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Hey hey

Hey what's the point Let go of me man

Not the hair.

You stay here, my love. -You have nothing to say to me.

Now get out of here.

... disorientation, memory gaps, slurred language,

Decrease in sexual desire,

Constipation, irritability, insomnia,

Hallucinations, organ damage and death occur.

And before it gets that

far, she should go to rehab.

It's not without Benno, Mama.

Here we are.

The garden, um...

Welcome.

How do you find it? You live here now.

We live here.

I know it's not paradise.

German dogs are big. -Yes. Big dogs...

Great Danes.

The kitchen.

And... the bedroom.

I already feel at home.

Robert?

Robert.

In there.

Please go in there. -Why?

Come on, go in there.

Robert? Are you there? -Karin, that's it...

What about Christiane?

What is? Trouble at school? -You have to come with me now.

Hey Michi. Did you see Benno?

He has nothing for you. -Do you know where he is or not?

Nope. -Now don't lie to me.

Why don't you know yourself where he is?

What kind of crowd is here?

We were looking for you. -Is that him?

Are you my daughter's friend?

Where's the bus? -What?

The one with the people who want to know.

Benno. Benno.

Hm?

Follow me.

Hey, we're withdrawing together. OK? -Ts.

One tablespoon of this every three hours.

Ephedrine.

And no more than three of them a day.

Christiane.

That is not enough.

Don't worry, I don't mind.

Tag, Christiane's father.

I wanted to inform you that your son

is with us and is going to rehab here.

Good.

Hey Are you up for? Blisters 60, rubs 40.

Nope. -Okay...

Then only 50 bubbles. But only because you're so cute.

I have to go home.

40, please.

You're still a child. -I swallow too.

Here, buy something to eat.

And go home.

Nah, that's where people die most of the time. Do not you know that?

In her warm, musty home.

Crackhead.

Day. -Day.

Here are a few things for him.

Day, father.

Do you want to come in?

I wish you all the best.

Mom, I can't do it.

I can not stand this anymore.

Where do you want to go

Rober...

Lamai?

Is that how you treat women here?

No no.

You lock her in the closet? -I am so sorry.

Is it a mistake that I am here? -No no. Today...

Fucking day.

I am so happy that you are here.

Big happy.

"A bonebird stood before him, its

pale featherless wings clattering apart."

"And a long-tailed lizard

straightened up threateningly.

She too had..."

"She too had neither skin nor flesh on her bones.

The pale bones shimmered under the light of a moon that

suddenly broke out from behind the swelling clouds."

That's not what a skull moon looks like. -Oh yes?

Everything OK? -Yes everything allright.

I made you dinner. -Thank you.

You're welcome.

I don't think I can ever eat again.

I'd rather have half a half now.

We're going through this now.

When we're clean

then we go to Paris.

Why Paris? -This is the city of love.

Good idea.

Ah shit!

Stella?

Stella... wait.

Stella!

Stella.

Stella!

What can I do?

Out!

Out!

You look really clean.

You too full.

I think you should go out sometime.

May I? -Mmm.

Do something nice.

Do you want some more juice? -Yes, please.

We need to tell others that we are clean.

Good idea.

Hey Christiane.

Oh... man, Axel.

What happened to you? -I'm a journeyman now.

Crazy.

Congratulations. -Thank you.

We're clean now. -What?

no -Yes.

Hey, then we'll all start a new life.

We must celebrate that.

Hey, that was really easy.

Sure, uric pain, but it will eventually be over.

You just laugh. But I'm clean, believe me.

Hm.

You are the most beautiful woman I have ever seen.

Ey.

Come here.

Come over here.

Come here.

Christiane and I want to tell you something.

We're going to Paris.

We'll start all over again.

Good. Then we'll all stop now.

Like Christiane and Benno.

We are now making a completely clean pact.

Just one last push and we'll stop.

You can do it.

* Ch... Ch... Changes

Have I actually told you the story before

how I got addicted to a stasi whore?

Often enough. -Not me yet.

Well, I was kicked out at home... -Axel.

Because of hash.

Christmas, pig cold.

I became a hooker because it was warm there.

To a hooker?

Not to fuck, she was very old. So 40.

Or at least 30. -Bum.

Definitely...

... she gave me my first shot there.

And since then they have been shadowing me, these Stasi pigs.

In fairness we have to take part.

Yes.

Axel.

Hey, Axel.

Axel.

hey -hey

Are you crazy? -Axel?

Hey, wake up, Axel.

That's the cycle. -Axel, say something.

You have to put your feet up.

Take part. Help me out.

They have to go higher.

Axel?

Axel.

Axel!

Man... do mouth-to-mouth resuscitation.

That doesn't help.

To.

Look how nice.

No, I don't do it that way.

I need a print.

Stella?

Shit my pants.

What is?

My age lent it to me.

Fuck it all.

Axel doesn't notice it any more.

What now? -Benno.

Are you crazy?

What kind of friends are you guys?

