I sent you to school, didn't I?
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How much do you think that cost?
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I don't give a shit about that!
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Don't act tough now.
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You think none of this is your fault?
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Shut up!
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Then, do you want me to apologize?
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Don't...
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Please don't.
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I'm sorry.
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Stop it!
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You were a good lad.
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I'm sorry.
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Stop!
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What is it that you seek?
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What do you want?
What would you have preferred?
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I...
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I wasn't supposed to be like this.
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I shouldn't have become like this!
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People were supposed to envy me!
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I see.
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What do you mean, I see?
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Do something.
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You're my parent after all!
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So it's the parents' fault after all.
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Your mother must be heart-broken.
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Sorry.
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What's with this shit now?
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I'm gonna kill you!
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I'm gonna kill you!
I'm gonna kill you!
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What do you mean, sorry!?
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It's not my fault...
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It's not my fault at all!
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I'm gonna fucking kill you!
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I was unlucky to be born to such a shitty parent.
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If only...
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If only he had apologized before I became a shut-in,
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I feel like things would have turned out differently.
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Maybe so...
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But I don't think it would have changed anything.
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Why?
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Just a feeling.
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Don't talk as if you know me!
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Once I've calmed down by gazing at the stars,
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I'm going to call the police.
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You can't do shit.
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If I try really hard, I can.
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I want you to tell me that I can do it.
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I don't agree with this.
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I think...
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I think that if things were different,
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I wouldn't be who I am today.
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You think so too, right?
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Things, you say.
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What things?
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For example...
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For example...!
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What if the new normal had always been a thing?
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Everyone being a shut-in.
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They'd have no reason to mock us.
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Please change the battery.
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Please change the battery.
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Please change the battery.
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No one is mocking us in the first place.
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- But they do!
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No one is mocking us...
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...let alone do they know.
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About our existence.
275
00:24:37,720 --> 00:24:39,980
Being a shut-in...
276
00:24:41,690 --> 00:24:44,970
...isn't about isolating yourself at home.
277
00:24:47,600 --> 00:24:51,690
It means to isolate your own mind.
278
00:24:56,160 --> 00:24:59,240
And once you've done that...
279
00:25:01,560 --> 00:25:04,930
...you can't get help from anyone.
280
00:25:12,030 --> 00:25:14,850
Even if it's just a little bit...
281
00:25:14,850 --> 00:25:18,490
To give my mother a better farewell,
282
00:25:18,490 --> 00:25:21,510
I'm going to try my best.
283
00:25:23,130 --> 00:25:27,820
I applied a lot of color so that
the tone would come out properly.
284
00:25:27,820 --> 00:25:30,210
Yes, when you do it like this...
285
00:25:30,210 --> 00:25:32,150
If that's the case,
286
00:25:32,150 --> 00:25:36,280
what if you and I had met before we became shut-ins?
287
00:25:37,170 --> 00:25:40,760
Here. Why don't you cool your head with this?
288
00:25:40,760 --> 00:25:42,990
- Oh shit.
- How filthy!
289
00:25:42,990 --> 00:25:46,890
And lately, I've been more loose with this middle part...
290
00:25:50,340 --> 00:25:52,330
You're such an eyesore!
291
00:25:52,850 --> 00:25:56,090
How nasty. Look at her.
292
00:25:57,410 --> 00:26:01,030
Don't you think that we could
have supported each other?
293
00:26:09,110 --> 00:26:11,960
I'm sure that if I had someone of my own kind,
294
00:26:11,960 --> 00:26:14,840
I would have been stronger.
295
00:26:15,420 --> 00:26:19,210
If you had been there, I'd have cut my hair,
296
00:26:19,210 --> 00:26:21,870
and revealed my true face.
297
00:26:25,050 --> 00:26:25,760
Why?
298
00:26:27,140 --> 00:26:29,870
We're almost out of here.
299
00:26:29,870 --> 00:26:31,500
It's impossible.
300
00:26:31,500 --> 00:26:33,030
Why...
301
00:26:34,340 --> 00:26:39,180
We were born with flaws that make life difficult,
302
00:26:40,200 --> 00:26:46,850
but we were also born with a certain
amount of pride and show of courage.
303
00:26:53,230 --> 00:26:56,330
You disgust me.
304
00:26:56,600 --> 00:27:02,600
Even though I'm full of defects myself,
I still have certain standards.
305
00:27:04,490 --> 00:27:08,150
But if we had compromised,
306
00:27:08,150 --> 00:27:10,170
we might have been happy in our own way.
307
00:27:11,140 --> 00:27:13,080
Don't you think so?
