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♬ The hidden things inside me changed me greatly ♬

♬ It put me to sleep, tied my hands together, than locked me in a dark room ♬

♬ The lost pieces of time ,the memories of love, which I abandoned ♬

♬ I erased them and I'm left as an abandoned empty shell ♬

And your name is?

My name is...
♬ Without knowing anything I screamed, and that's all I remember ♬

♬ My heart, which was as cold as ice, will melt once once I wake up ♬

Cha. Do. Hyun.
♬ I want to free myself, from the torment of my sins ♬

♬ Someone take me out, from my spirit full of scars ♬

What is this? My name... My name is...
♬ The deep night show you, who was not able to leave ♬

And your name is...
♬ It wakes me up from my sleep ♬

♬ and kisses me again ♬

♬ Your voice, which whispered “I love you” ♬

Daddy! Please hit me!
♬ and your scent ♬

♬ echoes in my ears everyday,
Where are you? ♬

Hey, Ri Jin! What's going on? Get your grip!

- I was wrong.
- I was wrong! Please hit me!

- Daddy!
- Please save me...

That child's family register was given to me, who didn't have one.

I'm scared. Hurry up and come.

The traces of the child that lived in the basement of the Seungjin Group mansion were erased from the world... just like that.

Like that, the evidence of the abuse disappears.
♫ In the unreachable sky, I see you, who is turning back. ♫

♫You leave me, who was exhausting, making it into a picture♫

Snap out of it!
♫ I'm sorry. ♫

Ri On, what's wrong with Ri Jin? Why are you like this? Are you hurt somewhere?
♫ I hold on to you, and tell you to not get far away from me and I call for you desperately. ♫

Ri On, hurry and find a sedative at least, quickly!
♫ But the sadness surges in ♫

Ah, what do we do?!
♫ because I cannot see you ♫

♫ and only my tears fall again. ♫

Episode 17

Do Hyun! Do Hyun!

Mommy!

Do Hyun, it's dangerous! Get off, quickly!

Mommy!

Do Hyun, Mommy told you that it was dangerous on that swing!

Do you know how hurt Mommy will be if you get hurt, Do Hyun?

I got it, Mommy. I'll be more careful next time.

Such a good girl. Where did this prettiness of yours come from?

Where would it have come from? It came from mom's stomach.

Our Do Hyun is so smart! Our Do Hyun is really, really smart!

Father, how did you... What are you doing here?

What happened? Who is that child? Explain it to me.
[1993, America]

I think the answer is already in your question.

If it's a child that doesn't need to be explained, then you would not demand an explanation from me.

She's the child of the man from before I got married.

Why did you come here?

Return to the company.

I did all that I could.

The company is in danger. I don't know if they were swept away by the flood, or dried up in the drought,

but no matter how much I look, there's no person as competent as you.

It has nothing to do with me. I'm not the daughter-in-law of Seungjin Group anymore.

I still have your divorce papers.

Legally, you're still my daughter-in-law,

Joon Pyo's wife, and a person of Seungjin Group.

Father!

All the inheritance you received from your marriage had been used by your parents for their business,

and exhausted even more for the hospital fees of that child's father.

I came here knowing that what your left with is one beggar's can.

I will no longer act as a tenant manager working under the landowner.

Put that child on Joon Pyo's family register.

Even if your words are Seungjin Group's laws and scripture,

is this something that Joon Pyo would be likely to accept?

That bastard isn't coming back.

He gave up being both a human and a son.

He had no chance of becoming one in the first place.

Anyone is verdant when they are born.

Someone must have stepped on him. That's why his color has changed.

Haven't you worried that your child could get stepped on by others?

It's a life of someone born out of wedlock. Do you think other people would not step on her?

This is not a world where they will grow verdant just because their parents would not step on them.

I am offering you the best environment for the child.

If she grows up well and takes after you, she could have an important role at Seungjin Group in the future.

This means that she officially becomes the official successor to Seungjin, after Joon Pyo has ran away.

Wh-who did you say this is?

This pretty little puppy is our Joon Pyo's?

You should say hello to your grandmother.

