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God why did you do this why'd you make
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this happen why don't you answer me I
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just don't see does God ever any survive
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does he hear our praise does God ever
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answer why
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I've never seen it with my own eyes so
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they see his that's enough
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his ways and other ways God why God why
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his thoughts unknown elephants his ways
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are not our ways
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my god
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what's wrong with my plan don't wanna go
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my way why don't you let me I just don't
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see does God ever any sure why
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does he hear our cry son son are you
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okay
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it's kind of cold out here you want to
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go in sorry you okay
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and when you throw in the towel you
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wanna go back in
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sunny what do you want to do here we go
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in the eighth round Bobby and it's just
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as we predicted the champ is showing
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signs of his age and Chewie controla
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simply is in better shape none
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you're sure right we set it in the first
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round when he came out the champ is just
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not in his usual fighting shape
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ring rest just doesn't cover he's
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showing signs of his age and he hasn't
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fought in two years no except with that
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well he's made an awful lot of money Don
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but tonight it's almost as if he's just
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showing up to collect his paycheck one
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last fight show up I'm not even sure
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he's showing up yet the only chance the
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champ had to win this one was to win
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early here we are in the eighth Don I
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think you can safely say that ship has
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sailed
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Sonny sure is a ship alright the Titanic
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and he's headed straight for an iceberg
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namely Chewie controlling the champ
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looks out on his feet that was plain
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pathetic and Cholas slowing a bit too I
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don't think he's landed one punch this
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round all the more reason it's looking
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bad for the champ
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Chewie can simply stay away in Khost his
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way to victory
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Chuy's way ahead on points it really
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doesn't matter that he hasn't hit the
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champ of this round it's a good thing
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you added that this round because the
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first seven rounds have taken their toll
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you see what I'm saying controla is
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slowing down even more he's not even
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throwing any punches now he's just
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dancing what would you call that Bobby
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the merengue I have no idea distant or
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maybe the chicken dance whatever it is
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he continues to hurl insults at the
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champ
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landing words won't knock out Sonny boom
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though remember that
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champs might have a chance he's able to
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land that big right hand that he's
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famous for now control us taunting the
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champ
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he's not throwing a punch and he's
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daring him to hit it there it is Bobby
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that's classic Sonny boon and that's
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that right end that you were just
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talking about this party is over
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now that was vicious all right but now
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patola is not moving get a doctor in
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there yes you're right I think he may
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have gone too far I have no idea why you
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kept beating him
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referee bill Matson was in there trying
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to stop the fight Sonny just kept it up
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that was brutal it looks like we better
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get up in the ring for a closer look
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I don't know Remo I just don't know I
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mean you don't know you're the one that
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told me to keep hitting him I didn't
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tell you to kill the guy I think he's
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dead I didn't say that it's just
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what skip your shower get dressed we got
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to get you out of here
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he is dead
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No
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come straight
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straight to
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can I show you
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justanna mister
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straight
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to keep city
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we have your written statement here mr.
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Boone is there anything you would like
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to add no sir mr. Burgess anything you
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would like to add I said what I had to
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say it's not how I taught him to game
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could you say that gentlemen we are
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still in session I'm sorry I want you to
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know we have still not heard from the
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controller family commission when I was
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the Boone
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I want to spare them from any more grief
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from this terrible tragedy as I was
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saying based solely on the evidence from
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eyewitnesses including your trainer mr.
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Burgess here this panel has voted
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unanimously to permanently revoke your
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license to box in the state of Florida
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and we will make that recommendation for
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our national organization as
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you have any further comment
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and we are adjourned
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why throw stones
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and
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why
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why
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why must you
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I heard
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with that
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me with those
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what
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why must you
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I'm sorry sir
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Hey
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see
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got awesome really
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why Mizzou
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son son are you okay kind of cold out
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here you want to go in ain't bothering
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the body no I'm just checking on you you
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don't look so good
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ain't so good man I am good in a long
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time
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you hungry we can go inside
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no you look hungry a triangle mister no
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angles son my name's Sonny my son I know
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your name you know my name and you're
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still talking to me Sonny Boy your given
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name is Reema it means warrior that's
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alive
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you don't think your warrior it's all
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got me here for sure you're just here
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for the time come
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let's go inside so you won't be here now
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I know you will be soon that's rich
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Memphis everybody gets hungry how about
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a cup of coffee surely you've used a cup
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of coffee you've got room for a cup of
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coffee
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room yes honey no don't worry about that
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let's go inside you sure you know who I
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am what I've done it's a new day sun
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sunny
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spare me some change I'm tired I'm poor
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in spirit and no problem needs air come
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on and spare some change to get me out
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of this place cuz I mentioned more than
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and I need you more than ever yes I need
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you more than
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to day
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change me change me