308
00:27:13,080 --> 00:27:14,730
Probably.
309
00:27:14,730 --> 00:27:19,750
Don't you think it's better to kiss me
than having a rag shoved in your face?
310
00:27:20,770 --> 00:27:23,020
Both choices suck.
311
00:27:25,610 --> 00:27:28,280
- Come on.
- Your hands are dirty, too.
312
00:27:31,890 --> 00:27:33,760
You don't get to choose!
313
00:27:34,080 --> 00:27:36,250
If you don't like it, you can die.
314
00:27:37,640 --> 00:27:39,700
That's right.
315
00:27:40,620 --> 00:27:43,040
This kind of delusion is meaningless.
316
00:27:44,800 --> 00:27:46,580
Don't say that...
317
00:27:49,500 --> 00:27:50,750
Don't say that!
318
00:27:51,310 --> 00:27:53,400
Don't say that!
319
00:28:37,860 --> 00:28:41,030
I'm sorry for being such a terrible daughter.
320
00:28:42,870 --> 00:28:45,760
I'm sorry for being full of defects.
321
00:28:48,620 --> 00:28:52,190
I can't even give you a funeral.
322
00:28:54,880 --> 00:28:57,310
This is the best I can do.
323
00:29:15,440 --> 00:29:17,950
The smell of lemon.
324
00:29:31,730 --> 00:29:33,530
My dear...
325
00:29:35,000 --> 00:29:38,420
I see you can talk to the dead.
326
00:29:38,420 --> 00:29:42,150
Yes. This seems to be fine.
327
00:29:43,630 --> 00:29:46,730
Maybe something like embalming
328
00:29:46,730 --> 00:29:49,560
could be a doable job for you?
329
00:29:49,560 --> 00:29:52,280
Embalming?
330
00:29:52,280 --> 00:29:55,730
Applying cosmetics to dead bodies.
331
00:30:00,280 --> 00:30:01,620
No?
332
00:30:04,460 --> 00:30:06,990
Teach me how to apply makeup.
333
00:30:11,340 --> 00:30:14,930
If only you had approached me sooner.
334
00:30:16,580 --> 00:30:18,280
I'm sorry.
335
00:30:19,140 --> 00:30:21,600
I'm sorry for not being upfront.
336
00:30:25,840 --> 00:30:28,510
I'm sorry, too.
337
00:30:36,440 --> 00:30:38,940
It's been hard on you, hasn't it?
338
00:30:39,920 --> 00:30:41,420
Ichiko.
339
00:30:46,580 --> 00:30:49,950
When you were bullied at school,
340
00:30:49,950 --> 00:30:54,110
I wasn't there to help you.
341
00:30:59,020 --> 00:31:01,900
When you started to become a shut-in,
342
00:31:03,620 --> 00:31:06,810
I should have listened to you more.
343
00:31:11,030 --> 00:31:14,790
It's not that easy, since you're so sensitive.
344
00:31:14,790 --> 00:31:16,650
I'm sorry.
345
00:31:20,880 --> 00:31:24,160
Apparently you can even apologize to the dead.
346
00:31:25,770 --> 00:31:29,270
Embalming. Maybe you really should give it a try.
347
00:31:30,640 --> 00:31:33,070
I can't do makeup.
348
00:31:33,070 --> 00:31:34,950
You can if you try.
349
00:31:36,510 --> 00:31:37,910
That line again...
350
00:31:38,220 --> 00:31:41,310
The dead person tells you that you can.
351
00:31:41,310 --> 00:31:43,450
You should listen to them.
352
00:31:46,820 --> 00:31:48,390
I'm scared.
353
00:31:50,010 --> 00:31:51,790
Of the dead?
354
00:31:52,980 --> 00:31:54,390
The living.
355
00:31:58,970 --> 00:32:01,020
Well...
356
00:32:01,020 --> 00:32:03,780
Decomposition is much scarier.
357
00:32:06,570 --> 00:32:12,310
Until you take action,
I'm going to rot little by little.
358
00:32:13,480 --> 00:32:16,530
How does that sound?
Horrifying, no?
359
00:32:16,530 --> 00:32:18,550
Stop it.
360
00:32:18,550 --> 00:32:22,150
I mean, it's not like I can help it.
361
00:32:24,030 --> 00:32:27,620
Break a window and hide inside your closet.
362
00:32:28,830 --> 00:32:31,840
Do that and the police is ought to show up.
363
00:32:32,570 --> 00:32:38,070
Until they do, you can wait and gaze at the stars.
364
00:32:39,260 --> 00:32:41,310
And after that?