Hello, Grandmother.

Even though I am not well, I should be.

Our Joon Pyo has a kid, so I should be well!

He doesn't even know his child has grown this much. Where exactly is your father roaming around?

- Aigoo, Mr. Park!
- Yes, yes.

I see you've went fishing with your kid. Were you able to catch some?

Not even one fish is around. They must have fled after hearing the word (that we're coming).

Oh my, I was waiting all night until my eyes have turned inside out, thinking I'd be able to mooch off some spicy fish stew from you.

I feel completely lost.

- Work hard.
- Yes, yes, yes.

- Daddy!
- Hm? What?

Your name is Mr. Cha, so why do people call you Mr. Park?

Shh!

My name can't be disclosed to others.

Why?

Because I want to live freely.

You become free if you hide your name?

Up to a point.

What does it mean to live freely?

Not living how other people want me to,

but just as I am.

Living while doing what I want to do.

Not getting scolded even I am living like that.

What do you want to do, Dad?

Buy a boat and go on trips here and there,

and go fishing, read books, make pictures,

write, get off my boat if I find a place that I like, and work there.

Living like that.

I'll buy one for you.

- Buy what?
- A boat.

Really? You're really going to buy a boat for your dad?

Yeah. I'll even give it a name. What should I name it?

Perry Park! The 'Perry Park' Boat.
What do you think?

Okay! The 'Perry Park' Boat!

You made a promise with me! You have to buy it for me.

Ah, I feel good!

We need to send the boy to school.

Already?

I said, we need to send the boy to school.

Send him then. What's the problem?

What's the problem?

We don't even get an enrollment notice because he doesn't have a family register!

We can't stay like this any longer. Go back to the mansion.

It's plenty enough that you've rebelled that long already.

I told you I cut ties with the mansion already.

You still haven't finished your puberty stage?

Will you still be going through puberty until you turn seventy?

Up until when do we leave the kid unregistered?!

That's why I told you to put him on your family register first!

Why are you telling me to put your son on my family register?

It's only proper if you put him under yours!

It's not like I don't know why you're acting like this. But quit dreaming.

The people from that house will not treat you well. Just live the way you originally do.

And so? You're telling me to live off from what I make working in restaurants,

and leave the child with no family register for the rest of his life?

When I left the house,

I cut off my blood relation, birth relation, any connection with them.

(If not) I wouldn't be able to go my way.

Does a parent put his pride first before his son?

And you still call yourself a father?!

- Dad.
- Yes?

Oh, it's nothing. It's alright.

We weren't fighting, okay?

I am not saying this twice. Go back.

If you want to receive memorial food from this kid,

yield to your pride for once! Bow down for once!

- You're headed to Seoul, right?
- Yes, I am.

Yes.

Dad, you don't want to go home?

No. Why would I not want to go home?

Your grandfather and grandmother are there.

Then what about mom?

We need to give our greetings first, and then she'd be coming soon.

Why is that woman here?

Who is that child?

Who would she be? She's your kid.

Seo Yeon gave birth to her in the States, and came back here with her.

My child?

Tear it. With your own hands.

The only useful one in this household is Seo Yeon.

When I left this house six years ago, I ended my relationship with that woman completely.

Then take your son and leave! I can't put him on the family register.

You decide. Do you want to at least save your son,

or to give relief to some shallow woman from somewhere who has no basic principles,

and lose both your son and your woman?

I'll do as you say,

so please get rid of that child that Min Seo Yeon brought here first.

Get rid of what? Get rid of your own child?

Is she really my child?

Stop with the useless talk. Just follow as I say, and come back.

There's no way that she's my child.

Because I...

never even hugged...

that self-righteous woman even once.

What's your name?

Joon Young. Cha Joon Young. What's yours?

My name is Do Hyun. Cha Do Hyun.

Do Hyun?

Joon Young, jump a little bit higher! A little bit higher!

Okay!

What kind of employee are you?

What were you doing as this matter has turned to this?

I am deeply ashamed.

So what's our countermeasure plan?

We have strongly demanded for the withdrawal of any related news from each media company.