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change
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learn this place by yourself Paul's out
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back he's on break
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make much money giving away free coffee
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to you money's not the only thing of
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importance you must not be the owner no
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I'm just passing through like we all are
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I'm Malachi well okay you a fight fan or
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something how do you know me I know all
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my customers they read about me in the
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papers didn't I read the papers but I
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don't believe everything I read you I
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stopped reading the papers a long time
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ago nothing good in them what else did
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you stop doing a long time ago look man
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you say you know who I am what I did
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are you trying to be nice to me why are
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you even talking to me man you trying to
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some thrill for your friends you want to
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tell your buddies some story about Sonny
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Boone walking into your place so what
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you want hey Paul Hicks Remo here number
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three you like bacon and eggs right look
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man free coffees one thing that you're
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giving away someone else's food let it
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sit down son let me worry about the
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money
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I'm cursed no you don't know where I've
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don't know what I've gone through why
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don't you tell me then tell me how bad
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you've had it had it heaven it's getting
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worse every day tell me
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that'll be to pay for your meal just
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long someone pays me what was a fighter
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- Tom yeah I was on top of the world I
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had everything I could have been a
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multimillionaire but God would let that
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happen
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God how do you get into this yeah God
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but there is such a thing I know we let
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the devil in the ring with me that night
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you talk about chewy control you think
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that young man was sent by the devil the
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devil God what's the difference
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hold on you want to hear my story or not
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I'm sorry go ahead
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well maybe it was God then why did he
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let that happen
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everything was going fine I knew I was
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losing I haven't found a retire on that
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purse they were gonna pay me but then he
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had to talk me she takes his chin out
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there like that
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so I hit him I kept hitting him that
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should be net time and you think God did
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this to you I'm going to church a few
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times I've been fretting little look
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good as it got me but you said God did
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something to you you don't think being
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dead is worse than what happened to you
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no Hector sent a better place you know
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what they say let me stop you right
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there now you believe there's a better
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place but you think God abandon you
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you think God planned all this to harm
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you in everything you know what I know
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there is no God we're all just flailing
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around here this universe happy
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circumstances for some it curses for
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others I just used God so you could get
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the picture the picture the big picture
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yeah
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I'm still confused about how you think
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being dead is better of course it is
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Hector went out like a hero his family
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got rich I'm the villain here his family
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got his purse probably got mine I know I
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did it so it's about the money yes yes
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it is and then how we measure ourselves
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you mean isn't that the way the world
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tells you to measure yourself God isn't
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concerned about your money that's the
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first right thing you've said all night
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look money is what it takes to make it
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this book in this world yes God is
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concerned about your eternity and that
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is not of this world the enemy uses
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things of this world to distract you
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Hector's chance to get out there
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distracted me excuse
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sorry about that I just wanted to say hi
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to an over who was that really good
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customer it used to be a firefighter
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till he got injured saving the little
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girl he's moved on and then interested
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me how he's just one of my regulars is
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all charged him do you
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everybody gets hungry now and again I
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bet you told him all about me did that
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make you feel important everybody's
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story is important yeah well how many
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real celebrities do you get in this
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place is that what you are famous
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yeah well infamous now nobody would slit
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to talk about me kick me around like I
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said make some pillow
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well I'm important enough to those who
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know me really yeah
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where're you off to I don't know hear
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their story oh I'd never worry I'm just
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concerned I'd like to have you as a
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regular customer right cuz he made so
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much money off of me - I told you
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money's not everything and you don't get
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out much
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you didn't answer where are you staying
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I'm in between places right now hallo
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I'll find a place to crash don't worry I
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know
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okay take this go see Gary Pastor Gary
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he's got an extra room over there in the
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basement it's just up the street I knew
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it I knew you're trying to show that God
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stuff down my throat I'm telling you
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there is no God I know there is no God
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there's no God I'm not shoving anything
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I'm just telling you where there's an
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empty room
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fine I'll take a look at it
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the room the room is all I'm looking at
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sure you don't need anything else
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tonight
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that's right I don't need anything else
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oh say would you mind going out the back
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and come back tomorrow when you get
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hungry and you could say thanks for the
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food
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Thanks thank you as I went down in the
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river to pray studying about that girl
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way and who shall wear the story crown
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good lord show me the way for a place to
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stay
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you always on break just waiting on you
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I still don't have any money I did you
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forget that nope I am sorry about not
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thanking you last night
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what call you don't recall you yelled at
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me for my bad manners gonna call stuff
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like that sorry you hungry
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come on I know you said you lost
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everything but you still got your
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manners Thanks
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you've got a lot to be grateful for you
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know yeah like what the starters
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grateful to all for your cup of coffee I
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said thank you do you say that enough I
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don't have anything to be grateful for
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you ought to keep track yeah this'll
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help
