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[ALABAMA SHAKES' "THIS FEELING" PLAYS]
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♪ I just kept hoping ♪
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♪ I just kept hoping ♪
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♪ The way would become clear ♪
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♪
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♪ I spent all this time ♪
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♪ Tryna play nice ♪
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♪ And fight my way here ♪
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♪
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♪ See, I've been having me
a real hard time ♪
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♪ But it feels so nice ♪
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♪ To know I'm gonna be ♪
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- ♪ All right ♪
- [EXHALING]
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♪
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- ♪ So, I just kept dreamin' ♪
- [FOOTSTEPS APPROACH]
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Tough shift?
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♪ Yeah, I just kept dreamin' ♪
[CHUCKLES]
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- ♪ It wasn't very hard ♪
- Hasn't even started yet.
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- Oof.
- [CHUCKLES]
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Yeah, you know it's bad when
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you're already hating the world
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and you haven't even gone in yet.
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♪ I spent all this time ♪
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I, uh...
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♪ Tryna figure out why ♪
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I saw the video.
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[EXHALES SHARPLY]
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It's messed up.
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[SIGHS]
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So, I'm usually
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the person that finds
the good in all the bad.
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I... I'm the silver linings
chick who cracks a joke
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even at the darkest of times
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to bring everyone else back up, but...
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Pretty hard to see
the silver lining in that.
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Yeah.
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You know, I'm pretty good at
silver linings myself.
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Yeah?
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Alright, show me what you got.
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Okay.
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Let's go.
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- [LAUGHS]
- Hm?
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I feel like I shouldn't
even tell you this.
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Oh, my God, now you have to tell me!
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Okay, um...
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I've been jogging up and down
this trail all morning
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on the off-chance that I might see you.
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♪
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Uh...
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♪ I just kept goin' ♪
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[BOTH LAUGH]
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No, it's not... No, it's not... it...
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- Not so much a silver lining...
- Yeah.
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...as it is an adorable confession.
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[LAUGHS] Okay.
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- But... [LAUGHS]
- Okay.
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- But it made you smile.
- Yeah.
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[CHUCKLES]
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- ♪ I spent all this time ♪
- I haven't slept for 48 hours.
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♪ Tryin' to find my way here ♪
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But I went for a run because
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the first time you
asked me out, I, um...
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I was too scared to say yes.
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♪ Please don't take this feeling ♪
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So, I guess...
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S-So you decided to stalk me instead?
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- Yeah, I guess so.
- Like... Okay. Got it.
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- It worked!
- Yeah, I guess it did.
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[LAUGHING] Right?
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♪ I have found at last ♪
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♪ Please don't take my feeling ♪
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♪ I have found at last ♪
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- ANDY: Okay.
- Ooh.
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It's not Carina's French toast, but...
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Mmm!
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...it's the only thing I know
how to make for breakfast.
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That looks amazing.
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Mm.
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I... [LAUGHS]
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[GASPS] Oh!
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Um, Maya asked me to step in
for her for the week.
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Step in?
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As acting captain.
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Doesn't the department
usually send a sub
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for bereavement leave?
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Well, due to COVID and pods and stuff,
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they said one of
the lieutenants could do it.
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And so she asked me.
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And... you've gone all quiet.
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No, no. No.
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No.
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It's good.
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- I'm happy for you.
- Yeah?
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Yes. You were made for this.
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Plus, couldn't hurt to be
sleeping with the boss, right?
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No, no special treatment. Mnh-mnh.
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Just like when I was your captain.
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Well, maybe a little special treatment.
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- Oh!
- [BOTH LAUGH]
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MARSHA: Oh, you're the best.
Thanks, kids.
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We're so happy that
you're feeling better.
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Ooh, so tell me something juicy.
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I want some gossip.
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Uh, there's not, uh...
Not really anything to report.
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Mnh-mnh.
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Well, w-what about you two?
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When is that gonna happen, huh?
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[CHUCKLES]
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- Oh!
- What?
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Don't you want to make
a dying woman happy?
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No, you're not...
You're not dying, okay?
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Not yet.
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Some good news might help my odds.
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[LAUGHS]
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You have a very gentle touch.
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Oh. [CHUCKLES]
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Well, we finally got
the smaller swabs, so...
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Hm. You know, it's not the size,
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it's how you use it.
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Okay, guys, this is
bordering on inappropriate.
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You saw The Running Guy, didn't you?
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- I don't know.
- Okay.
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So, Emmett, here's the thing.
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Vic has a new crush,
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and it's a firefighter
at another station.
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- Uh-huh.
- And she won't tell me who it is.
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I am keeping this one close to the vest.
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Chest? What's the saying?
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I think it's playing it close to the...
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Doesn't matter. Who's the guy?
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No! No, there's nothing even to tell.
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The only thing we've done is
make eyes at each other
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over our masks and
some light finger brushing.
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I'm sorry, finger brushing?
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Yeah!
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How very "Pride and Prejudice" of you.
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Yes! Yes. See? Thank you! Thank you.
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It's, uh... It's Victorian.
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- Uh, Georgian.
- Whatever!
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- It's annoying,
- is what it is. I like it.
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No, it's...
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- You don't even know.
- Oh, after you, Captain.
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- By all means.
- [SIGHS]
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Come on, Gibson. [CHUCKLES]
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I'm not the captain.
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She just asked me to be
in charge while she's gone.
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- JACK: Yeah, no, okay.
- What?
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I-I just think it's
interesting, that's all.
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That, you know, we're both lieutenants,
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yet she decided to put you in charge
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- while on bereavement leave.
- Oh.
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- I just think it's interesting.
- You think... Uh, well,
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you want me to explain it to you?
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- Okay.
- See, Bishop likes me
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more than she likes you.
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Oh. Ohh! Yeah, uh...
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Y-Yeah, no, you know what?
That's actually helpful.
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So thank you.
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And, uh, just to remind you.
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The whole reason Bishop's out is 'cause
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her girlfriend's brother got murdered.
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So maybe let's not make
this a competition.
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And now I feel like an ass.
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[SIGHS]
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ANDY: Hey.
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Huh! Warren, hey, uh...
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I didn't think you'd be here today.
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- Oh.
- I called in a sub.
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I-I need to be here.
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I-I need to help people.
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I-I get that. I'm the same way.
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But are you sure you shouldn't...
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- Please don't say it.
- ...be at home?
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Look, my... my kids didn't know DeLuca.
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And they just lost their grandmother.
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They don't need all my extra
grief up in their space.
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Yeah, I-I was just gonna ask Bishop
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if I could be on desk duty.
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Bishop's on bereavement with Carina.
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Right, right.
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S-So you're... Acting captain.
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[SIGHING] Alright,
you're on desk duty.
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Go ahead.
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Hey, head into the barn for testing.
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♪
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♪
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Hey.
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I know this looks crazy.
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Not any crazier than finding you
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lying in the hallway at 3:00 a.m.
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I can't get comfortable anywhere.
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You want to give the bed
or the couch another shot?
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Too soft.
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Hm?
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When something is too soft
and nice and comfortable
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right now, it makes me want to cry,
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and I can't cry anymore
because it's exhausting
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and it gives me a headache,
and I'm already so tired,
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but I can't fall asleep,
and sleeping is the only thing
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that will turn off the crazy guilt
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screaming in my brain.
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So I'm in the shower
to try to fall asleep.
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Carina... none of this is your fault.
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Hm.
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You want to scream?
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Would that make you feel better?
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Okay.
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Then scream.
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♪
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Your brother died, Carina.
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You're allowed to wake up the neighbors.
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He didn't die.
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He was murdered.
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Scream.
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[GROANS]
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[SIGHS HEAVILY]
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[WEAKLY] Ahh.
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[SOBBING]
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Andrea.
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[SIGHS]
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♪
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[CRYING] T-Too soft.
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Too soft, too soft.
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Okay, I'm sorry. Sorry.
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♪
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[SIGHS SHAKILY]
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♪
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Synced & corrected by -robtor-
www.addic7ed.com
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Well, how about you?
Uh, are you, uh, dating?
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Well, I mean, I tried to.
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I had a few online drinks
with a few guys.
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And then the whole
"Let me be your daddy" thing
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happened and... Yeah.
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Yeah, that would make me
never want to have sex again.
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- [CHUCKLES]
- Yeah.
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You know, um, Alicia found a picture of
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some guy's junk on my phone
before I came out to her.
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Oh, wow.
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It wasn't yours, so we're good.
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[CHUCKLES] Uh, I-I told her that
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it was probably just
one of the guys from school
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playing a dumb prank.
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Like, you know, "locker room" crap.
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I thought I was done for.
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I packed my bags,
ready for her to kick me out.
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She believed it.
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Wow.
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I find that, um,
people are actually really good
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at lying to themselves when
it's for self-preservation.
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[BUZZER]
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Hey, is that...
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My dad.
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Are you gonna...
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Why is my dad here?
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Maybe he's here to come out.
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[KNOCKING ON GLASS]
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Travis!
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You gonna let me in?
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Put your mask on, Dad.
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- Oh, mask for masc?
- Please stop.
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♪
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[BUZZER]
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Oh.
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00:09:50,110 --> 00:09:51,137
From your mother.
265
00:09:51,171 --> 00:09:52,939
[DOOR CLOSES]
266
00:09:53,007 --> 00:09:54,107
Why are you here, Dad?
267
00:09:54,141 --> 00:09:55,675
I'm gonna... I'm just gonna...
268
00:09:55,743 --> 00:09:56,709
- Yeah.
- Yeah.
269
00:09:56,744 --> 00:09:57,893
Good to see you.
270
00:10:01,281 --> 00:10:02,749
[MOUTHING WORDS]
271
00:10:03,517 --> 00:10:04,784
You've never even seen
where I work, Dad.
272
00:10:04,818 --> 00:10:06,185
- [DOOR CLOSES]
- Spare the dramatics, Travis.