The uploaded news articles on portal sites have been taken down, but there's still a limit (of what we can do).

Have the car ready.

You're leaving already?

Is it your doing?

You're dragging an innocent person into this again. What did I do this time?

Just live your life reading newspapers.

Former Seungjin Group Chairman Cha Joon Pyo, slim chance to return to position

Former Seungjin Group Cha Joon Pyo under coma for 21 years, currently on treatment
Former Chairman Cha Joon Pyo's health deterioration issue resurfaces again

You properly exploded the card I gave you.

The only thing left is for me to get my money's worth.

Anyway, if you break the promise that you made with me, there will be a problem.

It's a card I brought using the whole of the car and department store subsidiaries,

there's no way I will use it carelessly.

This is just the beginning. Look forward to it.

Alright.

What did you buy that the mention of the car company and department store are being passed to and from the phone?

You don't need to know.

Just remain clueless about it, and just enjoy the results later.

I didn't ever imagine that you would join hands with Do Hyun's mother.

Aren't you making a mistake? I think that

I would be the one to end up getting stabbed in the back.

You see, during wartime,

who your allies and your enemies are change all the time.

You need to read the momentum fast. You have to find the attack point at the right time to win the war.

Isn't it ironic?

After all, it's not of one of our troops that cut the enemy general's throat.

It's one of the enemy general's close subordinates.

You had something to say to me?

Yes. I have something to tell you about Do Hyun and me.

I investigated the records regarding corrections of the family register that you talked about.

As you said, in May of 1994, there was an application to correct the family register.

And one month later, the gender under your name on the family register

was changed from female to male.

It was this?

The role that you, Chairwoman,

played in the tragedy 21 years ago?

So you're saying that the reason that President Cha broke off the engagement was because of Vice-President Cha?

Yes, that's right.

I don't understand what you're saying.

I will help you, Chairwoman.

I don't know what you mean by that, either.

President Cha Ki Joon, until the General Shareholders' Meeting,

is maintaining my engagement with him to keep a good public image.

It must be because of the Seungjin shares my family possesses.

- So?
- If you help me, Chairwoman,

then I can also help you.

You're asking me to help you?

To the extent that you are even using your family's shares as bait,

what reason is there for you to ask me for help?

First of all, I want you to acknowledge my relationship with Do Hyun,

and I wish for your help.

Problems between a man and a woman are not my concern,

but if you really need my approval and help that much,

then I'll give it to you. Next?

It's no fun if the person I'll be with in the future is just accepting orders.

Please give some power to Do Hyun.

A position within Seungjin Group.
And as your biological grandson,

a position of social standing.

You have a brain that is waste for a mere Art Team Leader, I see.

Anything else?

I wish that from my husband's family, I wish that there's at least you to back me.

The talk is getting longer.

Bring some tea here.

You were here?

Early this morning, news about former Chairman Cha Joon Pyo's recent health condition

has been reported in all mass media.

I know.

It was definitely from President Cha Young Pyo's side.

They will seize advantageous high lands for the Shareholders' Meeting.

There is nothing small for them to use as a card to bring the Chairwoman down from her position.

So what do you plan to do?

What are you talking about?

The Chairmwoman is currently unaided right now. Even so, she's not someone who would extend a hand to you first

and ask for your help.

So... I should be the one to go to her first, and help her?

It's a matter of choice.

Would it not matter to you if Seungjin Group falls into their hands?

What do you mean, it doesn't matter? It can't happen.

I'm going to make it mine.

- Vice-President.
- But not right now.

I have to make them stir up a little more.

I'm not making a move until the Chairwoman personally comes to me and begs.

- What is that?
- It's from the catering service employee that I met with last time.

It's a picture sent by the quick delivery service.

At the inauguration garden party,

it's a group photo they took before the morning of the fire.

Will she be alright, Professor?

Well, it's not that there's something wrong with her health.

I think she's just exhausted.

Did something happen that could have given Dr. Oh a big shock?

Ah, that... So, well... Not too long ago, this kid...

she got fired from being that chaebol's physician.

It must have gave her a big shock. In her own way,

I think she's had a sense of pride for that work.