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that's too many pages I only need one
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line
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I'd write down this cup of coffee
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okay two lines a cup of coffee and food
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nice excuse me
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what's her story mrs. Stewart the
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company she worked for for 20 years
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downsized and eliminated a job no guys
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you think her losing her job is God's
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fault too
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did she get fired because she was doing
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a lousy job probably not it's probably
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got fired for no good reason and and
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that's a good thing
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brilliant lot has changed in the last
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five years
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her agent can't be good half of all
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millionaires in this country start their
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businesses after the age of 60 what if
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that was God's plan for her life oh
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brother what a stretch you think would
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have been more productive for her to go
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around with no hope and do what lay down
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and die there is no God and there is no
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hope
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well into her stories that she started
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her own company and it was making
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millions you said was she had to give it
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up that's what I prayed what about no
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you want something else no I think I'm
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done I'm fine
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hey before you go why don't you tell me
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about you why you think there's no God
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you never did get to that last night you
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won't hear about me you said you read
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the papers I also said I don't believe
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everything I read in the papers I'd like
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to get your take on the whole thing and
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why you think you've got it so bad
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take some pie what kind look I'm sure Oh
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bring him some pecan pie well I was
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champ twice that last fight were to set
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me up for the rest of my life I had a
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big house lots of friends great
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girlfriend fast car I had everything
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like I said I I had all that stuff and
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now I don't that's pretty much the end
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of the story
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that's not much of a story and this show
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doesn't show what God had anything to do
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with it look I worked hard my whole life
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to get to where it was I trained for
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hours and hours every day I traveled all
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over I lived in dives I took whatever
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fight I could and then I made it I was
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champion of the world twice I was
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somebody
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then then God took it all away God yeah
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God isn't he the giver of life taker of
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life doesn't he control everything he
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gives us free will he that Hector died
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he let them stripped me of my title and
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everything that I had God kept hitting
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Hector control no I hit him
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but God let him die anything wouldn't
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have let that happen
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it wouldn't have lost everything
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everything you you're forgetting about
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Hector's femme I already told you about
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Hector's family they've got my purse I'm
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dad
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I know they got your money they got your
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purse but you're still alive
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you still got hope there you go with the
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hope stuff I got no hope
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I'm just waiting to do it Hector that's
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all yeah
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take this read the first chapter is
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payment for your meal and come back
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tomorrow 9:00
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and make sure to write down all the
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things that you're grateful for when
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you're done reading what things let's
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see the meal for starters and the pie
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and aren't you staying at the church
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again tonight I don't know maybe I
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thought I'd walk around some well if you
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do when you're lying in your warm bed
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with a roof over your head make sure you
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write that down and something more
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you're grateful for see your list is
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growing and that you're alive
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[Music]
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let me somewhere
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didn't really wanna be on me
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I cried for help into the night alone
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[Music]
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it seems I'm always on my
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I know the world seems so empty to me so
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much harder to believe
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[Applause]
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[Music]
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[Applause]
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yeah where
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[Music]
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the cold cold silence of this place I
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search
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I'm looking for
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[Music]
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[Applause]
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no one's day
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please God show me really care
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where
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[Music]
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[Applause]
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[Music]
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hey mister you alright
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do you need a ride or something is this
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really the kind of town we've seen
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pretty lady can pick up some random
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stranger
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we're not random I know exactly who you
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are you know who I am
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yeah you're Sonny boon you recognize me
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like this
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like what lady no I mean really like
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what do you mean you're close yeah oh
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come on don't tell me you're the type of
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guy that think the clothes make the man
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hates me
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we going to the diner because I can give
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you a ride across the street
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[Music]
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come on
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[Music]
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[Applause]
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I'm Cindy gray I'm Randall boon dude
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call me Sonny but probably already know
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that yeah well buckle up
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we're just going across the street yeah
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well the Lord promises tomorrow to no
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one you know must be this time I'm sorry
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what nothing
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so what are you lighting you your fight
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fan or you just love those gossip mags
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neither
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there's my ex-husband he was a big fan
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of yours yeah he's been following you
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ever since you won your first
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championship that was ten years ago lady
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lots happened since then yeah meet you
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so what's wrong you're not allowed in
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the front door you know I know the night
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manager Molokai yeah you know him yeah
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kind of well I never came here for the
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chili if you know what I mean
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I came for the nourishment you got me
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lady
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and I don't know to me well Malachi was
533
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the only thing that kept me from cashing
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in about eight years ago
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what happened eight years ago well my
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world fell apart I mean literally
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everything that I had known in the first
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30 years of my life was gone yeah tell
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me about it well okay no I was I was
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nineteen years old married to what I