273
00:10:06,220 --> 00:10:07,220
I just brought cookies.
274
00:10:07,272 --> 00:10:09,389
Right. Travis. Dramatics.
275
00:10:09,423 --> 00:10:11,090
Travis the drama queen.
276
00:10:11,125 --> 00:10:13,393
Hey, you know, um,
could you come over and help
277
00:10:13,427 --> 00:10:16,195
your mother and I install
security on our computer?
278
00:10:16,230 --> 00:10:17,964
Craziest thing happened.
279
00:10:17,998 --> 00:10:20,233
My Facebook page seems
to have gotten hacked.
280
00:10:20,267 --> 00:10:22,368
Someone stole my picture.
281
00:10:22,403 --> 00:10:23,503
Did they?
282
00:10:23,537 --> 00:10:25,338
Yeah, who knows where that's
gonna wind up.
283
00:10:25,372 --> 00:10:27,740
Yeah. [CHUCKLES] Huh.
284
00:10:27,775 --> 00:10:29,709
So this is how we're
gonna talk about it?
285
00:10:29,743 --> 00:10:33,279
You're gonna make up a lie
about why I saw a shirtless pic
286
00:10:33,313 --> 00:10:34,580
of you on a gay dating app?
287
00:10:34,648 --> 00:10:35,848
I don't know what you think you saw...
288
00:10:35,883 --> 00:10:37,050
[KLAXONS SOUND]
289
00:10:37,084 --> 00:10:39,152
DISPATCH: Ladder 19,
Aid Car 19 requested to
290
00:10:39,186 --> 00:10:42,255
2018 East Olive Avenue. Here, Dad.
291
00:10:42,289 --> 00:10:44,824
Maybe those cookies will help
wash down all that shame.
292
00:10:44,892 --> 00:10:48,227
[KLAXONS CONTINUE]
293
00:10:48,262 --> 00:10:50,263
Montgomery, was that, uh, your dad?
294
00:10:50,297 --> 00:10:51,714
- He seems kinda...
- Gay?
295
00:10:52,900 --> 00:10:56,002
Whoa, Probie, Probie.
Probie sits in the probie seat.
296
00:10:56,070 --> 00:10:57,003
Come on, Gibson.
297
00:10:57,071 --> 00:10:58,271
Probie sits in the probie seat, man.
298
00:10:58,305 --> 00:11:00,173
I'm sorry, but...
299
00:11:00,207 --> 00:11:01,541
How it's done.
300
00:11:01,608 --> 00:11:06,179
♪
301
00:11:06,213 --> 00:11:07,580
[SIGHS]
302
00:11:08,816 --> 00:11:09,849
[DOOR CLOSES]
303
00:11:10,784 --> 00:11:12,452
[SIREN WAILING]
304
00:11:12,486 --> 00:11:14,487
[HORN HONKING]
305
00:11:17,124 --> 00:11:18,124
I have to go to Italy.
306
00:11:18,158 --> 00:11:19,559
- What?
- I have to tell my dad,
307
00:11:19,626 --> 00:11:21,227
and I think the best way
to do it is in person.
308
00:11:21,261 --> 00:11:22,528
Carina, take a breath.
Let's talk this through.
309
00:11:22,563 --> 00:11:24,697
Because I don't know how
he's gonna react to the news,
310
00:11:24,731 --> 00:11:26,632
and I just need to be there in
case he goes crazy or something.
311
00:11:26,700 --> 00:11:28,401
Okay, there are no flights
to Italy right now.
312
00:11:28,435 --> 00:11:30,236
The border is closed there and here.
313
00:11:30,270 --> 00:11:31,204
And even if you could get there,
314
00:11:31,238 --> 00:11:33,940
we're in a pandemic, remember?
315
00:11:35,342 --> 00:11:37,577
[SIGHS] I...
316
00:11:37,611 --> 00:11:39,745
Okay, yeah, I have... Ah!
317
00:11:39,780 --> 00:11:41,414
Okay, I feel like there's
so much that I have to do,
318
00:11:41,448 --> 00:11:42,648
and I don't even know how!
319
00:11:42,683 --> 00:11:44,217
Okay, what do... What do you want?
320
00:11:44,284 --> 00:11:45,318
What do you need? What can I do?
321
00:11:45,385 --> 00:11:47,453
I-I-I have to organize
the funeral, I have to...
322
00:11:47,521 --> 00:11:48,955
I have to contact his landlord,
323
00:11:48,989 --> 00:11:50,289
I have to call the bank to sort out
324
00:11:50,324 --> 00:11:51,290
all the details and paperwork.
325
00:11:51,358 --> 00:11:53,326
I have... I have to tell my dad.
326
00:11:53,360 --> 00:11:54,961
But what I want to do right now
is scream.
327
00:11:55,028 --> 00:11:57,964
I want to scream until my throat hurts
328
00:11:58,031 --> 00:12:00,399
more than my head
and my stomach and my chest.
329
00:12:00,434 --> 00:12:03,503
I just want to scream so that
some of this pressure goes away.
330
00:12:03,570 --> 00:12:06,038
So scream. Do it. Let it out.
331
00:12:06,811 --> 00:12:08,841
I can't.
332
00:12:08,876 --> 00:12:11,177
[BREATHING HEAVILY]
333
00:12:11,245 --> 00:12:14,013
I c... I can't. I can't.
334
00:12:14,047 --> 00:12:16,282
I can't.
335
00:12:16,316 --> 00:12:18,951
♪
336
00:12:19,019 --> 00:12:20,620
[SIREN WAILING]
337
00:12:20,654 --> 00:12:21,787
"The pressure which is normally found on
338
00:12:21,822 --> 00:12:23,189
a water distribution system is known"...
339
00:12:23,223 --> 00:12:24,223
Residual pressure.
340
00:12:24,258 --> 00:12:26,692
Can... Can we just not do this now?
341
00:12:26,727 --> 00:12:28,928
You asked me to help you study
for the lieutenant's exam.
342
00:12:28,996 --> 00:12:30,796
I-I did. But that was before
343
00:12:30,831 --> 00:12:33,366
Chief Gregory called me.
344
00:12:33,433 --> 00:12:35,301
He says, although he does condone
345
00:12:35,335 --> 00:12:37,436
what Sullivan and I did
for Jada and Shanice,
346
00:12:37,471 --> 00:12:39,505
and the charges were
technically dropped,
347
00:12:39,573 --> 00:12:40,873
brass is concerned with
348
00:12:40,941 --> 00:12:43,276
my decision to fight for change.
349
00:12:43,343 --> 00:12:45,278
[SIGHS] You mean your decision
350
00:12:45,312 --> 00:12:46,946
to sue the police department.
351
00:12:46,980 --> 00:12:48,714
- Mm-hmm.
- Well, yeah. I can see why.
352
00:12:48,749 --> 00:12:50,449
Gregory thinks I have to choose between
353
00:12:50,484 --> 00:12:52,552
getting justice for Joyce,
and applying for a promotion.
354
00:12:52,586 --> 00:12:53,753
And he won't vouch for you?
355
00:12:53,787 --> 00:12:56,122
No. And if he did, would they listen?
356
00:12:56,190 --> 00:12:58,624
[MUFFLED DANCE MUSIC THUMPING]
357
00:12:58,692 --> 00:13:07,733
♪
358
00:13:07,768 --> 00:13:11,237
♪
359
00:13:11,271 --> 00:13:13,139
What is this place?
360
00:13:13,207 --> 00:13:15,241
I'm gonna guess, uh, dance academy?
361
00:13:15,275 --> 00:13:18,211
No. No, I grew up with
dance academy kids.
362
00:13:18,245 --> 00:13:19,345
This is...
363
00:13:19,379 --> 00:13:21,314
BROTHER JOHN: Fear is what tethers us
364
00:13:21,348 --> 00:13:23,249
to this Earth.
365
00:13:23,283 --> 00:13:28,054
I do not subscribe to fear!
366
00:13:28,088 --> 00:13:31,924
If I believe I can fly, I can fly!
367
00:13:31,959 --> 00:13:35,061
[CHEERING]
368
00:13:35,128 --> 00:13:36,529
Yep.
369
00:13:36,563 --> 00:13:37,597
This is a cult.
370
00:13:37,631 --> 00:13:41,133
♪
371
00:13:42,482 --> 00:13:44,850
[DANCE MUSIC THUMPING]
372
00:13:44,875 --> 00:13:47,077
Sir, you're not a bird. You're a guy.
373
00:13:47,111 --> 00:13:48,345
[SIGHS]
374
00:13:48,379 --> 00:13:49,913
Alright. Just get out the bag.
375
00:13:49,947 --> 00:13:51,935
Shouldn't we wait for PD?
376
00:13:52,550 --> 00:13:53,917
Are...
377
00:13:53,951 --> 00:13:55,018
Copy that.
378
00:13:55,052 --> 00:13:56,419
BROTHER JOHN: Our society is designed
379
00:13:56,454 --> 00:13:59,689
to raise us on fear and shame,
380
00:13:59,724 --> 00:14:03,631
on the suppression of our humanity,
381
00:14:03,656 --> 00:14:05,623
on our connectedness.
382
00:14:05,658 --> 00:14:10,361
But when we come together
and unlearn all that poison,
383
00:14:10,396 --> 00:14:12,563
anything is possible.
384
00:14:12,631 --> 00:14:14,332
I can feel that.
385
00:14:14,366 --> 00:14:15,867
The vibration.
386
00:14:15,901 --> 00:14:17,201
Do you feel that?!
387
00:14:17,236 --> 00:14:19,370
Can you feel that vibration?!
388
00:14:19,405 --> 00:14:21,506
Oh, it's Marky Mark day
at the dance cult. Fun.
389
00:14:21,540 --> 00:14:24,842
My children, we have
unlearned the weight
390
00:14:24,877 --> 00:14:27,545
of shame and fear.