Why are you looking like that? Do you recognize someone?

The person who saved Ri Jin

from the mansion on the day of the fire was none other than...

After looking at it now, since they're twins their birthdays must be the same, right?

That's right.

What's wrong, Vice-President? Did something happen?

Dr. Park is calling.

- Yes, Doctor.
- I heard you fired Doctor Oh, what does this mean?

You didn't tell me that when we met yesterday.

I'm sorry I couldn't tell you earlier.

There's no need to be sorry to me.

I'm at Ssang Ri right now.

It looks like Dr. Oh suddenly fainted last night.

She fainted? Wh-why?

According to her brother,

I think that Dr. Oh remembered something and fainted because of the shock from it.

Perhaps, you two, are you remembering your lost memories one by one?

- Are they entangled with bad things?
- Is Oh Ri Jin

okay?

She's okay right now. It's later that's the problem.

If the treatment doesn't work, she could get repetition compulsion.
Compulsive actions caused by repetition of painful past events

Mom.

Ri Jin! Have you come back to your senses?

You should go to your room and sleep comfortably. Why are you out here?

Why did you ask if you were going to be like this

and go through such a hard time?

If it was going to be this hard for you, you should have just told me.

You should have come to me and cried. Why did you cry alone, why?

- Mom.
- What? Do you need anything?

- Is there something you want to eat?
- Back then...

Mom, you were

the person who

took me out of the basement

and saved me from the fire, weren't you?

You remember that?

Back then,

was my name Do Hyun?

You even remember that?

But...

But, you know...

Why did that person become Cha Do Hyun?

What do you mean, that person?

- Who?
- How did that person

end up losing his own name?

Why and because of what

were our names taken away from us?

What do you mean, that person? What do you mean, we?

Mom, you know...

I really liked my name.

I was thankful to you and Dad

for naming me Ri Jin.

And...

And, you know...

I really liked that person's name, too.

- Ri Jin!
- But...

What should I call that person now?

What should I call him?

What is your name?

What is

your name?

I, the one with this face and this gaze,

am Cha Do Hyun.

Look at this when you need medicine.

Look at this when you need medicine.

♫ A secret ♫

♫ that cannot be told to anyone ♫

♫ Everyone has at least one of those ♫

Are you watching, Cha Do Hyun? Are you listening, Cha Do Hyun?

You were going to eat medicine again, weren't you?

You're caught red-handed. Don't even think about lying.
♫ Even I say ♫

The fact that you're watching this video right now means that you're having a hard time again,
♫ I don't have ♫

and is about to rely on medicine.
♫ anything special ♫

I'm not saying that medicine is bad.
♫ Even if I act indifferent, ♫

You said so yourself.

Whatever it is, you want to overcome it with me.
♫ it hurts.♫

That you wanted to erase the bad memories with good memories with me.
♫ Don't love me, who is like this. ♫

So what is my point?

I'm saying, today let's go ride the snowflake train

and make a lot of good memories.
♫ The only thing I can give you ♫

So that you can get rid of all of the medicine in your drawer,

and completely fill it with good memories instead.

Are you ready? I'm ready!

And I have something to confess.

Uh, me not being able to confess to you all that time

was because I was being conscious of my duty as a doctor and professional.

Don't be surprised by this either!

I won't.

Don't!

I like you.

I...
♫ Even loneliness ♫

really...
♫ seems like an old friend. ♫

like you

a lot, Cha Do Hyun.
♫ I cannot get used to this feeling, ♫

♫ I miss you ♫

♫ Don’t love me, who is like this ♫

♫ What can I do about my heart being like this? ♫

♫ The only thing I can give you ♫

♫ is just my unstoppable tears ♫

♫ With a face that is unfamiliar, ♫

♫ I will just hurt your heart ♫

♫ Just let me love you by myself ♫

Come out and eat.

Should I bring it here?

Get up.

Ri On.

How long are you going to stay holed up in the corner of your room?

Just please leave me alone.

How long do I have leave you alone? Until you die?!

I beg of you to let me go!

If you're the one hurting, is that it?

Then what about us?