Hey excuse me

Maybe I could have a balloon

They are for other children.

One, please.

It's for a funeral.

Alright

May I help you.

Oh boy

Hey what's the point

Surely you live alone.

I'll make you a Tippi-Toppi offer now.

I live with you and for that I'll get you down twice a day.

I do the cleaning too.

Then just fuck yourself.

Did you change your mind?

Stop.

Let go of me you pig!

Is that your bag? -Yes of course.

My age really annoys me.

He thinks that because I am living with

him again he can make a postman out of me.

Can you imagine that?

Me as a postman.

I think that sucks about your Paris.

It's full of tourist fools.

I always had the couple sitting with me.

Always hold hands, make out, flirt.

Eiffel Tower here, Montmartre there.

Paris is the city of love.

Paris is the city of fucking.

Grandma... I don't want this.

But I want it so bad

I have to go to a madhouse now.

And I can't get out of there until I'm healthy again.

I need help.

That should be a loose contact, that's why it flickers.

Robert hasn't managed to fix it in ten years.

Good evening.

Where do they come from?

Your father brought you over.

You need vitamins, he said.

I didn't know he knew what that was.

By the way, my condolences.

And? How was it?

Sad.

Benno and I are going to Paris.

What do you want there? -What do I want in Paris?

I just want to go there.

I only know Eisfelden and Berlin. A little bit, right?

That's right, yes.

Do you actually know what that costs?

You also have to take care of your school now.

You have to catch up a lot.

If you have good grades again, we can talk about it, okay?

Christiane, you can't eat that. It's completely screwed up.

You are scum.

You are a little wimp.

Axel always left me first. -Did it bring him luck?

I've worked a lot harder than you.

You wouldn't have worked without me.

Without you I wouldn't have come up with it again.

I was so clean. -Who said we have to join in?

Give me the syringe. -no

Stop it. -Give me the shit...

V... V... V... be careful.

What are you doing there? Stop it.

B... B... please.

You hurt yourselves.

How do you want to know? -She's changed again.

I am very sure.

Accepting one's child's

addiction is a difficult process.

We offer drug-free withdrawal.

Supported only by vitamin and mineral supplements.

With the help of a sweat cure, all residues of the

drug are first completely removed from the body.

Then the addict's psyche is redirected through various exercises.

Away from the pathological structures of addictive behavior...

... back to normal.

How long does this take?

Three to four months on average.

And what does it cost?

We have a success rate of 75 percent here.

I was addicted myself until two years ago.

I need your help. -Karin.

I need an advance. It is important.

What for? -My daughter...

You know, Christiane.

She is a drug addict.

What?

How addicted to drugs? What does that mean? Like the ones in the papers?

She has to go through therapy, and it's expensive.

An advance.

Karin, that's not quite...

Before that was different from you...

... when you were nice to me, but...

When I was still nice to you? -Mmm.

My daughter is dying.

And you want me to be nice to you

I'm not your damn whore. -Karin...

I am a reliable employee.

And you let my child die because I don't...

I did not say that. -That's what it looks like.

In all honesty, I didn't think you were so characterless.

How much do you need?

Two thousand about.

Do it like that.

Yes, it's flawless.

Sit up.

Oh you, girl. -Is Benno there?

It's not so cheap now.

Christiane. -hey

Come on in.

Not at the time. It's time to end here.

Are you crazy?

Come over.

Send what?

I'm sorry for what I said.

It's not your fault.

You neither.

Everything has fallen apart since Axel died.

Stella is in jail.

I haven't seen Babsi in a while, she's just gone.

My parents want me to join Narconon.

That is a good thing.

I know some who withdrew there.

I don't want to go there. I can't do this alone.

Do not you have to.

We're going to Paris.

We withdraw and only come back when we are really, really clean.

Promise me you'll never, never, never be a postman.

Promised.

The companion who is there for you.

The friend who protects you.

Here in the clinic we help each of

you according to your individual needs.

Very good, Babsi.

I think it's great that you

give your imagination space.

Too often we limit ourselves

to what society calls reality.

You should also bring something comfortable with you. For the exercises.

You like blue so much.

Thank you mum.

And? How do you feel?

They are professionals.

They help you.

And when you come back, we'll go away.

Just the two of us.

Maybe to Vienna. -cool.

Are you coming to eat soon? -Mmm.

I don't know where Benno is. -no D... you.

I am not taking away his suitors. Fuck off.

I don't want Benno anymore.

Are you coming with me?

No i can't take you with me

Well, you are free, human. Wherever you'd like to go.

I'm so sorry.

Benno.

I have to get out of here. -Let go. Shit dope or what?

Stutter max.

I screwed up.

Dear Christiane.

I've never been lucky with my family or anything.

But in you I see what I've always been looking for.

I know that we just belong together.

And I'm sure you can feel it too.

Yes, you are with Benno.

But i can wait

At some point we will surely be united somehow,

my dear Christiane, because I love you,

like I've never loved another person