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thought was a wonderful man the man that
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God had chosen for me he was a pastor
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and he was just starting out as ministry
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another God story you don't believe in
545
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the promises of God I can't get my me
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little Malachi gets here so in the one
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well how do you know he's not here I
548
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mean just because you don't see him yeah
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I believe what my eyes told me if he was
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here his apron would be done it wouldn't
551
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be over there on that post so he's not
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here you know it's a nice night you can
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wait out here if you want
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[Music]
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quiet your hand
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quiet your feet be still
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[Music]
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be still well as I was saying everything
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was going along great the church was
560
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really rowing it was becoming a very
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00:37:34,650 --> 00:37:37,939
popular pastor started to travel a lot
562
00:37:37,939 --> 00:37:40,019
when he traveled it was up to me to
563
00:37:40,019 --> 00:37:42,329
oversee the church he hired most of the
564
00:37:42,329 --> 00:37:44,400
staff but I was the one that was in
565
00:37:44,400 --> 00:37:46,650
charge when he was away I basically just
566
00:37:46,650 --> 00:37:48,269
made sure that the church ran smoothly
567
00:37:48,269 --> 00:37:50,910
in his absence sounds great
568
00:37:50,910 --> 00:37:53,130
well we continue to grow we were able to
569
00:37:53,130 --> 00:37:56,299
build a big new sanctuary complex on I
570
00:37:56,299 --> 00:38:01,289
had a gorgeous new house two fabulous
571
00:38:01,289 --> 00:38:08,880
cars hey are you okay yeah I was just
572
00:38:08,880 --> 00:38:11,969
thinking you're describing my life to a
573
00:38:11,969 --> 00:38:15,599
tee do you have kids huh well no I mean
574
00:38:15,599 --> 00:38:18,239
all but that I was engaged and we were
575
00:38:18,239 --> 00:38:23,570
about to get married when the when no
576
00:38:23,570 --> 00:38:26,210
go ahead I want to hear your story as I
577
00:38:26,210 --> 00:38:27,920
was saying we had the idea like life you
578
00:38:27,920 --> 00:38:31,100
know it was a fairy tale really God was
579
00:38:31,100 --> 00:38:35,540
good to us if God was so good what's the
580
00:38:35,540 --> 00:38:38,180
point of the story I know you're gonna
581
00:38:38,180 --> 00:38:39,560
start telling me some bad stuff happen
582
00:38:39,560 --> 00:38:41,180
any minute you're gonna prove my point
583
00:38:41,180 --> 00:38:43,370
no God was good to me when I didn't know
584
00:38:43,370 --> 00:38:45,500
it God was good to me but I didn't think
585
00:38:45,500 --> 00:38:49,310
and and God was good to me when I was
586
00:38:49,310 --> 00:38:53,600
mad at him so you admit you are mad at
587
00:38:53,600 --> 00:38:59,270
God no not our was but that's okay
588
00:38:59,270 --> 00:39:02,240
because I got over it and what I did he
589
00:39:02,240 --> 00:39:05,240
was right there waiting for me well you
590
00:39:05,240 --> 00:39:10,310
don't see Malachi do you know you know
591
00:39:10,310 --> 00:39:12,950
like I said we had everything at the
592
00:39:12,950 --> 00:39:17,859
house the cars the jobs children
593
00:39:17,890 --> 00:39:23,350
we had it all so what happened your
594
00:39:23,350 --> 00:39:26,100
husband get killed you know
595
00:39:26,100 --> 00:39:29,210
it was worse worse than getting killed
596
00:39:29,210 --> 00:39:34,680
what's worse than dying
597
00:39:34,680 --> 00:39:37,470
he came home one night after one of his
598
00:39:37,470 --> 00:39:40,740
mission trips big stack of legal papers
599
00:39:40,740 --> 00:39:43,890
in his hands basically told me he didn't
600
00:39:43,890 --> 00:39:45,240
want to be married to me anymore I had
601
00:39:45,240 --> 00:39:47,839
to get out of the house
602
00:39:48,440 --> 00:39:52,060
I had to leave my home that very night
603
00:39:52,060 --> 00:39:54,620
and I didn't see my children for a month
604
00:39:54,620 --> 00:39:57,710
so yeah it was worse
605
00:39:57,710 --> 00:40:00,650
I thought the female always gets the
606
00:40:00,650 --> 00:40:03,560
breaks in the divorces he was a very
607
00:40:03,560 --> 00:40:05,990
powerful man by then with very powerful
608
00:40:05,990 --> 00:40:08,870
friends it was if he had planned the
609
00:40:08,870 --> 00:40:13,720
previous two years for that very night
610
00:40:13,720 --> 00:40:17,540
what do you mean everything and I mean
611
00:40:17,540 --> 00:40:21,340
everything was in the name of the church
612
00:40:21,340 --> 00:40:26,260
the house the cars the bank accounts I
613
00:40:26,260 --> 00:40:29,480
was literally put out on the streets
614
00:40:29,480 --> 00:40:31,430
oh and that salary that I thought I was
615
00:40:31,430 --> 00:40:34,339
getting also tied them right back up
616
00:40:34,339 --> 00:40:37,510
into the church I was in total despair
617
00:40:37,510 --> 00:40:39,829
you're not gonna tell me that pretty
618
00:40:39,829 --> 00:40:41,690
lady why do you ended up on the street I
619
00:40:41,690 --> 00:40:43,990
came very close to living on the streets
620
00:40:43,990 --> 00:40:46,040
you know those friends that I thought I
621
00:40:46,040 --> 00:40:48,430
had well they were friends that we had
622
00:40:48,430 --> 00:40:50,780
and when there was a no more we there
623
00:40:50,780 --> 00:40:53,630
were no more friends I basically didn't
624
00:40:53,630 --> 00:40:55,640
exist without him you know I didn't have
625
00:40:55,640 --> 00:40:58,500
my own identity
626
00:40:58,500 --> 00:41:01,470
every single thing in my life
627
00:41:01,470 --> 00:41:04,380
up into that very point revolved around
628
00:41:04,380 --> 00:41:05,849
that man
629
00:41:05,849 --> 00:41:09,239
let me put it to you this way I know how
630
00:41:09,239 --> 00:41:11,249
he liked his eggs fixed because I fixed
631
00:41:11,249 --> 00:41:12,730
them
632
00:41:12,730 --> 00:41:15,369
but I didn't know how I liked mine wait
633
00:41:15,369 --> 00:41:18,210
eggs I don't get but what do you mean I
634
00:41:18,210 --> 00:41:20,829
stumbled into this very diner on the
635
00:41:20,829 --> 00:41:23,890
night that I was maddest at God I mean I
636
00:41:23,890 --> 00:41:26,859
just knew he didn't exist the Malakai
637
00:41:26,859 --> 00:41:27,540
got me
638
00:41:27,540 --> 00:41:31,480
he sat me down and he asked me how I
639
00:41:31,480 --> 00:41:33,380
liked my eggs
640
00:41:33,380 --> 00:41:35,569
what you telling me that he convinced
641
00:41:35,569 --> 00:41:38,989
you that there's a God of course not he
642
00:41:38,989 --> 00:41:41,989
couldn't do that but what he did do was
643
00:41:41,989 --> 00:41:43,640
show me that all those why questions
644
00:41:43,640 --> 00:41:46,009
that I wanted answers to couldn't be
645
00:41:46,009 --> 00:41:49,670
answered at least not by God you know I
646
00:41:49,670 --> 00:41:53,150
had wasted two years of my life during
647
00:41:53,150 --> 00:41:58,069
the divorce proceedings asking why so I
648
00:41:58,069 --> 00:42:00,589
asked Malachi for help instead I asked
649
00:42:00,589 --> 00:42:03,160
Malachi for the answers
650
00:42:03,160 --> 00:42:06,640
you know what he told me real clue
651
00:42:06,640 --> 00:42:12,450
he said Cindy it just takes time time
652
00:42:12,450 --> 00:42:14,410
well at least now I had someone else to
653
00:42:14,410 --> 00:42:16,599
be mad at in addition to God because
654
00:42:16,599 --> 00:42:19,119
that that was not the answer that I
655
00:42:19,119 --> 00:42:21,489
wanted to hear I was so mad at Malachi
656
00:42:21,489 --> 00:42:24,359
for that why did you keep coming back
657
00:42:24,359 --> 00:42:27,819
because he is the only one we put a roof
658
00:42:27,819 --> 00:42:30,700
over my head when I literally had no
659
00:42:30,700 --> 00:42:31,509
place else to go
660
00:42:31,509 --> 00:42:35,170
yeah you didn't stay at the church the
661
00:42:35,170 --> 00:42:39,369
way up yes that's why I stopped to check
662
00:42:39,369 --> 00:42:41,950
on you make sure you were okay and you
663
00:42:41,950 --> 00:42:45,700
know what Malachi was right all it did
664
00:42:45,700 --> 00:42:48,000
was just take time
665
00:42:48,000 --> 00:42:52,680
I wasted two years of my life asking why
666
00:42:52,680 --> 00:42:55,880
and then one morning the Sun came up I
667
00:42:55,880 --> 00:42:58,760
know it had been there all along but I
668
00:42:58,760 --> 00:43:01,950
just didn't see it
669
00:43:01,950 --> 00:43:04,589
but when I did I saw the light in there
670
00:43:04,589 --> 00:43:06,090
he wants
671
00:43:06,090 --> 00:43:07,700
he
672
00:43:07,700 --> 00:43:12,040
you mean god yes
673
00:43:12,040 --> 00:43:14,200
and I realized he had been with me all
674
00:43:14,200 --> 00:43:18,730
along he had never left my side how can
675
00:43:18,730 --> 00:43:21,100
you say that how can you say he's been
676
00:43:21,100 --> 00:43:22,540
with you the entire time when he let all
677
00:43:22,540 --> 00:43:24,910
that bad stuff happen to you well the
678
00:43:24,910 --> 00:43:27,130
rain falls on the just and the unjust oh
679
00:43:27,130 --> 00:43:29,050
that's a Bible cliche it still doesn't
680
00:43:29,050 --> 00:43:30,160
answer the question why he let all that
681
00:43:30,160 --> 00:43:35,260
stuff happened to me I mean you God did
682
00:43:35,260 --> 00:43:38,320
not let all that stuff happen to me God
683
00:43:38,320 --> 00:43:41,530
did not make me marry that man God did
684
00:43:41,530 --> 00:43:43,830
not make him forsake his wedding vows
685
00:43:43,830 --> 00:43:47,650
and God did not make me stupidly allow
686
00:43:47,650 --> 00:43:50,140
every single thing that I owned we put
687
00:43:50,140 --> 00:43:53,069
in the church's name
688
00:43:53,710 --> 00:43:59,190
that was my own freewill unfortunately
689
00:43:59,190 --> 00:44:00,230
you will
690
00:44:00,230 --> 00:44:01,660
[Music]
691
00:44:01,660 --> 00:44:04,480
and you know what I realized God was
692
00:44:04,480 --> 00:44:06,339
with me during the good times too you
693
00:44:06,339 --> 00:44:08,890
know and in the early years there were a
694
00:44:08,890 --> 00:44:11,740
lot of good times now God was with me
695
00:44:11,740 --> 00:44:14,109
during the birth of my two beautiful
696
00:44:14,109 --> 00:44:16,288
children
697
00:44:17,260 --> 00:44:19,630
and God has definitely been with me
698
00:44:19,630 --> 00:44:22,570
during these past eight years I have my
699
00:44:22,570 --> 00:44:25,150
kids with me full-time
700
00:44:25,150 --> 00:44:29,580
and I have a ton of friends true friends
701
00:44:31,610 --> 00:44:35,940
and I have the hope of an eternal life
702
00:44:35,940 --> 00:44:38,640
that is better than anything I have had
703
00:44:38,640 --> 00:44:43,020
or have now and that sunny that is what
704
00:44:43,020 --> 00:44:46,410
is important I stopped blaming him and I
705
00:44:46,410 --> 00:44:51,329
started thanking him I have an unending
706
00:44:51,329 --> 00:44:54,760
list of things to be grateful for
707
00:44:54,760 --> 00:44:57,859
[Music]
708
00:44:58,720 --> 00:45:01,790
[Applause]
709
00:45:02,530 --> 00:45:05,800
sunny booth
710
00:45:06,260 --> 00:45:11,150
I am grateful for you sunny man for you
711
00:45:11,150 --> 00:45:13,580
have confirmed yet again that God is
712
00:45:13,580 --> 00:45:16,010
still at work so he sold all those books
713
00:45:16,010 --> 00:45:20,359
to huh no he gave me this one well he
714
00:45:20,359 --> 00:45:21,890
gave me the first one this is the third
715
00:45:21,890 --> 00:45:23,990
book I've gotten and you can see it's
716
00:45:23,990 --> 00:45:27,890
almost full he gave you one too huh yeah
717
00:45:27,890 --> 00:45:30,859
well yeah well trust me on this
718
00:45:30,859 --> 00:45:33,560
here's it and if you don't have it with
719
00:45:33,560 --> 00:45:35,420
you write it down on an app and you'll
720
00:45:35,420 --> 00:45:38,090
see you can fill the pages of that book
721
00:45:38,090 --> 00:45:40,609
but you will never run out of things I
722
00:45:40,609 --> 00:45:44,240
don't know being grateful for all that I
723
00:45:44,240 --> 00:45:46,940
have is the biggest step in getting me
724
00:45:46,940 --> 00:45:48,480
away from what I didn't have
725
00:45:48,480 --> 00:45:54,240
I had a lot and probably more than you
726
00:45:54,240 --> 00:45:58,099
and now I've got something you'll see
727
00:45:58,099 --> 00:46:01,940
let all those things you think you lost
728
00:46:01,940 --> 00:46:03,960
well there weren't things that you
729
00:46:03,960 --> 00:46:06,230
needed anyway
730
00:46:06,230 --> 00:46:11,220
[Music]
731
00:46:11,220 --> 00:46:14,550
tomorrow let's get someone to eat
732
00:46:14,550 --> 00:46:18,119
I'm sure Malachi is buying I already ate
733
00:46:18,119 --> 00:46:20,450
with my family I'm not going in
734
00:46:20,450 --> 00:46:26,320
but I just wanted to give you a ride to
735
00:46:26,320 --> 00:46:29,560
take care
736
00:46:29,730 --> 00:46:34,599
[Music]
737
00:46:34,599 --> 00:46:36,890
wait a second
738
00:46:36,890 --> 00:46:41,980
how do you like I mean your eggs my eggs