What do I say to Mom who cooks all day for you?

"She said she'll have a hard time by herself. Act like you don't know." Should I say that?

What should I say to our father who sobs in secret because his heart is so torn up because of you?

"She said she'll be in pain by herself. Ignore her." Should I say that?

Why do you have to make it that we can't help you? Why?!

Who do you think you are?!

I understand.

You work this out yourself.

I don't like a sister who just cries.

I like a vigorous sister.

If you're not going to be one, then you're not my sister.

Don't be like this.

I rely on you so much.

I became so strong because of you.

I'm not scared of anything when I think of the fact that you've got my back.

I was wrong. I won't be like that.

So... don't say that you won't be my brother.

Ever since I was young, those were the words I was most afraid of.

♫ I call you softly ♫

♫ Unlike my heavy heart♫

Are you going to eat then?

- Yeah.
♫ I hide behind a playful tone ♫

Are you going to say that you're hurt when you're hurting?

- Yeah.
♫ and hold myself back ♫

Are you going to say you're tired when you're tired?

- Yeah.
♫ I live as the person you know ♫

Then after eating,
♫ You, ♫

are you going to take Ri Na out for a walk with me?
♫ who is smiling so prettily. ♫

- Yeah.
♫ Truthfully ♫

That's enough. Follow me then.
♫ it's tiring for me to only look at you ♫

- Get ready!
♫ Taking a step towards you several times a day.♫

- Start!
♫ Certainly makes the day goes faster. ♫

♫ My heart is blocking my love. ♫

♫ I'm holding myself back, even though they are trembling at the end ♫

♫ Because that's the right thing. ♫

♫ Because I have to do that. ♫

♫If I try to have it, ♫

♫ it's a love that crumbles. ♫

- Ri Na!
♫ Because it's that kind ♫

- Ri Na!
♫ of love. ♫

Ri Na!

Oooh!

Ah!

-Ri Na, come here!
♫ I'm going to do everything ♫

Aigoo, you're so good!

♫ to prevent any thing ♫

- Bang! Bang!
♫ which will hurt you. ♫

Come here Ri Na!

♫ The thought that I cannot prevent you from getting hurt ♫

♫ is what frightens my heart. ♫

♫ My heart blocks my love. ♫

Hey, Brother.

Why, Sister?

You know that I'm really thankful to you, right?

I'm not so sure.

The love that you were supposed to receive alone from our parents,

thanks for sharing it with me.

Thank you for becoming my family.

And thanks for being a reliable brother.
♫ Because it's that kind of love. ♫

Hey, give me the planer (for smoothing wood). I need it to push the goosebumps out of me.

♫ My heart is not mine, it isn't listening to me. ♫

- I love you a lot, Oh Ri On. You know that, right?
♫ Won't you listen to what I'm saying? ♫
♫ Every time I see you. ♫

- Yeah.
♫ Every time I see you. ♫

Thanks for loving me.

♫ I can’t do anything about my heart ♫

♫ My heart keeps hurting more and more ♫

♫ I can't bear it and I want to hug you. ♫

♫ I'm afraid my heart that is like this will make you cry. ♫

♫ I will let you go again. ♫

She says only a moment will do.

Don't just stand there. Get in.

You don't really know how to ask for a favor.

The helpless one right now is you, Chairwoman, who has been isolated.

I can't protect Seungjin with the amount of requests you're asking right now.

When you go back and have the heart to beg, come back then. I'll think about it.

I'll tell you what happened

at the mansion 21 years ago.

I have already seen through to an extent. I will learn about the rest by myself.

Prepare a different bait when you come next time.

There's no way you can find out just because you said you will.

The only one who completely knows about that incident is just me.

Even if the whole world is pointing fingers at him, calling him names,

your father

is the only son I have.

No matter how much you try to deny it, just like you are your father's son.

Promise me in front of your father.

That for the price of hearing the truth about the incident 21 years ago,

you'll return to the company.

After I hear all of the truth,

then I'll answer.

21 years ago, that day...

was the brightest

and happiest day of my son's life.

It's been a long time.