391
00:14:27,579 --> 00:14:31,382
Do you feel how powerful we are now?
392
00:14:31,417 --> 00:14:35,920
Our collective vibration
is what will give me wings.
393
00:14:35,954 --> 00:14:37,555
I-I don't care how much energy
394
00:14:37,589 --> 00:14:38,589
these people are giving you.
395
00:14:38,657 --> 00:14:40,358
If you jump off that roof,
396
00:14:40,392 --> 00:14:42,393
there's a good chance you won't survive.
397
00:14:42,428 --> 00:14:43,394
You don't understand
398
00:14:43,429 --> 00:14:45,396
what Brother John's doing here.
399
00:14:45,431 --> 00:14:47,598
You don't understand how
trapped you are in your own mind.
400
00:14:47,633 --> 00:14:49,067
Our minds are free!
401
00:14:49,101 --> 00:14:50,101
Free or on drugs?
402
00:14:50,135 --> 00:14:52,203
- We don't do drugs.
- Mm.
403
00:14:52,237 --> 00:14:53,938
We're high on the freedom of thought.
404
00:14:53,972 --> 00:14:56,741
We're high on the magic of humanity
405
00:14:56,775 --> 00:14:59,410
that was beaten out of us as children.
406
00:14:59,478 --> 00:15:00,845
- Right.
- We're high on breath...
407
00:15:00,879 --> 00:15:01,879
Okay, let me tell you something.
408
00:15:01,947 --> 00:15:03,081
If you don't put your mask back on,
409
00:15:03,148 --> 00:15:04,349
you're gonna be high on COVID.
410
00:15:06,418 --> 00:15:08,720
Can you believe these idiots?
411
00:15:08,787 --> 00:15:10,722
Dr. Warren Sterman.
I live down the road a bit.
412
00:15:10,756 --> 00:15:11,956
I'm the one who called.
413
00:15:12,024 --> 00:15:13,725
Oh, you called. So, is anyone hurt?
414
00:15:13,759 --> 00:15:15,526
Not yet. But look at 'em.
415
00:15:16,395 --> 00:15:18,062
Okay. Alright. [SIGHS]
416
00:15:18,097 --> 00:15:20,131
We need to get someone up there.
417
00:15:20,165 --> 00:15:22,100
Oh, pick me. Please.
418
00:15:22,134 --> 00:15:23,401
Winner winner, chicken dinner.
419
00:15:23,469 --> 00:15:26,304
Ugh, these people are not
living in reality.
420
00:15:26,338 --> 00:15:27,905
You can't talk sense to them.
421
00:15:27,940 --> 00:15:28,873
They just believe whatever
422
00:15:28,907 --> 00:15:30,441
their whack-job guru tells them.
423
00:15:30,476 --> 00:15:31,909
BROTHER JOHN: Join us!
424
00:15:31,944 --> 00:15:33,644
All are welcome.
425
00:15:33,679 --> 00:15:37,281
Let your fears melt away.
426
00:15:37,316 --> 00:15:39,751
Feed on our vibrations.
427
00:15:39,785 --> 00:15:42,153
Well, I would,
but I had a big breakfast.
428
00:15:42,187 --> 00:15:44,122
[LAUGHS]
429
00:15:44,189 --> 00:15:46,157
Do you mind telling me
what you're doing up there?
430
00:15:46,191 --> 00:15:49,227
I'm demonstrating faith.
431
00:15:49,294 --> 00:15:51,996
Faith in my people.
432
00:15:52,030 --> 00:15:53,664
Faith in my family.
433
00:15:53,699 --> 00:15:56,667
Faith that all the work we do here
434
00:15:56,735 --> 00:15:58,679
- has driven us to this day.
- Dispatch, this is Ladder 19
435
00:15:58,703 --> 00:16:01,139
Incident Commander. Where is PD?
436
00:16:02,207 --> 00:16:04,575
No, sir. No. Bleach is not
an effective remedy.
437
00:16:04,610 --> 00:16:06,377
It... Uh...
438
00:16:06,412 --> 00:16:08,346
- Okay then.
- Hey, excuse me!
439
00:16:08,380 --> 00:16:10,481
Excuse me! Can you help?
440
00:16:10,516 --> 00:16:12,784
Uh, w-what happened, sir?
441
00:16:12,818 --> 00:16:13,985
[GRUNTS]
442
00:16:14,019 --> 00:16:15,520
It's pretty bad.
443
00:16:15,554 --> 00:16:16,487
Okay.
444
00:16:16,522 --> 00:16:18,356
Uh, looks like it got you good.
445
00:16:18,390 --> 00:16:19,624
Uh, how'd you do it?
446
00:16:19,691 --> 00:16:21,426
I was so stupid.
447
00:16:21,493 --> 00:16:23,528
I-I've cut fabric thousands of times.
448
00:16:23,562 --> 00:16:25,696
But today I was distracted,
and then the phone rang,
449
00:16:25,731 --> 00:16:28,599
and the fabric cutter just
went right over my finger.
450
00:16:28,634 --> 00:16:31,135
- Well, have a seat.
- Yeah.
451
00:16:34,072 --> 00:16:35,373
[WHIMPERS]
452
00:16:35,407 --> 00:16:36,507
Okay.
453
00:16:36,542 --> 00:16:37,741
Can I take a look at that?
454
00:16:37,785 --> 00:16:39,143
- Yeah.
- [DOOR CLOSES]
455
00:16:39,178 --> 00:16:40,378
Let's see here.
456
00:16:40,412 --> 00:16:41,379
Aah! [GRUNTS]
457
00:16:41,413 --> 00:16:42,847
Okay, well, you don't have nerve damage.
458
00:16:42,915 --> 00:16:44,715
But you're gonna need a hand surgeon.
459
00:16:44,783 --> 00:16:45,983
Are you sure?
460
00:16:46,018 --> 00:16:47,685
Are you sure you can't just fix it here?
461
00:16:47,719 --> 00:16:49,353
I'm a surgeon, but I'm not the one
462
00:16:49,388 --> 00:16:50,354
- that you want to be seeing about this.
- Really?
463
00:16:50,422 --> 00:16:51,956
You're... You're a surgeon?
464
00:16:51,990 --> 00:16:53,491
Well, how lucky am I?
465
00:16:53,525 --> 00:16:56,027
I'm a general surgeon.
But I don't specialize in...
466
00:16:56,061 --> 00:16:57,929
No, well, I-I make
my living playing piano,
467
00:16:57,963 --> 00:16:59,997
and I really need this finger.
468
00:17:00,065 --> 00:17:02,099
Well, then, you really need
to get to a hospital.
469
00:17:02,134 --> 00:17:03,468
Now hold pressure while I call ahead.
470
00:17:03,502 --> 00:17:06,204
N-No, uh, I'm severely
immunocompromised.
471
00:17:07,015 --> 00:17:08,573
I...
472
00:17:08,607 --> 00:17:10,868
I live with HIV.
473
00:17:11,443 --> 00:17:14,645
Please, there has to be another option
474
00:17:14,680 --> 00:17:16,347
than going to the hospital.
475
00:17:16,381 --> 00:17:18,416
I thought I read
that... that Seattle Fire
476
00:17:18,484 --> 00:17:21,686
has some kind of
mobile surgery unit or...
477
00:17:21,720 --> 00:17:24,455
Yeah, it's, uh...
It's no longer in commission.
478
00:17:25,007 --> 00:17:27,024
My friend lost his partner.
479
00:17:27,059 --> 00:17:29,427
They went to the hospital
for chest pains,
480
00:17:29,495 --> 00:17:32,497
and three days later,
he was on a ventilator.
481
00:17:32,564 --> 00:17:34,532
And three days after that, he was gone.
482
00:17:34,566 --> 00:17:38,636
So, no, I can't. I can't go there.
483
00:17:38,670 --> 00:17:41,172
I-I'll just... I'll just put ice on it
484
00:17:41,206 --> 00:17:42,840
and, um, hope that it heals.
485
00:17:42,875 --> 00:17:43,841
Uh, thank you.
486
00:17:43,876 --> 00:17:45,776
I... I'm sorry to bother you.
487
00:17:45,811 --> 00:17:47,245
Well, no, wait. Wait, wait.
488
00:17:47,279 --> 00:17:48,613
Um...
489
00:17:48,647 --> 00:17:50,681
I... I can help you.
490
00:17:51,241 --> 00:17:53,417
Okay, just, uh...
491
00:17:53,485 --> 00:17:55,453
Just promise you won't tell anyone.
492
00:17:55,521 --> 00:17:56,754
Oh. Oh!
493
00:17:56,788 --> 00:17:57,955
Pinky swear.
494
00:17:57,990 --> 00:18:02,760
♪
495
00:18:02,794 --> 00:18:04,505
Did you sleep?
496
00:18:05,597 --> 00:18:06,697
No, but I tried.
497
00:18:06,732 --> 00:18:09,033
In the shower. Like a lunatic.
498
00:18:09,101 --> 00:18:11,435
Well, I got everything sorted out
499
00:18:11,470 --> 00:18:13,104
with the funeral home.
500
00:18:13,138 --> 00:18:14,230
You called them?
501
00:18:14,265 --> 00:18:15,640
I called everyone.
502
00:18:15,674 --> 00:18:18,435
I did the whole list.
I did all the things.
503
00:18:19,545 --> 00:18:20,611
Thank you.
504
00:18:20,646 --> 00:18:22,580
[REFRIGERATOR DOOR OPENS]
505
00:18:22,614 --> 00:18:23,948
No one has ever done that for me.
506
00:18:23,982 --> 00:18:25,650
[CLATTER, REFRIGERATOR DOOR CLOSES]
507
00:18:25,684 --> 00:18:29,520
Any chance you could
call my dad for me too?
508
00:18:30,923 --> 00:18:32,557
[INHALES SHARPLY]
509
00:18:35,460 --> 00:18:36,394
[EXHALES SHARPLY]
510
00:18:36,461 --> 00:18:38,062
I wish I could.