739
00:46:41,980 --> 00:46:45,519
scrambled of course
740
00:46:46,300 --> 00:46:53,800
[Music]
741
00:46:53,800 --> 00:46:56,850
you seem to know everybody's story what
742
00:46:56,850 --> 00:47:00,640
what's that guy's story Billy he was a
743
00:47:00,640 --> 00:47:02,410
regular for a while hasn't been at much
744
00:47:02,410 --> 00:47:06,100
lately I think he's been too busy does
745
00:47:06,100 --> 00:47:08,890
he pay you worry about that a lot
746
00:47:08,890 --> 00:47:14,069
learning yeah so Mike's world around
747
00:47:18,510 --> 00:47:23,880
hey listen Racing do you get paid here
748
00:47:24,270 --> 00:47:28,420
okay but wait but my point is you're
749
00:47:28,420 --> 00:47:30,280
doing this for the money right he's he's
750
00:47:30,280 --> 00:47:32,910
doing this for the money
751
00:47:33,840 --> 00:47:36,790
Paula not both give what we need we have
752
00:47:36,790 --> 00:47:40,780
enough enough is all anyone needs but my
753
00:47:40,780 --> 00:47:42,430
point is you're both you're working for
754
00:47:42,430 --> 00:47:44,619
the money and that's what was taken from
755
00:47:44,619 --> 00:47:47,740
me don't you get that was it do you
756
00:47:47,740 --> 00:47:50,290
think this is all there is do you think
757
00:47:50,290 --> 00:47:51,940
here where you are now is the end of
758
00:47:51,940 --> 00:47:56,320
your story I can't see a way out I can't
759
00:47:56,320 --> 00:48:00,160
go anywhere I can't I can't get I can
760
00:48:00,160 --> 00:48:02,500
get a job I'm cursed but you didn't
761
00:48:02,500 --> 00:48:06,400
answer is this the end of your story let
762
00:48:06,400 --> 00:48:09,220
me put it another way do you think
763
00:48:09,220 --> 00:48:10,450
you've been going through something
764
00:48:10,450 --> 00:48:12,609
these last six months or is this way
765
00:48:12,609 --> 00:48:13,900
you're gonna be for the rest of your
766
00:48:13,900 --> 00:48:19,480
days here on earth I know I'm going
767
00:48:19,480 --> 00:48:20,890
through something it doesn't mean it's
768
00:48:20,890 --> 00:48:22,390
gonna get any better but they are going
769
00:48:22,390 --> 00:48:24,130
to change by the mere fact that you're
770
00:48:24,130 --> 00:48:31,420
going through yes true that's a pretty
771
00:48:31,420 --> 00:48:33,880
powerful word now I know you don't think
772
00:48:33,880 --> 00:48:38,440
he's real but hear me out how many times
773
00:48:38,440 --> 00:48:40,510
does God say that he will leave you in a
774
00:48:40,510 --> 00:48:45,609
place I don't know attendant I don't
775
00:48:45,609 --> 00:48:48,250
care not
776
00:48:48,250 --> 00:48:50,720
god never says he'll leave you in a
777
00:48:50,720 --> 00:48:54,740
situation so how many times is God say
778
00:48:54,740 --> 00:48:57,910
that he will see you through a situation
779
00:48:57,910 --> 00:49:01,250
same answer I don't know and I don't
780
00:49:01,250 --> 00:49:01,730
care
781
00:49:01,730 --> 00:49:04,309
always God always promises deceived
782
00:49:04,309 --> 00:49:05,390
through a situation
783
00:49:05,390 --> 00:49:13,160
never leave you they sure love me when
784
00:49:13,160 --> 00:49:17,089
you are kid did you ever see a a crack
785
00:49:17,089 --> 00:49:18,829
in the concrete and see ants building an
786
00:49:18,829 --> 00:49:25,730
anthill what an anthill coming up to the
787
00:49:25,730 --> 00:49:31,240
concrete yeah then you walk by and you
788
00:49:31,240 --> 00:49:35,240
swipe it away with your foot yeah I'm
789
00:49:35,240 --> 00:49:38,450
sure everybody's gonna so looking at it
790
00:49:38,450 --> 00:49:39,740
from an answer you you could probably
791
00:49:39,740 --> 00:49:42,619
compare that to uh to a tornado or
792
00:49:42,619 --> 00:49:46,750
hurricane what we call a disaster
793
00:49:46,750 --> 00:49:52,059
hundreds of dead for no reason
794
00:49:54,290 --> 00:49:56,870
okay what's that got to do with it man
795
00:49:56,870 --> 00:49:58,790
I'm getting there then you come back
796
00:49:58,790 --> 00:50:01,870
later on that day and lo and behold
797
00:50:01,870 --> 00:50:04,190
there's another anthill in the same
798
00:50:04,190 --> 00:50:07,580
place they're ants that's what they do
799
00:50:07,580 --> 00:50:10,700
so you admit just because all of their
800
00:50:10,700 --> 00:50:12,950
hard work gets kicked aside the ants one
801
00:50:12,950 --> 00:50:14,830
of the smallest creatures God ever made
802
00:50:14,830 --> 00:50:18,070
don't just quit
803
00:50:18,070 --> 00:50:22,120
like I said it's what they do and you
804
00:50:22,120 --> 00:50:28,820
mean what you allowed to just quit what
805
00:50:28,820 --> 00:50:30,350
makes you think this is the end of the
806
00:50:30,350 --> 00:50:33,440
Sonny Boone story don't you have some
807
00:50:33,440 --> 00:50:38,950
other customers to bother somewhere I
808
00:50:39,370 --> 00:50:45,970
guess you're right excuse me
809
00:51:02,810 --> 00:51:05,160
would you mind talking to Billy for a
810
00:51:05,160 --> 00:51:08,030
minute I think you could help them me
811
00:51:08,030 --> 00:51:09,589
sure
812
00:51:09,589 --> 00:51:13,079
just listen I saw some people need
813
00:51:13,079 --> 00:51:31,130
someone to listen Billy this is Remo
814
00:51:31,130 --> 00:51:32,579
Remo
815
00:51:32,579 --> 00:51:39,349
this is Billy crew hey glad to meet you
816
00:51:39,349 --> 00:51:49,589
hey sit down can you sew Remo what do
817
00:51:49,589 --> 00:51:54,119
you do I kind of unemployed at the
818
00:51:54,119 --> 00:51:57,660
moment it sounds like me well except for
819
00:51:57,660 --> 00:51:59,849
the blind part you're not blind are you
820
00:51:59,849 --> 00:52:03,480
no I'm fine I mean no I know what you
821
00:52:03,480 --> 00:52:09,420
mean I'm fine too you know I used to not
822
00:52:09,420 --> 00:52:14,310
be fine that is I wasn't for the grace
823
00:52:14,310 --> 00:52:17,490
of God I I'd still be in a mess boy you
824
00:52:17,490 --> 00:52:21,230
don't you know top that huh I got time
825
00:52:21,230 --> 00:52:23,490
have you heard of me like read about me
826
00:52:23,490 --> 00:52:28,200
in the papers or on the internet no no I
827
00:52:28,200 --> 00:52:30,060
haven't should I have up until five
828
00:52:30,060 --> 00:52:32,460
years ago I had my future all a line
829
00:52:32,460 --> 00:52:34,470
down she was gonna be a big star in the
830
00:52:34,470 --> 00:52:36,660
NFL I was gonna be no more picking the
831
00:52:36,660 --> 00:52:38,700
pro football draft I was on track to win
832
00:52:38,700 --> 00:52:40,589
the Heisman that year you know we had
833
00:52:40,589 --> 00:52:42,569
every NFL team fighting over me
834
00:52:42,569 --> 00:52:47,369
seriously I sorry I wasn't blind then if
835
00:52:47,369 --> 00:52:49,800
that's what you're thinking oh yeah
836
00:52:49,800 --> 00:52:51,300
that'd be pretty good chick though
837
00:52:51,300 --> 00:52:53,390
wouldn't ya
838
00:52:53,390 --> 00:52:58,170
but what really happened oh I had
839
00:52:58,170 --> 00:52:59,280
nothing to do with football if that's
840
00:52:59,280 --> 00:52:59,940
what you're asking
841
00:52:59,940 --> 00:53:01,800
so I played football since I was eight
842
00:53:01,800 --> 00:53:02,940
and you know the worst thing you ever
843
00:53:02,940 --> 00:53:04,560
happened was just a sprained ankle in
844
00:53:04,560 --> 00:53:08,670
Pop Warner pretty lucky I guess oh look
845
00:53:08,670 --> 00:53:09,510
No
846
00:53:09,510 --> 00:53:12,090
see I was blessed with a gift we all
847
00:53:12,090 --> 00:53:15,090
have gifts so what went wrong
848
00:53:15,090 --> 00:53:19,440
oh it was stupid I was out with the guys
849
00:53:19,440 --> 00:53:22,590
when night after practice and uh-oh we
850
00:53:22,590 --> 00:53:29,100
got a car wreck huh yeah drunk driver
851
00:53:29,100 --> 00:53:32,180
yeah topped a hill and hit his head on
852
00:53:32,180 --> 00:53:34,500
that guy ended up walking away from the
853
00:53:34,500 --> 00:53:37,980
crash but uh - my buddies were killed
854
00:53:37,980 --> 00:53:39,810
and well I was the lucky one
855
00:53:39,810 --> 00:53:49,080
you know God spared me mr. Boone all
856
00:53:49,080 --> 00:53:50,730
right are you are you still there yeah
857
00:53:50,730 --> 00:53:54,930
I'm I'm here I can't see how you can
858
00:53:54,930 --> 00:53:57,260
call yourself lucky
859
00:53:57,260 --> 00:54:01,290
well I'm still here
860
00:54:01,290 --> 00:54:03,460
I'm confused I don't understand how you
861
00:54:03,460 --> 00:54:06,130
can give God credit at all I mean if
862
00:54:06,130 --> 00:54:09,070
he's so high and mighty and powerful why
863
00:54:09,070 --> 00:54:12,400
would he why do you let your two friends
864
00:54:12,400 --> 00:54:18,430
die and you go blind yeah it's really
865
00:54:18,430 --> 00:54:21,730
hard for me to believe this all-powerful
866
00:54:21,730 --> 00:54:24,910
loving being you guys call God and let
867
00:54:24,910 --> 00:54:27,010
all that happen and then on top of it
868
00:54:27,010 --> 00:54:29,830
let the guy who caused it walk away
869
00:54:29,830 --> 00:54:30,820
scot-free
870
00:54:30,820 --> 00:54:34,990
all I said I'm still here look it it
871
00:54:34,990 --> 00:54:36,460
showed me that God wasn't dude with me
872
00:54:36,460 --> 00:54:40,080
yet I don't mean to be insensitive but
873
00:54:40,080 --> 00:54:44,800
that's just not God and and it's no
874
00:54:44,800 --> 00:54:47,080
blessing to be blind he can't be all
875
00:54:47,080 --> 00:54:50,050
that powerful I mean oh wait look God
876
00:54:50,050 --> 00:54:53,950
didn't make that jogger get drunk that
877
00:54:53,950 --> 00:54:57,420
was his own free will look the truth is
878
00:54:57,420 --> 00:54:59,740
we can't know all the reasons why I got
879
00:54:59,740 --> 00:55:03,210
less bad things happen I mean if he does
880
00:55:03,210 --> 00:55:05,730
it's just a sinful world that we live in
881
00:55:05,730 --> 00:55:08,140
but God didn't plan to have sin in this
882
00:55:08,140 --> 00:55:10,810
world man chose it and it's also very
883
00:55:10,810 --> 00:55:12,280
arrogant of us to reduce God to the
884
00:55:12,280 --> 00:55:13,780
thoughts of a man and when we do that
885
00:55:13,780 --> 00:55:14,800
when we ask him why
886
00:55:14,800 --> 00:55:18,730
but you didn't do anything wrong me
887
00:55:18,730 --> 00:55:24,610
personally probably not but I do live in
888
00:55:24,610 --> 00:55:27,880
this world and I'm bound by that see
889
00:55:27,880 --> 00:55:30,280
look it's like my team right that could
890
00:55:30,280 --> 00:55:31,570
be the best player to ever wear a
891
00:55:31,570 --> 00:55:33,460
uniform but those other guys on the
892
00:55:33,460 --> 00:55:35,080
field are the worst then I'd be bound by
893
00:55:35,080 --> 00:55:37,600
that look nothing I do on my own can
894
00:55:37,600 --> 00:55:41,440
change that besides the Word of God
895
00:55:41,440 --> 00:55:43,120
promises that will have a trouble-free
896
00:55:43,120 --> 00:55:46,690
life in fact in over instances he tells
897
00:55:46,690 --> 00:55:48,970
us will suffer hardships like it's just
898
00:55:48,970 --> 00:55:50,680
us that think those hardships belong to
899
00:55:50,680 --> 00:55:54,300
others it's still not fair
900
00:55:54,300 --> 00:55:55,680
you know I'm sorry for hurting your
901
00:55:55,680 --> 00:55:58,200
feelings but I can't I can't see where
902
00:55:58,200 --> 00:56:01,410
God has been in any of this good or bad
903
00:56:01,410 --> 00:56:06,150
oh it's good for sure look he promises
904
00:56:06,150 --> 00:56:08,490
us today I mean you wouldn't want to
905
00:56:08,490 --> 00:56:09,869
live in a world where you had my choice
906
00:56:09,869 --> 00:56:12,810
right of course not
907
00:56:12,810 --> 00:56:14,580
look so when God gave us the ability to
908
00:56:14,580 --> 00:56:16,940
choose those choices have consequences
909
00:56:16,940 --> 00:56:20,700
both good and bad sometimes the results
910
00:56:20,700 --> 00:56:24,950
of those choices cause collateral damage
911
00:56:24,950 --> 00:56:26,520
collateral damage
912
00:56:26,520 --> 00:56:28,920
yeah okay I didn't choose for that
913
00:56:28,920 --> 00:56:31,290
driver to get drunk that night yeah I
914
00:56:31,290 --> 00:56:32,880
did choose to go out with my buddies I I
915
00:56:32,880 --> 00:56:35,430
could have stayed home but I didn't my
916
00:56:35,430 --> 00:56:37,820
friends couldn't stay home but they did
917
00:56:37,820 --> 00:56:40,920
look those are all choices all the
918
00:56:40,920 --> 00:56:43,050
consequences within some collateral
919
00:56:43,050 --> 00:56:45,780
damage but the cause of all I mean the
920
00:56:45,780 --> 00:56:47,550
drunk guy and he had no consequence
921
00:56:47,550 --> 00:56:48,930
there's no collateral damage he walks
922
00:56:48,930 --> 00:56:53,910
away and no damage he's still in prison
923
00:56:53,910 --> 00:56:56,190
I mean he had a successful law practice
924
00:56:56,190 --> 00:56:58,830
in a nice family I mean he lost all that
925
00:56:58,830 --> 00:57:01,770
I mean I still get phone calls from him
926
00:57:01,770 --> 00:57:03,240
almost every week telling me how sorry
927
00:57:03,240 --> 00:57:06,780
is for what happened and even when he's
928
00:57:06,780 --> 00:57:12,619
out of that prison still won't be free
929
00:57:12,619 --> 00:57:16,250
cuz he put himself in a lifelong prison
930
00:57:16,250 --> 00:57:19,250
ceii
931
00:57:24,070 --> 00:57:29,210
yeah not the labor the point you got to
932
00:57:29,210 --> 00:57:30,440
say something you made me think I
933
00:57:30,440 --> 00:57:32,150
butchered there anything in that [ __ ] oh
934
00:57:32,150 --> 00:57:36,620
I'm sorry man I I was uh writing
935
00:57:36,620 --> 00:57:39,770
something down before for God let's put
936
00:57:39,770 --> 00:57:48,980
in your book hey mom sorry yes to put in
937
00:57:48,980 --> 00:57:53,870
the book I wrote Malachi's getting a cut
938
00:57:53,870 --> 00:57:55,880
of all these books he's bad yeah I'm
939
00:57:55,880 --> 00:57:57,580