[1994, May, The day of the outbreak of the fire]
Seungjin Group's Chairman Cha Joon Pyo's Celebration

Thank you for coming. Yes, thank you.

Thank you. Yes.

- Congratulations.
- Thank you.

Thank you. Yes.

Ah, it's been a while. So your kids are doing well, right?

Alright, thanks.

- Congratulations.
- Thank you.

-Thank you.
-Congratulations.
-Yes.

-Thank you.
- Yes, thank you.

Hyung-nim, I sincerely congratulate you.

Me, too, Brother-in-law. It's been a while, hasn't it?

Thanks for coming, Young Pyo.

You, too, Sister-in-law.

Wow, they say one's position makes a person. Your face looks very comfortable!

Your force is totally different! You seem like a totally different person.

Jin Suk, you're still the same. You didn't change at all.

What do you mean I didn't change? My kid's already seven.

Wow, you're so cool!

Make sure that nothing makes the guests uncomfortable, especially cleanliness.

Yes, Madam.

Then, I'll leave it you.

Yes, Madam.

Ajumma, can you make me some food?

Are you hungry? What would you like, Young Master?

Anything is fine, give me a lot of food.

Really? Then just wait a bit.

Do you want me to bring this to the 2nd floor?

No, I can do it by myself.

Thank you.

Who is that little kid who just left?

The son of the newly inaugurated Chairman.

Actually, a child born from a 'second'.

- Second?
- Shh!

There is someone like that. A nuisance for this family.

She's still not kicked out because of that kid.

But no one knows for sure how it will turn out later on.

Their family situation is complicated.

This is the norm!

Wait! Isn't he going to the basement again?

Joon Young, listen to mother carefully.

Today, Dad is going to introduce you to some people.

Grandmother, Dad, Mom, and the employees were the only ones who knew you for the time you've been living here in this house.

But after today, everyone in the world will know.

That's good, isn't it? It'll be nice, won't it?

Then what about you, Mom?

I'll go later. If you grow up and take over Dad's company later,

then I can also live proudly and openly.

I told you that you had to do something to make that happen, didn't I?

That I have to become the owner of Seungjin Group.

That's right.

You're so smart, my son.

So you have to do well, Joon Young.

That way, Mom can go out into the world.

Yes, thank you to everyone, our precious guests, for attending this celebration and brightening this place, despite being busy.

There is no formality today. I would just be grateful if you enjoyed yourselves.

However, there is someone that I want to formally introduce to you all.

The person who will become Seungjin's successor after me in the future.

I will introduce my son to you.

Chairman Cha Joon Pyo had a son?

Wait, he had a hidden son?

... A hidden son...

And so, if it's a son, is it the child we saw outside? Is it him?

Madam Yoon, have you seen the child?

I've only heard of him through rumors, too.

Everything that happens in the main residence is strictly off-limits to the outside in the first place.

What is it now? It just made deceased President Min Seo Yeon pitiful.

But for the Group's two important people to have an accident on the same day at the same time, isn't it

a little doubtful?

But really... Who else could be the one who benefits the most from that accident?

I heard those rumors, too.

The rumors are saying that it might be the biggest tragedy perpetrated by a mother to put her son on the Chairman's seat.

Hey... Why don't you write a gossip article instead?

Hey, little boy!

You live here, don't you?

That's right.

Do you know where the basement here is?

Th-the basement?

Hey!

Joon Young, are you ready?

You should come out and introduce yourself to the guests.

Joon Young?

-I'm sorry, I was late.
-Joon Young!

You waited a long time, didn't you? Hurry up and pack your stuff.

Let's run away from this house.

Run? To where?

Let's ride the train and go far.

Train?

But I have no money.

I have money. Hurry and get up!

Before daddy comes, we have to leave.

Joon Young, what are you doing in here?

Daddy...

Daddy, I was wrong! Don't do it!

Please, don't do it!

Daddy! Don't do it!

Please, don't do it!
-I was wrong!

Daddy!

I was wrong! Save me!

Save me!

The guests are waiting. Where did Chairman Cha Joon Pyo go to?

He said he was going to bring his son and went just now.

Really?