511
00:18:38,096 --> 00:18:39,997
- Mm-hmm.
- That's one you got to do on your own.
512
00:18:40,065 --> 00:18:41,432
I know.
513
00:18:41,466 --> 00:18:43,801
I'm so scared to tell him.
514
00:18:43,835 --> 00:18:45,303
I know.
515
00:18:45,337 --> 00:18:46,304
[SNIFFLES]
516
00:18:46,338 --> 00:18:47,605
I'm gonna try again.
517
00:18:47,639 --> 00:18:48,759
To sleep?
518
00:18:48,791 --> 00:18:50,241
To scream.
519
00:18:52,311 --> 00:18:55,079
[CARINA BREATHES SHAKILY]
520
00:18:55,113 --> 00:18:57,648
[SIREN WAILING, DANCE MUSIC THUMPING]
521
00:18:59,885 --> 00:19:01,185
SULLIVAN: Man, this thing is heavy.
522
00:19:01,219 --> 00:19:03,020
TRAVIS: Been a while since
you moved a bag, huh?
523
00:19:03,055 --> 00:19:04,322
[VIC CHUCKLES]
524
00:19:04,389 --> 00:19:05,690
Here we go.
525
00:19:05,757 --> 00:19:07,325
VIC: Don't worry.
They can't touch us in uniform.
526
00:19:07,359 --> 00:19:08,659
Yeah, that's what pisses me off.
527
00:19:08,694 --> 00:19:09,660
SULLIVAN: Miller, we need them.
528
00:19:09,695 --> 00:19:10,795
We have to work with them.
529
00:19:10,829 --> 00:19:14,799
♪
530
00:19:14,833 --> 00:19:18,636
[PANTING]
531
00:19:18,670 --> 00:19:22,340
♪
532
00:19:22,374 --> 00:19:23,307
[GOGGLES CLATTER]
533
00:19:23,342 --> 00:19:25,209
Damn it!
534
00:19:25,243 --> 00:19:29,380
♪
535
00:19:29,414 --> 00:19:31,682
Hey, man. I'm Jack.
536
00:19:31,717 --> 00:19:33,150
Brother Jack!
537
00:19:33,185 --> 00:19:34,719
Welcome!
538
00:19:34,753 --> 00:19:35,820
Dance with me.
539
00:19:35,854 --> 00:19:38,556
Uh, yeah, you do not want
to see me dance, trust me.
540
00:19:38,590 --> 00:19:40,725
Ah-ha-ha!
541
00:19:40,759 --> 00:19:41,959
Shame!
542
00:19:42,027 --> 00:19:44,829
Where does that shame come from?
543
00:19:44,863 --> 00:19:46,197
Hey, brother,
544
00:19:46,231 --> 00:19:49,100
if that shame is too heavy,
just sit down.
545
00:19:49,134 --> 00:19:50,801
Absorb this energy.
546
00:19:50,836 --> 00:19:53,738
How about you come
sit over here with me?
547
00:19:53,805 --> 00:19:55,172
Away from the ledge.
548
00:19:55,240 --> 00:19:57,993
BUCKNER: Sir, you need to
come down right now!
549
00:19:58,777 --> 00:20:00,978
- [CROWD JEERING]
- Or what?
550
00:20:01,046 --> 00:20:02,580
You'll shoot me?
551
00:20:02,614 --> 00:20:04,215
Aw, man!
552
00:20:04,249 --> 00:20:07,218
The systems our world has put into place
553
00:20:07,285 --> 00:20:09,754
to instill fear and control.
554
00:20:09,788 --> 00:20:11,756
And we eat it up!
555
00:20:11,790 --> 00:20:12,816
We do, man.
556
00:20:12,850 --> 00:20:14,191
We've been fed that since childhood.
557
00:20:14,226 --> 00:20:15,325
- Right.
- Right?
558
00:20:15,359 --> 00:20:16,994
- Yeah.
- Fear for breakfast.
559
00:20:17,029 --> 00:20:19,997
Fear for lunch. Fear for dinner.
560
00:20:20,032 --> 00:20:22,900
Like sugary cereal.
561
00:20:22,934 --> 00:20:25,369
Frosted Fear-i-o's!
562
00:20:25,404 --> 00:20:26,837
[CHEERS AND LAUGHTER]
563
00:20:26,905 --> 00:20:28,372
- Brother Jack.
- JACK: Yeah?
564
00:20:28,440 --> 00:20:30,241
- You're not dancing.
- Trust me, you really don't...
565
00:20:30,275 --> 00:20:31,776
Come on, shake off some of that shame.
566
00:20:31,810 --> 00:20:32,816
- I don't dance.
- Come on!
567
00:20:32,847 --> 00:20:34,712
I d... Okay, okay! Okay.
568
00:20:34,746 --> 00:20:36,380
I'm dancing. Okay?
569
00:20:36,415 --> 00:20:37,415
Louder.
570
00:20:37,482 --> 00:20:38,749
How do you dance louder?
571
00:20:38,784 --> 00:20:41,786
Ask that little boy version of yourself.
572
00:20:41,820 --> 00:20:44,055
"How do I dance... louder?!"
573
00:20:44,089 --> 00:20:45,756
I don't know what you're
talking about, man.
574
00:20:45,791 --> 00:20:47,558
I don't know how to dance... Okay! Okay!
575
00:20:47,592 --> 00:20:49,093
Okay. Okay.
576
00:20:49,127 --> 00:20:51,595
I'm dancing louder. Okay?
577
00:20:51,630 --> 00:20:54,632
I'm dancing louder. See? See?
578
00:20:54,666 --> 00:20:56,801
Dancing louder.
579
00:20:56,835 --> 00:20:59,170
Yeah! Louder! Ha!
580
00:20:59,204 --> 00:21:01,539
I feel a connection to you,
Brother Jack.
581
00:21:01,606 --> 00:21:03,808
Good. Feel it over here.
A soul connection, man.
582
00:21:03,842 --> 00:21:05,609
- I feel you.
- [MEMBERS GRUNTING RHYTHMICALLY]
583
00:21:05,644 --> 00:21:07,044
I've been you.
584
00:21:07,079 --> 00:21:08,446
Alone.
585
00:21:08,480 --> 00:21:10,147
- Um, okay.
- Afraid.
586
00:21:10,182 --> 00:21:11,916
You're lost.
587
00:21:11,950 --> 00:21:13,617
- Hey.
- Yeah?
588
00:21:13,652 --> 00:21:16,654
When was the last time you felt loved?
589
00:21:16,688 --> 00:21:19,724
Actually, wait. Better question.
590
00:21:19,758 --> 00:21:21,892
When was the last time
591
00:21:21,927 --> 00:21:25,196
you felt safe to love?
592
00:21:25,230 --> 00:21:26,296
I...
593
00:21:26,324 --> 00:21:27,498
- Ah!
- Okay, alright.
594
00:21:27,532 --> 00:21:28,666
Okay, alright.
595
00:21:28,700 --> 00:21:30,134
TRAVIS: This might be
the best day of my life.
596
00:21:30,168 --> 00:21:32,737
Yeah, I'm gonna need him
to remember this.
597
00:21:33,872 --> 00:21:35,406
What the hell is wrong
with these people?
598
00:21:35,440 --> 00:21:36,607
[MAN SPEAKING GIBBERISH]
599
00:21:36,641 --> 00:21:38,776
Is that guy hyperventilating?
600
00:21:38,844 --> 00:21:41,312
Maybe it's on purpose.
601
00:21:41,346 --> 00:21:44,048
I mean, they seem... happy.
602
00:21:44,850 --> 00:21:49,086
Calamana- skrinatchka-dancala!
603
00:21:49,121 --> 00:21:50,706
[THUD] Him less so.
604
00:21:53,555 --> 00:21:55,922
I'm tired, man. Can we sit?
605
00:21:55,956 --> 00:21:58,631
You still haven't answered
Two humy question, Brother Jack.
606
00:21:58,701 --> 00:21:59,659
What was the question?
607
00:21:59,694 --> 00:22:01,795
I ask because I see your pain.
608
00:22:01,829 --> 00:22:04,564
It's so much better on the other side.
609
00:22:04,598 --> 00:22:07,267
- You can be on that other side, too.
- No, no, there's no...
610
00:22:07,301 --> 00:22:09,069
There's no pain. There's no pain, okay?
611
00:22:09,136 --> 00:22:11,438
Look, as long as we stay on
this side of the edge,
612
00:22:11,472 --> 00:22:12,471
I'm good.
613
00:22:12,526 --> 00:22:13,506
Why stay on the roof
614
00:22:13,574 --> 00:22:15,709
when you can dance in the stars?
615
00:22:15,743 --> 00:22:17,544
We must continue harvesting.
616
00:22:17,578 --> 00:22:19,879
Okay, what are we harvesting, exactly?
617
00:22:19,914 --> 00:22:21,181
Energy.
618
00:22:21,215 --> 00:22:24,284
We got to get back
to that spiritual self.
619
00:22:24,318 --> 00:22:26,119
When we all do,
620
00:22:26,153 --> 00:22:29,456
we could fill the air
with such high vibration
621
00:22:29,490 --> 00:22:33,560
that when I jump, I will fly.
622
00:22:33,627 --> 00:22:34,694
- Please don't jump, man.
- Dude!
623
00:22:34,729 --> 00:22:35,962
Come on, John.
624
00:22:36,030 --> 00:22:37,564
This guy's still planning to fly,
625
00:22:37,598 --> 00:22:39,032
so, uh, get that bag ready.
626
00:22:39,100 --> 00:22:41,634
Sir, why don't you just take a breather.
627
00:22:41,669 --> 00:22:42,972
- Oh!
- That was a pretty hard fall
628
00:22:42,996 --> 00:22:44,204
you took back there.