365
00:32:43,610 --> 00:32:45,760
And after that!?
366
00:32:48,510 --> 00:32:52,370
I'll be surrounded by people, interrogated...
367
00:32:52,370 --> 00:32:54,860
My face will be seen...
368
00:32:54,860 --> 00:32:57,630
And the whole country will talk about me.
369
00:32:59,230 --> 00:33:01,680
My mug shot will get exposed.
370
00:33:02,690 --> 00:33:06,100
The people who bullied me will laugh.
371
00:33:06,100 --> 00:33:08,530
Everyone will laugh.
372
00:33:09,600 --> 00:33:12,530
The more you let me rot,
373
00:33:12,530 --> 00:33:14,920
the more you'll get humiliated.
374
00:33:15,510 --> 00:33:17,340
I wouldn't be able to bear it.
375
00:33:18,830 --> 00:33:21,510
That's why you have to act now.
376
00:33:21,510 --> 00:33:23,910
Is there no other way?
377
00:33:27,610 --> 00:33:29,090
No.
378
00:33:32,950 --> 00:33:35,510
I'm hopeful, you see.
379
00:33:38,570 --> 00:33:41,700
I'm sure that somewhere in this world,
380
00:33:42,620 --> 00:33:47,270
you'll find the aspiration to live.
381
00:33:50,000 --> 00:33:52,500
I'm...
382
00:33:52,500 --> 00:33:54,750
...already 32, remember?
383
00:33:55,750 --> 00:33:56,690
You'll be fine.
384
00:33:56,690 --> 00:34:01,090
I'm 32, and afraid of people...
385
00:34:01,090 --> 00:34:01,960
It's okay.
386
00:34:01,960 --> 00:34:05,020
I'm 32...
387
00:34:05,020 --> 00:34:07,510
And I can't talk to anyone...
388
00:34:07,510 --> 00:34:09,860
It's okay!
389
00:34:13,620 --> 00:34:15,730
You'll be fine.
390
00:34:18,480 --> 00:34:22,070
You love the stars, don't you?
391
00:34:23,970 --> 00:34:26,410
I'm starting to like lemons, too.
392
00:34:27,280 --> 00:34:30,680
They have a nice scent, don't they?
393
00:34:34,250 --> 00:34:36,270
Ichiko.
394
00:34:38,400 --> 00:34:43,330
If you look hard enough, I'm sure
you'll find plenty more things to love.
395
00:34:47,800 --> 00:34:53,640
And once you do, make sure
to hold them as tight as this.
396
00:34:55,020 --> 00:34:57,470
They will fill your heart.
397
00:35:02,140 --> 00:35:05,820
I also love you, Mom.
398
00:35:44,390 --> 00:35:47,850
Ryo-san, are you still here?
399
00:35:48,600 --> 00:35:50,280
What?
400
00:35:50,280 --> 00:35:53,280
Please tell me your address.
401
00:35:53,280 --> 00:35:55,870
I'm going to tell the police.
402
00:35:57,670 --> 00:36:00,840
Look who's gotten stronger all of a sudden.
403
00:36:00,840 --> 00:36:03,980
You hate the idea of becoming like me that much?
404
00:36:04,960 --> 00:36:09,700
My mother still speaks to me even in her death...
405
00:36:09,700 --> 00:36:11,780
I can't just ignore her.
406
00:36:12,750 --> 00:36:15,320
How admirable of you.
407
00:36:16,720 --> 00:36:18,680
Admirable?
408
00:36:20,090 --> 00:36:23,530
It's too little too late.
409
00:36:24,260 --> 00:36:26,030
I'm just an idiot...
410
00:36:27,550 --> 00:36:30,490
...who failed to get her shit together ahead of time.
411
00:36:35,770 --> 00:36:37,570
It's always the same.
412
00:36:38,790 --> 00:36:42,800
Whenever I think I've found a friend online,
they turn out to be better than me.
413
00:36:42,800 --> 00:36:44,570
I'm the worst of the worst!
414
00:36:45,780 --> 00:36:48,160
A planet where one can live on their own!?
415
00:36:48,160 --> 00:36:49,980
There's no such fucking planet!
416
00:36:49,980 --> 00:36:52,660
I'm forever stuck on this shitty planet!
417
00:36:52,660 --> 00:36:58,030
I have to live here for the rest of my life,
oppressed and disgusted!
418
00:37:00,210 --> 00:37:02,580
What am I supposed to do?
419
00:37:08,960 --> 00:37:12,490
We're both going to become
the laughing stock of the internet.
420
00:37:12,490 --> 00:37:14,400
Do you understand?