Fire! Fire!

Are you saying that the fire that happened 21 years ago

was not caused by a simple electrical problem,

but that someone deliberately started it?

- That's right.
- Who was it?

Please answer it. Who was it?

The person I saw at that time...

was you.

It was you.

21 years ago, that night...

you started that fire.

If it weren't for you,

your father! My son, Joon Pyo...

would not become a living corpse like this!

I had no choice but to cover it up.

The truth about my only grandson starting the fire.

If I reveal that to the public, my son's weakness,

everything that occurred in that basement...

and the identity of the missing child, they will all come out with it.

I had no choice but to cover it.

That was to save you.

Because it was the only way to save

your father and Seungjin Group.

♬ The hidden things inside me , changed me greatly ♬

♬ It put me to sleep, tied my hands together, than locked me in a dark room ♬

♬ The lost pieces of time ♬
♬ The memories of love, which I abandoned ♬

♬ I erased them and I'm left as an abandoned empty shell. ♬

♬ Without knowing anything I screamed ♬
♬ And that’s all I remember ♬

♬ My heart, which was as cold as ice, will melt once, once I wake up ♬

♬ I want to free myself, from the torment of my sins ♬

-Please save me! I was wrong! I was wrong!
♬ Someone take me out, from my spirit full of scars ♬
♬ The deep night ♬

-Please save me!
-Daddy!
♬ show you who was not able to leave ♬

♬ It wakes me up from my sleep ♬

-Please, don't do it!
♬ and kisses me again ♬
♬ Your voice ♬

-Daddy!
♬ which whispered “I love you” ♬

♬ and your scent ♬
♬ echoes in my ears everyday ♬

♬ Where are you? ♬

♬ You hid yourself somewhere where I can’t see you ♬
♬ The pain that you endure through instead of me ♬

♬ When my angers come one, ♬
♬ I will chase my lost memories which fell in deep slumber ♬

♬ Even if I want to find my real me, instead of you, ♬
♬ The bruise in my heart is too big ♬
♬ Even if I try to hide them, ♬

- It's because of me! It's because of me!
♬ the rascals hiding inside me appear and wakes me up ♬
♬ From the other side of my horrific memories, I came to face you ♬

♬ You even embraced my lost emotions and helped me, who was down, up ♬

♬ So that I don’t let my hand go, I’m trying my hardest to erase the hellish times ♬
♬ In this place that I locked myself ♬

♬ I want to break out of the darkness and find you ♬

♬ I can’t touch you or be embrace by you ♬

Do you want to save that child?

♬ The things that are taking over me aren’t the bastards living inside me ♬

But you won't be able to do it because you're scared, right? You wouldn't be able to muster the courage to do it, right?

- Then, I will do it for you.
♬ The voice that echoes in my ears wakes me up ♬
♬ Embraces and kisses me, ♬

♬ and I can no longer see it anymore ♬
♬ The deep night show you, ♬

♬ who was not able to leave ♬
♬ It wakes me up ♬

♬ from my sleep and kisses me again ♬

♬ Your voice, which whispered “I love you” and your scent ♬

♬ echoes in my ears everyday ♬
♬ Where are you? ♬

♬ On the night sky, which I cannot reach, I see you, who is turning back ♬

♬ From this hard day, it makes a picture ♬

♬ I’m sorry. I hold on to you, and tell you to not get far away from me ♬
♬ and I call for you desperately ♬

♬ But the sadness surges in because I cannot see you, and my tears fall ♬

That was when you created me.

I saved that child.

The one who saved that child

was me.

Shin Se Gi?

For coming late, I'm sorry.

Let's go.

♫When I first met you♫

♫You were a little girl♫

Kill me, Heal me
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Let's go. Let's run away somewhere, anywhere

from our scary memories.

Joon Young!

Do Hyun! Get Do Hyun first!

Hey, man!

Alex?

I will personally fight him.

You said that my word was law.
♫ I want to fly ♫

- I said you're my type.
♫ far away ♫

I said let's get along well.

Looking at it now, the memories of the past keep popping up in my head.

My name is... my name is...

Cha Do Hyun.