629
00:22:44,238 --> 00:22:45,405
- [WHIMPERS]
- And it looks like
630
00:22:45,439 --> 00:22:47,974
you dislocated your shoulder,
for starters.
631
00:22:48,008 --> 00:22:50,610
- That's got to hurt.
- Pain is only in the flesh.
632
00:22:50,644 --> 00:22:53,680
Yep. Well, that's what
I meant by "hurt."
633
00:22:53,714 --> 00:22:54,721
Oh, must keep vibrating!
634
00:22:54,754 --> 00:22:55,982
Okay, you can keep vibrating.
635
00:22:56,016 --> 00:22:58,385
Just let us help you
while you do it, okay?
636
00:22:58,452 --> 00:23:01,221
♪
637
00:23:01,288 --> 00:23:02,589
Oh, my God.
638
00:23:02,623 --> 00:23:04,124
No. Oh, God.
639
00:23:04,191 --> 00:23:05,625
- Did he just lick me?
- Yeah. Don't move.
640
00:23:05,659 --> 00:23:06,893
Don't move. Don't blink.
641
00:23:06,927 --> 00:23:08,561
- Don't... breathe! Just stop.
- [SIREN WAILS]
642
00:23:08,629 --> 00:23:10,330
- Aah!
- [CAR DOORS CLOSING]
643
00:23:10,364 --> 00:23:11,331
Wait.
644
00:23:11,365 --> 00:23:13,099
Wait, wait, wait, wait.
645
00:23:13,134 --> 00:23:14,100
- What?
- Just, uh...
646
00:23:14,168 --> 00:23:15,468
Just... Just give me the pack.
647
00:23:15,536 --> 00:23:17,167
Heads up!
648
00:23:18,806 --> 00:23:22,275
♪
649
00:23:23,411 --> 00:23:24,744
JERRY: This damn virus.
650
00:23:24,779 --> 00:23:27,213
Reminds me of the '80s.
651
00:23:27,248 --> 00:23:29,449
You, uh... You lived through
the AIDS crisis?
652
00:23:29,483 --> 00:23:30,650
[CHUCKLES]
653
00:23:30,718 --> 00:23:34,154
I went to college at
the Manhattan School of Music.
654
00:23:34,221 --> 00:23:38,091
My first time away from home,
first time in a big city.
655
00:23:38,125 --> 00:23:40,026
It was such freedom. [CHUCKLES]
656
00:23:40,060 --> 00:23:41,761
I felt I could float.
657
00:23:41,796 --> 00:23:43,630
But then...
658
00:23:43,697 --> 00:23:45,720
the plague came.
659
00:23:47,034 --> 00:23:51,438
"Gay-Related Immune Deficiency,"
they called it.
660
00:23:51,505 --> 00:23:54,340
GRID. Everyone panicked.
661
00:23:54,375 --> 00:23:56,843
The queer community was isolated.
662
00:23:56,911 --> 00:24:00,780
I lost friend after friend after friend.
663
00:24:00,848 --> 00:24:04,717
And I'd worked so hard to live out loud,
664
00:24:04,752 --> 00:24:08,555
and suddenly, I was back in the fear.
665
00:24:08,589 --> 00:24:09,989
And the shame.
666
00:24:10,057 --> 00:24:11,591
Afraid to get close to anyone.
667
00:24:11,625 --> 00:24:14,374
Afraid to even live my life.
668
00:24:14,795 --> 00:24:16,167
Kinda like now.
669
00:24:16,730 --> 00:24:18,665
No one knows how it's spread,
670
00:24:18,699 --> 00:24:20,467
and there's so much misinformation,
671
00:24:20,534 --> 00:24:22,435
and the politicians refusing to even
672
00:24:22,470 --> 00:24:24,737
acknowledge that it's real.
673
00:24:24,772 --> 00:24:26,928
Suddenly, I'm 22 again.
674
00:24:27,408 --> 00:24:29,542
And scared to death.
675
00:24:29,610 --> 00:24:31,978
[CLEARS THROAT]
676
00:24:33,481 --> 00:24:35,148
GIDEON: Calamana!
677
00:24:35,182 --> 00:24:37,050
- VIC: Dude.
- Skrinatchka!
678
00:24:37,117 --> 00:24:38,218
Hey, dude. Come on. Let's just...
679
00:24:38,252 --> 00:24:39,819
- Dancala!
- Dude. Dude! You could
680
00:24:39,854 --> 00:24:40,854
Come on, we're just trying
681
00:24:40,888 --> 00:24:42,255
to give you some
medical attention, okay?
682
00:24:42,323 --> 00:24:43,690
No! Sir...
683
00:24:43,724 --> 00:24:46,159
Sir, please get your hands off me.
684
00:24:46,193 --> 00:24:48,995
Sir, back away now.
685
00:24:49,063 --> 00:24:49,996
Okay, come on.
686
00:24:50,030 --> 00:24:50,997
WICKLUND: Hey, Miller.
687
00:24:51,031 --> 00:24:52,131
VIC: Feel better? Come on.
688
00:24:52,166 --> 00:24:53,700
Hey, listen, I just want
to say I'm sorry.
689
00:24:53,734 --> 00:24:55,568
Okay? What Schneider did that day...
690
00:24:55,636 --> 00:24:56,736
But you didn't stop it.
691
00:24:56,770 --> 00:24:59,038
You saw what he was doing,
you stood there,
692
00:24:59,073 --> 00:24:59,973
and you let it happen.
693
00:25:00,007 --> 00:25:02,275
It all happened so fast. I'm sorry.
694
00:25:02,309 --> 00:25:03,643
I-I reported him later.
695
00:25:03,677 --> 00:25:05,712
Look, I'm not even talking
about what they did to me.
696
00:25:05,779 --> 00:25:06,746
It's those girls.
697
00:25:06,814 --> 00:25:07,847
If we hadn't gone in that building,
698
00:25:07,915 --> 00:25:09,449
those girls would be gone.
699
00:25:09,483 --> 00:25:10,550
You do understand that, right?
700
00:25:10,584 --> 00:25:11,851
I do.
701
00:25:11,919 --> 00:25:13,720
He's suspended, okay?
702
00:25:13,754 --> 00:25:14,754
Pending investigation.
703
00:25:14,822 --> 00:25:15,955
Well, congratulations, man.
704
00:25:16,023 --> 00:25:17,724
You picked the bad apple
out of the barrel.
705
00:25:17,758 --> 00:25:22,996
♪
706
00:25:29,770 --> 00:25:30,589
[SIGHS]
707
00:25:30,664 --> 00:25:31,638
You showered.
708
00:25:31,672 --> 00:25:33,072
Mm. I was already there,
709
00:25:33,107 --> 00:25:35,275
and I couldn't sleep, so, um...
710
00:25:37,111 --> 00:25:40,346
I didn't want to call you when
I was in the car with Andrea
711
00:25:40,381 --> 00:25:43,483
because I knew you would
talk me out of it.
712
00:25:43,517 --> 00:25:46,419
And tell me to make my brother stop.
713
00:25:46,487 --> 00:25:47,687
Tell me that it was dangerous.
714
00:25:47,721 --> 00:25:49,155
And you did.
715
00:25:49,223 --> 00:25:51,524
And you were right.
716
00:25:51,559 --> 00:25:55,695
And I still think...
I feel like this is...
717
00:25:55,729 --> 00:25:57,664
Why? Why didn't I stop him?
718
00:25:57,698 --> 00:25:59,832
This is... This is all my fault.
719
00:25:59,867 --> 00:26:01,434
This is... I... My brother is dead
720
00:26:01,502 --> 00:26:02,435
because I'm an idiot.
721
00:26:02,469 --> 00:26:04,737
Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey.
722
00:26:04,772 --> 00:26:06,439
Listen to me.
None of this is your fault.
723
00:26:06,473 --> 00:26:07,807
Whose fault is it, then?
724
00:26:07,841 --> 00:26:08,908
Who am I supposed to blame?
725
00:26:08,943 --> 00:26:10,677
- Who?
- Blame me!
726
00:26:10,711 --> 00:26:12,345
We have to get some of this off of you.
727
00:26:12,379 --> 00:26:14,480
I will take it. Blame me.
728
00:26:14,515 --> 00:26:15,949
I should have gotten to you sooner.
729
00:26:16,016 --> 00:26:18,251
I should have been there. Blame me.
730
00:26:18,319 --> 00:26:19,686
Maya, this is not your fault.
731
00:26:19,720 --> 00:26:20,954
Then why is it yours?
732
00:26:20,988 --> 00:26:23,690
Because I let him on that train!
733
00:26:23,724 --> 00:26:25,858
I did that.
734
00:26:25,893 --> 00:26:27,694
I... I... Hey.
735
00:26:27,728 --> 00:26:29,662
Give me the guilt, okay?
Give me the... the blame.
736
00:26:29,697 --> 00:26:31,631
Give me the part that stings the most.
737
00:26:31,665 --> 00:26:34,167
Okay, let me hold on to it
for a... a little while.
738
00:26:34,201 --> 00:26:35,802
And when you're feeling
a little stronger,
739
00:26:35,836 --> 00:26:37,337
you can have it all back.
740
00:26:37,371 --> 00:26:39,772
- [INHALES DEEPLY]
- I promise.
741
00:26:39,807 --> 00:26:44,711
♪
742
00:26:44,745 --> 00:26:45,878
Too soft. I'm sorry.
743
00:26:45,913 --> 00:26:47,313
- Mm.
- [SNIFFLES]
744
00:26:47,348 --> 00:26:50,650
♪
745
00:26:50,684 --> 00:26:52,685
BROTHER JOHN: A man
can't dance on his rooftop
746
00:26:52,720 --> 00:26:54,153
- on a beautiful day?
- Okay, we're shutting the music down.
747
00:26:54,188 --> 00:26:55,134
What do you want to do?