421
00:37:14,400 --> 00:37:16,400
I can't deal with this.
422
00:37:17,540 --> 00:37:20,610
I can't deal with being ridiculed by them!
423
00:37:21,780 --> 00:37:24,670
You should be the same.
424
00:37:24,670 --> 00:37:26,710
You should be no different.
425
00:38:31,130 --> 00:38:34,370
Being outside...
426
00:38:34,370 --> 00:38:38,050
...doesn't feel nice at all.
427
00:38:38,050 --> 00:38:39,530
You went outside?
428
00:38:41,080 --> 00:38:43,570
I broke the glass.
429
00:38:44,950 --> 00:38:47,550
Someone might come.
430
00:38:48,350 --> 00:38:50,010
The hell?
431
00:38:51,310 --> 00:38:53,480
I've done did it.
432
00:38:56,890 --> 00:39:01,130
Please send me your address.
433
00:39:01,130 --> 00:39:03,730
I'm going to leave a message
434
00:39:03,730 --> 00:39:06,760
and hide inside the closet.
435
00:39:11,420 --> 00:39:14,370
Please replace the battery.
436
00:39:15,600 --> 00:39:16,810
Oh no...
437
00:39:26,150 --> 00:39:27,600
Ichiko.
438
00:39:30,570 --> 00:39:32,120
Mom?
439
00:39:34,950 --> 00:39:36,530
Mom?
440
00:39:36,530 --> 00:39:38,000
Yes.
441
00:39:38,000 --> 00:39:39,510
Look...
442
00:39:40,850 --> 00:39:42,900
I've done it.
443
00:39:45,270 --> 00:39:48,080
The first time since you became a shut-in.
444
00:39:48,890 --> 00:39:51,290
What do you mean?
445
00:39:51,290 --> 00:39:55,610
It takes a lot of courage to stop going to school.
446
00:39:59,280 --> 00:40:01,740
You're very brave.
447
00:40:03,330 --> 00:40:04,710
Thanks.
448
00:40:05,490 --> 00:40:08,420
To celebrate, here's a lemon.
449
00:40:13,080 --> 00:40:15,640
Lemons can be used as batteries, too.
450
00:40:15,640 --> 00:40:18,670
I'm sure you must have done it in grade school.
451
00:40:51,790 --> 00:40:57,400
I was bullied in junior high school
452
00:40:57,400 --> 00:41:01,710
and have been a shut-in ever since.
My name is Satonaka Ichiko.
453
00:41:03,060 --> 00:41:07,880
I'm currently hiding inside the closet.
454
00:41:09,560 --> 00:41:12,600
I can't talk to people.
455
00:41:16,280 --> 00:41:17,940
Satonaka-san!?
456
00:41:17,940 --> 00:41:20,410
Satonaka-san? Is everything all right?
457
00:41:20,410 --> 00:41:21,880
After you.
458
00:41:22,720 --> 00:41:26,480
My mother, Satonaka Hatsumi is dead.
459
00:41:26,480 --> 00:41:28,900
I haven't been able to make an emergency call.
460
00:41:28,900 --> 00:41:31,940
Satonaka-san? If you're here, please respond.
461
00:41:31,940 --> 00:41:33,890
Satonaka-san?
462
00:41:38,640 --> 00:41:41,230
Her dead body is in the tatami room.
463
00:41:41,230 --> 00:41:46,800
I wanted to tell someone, so I broke the glass window.
464
00:41:46,800 --> 00:41:48,520
I'm sorry.
465
00:41:49,380 --> 00:41:52,020
Apparently there's a dead body in the tatami room.
466
00:41:51,090 --> 00:41:52,020
- Copy that.
467
00:41:56,430 --> 00:41:59,100
( His address. )
468
00:41:52,020 --> 00:41:54,390
Excuse me, where's the tatami room?
469
00:41:54,390 --> 00:41:56,430
Ah, over here.
470
00:42:07,730 --> 00:42:08,830
Urgent, urgent!
471
00:42:08,830 --> 00:42:10,650
Train station PB to PS.
472
00:42:10,650 --> 00:42:13,740
We've arrived at the reported location
in Matsugaoka 3-chome, Tachikawa.
473
00:42:13,740 --> 00:42:15,730
We're currently searching the premise.
474
00:42:19,310 --> 00:42:20,960
Mom...
475
00:42:21,850 --> 00:42:23,790
Mom...
476
00:42:29,020 --> 00:42:30,590
In here?
477
00:42:32,100 --> 00:42:33,650
I'm opening the door.
478
00:42:44,910 --> 00:43:29,020
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