sure he does
940
00:57:57,580 --> 00:58:00,080
okay I gotta go it was very nice talking
941
00:58:00,080 --> 00:58:05,200
to you nice talking to you too
942
00:58:35,040 --> 00:58:38,150
[Music]
943
00:58:39,030 --> 00:58:51,310
anyhow I don't know or maybe it he gave
944
00:58:51,310 --> 00:58:53,070
me some things to think about that I
945
00:58:53,070 --> 00:58:55,840
seriously doubt I helped him oh I'm sure
946
00:58:55,840 --> 00:58:59,470
you did I don't understand why he's so
947
00:58:59,470 --> 00:59:00,190
darn happy
948
00:59:00,190 --> 00:59:02,200
I mean his situation is almost identical
949
00:59:02,200 --> 00:59:05,590
to mine you're going blind you know what
950
00:59:05,590 --> 00:59:06,920
I mean
951
00:59:06,920 --> 00:59:08,869
he was on top of his game and he lost
952
00:59:08,869 --> 00:59:12,970
everything I was on top and I lost
953
00:59:12,970 --> 00:59:14,359
everything
954
00:59:14,359 --> 00:59:18,500
and I just don't see what good God has
955
00:59:18,500 --> 00:59:21,589
been in all that good really know who
956
00:59:21,589 --> 00:59:25,099
you were you mean that I was chamfered
957
00:59:25,099 --> 00:59:27,160
all that that stuff happened yes
958
00:59:27,160 --> 00:59:31,039
no he didn't seem to so I guess that
959
00:59:31,039 --> 00:59:32,539
stuff must not define who you are
960
00:59:32,539 --> 00:59:35,420
anymore than his blindness defines who
961
00:59:35,420 --> 00:59:38,510
he is but what does he do now
962
00:59:38,510 --> 00:59:40,369
I mean what's he got to look forward to
963
00:59:40,369 --> 00:59:42,680
you mean besides a bunch more Grammys
964
00:59:42,680 --> 00:59:47,000
and Academy Awards no no that guy no he
965
00:59:47,000 --> 00:59:47,869
said he was unemployed
966
00:59:47,869 --> 00:59:50,089
well yes at the moment he's in between
967
00:59:50,089 --> 00:59:55,490
gigs but things change but that's what
968
00:59:55,490 --> 00:59:57,680
he's been doing since the accident while
969
00:59:57,680 --> 00:59:59,510
he was recovering in a hospital he began
970
00:59:59,510 --> 01:00:00,980
to hear music and started writing it
971
01:00:00,980 --> 01:00:03,619
down his first time out he wrote the
972
01:00:03,619 --> 01:00:07,099
soundtrack for the long ride and won a
973
01:00:07,099 --> 01:00:11,170
grammy is the hottest composer round
974
01:00:11,170 --> 01:00:14,720
Bobby maybe oughta read more than a
975
01:00:14,720 --> 01:00:18,669
sports page and watch more than ESPN
976
01:00:20,850 --> 01:00:25,300
what's that some shirts and pants for
977
01:00:25,300 --> 01:00:28,589
you I can't
978
01:00:28,589 --> 01:00:45,449
I guess that decides it'd be easier to
979
01:00:45,449 --> 01:00:56,549
carry that book with you you know I
980
01:00:56,549 --> 01:01:01,589
can't pay you for these so I was
981
01:01:01,589 --> 01:01:03,029
thinking I could do some work around the
982
01:01:03,029 --> 01:01:06,269
diner no we're handling it but you see
983
01:01:06,269 --> 01:01:08,189
if I could just get started are you on
984
01:01:08,189 --> 01:01:14,819
in that book chapter to read chapter
985
01:01:14,819 --> 01:01:18,199
three about self forgiveness
986
01:01:18,199 --> 01:01:21,769
that'll be pay enough
987
01:01:23,060 --> 01:01:27,900
[Music]
988
01:01:32,360 --> 01:01:35,599
[Music]
989
01:01:36,790 --> 01:01:40,200
sure I'm always here
990
01:01:40,200 --> 01:01:43,299
[Music]
991
01:01:44,890 --> 01:01:47,320
say would you mind making sure that back
992
01:01:47,320 --> 01:01:51,140
door shuts tight it's been sticking
993
01:01:51,140 --> 01:01:55,529
[Music]
994
01:01:57,860 --> 01:02:09,409
[Music]
995
01:02:11,640 --> 01:02:15,460
let's go with you you're like going in
996
01:02:15,460 --> 01:02:16,120
there are you
997
01:02:16,120 --> 01:02:20,320
yeah I still there lucky you oh wait
998
01:02:20,320 --> 01:02:21,670
what's going on then
999
01:02:21,670 --> 01:02:25,300
that guy up there is jerky play me
1000
01:02:25,300 --> 01:02:28,630
master Gary yeah no man you're mistaken
1001
01:02:28,630 --> 01:02:30,190
I was just trying to get out of the
1002
01:02:30,190 --> 01:02:31,600
night air okay I wasn't bothering
1003
01:02:31,600 --> 01:02:33,090
anything or anybody
1004
01:02:33,090 --> 01:02:35,650
come over come sit over crimson telling
1005
01:02:35,650 --> 01:02:38,010
me you're cold come on sit
1006
01:02:38,010 --> 01:02:41,360
[Music]
1007
01:02:41,360 --> 01:02:46,350
it's cold Oh further Don it's alright
1008
01:02:46,350 --> 01:02:52,250
good I'm seriously dude trail Thanks
1009
01:02:52,250 --> 01:02:55,740
so I was just around back
1010
01:02:55,740 --> 01:02:57,540
mine and my own business trying to get
1011
01:02:57,540 --> 01:03:00,090
some sleep I mean you couldn't even see
1012
01:03:00,090 --> 01:03:02,640
me from the street yeah that pastor guy
1013
01:03:02,640 --> 01:03:06,030
wasn't he Gary Gary he comes out he
1014
01:03:06,030 --> 01:03:08,880
shakes me awake says hey why don't you
1015
01:03:08,880 --> 01:03:11,450
move aside move aside
1016
01:03:11,450 --> 01:03:15,950
yeah that's something like that yeah
1017
01:03:15,950 --> 01:03:20,810
move inside it could have been maybe
1018
01:03:20,810 --> 01:03:22,920
nobody didn't have to bother me in the
1019
01:03:22,920 --> 01:03:24,840
first place she was offering you a place
1020
01:03:24,840 --> 01:03:27,260
to sleep that's kind of what he does
1021
01:03:27,260 --> 01:03:30,470
he's just like all this other god stuff
1022
01:03:30,470 --> 01:03:33,660
none of its real brother you preaching
1023
01:03:33,660 --> 01:03:34,860
to the choir but I got to tell you
1024
01:03:34,860 --> 01:03:36,420
Pastor Gary is different man he's a
1025
01:03:36,420 --> 01:03:37,440
pretty stand-up guy
1026
01:03:37,440 --> 01:03:39,480
it lets me stay this very room he
1027
01:03:39,480 --> 01:03:41,610
doesn't really talk to me kind of says
1028
01:03:41,610 --> 01:03:43,320
how I had no preaching we're kind of
1029
01:03:43,320 --> 01:03:48,570
grateful to know him you sorry bastard
1030
01:03:48,570 --> 01:03:50,400
thing alright with your friend here do
1031
01:03:50,400 --> 01:03:54,330
you mind if what's your name here well
1032
01:03:54,330 --> 01:03:55,830
Pietro Pescatore
1033
01:03:55,830 --> 01:03:59,700
but you can call me here do you mind if
1034
01:03:59,700 --> 01:04:04,520
Peter bugs inside tonight of course not
1035
01:04:05,630 --> 01:04:10,500
okay okay fine maybe it was inside why
1036
01:04:10,500 --> 01:04:12,360
are you sleeping in a doorway anyway
1037
01:04:12,360 --> 01:04:14,760
why are you here and what did you do
1038
01:04:14,760 --> 01:04:19,560
before tonight well I was a cop seven
1039
01:04:19,560 --> 01:04:22,980
years on the force they decided to let
1040
01:04:22,980 --> 01:04:25,230
me go undercover try to bust this drug
1041
01:04:25,230 --> 01:04:29,400
gang so in order to do that no I have to
1042
01:04:29,400 --> 01:04:30,990
have to get in have to become one of
1043
01:04:30,990 --> 01:04:34,560
them right which I do they end up
1044
01:04:34,560 --> 01:04:36,140
getting punished for it
1045
01:04:36,140 --> 01:04:38,610
what didn't we punished all of those
1046
01:04:38,610 --> 01:04:41,160
guys were users as well as dealers right
1047
01:04:41,160 --> 01:04:43,860
so how do you think it would have played
1048
01:04:43,860 --> 01:04:46,650
out if I didn't use Matt of a big score
1049
01:04:46,650 --> 01:04:49,620
everything goes south that night I find
1050
01:04:49,620 --> 01:04:51,420
out that one of our guys in the
1051
01:04:51,420 --> 01:04:54,060
department is there inside guy he finds
1052
01:04:54,060 --> 01:04:56,310
out about me at the same time so he
1053
01:04:56,310 --> 01:04:58,380
shows up at the drop ready to bust me
1054
01:04:58,380 --> 01:05:00,660
everything goes crazy he ends up getting
1055
01:05:00,660 --> 01:05:04,290
killed in the crossfire hate to say it
1056
01:05:04,290 --> 01:05:06,930
but bad cop dead you know your problem
1057
01:05:06,930 --> 01:05:09,930
solved right now I just starts them see
1058
01:05:09,930 --> 01:05:11,520
nobody in the department knew that that
1059
01:05:11,520 --> 01:05:13,160
cop was dirty
1060
01:05:13,160 --> 01:05:15,330
so I end up getting charged with the
1061
01:05:15,330 --> 01:05:18,830
rest of those lowlifes but you're out
1062
01:05:18,830 --> 01:05:20,960
you're out here you're not in prison
1063
01:05:20,960 --> 01:05:25,490
yeah I beat the murder charge finally
1064
01:05:25,490 --> 01:05:29,490
and I even kicked the habit but it ended
1065
01:05:29,490 --> 01:05:32,970
up costing me everything all those years
1066
01:05:32,970 --> 01:05:37,100
on the job gone like they never happened
1067
01:05:37,100 --> 01:05:41,250
all of my friends both inside and out of
1068
01:05:41,250 --> 01:05:45,030
the department disappeared what little
1069
01:05:45,030 --> 01:05:48,000
money I had went to the lawyers so I I
1070
01:05:48,000 --> 01:05:53,220
just ended up lost abandoned you're
1071
01:05:53,220 --> 01:05:57,060
still here you're alive you didn't fall
1072
01:05:57,060 --> 01:05:58,860
in a heap and feel sorry for yourself
1073
01:05:58,860 --> 01:06:00,360
you picked yourself up you did something
1074
01:06:00,360 --> 01:06:02,610
about it you did what you had to do the
1075
01:06:02,610 --> 01:06:06,240
bad guys were in jail and you know bad
1076
01:06:06,240 --> 01:06:09,500
cops dad I mean at least he got all bad
1077
01:06:09,500 --> 01:06:16,890
hmm sounds real good too bad you didn't
1078
01:06:16,890 --> 01:06:23,640
take your own advice so right excuse me
1079
01:06:23,640 --> 01:06:24,950
[Music]
1080
01:06:24,950 --> 01:06:27,120
you are Sonny boon right
1081
01:06:27,120 --> 01:06:41,720
[Music]
1082
01:06:41,720 --> 01:06:44,950
I used to be
1083
01:06:45,430 --> 01:06:48,089
so
1084
01:06:48,230 --> 01:06:51,280
what are you doing
1085
01:06:52,850 --> 01:06:54,830
know me you know my story you know what
1086
01:06:54,830 --> 01:06:57,130
happened
1087
01:06:57,510 --> 01:07:01,710
and I know you got a bad rap come on
1088
01:07:01,710 --> 01:07:03,570
that bum didn't have to stick his chin
1089
01:07:03,570 --> 01:07:08,220
out what were you supposed to do huh his
1090
01:07:08,220 --> 01:07:11,730
name was Hector Hector control him he
1091
01:07:11,730 --> 01:07:16,609
was kicking the crap out of me sorry
1092
01:07:16,609 --> 01:07:19,500
didn't mean to offend still they didn't
1093
01:07:19,500 --> 01:07:23,220
have to take away your title no argument
1094
01:07:23,220 --> 01:07:24,590
there buddy
1095
01:07:24,590 --> 01:07:29,940
but I'm here now and I gotta make the
1096
01:07:29,940 --> 01:07:31,310
best of it
1097
01:07:31,310 --> 01:07:33,950
and so what you think God is the answer
1098
01:07:33,950 --> 01:07:36,510
poverty's I mean he's the one that that
1099
01:07:36,510 --> 01:07:38,250
caused all of this right and what you
1100
01:07:38,250 --> 01:07:39,780
just got to deal with it no I got to
1101
01:07:39,780 --> 01:07:45,140
live through it through it
1102
01:07:46,510 --> 01:07:51,240
sighs I don't know if you caused this
1103
01:07:51,240 --> 01:07:54,640
pretty sure I do huh
1104
01:07:54,640 --> 01:07:56,859
you kidding me right I mean come on you
1105
01:07:56,859 --> 01:07:58,119
were just doing your job
1106
01:07:58,119 --> 01:07:59,800
you were just doing what you were
1107
01:07:59,800 --> 01:08:02,619
trained to do but you were made to do it
1108
01:08:02,619 --> 01:08:06,190
just like me I know this is not what you
1109
01:08:06,190 --> 01:08:09,040
want to hear it may be the fault of the
1110
01:08:09,040 --> 01:08:12,609
world we live in I want you to think
1111
01:08:12,609 --> 01:08:16,839
about this if God is real he's not
1112
01:08:16,839 --> 01:08:18,069
liking some of the stuff we're doing
1113
01:08:18,069 --> 01:08:19,259
down here
1114
01:08:19,259 --> 01:08:22,060
like what do you remember when we used
1115
01:08:22,060 --> 01:08:24,009
to say the Lord's Prayer in school and
1116
01:08:24,009 --> 01:08:26,589
then somewhere along the line someone
1117
01:08:26,589 --> 01:08:31,359
got offended so he stopped yeah yeah I
1118
01:08:31,359 --> 01:08:33,339
remember that yeah we've taken God out
1119
01:08:33,339 --> 01:08:35,770
of our schools out of our homes out of
1120
01:08:35,770 --> 01:08:36,399
her government
1121
01:08:36,399 --> 01:08:38,200
we're so darn politically correct that
1122
01:08:38,200 --> 01:08:40,029
we're so worried about not offending
1123
01:08:40,029 --> 01:08:43,139
anybody but I can't help to think that
1124
01:08:43,139 --> 01:08:44,700
we're finding God
1125
01:08:44,700 --> 01:08:46,149
[Music]
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01:08:46,149 --> 01:08:49,180
I mean we don't think a thing about it
1127
01:08:49,180 --> 01:08:52,450
if we're offending God I can see why
1128
01:08:52,450 --> 01:08:55,500
he's not giving us his blessings
1129
01:08:55,500 --> 01:08:57,399
protection and all that but all we're
1130
01:08:57,399 --> 01:08:58,990
doing is asking him to leave us alone
1131
01:08:58,990 --> 01:09:01,049
[Music]
1132
01:09:01,049 --> 01:09:03,488
it sounds to me like you do think he's
1133
01:09:03,488 --> 01:09:07,359
real let's put it this way all right
1134
01:09:07,359 --> 01:09:10,600
I think about how I used to just just
1135
01:09:10,600 --> 01:09:12,279
like my trainer so much back in the day
1136
01:09:12,279 --> 01:09:14,649
but he was always there looking out for
1137
01:09:14,649 --> 01:09:18,069
me I didn't mean I mean he would you
1138
01:09:18,069 --> 01:09:20,350
drive me push me would make me hit them
1139
01:09:20,350 --> 01:09:22,630
the heavy bag for hours on end and when
1140
01:09:22,630 --> 01:09:24,219
everyone else had gone home made me run
1141
01:09:24,219 --> 01:09:26,350
mile after mile after mile and until I
1142
01:09:26,350 --> 01:09:29,350
was dead tired yeah but he was just my
1143
01:09:29,350 --> 01:09:30,460
testing you right
1144
01:09:30,460 --> 01:09:34,330