748
00:26:55,182 --> 00:26:56,248
[SIGHS] I want to let
749
00:26:56,298 --> 00:26:57,557
my lieutenant try a little longer
750
00:26:57,591 --> 00:26:58,925
to get him down.
751
00:26:58,959 --> 00:27:00,994
DR. STERMAN: Watch out for
this guy. He may look nuts,
752
00:27:01,061 --> 00:27:03,196
but he's a charmer and he's dangerous.
753
00:27:03,230 --> 00:27:05,698
Oh. Gibson will be okay.
754
00:27:05,766 --> 00:27:07,333
He's pretty charming himself.
755
00:27:07,368 --> 00:27:08,468
[MICROPHONE FEEDBACK,
STATIC CRACKLING]
756
00:27:08,502 --> 00:27:10,470
John, please, just take a step back.
757
00:27:10,537 --> 00:27:13,172
The energy is full. It's almost time.
758
00:27:13,207 --> 00:27:14,741
John, please. You're gonna get hurt.
759
00:27:14,808 --> 00:27:17,276
Is that a good reason
not to do something?
760
00:27:17,311 --> 00:27:18,845
So that you don't get hurt?
761
00:27:19,642 --> 00:27:21,381
You run away from danger.
762
00:27:21,415 --> 00:27:22,915
John, I'm a firefighter.
763
00:27:22,950 --> 00:27:25,752
My job is literally to run into danger.
764
00:27:25,819 --> 00:27:28,988
But real danger... you run from.
765
00:27:32,960 --> 00:27:35,228
[MICROPHONE FEEDBACK]
766
00:27:35,295 --> 00:27:37,597
♪
767
00:27:37,631 --> 00:27:40,767
Everyone here has learned
the same lessons as you, Jack.
768
00:27:40,834 --> 00:27:44,370
All my children came to me
so bruised and alone
769
00:27:44,405 --> 00:27:47,440
from a lifetime of pain.
770
00:27:47,474 --> 00:27:49,742
Brother Jack,
you have the look in your eye
771
00:27:49,777 --> 00:27:52,545
that so many of my followers do.
772
00:27:52,613 --> 00:27:53,980
You crave family.
773
00:27:54,014 --> 00:27:55,685
You crave stewardship.
774
00:27:55,723 --> 00:27:56,697
Love.
775
00:27:56,731 --> 00:27:58,251
I'm good, man. I have love.
776
00:27:58,318 --> 00:28:00,219
You're an orphan.
777
00:28:00,287 --> 00:28:02,855
- Well, guess what?
- [MEMBERS GASP]
778
00:28:02,890 --> 00:28:04,724
I'm an orphan, too.
779
00:28:04,758 --> 00:28:07,560
That's why I built this family.
780
00:28:08,929 --> 00:28:13,299
You don't like being alone,
do you, Jack?
781
00:28:13,333 --> 00:28:14,967
Scary, isn't it?
782
00:28:15,002 --> 00:28:18,404
♪
783
00:28:18,472 --> 00:28:20,506
But look at my children.
784
00:28:20,541 --> 00:28:22,542
See how full they are.
785
00:28:22,576 --> 00:28:24,977
John, please, just take one step back.
786
00:28:25,045 --> 00:28:26,145
Please.
787
00:28:26,180 --> 00:28:27,780
Just one.
788
00:28:27,848 --> 00:28:30,049
I'll take a step if you talk to me.
789
00:28:30,084 --> 00:28:31,451
Okay, okay.
790
00:28:31,518 --> 00:28:33,820
Tell me about your heart.
Are you lonely?
791
00:28:33,854 --> 00:28:35,822
Yeah, some... sometimes. Yeah.
792
00:28:35,856 --> 00:28:37,156
I'm gonna need more than that.
793
00:28:37,191 --> 00:28:38,157
Okay, okay, okay!
794
00:28:38,192 --> 00:28:40,093
I-I just, uh... I just moved in
795
00:28:40,127 --> 00:28:42,128
with this... this woman and her son,
796
00:28:42,196 --> 00:28:44,269
and she's great, but...
797
00:28:44,932 --> 00:28:46,065
But you're scared?
798
00:28:46,100 --> 00:28:48,835
Scared to open up? Scared to feel?
799
00:28:48,869 --> 00:28:50,636
Scared to lose?
800
00:28:50,671 --> 00:28:52,004
What are their names?
801
00:28:52,039 --> 00:28:54,474
Inara and Marcus.
802
00:28:54,508 --> 00:28:57,076
♪
803
00:28:57,111 --> 00:28:59,846
And you can't fully love
Inara and Marcus, can you?
804
00:28:59,880 --> 00:29:02,582
No, I... I can, I just...
805
00:29:02,616 --> 00:29:04,717
We all have emotional injuries
806
00:29:04,752 --> 00:29:08,921
from our lives that
prevent us from loving.
807
00:29:08,989 --> 00:29:12,125
If you cut the fear from your heart,
808
00:29:12,159 --> 00:29:14,340
you can love them.
809
00:29:14,995 --> 00:29:18,030
I want to show you what love looks like.
810
00:29:18,065 --> 00:29:24,704
I want you to know what
fearlessness feels like.
811
00:29:24,772 --> 00:29:28,941
♪
812
00:29:28,976 --> 00:29:30,676
No, don't!
813
00:29:33,905 --> 00:29:37,674
♪ Higher, your love has set me free ♪
814
00:29:37,708 --> 00:29:39,609
♪ Now nothing's out of reach ♪
815
00:29:39,643 --> 00:29:41,678
♪ Higher, higher ♪
816
00:29:41,745 --> 00:29:42,779
♪ Ooh ♪
817
00:29:42,846 --> 00:29:44,647
♪ I run the days into the night ♪
818
00:29:44,682 --> 00:29:47,450
♪ I feel my heart is going rogue here ♪
819
00:29:47,484 --> 00:29:49,586
♪ But I kinda love it ♪
820
00:29:49,620 --> 00:29:52,088
♪ Yeah, I will go ♪
821
00:29:52,156 --> 00:29:54,524
[ALL GASP]
822
00:29:54,558 --> 00:29:57,193
[CROWD MURMURING]
823
00:30:03,601 --> 00:30:05,134
[CHEERING] ♪ Higher ♪
824
00:30:05,169 --> 00:30:06,903
♪ Your love has set me free ♪
825
00:30:06,937 --> 00:30:08,638
♪ Now nothing's out of reach ♪
826
00:30:08,706 --> 00:30:11,874
♪ Higher, higher ♪
827
00:30:11,942 --> 00:30:13,209
♪ Higher ♪
828
00:30:13,244 --> 00:30:15,278
♪ I'm stronger now, I'm free ♪
829
00:30:15,312 --> 00:30:17,046
♪ I'm who I wanna be ♪
830
00:30:17,114 --> 00:30:19,882
♪ Higher, higher ♪
831
00:30:19,917 --> 00:30:21,951
♪ This ain't no give or take, no ♪
832
00:30:22,019 --> 00:30:24,120
♪ I've learned from my mistakes, ohh ♪
833
00:30:24,154 --> 00:30:26,055
♪ I'm so much stronger now ♪
834
00:30:26,123 --> 00:30:27,991
♪ I'm so much stronger now ♪
835
00:30:28,025 --> 00:30:30,326
♪ This ain't no give or take ♪
836
00:30:30,361 --> 00:30:32,262
♪ I've learned from my mistakes ♪
837
00:30:32,296 --> 00:30:34,330
♪ I'm so much stronger now, ohh ♪
838
00:30:34,398 --> 00:30:35,765
What do you want?
839
00:30:35,799 --> 00:30:37,400
I'm sorry, Miller, but I got to
ask him a few questions.
840
00:30:37,468 --> 00:30:38,401
He's got warrants for...
841
00:30:38,435 --> 00:30:39,969
Montgomery, switch with me.
842
00:30:40,004 --> 00:30:41,437
Yeah.
843
00:30:42,633 --> 00:30:44,155
He'll take care of you.
844
00:30:45,350 --> 00:30:47,443
Sir, there's been reports
of suspicious activity coming...
845
00:30:47,478 --> 00:30:48,978
Can you meet us at Grey-Sloan?
846
00:30:49,013 --> 00:30:50,179
Talk to him after we've
got him assessed.
847
00:30:50,214 --> 00:30:51,521
We got to go.
848
00:30:53,017 --> 00:30:54,784
- Sure. Yeah.
- Okay.
849
00:30:56,520 --> 00:30:57,694
Hey.
850
00:30:58,082 --> 00:30:59,682
Can I, uh, ride with him?
851
00:30:59,796 --> 00:31:01,931
Join me, Brother Jack.
852
00:31:03,053 --> 00:31:04,327
You two bond up there?
853
00:31:04,361 --> 00:31:06,327
We got a lot in common.
854
00:31:09,633 --> 00:31:11,033
[SIREN WAILING]
855
00:31:11,228 --> 00:31:13,095
Grey-Sloan, this is Aid Car 19.
856
00:31:13,120 --> 00:31:14,987
We're headed towards you with
a 50-year-old male
857
00:31:15,012 --> 00:31:17,814
with abdominal pain,
possible internal bleeding.
858
00:31:17,839 --> 00:31:21,475
Aren't we all bleeding
internally, in many ways?
859
00:31:21,500 --> 00:31:22,466
[CHUCKLES]
860
00:31:22,493 --> 00:31:23,626
You shouldn't talk.
861
00:31:23,651 --> 00:31:24,951
[LAUGHS]
862
00:31:24,976 --> 00:31:27,377
[COUGHS]
863
00:31:27,411 --> 00:31:29,078
Were you trying to die?
864
00:31:29,103 --> 00:31:30,737
I was trying to fly.
865
00:31:30,762 --> 00:31:32,596
But you must have known
that you were gonna fall.
866
00:31:32,621 --> 00:31:33,888
But I didn't fall.
867
00:31:33,913 --> 00:31:35,780
I leapt.
868
00:31:35,847 --> 00:31:41,184
And for that moment of pure freedom,
869
00:31:41,209 --> 00:31:43,143
it was worth it.
870
00:31:43,168 --> 00:31:51,476
♪
871
00:31:51,601 --> 00:31:53,469
SULLIVAN: [GROANS]
872
00:31:53,649 --> 00:31:54,620
You okay?
873
00:31:54,645 --> 00:31:56,544
Ugh, my back.
874
00:31:57,281 --> 00:31:59,382
Does probie need a little IcyHot?
875
00:31:59,416 --> 00:32:01,031
[CHUCKLES] Alright.
876
00:32:01,055 --> 00:32:03,423
Talk to me when you've had as
many hot saves as me.
877
00:32:03,491 --> 00:32:05,525
- Ooh.
- [CHUCKLES]
878
00:32:08,929 --> 00:32:11,064
We have to work with them, Miller.
879
00:32:11,098 --> 00:32:12,365
Every day.
880
00:32:12,400 --> 00:32:13,833
Uh, yeah. Yeah, I know that.
881
00:32:13,901 --> 00:32:15,980
Well, then you need to fix your face.
882
00:32:16,670 --> 00:32:18,405
Have you ever thought that
the reason why things
883
00:32:18,439 --> 00:32:21,508
haven't changed for us
is because we're so quick
884
00:32:21,533 --> 00:32:22,900
to fix our faces?
885
00:32:22,925 --> 00:32:25,693
Well, it is what it is.
They need us, we need them.
886
00:32:25,718 --> 00:32:26,985
Look, if you can't work
with them, just...
887
00:32:27,010 --> 00:32:29,952
I can work with them just fine.
888
00:32:30,484 --> 00:32:33,954
I just don't think I have
to fix my face to do it.
889
00:32:36,157 --> 00:32:38,058
Nobody asks Batman to fix his face.
890
00:32:38,092 --> 00:32:39,259
I'm sorry. Are you Batman?
891
00:32:39,326 --> 00:32:42,929
Yeah. I am, in this uniform. We all are.
892
00:32:42,997 --> 00:32:44,717
We're heroes.
893
00:32:45,599 --> 00:32:48,201
And heroes don't have to
fix their faces.
894
00:32:52,139 --> 00:32:54,274
JERRY: You're, uh... You're
worried about the rule-breaking.
895
00:32:54,341 --> 00:32:56,976
No, I'm... I'm good.
896
00:32:57,011 --> 00:32:59,446
But even better, you're good.
897
00:32:59,480 --> 00:33:02,882
You should have full function of
that finger in about a month.
898
00:33:09,457 --> 00:33:11,324
You're not good.
899
00:33:11,358 --> 00:33:12,992
I know the look.
900
00:33:13,027 --> 00:33:14,961
You've lost people from the virus?
901
00:33:16,964 --> 00:33:17,964
Of course you have.
902
00:33:17,998 --> 00:33:19,899
You're a doctor, a first responder.
903
00:33:19,934 --> 00:33:21,234
So's my wife.
904
00:33:21,268 --> 00:33:22,635
Oh, but she didn't...
905
00:33:22,670 --> 00:33:24,137
N-No, no. Thank God.
906
00:33:24,171 --> 00:33:26,606
But, uh... her mother.
907
00:33:26,640 --> 00:33:27,740
I'm sorry.
908
00:33:27,808 --> 00:33:29,342
And a few days ago, a friend of mine.
909
00:33:29,376 --> 00:33:31,811
He was a doctor, too.
But not from the virus.
910
00:33:31,846 --> 00:33:34,267
He was, uh... He was murdered.
911
00:33:34,615 --> 00:33:37,817
Wait, not... Not that handsome young man
912
00:33:37,852 --> 00:33:40,186
who was chasing that sex predator?
913
00:33:40,254 --> 00:33:42,555
Oh! I saw that on the news.
914
00:33:42,590 --> 00:33:44,193
I said a prayer.
915
00:33:45,059 --> 00:33:47,360
You hate to lose anyone, of course,
916
00:33:47,428 --> 00:33:50,096
but someone that attractive?
917
00:33:50,164 --> 00:33:51,531
[CHUCKLES]
918
00:33:51,565 --> 00:33:54,000
Oh, I'm so sorry, I shouldn't joke.
919
00:33:54,034 --> 00:33:56,136
It's just how I've learned to cope.
920
00:33:56,170 --> 00:33:58,037
And I've had to cope a lot.
921
00:33:58,072 --> 00:34:01,341
With this pandemic
and the one back then.
922
00:34:01,375 --> 00:34:04,177
You see, you feel like you're
drowning in your own grief.
923
00:34:04,245 --> 00:34:07,046
You barely get a chance
to catch your breath,
924
00:34:07,081 --> 00:34:08,848
and then you're pulled back down.
925
00:34:08,883 --> 00:34:13,052
Thrashing, not knowing which way is up.
926
00:34:13,087 --> 00:34:14,932
You forget how to breathe.
927
00:34:15,356 --> 00:34:17,268
Or even that you should.
928
00:34:18,559 --> 00:34:22,662
But there's that one thing,
that life preserver
929
00:34:22,696 --> 00:34:25,565
that will keep you afloat
for just a few minutes
930
00:34:25,599 --> 00:34:27,800
so you can save your energy.
931
00:34:27,868 --> 00:34:31,137
And you hang on to that life preserver
932
00:34:31,205 --> 00:34:34,140
and let it keep you alive
un-until you're
933
00:34:34,175 --> 00:34:36,442
no longer at sea.
934
00:34:38,179 --> 00:34:39,746
I'd imagine yours is medicine.
935
00:34:39,813 --> 00:34:42,849
Helping old fools like me. [CHUCKLES]
936
00:34:42,883 --> 00:34:44,250
Mine is music.
937
00:34:44,275 --> 00:34:48,511
So thank you for patching
my life preserver.
938
00:34:52,560 --> 00:34:54,360
♪
939
00:34:54,395 --> 00:34:56,396
[DOOR OPENS]
940
00:34:59,567 --> 00:35:01,668
[DOOR CLOSES]
941
00:35:01,702 --> 00:35:03,670
[LINE RINGING]
942
00:35:05,139 --> 00:35:08,074
Papa. Ciao.
943
00:35:08,108 --> 00:35:10,210
[SPEAKING ITALIAN]
944
00:35:14,248 --> 00:35:16,249
[SIGHS]
945
00:35:21,922 --> 00:35:23,089
Okay.
946
00:35:26,527 --> 00:35:29,262
Okay. Okay.
947
00:35:29,296 --> 00:35:31,030
Si. Ciao.
948
00:35:33,195 --> 00:35:34,200
He heard.
949
00:35:34,268 --> 00:35:35,235
What?
950
00:35:35,269 --> 00:35:37,237
He heard that Andrea died two days ago.
951
00:35:37,271 --> 00:35:39,806
And he didn't call me.
952
00:35:39,840 --> 00:35:45,245
♪
953
00:35:50,149 --> 00:35:52,384
What are we doing?
954
00:35:57,256 --> 00:35:59,958
Okay, Maya, I'm not a child.
955
00:36:00,026 --> 00:36:01,293
I don't need
a fire truck ride to feel...
956
00:36:01,327 --> 00:36:02,361
- [SIREN WAILS]
- Maya!
957
00:36:02,395 --> 00:36:03,762
Scream.
958
00:36:03,796 --> 00:36:06,398
- What?
- Scream!
959
00:36:06,432 --> 00:36:07,966
- I can't.
- Do it!
960
00:36:08,034 --> 00:36:11,303
No, I can't... [SCREAMS]
961
00:36:11,337 --> 00:36:13,271
I c... I can't do it.
962
00:36:13,296 --> 00:36:14,830
[SCREAMS]
963
00:36:16,776 --> 00:36:19,711
[SCREAMS]
964
00:36:19,746 --> 00:36:21,613
[SOBS]
965
00:36:21,647 --> 00:36:24,616
[BOTH SCREAMING]
966
00:36:27,687 --> 00:36:30,389
[SCREAMING CONTINUES]
967
00:36:32,658 --> 00:36:35,427
[BOTH PANTING]
968
00:36:35,461 --> 00:36:42,267
♪
969
00:36:42,301 --> 00:36:49,141
♪
970
00:36:49,509 --> 00:36:51,576
[WHISPERING INDISTINCTLY]
971
00:36:51,644 --> 00:36:53,845
You know, you could've
had my back out there.
972
00:36:53,880 --> 00:36:56,114
Bumped me back to the probie seat.
973
00:36:56,149 --> 00:36:57,516
Put me on bag.
974
00:36:57,550 --> 00:36:59,317
I'm just doing my job, Sullivan.
975
00:36:59,352 --> 00:37:00,352
Sullivan?
976
00:37:00,386 --> 00:37:02,521
I'm sorry, is that not your name?
977
00:37:02,555 --> 00:37:04,276
It's Robert.
978
00:37:04,342 --> 00:37:06,091
At least that's what you called
me in bed this morning.
979
00:37:06,159 --> 00:37:07,192
Okay, stop it.
980
00:37:07,260 --> 00:37:09,294
I'm just trying to finish this report.
981
00:37:09,328 --> 00:37:11,329
- Alright.
- [SIGHS]
982
00:37:11,364 --> 00:37:12,330
Andy, look at me.
983
00:37:12,365 --> 00:37:15,200
Okay, when we're at work, I'm not Andy.
984
00:37:15,234 --> 00:37:16,501
I'm Herrera.
985
00:37:16,569 --> 00:37:19,575
You... You said no special treatment.
986
00:37:20,440 --> 00:37:21,973
Okay.
987
00:37:22,008 --> 00:37:24,664
But you're gonna have to
make it up to me at home.
988
00:37:25,778 --> 00:37:28,013
Captain Herrera.
989
00:37:33,586 --> 00:37:35,046
REPORTER: Expect a high
near 52 degrees...