he was just preparing you yeah I know
1145
01:09:34,330 --> 01:09:38,439
that now but when I was aching from head
1146
01:09:38,439 --> 01:09:40,738
to toe
1147
01:09:41,069 --> 01:09:43,819
[Music]
1148
01:09:43,819 --> 01:09:46,640
but he
1149
01:09:46,640 --> 01:09:48,350
he somehow knew that I was gonna be
1150
01:09:48,350 --> 01:09:50,810
champion with me now if he would have
1151
01:09:50,810 --> 01:09:53,089
told me that and then asked me to do all
1152
01:09:53,089 --> 01:09:58,699
that stuff I don't love him for it
1153
01:09:58,699 --> 01:10:02,199
and probably done twice as much
1154
01:10:06,880 --> 01:10:12,000
yeah if he somehow woulda let me know
1155
01:10:12,000 --> 01:10:16,690
where I'd end up I'd have thought
1156
01:10:16,690 --> 01:10:19,320
different of him
1157
01:10:19,360 --> 01:10:40,040
[Music]
1158
01:10:40,040 --> 01:10:43,500
amen hi I was uh was beginning to think
1159
01:10:43,500 --> 01:10:44,490
you were off tonight
1160
01:10:44,490 --> 01:10:48,960
oh I never take a day off at first I
1161
01:10:48,960 --> 01:10:50,610
thought maybe you were already inside I
1162
01:10:50,610 --> 01:10:53,670
didn't see your your apron out back so I
1163
01:10:53,670 --> 01:10:56,070
just I went ahead didn't came on in nice
1164
01:10:56,070 --> 01:10:58,160
shirt
1165
01:10:58,160 --> 01:11:03,750
Thanks so how's it going you know about
1166
01:11:03,750 --> 01:11:07,350
the same I'm still homeless if no
1167
01:11:07,350 --> 01:11:11,370
friends in hiding you know basically
1168
01:11:11,370 --> 01:11:17,460
ruin bro no I can pay tonight that's
1169
01:11:17,460 --> 01:11:19,160
that's what you're saying
1170
01:11:19,160 --> 01:11:23,120
no how that happen like you don't know
1171
01:11:23,120 --> 01:11:25,110
then you and Pastor Gary get together
1172
01:11:25,110 --> 01:11:26,370
and work this whole thing out
1173
01:11:26,370 --> 01:11:28,740
I'm not sure I know what you mean I mean
1174
01:11:28,740 --> 01:11:30,510
I talked to Pastor Gary but not about
1175
01:11:30,510 --> 01:11:33,840
shoes at least not today really well I
1176
01:11:33,840 --> 01:11:39,640
found this under my door this evening
1177
01:11:39,640 --> 01:11:46,130
$11 give me a bill tonight did you put
1178
01:11:46,130 --> 01:11:51,160
that in your book oh I did I did right
1179
01:11:51,160 --> 01:11:56,390
here the chapter after giving right
1180
01:11:56,390 --> 01:11:58,350
there
1181
01:11:58,350 --> 01:11:59,979
[Music]
1182
01:11:59,979 --> 01:12:04,959
so you were wrong about what what you
1183
01:12:04,959 --> 01:12:09,309
said about how things were let's see you
1184
01:12:09,309 --> 01:12:11,040
were homeless
1185
01:12:11,040 --> 01:12:12,750
I see here you put that you were
1186
01:12:12,750 --> 01:12:15,240
grateful for a place to live so that's
1187
01:12:15,240 --> 01:12:27,180
how no friends one two three
1188
01:12:27,180 --> 01:12:28,790
[Music]
1189
01:12:28,790 --> 01:12:31,340
almost every page has a new friend that
1190
01:12:31,340 --> 01:12:37,430
you're grateful for in hiding you
1191
01:12:37,430 --> 01:12:38,989
realize how visible you are sitting here
1192
01:12:38,989 --> 01:12:40,700
if you could be all the way down the
1193
01:12:40,700 --> 01:12:41,989
block and see inside that's done at
1194
01:12:41,989 --> 01:12:47,560
night and what was the last thing you
1195
01:12:47,560 --> 01:12:51,950
said that you were ruined find a place
1196
01:12:51,950 --> 01:12:52,910
in that book where it says I'm not
1197
01:12:52,910 --> 01:12:54,739
ruined I dare you you haven't read the
1198
01:12:54,739 --> 01:12:56,810
last chapter yet okay well then how is
1199
01:12:56,810 --> 01:13:01,340
that gonna make me Unruh 'end well the
1200
01:13:01,340 --> 01:13:03,170
story in any book isn't done to the last
1201
01:13:03,170 --> 01:13:06,140
chapters read and God isn't done with
1202
01:13:06,140 --> 01:13:08,420
you either oh there was all stop
1203
01:13:08,420 --> 01:13:10,340
protesting you've got many things
1204
01:13:10,340 --> 01:13:11,750
written in that book in your own
1205
01:13:11,750 --> 01:13:14,300
handwriting that proves God's existence
1206
01:13:14,300 --> 01:13:16,790
your admission that sin exists proves
1207
01:13:16,790 --> 01:13:19,550
the reality of a God who overcomes even
1208
01:13:19,550 --> 01:13:25,390
the bad things I appreciate that I do I
1209
01:13:25,390 --> 01:13:28,960
can't see how he or anyone else can make
1210
01:13:28,960 --> 01:13:30,970
any of this useful
1211
01:13:30,970 --> 01:13:34,060
[Music]
1212
01:13:42,450 --> 01:13:48,030
hey hey I'm paying tonight I would like
1213
01:13:48,450 --> 01:13:50,140
what are you laughing at
1214
01:13:50,140 --> 01:13:57,070
would you like do you let me cook my own
1215
01:13:57,070 --> 01:14:01,139
food no didn't Paul be out of a job
1216
01:14:01,780 --> 01:14:05,710
[Music]
1217
01:14:06,870 --> 01:14:09,820
but uh just what was wrong with that
1218
01:14:09,820 --> 01:14:10,510
stuff
1219
01:14:10,510 --> 01:14:12,910
for starters none of it was cooked it
1220
01:14:12,910 --> 01:14:15,160
wasn't done no not even the coffee he
1221
01:14:15,160 --> 01:14:21,660
wasn't it wasn't done
1222
01:14:21,660 --> 01:14:25,249
[Music]
1223
01:14:25,249 --> 01:14:27,719
so what you're saying is what Paul
1224
01:14:27,719 --> 01:14:29,550
brought you will be something good when
1225
01:14:29,550 --> 01:14:37,679
he's done with it you're something else
1226
01:14:37,679 --> 01:14:40,309
you know that that's what I do
1227
01:14:40,309 --> 01:14:59,070
apparently so all right if if I say
1228
01:14:59,070 --> 01:15:00,419
there's a god are you telling me
1229
01:15:00,419 --> 01:15:03,659
something miraculous is gonna happen no
1230
01:15:03,659 --> 01:15:06,389
I can't know that then how are we gonna
1231
01:15:06,389 --> 01:15:08,659
make
1232
01:15:09,550 --> 01:15:14,620
me done that's pretty much up to you but
1233
01:15:14,620 --> 01:15:17,530
look at the past few days just think
1234
01:15:17,530 --> 01:15:18,730
about all the things that have happened
1235
01:15:18,730 --> 01:15:20,560
that you've acknowledged that you're
1236
01:15:20,560 --> 01:15:23,740
grateful for God has been with you the
1237
01:15:23,740 --> 01:15:25,830
whole time
1238
01:15:25,830 --> 01:15:29,380
you've simply been running from
1239
01:15:29,380 --> 01:15:31,699
you're just now slowing down enough to
1240
01:15:31,699 --> 01:15:35,770
see that there's gonna have to be some
1241
01:15:35,770 --> 01:15:38,090
mighty miracles to get me back to where
1242
01:15:38,090 --> 01:15:41,360
it was huh can you find that promise in
1243
01:15:41,360 --> 01:15:44,420
there anyway but you just said that I
1244
01:15:44,420 --> 01:15:47,630
said God wasn't done with you everything
1245
01:15:47,630 --> 01:15:49,310
that has happened to you was to get you
1246
01:15:49,310 --> 01:15:52,750
where you're supposed to be
1247
01:15:57,889 --> 01:16:00,210
and you got the quietest customers on
1248
01:16:00,210 --> 01:16:05,670
earth great she's here
1249
01:16:05,670 --> 01:16:07,410
I like for you to talk with the for a
1250
01:16:07,410 --> 01:16:11,160
few minutes I'm paying for my meal
1251
01:16:11,160 --> 01:16:12,600
tonight so I'd actually like it to be
1252
01:16:12,600 --> 01:16:15,420
hot all we'll bring it in a minute and
1253
01:16:15,420 --> 01:16:16,450
this won't take long
1254
01:16:16,450 --> 01:16:17,840
[Music]
1255
01:16:17,840 --> 01:16:19,840
Oh
1256
01:16:26,080 --> 01:16:27,060
[Applause]
1257
01:16:27,060 --> 01:16:30,199
[Music]
1258
01:16:37,940 --> 01:16:40,980
hello when it's not cheese
1259
01:16:40,980 --> 01:16:42,920
[Music]
1260
01:16:42,920 --> 01:16:45,110
Malakai wanted me to speak with you ah
1261
01:16:45,110 --> 01:16:47,940
Malik I see
1262
01:16:47,940 --> 01:16:53,040
hey listen Wang on buddy a pero lo
1263
01:16:53,040 --> 01:16:53,880
siento
1264
01:16:53,880 --> 01:16:58,080
did you know having glaze she said she
1265
01:16:58,080 --> 01:17:05,850
doesn't speak English well Malachi
1266
01:17:05,850 --> 01:17:08,190
wanted me to visit with her no how am I
1267
01:17:08,190 --> 01:17:11,880
supposed to do that I speak Spanish of
1268
01:17:11,880 --> 01:17:13,860
course you do tell her that Malachi
1269
01:17:13,860 --> 01:17:16,610
wanted me to speak with her Senora
1270
01:17:16,610 --> 01:17:19,200
Malachi appeal see please have Lada
1271
01:17:19,200 --> 01:17:21,930
Kalina Senor boon si por supuesto
1272
01:17:21,930 --> 01:17:24,690
por favor sienta see she says grab a
1273
01:17:24,690 --> 01:17:26,360
seat
1274
01:17:26,360 --> 01:17:31,140
got it I'm Remo boom you know
1275
01:17:31,140 --> 01:17:33,750
Osama else in your dream Oh boom where
1276
01:17:33,750 --> 01:17:37,560
this de Malmaison you're a Maria Joe say
1277
01:17:37,560 --> 01:17:43,410
king aerys Jose de la conozco paul her
1278
01:17:43,410 --> 01:17:45,170
miss Maria
1279
01:17:45,170 --> 01:17:48,810
she also said she knows who you are it's
1280
01:17:48,810 --> 01:17:50,730
kind of enjoying my anonymity there for
1281
01:17:50,730 --> 01:17:53,280
a minute if you don't have a trans like
1282
01:17:53,280 --> 01:17:57,090
that just tell her it's nice to meet her
1283
01:17:57,090 --> 01:18:00,050
it won't bless that are gonna Saturday
1284
01:18:00,050 --> 01:18:03,870
and um ask her how I can help her
1285
01:18:03,870 --> 01:18:07,680
SEO tierra como te puedes you gotta save
1286
01:18:07,680 --> 01:18:10,770
his soy she wants to know if you know
1287
01:18:10,770 --> 01:18:12,110
where she is
1288
01:18:12,110 --> 01:18:15,450
no I'm afraid I don't know side of
1289
01:18:15,450 --> 01:18:15,980
giddiness
1290
01:18:15,980 --> 01:18:18,690
you just find out what she wants from me
1291
01:18:18,690 --> 01:18:21,630
Katie said I could get ahead yo quiero
1292
01:18:21,630 --> 01:18:22,380
que venga
1293
01:18:22,380 --> 01:18:26,130
a conocer mi familia it can be aim but
1294
01:18:26,130 --> 01:18:28,590
I'm Australian go she said she'd like
1295
01:18:28,590 --> 01:18:29,640
you to meet her family
1296
01:18:29,640 --> 01:18:31,610
she said she has something to show you
1297
01:18:31,610 --> 01:18:33,390
why would I do that
1298
01:18:33,390 --> 01:18:36,900
why would I do that you must is muy
1299
01:18:36,900 --> 01:18:37,840
importante
1300
01:18:37,840 --> 01:18:39,610
she says it's very yeah it's very
1301
01:18:39,610 --> 01:18:45,760
important yes I got dead what's this
1302
01:18:45,760 --> 01:18:50,050
it's her family's address porfavor bank
1303
01:18:50,050 --> 01:18:52,090
mañana por la mañana she says come
1304
01:18:52,090 --> 01:19:00,580
tomorrow in the morning I don't I don't
1305
01:19:00,580 --> 01:19:02,560
know this is in Orland this is white it
1306
01:19:02,560 --> 01:19:07,260
this is an Orlando q must
1307
01:19:11,599 --> 01:19:17,250
controller is this some
1308
01:19:17,250 --> 01:19:24,770
[Music]
1309
01:19:26,750 --> 01:19:29,740
you must
1310
01:19:35,760 --> 01:19:39,380
eight I know
1311
01:19:39,570 --> 01:19:45,330
Oh Joe Cece is lobbying when L see a las
1312
01:19:45,330 --> 01:19:45,970
ocho
1313
01:19:45,970 --> 01:20:14,360
[Music]
1314
01:20:14,360 --> 01:20:17,820
here we are three or four North 19 some
1315
01:20:17,820 --> 01:20:24,949
will build in pollution every 10 bucks
1316
01:20:35,049 --> 01:20:41,949
but imagine everyone's I have the truth
1317
01:20:41,949 --> 01:20:45,358
within a song
1318
01:20:47,060 --> 01:20:51,810
hi this lady miss she has been praying
1319
01:20:51,810 --> 01:21:00,300
that you would come please come in mr.
1320
01:21:00,300 --> 01:21:04,460
Boone I am Sofia conch Ola Hector's wife
1321
01:21:04,460 --> 01:21:09,530
and this is our fun greggers control
1322
01:21:09,890 --> 01:21:13,920
Gregory time I'm so sorry about what
1323
01:21:13,920 --> 01:21:14,610
happened
1324
01:21:14,610 --> 01:21:18,110
craigory would you get us some lemonade
1325
01:21:18,110 --> 01:21:21,510
that thing about what happened every
1326
01:21:21,510 --> 01:21:23,910
night for the last six months can you
1327
01:21:23,910 --> 01:21:26,630
ever forgive me all of us including
1328
01:21:26,630 --> 01:21:30,240
Hector are Christians we know that all
1329
01:21:30,240 --> 01:21:32,790
things work together for our good and
1330
01:21:32,790 --> 01:21:35,850
that God is in control he is even in
1331
01:21:35,850 --> 01:21:39,120
control of this situation just so sorry
1332
01:21:39,120 --> 01:21:43,650
I have wished that I could but I could
1333
01:21:43,650 --> 01:21:46,560
trade places with Hector every day since
1334
01:21:46,560 --> 01:21:49,380
it happened mr. bell call me Sonny
1335
01:21:49,380 --> 01:21:51,950
please sure of course
1336
01:21:51,950 --> 01:21:56,550
Sonny God's plans are much bigger and
1337
01:21:56,550 --> 01:22:00,630
better than we could ever know you take
1338
01:22:00,630 --> 01:22:03,030
the first step on the staircase not
1339
01:22:03,030 --> 01:22:05,490
knowing but believing it will lead to
1340
01:22:05,490 --> 01:22:09,270
the top we are taking the steps God has
1341
01:22:09,270 --> 01:22:13,470
ordered to get to the top but can you
1342
01:22:13,470 --> 01:22:14,280
forgive me
1343
01:22:14,280 --> 01:22:19,770
Sonny we forgave you long long ago we
1344
01:22:19,770 --> 01:22:22,110
know this is all God's plan for the good
1345
01:22:22,110 --> 01:22:24,620
of our family
1346
01:22:25,449 --> 01:22:29,830
good yes because we are Christians we
1347
01:22:29,830 --> 01:22:32,140
know that doesn't mean we won't go
1348
01:22:32,140 --> 01:22:35,320
through hard times it does mean that
1349
01:22:35,320 --> 01:22:38,199
Jesus will be there to help us through
1350
01:22:38,199 --> 01:22:42,699
and he has been we have so much to be
1351
01:22:42,699 --> 01:22:47,770
grateful for which is a grateful have
1352
01:22:47,770 --> 01:22:51,400
you forgiven yourself no one can truly
1353
01:22:51,400 --> 01:22:54,280
change until he has stopped thinking
1354
01:22:54,280 --> 01:22:56,620