990
00:37:35,080 --> 00:37:36,789
Looks like Father Bust-A-Move
is gonna make it.
991
00:37:36,815 --> 00:37:38,056
Oh, good!
992
00:37:38,090 --> 00:37:40,262
He'll live to dance another day.
993
00:37:41,093 --> 00:37:42,494
Spread your feet apart.
994
00:37:42,528 --> 00:37:44,729
I'm gonna need to apply
pressure to your fingers.
995
00:37:44,764 --> 00:37:46,364
I don't want you to move.
996
00:37:46,432 --> 00:37:48,400
Can... Can you just change it?
997
00:37:48,434 --> 00:37:50,635
Do you have any weapons or
sharp objects on your person?
998
00:37:50,703 --> 00:37:52,170
[CHANNEL CHANGES]
999
00:37:52,238 --> 00:37:53,705
You want to run through
some test questions?
1000
00:37:53,773 --> 00:37:55,907
I decided I'm not applying.
1001
00:37:55,942 --> 00:37:57,613
What? Why?
1002
00:37:58,244 --> 00:38:00,545
A crazed cult dude
puts a cop in a vise grip,
1003
00:38:00,580 --> 00:38:02,814
- and they call him "sir."
- Okay.
1004
00:38:02,849 --> 00:38:04,883
I pull a kidnapped girl
out of a burning building,
1005
00:38:04,951 --> 00:38:06,852
and they shove my head
into the pavement.
1006
00:38:06,919 --> 00:38:08,553
Yeah, yeah, but so what?
1007
00:38:08,621 --> 00:38:10,255
Look, you've known that's how
it is your entire life.
1008
00:38:10,323 --> 00:38:12,491
Exactly. You have to apply, Miller.
1009
00:38:12,525 --> 00:38:14,326
You have to change things, right?
1010
00:38:14,393 --> 00:38:16,728
Why? Why is it always us
who have to change things
1011
00:38:16,762 --> 00:38:17,929
or fix our faces?
1012
00:38:17,997 --> 00:38:19,197
Because it is.
1013
00:38:19,232 --> 00:38:21,433
And you still think
that by getting a seat
1014
00:38:21,467 --> 00:38:23,973
at the table, that
I'm gonna change anything?
1015
00:38:24,604 --> 00:38:26,538
Look at Gregory. Look at Sullivan.
1016
00:38:26,572 --> 00:38:30,146
No shade, but what has changed?
1017
00:38:30,743 --> 00:38:33,044
Yep. They say change
1018
00:38:33,112 --> 00:38:34,913
the system from the inside,
and then you're inside,
1019
00:38:34,981 --> 00:38:36,681
and you're part of the system.
1020
00:38:36,716 --> 00:38:38,683
The only part of this job
that's not corruptible,
1021
00:38:38,718 --> 00:38:42,787
the reason why I left,
like, a cushy corporate life...
1022
00:38:42,822 --> 00:38:44,456
It's the helping people part.
1023
00:38:44,490 --> 00:38:45,671
You know?
1024
00:38:45,739 --> 00:38:48,226
So I'm... I'm gonna help Joyce.
1025
00:38:48,294 --> 00:38:50,262
And if that means that I have
to put my career
1026
00:38:50,296 --> 00:38:53,932
on the back burner, then
that's what I'm gonna do.
1027
00:38:56,335 --> 00:38:58,103
Well, okay, then.
1028
00:38:58,137 --> 00:38:59,800
Fair enough.
1029
00:39:03,643 --> 00:39:05,110
I can't believe a dude licked me today.
1030
00:39:05,144 --> 00:39:06,645
[CHUCKLES]
1031
00:39:06,679 --> 00:39:08,225
It's not funny.
1032
00:39:08,614 --> 00:39:11,061
I can't believe I'm kinda jealous.
1033
00:39:14,520 --> 00:39:22,494
♪
1034
00:39:22,528 --> 00:39:30,302
♪
1035
00:39:30,369 --> 00:39:34,406
Ruiz, Ruiz, Ruiz, Ruiz...
1036
00:39:34,440 --> 00:39:35,740
Okay.
1037
00:39:37,143 --> 00:39:38,743
[LINE RINGING]
1038
00:39:38,811 --> 00:39:41,146
- THEO: Hello?
- Hi. It's Vic.
1039
00:39:41,180 --> 00:39:43,915
Hughes. It's... It's Vic Hughes.
1040
00:39:43,950 --> 00:39:45,483
From Station 19.
1041
00:39:45,551 --> 00:39:46,785
Hey, what's up?
1042
00:39:46,819 --> 00:39:50,655
Hi. Uh, so, I got your number
from the sub sheet, but...
1043
00:39:50,690 --> 00:39:51,690
You need a sub?
1044
00:39:51,724 --> 00:39:53,658
What? No.
1045
00:39:53,693 --> 00:39:55,360
No, sorry, did I, uh...
1046
00:39:55,394 --> 00:39:56,928
Did I catch you at a bad time, or...?
1047
00:39:56,996 --> 00:39:58,964
Uh, kinda, yeah.
1048
00:39:59,031 --> 00:40:00,599
Yeah, I'm... I'm sorry,
1049
00:40:00,666 --> 00:40:02,696
I'm actually about to meet someone.
1050
00:40:03,736 --> 00:40:05,971
Got it. Okay, um...
1051
00:40:06,038 --> 00:40:07,672
S-Sorry for the violation.
1052
00:40:07,740 --> 00:40:09,495
That was just...
1053
00:40:10,076 --> 00:40:12,164
Okay. Bye.
1054
00:40:14,332 --> 00:40:16,534
[KNOCKING]
1055
00:40:17,283 --> 00:40:21,252
Hi. Can I speak to, uh,
Vic Hughes of Station 19?
1056
00:40:22,755 --> 00:40:24,289
[BUZZER]
1057
00:40:24,924 --> 00:40:26,971
- Hi.
- Hi.
1058
00:40:27,793 --> 00:40:29,461
♪ When you're numb to the touch ♪
1059
00:40:29,486 --> 00:40:31,183
Silver lining.
1060
00:40:32,064 --> 00:40:33,164
Sorry to just show up...
1061
00:40:33,199 --> 00:40:34,699
Uh, when is your next swab?
1062
00:40:34,734 --> 00:40:36,167
For, uh, COVID.
1063
00:40:36,235 --> 00:40:37,869
When do you get tested again?
1064
00:40:37,903 --> 00:40:39,471
- Tuesday.
- Perfect. Me too.
1065
00:40:39,538 --> 00:40:41,106
♪ This too shall pass ♪
1066
00:40:41,140 --> 00:40:44,075
- ♪ It won't always be the same ♪
- So... see you...
1067
00:40:44,110 --> 00:40:45,644
- Wednesday?
- Yeah.
1068
00:40:45,711 --> 00:40:46,678
Yeah.
1069
00:40:46,746 --> 00:40:48,880
♪ And every single scar that you claim ♪
1070
00:40:48,914 --> 00:40:50,824
♪ Is a stone in the path to this place ♪
1071
00:40:50,848 --> 00:40:52,717
Oh! [LAUGHS]
1072
00:40:52,752 --> 00:40:53,752
Thanks.
1073
00:40:53,819 --> 00:40:55,620
♪ And every single choice
that you made ♪
1074
00:40:55,655 --> 00:40:57,756
Alright.
1075
00:40:57,790 --> 00:41:03,728
♪ Has led you this way,
so lay your head on me ♪
1076
00:41:03,763 --> 00:41:06,364
♪ Lay your head on me ♪
1077
00:41:06,399 --> 00:41:07,832
Victorian.
1078
00:41:07,900 --> 00:41:11,836
♪ Lay your head on me ♪
1079
00:41:11,871 --> 00:41:13,004
♪ Lay your head on me ♪
1080
00:41:13,039 --> 00:41:14,906
INARA: Jack?
1081
00:41:14,940 --> 00:41:16,508
Is everything okay?
1082
00:41:16,575 --> 00:41:17,909
♪ Someday we will be fine ♪
1083
00:41:17,977 --> 00:41:19,711
♪ Staring down the long night ♪
1084
00:41:19,745 --> 00:41:21,680
♪ Waiting for the sunrise ♪
1085
00:41:21,714 --> 00:41:23,515
♪ It's okay, it's all right ♪
1086
00:41:23,582 --> 00:41:25,350
I'm taking a leap. [LAUGHS]
1087
00:41:25,384 --> 00:41:26,418
♪ I've been there in your place ♪
1088
00:41:26,452 --> 00:41:27,952
♪ It's okay, it's all right ♪
1089
00:41:27,987 --> 00:41:29,354
- ♪ Just lay your head on me ♪
- [CHEERING]
1090
00:41:29,388 --> 00:41:30,922
- [LAUGHS]
- ♪ Lay your head on me ♪
1091
00:41:30,956 --> 00:41:31,997
[LAUGHS]
1092
00:41:32,032 --> 00:41:34,125
♪ Lay your head on me ♪
1093
00:41:34,193 --> 00:41:35,960
What do you think?
1094
00:41:35,995 --> 00:41:37,262
♪ Lay your head on me ♪
1095
00:41:37,296 --> 00:41:39,964
Think that I could, uh,
be your mom's boyfriend?
1096
00:41:39,999 --> 00:41:41,599
Oh, say yes, Marcus!
1097
00:41:41,634 --> 00:41:43,401
Say yes, yes! _
1098
00:41:43,436 --> 00:41:44,636
♪ Don't be afraid, love ♪
1099
00:41:44,670 --> 00:41:47,539
[LAUGHTER]
1100
00:41:48,841 --> 00:41:50,642
Aww!
1101
00:41:50,676 --> 00:41:52,944
Oh. [LAUGHS]
1102
00:41:52,978 --> 00:42:01,486
♪
1103
00:42:01,520 --> 00:42:09,861
♪
1104
00:42:09,895 --> 00:42:18,069
♪
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