about yesterday and starts thinking
1355
01:22:56,620 --> 01:22:59,650
about tomorrow if we are anchored and
1356
01:22:59,650 --> 01:23:03,640
yesterday we will miss moving on we've
1357
01:23:03,640 --> 01:23:10,469
moved on the last chapter of the book
1358
01:23:10,469 --> 01:23:17,199
the book my friend my friend gave me a
1359
01:23:17,199 --> 01:23:19,090
book and it's it's lined out pretty much
1360
01:23:19,090 --> 01:23:21,760
everything that's happened to me but it
1361
01:23:21,760 --> 01:23:24,929
still doesn't answer why it happened and
1362
01:23:24,929 --> 01:23:27,190
and God hasn't given me that answer
1363
01:23:27,190 --> 01:23:29,679
either it is because God is concerned
1364
01:23:29,679 --> 01:23:33,520
with our eternity to God it is
1365
01:23:33,520 --> 01:23:36,460
everything God simply does not answer
1366
01:23:36,460 --> 01:23:39,070
why humans are the only species that
1367
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even asked that question when the beaver
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01:23:42,429 --> 01:23:45,699
dam collapses he doesn't just sit by the
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banks of the stream and ask why he
1370
01:23:49,719 --> 01:23:53,590
simply starts to rebuild we should do
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the same
1372
01:23:54,150 --> 01:23:58,000
why don't you miss him oh I do I miss
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01:23:58,000 --> 01:24:02,570
Hector every day but I'm happy he is not
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01:24:02,570 --> 01:24:05,230
I am happy that I will meet him again
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01:24:05,230 --> 01:24:08,990
one day and the Eternity promised by God
1376
01:24:08,990 --> 01:24:12,110
you said suffering no one knew about
1377
01:24:12,110 --> 01:24:15,350
Hector what about a week before the
1378
01:24:15,350 --> 01:24:18,410
fight while he was training he started
1379
01:24:18,410 --> 01:24:21,080
to feel tired we all get that way but
1380
01:24:21,080 --> 01:24:23,710
you know usually just the adrenaline
1381
01:24:23,710 --> 01:24:26,930
carry us through this was something more
1382
01:24:26,930 --> 01:24:29,990
he went to our family doctor to see
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01:24:29,990 --> 01:24:32,080
about getting some sort of prescription
1384
01:24:32,080 --> 01:24:36,580
something to get him through the fight
1385
01:24:36,580 --> 01:24:42,280
I'm not telling everything I will fun
1386
01:24:42,280 --> 01:24:46,970
yeah everything during the routine exam
1387
01:24:46,970 --> 01:24:49,310
with our family doctor he discovered
1388
01:24:49,310 --> 01:24:52,400
some disturbing news in the blood tests
1389
01:24:52,400 --> 01:24:55,430
what kind of disturbing the doctor found
1390
01:24:55,430 --> 01:24:57,770
that Hector had abnormal levels of white
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01:24:57,770 --> 01:25:01,920
blood cells I'm sorry I don't
1392
01:25:01,920 --> 01:25:06,810
it meant that he had leukemia both his
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01:25:06,810 --> 01:25:11,160
mother and father died of leukemia so we
1394
01:25:11,160 --> 01:25:13,950
were very certain leukemia is very
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01:25:13,950 --> 01:25:16,700
hereditary
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01:25:23,650 --> 01:25:29,730
mr. moon huh
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01:25:30,360 --> 01:25:34,980
I still understand why did he why did he
1398
01:25:34,980 --> 01:25:36,329
go ahead with a fight why didn't he get
1399
01:25:36,329 --> 01:25:38,929
treatment we prayed about it very much
1400
01:25:38,929 --> 01:25:41,790
he knew if word got out that he had the
1401
01:25:41,790 --> 01:25:44,070
disease the fight would have been
1402
01:25:44,070 --> 01:25:49,199
cancelled and with his family history he
1403
01:25:49,199 --> 01:25:53,309
wanted his own family us to have a
1404
01:25:53,309 --> 01:25:56,670
better life so you're not well-off
1405
01:25:56,670 --> 01:26:00,719
financially or you weren't the payday he
1406
01:26:00,719 --> 01:26:02,579
was going to get from that fight with
1407
01:26:02,579 --> 01:26:05,040
you could have set us up for life it
1408
01:26:05,040 --> 01:26:07,199
would be enough to take care of his
1409
01:26:07,199 --> 01:26:11,520
family even if he couldn't well I get
1410
01:26:11,520 --> 01:26:12,989
that I guess I know the Commission
1411
01:26:12,989 --> 01:26:14,940
probably would have you know stopped the
1412
01:26:14,940 --> 01:26:17,329
fight if they would have known but that
1413
01:26:17,329 --> 01:26:21,030
doesn't excuse me for what I did you
1414
01:26:21,030 --> 01:26:22,980
didn't know Hector very well
1415
01:26:22,980 --> 01:26:26,250
he was really an unselfish person being
1416
01:26:26,250 --> 01:26:29,309
a fighter was his job it wasn't who he
1417
01:26:29,309 --> 01:26:33,510
was the only thing I can come up with is
1418
01:26:33,510 --> 01:26:35,790
that he knew treatment of the disease
1419
01:26:35,790 --> 01:26:38,280
would take all of the money he would get
1420
01:26:38,280 --> 01:26:40,320
from that fight he wouldn't be able to
1421
01:26:40,320 --> 01:26:42,900
fight anymore and would make no more
1422
01:26:42,900 --> 01:26:43,400
money
1423
01:26:43,400 --> 01:26:46,590
he was so pretty certain of the eventual
1424
01:26:46,590 --> 01:26:50,880
outcome of his condition because both of
1425
01:26:50,880 --> 01:26:52,170
his parents died Zora
1426
01:26:52,170 --> 01:26:54,790
yeah so you're saying
1427
01:26:54,790 --> 01:26:55,850
[Music]
1428
01:26:55,850 --> 01:26:59,970
he sacrificed himself how how could I
1429
01:26:59,970 --> 01:27:03,660
know there was just something in that
1430
01:27:03,660 --> 01:27:06,110
arena that night that put him at peace
1431
01:27:06,110 --> 01:27:07,740
I'm sorry
1432
01:27:07,740 --> 01:27:12,290
I didn't know it yet
1433
01:27:15,930 --> 01:27:24,480
[Music]
1434
01:27:24,480 --> 01:27:33,090
mama let's show you ten sorry the red he
1435
01:27:33,090 --> 01:27:36,220
come with us something you want to show
1436
01:27:36,220 --> 01:27:38,280
you
1437
01:27:38,540 --> 01:27:41,769
[Music]
1438
01:27:43,510 --> 01:27:46,100
five stars closed
1439
01:27:46,100 --> 01:27:51,350
oh they're putting up this nice well how
1440
01:27:51,350 --> 01:27:58,450
am I supposed to find it oh okay
1441
01:27:58,450 --> 01:28:01,280
[Music]
1442
01:28:01,280 --> 01:28:03,110
Hector started remodeling this gym
1443
01:28:03,110 --> 01:28:05,780
before the fight and he was going to use
1444
01:28:05,780 --> 01:28:08,410
some of the money to complete the work
1445
01:28:08,410 --> 01:28:10,850
you know we got some extra money from
1446
01:28:10,850 --> 01:28:14,390
the fight we used it to finish this it's
1447
01:28:14,390 --> 01:28:21,290
an honor his memory I'm glad you got
1448
01:28:21,290 --> 01:28:24,410
this money and it would be so good if
1449
01:28:24,410 --> 01:28:30,010
you would run it for us and train me
1450
01:28:30,010 --> 01:28:33,320
don't forget that Mona can train Gregory
1451
01:28:33,320 --> 01:28:45,530
what do you say yeah we will hold a
1452
01:28:45,530 --> 01:28:47,900
press conference and tell the world we
1453
01:28:47,900 --> 01:28:50,690
have forgiven you and that you're going
1454
01:28:50,690 --> 01:28:52,070
to help our family here
1455
01:28:52,070 --> 01:28:54,260
[Music]
1456
01:28:54,260 --> 01:28:56,330
he built a nice apartment on the second
1457
01:28:56,330 --> 01:29:00,380
floor you could stay there as part of
1458
01:29:00,380 --> 01:29:05,950
the job how's that we put out
1459
01:29:08,590 --> 01:29:13,480
seek out see you later
1460
01:29:21,600 --> 01:29:25,150
[Applause]
1461
01:29:25,150 --> 01:29:28,550
can I help you there son you're closed
1462
01:29:28,550 --> 01:29:31,000
oh oh you're close to like like dinner
1463
01:29:31,000 --> 01:29:34,190
no we don't do dinner breakfast and
1464
01:29:34,190 --> 01:29:38,090
lunch every day we close it - okay but I
1465
01:29:38,090 --> 01:29:39,469
need to speak to Malik something
1466
01:29:39,469 --> 01:29:41,989
wonderful with who welcome your night
1467
01:29:41,989 --> 01:29:46,550
management son I'm mr. brown Joe Brown
1468
01:29:46,550 --> 01:29:49,160
and I've owned this diner since it open
1469
01:29:49,160 --> 01:29:51,469
never been overnight so don't need a
1470
01:29:51,469 --> 01:29:52,370
night manager
1471
01:29:52,370 --> 01:29:54,530
well no no wait I need to speak to
1472
01:29:54,530 --> 01:29:57,710
Malachi I eat here at night oh oh oh at
1473
01:29:57,710 --> 01:29:59,420
night you're probably thinking of the
1474
01:29:59,420 --> 01:30:01,760
city diner it's dead it's downtown you
1475
01:30:01,760 --> 01:30:03,440
know a couple blocks I mean will you go
1476
01:30:03,440 --> 01:30:08,480
down no The Syndicate no Paul Paul Paul
1477
01:30:08,480 --> 01:30:12,170
Paul your cook son I do most of the
1478
01:30:12,170 --> 01:30:15,080
cooking me and Josh here I know Paul
1479
01:30:15,080 --> 01:30:17,660
here think you got your wires crossed
1480
01:30:17,660 --> 01:30:21,230
someplace have a blessed day
1481
01:30:21,230 --> 01:30:22,630
[Applause]
1482
01:30:22,630 --> 01:30:25,860
if how we're open
1483
01:30:28,270 --> 01:30:59,180
[Music]
1484
01:30:59,180 --> 01:31:02,719
[Applause]
1485
01:31:03,310 --> 01:31:10,520
[Music]
1486
01:31:12,990 --> 01:31:30,409
[Music]
1487
01:31:31,389 --> 01:31:36,189
because you were so thoughtful
1488
01:31:36,240 --> 01:31:39,240
stressed
1489
01:31:40,050 --> 01:31:45,130
but now I am hope you know I can say no
1490
01:31:45,130 --> 01:31:46,830
with God
1491
01:31:46,830 --> 01:31:52,120
yes pastors and I I know I do look
1492
01:31:52,120 --> 01:31:56,290
different I feel good I hope you enjoy
1493
01:31:56,290 --> 01:31:57,340
your job
1494
01:31:57,340 --> 01:32:00,820
oh my goodness that's I almost forgot I
1495
01:32:00,820 --> 01:32:03,520
didn't write down my name Chuck yes it
1496
01:32:03,520 --> 01:32:04,960
sure is something to be grateful for in
1497
01:32:04,960 --> 01:32:08,800
this day yes sir and I am and I'm doing
1498
01:32:08,800 --> 01:32:12,130
someone was born to do you are a blessed
1499
01:32:12,130 --> 01:32:17,190
man sign I'm a grateful man pastor
1500
01:32:17,190 --> 01:32:20,388
thank you for everything
1501
01:32:22,180 --> 01:32:26,450
eternally grateful and thankful cause
1502
01:32:26,450 --> 01:32:29,600
you were so thoughtful and I was so
1503
01:32:29,600 --> 01:32:36,989
proud full stressful our son skillful
1504
01:32:36,989 --> 01:32:38,670
joy
1505
01:32:38,670 --> 01:32:40,620
you
1506
01:32:40,620 --> 01:32:43,820
may wish so I have been transformed
1507
01:32:43,820 --> 01:32:46,750
because
1508
01:32:46,750 --> 01:32:50,530
hey there ain't another ride just in
1509
01:32:50,530 --> 01:32:52,270
time what a coincidence
1510
01:32:52,270 --> 01:32:56,080
there are no coincidences yeah I kind of
1511
01:32:56,080 --> 01:32:58,710
figured that one out where you headed
1512
01:32:58,710 --> 01:33:06,010
Orlando yeah I got a job it was was
1513
01:33:06,010 --> 01:33:10,770
waiting for well miracles never cease
1514
01:33:19,190 --> 01:33:22,890
thankful cuz you
1515
01:33:22,890 --> 01:33:25,929
[Music]
1516
01:33:28,670 --> 01:33:31,699
[Music]
1517
01:33:33,860 --> 01:33:39,660
[Music]
1518
01:33:39,660 --> 01:33:46,630
all right kids by my side and you take
1519
01:33:46,630 --> 01:33:51,150
good care of me
1520
01:33:51,900 --> 01:33:58,720
all right hands on my side and he knows
1521
01:33:58,720 --> 01:34:06,190
my every name he said oh you of little
1522
01:34:06,190 --> 01:34:10,860
faith see the sparrows in the sky
1523
01:34:10,860 --> 01:34:14,460
unencumbered by the cares of the world
1524
01:34:14,460 --> 01:34:16,050
[Music]
1525
01:34:16,050 --> 01:34:22,000
high 50 even them for the lilies in the
1526
01:34:22,000 --> 01:34:25,720
field how much more to me are you worth
1527
01:34:25,720 --> 01:34:28,990
in the East I gave my son for you it's
1528
01:34:28,990 --> 01:34:35,860
all right by your side and I take good
1529
01:34:35,860 --> 01:34:43,060
care of you all right
1530
01:34:43,060 --> 01:34:48,970
I call your side and I know all that you
1531
01:34:48,970 --> 01:34:53,770
go through he said when you're at your
1532
01:34:53,770 --> 01:34:59,110
lowest of lows I want you to know I
1533
01:34:59,110 --> 01:35:02,410
think more of youth and or you could
1534
01:35:02,410 --> 01:35:07,590
yourself my love is deeper than the
1535
01:35:07,590 --> 01:35:12,700
oceans what is then the valleys higher
1536
01:35:12,700 --> 01:35:15,580
than the mountains homes
1537
01:35:15,580 --> 01:35:20,830
I gave my son for you it's all right by
1538
01:35:20,830 --> 01:35:26,770
your side and a tiny good care of you
1539
01:35:26,770 --> 01:35:29,000
[Music]
1540
01:35:29,000 --> 01:35:36,540
all right by your side and I know all
1541
01:35:36,540 --> 01:35:39,120
that you go through
1542
01:35:39,120 --> 01:35:44,100
I said you phoned and fought for my
1543
01:35:44,100 --> 01:35:47,670
heart father how great though
1544
01:35:47,670 --> 01:35:50,430
I know all that you are seems too good
1545
01:35:50,430 --> 01:35:53,210
but it's true
1546
01:35:53,210 --> 01:35:57,900
you made me the saint me love me
1547
01:35:57,900 --> 01:36:02,130
unconditionally father of mine how did
1548
01:36:02,130 --> 01:36:09,510
you give your son for me is all right by
1549
01:36:09,510 --> 01:36:11,940
my side ends here
1550
01:36:11,940 --> 01:36:17,000
hey good care of me
1551
01:36:17,980 --> 01:36:24,910
all right he is on my side and he knows
1552
01:36:24,910 --> 01:36:28,889
my every day
1553
01:36:32,740 --> 01:36:36,340
[Music]
1554
01:36:43,770 --> 01:36:52,429
[Music]
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